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If you are not located in the United States, +you will have to check the laws of the country where you are located +before using this eBook. + +Title: Frankenstein; Or, The Modern Prometheus + +Author: Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley + +Release date: November 23, 2012 [eBook #41445] + Most recently updated: October 23, 2024 + +Language: English + +Original publication: United Kingdom: Lackington, Hughes, Harding, Mavor, & Jones, 1818 + +Credits: Produced by Greg Weeks, Mary Meehan and the Online + Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + Revised by Richard Tonsing. + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FRANKENSTEIN; OR, THE MODERN PROMETHEUS *** + +[Transcriber’s Note: This text was produced from a photo-reprint of the +1818 edition.] + + + + + FRANKENSTEIN; + + OR, + + THE MODERN PROMETHEUS. + + + IN THREE VOLUMES. + VOL. I. + + London: + + _PRINTED FOR_ + LACKINGTON, HUGHES, HARDING, MAVOR, & JONES, + FINSBURY SQUARE. + + 1818. + + * * * * * + + Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay + To mould me man? Did I solicit thee + From darkness to promote me?—— + + Paradise Lost. + + * * * * * + + _TO_ + WILLIAM GODWIN, + _AUTHOR OF POLITICAL JUSTICE, CALEB WILLIAMS, &c._ + THESE VOLUMES + _Are respectfully inscribed_ + BY + THE AUTHOR. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +The event on which this fiction is founded has been supposed, by Dr. +Darwin, and some of the physiological writers of Germany, as not of +impossible occurrence. I shall not be supposed as according the remotest +degree of serious faith to such an imagination; yet, in assuming it as +the basis of a work of fancy, I have not considered myself as merely +weaving a series of supernatural terrors. The event on which the +interest of the story depends is exempt from the disadvantages of a mere +tale of spectres or enchantment. It was recommended by the novelty of +the situations which it developes; and, however impossible as a physical +fact, affords a point of view to the imagination for the delineating of +human passions more comprehensive and commanding than any which the +ordinary relations of existing events can yield. + +I have thus endeavoured to preserve the truth of the elementary +principles of human nature, while I have not scrupled to innovate +upon their combinations. The _Iliad_, the tragic poetry of +Greece,—Shakespeare, in the _Tempest_ and _Midsummer Night’s +Dream_,—and most especially Milton, in _Paradise Lost_, conform to this +rule; and the most humble novelist, who seeks to confer or receive +amusement from his labours, may, without presumption, apply to prose +fiction a licence, or rather a rule, from the adoption of which so many +exquisite combinations of human feeling have resulted in the highest +specimens of poetry. + +The circumstance on which my story rests was suggested in casual +conversation. It was commenced, partly as a source of amusement, and +partly as an expedient for exercising any untried resources of mind. +Other motives were mingled with these, as the work proceeded. I am by no +means indifferent to the manner in which whatever moral tendencies exist +in the sentiments or characters it contains shall affect the reader; yet +my chief concern in this respect has been limited to the avoiding of the +enervating effects of the novels of the present day, and to the +exhibitions of the amiableness of domestic affection, and the excellence +of universal virtue. The opinions which naturally spring from the +character and situation of the hero are by no means to be conceived as +existing always in my own conviction; nor is any inference justly to be +drawn from the following pages as prejudicing any philosophical doctrine +of whatever kind. + +It is a subject also of additional interest to the author, that this +story was begun in the majestic region where the scene is principally +laid, and in society which cannot cease to be regretted. I passed the +summer of 1816 in the environs of Geneva. The season was cold and rainy, +and in the evenings we crowded around a blazing wood fire, and +occasionally amused ourselves with some German stories of ghosts, which +happened to fall into our hands. These tales excited in us a playful +desire of imitation. Two other friends (a tale from the pen of one of +whom would be far more acceptable to the public than any thing I can +ever hope to produce) and myself agreed to write each a story, founded +on some supernatural occurrence. + +The weather, however, suddenly became serene; and my two friends left me +on a journey among the Alps, and lost, in the magnificent scenes which +they present, all memory of their ghostly visions. The following tale is +the only one which has been completed. + + + + +FRANKENSTEIN; + +OR, THE + +_MODERN PROMETHEUS._ + + + + +LETTER I. + + +_To Mrs._ SAVILLE, _England_. + +St. Petersburgh, Dec. 11th, 17—. + +You will rejoice to hear that no disaster has accompanied the +commencement of an enterprise which you have regarded with such evil +forebodings. I arrived here yesterday; and my first task is to assure my +dear sister of my welfare, and increasing confidence in the success of +my undertaking. + +I am already far north of London; and as I walk in the streets of +Petersburgh, I feel a cold northern breeze play upon my cheeks, which +braces my nerves, and fills me with delight. Do you understand this +feeling? This breeze, which has travelled from the regions towards which +I am advancing, gives me a foretaste of those icy climes. Inspirited by +this wind of promise, my day dreams become more fervent and vivid. I try +in vain to be persuaded that the pole is the seat of frost and +desolation; it ever presents itself to my imagination as the region of +beauty and delight. There, Margaret, the sun is for ever visible; its +broad disk just skirting the horizon, and diffusing a perpetual +splendour. There—for with your leave, my sister, I will put some trust +in preceding navigators—there snow and frost are banished; and, sailing +over a calm sea, we may be wafted to a land surpassing in wonders and in +beauty every region hitherto discovered on the habitable globe. Its +productions and features may be without example, as the phænomena of the +heavenly bodies undoubtedly are in those undiscovered solitudes. What +may not be expected in a country of eternal light? I may there discover +the wondrous power which attracts the needle; and may regulate a +thousand celestial observations, that require only this voyage to render +their seeming eccentricities consistent for ever. I shall satiate my +ardent curiosity with the sight of a part of the world never before +visited, and may tread a land never before imprinted by the foot of man. +These are my enticements, and they are sufficient to conquer all fear of +danger or death, and to induce me to commence this laborious voyage with +the joy a child feels when he embarks in a little boat, with his holiday +mates, on an expedition of discovery up his native river. But, supposing +all these conjectures to be false, you cannot contest the inestimable +benefit which I shall confer on all mankind to the last generation, by +discovering a passage near the pole to those countries, to reach which +at present so many months are requisite; or by ascertaining the secret +of the magnet, which, if at all possible, can only be effected by an +undertaking such as mine. + +These reflections have dispelled the agitation with which I began my +letter, and I feel my heart glow with an enthusiasm which elevates me to +heaven; for nothing contributes so much to tranquillize the mind as a +steady purpose,—a point on which the soul may fix its intellectual eye. +This expedition has been the favourite dream of my early years. I have +read with ardour the accounts of the various voyages which have been +made in the prospect of arriving at the North Pacific Ocean through the +seas which surround the pole. You may remember, that a history of all +the voyages made for purposes of discovery composed the whole of our +good uncle Thomas’s library. My education was neglected, yet I was +passionately fond of reading. These volumes were my study day and night, +and my familiarity with them increased that regret which I had felt, as +a child, on learning that my father’s dying injunction had forbidden my +uncle to allow me to embark in a sea-faring life. + +These visions faded when I perused, for the first time, those poets +whose effusions entranced my soul, and lifted it to heaven. I also +became a poet, and for one year lived in a Paradise of my own creation; +I imagined that I also might obtain a niche in the temple where the +names of Homer and Shakespeare are consecrated. You are well acquainted +with my failure, and how heavily I bore the disappointment. But just at +that time I inherited the fortune of my cousin, and my thoughts were +turned into the channel of their earlier bent. + +Six years have passed since I resolved on my present undertaking. I can, +even now, remember the hour from which I dedicated myself to this great +enterprise. I commenced by inuring my body to hardship. I accompanied +the whale-fishers on several expeditions to the North Sea; I voluntarily +endured cold, famine, thirst, and want of sleep; I often worked harder +than the common sailors during the day, and devoted my nights to the +study of mathematics, the theory of medicine, and those branches of +physical science from which a naval adventurer might derive the greatest +practical advantage. Twice I actually hired myself as an under-mate in +a Greenland whaler, and acquitted myself to admiration. I must own I +felt a little proud, when my captain offered me the second dignity in +the vessel, and entreated me to remain with the greatest earnestness; so +valuable did he consider my services. + +And now, dear Margaret, do I not deserve to accomplish some great +purpose. My life might have been passed in ease and luxury; but I +preferred glory to every enticement that wealth placed in my path. Oh, +that some encouraging voice would answer in the affirmative! My courage +and my resolution is firm; but my hopes fluctuate, and my spirits are +often depressed. I am about to proceed on a long and difficult voyage; +the emergencies of which will demand all my fortitude: I am required not +only to raise the spirits of others, but sometimes to sustain my own, +when their’s are failing. + +This is the most favourable period for travelling in Russia. They fly +quickly over the snow in their sledges; the motion is pleasant, and, in +my opinion, far more agreeable than that of an English stage-coach. The +cold is not excessive, if you are wrapt in furs, a dress which I have +already adopted; for there is a great difference between walking the +deck and remaining seated motionless for hours, when no exercise +prevents the blood from actually freezing in your veins. I have no +ambition to lose my life on the post-road between St. Petersburgh and +Archangel. + +I shall depart for the latter town in a fortnight or three weeks; and my +intention is to hire a ship there, which can easily be done by paying +the insurance for the owner, and to engage as many sailors as I think +necessary among those who are accustomed to the whale-fishing. I do not +intend to sail until the month of June: and when shall I return? Ah, +dear sister, how can I answer this question? If I succeed, many, many +months, perhaps years, will pass before you and I may meet. If I fail, +you will see me again soon, or never. + +Farewell, my dear, excellent, Margaret. Heaven shower down blessings on +you, and save me, that I may again and again testify my gratitude for +all your love and kindness. + +Your affectionate brother, + +R. WALTON. + + + + +LETTER II. + + +_To Mrs._ SAVILLE, _England_. + +Archangel, 28th March, 17—. + +How slowly the time passes here, encompassed as I am by frost and snow; +yet a second step is taken towards my enterprise. I have hired a vessel, +and am occupied in collecting my sailors; those whom I have already +engaged appear to be men on whom I can depend, and are certainly +possessed of dauntless courage. + +But I have one want which I have never yet been able to satisfy; and the +absence of the object of which I now feel as a most severe evil. I have +no friend, Margaret: when I am glowing with the enthusiasm of success, +there will be none to participate my joy; if I am assailed by +disappointment, no one will endeavour to sustain me in dejection. I +shall commit my thoughts to paper, it is true; but that is a poor medium +for the communication of feeling. I desire the company of a man who +could sympathize with me; whose eyes would reply to mine. You may deem +me romantic, my dear sister, but I bitterly feel the want of a friend. I +have no one near me, gentle yet courageous, possessed of a cultivated as +well as of a capacious mind, whose tastes are like my own, to approve +or amend my plans. How would such a friend repair the faults of your +poor brother! I am too ardent in execution, and too impatient of +difficulties. But it is a still greater evil to me that I am +self-educated: for the first fourteen years of my life I ran wild on a +common, and read nothing but our uncle Thomas’s books of voyages. At +that age I became acquainted with the celebrated poets of our own +country; but it was only when it had ceased to be in my power to derive +its most important benefits from such a conviction, that I perceived the +necessity of becoming acquainted with more languages than that of my +native country. Now I am twenty-eight, and am in reality more illiterate +than many school-boys of fifteen. It is true that I have thought more, +and that my day dreams are more extended and magnificent; but they want +(as the painters call it) _keeping_; and I greatly need a friend who +would have sense enough not to despise me as romantic, and affection +enough for me to endeavour to regulate my mind. + +Well, these are useless complaints; I shall certainly find no friend on +the wide ocean, nor even here in Archangel, among merchants and seamen. +Yet some feelings, unallied to the dross of human nature, beat even in +these rugged bosoms. My lieutenant, for instance, is a man of wonderful +courage and enterprise; he is madly desirous of glory. He is an +Englishman, and in the midst of national and professional prejudices, +unsoftened by cultivation, retains some of the noblest endowments of +humanity. I first became acquainted with him on board a whale vessel: +finding that he was unemployed in this city, I easily engaged him to +assist in my enterprise. + +The master is a person of an excellent disposition, and is remarkable in +the ship for his gentleness, and the mildness of his discipline. He is, +indeed, of so amiable a nature, that he will not hunt (a favourite, and +almost the only amusement here), because he cannot endure to spill +blood. He is, moreover, heroically generous. Some years ago he loved a +young Russian lady, of moderate fortune; and having amassed a +considerable sum in prize-money, the father of the girl consented to the +match. He saw his mistress once before the destined ceremony; but she +was bathed in tears, and, throwing herself at his feet, entreated him to +spare her, confessing at the same time that she loved another, but that +he was poor, and that her father would never consent to the union. My +generous friend reassured the suppliant, and on being informed of the +name of her lover instantly abandoned his pursuit. He had already bought +a farm with his money, on which he had designed to pass the remainder of +his life; but he bestowed the whole on his rival, together with the +remains of his prize-money to purchase stock, and then himself solicited +the young woman’s father to consent to her marriage with her lover. But +the old man decidedly refused, thinking himself bound in honour to my +friend; who, when he found the father inexorable, quitted his country, +nor returned until he heard that his former mistress was married +according to her inclinations. “What a noble fellow!” you will exclaim. +He is so; but then he has passed all his life on board a vessel, and has +scarcely an idea beyond the rope and the shroud. + +But do not suppose that, because I complain a little, or because I can +conceive a consolation for my toils which I may never know, that I am +wavering in my resolutions. Those are as fixed as fate; and my voyage is +only now delayed until the weather shall permit my embarkation. The +winter has been dreadfully severe; but the spring promises well, and it +is considered as a remarkably early season; so that, perhaps, I may sail +sooner than I expected. I shall do nothing rashly; you know me +sufficiently to confide in my prudence and considerateness whenever the +safety of others is committed to my care. + +I cannot describe to you my sensations on the near prospect of my +undertaking. It is impossible to communicate to you a conception of the +trembling sensation, half pleasurable and half fearful, with which I am +preparing to depart. I am going to unexplored regions, to “the land of +mist and snow;” but I shall kill no albatross, therefore do not be +alarmed for my safety. + +Shall I meet you again, after having traversed immense seas, and +returned by the most southern cape of Africa or America? I dare not +expect such success, yet I cannot bear to look on the reverse of the +picture. Continue to write to me by every opportunity: I may receive +your letters (though the chance is very doubtful) on some occasions when +I need them most to support my spirits. I love you very tenderly. +Remember me with affection, should you never hear from me again. + +Your affectionate brother, + +ROBERT WALTON. + + + + +LETTER III. + + +_To Mrs._ SAVILLE, _England_. + +July 7th, 17—. + +MY DEAR SISTER, + +I write a few lines in haste, to say that I am safe, and well advanced +on my voyage. This letter will reach England by a merchant-man now on +its homeward voyage from Archangel; more fortunate than I, who may not +see my native land, perhaps, for many years. I am, however, in good +spirits: my men are bold, and apparently firm of purpose; nor do the +floating sheets of ice that continually pass us, indicating the dangers +of the region towards which we are advancing, appear to dismay them. We +have already reached a very high latitude; but it is the height of +summer, and although not so warm as in England, the southern gales, +which blow us speedily towards those shores which I so ardently desire +to attain, breathe a degree of renovating warmth which I had not +expected. + +No incidents have hitherto befallen us, that would make a figure in a +letter. One or two stiff gales, and the breaking of a mast, are +accidents which experienced navigators scarcely remember to record; and +I shall be well content, if nothing worse happen to us during our +voyage. + +Adieu, my dear Margaret. Be assured, that for my own sake, as well as +your’s, I will not rashly encounter danger. I will be cool, persevering, +and prudent. + +Remember me to all my English friends. + +Most affectionately yours, + +R. W. + + + + +LETTER IV. + + +_To Mrs._ SAVILLE, _England_. + +August 5th, 17—. + +So strange an accident has happened to us, that I cannot forbear +recording it, although it is very probable that you will see me before +these papers can come into your possession. + +Last Monday (July 31st), we were nearly surrounded by ice, which closed +in the ship on all sides, scarcely leaving her the sea room in which she +floated. Our situation was somewhat dangerous, especially as we were +compassed round by a very thick fog. We accordingly lay to, hoping that +some change would take place in the atmosphere and weather. + +About two o’clock the mist cleared away, and we beheld, stretched out in +every direction, vast and irregular plains of ice, which seemed to have +no end. Some of my comrades groaned, and my own mind began to grow +watchful with anxious thoughts, when a strange sight suddenly attracted +our attention, and diverted our solicitude from our own situation. We +perceived a low carriage, fixed on a sledge and drawn by dogs, pass on +towards the north, at the distance of half a mile: a being which had the +shape of a man, but apparently of gigantic stature, sat in the sledge, +and guided the dogs. We watched the rapid progress of the traveller +with our telescopes, until he was lost among the distant inequalities of +the ice. + +This appearance excited our unqualified wonder. We were, as we believed, +many hundred miles from any land; but this apparition seemed to denote +that it was not, in reality, so distant as we had supposed. Shut in, +however, by ice, it was impossible to follow his track, which we had +observed with the greatest attention. + +About two hours after this occurrence, we heard the ground sea; and +before night the ice broke, and freed our ship. We, however, lay to +until the morning, fearing to encounter in the dark those large loose +masses which float about after the breaking up of the ice. I profited of +this time to rest for a few hours. + +In the morning, however, as soon as it was light, I went upon deck, and +found all the sailors busy on one side of the vessel, apparently talking +to some one in the sea. It was, in fact, a sledge, like that we had seen +before, which had drifted towards us in the night, on a large fragment +of ice. Only one dog remained alive; but there was a human being within +it, whom the sailors were persuading to enter the vessel. He was not, as +the other traveller seemed to be, a savage inhabitant of some +undiscovered island, but an European. When I appeared on deck, the +master said, “Here is our captain, and he will not allow you to perish +on the open sea.” + +On perceiving me, the stranger addressed me in English, although with a +foreign accent. “Before I come on board your vessel,” said he, “will you +have the kindness to inform me whither you are bound?” + +You may conceive my astonishment on hearing such a question addressed to +me from a man on the brink of destruction, and to whom I should have +supposed that my vessel would have been a resource which he would not +have exchanged for the most precious wealth the earth can afford. I +replied, however, that we were on a voyage of discovery towards the +northern pole. + +Upon hearing this he appeared satisfied, and consented to come on board. +Good God! Margaret, if you had seen the man who thus capitulated for his +safety, your surprise would have been boundless. His limbs were nearly +frozen, and his body dreadfully emaciated by fatigue and suffering. I +never saw a man in so wretched a condition. We attempted to carry him +into the cabin; but as soon as he had quitted the fresh air, he fainted. +We accordingly brought him back to the deck, and restored him to +animation by rubbing him with brandy, and forcing him to swallow a small +quantity. As soon as he shewed signs of life, we wrapped him up in +blankets, and placed him near the chimney of the kitchen-stove. By slow +degrees he recovered, and ate a little soup, which restored him +wonderfully. + +Two days passed in this manner before he was able to speak; and I often +feared that his sufferings had deprived him of understanding. When he +had in some measure recovered, I removed him to my own cabin, and +attended on him as much as my duty would permit. I never saw a more +interesting creature: his eyes have generally an expression of wildness, +and even madness; but there are moments when, if any one performs an act +of kindness towards him, or does him any the most trifling service, his +whole countenance is lighted up, as it were, with a beam of benevolence +and sweetness that I never saw equalled. But he is generally melancholy +and despairing; and sometimes he gnashes his teeth, as if impatient of +the weight of woes that oppresses him. + +When my guest was a little recovered, I had great trouble to keep off +the men, who wished to ask him a thousand questions; but I would not +allow him to be tormented by their idle curiosity, in a state of body +and mind whose restoration evidently depended upon entire repose. Once, +however, the lieutenant asked, Why he had come so far upon the ice in so +strange a vehicle? + +His countenance instantly assumed an aspect of the deepest gloom; and he +replied, “To seek one who fled from me.” + +“And did the man whom you pursued travel in the same fashion?” + +“Yes.” + +“Then I fancy we have seen him; for, the day before we picked you up, we +saw some dogs drawing a sledge, with a man in it, across the ice.” + +This aroused the stranger’s attention; and he asked a multitude of +questions concerning the route which the dæmon, as he called him, had +pursued. Soon after, when he was alone with me, he said, “I have, +doubtless, excited your curiosity, as well as that of these good people; +but you are too considerate to make inquiries.” + +“Certainly; it would indeed be very impertinent and inhuman in me to +trouble you with any inquisitiveness of mine.” + +“And yet you rescued me from a strange and perilous situation; you have +benevolently restored me to life.” + +Soon after this he inquired, if I thought that the breaking up of the +ice had destroyed the other sledge? I replied, that I could not answer +with any degree of certainty; for the ice had not broken until near +midnight, and the traveller might have arrived at a place of safety +before that time; but of this I could not judge. + +From this time the stranger seemed very eager to be upon deck, to watch +for the sledge which had before appeared; but I have persuaded him to +remain in the cabin, for he is far too weak to sustain the rawness of +the atmosphere. But I have promised that some one should watch for him, +and give him instant notice if any new object should appear in sight. + +Such is my journal of what relates to this strange occurrence up to the +present day. The stranger has gradually improved in health, but is very +silent, and appears uneasy when any one except myself enters his cabin. +Yet his manners are so conciliating and gentle, that the sailors are all +interested in him, although they have had very little communication with +him. For my own part, I begin to love him as a brother; and his constant +and deep grief fills me with sympathy and compassion. He must have been +a noble creature in his better days, being even now in wreck so +attractive and amiable. + +I said in one of my letters, my dear Margaret, that I should find no +friend on the wide ocean; yet I have found a man who, before his spirit +had been broken by misery, I should have been happy to have possessed as +the brother of my heart. + +I shall continue my journal concerning the stranger at intervals, should +I have any fresh incidents to record. + + * * * * * + +August 13th, 17—. + +My affection for my guest increases every day. He excites at once my +admiration and my pity to an astonishing degree. How can I see so noble +a creature destroyed by misery without feeling the most poignant grief? +He is so gentle, yet so wise; his mind is so cultivated; and when he +speaks, although his words are culled with the choicest art, yet they +flow with rapidity and unparalleled eloquence. + +He is now much recovered from his illness, and is continually on the +deck, apparently watching for the sledge that preceded his own. Yet, +although unhappy, he is not so utterly occupied by his own misery, but +that he interests himself deeply in the employments of others. He has +asked me many questions concerning my design; and I have related my +little history frankly to him. He appeared pleased with the confidence, +and suggested several alterations in my plan, which I shall find +exceedingly useful. There is no pedantry in his manner; but all he does +appears to spring solely from the interest he instinctively takes in the +welfare of those who surround him. He is often overcome by gloom, and +then he sits by himself, and tries to overcome all that is sullen or +unsocial in his humour. These paroxysms pass from him like a cloud from +before the sun, though his dejection never leaves him. I have +endeavoured to win his confidence; and I trust that I have succeeded. +One day I mentioned to him the desire I had always felt of finding a +friend who might sympathize with me, and direct me by his counsel. I +said, I did not belong to that class of men who are offended by advice. +“I am self-educated, and perhaps I hardly rely sufficiently upon my own +powers. I wish therefore that my companion should be wiser and more +experienced than myself, to confirm and support me; nor have I believed +it impossible to find a true friend.” + +“I agree with you,” replied the stranger, “in believing that friendship +is not only a desirable, but a possible acquisition. I once had a +friend, the most noble of human creatures, and am entitled, therefore, +to judge respecting friendship. You have hope, and the world before you, +and have no cause for despair. But I——I have lost every thing, and +cannot begin life anew.” + +As he said this, his countenance became expressive of a calm settled +grief, that touched me to the heart. But he was silent, and presently +retired to his cabin. + +Even broken in spirit as he is, no one can feel more deeply than he does +the beauties of nature. The starry sky, the sea, and every sight +afforded by these wonderful regions, seems still to have the power of +elevating his soul from earth. Such a man has a double existence: he may +suffer misery, and be overwhelmed by disappointments; yet when he has +retired into himself, he will be like a celestial spirit, that has a +halo around him, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures. + +Will you laugh at the enthusiasm I express concerning this divine +wanderer? If you do, you must have certainly lost that simplicity which +was once your characteristic charm. Yet, if you will, smile at the +warmth of my expressions, while I find every day new causes for +repeating them. + + * * * * * + +August 19th, 17—. + +Yesterday the stranger said to me, “You may easily perceive, Captain +Walton, that I have suffered great and unparalleled misfortunes. I had +determined, once, that the memory of these evils should die with me; but +you have won me to alter my determination. You seek for knowledge and +wisdom, as I once did; and I ardently hope that the gratification of +your wishes may not be a serpent to sting you, as mine has been. I do +not know that the relation of my misfortunes will be useful to you, yet, +if you are inclined, listen to my tale. I believe that the strange +incidents connected with it will afford a view of nature, which may +enlarge your faculties and understanding. You will hear of powers and +occurrences, such as you have been accustomed to believe impossible: but +I do not doubt that my tale conveys in its series internal evidence of +the truth of the events of which it is composed.” + +You may easily conceive that I was much gratified by the offered +communication; yet I could not endure that he should renew his grief by +a recital of his misfortunes. I felt the greatest eagerness to hear the +promised narrative, partly from curiosity, and partly from a strong +desire to ameliorate his fate, if it were in my power. I expressed these +feelings in my answer. + +“I thank you,” he replied, “for your sympathy, but it is useless; my +fate is nearly fulfilled. I wait but for one event, and then I shall +repose in peace. I understand your feeling,” continued he, perceiving +that I wished to interrupt him; “but you are mistaken, my friend, if +thus you will allow me to name you; nothing can alter my destiny: listen +to my history, and you will perceive how irrevocably it is determined.” + +He then told me, that he would commence his narrative the next day when +I should be at leisure. This promise drew from me the warmest thanks. I +have resolved every night, when I am not engaged, to record, as nearly +as possible in his own words, what he has related during the day. If I +should be engaged, I will at least make notes. This manuscript will +doubtless afford you the greatest pleasure: but to me, who know him, and +who hear it from his own lips, with what interest and sympathy shall I +read it in some future day! + + + + +FRANKENSTEIN; + +OR, + +THE MODERN PROMETHEUS. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +I am by birth a Genevese; and my family is one of the most distinguished +of that republic. My ancestors had been for many years counsellors and +syndics; and my father had filled several public situations with honour +and reputation. He was respected by all who knew him for his integrity +and indefatigable attention to public business. He passed his younger +days perpetually occupied by the affairs of his country; and it was not +until the decline of life that he thought of marrying, and bestowing on +the state sons who might carry his virtues and his name down to +posterity. + +As the circumstances of his marriage illustrate his character, I cannot +refrain from relating them. One of his most intimate friends was a +merchant, who, from a flourishing state, fell, through numerous +mischances, into poverty. This man, whose name was Beaufort, was of a +proud and unbending disposition, and could not bear to live in poverty +and oblivion in the same country where he had formerly been +distinguished for his rank and magnificence. Having paid his debts, +therefore, in the most honourable manner, he retreated with his daughter +to the town of Lucerne, where he lived unknown and in wretchedness. My +father loved Beaufort with the truest friendship, and was deeply grieved +by his retreat in these unfortunate circumstances. He grieved also for +the loss of his society, and resolved to seek him out and endeavour to +persuade him to begin the world again through his credit and assistance. + +Beaufort had taken effectual measures to conceal himself; and it was ten +months before my father discovered his abode. Overjoyed at this +discovery, he hastened to the house, which was situated in a mean +street, near the Reuss. But when he entered, misery and despair alone +welcomed him. Beaufort had saved but a very small sum of money from the +wreck of his fortunes; but it was sufficient to provide him with +sustenance for some months, and in the mean time he hoped to procure +some respectable employment in a merchant’s house. The interval was +consequently spent in inaction; his grief only became more deep and +rankling, when he had leisure for reflection; and at length it took so +fast hold of his mind, that at the end of three months he lay on a bed +of sickness, incapable of any exertion. + +His daughter attended him with the greatest tenderness; but she saw with +despair that their little fund was rapidly decreasing, and that there +was no other prospect of support. But Caroline Beaufort possessed a mind +of an uncommon mould; and her courage rose to support her in her +adversity. She procured plain work; she plaited straw; and by various +means contrived to earn a pittance scarcely sufficient to support life. + +Several months passed in this manner. Her father grew worse; her time +was more entirely occupied in attending him; her means of subsistence +decreased; and in the tenth month her father died in her arms, leaving +her an orphan and a beggar. This last blow overcame her; and she knelt +by Beaufort’s coffin, weeping bitterly, when my father entered the +chamber. He came like a protecting spirit to the poor girl, who +committed herself to his care, and after the interment of his friend he +conducted her to Geneva, and placed her under the protection of a +relation. Two years after this event Caroline became his wife. + +When my father became a husband and a parent, he found his time so +occupied by the duties of his new situation, that he relinquished many +of his public employments, and devoted himself to the education of his +children. Of these I was the eldest, and the destined successor to all +his labours and utility. No creature could have more tender parents than +mine. My improvement and health were their constant care, especially as +I remained for several years their only child. But before I continue my +narrative, I must record an incident which took place when I was four +years of age. + +My father had a sister, whom he tenderly loved, and who had married +early in life an Italian gentleman. Soon after her marriage, she had +accompanied her husband into her native country, and for some years my +father had very little communication with her. About the time I +mentioned she died; and a few months afterwards he received a letter +from her husband, acquainting him with his intention of marrying an +Italian lady, and requesting my father to take charge of the infant +Elizabeth, the only child of his deceased sister. “It is my wish,” he +said, “that you should consider her as your own daughter, and educate +her thus. Her mother’s fortune is secured to her, the documents of which +I will commit to your keeping. Reflect upon this proposition; and decide +whether you would prefer educating your niece yourself to her being +brought up by a stepmother.” + +My father did not hesitate, and immediately went to Italy, that he +might accompany the little Elizabeth to her future home. I have often +heard my mother say, that she was at that time the most beautiful child +she had ever seen, and shewed signs even then of a gentle and +affectionate disposition. These indications, and a desire to bind as +closely as possible the ties of domestic love, determined my mother to +consider Elizabeth as my future wife; a design which she never found +reason to repent. + +From this time Elizabeth Lavenza became my playfellow, and, as we grew +older, my friend. She was docile and good tempered, yet gay and playful +as a summer insect. Although she was lively and animated, her feelings +were strong and deep, and her disposition uncommonly affectionate. No +one could better enjoy liberty, yet no one could submit with more grace +than she did to constraint and caprice. Her imagination was luxuriant, +yet her capability of application was great. Her person was the image of +her mind; her hazel eyes, although as lively as a bird’s, possessed an +attractive softness. Her figure was light and airy; and, though capable +of enduring great fatigue, she appeared the most fragile creature in the +world. While I admired her understanding and fancy, I loved to tend on +her, as I should on a favourite animal; and I never saw so much grace +both of person and mind united to so little pretension. + +Every one adored Elizabeth. If the servants had any request to make, it +was always through her intercession. We were strangers to any species of +disunion and dispute; for although there was a great dissimilitude in +our characters, there was an harmony in that very dissimilitude. I was +more calm and philosophical than my companion; yet my temper was not so +yielding. My application was of longer endurance; but it was not so +severe whilst it endured. I delighted in investigating the facts +relative to the actual world; she busied herself in following the aërial +creations of the poets. The world was to me a secret, which I desired to +discover; to her it was a vacancy, which she sought to people with +imaginations of her own. + +My brothers were considerably younger than myself; but I had a friend +in one of my schoolfellows, who compensated for this deficiency. Henry +Clerval was the son of a merchant of Geneva, an intimate friend of my +father. He was a boy of singular talent and fancy. I remember, when he +was nine years old, he wrote a fairy tale, which was the delight and +amazement of all his companions. His favourite study consisted in books +of chivalry and romance; and when very young, I can remember, that we +used to act plays composed by him out of these favourite books, the +principal characters of which were Orlando, Robin Hood, Amadis, and St. +George. + +No youth could have passed more happily than mine. My parents were +indulgent, and my companions amiable. Our studies were never forced; and +by some means we always had an end placed in view, which excited us to +ardour in the prosecution of them. It was by this method, and not by +emulation, that we were urged to application. Elizabeth was not incited +to apply herself to drawing, that her companions might not outstrip her; +but through the desire of pleasing her aunt, by the representation of +some favourite scene done by her own hand. We learned Latin and English, +that we might read the writings in those languages; and so far from +study being made odious to us through punishment, we loved application, +and our amusements would have been the labours of other children. +Perhaps we did not read so many books, or learn languages so quickly, as +those who are disciplined according to the ordinary methods; but what +we learned was impressed the more deeply on our memories. + +In this description of our domestic circle I include Henry Clerval; for +he was constantly with us. He went to school with me, and generally +passed the afternoon at our house; for being an only child, and +destitute of companions at home, his father was well pleased that he +should find associates at our house; and we were never completely happy +when Clerval was absent. + +I feel pleasure in dwelling on the recollections of childhood, before +misfortune had tainted my mind, and changed its bright visions of +extensive usefulness into gloomy and narrow reflections upon self. But, +in drawing the picture of my early days, I must not omit to record those +events which led, by insensible steps to my after tale of misery: for +when I would account to myself for the birth of that passion, which +afterwards ruled my destiny, I find it arise, like a mountain river, +from ignoble and almost forgotten sources; but, swelling as it +proceeded, it became the torrent which, in its course, has swept away +all my hopes and joys. + +Natural philosophy is the genius that has regulated my fate; I desire +therefore, in this narration, to state those facts which led to my +predilection for that science. When I was thirteen years of age, we all +went on a party of pleasure to the baths near Thonon: the inclemency of +the weather obliged us to remain a day confined to the inn. In this +house I chanced to find a volume of the works of Cornelius Agrippa. I +opened it with apathy; the theory which he attempts to demonstrate, and +the wonderful facts which he relates, soon changed this feeling into +enthusiasm. A new light seemed to dawn upon my mind; and, bounding with +joy, I communicated my discovery to my father. I cannot help remarking +here the many opportunities instructors possess of directing the +attention of their pupils to useful knowledge, which they utterly +neglect. My father looked carelessly at the title-page of my book, and +said, “Ah! Cornelius Agrippa! My dear Victor, do not waste your time +upon this; it is sad trash.” + +If, instead of this remark, my father had taken the pains, to explain to +me, that the principles of Agrippa had been entirely exploded, and that +a modern system of science had been introduced, which possessed much +greater powers than the ancient, because the powers of the latter were +chimerical, while those of the former were real and practical; under +such circumstances, I should certainly have thrown Agrippa aside, and, +with my imagination warmed as it was, should probably have applied +myself to the more rational theory of chemistry which has resulted from +modern discoveries. It is even possible, that the train of my ideas +would never have received the fatal impulse that led to my ruin. But the +cursory glance my father had taken of my volume by no means assured me +that he was acquainted with its contents; and I continued to read with +the greatest avidity. + +When I returned home, my first care was to procure the whole works of +this author, and afterwards of Paracelsus and Albertus Magnus. I read +and studied the wild fancies of these writers with delight; they +appeared to me treasures known to few beside myself; and although I +often wished to communicate these secret stores of knowledge to my +father, yet his indefinite censure of my favourite Agrippa always +withheld me. I disclosed my discoveries to Elizabeth, therefore, under a +promise of strict secrecy; but she did not interest herself in the +subject, and I was left by her to pursue my studies alone. + +It may appear very strange, that a disciple of Albertus Magnus should +arise in the eighteenth century; but our family was not scientifical, +and I had not attended any of the lectures given at the schools of +Geneva. My dreams were therefore undisturbed by reality; and I entered +with the greatest diligence into the search of the philosopher’s stone +and the elixir of life. But the latter obtained my most undivided +attention: wealth was an inferior object; but what glory would attend +the discovery, if I could banish disease from the human frame, and +render man invulnerable to any but a violent death! + +Nor were these my only visions. The raising of ghosts or devils was a +promise liberally accorded by my favourite authors, the fulfilment of +which I most eagerly sought; and if my incantations were always +unsuccessful, I attributed the failure rather to my own inexperience and +mistake, than to a want of skill or fidelity in my instructors. + +The natural phænomena that take place every day before our eyes did not +escape my examinations. Distillation, and the wonderful effects of +steam, processes of which my favourite authors were utterly ignorant, +excited my astonishment; but my utmost wonder was engaged by some +experiments on an air-pump, which I saw employed by a gentleman whom we +were in the habit of visiting. + +The ignorance of the early philosophers on these and several other +points served to decrease their credit with me: but I could not entirely +throw them aside, before some other system should occupy their place in +my mind. + +When I was about fifteen years old, we had retired to our house near +Belrive, when we witnessed a most violent and terrible thunder-storm. It +advanced from behind the mountains of Jura; and the thunder burst at +once with frightful loudness from various quarters of the heavens. I +remained, while the storm lasted, watching its progress with curiosity +and delight. As I stood at the door, on a sudden I beheld a stream of +fire issue from an old and beautiful oak, which stood about twenty yards +from our house; and so soon as the dazzling light vanished, the oak had +disappeared, and nothing remained but a blasted stump. When we visited +it the next morning, we found the tree shattered in a singular manner. +It was not splintered by the shock, but entirely reduced to thin +ribbands of wood. I never beheld any thing so utterly destroyed. + +The catastrophe of this tree excited my extreme astonishment; and I +eagerly inquired of my father the nature and origin of thunder and +lightning. He replied, “Electricity;” describing at the same time the +various effects of that power. He constructed a small electrical +machine, and exhibited a few experiments; he made also a kite, with a +wire and string, which drew down that fluid from the clouds. + +This last stroke completed the overthrow of Cornelius Agrippa, Albertus +Magnus, and Paracelsus, who had so long reigned the lords of my +imagination. But by some fatality I did not feel inclined to commence +the study of any modern system; and this disinclination was influenced +by the following circumstance. + +My father expressed a wish that I should attend a course of lectures +upon natural philosophy, to which I cheerfully consented. Some accident +prevented my attending these lectures until the course was nearly +finished. The lecture, being therefore one of the last, was entirely +incomprehensible to me. The professor discoursed with the greatest +fluency of potassium and boron, of sulphates and oxyds, terms to which I +could affix no idea; and I became disgusted with the science of natural +philosophy, although I still read Pliny and Buffon with delight, +authors, in my estimation, of nearly equal interest and utility. + +My occupations at this age were principally the mathematics, and most of +the branches of study appertaining to that science. I was busily +employed in learning languages; Latin was already familiar to me, and I +began to read some of the easiest Greek authors without the help of a +lexicon. I also perfectly understood English and German. This is the +list of my accomplishments at the age of seventeen; and you may conceive +that my hours were fully employed in acquiring and maintaining a +knowledge of this various literature. + +Another task also devolved upon me, when I became the instructor of my +brothers. Ernest was six years younger than myself, and was my principal +pupil. He had been afflicted with ill health from his infancy, through +which Elizabeth and I had been his constant nurses: his disposition was +gentle, but he was incapable of any severe application. William, the +youngest of our family, was yet an infant, and the most beautiful little +fellow in the world; his lively blue eyes, dimpled cheeks, and endearing +manners, inspired the tenderest affection. + +Such was our domestic circle, from which care and pain seemed for ever +banished. My father directed our studies, and my mother partook of our +enjoyments. Neither of us possessed the slightest pre-eminence over the +other; the voice of command was never heard amongst us; but mutual +affection engaged us all to comply with and obey the slightest desire of +each other. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +When I had attained the age of seventeen, my parents resolved that I +should become a student at the university of Ingolstadt. I had hitherto +attended the schools of Geneva; but my father thought it necessary, for +the completion of my education, that I should be made acquainted with +other customs than those of my native country. My departure was +therefore fixed at an early date; but, before the day resolved upon +could arrive, the first misfortune of my life occurred—an omen, as it +were, of my future misery. + +Elizabeth had caught the scarlet fever; but her illness was not severe, +and she quickly recovered. During her confinement, many arguments had +been urged to persuade my mother to refrain from attending upon her. She +had, at first, yielded to our entreaties; but when she heard that her +favourite was recovering, she could no longer debar herself from her +society, and entered her chamber long before the danger of infection was +past. The consequences of this imprudence were fatal. On the third day +my mother sickened; her fever was very malignant, and the looks of her +attendants prognosticated the worst event. On her death-bed the +fortitude and benignity of this admirable woman did not desert her. She +joined the hands of Elizabeth and myself: “My children,” she said, “my +firmest hopes of future happiness were placed on the prospect of your +union. This expectation will now be the consolation of your father. +Elizabeth, my love, you must supply my place to your younger cousins. +Alas! I regret that I am taken from you; and, happy and beloved as I +have been, is it not hard to quit you all? But these are not thoughts +befitting me; I will endeavour to resign myself cheerfully to death, and +will indulge a hope of meeting you in another world.” + +She died calmly; and her countenance expressed affection even in death. +I need not describe the feelings of those whose dearest ties are rent by +that most irreparable evil, the void that presents itself to the soul, +and the despair that is exhibited on the countenance. It is so long +before the mind can persuade itself that she, whom we saw every day, and +whose very existence appeared a part of our own, can have departed for +ever—that the brightness of a beloved eye can have been extinguished, +and the sound of a voice so familiar, and dear to the ear, can be +hushed, never more to be heard. These are the reflections of the first +days; but when the lapse of time proves the reality of the evil, then +the actual bitterness of grief commences. Yet from whom has not that +rude hand rent away some dear connexion; and why should I describe a +sorrow which all have felt, and must feel? The time at length arrives, +when grief is rather an indulgence than a necessity; and the smile that +plays upon the lips, although it may be deemed a sacrilege, is not +banished. My mother was dead, but we had still duties which we ought to +perform; we must continue our course with the rest, and learn to think +ourselves fortunate, whilst one remains whom the spoiler has not seized. + +My journey to Ingolstadt, which had been deferred by these events, was +now again determined upon. I obtained from my father a respite of some +weeks. This period was spent sadly; my mother’s death, and my speedy +departure, depressed our spirits; but Elizabeth endeavoured to renew the +spirit of cheerfulness in our little society. Since the death of her +aunt, her mind had acquired new firmness and vigour. She determined to +fulfil her duties with the greatest exactness; and she felt that that +most imperious duty, of rendering her uncle and cousins happy, had +devolved upon her. She consoled me, amused her uncle, instructed my +brothers; and I never beheld her so enchanting as at this time, when she +was continually endeavouring to contribute to the happiness of others, +entirely forgetful of herself. + +The day of my departure at length arrived. I had taken leave of all my +friends, excepting Clerval, who spent the last evening with us. He +bitterly lamented that he was unable to accompany me: but his father +could not be persuaded to part with him, intending that he should become +a partner with him in business, in compliance with his favourite theory, +that learning was superfluous in the commerce of ordinary life. Henry +had a refined mind; he had no desire to be idle, and was well pleased to +become his father’s partner, but he believed that a man might be a very +good trader, and yet possess a cultivated understanding. + +We sat late, listening to his complaints, and making many little +arrangements for the future. The next morning early I departed. Tears +gushed from the eyes of Elizabeth; they proceeded partly from sorrow at +my departure, and partly because she reflected that the same journey was +to have taken place three months before, when a mother’s blessing would +have accompanied me. + +I threw myself into the chaise that was to convey me away, and indulged +in the most melancholy reflections. I, who had ever been surrounded by +amiable companions, continually engaged in endeavouring to bestow +mutual pleasure, I was now alone. In the university, whither I was +going, I must form my own friends, and be my own protector. My life had +hitherto been remarkably secluded and domestic; and this had given me +invincible repugnance to new countenances. I loved my brothers, +Elizabeth, and Clerval; these were “old familiar faces;” but I believed +myself totally unfitted for the company of strangers. Such were my +reflections as I commenced my journey; but as I proceeded, my spirits +and hopes rose. I ardently desired the acquisition of knowledge. I had +often, when at home, thought it hard to remain during my youth cooped up +in one place, and had longed to enter the world, and take my station +among other human beings. Now my desires were complied with, and it +would, indeed, have been folly to repent. + +I had sufficient leisure for these and many other reflections during my +journey to Ingolstadt, which was long and fatiguing. At length the high +white steeple of the town met my eyes. I alighted, and was conducted to +my solitary apartment, to spend the evening as I pleased. + +The next morning I delivered my letters of introduction, and paid a +visit to some of the principal professors, and among others to M. +Krempe, professor of natural philosophy. He received me with politeness, +and asked me several questions concerning my progress in the different +branches of science appertaining to natural philosophy. I mentioned, it +is true, with fear and trembling, the only authors I had ever read upon +those subjects. The professor stared: “Have you,” he said, “really spent +your time in studying such nonsense?” + +I replied in the affirmative. “Every minute,” continued M. Krempe with +warmth, “every instant that you have wasted on those books is utterly +and entirely lost. You have burdened your memory with exploded systems, +and useless names. Good God! in what desert land have you lived, where +no one was kind enough to inform you that these fancies, which you have +so greedily imbibed, are a thousand years old, and as musty as they are +ancient? I little expected in this enlightened and scientific age to +find a disciple of Albertus Magnus and Paracelsus. My dear Sir, you must +begin your studies entirely anew.” + +So saying, he stept aside, and wrote down a list of several books +treating of natural philosophy, which he desired me to procure, and +dismissed me, after mentioning that in the beginning of the following +week he intended to commence a course of lectures upon natural +philosophy in its general relations, and that M. Waldman, a +fellow-professor, would lecture upon chemistry the alternate days that +he missed. + +I returned home, not disappointed, for I had long considered those +authors useless whom the professor had so strongly reprobated; but I did +not feel much inclined to study the books which I procured at his +recommendation. M. Krempe was a little squat man, with a gruff voice and +repulsive countenance; the teacher, therefore, did not prepossess me in +favour of his doctrine. Besides, I had a contempt for the uses of modern +natural philosophy. It was very different, when the masters of the +science sought immortality and power; such views, although futile, were +grand: but now the scene was changed. The ambition of the inquirer +seemed to limit itself to the annihilation of those visions on which my +interest in science was chiefly founded. I was required to exchange +chimeras of boundless grandeur for realities of little worth. + +Such were my reflections during the first two or three days spent almost +in solitude. But as the ensuing week commenced, I thought of the +information which M. Krempe had given me concerning the lectures. And +although I could not consent to go and hear that little conceited fellow +deliver sentences out of a pulpit, I recollected what he had said of M. +Waldman, whom I had never seen, as he had hitherto been out of town. + +Partly from curiosity, and partly from idleness, I went into the +lecturing room, which M. Waldman entered shortly after. This professor +was very unlike his colleague. He appeared about fifty years of age, but +with an aspect expressive of the greatest benevolence; a few gray hairs +covered his temples, but those at the back of his head were nearly +black. His person was short, but remarkably erect; and his voice the +sweetest I had ever heard. He began his lecture by a recapitulation of +the history of chemistry and the various improvements made by different +men of learning, pronouncing with fervour the names of the most +distinguished discoverers. He then took a cursory view of the present +state of the science, and explained many of its elementary terms. After +having made a few preparatory experiments, he concluded with a panegyric +upon modern chemistry, the terms of which I shall never forget:— + +“The ancient teachers of this science,” said he, “promised +impossibilities, and performed nothing. The modern masters promise very +little; they know that metals cannot be transmuted, and that the elixir +of life is a chimera. But these philosophers, whose hands seem only made +to dabble in dirt, and their eyes to pour over the microscope or +crucible, have indeed performed miracles. They penetrate into the +recesses of nature, and shew how she works in her hiding places. They +ascend into the heavens; they have discovered how the blood circulates, +and the nature of the air we breathe. They have acquired new and almost +unlimited powers; they can command the thunders of heaven, mimic the +earthquake, and even mock the invisible world with its own shadows.” + +I departed highly pleased with the professor and his lecture, and paid +him a visit the same evening. His manners in private were even more mild +and attractive than in public; for there was a certain dignity in his +mien during his lecture, which in his own house was replaced by the +greatest affability and kindness. He heard with attention my little +narration concerning my studies, and smiled at the names of Cornelius +Agrippa, and Paracelsus, but without the contempt that M. Krempe had +exhibited. He said, that “these were men to whose indefatigable zeal +modern philosophers were indebted for most of the foundations of their +knowledge. They had left to us, as an easier task, to give new names, +and arrange in connected classifications, the facts which they in a +great degree had been the instruments of bringing to light. The labours +of men of genius, however erroneously directed, scarcely ever fail in +ultimately turning to the solid advantage of mankind.” I listened to his +statement, which was delivered without any presumption or affectation; +and then added, that his lecture had removed my prejudices against +modern chemists; and I, at the same time, requested his advice +concerning the books I ought to procure. + +“I am happy,” said M. Waldman, “to have gained a disciple; and if your +application equals your ability, I have no doubt of your success. +Chemistry is that branch of natural philosophy in which the greatest +improvements have been and may be made; it is on that account that I +have made it my peculiar study; but at the same time I have not +neglected the other branches of science. A man would make but a very +sorry chemist, if he attended to that department of human knowledge +alone. If your wish is to become really a man of science, and not merely +a petty experimentalist, I should advise you to apply to every branch of +natural philosophy, including mathematics.” + +He then took me into his laboratory, and explained to me the uses of +his various machines; instructing me as to what I ought to procure, and +promising me the use of his own, when I should have advanced far enough +in the science not to derange their mechanism. He also gave me the list +of books which I had requested; and I took my leave. + +Thus ended a day memorable to me; it decided my future destiny. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +From this day natural philosophy, and particularly chemistry, in the +most comprehensive sense of the term, became nearly my sole occupation. +I read with ardour those works, so full of genius and discrimination, +which modern inquirers have written on these subjects. I attended the +lectures, and cultivated the acquaintance, of the men of science of the +university; and I found even in M. Krempe a great deal of sound sense +and real information, combined, it is true, with a repulsive physiognomy +and manners, but not on that account the less valuable. In M. Waldman I +found a true friend. His gentleness was never tinged by dogmatism; and +his instructions were given with an air of frankness and good nature, +that banished every idea of pedantry. It was, perhaps, the amiable +character of this man that inclined me more to that branch of natural +philosophy which he professed, than an intrinsic love for the science +itself. But this state of mind had place only in the first steps towards +knowledge: the more fully I entered into the science, the more +exclusively I pursued it for its own sake. That application, which at +first had been a matter of duty and resolution, now became so ardent and +eager, that the stars often disappeared in the light of morning whilst +I was yet engaged in my laboratory. + +As I applied so closely, it may be easily conceived that I improved +rapidly. My ardour was indeed the astonishment of the students; and my +proficiency, that of the masters. Professor Krempe often asked me, with +a sly smile, how Cornelius Agrippa went on? whilst M. Waldman expressed +the most heart-felt exultation in my progress. Two years passed in this +manner, during which I paid no visit to Geneva, but was engaged, heart +and soul, in the pursuit of some discoveries, which I hoped to make. +None but those who have experienced them can conceive of the enticements +of science. In other studies you go as far as others have gone before +you, and there is nothing more to know; but in a scientific pursuit +there is continual food for discovery and wonder. A mind of moderate +capacity, which closely pursues one study, must infallibly arrive at +great proficiency in that study; and I, who continually sought the +attainment of one object of pursuit, and was solely wrapt up in this, +improved so rapidly, that, at the end of two years, I made some +discoveries in the improvement of some chemical instruments, which +procured me great esteem and admiration at the university. When I had +arrived at this point, and had become as well acquainted with the theory +and practice of natural philosophy as depended on the lessons of any of +the professors at Ingolstadt, my residence there being no longer +conducive to my improvements, I thought of returning to my friends and +my native town, when an incident happened that protracted my stay. + +One of the phænonema which had peculiarly attracted my attention was the +structure of the human frame, and, indeed, any animal endued with life. +Whence, I often asked myself, did the principle of life proceed? It was +a bold question, and one which has ever been considered as a mystery; +yet with how many things are we upon the brink of becoming acquainted, +if cowardice or carelessness did not restrain our inquiries. I revolved +these circumstances in my mind, and determined thenceforth to apply +myself more particularly to those branches of natural philosophy which +relate to physiology. Unless I had been animated by an almost +supernatural enthusiasm, my application to this study would have been +irksome, and almost intolerable. To examine the causes of life, we must +first have recourse to death. I became acquainted with the science of +anatomy: but this was not sufficient; I must also observe the natural +decay and corruption of the human body. In my education my father had +taken the greatest precautions that my mind should be impressed with no +supernatural horrors. I do not ever remember to have trembled at a tale +of superstition, or to have feared the apparition of a spirit. Darkness +had no effect upon my fancy; and a church-yard was to me merely the +receptacle of bodies deprived of life, which, from being the seat of +beauty and strength, had become food for the worm. Now I was led to +examine the cause and progress of this decay, and forced to spend days +and nights in vaults and charnel houses. My attention was fixed upon +every object the most insupportable to the delicacy of the human +feelings. I saw how the fine form of man was degraded and wasted; I +beheld the corruption of death succeed to the blooming cheek of life; I +saw how the worm inherited the wonders of the eye and brain. I paused, +examining and analysing all the minutiæ of causation, as exemplified in +the change from life to death, and death to life, until from the midst +of this darkness a sudden light broke in upon me—a light so brilliant +and wondrous, yet so simple, that while I became dizzy with the +immensity of the prospect which it illustrated, I was surprised that +among so many men of genius, who had directed their inquiries towards +the same science, that I alone should be reserved to discover so +astonishing a secret. + +Remember, I am not recording the vision of a madman. The sun does not +more certainly shine in the heavens, than that which I now affirm is +true. Some miracle might have produced it, yet the stages of the +discovery were distinct and probable. After days and nights of +incredible labour and fatigue, I succeeded in discovering the cause of +generation and life; nay, more, I became myself capable of bestowing +animation upon lifeless matter. + +The astonishment which I had at first experienced on this discovery soon +gave place to delight and rapture. After so much time spent in painful +labour, to arrive at once at the summit of my desires, was the most +gratifying consummation of my toils. But this discovery was so great +and overwhelming, that all the steps by which I had been progressively +led to it were obliterated, and I beheld only the result. What had been +the study and desire of the wisest men since the creation of the world, +was now within my grasp. Not that, like a magic scene, it all opened +upon me at once: the information I had obtained was of a nature rather +to direct my endeavours so soon as I should point them towards the +object of my search, than to exhibit that object already accomplished. I +was like the Arabian who had been buried with the dead, and found a +passage to life aided only by one glimmering, and seemingly ineffectual +light. + +I see by your eagerness, and the wonder and hope which your eyes +express, my friend, that you expect to be informed of the secret with +which I am acquainted; that cannot be: listen patiently until the end of +my story, and you will easily perceive why I am reserved upon that +subject. I will not lead you on, unguarded and ardent as I then was, to +your destruction and infallible misery. Learn from me, if not by my +precepts, at least by my example, how dangerous is the acquirement of +knowledge, and how much happier that man is who believes his native town +to be the world, than he who aspires to become greater than his nature +will allow. + +When I found so astonishing a power placed within my hands, I hesitated +a long time concerning the manner in which I should employ it. Although +I possessed the capacity of bestowing animation, yet to prepare a frame +for the reception of it, with all its intricacies of fibres, muscles, +and veins, still remained a work of inconceivable difficulty and labour. +I doubted at first whether I should attempt the creation of a being like +myself or one of simpler organization; but my imagination was too much +exalted by my first success to permit me to doubt of my ability to give +life to an animal as complex and wonderful as man. The materials at +present within my command hardly appeared adequate to so arduous an +undertaking; but I doubted not that I should ultimately succeed. I +prepared myself for a multitude of reverses; my operations might be +incessantly baffled, and at last my work be imperfect: yet, when I +considered the improvement which every day takes place in science and +mechanics, I was encouraged to hope my present attempts would at least +lay the foundations of future success. Nor could I consider the +magnitude and complexity of my plan as any argument of its +impracticability. It was with these feelings that I began the creation +of a human being. As the minuteness of the parts formed a great +hindrance to my speed, I resolved, contrary to my first intention, to +make the being of a gigantic stature; that is to say, about eight feet +in height, and proportionably large. After having formed this +determination, and having spent some months in successfully collecting +and arranging my materials, I began. + +No one can conceive the variety of feelings which bore me onwards, like +a hurricane, in the first enthusiasm of success. Life and death appeared +to me ideal bounds, which I should first break through, and pour a +torrent of light into our dark world. A new species would bless me as +its creator and source; many happy and excellent natures would owe their +being to me. No father could claim the gratitude of his child so +completely as I should deserve their’s. Pursuing these reflections, I +thought, that if I could bestow animation upon lifeless matter, I might +in process of time (although I now found it impossible) renew life where +death had apparently devoted the body to corruption. + +These thoughts supported my spirits, while I pursued my undertaking with +unremitting ardour. My cheek had grown pale with study, and my person +had become emaciated with confinement. Sometimes, on the very brink of +certainty, I failed; yet still I clung to the hope which the next day or +the next hour might realize. One secret which I alone possessed was the +hope to which I had dedicated myself; and the moon gazed on my midnight +labours, while, with unrelaxed and breathless eagerness, I pursued +nature to her hiding places. Who shall conceive the horrors of my secret +toil, as I dabbled among the unhallowed damps of the grave, or tortured +the living animal to animate the lifeless clay? My limbs now tremble, +and my eyes swim with the remembrance; but then a resistless, and almost +frantic impulse, urged me forward; I seemed to have lost all soul or +sensation but for this one pursuit. It was indeed but a passing trance, +that only made me feel with renewed acuteness so soon as, the unnatural +stimulus ceasing to operate, I had returned to my old habits. I +collected bones from charnel houses; and disturbed, with profane +fingers, the tremendous secrets of the human frame. In a solitary +chamber, or rather cell, at the top of the house, and separated from all +the other apartments by a gallery and staircase, I kept my workshop of +filthy creation; my eyeballs were starting from their sockets in +attending to the details of my employment. The dissecting room and the +slaughter-house furnished many of my materials; and often did my human +nature turn with loathing from my occupation, whilst, still urged on by +an eagerness which perpetually increased, I brought my work near to a +conclusion. + +The summer months passed while I was thus engaged, heart and soul, in +one pursuit. It was a most beautiful season; never did the fields bestow +a more plentiful harvest, or the vines yield a more luxuriant vintage: +but my eyes were insensible to the charms of nature. And the same +feelings which made me neglect the scenes around me caused me also to +forget those friends who were so many miles absent, and whom I had not +seen for so long a time. I knew my silence disquieted them; and I well +remembered the words of my father: “I know that while you are pleased +with yourself, you will think of us with affection, and we shall hear +regularly from you. You must pardon me, if I regard any interruption in +your correspondence as a proof that your other duties are equally +neglected.” + +I knew well therefore what would be my father’s feelings; but I could +not tear my thoughts from my employment, loathsome in itself, but which +had taken an irresistible hold of my imagination. I wished, as it were, +to procrastinate all that related to my feelings of affection until the +great object, which swallowed up every habit of my nature, should be +completed. + +I then thought that my father would be unjust if he ascribed my neglect +to vice, or faultiness on my part; but I am now convinced that he was +justified in conceiving that I should not be altogether free from blame. +A human being in perfection ought always to preserve a calm and peaceful +mind, and never to allow passion or a transitory desire to disturb his +tranquillity. I do not think that the pursuit of knowledge is an +exception to this rule. If the study to which you apply yourself has a +tendency to weaken your affections, and to destroy your taste for those +simple pleasures in which no alloy can possibly mix, then that study is +certainly unlawful, that is to say, not befitting the human mind. If +this rule were always observed; if no man allowed any pursuit +whatsoever to interfere with the tranquillity of his domestic +affections, Greece had not been enslaved; Cæsar would have spared his +country; America would have been discovered more gradually; and the +empires of Mexico and Peru had not been destroyed. + +But I forget that I am moralizing in the most interesting part of my +tale; and your looks remind me to proceed. + +My father made no reproach in his letters; and only took notice of my +silence by inquiring into my occupations more particularly than before. +Winter, spring, and summer, passed away during my labours; but I did not +watch the blossom or the expanding leaves—sights which before always +yielded me supreme delight, so deeply was I engrossed in my occupation. +The leaves of that year had withered before my work drew near to a +close; and now every day shewed me more plainly how well I had +succeeded. But my enthusiasm was checked by my anxiety, and I appeared +rather like one doomed by slavery to toil in the mines, or any other +unwholesome trade, than an artist occupied by his favourite employment. +Every night I was oppressed by a slow fever, and I became nervous to a +most painful degree; a disease that I regretted the more because I had +hitherto enjoyed most excellent health, and had always boasted of the +firmness of my nerves. But I believed that exercise and amusement would +soon drive away such symptoms; and I promised myself both of these, when +my creation should be complete. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +It was on a dreary night of November, that I beheld the accomplishment +of my toils. With an anxiety that almost amounted to agony, I collected +the instruments of life around me, that I might infuse a spark of being +into the lifeless thing that lay at my feet. It was already one in the +morning; the rain pattered dismally against the panes, and my candle was +nearly burnt out, when, by the glimmer of the half-extinguished light, I +saw the dull yellow eye of the creature open; it breathed hard, and a +convulsive motion agitated its limbs. + +How can I describe my emotions at this catastrophe, or how delineate the +wretch whom with such infinite pains and care I had endeavoured to form? +His limbs were in proportion, and I had selected his features as +beautiful. Beautiful!—Great God! His yellow skin scarcely covered the +work of muscles and arteries beneath; his hair was of a lustrous black, +and flowing; his teeth of a pearly whiteness; but these luxuriances only +formed a more horrid contrast with his watery eyes, that seemed almost +of the same colour as the dun white sockets in which they were set, his +shrivelled complexion, and straight black lips. + +The different accidents of life are not so changeable as the feelings of +human nature. I had worked hard for nearly two years, for the sole +purpose of infusing life into an inanimate body. For this I had deprived +myself of rest and health. I had desired it with an ardour that far +exceeded moderation; but now that I had finished, the beauty of the +dream vanished, and breathless horror and disgust filled my heart. +Unable to endure the aspect of the being I had created, I rushed out of +the room, and continued a long time traversing my bed-chamber, unable +to compose my mind to sleep. At length lassitude succeeded to the +tumult I had before endured; and I threw myself on the bed in my +clothes, endeavouring to seek a few moments of forgetfulness. But it was +in vain: I slept indeed, but I was disturbed by the wildest dreams. I +thought I saw Elizabeth, in the bloom of health, walking in the streets +of Ingolstadt. Delighted and surprised, I embraced her; but as I +imprinted the first kiss on her lips, they became livid with the hue of +death; her features appeared to change, and I thought that I held the +corpse of my dead mother in my arms; a shroud enveloped her form, and I +saw the grave-worms crawling in the folds of the flannel. I started from +my sleep with horror; a cold dew covered my forehead, my teeth +chattered, and every limb became convulsed; when, by the dim and yellow +light of the moon, as it forced its way through the window-shutters, I +beheld the wretch—the miserable monster whom I had created. He held up +the curtain of the bed; and his eyes, if eyes they may be called, were +fixed on me. His jaws opened, and he muttered some inarticulate sounds, +while a grin wrinkled his cheeks. He might have spoken, but I did not +hear; one hand was stretched out, seemingly to detain me, but I escaped, +and rushed down stairs. I took refuge in the court-yard belonging to the +house which I inhabited; where I remained during the rest of the night, +walking up and down in the greatest agitation, listening attentively, +catching and fearing each sound as if it were to announce the approach +of the demoniacal corpse to which I had so miserably given life. + +Oh! no mortal could support the horror of that countenance. A mummy +again endued with animation could not be so hideous as that wretch. I +had gazed on him while unfinished; he was ugly then; but when those +muscles and joints were rendered capable of motion, it became a thing +such as even Dante could not have conceived. + +I passed the night wretchedly. Sometimes my pulse beat so quickly and +hardly, that I felt the palpitation of every artery; at others, I nearly +sank to the ground through languor and extreme weakness. Mingled with +this horror, I felt the bitterness of disappointment: dreams that had +been my food and pleasant rest for so long a space, were now become a +hell to me; and the change was so rapid, the overthrow so complete! + +Morning, dismal and wet, at length dawned, and discovered to my +sleepless and aching eyes the church of Ingolstadt, its white steeple +and clock, which indicated the sixth hour. The porter opened the gates +of the court, which had that night been my asylum, and I issued into the +streets, pacing them with quick steps, as if I sought to avoid the +wretch whom I feared every turning of the street would present to my +view. I did not dare return to the apartment which I inhabited, but felt +impelled to hurry on, although wetted by the rain, which poured from a +black and comfortless sky. + +I continued walking in this manner for some time, endeavouring, by +bodily exercise, to ease the load that weighed upon my mind. I +traversed the streets, without any clear conception of where I was, or +what I was doing. My heart palpitated in the sickness of fear; and I +hurried on with irregular steps, not daring to look about me: + + Like one who, on a lonely road, + Doth walk in fear and dread, + And, having once turn’d round, walks on, + And turns no more his head; + Because he knows a frightful fiend + Doth close behind him tread. + +Continuing thus, I came at length opposite to the inn at which the +various diligences and carriages usually stopped. Here I paused, I knew +not why; but I remained some minutes with my eyes fixed on a coach that +was coming towards me from the other end of the street. As it drew +nearer, I observed that it was the Swiss diligence: it stopped just +where I was standing; and, on the door being opened, I perceived Henry +Clerval, who, on seeing me, instantly sprung out. “My dear +Frankenstein,” exclaimed he, “how glad I am to see you! how fortunate +that you should be here at the very moment of my alighting!” + +Nothing could equal my delight on seeing Clerval; his presence brought +back to my thoughts my father, Elizabeth, and all those scenes of home +so dear to my recollection. I grasped his hand, and in a moment forgot +my horror and misfortune; I felt suddenly, and for the first time during +many months, calm and serene joy. I welcomed my friend, therefore, in +the most cordial manner, and we walked towards my college. Clerval +continued talking for some time about our mutual friends, and his own +good fortune in being permitted to come to Ingolstadt. “You may easily +believe,” said he, “how great was the difficulty to persuade my father +that it was not absolutely necessary for a merchant not to understand +any thing except book-keeping; and, indeed, I believe I left him +incredulous to the last, for his constant answer to my unwearied +entreaties was the same as that of the Dutch schoolmaster in the Vicar +of Wakefield: ‘I have ten thousand florins a year without Greek, I eat +heartily without Greek.’ But his affection for me at length overcame his +dislike of learning, and he has permitted me to undertake a voyage of +discovery to the land of knowledge.” + +“It gives me the greatest delight to see you; but tell me how you left +my father, brothers, and Elizabeth.” + +“Very well, and very happy, only a little uneasy that they hear from you +so seldom. By the bye, I mean to lecture you a little upon their account +myself.—But, my dear Frankenstein,” continued he, stopping short, and +gazing full in my face, “I did not before remark how very ill you +appear; so thin and pale; you look as if you had been watching for +several nights.” + +“You have guessed right; I have lately been so deeply engaged in one +occupation, that I have not allowed myself sufficient rest, as you see: +but I hope, I sincerely hope, that all these employments are now at an +end, and that I am at length free.” + +I trembled excessively; I could not endure to think of, and far less to +allude to the occurrences of the preceding night. I walked with a quick +pace, and we soon arrived at my college. I then reflected, and the +thought made me shiver, that the creature whom I had left in my +apartment might still be there, alive, and walking about. I dreaded to +behold this monster; but I feared still more that Henry should see him. +Entreating him therefore to remain a few minutes at the bottom of the +stairs, I darted up towards my own room. My hand was already on the lock +of the door before I recollected myself. I then paused; and a cold +shivering came over me. I threw the door forcibly open, as children are +accustomed to do when they expect a spectre to stand in waiting for them +on the other side; but nothing appeared. I stepped fearfully in: the +apartment was empty; and my bedroom was also freed from its hideous +guest. I could hardly believe that so great a good-fortune could have +befallen me; but when I became assured that my enemy had indeed fled, I +clapped my hands for joy, and ran down to Clerval. + +We ascended into my room, and the servant presently brought breakfast; +but I was unable to contain myself. It was not joy only that possessed +me; I felt my flesh tingle with excess of sensitiveness, and my pulse +beat rapidly. I was unable to remain for a single instant in the same +place; I jumped over the chairs, clapped my hands, and laughed aloud. +Clerval at first attributed my unusual spirits to joy on his arrival; +but when he observed me more attentively, he saw a wildness in my eyes +for which he could not account; and my loud, unrestrained, heartless +laughter, frightened and astonished him. + +“My dear Victor,” cried he, “what, for God’s sake, is the matter? Do not +laugh in that manner. How ill you are! What is the cause of all this?” + +“Do not ask me,” cried I, putting my hands before my eyes, for I thought +I saw the dreaded spectre glide into the room; “_he_ can tell.—Oh, save +me! save me!” I imagined that the monster seized me; I struggled +furiously, and fell down in a fit. + +Poor Clerval! what must have been his feelings? A meeting, which he +anticipated with such joy, so strangely turned to bitterness. But I was +not the witness of his grief; for I was lifeless, and did not recover my +senses for a long, long time. + +This was the commencement of a nervous fever, which confined me for +several months. During all that time Henry was my only nurse. I +afterwards learned that, knowing my father’s advanced age, and unfitness +for so long a journey, and how wretched my sickness would make +Elizabeth, he spared them this grief by concealing the extent of my +disorder. He knew that I could not have a more kind and attentive nurse +than himself; and, firm in the hope he felt of my recovery, he did not +doubt that, instead of doing harm, he performed the kindest action that +he could towards them. + +But I was in reality very ill; and surely nothing but the unbounded and +unremitting attentions of my friend could have restored me to life. The +form of the monster on whom I had bestowed existence was for ever before +my eyes, and I raved incessantly concerning him. Doubtless my words +surprised Henry: he at first believed them to be the wanderings of my +disturbed imagination; but the pertinacity with which I continually +recurred to the same subject persuaded him that my disorder indeed owed +its origin to some uncommon and terrible event. + +By very slow degrees, and with frequent relapses, that alarmed and +grieved my friend, I recovered. I remember the first time I became +capable of observing outward objects with any kind of pleasure, I +perceived that the fallen leaves had disappeared, and that the young +buds were shooting forth from the trees that shaded my window. It was a +divine spring; and the season contributed greatly to my convalescence. I +felt also sentiments of joy and affection revive in my bosom; my gloom +disappeared, and in a short time I became as cheerful as before I was +attacked by the fatal passion. + +“Dearest Clerval,” exclaimed I, “how kind, how very good you are to me. +This whole winter, instead of being spent in study, as you promised +yourself, has been consumed in my sick room. How shall I ever repay +you? I feel the greatest remorse for the disappointment of which I have +been the occasion; but you will forgive me.” + +“You will repay me entirely, if you do not discompose yourself, but get +well as fast as you can; and since you appear in such good spirits, I +may speak to you on one subject, may I not?” + +I trembled. One subject! what could it be? Could he allude to an object +on whom I dared not even think? + +“Compose yourself,” said Clerval, who observed my change of colour, “I +will not mention it, if it agitates you; but your father and cousin +would be very happy if they received a letter from you in your own +hand-writing. They hardly know how ill you have been, and are uneasy at +your long silence.” + +“Is that all? my dear Henry. How could you suppose that my first thought +would not fly towards those dear, dear friends whom I love, and who are +so deserving of my love.” + +“If this is your present temper, my friend, you will perhaps be glad to +see a letter that has been lying here some days for you: it is from your +cousin, I believe.” + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Clerval then put the following letter into my hands. + + * * * * * + +“_To_ V. FRANKENSTEIN. + +“MY DEAR COUSIN, + +“I cannot describe to you the uneasiness we have all felt concerning +your health. We cannot help imagining that your friend Clerval conceals +the extent of your disorder: for it is now several months since we have +seen your hand-writing; and all this time you have been obliged to +dictate your letters to Henry. Surely, Victor, you must have been +exceedingly ill; and this makes us all very wretched, as much so nearly +as after the death of your dear mother. My uncle was almost persuaded +that you were indeed dangerously ill, and could hardly be restrained +from undertaking a journey to Ingolstadt. Clerval always writes that you +are getting better; I eagerly hope that you will confirm this +intelligence soon in your own hand-writing; for indeed, indeed, Victor, +we are all very miserable on this account. Relieve us from this fear, +and we shall be the happiest creatures in the world. Your father’s +health is now so vigorous, that he appears ten years younger since last +winter. Ernest also is so much improved, that you would hardly know him: +he is now nearly sixteen, and has lost that sickly appearance which he +had some years ago; he is grown quite robust and active. + +“My uncle and I conversed a long time last night about what profession +Ernest should follow. His constant illness when young has deprived him +of the habits of application; and now that he enjoys good health, he is +continually in the open air, climbing the hills, or rowing on the lake. +I therefore proposed that he should be a farmer; which you know, Cousin, +is a favourite scheme of mine. A farmer’s is a very healthy happy life; +and the least hurtful, or rather the most beneficial profession of any. +My uncle had an idea of his being educated as an advocate, that through +his interest he might become a judge. But, besides that he is not at all +fitted for such an occupation, it is certainly more creditable to +cultivate the earth for the sustenance of man, than to be the confidant, +and sometimes the accomplice, of his vices; which is the profession of a +lawyer. I said, that the employments of a prosperous farmer, if they +were not a more honourable, they were at least a happier species of +occupation than that of a judge, whose misfortune it was always to +meddle with the dark side of human nature. My uncle smiled, and said, +that I ought to be an advocate myself, which put an end to the +conversation on that subject. + +“And now I must tell you a little story that will please, and perhaps +amuse you. Do you not remember Justine Moritz? Probably you do not; I +will relate her history, therefore, in a few words. Madame Moritz, her +mother, was a widow with four children, of whom Justine was the third. +This girl had always been the favourite of her father; but, through a +strange perversity, her mother could not endure her, and, after the +death of M. Moritz, treated her very ill. My aunt observed this; and, +when Justine was twelve years of age, prevailed on her mother to allow +her to live at her house. The republican institutions of our country +have produced simpler and happier manners than those which prevail in +the great monarchies that surround it. Hence there is less distinction +between the several classes of its inhabitants; and the lower orders +being neither so poor nor so despised, their manners are more refined +and moral. A servant in Geneva does not mean the same thing as a servant +in France and England. Justine, thus received in our family, learned the +duties of a servant; a condition which, in our fortunate country, does +not include the idea of ignorance, and a sacrifice of the dignity of a +human being. + +“After what I have said, I dare say you well remember the heroine of my +little tale: for Justine was a great favourite of your’s; and I +recollect you once remarked, that if you were in an ill-humour, one +glance from Justine could dissipate it, for the same reason that Ariosto +gives concerning the beauty of Angelica—she looked so frank-hearted and +happy. My aunt conceived a great attachment for her, by which she was +induced to give her an education superior to that which she had at +first intended. This benefit was fully repaid; Justine was the most +grateful little creature in the world: I do not mean that she made any +professions, I never heard one pass her lips; but you could see by her +eyes that she almost adored her protectress. Although her disposition +was gay, and in many respects inconsiderate, yet she paid the greatest +attention to every gesture of my aunt. She thought her the model of all +excellence, and endeavoured to imitate her phraseology and manners, so +that even now she often reminds me of her. + +“When my dearest aunt died, every one was too much occupied in their own +grief to notice poor Justine, who had attended her during her illness +with the most anxious affection. Poor Justine was very ill; but other +trials were reserved for her. + +“One by one, her brothers and sister died; and her mother, with the +exception of her neglected daughter, was left childless. The conscience +of the woman was troubled; she began to think that the deaths of her +favourites was a judgment from heaven to chastise her partiality. She +was a Roman Catholic; and I believe her confessor confirmed the idea +which she had conceived. Accordingly, a few months after your departure +for Ingolstadt, Justine was called home by her repentant mother. Poor +girl! she wept when she quitted our house: she was much altered since +the death of my aunt; grief had given softness and a winning mildness to +her manners, which had before been remarkable for vivacity. Nor was her +residence at her mother’s house of a nature to restore her gaiety. The +poor woman was very vacillating in her repentance. She sometimes begged +Justine to forgive her unkindness, but much oftener accused her of +having caused the deaths of her brothers and sister. Perpetual fretting +at length threw Madame Moritz into a decline, which at first increased +her irritability, but she is now at peace for ever. She died on the +first approach of cold weather, at the beginning of this last winter. +Justine has returned to us; and I assure you I love her tenderly. She is +very clever and gentle, and extremely pretty; as I mentioned before, her +mien and her expressions continually remind me of my dear aunt. + +“I must say also a few words to you, my dear cousin, of little darling +William. I wish you could see him; he is very tall of his age, with +sweet laughing blue eyes, dark eye-lashes, and curling hair. When he +smiles, two little dimples appear on each cheek, which are rosy with +health. He has already had one or two little _wives_, but Louisa Biron +is his favourite, a pretty little girl of five years of age. + +“Now, dear Victor, I dare say you wish to be indulged in a little gossip +concerning the good people of Geneva. The pretty Miss Mansfield has +already received the congratulatory visits on her approaching marriage +with a young Englishman, John Melbourne, Esq. Her ugly sister, Manon, +married M. Duvillard, the rich banker, last autumn. Your favourite +schoolfellow, Louis Manoir, has suffered several misfortunes since the +departure of Clerval from Geneva. But he has already recovered his +spirits, and is reported to be on the point of marrying a very lively +pretty Frenchwoman, Madame Tavernier. She is a widow, and much older +than Manoir; but she is very much admired, and a favourite with every +body. + +“I have written myself into good spirits, dear cousin; yet I cannot +conclude without again anxiously inquiring concerning your health. Dear +Victor, if you are not very ill, write yourself, and make your father +and all of us happy; or——I cannot bear to think of the other side of +the question; my tears already flow. Adieu, my dearest cousin.” + +“ELIZABETH LAVENZA. + +“Geneva, March 18th, 17—.” + + * * * * * + +“Dear, dear Elizabeth!” I exclaimed when I had read her letter, “I will +write instantly, and relieve them from the anxiety they must feel.” I +wrote, and this exertion greatly fatigued me; but my convalescence had +commenced, and proceeded regularly. In another fortnight I was able to +leave my chamber. + +One of my first duties on my recovery was to introduce Clerval to the +several professors of the university. In doing this, I underwent a kind +of rough usage, ill befitting the wounds that my mind had sustained. +Ever since the fatal night, the end of my labours, and the beginning of +my misfortunes, I had conceived a violent antipathy even to the name of +natural philosophy. When I was otherwise quite restored to health, the +sight of a chemical instrument would renew all the agony of my nervous +symptoms. Henry saw this, and had removed all my apparatus from my view. +He had also changed my apartment; for he perceived that I had acquired a +dislike for the room which had previously been my laboratory. But these +cares of Clerval were made of no avail when I visited the professors. M. +Waldman inflicted torture when he praised, with kindness and warmth, the +astonishing progress I had made in the sciences. He soon perceived that +I disliked the subject; but, not guessing the real cause, he attributed +my feelings to modesty, and changed the subject from my improvement to +the science itself, with a desire, as I evidently saw, of drawing me +out. What could I do? He meant to please, and he tormented me. I felt as +if he had placed carefully, one by one, in my view those instruments +which were to be afterwards used in putting me to a slow and cruel +death. I writhed under his words, yet dared not exhibit the pain I felt. +Clerval, whose eyes and feelings were always quick in discerning the +sensations of others, declined the subject, alleging, in excuse, his +total ignorance; and the conversation took a more general turn. I +thanked my friend from my heart, but I did not speak. I saw plainly that +he was surprised, but he never attempted to draw my secret from me; and +although I loved him with a mixture of affection and reverence that knew +no bounds, yet I could never persuade myself to confide to him that +event which was so often present to my recollection, but which I feared +the detail to another would only impress more deeply. + +M. Krempe was not equally docile; and in my condition at that time, of +almost insupportable sensitiveness, his harsh blunt encomiums gave me +even more pain than the benevolent approbation of M. Waldman. “D—n the +fellow!” cried he; “why, M. Clerval, I assure you he has outstript us +all. Aye, stare if you please; but it is nevertheless true. A youngster +who, but a few years ago, believed Cornelius Agrippa as firmly as the +gospel, has now set himself at the head of the university; and if he is +not soon pulled down, we shall all be out of countenance.—Aye, aye,” +continued he, observing my face expressive of suffering, “M. +Frankenstein is modest; an excellent quality in a young man. Young men +should be diffident of themselves, you know, M. Clerval; I was myself +when young: but that wears out in a very short time.” + +M. Krempe had now commenced an eulogy on himself, which happily turned +the conversation from a subject that was so annoying to me. + +Clerval was no natural philosopher. His imagination was too vivid for +the minutiæ of science. Languages were his principal study; and he +sought, by acquiring their elements, to open a field for +self-instruction on his return to Geneva. Persian, Arabic, and Hebrew, +gained his attention, after he had made himself perfectly master of +Greek and Latin. For my own part, idleness had ever been irksome to me; +and now that I wished to fly from reflection, and hated my former +studies, I felt great relief in being the fellow-pupil with my friend, +and found not only instruction but consolation in the works of the +orientalists. Their melancholy is soothing, and their joy elevating to a +degree I never experienced in studying the authors of any other country. +When you read their writings, life appears to consist in a warm sun and +garden of roses,—in the smiles and frowns of a fair enemy, and the fire +that consumes your own heart. How different from the manly and heroical +poetry of Greece and Rome. + +Summer passed away in these occupations, and my return to Geneva was +fixed for the latter end of autumn; but being delayed by several +accidents, winter and snow arrived, the roads were deemed impassable, +and my journey was retarded until the ensuing spring. I felt this delay +very bitterly; for I longed to see my native town, and my beloved +friends. My return had only been delayed so long from an unwillingness +to leave Clerval in a strange place, before he had become acquainted +with any of its inhabitants. The winter, however, was spent cheerfully; +and although the spring was uncommonly late, when it came, its beauty +compensated for its dilatoriness. + +The month of May had already commenced, and I expected the letter daily +which was to fix the date of my departure, when Henry proposed a +pedestrian tour in the environs of Ingolstadt that I might bid a +personal farewell to the country I had so long inhabited. I acceded +with pleasure to this proposition: I was fond of exercise, and Clerval +had always been my favourite companion in the rambles of this nature +that I had taken among the scenes of my native country. + +We passed a fortnight in these perambulations: my health and spirits had +long been restored, and they gained additional strength from the +salubrious air I breathed, the natural incidents of our progress, and +the conversation of my friend. Study had before secluded me from the +intercourse of my fellow-creatures, and rendered me unsocial; but +Clerval called forth the better feelings of my heart; he again taught me +to love the aspect of nature, and the cheerful faces of children. +Excellent friend! how sincerely did you love me, and endeavour to +elevate my mind, until it was on a level with your own. A selfish +pursuit had cramped and narrowed me, until your gentleness and affection +warmed and opened my senses; I became the same happy creature who, a few +years ago, loving and beloved by all, had no sorrow or care. When happy, +inanimate nature had the power of bestowing on me the most delightful +sensations. A serene sky and verdant fields filled me with ecstacy. The +present season was indeed divine; the flowers of spring bloomed in the +hedges, while those of summer were already in bud: I was undisturbed by +thoughts which during the preceding year had pressed upon me, +notwithstanding my endeavours to throw them off, with an invincible +burden. + +Henry rejoiced in my gaiety, and sincerely sympathized in my feelings: +he exerted himself to amuse me, while he expressed the sensations that +filled his soul. The resources of his mind on this occasion were truly +astonishing: his conversation was full of imagination; and very often, +in imitation of the Persian and Arabic writers, he invented tales of +wonderful fancy and passion. At other times he repeated my favourite +poems, or drew me out into arguments, which he supported with great +ingenuity. + +We returned to our college on a Sunday afternoon: the peasants were +dancing, and every one we met appeared gay and happy. My own spirits +were high, and I bounded along with feelings of unbridled joy and +hilarity. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +On my return, I found the following letter from my father:— + + * * * * * + +“_To_ V. FRANKENSTEIN. + +“MY DEAR VICTOR, + +“You have probably waited impatiently for a letter to fix the date of +your return to us; and I was at first tempted to write only a few lines, +merely mentioning the day on which I should expect you. But that would +be a cruel kindness, and I dare not do it. What would be your surprise, +my son, when you expected a happy and gay welcome, to behold, on the +contrary, tears and wretchedness? And how, Victor, can I relate our +misfortune? Absence cannot have rendered you callous to our joys and +griefs; and how shall I inflict pain on an absent child? I wish to +prepare you for the woeful news, but I know it is impossible; even now +your eye skims over the page, to seek the words which are to convey to +you the horrible tidings. + +“William is dead!—that sweet child, whose smiles delighted and warmed +my heart, who was so gentle, yet so gay! Victor, he is murdered! + +“I will not attempt to console you; but will simply relate the +circumstances of the transaction. + +“Last Thursday (May 7th) I, my niece, and your two brothers, went to +walk in Plainpalais. The evening was warm and serene, and we prolonged +our walk farther than usual. It was already dusk before we thought of +returning; and then we discovered that William and Ernest, who had gone +on before, were not to be found. We accordingly rested on a seat until +they should return. Presently Ernest came, and inquired if we had seen +his brother: he said, that they had been playing together, that William +had run away to hide himself, and that he vainly sought for him, and +afterwards waited for him a long time, but that he did not return. + +“This account rather alarmed us, and we continued to search for him +until night fell, when Elizabeth conjectured that he might have returned +to the house. He was not there. We returned again, with torches; for I +could not rest, when I thought that my sweet boy had lost himself, and +was exposed to all the damps and dews of night: Elizabeth also suffered +extreme anguish. About five in the morning I discovered my lovely boy, +whom the night before I had seen blooming and active in health, +stretched on the grass livid and motionless: the print of the murderer’s +finger was on his neck. + +“He was conveyed home, and the anguish that was visible in my +countenance betrayed the secret to Elizabeth. She was very earnest to +see the corpse. At first I attempted to prevent her; but she persisted, +and entering the room where it lay, hastily examined the neck of the +victim, and clasping her hands exclaimed, ‘O God! I have murdered my +darling infant!’ + +“She fainted, and was restored with extreme difficulty. When she again +lived, it was only to weep and sigh. She told me, that that same evening +William had teazed her to let him wear a very valuable miniature that +she possessed of your mother. This picture is gone, and was doubtless +the temptation which urged the murderer to the deed. We have no trace of +him at present, although our exertions to discover him are unremitted; +but they will not restore my beloved William. + +“Come, dearest Victor; you alone can console Elizabeth. She weeps +continually, and accuses herself unjustly as the cause of his death; her +words pierce my heart. We are all unhappy; but will not that be an +additional motive for you, my son, to return and be our comforter? Your +dear mother! Alas, Victor! I now say, Thank God she did not live to +witness the cruel, miserable death of her youngest darling! + +“Come, Victor; not brooding thoughts of vengeance against the assassin, +but with feelings of peace and gentleness, that will heal, instead of +festering the wounds of our minds. Enter the house of mourning, my +friend, but with kindness and affection for those who love you, and not +with hatred for your enemies. + +“Your affectionate and afflicted father, + +“ALPHONSE FRANKENSTEIN. + +“Geneva, May 12th, 17—.” + + * * * * * + +Clerval, who had watched my countenance as I read this letter, was +surprised to observe the despair that succeeded to the joy I at first +expressed on receiving news from my friends. I threw the letter on the +table, and covered my face with my hands. + +“My dear Frankenstein,” exclaimed Henry, when he perceived me weep with +bitterness, “are you always to be unhappy? My dear friend, what has +happened?” + +I motioned to him to take up the letter, while I walked up and down the +room in the extremest agitation. Tears also gushed from the eyes of +Clerval, as he read the account of my misfortune. + +“I can offer you no consolation, my friend,” said he; “your disaster is +irreparable. What do you intend to do?” + +“To go instantly to Geneva: come with me, Henry, to order the horses.” + +During our walk, Clerval endeavoured to raise my spirits. He did not do +this by common topics of consolation, but by exhibiting the truest +sympathy. “Poor William!” said he, “that dear child; he now sleeps with +his angel mother. His friends mourn and weep, but he is at rest: he does +not now feel the murderer’s grasp; a sod covers his gentle form, and he +knows no pain. He can no longer be a fit subject for pity; the survivors +are the greatest sufferers, and for them time is the only consolation. +Those maxims of the Stoics, that death was no evil, and that the mind of +man ought to be superior to despair on the eternal absence of a beloved +object, ought not to be urged. Even Cato wept over the dead body of his +brother.” + +Clerval spoke thus as we hurried through the streets; the words +impressed themselves on my mind, and I remembered them afterwards in +solitude. But now, as soon as the horses arrived, I hurried into a +cabriole, and bade farewell to my friend. + +My journey was very melancholy. At first I wished to hurry on, for I +longed to console and sympathize with my loved and sorrowing friends; +but when I drew near my native town, I slackened my progress. I could +hardly sustain the multitude of feelings that crowded into my mind. I +passed through scenes familiar to my youth, but which I had not seen for +nearly six years. How altered every thing might be during that time? One +sudden and desolating change had taken place; but a thousand little +circumstances might have by degrees worked other alterations which, +although they were done more tranquilly, might not be the less decisive. +Fear overcame me; I dared not advance, dreading a thousand nameless +evils that made me tremble, although I was unable to define them. + +I remained two days at Lausanne, in this painful state of mind. I +contemplated the lake: the waters were placid; all around was calm, and +the snowy mountains, “the palaces of nature,” were not changed. By +degrees the calm and heavenly scene restored me, and I continued my +journey towards Geneva. + +The road ran by the side of the lake, which became narrower as I +approached my native town. I discovered more distinctly the black sides +of Jura, and the bright summit of Mont Blânc; I wept like a child: “Dear +mountains! my own beautiful lake! how do you welcome your wanderer? Your +summits are clear; the sky and lake are blue and placid. Is this to +prognosticate peace, or to mock at my unhappiness?” + +I fear, my friend, that I shall render myself tedious by dwelling on +these preliminary circumstances; but they were days of comparative +happiness, and I think of them with pleasure. My country, my beloved +country! who but a native can tell the delight I took in again beholding +thy streams, thy mountains, and, more than all, thy lovely lake. + +Yet, as I drew nearer home, grief and fear again overcame me. Night also +closed around; and when I could hardly see the dark mountains, I felt +still more gloomily. The picture appeared a vast and dim scene of evil, +and I foresaw obscurely that I was destined to become the most wretched +of human beings. Alas! I prophesied truly, and failed only in one single +circumstance, that in all the misery I imagined and dreaded, I did not +conceive the hundredth part of the anguish I was destined to endure. + +It was completely dark when I arrived in the environs of Geneva; the +gates of the town were already shut; and I was obliged to pass the night +at Secheron, a village half a league to the east of the city. The sky +was serene; and, as I was unable to rest, I resolved to visit the spot +where my poor William had been murdered. As I could not pass through the +town, I was obliged to cross the lake in a boat to arrive at +Plainpalais. During this short voyage I saw the lightnings playing on +the summit of Mont Blânc in the most beautiful figures. The storm +appeared to approach rapidly; and, on landing, I ascended a low hill, +that I might observe its progress. It advanced; the heavens were +clouded, and I soon felt the rain coming slowly in large drops, but its +violence quickly increased. + +I quitted my seat, and walked on, although the darkness and storm +increased every minute, and the thunder burst with a terrific crash +over my head. It was echoed from Salêve, the Juras, and the Alps of +Savoy; vivid flashes of lightning dazzled my eyes, illuminating the +lake, making it appear like a vast sheet of fire; then for an instant +every thing seemed of a pitchy darkness, until the eye recovered itself +from the preceding flash. The storm, as is often the case in +Switzerland, appeared at once in various parts of the heavens. The most +violent storm hung exactly north of the town, over that part of the lake +which lies between the promontory of Belrive and the village of Copêt. +Another storm enlightened Jura with faint flashes; and another darkened +and sometimes disclosed the Môle, a peaked mountain to the east of the +lake. + +While I watched the storm, so beautiful yet terrific, I wandered on with +a hasty step. This noble war in the sky elevated my spirits; I clasped +my hands, and exclaimed aloud, “William, dear angel! this is thy +funeral, this thy dirge!” As I said these words, I perceived in the +gloom a figure which stole from behind a clump of trees near me; I stood +fixed, gazing intently: I could not be mistaken. A flash of lightning +illuminated the object, and discovered its shape plainly to me; its +gigantic stature, and the deformity of its aspect, more hideous than +belongs to humanity, instantly informed me that it was the wretch, the +filthy dæmon to whom I had given life. What did he there? Could he be (I +shuddered at the conception) the murderer of my brother? No sooner did +that idea cross my imagination, than I became convinced of its truth; my +teeth chattered, and I was forced to lean against a tree for support. +The figure passed me quickly, and I lost it in the gloom. Nothing in +human shape could have destroyed that fair child. _He_ was the murderer! +I could not doubt it. The mere presence of the idea was an irresistible +proof of the fact. I thought of pursuing the devil; but it would have +been in vain, for another flash discovered him to me hanging among the +rocks of the nearly perpendicular ascent of Mont Salêve, a hill that +bounds Plainpalais on the south. He soon reached the summit, and +disappeared. + +I remained motionless. The thunder ceased; but the rain still continued, +and the scene was enveloped in an impenetrable darkness. I revolved in +my mind the events which I had until now sought to forget: the whole +train of my progress towards the creation; the appearance of the work of +my own hands alive at my bed side; its departure. Two years had now +nearly elapsed since the night on which he first received life; and was +this his first crime? Alas! I had turned loose into the world a depraved +wretch, whose delight was in carnage and misery; had he not murdered my +brother? + +No one can conceive the anguish I suffered during the remainder of the +night, which I spent, cold and wet, in the open air. But I did not feel +the inconvenience of the weather; my imagination was busy in scenes of +evil and despair. I considered the being whom I had cast among mankind, +and endowed with the will and power to effect purposes of horror, such +as the deed which he had now done, nearly in the light of my own +vampire, my own spirit let loose from the grave, and forced to destroy +all that was dear to me. + +Day dawned; and I directed my steps towards the town. The gates were +open; and I hastened to my father’s house. My first thought was to +discover what I knew of the murderer, and cause instant pursuit to be +made. But I paused when I reflected on the story that I had to tell. A +being whom I myself had formed, and endued with life, had met me at +midnight among the precipices of an inaccessible mountain. I remembered +also the nervous fever with which I had been seized just at the time +that I dated my creation, and which would give an air of delirium to a +tale otherwise so utterly improbable. I well knew that if any other had +communicated such a relation to me, I should have looked upon it as the +ravings of insanity. Besides, the strange nature of the animal would +elude all pursuit, even if I were so far credited as to persuade my +relatives to commence it. Besides, of what use would be pursuit? Who +could arrest a creature capable of scaling the overhanging sides of Mont +Salêve? These reflections determined me, and I resolved to remain +silent. + +It was about five in the morning when I entered my father’s house. I +told the servants not to disturb the family, and went into the library +to attend their usual hour of rising. + +Six years had elapsed, passed as a dream but for one indelible trace, +and I stood in the same place where I had last embraced my father before +my departure for Ingolstadt. Beloved and respectable parent! He still +remained to me. I gazed on the picture of my mother, which stood over +the mantle-piece. It was an historical subject, painted at my father’s +desire, and represented Caroline Beaufort in an agony of despair, +kneeling by the coffin of her dead father. Her garb was rustic, and her +cheek pale; but there was an air of dignity and beauty, that hardly +permitted the sentiment of pity. Below this picture was a miniature of +William; and my tears flowed when I looked upon it. While I was thus +engaged, Ernest entered: he had heard me arrive, and hastened to welcome +me. He expressed a sorrowful delight to see me: “Welcome, my dearest +Victor,” said he. “Ah! I wish you had come three months ago, and then +you would have found us all joyous and delighted. But we are now +unhappy; and, I am afraid, tears instead of smiles will be your welcome. +Our father looks so sorrowful: this dreadful event seems to have revived +in his mind his grief on the death of Mamma. Poor Elizabeth also is +quite inconsolable.” Ernest began to weep as he said these words. + +“Do not,” said I, “welcome me thus; try to be more calm, that I may not +be absolutely miserable the moment I enter my father’s house after so +long an absence. But, tell me, how does my father support his +misfortunes? and how is my poor Elizabeth?” + +“She indeed requires consolation; she accused herself of having caused +the death of my brother, and that made her very wretched. But since the +murderer has been discovered——” + +“The murderer discovered! Good God! how can that be? who could attempt +to pursue him? It is impossible; one might as well try to overtake the +winds, or confine a mountain-stream with a straw.” + +“I do not know what you mean; but we were all very unhappy when she was +discovered. No one would believe it at first; and even now Elizabeth +will not be convinced, notwithstanding all the evidence. Indeed, who +would credit that Justine Moritz, who was so amiable, and fond of all +the family, could all at once become so extremely wicked?” + +“Justine Moritz! Poor, poor girl, is she the accused? But it is +wrongfully; every one knows that; no one believes it, surely, Ernest?” + +“No one did at first; but several circumstances came out, that have +almost forced conviction upon us: and her own behaviour has been so +confused, as to add to the evidence of facts a weight that, I fear, +leaves no hope for doubt. But she will be tried to-day, and you will +then hear all.” + +He related that, the morning on which the murder of poor William had +been discovered, Justine had been taken ill, and confined to her bed; +and, after several days, one of the servants, happening to examine the +apparel she had worn on the night of the murder, had discovered in her +pocket the picture of my mother, which had been judged to be the +temptation of the murderer. The servant instantly shewed it to one of +the others, who, without saying a word to any of the family, went to a +magistrate; and, upon their deposition, Justine was apprehended. On +being charged with the fact, the poor girl confirmed the suspicion in a +great measure by her extreme confusion of manner. + +This was a strange tale, but it did not shake my faith; and I replied +earnestly, “You are all mistaken; I know the murderer. Justine, poor, +good Justine, is innocent.” + +At that instant my father entered. I saw unhappiness deeply impressed on +his countenance, but he endeavoured to welcome me cheerfully; and, after +we had exchanged our mournful greeting, would have introduced some other +topic than that of our disaster, had not Ernest exclaimed, “Good God, +Papa! Victor says that he knows who was the murderer of poor William.” + +“We do also, unfortunately,” replied my father; “for indeed I had rather +have been for ever ignorant than have discovered so much depravity and +ingratitude in one I valued so highly.” + +“My dear father, you are mistaken; Justine is innocent.” + +“If she is, God forbid that she should suffer as guilty. She is to be +tried to-day, and I hope, I sincerely hope, that she will be acquitted.” + +This speech calmed me. I was firmly convinced in my own mind that +Justine, and indeed every human being, was guiltless of this murder. I +had no fear, therefore, that any circumstantial evidence could be +brought forward strong enough to convict her; and, in this assurance, I +calmed myself, expecting the trial with eagerness, but without +prognosticating an evil result. + +We were soon joined by Elizabeth. Time had made great alterations in her +form since I had last beheld her. Six years before she had been a +pretty, good-humoured girl, whom every one loved and caressed. She was +now a woman in stature and expression of countenance, which was +uncommonly lovely. An open and capacious forehead gave indications of a +good understanding, joined to great frankness of disposition. Her eyes +were hazel, and expressive of mildness, now through recent affliction +allied to sadness. Her hair was of a rich, dark auburn, her complexion +fair, and her figure slight and graceful. She welcomed me with the +greatest affection. “Your arrival, my dear cousin,” said she, “fills me +with hope. You perhaps will find some means to justify my poor guiltless +Justine. Alas! who is safe, if she be convicted of crime? I rely on her +innocence as certainly as I do upon my own. Our misfortune is doubly +hard to us; we have not only lost that lovely darling boy, but this poor +girl, whom I sincerely love, is to be torn away by even a worse fate. If +she is condemned, I never shall know joy more. But she will not, I am +sure she will not; and then I shall be happy again, even after the sad +death of my little William.” + +“She is innocent, my Elizabeth,” said I, “and that shall be proved; +fear nothing, but let your spirits be cheered by the assurance of her +acquittal.” + +“How kind you are! every one else believes in her guilt, and that made +me wretched; for I knew that it was impossible: and to see every one +else prejudiced in so deadly a manner, rendered me hopeless and +despairing.” She wept. + +“Sweet niece,” said my father, “dry your tears. If she is, as you +believe, innocent, rely on the justice of our judges, and the activity +with which I shall prevent the slightest shadow of partiality.” + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +We passed a few sad hours, until eleven o’clock, when the trial was to +commence. My father and the rest of the family being obliged to attend +as witnesses, I accompanied them to the court. During the whole of this +wretched mockery of justice, I suffered living torture. It was to be +decided, whether the result of my curiosity and lawless devices would +cause the death of two of my fellow-beings: one a smiling babe, full of +innocence and joy; the other far more dreadfully murdered, with every +aggravation of infamy that could make the murder memorable in horror. +Justine also was a girl of merit, and possessed qualities which promised +to render her life happy: now all was to be obliterated in an +ignominious grave; and I the cause! A thousand times rather would I have +confessed myself guilty of the crime ascribed to Justine; but I was +absent when it was committed, and such a declaration would have been +considered as the ravings of a madman, and would not have exculpated her +who suffered through me. + +The appearance of Justine was calm. She was dressed in mourning; and her +countenance, always engaging, was rendered, by the solemnity of her +feelings, exquisitely beautiful. Yet she appeared confident in +innocence, and did not tremble, although gazed on and execrated by +thousands; for all the kindness which her beauty might otherwise have +excited, was obliterated in the minds of the spectators by the +imagination of the enormity she was supposed to have committed. She was +tranquil, yet her tranquillity was evidently constrained; and as her +confusion had before been adduced as a proof of her guilt, she worked up +her mind to an appearance of courage. When she entered the court, she +threw her eyes round it, and quickly discovered where we were seated. A +tear seemed to dim her eye when she saw us; but she quickly recovered +herself, and a look of sorrowful affection seemed to attest her utter +guiltlessness. + +The trial began; and after the advocate against her had stated the +charge, several witnesses were called. Several strange facts combined +against her, which might have staggered any one who had not such proof +of her innocence as I had. She had been out the whole of the night on +which the murder had been committed, and towards morning had been +perceived by a market-woman not far from the spot where the body of the +murdered child had been afterwards found. The woman asked her what she +did there; but she looked very strangely, and only returned a confused +and unintelligible answer. She returned to the house about eight +o’clock; and when one inquired where she had passed the night, she +replied, that she had been looking for the child, and demanded +earnestly, if any thing had been heard concerning him. When shewn the +body, she fell into violent hysterics, and kept her bed for several +days. The picture was then produced, which the servant had found in her +pocket; and when Elizabeth, in a faltering voice, proved that it was the +same which, an hour before the child had been missed, she had placed +round his neck, a murmur of horror and indignation filled the court. + +Justine was called on for her defence. As the trial had proceeded, her +countenance had altered. Surprise, horror, and misery, were strongly +expressed. Sometimes she struggled with her tears; but when she was +desired to plead, she collected her powers, and spoke in an audible +although variable voice:— + +“God knows,” she said, “how entirely I am innocent. But I do not pretend +that my protestations should acquit me: I rest my innocence on a plain +and simple explanation of the facts which have been adduced against me; +and I hope the character I have always borne will incline my judges to a +favourable interpretation, where any circumstance appears doubtful or +suspicious.” + +She then related that, by the permission of Elizabeth, she had passed +the evening of the night on which the murder had been committed, at the +house of an aunt at Chêne, a village situated at about a league from +Geneva. On her return, at about nine o’clock, she met a man, who asked +her if she had seen any thing of the child who was lost. She was alarmed +by this account, and passed several hours in looking for him, when the +gates of Geneva were shut, and she was forced to remain several hours of +the night in a barn belonging to a cottage, being unwilling to call up +the inhabitants, to whom she was well known. Unable to rest or sleep, +she quitted her asylum early, that she might again endeavour to find my +brother. If she had gone near the spot where his body lay, it was +without her knowledge. That she had been bewildered when questioned by +the market-woman, was not surprising, since she had passed a sleepless +night, and the fate of poor William was yet uncertain. Concerning the +picture she could give no account. + +“I know,” continued the unhappy victim, “how heavily and fatally this +one circumstance weighs against me, but I have no power of explaining +it; and when I have expressed my utter ignorance, I am only left to +conjecture concerning the probabilities by which it might have been +placed in my pocket. But here also I am checked. I believe that I have +no enemy on earth, and none surely would have been so wicked as to +destroy me wantonly. Did the murderer place it there? I know of no +opportunity afforded him for so doing; or if I had, why should he have +stolen the jewel, to part with it again so soon? + +“I commit my cause to the justice of my judges, yet I see no room for +hope. I beg permission to have a few witnesses examined concerning my +character; and if their testimony shall not overweigh my supposed guilt, +I must be condemned, although I would pledge my salvation on my +innocence.” + +Several witnesses were called, who had known her for many years, and +they spoke well of her; but fear, and hatred of the crime of which they +supposed her guilty, rendered them timorous, and unwilling to come +forward. Elizabeth saw even this last resource, her excellent +dispositions and irreproachable conduct, about to fail the accused, +when, although violently agitated, she desired permission to address the +court. + +“I am,” said she, “the cousin of the unhappy child who was murdered, or +rather his sister, for I was educated by and have lived with his parents +ever since and even long before his birth. It may therefore be judged +indecent in me to come forward on this occasion; but when I see a +fellow-creature about to perish through the cowardice of her pretended +friends, I wish to be allowed to speak, that I may say what I know of +her character. I am well acquainted with the accused. I have lived in +the same house with her, at one time for five, and at another for nearly +two years. During all that period she appeared to me the most amiable +and benevolent of human creatures. She nursed Madame Frankenstein, my +aunt, in her last illness with the greatest affection and care; and +afterwards attended her own mother during a tedious illness, in a manner +that excited the admiration of all who knew her. After which she again +lived in my uncle’s house, where she was beloved by all the family. She +was warmly attached to the child who is now dead, and acted towards him +like a most affectionate mother. For my own part, I do not hesitate to +say, that, notwithstanding all the evidence produced against her, I +believe and rely on her perfect innocence. She had no temptation for +such an action: as to the bauble on which the chief proof rests, if she +had earnestly desired it, I should have willingly given it to her; so +much do I esteem and value her.” + +Excellent Elizabeth! A murmur of approbation was heard; but it was +excited by her generous interference, and not in favour of poor Justine, +on whom the public indignation was turned with renewed violence, +charging her with the blackest ingratitude. She herself wept as +Elizabeth spoke, but she did not answer. My own agitation and anguish +was extreme during the whole trial. I believed in her innocence; I knew +it. Could the dæmon, who had (I did not for a minute doubt) murdered my +brother, also in his hellish sport have betrayed the innocent to death +and ignominy. I could not sustain the horror of my situation; and when I +perceived that the popular voice, and the countenances of the judges, +had already condemned my unhappy victim, I rushed out of the court in +agony. The tortures of the accused did not equal mine; she was sustained +by innocence, but the fangs of remorse tore my bosom, and would not +forego their hold. + +I passed a night of unmingled wretchedness. In the morning I went to the +court; my lips and throat were parched. I dared not ask the fatal +question; but I was known, and the officer guessed the cause of my +visit. The ballots had been thrown; they were all black, and Justine was +condemned. + +I cannot pretend to describe what I then felt. I had before experienced +sensations of horror; and I have endeavoured to bestow upon them +adequate expressions, but words cannot convey an idea of the +heart-sickening despair that I then endured. The person to whom I +addressed myself added, that Justine had already confessed her guilt. +“That evidence,” he observed, “was hardly required in so glaring a case, +but I am glad of it; and, indeed, none of our judges like to condemn a +criminal upon circumstantial evidence, be it ever so decisive.” + +When I returned home, Elizabeth eagerly demanded the result. + +“My cousin,” replied I, “it is decided as you may have expected; all +judges had rather that ten innocent should suffer, than that one guilty +should escape. But she has confessed.” + +This was a dire blow to poor Elizabeth, who had relied with firmness +upon Justine’s innocence. “Alas!” said she, “how shall I ever again +believe in human benevolence? Justine, whom I loved and esteemed as my +sister, how could she put on those smiles of innocence only to betray; +her mild eyes seemed incapable of any severity or ill-humour, and yet +she has committed a murder.” + +Soon after we heard that the poor victim had expressed a wish to see my +cousin. My father wished her not to go; but said, that he left it to her +own judgment and feelings to decide. “Yes,” said Elizabeth, “I will go, +although she is guilty; and you, Victor, shall accompany me: I cannot go +alone.” The idea of this visit was torture to me, yet I could not +refuse. + +We entered the gloomy prison-chamber, and beheld Justine sitting on some +straw at the further end; her hands were manacled, and her head rested +on her knees. She rose on seeing us enter; and when we were left alone +with her, she threw herself at the feet of Elizabeth, weeping bitterly. +My cousin wept also. + +“Oh, Justine!” said she, “why did you rob me of my last consolation. I +relied on your innocence; and although I was then very wretched, I was +not so miserable as I am now.” + +“And do you also believe that I am so very, very wicked? Do you also +join with my enemies to crush me?” Her voice was suffocated with sobs. + +“Rise, my poor girl,” said Elizabeth, “why do you kneel, if you are +innocent? I am not one of your enemies; I believed you guiltless, +notwithstanding every evidence, until I heard that you had yourself +declared your guilt. That report, you say, is false; and be assured, +dear Justine, that nothing can shake my confidence in you for a moment, +but your own confession.” + +“I did confess; but I confessed a lie. I confessed, that I might obtain +absolution; but now that falsehood lies heavier at my heart than all my +other sins. The God of heaven forgive me! Ever since I was condemned, my +confessor has besieged me; he threatened and menaced, until I almost +began to think that I was the monster that he said I was. He threatened +excommunication and hell fire in my last moments, if I continued +obdurate. Dear lady, I had none to support me; all looked on me as a +wretch doomed to ignominy and perdition. What could I do? In an evil +hour I subscribed to a lie; and now only am I truly miserable.” + +She paused, weeping, and then continued—“I thought with horror, my +sweet lady, that you should believe your Justine, whom your blessed aunt +had so highly honoured, and whom you loved, was a creature capable of a +crime which none but the devil himself could have perpetrated. Dear +William! dearest blessed child! I soon shall see you again in heaven, +where we shall all be happy; and that consoles me, going as I am to +suffer ignominy and death.” + +“Oh, Justine! forgive me for having for one moment distrusted you. Why +did you confess? But do not mourn, my dear girl; I will every where +proclaim your innocence, and force belief. Yet you must die; you, my +playfellow, my companion, my more than sister. I never can survive so +horrible a misfortune.” + +“Dear, sweet Elizabeth, do not weep. You ought to raise me with thoughts +of a better life, and elevate me from the petty cares of this world of +injustice and strife. Do not you, excellent friend, drive me to +despair.” + +“I will try to comfort you; but this, I fear, is an evil too deep and +poignant to admit of consolation, for there is no hope. Yet heaven +bless thee, my dearest Justine, with resignation, and a confidence +elevated beyond this world. Oh! how I hate its shews and mockeries! when +one creature is murdered, another is immediately deprived of life in a +slow torturing manner; then the executioners, their hands yet reeking +with the blood of innocence, believe that they have done a great deed. +They call this _retribution_. Hateful name! When that word is +pronounced, I know greater and more horrid punishments are going to be +inflicted than the gloomiest tyrant has ever invented to satiate his +utmost revenge. Yet this is not consolation for you, my Justine, unless +indeed that you may glory in escaping from so miserable a den. Alas! I +would I were in peace with my aunt and my lovely William, escaped from a +world which is hateful to me, and the visages of men which I abhor.” + +Justine smiled languidly. “This, dear lady, is despair, and not +resignation. I must not learn the lesson that you would teach me. Talk +of something else, something that will bring peace, and not increase of +misery.” + +During this conversation I had retired to a corner of the prison-room, +where I could conceal the horrid anguish that possessed me. Despair! Who +dared talk of that? The poor victim, who on the morrow was to pass the +dreary boundary between life and death, felt not as I did, such deep and +bitter agony. I gnashed my teeth, and ground them together, uttering a +groan that came from my inmost soul. Justine started. When she saw who +it was, she approached me, and said, “Dear Sir, you are very kind to +visit me; you, I hope, do not believe that I am guilty.” + +I could not answer. “No, Justine,” said Elizabeth; “he is more convinced +of your innocence than I was; for even when he heard that you had +confessed, he did not credit it.” + +“I truly thank him. In these last moments I feel the sincerest gratitude +towards those who think of me with kindness. How sweet is the affection +of others to such a wretch as I am! It removes more than half my +misfortune; and I feel as if I could die in peace, now that my innocence +is acknowledged by you, dear lady, and your cousin.” + +Thus the poor sufferer tried to comfort others and herself. She indeed +gained the resignation she desired. But I, the true murderer, felt the +never-dying worm alive in my bosom, which allowed of no hope or +consolation. Elizabeth also wept, and was unhappy; but her’s also was +the misery of innocence, which, like a cloud that passes over the fair +moon, for a while hides, but cannot tarnish its brightness. Anguish and +despair had penetrated into the core of my heart; I bore a hell within +me, which nothing could extinguish. We staid several hours with Justine; +and it was with great difficulty that Elizabeth could tear herself away. +“I wish,” cried she, “that I were to die with you; I cannot live in this +world of misery.” + +Justine assumed an air of cheerfulness, while she with difficulty +repressed her bitter tears. She embraced Elizabeth, and said, in a voice +of half-suppressed emotion, “Farewell, sweet lady, dearest Elizabeth, my +beloved and only friend; may heaven in its bounty bless and preserve +you; may this be the last misfortune that you will ever suffer. Live, +and be happy, and make others so.” + +As we returned, Elizabeth said, “You know not, my dear Victor, how much +I am relieved, now that I trust in the innocence of this unfortunate +girl. I never could again have known peace, if I had been deceived in my +reliance on her. For the moment that I did believe her guilty, I felt an +anguish that I could not have long sustained. Now my heart is lightened. +The innocent suffers; but she whom I thought amiable and good has not +betrayed the trust I reposed in her, and I am consoled.” + +Amiable cousin! such were your thoughts, mild and gentle as your own +dear eyes and voice. But I—I was a wretch, and none ever conceived of +the misery that I then endured. + + +END OF VOL. I. + + + + +FRANKENSTEIN; + +OR, + +THE MODERN PROMETHEUS. + + + IN THREE VOLUMES. + VOL. II. + + London: + + _PRINTED FOR_ + LACKINGTON, HUGHES, HARDING, MAVOR, & JONES, + FINSBURY SQUARE. + + 1818. + + * * * * * + + Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay + To mould me man? Did I solicit thee + From darkness to promote me?—— + + Paradise Lost. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Nothing is more painful to the human mind, than, after the feelings have +been worked up by a quick succession of events, the dead calmness of +inaction and certainty which follows, and deprives the soul both of hope +and fear. Justine died; she rested; and I was alive. The blood flowed +freely in my veins, but a weight of despair and remorse pressed on my +heart, which nothing could remove. Sleep fled from my eyes; I wandered +like an evil spirit, for I had committed deeds of mischief beyond +description horrible, and more, much more, (I persuaded myself) was yet +behind. Yet my heart overflowed with kindness, and the love of virtue. I +had begun life with benevolent intentions, and thirsted for the moment +when I should put them in practice, and make myself useful to my +fellow-beings. Now all was blasted: instead of that serenity of +conscience, which allowed me to look back upon the past with +self-satisfaction, and from thence to gather promise of new hopes, I +was seized by remorse and the sense of guilt, which hurried me away to +a hell of intense tortures, such as no language can describe. + +This state of mind preyed upon my health, which had entirely recovered +from the first shock it had sustained. I shunned the face of man; all +sound of joy or complacency was torture to me; solitude was my only +consolation—deep, dark, death-like solitude. + +My father observed with pain the alteration perceptible in my +disposition and habits, and endeavoured to reason with me on the folly +of giving way to immoderate grief. “Do you think, Victor,” said he, +“that I do not suffer also? No one could love a child more than I loved +your brother;” (tears came into his eyes as he spoke); “but is it not a +duty to the survivors, that we should refrain from augmenting their +unhappiness by an appearance of immoderate grief? It is also a duty owed +to yourself; for excessive sorrow prevents improvement or enjoyment, or +even the discharge of daily usefulness, without which no man is fit for +society.” + +This advice, although good, was totally inapplicable to my case; I +should have been the first to hide my grief, and console my friends, if +remorse had not mingled its bitterness with my other sensations. Now I +could only answer my father with a look of despair, and endeavour to +hide myself from his view. + +About this time we retired to our house at Belrive. This change was +particularly agreeable to me. The shutting of the gates regularly at ten +o’clock, and the impossibility of remaining on the lake after that +hour, had rendered our residence within the walls of Geneva very irksome +to me. I was now free. Often, after the rest of the family had retired +for the night, I took the boat, and passed many hours upon the water. +Sometimes, with my sails set, I was carried by the wind; and sometimes, +after rowing into the middle of the lake, I left the boat to pursue its +own course, and gave way to my own miserable reflections. I was often +tempted, when all was at peace around me, and I the only unquiet thing +that wandered restless in a scene so beautiful and heavenly, if I except +some bat, or the frogs, whose harsh and interrupted croaking was heard +only when I approached the shore—often, I say, I was tempted to plunge +into the silent lake, that the waters might close over me and my +calamities for ever. But I was restrained, when I thought of the heroic +and suffering Elizabeth, whom I tenderly loved, and whose existence was +bound up in mine. I thought also of my father, and surviving brother: +should I by my base desertion leave them exposed and unprotected to the +malice of the fiend whom I had let loose among them? + +At these moments I wept bitterly, and wished that peace would revisit my +mind only that I might afford them consolation and happiness. But that +could not be. Remorse extinguished every hope. I had been the author of +unalterable evils; and I lived in daily fear, lest the monster whom I +had created should perpetrate some new wickedness. I had an obscure +feeling that all was not over, and that he would still commit some +signal crime, which by its enormity should almost efface the +recollection of the past. There was always scope for fear, so long as +any thing I loved remained behind. My abhorrence of this fiend cannot be +conceived. When I thought of him, I gnashed my teeth, my eyes became +inflamed, and I ardently wished to extinguish that life which I had so +thoughtlessly bestowed. When I reflected on his crimes and malice, my +hatred and revenge burst all bounds of moderation. I would have made a +pilgrimage to the highest peak of the Andes, could I, when there, have +precipitated him to their base. I wished to see him again, that I might +wreak the utmost extent of anger on his head, and avenge the deaths of +William and Justine. + +Our house was the house of mourning. My father’s health was deeply +shaken by the horror of the recent events. Elizabeth was sad and +desponding; she no longer took delight in her ordinary occupations; all +pleasure seemed to her sacrilege toward the dead; eternal woe and tears +she then thought was the just tribute she should pay to innocence so +blasted and destroyed. She was no longer that happy creature, who in +earlier youth wandered with me on the banks of the lake, and talked with +ecstacy of our future prospects. She had become grave, and often +conversed of the inconstancy of fortune, and the instability of human +life. + +“When I reflect, my dear cousin,” said she, “on the miserable death of +Justine Moritz, I no longer see the world and its works as they before +appeared to me. Before, I looked upon the accounts of vice and +injustice, that I read in books or heard from others, as tales of +ancient days, or imaginary evils; at least they were remote, and more +familiar to reason than to the imagination; but now misery has come +home, and men appear to me as monsters thirsting for each other’s blood. +Yet I am certainly unjust. Every body believed that poor girl to be +guilty; and if she could have committed the crime for which she +suffered, assuredly she would have been the most depraved of human +creatures. For the sake of a few jewels, to have murdered the son of her +benefactor and friend, a child whom she had nursed from its birth, and +appeared to love as if it had been her own! I could not consent to the +death of any human being; but certainly I should have thought such a +creature unfit to remain in the society of men. Yet she was innocent. I +know, I feel she was innocent; you are of the same opinion, and that +confirms me. Alas! Victor, when falsehood can look so like the truth, +who can assure themselves of certain happiness? I feel as if I were +walking on the edge of a precipice, towards which thousands are +crowding, and endeavouring to plunge me into the abyss. William and +Justine were assassinated, and the murderer escapes; he walks about the +world free, and perhaps respected. But even if I were condemned to +suffer on the scaffold for the same crimes, I would not change places +with such a wretch.” + +I listened to this discourse with the extremest agony. I, not in deed, +but in effect, was the true murderer. Elizabeth read my anguish in my +countenance, and kindly taking my hand said, “My dearest cousin, you +must calm yourself. These events have affected me, God knows how deeply; +but I am not so wretched as you are. There is an expression of despair, +and sometimes of revenge, in your countenance, that makes me tremble. Be +calm, my dear Victor; I would sacrifice my life to your peace. We surely +shall be happy: quiet in our native country, and not mingling in the +world, what can disturb our tranquillity?” + +She shed tears as she said this, distrusting the very solace that she +gave; but at the same time she smiled, that she might chase away the +fiend that lurked in my heart. My father, who saw in the unhappiness +that was painted in my face only an exaggeration of that sorrow which I +might naturally feel, thought that an amusement suited to my taste would +be the best means of restoring to me my wonted serenity. It was from +this cause that he had removed to the country; and, induced by the same +motive, he now proposed that we should all make an excursion to the +valley of Chamounix. I had been there before, but Elizabeth and Ernest +never had; and both had often expressed an earnest desire to see the +scenery of this place, which had been described to them as so wonderful +and sublime. Accordingly we departed from Geneva on this tour about the +middle of the month of August, nearly two months after the death of +Justine. + +The weather was uncommonly fine; and if mine had been a sorrow to be +chased away by any fleeting circumstance, this excursion would certainly +have had the effect intended by my father. As it was, I was somewhat +interested in the scene; it sometimes lulled, although it could not +extinguish my grief. During the first day we travelled in a carriage. In +the morning we had seen the mountains at a distance, towards which we +gradually advanced. We perceived that the valley through which we wound, +and which was formed by the river Arve, whose course we followed, closed +in upon us by degrees; and when the sun had set, we beheld immense +mountains and precipices overhanging us on every side, and heard the +sound of the river raging among rocks, and the dashing of water-falls +around. + +The next day we pursued our journey upon mules; and as we ascended still +higher, the valley assumed a more magnificent and astonishing character. +Ruined castles hanging on the precipices of piny mountains; the +impetuous Arve, and cottages every here and there peeping forth from +among the trees, formed a scene of singular beauty. But it was augmented +and rendered sublime by the mighty Alps, whose white and shining +pyramids and domes towered above all, as belonging to another earth, the +habitations of another race of beings. + +We passed the bridge of Pelissier, where the ravine, which the river +forms, opened before us, and we began to ascend the mountain that +overhangs it. Soon after we entered the valley of Chamounix. This valley +is more wonderful and sublime, but not so beautiful and picturesque as +that of Servox, through which we had just passed. The high and snowy +mountains were its immediate boundaries; but we saw no more ruined +castles and fertile fields. Immense glaciers approached the road; we +heard the rumbling thunder of the falling avalanche, and marked the +smoke of its passage. Mont Blânc, the supreme and magnificent Mont +Blânc, raised itself from the surrounding _aiguilles_, and its +tremendous _dome_ overlooked the valley. + +During this journey, I sometimes joined Elizabeth, and exerted myself to +point out to her the various beauties of the scene. I often suffered my +mule to lag behind, and indulged in the misery of reflection. At other +times I spurred on the animal before my companions, that I might forget +them, the world, and, more than all, myself. When at a distance, I +alighted, and threw myself on the grass, weighed down by horror and +despair. At eight in the evening I arrived at Chamounix. My father and +Elizabeth were very much fatigued; Ernest, who accompanied us, was +delighted, and in high spirits: the only circumstance that detracted +from his pleasure was the south wind, and the rain it seemed to promise +for the next day. + +We retired early to our apartments, but not to sleep; at least I did +not. I remained many hours at the window, watching the pallid lightning +that played above Mont Blânc, and listening to the rushing of the Arve, +which ran below my window. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +The next day, contrary to the prognostications of our guides, was fine, +although clouded. We visited the source of the Arveiron, and rode about +the valley until evening. These sublime and magnificent scenes afforded +me the greatest consolation that I was capable of receiving. They +elevated me from all littleness of feeling; and although they did not +remove my grief, they subdued and tranquillized it. In some degree, +also, they diverted my mind from the thoughts over which it had brooded +for the last month. I returned in the evening, fatigued, but less +unhappy, and conversed with my family with more cheerfulness than had +been my custom for some time. My father was pleased, and Elizabeth +overjoyed. “My dear cousin,” said she, “you see what happiness you +diffuse when you are happy; do not relapse again!” + +The following morning the rain poured down in torrents, and thick mists +hid the summits of the mountains. I rose early, but felt unusually +melancholy. The rain depressed me; my old feelings recurred, and I was +miserable. I knew how disappointed my father would be at this sudden +change, and I wished to avoid him until I had recovered myself so far as +to be enabled to conceal those feelings that overpowered me. I knew +that they would remain that day at the inn; and as I had ever inured +myself to rain, moisture, and cold, I resolved to go alone to the summit +of Montanvert. I remembered the effect that the view of the tremendous +and ever-moving glacier had produced upon my mind when I first saw it. +It had then filled me with a sublime ecstacy that gave wings to the +soul, and allowed it to soar from the obscure world to light and joy. +The sight of the awful and majestic in nature had indeed always the +effect of solemnizing my mind, and causing me to forget the passing +cares of life. I determined to go alone, for I was well acquainted with +the path, and the presence of another would destroy the solitary +grandeur of the scene. + +The ascent is precipitous, but the path is cut into continual and short +windings, which enable you to surmount the perpendicularity of the +mountain. It is a scene terrifically desolate. In a thousand spots the +traces of the winter avalanche may be perceived, where trees lie broken +and strewed on the ground; some entirely destroyed, others bent, leaning +upon the jutting rocks of the mountain, or transversely upon other +trees. The path, as you ascend higher, is intersected by ravines of +snow, down which stones continually roll from above; one of them is +particularly dangerous, as the slightest sound, such as even speaking in +a loud voice, produces a concussion of air sufficient to draw +destruction upon the head of the speaker. The pines are not tall or +luxuriant, but they are sombre, and add an air of severity to the scene. +I looked on the valley beneath; vast mists were rising from the rivers +which ran through it, and curling in thick wreaths around the opposite +mountains, whose summits were hid in the uniform clouds, while rain +poured from the dark sky, and added to the melancholy impression I +received from the objects around me. Alas! why does man boast of +sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute; it only renders +them more necessary beings. If our impulses were confined to hunger, +thirst, and desire, we might be nearly free; but now we are moved by +every wind that blows, and a chance word or scene that that word may +convey to us. + + We rest; a dream has power to poison sleep. + We rise; one wand’ring thought pollutes the day. + We feel, conceive, or reason; laugh, or weep, + Embrace fond woe, or cast our cares away; + It is the same: for, be it joy or sorrow, + The path of its departure still is free. + Man’s yesterday may ne’er be like his morrow; + Nought may endure but mutability! + +It was nearly noon when I arrived at the top of the ascent. For some +time I sat upon the rock that overlooks the sea of ice. A mist covered +both that and the surrounding mountains. Presently a breeze dissipated +the cloud, and I descended upon the glacier. The surface is very uneven, +rising like the waves of a troubled sea, descending low, and +interspersed by rifts that sink deep. The field of ice is almost a +league in width, but I spent nearly two hours in crossing it. The +opposite mountain is a bare perpendicular rock. From the side where I +now stood Montanvert was exactly opposite, at the distance of a league; +and above it rose Mont Blânc, in awful majesty. I remained in a recess +of the rock, gazing on this wonderful and stupendous scene. The sea, or +rather the vast river of ice, wound among its dependent mountains, whose +aërial summits hung over its recesses. Their icy and glittering peaks +shone in the sunlight over the clouds. My heart, which was before +sorrowful, now swelled with something like joy; I exclaimed—“Wandering +spirits, if indeed ye wander, and do not rest in your narrow beds, allow +me this faint happiness, or take me, as your companion, away from the +joys of life.” + +As I said this, I suddenly beheld the figure of a man, at some distance, +advancing towards me with superhuman speed. He bounded over the crevices +in the ice, among which I had walked with caution; his stature also, as +he approached, seemed to exceed that of man. I was troubled: a mist came +over my eyes, and I felt a faintness seize me; but I was quickly +restored by the cold gale of the mountains. I perceived, as the shape +came nearer, (sight tremendous and abhorred!) that it was the wretch +whom I had created. I trembled with rage and horror, resolving to wait +his approach, and then close with him in mortal combat. He approached; +his countenance bespoke bitter anguish, combined with disdain and +malignity, while its unearthly ugliness rendered it almost too horrible +for human eyes. But I scarcely observed this; anger and hatred had at +first deprived me of utterance, and I recovered only to overwhelm him +with words expressive of furious detestation and contempt. + +“Devil!” I exclaimed, “do you dare approach me? and do not you fear the +fierce vengeance of my arm wreaked on your miserable head? Begone, vile +insect! or rather stay, that I may trample you to dust! and, oh, that I +could, with the extinction of your miserable existence, restore those +victims whom you have so diabolically murdered!” + +“I expected this reception,” said the dæmon. “All men hate the wretched; +how then must I be hated, who am miserable beyond all living things! Yet +you, my creator, detest and spurn me, thy creature, to whom thou art +bound by ties only dissoluble by the annihilation of one of us. You +purpose to kill me. How dare you sport thus with life? Do your duty +towards me, and I will do mine towards you and the rest of mankind. If +you will comply with my conditions, I will leave them and you at peace; +but if you refuse, I will glut the maw of death, until it be satiated +with the blood of your remaining friends.” + +“Abhorred monster! fiend that thou art! the tortures of hell are too +mild a vengeance for thy crimes. Wretched devil! you reproach me with +your creation; come on then, that I may extinguish the spark which I so +negligently bestowed.” + +My rage was without bounds; I sprang on him, impelled by all the +feelings which can arm one being against the existence of another. + +He easily eluded me, and said, + +“Be calm! I entreat you to hear me, before you give vent to your hatred +on my devoted head. Have I not suffered enough, that you seek to +increase my misery? Life, although it may only be an accumulation of +anguish, is dear to me, and I will defend it. Remember, thou hast made +me more powerful than thyself; my height is superior to thine; my joints +more supple. But I will not be tempted to set myself in opposition to +thee. I am thy creature, and I will be even mild and docile to my +natural lord and king, if thou wilt also perform thy part, the which +thou owest me. Oh, Frankenstein, be not equitable to every other, and +trample upon me alone, to whom thy justice, and even thy clemency and +affection, is most due. Remember, that I am thy creature: I ought to be +thy Adam; but I am rather the fallen angel, whom thou drivest from joy +for no misdeed. Every where I see bliss, from which I alone am +irrevocably excluded. I was benevolent and good; misery made me a fiend. +Make me happy, and I shall again be virtuous.” + +“Begone! I will not hear you. There can be no community between you and +me; we are enemies. Begone, or let us try our strength in a fight, in +which one must fall.” + +“How can I move thee? Will no entreaties cause thee to turn a favourable +eye upon thy creature, who implores thy goodness and compassion? Believe +me, Frankenstein: I was benevolent; my soul glowed with love and +humanity: but am I not alone, miserably alone? You, my creator, abhor +me; what hope can I gather from your fellow-creatures, who owe me +nothing? they spurn and hate me. The desert mountains and dreary +glaciers are my refuge. I have wandered here many days; the caves of +ice, which I only do not fear, are a dwelling to me, and the only one +which man does not grudge. These bleak skies I hail, for they are kinder +to me than your fellow-beings. If the multitude of mankind knew of my +existence, they would do as you do, and arm themselves for my +destruction. Shall I not then hate them who abhor me? I will keep no +terms with my enemies. I am miserable, and they shall share my +wretchedness. Yet it is in your power to recompense me, and deliver them +from an evil which it only remains for you to make so great, that not +only you and your family, but thousands of others, shall be swallowed +up in the whirlwinds of its rage. Let your compassion be moved, and do +not disdain me. Listen to my tale: when you have heard that, abandon or +commiserate me, as you shall judge that I deserve. But hear me. The +guilty are allowed, by human laws, bloody as they may be, to speak in +their own defence before they are condemned. Listen to me, Frankenstein. +You accuse me of murder; and yet you would, with a satisfied conscience, +destroy your own creature. Oh, praise the eternal justice of man! Yet I +ask you not to spare me: listen to me; and then, if you can, and if you +will, destroy the work of your hands.” + +“Why do you call to my remembrance circumstances of which I shudder to +reflect, that I have been the miserable origin and author? Cursed be the +day, abhorred devil, in which you first saw light! Cursed (although I +curse myself) be the hands that formed you! You have made me wretched +beyond expression. You have left me no power to consider whether I am +just to you, or not. Begone! relieve me from the sight of your detested +form.” + +“Thus I relieve thee, my creator,” he said, and placed his hated hands +before my eyes, which I flung from me with violence; “thus I take from +thee a sight which you abhor. Still thou canst listen to me, and grant +me thy compassion. By the virtues that I once possessed, I demand this +from you. Hear my tale; it is long and strange, and the temperature of +this place is not fitting to your fine sensations; come to the hut upon +the mountain. The sun is yet high in the heavens; before it descends to +hide itself behind yon snowy precipices, and illuminate another world, +you will have heard my story, and can decide. On you it rests, whether I +quit for ever the neighbourhood of man, and lead a harmless life, or +become the scourge of your fellow-creatures, and the author of your own +speedy ruin.” + +As he said this, he led the way across the ice: I followed. My heart was +full, and I did not answer him; but, as I proceeded, I weighed the +various arguments that he had used, and determined at least to listen to +his tale. I was partly urged by curiosity, and compassion confirmed my +resolution. I had hitherto supposed him to be the murderer of my +brother, and I eagerly sought a confirmation or denial of this opinion. +For the first time, also, I felt what the duties of a creator towards +his creature were, and that I ought to render him happy before I +complained of his wickedness. These motives urged me to comply with his +demand. We crossed the ice, therefore, and ascended the opposite rock. +The air was cold, and the rain again began to descend: we entered the +hut, the fiend with an air of exultation, I with a heavy heart, and +depressed spirits. But I consented to listen; and, seating myself by the +fire which my odious companion had lighted, he thus began his tale. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +“It is with considerable difficulty that I remember the original æra of +my being: all the events of that period appear confused and indistinct. +A strange multiplicity of sensations seized me, and I saw, felt, heard, +and smelt, at the same time; and it was, indeed, a long time before I +learned to distinguish between the operations of my various senses. By +degrees, I remember, a stronger light pressed upon my nerves, so that I +was obliged to shut my eyes. Darkness then came over me, and troubled +me; but hardly had I felt this, when, by opening my eyes, as I now +suppose, the light poured in upon me again. I walked, and, I believe, +descended; but I presently found a great alteration in my sensations. +Before, dark and opaque bodies had surrounded me, impervious to my touch +or sight; but I now found that I could wander on at liberty, with no +obstacles which I could not either surmount or avoid. The light became +more and more oppressive to me; and, the heat wearying me as I walked, I +sought a place where I could receive shade. This was the forest near +Ingolstadt; and here I lay by the side of a brook resting from my +fatigue, until I felt tormented by hunger and thirst. This roused me +from my nearly dormant state, and I ate some berries which I found +hanging on the trees, or lying on the ground. I slaked my thirst at the +brook; and then lying down, was overcome by sleep. + +“It was dark when I awoke; I felt cold also, and half-frightened as it +were instinctively, finding myself so desolate. Before I had quitted +your apartment, on a sensation of cold, I had covered myself with some +clothes; but these were insufficient to secure me from the dews of +night. I was a poor, helpless, miserable wretch; I knew, and could +distinguish, nothing; but, feeling pain invade me on all sides, I sat +down and wept. + +“Soon a gentle light stole over the heavens, and gave me a sensation of +pleasure. I started up, and beheld a radiant form rise from among the +trees. I gazed with a kind of wonder. It moved slowly, but it +enlightened my path; and I again went out in search of berries. I was +still cold, when under one of the trees I found a huge cloak, with which +I covered myself, and sat down upon the ground. No distinct ideas +occupied my mind; all was confused. I felt light, and hunger, and +thirst, and darkness; innumerable sounds rung in my ears, and on all +sides various scents saluted me: the only object that I could +distinguish was the bright moon, and I fixed my eyes on that with +pleasure. + +“Several changes of day and night passed, and the orb of night had +greatly lessened when I began to distinguish my sensations from each +other. I gradually saw plainly the clear stream that supplied me with +drink, and the trees that shaded me with their foliage. I was delighted +when I first discovered that a pleasant sound, which often saluted my +ears, proceeded from the throats of the little winged animals who had +often intercepted the light from my eyes. I began also to observe, with +greater accuracy, the forms that surrounded me, and to perceive the +boundaries of the radiant roof of light which canopied me. Sometimes I +tried to imitate the pleasant songs of the birds, but was unable. +Sometimes I wished to express my sensations in my own mode, but the +uncouth and inarticulate sounds which broke from me frightened me into +silence again. + +“The moon had disappeared from the night, and again, with a lessened +form, shewed itself, while I still remained in the forest. My sensations +had, by this time, become distinct, and my mind received every day +additional ideas. My eyes became accustomed to the light, and to +perceive objects in their right forms; I distinguished the insect from +the herb, and, by degrees, one herb from another. I found that the +sparrow uttered none but harsh notes, whilst those of the blackbird and +thrush were sweet and enticing. + +“One day, when I was oppressed by cold, I found a fire which had been +left by some wandering beggars, and was overcome with delight at the +warmth I experienced from it. In my joy I thrust my hand into the live +embers, but quickly drew it out again with a cry of pain. How strange, I +thought, that the same cause should produce such opposite effects! I +examined the materials of the fire, and to my joy found it to be +composed of wood. I quickly collected some branches; but they were wet, +and would not burn. I was pained at this, and sat still watching the +operation of the fire. The wet wood which I had placed near the heat +dried, and itself became inflamed. I reflected on this; and, by touching +the various branches, I discovered the cause, and busied myself in +collecting a great quantity of wood, that I might dry it, and have a +plentiful supply of fire. When night came on, and brought sleep with it, +I was in the greatest fear lest my fire should be extinguished. I +covered it carefully with dry wood and leaves, and placed wet branches +upon it; and then, spreading my cloak, I lay on the ground, and sunk +into sleep. + +“It was morning when I awoke, and my first care was to visit the fire. I +uncovered it, and a gentle breeze quickly fanned it into a flame. I +observed this also, and contrived a fan of branches, which roused the +embers when they were nearly extinguished. When night came again, I +found, with pleasure, that the fire gave light as well as heat; and that +the discovery of this element was useful to me in my food; for I found +some of the offals that the travellers had left had been roasted, and +tasted much more savoury than the berries I gathered from the trees. I +tried, therefore, to dress my food in the same manner, placing it on the +live embers. I found that the berries were spoiled by this operation, +and the nuts and roots much improved. + +“Food, however, became scarce; and I often spent the whole day searching +in vain for a few acorns to assuage the pangs of hunger. When I found +this, I resolved to quit the place that I had hitherto inhabited, to +seek for one where the few wants I experienced would be more easily +satisfied. In this emigration, I exceedingly lamented the loss of the +fire which I had obtained through accident, and knew not how to +re-produce it. I gave several hours to the serious consideration of +this difficulty; but I was obliged to relinquish all attempt to supply +it; and, wrapping myself up in my cloak, I struck across the wood +towards the setting sun. I passed three days in these rambles, and at +length discovered the open country. A great fall of snow had taken place +the night before, and the fields were of one uniform white; the +appearance was disconsolate, and I found my feet chilled by the cold +damp substance that covered the ground. + +“It was about seven in the morning, and I longed to obtain food and +shelter; at length I perceived a small hut, on a rising ground, which +had doubtless been built for the convenience of some shepherd. This was +a new sight to me; and I examined the structure with great curiosity. +Finding the door open, I entered. An old man sat in it, near a fire, +over which he was preparing his breakfast. He turned on hearing a noise; +and, perceiving me, shrieked loudly, and, quitting the hut, ran across +the fields with a speed of which his debilitated form hardly appeared +capable. His appearance, different from any I had ever before seen, and +his flight, somewhat surprised me. But I was enchanted by the appearance +of the hut: here the snow and rain could not penetrate; the ground was +dry; and it presented to me then as exquisite and divine a retreat as +Pandæmonium appeared to the dæmons of hell after their sufferings in the +lake of fire. I greedily devoured the remnants of the shepherd’s +breakfast, which consisted of bread, cheese, milk, and wine; the +latter, however, I did not like. Then overcome by fatigue, I lay down +among some straw, and fell asleep. + +“It was noon when I awoke; and, allured by the warmth of the sun, which +shone brightly on the white ground, I determined to recommence my +travels; and, depositing the remains of the peasant’s breakfast in a +wallet I found, I proceeded across the fields for several hours, until +at sunset I arrived at a village. How miraculous did this appear! the +huts, the neater cottages, and stately houses, engaged my admiration by +turns. The vegetables in the gardens, the milk and cheese that I saw +placed at the windows of some of the cottages, allured my appetite. One +of the best of these I entered; but I had hardly placed my foot within +the door, before the children shrieked, and one of the women fainted. +The whole village was roused; some fled, some attacked me, until, +grievously bruised by stones and many other kinds of missile weapons, I +escaped to the open country, and fearfully took refuge in a low hovel, +quite bare, and making a wretched appearance after the palaces I had +beheld in the village. This hovel, however, joined a cottage of a neat +and pleasant appearance; but, after my late dearly-bought experience, I +dared not enter it. My place of refuge was constructed of wood, but so +low, that I could with difficulty sit upright in it. No wood, however, +was placed on the earth, which formed the floor, but it was dry; and +although the wind entered it by innumerable chinks, I found it an +agreeable asylum from the snow and rain. + +“Here then I retreated, and lay down, happy to have found a shelter, +however miserable, from the inclemency of the season, and still more +from the barbarity of man. + +“As soon as morning dawned, I crept from my kennel, that I might view +the adjacent cottage, and discover if I could remain in the habitation I +had found. It was situated against the back of the cottage, and +surrounded on the sides which were exposed by a pig-stye and a clear +pool of water. One part was open, and by that I had crept in; but now I +covered every crevice by which I might be perceived with stones and +wood, yet in such a manner that I might move them on occasion to pass +out: all the light I enjoyed came through the stye, and that was +sufficient for me. + +“Having thus arranged my dwelling, and carpeted it with clean straw, I +retired; for I saw the figure of a man at a distance, and I remembered +too well my treatment the night before, to trust myself in his power. I +had first, however, provided for my sustenance for that day, by a loaf +of coarse bread, which I purloined, and a cup with which I could drink, +more conveniently than from my hand, of the pure water which flowed by +my retreat. The floor was a little raised, so that it was kept perfectly +dry, and by its vicinity to the chimney of the cottage it was tolerably +warm. + +“Being thus provided, I resolved to reside in this hovel, until +something should occur which might alter my determination. It was indeed +a paradise, compared to the bleak forest, my former residence, the +rain-dropping branches, and dank earth. I ate my breakfast with +pleasure, and was about to remove a plank to procure myself a little +water, when I heard a step, and, looking through a small chink, I beheld +a young creature, with a pail on her head, passing before my hovel. The +girl was young and of gentle demeanour, unlike what I have since found +cottagers and farm-house servants to be. Yet she was meanly dressed, a +coarse blue petticoat and a linen jacket being her only garb; her fair +hair was plaited, but not adorned; she looked patient, yet sad. I lost +sight of her; and in about a quarter of an hour she returned, bearing +the pail, which was now partly filled with milk. As she walked along, +seemingly incommoded by the burden, a young man met her, whose +countenance expressed a deeper despondence. Uttering a few sounds with +an air of melancholy, he took the pail from her head, and bore it to the +cottage himself. She followed, and they disappeared. Presently I saw the +young man again, with some tools in his hand, cross the field behind the +cottage; and the girl was also busied, sometimes in the house, and +sometimes in the yard. + +“On examining my dwelling, I found that one of the windows of the +cottage had formerly occupied a part of it, but the panes had been +filled up with wood. In one of these was a small and almost +imperceptible chink, through which the eye could just penetrate. Through +this crevice, a small room was visible, white-washed and clean, but very +bare of furniture. In one corner, near a small fire, sat an old man, +leaning his head on his hands in a disconsolate attitude. The young girl +was occupied in arranging the cottage; but presently she took something +out of a drawer, which employed her hands, and she sat down beside the +old man, who, taking up an instrument, began to play, and to produce +sounds, sweeter than the voice of the thrush or the nightingale. It was +a lovely sight, even to me, poor wretch! who had never beheld aught +beautiful before. The silver hair and benevolent countenance of the aged +cottager, won my reverence; while the gentle manners of the girl enticed +my love. He played a sweet mournful air, which I perceived drew tears +from the eyes of his amiable companion, of which the old man took no +notice, until she sobbed audibly; he then pronounced a few sounds, and +the fair creature, leaving her work, knelt at his feet. He raised her, +and smiled with such kindness and affection, that I felt sensations of a +peculiar and over-powering nature: they were a mixture of pain and +pleasure, such as I had never before experienced, either from hunger or +cold, warmth or food; and I withdrew from the window, unable to bear +these emotions. + +“Soon after this the young man returned, bearing on his shoulders a load +of wood. The girl met him at the door, helped to relieve him of his +burden, and, taking some of the fuel into the cottage, placed it on the +fire; then she and the youth went apart into a nook of the cottage, and +he shewed her a large loaf and a piece of cheese. She seemed pleased; +and went into the garden for some roots and plants, which she placed in +water, and then upon the fire. She afterwards continued her work, whilst +the young man went into the garden, and appeared busily employed in +digging and pulling up roots. After he had been employed thus about an +hour, the young woman joined him, and they entered the cottage together. + +“The old man had, in the mean time, been pensive; but, on the appearance +of his companions, he assumed a more cheerful air, and they sat down to +eat. The meal was quickly dispatched. The young woman was again occupied +in arranging the cottage; the old man walked before the cottage in the +sun for a few minutes, leaning on the arm of the youth. Nothing could +exceed in beauty the contrast between these two excellent creatures. One +was old, with silver hairs and a countenance beaming with benevolence +and love: the younger was slight and graceful in his figure, and his +features were moulded with the finest symmetry; yet his eyes and +attitude expressed the utmost sadness and despondency. The old man +returned to the cottage; and the youth, with tools different from those +he had used in the morning, directed his steps across the fields. + +“Night quickly shut in; but, to my extreme wonder, I found that the +cottagers had a means of prolonging light, by the use of tapers, and was +delighted to find, that the setting of the sun did not put an end to the +pleasure I experienced in watching my human neighbours. In the evening, +the young girl and her companion were employed in various occupations +which I did not understand; and the old man again took up the +instrument, which produced the divine sounds that had enchanted me in +the morning. So soon as he had finished, the youth began, not to play, +but to utter sounds that were monotonous, and neither resembling the +harmony of the old man’s instrument or the songs of the birds; I since +found that he read aloud, but at that time I knew nothing of the science +of words or letters. + +“The family, after having been thus occupied for a short time, +extinguished their lights, and retired, as I conjectured, to rest.” + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +“I lay on my straw, but I could not sleep. I thought of the occurrences +of the day. What chiefly struck me was the gentle manners of these +people; and I longed to join them, but dared not. I remembered too well +the treatment I had suffered the night before from the barbarous +villagers, and resolved, whatever course of conduct I might hereafter +think it right to pursue, that for the present I would remain quietly in +my hovel, watching, and endeavouring to discover the motives which +influenced their actions. + +“The cottagers arose the next morning before the sun. The young woman +arranged the cottage, and prepared the food; and the youth departed +after the first meal. + +“This day was passed in the same routine as that which preceded it. The +young man was constantly employed out of doors, and the girl in various +laborious occupations within. The old man, whom I soon perceived to be +blind, employed his leisure hours on his instrument, or in +contemplation. Nothing could exceed the love and respect which the +younger cottagers exhibited towards their venerable companion. They +performed towards him every little office of affection and duty with +gentleness; and he rewarded them by his benevolent smiles. + +“They were not entirely happy. The young man and his companion often +went apart, and appeared to weep. I saw no cause for their unhappiness; +but I was deeply affected by it. If such lovely creatures were +miserable, it was less strange that I, an imperfect and solitary being, +should be wretched. Yet why were these gentle beings unhappy? They +possessed a delightful house (for such it was in my eyes), and every +luxury; they had a fire to warm them when chill, and delicious viands +when hungry; they were dressed in excellent clothes; and, still more, +they enjoyed one another’s company and speech, interchanging each day +looks of affection and kindness. What did their tears imply? Did they +really express pain? I was at first unable to solve these questions; but +perpetual attention, and time, explained to me many appearances which +were at first enigmatic. + +“A considerable period elapsed before I discovered one of the causes of +the uneasiness of this amiable family; it was poverty: and they suffered +that evil in a very distressing degree. Their nourishment consisted +entirely of the vegetables of their garden, and the milk of one cow, who +gave very little during the winter, when its masters could scarcely +procure food to support it. They often, I believe, suffered the pangs of +hunger very poignantly, especially the two younger cottagers; for +several times they placed food before the old man, when they reserved +none for themselves. + +“This trait of kindness moved me sensibly. I had been accustomed, +during the night, to steal a part of their store for my own consumption; +but when I found that in doing this I inflicted pain on the cottagers, I +abstained, and satisfied myself with berries, nuts, and roots, which I +gathered from a neighbouring wood. + +“I discovered also another means through which I was enabled to assist +their labours. I found that the youth spent a great part of each day in +collecting wood for the family fire; and, during the night, I often took +his tools, the use of which I quickly discovered, and brought home +firing sufficient for the consumption of several days. + +“I remember, the first time that I did this, the young woman, when she +opened the door in the morning, appeared greatly astonished on seeing a +great pile of wood on the outside. She uttered some words in a loud +voice, and the youth joined her, who also expressed surprise. I +observed, with pleasure, that he did not go to the forest that day, but +spent it in repairing the cottage, and cultivating the garden. + +“By degrees I made a discovery of still greater moment. I found that +these people possessed a method of communicating their experience and +feelings to one another by articulate sounds. I perceived that the words +they spoke sometimes produced pleasure or pain, smiles or sadness, in +the minds and countenances of the hearers. This was indeed a godlike +science, and I ardently desired to become acquainted with it. But I was +baffled in every attempt I made for this purpose. Their pronunciation +was quick; and the words they uttered, not having any apparent connexion +with visible objects, I was unable to discover any clue by which I could +unravel the mystery of their reference. By great application, however, +and after having remained during the space of several revolutions of the +moon in my hovel, I discovered the names that were given to some of the +most familiar objects of discourse: I learned and applied the words +_fire_, _milk_, _bread_, and _wood_. I learned also the names of the +cottagers themselves. The youth and his companion had each of them +several names, but the old man had only one, which was _father_. The +girl was called _sister_, or _Agatha_; and the youth _Felix_, _brother_, +or _son_. I cannot describe the delight I felt when I learned the ideas +appropriated to each of these sounds, and was able to pronounce them. I +distinguished several other words, without being able as yet to +understand or apply them; such as _good_, _dearest_, _unhappy_. + +“I spent the winter in this manner. The gentle manners and beauty of the +cottagers greatly endeared them to me: when they were unhappy, I felt +depressed; when they rejoiced, I sympathized in their joys. I saw few +human beings beside them; and if any other happened to enter the +cottage, their harsh manners and rude gait only enhanced to me the +superior accomplishments of my friends. The old man, I could perceive, +often endeavoured to encourage his children, as sometimes I found that +he called them, to cast off their melancholy. He would talk in a +cheerful accent, with an expression of goodness that bestowed pleasure +even upon me. Agatha listened with respect, her eyes sometimes filled +with tears, which she endeavoured to wipe away unperceived; but I +generally found that her countenance and tone were more cheerful after +having listened to the exhortations of her father. It was not thus with +Felix. He was always the saddest of the groupe; and, even to my +unpractised senses, he appeared to have suffered more deeply than his +friends. But if his countenance was more sorrowful, his voice was more +cheerful than that of his sister, especially when he addressed the old +man. + +“I could mention innumerable instances, which, although slight, marked +the dispositions of these amiable cottagers. In the midst of poverty and +want, Felix carried with pleasure to his sister the first little white +flower that peeped out from beneath the snowy ground. Early in the +morning before she had risen, he cleared away the snow that obstructed +her path to the milk-house, drew water from the well, and brought the +wood from the out-house, where, to his perpetual astonishment, he found +his store always replenished by an invisible hand. In the day, I +believe, he worked sometimes for a neighbouring farmer, because he often +went forth, and did not return until dinner, yet brought no wood with +him. At other times he worked in the garden; but, as there was little to +do in the frosty season, he read to the old man and Agatha. + +“This reading had puzzled me extremely at first; but, by degrees, I +discovered that he uttered many of the same sounds when he read as when +he talked. I conjectured, therefore, that he found on the paper signs +for speech which he understood, and I ardently longed to comprehend +these also; but how was that possible, when I did not even understand +the sounds for which they stood as signs? I improved, however, sensibly +in this science, but not sufficiently to follow up any kind of +conversation, although I applied my whole mind to the endeavour: for I +easily perceived that, although I eagerly longed to discover myself to +the cottagers, I ought not to make the attempt until I had first become +master of their language; which knowledge might enable me to make them +overlook the deformity of my figure; for with this also the contrast +perpetually presented to my eyes had made me acquainted. + +“I had admired the perfect forms of my cottagers—their grace, beauty, +and delicate complexions: but how was I terrified, when I viewed myself +in a transparent pool! At first I started back, unable to believe that +it was indeed I who was reflected in the mirror; and when I became fully +convinced that I was in reality the monster that I am, I was filled with +the bitterest sensations of despondence and mortification. Alas! I did +not yet entirely know the fatal effects of this miserable deformity. + +“As the sun became warmer, and the light of day longer, the snow +vanished, and I beheld the bare trees and the black earth. From this +time Felix was more employed; and the heart-moving indications of +impending famine disappeared. Their food, as I afterwards found, was +coarse, but it was wholesome; and they procured a sufficiency of it. +Several new kinds of plants sprung up in the garden, which they dressed; +and these signs of comfort increased daily as the season advanced. + +“The old man, leaning on his son, walked each day at noon, when it did +not rain, as I found it was called when the heavens poured forth its +waters. This frequently took place; but a high wind quickly dried the +earth, and the season became far more pleasant than it had been. + +“My mode of life in my hovel was uniform. During the morning I attended +the motions of the cottagers; and when they were dispersed in various +occupations, I slept: the remainder of the day was spent in observing my +friends. When they had retired to rest, if there was any moon, or the +night was star-light, I went into the woods, and collected my own food +and fuel for the cottage. When I returned, as often as it was necessary, +I cleared their path from the snow, and performed those offices that I +had seen done by Felix. I afterwards found that these labours, performed +by an invisible hand, greatly astonished them; and once or twice I heard +them, on these occasions, utter the words _good spirit_, _wonderful_; +but I did not then understand the signification of these terms. + +“My thoughts now became more active, and I longed to discover the +motives and feelings of these lovely creatures; I was inquisitive to +know why Felix appeared so miserable, and Agatha so sad. I thought +(foolish wretch!) that it might be in my power to restore happiness to +these deserving people. When I slept, or was absent, the forms of the +venerable blind father, the gentle Agatha, and the excellent Felix, +flitted before me. I looked upon them as superior beings, who would be +the arbiters of my future destiny. I formed in my imagination a thousand +pictures of presenting myself to them, and their reception of me. I +imagined that they would be disgusted, until, by my gentle demeanour and +conciliating words, I should first win their favour, and afterwards +their love. + +“These thoughts exhilarated me, and led me to apply with fresh ardour to +the acquiring the art of language. My organs were indeed harsh, but +supple; and although my voice was very unlike the soft music of their +tones, yet I pronounced such words as I understood with tolerable ease. +It was as the ass and the lap-dog; yet surely the gentle ass, whose +intentions were affectionate, although his manners were rude, deserved +better treatment than blows and execration. + +“The pleasant showers and genial warmth of spring greatly altered the +aspect of the earth. Men, who before this change seemed to have been hid +in caves, dispersed themselves, and were employed in various arts of +cultivation. The birds sang in more cheerful notes, and the leaves +began to bud forth on the trees. Happy, happy earth! fit habitation for +gods, which, so short a time before, was bleak, damp, and unwholesome. +My spirits were elevated by the enchanting appearance of nature; the +past was blotted from my memory, the present was tranquil, and the +future gilded by bright rays of hope, and anticipations of joy.” + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +“I now hasten to the more moving part of my story. I shall relate events +that impressed me with feelings which, from what I was, have made me +what I am. + +“Spring advanced rapidly; the weather became fine, and the skies +cloudless. It surprised me, that what before was desert and gloomy +should now bloom with the most beautiful flowers and verdure. My senses +were gratified and refreshed by a thousand scents of delight, and a +thousand sights of beauty. + +“It was on one of these days, when my cottagers periodically rested from +labour—the old man played on his guitar, and the children listened to +him—I observed that the countenance of Felix was melancholy beyond +expression: he sighed frequently; and once his father paused in his +music, and I conjectured by his manner that he inquired the cause of his +son’s sorrow. Felix replied in a cheerful accent, and the old man was +recommencing his music, when some one tapped at the door. + +“It was a lady on horseback, accompanied by a countryman as a guide. The +lady was dressed in a dark suit, and covered with a thick black veil. +Agatha asked a question; to which the stranger only replied by +pronouncing, in a sweet accent, the name of Felix. Her voice was +musical, but unlike that of either of my friends. On hearing this word, +Felix came up hastily to the lady; who, when she saw him, threw up her +veil, and I beheld a countenance of angelic beauty and expression. Her +hair of a shining raven black, and curiously braided; her eyes were +dark, but gentle, although animated; her features of a regular +proportion, and her complexion wondrously fair, each cheek tinged with a +lovely pink. + +“Felix seemed ravished with delight when he saw her, every trait of +sorrow vanished from his face, and it instantly expressed a degree of +ecstatic joy, of which I could hardly have believed it capable; his eyes +sparkled, as his cheek flushed with pleasure; and at that moment I +thought him as beautiful as the stranger. She appeared affected by +different feelings; wiping a few tears from her lovely eyes, she held +out her hand to Felix, who kissed it rapturously, and called her, as +well as I could distinguish, his sweet Arabian. She did not appear to +understand him, but smiled. He assisted her to dismount, and, dismissing +her guide, conducted her into the cottage. Some conversation took place +between him and his father; and the young stranger knelt at the old +man’s feet, and would have kissed his hand, but he raised her, and +embraced her affectionately. + +“I soon perceived, that although the stranger uttered articulate sounds, +and appeared to have a language of her own, she was neither understood +by, or herself understood, the cottagers. They made many signs which I +did not comprehend; but I saw that her presence diffused gladness +through the cottage, dispelling their sorrow as the sun dissipates the +morning mists. Felix seemed peculiarly happy, and with smiles of delight +welcomed his Arabian. Agatha, the ever-gentle Agatha, kissed the hands +of the lovely stranger; and, pointing to her brother, made signs which +appeared to me to mean that he had been sorrowful until she came. Some +hours passed thus, while they, by their countenances, expressed joy, the +cause of which I did not comprehend. Presently I found, by the frequent +recurrence of one sound which the stranger repeated after them, that she +was endeavouring to learn their language; and the idea instantly +occurred to me, that I should make use of the same instructions to the +same end. The stranger learned about twenty words at the first lesson, +most of them indeed were those which I had before understood, but I +profited by the others. + +“As night came on, Agatha and the Arabian retired early. When they +separated, Felix kissed the hand of the stranger, and said, ‘Good night, +sweet Safie.’ He sat up much longer, conversing with his father; and, by +the frequent repetition of her name, I conjectured that their lovely +guest was the subject of their conversation. I ardently desired to +understand them, and bent every faculty towards that purpose, but found +it utterly impossible. + +“The next morning Felix went out to his work; and, after the usual +occupations of Agatha were finished, the Arabian sat at the feet of the +old man, and, taking his guitar, played some airs so entrancingly +beautiful, that they at once drew tears of sorrow and delight from my +eyes. She sang, and her voice flowed in a rich cadence, swelling or +dying away, like a nightingale of the woods. + +“When she had finished, she gave the guitar to Agatha, who at first +declined it. She played a simple air, and her voice accompanied it in +sweet accents, but unlike the wondrous strain of the stranger. The old +man appeared enraptured, and said some words, which Agatha endeavoured +to explain to Safie, and by which he appeared to wish to express that +she bestowed on him the greatest delight by her music. + +“The days now passed as peaceably as before, with the sole alteration, +that joy had taken place of sadness in the countenances of my friends. +Safie was always gay and happy; she and I improved rapidly in the +knowledge of language, so that in two months I began to comprehend most +of the words uttered by my protectors. + +“In the meanwhile also the black ground was covered with herbage, and +the green banks interspersed with innumerable flowers, sweet to the +scent and the eyes, stars of pale radiance among the moonlight woods; +the sun became warmer, the nights clear and balmy; and my nocturnal +rambles were an extreme pleasure to me, although they were considerably +shortened by the late setting and early rising of the sun; for I never +ventured abroad during daylight, fearful of meeting with the same +treatment as I had formerly endured in the first village which I +entered. + +“My days were spent in close attention, that I might more speedily +master the language; and I may boast that I improved more rapidly than +the Arabian, who understood very little, and conversed in broken +accents, whilst I comprehended and could imitate almost every word that +was spoken. + +“While I improved in speech, I also learned the science of letters, as it +was taught to the stranger; and this opened before me a wide field for +wonder and delight. + +“The book from which Felix instructed Safie was Volney’s _Ruins of +Empires_. I should not have understood the purport of this book, had not +Felix, in reading it, given very minute explanations. He had chosen this +work, he said, because the declamatory style was framed in imitation of +the eastern authors. Through this work I obtained a cursory knowledge of +history, and a view of the several empires at present existing in the +world; it gave me an insight into the manners, governments, and +religions of the different nations of the earth. I heard of the slothful +Asiatics; of the stupendous genius and mental activity of the Grecians; +of the wars and wonderful virtue of the early Romans—of their +subsequent degeneration—of the decline of that mighty empire; of +chivalry, Christianity, and kings. I heard of the discovery of the +American hemisphere, and wept with Safie over the hapless fate of its +original inhabitants. + +“These wonderful narrations inspired me with strange feelings. Was man, +indeed, at once so powerful, so virtuous, and magnificent, yet so +vicious and base? He appeared at one time a mere scion of the evil +principle, and at another as all that can be conceived of noble and +godlike. To be a great and virtuous man appeared the highest honour that +can befall a sensitive being; to be base and vicious, as many on record +have been, appeared the lowest degradation, a condition more abject than +that of the blind mole or harmless worm. For a long time I could not +conceive how one man could go forth to murder his fellow, or even why +there were laws and governments; but when I heard details of vice and +bloodshed, my wonder ceased, and I turned away with disgust and +loathing. + +“Every conversation of the cottagers now opened new wonders to me. While +I listened to the instructions which Felix bestowed upon the Arabian, +the strange system of human society was explained to me. I heard of the +division of property, of immense wealth and squalid poverty; of rank, +descent, and noble blood. + +“The words induced me to turn towards myself. I learned that the +possessions most esteemed by your fellow-creatures were, high and +unsullied descent united with riches. A man might be respected with only +one of these acquisitions; but without either he was considered, except +in very rare instances, as a vagabond and a slave, doomed to waste his +powers for the profit of the chosen few. And what was I? Of my creation +and creator I was absolutely ignorant; but I knew that I possessed no +money, no friends, no kind of property. I was, besides, endowed with a +figure hideously deformed and loathsome; I was not even of the same +nature as man. I was more agile than they, and could subsist upon +coarser diet; I bore the extremes of heat and cold with less injury to +my frame; my stature far exceeded their’s. When I looked around, I saw +and heard of none like me. Was I then a monster, a blot upon the earth, +from which all men fled, and whom all men disowned? + +“I cannot describe to you the agony that these reflections inflicted +upon me; I tried to dispel them, but sorrow only increased with +knowledge. Oh, that I had for ever remained in my native wood, nor known +or felt beyond the sensations of hunger, thirst, and heat! + +“Of what a strange nature is knowledge! It clings to the mind, when it +has once seized on it, like a lichen on the rock. I wished sometimes to +shake off all thought and feeling; but I learned that there was but one +means to overcome the sensation of pain, and that was death—a state +which I feared yet did not understand. I admired virtue and good +feelings, and loved the gentle manners and amiable qualities of my +cottagers; but I was shut out from intercourse with them, except through +means which I obtained by stealth, when I was unseen and unknown, and +which rather increased than satisfied the desire I had of becoming one +among my fellows. The gentle words of Agatha, and the animated smiles of +the charming Arabian, were not for me. The mild exhortations of the old +man, and the lively conversation of the loved Felix, were not for me. +Miserable, unhappy wretch! + +“Other lessons were impressed upon me even more deeply. I heard of the +difference of sexes; of the birth and growth of children; how the father +doated on the smiles of the infant, and the lively sallies of the older +child; how all the life and cares of the mother were wrapt up in the +precious charge; how the mind of youth expanded and gained knowledge; of +brother, sister, and all the various relationships which bind one human +being to another in mutual bonds. + +“But where were my friends and relations? No father had watched my +infant days, no mother had blessed me with smiles and caresses; or if +they had, all my past life was now a blot, a blind vacancy in which I +distinguished nothing. From my earliest remembrance I had been as I then +was in height and proportion. I had never yet seen a being resembling +me, or who claimed any intercourse with me. What was I? The question +again recurred, to be answered only with groans. + +“I will soon explain to what these feelings tended; but allow me now to +return to the cottagers, whose story excited in me such various feelings +of indignation, delight, and wonder, but which all terminated in +additional love and reverence for my protectors (for so I loved, in an +innocent, half painful self-deceit, to call them).” + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +“Some time elapsed before I learned the history of my friends. It was +one which could not fail to impress itself deeply on my mind, unfolding +as it did a number of circumstances each interesting and wonderful to +one so utterly inexperienced as I was. + +“The name of the old man was De Lacey. He was descended from a good +family in France, where he had lived for many years in affluence, +respected by his superiors, and beloved by his equals. His son was bred +in the service of his country; and Agatha had ranked with ladies of the +highest distinction. A few months before my arrival, they had lived in a +large and luxurious city, called Paris, surrounded by friends, and +possessed of every enjoyment which virtue, refinement of intellect, or +taste, accompanied by a moderate fortune, could afford. + +“The father of Safie had been the cause of their ruin. He was a Turkish +merchant, and had inhabited Paris for many years, when, for some reason +which I could not learn, he became obnoxious to the government. He was +seized and cast into prison the very day that Safie arrived from +Constantinople to join him. He was tried, and condemned to death. The +injustice of his sentence was very flagrant; all Paris was indignant; +and it was judged that his religion and wealth, rather than the crime +alleged against him, had been the cause of his condemnation. + +“Felix had been present at the trial; his horror and indignation were +uncontrollable, when he heard the decision of the court. He made, at +that moment, a solemn vow to deliver him, and then looked around for the +means. After many fruitless attempts to gain admittance to the prison, +he found a strongly grated window in an unguarded part of the building, +which lighted the dungeon of the unfortunate Mahometan; who, loaded with +chains, waited in despair the execution of the barbarous sentence. Felix +visited the grate at night, and made known to the prisoner his +intentions in his favour. The Turk, amazed and delighted, endeavoured to +kindle the zeal of his deliverer by promises of reward and wealth. Felix +rejected his offers with contempt; yet when he saw the lovely Safie, who +was allowed to visit her father, and who, by her gestures, expressed her +lively gratitude, the youth could not help owning to his own mind, that +the captive possessed a treasure which would fully reward his toil and +hazard. + +“The Turk quickly perceived the impression that his daughter had made on +the heart of Felix, and endeavoured to secure him more entirely in his +interests by the promise of her hand in marriage, so soon as he should +be conveyed to a place of safety. Felix was too delicate to accept this +offer; yet he looked forward to the probability of that event as to the +consummation of his happiness. + +“During the ensuing days, while the preparations were going forward for +the escape of the merchant, the zeal of Felix was warmed by several +letters that he received from this lovely girl, who found means to +express her thoughts in the language of her lover by the aid of an old +man, a servant of her father’s, who understood French. She thanked him +in the most ardent terms for his intended services towards her father; +and at the same time she gently deplored her own fate. + +“I have copies of these letters; for I found means, during my residence +in the hovel, to procure the implements of writing; and the letters were +often in the hands of Felix or Agatha. Before I depart, I will give them +to you, they will prove the truth of my tale; but at present, as the +sun is already far declined, I shall only have time to repeat the +substance of them to you. + +“Safie related, that her mother was a Christian Arab, seized and made a +slave by the Turks; recommended by her beauty, she had won the heart of +the father of Safie, who married her. The young girl spoke in high and +enthusiastic terms of her mother, who, born in freedom spurned the +bondage to which she was now reduced. She instructed her daughter in the +tenets of her religion, and taught her to aspire to higher powers of +intellect, and an independence of spirit, forbidden to the female +followers of Mahomet. This lady died; but her lessons were indelibly +impressed on the mind of Safie, who sickened at the prospect of again +returning to Asia, and the being immured within the walls of a harem, +allowed only to occupy herself with puerile amusements, ill suited to +the temper of her soul, now accustomed to grand ideas and a noble +emulation for virtue. The prospect of marrying a Christian, and +remaining in a country where women were allowed to take a rank in +society, was enchanting to her. + +“The day for the execution of the Turk was fixed; but, on the night +previous to it, he had quitted prison, and before morning was distant +many leagues from Paris. Felix had procured passports in the name of his +father, sister, and himself. He had previously communicated his plan to +the former, who aided the deceit by quitting his house, under the +pretence of a journey, and concealed himself, with his daughter, in an +obscure part of Paris. + +“Felix conducted the fugitives through France to Lyons, and across Mont +Cenis to Leghorn, where the merchant had decided to wait a favourable +opportunity of passing into some part of the Turkish dominions. + +“Safie resolved to remain with her father until the moment of his +departure, before which time the Turk renewed his promise that she +should be united to his deliverer; and Felix remained with them in +expectation of that event; and in the mean time he enjoyed the society +of the Arabian, who exhibited towards him the simplest and tenderest +affection. They conversed with one another through the means of an +interpreter, and sometimes with the interpretation of looks; and Safie +sang to him the divine airs of her native country. + +“The Turk allowed this intimacy to take place, and encouraged the hopes +of the youthful lovers, while in his heart he had formed far other +plans. He loathed the idea that his daughter should be united to a +Christian; but he feared the resentment of Felix if he should appear +lukewarm; for he knew that he was still in the power of his deliverer, +if he should choose to betray him to the Italian state which they +inhabited. He revolved a thousand plans by which he should be enabled to +prolong the deceit until it might be no longer necessary, and secretly +to take his daughter with him when he departed. His plans were greatly +facilitated by the news which arrived from Paris. + +“The government of France were greatly enraged at the escape of their +victim, and spared no pains to detect and punish his deliverer. The plot +of Felix was quickly discovered, and De Lacey and Agatha were thrown +into prison. The news reached Felix, and roused him from his dream of +pleasure. His blind and aged father, and his gentle sister, lay in a +noisome dungeon, while he enjoyed the free air, and the society of her +whom he loved. This idea was torture to him. He quickly arranged with +the Turk, that if the latter should find a favourable opportunity for +escape before Felix could return to Italy, Safie should remain as a +boarder at a convent at Leghorn; and then, quitting the lovely Arabian, +he hastened to Paris, and delivered himself up to the vengeance of the +law, hoping to free De Lacey and Agatha by this proceeding. + +“He did not succeed. They remained confined for five months before the +trial took place; the result of which deprived them of their fortune, +and condemned them to a perpetual exile from their native country. + +“They found a miserable asylum in the cottage in Germany, where I +discovered them. Felix soon learned that the treacherous Turk, for whom +he and his family endured such unheard-of oppression, on discovering +that his deliverer was thus reduced to poverty and impotence, became a +traitor to good feeling and honour, and had quitted Italy with his +daughter, insultingly sending Felix a pittance of money to aid him, as +he said, in some plan of future maintenance. + +“Such were the events that preyed on the heart of Felix, and rendered +him, when I first saw him, the most miserable of his family. He could +have endured poverty, and when this distress had been the meed of his +virtue, he would have gloried in it: but the ingratitude of the Turk, +and the loss of his beloved Safie, were misfortunes more bitter and +irreparable. The arrival of the Arabian now infused new life into his +soul. + +“When the news reached Leghorn, that Felix was deprived of his wealth +and rank, the merchant commanded his daughter to think no more of her +lover, but to prepare to return with him to her native country. The +generous nature of Safie was outraged by this command; she attempted to +expostulate with her father, but he left her angrily, reiterating his +tyrannical mandate. + +“A few days after, the Turk entered his daughter’s apartment, and told +her hastily, that he had reason to believe that his residence at Leghorn +had been divulged, and that he should speedily be delivered up to the +French government; he had, consequently, hired a vessel to convey him +to Constantinople, for which city he should sail in a few hours. He +intended to leave his daughter under the care of a confidential servant, +to follow at her leisure with the greater part of his property, which +had not yet arrived at Leghorn. + +“When alone, Safie resolved in her own mind the plan of conduct that it +would become her to pursue in this emergency. A residence in Turkey was +abhorrent to her; her religion and feelings were alike adverse to it. By +some papers of her father’s, which fell into her hands, she heard of the +exile of her lover, and learnt the name of the spot where he then +resided. She hesitated some time, but at length she formed her +determination. Taking with her some jewels that belonged to her, and a +small sum of money, she quitted Italy, with an attendant, a native of +Leghorn, but who understood the common language of Turkey, and departed +for Germany. + +“She arrived in safety at a town about twenty leagues from the cottage +of De Lacey, when her attendant fell dangerously ill. Safie nursed her +with the most devoted affection; but the poor girl died, and the Arabian +was left alone, unacquainted with the language of the country, and +utterly ignorant of the customs of the world. She fell, however, into +good hands. The Italian had mentioned the name of the spot for which +they were bound; and, after her death, the woman of the house in which +they had lived took care that Safie should arrive in safety at the +cottage of her lover.” + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +“Such was the history of my beloved cottagers. It impressed me deeply. I +learned, from the views of social life which it developed, to admire +their virtues, and to deprecate the vices of mankind. + +“As yet I looked upon crime as a distant evil; benevolence and +generosity were ever present before me, inciting within me a desire to +become an actor in the busy scene where so many admirable qualities were +called forth and displayed. But, in giving an account of the progress of +my intellect, I must not omit a circumstance which occurred in the +beginning of the month of August of the same year. + +“One night, during my accustomed visit to the neighbouring wood, where I +collected my own food, and brought home firing for my protectors, I +found on the ground a leathern portmanteau, containing several articles +of dress and some books. I eagerly seized the prize, and returned with +it to my hovel. Fortunately the books were written in the language the +elements of which I had acquired at the cottage; they consisted of +_Paradise Lost_, a volume of _Plutarch’s Lives_, and the _Sorrows of +Werter_. The possession of these treasures gave me extreme delight; I +now continually studied and exercised my mind upon these histories, +whilst my friends were employed in their ordinary occupations. + +“I can hardly describe to you the effect of these books. They produced +in me an infinity of new images and feelings, that sometimes raised me +to ecstacy, but more frequently sunk me into the lowest dejection. In +the _Sorrows of Werter_, besides the interest of its simple and +affecting story, so many opinions are canvassed, and so many lights +thrown upon what had hitherto been to me obscure subjects, that I found +in it a never-ending source of speculation and astonishment. The gentle +and domestic manners it described, combined with lofty sentiments and +feelings, which had for their object something out of self, accorded +well with my experience among my protectors, and with the wants which +were for ever alive in my own bosom. But I thought Werter himself a more +divine being than I had ever beheld or imagined; his character contained +no pretension, but it sunk deep. The disquisitions upon death and +suicide were calculated to fill me with wonder. I did not pretend to +enter into the merits of the case, yet I inclined towards the opinions +of the hero, whose extinction I wept, without precisely understanding +it. + +“As I read, however, I applied much personally to my own feelings and +condition. I found myself similar, yet at the same time strangely unlike +the beings concerning whom I read, and to whose conversation I was a +listener. I sympathized with, and partly understood them, but I was +unformed in mind; I was dependent on none, and related to none. ‘The +path of my departure was free;’ and there was none to lament my +annihilation. My person was hideous, and my stature gigantic: what did +this mean? Who was I? What was I? Whence did I come? What was my +destination? These questions continually recurred, but I was unable to +solve them. + +“The volume of _Plutarch’s Lives_ which I possessed, contained the +histories of the first founders of the ancient republics. This book had +a far different effect upon me from the _Sorrows of Werter_. I learned +from Werter’s imaginations despondency and gloom: but Plutarch taught me +high thoughts; he elevated me above the wretched sphere of my own +reflections, to admire and love the heroes of past ages. Many things I +read surpassed my understanding and experience. I had a very confused +knowledge of kingdoms, wide extents of country, mighty rivers, and +boundless seas. But I was perfectly unacquainted with towns, and large +assemblages of men. The cottage of my protectors had been the only +school in which I had studied human nature; but this book developed new +and mightier scenes of action. I read of men concerned in public affairs +governing or massacring their species. I felt the greatest ardour for +virtue rise within me, and abhorrence for vice, as far as I understood +the signification of those terms, relative as they were, as I applied +them, to pleasure and pain alone. Induced by these feelings, I was of +course led to admire peaceable law-givers, Numa, Solon, and Lycurgus, +in preference to Romulus and Theseus. The patriarchal lives of my +protectors caused these impressions to take a firm hold on my mind; +perhaps, if my first introduction to humanity had been made by a young +soldier, burning for glory and slaughter, I should have been imbued with +different sensations. + +“But _Paradise Lost_ excited different and far deeper emotions. I read +it, as I had read the other volumes which had fallen into my hands, as a +true history. It moved every feeling of wonder and awe, that the picture +of an omnipotent God warring with his creatures was capable of exciting. +I often referred the several situations, as their similarity struck me, +to my own. Like Adam, I was created apparently united by no link to any +other being in existence; but his state was far different from mine in +every other respect. He had come forth from the hands of God a perfect +creature, happy and prosperous, guarded by the especial care of his +Creator; he was allowed to converse with, and acquire knowledge from +beings of a superior nature: but I was wretched, helpless, and alone. +Many times I considered Satan as the fitter emblem of my condition; for +often, like him, when I viewed the bliss of my protectors, the bitter +gall of envy rose within me. + +“Another circumstance strengthened and confirmed these feelings. Soon +after my arrival in the hovel, I discovered some papers in the pocket of +the dress which I had taken from your laboratory. At first I had +neglected them; but now that I was able to decypher the characters in +which they were written, I began to study them with diligence. It was +your journal of the four months that preceded my creation. You minutely +described in these papers every step you took in the progress of your +work; this history was mingled with accounts of domestic occurrences. +You, doubtless, recollect these papers. Here they are. Every thing is +related in them which bears reference to my accursed origin; the whole +detail of that series of disgusting circumstances which produced it is +set in view; the minutest description of my odious and loathsome person +is given, in language which painted your own horrors, and rendered mine +ineffaceable. I sickened as I read. ‘Hateful day when I received life!’ +I exclaimed in agony. ‘Cursed creator! Why did you form a monster so +hideous that even you turned from me in disgust? God in pity made man +beautiful and alluring, after his own image; but my form is a filthy +type of your’s, more horrid from its very resemblance. Satan had his +companions, fellow-devils, to admire and encourage him; but I am +solitary and detested.’ + +“These were the reflections of my hours of despondency and solitude; but +when I contemplated the virtues of the cottagers, their amiable and +benevolent dispositions, I persuaded myself that when they should become +acquainted with my admiration of their virtues, they would compassionate +me, and overlook my personal deformity. Could they turn from their door +one, however monstrous, who solicited their compassion and friendship? +I resolved, at least, not to despair, but in every way to fit myself for +an interview with them which would decide my fate. I postponed this +attempt for some months longer; for the importance attached to its +success inspired me with a dread lest I should fail. Besides, I found +that my understanding improved so much with every day’s experience, that +I was unwilling to commence this undertaking until a few more months +should have added to my wisdom. + +“Several changes, in the mean time, took place in the cottage. The +presence of Safie diffused happiness among its inhabitants; and I also +found that a greater degree of plenty reigned there. Felix and Agatha +spent more time in amusement and conversation, and were assisted in +their labours by servants. They did not appear rich, but they were +contented and happy; their feelings were serene and peaceful, while mine +became every day more tumultuous. Increase of knowledge only discovered +to me more clearly what a wretched outcast I was. I cherished hope, it +is true; but it vanished, when I beheld my person reflected in water, or +my shadow in the moon-shine, even as that frail image and that +inconstant shade. + +“I endeavoured to crush these fears, and to fortify myself for the trial +which in a few months I resolved to undergo; and sometimes I allowed my +thoughts, unchecked by reason, to ramble in the fields of Paradise, and +dared to fancy amiable and lovely creatures sympathizing with my +feelings and cheering my gloom; their angelic countenances breathed +smiles of consolation. But it was all a dream: no Eve soothed my +sorrows, or shared my thoughts; I was alone. I remembered Adam’s +supplication to his Creator; but where was mine? he had abandoned me, +and, in the bitterness of my heart, I cursed him. + +“Autumn passed thus. I saw, with surprise and grief, the leaves decay +and fall, and nature again assume the barren and bleak appearance it had +worn when I first beheld the woods and the lovely moon. Yet I did not +heed the bleakness of the weather; I was better fitted by my +conformation for the endurance of cold than heat. But my chief delights +were the sight of the flowers, the birds, and all the gay apparel of +summer; when those deserted me, I turned with more attention towards the +cottagers. Their happiness was not decreased by the absence of summer. +They loved, and sympathized with one another; and their joys, depending +on each other, were not interrupted by the casualties that took place +around them. The more I saw of them, the greater became my desire to +claim their protection and kindness; my heart yearned to be known and +loved by these amiable creatures: to see their sweet looks turned +towards me with affection, was the utmost limit of my ambition. I dared +not think that they would turn them from me with disdain and horror. The +poor that stopped at their door were never driven away. I asked, it is +true, for greater treasures than a little food or rest; I required +kindness and sympathy; but I did not believe myself utterly unworthy of +it. + +“The winter advanced, and an entire revolution of the seasons had taken +place since I awoke into life. My attention, at this time, was solely +directed towards my plan of introducing myself into the cottage of my +protectors. I revolved many projects; but that on which I finally fixed +was, to enter the dwelling when the blind old man should be alone. I had +sagacity enough to discover, that the unnatural hideousness of my person +was the chief object of horror with those who had formerly beheld me. My +voice, although harsh, had nothing terrible in it; I thought, therefore, +that if, in the absence of his children, I could gain the good-will and +mediation of the old De Lacy, I might, by his means, be tolerated by my +younger protectors. + +“One day, when the sun shone on the red leaves that strewed the ground, +and diffused cheerfulness, although it denied warmth, Safie, Agatha, and +Felix, departed on a long country walk, and the old man, at his own +desire, was left alone in the cottage. When his children had departed, +he took up his guitar, and played several mournful, but sweet airs, more +sweet and mournful than I had ever heard him play before. At first his +countenance was illuminated with pleasure, but, as he continued, +thoughtfulness and sadness succeeded; at length, laying aside the +instrument, he sat absorbed in reflection. + +“My heart beat quick; this was the hour and moment of trial, which +would decide my hopes, or realize my fears. The servants were gone to a +neighbouring fair. All was silent in and around the cottage: it was an +excellent opportunity; yet, when I proceeded to execute my plan, my +limbs failed me, and I sunk to the ground. Again I rose; and, exerting +all the firmness of which I was master, removed the planks which I had +placed before my hovel to conceal my retreat. The fresh air revived me, +and, with renewed determination, I approached the door of their cottage. + +“I knocked. ‘Who is there?’ said the old man—‘Come in.’ + +“I entered; ‘Pardon this intrusion,’ said I, ‘I am a traveller in want +of a little rest; you would greatly oblige me, if you would allow me to +remain a few minutes before the fire.’ + +“‘Enter,’ said De Lacy; ‘and I will try in what manner I can relieve +your wants; but, unfortunately, my children are from home, and, as I am +blind, I am afraid I shall find it difficult to procure food for you.’ + +“‘Do not trouble yourself, my kind host, I have food; it is warmth and +rest only that I need.’ + +“I sat down, and a silence ensued. I knew that every minute was precious +to me, yet I remained irresolute in what manner to commence the +interview; when the old man addressed me— + +“‘By your language, stranger, I suppose you are my countryman;—are you +French?’ + +“‘No; but I was educated by a French family, and understand that +language only. I am now going to claim the protection of some friends, +whom I sincerely love, and of whose favour I have some hopes.’ + +“‘Are these Germans?’ + +“‘No, they are French. But let us change the subject. I am an +unfortunate and deserted creature; I look around, and I have no relation +or friend upon earth. These amiable people to whom I go have never seen +me, and know little of me. I am full of fears; for if I fail there, I am +an outcast in the world for ever.’ + +“‘Do not despair. To be friendless is indeed to be unfortunate; but the +hearts of men, when unprejudiced by any obvious self-interest, are full +of brotherly love and charity. Rely, therefore, on your hopes; and if +these friends are good and amiable, do not despair.’ + +“‘They are kind—they are the most excellent creatures in the world; +but, unfortunately, they are prejudiced against me. I have good +dispositions; my life has been hitherto harmless, and, in some degree, +beneficial; but a fatal prejudice clouds their eyes, and where they +ought to see a feeling and kind friend, they behold only a detestable +monster.’ + +“‘That is indeed unfortunate; but if you are really blameless, cannot +you undeceive them?’ + +“‘I am about to undertake that task; and it is on that account that I +feel so many overwhelming terrors. I tenderly love these friends; I +have, unknown to them, been for many months in the habits of daily +kindness towards them; but they believe that I wish to injure them, and +it is that prejudice which I wish to overcome.’ + +“‘Where do these friends reside?’ + +“‘Near this spot.’ + +“The old man paused, and then continued, ‘If you will unreservedly +confide to me the particulars of your tale, I perhaps may be of use in +undeceiving them. I am blind, and cannot judge of your countenance, but +there is something in your words which persuades me that you are +sincere. I am poor, and an exile; but it will afford me true pleasure to +be in any way serviceable to a human creature.’ + +“‘Excellent man! I thank you, and accept your generous offer. You raise +me from the dust by this kindness; and I trust that, by your aid, I +shall not be driven from the society and sympathy of your +fellow-creatures.’ + +“‘Heaven forbid! even if you were really criminal; for that can only +drive you to desperation, and not instigate you to virtue. I also am +unfortunate; I and my family have been condemned, although innocent: +judge, therefore, if I do not feel for your misfortunes.’ + +“‘How can I thank you, my best and only benefactor? from your lips first +have I heard the voice of kindness directed towards me; I shall be for +ever grateful; and your present humanity assures me of success with +those friends whom I am on the point of meeting.’ + +“‘May I know the names and residence of those friends?’ + +“I paused. This, I thought, was the moment of decision, which was to rob +me of, or bestow happiness on me for ever. I struggled vainly for +firmness sufficient to answer him, but the effort destroyed all my +remaining strength; I sank on the chair, and sobbed aloud. At that +moment I heard the steps of my younger protectors. I had not a moment to +lose; but, seizing the hand of the old man, I cried, ‘Now is the +time!—save and protect me! You and your family are the friends whom I +seek. Do not you desert me in the hour of trial!’ + +“‘Great God!’ exclaimed the old man, ‘who are you?’ + +“At that instant the cottage door was opened, and Felix, Safie, and +Agatha entered. Who can describe their horror and consternation on +beholding me? Agatha fainted; and Safie, unable to attend to her friend, +rushed out of the cottage. Felix darted forward, and with supernatural +force tore me from his father, to whose knees I clung: in a transport of +fury, he dashed me to the ground, and struck me violently with a stick. +I could have torn him limb from limb, as the lion rends the antelope. +But my heart sunk within me as with bitter sickness, and I refrained. I +saw him on the point of repeating his blow, when, overcome by pain and +anguish, I quitted the cottage, and in the general tumult escaped +unperceived to my hovel.” + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +“Cursed, cursed creator! Why did I live? Why, in that instant, did I not +extinguish the spark of existence which you had so wantonly bestowed? I +know not; despair had not yet taken possession of me; my feelings were +those of rage and revenge. I could with pleasure have destroyed the +cottage and its inhabitants, and have glutted myself with their shrieks +and misery. + +“When night came, I quitted my retreat, and wandered in the wood; and +now, no longer restrained by the fear of discovery, I gave vent to my +anguish in fearful howlings. I was like a wild beast that had broken the +toils; destroying the objects that obstructed me, and ranging through +the wood with a stag-like swiftness. Oh! what a miserable night I +passed! the cold stars shone in mockery, and the bare trees waved their +branches above me: now and then the sweet voice of a bird burst forth +amidst the universal stillness. All, save I, were at rest or in +enjoyment: I, like the arch fiend, bore a hell within me; and, finding +myself unsympathized with, wished to tear up the trees, spread havoc and +destruction around me, and then to have sat down and enjoyed the ruin. + +“But this was a luxury of sensation that could not endure; I became +fatigued with excess of bodily exertion, and sank on the damp grass in +the sick impotence of despair. There was none among the myriads of men +that existed who would pity or assist me; and should I feel kindness +towards my enemies? No: from that moment I declared everlasting war +against the species, and, more than all, against him who had formed me, +and sent me forth to this insupportable misery. + +“The sun rose; I heard the voices of men, and knew that it was +impossible to return to my retreat during that day. Accordingly I hid +myself in some thick underwood, determining to devote the ensuing hours +to reflection on my situation. + +“The pleasant sunshine, and the pure air of day, restored me to some +degree of tranquillity; and when I considered what had passed at the +cottage, I could not help believing that I had been too hasty in my +conclusions. I had certainly acted imprudently. It was apparent that my +conversation had interested the father in my behalf, and I was a fool in +having exposed my person to the horror of his children. I ought to have +familiarized the old De Lacy to me, and by degrees have discovered +myself to the rest of his family, when they should have been prepared +for my approach. But I did not believe my errors to be irretrievable; +and, after much consideration, I resolved to return to the cottage, seek +the old man, and by my representations win him to my party. + +“These thoughts calmed me, and in the afternoon I sank into a profound +sleep; but the fever of my blood did not allow me to be visited by +peaceful dreams. The horrible scene of the preceding day was for ever +acting before my eyes; the females were flying, and the enraged Felix +tearing me from his father’s feet. I awoke exhausted; and, finding that +it was already night, I crept forth from my hiding-place, and went in +search of food. + +“When my hunger was appeased, I directed my steps towards the well-known +path that conducted to the cottage. All there was at peace. I crept into +my hovel, and remained in silent expectation of the accustomed hour when +the family arose. That hour past, the sun mounted high in the heavens, +but the cottagers did not appear. I trembled violently, apprehending +some dreadful misfortune. The inside of the cottage was dark, and I +heard no motion; I cannot describe the agony of this suspence. + +“Presently two countrymen passed by; but, pausing near the cottage, they +entered into conversation, using violent gesticulations; but I did not +understand what they said, as they spoke the language of the country, +which differed from that of my protectors. Soon after, however, Felix +approached with another man: I was surprised, as I knew that he had not +quitted the cottage that morning, and waited anxiously to discover, from +his discourse, the meaning of these unusual appearances. + +“‘Do you consider,’ said his companion to him, ‘that you will be obliged +to pay three months’ rent, and to lose the produce of your garden? I do +not wish to take any unfair advantage, and I beg therefore that you will +take some days to consider of your determination.’ + +“‘It is utterly useless,’ replied Felix, ‘we can never again inhabit +your cottage. The life of my father is in the greatest danger, owing to +the dreadful circumstance that I have related. My wife and my sister +will never recover their horror. I entreat you not to reason with me any +more. Take possession of your tenement, and let me fly from this place.’ + +“Felix trembled violently as he said this. He and his companion entered +the cottage, in which they remained for a few minutes, and then +departed. I never saw any of the family of De Lacy more. + +“I continued for the remainder of the day in my hovel in a state of +utter and stupid despair. My protectors had departed, and had broken the +only link that held me to the world. For the first time the feelings of +revenge and hatred filled my bosom, and I did not strive to controul +them; but, allowing myself to be borne away by the stream, I bent my +mind towards injury and death. When I thought of my friends, of the mild +voice of De Lacy, the gentle eyes of Agatha, and the exquisite beauty of +the Arabian, these thoughts vanished, and a gush of tears somewhat +soothed me. But again, when I reflected that they had spurned and +deserted me, anger returned, a rage of anger; and, unable to injure any +thing human, I turned my fury towards inanimate objects. As night +advanced, I placed a variety of combustibles around the cottage; and, +after having destroyed every vestige of cultivation in the garden, I +waited with forced impatience until the moon had sunk to commence my +operations. + +“As the night advanced, a fierce wind arose from the woods, and quickly +dispersed the clouds that had loitered in the heavens: the blast tore +along like a mighty avalanche, and produced a kind of insanity in my +spirits, that burst all bounds of reason and reflection. I lighted the +dry branch of a tree, and danced with fury around the devoted cottage, +my eyes still fixed on the western horizon, the edge of which the moon +nearly touched. A part of its orb was at length hid, and I waved my +brand; it sunk, and, with a loud scream, I fired the straw, and heath, +and bushes, which I had collected. The wind fanned the fire, and the +cottage was quickly enveloped by the flames, which clung to it, and +licked it with their forked and destroying tongues. + +“As soon as I was convinced that no assistance could save any part of +the habitation, I quitted the scene, and sought for refuge in the woods. + +“And now, with the world before me, whither should I bend my steps? I +resolved to fly far from the scene of my misfortunes; but to me, hated +and despised, every country must be equally horrible. At length the +thought of you crossed my mind. I learned from your papers that you were +my father, my creator; and to whom could I apply with more fitness than +to him who had given me life? Among the lessons that Felix had bestowed +upon Safie geography had not been omitted: I had learned from these the +relative situations of the different countries of the earth. You had +mentioned Geneva as the name of your native town; and towards this place +I resolved to proceed. + +“But how was I to direct myself? I knew that I must travel in a +south-westerly direction to reach my destination; but the sun was my +only guide. I did not know the names of the towns that I was to pass +through, nor could I ask information from a single human being; but I +did not despair. From you only could I hope for succour, although +towards you I felt no sentiment but that of hatred. Unfeeling, heartless +creator! you had endowed me with perceptions and passions, and then cast +me abroad an object for the scorn and horror of mankind. But on you only +had I any claim for pity and redress, and from you I determined to seek +that justice which I vainly attempted to gain from any other being that +wore the human form. + +“My travels were long, and the sufferings I endured intense. It was late +in autumn when I quitted the district where I had so long resided. I +travelled only at night, fearful of encountering the visage of a human +being. Nature decayed around me, and the sun became heatless; rain and +snow poured around me; mighty rivers were frozen; the surface of the +earth was hard, and chill, and bare, and I found no shelter. Oh, earth! +how often did I imprecate curses on the cause of my being! The mildness +of my nature had fled, and all within me was turned to gall and +bitterness. The nearer I approached to your habitation, the more deeply +did I feel the spirit of revenge enkindled in my heart. Snow fell, and +the waters were hardened, but I rested not. A few incidents now and then +directed me, and I possessed a map of the country; but I often wandered +wide from my path. The agony of my feelings allowed me no respite: no +incident occurred from which my rage and misery could not extract its +food; but a circumstance that happened when I arrived on the confines of +Switzerland, when the sun had recovered its warmth, and the earth again +began to look green, confirmed in an especial manner the bitterness and +horror of my feelings. + +“I generally rested during the day, and travelled only when I was +secured by night from the view of man. One morning, however, finding +that my path lay through a deep wood, I ventured to continue my journey +after the sun had risen; the day, which was one of the first of spring, +cheered even me by the loveliness of its sunshine and the balminess of +the air. I felt emotions of gentleness and pleasure, that had long +appeared dead, revive within me. Half surprised by the novelty of these +sensations, I allowed myself to be borne away by them; and, forgetting +my solitude and deformity, dared to be happy. Soft tears again bedewed +my cheeks, and I even raised my humid eyes with thankfulness towards the +blessed sun which bestowed such joy upon me. + +“I continued to wind among the paths of the wood, until I came to its +boundary, which was skirted by a deep and rapid river, into which many +of the trees bent their branches, now budding with the fresh spring. +Here I paused, not exactly knowing what path to pursue, when I heard the +sound of voices, that induced me to conceal myself under the shade of a +cypress. I was scarcely hid, when a young girl came running towards the +spot where I was concealed, laughing as if she ran from some one in +sport. She continued her course along the precipitous sides of the +river, when suddenly her foot slipt, and she fell into the rapid stream. +I rushed from my hiding-place, and, with extreme labour from the force +of the current, saved her, and dragged her to shore. She was senseless; +and I endeavoured, by every means in my power, to restore animation, +when I was suddenly interrupted by the approach of a rustic, who was +probably the person from whom she had playfully fled. On seeing me, he +darted towards me, and, tearing the girl from my arms, hastened towards +the deeper parts of the wood. I followed speedily, I hardly knew why; +but when the man saw me draw near, he aimed a gun, which he carried, at +my body, and fired. I sunk to the ground, and my injurer, with increased +swiftness, escaped into the wood. + +“This was then the reward of my benevolence! I had saved a human being +from destruction, and, as a recompense, I now writhed under the +miserable pain of a wound, which shattered the flesh and bone. The +feelings of kindness and gentleness, which I had entertained but a few +moments before, gave place to hellish rage and gnashing of teeth. +Inflamed by pain, I vowed eternal hatred and vengeance to all mankind. +But the agony of my wound overcame me; my pulses paused, and I fainted. + +“For some weeks I led a miserable life in the woods, endeavouring to +cure the wound which I had received. The ball had entered my shoulder, +and I knew not whether it had remained there or passed through; at any +rate I had no means of extracting it. My sufferings were augmented also +by the oppressive sense of the injustice and ingratitude of their +infliction. My daily vows rose for revenge—a deep and deadly revenge, +such as would alone compensate for the outrages and anguish I had +endured. + +“After some weeks my wound healed, and I continued my journey. The +labours I endured were no longer to be alleviated by the bright sun or +gentle breezes of spring; all joy was but a mockery, which insulted my +desolate state, and made me feel more painfully that I was not made for +the enjoyment of pleasure. + +“But my toils now drew near a close; and, two months from this time, I +reached the environs of Geneva. + +“It was evening when I arrived, and I retired to a hiding-place among +the fields that surround it, to meditate in what manner I should apply +to you. I was oppressed by fatigue and hunger, and far too unhappy to +enjoy the gentle breezes of evening, or the prospect of the sun setting +behind the stupendous mountains of Jura. + +“At this time a slight sleep relieved me from the pain of reflection, +which was disturbed by the approach of a beautiful child, who came +running into the recess I had chosen with all the sportiveness of +infancy. Suddenly, as I gazed on him, an idea seized me, that this +little creature was unprejudiced, and had lived too short a time to have +imbibed a horror of deformity. If, therefore, I could seize him, and +educate him as my companion and friend, I should not be so desolate in +this peopled earth. + +“Urged by this impulse, I seized on the boy as he passed, and drew him +towards me. As soon as he beheld my form, he placed his hands before his +eyes, and uttered a shrill scream: I drew his hand forcibly from his +face, and said, ‘Child, what is the meaning of this? I do not intend to +hurt you; listen to me.’ + +“He struggled violently; ‘Let me go,’ he cried; ‘monster! ugly wretch! +you wish to eat me, and tear me to pieces—You are an ogre—Let me go, +or I will tell my papa.’ + +“‘Boy, you will never see your father again; you must come with me.’ + +“‘Hideous monster! let me go; My papa is a Syndic—he is M. +Frankenstein—he would punish you. You dare not keep me.’ + +“‘Frankenstein! you belong then to my enemy—to him towards whom I have +sworn eternal revenge; you shall be my first victim.’ + +“The child still struggled, and loaded me with epithets which carried +despair to my heart: I grasped his throat to silence him, and in a +moment he lay dead at my feet. + +“I gazed on my victim, and my heart swelled with exultation and hellish +triumph: clapping my hands, I exclaimed, ‘I, too, can create desolation; +my enemy is not impregnable; this death will carry despair to him, and a +thousand other miseries shall torment and destroy him.’ + +“As I fixed my eyes on the child, I saw something glittering on his +breast. I took it; it was a portrait of a most lovely woman. In spite of +my malignity, it softened and attracted me. For a few moments I gazed +with delight on her dark eyes, fringed by deep lashes, and her lovely +lips; but presently my rage returned: I remembered that I was for ever +deprived of the delights that such beautiful creatures could bestow; and +that she whose resemblance I contemplated would, in regarding me, have +changed that air of divine benignity to one expressive of disgust and +affright. + +“Can you wonder that such thoughts transported me with rage? I only +wonder that at that moment, instead of venting my sensations in +exclamations and agony, I did not rush among mankind, and perish in the +attempt to destroy them. + +“While I was overcome by these feelings, I left the spot where I had +committed the murder, and was seeking a more secluded hiding-place, when +I perceived a woman passing near me. She was young, not indeed so +beautiful as her whose portrait I held, but of an agreeable aspect, and +blooming in the loveliness of youth and health. Here, I thought, is one +of those whose smiles are bestowed on all but me; she shall not escape: +thanks to the lessons of Felix, and the sanguinary laws of man, I have +learned how to work mischief. I approached her unperceived, and placed +the portrait securely in one of the folds of her dress. + +“For some days I haunted the spot where these scenes had taken place; +sometimes wishing to see you, sometimes resolved to quit the world and +its miseries for ever. At length I wandered towards these mountains, and +have ranged through their immense recesses, consumed by a burning +passion which you alone can gratify. We may not part until you have +promised to comply with my requisition. I am alone, and miserable; man +will not associate with me; but one as deformed and horrible as myself +would not deny herself to me. My companion must be of the same species, +and have the same defects. This being you must create.” + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +The being finished speaking, and fixed his looks upon me in expectation +of a reply. But I was bewildered, perplexed, and unable to arrange my +ideas sufficiently to understand the full extent of his proposition. He +continued— + +“You must create a female for me, with whom I can live in the +interchange of those sympathies necessary for my being. This you alone +can do; and I demand it of you as a right which you must not refuse.” + +The latter part of his tale had kindled anew in me the anger that had +died away while he narrated his peaceful life among the cottagers, and, +as he said this, I could no longer suppress the rage that burned within +me. + +“I do refuse it,” I replied; “and no torture shall ever extort a consent +from me. You may render me the most miserable of men, but you shall +never make me base in my own eyes. Shall I create another like yourself, +whose joint wickedness might desolate the world. Begone! I have answered +you; you may torture me, but I will never consent.” + +“You are in the wrong,” replied the fiend; “and, instead of threatening, +I am content to reason with you. I am malicious because I am miserable; +am I not shunned and hated by all mankind? You, my creator, would tear +me to pieces, and triumph; remember that, and tell me why I should pity +man more than he pities me? You would not call it murder, if you could +precipitate me into one of those ice-rifts, and destroy my frame, the +work of your own hands. Shall I respect man, when he contemns me? Let +him live with me in the interchange of kindness, and, instead of injury, +I would bestow every benefit upon him with tears of gratitude at his +acceptance. But that cannot be; the human senses are insurmountable +barriers to our union. Yet mine shall not be the submission of abject +slavery. I will revenge my injuries: if I cannot inspire love, I will +cause fear; and chiefly towards you my arch-enemy, because my creator, +do I swear inextinguishable hatred. Have a care: I will work at your +destruction, nor finish until I desolate your heart, so that you curse +the hour of your birth.” + +A fiendish rage animated him as he said this; his face was wrinkled into +contortions too horrible for human eyes to behold; but presently he +calmed himself, and proceeded— + +“I intended to reason. This passion is detrimental to me; for you do not +reflect that you are the cause of its excess. If any being felt emotions +of benevolence towards me, I should return them an hundred and an +hundred fold; for that one creature’s sake, I would make peace with the +whole kind! But I now indulge in dreams of bliss that cannot be +realized. What I ask of you is reasonable and moderate; I demand a +creature of another sex, but as hideous as myself: the gratification is +small, but it is all that I can receive, and it shall content me. It is +true, we shall be monsters, cut off from all the world; but on that +account we shall be more attached to one another. Our lives will not be +happy, but they will be harmless, and free from the misery I now feel. +Oh! my creator, make me happy; let me feel gratitude towards you for one +benefit! Let me see that I excite the sympathy of some existing thing; +do not deny me my request!” + +I was moved. I shuddered when I thought of the possible consequences of +my consent; but I felt that there was some justice in his argument. His +tale, and the feelings he now expressed, proved him to be a creature of +fine sensations; and did I not, as his maker, owe him all the portion of +happiness that it was in my power to bestow? He saw my change of +feeling, and continued— + +“If you consent, neither you nor any other human being shall ever see us +again: I will go to the vast wilds of South America. My food is not that +of man; I do not destroy the lamb and the kid, to glut my appetite; +acorns and berries afford me sufficient nourishment. My companion will +be of the same nature as myself, and will be content with the same fare. +We shall make our bed of dried leaves; the sun will shine on us as on +man, and will ripen our food. The picture I present to you is peaceful +and human, and you must feel that you could deny it only in the +wantonness of power and cruelty. Pitiless as you have been towards me, I +now see compassion in your eyes: let me seize the favourable moment, and +persuade you to promise what I so ardently desire.” + +“You propose,” replied I, “to fly from the habitations of man, to dwell +in those wilds where the beasts of the field will be your only +companions. How can you, who long for the love and sympathy of man, +persevere in this exile? You will return, and again seek their kindness, +and you will meet with their detestation; your evil passions will be +renewed, and you will then have a companion to aid you in the task of +destruction. This may not be; cease to argue the point, for I cannot +consent.” + +“How inconstant are your feelings! but a moment ago you were moved by my +representations, and why do you again harden yourself to my complaints? +I swear to you, by the earth which I inhabit, and by you that made me, +that, with the companion you bestow, I will quit the neighbourhood of +man, and dwell, as it may chance, in the most savage of places. My evil +passions will have fled, for I shall meet with sympathy; my life will +flow quietly away, and, in my dying moments, I shall not curse my +maker.” + +His words had a strange effect upon me. I compassionated him, and +sometimes felt a wish to console him; but when I looked upon him, when I +saw the filthy mass that moved and talked, my heart sickened, and my +feelings were altered to those of horror and hatred. I tried to stifle +these sensations; I thought, that as I could not sympathize with him, I +had no right to withhold from him the small portion of happiness which +was yet in my power to bestow. + +“You swear,” I said, “to be harmless; but have you not already shewn a +degree of malice that should reasonably make me distrust you? May not +even this be a feint that will increase your triumph by affording a +wider scope for your revenge?” + +“How is this? I thought I had moved your compassion, and yet you still +refuse to bestow on me the only benefit that can soften my heart, and +render me harmless. If I have no ties and no affections, hatred and vice +must be my portion; the love of another will destroy the cause of my +crimes, and I shall become a thing, of whose existence every one will be +ignorant. My vices are the children of a forced solitude that I abhor; +and my virtues will necessarily arise when I live in communion with an +equal. I shall feel the affections of a sensitive being, and become +linked to the chain of existence and events, from which I am now +excluded.” + +I paused some time to reflect on all he had related, and the various +arguments which he had employed. I thought of the promise of virtues +which he had displayed on the opening of his existence, and the +subsequent blight of all kindly feeling by the loathing and scorn which +his protectors had manifested towards him. His power and threats were +not omitted in my calculations: a creature who could exist in the ice +caves of the glaciers, and hide himself from pursuit among the ridges of +inaccessible precipices, was a being possessing faculties it would be +vain to cope with. After a long pause of reflection, I concluded, that +the justice due both to him and my fellow-creatures demanded of me that +I should comply with his request. Turning to him, therefore, I said— + +“I consent to your demand, on your solemn oath to quit Europe for ever, +and every other place in the neighbourhood of man, as soon as I shall +deliver into your hands a female who will accompany you in your exile.” + +“I swear,” he cried, “by the sun, and by the blue sky of heaven, that if +you grant my prayer, while they exist you shall never behold me again. +Depart to your home, and commence your labours: I shall watch their +progress with unutterable anxiety; and fear not but that when you are +ready I shall appear.” + +Saying this, he suddenly quitted me, fearful, perhaps, of any change in +my sentiments. I saw him descend the mountain with greater speed than +the flight of an eagle, and quickly lost him among the undulations of +the sea of ice. + +His tale had occupied the whole day; and the sun was upon the verge of +the horizon when he departed. I knew that I ought to hasten my descent +towards the valley, as I should soon be encompassed in darkness; but my +heart was heavy, and my steps slow. The labour of winding among the +little paths of the mountains, and fixing my feet firmly as I advanced, +perplexed me, occupied as I was by the emotions which the occurrences of +the day had produced. Night was far advanced, when I came to the +half-way resting-place, and seated myself beside the fountain. The stars +shone at intervals, as the clouds passed from over them; the dark pines +rose before me, and every here and there a broken tree lay on the +ground: it was a scene of wonderful solemnity, and stirred strange +thoughts within me. I wept bitterly; and, clasping my hands in agony, I +exclaimed, “Oh! stars, and clouds, and winds, ye are all about to mock +me: if ye really pity me, crush sensation and memory; let me become as +nought; but if not, depart, depart and leave me in darkness.” + +These were wild and miserable thoughts; but I cannot describe to you how +the eternal twinkling of the stars weighed upon me, and how I listened +to every blast of wind, as if it were a dull ugly siroc on its way to +consume me. + +Morning dawned before I arrived at the village of Chamounix; but my +presence, so haggard and strange, hardly calmed the fears of my family, +who had waited the whole night in anxious expectation of my return. + +The following day we returned to Geneva. The intention of my father in +coming had been to divert my mind, and to restore me to my lost +tranquillity; but the medicine had been fatal. And, unable to account +for the excess of misery I appeared to suffer, he hastened to return +home, hoping the quiet and monotony of a domestic life would by degrees +alleviate my sufferings from whatsoever cause they might spring. + +For myself, I was passive in all their arrangements; and the gentle +affection of my beloved Elizabeth was inadequate to draw me from the +depth of my despair. The promise I had made to the dæmon weighed upon my +mind, like Dante’s iron cowl on the heads of the hellish hypocrites. All +pleasures of earth and sky passed before me like a dream, and that +thought only had to me the reality of life. Can you wonder, that +sometimes a kind of insanity possessed me, or that I saw continually +about me a multitude of filthy animals inflicting on me incessant +torture, that often extorted screams and bitter groans? + +By degrees, however, these feelings became calmed. I entered again into +the every-day scene of life, if not with interest, at least with some +degree of tranquillity. + + +END OF VOL. II. + + + + +FRANKENSTEIN; + +OR, + +THE MODERN PROMETHEUS. + + + IN THREE VOLUMES. + VOL. III. + + London: + + _PRINTED FOR_ + LACKINGTON, HUGHES, HARDING, MAVOR, & JONES, + FINSBURY SQUARE. + + 1818. + + * * * * * + + Did I request thee, Maker, from my clay + To mould me man? Did I solicit thee + From darkness to promote me?—— + + Paradise Lost. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +Day after day, week after week, passed away on my return to Geneva; and +I could not collect the courage to recommence my work. I feared the +vengeance of the disappointed fiend, yet I was unable to overcome my +repugnance to the task which was enjoined me. I found that I could not +compose a female without again devoting several months to profound study +and laborious disquisition. I had heard of some discoveries having been +made by an English philosopher, the knowledge of which was material to +my success, and I sometimes thought of obtaining my father’s consent to +visit England for this purpose; but I clung to every pretence of delay, +and could not resolve to interrupt my returning tranquillity. My health, +which had hitherto declined, was now much restored; and my spirits, when +unchecked by the memory of my unhappy promise, rose proportionably. My +father saw this change with pleasure, and he turned his thoughts towards +the best method of eradicating the remains of my melancholy, which +every now and then would return by fits, and with a devouring blackness +overcast the approaching sunshine. At these moments I took refuge in the +most perfect solitude. I passed whole days on the lake alone in a little +boat, watching the clouds, and listening to the rippling of the waves, +silent and listless. But the fresh air and bright sun seldom failed to +restore me to some degree of composure; and, on my return, I met the +salutations of my friends with a readier smile and a more cheerful +heart. + +It was after my return from one of these rambles that my father, calling +me aside, thus addressed me:— + +“I am happy to remark, my dear son, that you have resumed your former +pleasures, and seem to be returning to yourself. And yet you are still +unhappy, and still avoid our society. For some time I was lost in +conjecture as to the cause of this; but yesterday an idea struck me, and +if it is well founded, I conjure you to avow it. Reserve on such a point +would be not only useless, but draw down treble misery on us all.” + +I trembled violently at this exordium, and my father continued— + +“I confess, my son, that I have always looked forward to your marriage +with your cousin as the tie of our domestic comfort, and the stay of my +declining years. You were attached to each other from your earliest +infancy; you studied together, and appeared, in dispositions and tastes, +entirely suited to one another. But so blind is the experience of man, +that what I conceived to be the best assistants to my plan may have +entirely destroyed it. You, perhaps, regard her as your sister, without +any wish that she might become your wife. Nay, you may have met with +another whom you may love; and, considering yourself as bound in honour +to your cousin, this struggle may occasion the poignant misery which you +appear to feel.” + +“My dear father, re-assure yourself. I love my cousin tenderly and +sincerely. I never saw any woman who excited, as Elizabeth does, my +warmest admiration and affection. My future hopes and prospects are +entirely bound up in the expectation of our union.” + +“The expression of your sentiments on this subject, my dear Victor, +gives me more pleasure than I have for some time experienced. If you +feel thus, we shall assuredly be happy, however present events may cast +a gloom over us. But it is this gloom, which appears to have taken so +strong a hold of your mind, that I wish to dissipate. Tell me, +therefore, whether you object to an immediate solemnization of the +marriage. We have been unfortunate, and recent events have drawn us from +that every-day tranquillity befitting my years and infirmities. You are +younger; yet I do not suppose, possessed as you are of a competent +fortune, that an early marriage would at all interfere with any future +plans of honour and utility that you may have formed. Do not suppose, +however, that I wish to dictate happiness to you, or that a delay on +your part would cause me any serious uneasiness. Interpret my words +with candour, and answer me, I conjure you, with confidence and +sincerity.” + +I listened to my father in silence, and remained for some time incapable +of offering any reply. I revolved rapidly in my mind a multitude of +thoughts, and endeavoured to arrive at some conclusion. Alas! to me the +idea of an immediate union with my cousin was one of horror and dismay. +I was bound by a solemn promise, which I had not yet fulfilled, and +dared not break; or, if I did, what manifold miseries might not impend +over me and my devoted family! Could I enter into a festival with this +deadly weight yet hanging round my neck, and bowing me to the ground. I +must perform my engagement, and let the monster depart with his mate, +before I allowed myself to enjoy the delight of an union from which I +expected peace. + +I remembered also the necessity imposed upon me of either journeying to +England, or entering into a long correspondence with those philosophers +of that country, whose knowledge and discoveries were of indispensable +use to me in my present undertaking. The latter method of obtaining the +desired intelligence was dilatory and unsatisfactory: besides, any +variation was agreeable to me, and I was delighted with the idea of +spending a year or two in change of scene and variety of occupation, in +absence from my family; during which period some event might happen +which would restore me to them in peace and happiness: my promise might +be fulfilled, and the monster have departed; or some accident might +occur to destroy him, and put an end to my slavery for ever. + +These feelings dictated my answer to my father. I expressed a wish to +visit England; but, concealing the true reasons of this request, I +clothed my desires under the guise of wishing to travel and see the +world before I sat down for life within the walls of my native town. + +I urged my entreaty with earnestness, and my father was easily induced +to comply; for a more indulgent and less dictatorial parent did not +exist upon earth. Our plan was soon arranged. I should travel to +Strasburgh, where Clerval would join me. Some short time would be spent +in the towns of Holland, and our principal stay would be in England. We +should return by France; and it was agreed that the tour should occupy +the space of two years. + +My father pleased himself with the reflection, that my union with +Elizabeth should take place immediately on my return to Geneva. “These +two years,” said he, “will pass swiftly, and it will be the last delay +that will oppose itself to your happiness. And, indeed, I earnestly +desire that period to arrive, when we shall all be united, and neither +hopes or fears arise to disturb our domestic calm.” + +“I am content,” I replied, “with your arrangement. By that time we shall +both have become wiser, and I hope happier, than we at present are.” I +sighed; but my father kindly forbore to question me further concerning +the cause of my dejection. He hoped that new scenes, and the amusement +of travelling, would restore my tranquillity. + +I now made arrangements for my journey; but one feeling haunted me, +which filled me with fear and agitation. During my absence I should +leave my friends unconscious of the existence of their enemy, and +unprotected from his attacks, exasperated as he might be by my +departure. But he had promised to follow me wherever I might go; and +would he not accompany me to England? This imagination was dreadful in +itself, but soothing, inasmuch as it supposed the safety of my friends. +I was agonized with the idea of the possibility that the reverse of this +might happen. But through the whole period during which I was the slave +of my creature, I allowed myself to be governed by the impulses of the +moment; and my present sensations strongly intimated that the fiend +would follow me, and exempt my family from the danger of his +machinations. + +It was in the latter end of August that I departed, to pass two years of +exile. Elizabeth approved of the reasons of my departure, and only +regretted that she had not the same opportunities of enlarging her +experience, and cultivating her understanding. She wept, however, as she +bade me farewell, and entreated me to return happy and tranquil. “We +all,” said she, “depend upon you; and if you are miserable, what must be +our feelings?” + +I threw myself into the carriage that was to convey me away, hardly +knowing whither I was going, and careless of what was passing around. I +remembered only, and it was with a bitter anguish that I reflected on +it, to order that my chemical instruments should be packed to go with +me: for I resolved to fulfil my promise while abroad, and return, if +possible, a free man. Filled with dreary imaginations, I passed through +many beautiful and majestic scenes; but my eyes were fixed and +unobserving. I could only think of the bourne of my travels, and the +work which was to occupy me whilst they endured. + +After some days spent in listless indolence, during which I traversed +many leagues, I arrived at Strasburgh, where I waited two days for +Clerval. He came. Alas, how great was the contrast between us! He was +alive to every new scene; joyful when he saw the beauties of the setting +sun, and more happy when he beheld it rise, and recommence a new day. He +pointed out to me the shifting colours of the landscape, and the +appearances of the sky. “This is what it is to live;” he cried, “now I +enjoy existence! But you, my dear Frankenstein, wherefore are you +desponding and sorrowful?” In truth, I was occupied by gloomy thoughts, +and neither saw the descent of the evening star, nor the golden sun-rise +reflected in the Rhine.—And you, my friend, would be far more amused +with the journal of Clerval, who observed the scenery with an eye of +feeling and delight, than to listen to my reflections. I, a miserable +wretch, haunted by a curse that shut up every avenue to enjoyment. + +We had agreed to descend the Rhine in a boat from Strasburgh to +Rotterdam, whence we might take shipping for London. During this voyage, +we passed by many willowy islands, and saw several beautiful towns. We +staid a day at Manheim, and, on the fifth from our departure from +Strasburgh, arrived at Mayence. The course of the Rhine below Mayence +becomes much more picturesque. The river descends rapidly, and winds +between hills, not high, but steep, and of beautiful forms. We saw many +ruined castles standing on the edges of precipices, surrounded by black +woods, high and inaccessible. This part of the Rhine, indeed, presents a +singularly variegated landscape. In one spot you view rugged hills, +ruined castles overlooking tremendous precipices, with the dark Rhine +rushing beneath; and, on the sudden turn of a promontory, flourishing +vineyards, with green sloping banks, and a meandering river, and +populous towns, occupy the scene. + +We travelled at the time of the vintage, and heard the song of the +labourers, as we glided down the stream. Even I, depressed in mind, and +my spirits continually agitated by gloomy feelings, even I was pleased. +I lay at the bottom of the boat, and, as I gazed on the cloudless blue +sky, I seemed to drink in a tranquillity to which I had long been a +stranger. And if these were my sensations, who can describe those of +Henry? He felt as if he had been transported to Fairy-land, and enjoyed +a happiness seldom tasted by man. “I have seen,” he said, “the most +beautiful scenes of my own country; I have visited the lakes of Lucerne +and Uri, where the snowy mountains descend almost perpendicularly to the +water, casting black and impenetrable shades, which would cause a gloomy +and mournful appearance, were it not for the most verdant islands that +relieve the eye by their gay appearance; I have seen this lake agitated +by a tempest, when the wind tore up whirlwinds of water, and gave you an +idea of what the water-spout must be on the great ocean, and the waves +dash with fury the base of the mountain, where the priest and his +mistress were overwhelmed by an avalanche, and where their dying voices +are still said to be heard amid the pauses of the nightly wind; I have +seen the mountains of La Valais, and the Pays de Vaud: but this country, +Victor, pleases me more than all those wonders. The mountains of +Switzerland are more majestic and strange; but there is a charm in the +banks of this divine river, that I never before saw equalled. Look at +that castle which overhangs yon precipice; and that also on the island, +almost concealed amongst the foliage of those lovely trees; and now that +group of labourers coming from among their vines; and that village +half-hid in the recess of the mountain. Oh, surely, the spirit that +inhabits and guards this place has a soul more in harmony with man, than +those who pile the glacier, or retire to the inaccessible peaks of the +mountains of our own country.” + +Clerval! beloved friend! even now it delights me to record your words, +and to dwell on the praise of which you are so eminently deserving. He +was a being formed in the “very poetry of nature.” His wild and +enthusiastic imagination was chastened by the sensibility of his heart. +His soul overflowed with ardent affections, and his friendship was of +that devoted and wondrous nature that the worldly-minded teach us to +look for only in the imagination. But even human sympathies were not +sufficient to satisfy his eager mind. The scenery of external nature, +which others regard only with admiration, he loved with ardour: + + —— ——“The sounding cataract + Haunted _him_ like a passion: the tall rock, + The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood, + Their colours and their forms, were then to him + An appetite; a feeling, and a love, + That had no need of a remoter charm, + By thought supplied, or any interest + Unborrowed from the eye.” + +And where does he now exist? Is this gentle and lovely being lost for +ever? Has this mind so replete with ideas, imaginations fanciful and +magnificent, which formed a world, whose existence depended on the life +of its creator; has this mind perished? Does it now only exist in my +memory? No, it is not thus; your form so divinely wrought, and beaming +with beauty, has decayed, but your spirit still visits and consoles your +unhappy friend. + +Pardon this gush of sorrow; these ineffectual words are but a slight +tribute to the unexampled worth of Henry, but they soothe my heart, +overflowing with the anguish which his remembrance creates. I will +proceed with my tale. + +Beyond Cologne we descended to the plains of Holland; and we resolved to +post the remainder of our way; for the wind was contrary, and the stream +of the river was too gentle to aid us. + +Our journey here lost the interest arising from beautiful scenery; but +we arrived in a few days at Rotterdam, whence we proceeded by sea to +England. It was on a clear morning, in the latter days of December, that +I first saw the white cliffs of Britain. The banks of the Thames +presented a new scene; they were flat, but fertile, and almost every +town was marked by the remembrance of some story. We saw Tilbury Fort, +and remembered the Spanish armada; Gravesend, Woolwich, and Greenwich, +places which I had heard of even in my country. + +At length we saw the numerous steeples of London, St. Paul’s towering +above all, and the Tower famed in English history. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +London was our present point of rest; we determined to remain several +months in this wonderful and celebrated city. Clerval desired the +intercourse of the men of genius and talent who flourished at this time; +but this was with me a secondary object; I was principally occupied with +the means of obtaining the information necessary for the completion of +my promise, and quickly availed myself of the letters of introduction +that I had brought with me, addressed to the most distinguished natural +philosophers. + +If this journey had taken place during my days of study and happiness, +it would have afforded me inexpressible pleasure. But a blight had come +over my existence, and I only visited these people for the sake of the +information they might give me on the subject in which my interest was +so terribly profound. Company was irksome to me; when alone, I could +fill my mind with the sights of heaven and earth; the voice of Henry +soothed me, and I could thus cheat myself into a transitory peace. But +busy uninteresting joyous faces brought back despair to my heart. I saw +an insurmountable barrier placed between me and my fellow-men; this +barrier was sealed with the blood of William and Justine; and to reflect +on the events connected with those names filled my soul with anguish. + +But in Clerval I saw the image of my former self; he was inquisitive, +and anxious to gain experience and instruction. The difference of +manners which he observed was to him an inexhaustible source of +instruction and amusement. He was for ever busy; and the only check to +his enjoyments was my sorrowful and dejected mien. I tried to conceal +this as much as possible, that I might not debar him from the pleasures +natural to one who was entering on a new scene of life, undisturbed by +any care or bitter recollection. I often refused to accompany him, +alleging another engagement, that I might remain alone. I now also began +to collect the materials necessary for my new creation, and this was to +me like the torture of single drops of water continually falling on the +head. Every thought that was devoted to it was an extreme anguish, and +every word that I spoke in allusion to it caused my lips to quiver, and +my heart to palpitate. + +After passing some months in London, we received a letter from a person +in Scotland, who had formerly been our visitor at Geneva. He mentioned +the beauties of his native country, and asked us if those were not +sufficient allurements to induce us to prolong our journey as far north +as Perth, where he resided. Clerval eagerly desired to accept this +invitation; and I, although I abhorred society, wished to view again +mountains and streams, and all the wondrous works with which Nature +adorns her chosen dwelling-places. + +We had arrived in England at the beginning of October, and it was now +February. We accordingly determined to commence our journey towards the +north at the expiration of another month. In this expedition we did not +intend to follow the great road to Edinburgh, but to visit Windsor, +Oxford, Matlock, and the Cumberland lakes, resolving to arrive at the +completion of this tour about the end of July. I packed my chemical +instruments, and the materials I had collected, resolving to finish my +labours in some obscure nook in the northern highlands of Scotland. + +We quitted London on the 27th of March, and remained a few days at +Windsor, rambling in its beautiful forest. This was a new scene to us +mountaineers; the majestic oaks, the quantity of game, and the herds of +stately deer, were all novelties to us. + +From thence we proceeded to Oxford. As we entered this city, our minds +were filled with the remembrance of the events that had been transacted +there more than a century and a half before. It was here that Charles I. +had collected his forces. This city had remained faithful to him, after +the whole nation had forsaken his cause to join the standard of +parliament and liberty. The memory of that unfortunate king, and his +companions, the amiable Falkland, the insolent Gower, his queen, and +son, gave a peculiar interest to every part of the city, which they +might be supposed to have inhabited. The spirit of elder days found a +dwelling here, and we delighted to trace its footsteps. If these +feelings had not found an imaginary gratification, the appearance of the +city had yet in itself sufficient beauty to obtain our admiration. The +colleges are ancient and picturesque; the streets are almost +magnificent; and the lovely Isis, which flows beside it through meadows +of exquisite verdure, is spread forth into a placid expanse of waters, +which reflects its majestic assemblage of towers, and spires, and domes, +embosomed among aged trees. + +I enjoyed this scene; and yet my enjoyment was embittered both by the +memory of the past, and the anticipation of the future. I was formed for +peaceful happiness. During my youthful days discontent never visited my +mind; and if I was ever overcome by _ennui_, the sight of what is +beautiful in nature, or the study of what is excellent and sublime in +the productions of man, could always interest my heart, and communicate +elasticity to my spirits. But I am a blasted tree; the bolt has entered +my soul; and I felt then that I should survive to exhibit, what I shall +soon cease to be—a miserable spectacle of wrecked humanity, pitiable to +others, and abhorrent to myself. + +We passed a considerable period at Oxford, rambling among its environs, +and endeavouring to identify every spot which might relate to the most +animating epoch of English history. Our little voyages of discovery were +often prolonged by the successive objects that presented themselves. We +visited the tomb of the illustrious Hampden, and the field on which that +patriot fell. For a moment my soul was elevated from its debasing and +miserable fears to contemplate the divine ideas of liberty and +self-sacrifice, of which these sights were the monuments and the +remembrancers. For an instant I dared to shake off my chains, and look +around me with a free and lofty spirit; but the iron had eaten into my +flesh, and I sank again, trembling and hopeless, into my miserable self. + +We left Oxford with regret, and proceeded to Matlock, which was our next +place of rest. The country in the neighbourhood of this village +resembled, to a greater degree, the scenery of Switzerland; but every +thing is on a lower scale, and the green hills want the crown of distant +white Alps, which always attend on the piny mountains of my native +country. We visited the wondrous cave, and the little cabinets of +natural history, where the curiosities are disposed in the same manner +as in the collections at Servox and Chamounix. The latter name made me +tremble, when pronounced by Henry; and I hastened to quit Matlock, with +which that terrible scene was thus associated. + +From Derby still journeying northward, we passed two months in +Cumberland and Westmoreland. I could now almost fancy myself among the +Swiss mountains. The little patches of snow which yet lingered on the +northern sides of the mountains, the lakes, and the dashing of the rocky +streams, were all familiar and dear sights to me. Here also we made some +acquaintances, who almost contrived to cheat me into happiness. The +delight of Clerval was proportionably greater than mine; his mind +expanded in the company of men of talent, and he found in his own nature +greater capacities and resources than he could have imagined himself to +have possessed while he associated with his inferiors. “I could pass my +life here,” said he to me; “and among these mountains I should scarcely +regret Switzerland and the Rhine.” + +But he found that a traveller’s life is one that includes much pain +amidst its enjoyments. His feelings are for ever on the stretch; and +when he begins to sink into repose, he finds himself obliged to quit +that on which he rests in pleasure for something new, which again +engages his attention, and which also he forsakes for other novelties. + +We had scarcely visited the various lakes of Cumberland and +Westmoreland, and conceived an affection for some of the inhabitants, +when the period of our appointment with our Scotch friend approached, +and we left them to travel on. For my own part I was not sorry. I had +now neglected my promise for some time, and I feared the effects of the +dæmon’s disappointment. He might remain in Switzerland, and wreak his +vengeance on my relatives. This idea pursued me, and tormented me at +every moment from which I might otherwise have snatched repose and +peace. I waited for my letters with feverish impatience: if they were +delayed, I was miserable, and overcome by a thousand fears; and when +they arrived, and I saw the superscription of Elizabeth or my father, I +hardly dared to read and ascertain my fate. Sometimes I thought that the +fiend followed me, and might expedite my remissness by murdering my +companion. When these thoughts possessed me, I would not quit Henry for +a moment, but followed him as his shadow, to protect him from the +fancied rage of his destroyer. I felt as if I had committed some great +crime, the consciousness of which haunted me. I was guiltless, but I had +indeed drawn down a horrible curse upon my head, as mortal as that of +crime. + +I visited Edinburgh with languid eyes and mind; and yet that city might +have interested the most unfortunate being. Clerval did not like it so +well as Oxford; for the antiquity of the latter city was more pleasing +to him. But the beauty and regularity of the new town of Edinburgh, its +romantic castle, and its environs, the most delightful in the world, +Arthur’s Seat, St. Bernard’s Well, and the Pentland Hills, compensated +him for the change, and filled him with cheerfulness and admiration. But +I was impatient to arrive at the termination of my journey. + +We left Edinburgh in a week, passing through Coupar, St. Andrews, and +along the banks of the Tay, to Perth, where our friend expected us. But +I was in no mood to laugh and talk with strangers, or enter into their +feelings or plans with the good humour expected from a guest; and +accordingly I told Clerval that I wished to make the tour of Scotland +alone. “Do you,” said I, “enjoy yourself, and let this be our +rendezvous. I may be absent a month or two; but do not interfere with my +motions, I entreat you: leave me to peace and solitude for a short time; +and when I return, I hope it will be with a lighter heart, more +congenial to your own temper.” + +Henry wished to dissuade me; but, seeing me bent on this plan, ceased to +remonstrate. He entreated me to write often. “I had rather be with you,” +he said, “in your solitary rambles, than with these Scotch people, whom +I do not know: hasten then, my dear friend, to return, that I may again +feel myself somewhat at home, which I cannot do in your absence.” + +Having parted from my friend, I determined to visit some remote spot of +Scotland, and finish my work in solitude. I did not doubt but that the +monster followed me, and would discover himself to me when I should have +finished, that he might receive his companion. + +With this resolution I traversed the northern highlands, and fixed on +one of the remotest of the Orkneys as the scene labours. It was a place +fitted for such a work, being hardly more than a rock, whose high sides +were continually beaten upon by the waves. The soil was barren, scarcely +affording pasture for a few miserable cows, and oatmeal for its +inhabitants, which consisted of five persons, whose gaunt and scraggy +limbs gave tokens of their miserable fare. Vegetables and bread, when +they indulged in such luxuries, and even fresh water, was to be procured +from the main land, which was about five miles distant. + +On the whole island there were but three miserable huts, and one of +these was vacant when I arrived. This I hired. It contained but two +rooms, and these exhibited all the squalidness of the most miserable +penury. The thatch had fallen in, the walls were unplastered, and the +door was off its hinges. I ordered it to be repaired, bought some +furniture, and took possession; an incident which would, doubtless, have +occasioned some surprise, had not all the senses of the cottagers been +benumbed by want and squalid poverty. As it was, I lived ungazed at and +unmolested, hardly thanked for the pittance of food and clothes which I +gave; so much does suffering blunt even the coarsest sensations of men. + +In this retreat I devoted the morning to labour; but in the evening, +when the weather permitted, I walked on the stony beach of the sea, to +listen to the waves as they roared, and dashed at my feet. It was a +monotonous, yet ever-changing scene. I thought of Switzerland; it was +far different from this desolate and appalling landscape. Its hills are +covered with vines, and its cottages are scattered thickly in the +plains. Its fair lakes reflect a blue and gentle sky; and, when troubled +by the winds, their tumult is but as the play of a lively infant, when +compared to the roarings of the giant ocean. + +In this manner I distributed my occupations when I first arrived; but, +as I proceeded in my labour, it became every day more horrible and +irksome to me. Sometimes I could not prevail on myself to enter my +laboratory for several days; and at other times I toiled day and night +in order to complete my work. It was indeed a filthy process in which I +was engaged. During my first experiment, a kind of enthusiastic frenzy +had blinded me to the horror of my employment; my mind was intently +fixed on the sequel of my labour, and my eyes were shut to the horror of +my proceedings. But now I went to it in cold blood, and my heart often +sickened at the work of my hands. + +Thus situated, employed in the most detestable occupation, immersed in a +solitude where nothing could for an instant call my attention from the +actual scene in which I was engaged, my spirits became unequal; I grew +restless and nervous. Every moment I feared to meet my persecutor. +Sometimes I sat with my eyes fixed on the ground, fearing to raise them +lest they should encounter the object which I so much dreaded to behold. +I feared to wander from the sight of my fellow-creatures, lest when +alone he should come to claim his companion. + +In the mean time I worked on, and my labour was already considerably +advanced. I looked towards its completion with a tremulous and eager +hope, which I dared not trust myself to question, but which was +intermixed with obscure forebodings of evil, that made my heart sicken +in my bosom. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I sat one evening in my laboratory; the sun had set, and the moon was +just rising from the sea; I had not sufficient light for my employment, +and I remained idle, in a pause of consideration of whether I should +leave my labour for the night, or hasten its conclusion by an +unremitting attention to it. As I sat, a train of reflection occurred to +me, which led me to consider the effects of what I was now doing. Three +years before I was engaged in the same manner, and had created a fiend +whose unparalleled barbarity had desolated my heart, and filled it for +ever with the bitterest remorse. I was now about to form another being, +of whose dispositions I was alike ignorant; she might become ten +thousand times more malignant than her mate, and delight, for its own +sake, in murder and wretchedness. He had sworn to quit the neighbourhood +of man, and hide himself in deserts; but she had not; and she, who in +all probability was to become a thinking and reasoning animal, might +refuse to comply with a compact made before her creation. They might +even hate each other; the creature who already lived loathed his own +deformity, and might he not conceive a greater abhorrence for it when it +came before his eyes in the female form? She also might turn with +disgust from him to the superior beauty of man; she might quit him, and +he be again alone, exasperated by the fresh provocation of being +deserted by one of his own species. + +Even if they were to leave Europe, and inhabit the deserts of the new +world, yet one of the first results of those sympathies for which the +dæmon thirsted would be children, and a race of devils would be +propagated upon the earth, who might make the very existence of the +species of man a condition precarious and full of terror. Had I a right, +for my own benefit, to inflict this curse upon everlasting generations? +I had before been moved by the sophisms of the being I had created; I +had been struck senseless by his fiendish threats: but now, for the +first time, the wickedness of my promise burst upon me; I shuddered to +think that future ages might curse me as their pest, whose selfishness +had not hesitated to buy its own peace at the price perhaps of the +existence of the whole human race. + +I trembled, and my heart failed within me; when, on looking up, I saw, +by the light of the moon, the dæmon at the casement. A ghastly grin +wrinkled his lips as he gazed on me, where I sat fulfilling the task +which he had allotted to me. Yes, he had followed me in my travels; he +had loitered in forests, hid himself in caves, or taken refuge in wide +and desert heaths; and he now came to mark my progress, and claim the +fulfilment of my promise. + +As I looked on him, his countenance expressed the utmost extent of +malice and treachery. I thought with a sensation of madness on my +promise of creating another like to him, and, trembling with passion, +tore to pieces the thing on which I was engaged. The wretch saw me +destroy the creature on whose future existence he depended for +happiness, and, with a howl of devilish despair and revenge, withdrew. + +I left the room, and, locking the door, made a solemn vow in my own +heart never to resume my labours; and then, with trembling steps, I +sought my own apartment. I was alone; none were near me to dissipate the +gloom, and relieve me from the sickening oppression of the most terrible +reveries. + +Several hours past, and I remained near my window gazing on the sea; it +was almost motionless, for the winds were hushed, and all nature reposed +under the eye of the quiet moon. A few fishing vessels alone specked the +water, and now and then the gentle breeze wafted the sound of voices, as +the fishermen called to one another. I felt the silence, although I was +hardly conscious of its extreme profundity until my ear was suddenly +arrested by the paddling of oars near the shore, and a person landed +close to my house. + +In a few minutes after, I heard the creaking of my door, as if some one +endeavoured to open it softly. I trembled from head to foot; I felt a +presentiment of who it was, and wished to rouse one of the peasants who +dwelt in a cottage not far from mine; but I was overcome by the +sensation of helplessness, so often felt in frightful dreams, when you +in vain endeavour to fly from an impending danger, and was rooted to the +spot. + +Presently I heard the sound of footsteps along the passage; the door +opened, and the wretch whom I dreaded appeared. Shutting the door, he +approached me, and said, in a smothered voice— + +“You have destroyed the work which you began; what is it that you +intend? Do you dare to break your promise? I have endured toil and +misery: I left Switzerland with you; I crept along the shores of the +Rhine, among its willow islands, and over the summits of its hills. I +have dwelt many months in the heaths of England, and among the deserts +of Scotland. I have endured incalculable fatigue, and cold, and hunger; +do you dare destroy my hopes?” + +“Begone! I do break my promise; never will I create another like +yourself, equal in deformity and wickedness.” + +“Slave, I before reasoned with you, but you have proved yourself +unworthy of my condescension. Remember that I have power; you believe +yourself miserable, but I can make you so wretched that the light of day +will be hateful to you. You are my creator, but I am your +master;—obey!” + +“The hour of my weakness is past, and the period of your power is +arrived. Your threats cannot move me to do an act of wickedness; but +they confirm me in a resolution of not creating you a companion in vice. +Shall I, in cool blood, set loose upon the earth a dæmon, whose delight +is in death and wretchedness. Begone! I am firm, and your words will +only exasperate my rage.” + +The monster saw my determination in my face, and gnashed his teeth in +the impotence of anger. “Shall each man,” cried he, “find a wife for his +bosom, and each beast have his mate, and I be alone? I had feelings of +affection, and they were requited by detestation and scorn. Man, you may +hate; but beware! Your hours will pass in dread and misery, and soon the +bolt will fall which must ravish from you your happiness for ever. Are +you to be happy, while I grovel in the intensity of my wretchedness? You +can blast my other passions; but revenge remains—revenge, henceforth +dearer than light or food! I may die; but first you, my tyrant and +tormentor, shall curse the sun that gazes on your misery. Beware; for I +am fearless, and therefore powerful. I will watch with the wiliness of a +snake, that I may sting with its venom. Man, you shall repent of the +injuries you inflict.” + +“Devil, cease; and do not poison the air with these sounds of malice. I +have declared my resolution to you, and I am no coward to bend beneath +words. Leave me; I am inexorable.” + +“It is well. I go; but remember, I shall be with you on your +wedding-night.” + +I started forward, and exclaimed, “Villain! before you sign my +death-warrant, be sure that you are yourself safe.” + +I would have seized him; but he eluded me, and quitted the house with +precipitation: in a few moments I saw him in his boat, which shot across +the waters with an arrowy swiftness, and was soon lost amidst the waves. + +All was again silent; but his words rung in my ears. I burned with rage +to pursue the murderer of my peace, and precipitate him into the ocean. +I walked up and down my room hastily and perturbed, while my imagination +conjured up a thousand images to torment and sting me. Why had I not +followed him, and closed with him in mortal strife? But I had suffered +him to depart, and he had directed his course towards the main land. I +shuddered to think who might be the next victim sacrificed to his +insatiate revenge. And then I thought again of his words—“_I will be +with you on your wedding-night._” That then was the period fixed for the +fulfilment of my destiny. In that hour I should die, and at once satisfy +and extinguish his malice. The prospect did not move me to fear; yet +when I thought of my beloved Elizabeth,—of her tears and endless +sorrow, when she should find her lover so barbarously snatched from +her,—tears, the first I had shed for many months, streamed from my +eyes, and I resolved not to fall before my enemy without a bitter +struggle. + +The night passed away, and the sun rose from the ocean; my feelings +became calmer, if it may be called calmness, when the violence of rage +sinks into the depths of despair. I left the house, the horrid scene of +the last night’s contention, and walked on the beach of the sea, which I +almost regarded as an insuperable barrier between me and my +fellow-creatures; nay, a wish that such should prove the fact stole +across me. I desired that I might pass my life on that barren rock, +wearily it is true, but uninterrupted by any sudden shock of misery. If +I returned, it was to be sacrificed, or to see those whom I most loved +die under the grasp of a dæmon whom I had myself created. + +I walked about the isle like a restless spectre, separated from all it +loved, and miserable in the separation. When it became noon, and the sun +rose higher, I lay down on the grass, and was overpowered by a deep +sleep. I had been awake the whole of the preceding night, my nerves were +agitated, and my eyes inflamed by watching and misery. The sleep into +which I now sunk refreshed me; and when I awoke, I again felt as if I +belonged to a race of human beings like myself, and I began to reflect +upon what had passed with greater composure; yet still the words of the +fiend rung in my ears like a death-knell, they appeared like a dream, +yet distinct and oppressive as a reality. + +The sun had far descended, and I still sat on the shore, satisfying my +appetite, which had become ravenous, with an oaten cake, when I saw a +fishing-boat land close to me, and one of the men brought me a packet; +it contained letters from Geneva, and one from Clerval, entreating me to +join him. He said that nearly a year had elapsed since we had quitted +Switzerland, and France was yet unvisited. He entreated me, therefore, +to leave my solitary isle, and meet him at Perth, in a week from that +time, when we might arrange the plan of our future proceedings. This +letter in a degree recalled me to life, and I determined to quit my +island at the expiration of two days. + +Yet, before I departed, there was a task to perform, on which I +shuddered to reflect: I must pack my chemical instruments; and for that +purpose I must enter the room which had been the scene of my odious +work, and I must handle those utensils, the sight of which was sickening +to me. The next morning, at day-break, I summoned sufficient courage, +and unlocked the door of my laboratory. The remains of the half-finished +creature, whom I had destroyed, lay scattered on the floor, and I almost +felt as if I had mangled the living flesh of a human being. I paused to +collect myself, and then entered the chamber. With trembling hand I +conveyed the instruments out of the room; but I reflected that I ought +not to leave the relics of my work to excite the horror and suspicion of +the peasants, and I accordingly put them into a basket, with a great +quantity of stones, and laying them up, determined to throw them into +the sea that very night; and in the mean time I sat upon the beach, +employed in cleaning and arranging my chemical apparatus. + +Nothing could be more complete than the alteration that had taken place +in my feelings since the night of the appearance of the dæmon. I had +before regarded my promise with a gloomy despair, as a thing that, with +whatever consequences, must be fulfilled; but I now felt as if a film +had been taken from before my eyes, and that I, for the first time, saw +clearly. The idea of renewing my labours did not for one instant occur +to me; the threat I had heard weighed on my thoughts, but I did not +reflect that a voluntary act of mine could avert it. I had resolved in +my own mind, that to create another like the fiend I had first made +would be an act of the basest and most atrocious selfishness; and I +banished from my mind every thought that could lead to a different +conclusion. + +Between two and three in the morning the moon rose; and I then, putting +my basket aboard a little skiff, sailed out about four miles from the +shore. The scene was perfectly solitary: a few boats were returning +towards land, but I sailed away from them. I felt as if I was about the +commission of a dreadful crime, and avoided with shuddering anxiety any +encounter with my fellow-creatures. At one time the moon, which had +before been clear, was suddenly overspread by a thick cloud, and I took +advantage of the moment of darkness, and cast my basket into the sea; I +listened to the gurgling sound as it sunk, and then sailed away from the +spot. The sky became clouded; but the air was pure, although chilled by +the north-east breeze that was then rising. But it refreshed me, and +filled me with such agreeable sensations, that I resolved to prolong my +stay on the water, and fixing the rudder in a direct position, stretched +myself at the bottom of the boat. Clouds hid the moon, every thing was +obscure, and I heard only the sound of the boat, as its keel cut through +the waves; the murmur lulled me, and in a short time I slept soundly. + +I do not know how long I remained in this situation, but when I awoke I +found that the sun had already mounted considerably. The wind was high, +and the waves continually threatened the safety of my little skiff. I +found that the wind was north-east, and must have driven me far from the +coast from which I had embarked. I endeavoured to change my course, but +quickly found that if I again made the attempt the boat would be +instantly filled with water. Thus situated, my only resource was to +drive before the wind. I confess that I felt a few sensations of terror. +I had no compass with me, and was so little acquainted with the +geography of this part of the world that the sun was of little benefit +to me. I might be driven into the wide Atlantic, and feel all the +tortures of starvation, or be swallowed up in the immeasurable waters +that roared and buffeted around me. I had already been out many hours, +and felt the torment of a burning thirst, a prelude to my other +sufferings. I looked on the heavens, which were covered by clouds that +flew before the wind only to be replaced by others: I looked upon the +sea, it was to be my grave. “Fiend,” I exclaimed, “your task is already +fulfilled!” I thought of Elizabeth, of my father, and of Clerval; and +sunk into a reverie, so despairing and frightful, that even now, when +the scene is on the point of closing before me for ever, I shudder to +reflect on it. + +Some hours passed thus; but by degrees, as the sun declined towards the +horizon, the wind died away into a gentle breeze, and the sea became +free from breakers. But these gave place to a heavy swell; I felt sick, +and hardly able to hold the rudder, when suddenly I saw a line of high +land towards the south. + +Almost spent, as I was, by fatigue, and the dreadful suspense I endured +for several hours, this sudden certainty of life rushed like a flood of +warm joy to my heart, and tears gushed from my eyes. + +How mutable are our feelings, and how strange is that clinging love we +have of life even in the excess of misery! I constructed another sail +with a part of my dress, and eagerly steered my course towards the land. +It had a wild and rocky appearance; but as I approached nearer, I easily +perceived the traces of cultivation. I saw vessels near the shore, and +found myself suddenly transported back to the neighbourhood of civilized +man. I eagerly traced the windings of the land, and hailed a steeple +which I at length saw issuing from behind a small promontory. As I was +in a state of extreme debility, I resolved to sail directly towards the +town as a place where I could most easily procure nourishment. +Fortunately I had money with me. As I turned the promontory, I perceived +a small neat town and a good harbour, which I entered, my heart bounding +with joy at my unexpected escape. + +As I was occupied in fixing the boat and arranging the sails, several +people crowded towards the spot. They seemed very much surprised at my +appearance; but, instead of offering me any assistance, whispered +together with gestures that at any other time might have produced in me +a slight sensation of alarm. As it was, I merely remarked that they +spoke English; and I therefore addressed them in that language: “My good +friends,” said I, “will you be so kind as to tell me the name of this +town, and inform me where I am?” + +“You will know that soon enough,” replied a man with a gruff voice. “May +be you are come to a place that will not prove much to your taste; but +you will not be consulted as to your quarters, I promise you.” + +I was exceedingly surprised on receiving so rude an answer from a +stranger; and I was also disconcerted on perceiving the frowning and +angry countenances of his companions. “Why do you answer me so roughly?” +I replied: “surely it is not the custom of Englishmen to receive +strangers so inhospitably.” + +“I do not know,” said the man, “what the custom of the English may be; +but it is the custom of the Irish to hate villains.” + +While this strange dialogue continued, I perceived the crowd rapidly +increase. Their faces expressed a mixture of curiosity and anger, which +annoyed, and in some degree alarmed me. I inquired the way to the inn; +but no one replied. I then moved forward, and a murmuring sound arose +from the crowd as they followed and surrounded me; when an ill-looking +man approaching, tapped me on the shoulder, and said, “Come, Sir, you +must follow me to Mr. Kirwin’s, to give an account of yourself.” + +“Who is Mr. Kirwin? Why am I to give an account of myself? Is not this a +free country?” + +“Aye, Sir, free enough for honest folks. Mr. Kirwin is a magistrate; and +you are to give an account of the death of a gentleman who was found +murdered here last night.” + +This answer startled me; but I presently recovered myself. I was +innocent; that could easily be proved: accordingly I followed my +conductor in silence, and was led to one of the best houses in the town. +I was ready to sink from fatigue and hunger; but, being surrounded by a +crowd, I thought it politic to rouse all my strength, that no physical +debility might be construed into apprehension or conscious guilt. Little +did I then expect the calamity that was in a few moments to overwhelm +me, and extinguish in horror and despair all fear of ignominy or death. + +I must pause here; for it requires all my fortitude to recall the memory +of the frightful events which I am about to relate, in proper detail, to +my recollection. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +I was soon introduced into the presence of the magistrate, an old +benevolent man, with calm and mild manners. He looked upon me, however, +with some degree of severity; and then, turning towards my conductors, +he asked who appeared as witnesses on this occasion. + +About half a dozen men came forward; and one being selected by the +magistrate, he deposed, that he had been out fishing the night before +with his son and brother-in-law, Daniel Nugent, when, about ten o’clock, +they observed a strong northerly blast rising, and they accordingly put +in for port. It was a very dark night, as the moon had not yet risen; +they did not land at the harbour, but, as they had been accustomed, at a +creek about two miles below. He walked on first, carrying a part of the +fishing tackle, and his companions followed him at some distance. As he +was proceeding along the sands, he struck his foot against something, +and fell all his length on the ground. His companions came up to assist +him; and, by the light of their lantern, they found that he had fallen +on the body of a man, who was to all appearance dead. Their first +supposition was, that it was the corpse of some person who had been +drowned, and was thrown on shore by the waves; but, upon examination, +they found that the clothes were not wet, and even that the body was not +then cold. They instantly carried it to the cottage of an old woman near +the spot, and endeavoured, but in vain, to restore it to life. He +appeared to be a handsome young man, about five and twenty years of age. +He had apparently been strangled; for there was no sign of any violence, +except the black mark of fingers on his neck. + +The first part of this deposition did not in the least interest me; but +when the mark of the fingers was mentioned, I remembered the murder of +my brother, and felt myself extremely agitated; my limbs trembled, and a +mist came over my eyes, which obliged me to lean on a chair for support. +The magistrate observed me with a keen eye, and of course drew an +unfavourable augury from my manner. + +The son confirmed his father’s account: but when Daniel Nugent was +called, he swore positively that, just before the fall of his companion, +he saw a boat, with a single man in it, at a short distance from the +shore; and, as far as he could judge by the light of a few stars, it was +the same boat in which I had just landed. + +A woman deposed, that she lived near the beach, and was standing at the +door of her cottage, waiting for the return of the fishermen, about an +hour before she heard of the discovery of the body, when she saw a boat, +with only one man in it, push off from that part of the shore where the +corpse was afterwards found. + +Another woman confirmed the account of the fishermen having brought the +body into her house; it was not cold. They put it into a bed, and rubbed +it; and Daniel went to the town for an apothecary, but life was quite +gone. + +Several other men were examined concerning my landing; and they agreed, +that, with the strong north wind that had arisen during the night, it +was very probable that I had beaten about for many hours, and had been +obliged to return nearly to the same spot from which I had departed. +Besides, they observed that it appeared that I had brought the body from +another place, and it was likely, that as I did not appear to know the +shore, I might have put into the harbour ignorant of the distance of the +town of —— from the place where I had deposited the corpse. + +Mr. Kirwin, on hearing this evidence, desired that I should be taken +into the room where the body lay for interment that it might be observed +what effect the sight of it would produce upon me. This idea was +probably suggested by the extreme agitation I had exhibited when the +mode of the murder had been described. I was accordingly conducted, by +the magistrate and several other persons, to the inn. I could not help +being struck by the strange coincidences that had taken place during +this eventful night; but, knowing that I had been conversing with +several persons in the island I had inhabited about the time that the +body had been found, I was perfectly tranquil as to the consequences of +the affair. + +I entered the room where the corpse lay, and was led up to the coffin. +How can I describe my sensations on beholding it? I feel yet parched +with horror, nor can I reflect on that terrible moment without +shuddering and agony, that faintly reminds me of the anguish of the +recognition. The trial, the presence of the magistrate and witnesses, +passed like a dream from my memory, when I saw the lifeless form of +Henry Clerval stretched before me. I gasped for breath; and, throwing +myself on the body, I exclaimed, “Have my murderous machinations +deprived you also, my dearest Henry, of life? Two I have already +destroyed; other victims await their destiny: but you, Clerval, my +friend, my benefactor”—— + +The human frame could no longer support the agonizing suffering that I +endured, and I was carried out of the room in strong convulsions. + +A fever succeeded to this. I lay for two months on the point of death: +my ravings, as I afterwards heard, were frightful; I called myself the +murderer of William, of Justine, and of Clerval. Sometimes I entreated +my attendants to assist me in the destruction of the fiend by whom I was +tormented; and, at others, I felt the fingers of the monster already +grasping my neck, and screamed aloud with agony and terror. Fortunately, +as I spoke my native language, Mr. Kirwin alone understood me; but my +gestures and bitter cries were sufficient to affright the other +witnesses. + +Why did I not die? More miserable than man ever was before, why did I +not sink into forgetfulness and rest? Death snatches away many blooming +children, the only hopes of their doating parents: how many brides and +youthful lovers have been one day in the bloom of health and hope, and +the next a prey for worms and the decay of the tomb! Of what materials +was I made, that I could thus resist so many shocks, which, like the +turning of the wheel, continually renewed the torture. + +But I was doomed to live; and, in two months, found myself as awaking +from a dream, in a prison, stretched on a wretched bed, surrounded by +gaolers, turnkeys, bolts, and all the miserable apparatus of a dungeon. +It was morning, I remember, when I thus awoke to understanding: I had +forgotten the particulars of what had happened, and only felt as if some +great misfortune had suddenly overwhelmed me; but when I looked around, +and saw the barred windows, and the squalidness of the room in which I +was, all flashed across my memory, and I groaned bitterly. + +This sound disturbed an old woman who was sleeping in a chair beside me. +She was a hired nurse, the wife of one of the turnkeys, and her +countenance expressed all those bad qualities which often characterize +that class. The lines of her face were hard and rude, like that of +persons accustomed to see without sympathizing in sights of misery. Her +tone expressed her entire indifference; she addressed me in English, and +the voice struck me as one that I had heard during my sufferings: + +“Are you better now, Sir?” said she. + +I replied in the same language, with a feeble voice, “I believe I am; +but if it be all true, if indeed I did not dream, I am sorry that I am +still alive to feel this misery and horror.” + +“For that matter,” replied the old woman, “if you mean about the +gentleman you murdered, I believe that it were better for you if you +were dead, for I fancy it will go hard with you; but you will be hung +when the next sessions come on. However, that’s none of my business, I +am sent to nurse you, and get you well; I do my duty with a safe +conscience, it were well if every body did the same.” + +I turned with loathing from the woman who could utter so unfeeling a +speech to a person just saved, on the very edge of death; but I felt +languid, and unable to reflect on all that had passed. The whole series +of my life appeared to me as a dream; I sometimes doubted if indeed it +were all true, for it never presented itself to my mind with the force +of reality. + +As the images that floated before me became more distinct, I grew +feverish; a darkness pressed around me; no one was near me who soothed +me with the gentle voice of love; no dear hand supported me. The +physician came and prescribed medicines, and the old woman prepared them +for me; but utter carelessness was visible in the first, and the +expression of brutality was strongly marked in the visage of the second. +Who could be interested in the fate of a murderer, but the hangman who +would gain his fee? + +These were my first reflections; but I soon learned that Mr. Kirwin had +shewn me extreme kindness. He had caused the best room in the prison to +be prepared for me (wretched indeed was the best); and it was he who had +provided a physician and a nurse. It is true, he seldom came to see me; +for, although he ardently desired to relieve the sufferings of every +human creature, he did not wish to be present at the agonies and +miserable ravings of a murderer. He came, therefore, sometimes to see +that I was not neglected; but his visits were short, and at long +intervals. + +One day, when I was gradually recovering, I was seated in a chair, my +eyes half open, and my cheeks livid like those in death, I was overcome +by gloom and misery, and often reflected I had better seek death than +remain miserably pent up only to be let loose in a world replete with +wretchedness. At one time I considered whether I should not declare +myself guilty, and suffer the penalty of the law, less innocent than +poor Justine had been. Such were my thoughts, when the door of my +apartment was opened, and Mr. Kirwin entered. His countenance expressed +sympathy and compassion; he drew a chair close to mine, and addressed me +in French— + +“I fear that this place is very shocking to you; can I do any thing to +make you more comfortable?” + +“I thank you; but all that you mention is nothing to me: on the whole +earth there is no comfort which I am capable of receiving.” + +“I know that the sympathy of a stranger can be but of little relief to +one borne down as you are by so strange a misfortune. But you will, I +hope, soon quit this melancholy abode; for, doubtless, evidence can +easily be brought to free you from the criminal charge.” + +“That is my least concern: I am, by a course of strange events, become +the most miserable of mortals. Persecuted and tortured as I am and have +been, can death be any evil to me?” + +“Nothing indeed could be more unfortunate and agonizing than the strange +chances that have lately occurred. You were thrown, by some surprising +accident, on this shore, renowned for its hospitality: seized +immediately, and charged with murder. The first sight that was presented +to your eyes was the body of your friend, murdered in so unaccountable a +manner, and placed, as it were, by some fiend across your path.” + +As Mr. Kirwin said this, notwithstanding the agitation I endured on this +retrospect of my sufferings, I also felt considerable surprise at the +knowledge he seemed to possess concerning me. I suppose some +astonishment was exhibited in my countenance; for Mr. Kirwin hastened to +say— + +“It was not until a day or two after your illness that I thought of +examining your dress, that I might discover some trace by which I could +send to your relations an account of your misfortune and illness. I +found several letters, and, among others, one which I discovered from +its commencement to be from your father. I instantly wrote to Geneva: +nearly two months have elapsed since the departure of my letter.—But +you are ill; even now you tremble: you are unfit for agitation of any +kind.” + +“This suspense is a thousand times worse than the most horrible event: +tell me what new scene of death has been acted, and whose murder I am +now to lament.” + +“Your family is perfectly well,” said Mr. Kirwin, with gentleness; “and +some one, a friend, is come to visit you.” + +I know not by what chain of thought the idea presented itself, but it +instantly darted into my mind that the murderer had come to mock at my +misery, and taunt me with the death of Clerval, as a new incitement for +me to comply with his hellish desires. I put my hand before my eyes, and +cried out in agony— + +“Oh! take him away! I cannot see him; for God’s sake, do not let him +enter!” + +Mr. Kirwin regarded me with a troubled countenance. He could not help +regarding my exclamation as a presumption of my guilt, and said, in +rather a severe tone— + +“I should have thought, young man, that the presence of your father +would have been welcome, instead of inspiring such violent repugnance.” + +“My father!” cried I, while every feature and every muscle was relaxed +from anguish to pleasure. “Is my father, indeed, come? How kind, how +very kind. But where is he, why does he not hasten to me?” + +My change of manner surprised and pleased the magistrate; perhaps he +thought that my former exclamation was a momentary return of delirium, +and now he instantly resumed his former benevolence. He rose, and +quitted the room with my nurse, and in a moment my father entered it. + +Nothing, at this moment, could have given me greater pleasure than the +arrival of my father. I stretched out my hand to him, and cried— + +“Are you then safe—and Elizabeth—and Ernest?” + +My father calmed me with assurances of their welfare, and endeavoured, +by dwelling on these subjects so interesting to my heart, to raise my +desponding spirits; but he soon felt that a prison cannot be the abode +of cheerfulness. “What a place is this that you inhabit, my son!” said +he, looking mournfully at the barred windows, and wretched appearance of +the room. “You travelled to seek happiness, but a fatality seems to +pursue you. And poor Clerval—” + +The name of my unfortunate and murdered friend was an agitation too +great to be endured in my weak state; I shed tears. + +“Alas! yes, my father,” replied I; “some destiny of the most horrible +kind hangs over me, and I must live to fulfil it, or surely I should +have died on the coffin of Henry.” + +We were not allowed to converse for any length of time, for the +precarious state of my health rendered every precaution necessary that +could insure tranquillity. Mr. Kirwin came in, and insisted that my +strength should not be exhausted by too much exertion. But the +appearance of my father was to me like that of my good angel, and I +gradually recovered my health. + +As my sickness quitted me, I was absorbed by a gloomy and black +melancholy, that nothing could dissipate. The image of Clerval was for +ever before me, ghastly and murdered. More than once the agitation into +which these reflections threw me made my friends dread a dangerous +relapse. Alas! why did they preserve so miserable and detested a life? +It was surely that I might fulfil my destiny, which is now drawing to a +close. Soon, oh, very soon, will death extinguish these throbbings, and +relieve me from the mighty weight of anguish that bears me to the dust; +and, in executing the award of justice, I shall also sink to rest. Then +the appearance of death was distant, although the wish was ever present +to my thoughts; and I often sat for hours motionless and speechless, +wishing for some mighty revolution that might bury me and my destroyer +in its ruins. + +The season of the assizes approached. I had already been three months +in prison; and although I was still weak, and in continual danger of a +relapse, I was obliged to travel nearly a hundred miles to the +county-town, where the court was held. Mr. Kirwin charged himself with +every care of collecting witnesses, and arranging my defence. I was +spared the disgrace of appearing publicly as a criminal, as the case was +not brought before the court that decides on life and death. The grand +jury rejected the bill, on its being proved that I was on the Orkney +Islands at the hour the body of my friend was found, and a fortnight +after my removal I was liberated from prison. + +My father was enraptured on finding me freed from the vexations of a +criminal charge, that I was again allowed to breathe the fresh +atmosphere, and allowed to return to my native country. I did not +participate in these feelings; for to me the walls of a dungeon or a +palace were alike hateful. The cup of life was poisoned for ever; and +although the sun shone upon me, as upon the happy and gay of heart, I +saw around me nothing but a dense and frightful darkness, penetrated by +no light but the glimmer of two eyes that glared upon me. Sometimes they +were the expressive eyes of Henry, languishing in death, the dark orbs +nearly covered by the lids, and the long black lashes that fringed them; +sometimes it was the watery clouded eyes of the monster, as I first saw +them in my chamber at Ingolstadt. + +My father tried to awaken in me the feelings of affection. He talked of +Geneva, which I should soon visit—of Elizabeth, and Ernest; but these +words only drew deep groans from me. Sometimes, indeed, I felt a wish +for happiness; and thought, with melancholy delight, of my beloved +cousin; or longed, with a devouring _maladie du pays_, to see once more +the blue lake and rapid Rhone, that had been so dear to me in early +childhood: but my general state of feeling was a torpor, in which a +prison was as welcome a residence as the divinest scene in nature; and +these fits were seldom interrupted, but by paroxysms of anguish and +despair. At these moments I often endeavoured to put an end to the +existence I loathed; and it required unceasing attendance and vigilance +to restrain me from committing some dreadful act of violence. + +I remember, as I quitted the prison, I heard one of the men say, “He may +be innocent of the murder, but he has certainly a bad conscience.” These +words struck me. A bad conscience! yes, surely I had one. William, +Justine, and Clerval, had died through my infernal machinations; “And +whose death,” cried I, “is to finish the tragedy? Ah! my father, do not +remain in this wretched country; take me where I may forget myself, my +existence, and all the world.” + +My father easily acceded to my desire; and, after having taken leave of +Mr. Kirwin, we hastened to Dublin. I felt as if I was relieved from a +heavy weight, when the packet sailed with a fair wind from Ireland, and +I had quitted for ever the country which had been to me the scene of so +much misery. + +It was midnight. My father slept in the cabin; and I lay on the deck, +looking at the stars, and listening to the dashing of the waves. I +hailed the darkness that shut Ireland from my sight, and my pulse beat +with a feverish joy, when I reflected that I should soon see Geneva. The +past appeared to me in the light of a frightful dream; yet the vessel in +which I was, the wind that blew me from the detested shore of Ireland, +and the sea which surrounded me, told me too forcibly that I was +deceived by no vision, and that Clerval, my friend and dearest +companion, had fallen a victim to me and the monster of my creation. I +repassed, in my memory, my whole life; my quiet happiness while residing +with my family in Geneva, the death of my mother, and my departure for +Ingolstadt. I remembered shuddering at the mad enthusiasm that hurried +me on to the creation of my hideous enemy, and I called to mind the +night during which he first lived. I was unable to pursue the train of +thought; a thousand feelings pressed upon me, and I wept bitterly. + +Ever since my recovery from the fever I had been in the custom of taking +every night a small quantity of laudanum; for it was by means of this +drug only that I was enabled to gain the rest necessary for the +preservation of life. Oppressed by the recollection of my various +misfortunes, I now took a double dose, and soon slept profoundly. But +sleep did not afford me respite from thought and misery; my dreams +presented a thousand objects that scared me. Towards morning I was +possessed by a kind of night-mare; I felt the fiend’s grasp in my neck, +and could not free myself from it; groans and cries rung in my ears. My +father, who was watching over me, perceiving my restlessness, awoke me, +and pointed to the port of Holyhead, which we were now entering. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +We had resolved not to go to London, but to cross the country to +Portsmouth, and thence to embark for Havre. I preferred this plan +principally because I dreaded to see again those places in which I had +enjoyed a few moments of tranquillity with my beloved Clerval. I thought +with horror of seeing again those persons whom we had been accustomed to +visit together, and who might make inquiries concerning an event, the +very remembrance of which made me again feel the pang I endured when I +gazed on his lifeless form in the inn at ——. + +As for my father, his desires and exertions were bounded to the again +seeing me restored to health and peace of mind. His tenderness and +attentions were unremitting; my grief and gloom was obstinate, but he +would not despair. Sometimes he thought that I felt deeply the +degradation of being obliged to answer a charge of murder, and he +endeavoured to prove to me the futility of pride. + +“Alas! my father,” said I, “how little do you know me. Human beings, +their feelings and passions, would indeed be degraded, if such a wretch +as I felt pride. Justine, poor unhappy Justine, was as innocent as I, +and she suffered the same charge; she died for it; and I am the cause +of this—I murdered her. William, Justine, and Henry—they all died by +my hands.” + +My father had often, during my imprisonment, heard me make the same +assertion; when I thus accused myself, he sometimes seemed to desire an +explanation, and at others he appeared to consider it as caused by +delirium, and that, during my illness, some idea of this kind had +presented itself to my imagination, the remembrance of which I preserved +in my convalescence. I avoided explanation, and maintained a continual +silence concerning the wretch I had created. I had a feeling that I +should be supposed mad, and this for ever chained my tongue, when I +would have given the whole world to have confided the fatal secret. + +Upon this occasion my father said, with an expression of unbounded +wonder, “What do you mean, Victor? are you mad? My dear son, I entreat +you never to make such an assertion again.” + +“I am not mad,” I cried energetically; “the sun and the heavens, who +have viewed my operations, can bear witness of my truth. I am the +assassin of those most innocent victims; they died by my machinations. A +thousand times would I have shed my own blood, drop by drop, to have +saved their lives; but I could not, my father, indeed I could not +sacrifice the whole human race.” + +The conclusion of this speech convinced my father that my ideas were +deranged, and he instantly changed the subject of our conversation, and +endeavoured to alter the course of my thoughts. He wished as much as +possible to obliterate the memory of the scenes that had taken place in +Ireland, and never alluded to them, or suffered me to speak of my +misfortunes. + +As time passed away I became more calm: misery had her dwelling in my +heart, but I no longer talked in the same incoherent manner of my own +crimes; sufficient for me was the consciousness of them. By the utmost +self-violence, I curbed the imperious voice of wretchedness, which +sometimes desired to declare itself to the whole world; and my manners +were calmer and more composed than they had ever been since my journey +to the sea of ice. + +We arrived at Havre on the 8th of May, and instantly proceeded to Paris, +where my father had some business which detained us a few weeks. In this +city, I received the following letter from Elizabeth:— + + * * * * * + +“_To_ VICTOR FRANKENSTEIN. + +“MY DEAREST FRIEND, + +“It gave me the greatest pleasure to receive a letter from my uncle +dated at Paris; you are no longer at a formidable distance, and I may +hope to see you in less than a fortnight. My poor cousin, how much you +must have suffered! I expect to see you looking even more ill than when +you quitted Geneva. This winter has been passed most miserably, tortured +as I have been by anxious suspense; yet I hope to see peace in your +countenance, and to find that your heart is not totally devoid of +comfort and tranquillity. + +“Yet I fear that the same feelings now exist that made you so miserable +a year ago, even perhaps augmented by time. I would not disturb you at +this period, when so many misfortunes weigh upon you; but a conversation +that I had with my uncle previous to his departure renders some +explanation necessary before we meet. + +“Explanation! you may possibly say; what can Elizabeth have to explain? +If you really say this, my questions are answered, and I have no more to +do than to sign myself your affectionate cousin. But you are distant +from me, and it is possible that you may dread, and yet be pleased with +this explanation; and, in a probability of this being the case, I dare +not any longer postpone writing what, during your absence, I have often +wished to express to you, but have never had the courage to begin. + +“You well know, Victor, that our union had been the favourite plan of +your parents ever since our infancy. We were told this when young, and +taught to look forward to it as an event that would certainly take +place. We were affectionate playfellows during childhood, and, I +believe, dear and valued friends to one another as we grew older. But as +brother and sister often entertain a lively affection towards each +other, without desiring a more intimate union, may not such also be our +case? Tell me, dearest Victor. Answer me, I conjure you, by our mutual +happiness, with simple truth—Do you not love another? + +“You have travelled; you have spent several years of your life at +Ingolstadt; and I confess to you, my friend, that when I saw you last +autumn so unhappy, flying to solitude, from the society of every +creature, I could not help supposing that you might regret our +connexion, and believe yourself bound in honour to fulfil the wishes of +your parents, although they opposed themselves to your inclinations. But +this is false reasoning. I confess to you, my cousin, that I love you, +and that in my airy dreams of futurity you have been my constant friend +and companion. But it is your happiness I desire as well as my own, when +I declare to you, that our marriage would render me eternally miserable, +unless it were the dictate of your own free choice. Even now I weep to +think, that, borne down as you are by the cruelest misfortunes, you may +stifle, by the word _honour_, all hope of that love and happiness which +would alone restore you to yourself. I, who have so interested an +affection for you, may increase your miseries ten-fold, by being an +obstacle to your wishes. Ah, Victor, be assured that your cousin and +playmate has too sincere a love for you not to be made miserable by this +supposition. Be happy, my friend; and if you obey me in this one +request, remain satisfied that nothing on earth will have the power to +interrupt my tranquillity. + +“Do not let this letter disturb you; do not answer it to-morrow, or the +next day, or even until you come, if it will give you pain. My uncle +will send me news of your health; and if I see but one smile on your +lips when we meet, occasioned by this or any other exertion of mine, I +shall need no other happiness. + +“ELIZABETH LAVENZA. + +“Geneva, May 18th, 17—.” + + * * * * * + +This letter revived in my memory what I had before forgotten, the threat +of the fiend—“_I will be with you on your wedding-night!_” Such was my +sentence, and on that night would the dæmon employ every art to destroy +me, and tear me from the glimpse of happiness which promised partly to +console my sufferings. On that night he had determined to consummate his +crimes by my death. Well, be it so; a deadly struggle would then +assuredly take place, in which if he was victorious, I should be at +peace, and his power over me be at an end. If he were vanquished, I +should be a free man. Alas! what freedom? such as the peasant enjoys +when his family have been massacred before his eyes, his cottage burnt, +his lands laid waste, and he is turned adrift, homeless, pennyless, and +alone, but free. Such would be my liberty, except that in my Elizabeth I +possessed a treasure; alas! balanced by those horrors of remorse and +guilt, which would pursue me until death. + +Sweet and beloved Elizabeth! I read and re-read her letter, and some +softened feelings stole into my heart, and dared to whisper paradisaical +dreams of love and joy; but the apple was already eaten, and the +angel’s arm bared to drive me from all hope. Yet I would die to make her +happy. If the monster executed his threat, death was inevitable; yet, +again, I considered whether my marriage would hasten my fate. My +destruction might indeed arrive a few months sooner; but if my torturer +should suspect that I postponed it, influenced by his menaces, he would +surely find other, and perhaps more dreadful means of revenge. He had +vowed _to be with me on my wedding-night_, yet he did not consider that +threat as binding him to peace in the mean time; for, as if to shew me +that he was not yet satiated with blood, he had murdered Clerval +immediately after the enunciation of his threats. I resolved, therefore, +that if my immediate union with my cousin would conduce either to her’s +or my father’s happiness, my adversary’s designs against my life should +not retard it a single hour. + +In this state of mind I wrote to Elizabeth. My letter was calm and +affectionate. “I fear, my beloved girl,” I said, “little happiness +remains for us on earth; yet all that I may one day enjoy is concentered +in you. Chase away your idle fears; to you alone do I consecrate my +life, and my endeavours for contentment. I have one secret, Elizabeth, a +dreadful one; when revealed to you, it will chill your frame with +horror, and then, far from being surprised at my misery, you will only +wonder that I survive what I have endured. I will confide this tale of +misery and terror to you the day after our marriage shall take place; +for, my sweet cousin, there must be perfect confidence between us. But +until then, I conjure you, do not mention or allude to it. This I most +earnestly entreat, and I know you will comply.” + +In about a week after the arrival of Elizabeth’s letter, we returned to +Geneva. My cousin welcomed me with warm affection; yet tears were in her +eyes, as she beheld my emaciated frame and feverish cheeks. I saw a +change in her also. She was thinner, and had lost much of that heavenly +vivacity that had before charmed me; but her gentleness, and soft looks +of compassion, made her a more fit companion for one blasted and +miserable as I was. + +The tranquillity which I now enjoyed did not endure. Memory brought +madness with it; and when I thought on what had passed, a real insanity +possessed me; sometimes I was furious, and burnt with rage, sometimes +low and despondent. I neither spoke or looked, but sat motionless, +bewildered by the multitude of miseries that overcame me. + +Elizabeth alone had the power to draw me from these fits; her gentle +voice would soothe me when transported by passion, and inspire me with +human feelings when sunk in torpor. She wept with me, and for me. When +reason returned, she would remonstrate, and endeavour to inspire me with +resignation. Ah! it is well for the unfortunate to be resigned, but for +the guilty there is no peace. The agonies of remorse poison the luxury +there is otherwise sometimes found in indulging the excess of grief. + +Soon after my arrival my father spoke of my immediate marriage with my +cousin. I remained silent. + +“Have you, then, some other attachment?” + +“None on earth. I love Elizabeth, and look forward to our union with +delight. Let the day therefore be fixed; and on it I will consecrate +myself, in life or death, to the happiness of my cousin.” + +“My dear Victor, do not speak thus. Heavy misfortunes have befallen us; +but let us only cling closer to what remains, and transfer our love for +those whom we have lost to those who yet live. Our circle will be small, +but bound close by the ties of affection and mutual misfortune. And when +time shall have softened your despair, new and dear objects of care will +be born to replace those of whom we have been so cruelly deprived.” + +Such were the lessons of my father. But to me the remembrance of the +threat returned: nor can you wonder, that, omnipotent as the fiend had +yet been in his deeds of blood, I should almost regard him as +invincible; and that when he had pronounced the words, “_I shall be with +you on your wedding-night_,” I should regard the threatened fate as +unavoidable. But death was no evil to me, if the loss of Elizabeth were +balanced with it; and I therefore, with a contented and even cheerful +countenance, agreed with my father, that if my cousin would consent, the +ceremony should take place in ten days, and thus put, as I imagined, the +seal to my fate. + +Great God! if for one instant I had thought what might be the hellish +intention of my fiendish adversary, I would rather have banished myself +for ever from my native country, and wandered a friendless outcast over +the earth, than have consented to this miserable marriage. But, as if +possessed of magic powers, the monster had blinded me to his real +intentions; and when I thought that I prepared only my own death, I +hastened that of a far dearer victim. + +As the period fixed for our marriage drew nearer, whether from cowardice +or a prophetic feeling, I felt my heart sink within me. But I concealed +my feelings by an appearance of hilarity, that brought smiles and joy to +the countenance of my father, but hardly deceived the ever-watchful and +nicer eye of Elizabeth. She looked forward to our union with placid +contentment, not unmingled with a little fear, which past misfortunes +had impressed, that what now appeared certain and tangible happiness, +might soon dissipate into an airy dream, and leave no trace but deep and +everlasting regret. + +Preparations were made for the event; congratulatory visits were +received; and all wore a smiling appearance. I shut up, as well as I +could, in my own heart the anxiety that preyed there, and entered with +seeming earnestness into the plans of my father, although they might +only serve as the decorations of my tragedy. A house was purchased for +us near Cologny, by which we should enjoy the pleasures of the country, +and yet be so near Geneva as to see my father every day; who would +still reside within the walls, for the benefit of Ernest, that he might +follow his studies at the schools. + +In the mean time I took every precaution to defend my person, in case +the fiend should openly attack me. I carried pistols and a dagger +constantly about me, and was ever on the watch to prevent artifice; and +by these means gained a greater degree of tranquillity. Indeed, as the +period approached, the threat appeared more as a delusion, not to be +regarded as worthy to disturb my peace, while the happiness I hoped for +in my marriage wore a greater appearance of certainty, as the day fixed +for its solemnization drew nearer, and I heard it continually spoken of +as an occurrence which no accident could possibly prevent. + +Elizabeth seemed happy; my tranquil demeanour contributed greatly to +calm her mind. But on the day that was to fulfil my wishes and my +destiny, she was melancholy, and a presentiment of evil pervaded her; +and perhaps also she thought of the dreadful secret, which I had +promised to reveal to her the following day. My father was in the mean +time overjoyed, and, in the bustle of preparation, only observed in the +melancholy of his niece the diffidence of a bride. + +After the ceremony was performed, a large party assembled at my +father’s; but it was agreed that Elizabeth and I should pass the +afternoon and night at Evian, and return to Cologny the next morning. As +the day was fair, and the wind favourable, we resolved to go by water. + +Those were the last moments of my life during which I enjoyed the +feeling of happiness. We passed rapidly along: the sun was hot, but we +were sheltered from its rays by a kind of canopy, while we enjoyed the +beauty of the scene, sometimes on one side of the lake, where we saw +Mont Salêve, the pleasant banks of Montalêgre, and at a distance, +surmounting all, the beautiful Mont Blânc, and the assemblage of snowy +mountains that in vain endeavour to emulate her; sometimes coasting the +opposite banks, we saw the mighty Jura opposing its dark side to the +ambition that would quit its native country, and an almost +insurmountable barrier to the invader who should wish to enslave it. + +I took the hand of Elizabeth: “You are sorrowful, my love. Ah! if you +knew what I have suffered, and what I may yet endure, you would +endeavour to let me taste the quiet, and freedom from despair, that this +one day at least permits me to enjoy.” + +“Be happy, my dear Victor,” replied Elizabeth; “there is, I hope, +nothing to distress you; and be assured that if a lively joy is not +painted in my face, my heart is contented. Something whispers to me not +to depend too much on the prospect that is opened before us; but I will +not listen to such a sinister voice. Observe how fast we move along, and +how the clouds which sometimes obscure, and sometimes rise above the +dome of Mont Blânc, render this scene of beauty still more interesting. +Look also at the innumerable fish that are swimming in the clear +waters, where we can distinguish every pebble that lies at the bottom. +What a divine day! how happy and serene all nature appears!” + +Thus Elizabeth endeavoured to divert her thoughts and mine from all +reflection upon melancholy subjects. But her temper was fluctuating; joy +for a few instants shone in her eyes, but it continually gave place to +distraction and reverie. + +The sun sunk lower in the heavens; we passed the river Drance, and +observed its path through the chasms of the higher, and the glens of the +lower hills. The Alps here come closer to the lake, and we approached +the amphitheatre of mountains which forms its eastern boundary. The +spire of Evian shone under the woods that surrounded it, and the range +of mountain above mountain by which it was overhung. + +The wind, which had hitherto carried us along with amazing rapidity, +sunk at sunset to a light breeze; the soft air just ruffled the water, +and caused a pleasant motion among the trees as we approached the shore, +from which it wafted the most delightful scent of flowers and hay. The +sun sunk beneath the horizon as we landed; and as I touched the shore, I +felt those cares and fears revive, which soon were to clasp me, and +cling to me for ever. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +It was eight o’clock when we landed; we walked for a short time on the +shore, enjoying the transitory light, and then retired to the inn, and +contemplated the lovely scene of waters, woods, and mountains, obscured +in darkness, yet still displaying their black outlines. + +The wind, which had fallen in the south, now rose with great violence in +the west. The moon had reached her summit in the heavens, and was +beginning to descend; the clouds swept across it swifter than the flight +of the vulture, and dimmed her rays, while the lake reflected the scene +of the busy heavens, rendered still busier by the restless waves that +were beginning to rise. Suddenly a heavy storm of rain descended. + +I had been calm during the day; but so soon as night obscured the shapes +of objects, a thousand fears arose in my mind. I was anxious and +watchful, while my right hand grasped a pistol which was hidden in my +bosom; every sound terrified me; but I resolved that I would sell my +life dearly, and not relax the impending conflict until my own life, or +that of my adversary, were extinguished. + +Elizabeth observed my agitation for some time in timid and fearful +silence; at length she said, “What is it that agitates you, my dear +Victor? What is it you fear?” + +“Oh! peace, peace, my love,” replied I, “this night, and all will be +safe: but this night is dreadful, very dreadful.” + +I passed an hour in this state of mind, when suddenly I reflected how +dreadful the combat which I momentarily expected would be to my wife, +and I earnestly entreated her to retire, resolving not to join her until +I had obtained some knowledge as to the situation of my enemy. + +She left me, and I continued some time walking up and down the passages +of the house, and inspecting every corner that might afford a retreat to +my adversary. But I discovered no trace of him, and was beginning to +conjecture that some fortunate chance had intervened to prevent the +execution of his menaces; when suddenly I heard a shrill and dreadful +scream. It came from the room into which Elizabeth had retired. As I +heard it, the whole truth rushed into my mind, my arms dropped, the +motion of every muscle and fibre was suspended; I could feel the blood +trickling in my veins, and tingling in the extremities of my limbs. This +state lasted but for an instant; the scream was repeated, and I rushed +into the room. + +Great God! why did I not then expire! Why am I here to relate the +destruction of the best hope, and the purest creature of earth. She was +there, lifeless and inanimate, thrown across the bed, her head hanging +down, and her pale and distorted features half covered by her hair. +Every where I turn I see the same figure—her bloodless arms and relaxed +form flung by the murderer on its bridal bier. Could I behold this, and +live? Alas! life is obstinate, and clings closest where it is most +hated. For a moment only did I lose recollection; I fainted. + +When I recovered, I found myself surrounded by the people of the inn; +their countenances expressed a breathless terror: but the horror of +others appeared only as a mockery, a shadow of the feelings that +oppressed me. I escaped from them to the room where lay the body of +Elizabeth, my love, my wife, so lately living, so dear, so worthy. She +had been moved from the posture in which I had first beheld her; and +now, as she lay, her head upon her arm, and a handkerchief thrown across +her face and neck, I might have supposed her asleep. I rushed towards +her, and embraced her with ardour; but the deathly languor and coldness +of the limbs told me, that what I now held in my arms had ceased to be +the Elizabeth whom I had loved and cherished. The murderous mark of the +fiend’s grasp was on her neck, and the breath had ceased to issue from +her lips. + +While I still hung over her in the agony of despair, I happened to look +up. The windows of the room had before been darkened; and I felt a kind +of panic on seeing the pale yellow light of the moon illuminate the +chamber. The shutters had been thrown back; and, with a sensation of +horror not to be described, I saw at the open window a figure the most +hideous and abhorred. A grin was on the face of the monster; he seemed +to jeer, as with his fiendish finger he pointed towards the corpse of my +wife. I rushed towards the window, and drawing a pistol from my bosom, +shot; but he eluded me, leaped from his station, and, running with the +swiftness of lightning, plunged into the lake. + +The report of the pistol brought a crowd into the room. I pointed to the +spot where he had disappeared, and we followed the track with boats; +nets were cast, but in vain. After passing several hours, we returned +hopeless, most of my companions believing it to have been a form +conjured by my fancy. After having landed, they proceeded to search the +country, parties going in different directions among the woods and +vines. + +I did not accompany them; I was exhausted: a film covered my eyes, and +my skin was parched with the heat of fever. In this state I lay on a +bed, hardly conscious of what had happened; my eyes wandered round the +room, as if to seek something that I had lost. + +At length I remembered that my father would anxiously expect the return +of Elizabeth and myself, and that I must return alone. This reflection +brought tears into my eyes, and I wept for a long time; but my thoughts +rambled to various subjects, reflecting on my misfortunes, and their +cause. I was bewildered in a cloud of wonder and horror. The death of +William, the execution of Justine, the murder of Clerval, and lastly of +my wife; even at that moment I knew not that my only remaining friends +were safe from the malignity of the fiend; my father even now might be +writhing under his grasp, and Ernest might be dead at his feet. This +idea made me shudder, and recalled me to action. I started up, and +resolved to return to Geneva with all possible speed. + +There were no horses to be procured, and I must return by the lake; but +the wind was unfavourable, and the rain fell in torrents. However, it +was hardly morning, and I might reasonably hope to arrive by night. I +hired men to row, and took an oar myself, for I had always experienced +relief from mental torment in bodily exercise. But the overflowing +misery I now felt, and the excess of agitation that I endured, rendered +me incapable of any exertion. I threw down the oar; and, leaning my head +upon my hands, gave way to every gloomy idea that arose. If I looked up, +I saw the scenes which were familiar to me in my happier time, and which +I had contemplated but the day before in the company of her who was now +but a shadow and a recollection. Tears streamed from my eyes. The rain +had ceased for a moment, and I saw the fish play in the waters as they +had done a few hours before; they had then been observed by Elizabeth. +Nothing is so painful to the human mind as a great and sudden change. +The sun might shine, or the clouds might lour; but nothing could appear +to me as it had done the day before. A fiend had snatched from me every +hope of future happiness: no creature had ever been so miserable as I +was; so frightful an event is single in the history of man. + +But why should I dwell upon the incidents that followed this last +overwhelming event. Mine has been a tale of horrors; I have reached +their _acme_, and what I must now relate can but be tedious to you. Know +that, one by one, my friends were snatched away; I was left desolate. My +own strength is exhausted; and I must tell, in a few words, what remains +of my hideous narration. + +I arrived at Geneva. My father and Ernest yet lived; but the former sunk +under the tidings that I bore. I see him now, excellent and venerable +old man! his eyes wandered in vacancy, for they had lost their charm and +their delight—his niece, his more than daughter, whom he doated on with +all that affection which a man feels, who, in the decline of life, +having few affections, clings more earnestly to those that remain. +Cursed, cursed be the fiend that brought misery on his grey hairs, and +doomed him to waste in wretchedness! He could not live under the horrors +that were accumulated around him; an apoplectic fit was brought on, and +in a few days he died in my arms. + +What then became of me? I know not; I lost sensation, and chains and +darkness were the only objects that pressed upon me. Sometimes, indeed, +I dreamt that I wandered in flowery meadows and pleasant vales with the +friends of my youth; but awoke, and found myself in a dungeon. +Melancholy followed, but by degrees I gained a clear conception of my +miseries and situation, and was then released from my prison. For they +had called me mad; and during many months, as I understood, a solitary +cell had been my habitation. + +But liberty had been a useless gift to me had I not, as I awakened to +reason, at the same time awakened to revenge. As the memory of past +misfortunes pressed upon me, I began to reflect on their cause—the +monster whom I had created, the miserable dæmon whom I had sent abroad +into the world for my destruction. I was possessed by a maddening rage +when I thought of him, and desired and ardently prayed that I might have +him within my grasp to wreak a great and signal revenge on his cursed +head. + +Nor did my hate long confine itself to useless wishes; I began to +reflect on the best means of securing him; and for this purpose, about a +month after my release, I repaired to a criminal judge in the town, and +told him that I had an accusation to make; that I knew the destroyer of +my family; and that I required him to exert his whole authority for the +apprehension of the murderer. + +The magistrate listened to me with attention and kindness: “Be assured, +sir,” said he, “no pains or exertions on my part shall be spared to +discover the villain.” + +“I thank you,” replied I; “listen, therefore, to the deposition that I +have to make. It is indeed a tale so strange, that I should fear you +would not credit it, were there not something in truth which, however +wonderful, forces conviction. The story is too connected to be mistaken +for a dream, and I have no motive for falsehood.” My manner, as I thus +addressed him, was impressive, but calm; I had formed in my own heart a +resolution to pursue my destroyer to death; and this purpose quieted my +agony, and provisionally reconciled me to life. I now related my history +briefly, but with firmness and precision, marking the dates with +accuracy, and never deviating into invective or exclamation. + +The magistrate appeared at first perfectly incredulous, but as I +continued he became more attentive and interested; I saw him sometimes +shudder with horror, at others a lively surprise, unmingled with +disbelief, was painted on his countenance. + +When I had concluded my narration, I said. “This is the being whom I +accuse, and for whose detection and punishment I call upon you to exert +your whole power. It is your duty as a magistrate, and I believe and +hope that your feelings as a man will not revolt from the execution of +those functions on this occasion.” + +This address caused a considerable change in the physiognomy of my +auditor. He had heard my story with that half kind of belief that is +given to a tale of spirits and supernatural events; but when he was +called upon to act officially in consequence, the whole tide of his +incredulity returned. He, however, answered mildly, “I would willingly +afford you every aid in your pursuit; but the creature of whom you +speak appears to have powers which would put all my exertions to +defiance. Who can follow an animal which can traverse the sea of ice, +and inhabit caves and dens, where no man would venture to intrude? +Besides, some months have elapsed since the commission of his crimes, +and no one can conjecture to what place he has wandered, or what region +he may now inhabit.” + +“I do not doubt that he hovers near the spot which I inhabit; and if he +has indeed taken refuge in the Alps, he may be hunted like the chamois, +and destroyed as a beast of prey. But I perceive your thoughts: you do +not credit my narrative, and do not intend to pursue my enemy with the +punishment which is his desert.” + +As I spoke, rage sparkled in my eyes; the magistrate was intimidated; +“You are mistaken,” said he, “I will exert myself; and if it is in my +power to seize the monster, be assured that he shall suffer punishment +proportionate to his crimes. But I fear, from what you have yourself +described to be his properties, that this will prove impracticable, and +that, while every proper measure is pursued, you should endeavour to +make up your mind to disappointment.” + +“That cannot be; but all that I can say will be of little avail. My +revenge is of no moment to you; yet, while I allow it to be a vice, I +confess that it is the devouring and only passion of my soul. My rage is +unspeakable, when I reflect that the murderer, whom I have turned loose +upon society, still exists. You refuse my just demand: I have but one +resource; and I devote myself, either in my life or death, to his +destruction.” + +I trembled with excess of agitation as I said this; there was a phrenzy +in my manner, and something, I doubt not, of that haughty fierceness, +which the martyrs of old are said to have possessed. But to a Genevan +magistrate, whose mind was occupied by far other ideas than those of +devotion and heroism, this elevation of mind had much the appearance of +madness. He endeavoured to soothe me as a nurse does a child, and +reverted to my tale as the effects of delirium. + +“Man,” I cried, “how ignorant art thou in thy pride of wisdom! Cease; +you know not what it is you say.” + +I broke from the house angry and disturbed, and retired to meditate on +some other mode of action. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +My present situation was one in which all voluntary thought was +swallowed up and lost. I was hurried away by fury; revenge alone endowed +me with strength and composure; it modelled my feelings, and allowed me +to be calculating and calm, at periods when otherwise delirium or death +would have been my portion. + +My first resolution was to quit Geneva for ever; my country, which, when +I was happy and beloved, was dear to me, now, in my adversity, became +hateful. I provided myself with a sum of money, together with a few +jewels which had belonged to my mother, and departed. + +And now my wanderings began, which are to cease but with life. I have +traversed a vast portion of the earth, and have endured all the +hardships which travellers, in deserts and barbarous countries, are wont +to meet. How I have lived I hardly know; many times have I stretched my +failing limbs upon the sandy plain, and prayed for death. But revenge +kept me alive; I dared not die, and leave my adversary in being. + +When I quitted Geneva, my first labour was to gain some clue by which I +might trace the steps of my fiendish enemy. But my plan was unsettled; +and I wandered many hours around the confines of the town, uncertain +what path I should pursue. As night approached, I found myself at the +entrance of the cemetery where William, Elizabeth, and my father, +reposed. I entered it, and approached the tomb which marked their +graves. Every thing was silent, except the leaves of the trees, which +were gently agitated by the wind; the night was nearly dark; and the +scene would have been solemn and affecting even to an uninterested +observer. The spirits of the departed seemed to flit around, and to cast +a shadow, which was felt but seen not, around the head of the mourner. + +The deep grief which this scene had at first excited quickly gave way to +rage and despair. They were dead, and I lived; their murderer also +lived, and to destroy him I must drag out my weary existence. I knelt on +the grass, and kissed the earth, and with quivering lips exclaimed, “By +the sacred earth on which I kneel, by the shades that wander near me, by +the deep and eternal grief that I feel, I swear; and by thee, O Night, +and by the spirits that preside over thee, I swear to pursue the dæmon, +who caused this misery, until he or I shall perish in mortal conflict. +For this purpose I will preserve my life: to execute this dear revenge, +will I again behold the sun, and tread the green herbage of earth, which +otherwise should vanish from my eyes for ever. And I call on you, +spirits of the dead; and on you, wandering ministers of vengeance, to +aid and conduct me in my work. Let the cursed and hellish monster drink +deep of agony; let him feel the despair that now torments me.” + +I had begun my adjuration with solemnity, and an awe which almost +assured me that the shades of my murdered friends heard and approved my +devotion; but the furies possessed me as I concluded, and rage choaked +my utterance. + +I was answered through the stillness of night by a loud and fiendish +laugh. It rung on my ears long and heavily; the mountains re-echoed it, +and I felt as if all hell surrounded me with mockery and laughter. +Surely in that moment I should have been possessed by phrenzy, and have +destroyed my miserable existence, but that my vow was heard, and that I +was reserved for vengeance. The laughter died away: when a well-known +and abhorred voice, apparently close to my ear, addressed me in an +audible whisper—“I am satisfied: miserable wretch! you have determined +to live, and I am satisfied.” + +I darted towards the spot from which the sound proceeded; but the devil +eluded my grasp. Suddenly the broad disk of the moon arose, and shone +full upon his ghastly and distorted shape, as he fled with more than +mortal speed. + +I pursued him; and for many months this has been my task. Guided by a +slight clue, I followed the windings of the Rhone, but vainly. The blue +Mediterranean appeared; and, by a strange chance, I saw the fiend enter +by night, and hide himself in a vessel bound for the Black Sea. I took +my passage in the same ship; but he escaped, I know not how. + +Amidst the wilds of Tartary and Russia, although he still evaded me, I +have ever followed in his track. Sometimes the peasants, scared by this +horrid apparition, informed me of his path; sometimes he himself, who +feared that if I lost all trace I should despair and die, often left +some mark to guide me. The snows descended on my head, and I saw the +print of his huge step on the white plain. To you first entering on +life, to whom care is new, and agony unknown, how can you understand +what I have felt, and still feel? Cold, want, and fatigue, were the least +pains which I was destined to endure; I was cursed by some devil, and +carried about with me my eternal hell; yet still a spirit of good +followed and directed my steps, and, when I most murmured, would +suddenly extricate me from seemingly insurmountable difficulties. +Sometimes, when nature, overcome by hunger, sunk under the exhaustion, a +repast was prepared for me in the desert, that restored and inspirited +me. The fare was indeed coarse, such as the peasants of the country ate; +but I may not doubt that it was set there by the spirits that I had +invoked to aid me. Often, when all was dry, the heavens cloudless, and I +was parched by thirst, a slight cloud would bedim the sky, shed the few +drops that revived me, and vanish. + +I followed, when I could, the courses of the rivers; but the dæmon +generally avoided these, as it was here that the population of the +country chiefly collected. In other places human beings were seldom +seen; and I generally subsisted on the wild animals that crossed my +path. I had money with me, and gained the friendship of the villagers by +distributing it, or bringing with me some food that I had killed, which, +after taking a small part, I always presented to those who had provided +me with fire and utensils for cooking. + +My life, as it passed thus, was indeed hateful to me, and it was during +sleep alone that I could taste joy. O blessed sleep! often, when most +miserable, I sank to repose, and my dreams lulled me even to rapture. +The spirits that guarded me had provided these moments, or rather hours, +of happiness, that I might retain strength to fulfil my pilgrimage. +Deprived of this respite, I should have sunk under my hardships. During +the day I was sustained and inspirited by the hope of night: for in +sleep I saw my friends, my wife, and my beloved country; again I saw the +benevolent countenance of my father, heard the silver tones of my +Elizabeth’s voice, and beheld Clerval enjoying health and youth. Often, +when wearied by a toilsome march, I persuaded myself that I was dreaming +until night should come, and that I should then enjoy reality in the +arms of my dearest friends. What agonizing fondness did I feel for them! +how did I cling to their dear forms, as sometimes they haunted even my +waking hours, and persuade myself that they still lived! At such +moments vengeance, that burned within me, died in my heart, and I +pursued my path towards the destruction of the dæmon, more as a task +enjoined by heaven, as the mechanical impulse of some power of which I +was unconscious, than as the ardent desire of my soul. + +What his feelings were whom I pursued, I cannot know. Sometimes, indeed, +he left marks in writing on the barks of the trees, or cut in stone, +that guided me, and instigated my fury. “My reign is not yet over,” +(these words were legible in one of these inscriptions); “you live, and +my power is complete. Follow me; I seek the everlasting ices of the +north, where you will feel the misery of cold and frost, to which I am +impassive. You will find near this place, if you follow not too tardily, +a dead hare; eat, and be refreshed. Come on, my enemy; we have yet to +wrestle for our lives; but many hard and miserable hours must you +endure, until that period shall arrive.” + +Scoffing devil! Again do I vow vengeance; again do I devote thee, +miserable fiend, to torture and death. Never will I omit my search, +until he or I perish; and then with what ecstacy shall I join my +Elizabeth, and those who even now prepare for me the reward of my +tedious toil and horrible pilgrimage. + +As I still pursued my journey to the northward, the snows thickened, and +the cold increased in a degree almost too severe to support. The +peasants were shut up in their hovels, and only a few of the most hardy +ventured forth to seize the animals whom starvation had forced from +their hiding places to seek for prey. The rivers were covered with ice, +and no fish could be procured; and thus I was cut off from my chief +article of maintenance. + +The triumph of my enemy increased with the difficulty of my labours. One +inscription that he left was in these words: “Prepare! your toils only +begin: wrap yourself in furs, and provide food, for we shall soon enter +upon a journey where your sufferings will satisfy my everlasting +hatred.” + +My courage and perseverance were invigorated by these scoffing words; I +resolved not to fail in my purpose; and, calling on heaven to support +me, I continued with unabated fervour to traverse immense deserts, until +the ocean appeared at a distance, and formed the utmost boundary of the +horizon. Oh! how unlike it was to the blue seas of the south! Covered +with ice, it was only to be distinguished from land by its superior +wildness and ruggedness. The Greeks wept for joy when they beheld the +Mediterranean from the hills of Asia, and hailed with rapture the +boundary of their toils. I did not weep; but I knelt down, and, with a +full heart, thanked my guiding spirit for conducting me in safety to the +place where I hoped, notwithstanding my adversary’s gibe, to meet and +grapple with him. + +Some weeks before this period I had procured a sledge and dogs, and thus +traversed the snows with inconceivable speed. I know not whether the +fiend possessed the same advantages; but I found that, as before I had +daily lost ground in the pursuit, I now gained on him; so much so, that +when I first saw the ocean, he was but one day’s journey in advance, and +I hoped to intercept him before he should reach the beach. With new +courage, therefore, I pressed on, and in two days arrived at a wretched +hamlet on the seashore. I inquired of the inhabitants concerning the +fiend, and gained accurate information. A gigantic monster, they said, +had arrived the night before, armed with a gun and many pistols; putting +to flight the inhabitants of a solitary cottage, through fear of his +terrific appearance. He had carried off their store of winter food, and, +placing it in a sledge, to draw which he had seized on a numerous drove +of trained dogs, he had harnessed them, and the same night, to the joy +of the horror-struck villagers, had pursued his journey across the sea +in a direction that led to no land; and they conjectured that he must +speedily be destroyed by the breaking of the ice, or frozen by the +eternal frosts. + +On hearing this information, I suffered a temporary access of despair. +He had escaped me; and I must commence a destructive and almost endless +journey across the mountainous ices of the ocean,—amidst cold that few +of the inhabitants could long endure, and which I, the native of a +genial and sunny climate, could not hope to survive. Yet at the idea +that the fiend should live and be triumphant, my rage and vengeance +returned, and, like a mighty tide, overwhelmed every other feeling. +After a slight repose, during which the spirits of the dead hovered +round, and instigated me to toil and revenge, I prepared for my +journey. + +I exchanged my land sledge for one fashioned for the inequalities of the +frozen ocean; and, purchasing a plentiful stock of provisions, I +departed from land. + +I cannot guess how many days have passed since then; but I have endured +misery, which nothing but the eternal sentiment of a just retribution +burning within my heart could have enabled me to support. Immense and +rugged mountains of ice often barred up my passage, and I often heard +the thunder of the ground sea, which threatened my destruction. But +again the frost came, and made the paths of the sea secure. + +By the quantity of provision which I had consumed I should guess that I +had passed three weeks in this journey; and the continual protraction of +hope, returning back upon the heart, often wrung bitter drops of +despondency and grief from my eyes. Despair had indeed almost secured +her prey, and I should soon have sunk beneath this misery; when once, +after the poor animals that carried me had with incredible toil gained +the summit of a sloping ice mountain, and one sinking under his fatigue +died, I viewed the expanse before me with anguish, when suddenly my eye +caught a dark speck upon the dusky plain. I strained my sight to +discover what it could be, and uttered a wild cry of ecstacy when I +distinguished a sledge, and the distorted proportions of a well-known +form within. Oh! with what a burning gush did hope revisit my heart! +warm tears filled my eyes, which I hastily wiped away, that they might +not intercept the view I had of the dæmon; but still my sight was dimmed +by the burning drops, until, giving way to the emotions that oppressed +me, I wept aloud. + +But this was not the time for delay; I disencumbered the dogs of their +dead companion, gave them a plentiful portion of food; and, after an +hour’s rest, which was absolutely necessary, and yet which was bitterly +irksome to me, I continued my route. The sledge was still visible; nor +did I again lose sight of it, except at the moments when for a short +time some ice rock concealed it with its intervening crags. I indeed +perceptibly gained on it; and when, after nearly two days’ journey, I +beheld my enemy at no more than a mile distant, my heart bounded within +me. + +But now, when I appeared almost within grasp of my enemy, my hopes were +suddenly extinguished, and I lost all trace of him more utterly than I +had ever done before. A ground sea was heard; the thunder of its +progress, as the waters rolled and swelled beneath me, became every +moment more ominous and terrific. I pressed on, but in vain. The wind +arose; the sea roared; and, as with the mighty shock of an earthquake, +it split, and cracked with a tremendous and overwhelming sound. The work +was soon finished: in a few minutes a tumultuous sea rolled between me +and my enemy, and I was left drifting on a scattered piece of ice, that +was continually lessening, and thus preparing for me a hideous death. + +In this manner many appalling hours passed; several of my dogs died; and +I myself was about to sink under the accumulation of distress, when I +saw your vessel riding at anchor, and holding forth to me hopes of +succour and life. I had no conception that vessels ever came so far +north, and was astounded at the sight. I quickly destroyed part of my +sledge to construct oars; and by these means was enabled, with infinite +fatigue, to move my ice-raft in the direction of your ship. I had +determined, if you were going southward, still to trust myself to the +mercy of the seas, rather than abandon my purpose. I hoped to induce you +to grant me a boat with which I could still pursue my enemy. But your +direction was northward. You took me on board when my vigour was +exhausted, and I should soon have sunk under my multiplied hardships +into a death, which I still dread,—for my task is unfulfilled. + +Oh! when will my guiding spirit, in conducting me to the dæmon, allow me +the rest I so much desire; or must I die, and he yet live? If I do, +swear to me, Walton, that he shall not escape; that you will seek him, +and satisfy my vengeance in his death. Yet, do I dare ask you to +undertake my pilgrimage, to endure the hardships that I have undergone? +No; I am not so selfish. Yet, when I am dead, if he should appear; if +the ministers of vengeance should conduct him to you, swear that he +shall not live—swear that he shall not triumph over my accumulated +woes, and live to make another such a wretch as I am. He is eloquent +and persuasive; and once his words had even power over my heart: but +trust him not. His soul is as hellish as his form, full of treachery and +fiend-like malice. Hear him not; call on the manes of William, Justine, +Clerval, Elizabeth, my father, and of the wretched Victor, and thrust +your sword into his heart. I will hover near, and direct the steel +aright. + + * * * * * + +WALTON, _in continuation_. + +August 26th, 17—. + +You have read this strange and terrific story, Margaret; and do you not +feel your blood congealed with horror, like that which even now curdles +mine? Sometimes, seized with sudden agony, he could not continue his +tale; at others, his voice broken, yet piercing, uttered with difficulty +the words so replete with agony. His fine and lovely eyes were now +lighted up with indignation, now subdued to downcast sorrow, and +quenched in infinite wretchedness. Sometimes he commanded his +countenance and tones, and related the most horrible incidents with a +tranquil voice, suppressing every mark of agitation; then, like a +volcano bursting forth, his face would suddenly change to an expression +of the wildest rage, as he shrieked out imprecations on his persecutor. + +His tale is connected, and told with an appearance of the simplest +truth; yet I own to you that the letters of Felix and Safie, which he +shewed me, and the apparition of the monster, seen from our ship, +brought to me a greater conviction of the truth of his narrative than +his asseverations, however earnest and connected. Such a monster has +then really existence; I cannot doubt it; yet I am lost in surprise and +admiration. Sometimes I endeavoured to gain from Frankenstein the +particulars of his creature’s formation; but on this point he was +impenetrable. + +“Are you mad, my friend?” said he, “or whither does your senseless +curiosity lead you? Would you also create for yourself and the world a +demoniacal enemy? Or to what do your questions tend? Peace, peace! learn +my miseries, and do not seek to increase your own.” + +Frankenstein discovered that I made notes concerning his history: he +asked to see them, and then himself corrected and augmented them in many +places; but principally in giving the life and spirit to the +conversations he held with his enemy. “Since you have preserved my +narration,” said he, “I would not that a mutilated one should go down to +posterity.” + +Thus has a week passed away, while I have listened to the strangest tale +that ever imagination formed. My thoughts, and every feeling of my soul, +have been drunk up by the interest for my guest, which this tale, and +his own elevated and gentle manners have created. I wish to soothe him; +yet can I counsel one so infinitely miserable, so destitute of every +hope of consolation, to live? Oh, no! the only joy that he can now know +will be when he composes his shattered feelings to peace and death. Yet +he enjoys one comfort, the offspring of solitude and delirium: he +believes, that, when in dreams he holds converse with his friends, and +derives from that communion consolation for his miseries, or excitements +to his vengeance, that they are not the creations of his fancy, but the +real beings who visit him from the regions of a remote world. This faith +gives a solemnity to his reveries that render them to me almost as +imposing and interesting as truth. + +Our conversations are not always confined to his own history and +misfortunes. On every point of general literature he displays unbounded +knowledge, and a quick and piercing apprehension. His eloquence is +forcible and touching; nor can I hear him, when he relates a pathetic +incident, or endeavours to move the passions of pity or love, without +tears. What a glorious creature must he have been in the days of his +prosperity, when he is thus noble and godlike in ruin. He seems to feel +his own worth, and the greatness of his fall. + +“When younger,” said he, “I felt as if I were destined for some great +enterprise. My feelings are profound; but I possessed a coolness of +judgment that fitted me for illustrious achievements. This sentiment of +the worth of my nature supported me, when others would have been +oppressed; for I deemed it criminal to throw away in useless grief those +talents that might be useful to my fellow-creatures. When I reflected on +the work I had completed, no less a one than the creation of a +sensitive and rational animal, I could not rank myself with the herd of +common projectors. But this feeling, which supported me in the +commencement of my career, now serves only to plunge me lower in the +dust. All my speculations and hopes are as nothing; and, like the +archangel who aspired to omnipotence, I am chained in an eternal hell. +My imagination was vivid, yet my powers of analysis and application were +intense; by the union of these qualities I conceived the idea, and +executed the creation of a man. Even now I cannot recollect, without +passion, my reveries while the work was incomplete. I trod heaven in my +thoughts, now exulting in my powers, now burning with the idea of their +effects. From my infancy I was imbued with high hopes and a lofty +ambition; but how am I sunk! Oh! my friend, if you had known me as I +once was, you would not recognize me in this state of degradation. +Despondency rarely visited my heart; a high destiny seemed to bear me +on, until I fell, never, never again to rise.” + +Must I then lose this admirable being? I have longed for a friend; I +have sought one who would sympathize with and love me. Behold, on these +desert seas I have found such a one; but, I fear, I have gained him only +to know his value, and lose him. I would reconcile him to life, but he +repulses the idea. + +“I thank you, Walton,” he said, “for your kind intentions towards so +miserable a wretch; but when you speak of new ties, and fresh +affections, think you that any can replace those who are gone? Can any +man be to me as Clerval was; or any woman another Elizabeth? Even where +the affections are not strongly moved by any superior excellence, the +companions of our childhood always possess a certain power over our +minds, which hardly any later friend can obtain. They know our infantine +dispositions, which, however they may be afterwards modified, are never +eradicated; and they can judge of our actions with more certain +conclusions as to the integrity of our motives. A sister or a brother +can never, unless indeed such symptoms have been shewn early, suspect +the other of fraud or false dealing, when another friend, however +strongly he may be attached, may, in spite of himself, be invaded with +suspicion. But I enjoyed friends, dear not only through habit and +association, but from their own merits; and, wherever I am, the soothing +voice of my Elizabeth, and the conversation of Clerval, will be ever +whispered in my ear. They are dead; and but one feeling in such a +solitude can persuade me to preserve my life. If I were engaged in any +high undertaking or design, fraught with extensive utility to my +fellow-creatures, then could I live to fulfil it. But such is not my +destiny; I must pursue and destroy the being to whom I gave existence; +then my lot on earth will be fulfilled, and I may die.” + + * * * * * + +September 2d. + +MY BELOVED SISTER, + +I write to you, encompassed by peril, and ignorant whether I am ever +doomed to see again dear England, and the dearer friends that inhabit +it. I am surrounded by mountains of ice, which admit of no escape, and +threaten every moment to crush my vessel. The brave fellows, whom I have +persuaded to be my companions, look towards me for aid; but I have none +to bestow. There is something terribly appalling in our situation, yet +my courage and hopes do not desert me. We may survive; and if we do not, +I will repeat the lessons of my Seneca, and die with a good heart. + +Yet what, Margaret, will be the state of your mind? You will not hear of +my destruction, and you will anxiously await my return. Years will pass, +and you will have visitings of despair, and yet be tortured by hope. Oh! +my beloved sister, the sickening failings of your heart-felt +expectations are, in prospect, more terrible to me than my own death. +But you have a husband, and lovely children; you may be happy: heaven +bless you, and make you so! + +My unfortunate guest regards me with the tenderest compassion. He +endeavours to fill me with hope; and talks as if life were a possession +which he valued. He reminds me how often the same accidents have +happened to other navigators, who have attempted this sea, and, in spite +of myself, he fills me with cheerful auguries. Even the sailors feel the +power of his eloquence: when he speaks, they no longer despair: he +rouses their energies, and, while they hear his voice, they believe +these vast mountains of ice are mole-hills, which will vanish before the +resolutions of man. These feelings are transitory; each day’s +expectation delayed fills them with fear, and I almost dread a mutiny +caused by this despair. + + * * * * * + +September 5th. + +A scene has just passed of such uncommon interest, that although it is +highly probable that these papers may never reach you, yet I cannot +forbear recording it. + +We are still surrounded by mountains of ice, still in imminent danger of +being crushed in their conflict. The cold is excessive, and many of my +unfortunate comrades have already found a grave amidst this scene of +desolation. Frankenstein has daily declined in health: a feverish fire +still glimmers in his eyes; but he is exhausted, and, when suddenly +roused to any exertion, he speedily sinks again into apparent +lifelessness. + +I mentioned in my last letter the fears I entertained of a mutiny. This +morning, as I sat watching the wan countenance of my friend—his eyes +half closed, and his limbs hanging listlessly,—I was roused by half a +dozen of the sailors, who desired admission into the cabin. They +entered; and their leader addressed me. He told me that he and his +companions had been chosen by the other sailors to come in deputation to +me, to make me a demand, which, in justice, I could not refuse. We were +immured in ice, and should probably never escape; but they feared that +if, as was possible, the ice should dissipate, and a free passage be +opened, I should be rash enough to continue my voyage, and lead them +into fresh dangers, after they might happily have surmounted this. They +desired, therefore, that I should engage with a solemn promise, that if +the vessel should be freed, I would instantly direct my coarse +southward. + +This speech troubled me. I had not despaired; nor had I yet conceived +the idea of returning, if set free. Yet could I, in justice, or even in +possibility, refuse this demand? I hesitated before I answered; when +Frankenstein, who had at first been silent, and, indeed, appeared hardly +to have force enough to attend, now roused himself; his eyes sparkled, +and his cheeks flushed with momentary vigour. Turning towards the men, +he said— + +“What do you mean? What do you demand of your captain? Are you then so +easily turned from your design? Did you not call this a glorious +expedition? and wherefore was it glorious? Not because the way was +smooth and placid as a southern sea, but because it was full of dangers +and terror; because, at every new incident, your fortitude was to be +called forth, and your courage exhibited; because danger and death +surrounded, and these dangers you were to brave and overcome. For this +was it a glorious, for this was it an honourable undertaking. You were +hereafter to be hailed as the benefactors of your species; your name +adored, as belonging to brave men who encountered death for honour and +the benefit of mankind. And now, behold, with the first imagination of +danger, or, if you will, the first mighty and terrific trial of your +courage, you shrink away, and are content to be handed down as men who +had not strength enough to endure cold and peril; and so, poor souls, +they were chilly, and returned to their warm fire-sides. Why, that +requires not this preparation; ye need not have come thus far, and +dragged your captain to the shame of a defeat, merely to prove +yourselves cowards. Oh! be men, or be more than men. Be steady to your +purposes, and firm as a rock. This ice is not made of such stuff as your +hearts might be; it is mutable, cannot withstand you, if you say that it +shall not. Do not return to your families with the stigma of disgrace +marked on your brows. Return as heroes who have fought and conquered, +and who know not what it is to turn their backs on the foe.” + +He spoke this with a voice so modulated to the different feelings +expressed in his speech, with an eye so full of lofty design and +heroism, that can you wonder that these men were moved. They looked at +one another, and were unable to reply. I spoke; I told them to retire, +and consider of what had been said: that I would not lead them further +north, if they strenuously desired the contrary; but that I hoped that, +with reflection, their courage would return. + +They retired, and I turned towards my friend; but he was sunk in +languor, and almost deprived of life. + +How all this will terminate, I know not; but I had rather die, than +return shamefully,—my purpose unfulfilled. Yet I fear such will be my +fate; the men, unsupported by ideas of glory and honour, can never +willingly continue to endure their present hardships. + + * * * * * + +September 7th. + +The die is cast; I have consented to return, if we are not destroyed. +Thus are my hopes blasted by cowardice and indecision; I come back +ignorant and disappointed. It requires more philosophy than I possess, +to bear this injustice with patience. + + * * * * * + +September 12th. + +It is past; I am returning to England. I have lost my hopes of utility +and glory;—I have lost my friend. But I will endeavour to detail these +bitter circumstances to you, my dear sister; and, while I am wafted +towards England, and towards you, I will not despond. + +September 19th, the ice began to move, and roarings like thunder were +heard at a distance, as the islands split and cracked in every +direction. We were in the most imminent peril; but, as we could only +remain passive, my chief attention was occupied by my unfortunate guest, +whose illness increased in such a degree, that he was entirely confined +to his bed. The ice cracked behind us, and was driven with force towards +the north; a breeze sprung from the west, and on the 11th the passage +towards the south became perfectly free. When the sailors saw this, and +that their return to their native country was apparently assured, a +shout of tumultuous joy broke from them, loud and long-continued. +Frankenstein, who was dozing, awoke, and asked the cause of the tumult. +“They shout,” I said, “because they will soon return to England.” + +“Do you then really return?” + +“Alas! yes; I cannot withstand their demands. I cannot lead them +unwillingly to danger, and I must return.” + +“Do so, if you will; but I will not. You may give up your purpose; but +mine is assigned to me by heaven, and I dare not. I am weak; but surely +the spirits who assist my vengeance will endow me with sufficient +strength.” Saying this, he endeavoured to spring from the bed, but the +exertion was too great for him; he fell back, and fainted. + +It was long before he was restored; and I often thought that life was +entirely extinct. At length he opened his eyes, but he breathed with +difficulty, and was unable to speak. The surgeon gave him a composing +draught, and ordered us to leave him undisturbed. In the mean time he +told me, that my friend had certainly not many hours to live. + +His sentence was pronounced; and I could only grieve, and be patient. I +sat by his bed watching him; his eyes were closed, and I thought he +slept; but presently he called to me in a feeble voice, and, bidding me +come near, said—“Alas! the strength I relied on is gone; I feel that I +shall soon die, and he, my enemy and persecutor, may still be in being. +Think not, Walton, that in the last moments of my existence I feel that +burning hatred, and ardent desire of revenge, I once expressed, but I +feel myself justified in desiring the death of my adversary. During +these last days I have been occupied in examining my past conduct; nor +do I find it blameable. In a fit of enthusiastic madness I created a +rational creature, and was bound towards him, to assure, as far as was +in my power, his happiness and well-being. This was my duty; but there +was another still paramount to that. My duties towards my +fellow-creatures had greater claims to my attention, because they +included a greater proportion of happiness or misery. Urged by this +view, I refused, and I did right in refusing, to create a companion for +the first creature. He shewed unparalleled malignity and selfishness, in +evil: he destroyed my friends; he devoted to destruction beings who +possessed exquisite sensations, happiness, and wisdom; nor do I know +where this thirst for vengeance may end. Miserable himself, that he may +render no other wretched, he ought to die. The task of his destruction +was mine, but I have failed. When actuated by selfish and vicious +motives, I asked you to undertake my unfinished work; and I renew this +request now, when I am only induced by reason and virtue. + +“Yet I cannot ask you to renounce your country and friends, to fulfil +this task; and now, that you are returning to England, you will have +little chance of meeting with him. But the consideration of these +points, and the well-balancing of what you may esteem your duties, I +leave to you; my judgment and ideas are already disturbed by the near +approach of death. I dare not ask you to do what I think right, for I +may still be misled by passion. + +“That he should live to be an instrument of mischief disturbs me; in +other respects this hour, when I momentarily expect my release, is the +only happy one which I have enjoyed for several years. The forms of the +beloved dead flit before me, and I hasten to their arms. Farewell, +Walton! Seek happiness in tranquillity, and avoid ambition, even if it +be only the apparently innocent one of distinguishing yourself in +science and discoveries. Yet why do I say this? I have myself been +blasted in these hopes, yet another may succeed.” + +His voice became fainter as he spoke; and at length, exhausted by his +effort, he sunk into silence. About half an hour afterwards he attempted +again to speak, but was unable; he pressed my hand feebly, and his eyes +closed for ever, while the irradiation of a gentle smile passed away +from his lips. + +Margaret, what comment can I make on the untimely extinction of this +glorious spirit? What can I say, that will enable you to understand the +depth of my sorrow? All that I should express would be inadequate and +feeble. My tears flow; my mind is overshadowed by a cloud of +disappointment. But I journey towards England, and I may there find +consolation. + +I am interrupted. What do these sounds portend? It is midnight; the +breeze blows fairly, and the watch on deck scarcely stir. Again; there +is a sound as of a human voice, but hoarser; it comes from the cabin +where the remains of Frankenstein still lie. I must arise, and examine. +Good night, my sister. + +Great God! what a scene has just taken place! I am yet dizzy with the +remembrance of it. I hardly know whether I shall have the power to +detail it; yet the tale which I have recorded would be incomplete +without this final and wonderful catastrophe. + +I entered the cabin, where lay the remains of my ill-fated and admirable +friend. Over him hung a form which I cannot find words to describe; +gigantic in stature, yet uncouth and distorted in its proportions. As he +hung over the coffin, his face was concealed by long locks of ragged +hair; but one vast hand was extended, in colour and apparent texture +like that of a mummy. When he heard the sound of my approach, he ceased +to utter exclamations of grief and horror, and sprung towards the +window. Never did I behold a vision so horrible as his face, of such +loathsome, yet appalling hideousness. I shut my eyes involuntarily, and +endeavoured to recollect what were my duties with regard to this +destroyer. I called on him to stay. + +He paused, looking on me with wonder; and, again turning towards the +lifeless form of his creator, he seemed to forget my presence, and every +feature and gesture seemed instigated by the wildest rage of some +uncontrollable passion. + +“That is also my victim!” he exclaimed; “in his murder my crimes are +consummated; the miserable series of my being is wound to its close! Oh, +Frankenstein! generous and self-devoted being! what does it avail that I +now ask thee to pardon me? I, who irretrievably destroyed thee by +destroying all thou lovedst. Alas! he is cold; he may not answer me.” + +His voice seemed suffocated; and my first impulses, which had suggested +to me the duty of obeying the dying request of my friend, in destroying +his enemy, were now suspended by a mixture of curiosity and compassion. +I approached this tremendous being; I dared not again raise my looks +upon his face, there was something so scaring and unearthly in his +ugliness. I attempted to speak, but the words died away on my lips. The +monster continued to utter wild and incoherent self-reproaches. At +length I gathered resolution to address him, in a pause of the tempest +of his passion: “Your repentance,” I said, “is now superfluous. If you +had listened to the voice of conscience, and heeded the stings of +remorse, before you had urged your diabolical vengeance to this +extremity, Frankenstein would yet have lived.” + +“And do you dream?” said the dæmon; “do you think that I was then dead +to agony and remorse?—He,” he continued, pointing to the corpse, “he +suffered not more in the consummation of the deed;—oh! not the +ten-thousandth portion of the anguish that was mine during the lingering +detail of its execution. A frightful selfishness hurried me on, while +my heart was poisoned with remorse. Think ye that the groans of Clerval +were music to my ears? My heart was fashioned to be susceptible of love +and sympathy; and, when wrenched by misery to vice and hatred, it did +not endure the violence of the change without torture such as you cannot +even imagine. + +“After the murder of Clerval, I returned to Switzerland, heart-broken +and overcome. I pitied Frankenstein; my pity amounted to horror: I +abhorred myself. But when I discovered that he, the author at once of my +existence and of its unspeakable torments, dared to hope for happiness; +that while he accumulated wretchedness and despair upon me, he sought +his own enjoyment in feelings and passions from the indulgence of which +I was for ever barred, then impotent envy and bitter indignation filled +me with an insatiable thirst for vengeance. I recollected my threat, and +resolved that it should be accomplished. I knew that I was preparing for +myself a deadly torture; but I was the slave, not the master of an +impulse, which I detested, yet could not disobey. Yet when she +died!—nay, then I was not miserable. I had cast off all feeling, +subdued all anguish to riot in the excess of my despair. Evil +thenceforth became my good. Urged thus far, I had no choice but to adapt +my nature to an element which I had willingly chosen. The completion of +my demoniacal design became an insatiable passion. And now it is ended; +there is my last victim!” + +I was at first touched by the expressions of his misery; yet when I +called to mind what Frankenstein had said of his powers of eloquence and +persuasion, and when I again cast my eyes on the lifeless form of my +friend, indignation was re-kindled within me. “Wretch!” I said, “it is +well that you come here to whine over the desolation that you have made. +You throw a torch into a pile of buildings, and when they are consumed +you sit among the ruins, and lament the fall. Hypocritical fiend! if he +whom you mourn still lived, still would he be the object, again would he +become the prey of your accursed vengeance. It is not pity that you +feel; you lament only because the victim of your malignity is withdrawn +from your power.” + +“Oh, it is not thus—not thus,” interrupted the being; “yet such must be +the impression conveyed to you by what appears to be the purport of my +actions. Yet I seek not a fellow-feeling in my misery. No sympathy may I +ever find. When I first sought it, it was the love of virtue, the +feelings of happiness and affection with which my whole being +overflowed, that I wished to be participated. But now, that virtue has +become to me a shadow, and that happiness and affection are turned into +bitter and loathing despair, in what should I seek for sympathy? I am +content to suffer alone, while my sufferings shall endure: when I die, I +am well satisfied that abhorrence and opprobrium should load my memory. +Once my fancy was soothed with dreams of virtue, of fame, and of +enjoyment. Once I falsely hoped to meet with beings, who, pardoning my +outward form, would love me for the excellent qualities which I was +capable of bringing forth. I was nourished with high thoughts of honour +and devotion. But now vice has degraded me beneath the meanest animal. +No crime, no mischief, no malignity, no misery, can be found comparable +to mine. When I call over the frightful catalogue of my deeds, I cannot +believe that I am he whose thoughts were once filled with sublime and +transcendant visions of the beauty and the majesty of goodness. But it +is even so; the fallen angel becomes a malignant devil. Yet even that +enemy of God and man had friends and associates in his desolation; I am +quite alone. + +“You, who call Frankenstein your friend, seem to have a knowledge of my +crimes and his misfortunes. But, in the detail which he gave you of +them, he could not sum up the hours and months of misery which I +endured, wasting in impotent passions. For whilst I destroyed his hopes, +I did not satisfy my own desires. They were for ever ardent and craving; +still I desired love and fellowship, and I was still spurned. Was there +no injustice in this? Am I to be thought the only criminal, when all +human kind sinned against me? Why do you not hate Felix, who drove his +friend from his door with contumely? Why do you not execrate the rustic +who sought to destroy the saviour of his child? Nay, these are virtuous +and immaculate beings! I, the miserable and the abandoned, am an +abortion, to be spurned at, and kicked, and trampled on. Even now my +blood boils at the recollection of this injustice. + +“But it is true that I am a wretch. I have murdered the lovely and the +helpless; I have strangled the innocent as they slept, and grasped to +death his throat who never injured me or any other living thing. I have +devoted my creator, the select specimen of all that is worthy of love +and admiration among men, to misery; I have pursued him even to that +irremediable ruin. There he lies, white and cold in death. You hate me; +but your abhorrence cannot equal that with which I regard myself. I look +on the hands which executed the deed; I think on the heart in which the +imagination of it was conceived, and long for the moment when they will +meet my eyes, when it will haunt my thoughts, no more. + +“Fear not that I shall be the instrument of future mischief. My work is +nearly complete. Neither your’s nor any man’s death is needed to +consummate the series of my being, and accomplish that which must be +done; but it requires my own. Do not think that I shall be slow to +perform this sacrifice. I shall quit your vessel on the ice-raft which +brought me hither, and shall seek the most northern extremity of the +globe; I shall collect my funeral pile, and consume to ashes this +miserable frame, that its remains may afford no light to any curious and +unhallowed wretch, who would create such another as I have been. I shall +die. I shall no longer feel the agonies which now consume me, or be the +prey of feelings unsatisfied, yet unquenched. He is dead who called me +into being; and when I shall be no more, the very remembrance of us both +will speedily vanish. I shall no longer see the sun or stars, or feel +the winds play on my cheeks. Light, feeling, and sense, will pass away; +and in this condition must I find my happiness. Some years ago, when the +images which this world affords first opened upon me, when I felt the +cheering warmth of summer, and heard the rustling of the leaves and the +chirping of the birds, and these were all to me, I should have wept to +die; now it is my only consolation. Polluted by crimes, and torn by the +bitterest remorse, where can I find rest but in death? + +“Farewell! I leave you, and in you the last of human kind whom these +eyes will ever behold. Farewell, Frankenstein! If thou wert yet alive, +and yet cherished a desire of revenge against me, it would be better +satiated in my life than in my destruction. But it was not so; thou +didst seek my extinction, that I might not cause greater wretchedness; +and if yet, in some mode unknown to me, thou hast not yet ceased to +think and feel, thou desirest not my life for my own misery. Blasted as +thou wert, my agony was still superior to thine; for the bitter sting of +remorse may not cease to rankle in my wounds until death shall close +them for ever. + +“But soon,” he cried, with sad and solemn enthusiasm, “I shall die, and +what I now feel be no longer felt. Soon these burning miseries will be +extinct. I shall ascend my funeral pile triumphantly, and exult in the +agony of the torturing flames. The light of that conflagration will fade +away; my ashes will be swept into the sea by the winds. My spirit will +sleep in peace; or if it thinks, it will not surely think thus. +Farewell.” + +He sprung from the cabin-window, as he said this, upon the ice-raft +which lay close to the vessel. 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If you are not located in the United States, +you will have to check the laws of the country where you are located +before using this eBook. + +Title: Moby Dick; Or, The Whale + +Author: Herman Melville + +Release date: July 1, 2001 [eBook #2701] + Most recently updated: September 8, 2025 + +Language: English + +Credits: Daniel Lazarus, Jonesey, and David Widger + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MOBY DICK; OR, THE WHALE *** + + + + +MOBY-DICK; + +or, THE WHALE. + +By Herman Melville + + + +CONTENTS + +ETYMOLOGY. + +EXTRACTS (Supplied by a Sub-Sub-Librarian). + +CHAPTER 1. Loomings. + +CHAPTER 2. The Carpet-Bag. + +CHAPTER 3. The Spouter-Inn. + +CHAPTER 4. The Counterpane. + +CHAPTER 5. Breakfast. + +CHAPTER 6. The Street. + +CHAPTER 7. The Chapel. + +CHAPTER 8. The Pulpit. + +CHAPTER 9. The Sermon. + +CHAPTER 10. A Bosom Friend. + +CHAPTER 11. Nightgown. + +CHAPTER 12. Biographical. + +CHAPTER 13. Wheelbarrow. + +CHAPTER 14. Nantucket. + +CHAPTER 15. Chowder. + +CHAPTER 16. The Ship. + +CHAPTER 17. The Ramadan. + +CHAPTER 18. His Mark. + +CHAPTER 19. The Prophet. + +CHAPTER 20. All Astir. + +CHAPTER 21. Going Aboard. + +CHAPTER 22. Merry Christmas. + +CHAPTER 23. The Lee Shore. + +CHAPTER 24. The Advocate. + +CHAPTER 25. Postscript. + +CHAPTER 26. Knights and Squires. + +CHAPTER 27. Knights and Squires. + +CHAPTER 28. Ahab. + +CHAPTER 29. Enter Ahab; to Him, Stubb. + +CHAPTER 30. The Pipe. + +CHAPTER 31. Queen Mab. + +CHAPTER 32. Cetology. + +CHAPTER 33. The Specksnyder. + +CHAPTER 34. The Cabin-Table. + +CHAPTER 35. The Mast-Head. + +CHAPTER 36. The Quarter-Deck. + +CHAPTER 37. Sunset. + +CHAPTER 38. Dusk. + +CHAPTER 39. First Night-Watch. + +CHAPTER 40. Midnight, Forecastle. + +CHAPTER 41. Moby Dick. + +CHAPTER 42. The Whiteness of the Whale. + +CHAPTER 43. Hark! + +CHAPTER 44. The Chart. + +CHAPTER 45. The Affidavit. + +CHAPTER 46. Surmises. + +CHAPTER 47. The Mat-Maker. + +CHAPTER 48. The First Lowering. + +CHAPTER 49. The Hyena. + +CHAPTER 50. Ahab’s Boat and Crew. Fedallah. + +CHAPTER 51. The Spirit-Spout. + +CHAPTER 52. The Albatross. + +CHAPTER 53. The Gam. + +CHAPTER 54. The Town-Ho’s Story. + +CHAPTER 55. Of the Monstrous Pictures of Whales. + +CHAPTER 56. Of the Less Erroneous Pictures of Whales, and the True +Pictures of Whaling Scenes. + +CHAPTER 57. Of Whales in Paint; in Teeth; in Wood; in Sheet-Iron; in +Stone; in Mountains; in Stars. + +CHAPTER 58. Brit. + +CHAPTER 59. Squid. + +CHAPTER 60. The Line. + +CHAPTER 61. Stubb Kills a Whale. + +CHAPTER 62. The Dart. + +CHAPTER 63. The Crotch. + +CHAPTER 64. Stubb’s Supper. + +CHAPTER 65. The Whale as a Dish. + +CHAPTER 66. The Shark Massacre. + +CHAPTER 67. Cutting In. + +CHAPTER 68. The Blanket. + +CHAPTER 69. The Funeral. + +CHAPTER 70. The Sphynx. + +CHAPTER 71. The Jeroboam’s Story. + +CHAPTER 72. The Monkey-Rope. + +CHAPTER 73. Stubb and Flask kill a Right Whale; and Then Have a Talk +over Him. + +CHAPTER 74. The Sperm Whale’s Head—Contrasted View. + +CHAPTER 75. The Right Whale’s Head—Contrasted View. + +CHAPTER 76. The Battering-Ram. + +CHAPTER 77. The Great Heidelburgh Tun. + +CHAPTER 78. Cistern and Buckets. + +CHAPTER 79. The Prairie. + +CHAPTER 80. The Nut. + +CHAPTER 81. The Pequod Meets The Virgin. + +CHAPTER 82. The Honor and Glory of Whaling. + +CHAPTER 83. Jonah Historically Regarded. + +CHAPTER 84. Pitchpoling. + +CHAPTER 85. The Fountain. + +CHAPTER 86. The Tail. + +CHAPTER 87. The Grand Armada. + +CHAPTER 88. Schools and Schoolmasters. + +CHAPTER 89. Fast-Fish and Loose-Fish. + +CHAPTER 90. Heads or Tails. + +CHAPTER 91. The Pequod Meets The Rose-Bud. + +CHAPTER 92. Ambergris. + +CHAPTER 93. The Castaway. + +CHAPTER 94. A Squeeze of the Hand. + +CHAPTER 95. The Cassock. + +CHAPTER 96. The Try-Works. + +CHAPTER 97. The Lamp. + +CHAPTER 98. Stowing Down and Clearing Up. + +CHAPTER 99. The Doubloon. + +CHAPTER 100. Leg and Arm. + +CHAPTER 101. The Decanter. + +CHAPTER 102. A Bower in the Arsacides. + +CHAPTER 103. Measurement of The Whale’s Skeleton. + +CHAPTER 104. The Fossil Whale. + +CHAPTER 105. Does the Whale’s Magnitude Diminish?—Will He Perish? + +CHAPTER 106. Ahab’s Leg. + +CHAPTER 107. The Carpenter. + +CHAPTER 108. Ahab and the Carpenter. + +CHAPTER 109. Ahab and Starbuck in the Cabin. + +CHAPTER 110. Queequeg in His Coffin. + +CHAPTER 111. The Pacific. + +CHAPTER 112. The Blacksmith. + +CHAPTER 113. The Forge. + +CHAPTER 114. The Gilder. + +CHAPTER 115. The Pequod Meets The Bachelor. + +CHAPTER 116. The Dying Whale. + +CHAPTER 117. The Whale Watch. + +CHAPTER 118. The Quadrant. + +CHAPTER 119. The Candles. + +CHAPTER 120. The Deck Towards the End of the First Night Watch. + +CHAPTER 121. Midnight.—The Forecastle Bulwarks. + +CHAPTER 122. Midnight Aloft.—Thunder and Lightning. + +CHAPTER 123. The Musket. + +CHAPTER 124. The Needle. + +CHAPTER 125. The Log and Line. + +CHAPTER 126. The Life-Buoy. + +CHAPTER 127. The Deck. + +CHAPTER 128. The Pequod Meets The Rachel. + +CHAPTER 129. The Cabin. + +CHAPTER 130. The Hat. + +CHAPTER 131. The Pequod Meets The Delight. + +CHAPTER 132. The Symphony. + +CHAPTER 133. The Chase—First Day. + +CHAPTER 134. The Chase—Second Day. + +CHAPTER 135. The Chase.—Third Day. + +Epilogue + + + + +Original Transcriber’s Notes: + + + + + +This text is a combination of etexts, one from the now-defunct ERIS +project at Virginia Tech and one from Project Gutenberg’s archives. The +proofreaders of this version are indebted to The University of Adelaide +Library for preserving the Virginia Tech version. The resulting etext +was compared with a public domain hard copy version of the text. + + + + + + ETYMOLOGY. + + + (Supplied by a Late Consumptive Usher to a Grammar School.) + + The pale Usher—threadbare in coat, heart, body, and brain; I see him + now. He was ever dusting his old lexicons and grammars, with a queer + handkerchief, mockingly embellished with all the gay flags of all the + known nations of the world. He loved to dust his old grammars; it + somehow mildly reminded him of his mortality. + + “While you take in hand to school others, and to teach them by what + name a whale-fish is to be called in our tongue, leaving out, through + ignorance, the letter H, which almost alone maketh up the + signification of the word, you deliver that which is not true.” + —_Hackluyt._ + + “WHALE. * * * Sw. and Dan. _hval_. This animal is named from + roundness or rolling; for in Dan. _hvalt_ is arched or vaulted.” + —_Webster’s Dictionary._ + + “WHALE. * * * It is more immediately from the Dut. and Ger. _Wallen_; + A.S. _Walw-ian_, to roll, to wallow.” —_Richardson’s Dictionary._ + + + חו, _Hebrew_. + ϰητος, _Greek_. + CETUS, _Latin_. + WHŒL, _Anglo-Saxon_. + HVALT, _Danish_. + WAL, _Dutch_. + HWAL, _Swedish_. + WHALE, _Icelandic_. + WHALE, _English_. + BALLENA, _Spanish_. + PEKEE-NUEE-NUEE, _Fegee_. + PEHEE-NUEE-NUEE, _Erromangoan_. + + + + EXTRACTS. (Supplied by a Sub-Sub-Librarian). + + + + It will be seen that this mere painstaking burrower and grub-worm of + a poor devil of a Sub-Sub appears to have gone through the long + Vaticans and street-stalls of the earth, picking up whatever random + allusions to whales he could anyways find in any book whatsoever, + sacred or profane. Therefore you must not, in every case at least, + take the higgledy-piggledy whale statements, however authentic, in + these extracts, for veritable gospel cetology. Far from it. As + touching the ancient authors generally, as well as the poets here + appearing, these extracts are solely valuable or entertaining, as + affording a glancing bird’s eye view of what has been promiscuously + said, thought, fancied, and sung of Leviathan, by many nations and + generations, including our own. + + So fare thee well, poor devil of a Sub-Sub, whose commentator I am. + Thou belongest to that hopeless, sallow tribe which no wine of this + world will ever warm; and for whom even Pale Sherry would be too + rosy-strong; but with whom one sometimes loves to sit, and feel + poor-devilish, too; and grow convivial upon tears; and say to them + bluntly, with full eyes and empty glasses, and in not altogether + unpleasant sadness—Give it up, Sub-Subs! For by how much the more + pains ye take to please the world, by so much the more shall ye for + ever go thankless! Would that I could clear out Hampton Court and the + Tuileries for ye! But gulp down your tears and hie aloft to the + royal-mast with your hearts; for your friends who have gone before + are clearing out the seven-storied heavens, and making refugees of + long-pampered Gabriel, Michael, and Raphael, against your coming. + Here ye strike but splintered hearts together—there, ye shall strike + unsplinterable glasses! + +EXTRACTS. + + “And God created great whales.” —_Genesis_. + + “Leviathan maketh a path to shine after him; One would think the deep + to be hoary.” —_Job_. + + “Now the Lord had prepared a great fish to swallow up Jonah.” + —_Jonah_. + + “There go the ships; there is that Leviathan whom thou hast made to + play therein.” —_Psalms_. + + “In that day, the Lord with his sore, and great, and strong sword, + shall punish Leviathan the piercing serpent, even Leviathan that + crooked serpent; and he shall slay the dragon that is in the sea.” + —_Isaiah_. + + “And what thing soever besides cometh within the chaos of this + monster’s mouth, be it beast, boat, or stone, down it goes all + incontinently that foul great swallow of his, and perisheth in the + bottomless gulf of his paunch.” —_Holland’s Plutarch’s Morals_. + + “The Indian Sea breedeth the most and the biggest fishes that are: + among which the Whales and Whirlpooles called Balaene, take up as + much in length as four acres or arpens of land.” —_Holland’s Pliny_. + + “Scarcely had we proceeded two days on the sea, when about sunrise a + great many Whales and other monsters of the sea, appeared. Among the + former, one was of a most monstrous size.... This came towards us, + open-mouthed, raising the waves on all sides, and beating the sea + before him into a foam.” —_Tooke’s Lucian_. “_The True History_.” + + + + + “He visited this country also with a view of catching horse-whales, + which had bones of very great value for their teeth, of which he + brought some to the king.... The best whales were catched in his own + country, of which some were forty-eight, some fifty yards long. He + said that he was one of six who had killed sixty in two days.” + —_Other or Other’s verbal narrative taken down from his mouth by King + Alfred, A.D._ 890. + + “And whereas all the other things, whether beast or vessel, that + enter into the dreadful gulf of this monster’s (whale’s) mouth, are + immediately lost and swallowed up, the sea-gudgeon retires into it in + great security, and there sleeps.” —MONTAIGNE. —_Apology for Raimond + Sebond_. + + “Let us fly, let us fly! Old Nick take me if it is not Leviathan + described by the noble prophet Moses in the life of patient Job.” + —_Rabelais_. + + “This whale’s liver was two cartloads.” —_Stowe’s Annals_. + + “The great Leviathan that maketh the seas to seethe like boiling + pan.” —_Lord Bacon’s Version of the Psalms_. + + “Touching that monstrous bulk of the whale or ork we have received + nothing certain. They grow exceeding fat, insomuch that an incredible + quantity of oil will be extracted out of one whale.” —_Ibid_. + “_History of Life and Death_.” + + + + + “The sovereignest thing on earth is parmacetti for an inward bruise.” + —_King Henry_. + + “Very like a whale.” —_Hamlet_. + + + “Which to secure, no skill of leach’s art Mote him availle, but to + returne againe To his wound’s worker, that with lowly dart, Dinting + his breast, had bred his restless paine, Like as the wounded whale to + shore flies thro’ the maine.” —_The Fairie Queen_. + + + + “Immense as whales, the motion of whose vast bodies can in a peaceful + calm trouble the ocean till it boil.” —_Sir William Davenant. Preface + to Gondibert_. + + “What spermacetti is, men might justly doubt, since the learned + Hosmannus in his work of thirty years, saith plainly, _Nescio quid + sit_.” —_Sir T. Browne. Of Sperma Ceti and the Sperma Ceti Whale. + Vide his V. E._ + + + “Like Spencer’s Talus with his modern flail He threatens ruin with + his ponderous tail. ... Their fixed jav’lins in his side he wears, + And on his back a grove of pikes appears.” —_Waller’s Battle of the + Summer Islands_. + + + + “By art is created that great Leviathan, called a Commonwealth or + State—(in Latin, Civitas) which is but an artificial man.” —_Opening + sentence of Hobbes’s Leviathan_. + + “Silly Mansoul swallowed it without chewing, as if it had been a + sprat in the mouth of a whale.” —_Pilgrim’s Progress_. + + + “That sea beast Leviathan, which God of all his works Created hugest + that swim the ocean stream.” —_Paradise Lost_. + + —“There Leviathan, Hugest of living creatures, in the deep Stretched + like a promontory sleeps or swims, And seems a moving land; and at + his gills Draws in, and at his breath spouts out a sea.” —_Ibid_. + + + + “The mighty whales which swim in a sea of water, and have a sea of + oil swimming in them.” —_Fuller’s Profane and Holy State_. + + + “So close behind some promontory lie The huge Leviathan to attend + their prey, And give no chance, but swallow in the fry, Which through + their gaping jaws mistake the way.” —_Dryden’s Annus Mirabilis_. + + + + “While the whale is floating at the stern of the ship, they cut off + his head, and tow it with a boat as near the shore as it will come; + but it will be aground in twelve or thirteen feet water.” —_Thomas + Edge’s Ten Voyages to Spitzbergen, in Purchas_. + + “In their way they saw many whales sporting in the ocean, and in + wantonness fuzzing up the water through their pipes and vents, which + nature has placed on their shoulders.” —_Sir T. Herbert’s Voyages + into Asia and Africa. Harris Coll_. + + “Here they saw such huge troops of whales, that they were forced to + proceed with a great deal of caution for fear they should run their + ship upon them.” —_Schouten’s Sixth Circumnavigation_. + + “We set sail from the Elbe, wind N.E. in the ship called The + Jonas-in-the-Whale.... Some say the whale can’t open his mouth, but + that is a fable.... They frequently climb up the masts to see whether + they can see a whale, for the first discoverer has a ducat for his + pains.... I was told of a whale taken near Shetland, that had above a + barrel of herrings in his belly.... One of our harpooneers told me + that he caught once a whale in Spitzbergen that was white all over.” + —_A Voyage to Greenland, A.D._ 1671. _Harris Coll_. + + “Several whales have come in upon this coast (Fife) Anno 1652, one + eighty feet in length of the whale-bone kind came in, which (as I was + informed), besides a vast quantity of oil, did afford 500 weight of + baleen. The jaws of it stand for a gate in the garden of Pitferren.” + —_Sibbald’s Fife and Kinross_. + + “Myself have agreed to try whether I can master and kill this + Sperma-ceti whale, for I could never hear of any of that sort that + was killed by any man, such is his fierceness and swiftness.” + —_Richard Strafford’s Letter from the Bermudas. Phil. Trans. A.D._ + 1668. + + “Whales in the sea God’s voice obey.” —_N. E. Primer_. + + “We saw also abundance of large whales, there being more in those + southern seas, as I may say, by a hundred to one; than we have to the + northward of us.” —_Captain Cowley’s Voyage round the Globe, A.D._ + 1729. + + “... and the breath of the whale is frequently attended with such an + insupportable smell, as to bring on a disorder of the brain.” + —_Ulloa’s South America_. + + + “To fifty chosen sylphs of special note, We trust the important + charge, the petticoat. Oft have we known that seven-fold fence to + fail, Tho’ stuffed with hoops and armed with ribs of whale.” —_Rape + of the Lock_. + + + + “If we compare land animals in respect to magnitude, with those that + take up their abode in the deep, we shall find they will appear + contemptible in the comparison. The whale is doubtless the largest + animal in creation.” —_Goldsmith, Nat. Hist_. + + “If you should write a fable for little fishes, you would make them + speak like great whales.” —_Goldsmith to Johnson_. + + “In the afternoon we saw what was supposed to be a rock, but it was + found to be a dead whale, which some Asiatics had killed, and were + then towing ashore. They seemed to endeavor to conceal themselves + behind the whale, in order to avoid being seen by us.” —_Cook’s + Voyages_. + + “The larger whales, they seldom venture to attack. They stand in so + great dread of some of them, that when out at sea they are afraid to + mention even their names, and carry dung, lime-stone, juniper-wood, + and some other articles of the same nature in their boats, in order + to terrify and prevent their too near approach.” —_Uno Von Troil’s + Letters on Banks’s and Solander’s Voyage to Iceland in_ 1772. + + “The Spermacetti Whale found by the Nantuckois, is an active, fierce + animal, and requires vast address and boldness in the fishermen.” + —_Thomas Jefferson’s Whale Memorial to the French minister in_ 1778. + + “And pray, sir, what in the world is equal to it?” —_Edmund Burke’s + reference in Parliament to the Nantucket Whale-Fishery_. + + “Spain—a great whale stranded on the shores of Europe.” —_Edmund + Burke_. (_somewhere_.) + + “A tenth branch of the king’s ordinary revenue, said to be grounded + on the consideration of his guarding and protecting the seas from + pirates and robbers, is the right to _royal_ fish, which are whale + and sturgeon. And these, when either thrown ashore or caught near the + coast, are the property of the king.” —_Blackstone_. + + + “Soon to the sport of death the crews repair: Rodmond unerring o’er + his head suspends The barbed steel, and every turn attends.” + —_Falconer’s Shipwreck_. + + “Bright shone the roofs, the domes, the spires, And rockets blew self + driven, To hang their momentary fire Around the vault of heaven. + + “So fire with water to compare, The ocean serves on high, Up-spouted + by a whale in air, To express unwieldy joy.” —_Cowper, on the Queen’s + Visit to London_. + + + + “Ten or fifteen gallons of blood are thrown out of the heart at a + stroke, with immense velocity.” —_John Hunter’s account of the + dissection of a whale_. (_A small sized one_.) + + “The aorta of a whale is larger in the bore than the main pipe of the + water-works at London Bridge, and the water roaring in its passage + through that pipe is inferior in impetus and velocity to the blood + gushing from the whale’s heart.” —_Paley’s Theology_. + + “The whale is a mammiferous animal without hind feet.” —_Baron + Cuvier_. + + “In 40 degrees south, we saw Spermacetti Whales, but did not take any + till the first of May, the sea being then covered with them.” + —_Colnett’s Voyage for the Purpose of Extending the Spermaceti Whale + Fishery_. + + + “In the free element beneath me swam, Floundered and dived, in play, + in chace, in battle, Fishes of every colour, form, and kind; Which + language cannot paint, and mariner Had never seen; from dread + Leviathan To insect millions peopling every wave: Gather’d in shoals + immense, like floating islands, Led by mysterious instincts through + that waste And trackless region, though on every side Assaulted by + voracious enemies, Whales, sharks, and monsters, arm’d in front or + jaw, With swords, saws, spiral horns, or hooked fangs.” + —_Montgomery’s World before the Flood_. + + “Io! Paean! Io! sing. To the finny people’s king. Not a mightier + whale than this In the vast Atlantic is; Not a fatter fish than he, + Flounders round the Polar Sea.” —_Charles Lamb’s Triumph of the + Whale_. + + + + “In the year 1690 some persons were on a high hill observing the + whales spouting and sporting with each other, when one observed: + there—pointing to the sea—is a green pasture where our children’s + grand-children will go for bread.” —_Obed Macy’s History of + Nantucket_. + + “I built a cottage for Susan and myself and made a gateway in the + form of a Gothic Arch, by setting up a whale’s jaw bones.” + —_Hawthorne’s Twice Told Tales_. + + “She came to bespeak a monument for her first love, who had been + killed by a whale in the Pacific ocean, no less than forty years + ago.” —_Ibid_. + + “No, Sir, ’tis a Right Whale,” answered Tom; “I saw his sprout; he + threw up a pair of as pretty rainbows as a Christian would wish to + look at. He’s a raal oil-butt, that fellow!” —_Cooper’s Pilot_. + + “The papers were brought in, and we saw in the Berlin Gazette that + whales had been introduced on the stage there.” —_Eckermann’s + Conversations with Goethe_. + + “My God! Mr. Chace, what is the matter?” I answered, “we have been + stove by a whale.” —“_Narrative of the Shipwreck of the Whale Ship + Essex of Nantucket, which was attacked and finally destroyed by a + large Sperm Whale in the Pacific Ocean_.” _By Owen Chace of + Nantucket, first mate of said vessel. New York_, 1821. + + + “A mariner sat in the shrouds one night, The wind was piping free; + Now bright, now dimmed, was the moonlight pale, And the phospher + gleamed in the wake of the whale, As it floundered in the sea.” + —_Elizabeth Oakes Smith_. + + + + “The quantity of line withdrawn from the boats engaged in the capture + of this one whale, amounted altogether to 10,440 yards or nearly six + English miles.... + + “Sometimes the whale shakes its tremendous tail in the air, which, + cracking like a whip, resounds to the distance of three or four + miles.” —_Scoresby_. + + “Mad with the agonies he endures from these fresh attacks, the + infuriated Sperm Whale rolls over and over; he rears his enormous + head, and with wide expanded jaws snaps at everything around him; he + rushes at the boats with his head; they are propelled before him with + vast swiftness, and sometimes utterly destroyed.... It is a matter of + great astonishment that the consideration of the habits of so + interesting, and, in a commercial point of view, so important an + animal (as the Sperm Whale) should have been so entirely neglected, + or should have excited so little curiosity among the numerous, and + many of them competent observers, that of late years, must have + possessed the most abundant and the most convenient opportunities of + witnessing their habitudes.” —_Thomas Beale’s History of the Sperm + Whale_, 1839. + + “The Cachalot” (Sperm Whale) “is not only better armed than the True + Whale” (Greenland or Right Whale) “in possessing a formidable weapon + at either extremity of its body, but also more frequently displays a + disposition to employ these weapons offensively and in manner at once + so artful, bold, and mischievous, as to lead to its being regarded as + the most dangerous to attack of all the known species of the whale + tribe.” —_Frederick Debell Bennett’s Whaling Voyage Round the Globe_, + 1840. + + + October 13. “There she blows,” was sung out from the mast-head. + “Where away?” demanded the captain. “Three points off the lee bow, + sir.” “Raise up your wheel. Steady!” “Steady, sir.” “Mast-head + ahoy! Do you see that whale now?” “Ay ay, sir! A shoal of Sperm + Whales! There she blows! There she breaches!” “Sing out! sing out + every time!” “Ay Ay, sir! There she blows! there—there—_thar_ she + blows—bowes—bo-o-os!” “How far off?” “Two miles and a half.” “Thunder + and lightning! so near! Call all hands.” —_J. Ross Browne’s Etchings + of a Whaling Cruize_. 1846. + + + + “The Whale-ship Globe, on board of which vessel occurred the horrid + transactions we are about to relate, belonged to the island of + Nantucket.” —“_Narrative of the Globe Mutiny_,” _by Lay and Hussey + survivors. A.D._ 1828. + + Being once pursued by a whale which he had wounded, he parried the + assault for some time with a lance; but the furious monster at length + rushed on the boat; himself and comrades only being preserved by + leaping into the water when they saw the onset was inevitable.” + —_Missionary Journal of Tyerman and Bennett_. + + “Nantucket itself,” said Mr. Webster, “is a very striking and + peculiar portion of the National interest. There is a population of + eight or nine thousand persons living here in the sea, adding largely + every year to the National wealth by the boldest and most persevering + industry.” —_Report of Daniel Webster’s Speech in the U. S. Senate, + on the application for the Erection of a Breakwater at Nantucket_. + 1828. + + “The whale fell directly over him, and probably killed him in a + moment.” —“_The Whale and his Captors, or The Whaleman’s Adventures + and the Whale’s Biography, gathered on the Homeward Cruise of the + Commodore Preble_.” _By Rev. Henry T. Cheever_. + + “If you make the least damn bit of noise,” replied Samuel, “I will + send you to hell.” —_Life of Samuel Comstock_ (_the mutineer_), _by + his brother, William Comstock. Another Version of the whale-ship + Globe narrative_. + + “The voyages of the Dutch and English to the Northern Ocean, in + order, if possible, to discover a passage through it to India, though + they failed of their main object, laid-open the haunts of the whale.” + —_McCulloch’s Commercial Dictionary_. + + “These things are reciprocal; the ball rebounds, only to bound + forward again; for now in laying open the haunts of the whale, the + whalemen seem to have indirectly hit upon new clews to that same + mystic North-West Passage.” —_From_ “_Something_” _unpublished_. + + “It is impossible to meet a whale-ship on the ocean without being + struck by her near appearance. The vessel under short sail, with + look-outs at the mast-heads, eagerly scanning the wide expanse around + them, has a totally different air from those engaged in regular + voyage.” —_Currents and Whaling. U.S. Ex. Ex_. + + “Pedestrians in the vicinity of London and elsewhere may recollect + having seen large curved bones set upright in the earth, either to + form arches over gateways, or entrances to alcoves, and they may + perhaps have been told that these were the ribs of whales.” —_Tales + of a Whale Voyager to the Arctic Ocean_. + + “It was not till the boats returned from the pursuit of these whales, + that the whites saw their ship in bloody possession of the savages + enrolled among the crew.” —_Newspaper Account of the Taking and + Retaking of the Whale-Ship Hobomack_. + + “It is generally well known that out of the crews of Whaling vessels + (American) few ever return in the ships on board of which they + departed.” —_Cruise in a Whale Boat_. + + “Suddenly a mighty mass emerged from the water, and shot up + perpendicularly into the air. It was the whale.” —_Miriam Coffin or + the Whale Fisherman_. + + “The Whale is harpooned to be sure; but bethink you, how you would + manage a powerful unbroken colt, with the mere appliance of a rope + tied to the root of his tail.” —_A Chapter on Whaling in Ribs and + Trucks_. + + “On one occasion I saw two of these monsters (whales) probably male + and female, slowly swimming, one after the other, within less than a + stone’s throw of the shore” (Terra Del Fuego), “over which the beech + tree extended its branches.” —_Darwin’s Voyage of a Naturalist_. + + “‘Stern all!’ exclaimed the mate, as upon turning his head, he saw + the distended jaws of a large Sperm Whale close to the head of the + boat, threatening it with instant destruction;—‘Stern all, for your + lives!’” —_Wharton the Whale Killer_. + + “So be cheery, my lads, let your hearts never fail, While the bold + harpooneer is striking the whale!” —_Nantucket Song_. + + + “Oh, the rare old Whale, mid storm and gale In his ocean home will be + A giant in might, where might is right, And King of the boundless + sea.” —_Whale Song_. + + + + + +CHAPTER 1. Loomings. + +Call me Ishmael. Some years ago—never mind how long precisely—having +little or no money in my purse, and nothing particular to interest me +on shore, I thought I would sail about a little and see the watery part +of the world. It is a way I have of driving off the spleen and +regulating the circulation. Whenever I find myself growing grim about +the mouth; whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul; whenever +I find myself involuntarily pausing before coffin warehouses, and +bringing up the rear of every funeral I meet; and especially whenever +my hypos get such an upper hand of me, that it requires a strong moral +principle to prevent me from deliberately stepping into the street, and +methodically knocking people’s hats off—then, I account it high time to +get to sea as soon as I can. This is my substitute for pistol and ball. +With a philosophical flourish Cato throws himself upon his sword; I +quietly take to the ship. There is nothing surprising in this. If they +but knew it, almost all men in their degree, some time or other, +cherish very nearly the same feelings towards the ocean with me. + +There now is your insular city of the Manhattoes, belted round by +wharves as Indian isles by coral reefs—commerce surrounds it with her +surf. Right and left, the streets take you waterward. Its extreme +downtown is the battery, where that noble mole is washed by waves, and +cooled by breezes, which a few hours previous were out of sight of +land. Look at the crowds of water-gazers there. + +Circumambulate the city of a dreamy Sabbath afternoon. Go from Corlears +Hook to Coenties Slip, and from thence, by Whitehall, northward. What +do you see?—Posted like silent sentinels all around the town, stand +thousands upon thousands of mortal men fixed in ocean reveries. Some +leaning against the spiles; some seated upon the pier-heads; some +looking over the bulwarks of ships from China; some high aloft in the +rigging, as if striving to get a still better seaward peep. But these +are all landsmen; of week days pent up in lath and plaster—tied to +counters, nailed to benches, clinched to desks. How then is this? Are +the green fields gone? What do they here? + +But look! here come more crowds, pacing straight for the water, and +seemingly bound for a dive. Strange! Nothing will content them but the +extremest limit of the land; loitering under the shady lee of yonder +warehouses will not suffice. No. They must get just as nigh the water +as they possibly can without falling in. And there they stand—miles of +them—leagues. Inlanders all, they come from lanes and alleys, streets +and avenues—north, east, south, and west. Yet here they all unite. Tell +me, does the magnetic virtue of the needles of the compasses of all +those ships attract them thither? + +Once more. Say you are in the country; in some high land of lakes. Take +almost any path you please, and ten to one it carries you down in a +dale, and leaves you there by a pool in the stream. There is magic in +it. Let the most absent-minded of men be plunged in his deepest +reveries—stand that man on his legs, set his feet a-going, and he will +infallibly lead you to water, if water there be in all that region. +Should you ever be athirst in the great American desert, try this +experiment, if your caravan happen to be supplied with a metaphysical +professor. Yes, as every one knows, meditation and water are wedded for +ever. + +But here is an artist. He desires to paint you the dreamiest, shadiest, +quietest, most enchanting bit of romantic landscape in all the valley +of the Saco. What is the chief element he employs? There stand his +trees, each with a hollow trunk, as if a hermit and a crucifix were +within; and here sleeps his meadow, and there sleep his cattle; and up +from yonder cottage goes a sleepy smoke. Deep into distant woodlands +winds a mazy way, reaching to overlapping spurs of mountains bathed in +their hill-side blue. But though the picture lies thus tranced, and +though this pine-tree shakes down its sighs like leaves upon this +shepherd’s head, yet all were vain, unless the shepherd’s eye were +fixed upon the magic stream before him. Go visit the Prairies in June, +when for scores on scores of miles you wade knee-deep among +Tiger-lilies—what is the one charm wanting?—Water—there is not a drop +of water there! Were Niagara but a cataract of sand, would you travel +your thousand miles to see it? Why did the poor poet of Tennessee, upon +suddenly receiving two handfuls of silver, deliberate whether to buy +him a coat, which he sadly needed, or invest his money in a pedestrian +trip to Rockaway Beach? Why is almost every robust healthy boy with a +robust healthy soul in him, at some time or other crazy to go to sea? +Why upon your first voyage as a passenger, did you yourself feel such a +mystical vibration, when first told that you and your ship were now out +of sight of land? Why did the old Persians hold the sea holy? Why did +the Greeks give it a separate deity, and own brother of Jove? Surely +all this is not without meaning. And still deeper the meaning of that +story of Narcissus, who because he could not grasp the tormenting, mild +image he saw in the fountain, plunged into it and was drowned. But that +same image, we ourselves see in all rivers and oceans. It is the image +of the ungraspable phantom of life; and this is the key to it all. + +Now, when I say that I am in the habit of going to sea whenever I begin +to grow hazy about the eyes, and begin to be over conscious of my +lungs, I do not mean to have it inferred that I ever go to sea as a +passenger. For to go as a passenger you must needs have a purse, and a +purse is but a rag unless you have something in it. Besides, passengers +get sea-sick—grow quarrelsome—don’t sleep of nights—do not enjoy +themselves much, as a general thing;—no, I never go as a passenger; +nor, though I am something of a salt, do I ever go to sea as a +Commodore, or a Captain, or a Cook. I abandon the glory and distinction +of such offices to those who like them. For my part, I abominate all +honorable respectable toils, trials, and tribulations of every kind +whatsoever. It is quite as much as I can do to take care of myself, +without taking care of ships, barques, brigs, schooners, and what not. +And as for going as cook,—though I confess there is considerable glory +in that, a cook being a sort of officer on ship-board—yet, somehow, I +never fancied broiling fowls;—though once broiled, judiciously +buttered, and judgmatically salted and peppered, there is no one who +will speak more respectfully, not to say reverentially, of a broiled +fowl than I will. It is out of the idolatrous dotings of the old +Egyptians upon broiled ibis and roasted river horse, that you see the +mummies of those creatures in their huge bake-houses the pyramids. + +No, when I go to sea, I go as a simple sailor, right before the mast, +plumb down into the forecastle, aloft there to the royal mast-head. +True, they rather order me about some, and make me jump from spar to +spar, like a grasshopper in a May meadow. And at first, this sort of +thing is unpleasant enough. It touches one’s sense of honor, +particularly if you come of an old established family in the land, the +Van Rensselaers, or Randolphs, or Hardicanutes. And more than all, if +just previous to putting your hand into the tar-pot, you have been +lording it as a country schoolmaster, making the tallest boys stand in +awe of you. The transition is a keen one, I assure you, from a +schoolmaster to a sailor, and requires a strong decoction of Seneca and +the Stoics to enable you to grin and bear it. But even this wears off +in time. + +What of it, if some old hunks of a sea-captain orders me to get a broom +and sweep down the decks? What does that indignity amount to, weighed, +I mean, in the scales of the New Testament? Do you think the archangel +Gabriel thinks anything the less of me, because I promptly and +respectfully obey that old hunks in that particular instance? Who ain’t +a slave? Tell me that. Well, then, however the old sea-captains may +order me about—however they may thump and punch me about, I have the +satisfaction of knowing that it is all right; that everybody else is +one way or other served in much the same way—either in a physical or +metaphysical point of view, that is; and so the universal thump is +passed round, and all hands should rub each other’s shoulder-blades, +and be content. + +Again, I always go to sea as a sailor, because they make a point of +paying me for my trouble, whereas they never pay passengers a single +penny that I ever heard of. On the contrary, passengers themselves must +pay. And there is all the difference in the world between paying and +being paid. The act of paying is perhaps the most uncomfortable +infliction that the two orchard thieves entailed upon us. But _being +paid_,—what will compare with it? The urbane activity with which a man +receives money is really marvellous, considering that we so earnestly +believe money to be the root of all earthly ills, and that on no +account can a monied man enter heaven. Ah! how cheerfully we consign +ourselves to perdition! + +Finally, I always go to sea as a sailor, because of the wholesome +exercise and pure air of the fore-castle deck. For as in this world, +head winds are far more prevalent than winds from astern (that is, if +you never violate the Pythagorean maxim), so for the most part the +Commodore on the quarter-deck gets his atmosphere at second hand from +the sailors on the forecastle. He thinks he breathes it first; but not +so. In much the same way do the commonalty lead their leaders in many +other things, at the same time that the leaders little suspect it. But +wherefore it was that after having repeatedly smelt the sea as a +merchant sailor, I should now take it into my head to go on a whaling +voyage; this the invisible police officer of the Fates, who has the +constant surveillance of me, and secretly dogs me, and influences me in +some unaccountable way—he can better answer than any one else. And, +doubtless, my going on this whaling voyage, formed part of the grand +programme of Providence that was drawn up a long time ago. It came in +as a sort of brief interlude and solo between more extensive +performances. I take it that this part of the bill must have run +something like this: + +“_Grand Contested Election for the Presidency of the United States._ +“WHALING VOYAGE BY ONE ISHMAEL. “BLOODY BATTLE IN AFFGHANISTAN.” + +Though I cannot tell why it was exactly that those stage managers, the +Fates, put me down for this shabby part of a whaling voyage, when +others were set down for magnificent parts in high tragedies, and short +and easy parts in genteel comedies, and jolly parts in farces—though I +cannot tell why this was exactly; yet, now that I recall all the +circumstances, I think I can see a little into the springs and motives +which being cunningly presented to me under various disguises, induced +me to set about performing the part I did, besides cajoling me into the +delusion that it was a choice resulting from my own unbiased freewill +and discriminating judgment. + +Chief among these motives was the overwhelming idea of the great whale +himself. Such a portentous and mysterious monster roused all my +curiosity. Then the wild and distant seas where he rolled his island +bulk; the undeliverable, nameless perils of the whale; these, with all +the attending marvels of a thousand Patagonian sights and sounds, +helped to sway me to my wish. With other men, perhaps, such things +would not have been inducements; but as for me, I am tormented with an +everlasting itch for things remote. I love to sail forbidden seas, and +land on barbarous coasts. Not ignoring what is good, I am quick to +perceive a horror, and could still be social with it—would they let +me—since it is but well to be on friendly terms with all the inmates of +the place one lodges in. + +By reason of these things, then, the whaling voyage was welcome; the +great flood-gates of the wonder-world swung open, and in the wild +conceits that swayed me to my purpose, two and two there floated into +my inmost soul, endless processions of the whale, and, mid most of them +all, one grand hooded phantom, like a snow hill in the air. + + +CHAPTER 2. The Carpet-Bag. + +I stuffed a shirt or two into my old carpet-bag, tucked it under my +arm, and started for Cape Horn and the Pacific. Quitting the good city +of old Manhatto, I duly arrived in New Bedford. It was a Saturday night +in December. Much was I disappointed upon learning that the little +packet for Nantucket had already sailed, and that no way of reaching +that place would offer, till the following Monday. + +As most young candidates for the pains and penalties of whaling stop at +this same New Bedford, thence to embark on their voyage, it may as well +be related that I, for one, had no idea of so doing. For my mind was +made up to sail in no other than a Nantucket craft, because there was a +fine, boisterous something about everything connected with that famous +old island, which amazingly pleased me. Besides though New Bedford has +of late been gradually monopolising the business of whaling, and though +in this matter poor old Nantucket is now much behind her, yet Nantucket +was her great original—the Tyre of this Carthage;—the place where the +first dead American whale was stranded. Where else but from Nantucket +did those aboriginal whalemen, the Red-Men, first sally out in canoes +to give chase to the Leviathan? And where but from Nantucket, too, did +that first adventurous little sloop put forth, partly laden with +imported cobblestones—so goes the story—to throw at the whales, in +order to discover when they were nigh enough to risk a harpoon from the +bowsprit? + +Now having a night, a day, and still another night following before me +in New Bedford, ere I could embark for my destined port, it became a +matter of concernment where I was to eat and sleep meanwhile. It was a +very dubious-looking, nay, a very dark and dismal night, bitingly cold +and cheerless. I knew no one in the place. With anxious grapnels I had +sounded my pocket, and only brought up a few pieces of silver,—So, +wherever you go, Ishmael, said I to myself, as I stood in the middle of +a dreary street shouldering my bag, and comparing the gloom towards the +north with the darkness towards the south—wherever in your wisdom you +may conclude to lodge for the night, my dear Ishmael, be sure to +inquire the price, and don’t be too particular. + +With halting steps I paced the streets, and passed the sign of “The +Crossed Harpoons”—but it looked too expensive and jolly there. Further +on, from the bright red windows of the “Sword-Fish Inn,” there came +such fervent rays, that it seemed to have melted the packed snow and +ice from before the house, for everywhere else the congealed frost lay +ten inches thick in a hard, asphaltic pavement,—rather weary for me, +when I struck my foot against the flinty projections, because from +hard, remorseless service the soles of my boots were in a most +miserable plight. Too expensive and jolly, again thought I, pausing one +moment to watch the broad glare in the street, and hear the sounds of +the tinkling glasses within. But go on, Ishmael, said I at last; don’t +you hear? get away from before the door; your patched boots are +stopping the way. So on I went. I now by instinct followed the streets +that took me waterward, for there, doubtless, were the cheapest, if not +the cheeriest inns. + +Such dreary streets! blocks of blackness, not houses, on either hand, +and here and there a candle, like a candle moving about in a tomb. At +this hour of the night, of the last day of the week, that quarter of +the town proved all but deserted. But presently I came to a smoky light +proceeding from a low, wide building, the door of which stood +invitingly open. It had a careless look, as if it were meant for the +uses of the public; so, entering, the first thing I did was to stumble +over an ash-box in the porch. Ha! thought I, ha, as the flying +particles almost choked me, are these ashes from that destroyed city, +Gomorrah? But “The Crossed Harpoons,” and “The Sword-Fish?”—this, then +must needs be the sign of “The Trap.” However, I picked myself up and +hearing a loud voice within, pushed on and opened a second, interior +door. + +It seemed the great Black Parliament sitting in Tophet. A hundred black +faces turned round in their rows to peer; and beyond, a black Angel of +Doom was beating a book in a pulpit. It was a negro church; and the +preacher’s text was about the blackness of darkness, and the weeping +and wailing and teeth-gnashing there. Ha, Ishmael, muttered I, backing +out, Wretched entertainment at the sign of ‘The Trap!’ + +Moving on, I at last came to a dim sort of light not far from the +docks, and heard a forlorn creaking in the air; and looking up, saw a +swinging sign over the door with a white painting upon it, faintly +representing a tall straight jet of misty spray, and these words +underneath—“The Spouter Inn:—Peter Coffin.” + +Coffin?—Spouter?—Rather ominous in that particular connexion, thought +I. But it is a common name in Nantucket, they say, and I suppose this +Peter here is an emigrant from there. As the light looked so dim, and +the place, for the time, looked quiet enough, and the dilapidated +little wooden house itself looked as if it might have been carted here +from the ruins of some burnt district, and as the swinging sign had a +poverty-stricken sort of creak to it, I thought that here was the very +spot for cheap lodgings, and the best of pea coffee. + +It was a queer sort of place—a gable-ended old house, one side palsied +as it were, and leaning over sadly. It stood on a sharp bleak corner, +where that tempestuous wind Euroclydon kept up a worse howling than +ever it did about poor Paul’s tossed craft. Euroclydon, nevertheless, +is a mighty pleasant zephyr to any one in-doors, with his feet on the +hob quietly toasting for bed. “In judging of that tempestuous wind +called Euroclydon,” says an old writer—of whose works I possess the +only copy extant—“it maketh a marvellous difference, whether thou +lookest out at it from a glass window where the frost is all on the +outside, or whether thou observest it from that sashless window, where +the frost is on both sides, and of which the wight Death is the only +glazier.” True enough, thought I, as this passage occurred to my +mind—old black-letter, thou reasonest well. Yes, these eyes are +windows, and this body of mine is the house. What a pity they didn’t +stop up the chinks and the crannies though, and thrust in a little lint +here and there. But it’s too late to make any improvements now. The +universe is finished; the copestone is on, and the chips were carted +off a million years ago. Poor Lazarus there, chattering his teeth +against the curbstone for his pillow, and shaking off his tatters with +his shiverings, he might plug up both ears with rags, and put a +corn-cob into his mouth, and yet that would not keep out the +tempestuous Euroclydon. Euroclydon! says old Dives, in his red silken +wrapper—(he had a redder one afterwards) pooh, pooh! What a fine frosty +night; how Orion glitters; what northern lights! Let them talk of their +oriental summer climes of everlasting conservatories; give me the +privilege of making my own summer with my own coals. + +But what thinks Lazarus? Can he warm his blue hands by holding them up +to the grand northern lights? Would not Lazarus rather be in Sumatra +than here? Would he not far rather lay him down lengthwise along the +line of the equator; yea, ye gods! go down to the fiery pit itself, in +order to keep out this frost? + +Now, that Lazarus should lie stranded there on the curbstone before the +door of Dives, this is more wonderful than that an iceberg should be +moored to one of the Moluccas. Yet Dives himself, he too lives like a +Czar in an ice palace made of frozen sighs, and being a president of a +temperance society, he only drinks the tepid tears of orphans. + +But no more of this blubbering now, we are going a-whaling, and there +is plenty of that yet to come. Let us scrape the ice from our frosted +feet, and see what sort of a place this “Spouter” may be. + + +CHAPTER 3. The Spouter-Inn. + +Entering that gable-ended Spouter-Inn, you found yourself in a wide, +low, straggling entry with old-fashioned wainscots, reminding one of +the bulwarks of some condemned old craft. On one side hung a very large +oilpainting so thoroughly besmoked, and every way defaced, that in the +unequal crosslights by which you viewed it, it was only by diligent +study and a series of systematic visits to it, and careful inquiry of +the neighbors, that you could any way arrive at an understanding of its +purpose. Such unaccountable masses of shades and shadows, that at first +you almost thought some ambitious young artist, in the time of the New +England hags, had endeavored to delineate chaos bewitched. But by dint +of much and earnest contemplation, and oft repeated ponderings, and +especially by throwing open the little window towards the back of the +entry, you at last come to the conclusion that such an idea, however +wild, might not be altogether unwarranted. + +But what most puzzled and confounded you was a long, limber, +portentous, black mass of something hovering in the centre of the +picture over three blue, dim, perpendicular lines floating in a +nameless yeast. A boggy, soggy, squitchy picture truly, enough to drive +a nervous man distracted. Yet was there a sort of indefinite, +half-attained, unimaginable sublimity about it that fairly froze you to +it, till you involuntarily took an oath with yourself to find out what +that marvellous painting meant. Ever and anon a bright, but, alas, +deceptive idea would dart you through.—It’s the Black Sea in a midnight +gale.—It’s the unnatural combat of the four primal elements.—It’s a +blasted heath.—It’s a Hyperborean winter scene.—It’s the breaking-up of +the icebound stream of Time. But at last all these fancies yielded to +that one portentous something in the picture’s midst. _That_ once found +out, and all the rest were plain. But stop; does it not bear a faint +resemblance to a gigantic fish? even the great leviathan himself? + +In fact, the artist’s design seemed this: a final theory of my own, +partly based upon the aggregated opinions of many aged persons with +whom I conversed upon the subject. The picture represents a Cape-Horner +in a great hurricane; the half-foundered ship weltering there with its +three dismantled masts alone visible; and an exasperated whale, +purposing to spring clean over the craft, is in the enormous act of +impaling himself upon the three mast-heads. + +The opposite wall of this entry was hung all over with a heathenish +array of monstrous clubs and spears. Some were thickly set with +glittering teeth resembling ivory saws; others were tufted with knots +of human hair; and one was sickle-shaped, with a vast handle sweeping +round like the segment made in the new-mown grass by a long-armed +mower. You shuddered as you gazed, and wondered what monstrous cannibal +and savage could ever have gone a death-harvesting with such a hacking, +horrifying implement. Mixed with these were rusty old whaling lances +and harpoons all broken and deformed. Some were storied weapons. With +this once long lance, now wildly elbowed, fifty years ago did Nathan +Swain kill fifteen whales between a sunrise and a sunset. And that +harpoon—so like a corkscrew now—was flung in Javan seas, and run away +with by a whale, years afterwards slain off the Cape of Blanco. The +original iron entered nigh the tail, and, like a restless needle +sojourning in the body of a man, travelled full forty feet, and at last +was found imbedded in the hump. + +Crossing this dusky entry, and on through yon low-arched way—cut +through what in old times must have been a great central chimney with +fireplaces all round—you enter the public room. A still duskier place +is this, with such low ponderous beams above, and such old wrinkled +planks beneath, that you would almost fancy you trod some old craft’s +cockpits, especially of such a howling night, when this corner-anchored +old ark rocked so furiously. On one side stood a long, low, shelf-like +table covered with cracked glass cases, filled with dusty rarities +gathered from this wide world’s remotest nooks. Projecting from the +further angle of the room stands a dark-looking den—the bar—a rude +attempt at a right whale’s head. Be that how it may, there stands the +vast arched bone of the whale’s jaw, so wide, a coach might almost +drive beneath it. Within are shabby shelves, ranged round with old +decanters, bottles, flasks; and in those jaws of swift destruction, +like another cursed Jonah (by which name indeed they called him), +bustles a little withered old man, who, for their money, dearly sells +the sailors deliriums and death. + +Abominable are the tumblers into which he pours his poison. Though true +cylinders without—within, the villanous green goggling glasses +deceitfully tapered downwards to a cheating bottom. Parallel meridians +rudely pecked into the glass, surround these footpads’ goblets. Fill to +_this_ mark, and your charge is but a penny; to _this_ a penny more; +and so on to the full glass—the Cape Horn measure, which you may gulp +down for a shilling. + +Upon entering the place I found a number of young seamen gathered about +a table, examining by a dim light divers specimens of _skrimshander_. I +sought the landlord, and telling him I desired to be accommodated with +a room, received for answer that his house was full—not a bed +unoccupied. “But avast,” he added, tapping his forehead, “you haint no +objections to sharing a harpooneer’s blanket, have ye? I s’pose you are +goin’ a-whalin’, so you’d better get used to that sort of thing.” + +I told him that I never liked to sleep two in a bed; that if I should +ever do so, it would depend upon who the harpooneer might be, and that +if he (the landlord) really had no other place for me, and the +harpooneer was not decidedly objectionable, why rather than wander +further about a strange town on so bitter a night, I would put up with +the half of any decent man’s blanket. + +“I thought so. All right; take a seat. Supper?—you want supper? +Supper’ll be ready directly.” + +I sat down on an old wooden settle, carved all over like a bench on the +Battery. At one end a ruminating tar was still further adorning it with +his jack-knife, stooping over and diligently working away at the space +between his legs. He was trying his hand at a ship under full sail, but +he didn’t make much headway, I thought. + +At last some four or five of us were summoned to our meal in an +adjoining room. It was cold as Iceland—no fire at all—the landlord said +he couldn’t afford it. Nothing but two dismal tallow candles, each in a +winding sheet. We were fain to button up our monkey jackets, and hold +to our lips cups of scalding tea with our half frozen fingers. But the +fare was of the most substantial kind—not only meat and potatoes, but +dumplings; good heavens! dumplings for supper! One young fellow in a +green box coat, addressed himself to these dumplings in a most direful +manner. + +“My boy,” said the landlord, “you’ll have the nightmare to a dead +sartainty.” + +“Landlord,” I whispered, “that aint the harpooneer is it?” + +“Oh, no,” said he, looking a sort of diabolically funny, “the +harpooneer is a dark complexioned chap. He never eats dumplings, he +don’t—he eats nothing but steaks, and he likes ’em rare.” + +“The devil he does,” says I. “Where is that harpooneer? Is he here?” + +“He’ll be here afore long,” was the answer. + +I could not help it, but I began to feel suspicious of this “dark +complexioned” harpooneer. At any rate, I made up my mind that if it so +turned out that we should sleep together, he must undress and get into +bed before I did. + +Supper over, the company went back to the bar-room, when, knowing not +what else to do with myself, I resolved to spend the rest of the +evening as a looker on. + +Presently a rioting noise was heard without. Starting up, the landlord +cried, “That’s the Grampus’s crew. I seed her reported in the offing +this morning; a three years’ voyage, and a full ship. Hurrah, boys; now +we’ll have the latest news from the Feegees.” + +A tramping of sea boots was heard in the entry; the door was flung +open, and in rolled a wild set of mariners enough. Enveloped in their +shaggy watch coats, and with their heads muffled in woollen comforters, +all bedarned and ragged, and their beards stiff with icicles, they +seemed an eruption of bears from Labrador. They had just landed from +their boat, and this was the first house they entered. No wonder, then, +that they made a straight wake for the whale’s mouth—the bar—when the +wrinkled little old Jonah, there officiating, soon poured them out +brimmers all round. One complained of a bad cold in his head, upon +which Jonah mixed him a pitch-like potion of gin and molasses, which he +swore was a sovereign cure for all colds and catarrhs whatsoever, never +mind of how long standing, or whether caught off the coast of Labrador, +or on the weather side of an ice-island. + +The liquor soon mounted into their heads, as it generally does even +with the arrantest topers newly landed from sea, and they began +capering about most obstreperously. + +I observed, however, that one of them held somewhat aloof, and though +he seemed desirous not to spoil the hilarity of his shipmates by his +own sober face, yet upon the whole he refrained from making as much +noise as the rest. This man interested me at once; and since the +sea-gods had ordained that he should soon become my shipmate (though +but a sleeping-partner one, so far as this narrative is concerned), I +will here venture upon a little description of him. He stood full six +feet in height, with noble shoulders, and a chest like a coffer-dam. I +have seldom seen such brawn in a man. His face was deeply brown and +burnt, making his white teeth dazzling by the contrast; while in the +deep shadows of his eyes floated some reminiscences that did not seem +to give him much joy. His voice at once announced that he was a +Southerner, and from his fine stature, I thought he must be one of +those tall mountaineers from the Alleghanian Ridge in Virginia. When +the revelry of his companions had mounted to its height, this man +slipped away unobserved, and I saw no more of him till he became my +comrade on the sea. In a few minutes, however, he was missed by his +shipmates, and being, it seems, for some reason a huge favourite with +them, they raised a cry of “Bulkington! Bulkington! where’s +Bulkington?” and darted out of the house in pursuit of him. + +It was now about nine o’clock, and the room seeming almost +supernaturally quiet after these orgies, I began to congratulate myself +upon a little plan that had occurred to me just previous to the +entrance of the seamen. + +No man prefers to sleep two in a bed. In fact, you would a good deal +rather not sleep with your own brother. I don’t know how it is, but +people like to be private when they are sleeping. And when it comes to +sleeping with an unknown stranger, in a strange inn, in a strange town, +and that stranger a harpooneer, then your objections indefinitely +multiply. Nor was there any earthly reason why I as a sailor should +sleep two in a bed, more than anybody else; for sailors no more sleep +two in a bed at sea, than bachelor Kings do ashore. To be sure they all +sleep together in one apartment, but you have your own hammock, and +cover yourself with your own blanket, and sleep in your own skin. + +The more I pondered over this harpooneer, the more I abominated the +thought of sleeping with him. It was fair to presume that being a +harpooneer, his linen or woollen, as the case might be, would not be of +the tidiest, certainly none of the finest. I began to twitch all over. +Besides, it was getting late, and my decent harpooneer ought to be home +and going bedwards. Suppose now, he should tumble in upon me at +midnight—how could I tell from what vile hole he had been coming? + +“Landlord! I’ve changed my mind about that harpooneer.—I shan’t sleep +with him. I’ll try the bench here.” + +“Just as you please; I’m sorry I can’t spare ye a tablecloth for a +mattress, and it’s a plaguy rough board here”—feeling of the knots and +notches. “But wait a bit, Skrimshander; I’ve got a carpenter’s plane +there in the bar—wait, I say, and I’ll make ye snug enough.” So saying +he procured the plane; and with his old silk handkerchief first dusting +the bench, vigorously set to planing away at my bed, the while grinning +like an ape. The shavings flew right and left; till at last the +plane-iron came bump against an indestructible knot. The landlord was +near spraining his wrist, and I told him for heaven’s sake to quit—the +bed was soft enough to suit me, and I did not know how all the planing +in the world could make eider down of a pine plank. So gathering up the +shavings with another grin, and throwing them into the great stove in +the middle of the room, he went about his business, and left me in a +brown study. + +I now took the measure of the bench, and found that it was a foot too +short; but that could be mended with a chair. But it was a foot too +narrow, and the other bench in the room was about four inches higher +than the planed one—so there was no yoking them. I then placed the +first bench lengthwise along the only clear space against the wall, +leaving a little interval between, for my back to settle down in. But I +soon found that there came such a draught of cold air over me from +under the sill of the window, that this plan would never do at all, +especially as another current from the rickety door met the one from +the window, and both together formed a series of small whirlwinds in +the immediate vicinity of the spot where I had thought to spend the +night. + +The devil fetch that harpooneer, thought I, but stop, couldn’t I steal +a march on him—bolt his door inside, and jump into his bed, not to be +wakened by the most violent knockings? It seemed no bad idea; but upon +second thoughts I dismissed it. For who could tell but what the next +morning, so soon as I popped out of the room, the harpooneer might be +standing in the entry, all ready to knock me down! + +Still, looking round me again, and seeing no possible chance of +spending a sufferable night unless in some other person’s bed, I began +to think that after all I might be cherishing unwarrantable prejudices +against this unknown harpooneer. Thinks I, I’ll wait awhile; he must be +dropping in before long. I’ll have a good look at him then, and perhaps +we may become jolly good bedfellows after all—there’s no telling. + +But though the other boarders kept coming in by ones, twos, and threes, +and going to bed, yet no sign of my harpooneer. + +“Landlord!” said I, “what sort of a chap is he—does he always keep such +late hours?” It was now hard upon twelve o’clock. + +The landlord chuckled again with his lean chuckle, and seemed to be +mightily tickled at something beyond my comprehension. “No,” he +answered, “generally he’s an early bird—airley to bed and airley to +rise—yes, he’s the bird what catches the worm. But to-night he went out +a peddling, you see, and I don’t see what on airth keeps him so late, +unless, may be, he can’t sell his head.” + +“Can’t sell his head?—What sort of a bamboozingly story is this you are +telling me?” getting into a towering rage. “Do you pretend to say, +landlord, that this harpooneer is actually engaged this blessed +Saturday night, or rather Sunday morning, in peddling his head around +this town?” + +“That’s precisely it,” said the landlord, “and I told him he couldn’t +sell it here, the market’s overstocked.” + +“With what?” shouted I. + +“With heads to be sure; ain’t there too many heads in the world?” + +“I tell you what it is, landlord,” said I quite calmly, “you’d better +stop spinning that yarn to me—I’m not green.” + +“May be not,” taking out a stick and whittling a toothpick, “but I +rayther guess you’ll be done _brown_ if that ere harpooneer hears you a +slanderin’ his head.” + +“I’ll break it for him,” said I, now flying into a passion again at +this unaccountable farrago of the landlord’s. + +“It’s broke a’ready,” said he. + +“Broke,” said I—“_broke_, do you mean?” + +“Sartain, and that’s the very reason he can’t sell it, I guess.” + +“Landlord,” said I, going up to him as cool as Mt. Hecla in a +snow-storm—“landlord, stop whittling. You and I must understand one +another, and that too without delay. I come to your house and want a +bed; you tell me you can only give me half a one; that the other half +belongs to a certain harpooneer. And about this harpooneer, whom I have +not yet seen, you persist in telling me the most mystifying and +exasperating stories tending to beget in me an uncomfortable feeling +towards the man whom you design for my bedfellow—a sort of connexion, +landlord, which is an intimate and confidential one in the highest +degree. I now demand of you to speak out and tell me who and what this +harpooneer is, and whether I shall be in all respects safe to spend the +night with him. And in the first place, you will be so good as to unsay +that story about selling his head, which if true I take to be good +evidence that this harpooneer is stark mad, and I’ve no idea of +sleeping with a madman; and you, sir, _you_ I mean, landlord, _you_, +sir, by trying to induce me to do so knowingly, would thereby render +yourself liable to a criminal prosecution.” + +“Wall,” said the landlord, fetching a long breath, “that’s a purty long +sarmon for a chap that rips a little now and then. But be easy, be +easy, this here harpooneer I have been tellin’ you of has just arrived +from the south seas, where he bought up a lot of ’balmed New Zealand +heads (great curios, you know), and he’s sold all on ’em but one, and +that one he’s trying to sell to-night, cause to-morrow’s Sunday, and it +would not do to be sellin’ human heads about the streets when folks is +goin’ to churches. He wanted to, last Sunday, but I stopped him just as +he was goin’ out of the door with four heads strung on a string, for +all the airth like a string of inions.” + +This account cleared up the otherwise unaccountable mystery, and showed +that the landlord, after all, had had no idea of fooling me—but at the +same time what could I think of a harpooneer who stayed out of a +Saturday night clean into the holy Sabbath, engaged in such a cannibal +business as selling the heads of dead idolators? + +“Depend upon it, landlord, that harpooneer is a dangerous man.” + +“He pays reg’lar,” was the rejoinder. “But come, it’s getting dreadful +late, you had better be turning flukes—it’s a nice bed; Sal and me +slept in that ere bed the night we were spliced. There’s plenty of room +for two to kick about in that bed; it’s an almighty big bed that. Why, +afore we give it up, Sal used to put our Sam and little Johnny in the +foot of it. But I got a dreaming and sprawling about one night, and +somehow, Sam got pitched on the floor, and came near breaking his arm. +Arter that, Sal said it wouldn’t do. Come along here, I’ll give ye a +glim in a jiffy;” and so saying he lighted a candle and held it towards +me, offering to lead the way. But I stood irresolute; when looking at a +clock in the corner, he exclaimed “I vum it’s Sunday—you won’t see that +harpooneer to-night; he’s come to anchor somewhere—come along then; +_do_ come; _won’t_ ye come?” + +I considered the matter a moment, and then up stairs we went, and I was +ushered into a small room, cold as a clam, and furnished, sure enough, +with a prodigious bed, almost big enough indeed for any four +harpooneers to sleep abreast. + +“There,” said the landlord, placing the candle on a crazy old sea chest +that did double duty as a wash-stand and centre table; “there, make +yourself comfortable now, and good night to ye.” I turned round from +eyeing the bed, but he had disappeared. + +Folding back the counterpane, I stooped over the bed. Though none of +the most elegant, it yet stood the scrutiny tolerably well. I then +glanced round the room; and besides the bedstead and centre table, +could see no other furniture belonging to the place, but a rude shelf, +the four walls, and a papered fireboard representing a man striking a +whale. Of things not properly belonging to the room, there was a +hammock lashed up, and thrown upon the floor in one corner; also a +large seaman’s bag, containing the harpooneer’s wardrobe, no doubt in +lieu of a land trunk. Likewise, there was a parcel of outlandish bone +fish hooks on the shelf over the fire-place, and a tall harpoon +standing at the head of the bed. + +But what is this on the chest? I took it up, and held it close to the +light, and felt it, and smelt it, and tried every way possible to +arrive at some satisfactory conclusion concerning it. I can compare it +to nothing but a large door mat, ornamented at the edges with little +tinkling tags something like the stained porcupine quills round an +Indian moccasin. There was a hole or slit in the middle of this mat, as +you see the same in South American ponchos. But could it be possible +that any sober harpooneer would get into a door mat, and parade the +streets of any Christian town in that sort of guise? I put it on, to +try it, and it weighed me down like a hamper, being uncommonly shaggy +and thick, and I thought a little damp, as though this mysterious +harpooneer had been wearing it of a rainy day. I went up in it to a bit +of glass stuck against the wall, and I never saw such a sight in my +life. I tore myself out of it in such a hurry that I gave myself a kink +in the neck. + +I sat down on the side of the bed, and commenced thinking about this +head-peddling harpooneer, and his door mat. After thinking some time on +the bed-side, I got up and took off my monkey jacket, and then stood in +the middle of the room thinking. I then took off my coat, and thought a +little more in my shirt sleeves. But beginning to feel very cold now, +half undressed as I was, and remembering what the landlord said about +the harpooneer’s not coming home at all that night, it being so very +late, I made no more ado, but jumped out of my pantaloons and boots, +and then blowing out the light tumbled into bed, and commended myself +to the care of heaven. + +Whether that mattress was stuffed with corn-cobs or broken crockery, +there is no telling, but I rolled about a good deal, and could not +sleep for a long time. At last I slid off into a light doze, and had +pretty nearly made a good offing towards the land of Nod, when I heard +a heavy footfall in the passage, and saw a glimmer of light come into +the room from under the door. + +Lord save me, thinks I, that must be the harpooneer, the infernal +head-peddler. But I lay perfectly still, and resolved not to say a word +till spoken to. Holding a light in one hand, and that identical New +Zealand head in the other, the stranger entered the room, and without +looking towards the bed, placed his candle a good way off from me on +the floor in one corner, and then began working away at the knotted +cords of the large bag I before spoke of as being in the room. I was +all eagerness to see his face, but he kept it averted for some time +while employed in unlacing the bag’s mouth. This accomplished, however, +he turned round—when, good heavens! what a sight! Such a face! It was +of a dark, purplish, yellow colour, here and there stuck over with +large blackish looking squares. Yes, it’s just as I thought, he’s a +terrible bedfellow; he’s been in a fight, got dreadfully cut, and here +he is, just from the surgeon. But at that moment he chanced to turn his +face so towards the light, that I plainly saw they could not be +sticking-plasters at all, those black squares on his cheeks. They were +stains of some sort or other. At first I knew not what to make of this; +but soon an inkling of the truth occurred to me. I remembered a story +of a white man—a whaleman too—who, falling among the cannibals, had +been tattooed by them. I concluded that this harpooneer, in the course +of his distant voyages, must have met with a similar adventure. And +what is it, thought I, after all! It’s only his outside; a man can be +honest in any sort of skin. But then, what to make of his unearthly +complexion, that part of it, I mean, lying round about, and completely +independent of the squares of tattooing. To be sure, it might be +nothing but a good coat of tropical tanning; but I never heard of a hot +sun’s tanning a white man into a purplish yellow one. However, I had +never been in the South Seas; and perhaps the sun there produced these +extraordinary effects upon the skin. Now, while all these ideas were +passing through me like lightning, this harpooneer never noticed me at +all. But, after some difficulty having opened his bag, he commenced +fumbling in it, and presently pulled out a sort of tomahawk, and a +seal-skin wallet with the hair on. Placing these on the old chest in +the middle of the room, he then took the New Zealand head—a ghastly +thing enough—and crammed it down into the bag. He now took off his +hat—a new beaver hat—when I came nigh singing out with fresh surprise. +There was no hair on his head—none to speak of at least—nothing but a +small scalp-knot twisted up on his forehead. His bald purplish head now +looked for all the world like a mildewed skull. Had not the stranger +stood between me and the door, I would have bolted out of it quicker +than ever I bolted a dinner. + +Even as it was, I thought something of slipping out of the window, but +it was the second floor back. I am no coward, but what to make of this +head-peddling purple rascal altogether passed my comprehension. +Ignorance is the parent of fear, and being completely nonplussed and +confounded about the stranger, I confess I was now as much afraid of +him as if it was the devil himself who had thus broken into my room at +the dead of night. In fact, I was so afraid of him that I was not game +enough just then to address him, and demand a satisfactory answer +concerning what seemed inexplicable in him. + +Meanwhile, he continued the business of undressing, and at last showed +his chest and arms. As I live, these covered parts of him were +checkered with the same squares as his face; his back, too, was all +over the same dark squares; he seemed to have been in a Thirty Years’ +War, and just escaped from it with a sticking-plaster shirt. Still +more, his very legs were marked, as if a parcel of dark green frogs +were running up the trunks of young palms. It was now quite plain that +he must be some abominable savage or other shipped aboard of a whaleman +in the South Seas, and so landed in this Christian country. I quaked to +think of it. A peddler of heads too—perhaps the heads of his own +brothers. He might take a fancy to mine—heavens! look at that tomahawk! + +But there was no time for shuddering, for now the savage went about +something that completely fascinated my attention, and convinced me +that he must indeed be a heathen. Going to his heavy grego, or wrapall, +or dreadnaught, which he had previously hung on a chair, he fumbled in +the pockets, and produced at length a curious little deformed image +with a hunch on its back, and exactly the colour of a three days’ old +Congo baby. Remembering the embalmed head, at first I almost thought +that this black manikin was a real baby preserved in some similar +manner. But seeing that it was not at all limber, and that it glistened +a good deal like polished ebony, I concluded that it must be nothing +but a wooden idol, which indeed it proved to be. For now the savage +goes up to the empty fire-place, and removing the papered fire-board, +sets up this little hunch-backed image, like a tenpin, between the +andirons. The chimney jambs and all the bricks inside were very sooty, +so that I thought this fire-place made a very appropriate little shrine +or chapel for his Congo idol. + +I now screwed my eyes hard towards the half hidden image, feeling but +ill at ease meantime—to see what was next to follow. First he takes +about a double handful of shavings out of his grego pocket, and places +them carefully before the idol; then laying a bit of ship biscuit on +top and applying the flame from the lamp, he kindled the shavings into +a sacrificial blaze. Presently, after many hasty snatches into the +fire, and still hastier withdrawals of his fingers (whereby he seemed +to be scorching them badly), he at last succeeded in drawing out the +biscuit; then blowing off the heat and ashes a little, he made a polite +offer of it to the little negro. But the little devil did not seem to +fancy such dry sort of fare at all; he never moved his lips. All these +strange antics were accompanied by still stranger guttural noises from +the devotee, who seemed to be praying in a sing-song or else singing +some pagan psalmody or other, during which his face twitched about in +the most unnatural manner. At last extinguishing the fire, he took the +idol up very unceremoniously, and bagged it again in his grego pocket +as carelessly as if he were a sportsman bagging a dead woodcock. + +All these queer proceedings increased my uncomfortableness, and seeing +him now exhibiting strong symptoms of concluding his business +operations, and jumping into bed with me, I thought it was high time, +now or never, before the light was put out, to break the spell in which +I had so long been bound. + +But the interval I spent in deliberating what to say, was a fatal one. +Taking up his tomahawk from the table, he examined the head of it for +an instant, and then holding it to the light, with his mouth at the +handle, he puffed out great clouds of tobacco smoke. The next moment +the light was extinguished, and this wild cannibal, tomahawk between +his teeth, sprang into bed with me. I sang out, I could not help it +now; and giving a sudden grunt of astonishment he began feeling me. + +Stammering out something, I knew not what, I rolled away from him +against the wall, and then conjured him, whoever or whatever he might +be, to keep quiet, and let me get up and light the lamp again. But his +guttural responses satisfied me at once that he but ill comprehended my +meaning. + +“Who-e debel you?”—he at last said—“you no speak-e, dam-me, I kill-e.” +And so saying the lighted tomahawk began flourishing about me in the +dark. + +“Landlord, for God’s sake, Peter Coffin!” shouted I. “Landlord! Watch! +Coffin! Angels! save me!” + +“Speak-e! tell-ee me who-ee be, or dam-me, I kill-e!” again growled the +cannibal, while his horrid flourishings of the tomahawk scattered the +hot tobacco ashes about me till I thought my linen would get on fire. +But thank heaven, at that moment the landlord came into the room light +in hand, and leaping from the bed I ran up to him. + +“Don’t be afraid now,” said he, grinning again, “Queequeg here wouldn’t +harm a hair of your head.” + +“Stop your grinning,” shouted I, “and why didn’t you tell me that that +infernal harpooneer was a cannibal?” + +“I thought ye know’d it;—didn’t I tell ye, he was a peddlin’ heads +around town?—but turn flukes again and go to sleep. Queequeg, look +here—you sabbee me, I sabbee—you this man sleepe you—you sabbee?” + +“Me sabbee plenty”—grunted Queequeg, puffing away at his pipe and +sitting up in bed. + +“You gettee in,” he added, motioning to me with his tomahawk, and +throwing the clothes to one side. He really did this in not only a +civil but a really kind and charitable way. I stood looking at him a +moment. For all his tattooings he was on the whole a clean, comely +looking cannibal. What’s all this fuss I have been making about, +thought I to myself—the man’s a human being just as I am: he has just +as much reason to fear me, as I have to be afraid of him. Better sleep +with a sober cannibal than a drunken Christian. + +“Landlord,” said I, “tell him to stash his tomahawk there, or pipe, or +whatever you call it; tell him to stop smoking, in short, and I will +turn in with him. But I don’t fancy having a man smoking in bed with +me. It’s dangerous. Besides, I ain’t insured.” + +This being told to Queequeg, he at once complied, and again politely +motioned me to get into bed—rolling over to one side as much as to +say—“I won’t touch a leg of ye.” + +“Good night, landlord,” said I, “you may go.” + +I turned in, and never slept better in my life. + + +CHAPTER 4. The Counterpane. + +Upon waking next morning about daylight, I found Queequeg’s arm thrown +over me in the most loving and affectionate manner. You had almost +thought I had been his wife. The counterpane was of patchwork, full of +odd little parti-coloured squares and triangles; and this arm of his +tattooed all over with an interminable Cretan labyrinth of a figure, no +two parts of which were of one precise shade—owing I suppose to his +keeping his arm at sea unmethodically in sun and shade, his shirt +sleeves irregularly rolled up at various times—this same arm of his, I +say, looked for all the world like a strip of that same patchwork +quilt. Indeed, partly lying on it as the arm did when I first awoke, I +could hardly tell it from the quilt, they so blended their hues +together; and it was only by the sense of weight and pressure that I +could tell that Queequeg was hugging me. + +My sensations were strange. Let me try to explain them. When I was a +child, I well remember a somewhat similar circumstance that befell me; +whether it was a reality or a dream, I never could entirely settle. The +circumstance was this. I had been cutting up some caper or other—I +think it was trying to crawl up the chimney, as I had seen a little +sweep do a few days previous; and my stepmother who, somehow or other, +was all the time whipping me, or sending me to bed supperless,—my +mother dragged me by the legs out of the chimney and packed me off to +bed, though it was only two o’clock in the afternoon of the 21st June, +the longest day in the year in our hemisphere. I felt dreadfully. But +there was no help for it, so up stairs I went to my little room in the +third floor, undressed myself as slowly as possible so as to kill time, +and with a bitter sigh got between the sheets. + +I lay there dismally calculating that sixteen entire hours must elapse +before I could hope for a resurrection. Sixteen hours in bed! the small +of my back ached to think of it. And it was so light too; the sun +shining in at the window, and a great rattling of coaches in the +streets, and the sound of gay voices all over the house. I felt worse +and worse—at last I got up, dressed, and softly going down in my +stockinged feet, sought out my stepmother, and suddenly threw myself at +her feet, beseeching her as a particular favour to give me a good +slippering for my misbehaviour; anything indeed but condemning me to +lie abed such an unendurable length of time. But she was the best and +most conscientious of stepmothers, and back I had to go to my room. For +several hours I lay there broad awake, feeling a great deal worse than +I have ever done since, even from the greatest subsequent misfortunes. +At last I must have fallen into a troubled nightmare of a doze; and +slowly waking from it—half steeped in dreams—I opened my eyes, and the +before sun-lit room was now wrapped in outer darkness. Instantly I felt +a shock running through all my frame; nothing was to be seen, and +nothing was to be heard; but a supernatural hand seemed placed in mine. +My arm hung over the counterpane, and the nameless, unimaginable, +silent form or phantom, to which the hand belonged, seemed closely +seated by my bed-side. For what seemed ages piled on ages, I lay there, +frozen with the most awful fears, not daring to drag away my hand; yet +ever thinking that if I could but stir it one single inch, the horrid +spell would be broken. I knew not how this consciousness at last glided +away from me; but waking in the morning, I shudderingly remembered it +all, and for days and weeks and months afterwards I lost myself in +confounding attempts to explain the mystery. Nay, to this very hour, I +often puzzle myself with it. + +Now, take away the awful fear, and my sensations at feeling the +supernatural hand in mine were very similar, in their strangeness, to +those which I experienced on waking up and seeing Queequeg’s pagan arm +thrown round me. But at length all the past night’s events soberly +recurred, one by one, in fixed reality, and then I lay only alive to +the comical predicament. For though I tried to move his arm—unlock his +bridegroom clasp—yet, sleeping as he was, he still hugged me tightly, +as though naught but death should part us twain. I now strove to rouse +him—“Queequeg!”—but his only answer was a snore. I then rolled over, my +neck feeling as if it were in a horse-collar; and suddenly felt a +slight scratch. Throwing aside the counterpane, there lay the tomahawk +sleeping by the savage’s side, as if it were a hatchet-faced baby. A +pretty pickle, truly, thought I; abed here in a strange house in the +broad day, with a cannibal and a tomahawk! “Queequeg!—in the name of +goodness, Queequeg, wake!” At length, by dint of much wriggling, and +loud and incessant expostulations upon the unbecomingness of his +hugging a fellow male in that matrimonial sort of style, I succeeded in +extracting a grunt; and presently, he drew back his arm, shook himself +all over like a Newfoundland dog just from the water, and sat up in +bed, stiff as a pike-staff, looking at me, and rubbing his eyes as if +he did not altogether remember how I came to be there, though a dim +consciousness of knowing something about me seemed slowly dawning over +him. Meanwhile, I lay quietly eyeing him, having no serious misgivings +now, and bent upon narrowly observing so curious a creature. When, at +last, his mind seemed made up touching the character of his bedfellow, +and he became, as it were, reconciled to the fact; he jumped out upon +the floor, and by certain signs and sounds gave me to understand that, +if it pleased me, he would dress first and then leave me to dress +afterwards, leaving the whole apartment to myself. Thinks I, Queequeg, +under the circumstances, this is a very civilized overture; but, the +truth is, these savages have an innate sense of delicacy, say what you +will; it is marvellous how essentially polite they are. I pay this +particular compliment to Queequeg, because he treated me with so much +civility and consideration, while I was guilty of great rudeness; +staring at him from the bed, and watching all his toilette motions; for +the time my curiosity getting the better of my breeding. Nevertheless, +a man like Queequeg you don’t see every day, he and his ways were well +worth unusual regarding. + +He commenced dressing at top by donning his beaver hat, a very tall +one, by the by, and then—still minus his trowsers—he hunted up his +boots. What under the heavens he did it for, I cannot tell, but his +next movement was to crush himself—boots in hand, and hat on—under the +bed; when, from sundry violent gaspings and strainings, I inferred he +was hard at work booting himself; though by no law of propriety that I +ever heard of, is any man required to be private when putting on his +boots. But Queequeg, do you see, was a creature in the transition +stage—neither caterpillar nor butterfly. He was just enough civilized +to show off his outlandishness in the strangest possible manners. His +education was not yet completed. He was an undergraduate. If he had not +been a small degree civilized, he very probably would not have troubled +himself with boots at all; but then, if he had not been still a savage, +he never would have dreamt of getting under the bed to put them on. At +last, he emerged with his hat very much dented and crushed down over +his eyes, and began creaking and limping about the room, as if, not +being much accustomed to boots, his pair of damp, wrinkled cowhide +ones—probably not made to order either—rather pinched and tormented him +at the first go off of a bitter cold morning. + +Seeing, now, that there were no curtains to the window, and that the +street being very narrow, the house opposite commanded a plain view +into the room, and observing more and more the indecorous figure that +Queequeg made, staving about with little else but his hat and boots on; +I begged him as well as I could, to accelerate his toilet somewhat, and +particularly to get into his pantaloons as soon as possible. He +complied, and then proceeded to wash himself. At that time in the +morning any Christian would have washed his face; but Queequeg, to my +amazement, contented himself with restricting his ablutions to his +chest, arms, and hands. He then donned his waistcoat, and taking up a +piece of hard soap on the wash-stand centre table, dipped it into water +and commenced lathering his face. I was watching to see where he kept +his razor, when lo and behold, he takes the harpoon from the bed +corner, slips out the long wooden stock, unsheathes the head, whets it +a little on his boot, and striding up to the bit of mirror against the +wall, begins a vigorous scraping, or rather harpooning of his cheeks. +Thinks I, Queequeg, this is using Rogers’s best cutlery with a +vengeance. Afterwards I wondered the less at this operation when I came +to know of what fine steel the head of a harpoon is made, and how +exceedingly sharp the long straight edges are always kept. + +The rest of his toilet was soon achieved, and he proudly marched out of +the room, wrapped up in his great pilot monkey jacket, and sporting his +harpoon like a marshal’s baton. + + +CHAPTER 5. Breakfast. + +I quickly followed suit, and descending into the bar-room accosted the +grinning landlord very pleasantly. I cherished no malice towards him, +though he had been skylarking with me not a little in the matter of my +bedfellow. + +However, a good laugh is a mighty good thing, and rather too scarce a +good thing; the more’s the pity. So, if any one man, in his own proper +person, afford stuff for a good joke to anybody, let him not be +backward, but let him cheerfully allow himself to spend and be spent in +that way. And the man that has anything bountifully laughable about +him, be sure there is more in that man than you perhaps think for. + +The bar-room was now full of the boarders who had been dropping in the +night previous, and whom I had not as yet had a good look at. They were +nearly all whalemen; chief mates, and second mates, and third mates, +and sea carpenters, and sea coopers, and sea blacksmiths, and +harpooneers, and ship keepers; a brown and brawny company, with bosky +beards; an unshorn, shaggy set, all wearing monkey jackets for morning +gowns. + +You could pretty plainly tell how long each one had been ashore. This +young fellow’s healthy cheek is like a sun-toasted pear in hue, and +would seem to smell almost as musky; he cannot have been three days +landed from his Indian voyage. That man next him looks a few shades +lighter; you might say a touch of satin wood is in him. In the +complexion of a third still lingers a tropic tawn, but slightly +bleached withal; _he_ doubtless has tarried whole weeks ashore. But who +could show a cheek like Queequeg? which, barred with various tints, +seemed like the Andes’ western slope, to show forth in one array, +contrasting climates, zone by zone. + +“Grub, ho!” now cried the landlord, flinging open a door, and in we +went to breakfast. + +They say that men who have seen the world, thereby become quite at ease +in manner, quite self-possessed in company. Not always, though: +Ledyard, the great New England traveller, and Mungo Park, the Scotch +one; of all men, they possessed the least assurance in the parlor. But +perhaps the mere crossing of Siberia in a sledge drawn by dogs as +Ledyard did, or the taking a long solitary walk on an empty stomach, in +the negro heart of Africa, which was the sum of poor Mungo’s +performances—this kind of travel, I say, may not be the very best mode +of attaining a high social polish. Still, for the most part, that sort +of thing is to be had anywhere. + +These reflections just here are occasioned by the circumstance that +after we were all seated at the table, and I was preparing to hear some +good stories about whaling; to my no small surprise, nearly every man +maintained a profound silence. And not only that, but they looked +embarrassed. Yes, here were a set of sea-dogs, many of whom without the +slightest bashfulness had boarded great whales on the high seas—entire +strangers to them—and duelled them dead without winking; and yet, here +they sat at a social breakfast table—all of the same calling, all of +kindred tastes—looking round as sheepishly at each other as though they +had never been out of sight of some sheepfold among the Green +Mountains. A curious sight; these bashful bears, these timid warrior +whalemen! + +But as for Queequeg—why, Queequeg sat there among them—at the head of +the table, too, it so chanced; as cool as an icicle. To be sure I +cannot say much for his breeding. His greatest admirer could not have +cordially justified his bringing his harpoon into breakfast with him, +and using it there without ceremony; reaching over the table with it, +to the imminent jeopardy of many heads, and grappling the beefsteaks +towards him. But _that_ was certainly very coolly done by him, and +every one knows that in most people’s estimation, to do anything coolly +is to do it genteelly. + +We will not speak of all Queequeg’s peculiarities here; how he eschewed +coffee and hot rolls, and applied his undivided attention to +beefsteaks, done rare. Enough, that when breakfast was over he withdrew +like the rest into the public room, lighted his tomahawk-pipe, and was +sitting there quietly digesting and smoking with his inseparable hat +on, when I sallied out for a stroll. + + +CHAPTER 6. The Street. + +If I had been astonished at first catching a glimpse of so outlandish +an individual as Queequeg circulating among the polite society of a +civilized town, that astonishment soon departed upon taking my first +daylight stroll through the streets of New Bedford. + +In thoroughfares nigh the docks, any considerable seaport will +frequently offer to view the queerest looking nondescripts from foreign +parts. Even in Broadway and Chestnut streets, Mediterranean mariners +will sometimes jostle the affrighted ladies. Regent Street is not +unknown to Lascars and Malays; and at Bombay, in the Apollo Green, live +Yankees have often scared the natives. But New Bedford beats all Water +Street and Wapping. In these last-mentioned haunts you see only +sailors; but in New Bedford, actual cannibals stand chatting at street +corners; savages outright; many of whom yet carry on their bones unholy +flesh. It makes a stranger stare. + +But, besides the Feegeeans, Tongatobooarrs, Erromanggoans, Pannangians, +and Brighggians, and, besides the wild specimens of the whaling-craft +which unheeded reel about the streets, you will see other sights still +more curious, certainly more comical. There weekly arrive in this town +scores of green Vermonters and New Hampshire men, all athirst for gain +and glory in the fishery. They are mostly young, of stalwart frames; +fellows who have felled forests, and now seek to drop the axe and +snatch the whale-lance. Many are as green as the Green Mountains whence +they came. In some things you would think them but a few hours old. +Look there! that chap strutting round the corner. He wears a beaver hat +and swallow-tailed coat, girdled with a sailor-belt and sheath-knife. +Here comes another with a sou’-wester and a bombazine cloak. + +No town-bred dandy will compare with a country-bred one—I mean a +downright bumpkin dandy—a fellow that, in the dog-days, will mow his +two acres in buckskin gloves for fear of tanning his hands. Now when a +country dandy like this takes it into his head to make a distinguished +reputation, and joins the great whale-fishery, you should see the +comical things he does upon reaching the seaport. In bespeaking his +sea-outfit, he orders bell-buttons to his waistcoats; straps to his +canvas trowsers. Ah, poor Hay-Seed! how bitterly will burst those +straps in the first howling gale, when thou art driven, straps, +buttons, and all, down the throat of the tempest. + +But think not that this famous town has only harpooneers, cannibals, +and bumpkins to show her visitors. Not at all. Still New Bedford is a +queer place. Had it not been for us whalemen, that tract of land would +this day perhaps have been in as howling condition as the coast of +Labrador. As it is, parts of her back country are enough to frighten +one, they look so bony. The town itself is perhaps the dearest place to +live in, in all New England. It is a land of oil, true enough: but not +like Canaan; a land, also, of corn and wine. The streets do not run +with milk; nor in the spring-time do they pave them with fresh eggs. +Yet, in spite of this, nowhere in all America will you find more +patrician-like houses; parks and gardens more opulent, than in New +Bedford. Whence came they? how planted upon this once scraggy scoria of +a country? + +Go and gaze upon the iron emblematical harpoons round yonder lofty +mansion, and your question will be answered. Yes; all these brave +houses and flowery gardens came from the Atlantic, Pacific, and Indian +oceans. One and all, they were harpooned and dragged up hither from the +bottom of the sea. Can Herr Alexander perform a feat like that? + +In New Bedford, fathers, they say, give whales for dowers to their +daughters, and portion off their nieces with a few porpoises a-piece. +You must go to New Bedford to see a brilliant wedding; for, they say, +they have reservoirs of oil in every house, and every night recklessly +burn their lengths in spermaceti candles. + +In summer time, the town is sweet to see; full of fine maples—long +avenues of green and gold. And in August, high in air, the beautiful +and bountiful horse-chestnuts, candelabra-wise, proffer the passer-by +their tapering upright cones of congregated blossoms. So omnipotent is +art; which in many a district of New Bedford has superinduced bright +terraces of flowers upon the barren refuse rocks thrown aside at +creation’s final day. + +And the women of New Bedford, they bloom like their own red roses. But +roses only bloom in summer; whereas the fine carnation of their cheeks +is perennial as sunlight in the seventh heavens. Elsewhere match that +bloom of theirs, ye cannot, save in Salem, where they tell me the young +girls breathe such musk, their sailor sweethearts smell them miles off +shore, as though they were drawing nigh the odorous Moluccas instead of +the Puritanic sands. + + +CHAPTER 7. The Chapel. + +In this same New Bedford there stands a Whaleman’s Chapel, and few are +the moody fishermen, shortly bound for the Indian Ocean or Pacific, who +fail to make a Sunday visit to the spot. I am sure that I did not. + +Returning from my first morning stroll, I again sallied out upon this +special errand. The sky had changed from clear, sunny cold, to driving +sleet and mist. Wrapping myself in my shaggy jacket of the cloth called +bearskin, I fought my way against the stubborn storm. Entering, I found +a small scattered congregation of sailors, and sailors’ wives and +widows. A muffled silence reigned, only broken at times by the shrieks +of the storm. Each silent worshipper seemed purposely sitting apart +from the other, as if each silent grief were insular and +incommunicable. The chaplain had not yet arrived; and there these +silent islands of men and women sat steadfastly eyeing several marble +tablets, with black borders, masoned into the wall on either side the +pulpit. Three of them ran something like the following, but I do not +pretend to quote:— + +SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF JOHN TALBOT, Who, at the age of eighteen, was +lost overboard, Near the Isle of Desolation, off Patagonia, _November_ +1_st_, 1836. THIS TABLET Is erected to his Memory BY HIS SISTER. + +SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF ROBERT LONG, WILLIS ELLERY, NATHAN COLEMAN, +WALTER CANNY, SETH MACY, AND SAMUEL GLEIG, Forming one of the boats’ +crews OF THE SHIP ELIZA Who were towed out of sight by a Whale, On the +Off-shore Ground in the PACIFIC, _December_ 31_st_, 1839. THIS MARBLE +Is here placed by their surviving SHIPMATES. + +SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF The late CAPTAIN EZEKIEL HARDY, Who in the bows +of his boat was killed by a Sperm Whale on the coast of Japan, _August_ +3_d_, 1833. THIS TABLET Is erected to his Memory BY HIS WIDOW. + +Shaking off the sleet from my ice-glazed hat and jacket, I seated +myself near the door, and turning sideways was surprised to see +Queequeg near me. Affected by the solemnity of the scene, there was a +wondering gaze of incredulous curiosity in his countenance. This savage +was the only person present who seemed to notice my entrance; because +he was the only one who could not read, and, therefore, was not reading +those frigid inscriptions on the wall. Whether any of the relatives of +the seamen whose names appeared there were now among the congregation, +I knew not; but so many are the unrecorded accidents in the fishery, +and so plainly did several women present wear the countenance if not +the trappings of some unceasing grief, that I feel sure that here +before me were assembled those, in whose unhealing hearts the sight of +those bleak tablets sympathetically caused the old wounds to bleed +afresh. + +Oh! ye whose dead lie buried beneath the green grass; who standing +among flowers can say—here, _here_ lies my beloved; ye know not the +desolation that broods in bosoms like these. What bitter blanks in +those black-bordered marbles which cover no ashes! What despair in +those immovable inscriptions! What deadly voids and unbidden +infidelities in the lines that seem to gnaw upon all Faith, and refuse +resurrections to the beings who have placelessly perished without a +grave. As well might those tablets stand in the cave of Elephanta as +here. + +In what census of living creatures, the dead of mankind are included; +why it is that a universal proverb says of them, that they tell no +tales, though containing more secrets than the Goodwin Sands; how it is +that to his name who yesterday departed for the other world, we prefix +so significant and infidel a word, and yet do not thus entitle him, if +he but embarks for the remotest Indies of this living earth; why the +Life Insurance Companies pay death-forfeitures upon immortals; in what +eternal, unstirring paralysis, and deadly, hopeless trance, yet lies +antique Adam who died sixty round centuries ago; how it is that we +still refuse to be comforted for those who we nevertheless maintain are +dwelling in unspeakable bliss; why all the living so strive to hush all +the dead; wherefore but the rumor of a knocking in a tomb will terrify +a whole city. All these things are not without their meanings. + +But Faith, like a jackal, feeds among the tombs, and even from these +dead doubts she gathers her most vital hope. + +It needs scarcely to be told, with what feelings, on the eve of a +Nantucket voyage, I regarded those marble tablets, and by the murky +light of that darkened, doleful day read the fate of the whalemen who +had gone before me. Yes, Ishmael, the same fate may be thine. But +somehow I grew merry again. Delightful inducements to embark, fine +chance for promotion, it seems—aye, a stove boat will make me an +immortal by brevet. Yes, there is death in this business of whaling—a +speechlessly quick chaotic bundling of a man into Eternity. But what +then? Methinks we have hugely mistaken this matter of Life and Death. +Methinks that what they call my shadow here on earth is my true +substance. Methinks that in looking at things spiritual, we are too +much like oysters observing the sun through the water, and thinking +that thick water the thinnest of air. Methinks my body is but the lees +of my better being. In fact take my body who will, take it I say, it is +not me. And therefore three cheers for Nantucket; and come a stove boat +and stove body when they will, for stave my soul, Jove himself cannot. + + +CHAPTER 8. The Pulpit. + +I had not been seated very long ere a man of a certain venerable +robustness entered; immediately as the storm-pelted door flew back upon +admitting him, a quick regardful eyeing of him by all the congregation, +sufficiently attested that this fine old man was the chaplain. Yes, it +was the famous Father Mapple, so called by the whalemen, among whom he +was a very great favourite. He had been a sailor and a harpooneer in +his youth, but for many years past had dedicated his life to the +ministry. At the time I now write of, Father Mapple was in the hardy +winter of a healthy old age; that sort of old age which seems merging +into a second flowering youth, for among all the fissures of his +wrinkles, there shone certain mild gleams of a newly developing +bloom—the spring verdure peeping forth even beneath February’s snow. No +one having previously heard his history, could for the first time +behold Father Mapple without the utmost interest, because there were +certain engrafted clerical peculiarities about him, imputable to that +adventurous maritime life he had led. When he entered I observed that +he carried no umbrella, and certainly had not come in his carriage, for +his tarpaulin hat ran down with melting sleet, and his great pilot +cloth jacket seemed almost to drag him to the floor with the weight of +the water it had absorbed. However, hat and coat and overshoes were one +by one removed, and hung up in a little space in an adjacent corner; +when, arrayed in a decent suit, he quietly approached the pulpit. + +Like most old fashioned pulpits, it was a very lofty one, and since a +regular stairs to such a height would, by its long angle with the +floor, seriously contract the already small area of the chapel, the +architect, it seemed, had acted upon the hint of Father Mapple, and +finished the pulpit without a stairs, substituting a perpendicular side +ladder, like those used in mounting a ship from a boat at sea. The wife +of a whaling captain had provided the chapel with a handsome pair of +red worsted man-ropes for this ladder, which, being itself nicely +headed, and stained with a mahogany colour, the whole contrivance, +considering what manner of chapel it was, seemed by no means in bad +taste. Halting for an instant at the foot of the ladder, and with both +hands grasping the ornamental knobs of the man-ropes, Father Mapple +cast a look upwards, and then with a truly sailor-like but still +reverential dexterity, hand over hand, mounted the steps as if +ascending the main-top of his vessel. + +The perpendicular parts of this side ladder, as is usually the case +with swinging ones, were of cloth-covered rope, only the rounds were of +wood, so that at every step there was a joint. At my first glimpse of +the pulpit, it had not escaped me that however convenient for a ship, +these joints in the present instance seemed unnecessary. For I was not +prepared to see Father Mapple after gaining the height, slowly turn +round, and stooping over the pulpit, deliberately drag up the ladder +step by step, till the whole was deposited within, leaving him +impregnable in his little Quebec. + +I pondered some time without fully comprehending the reason for this. +Father Mapple enjoyed such a wide reputation for sincerity and +sanctity, that I could not suspect him of courting notoriety by any +mere tricks of the stage. No, thought I, there must be some sober +reason for this thing; furthermore, it must symbolize something unseen. +Can it be, then, that by that act of physical isolation, he signifies +his spiritual withdrawal for the time, from all outward worldly ties +and connexions? Yes, for replenished with the meat and wine of the +word, to the faithful man of God, this pulpit, I see, is a +self-containing stronghold—a lofty Ehrenbreitstein, with a perennial +well of water within the walls. + +But the side ladder was not the only strange feature of the place, +borrowed from the chaplain’s former sea-farings. Between the marble +cenotaphs on either hand of the pulpit, the wall which formed its back +was adorned with a large painting representing a gallant ship beating +against a terrible storm off a lee coast of black rocks and snowy +breakers. But high above the flying scud and dark-rolling clouds, there +floated a little isle of sunlight, from which beamed forth an angel’s +face; and this bright face shed a distinct spot of radiance upon the +ship’s tossed deck, something like that silver plate now inserted into +the Victory’s plank where Nelson fell. “Ah, noble ship,” the angel +seemed to say, “beat on, beat on, thou noble ship, and bear a hardy +helm; for lo! the sun is breaking through; the clouds are rolling +off—serenest azure is at hand.” + +Nor was the pulpit itself without a trace of the same sea-taste that +had achieved the ladder and the picture. Its panelled front was in the +likeness of a ship’s bluff bows, and the Holy Bible rested on a +projecting piece of scroll work, fashioned after a ship’s fiddle-headed +beak. + +What could be more full of meaning?—for the pulpit is ever this earth’s +foremost part; all the rest comes in its rear; the pulpit leads the +world. From thence it is the storm of God’s quick wrath is first +descried, and the bow must bear the earliest brunt. From thence it is +the God of breezes fair or foul is first invoked for favourable winds. +Yes, the world’s a ship on its passage out, and not a voyage complete; +and the pulpit is its prow. + + +CHAPTER 9. The Sermon. + +Father Mapple rose, and in a mild voice of unassuming authority ordered +the scattered people to condense. “Starboard gangway, there! side away +to larboard—larboard gangway to starboard! Midships! midships!” + +There was a low rumbling of heavy sea-boots among the benches, and a +still slighter shuffling of women’s shoes, and all was quiet again, and +every eye on the preacher. + +He paused a little; then kneeling in the pulpit’s bows, folded his +large brown hands across his chest, uplifted his closed eyes, and +offered a prayer so deeply devout that he seemed kneeling and praying +at the bottom of the sea. + +This ended, in prolonged solemn tones, like the continual tolling of a +bell in a ship that is foundering at sea in a fog—in such tones he +commenced reading the following hymn; but changing his manner towards +the concluding stanzas, burst forth with a pealing exultation and joy— + + + “The ribs and terrors in the whale, Arched over me a dismal gloom, + While all God’s sun-lit waves rolled by, And lift me deepening down + to doom. + + “I saw the opening maw of hell, With endless pains and sorrows there; + Which none but they that feel can tell— Oh, I was plunging to + despair. + + “In black distress, I called my God, When I could scarce believe him + mine, He bowed his ear to my complaints— No more the whale did me + confine. + + “With speed he flew to my relief, As on a radiant dolphin borne; + Awful, yet bright, as lightning shone The face of my Deliverer God. + + “My song for ever shall record That terrible, that joyful hour; I + give the glory to my God, His all the mercy and the power.” + + + + +Nearly all joined in singing this hymn, which swelled high above the +howling of the storm. A brief pause ensued; the preacher slowly turned +over the leaves of the Bible, and at last, folding his hand down upon +the proper page, said: “Beloved shipmates, clinch the last verse of the +first chapter of Jonah—‘And God had prepared a great fish to swallow up +Jonah.’” + +“Shipmates, this book, containing only four chapters—four yarns—is one +of the smallest strands in the mighty cable of the Scriptures. Yet what +depths of the soul does Jonah’s deep sealine sound! what a pregnant +lesson to us is this prophet! What a noble thing is that canticle in +the fish’s belly! How billow-like and boisterously grand! We feel the +floods surging over us; we sound with him to the kelpy bottom of the +waters; sea-weed and all the slime of the sea is about us! But _what_ +is this lesson that the book of Jonah teaches? Shipmates, it is a +two-stranded lesson; a lesson to us all as sinful men, and a lesson to +me as a pilot of the living God. As sinful men, it is a lesson to us +all, because it is a story of the sin, hard-heartedness, suddenly +awakened fears, the swift punishment, repentance, prayers, and finally +the deliverance and joy of Jonah. As with all sinners among men, the +sin of this son of Amittai was in his wilful disobedience of the +command of God—never mind now what that command was, or how +conveyed—which he found a hard command. But all the things that God +would have us do are hard for us to do—remember that—and hence, he +oftener commands us than endeavors to persuade. And if we obey God, we +must disobey ourselves; and it is in this disobeying ourselves, wherein +the hardness of obeying God consists. + +“With this sin of disobedience in him, Jonah still further flouts at +God, by seeking to flee from Him. He thinks that a ship made by men +will carry him into countries where God does not reign, but only the +Captains of this earth. He skulks about the wharves of Joppa, and seeks +a ship that’s bound for Tarshish. There lurks, perhaps, a hitherto +unheeded meaning here. By all accounts Tarshish could have been no +other city than the modern Cadiz. That’s the opinion of learned men. +And where is Cadiz, shipmates? Cadiz is in Spain; as far by water, from +Joppa, as Jonah could possibly have sailed in those ancient days, when +the Atlantic was an almost unknown sea. Because Joppa, the modern +Jaffa, shipmates, is on the most easterly coast of the Mediterranean, +the Syrian; and Tarshish or Cadiz more than two thousand miles to the +westward from that, just outside the Straits of Gibraltar. See ye not +then, shipmates, that Jonah sought to flee world-wide from God? +Miserable man! Oh! most contemptible and worthy of all scorn; with +slouched hat and guilty eye, skulking from his God; prowling among the +shipping like a vile burglar hastening to cross the seas. So +disordered, self-condemning is his look, that had there been policemen +in those days, Jonah, on the mere suspicion of something wrong, had +been arrested ere he touched a deck. How plainly he’s a fugitive! no +baggage, not a hat-box, valise, or carpet-bag,—no friends accompany him +to the wharf with their adieux. At last, after much dodging search, he +finds the Tarshish ship receiving the last items of her cargo; and as +he steps on board to see its Captain in the cabin, all the sailors for +the moment desist from hoisting in the goods, to mark the stranger’s +evil eye. Jonah sees this; but in vain he tries to look all ease and +confidence; in vain essays his wretched smile. Strong intuitions of the +man assure the mariners he can be no innocent. In their gamesome but +still serious way, one whispers to the other—“Jack, he’s robbed a +widow;” or, “Joe, do you mark him; he’s a bigamist;” or, “Harry lad, I +guess he’s the adulterer that broke jail in old Gomorrah, or belike, +one of the missing murderers from Sodom.” Another runs to read the bill +that’s stuck against the spile upon the wharf to which the ship is +moored, offering five hundred gold coins for the apprehension of a +parricide, and containing a description of his person. He reads, and +looks from Jonah to the bill; while all his sympathetic shipmates now +crowd round Jonah, prepared to lay their hands upon him. Frighted Jonah +trembles, and summoning all his boldness to his face, only looks so +much the more a coward. He will not confess himself suspected; but that +itself is strong suspicion. So he makes the best of it; and when the +sailors find him not to be the man that is advertised, they let him +pass, and he descends into the cabin. + +“‘Who’s there?’ cries the Captain at his busy desk, hurriedly making +out his papers for the Customs—‘Who’s there?’ Oh! how that harmless +question mangles Jonah! For the instant he almost turns to flee again. +But he rallies. ‘I seek a passage in this ship to Tarshish; how soon +sail ye, sir?’ Thus far the busy Captain had not looked up to Jonah, +though the man now stands before him; but no sooner does he hear that +hollow voice, than he darts a scrutinizing glance. ‘We sail with the +next coming tide,’ at last he slowly answered, still intently eyeing +him. ‘No sooner, sir?’—‘Soon enough for any honest man that goes a +passenger.’ Ha! Jonah, that’s another stab. But he swiftly calls away +the Captain from that scent. ‘I’ll sail with ye,’—he says,—‘the passage +money how much is that?—I’ll pay now.’ For it is particularly written, +shipmates, as if it were a thing not to be overlooked in this history, +‘that he paid the fare thereof’ ere the craft did sail. And taken with +the context, this is full of meaning. + +“Now Jonah’s Captain, shipmates, was one whose discernment detects +crime in any, but whose cupidity exposes it only in the penniless. In +this world, shipmates, sin that pays its way can travel freely, and +without a passport; whereas Virtue, if a pauper, is stopped at all +frontiers. So Jonah’s Captain prepares to test the length of Jonah’s +purse, ere he judge him openly. He charges him thrice the usual sum; +and it’s assented to. Then the Captain knows that Jonah is a fugitive; +but at the same time resolves to help a flight that paves its rear with +gold. Yet when Jonah fairly takes out his purse, prudent suspicions +still molest the Captain. He rings every coin to find a counterfeit. +Not a forger, any way, he mutters; and Jonah is put down for his +passage. ‘Point out my state-room, Sir,’ says Jonah now, ‘I’m +travel-weary; I need sleep.’ ‘Thou lookest like it,’ says the Captain, +‘there’s thy room.’ Jonah enters, and would lock the door, but the lock +contains no key. Hearing him foolishly fumbling there, the Captain +laughs lowly to himself, and mutters something about the doors of +convicts’ cells being never allowed to be locked within. All dressed +and dusty as he is, Jonah throws himself into his berth, and finds the +little state-room ceiling almost resting on his forehead. The air is +close, and Jonah gasps. Then, in that contracted hole, sunk, too, +beneath the ship’s water-line, Jonah feels the heralding presentiment +of that stifling hour, when the whale shall hold him in the smallest of +his bowels’ wards. + +“Screwed at its axis against the side, a swinging lamp slightly +oscillates in Jonah’s room; and the ship, heeling over towards the +wharf with the weight of the last bales received, the lamp, flame and +all, though in slight motion, still maintains a permanent obliquity +with reference to the room; though, in truth, infallibly straight +itself, it but made obvious the false, lying levels among which it +hung. The lamp alarms and frightens Jonah; as lying in his berth his +tormented eyes roll round the place, and this thus far successful +fugitive finds no refuge for his restless glance. But that +contradiction in the lamp more and more appals him. The floor, the +ceiling, and the side, are all awry. ‘Oh! so my conscience hangs in +me!’ he groans, ‘straight upwards, so it burns; but the chambers of my +soul are all in crookedness!’ + +“Like one who after a night of drunken revelry hies to his bed, still +reeling, but with conscience yet pricking him, as the plungings of the +Roman race-horse but so much the more strike his steel tags into him; +as one who in that miserable plight still turns and turns in giddy +anguish, praying God for annihilation until the fit be passed; and at +last amid the whirl of woe he feels, a deep stupor steals over him, as +over the man who bleeds to death, for conscience is the wound, and +there’s naught to staunch it; so, after sore wrestlings in his berth, +Jonah’s prodigy of ponderous misery drags him drowning down to sleep. + +“And now the time of tide has come; the ship casts off her cables; and +from the deserted wharf the uncheered ship for Tarshish, all careening, +glides to sea. That ship, my friends, was the first of recorded +smugglers! the contraband was Jonah. But the sea rebels; he will not +bear the wicked burden. A dreadful storm comes on, the ship is like to +break. But now when the boatswain calls all hands to lighten her; when +boxes, bales, and jars are clattering overboard; when the wind is +shrieking, and the men are yelling, and every plank thunders with +trampling feet right over Jonah’s head; in all this raging tumult, +Jonah sleeps his hideous sleep. He sees no black sky and raging sea, +feels not the reeling timbers, and little hears he or heeds he the far +rush of the mighty whale, which even now with open mouth is cleaving +the seas after him. Aye, shipmates, Jonah was gone down into the sides +of the ship—a berth in the cabin as I have taken it, and was fast +asleep. But the frightened master comes to him, and shrieks in his dead +ear, ‘What meanest thou, O, sleeper! arise!’ Startled from his lethargy +by that direful cry, Jonah staggers to his feet, and stumbling to the +deck, grasps a shroud, to look out upon the sea. But at that moment he +is sprung upon by a panther billow leaping over the bulwarks. Wave +after wave thus leaps into the ship, and finding no speedy vent runs +roaring fore and aft, till the mariners come nigh to drowning while yet +afloat. And ever, as the white moon shows her affrighted face from the +steep gullies in the blackness overhead, aghast Jonah sees the rearing +bowsprit pointing high upward, but soon beat downward again towards the +tormented deep. + +“Terrors upon terrors run shouting through his soul. In all his +cringing attitudes, the God-fugitive is now too plainly known. The +sailors mark him; more and more certain grow their suspicions of him, +and at last, fully to test the truth, by referring the whole matter to +high Heaven, they fall to casting lots, to see for whose cause this +great tempest was upon them. The lot is Jonah’s; that discovered, then +how furiously they mob him with their questions. ‘What is thine +occupation? Whence comest thou? Thy country? What people? But mark now, +my shipmates, the behavior of poor Jonah. The eager mariners but ask +him who he is, and where from; whereas, they not only receive an answer +to those questions, but likewise another answer to a question not put +by them, but the unsolicited answer is forced from Jonah by the hard +hand of God that is upon him. + +“‘I am a Hebrew,’ he cries—and then—‘I fear the Lord the God of Heaven +who hath made the sea and the dry land!’ Fear him, O Jonah? Aye, well +mightest thou fear the Lord God _then!_ Straightway, he now goes on to +make a full confession; whereupon the mariners became more and more +appalled, but still are pitiful. For when Jonah, not yet supplicating +God for mercy, since he but too well knew the darkness of his +deserts,—when wretched Jonah cries out to them to take him and cast him +forth into the sea, for he knew that for _his_ sake this great tempest +was upon them; they mercifully turn from him, and seek by other means +to save the ship. But all in vain; the indignant gale howls louder; +then, with one hand raised invokingly to God, with the other they not +unreluctantly lay hold of Jonah. + +“And now behold Jonah taken up as an anchor and dropped into the sea; +when instantly an oily calmness floats out from the east, and the sea +is still, as Jonah carries down the gale with him, leaving smooth water +behind. He goes down in the whirling heart of such a masterless +commotion that he scarce heeds the moment when he drops seething into +the yawning jaws awaiting him; and the whale shoots-to all his ivory +teeth, like so many white bolts, upon his prison. Then Jonah prayed +unto the Lord out of the fish’s belly. But observe his prayer, and +learn a weighty lesson. For sinful as he is, Jonah does not weep and +wail for direct deliverance. He feels that his dreadful punishment is +just. He leaves all his deliverance to God, contenting himself with +this, that spite of all his pains and pangs, he will still look towards +His holy temple. And here, shipmates, is true and faithful repentance; +not clamorous for pardon, but grateful for punishment. And how pleasing +to God was this conduct in Jonah, is shown in the eventual deliverance +of him from the sea and the whale. Shipmates, I do not place Jonah +before you to be copied for his sin but I do place him before you as a +model for repentance. Sin not; but if you do, take heed to repent of it +like Jonah.” + +While he was speaking these words, the howling of the shrieking, +slanting storm without seemed to add new power to the preacher, who, +when describing Jonah’s sea-storm, seemed tossed by a storm himself. +His deep chest heaved as with a ground-swell; his tossed arms seemed +the warring elements at work; and the thunders that rolled away from +off his swarthy brow, and the light leaping from his eye, made all his +simple hearers look on him with a quick fear that was strange to them. + +There now came a lull in his look, as he silently turned over the +leaves of the Book once more; and, at last, standing motionless, with +closed eyes, for the moment, seemed communing with God and himself. + +But again he leaned over towards the people, and bowing his head lowly, +with an aspect of the deepest yet manliest humility, he spake these +words: + +“Shipmates, God has laid but one hand upon you; both his hands press +upon me. I have read ye by what murky light may be mine the lesson that +Jonah teaches to all sinners; and therefore to ye, and still more to +me, for I am a greater sinner than ye. And now how gladly would I come +down from this mast-head and sit on the hatches there where you sit, +and listen as you listen, while some one of you reads _me_ that other +and more awful lesson which Jonah teaches to _me_, as a pilot of the +living God. How being an anointed pilot-prophet, or speaker of true +things, and bidden by the Lord to sound those unwelcome truths in the +ears of a wicked Nineveh, Jonah, appalled at the hostility he should +raise, fled from his mission, and sought to escape his duty and his God +by taking ship at Joppa. But God is everywhere; Tarshish he never +reached. As we have seen, God came upon him in the whale, and swallowed +him down to living gulfs of doom, and with swift slantings tore him +along ‘into the midst of the seas,’ where the eddying depths sucked him +ten thousand fathoms down, and ‘the weeds were wrapped about his head,’ +and all the watery world of woe bowled over him. Yet even then beyond +the reach of any plummet—‘out of the belly of hell’—when the whale +grounded upon the ocean’s utmost bones, even then, God heard the +engulphed, repenting prophet when he cried. Then God spake unto the +fish; and from the shuddering cold and blackness of the sea, the whale +came breeching up towards the warm and pleasant sun, and all the +delights of air and earth; and ‘vomited out Jonah upon the dry land;’ +when the word of the Lord came a second time; and Jonah, bruised and +beaten—his ears, like two sea-shells, still multitudinously murmuring +of the ocean—Jonah did the Almighty’s bidding. And what was that, +shipmates? To preach the Truth to the face of Falsehood! That was it! + +“This, shipmates, this is that other lesson; and woe to that pilot of +the living God who slights it. Woe to him whom this world charms from +Gospel duty! Woe to him who seeks to pour oil upon the waters when God +has brewed them into a gale! Woe to him who seeks to please rather than +to appal! Woe to him whose good name is more to him than goodness! Woe +to him who, in this world, courts not dishonor! Woe to him who would +not be true, even though to be false were salvation! Yea, woe to him +who, as the great Pilot Paul has it, while preaching to others is +himself a castaway!” + +He dropped and fell away from himself for a moment; then lifting his +face to them again, showed a deep joy in his eyes, as he cried out with +a heavenly enthusiasm,—“But oh! shipmates! on the starboard hand of +every woe, there is a sure delight; and higher the top of that delight, +than the bottom of the woe is deep. Is not the main-truck higher than +the kelson is low? Delight is to him—a far, far upward, and inward +delight—who against the proud gods and commodores of this earth, ever +stands forth his own inexorable self. Delight is to him whose strong +arms yet support him, when the ship of this base treacherous world has +gone down beneath him. Delight is to him, who gives no quarter in the +truth, and kills, burns, and destroys all sin though he pluck it out +from under the robes of Senators and Judges. Delight,—top-gallant +delight is to him, who acknowledges no law or lord, but the Lord his +God, and is only a patriot to heaven. Delight is to him, whom all the +waves of the billows of the seas of the boisterous mob can never shake +from this sure Keel of the Ages. And eternal delight and deliciousness +will be his, who coming to lay him down, can say with his final +breath—O Father!—chiefly known to me by Thy rod—mortal or immortal, +here I die. I have striven to be Thine, more than to be this world’s, +or mine own. Yet this is nothing: I leave eternity to Thee; for what is +man that he should live out the lifetime of his God?” + +He said no more, but slowly waving a benediction, covered his face with +his hands, and so remained kneeling, till all the people had departed, +and he was left alone in the place. + + +CHAPTER 10. A Bosom Friend. + +Returning to the Spouter-Inn from the Chapel, I found Queequeg there +quite alone; he having left the Chapel before the benediction some +time. He was sitting on a bench before the fire, with his feet on the +stove hearth, and in one hand was holding close up to his face that +little negro idol of his; peering hard into its face, and with a +jack-knife gently whittling away at its nose, meanwhile humming to +himself in his heathenish way. + +But being now interrupted, he put up the image; and pretty soon, going +to the table, took up a large book there, and placing it on his lap +began counting the pages with deliberate regularity; at every fiftieth +page—as I fancied—stopping a moment, looking vacantly around him, and +giving utterance to a long-drawn gurgling whistle of astonishment. He +would then begin again at the next fifty; seeming to commence at number +one each time, as though he could not count more than fifty, and it was +only by such a large number of fifties being found together, that his +astonishment at the multitude of pages was excited. + +With much interest I sat watching him. Savage though he was, and +hideously marred about the face—at least to my taste—his countenance +yet had a something in it which was by no means disagreeable. You +cannot hide the soul. Through all his unearthly tattooings, I thought I +saw the traces of a simple honest heart; and in his large, deep eyes, +fiery black and bold, there seemed tokens of a spirit that would dare a +thousand devils. And besides all this, there was a certain lofty +bearing about the Pagan, which even his uncouthness could not +altogether maim. He looked like a man who had never cringed and never +had had a creditor. Whether it was, too, that his head being shaved, +his forehead was drawn out in freer and brighter relief, and looked +more expansive than it otherwise would, this I will not venture to +decide; but certain it was his head was phrenologically an excellent +one. It may seem ridiculous, but it reminded me of General Washington’s +head, as seen in the popular busts of him. It had the same long +regularly graded retreating slope from above the brows, which were +likewise very projecting, like two long promontories thickly wooded on +top. Queequeg was George Washington cannibalistically developed. + +Whilst I was thus closely scanning him, half-pretending meanwhile to be +looking out at the storm from the casement, he never heeded my +presence, never troubled himself with so much as a single glance; but +appeared wholly occupied with counting the pages of the marvellous +book. Considering how sociably we had been sleeping together the night +previous, and especially considering the affectionate arm I had found +thrown over me upon waking in the morning, I thought this indifference +of his very strange. But savages are strange beings; at times you do +not know exactly how to take them. At first they are overawing; their +calm self-collectedness of simplicity seems a Socratic wisdom. I had +noticed also that Queequeg never consorted at all, or but very little, +with the other seamen in the inn. He made no advances whatever; +appeared to have no desire to enlarge the circle of his acquaintances. +All this struck me as mighty singular; yet, upon second thoughts, there +was something almost sublime in it. Here was a man some twenty thousand +miles from home, by the way of Cape Horn, that is—which was the only +way he could get there—thrown among people as strange to him as though +he were in the planet Jupiter; and yet he seemed entirely at his ease; +preserving the utmost serenity; content with his own companionship; +always equal to himself. Surely this was a touch of fine philosophy; +though no doubt he had never heard there was such a thing as that. But, +perhaps, to be true philosophers, we mortals should not be conscious of +so living or so striving. So soon as I hear that such or such a man +gives himself out for a philosopher, I conclude that, like the +dyspeptic old woman, he must have “broken his digester.” + +As I sat there in that now lonely room; the fire burning low, in that +mild stage when, after its first intensity has warmed the air, it then +only glows to be looked at; the evening shades and phantoms gathering +round the casements, and peering in upon us silent, solitary twain; the +storm booming without in solemn swells; I began to be sensible of +strange feelings. I felt a melting in me. No more my splintered heart +and maddened hand were turned against the wolfish world. This soothing +savage had redeemed it. There he sat, his very indifference speaking a +nature in which there lurked no civilized hypocrisies and bland +deceits. Wild he was; a very sight of sights to see; yet I began to +feel myself mysteriously drawn towards him. And those same things that +would have repelled most others, they were the very magnets that thus +drew me. I’ll try a pagan friend, thought I, since Christian kindness +has proved but hollow courtesy. I drew my bench near him, and made some +friendly signs and hints, doing my best to talk with him meanwhile. At +first he little noticed these advances; but presently, upon my +referring to his last night’s hospitalities, he made out to ask me +whether we were again to be bedfellows. I told him yes; whereat I +thought he looked pleased, perhaps a little complimented. + +We then turned over the book together, and I endeavored to explain to +him the purpose of the printing, and the meaning of the few pictures +that were in it. Thus I soon engaged his interest; and from that we +went to jabbering the best we could about the various outer sights to +be seen in this famous town. Soon I proposed a social smoke; and, +producing his pouch and tomahawk, he quietly offered me a puff. And +then we sat exchanging puffs from that wild pipe of his, and keeping it +regularly passing between us. + +If there yet lurked any ice of indifference towards me in the Pagan’s +breast, this pleasant, genial smoke we had, soon thawed it out, and +left us cronies. He seemed to take to me quite as naturally and +unbiddenly as I to him; and when our smoke was over, he pressed his +forehead against mine, clasped me round the waist, and said that +henceforth we were married; meaning, in his country’s phrase, that we +were bosom friends; he would gladly die for me, if need should be. In a +countryman, this sudden flame of friendship would have seemed far too +premature, a thing to be much distrusted; but in this simple savage +those old rules would not apply. + +After supper, and another social chat and smoke, we went to our room +together. He made me a present of his embalmed head; took out his +enormous tobacco wallet, and groping under the tobacco, drew out some +thirty dollars in silver; then spreading them on the table, and +mechanically dividing them into two equal portions, pushed one of them +towards me, and said it was mine. I was going to remonstrate; but he +silenced me by pouring them into my trowsers’ pockets. I let them stay. +He then went about his evening prayers, took out his idol, and removed +the paper fireboard. By certain signs and symptoms, I thought he seemed +anxious for me to join him; but well knowing what was to follow, I +deliberated a moment whether, in case he invited me, I would comply or +otherwise. + +I was a good Christian; born and bred in the bosom of the infallible +Presbyterian Church. How then could I unite with this wild idolator in +worshipping his piece of wood? But what is worship? thought I. Do you +suppose now, Ishmael, that the magnanimous God of heaven and +earth—pagans and all included—can possibly be jealous of an +insignificant bit of black wood? Impossible! But what is worship?—to do +the will of God—_that_ is worship. And what is the will of God?—to do +to my fellow man what I would have my fellow man to do to me—_that_ is +the will of God. Now, Queequeg is my fellow man. And what do I wish +that this Queequeg would do to me? Why, unite with me in my particular +Presbyterian form of worship. Consequently, I must then unite with him +in his; ergo, I must turn idolator. So I kindled the shavings; helped +prop up the innocent little idol; offered him burnt biscuit with +Queequeg; salamed before him twice or thrice; kissed his nose; and that +done, we undressed and went to bed, at peace with our own consciences +and all the world. But we did not go to sleep without some little chat. + +How it is I know not; but there is no place like a bed for confidential +disclosures between friends. Man and wife, they say, there open the +very bottom of their souls to each other; and some old couples often +lie and chat over old times till nearly morning. Thus, then, in our +hearts’ honeymoon, lay I and Queequeg—a cosy, loving pair. + + +CHAPTER 11. Nightgown. + +We had lain thus in bed, chatting and napping at short intervals, and +Queequeg now and then affectionately throwing his brown tattooed legs +over mine, and then drawing them back; so entirely sociable and free +and easy were we; when, at last, by reason of our confabulations, what +little nappishness remained in us altogether departed, and we felt like +getting up again, though day-break was yet some way down the future. + +Yes, we became very wakeful; so much so that our recumbent position +began to grow wearisome, and by little and little we found ourselves +sitting up; the clothes well tucked around us, leaning against the +head-board with our four knees drawn up close together, and our two +noses bending over them, as if our kneepans were warming-pans. We felt +very nice and snug, the more so since it was so chilly out of doors; +indeed out of bed-clothes too, seeing that there was no fire in the +room. The more so, I say, because truly to enjoy bodily warmth, some +small part of you must be cold, for there is no quality in this world +that is not what it is merely by contrast. Nothing exists in itself. If +you flatter yourself that you are all over comfortable, and have been +so a long time, then you cannot be said to be comfortable any more. But +if, like Queequeg and me in the bed, the tip of your nose or the crown +of your head be slightly chilled, why then, indeed, in the general +consciousness you feel most delightfully and unmistakably warm. For +this reason a sleeping apartment should never be furnished with a fire, +which is one of the luxurious discomforts of the rich. For the height +of this sort of deliciousness is to have nothing but the blanket +between you and your snugness and the cold of the outer air. Then there +you lie like the one warm spark in the heart of an arctic crystal. + +We had been sitting in this crouching manner for some time, when all at +once I thought I would open my eyes; for when between sheets, whether +by day or by night, and whether asleep or awake, I have a way of always +keeping my eyes shut, in order the more to concentrate the snugness of +being in bed. Because no man can ever feel his own identity aright +except his eyes be closed; as if darkness were indeed the proper +element of our essences, though light be more congenial to our clayey +part. Upon opening my eyes then, and coming out of my own pleasant and +self-created darkness into the imposed and coarse outer gloom of the +unilluminated twelve-o’clock-at-night, I experienced a disagreeable +revulsion. Nor did I at all object to the hint from Queequeg that +perhaps it were best to strike a light, seeing that we were so wide +awake; and besides he felt a strong desire to have a few quiet puffs +from his Tomahawk. Be it said, that though I had felt such a strong +repugnance to his smoking in the bed the night before, yet see how +elastic our stiff prejudices grow when love once comes to bend them. +For now I liked nothing better than to have Queequeg smoking by me, +even in bed, because he seemed to be full of such serene household joy +then. I no more felt unduly concerned for the landlord’s policy of +insurance. I was only alive to the condensed confidential +comfortableness of sharing a pipe and a blanket with a real friend. +With our shaggy jackets drawn about our shoulders, we now passed the +Tomahawk from one to the other, till slowly there grew over us a blue +hanging tester of smoke, illuminated by the flame of the new-lit lamp. + +Whether it was that this undulating tester rolled the savage away to +far distant scenes, I know not, but he now spoke of his native island; +and, eager to hear his history, I begged him to go on and tell it. He +gladly complied. Though at the time I but ill comprehended not a few of +his words, yet subsequent disclosures, when I had become more familiar +with his broken phraseology, now enable me to present the whole story +such as it may prove in the mere skeleton I give. + + +CHAPTER 12. Biographical. + +Queequeg was a native of Rokovoko, an island far away to the West and +South. It is not down in any map; true places never are. + +When a new-hatched savage running wild about his native woodlands in a +grass clout, followed by the nibbling goats, as if he were a green +sapling; even then, in Queequeg’s ambitious soul, lurked a strong +desire to see something more of Christendom than a specimen whaler or +two. His father was a High Chief, a King; his uncle a High Priest; and +on the maternal side he boasted aunts who were the wives of +unconquerable warriors. There was excellent blood in his veins—royal +stuff; though sadly vitiated, I fear, by the cannibal propensity he +nourished in his untutored youth. + +A Sag Harbor ship visited his father’s bay, and Queequeg sought a +passage to Christian lands. But the ship, having her full complement of +seamen, spurned his suit; and not all the King his father’s influence +could prevail. But Queequeg vowed a vow. Alone in his canoe, he paddled +off to a distant strait, which he knew the ship must pass through when +she quitted the island. On one side was a coral reef; on the other a +low tongue of land, covered with mangrove thickets that grew out into +the water. Hiding his canoe, still afloat, among these thickets, with +its prow seaward, he sat down in the stern, paddle low in hand; and +when the ship was gliding by, like a flash he darted out; gained her +side; with one backward dash of his foot capsized and sank his canoe; +climbed up the chains; and throwing himself at full length upon the +deck, grappled a ring-bolt there, and swore not to let it go, though +hacked in pieces. + +In vain the captain threatened to throw him overboard; suspended a +cutlass over his naked wrists; Queequeg was the son of a King, and +Queequeg budged not. Struck by his desperate dauntlessness, and his +wild desire to visit Christendom, the captain at last relented, and +told him he might make himself at home. But this fine young savage—this +sea Prince of Wales, never saw the Captain’s cabin. They put him down +among the sailors, and made a whaleman of him. But like Czar Peter +content to toil in the shipyards of foreign cities, Queequeg disdained +no seeming ignominy, if thereby he might happily gain the power of +enlightening his untutored countrymen. For at bottom—so he told me—he +was actuated by a profound desire to learn among the Christians, the +arts whereby to make his people still happier than they were; and more +than that, still better than they were. But, alas! the practices of +whalemen soon convinced him that even Christians could be both +miserable and wicked; infinitely more so, than all his father’s +heathens. Arrived at last in old Sag Harbor; and seeing what the +sailors did there; and then going on to Nantucket, and seeing how they +spent their wages in _that_ place also, poor Queequeg gave it up for +lost. Thought he, it’s a wicked world in all meridians; I’ll die a +pagan. + +And thus an old idolator at heart, he yet lived among these Christians, +wore their clothes, and tried to talk their gibberish. Hence the queer +ways about him, though now some time from home. + +By hints, I asked him whether he did not propose going back, and having +a coronation; since he might now consider his father dead and gone, he +being very old and feeble at the last accounts. He answered no, not +yet; and added that he was fearful Christianity, or rather Christians, +had unfitted him for ascending the pure and undefiled throne of thirty +pagan Kings before him. But by and by, he said, he would return,—as +soon as he felt himself baptized again. For the nonce, however, he +proposed to sail about, and sow his wild oats in all four oceans. They +had made a harpooneer of him, and that barbed iron was in lieu of a +sceptre now. + +I asked him what might be his immediate purpose, touching his future +movements. He answered, to go to sea again, in his old vocation. Upon +this, I told him that whaling was my own design, and informed him of my +intention to sail out of Nantucket, as being the most promising port +for an adventurous whaleman to embark from. He at once resolved to +accompany me to that island, ship aboard the same vessel, get into the +same watch, the same boat, the same mess with me, in short to share my +every hap; with both my hands in his, boldly dip into the Potluck of +both worlds. To all this I joyously assented; for besides the affection +I now felt for Queequeg, he was an experienced harpooneer, and as such, +could not fail to be of great usefulness to one, who, like me, was +wholly ignorant of the mysteries of whaling, though well acquainted +with the sea, as known to merchant seamen. + +His story being ended with his pipe’s last dying puff, Queequeg +embraced me, pressed his forehead against mine, and blowing out the +light, we rolled over from each other, this way and that, and very soon +were sleeping. + + +CHAPTER 13. Wheelbarrow. + +Next morning, Monday, after disposing of the embalmed head to a barber, +for a block, I settled my own and comrade’s bill; using, however, my +comrade’s money. The grinning landlord, as well as the boarders, seemed +amazingly tickled at the sudden friendship which had sprung up between +me and Queequeg—especially as Peter Coffin’s cock and bull stories +about him had previously so much alarmed me concerning the very person +whom I now companied with. + +We borrowed a wheelbarrow, and embarking our things, including my own +poor carpet-bag, and Queequeg’s canvas sack and hammock, away we went +down to “the Moss,” the little Nantucket packet schooner moored at the +wharf. As we were going along the people stared; not at Queequeg so +much—for they were used to seeing cannibals like him in their +streets,—but at seeing him and me upon such confidential terms. But we +heeded them not, going along wheeling the barrow by turns, and Queequeg +now and then stopping to adjust the sheath on his harpoon barbs. I +asked him why he carried such a troublesome thing with him ashore, and +whether all whaling ships did not find their own harpoons. To this, in +substance, he replied, that though what I hinted was true enough, yet +he had a particular affection for his own harpoon, because it was of +assured stuff, well tried in many a mortal combat, and deeply intimate +with the hearts of whales. In short, like many inland reapers and +mowers, who go into the farmers’ meadows armed with their own +scythes—though in no wise obliged to furnish them—even so, Queequeg, +for his own private reasons, preferred his own harpoon. + +Shifting the barrow from my hand to his, he told me a funny story about +the first wheelbarrow he had ever seen. It was in Sag Harbor. The +owners of his ship, it seems, had lent him one, in which to carry his +heavy chest to his boarding house. Not to seem ignorant about the +thing—though in truth he was entirely so, concerning the precise way in +which to manage the barrow—Queequeg puts his chest upon it; lashes it +fast; and then shoulders the barrow and marches up the wharf. “Why,” +said I, “Queequeg, you might have known better than that, one would +think. Didn’t the people laugh?” + +Upon this, he told me another story. The people of his island of +Rokovoko, it seems, at their wedding feasts express the fragrant water +of young cocoanuts into a large stained calabash like a punchbowl; and +this punchbowl always forms the great central ornament on the braided +mat where the feast is held. Now a certain grand merchant ship once +touched at Rokovoko, and its commander—from all accounts, a very +stately punctilious gentleman, at least for a sea captain—this +commander was invited to the wedding feast of Queequeg’s sister, a +pretty young princess just turned of ten. Well; when all the wedding +guests were assembled at the bride’s bamboo cottage, this Captain +marches in, and being assigned the post of honor, placed himself over +against the punchbowl, and between the High Priest and his majesty the +King, Queequeg’s father. Grace being said,—for those people have their +grace as well as we—though Queequeg told me that unlike us, who at such +times look downwards to our platters, they, on the contrary, copying +the ducks, glance upwards to the great Giver of all feasts—Grace, I +say, being said, the High Priest opens the banquet by the immemorial +ceremony of the island; that is, dipping his consecrated and +consecrating fingers into the bowl before the blessed beverage +circulates. Seeing himself placed next the Priest, and noting the +ceremony, and thinking himself—being Captain of a ship—as having plain +precedence over a mere island King, especially in the King’s own +house—the Captain coolly proceeds to wash his hands in the +punchbowl;—taking it I suppose for a huge finger-glass. “Now,” said +Queequeg, “what you tink now?—Didn’t our people laugh?” + +At last, passage paid, and luggage safe, we stood on board the +schooner. Hoisting sail, it glided down the Acushnet river. On one +side, New Bedford rose in terraces of streets, their ice-covered trees +all glittering in the clear, cold air. Huge hills and mountains of +casks on casks were piled upon her wharves, and side by side the +world-wandering whale ships lay silent and safely moored at last; while +from others came a sound of carpenters and coopers, with blended noises +of fires and forges to melt the pitch, all betokening that new cruises +were on the start; that one most perilous and long voyage ended, only +begins a second; and a second ended, only begins a third, and so on, +for ever and for aye. Such is the endlessness, yea, the intolerableness +of all earthly effort. + +Gaining the more open water, the bracing breeze waxed fresh; the little +Moss tossed the quick foam from her bows, as a young colt his +snortings. How I snuffed that Tartar air!—how I spurned that turnpike +earth!—that common highway all over dented with the marks of slavish +heels and hoofs; and turned me to admire the magnanimity of the sea +which will permit no records. + +At the same foam-fountain, Queequeg seemed to drink and reel with me. +His dusky nostrils swelled apart; he showed his filed and pointed +teeth. On, on we flew; and our offing gained, the Moss did homage to +the blast; ducked and dived her bows as a slave before the Sultan. +Sideways leaning, we sideways darted; every ropeyarn tingling like a +wire; the two tall masts buckling like Indian canes in land tornadoes. +So full of this reeling scene were we, as we stood by the plunging +bowsprit, that for some time we did not notice the jeering glances of +the passengers, a lubber-like assembly, who marvelled that two fellow +beings should be so companionable; as though a white man were anything +more dignified than a whitewashed negro. But there were some boobies +and bumpkins there, who, by their intense greenness, must have come +from the heart and centre of all verdure. Queequeg caught one of these +young saplings mimicking him behind his back. I thought the bumpkin’s +hour of doom was come. Dropping his harpoon, the brawny savage caught +him in his arms, and by an almost miraculous dexterity and strength, +sent him high up bodily into the air; then slightly tapping his stern +in mid-somerset, the fellow landed with bursting lungs upon his feet, +while Queequeg, turning his back upon him, lighted his tomahawk pipe +and passed it to me for a puff. + +“Capting! Capting!” yelled the bumpkin, running towards that officer; +“Capting, Capting, here’s the devil.” + +“Hallo, _you_ sir,” cried the Captain, a gaunt rib of the sea, stalking +up to Queequeg, “what in thunder do you mean by that? Don’t you know +you might have killed that chap?” + +“What him say?” said Queequeg, as he mildly turned to me. + +“He say,” said I, “that you came near kill-e that man there,” pointing +to the still shivering greenhorn. + +“Kill-e,” cried Queequeg, twisting his tattooed face into an unearthly +expression of disdain, “ah! him bevy small-e fish-e; Queequeg no kill-e +so small-e fish-e; Queequeg kill-e big whale!” + +“Look you,” roared the Captain, “I’ll kill-e _you_, you cannibal, if +you try any more of your tricks aboard here; so mind your eye.” + +But it so happened just then, that it was high time for the Captain to +mind his own eye. The prodigious strain upon the main-sail had parted +the weather-sheet, and the tremendous boom was now flying from side to +side, completely sweeping the entire after part of the deck. The poor +fellow whom Queequeg had handled so roughly, was swept overboard; all +hands were in a panic; and to attempt snatching at the boom to stay it, +seemed madness. It flew from right to left, and back again, almost in +one ticking of a watch, and every instant seemed on the point of +snapping into splinters. Nothing was done, and nothing seemed capable +of being done; those on deck rushed towards the bows, and stood eyeing +the boom as if it were the lower jaw of an exasperated whale. In the +midst of this consternation, Queequeg dropped deftly to his knees, and +crawling under the path of the boom, whipped hold of a rope, secured +one end to the bulwarks, and then flinging the other like a lasso, +caught it round the boom as it swept over his head, and at the next +jerk, the spar was that way trapped, and all was safe. The schooner was +run into the wind, and while the hands were clearing away the stern +boat, Queequeg, stripped to the waist, darted from the side with a long +living arc of a leap. For three minutes or more he was seen swimming +like a dog, throwing his long arms straight out before him, and by +turns revealing his brawny shoulders through the freezing foam. I +looked at the grand and glorious fellow, but saw no one to be saved. +The greenhorn had gone down. Shooting himself perpendicularly from the +water, Queequeg, now took an instant’s glance around him, and seeming +to see just how matters were, dived down and disappeared. A few minutes +more, and he rose again, one arm still striking out, and with the other +dragging a lifeless form. The boat soon picked them up. The poor +bumpkin was restored. All hands voted Queequeg a noble trump; the +captain begged his pardon. From that hour I clove to Queequeg like a +barnacle; yea, till poor Queequeg took his last long dive. + +Was there ever such unconsciousness? He did not seem to think that he +at all deserved a medal from the Humane and Magnanimous Societies. He +only asked for water—fresh water—something to wipe the brine off; that +done, he put on dry clothes, lighted his pipe, and leaning against the +bulwarks, and mildly eyeing those around him, seemed to be saying to +himself—“It’s a mutual, joint-stock world, in all meridians. We +cannibals must help these Christians.” + + +CHAPTER 14. Nantucket. + +Nothing more happened on the passage worthy the mentioning; so, after a +fine run, we safely arrived in Nantucket. + +Nantucket! Take out your map and look at it. See what a real corner of +the world it occupies; how it stands there, away off shore, more lonely +than the Eddystone lighthouse. Look at it—a mere hillock, and elbow of +sand; all beach, without a background. There is more sand there than +you would use in twenty years as a substitute for blotting paper. Some +gamesome wights will tell you that they have to plant weeds there, they +don’t grow naturally; that they import Canada thistles; that they have +to send beyond seas for a spile to stop a leak in an oil cask; that +pieces of wood in Nantucket are carried about like bits of the true +cross in Rome; that people there plant toadstools before their houses, +to get under the shade in summer time; that one blade of grass makes an +oasis, three blades in a day’s walk a prairie; that they wear quicksand +shoes, something like Laplander snow-shoes; that they are so shut up, +belted about, every way inclosed, surrounded, and made an utter island +of by the ocean, that to their very chairs and tables small clams will +sometimes be found adhering, as to the backs of sea turtles. But these +extravaganzas only show that Nantucket is no Illinois. + +Look now at the wondrous traditional story of how this island was +settled by the red-men. Thus goes the legend. In olden times an eagle +swooped down upon the New England coast, and carried off an infant +Indian in his talons. With loud lament the parents saw their child +borne out of sight over the wide waters. They resolved to follow in the +same direction. Setting out in their canoes, after a perilous passage +they discovered the island, and there they found an empty ivory +casket,—the poor little Indian’s skeleton. + +What wonder, then, that these Nantucketers, born on a beach, should +take to the sea for a livelihood! They first caught crabs and quohogs +in the sand; grown bolder, they waded out with nets for mackerel; more +experienced, they pushed off in boats and captured cod; and at last, +launching a navy of great ships on the sea, explored this watery world; +put an incessant belt of circumnavigations round it; peeped in at +Behring’s Straits; and in all seasons and all oceans declared +everlasting war with the mightiest animated mass that has survived the +flood; most monstrous and most mountainous! That Himmalehan, salt-sea +Mastodon, clothed with such portentousness of unconscious power, that +his very panics are more to be dreaded than his most fearless and +malicious assaults! + +And thus have these naked Nantucketers, these sea hermits, issuing from +their ant-hill in the sea, overrun and conquered the watery world like +so many Alexanders; parcelling out among them the Atlantic, Pacific, +and Indian oceans, as the three pirate powers did Poland. Let America +add Mexico to Texas, and pile Cuba upon Canada; let the English +overswarm all India, and hang out their blazing banner from the sun; +two thirds of this terraqueous globe are the Nantucketer’s. For the sea +is his; he owns it, as Emperors own empires; other seamen having but a +right of way through it. Merchant ships are but extension bridges; +armed ones but floating forts; even pirates and privateers, though +following the sea as highwaymen the road, they but plunder other ships, +other fragments of the land like themselves, without seeking to draw +their living from the bottomless deep itself. The Nantucketer, he alone +resides and riots on the sea; he alone, in Bible language, goes down to +it in ships; to and fro ploughing it as his own special plantation. +_There_ is his home; _there_ lies his business, which a Noah’s flood +would not interrupt, though it overwhelmed all the millions in China. +He lives on the sea, as prairie cocks in the prairie; he hides among +the waves, he climbs them as chamois hunters climb the Alps. For years +he knows not the land; so that when he comes to it at last, it smells +like another world, more strangely than the moon would to an Earthsman. +With the landless gull, that at sunset folds her wings and is rocked to +sleep between billows; so at nightfall, the Nantucketer, out of sight +of land, furls his sails, and lays him to his rest, while under his +very pillow rush herds of walruses and whales. + + +CHAPTER 15. Chowder. + +It was quite late in the evening when the little Moss came snugly to +anchor, and Queequeg and I went ashore; so we could attend to no +business that day, at least none but a supper and a bed. The landlord +of the Spouter-Inn had recommended us to his cousin Hosea Hussey of the +Try Pots, whom he asserted to be the proprietor of one of the best kept +hotels in all Nantucket, and moreover he had assured us that Cousin +Hosea, as he called him, was famous for his chowders. In short, he +plainly hinted that we could not possibly do better than try pot-luck +at the Try Pots. But the directions he had given us about keeping a +yellow warehouse on our starboard hand till we opened a white church to +the larboard, and then keeping that on the larboard hand till we made a +corner three points to the starboard, and that done, then ask the first +man we met where the place was: these crooked directions of his very +much puzzled us at first, especially as, at the outset, Queequeg +insisted that the yellow warehouse—our first point of departure—must be +left on the larboard hand, whereas I had understood Peter Coffin to say +it was on the starboard. However, by dint of beating about a little in +the dark, and now and then knocking up a peaceable inhabitant to +inquire the way, we at last came to something which there was no +mistaking. + +Two enormous wooden pots painted black, and suspended by asses’ ears, +swung from the cross-trees of an old top-mast, planted in front of an +old doorway. The horns of the cross-trees were sawed off on the other +side, so that this old top-mast looked not a little like a gallows. +Perhaps I was over sensitive to such impressions at the time, but I +could not help staring at this gallows with a vague misgiving. A sort +of crick was in my neck as I gazed up to the two remaining horns; yes, +_two_ of them, one for Queequeg, and one for me. It’s ominous, thinks +I. A Coffin my Innkeeper upon landing in my first whaling port; +tombstones staring at me in the whalemen’s chapel; and here a gallows! +and a pair of prodigious black pots too! Are these last throwing out +oblique hints touching Tophet? + +I was called from these reflections by the sight of a freckled woman +with yellow hair and a yellow gown, standing in the porch of the inn, +under a dull red lamp swinging there, that looked much like an injured +eye, and carrying on a brisk scolding with a man in a purple woollen +shirt. + +“Get along with ye,” said she to the man, “or I’ll be combing ye!” + +“Come on, Queequeg,” said I, “all right. There’s Mrs. Hussey.” + +And so it turned out; Mr. Hosea Hussey being from home, but leaving +Mrs. Hussey entirely competent to attend to all his affairs. Upon +making known our desires for a supper and a bed, Mrs. Hussey, +postponing further scolding for the present, ushered us into a little +room, and seating us at a table spread with the relics of a recently +concluded repast, turned round to us and said—“Clam or Cod?” + +“What’s that about Cods, ma’am?” said I, with much politeness. + +“Clam or Cod?” she repeated. + +“A clam for supper? a cold clam; is _that_ what you mean, Mrs. Hussey?” +says I, “but that’s a rather cold and clammy reception in the winter +time, ain’t it, Mrs. Hussey?” + +But being in a great hurry to resume scolding the man in the purple +Shirt, who was waiting for it in the entry, and seeming to hear nothing +but the word “clam,” Mrs. Hussey hurried towards an open door leading +to the kitchen, and bawling out “clam for two,” disappeared. + +“Queequeg,” said I, “do you think that we can make out a supper for us +both on one clam?” + +However, a warm savory steam from the kitchen served to belie the +apparently cheerless prospect before us. But when that smoking chowder +came in, the mystery was delightfully explained. Oh, sweet friends! +hearken to me. It was made of small juicy clams, scarcely bigger than +hazel nuts, mixed with pounded ship biscuit, and salted pork cut up +into little flakes; the whole enriched with butter, and plentifully +seasoned with pepper and salt. Our appetites being sharpened by the +frosty voyage, and in particular, Queequeg seeing his favourite fishing +food before him, and the chowder being surpassingly excellent, we +despatched it with great expedition: when leaning back a moment and +bethinking me of Mrs. Hussey’s clam and cod announcement, I thought I +would try a little experiment. Stepping to the kitchen door, I uttered +the word “cod” with great emphasis, and resumed my seat. In a few +moments the savoury steam came forth again, but with a different +flavor, and in good time a fine cod-chowder was placed before us. + +We resumed business; and while plying our spoons in the bowl, thinks I +to myself, I wonder now if this here has any effect on the head? What’s +that stultifying saying about chowder-headed people? “But look, +Queequeg, ain’t that a live eel in your bowl? Where’s your harpoon?” + +Fishiest of all fishy places was the Try Pots, which well deserved its +name; for the pots there were always boiling chowders. Chowder for +breakfast, and chowder for dinner, and chowder for supper, till you +began to look for fish-bones coming through your clothes. The area +before the house was paved with clam-shells. Mrs. Hussey wore a +polished necklace of codfish vertebra; and Hosea Hussey had his account +books bound in superior old shark-skin. There was a fishy flavor to the +milk, too, which I could not at all account for, till one morning +happening to take a stroll along the beach among some fishermen’s +boats, I saw Hosea’s brindled cow feeding on fish remnants, and +marching along the sand with each foot in a cod’s decapitated head, +looking very slip-shod, I assure ye. + +Supper concluded, we received a lamp, and directions from Mrs. Hussey +concerning the nearest way to bed; but, as Queequeg was about to +precede me up the stairs, the lady reached forth her arm, and demanded +his harpoon; she allowed no harpoon in her chambers. “Why not?” said I; +“every true whaleman sleeps with his harpoon—but why not?” “Because +it’s dangerous,” says she. “Ever since young Stiggs coming from that +unfort’nt v’y’ge of his, when he was gone four years and a half, with +only three barrels of _ile_, was found dead in my first floor back, +with his harpoon in his side; ever since then I allow no boarders to +take sich dangerous weepons in their rooms at night. So, Mr. Queequeg” +(for she had learned his name), “I will just take this here iron, and +keep it for you till morning. But the chowder; clam or cod to-morrow +for breakfast, men?” + +“Both,” says I; “and let’s have a couple of smoked herring by way of +variety.” + + +CHAPTER 16. The Ship. + +In bed we concocted our plans for the morrow. But to my surprise and no +small concern, Queequeg now gave me to understand, that he had been +diligently consulting Yojo—the name of his black little god—and Yojo +had told him two or three times over, and strongly insisted upon it +everyway, that instead of our going together among the whaling-fleet in +harbor, and in concert selecting our craft; instead of this, I say, +Yojo earnestly enjoined that the selection of the ship should rest +wholly with me, inasmuch as Yojo purposed befriending us; and, in order +to do so, had already pitched upon a vessel, which, if left to myself, +I, Ishmael, should infallibly light upon, for all the world as though +it had turned out by chance; and in that vessel I must immediately ship +myself, for the present irrespective of Queequeg. + +I have forgotten to mention that, in many things, Queequeg placed great +confidence in the excellence of Yojo’s judgment and surprising forecast +of things; and cherished Yojo with considerable esteem, as a rather +good sort of god, who perhaps meant well enough upon the whole, but in +all cases did not succeed in his benevolent designs. + +Now, this plan of Queequeg’s, or rather Yojo’s, touching the selection +of our craft; I did not like that plan at all. I had not a little +relied upon Queequeg’s sagacity to point out the whaler best fitted to +carry us and our fortunes securely. But as all my remonstrances +produced no effect upon Queequeg, I was obliged to acquiesce; and +accordingly prepared to set about this business with a determined +rushing sort of energy and vigor, that should quickly settle that +trifling little affair. Next morning early, leaving Queequeg shut up +with Yojo in our little bedroom—for it seemed that it was some sort of +Lent or Ramadan, or day of fasting, humiliation, and prayer with +Queequeg and Yojo that day; _how_ it was I never could find out, for, +though I applied myself to it several times, I never could master his +liturgies and XXXIX Articles—leaving Queequeg, then, fasting on his +tomahawk pipe, and Yojo warming himself at his sacrificial fire of +shavings, I sallied out among the shipping. After much prolonged +sauntering and many random inquiries, I learnt that there were three +ships up for three-years’ voyages—The Devil-dam, the Tit-bit, and the +Pequod. _Devil-Dam_, I do not know the origin of; _Tit-bit_ is obvious; +_Pequod_, you will no doubt remember, was the name of a celebrated +tribe of Massachusetts Indians; now extinct as the ancient Medes. I +peered and pryed about the Devil-dam; from her, hopped over to the +Tit-bit; and finally, going on board the Pequod, looked around her for +a moment, and then decided that this was the very ship for us. + +You may have seen many a quaint craft in your day, for aught I +know;—square-toed luggers; mountainous Japanese junks; butter-box +galliots, and what not; but take my word for it, you never saw such a +rare old craft as this same rare old Pequod. She was a ship of the old +school, rather small if anything; with an old-fashioned claw-footed +look about her. Long seasoned and weather-stained in the typhoons and +calms of all four oceans, her old hull’s complexion was darkened like a +French grenadier’s, who has alike fought in Egypt and Siberia. Her +venerable bows looked bearded. Her masts—cut somewhere on the coast of +Japan, where her original ones were lost overboard in a gale—her masts +stood stiffly up like the spines of the three old kings of Cologne. Her +ancient decks were worn and wrinkled, like the pilgrim-worshipped +flag-stone in Canterbury Cathedral where Becket bled. But to all these +her old antiquities, were added new and marvellous features, pertaining +to the wild business that for more than half a century she had +followed. Old Captain Peleg, many years her chief-mate, before he +commanded another vessel of his own, and now a retired seaman, and one +of the principal owners of the Pequod,—this old Peleg, during the term +of his chief-mateship, had built upon her original grotesqueness, and +inlaid it, all over, with a quaintness both of material and device, +unmatched by anything except it be Thorkill-Hake’s carved buckler or +bedstead. She was apparelled like any barbaric Ethiopian emperor, his +neck heavy with pendants of polished ivory. She was a thing of +trophies. A cannibal of a craft, tricking herself forth in the chased +bones of her enemies. All round, her unpanelled, open bulwarks were +garnished like one continuous jaw, with the long sharp teeth of the +sperm whale, inserted there for pins, to fasten her old hempen thews +and tendons to. Those thews ran not through base blocks of land wood, +but deftly travelled over sheaves of sea-ivory. Scorning a turnstile +wheel at her reverend helm, she sported there a tiller; and that tiller +was in one mass, curiously carved from the long narrow lower jaw of her +hereditary foe. The helmsman who steered by that tiller in a tempest, +felt like the Tartar, when he holds back his fiery steed by clutching +its jaw. A noble craft, but somehow a most melancholy! All noble things +are touched with that. + +Now when I looked about the quarter-deck, for some one having +authority, in order to propose myself as a candidate for the voyage, at +first I saw nobody; but I could not well overlook a strange sort of +tent, or rather wigwam, pitched a little behind the main-mast. It +seemed only a temporary erection used in port. It was of a conical +shape, some ten feet high; consisting of the long, huge slabs of limber +black bone taken from the middle and highest part of the jaws of the +right-whale. Planted with their broad ends on the deck, a circle of +these slabs laced together, mutually sloped towards each other, and at +the apex united in a tufted point, where the loose hairy fibres waved +to and fro like the top-knot on some old Pottowottamie Sachem’s head. A +triangular opening faced towards the bows of the ship, so that the +insider commanded a complete view forward. + +And half concealed in this queer tenement, I at length found one who by +his aspect seemed to have authority; and who, it being noon, and the +ship’s work suspended, was now enjoying respite from the burden of +command. He was seated on an old-fashioned oaken chair, wriggling all +over with curious carving; and the bottom of which was formed of a +stout interlacing of the same elastic stuff of which the wigwam was +constructed. + +There was nothing so very particular, perhaps, about the appearance of +the elderly man I saw; he was brown and brawny, like most old seamen, +and heavily rolled up in blue pilot-cloth, cut in the Quaker style; +only there was a fine and almost microscopic net-work of the minutest +wrinkles interlacing round his eyes, which must have arisen from his +continual sailings in many hard gales, and always looking to +windward;—for this causes the muscles about the eyes to become pursed +together. Such eye-wrinkles are very effectual in a scowl. + +“Is this the Captain of the Pequod?” said I, advancing to the door of +the tent. + +“Supposing it be the captain of the Pequod, what dost thou want of +him?” he demanded. + +“I was thinking of shipping.” + +“Thou wast, wast thou? I see thou art no Nantucketer—ever been in a +stove boat?” + +“No, Sir, I never have.” + +“Dost know nothing at all about whaling, I dare say—eh? + +“Nothing, Sir; but I have no doubt I shall soon learn. I’ve been +several voyages in the merchant service, and I think that—” + +“Merchant service be damned. Talk not that lingo to me. Dost see that +leg?—I’ll take that leg away from thy stern, if ever thou talkest of +the marchant service to me again. Marchant service indeed! I suppose +now ye feel considerable proud of having served in those marchant +ships. But flukes! man, what makes thee want to go a whaling, eh?—it +looks a little suspicious, don’t it, eh?—Hast not been a pirate, hast +thou?—Didst not rob thy last Captain, didst thou?—Dost not think of +murdering the officers when thou gettest to sea?” + +I protested my innocence of these things. I saw that under the mask of +these half humorous innuendoes, this old seaman, as an insulated +Quakerish Nantucketer, was full of his insular prejudices, and rather +distrustful of all aliens, unless they hailed from Cape Cod or the +Vineyard. + +“But what takes thee a-whaling? I want to know that before I think of +shipping ye.” + +“Well, sir, I want to see what whaling is. I want to see the world.” + +“Want to see what whaling is, eh? Have ye clapped eye on Captain Ahab?” + +“Who is Captain Ahab, sir?” + +“Aye, aye, I thought so. Captain Ahab is the Captain of this ship.” + +“I am mistaken then. I thought I was speaking to the Captain himself.” + +“Thou art speaking to Captain Peleg—that’s who ye are speaking to, +young man. It belongs to me and Captain Bildad to see the Pequod fitted +out for the voyage, and supplied with all her needs, including crew. We +are part owners and agents. But as I was going to say, if thou wantest +to know what whaling is, as thou tellest ye do, I can put ye in a way +of finding it out before ye bind yourself to it, past backing out. Clap +eye on Captain Ahab, young man, and thou wilt find that he has only one +leg.” + +“What do you mean, sir? Was the other one lost by a whale?” + +“Lost by a whale! Young man, come nearer to me: it was devoured, chewed +up, crunched by the monstrousest parmacetty that ever chipped a +boat!—ah, ah!” + +I was a little alarmed by his energy, perhaps also a little touched at +the hearty grief in his concluding exclamation, but said as calmly as I +could, “What you say is no doubt true enough, sir; but how could I know +there was any peculiar ferocity in that particular whale, though indeed +I might have inferred as much from the simple fact of the accident.” + +“Look ye now, young man, thy lungs are a sort of soft, d’ye see; thou +dost not talk shark a bit. _Sure_, ye’ve been to sea before now; sure +of that?” + +“Sir,” said I, “I thought I told you that I had been four voyages in +the merchant—” + +“Hard down out of that! Mind what I said about the marchant +service—don’t aggravate me—I won’t have it. But let us understand each +other. I have given thee a hint about what whaling is; do ye yet feel +inclined for it?” + +“I do, sir.” + +“Very good. Now, art thou the man to pitch a harpoon down a live +whale’s throat, and then jump after it? Answer, quick!” + +“I am, sir, if it should be positively indispensable to do so; not to +be got rid of, that is; which I don’t take to be the fact.” + +“Good again. Now then, thou not only wantest to go a-whaling, to find +out by experience what whaling is, but ye also want to go in order to +see the world? Was not that what ye said? I thought so. Well then, just +step forward there, and take a peep over the weather-bow, and then back +to me and tell me what ye see there.” + +For a moment I stood a little puzzled by this curious request, not +knowing exactly how to take it, whether humorously or in earnest. But +concentrating all his crow’s feet into one scowl, Captain Peleg started +me on the errand. + +Going forward and glancing over the weather bow, I perceived that the +ship swinging to her anchor with the flood-tide, was now obliquely +pointing towards the open ocean. The prospect was unlimited, but +exceedingly monotonous and forbidding; not the slightest variety that I +could see. + +“Well, what’s the report?” said Peleg when I came back; “what did ye +see?” + +“Not much,” I replied—“nothing but water; considerable horizon though, +and there’s a squall coming up, I think.” + +“Well, what does thou think then of seeing the world? Do ye wish to go +round Cape Horn to see any more of it, eh? Can’t ye see the world where +you stand?” + +I was a little staggered, but go a-whaling I must, and I would; and the +Pequod was as good a ship as any—I thought the best—and all this I now +repeated to Peleg. Seeing me so determined, he expressed his +willingness to ship me. + +“And thou mayest as well sign the papers right off,” he added—“come +along with ye.” And so saying, he led the way below deck into the +cabin. + +Seated on the transom was what seemed to me a most uncommon and +surprising figure. It turned out to be Captain Bildad, who along with +Captain Peleg was one of the largest owners of the vessel; the other +shares, as is sometimes the case in these ports, being held by a crowd +of old annuitants; widows, fatherless children, and chancery wards; +each owning about the value of a timber head, or a foot of plank, or a +nail or two in the ship. People in Nantucket invest their money in +whaling vessels, the same way that you do yours in approved state +stocks bringing in good interest. + +Now, Bildad, like Peleg, and indeed many other Nantucketers, was a +Quaker, the island having been originally settled by that sect; and to +this day its inhabitants in general retain in an uncommon measure the +peculiarities of the Quaker, only variously and anomalously modified by +things altogether alien and heterogeneous. For some of these same +Quakers are the most sanguinary of all sailors and whale-hunters. They +are fighting Quakers; they are Quakers with a vengeance. + +So that there are instances among them of men, who, named with +Scripture names—a singularly common fashion on the island—and in +childhood naturally imbibing the stately dramatic thee and thou of the +Quaker idiom; still, from the audacious, daring, and boundless +adventure of their subsequent lives, strangely blend with these +unoutgrown peculiarities, a thousand bold dashes of character, not +unworthy a Scandinavian sea-king, or a poetical Pagan Roman. And when +these things unite in a man of greatly superior natural force, with a +globular brain and a ponderous heart; who has also by the stillness and +seclusion of many long night-watches in the remotest waters, and +beneath constellations never seen here at the north, been led to think +untraditionally and independently; receiving all nature’s sweet or +savage impressions fresh from her own virgin voluntary and confiding +breast, and thereby chiefly, but with some help from accidental +advantages, to learn a bold and nervous lofty language—that man makes +one in a whole nation’s census—a mighty pageant creature, formed for +noble tragedies. Nor will it at all detract from him, dramatically +regarded, if either by birth or other circumstances, he have what seems +a half wilful overruling morbidness at the bottom of his nature. For +all men tragically great are made so through a certain morbidness. Be +sure of this, O young ambition, all mortal greatness is but disease. +But, as yet we have not to do with such an one, but with quite another; +and still a man, who, if indeed peculiar, it only results again from +another phase of the Quaker, modified by individual circumstances. + +Like Captain Peleg, Captain Bildad was a well-to-do, retired whaleman. +But unlike Captain Peleg—who cared not a rush for what are called +serious things, and indeed deemed those self-same serious things the +veriest of all trifles—Captain Bildad had not only been originally +educated according to the strictest sect of Nantucket Quakerism, but +all his subsequent ocean life, and the sight of many unclad, lovely +island creatures, round the Horn—all that had not moved this native +born Quaker one single jot, had not so much as altered one angle of his +vest. Still, for all this immutableness, was there some lack of common +consistency about worthy Captain Bildad. Though refusing, from +conscientious scruples, to bear arms against land invaders, yet himself +had illimitably invaded the Atlantic and Pacific; and though a sworn +foe to human bloodshed, yet had he in his straight-bodied coat, spilled +tuns upon tuns of leviathan gore. How now in the contemplative evening +of his days, the pious Bildad reconciled these things in the +reminiscence, I do not know; but it did not seem to concern him much, +and very probably he had long since come to the sage and sensible +conclusion that a man’s religion is one thing, and this practical world +quite another. This world pays dividends. Rising from a little +cabin-boy in short clothes of the drabbest drab, to a harpooneer in a +broad shad-bellied waistcoat; from that becoming boat-header, +chief-mate, and captain, and finally a ship owner; Bildad, as I hinted +before, had concluded his adventurous career by wholly retiring from +active life at the goodly age of sixty, and dedicating his remaining +days to the quiet receiving of his well-earned income. + +Now, Bildad, I am sorry to say, had the reputation of being an +incorrigible old hunks, and in his sea-going days, a bitter, hard +task-master. They told me in Nantucket, though it certainly seems a +curious story, that when he sailed the old Categut whaleman, his crew, +upon arriving home, were mostly all carried ashore to the hospital, +sore exhausted and worn out. For a pious man, especially for a Quaker, +he was certainly rather hard-hearted, to say the least. He never used +to swear, though, at his men, they said; but somehow he got an +inordinate quantity of cruel, unmitigated hard work out of them. When +Bildad was a chief-mate, to have his drab-coloured eye intently looking +at you, made you feel completely nervous, till you could clutch +something—a hammer or a marling-spike, and go to work like mad, at +something or other, never mind what. Indolence and idleness perished +before him. His own person was the exact embodiment of his utilitarian +character. On his long, gaunt body, he carried no spare flesh, no +superfluous beard, his chin having a soft, economical nap to it, like +the worn nap of his broad-brimmed hat. + +Such, then, was the person that I saw seated on the transom when I +followed Captain Peleg down into the cabin. The space between the decks +was small; and there, bolt-upright, sat old Bildad, who always sat so, +and never leaned, and this to save his coat tails. His broad-brim was +placed beside him; his legs were stiffly crossed; his drab vesture was +buttoned up to his chin; and spectacles on nose, he seemed absorbed in +reading from a ponderous volume. + +“Bildad,” cried Captain Peleg, “at it again, Bildad, eh? Ye have been +studying those Scriptures, now, for the last thirty years, to my +certain knowledge. How far ye got, Bildad?” + +As if long habituated to such profane talk from his old shipmate, +Bildad, without noticing his present irreverence, quietly looked up, +and seeing me, glanced again inquiringly towards Peleg. + +“He says he’s our man, Bildad,” said Peleg, “he wants to ship.” + +“Dost thee?” said Bildad, in a hollow tone, and turning round to me. + +“I _dost_,” said I unconsciously, he was so intense a Quaker. + +“What do ye think of him, Bildad?” said Peleg. + +“He’ll do,” said Bildad, eyeing me, and then went on spelling away at +his book in a mumbling tone quite audible. + +I thought him the queerest old Quaker I ever saw, especially as Peleg, +his friend and old shipmate, seemed such a blusterer. But I said +nothing, only looking round me sharply. Peleg now threw open a chest, +and drawing forth the ship’s articles, placed pen and ink before him, +and seated himself at a little table. I began to think it was high time +to settle with myself at what terms I would be willing to engage for +the voyage. I was already aware that in the whaling business they paid +no wages; but all hands, including the captain, received certain shares +of the profits called _lays_, and that these lays were proportioned to +the degree of importance pertaining to the respective duties of the +ship’s company. I was also aware that being a green hand at whaling, my +own lay would not be very large; but considering that I was used to the +sea, could steer a ship, splice a rope, and all that, I made no doubt +that from all I had heard I should be offered at least the 275th +lay—that is, the 275th part of the clear net proceeds of the voyage, +whatever that might eventually amount to. And though the 275th lay was +what they call a rather _long lay_, yet it was better than nothing; and +if we had a lucky voyage, might pretty nearly pay for the clothing I +would wear out on it, not to speak of my three years’ beef and board, +for which I would not have to pay one stiver. + +It might be thought that this was a poor way to accumulate a princely +fortune—and so it was, a very poor way indeed. But I am one of those +that never take on about princely fortunes, and am quite content if the +world is ready to board and lodge me, while I am putting up at this +grim sign of the Thunder Cloud. Upon the whole, I thought that the +275th lay would be about the fair thing, but would not have been +surprised had I been offered the 200th, considering I was of a +broad-shouldered make. + +But one thing, nevertheless, that made me a little distrustful about +receiving a generous share of the profits was this: Ashore, I had heard +something of both Captain Peleg and his unaccountable old crony Bildad; +how that they being the principal proprietors of the Pequod, therefore +the other and more inconsiderable and scattered owners, left nearly the +whole management of the ship’s affairs to these two. And I did not know +but what the stingy old Bildad might have a mighty deal to say about +shipping hands, especially as I now found him on board the Pequod, +quite at home there in the cabin, and reading his Bible as if at his +own fireside. Now while Peleg was vainly trying to mend a pen with his +jack-knife, old Bildad, to my no small surprise, considering that he +was such an interested party in these proceedings; Bildad never heeded +us, but went on mumbling to himself out of his book, “_Lay_ not up for +yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth—” + +“Well, Captain Bildad,” interrupted Peleg, “what d’ye say, what lay +shall we give this young man?” + +“Thou knowest best,” was the sepulchral reply, “the seven hundred and +seventy-seventh wouldn’t be too much, would it?—‘where moth and rust do +corrupt, but _lay_—’” + +_Lay_, indeed, thought I, and such a lay! the seven hundred and +seventy-seventh! Well, old Bildad, you are determined that I, for one, +shall not _lay_ up many _lays_ here below, where moth and rust do +corrupt. It was an exceedingly _long lay_ that, indeed; and though from +the magnitude of the figure it might at first deceive a landsman, yet +the slightest consideration will show that though seven hundred and +seventy-seven is a pretty large number, yet, when you come to make a +_teenth_ of it, you will then see, I say, that the seven hundred and +seventy-seventh part of a farthing is a good deal less than seven +hundred and seventy-seven gold doubloons; and so I thought at the time. + +“Why, blast your eyes, Bildad,” cried Peleg, “thou dost not want to +swindle this young man! he must have more than that.” + +“Seven hundred and seventy-seventh,” again said Bildad, without lifting +his eyes; and then went on mumbling—“for where your treasure is, there +will your heart be also.” + +“I am going to put him down for the three hundredth,” said Peleg, “do +ye hear that, Bildad! The three hundredth lay, I say.” + +Bildad laid down his book, and turning solemnly towards him said, +“Captain Peleg, thou hast a generous heart; but thou must consider the +duty thou owest to the other owners of this ship—widows and orphans, +many of them—and that if we too abundantly reward the labors of this +young man, we may be taking the bread from those widows and those +orphans. The seven hundred and seventy-seventh lay, Captain Peleg.” + +“Thou Bildad!” roared Peleg, starting up and clattering about the +cabin. “Blast ye, Captain Bildad, if I had followed thy advice in these +matters, I would afore now had a conscience to lug about that would be +heavy enough to founder the largest ship that ever sailed round Cape +Horn.” + +“Captain Peleg,” said Bildad steadily, “thy conscience may be drawing +ten inches of water, or ten fathoms, I can’t tell; but as thou art +still an impenitent man, Captain Peleg, I greatly fear lest thy +conscience be but a leaky one; and will in the end sink thee foundering +down to the fiery pit, Captain Peleg.” + +“Fiery pit! fiery pit! ye insult me, man; past all natural bearing, ye +insult me. It’s an all-fired outrage to tell any human creature that +he’s bound to hell. Flukes and flames! Bildad, say that again to me, +and start my soul-bolts, but I’ll—I’ll—yes, I’ll swallow a live goat +with all his hair and horns on. Out of the cabin, ye canting, +drab-coloured son of a wooden gun—a straight wake with ye!” + +As he thundered out this he made a rush at Bildad, but with a +marvellous oblique, sliding celerity, Bildad for that time eluded him. + +Alarmed at this terrible outburst between the two principal and +responsible owners of the ship, and feeling half a mind to give up all +idea of sailing in a vessel so questionably owned and temporarily +commanded, I stepped aside from the door to give egress to Bildad, who, +I made no doubt, was all eagerness to vanish from before the awakened +wrath of Peleg. But to my astonishment, he sat down again on the +transom very quietly, and seemed to have not the slightest intention of +withdrawing. He seemed quite used to impenitent Peleg and his ways. As +for Peleg, after letting off his rage as he had, there seemed no more +left in him, and he, too, sat down like a lamb, though he twitched a +little as if still nervously agitated. “Whew!” he whistled at last—“the +squall’s gone off to leeward, I think. Bildad, thou used to be good at +sharpening a lance, mend that pen, will ye. My jack-knife here needs +the grindstone. That’s he; thank ye, Bildad. Now then, my young man, +Ishmael’s thy name, didn’t ye say? Well then, down ye go here, Ishmael, +for the three hundredth lay.” + +“Captain Peleg,” said I, “I have a friend with me who wants to ship +too—shall I bring him down to-morrow?” + +“To be sure,” said Peleg. “Fetch him along, and we’ll look at him.” + +“What lay does he want?” groaned Bildad, glancing up from the book in +which he had again been burying himself. + +“Oh! never thee mind about that, Bildad,” said Peleg. “Has he ever +whaled it any?” turning to me. + +“Killed more whales than I can count, Captain Peleg.” + +“Well, bring him along then.” + +And, after signing the papers, off I went; nothing doubting but that I +had done a good morning’s work, and that the Pequod was the identical +ship that Yojo had provided to carry Queequeg and me round the Cape. + +But I had not proceeded far, when I began to bethink me that the +Captain with whom I was to sail yet remained unseen by me; though, +indeed, in many cases, a whale-ship will be completely fitted out, and +receive all her crew on board, ere the captain makes himself visible by +arriving to take command; for sometimes these voyages are so prolonged, +and the shore intervals at home so exceedingly brief, that if the +captain have a family, or any absorbing concernment of that sort, he +does not trouble himself much about his ship in port, but leaves her to +the owners till all is ready for sea. However, it is always as well to +have a look at him before irrevocably committing yourself into his +hands. Turning back I accosted Captain Peleg, inquiring where Captain +Ahab was to be found. + +“And what dost thou want of Captain Ahab? It’s all right enough; thou +art shipped.” + +“Yes, but I should like to see him.” + +“But I don’t think thou wilt be able to at present. I don’t know +exactly what’s the matter with him; but he keeps close inside the +house; a sort of sick, and yet he don’t look so. In fact, he ain’t +sick; but no, he isn’t well either. Any how, young man, he won’t always +see me, so I don’t suppose he will thee. He’s a queer man, Captain +Ahab—so some think—but a good one. Oh, thou’lt like him well enough; no +fear, no fear. He’s a grand, ungodly, god-like man, Captain Ahab; +doesn’t speak much; but, when he does speak, then you may well listen. +Mark ye, be forewarned; Ahab’s above the common; Ahab’s been in +colleges, as well as ’mong the cannibals; been used to deeper wonders +than the waves; fixed his fiery lance in mightier, stranger foes than +whales. His lance! aye, the keenest and the surest that out of all our +isle! Oh! he ain’t Captain Bildad; no, and he ain’t Captain Peleg; +_he’s Ahab_, boy; and Ahab of old, thou knowest, was a crowned king!” + +“And a very vile one. When that wicked king was slain, the dogs, did +they not lick his blood?” + +“Come hither to me—hither, hither,” said Peleg, with a significance in +his eye that almost startled me. “Look ye, lad; never say that on board +the Pequod. Never say it anywhere. Captain Ahab did not name himself. +’Twas a foolish, ignorant whim of his crazy, widowed mother, who died +when he was only a twelvemonth old. And yet the old squaw Tistig, at +Gayhead, said that the name would somehow prove prophetic. And, +perhaps, other fools like her may tell thee the same. I wish to warn +thee. It’s a lie. I know Captain Ahab well; I’ve sailed with him as +mate years ago; I know what he is—a good man—not a pious, good man, +like Bildad, but a swearing good man—something like me—only there’s a +good deal more of him. Aye, aye, I know that he was never very jolly; +and I know that on the passage home, he was a little out of his mind +for a spell; but it was the sharp shooting pains in his bleeding stump +that brought that about, as any one might see. I know, too, that ever +since he lost his leg last voyage by that accursed whale, he’s been a +kind of moody—desperate moody, and savage sometimes; but that will all +pass off. And once for all, let me tell thee and assure thee, young +man, it’s better to sail with a moody good captain than a laughing bad +one. So good-bye to thee—and wrong not Captain Ahab, because he happens +to have a wicked name. Besides, my boy, he has a wife—not three voyages +wedded—a sweet, resigned girl. Think of that; by that sweet girl that +old man has a child: hold ye then there can be any utter, hopeless harm +in Ahab? No, no, my lad; stricken, blasted, if he be, Ahab has his +humanities!” + +As I walked away, I was full of thoughtfulness; what had been +incidentally revealed to me of Captain Ahab, filled me with a certain +wild vagueness of painfulness concerning him. And somehow, at the time, +I felt a sympathy and a sorrow for him, but for I don’t know what, +unless it was the cruel loss of his leg. And yet I also felt a strange +awe of him; but that sort of awe, which I cannot at all describe, was +not exactly awe; I do not know what it was. But I felt it; and it did +not disincline me towards him; though I felt impatience at what seemed +like mystery in him, so imperfectly as he was known to me then. +However, my thoughts were at length carried in other directions, so +that for the present dark Ahab slipped my mind. + + +CHAPTER 17. The Ramadan. + +As Queequeg’s Ramadan, or Fasting and Humiliation, was to continue all +day, I did not choose to disturb him till towards night-fall; for I +cherish the greatest respect towards everybody’s religious obligations, +never mind how comical, and could not find it in my heart to undervalue +even a congregation of ants worshipping a toad-stool; or those other +creatures in certain parts of our earth, who with a degree of +footmanism quite unprecedented in other planets, bow down before the +torso of a deceased landed proprietor merely on account of the +inordinate possessions yet owned and rented in his name. + +I say, we good Presbyterian Christians should be charitable in these +things, and not fancy ourselves so vastly superior to other mortals, +pagans and what not, because of their half-crazy conceits on these +subjects. There was Queequeg, now, certainly entertaining the most +absurd notions about Yojo and his Ramadan;—but what of that? Queequeg +thought he knew what he was about, I suppose; he seemed to be content; +and there let him rest. All our arguing with him would not avail; let +him be, I say: and Heaven have mercy on us all—Presbyterians and Pagans +alike—for we are all somehow dreadfully cracked about the head, and +sadly need mending. + +Towards evening, when I felt assured that all his performances and +rituals must be over, I went up to his room and knocked at the door; +but no answer. I tried to open it, but it was fastened inside. +“Queequeg,” said I softly through the key-hole:—all silent. “I say, +Queequeg! why don’t you speak? It’s I—Ishmael.” But all remained still +as before. I began to grow alarmed. I had allowed him such abundant +time; I thought he might have had an apoplectic fit. I looked through +the key-hole; but the door opening into an odd corner of the room, the +key-hole prospect was but a crooked and sinister one. I could only see +part of the foot-board of the bed and a line of the wall, but nothing +more. I was surprised to behold resting against the wall the wooden +shaft of Queequeg’s harpoon, which the landlady the evening previous +had taken from him, before our mounting to the chamber. That’s strange, +thought I; but at any rate, since the harpoon stands yonder, and he +seldom or never goes abroad without it, therefore he must be inside +here, and no possible mistake. + +“Queequeg!—Queequeg!”—all still. Something must have happened. +Apoplexy! I tried to burst open the door; but it stubbornly resisted. +Running down stairs, I quickly stated my suspicions to the first person +I met—the chamber-maid. “La! la!” she cried, “I thought something must +be the matter. I went to make the bed after breakfast, and the door was +locked; and not a mouse to be heard; and it’s been just so silent ever +since. But I thought, may be, you had both gone off and locked your +baggage in for safe keeping. La! la, ma’am!—Mistress! murder! Mrs. +Hussey! apoplexy!”—and with these cries, she ran towards the kitchen, I +following. + +Mrs. Hussey soon appeared, with a mustard-pot in one hand and a +vinegar-cruet in the other, having just broken away from the occupation +of attending to the castors, and scolding her little black boy +meantime. + +“Wood-house!” cried I, “which way to it? Run for God’s sake, and fetch +something to pry open the door—the axe!—the axe! he’s had a stroke; +depend upon it!”—and so saying I was unmethodically rushing up stairs +again empty-handed, when Mrs. Hussey interposed the mustard-pot and +vinegar-cruet, and the entire castor of her countenance. + +“What’s the matter with you, young man?” + +“Get the axe! For God’s sake, run for the doctor, some one, while I pry +it open!” + +“Look here,” said the landlady, quickly putting down the vinegar-cruet, +so as to have one hand free; “look here; are you talking about prying +open any of my doors?”—and with that she seized my arm. “What’s the +matter with you? What’s the matter with you, shipmate?” + +In as calm, but rapid a manner as possible, I gave her to understand +the whole case. Unconsciously clapping the vinegar-cruet to one side of +her nose, she ruminated for an instant; then exclaimed—“No! I haven’t +seen it since I put it there.” Running to a little closet under the +landing of the stairs, she glanced in, and returning, told me that +Queequeg’s harpoon was missing. “He’s killed himself,” she cried. “It’s +unfort’nate Stiggs done over again—there goes another counterpane—God +pity his poor mother!—it will be the ruin of my house. Has the poor lad +a sister? Where’s that girl?—there, Betty, go to Snarles the Painter, +and tell him to paint me a sign, with—“no suicides permitted here, and +no smoking in the parlor;”—might as well kill both birds at once. Kill? +The Lord be merciful to his ghost! What’s that noise there? You, young +man, avast there!” + +And running up after me, she caught me as I was again trying to force +open the door. + +“I don’t allow it; I won’t have my premises spoiled. Go for the +locksmith, there’s one about a mile from here. But avast!” putting her +hand in her side-pocket, “here’s a key that’ll fit, I guess; let’s +see.” And with that, she turned it in the lock; but, alas! Queequeg’s +supplemental bolt remained unwithdrawn within. + +“Have to burst it open,” said I, and was running down the entry a +little, for a good start, when the landlady caught at me, again vowing +I should not break down her premises; but I tore from her, and with a +sudden bodily rush dashed myself full against the mark. + +With a prodigious noise the door flew open, and the knob slamming +against the wall, sent the plaster to the ceiling; and there, good +heavens! there sat Queequeg, altogether cool and self-collected; right +in the middle of the room; squatting on his hams, and holding Yojo on +top of his head. He looked neither one way nor the other way, but sat +like a carved image with scarce a sign of active life. + +“Queequeg,” said I, going up to him, “Queequeg, what’s the matter with +you?” + +“He hain’t been a sittin’ so all day, has he?” said the landlady. + +But all we said, not a word could we drag out of him; I almost felt +like pushing him over, so as to change his position, for it was almost +intolerable, it seemed so painfully and unnaturally constrained; +especially, as in all probability he had been sitting so for upwards of +eight or ten hours, going too without his regular meals. + +“Mrs. Hussey,” said I, “he’s _alive_ at all events; so leave us, if you +please, and I will see to this strange affair myself.” + +Closing the door upon the landlady, I endeavored to prevail upon +Queequeg to take a chair; but in vain. There he sat; and all he could +do—for all my polite arts and blandishments—he would not move a peg, +nor say a single word, nor even look at me, nor notice my presence in +the slightest way. + +I wonder, thought I, if this can possibly be a part of his Ramadan; do +they fast on their hams that way in his native island. It must be so; +yes, it’s part of his creed, I suppose; well, then, let him rest; he’ll +get up sooner or later, no doubt. It can’t last for ever, thank God, +and his Ramadan only comes once a year; and I don’t believe it’s very +punctual then. + +I went down to supper. After sitting a long time listening to the long +stories of some sailors who had just come from a plum-pudding voyage, +as they called it (that is, a short whaling-voyage in a schooner or +brig, confined to the north of the line, in the Atlantic Ocean only); +after listening to these plum-puddingers till nearly eleven o’clock, I +went up stairs to go to bed, feeling quite sure by this time Queequeg +must certainly have brought his Ramadan to a termination. But no; there +he was just where I had left him; he had not stirred an inch. I began +to grow vexed with him; it seemed so downright senseless and insane to +be sitting there all day and half the night on his hams in a cold room, +holding a piece of wood on his head. + +“For heaven’s sake, Queequeg, get up and shake yourself; get up and +have some supper. You’ll starve; you’ll kill yourself, Queequeg.” But +not a word did he reply. + +Despairing of him, therefore, I determined to go to bed and to sleep; +and no doubt, before a great while, he would follow me. But previous to +turning in, I took my heavy bearskin jacket, and threw it over him, as +it promised to be a very cold night; and he had nothing but his +ordinary round jacket on. For some time, do all I would, I could not +get into the faintest doze. I had blown out the candle; and the mere +thought of Queequeg—not four feet off—sitting there in that uneasy +position, stark alone in the cold and dark; this made me really +wretched. Think of it; sleeping all night in the same room with a wide +awake pagan on his hams in this dreary, unaccountable Ramadan! + +But somehow I dropped off at last, and knew nothing more till break of +day; when, looking over the bedside, there squatted Queequeg, as if he +had been screwed down to the floor. But as soon as the first glimpse of +sun entered the window, up he got, with stiff and grating joints, but +with a cheerful look; limped towards me where I lay; pressed his +forehead again against mine; and said his Ramadan was over. + +Now, as I before hinted, I have no objection to any person’s religion, +be it what it may, so long as that person does not kill or insult any +other person, because that other person don’t believe it also. But when +a man’s religion becomes really frantic; when it is a positive torment +to him; and, in fine, makes this earth of ours an uncomfortable inn to +lodge in; then I think it high time to take that individual aside and +argue the point with him. + +And just so I now did with Queequeg. “Queequeg,” said I, “get into bed +now, and lie and listen to me.” I then went on, beginning with the rise +and progress of the primitive religions, and coming down to the various +religions of the present time, during which time I labored to show +Queequeg that all these Lents, Ramadans, and prolonged ham-squattings +in cold, cheerless rooms were stark nonsense; bad for the health; +useless for the soul; opposed, in short, to the obvious laws of Hygiene +and common sense. I told him, too, that he being in other things such +an extremely sensible and sagacious savage, it pained me, very badly +pained me, to see him now so deplorably foolish about this ridiculous +Ramadan of his. Besides, argued I, fasting makes the body cave in; +hence the spirit caves in; and all thoughts born of a fast must +necessarily be half-starved. This is the reason why most dyspeptic +religionists cherish such melancholy notions about their hereafters. In +one word, Queequeg, said I, rather digressively; hell is an idea first +born on an undigested apple-dumpling; and since then perpetuated +through the hereditary dyspepsias nurtured by Ramadans. + +I then asked Queequeg whether he himself was ever troubled with +dyspepsia; expressing the idea very plainly, so that he could take it +in. He said no; only upon one memorable occasion. It was after a great +feast given by his father the king, on the gaining of a great battle +wherein fifty of the enemy had been killed by about two o’clock in the +afternoon, and all cooked and eaten that very evening. + +“No more, Queequeg,” said I, shuddering; “that will do;” for I knew the +inferences without his further hinting them. I had seen a sailor who +had visited that very island, and he told me that it was the custom, +when a great battle had been gained there, to barbecue all the slain in +the yard or garden of the victor; and then, one by one, they were +placed in great wooden trenchers, and garnished round like a pilau, +with breadfruit and cocoanuts; and with some parsley in their mouths, +were sent round with the victor’s compliments to all his friends, just +as though these presents were so many Christmas turkeys. + +After all, I do not think that my remarks about religion made much +impression upon Queequeg. Because, in the first place, he somehow +seemed dull of hearing on that important subject, unless considered +from his own point of view; and, in the second place, he did not more +than one third understand me, couch my ideas simply as I would; and, +finally, he no doubt thought he knew a good deal more about the true +religion than I did. He looked at me with a sort of condescending +concern and compassion, as though he thought it a great pity that such +a sensible young man should be so hopelessly lost to evangelical pagan +piety. + +At last we rose and dressed; and Queequeg, taking a prodigiously hearty +breakfast of chowders of all sorts, so that the landlady should not +make much profit by reason of his Ramadan, we sallied out to board the +Pequod, sauntering along, and picking our teeth with halibut bones. + + +CHAPTER 18. His Mark. + +As we were walking down the end of the wharf towards the ship, Queequeg +carrying his harpoon, Captain Peleg in his gruff voice loudly hailed us +from his wigwam, saying he had not suspected my friend was a cannibal, +and furthermore announcing that he let no cannibals on board that +craft, unless they previously produced their papers. + +“What do you mean by that, Captain Peleg?” said I, now jumping on the +bulwarks, and leaving my comrade standing on the wharf. + +“I mean,” he replied, “he must show his papers.” + +“Yes,” said Captain Bildad in his hollow voice, sticking his head from +behind Peleg’s, out of the wigwam. “He must show that he’s converted. +Son of darkness,” he added, turning to Queequeg, “art thou at present +in communion with any Christian church?” + +“Why,” said I, “he’s a member of the first Congregational Church.” Here +be it said, that many tattooed savages sailing in Nantucket ships at +last come to be converted into the churches. + +“First Congregational Church,” cried Bildad, “what! that worships in +Deacon Deuteronomy Coleman’s meeting-house?” and so saying, taking out +his spectacles, he rubbed them with his great yellow bandana +handkerchief, and putting them on very carefully, came out of the +wigwam, and leaning stiffly over the bulwarks, took a good long look at +Queequeg. + +“How long hath he been a member?” he then said, turning to me; “not +very long, I rather guess, young man.” + +“No,” said Peleg, “and he hasn’t been baptized right either, or it +would have washed some of that devil’s blue off his face.” + +“Do tell, now,” cried Bildad, “is this Philistine a regular member of +Deacon Deuteronomy’s meeting? I never saw him going there, and I pass +it every Lord’s day.” + +“I don’t know anything about Deacon Deuteronomy or his meeting,” said +I; “all I know is, that Queequeg here is a born member of the First +Congregational Church. He is a deacon himself, Queequeg is.” + +“Young man,” said Bildad sternly, “thou art skylarking with me—explain +thyself, thou young Hittite. What church dost thee mean? answer me.” + +Finding myself thus hard pushed, I replied. “I mean, sir, the same +ancient Catholic Church to which you and I, and Captain Peleg there, +and Queequeg here, and all of us, and every mother’s son and soul of us +belong; the great and everlasting First Congregation of this whole +worshipping world; we all belong to that; only some of us cherish some +queer crotchets no ways touching the grand belief; in _that_ we all +join hands.” + +“Splice, thou mean’st _splice_ hands,” cried Peleg, drawing nearer. +“Young man, you’d better ship for a missionary, instead of a fore-mast +hand; I never heard a better sermon. Deacon Deuteronomy—why Father +Mapple himself couldn’t beat it, and he’s reckoned something. Come +aboard, come aboard; never mind about the papers. I say, tell Quohog +there—what’s that you call him? tell Quohog to step along. By the great +anchor, what a harpoon he’s got there! looks like good stuff that; and +he handles it about right. I say, Quohog, or whatever your name is, did +you ever stand in the head of a whale-boat? did you ever strike a +fish?” + +Without saying a word, Queequeg, in his wild sort of way, jumped upon +the bulwarks, from thence into the bows of one of the whale-boats +hanging to the side; and then bracing his left knee, and poising his +harpoon, cried out in some such way as this:— + +“Cap’ain, you see him small drop tar on water dere? You see him? well, +spose him one whale eye, well, den!” and taking sharp aim at it, he +darted the iron right over old Bildad’s broad brim, clean across the +ship’s decks, and struck the glistening tar spot out of sight. + +“Now,” said Queequeg, quietly hauling in the line, “spos-ee him whale-e +eye; why, dad whale dead.” + +“Quick, Bildad,” said Peleg, his partner, who, aghast at the close +vicinity of the flying harpoon, had retreated towards the cabin +gangway. “Quick, I say, you Bildad, and get the ship’s papers. We must +have Hedgehog there, I mean Quohog, in one of our boats. Look ye, +Quohog, we’ll give ye the ninetieth lay, and that’s more than ever was +given a harpooneer yet out of Nantucket.” + +So down we went into the cabin, and to my great joy Queequeg was soon +enrolled among the same ship’s company to which I myself belonged. + +When all preliminaries were over and Peleg had got everything ready for +signing, he turned to me and said, “I guess, Quohog there don’t know +how to write, does he? I say, Quohog, blast ye! dost thou sign thy name +or make thy mark?” + +But at this question, Queequeg, who had twice or thrice before taken +part in similar ceremonies, looked no ways abashed; but taking the +offered pen, copied upon the paper, in the proper place, an exact +counterpart of a queer round figure which was tattooed upon his arm; so +that through Captain Peleg’s obstinate mistake touching his +appellative, it stood something like this:— + +Quohog. his X mark. + +Meanwhile Captain Bildad sat earnestly and steadfastly eyeing Queequeg, +and at last rising solemnly and fumbling in the huge pockets of his +broad-skirted drab coat, took out a bundle of tracts, and selecting one +entitled “The Latter Day Coming; or No Time to Lose,” placed it in +Queequeg’s hands, and then grasping them and the book with both his, +looked earnestly into his eyes, and said, “Son of darkness, I must do +my duty by thee; I am part owner of this ship, and feel concerned for +the souls of all its crew; if thou still clingest to thy Pagan ways, +which I sadly fear, I beseech thee, remain not for aye a Belial +bondsman. Spurn the idol Bell, and the hideous dragon; turn from the +wrath to come; mind thine eye, I say; oh! goodness gracious! steer +clear of the fiery pit!” + +Something of the salt sea yet lingered in old Bildad’s language, +heterogeneously mixed with Scriptural and domestic phrases. + +“Avast there, avast there, Bildad, avast now spoiling our harpooneer,” +cried Peleg. “Pious harpooneers never make good voyagers—it takes the +shark out of ’em; no harpooneer is worth a straw who aint pretty +sharkish. There was young Nat Swaine, once the bravest boat-header out +of all Nantucket and the Vineyard; he joined the meeting, and never +came to good. He got so frightened about his plaguy soul, that he +shrinked and sheered away from whales, for fear of after-claps, in case +he got stove and went to Davy Jones.” + +“Peleg! Peleg!” said Bildad, lifting his eyes and hands, “thou thyself, +as I myself, hast seen many a perilous time; thou knowest, Peleg, what +it is to have the fear of death; how, then, can’st thou prate in this +ungodly guise. Thou beliest thine own heart, Peleg. Tell me, when this +same Pequod here had her three masts overboard in that typhoon on +Japan, that same voyage when thou went mate with Captain Ahab, did’st +thou not think of Death and the Judgment then?” + +“Hear him, hear him now,” cried Peleg, marching across the cabin, and +thrusting his hands far down into his pockets,—“hear him, all of ye. +Think of that! When every moment we thought the ship would sink! Death +and the Judgment then? What? With all three masts making such an +everlasting thundering against the side; and every sea breaking over +us, fore and aft. Think of Death and the Judgment then? No! no time to +think about Death then. Life was what Captain Ahab and I was thinking +of; and how to save all hands—how to rig jury-masts—how to get into the +nearest port; that was what I was thinking of.” + +Bildad said no more, but buttoning up his coat, stalked on deck, where +we followed him. There he stood, very quietly overlooking some +sailmakers who were mending a top-sail in the waist. Now and then he +stooped to pick up a patch, or save an end of tarred twine, which +otherwise might have been wasted. + + +CHAPTER 19. The Prophet. + +“Shipmates, have ye shipped in that ship?” + +Queequeg and I had just left the Pequod, and were sauntering away from +the water, for the moment each occupied with his own thoughts, when the +above words were put to us by a stranger, who, pausing before us, +levelled his massive forefinger at the vessel in question. He was but +shabbily apparelled in faded jacket and patched trowsers; a rag of a +black handkerchief investing his neck. A confluent small-pox had in all +directions flowed over his face, and left it like the complicated +ribbed bed of a torrent, when the rushing waters have been dried up. + +“Have ye shipped in her?” he repeated. + +“You mean the ship Pequod, I suppose,” said I, trying to gain a little +more time for an uninterrupted look at him. + +“Aye, the Pequod—that ship there,” he said, drawing back his whole arm, +and then rapidly shoving it straight out from him, with the fixed +bayonet of his pointed finger darted full at the object. + +“Yes,” said I, “we have just signed the articles.” + +“Anything down there about your souls?” + +“About what?” + +“Oh, perhaps you hav’n’t got any,” he said quickly. “No matter though, +I know many chaps that hav’n’t got any,—good luck to ’em; and they are +all the better off for it. A soul’s a sort of a fifth wheel to a +wagon.” + +“What are you jabbering about, shipmate?” said I. + +“_He’s_ got enough, though, to make up for all deficiencies of that +sort in other chaps,” abruptly said the stranger, placing a nervous +emphasis upon the word _he_. + +“Queequeg,” said I, “let’s go; this fellow has broken loose from +somewhere; he’s talking about something and somebody we don’t know.” + +“Stop!” cried the stranger. “Ye said true—ye hav’n’t seen Old Thunder +yet, have ye?” + +“Who’s Old Thunder?” said I, again riveted with the insane earnestness +of his manner. + +“Captain Ahab.” + +“What! the captain of our ship, the Pequod?” + +“Aye, among some of us old sailor chaps, he goes by that name. Ye +hav’n’t seen him yet, have ye?” + +“No, we hav’n’t. He’s sick they say, but is getting better, and will be +all right again before long.” + +“All right again before long!” laughed the stranger, with a solemnly +derisive sort of laugh. “Look ye; when Captain Ahab is all right, then +this left arm of mine will be all right; not before.” + +“What do you know about him?” + +“What did they _tell_ you about him? Say that!” + +“They didn’t tell much of anything about him; only I’ve heard that he’s +a good whale-hunter, and a good captain to his crew.” + +“That’s true, that’s true—yes, both true enough. But you must jump when +he gives an order. Step and growl; growl and go—that’s the word with +Captain Ahab. But nothing about that thing that happened to him off +Cape Horn, long ago, when he lay like dead for three days and nights; +nothing about that deadly skrimmage with the Spaniard afore the altar +in Santa?—heard nothing about that, eh? Nothing about the silver +calabash he spat into? And nothing about his losing his leg last +voyage, according to the prophecy. Didn’t ye hear a word about them +matters and something more, eh? No, I don’t think ye did; how could ye? +Who knows it? Not all Nantucket, I guess. But hows’ever, mayhap, ye’ve +heard tell about the leg, and how he lost it; aye, ye have heard of +that, I dare say. Oh yes, _that_ every one knows a’most—I mean they +know he’s only one leg; and that a parmacetti took the other off.” + +“My friend,” said I, “what all this gibberish of yours is about, I +don’t know, and I don’t much care; for it seems to me that you must be +a little damaged in the head. But if you are speaking of Captain Ahab, +of that ship there, the Pequod, then let me tell you, that I know all +about the loss of his leg.” + +“_All_ about it, eh—sure you do?—all?” + +“Pretty sure.” + +With finger pointed and eye levelled at the Pequod, the beggar-like +stranger stood a moment, as if in a troubled reverie; then starting a +little, turned and said:—“Ye’ve shipped, have ye? Names down on the +papers? Well, well, what’s signed, is signed; and what’s to be, will +be; and then again, perhaps it won’t be, after all. Anyhow, it’s all +fixed and arranged a’ready; and some sailors or other must go with him, +I suppose; as well these as any other men, God pity ’em! Morning to ye, +shipmates, morning; the ineffable heavens bless ye; I’m sorry I stopped +ye.” + +“Look here, friend,” said I, “if you have anything important to tell +us, out with it; but if you are only trying to bamboozle us, you are +mistaken in your game; that’s all I have to say.” + +“And it’s said very well, and I like to hear a chap talk up that way; +you are just the man for him—the likes of ye. Morning to ye, shipmates, +morning! Oh! when ye get there, tell ’em I’ve concluded not to make one +of ’em.” + +“Ah, my dear fellow, you can’t fool us that way—you can’t fool us. It +is the easiest thing in the world for a man to look as if he had a +great secret in him.” + +“Morning to ye, shipmates, morning.” + +“Morning it is,” said I. “Come along, Queequeg, let’s leave this crazy +man. But stop, tell me your name, will you?” + +“Elijah.” + +Elijah! thought I, and we walked away, both commenting, after each +other’s fashion, upon this ragged old sailor; and agreed that he was +nothing but a humbug, trying to be a bugbear. But we had not gone +perhaps above a hundred yards, when chancing to turn a corner, and +looking back as I did so, who should be seen but Elijah following us, +though at a distance. Somehow, the sight of him struck me so, that I +said nothing to Queequeg of his being behind, but passed on with my +comrade, anxious to see whether the stranger would turn the same corner +that we did. He did; and then it seemed to me that he was dogging us, +but with what intent I could not for the life of me imagine. This +circumstance, coupled with his ambiguous, half-hinting, half-revealing, +shrouded sort of talk, now begat in me all kinds of vague wonderments +and half-apprehensions, and all connected with the Pequod; and Captain +Ahab; and the leg he had lost; and the Cape Horn fit; and the silver +calabash; and what Captain Peleg had said of him, when I left the ship +the day previous; and the prediction of the squaw Tistig; and the +voyage we had bound ourselves to sail; and a hundred other shadowy +things. + +I was resolved to satisfy myself whether this ragged Elijah was really +dogging us or not, and with that intent crossed the way with Queequeg, +and on that side of it retraced our steps. But Elijah passed on, +without seeming to notice us. This relieved me; and once more, and +finally as it seemed to me, I pronounced him in my heart, a humbug. + + +CHAPTER 20. All Astir. + +A day or two passed, and there was great activity aboard the Pequod. +Not only were the old sails being mended, but new sails were coming on +board, and bolts of canvas, and coils of rigging; in short, everything +betokened that the ship’s preparations were hurrying to a close. +Captain Peleg seldom or never went ashore, but sat in his wigwam +keeping a sharp look-out upon the hands: Bildad did all the purchasing +and providing at the stores; and the men employed in the hold and on +the rigging were working till long after night-fall. + +On the day following Queequeg’s signing the articles, word was given at +all the inns where the ship’s company were stopping, that their chests +must be on board before night, for there was no telling how soon the +vessel might be sailing. So Queequeg and I got down our traps, +resolving, however, to sleep ashore till the last. But it seems they +always give very long notice in these cases, and the ship did not sail +for several days. But no wonder; there was a good deal to be done, and +there is no telling how many things to be thought of, before the Pequod +was fully equipped. + +Every one knows what a multitude of things—beds, sauce-pans, knives and +forks, shovels and tongs, napkins, nut-crackers, and what not, are +indispensable to the business of housekeeping. Just so with whaling, +which necessitates a three-years’ housekeeping upon the wide ocean, far +from all grocers, costermongers, doctors, bakers, and bankers. And +though this also holds true of merchant vessels, yet not by any means +to the same extent as with whalemen. For besides the great length of +the whaling voyage, the numerous articles peculiar to the prosecution +of the fishery, and the impossibility of replacing them at the remote +harbors usually frequented, it must be remembered, that of all ships, +whaling vessels are the most exposed to accidents of all kinds, and +especially to the destruction and loss of the very things upon which +the success of the voyage most depends. Hence, the spare boats, spare +spars, and spare lines and harpoons, and spare everythings, almost, but +a spare Captain and duplicate ship. + +At the period of our arrival at the Island, the heaviest storage of the +Pequod had been almost completed; comprising her beef, bread, water, +fuel, and iron hoops and staves. But, as before hinted, for some time +there was a continual fetching and carrying on board of divers odds and +ends of things, both large and small. + +Chief among those who did this fetching and carrying was Captain +Bildad’s sister, a lean old lady of a most determined and indefatigable +spirit, but withal very kindhearted, who seemed resolved that, if _she_ +could help it, nothing should be found wanting in the Pequod, after +once fairly getting to sea. At one time she would come on board with a +jar of pickles for the steward’s pantry; another time with a bunch of +quills for the chief mate’s desk, where he kept his log; a third time +with a roll of flannel for the small of some one’s rheumatic back. +Never did any woman better deserve her name, which was Charity—Aunt +Charity, as everybody called her. And like a sister of charity did this +charitable Aunt Charity bustle about hither and thither, ready to turn +her hand and heart to anything that promised to yield safety, comfort, +and consolation to all on board a ship in which her beloved brother +Bildad was concerned, and in which she herself owned a score or two of +well-saved dollars. + +But it was startling to see this excellent hearted Quakeress coming on +board, as she did the last day, with a long oil-ladle in one hand, and +a still longer whaling lance in the other. Nor was Bildad himself nor +Captain Peleg at all backward. As for Bildad, he carried about with him +a long list of the articles needed, and at every fresh arrival, down +went his mark opposite that article upon the paper. Every once in a +while Peleg came hobbling out of his whalebone den, roaring at the men +down the hatchways, roaring up to the riggers at the mast-head, and +then concluded by roaring back into his wigwam. + +During these days of preparation, Queequeg and I often visited the +craft, and as often I asked about Captain Ahab, and how he was, and +when he was going to come on board his ship. To these questions they +would answer, that he was getting better and better, and was expected +aboard every day; meantime, the two captains, Peleg and Bildad, could +attend to everything necessary to fit the vessel for the voyage. If I +had been downright honest with myself, I would have seen very plainly +in my heart that I did but half fancy being committed this way to so +long a voyage, without once laying my eyes on the man who was to be the +absolute dictator of it, so soon as the ship sailed out upon the open +sea. But when a man suspects any wrong, it sometimes happens that if he +be already involved in the matter, he insensibly strives to cover up +his suspicions even from himself. And much this way it was with me. I +said nothing, and tried to think nothing. + +At last it was given out that some time next day the ship would +certainly sail. So next morning, Queequeg and I took a very early +start. + + +CHAPTER 21. Going Aboard. + +It was nearly six o’clock, but only grey imperfect misty dawn, when we +drew nigh the wharf. + +“There are some sailors running ahead there, if I see right,” said I to +Queequeg, “it can’t be shadows; she’s off by sunrise, I guess; come +on!” + +“Avast!” cried a voice, whose owner at the same time coming close +behind us, laid a hand upon both our shoulders, and then insinuating +himself between us, stood stooping forward a little, in the uncertain +twilight, strangely peering from Queequeg to me. It was Elijah. + +“Going aboard?” + +“Hands off, will you,” said I. + +“Lookee here,” said Queequeg, shaking himself, “go ’way!” + +“Ain’t going aboard, then?” + +“Yes, we are,” said I, “but what business is that of yours? Do you +know, Mr. Elijah, that I consider you a little impertinent?” + +“No, no, no; I wasn’t aware of that,” said Elijah, slowly and +wonderingly looking from me to Queequeg, with the most unaccountable +glances. + +“Elijah,” said I, “you will oblige my friend and me by withdrawing. We +are going to the Indian and Pacific Oceans, and would prefer not to be +detained.” + +“Ye be, be ye? Coming back afore breakfast?” + +“He’s cracked, Queequeg,” said I, “come on.” + +“Holloa!” cried stationary Elijah, hailing us when we had removed a few +paces. + +“Never mind him,” said I, “Queequeg, come on.” + +But he stole up to us again, and suddenly clapping his hand on my +shoulder, said—“Did ye see anything looking like men going towards that +ship a while ago?” + +Struck by this plain matter-of-fact question, I answered, saying, “Yes, +I thought I did see four or five men; but it was too dim to be sure.” + +“Very dim, very dim,” said Elijah. “Morning to ye.” + +Once more we quitted him; but once more he came softly after us; and +touching my shoulder again, said, “See if you can find ’em now, will +ye? + +“Find who?” + +“Morning to ye! morning to ye!” he rejoined, again moving off. “Oh! I +was going to warn ye against—but never mind, never mind—it’s all one, +all in the family too;—sharp frost this morning, ain’t it? Good-bye to +ye. Shan’t see ye again very soon, I guess; unless it’s before the +Grand Jury.” And with these cracked words he finally departed, leaving +me, for the moment, in no small wonderment at his frantic impudence. + +At last, stepping on board the Pequod, we found everything in profound +quiet, not a soul moving. The cabin entrance was locked within; the +hatches were all on, and lumbered with coils of rigging. Going forward +to the forecastle, we found the slide of the scuttle open. Seeing a +light, we went down, and found only an old rigger there, wrapped in a +tattered pea-jacket. He was thrown at whole length upon two chests, his +face downwards and inclosed in his folded arms. The profoundest slumber +slept upon him. + +“Those sailors we saw, Queequeg, where can they have gone to?” said I, +looking dubiously at the sleeper. But it seemed that, when on the +wharf, Queequeg had not at all noticed what I now alluded to; hence I +would have thought myself to have been optically deceived in that +matter, were it not for Elijah’s otherwise inexplicable question. But I +beat the thing down; and again marking the sleeper, jocularly hinted to +Queequeg that perhaps we had best sit up with the body; telling him to +establish himself accordingly. He put his hand upon the sleeper’s rear, +as though feeling if it was soft enough; and then, without more ado, +sat quietly down there. + +“Gracious! Queequeg, don’t sit there,” said I. + +“Oh! perry dood seat,” said Queequeg, “my country way; won’t hurt him +face.” + +“Face!” said I, “call that his face? very benevolent countenance then; +but how hard he breathes, he’s heaving himself; get off, Queequeg, you +are heavy, it’s grinding the face of the poor. Get off, Queequeg! Look, +he’ll twitch you off soon. I wonder he don’t wake.” + +Queequeg removed himself to just beyond the head of the sleeper, and +lighted his tomahawk pipe. I sat at the feet. We kept the pipe passing +over the sleeper, from one to the other. Meanwhile, upon questioning +him in his broken fashion, Queequeg gave me to understand that, in his +land, owing to the absence of settees and sofas of all sorts, the king, +chiefs, and great people generally, were in the custom of fattening +some of the lower orders for ottomans; and to furnish a house +comfortably in that respect, you had only to buy up eight or ten lazy +fellows, and lay them round in the piers and alcoves. Besides, it was +very convenient on an excursion; much better than those garden-chairs +which are convertible into walking-sticks; upon occasion, a chief +calling his attendant, and desiring him to make a settee of himself +under a spreading tree, perhaps in some damp marshy place. + +While narrating these things, every time Queequeg received the tomahawk +from me, he flourished the hatchet-side of it over the sleeper’s head. + +“What’s that for, Queequeg?” + +“Perry easy, kill-e; oh! perry easy!” + +He was going on with some wild reminiscences about his tomahawk-pipe, +which, it seemed, had in its two uses both brained his foes and soothed +his soul, when we were directly attracted to the sleeping rigger. The +strong vapor now completely filling the contracted hole, it began to +tell upon him. He breathed with a sort of muffledness; then seemed +troubled in the nose; then revolved over once or twice; then sat up and +rubbed his eyes. + +“Holloa!” he breathed at last, “who be ye smokers?” + +“Shipped men,” answered I, “when does she sail?” + +“Aye, aye, ye are going in her, be ye? She sails to-day. The Captain +came aboard last night.” + +“What Captain?—Ahab?” + +“Who but him indeed?” + +I was going to ask him some further questions concerning Ahab, when we +heard a noise on deck. + +“Holloa! Starbuck’s astir,” said the rigger. “He’s a lively chief mate, +that; good man, and a pious; but all alive now, I must turn to.” And so +saying he went on deck, and we followed. + +It was now clear sunrise. Soon the crew came on board in twos and +threes; the riggers bestirred themselves; the mates were actively +engaged; and several of the shore people were busy in bringing various +last things on board. Meanwhile Captain Ahab remained invisibly +enshrined within his cabin. + + +CHAPTER 22. Merry Christmas. + +At length, towards noon, upon the final dismissal of the ship’s +riggers, and after the Pequod had been hauled out from the wharf, and +after the ever-thoughtful Charity had come off in a whale-boat, with +her last gift—a night-cap for Stubb, the second mate, her +brother-in-law, and a spare Bible for the steward—after all this, the +two Captains, Peleg and Bildad, issued from the cabin, and turning to +the chief mate, Peleg said: + +“Now, Mr. Starbuck, are you sure everything is right? Captain Ahab is +all ready—just spoke to him—nothing more to be got from shore, eh? +Well, call all hands, then. Muster ’em aft here—blast ’em!” + +“No need of profane words, however great the hurry, Peleg,” said +Bildad, “but away with thee, friend Starbuck, and do our bidding.” + +How now! Here upon the very point of starting for the voyage, Captain +Peleg and Captain Bildad were going it with a high hand on the +quarter-deck, just as if they were to be joint-commanders at sea, as +well as to all appearances in port. And, as for Captain Ahab, no sign +of him was yet to be seen; only, they said he was in the cabin. But +then, the idea was, that his presence was by no means necessary in +getting the ship under weigh, and steering her well out to sea. Indeed, +as that was not at all his proper business, but the pilot’s; and as he +was not yet completely recovered—so they said—therefore, Captain Ahab +stayed below. And all this seemed natural enough; especially as in the +merchant service many captains never show themselves on deck for a +considerable time after heaving up the anchor, but remain over the +cabin table, having a farewell merry-making with their shore friends, +before they quit the ship for good with the pilot. + +But there was not much chance to think over the matter, for Captain +Peleg was now all alive. He seemed to do most of the talking and +commanding, and not Bildad. + +“Aft here, ye sons of bachelors,” he cried, as the sailors lingered at +the main-mast. “Mr. Starbuck, drive ’em aft.” + +“Strike the tent there!”—was the next order. As I hinted before, this +whalebone marquee was never pitched except in port; and on board the +Pequod, for thirty years, the order to strike the tent was well known +to be the next thing to heaving up the anchor. + +“Man the capstan! Blood and thunder!—jump!”—was the next command, and +the crew sprang for the handspikes. + +Now in getting under weigh, the station generally occupied by the pilot +is the forward part of the ship. And here Bildad, who, with Peleg, be +it known, in addition to his other officers, was one of the licensed +pilots of the port—he being suspected to have got himself made a pilot +in order to save the Nantucket pilot-fee to all the ships he was +concerned in, for he never piloted any other craft—Bildad, I say, might +now be seen actively engaged in looking over the bows for the +approaching anchor, and at intervals singing what seemed a dismal stave +of psalmody, to cheer the hands at the windlass, who roared forth some +sort of a chorus about the girls in Booble Alley, with hearty good +will. Nevertheless, not three days previous, Bildad had told them that +no profane songs would be allowed on board the Pequod, particularly in +getting under weigh; and Charity, his sister, had placed a small choice +copy of Watts in each seaman’s berth. + +Meantime, overseeing the other part of the ship, Captain Peleg ripped +and swore astern in the most frightful manner. I almost thought he +would sink the ship before the anchor could be got up; involuntarily I +paused on my handspike, and told Queequeg to do the same, thinking of +the perils we both ran, in starting on the voyage with such a devil for +a pilot. I was comforting myself, however, with the thought that in +pious Bildad might be found some salvation, spite of his seven hundred +and seventy-seventh lay; when I felt a sudden sharp poke in my rear, +and turning round, was horrified at the apparition of Captain Peleg in +the act of withdrawing his leg from my immediate vicinity. That was my +first kick. + +“Is that the way they heave in the marchant service?” he roared. +“Spring, thou sheep-head; spring, and break thy backbone! Why don’t ye +spring, I say, all of ye—spring! Quohog! spring, thou chap with the red +whiskers; spring there, Scotch-cap; spring, thou green pants. Spring, I +say, all of ye, and spring your eyes out!” And so saying, he moved +along the windlass, here and there using his leg very freely, while +imperturbable Bildad kept leading off with his psalmody. Thinks I, +Captain Peleg must have been drinking something to-day. + +At last the anchor was up, the sails were set, and off we glided. It +was a short, cold Christmas; and as the short northern day merged into +night, we found ourselves almost broad upon the wintry ocean, whose +freezing spray cased us in ice, as in polished armor. The long rows of +teeth on the bulwarks glistened in the moonlight; and like the white +ivory tusks of some huge elephant, vast curving icicles depended from +the bows. + +Lank Bildad, as pilot, headed the first watch, and ever and anon, as +the old craft deep dived into the green seas, and sent the shivering +frost all over her, and the winds howled, and the cordage rang, his +steady notes were heard,— + + +_“Sweet fields beyond the swelling flood, Stand dressed in living +green. So to the Jews old Canaan stood, While Jordan rolled between.”_ + + + +Never did those sweet words sound more sweetly to me than then. They +were full of hope and fruition. Spite of this frigid winter night in +the boisterous Atlantic, spite of my wet feet and wetter jacket, there +was yet, it then seemed to me, many a pleasant haven in store; and +meads and glades so eternally vernal, that the grass shot up by the +spring, untrodden, unwilted, remains at midsummer. + +At last we gained such an offing, that the two pilots were needed no +longer. The stout sail-boat that had accompanied us began ranging +alongside. + +It was curious and not unpleasing, how Peleg and Bildad were affected +at this juncture, especially Captain Bildad. For loath to depart, yet; +very loath to leave, for good, a ship bound on so long and perilous a +voyage—beyond both stormy Capes; a ship in which some thousands of his +hard earned dollars were invested; a ship, in which an old shipmate +sailed as captain; a man almost as old as he, once more starting to +encounter all the terrors of the pitiless jaw; loath to say good-bye to +a thing so every way brimful of every interest to him,—poor old Bildad +lingered long; paced the deck with anxious strides; ran down into the +cabin to speak another farewell word there; again came on deck, and +looked to windward; looked towards the wide and endless waters, only +bounded by the far-off unseen Eastern Continents; looked towards the +land; looked aloft; looked right and left; looked everywhere and +nowhere; and at last, mechanically coiling a rope upon its pin, +convulsively grasped stout Peleg by the hand, and holding up a lantern, +for a moment stood gazing heroically in his face, as much as to say, +“Nevertheless, friend Peleg, I can stand it; yes, I can.” + +As for Peleg himself, he took it more like a philosopher; but for all +his philosophy, there was a tear twinkling in his eye, when the lantern +came too near. And he, too, did not a little run from cabin to deck—now +a word below, and now a word with Starbuck, the chief mate. + +But, at last, he turned to his comrade, with a final sort of look about +him,—“Captain Bildad—come, old shipmate, we must go. Back the main-yard +there! Boat ahoy! Stand by to come close alongside, now! Careful, +careful!—come, Bildad, boy—say your last. Luck to ye, Starbuck—luck to +ye, Mr. Stubb—luck to ye, Mr. Flask—good-bye and good luck to ye +all—and this day three years I’ll have a hot supper smoking for ye in +old Nantucket. Hurrah and away!” + +“God bless ye, and have ye in His holy keeping, men,” murmured old +Bildad, almost incoherently. “I hope ye’ll have fine weather now, so +that Captain Ahab may soon be moving among ye—a pleasant sun is all he +needs, and ye’ll have plenty of them in the tropic voyage ye go. Be +careful in the hunt, ye mates. Don’t stave the boats needlessly, ye +harpooneers; good white cedar plank is raised full three per cent. +within the year. Don’t forget your prayers, either. Mr. Starbuck, mind +that cooper don’t waste the spare staves. Oh! the sail-needles are in +the green locker! Don’t whale it too much a’ Lord’s days, men; but +don’t miss a fair chance either, that’s rejecting Heaven’s good gifts. +Have an eye to the molasses tierce, Mr. Stubb; it was a little leaky, I +thought. If ye touch at the islands, Mr. Flask, beware of fornication. +Good-bye, good-bye! Don’t keep that cheese too long down in the hold, +Mr. Starbuck; it’ll spoil. Be careful with the butter—twenty cents the +pound it was, and mind ye, if—” + +“Come, come, Captain Bildad; stop palavering,—away!” and with that, +Peleg hurried him over the side, and both dropt into the boat. + +Ship and boat diverged; the cold, damp night breeze blew between; a +screaming gull flew overhead; the two hulls wildly rolled; we gave +three heavy-hearted cheers, and blindly plunged like fate into the lone +Atlantic. + + +CHAPTER 23. The Lee Shore. + +Some chapters back, one Bulkington was spoken of, a tall, newlanded +mariner, encountered in New Bedford at the inn. + +When on that shivering winter’s night, the Pequod thrust her vindictive +bows into the cold malicious waves, who should I see standing at her +helm but Bulkington! I looked with sympathetic awe and fearfulness upon +the man, who in mid-winter just landed from a four years’ dangerous +voyage, could so unrestingly push off again for still another +tempestuous term. The land seemed scorching to his feet. Wonderfullest +things are ever the unmentionable; deep memories yield no epitaphs; +this six-inch chapter is the stoneless grave of Bulkington. Let me only +say that it fared with him as with the storm-tossed ship, that +miserably drives along the leeward land. The port would fain give +succor; the port is pitiful; in the port is safety, comfort, +hearthstone, supper, warm blankets, friends, all that’s kind to our +mortalities. But in that gale, the port, the land, is that ship’s +direst jeopardy; she must fly all hospitality; one touch of land, +though it but graze the keel, would make her shudder through and +through. With all her might she crowds all sail off shore; in so doing, +fights ’gainst the very winds that fain would blow her homeward; seeks +all the lashed sea’s landlessness again; for refuge’s sake forlornly +rushing into peril; her only friend her bitterest foe! + +Know ye now, Bulkington? Glimpses do ye seem to see of that mortally +intolerable truth; that all deep, earnest thinking is but the intrepid +effort of the soul to keep the open independence of her sea; while the +wildest winds of heaven and earth conspire to cast her on the +treacherous, slavish shore? + +But as in landlessness alone resides highest truth, shoreless, +indefinite as God—so, better is it to perish in that howling infinite, +than be ingloriously dashed upon the lee, even if that were safety! For +worm-like, then, oh! who would craven crawl to land! Terrors of the +terrible! is all this agony so vain? Take heart, take heart, O +Bulkington! Bear thee grimly, demigod! Up from the spray of thy +ocean-perishing—straight up, leaps thy apotheosis! + + +CHAPTER 24. The Advocate. + +As Queequeg and I are now fairly embarked in this business of whaling; +and as this business of whaling has somehow come to be regarded among +landsmen as a rather unpoetical and disreputable pursuit; therefore, I +am all anxiety to convince ye, ye landsmen, of the injustice hereby +done to us hunters of whales. + +In the first place, it may be deemed almost superfluous to establish +the fact, that among people at large, the business of whaling is not +accounted on a level with what are called the liberal professions. If a +stranger were introduced into any miscellaneous metropolitan society, +it would but slightly advance the general opinion of his merits, were +he presented to the company as a harpooneer, say; and if in emulation +of the naval officers he should append the initials S.W.F. (Sperm Whale +Fishery) to his visiting card, such a procedure would be deemed +pre-eminently presuming and ridiculous. + +Doubtless one leading reason why the world declines honoring us +whalemen, is this: they think that, at best, our vocation amounts to a +butchering sort of business; and that when actively engaged therein, we +are surrounded by all manner of defilements. Butchers we are, that is +true. But butchers, also, and butchers of the bloodiest badge have been +all Martial Commanders whom the world invariably delights to honor. And +as for the matter of the alleged uncleanliness of our business, ye +shall soon be initiated into certain facts hitherto pretty generally +unknown, and which, upon the whole, will triumphantly plant the sperm +whale-ship at least among the cleanliest things of this tidy earth. But +even granting the charge in question to be true; what disordered +slippery decks of a whale-ship are comparable to the unspeakable +carrion of those battle-fields from which so many soldiers return to +drink in all ladies’ plaudits? And if the idea of peril so much +enhances the popular conceit of the soldier’s profession; let me assure +ye that many a veteran who has freely marched up to a battery, would +quickly recoil at the apparition of the sperm whale’s vast tail, +fanning into eddies the air over his head. For what are the +comprehensible terrors of man compared with the interlinked terrors and +wonders of God! + +But, though the world scouts at us whale hunters, yet does it +unwittingly pay us the profoundest homage; yea, an all-abounding +adoration! for almost all the tapers, lamps, and candles that burn +round the globe, burn, as before so many shrines, to our glory! + +But look at this matter in other lights; weigh it in all sorts of +scales; see what we whalemen are, and have been. + +Why did the Dutch in De Witt’s time have admirals of their whaling +fleets? Why did Louis XVI. of France, at his own personal expense, fit +out whaling ships from Dunkirk, and politely invite to that town some +score or two of families from our own island of Nantucket? Why did +Britain between the years 1750 and 1788 pay to her whalemen in bounties +upwards of £1,000,000? And lastly, how comes it that we whalemen of +America now outnumber all the rest of the banded whalemen in the world; +sail a navy of upwards of seven hundred vessels; manned by eighteen +thousand men; yearly consuming 4,000,000 of dollars; the ships worth, +at the time of sailing, $20,000,000! and every year importing into our +harbors a well reaped harvest of $7,000,000. How comes all this, if +there be not something puissant in whaling? + +But this is not the half; look again. + +I freely assert, that the cosmopolite philosopher cannot, for his life, +point out one single peaceful influence, which within the last sixty +years has operated more potentially upon the whole broad world, taken +in one aggregate, than the high and mighty business of whaling. One way +and another, it has begotten events so remarkable in themselves, and so +continuously momentous in their sequential issues, that whaling may +well be regarded as that Egyptian mother, who bore offspring themselves +pregnant from her womb. It would be a hopeless, endless task to +catalogue all these things. Let a handful suffice. For many years past +the whale-ship has been the pioneer in ferreting out the remotest and +least known parts of the earth. She has explored seas and archipelagoes +which had no chart, where no Cook or Vancouver had ever sailed. If +American and European men-of-war now peacefully ride in once savage +harbors, let them fire salutes to the honor and glory of the +whale-ship, which originally showed them the way, and first interpreted +between them and the savages. They may celebrate as they will the +heroes of Exploring Expeditions, your Cooks, your Krusensterns; but I +say that scores of anonymous Captains have sailed out of Nantucket, +that were as great, and greater than your Cook and your Krusenstern. +For in their succourless empty-handedness, they, in the heathenish +sharked waters, and by the beaches of unrecorded, javelin islands, +battled with virgin wonders and terrors that Cook with all his marines +and muskets would not willingly have dared. All that is made such a +flourish of in the old South Sea Voyages, those things were but the +life-time commonplaces of our heroic Nantucketers. Often, adventures +which Vancouver dedicates three chapters to, these men accounted +unworthy of being set down in the ship’s common log. Ah, the world! Oh, +the world! + +Until the whale fishery rounded Cape Horn, no commerce but colonial, +scarcely any intercourse but colonial, was carried on between Europe +and the long line of the opulent Spanish provinces on the Pacific +coast. It was the whaleman who first broke through the jealous policy +of the Spanish crown, touching those colonies; and, if space permitted, +it might be distinctly shown how from those whalemen at last eventuated +the liberation of Peru, Chili, and Bolivia from the yoke of Old Spain, +and the establishment of the eternal democracy in those parts. + +That great America on the other side of the sphere, Australia, was +given to the enlightened world by the whaleman. After its first +blunder-born discovery by a Dutchman, all other ships long shunned +those shores as pestiferously barbarous; but the whale-ship touched +there. The whale-ship is the true mother of that now mighty colony. +Moreover, in the infancy of the first Australian settlement, the +emigrants were several times saved from starvation by the benevolent +biscuit of the whale-ship luckily dropping an anchor in their waters. +The uncounted isles of all Polynesia confess the same truth, and do +commercial homage to the whale-ship, that cleared the way for the +missionary and the merchant, and in many cases carried the primitive +missionaries to their first destinations. If that double-bolted land, +Japan, is ever to become hospitable, it is the whale-ship alone to whom +the credit will be due; for already she is on the threshold. + +But if, in the face of all this, you still declare that whaling has no +æsthetically noble associations connected with it, then am I ready to +shiver fifty lances with you there, and unhorse you with a split helmet +every time. + +The whale has no famous author, and whaling no famous chronicler, you +will say. + +_The whale no famous author, and whaling no famous chronicler?_ Who +wrote the first account of our Leviathan? Who but mighty Job! And who +composed the first narrative of a whaling-voyage? Who, but no less a +prince than Alfred the Great, who, with his own royal pen, took down +the words from Other, the Norwegian whale-hunter of those times! And +who pronounced our glowing eulogy in Parliament? Who, but Edmund Burke! + +True enough, but then whalemen themselves are poor devils; they have no +good blood in their veins. + +_No good blood in their veins?_ They have something better than royal +blood there. The grandmother of Benjamin Franklin was Mary Morrel; +afterwards, by marriage, Mary Folger, one of the old settlers of +Nantucket, and the ancestress to a long line of Folgers and +harpooneers—all kith and kin to noble Benjamin—this day darting the +barbed iron from one side of the world to the other. + +Good again; but then all confess that somehow whaling is not +respectable. + +_Whaling not respectable?_ Whaling is imperial! By old English +statutory law, the whale is declared “a royal fish.” * + +Oh, that’s only nominal! The whale himself has never figured in any +grand imposing way. + +_The whale never figured in any grand imposing way?_ In one of the +mighty triumphs given to a Roman general upon his entering the world’s +capital, the bones of a whale, brought all the way from the Syrian +coast, were the most conspicuous object in the cymballed procession.* + +*See subsequent chapters for something more on this head. + +Grant it, since you cite it; but, say what you will, there is no real +dignity in whaling. + +_No dignity in whaling?_ The dignity of our calling the very heavens +attest. Cetus is a constellation in the South! No more! Drive down your +hat in presence of the Czar, and take it off to Queequeg! No more! I +know a man that, in his lifetime, has taken three hundred and fifty +whales. I account that man more honorable than that great captain of +antiquity who boasted of taking as many walled towns. + +And, as for me, if, by any possibility, there be any as yet +undiscovered prime thing in me; if I shall ever deserve any real repute +in that small but high hushed world which I might not be unreasonably +ambitious of; if hereafter I shall do anything that, upon the whole, a +man might rather have done than to have left undone; if, at my death, +my executors, or more properly my creditors, find any precious MSS. in +my desk, then here I prospectively ascribe all the honor and the glory +to whaling; for a whale-ship was my Yale College and my Harvard. + + +CHAPTER 25. Postscript. + +In behalf of the dignity of whaling, I would fain advance naught but +substantiated facts. But after embattling his facts, an advocate who +should wholly suppress a not unreasonable surmise, which might tell +eloquently upon his cause—such an advocate, would he not be +blameworthy? + +It is well known that at the coronation of kings and queens, even +modern ones, a certain curious process of seasoning them for their +functions is gone through. There is a saltcellar of state, so called, +and there may be a castor of state. How they use the salt, +precisely—who knows? Certain I am, however, that a king’s head is +solemnly oiled at his coronation, even as a head of salad. Can it be, +though, that they anoint it with a view of making its interior run +well, as they anoint machinery? Much might be ruminated here, +concerning the essential dignity of this regal process, because in +common life we esteem but meanly and contemptibly a fellow who anoints +his hair, and palpably smells of that anointing. In truth, a mature man +who uses hair-oil, unless medicinally, that man has probably got a +quoggy spot in him somewhere. As a general rule, he can’t amount to +much in his totality. + +But the only thing to be considered here, is this—what kind of oil is +used at coronations? Certainly it cannot be olive oil, nor macassar +oil, nor castor oil, nor bear’s oil, nor train oil, nor cod-liver oil. +What then can it possibly be, but sperm oil in its unmanufactured, +unpolluted state, the sweetest of all oils? + +Think of that, ye loyal Britons! we whalemen supply your kings and +queens with coronation stuff! + + +CHAPTER 26. Knights and Squires. + +The chief mate of the Pequod was Starbuck, a native of Nantucket, and a +Quaker by descent. He was a long, earnest man, and though born on an +icy coast, seemed well adapted to endure hot latitudes, his flesh being +hard as twice-baked biscuit. Transported to the Indies, his live blood +would not spoil like bottled ale. He must have been born in some time +of general drought and famine, or upon one of those fast days for which +his state is famous. Only some thirty arid summers had he seen; those +summers had dried up all his physical superfluousness. But this, his +thinness, so to speak, seemed no more the token of wasting anxieties +and cares, than it seemed the indication of any bodily blight. It was +merely the condensation of the man. He was by no means ill-looking; +quite the contrary. His pure tight skin was an excellent fit; and +closely wrapped up in it, and embalmed with inner health and strength, +like a revivified Egyptian, this Starbuck seemed prepared to endure for +long ages to come, and to endure always, as now; for be it Polar snow +or torrid sun, like a patent chronometer, his interior vitality was +warranted to do well in all climates. Looking into his eyes, you seemed +to see there the yet lingering images of those thousand-fold perils he +had calmly confronted through life. A staid, steadfast man, whose life +for the most part was a telling pantomime of action, and not a tame +chapter of sounds. Yet, for all his hardy sobriety and fortitude, there +were certain qualities in him which at times affected, and in some +cases seemed well nigh to overbalance all the rest. Uncommonly +conscientious for a seaman, and endued with a deep natural reverence, +the wild watery loneliness of his life did therefore strongly incline +him to superstition; but to that sort of superstition, which in some +organizations seems rather to spring, somehow, from intelligence than +from ignorance. Outward portents and inward presentiments were his. And +if at times these things bent the welded iron of his soul, much more +did his far-away domestic memories of his young Cape wife and child, +tend to bend him still more from the original ruggedness of his nature, +and open him still further to those latent influences which, in some +honest-hearted men, restrain the gush of dare-devil daring, so often +evinced by others in the more perilous vicissitudes of the fishery. “I +will have no man in my boat,” said Starbuck, “who is not afraid of a +whale.” By this, he seemed to mean, not only that the most reliable and +useful courage was that which arises from the fair estimation of the +encountered peril, but that an utterly fearless man is a far more +dangerous comrade than a coward. + +“Aye, aye,” said Stubb, the second mate, “Starbuck, there, is as +careful a man as you’ll find anywhere in this fishery.” But we shall +ere long see what that word “careful” precisely means when used by a +man like Stubb, or almost any other whale hunter. + +Starbuck was no crusader after perils; in him courage was not a +sentiment; but a thing simply useful to him, and always at hand upon +all mortally practical occasions. Besides, he thought, perhaps, that in +this business of whaling, courage was one of the great staple outfits +of the ship, like her beef and her bread, and not to be foolishly +wasted. Wherefore he had no fancy for lowering for whales after +sun-down; nor for persisting in fighting a fish that too much persisted +in fighting him. For, thought Starbuck, I am here in this critical +ocean to kill whales for my living, and not to be killed by them for +theirs; and that hundreds of men had been so killed Starbuck well knew. +What doom was his own father’s? Where, in the bottomless deeps, could +he find the torn limbs of his brother? + +With memories like these in him, and, moreover, given to a certain +superstitiousness, as has been said; the courage of this Starbuck which +could, nevertheless, still flourish, must indeed have been extreme. But +it was not in reasonable nature that a man so organized, and with such +terrible experiences and remembrances as he had; it was not in nature +that these things should fail in latently engendering an element in +him, which, under suitable circumstances, would break out from its +confinement, and burn all his courage up. And brave as he might be, it +was that sort of bravery chiefly, visible in some intrepid men, which, +while generally abiding firm in the conflict with seas, or winds, or +whales, or any of the ordinary irrational horrors of the world, yet +cannot withstand those more terrific, because more spiritual terrors, +which sometimes menace you from the concentrating brow of an enraged +and mighty man. + +But were the coming narrative to reveal in any instance, the complete +abasement of poor Starbuck’s fortitude, scarce might I have the heart +to write it; for it is a thing most sorrowful, nay shocking, to expose +the fall of valour in the soul. Men may seem detestable as joint +stock-companies and nations; knaves, fools, and murderers there may be; +men may have mean and meagre faces; but man, in the ideal, is so noble +and so sparkling, such a grand and glowing creature, that over any +ignominious blemish in him all his fellows should run to throw their +costliest robes. That immaculate manliness we feel within ourselves, so +far within us, that it remains intact though all the outer character +seem gone; bleeds with keenest anguish at the undraped spectacle of a +valor-ruined man. Nor can piety itself, at such a shameful sight, +completely stifle her upbraidings against the permitting stars. But +this august dignity I treat of, is not the dignity of kings and robes, +but that abounding dignity which has no robed investiture. Thou shalt +see it shining in the arm that wields a pick or drives a spike; that +democratic dignity which, on all hands, radiates without end from God; +Himself! The great God absolute! The centre and circumference of all +democracy! His omnipresence, our divine equality! + +If, then, to meanest mariners, and renegades and castaways, I shall +hereafter ascribe high qualities, though dark; weave round them tragic +graces; if even the most mournful, perchance the most abased, among +them all, shall at times lift himself to the exalted mounts; if I shall +touch that workman’s arm with some ethereal light; if I shall spread a +rainbow over his disastrous set of sun; then against all mortal critics +bear me out in it, thou just Spirit of Equality, which hast spread one +royal mantle of humanity over all my kind! Bear me out in it, thou +great democratic God! who didst not refuse to the swart convict, +Bunyan, the pale, poetic pearl; Thou who didst clothe with doubly +hammered leaves of finest gold, the stumped and paupered arm of old +Cervantes; Thou who didst pick up Andrew Jackson from the pebbles; who +didst hurl him upon a war-horse; who didst thunder him higher than a +throne! Thou who, in all Thy mighty, earthly marchings, ever cullest +Thy selectest champions from the kingly commons; bear me out in it, O +God! + + +CHAPTER 27. Knights and Squires. + +Stubb was the second mate. He was a native of Cape Cod; and hence, +according to local usage, was called a Cape-Cod-man. A happy-go-lucky; +neither craven nor valiant; taking perils as they came with an +indifferent air; and while engaged in the most imminent crisis of the +chase, toiling away, calm and collected as a journeyman joiner engaged +for the year. Good-humored, easy, and careless, he presided over his +whale-boat as if the most deadly encounter were but a dinner, and his +crew all invited guests. He was as particular about the comfortable +arrangement of his part of the boat, as an old stage-driver is about +the snugness of his box. When close to the whale, in the very +death-lock of the fight, he handled his unpitying lance coolly and +off-handedly, as a whistling tinker his hammer. He would hum over his +old rigadig tunes while flank and flank with the most exasperated +monster. Long usage had, for this Stubb, converted the jaws of death +into an easy chair. What he thought of death itself, there is no +telling. Whether he ever thought of it at all, might be a question; +but, if he ever did chance to cast his mind that way after a +comfortable dinner, no doubt, like a good sailor, he took it to be a +sort of call of the watch to tumble aloft, and bestir themselves there, +about something which he would find out when he obeyed the order, and +not sooner. + +What, perhaps, with other things, made Stubb such an easy-going, +unfearing man, so cheerily trudging off with the burden of life in a +world full of grave pedlars, all bowed to the ground with their packs; +what helped to bring about that almost impious good-humor of his; that +thing must have been his pipe. For, like his nose, his short, black +little pipe was one of the regular features of his face. You would +almost as soon have expected him to turn out of his bunk without his +nose as without his pipe. He kept a whole row of pipes there ready +loaded, stuck in a rack, within easy reach of his hand; and, whenever +he turned in, he smoked them all out in succession, lighting one from +the other to the end of the chapter; then loading them again to be in +readiness anew. For, when Stubb dressed, instead of first putting his +legs into his trowsers, he put his pipe into his mouth. + +I say this continual smoking must have been one cause, at least, of his +peculiar disposition; for every one knows that this earthly air, +whether ashore or afloat, is terribly infected with the nameless +miseries of the numberless mortals who have died exhaling it; and as in +time of the cholera, some people go about with a camphorated +handkerchief to their mouths; so, likewise, against all mortal +tribulations, Stubb’s tobacco smoke might have operated as a sort of +disinfecting agent. + +The third mate was Flask, a native of Tisbury, in Martha’s Vineyard. A +short, stout, ruddy young fellow, very pugnacious concerning whales, +who somehow seemed to think that the great leviathans had personally +and hereditarily affronted him; and therefore it was a sort of point of +honor with him, to destroy them whenever encountered. So utterly lost +was he to all sense of reverence for the many marvels of their majestic +bulk and mystic ways; and so dead to anything like an apprehension of +any possible danger from encountering them; that in his poor opinion, +the wondrous whale was but a species of magnified mouse, or at least +water-rat, requiring only a little circumvention and some small +application of time and trouble in order to kill and boil. This +ignorant, unconscious fearlessness of his made him a little waggish in +the matter of whales; he followed these fish for the fun of it; and a +three years’ voyage round Cape Horn was only a jolly joke that lasted +that length of time. As a carpenter’s nails are divided into wrought +nails and cut nails; so mankind may be similarly divided. Little Flask +was one of the wrought ones; made to clinch tight and last long. They +called him King-Post on board of the Pequod; because, in form, he could +be well likened to the short, square timber known by that name in +Arctic whalers; and which by the means of many radiating side timbers +inserted into it, serves to brace the ship against the icy concussions +of those battering seas. + +Now these three mates—Starbuck, Stubb, and Flask, were momentous men. +They it was who by universal prescription commanded three of the +Pequod’s boats as headsmen. In that grand order of battle in which +Captain Ahab would probably marshal his forces to descend on the +whales, these three headsmen were as captains of companies. Or, being +armed with their long keen whaling spears, they were as a picked trio +of lancers; even as the harpooneers were flingers of javelins. + +And since in this famous fishery, each mate or headsman, like a Gothic +Knight of old, is always accompanied by his boat-steerer or harpooneer, +who in certain conjunctures provides him with a fresh lance, when the +former one has been badly twisted, or elbowed in the assault; and +moreover, as there generally subsists between the two, a close intimacy +and friendliness; it is therefore but meet, that in this place we set +down who the Pequod’s harpooneers were, and to what headsman each of +them belonged. + +First of all was Queequeg, whom Starbuck, the chief mate, had selected +for his squire. But Queequeg is already known. + +Next was Tashtego, an unmixed Indian from Gay Head, the most westerly +promontory of Martha’s Vineyard, where there still exists the last +remnant of a village of red men, which has long supplied the +neighboring island of Nantucket with many of her most daring +harpooneers. In the fishery, they usually go by the generic name of +Gay-Headers. Tashtego’s long, lean, sable hair, his high cheek bones, +and black rounding eyes—for an Indian, Oriental in their largeness, but +Antarctic in their glittering expression—all this sufficiently +proclaimed him an inheritor of the unvitiated blood of those proud +warrior hunters, who, in quest of the great New England moose, had +scoured, bow in hand, the aboriginal forests of the main. But no longer +snuffing in the trail of the wild beasts of the woodland, Tashtego now +hunted in the wake of the great whales of the sea; the unerring harpoon +of the son fitly replacing the infallible arrow of the sires. To look +at the tawny brawn of his lithe snaky limbs, you would almost have +credited the superstitions of some of the earlier Puritans, and +half-believed this wild Indian to be a son of the Prince of the Powers +of the Air. Tashtego was Stubb the second mate’s squire. + +Third among the harpooneers was Daggoo, a gigantic, coal-black +negro-savage, with a lion-like tread—an Ahasuerus to behold. Suspended +from his ears were two golden hoops, so large that the sailors called +them ring-bolts, and would talk of securing the top-sail halyards to +them. In his youth Daggoo had voluntarily shipped on board of a whaler, +lying in a lonely bay on his native coast. And never having been +anywhere in the world but in Africa, Nantucket, and the pagan harbors +most frequented by whalemen; and having now led for many years the bold +life of the fishery in the ships of owners uncommonly heedful of what +manner of men they shipped; Daggoo retained all his barbaric virtues, +and erect as a giraffe, moved about the decks in all the pomp of six +feet five in his socks. There was a corporeal humility in looking up at +him; and a white man standing before him seemed a white flag come to +beg truce of a fortress. Curious to tell, this imperial negro, +Ahasuerus Daggoo, was the Squire of little Flask, who looked like a +chess-man beside him. As for the residue of the Pequod’s company, be it +said, that at the present day not one in two of the many thousand men +before the mast employed in the American whale fishery, are Americans +born, though pretty nearly all the officers are. Herein it is the same +with the American whale fishery as with the American army and military +and merchant navies, and the engineering forces employed in the +construction of the American Canals and Railroads. The same, I say, +because in all these cases the native American liberally provides the +brains, the rest of the world as generously supplying the muscles. No +small number of these whaling seamen belong to the Azores, where the +outward bound Nantucket whalers frequently touch to augment their crews +from the hardy peasants of those rocky shores. In like manner, the +Greenland whalers sailing out of Hull or London, put in at the Shetland +Islands, to receive the full complement of their crew. Upon the passage +homewards, they drop them there again. How it is, there is no telling, +but Islanders seem to make the best whalemen. They were nearly all +Islanders in the Pequod, _Isolatoes_ too, I call such, not +acknowledging the common continent of men, but each _Isolato_ living on +a separate continent of his own. Yet now, federated along one keel, +what a set these Isolatoes were! An Anacharsis Clootz deputation from +all the isles of the sea, and all the ends of the earth, accompanying +Old Ahab in the Pequod to lay the world’s grievances before that bar +from which not very many of them ever come back. Black Little Pip—he +never did—oh, no! he went before. Poor Alabama boy! On the grim +Pequod’s forecastle, ye shall ere long see him, beating his tambourine; +prelusive of the eternal time, when sent for, to the great quarter-deck +on high, he was bid strike in with angels, and beat his tambourine in +glory; called a coward here, hailed a hero there! + + +CHAPTER 28. Ahab. + +For several days after leaving Nantucket, nothing above hatches was +seen of Captain Ahab. The mates regularly relieved each other at the +watches, and for aught that could be seen to the contrary, they seemed +to be the only commanders of the ship; only they sometimes issued from +the cabin with orders so sudden and peremptory, that after all it was +plain they but commanded vicariously. Yes, their supreme lord and +dictator was there, though hitherto unseen by any eyes not permitted to +penetrate into the now sacred retreat of the cabin. + +Every time I ascended to the deck from my watches below, I instantly +gazed aft to mark if any strange face were visible; for my first vague +disquietude touching the unknown captain, now in the seclusion of the +sea, became almost a perturbation. This was strangely heightened at +times by the ragged Elijah’s diabolical incoherences uninvitedly +recurring to me, with a subtle energy I could not have before conceived +of. But poorly could I withstand them, much as in other moods I was +almost ready to smile at the solemn whimsicalities of that outlandish +prophet of the wharves. But whatever it was of apprehensiveness or +uneasiness—to call it so—which I felt, yet whenever I came to look +about me in the ship, it seemed against all warrantry to cherish such +emotions. For though the harpooneers, with the great body of the crew, +were a far more barbaric, heathenish, and motley set than any of the +tame merchant-ship companies which my previous experiences had made me +acquainted with, still I ascribed this—and rightly ascribed it—to the +fierce uniqueness of the very nature of that wild Scandinavian vocation +in which I had so abandonedly embarked. But it was especially the +aspect of the three chief officers of the ship, the mates, which was +most forcibly calculated to allay these colourless misgivings, and +induce confidence and cheerfulness in every presentment of the voyage. +Three better, more likely sea-officers and men, each in his own +different way, could not readily be found, and they were every one of +them Americans; a Nantucketer, a Vineyarder, a Cape man. Now, it being +Christmas when the ship shot from out her harbor, for a space we had +biting Polar weather, though all the time running away from it to the +southward; and by every degree and minute of latitude which we sailed, +gradually leaving that merciless winter, and all its intolerable +weather behind us. It was one of those less lowering, but still grey +and gloomy enough mornings of the transition, when with a fair wind the +ship was rushing through the water with a vindictive sort of leaping +and melancholy rapidity, that as I mounted to the deck at the call of +the forenoon watch, so soon as I levelled my glance towards the +taffrail, foreboding shivers ran over me. Reality outran apprehension; +Captain Ahab stood upon his quarter-deck. + +There seemed no sign of common bodily illness about him, nor of the +recovery from any. He looked like a man cut away from the stake, when +the fire has overrunningly wasted all the limbs without consuming them, +or taking away one particle from their compacted aged robustness. His +whole high, broad form, seemed made of solid bronze, and shaped in an +unalterable mould, like Cellini’s cast Perseus. Threading its way out +from among his grey hairs, and continuing right down one side of his +tawny scorched face and neck, till it disappeared in his clothing, you +saw a slender rod-like mark, lividly whitish. It resembled that +perpendicular seam sometimes made in the straight, lofty trunk of a +great tree, when the upper lightning tearingly darts down it, and +without wrenching a single twig, peels and grooves out the bark from +top to bottom, ere running off into the soil, leaving the tree still +greenly alive, but branded. Whether that mark was born with him, or +whether it was the scar left by some desperate wound, no one could +certainly say. By some tacit consent, throughout the voyage little or +no allusion was made to it, especially by the mates. But once +Tashtego’s senior, an old Gay-Head Indian among the crew, +superstitiously asserted that not till he was full forty years old did +Ahab become that way branded, and then it came upon him, not in the +fury of any mortal fray, but in an elemental strife at sea. Yet, this +wild hint seemed inferentially negatived, by what a grey Manxman +insinuated, an old sepulchral man, who, having never before sailed out +of Nantucket, had never ere this laid eye upon wild Ahab. Nevertheless, +the old sea-traditions, the immemorial credulities, popularly invested +this old Manxman with preternatural powers of discernment. So that no +white sailor seriously contradicted him when he said that if ever +Captain Ahab should be tranquilly laid out—which might hardly come to +pass, so he muttered—then, whoever should do that last office for the +dead, would find a birth-mark on him from crown to sole. + +So powerfully did the whole grim aspect of Ahab affect me, and the +livid brand which streaked it, that for the first few moments I hardly +noted that not a little of this overbearing grimness was owing to the +barbaric white leg upon which he partly stood. It had previously come +to me that this ivory leg had at sea been fashioned from the polished +bone of the sperm whale’s jaw. “Aye, he was dismasted off Japan,” said +the old Gay-Head Indian once; “but like his dismasted craft, he shipped +another mast without coming home for it. He has a quiver of ’em.” + +I was struck with the singular posture he maintained. Upon each side of +the Pequod’s quarter deck, and pretty close to the mizzen shrouds, +there was an auger hole, bored about half an inch or so, into the +plank. His bone leg steadied in that hole; one arm elevated, and +holding by a shroud; Captain Ahab stood erect, looking straight out +beyond the ship’s ever-pitching prow. There was an infinity of firmest +fortitude, a determinate, unsurrenderable wilfulness, in the fixed and +fearless, forward dedication of that glance. Not a word he spoke; nor +did his officers say aught to him; though by all their minutest +gestures and expressions, they plainly showed the uneasy, if not +painful, consciousness of being under a troubled master-eye. And not +only that, but moody stricken Ahab stood before them with a crucifixion +in his face; in all the nameless regal overbearing dignity of some +mighty woe. + +Ere long, from his first visit in the air, he withdrew into his cabin. +But after that morning, he was every day visible to the crew; either +standing in his pivot-hole, or seated upon an ivory stool he had; or +heavily walking the deck. As the sky grew less gloomy; indeed, began to +grow a little genial, he became still less and less a recluse; as if, +when the ship had sailed from home, nothing but the dead wintry +bleakness of the sea had then kept him so secluded. And, by and by, it +came to pass, that he was almost continually in the air; but, as yet, +for all that he said, or perceptibly did, on the at last sunny deck, he +seemed as unnecessary there as another mast. But the Pequod was only +making a passage now; not regularly cruising; nearly all whaling +preparatives needing supervision the mates were fully competent to, so +that there was little or nothing, out of himself, to employ or excite +Ahab, now; and thus chase away, for that one interval, the clouds that +layer upon layer were piled upon his brow, as ever all clouds choose +the loftiest peaks to pile themselves upon. + +Nevertheless, ere long, the warm, warbling persuasiveness of the +pleasant, holiday weather we came to, seemed gradually to charm him +from his mood. For, as when the red-cheeked, dancing girls, April and +May, trip home to the wintry, misanthropic woods; even the barest, +ruggedest, most thunder-cloven old oak will at least send forth some +few green sprouts, to welcome such glad-hearted visitants; so Ahab did, +in the end, a little respond to the playful allurings of that girlish +air. More than once did he put forth the faint blossom of a look, +which, in any other man, would have soon flowered out in a smile. + + +CHAPTER 29. Enter Ahab; to Him, Stubb. + +Some days elapsed, and ice and icebergs all astern, the Pequod now went +rolling through the bright Quito spring, which, at sea, almost +perpetually reigns on the threshold of the eternal August of the +Tropic. The warmly cool, clear, ringing, perfumed, overflowing, +redundant days, were as crystal goblets of Persian sherbet, heaped +up—flaked up, with rose-water snow. The starred and stately nights +seemed haughty dames in jewelled velvets, nursing at home in lonely +pride, the memory of their absent conquering Earls, the golden helmeted +suns! For sleeping man, ’twas hard to choose between such winsome days +and such seducing nights. But all the witcheries of that unwaning +weather did not merely lend new spells and potencies to the outward +world. Inward they turned upon the soul, especially when the still mild +hours of eve came on; then, memory shot her crystals as the clear ice +most forms of noiseless twilights. And all these subtle agencies, more +and more they wrought on Ahab’s texture. + +Old age is always wakeful; as if, the longer linked with life, the less +man has to do with aught that looks like death. Among sea-commanders, +the old greybeards will oftenest leave their berths to visit the +night-cloaked deck. It was so with Ahab; only that now, of late, he +seemed so much to live in the open air, that truly speaking, his visits +were more to the cabin, than from the cabin to the planks. “It feels +like going down into one’s tomb,”—he would mutter to himself—“for an +old captain like me to be descending this narrow scuttle, to go to my +grave-dug berth.” + +So, almost every twenty-four hours, when the watches of the night were +set, and the band on deck sentinelled the slumbers of the band below; +and when if a rope was to be hauled upon the forecastle, the sailors +flung it not rudely down, as by day, but with some cautiousness dropt +it to its place for fear of disturbing their slumbering shipmates; when +this sort of steady quietude would begin to prevail, habitually, the +silent steersman would watch the cabin-scuttle; and ere long the old +man would emerge, gripping at the iron banister, to help his crippled +way. Some considering touch of humanity was in him; for at times like +these, he usually abstained from patrolling the quarter-deck; because +to his wearied mates, seeking repose within six inches of his ivory +heel, such would have been the reverberating crack and din of that bony +step, that their dreams would have been on the crunching teeth of +sharks. But once, the mood was on him too deep for common regardings; +and as with heavy, lumber-like pace he was measuring the ship from +taffrail to mainmast, Stubb, the old second mate, came up from below, +with a certain unassured, deprecating humorousness, hinted that if +Captain Ahab was pleased to walk the planks, then, no one could say +nay; but there might be some way of muffling the noise; hinting +something indistinctly and hesitatingly about a globe of tow, and the +insertion into it, of the ivory heel. Ah! Stubb, thou didst not know +Ahab then. + +“Am I a cannon-ball, Stubb,” said Ahab, “that thou wouldst wad me that +fashion? But go thy ways; I had forgot. Below to thy nightly grave; +where such as ye sleep between shrouds, to use ye to the filling one at +last.—Down, dog, and kennel!” + +Starting at the unforseen concluding exclamation of the so suddenly +scornful old man, Stubb was speechless a moment; then said excitedly, +“I am not used to be spoken to that way, sir; I do but less than half +like it, sir.” + +“Avast! gritted Ahab between his set teeth, and violently moving away, +as if to avoid some passionate temptation. + +“No, sir; not yet,” said Stubb, emboldened, “I will not tamely be +called a dog, sir.” + +“Then be called ten times a donkey, and a mule, and an ass, and begone, +or I’ll clear the world of thee!” + +As he said this, Ahab advanced upon him with such overbearing terrors +in his aspect, that Stubb involuntarily retreated. + +“I was never served so before without giving a hard blow for it,” +muttered Stubb, as he found himself descending the cabin-scuttle. “It’s +very queer. Stop, Stubb; somehow, now, I don’t well know whether to go +back and strike him, or—what’s that?—down here on my knees and pray for +him? Yes, that was the thought coming up in me; but it would be the +first time I ever _did_ pray. It’s queer; very queer; and he’s queer +too; aye, take him fore and aft, he’s about the queerest old man Stubb +ever sailed with. How he flashed at me!—his eyes like powder-pans! is +he mad? Anyway there’s something on his mind, as sure as there must be +something on a deck when it cracks. He aint in his bed now, either, +more than three hours out of the twenty-four; and he don’t sleep then. +Didn’t that Dough-Boy, the steward, tell me that of a morning he always +finds the old man’s hammock clothes all rumpled and tumbled, and the +sheets down at the foot, and the coverlid almost tied into knots, and +the pillow a sort of frightful hot, as though a baked brick had been on +it? A hot old man! I guess he’s got what some folks ashore call a +conscience; it’s a kind of Tic-Dolly-row they say—worse nor a +toothache. Well, well; I don’t know what it is, but the Lord keep me +from catching it. He’s full of riddles; I wonder what he goes into the +after hold for, every night, as Dough-Boy tells me he suspects; what’s +that for, I should like to know? Who’s made appointments with him in +the hold? Ain’t that queer, now? But there’s no telling, it’s the old +game—Here goes for a snooze. Damn me, it’s worth a fellow’s while to be +born into the world, if only to fall right asleep. And now that I think +of it, that’s about the first thing babies do, and that’s a sort of +queer, too. Damn me, but all things are queer, come to think of ’em. +But that’s against my principles. Think not, is my eleventh +commandment; and sleep when you can, is my twelfth—So here goes again. +But how’s that? didn’t he call me a dog? blazes! he called me ten times +a donkey, and piled a lot of jackasses on top of _that!_ He might as +well have kicked me, and done with it. Maybe he _did_ kick me, and I +didn’t observe it, I was so taken all aback with his brow, somehow. It +flashed like a bleached bone. What the devil’s the matter with me? I +don’t stand right on my legs. Coming afoul of that old man has a sort +of turned me wrong side out. By the Lord, I must have been dreaming, +though—How? how? how?—but the only way’s to stash it; so here goes to +hammock again; and in the morning, I’ll see how this plaguey juggling +thinks over by daylight.” + + +CHAPTER 30. The Pipe. + +When Stubb had departed, Ahab stood for a while leaning over the +bulwarks; and then, as had been usual with him of late, calling a +sailor of the watch, he sent him below for his ivory stool, and also +his pipe. Lighting the pipe at the binnacle lamp and planting the stool +on the weather side of the deck, he sat and smoked. + +In old Norse times, the thrones of the sea-loving Danish kings were +fabricated, saith tradition, of the tusks of the narwhale. How could +one look at Ahab then, seated on that tripod of bones, without +bethinking him of the royalty it symbolized? For a Khan of the plank, +and a king of the sea, and a great lord of Leviathans was Ahab. + +Some moments passed, during which the thick vapor came from his mouth +in quick and constant puffs, which blew back again into his face. “How +now,” he soliloquized at last, withdrawing the tube, “this smoking no +longer soothes. Oh, my pipe! hard must it go with me if thy charm be +gone! Here have I been unconsciously toiling, not pleasuring—aye, and +ignorantly smoking to windward all the while; to windward, and with +such nervous whiffs, as if, like the dying whale, my final jets were +the strongest and fullest of trouble. What business have I with this +pipe? This thing that is meant for sereneness, to send up mild white +vapors among mild white hairs, not among torn iron-grey locks like +mine. I’ll smoke no more—” + +He tossed the still lighted pipe into the sea. The fire hissed in the +waves; the same instant the ship shot by the bubble the sinking pipe +made. With slouched hat, Ahab lurchingly paced the planks. + + +CHAPTER 31. Queen Mab. + +Next morning Stubb accosted Flask. + +“Such a queer dream, King-Post, I never had. You know the old man’s +ivory leg, well I dreamed he kicked me with it; and when I tried to +kick back, upon my soul, my little man, I kicked my leg right off! And +then, presto! Ahab seemed a pyramid, and I, like a blazing fool, kept +kicking at it. But what was still more curious, Flask—you know how +curious all dreams are—through all this rage that I was in, I somehow +seemed to be thinking to myself, that after all, it was not much of an +insult, that kick from Ahab. ‘Why,’ thinks I, ‘what’s the row? It’s not +a real leg, only a false leg.’ And there’s a mighty difference between +a living thump and a dead thump. That’s what makes a blow from the +hand, Flask, fifty times more savage to bear than a blow from a cane. +The living member—that makes the living insult, my little man. And +thinks I to myself all the while, mind, while I was stubbing my silly +toes against that cursed pyramid—so confoundedly contradictory was it +all, all the while, I say, I was thinking to myself, ‘what’s his leg +now, but a cane—a whalebone cane. Yes,’ thinks I, ‘it was only a +playful cudgelling—in fact, only a whaleboning that he gave me—not a +base kick. Besides,’ thinks I, ‘look at it once; why, the end of it—the +foot part—what a small sort of end it is; whereas, if a broad footed +farmer kicked me, _there’s_ a devilish broad insult. But this insult is +whittled down to a point only.’ But now comes the greatest joke of the +dream, Flask. While I was battering away at the pyramid, a sort of +badger-haired old merman, with a hump on his back, takes me by the +shoulders, and slews me round. ‘What are you ’bout?’ says he. Slid! +man, but I was frightened. Such a phiz! But, somehow, next moment I was +over the fright. ‘What am I about?’ says I at last. ‘And what business +is that of yours, I should like to know, Mr. Humpback? Do _you_ want a +kick?’ By the lord, Flask, I had no sooner said that, than he turned +round his stern to me, bent over, and dragging up a lot of seaweed he +had for a clout—what do you think, I saw?—why thunder alive, man, his +stern was stuck full of marlinspikes, with the points out. Says I, on +second thoughts, ‘I guess I won’t kick you, old fellow.’ ‘Wise Stubb,’ +said he, ‘wise Stubb;’ and kept muttering it all the time, a sort of +eating of his own gums like a chimney hag. Seeing he wasn’t going to +stop saying over his ‘wise Stubb, wise Stubb,’ I thought I might as +well fall to kicking the pyramid again. But I had only just lifted my +foot for it, when he roared out, ‘Stop that kicking!’ ‘Halloa,’ says I, +‘what’s the matter now, old fellow?’ ‘Look ye here,’ says he; ‘let’s +argue the insult. Captain Ahab kicked ye, didn’t he?’ ‘Yes, he did,’ +says I—‘right _here_ it was.’ ‘Very good,’ says he—‘he used his ivory +leg, didn’t he?’ ‘Yes, he did,’ says I. ‘Well then,’ says he, ‘wise +Stubb, what have you to complain of? Didn’t he kick with right good +will? it wasn’t a common pitch pine leg he kicked with, was it? No, you +were kicked by a great man, and with a beautiful ivory leg, Stubb. It’s +an honor; I consider it an honor. Listen, wise Stubb. In old England +the greatest lords think it great glory to be slapped by a queen, and +made garter-knights of; but, be _your_ boast, Stubb, that ye were +kicked by old Ahab, and made a wise man of. Remember what I say; _be_ +kicked by him; account his kicks honors; and on no account kick back; +for you can’t help yourself, wise Stubb. Don’t you see that pyramid?’ +With that, he all of a sudden seemed somehow, in some queer fashion, to +swim off into the air. I snored; rolled over; and there I was in my +hammock! Now, what do you think of that dream, Flask?” + +“I don’t know; it seems a sort of foolish to me, tho.’” + +“May be; may be. But it’s made a wise man of me, Flask. D’ye see Ahab +standing there, sideways looking over the stern? Well, the best thing +you can do, Flask, is to let the old man alone; never speak to him, +whatever he says. Halloa! What’s that he shouts? Hark!” + +“Mast-head, there! Look sharp, all of ye! There are whales hereabouts! + +“If ye see a white one, split your lungs for him! + +“What do you think of that now, Flask? ain’t there a small drop of +something queer about that, eh? A white whale—did ye mark that, man? +Look ye—there’s something special in the wind. Stand by for it, Flask. +Ahab has that that’s bloody on his mind. But, mum; he comes this way.” + + +CHAPTER 32. Cetology. + +Already we are boldly launched upon the deep; but soon we shall be lost +in its unshored, harbourless immensities. Ere that come to pass; ere +the Pequod’s weedy hull rolls side by side with the barnacled hulls of +the leviathan; at the outset it is but well to attend to a matter +almost indispensable to a thorough appreciative understanding of the +more special leviathanic revelations and allusions of all sorts which +are to follow. + +It is some systematized exhibition of the whale in his broad genera, +that I would now fain put before you. Yet is it no easy task. The +classification of the constituents of a chaos, nothing less is here +essayed. Listen to what the best and latest authorities have laid down. + +“No branch of Zoology is so much involved as that which is entitled +Cetology,” says Captain Scoresby, A.D. 1820. + +“It is not my intention, were it in my power, to enter into the inquiry +as to the true method of dividing the cetacea into groups and families. +* * * Utter confusion exists among the historians of this animal” +(sperm whale), says Surgeon Beale, A.D. 1839. + +“Unfitness to pursue our research in the unfathomable waters.” +“Impenetrable veil covering our knowledge of the cetacea.” “A field +strewn with thorns.” “All these incomplete indications but serve to +torture us naturalists.” + +Thus speak of the whale, the great Cuvier, and John Hunter, and Lesson, +those lights of zoology and anatomy. Nevertheless, though of real +knowledge there be little, yet of books there are a plenty; and so in +some small degree, with cetology, or the science of whales. Many are +the men, small and great, old and new, landsmen and seamen, who have at +large or in little, written of the whale. Run over a few:—The Authors +of the Bible; Aristotle; Pliny; Aldrovandi; Sir Thomas Browne; Gesner; +Ray; Linnæus; Rondeletius; Willoughby; Green; Artedi; Sibbald; Brisson; +Marten; Lacépède; Bonneterre; Desmarest; Baron Cuvier; Frederick +Cuvier; John Hunter; Owen; Scoresby; Beale; Bennett; J. Ross Browne; +the Author of Miriam Coffin; Olmstead; and the Rev. T. Cheever. But to +what ultimate generalizing purpose all these have written, the above +cited extracts will show. + +Of the names in this list of whale authors, only those following Owen +ever saw living whales; and but one of them was a real professional +harpooneer and whaleman. I mean Captain Scoresby. On the separate +subject of the Greenland or right-whale, he is the best existing +authority. But Scoresby knew nothing and says nothing of the great +sperm whale, compared with which the Greenland whale is almost unworthy +mentioning. And here be it said, that the Greenland whale is an usurper +upon the throne of the seas. He is not even by any means the largest of +the whales. Yet, owing to the long priority of his claims, and the +profound ignorance which, till some seventy years back, invested the +then fabulous or utterly unknown sperm-whale, and which ignorance to +this present day still reigns in all but some few scientific retreats +and whale-ports; this usurpation has been every way complete. Reference +to nearly all the leviathanic allusions in the great poets of past +days, will satisfy you that the Greenland whale, without one rival, was +to them the monarch of the seas. But the time has at last come for a +new proclamation. This is Charing Cross; hear ye! good people all,—the +Greenland whale is deposed,—the great sperm whale now reigneth! + +There are only two books in being which at all pretend to put the +living sperm whale before you, and at the same time, in the remotest +degree succeed in the attempt. Those books are Beale’s and Bennett’s; +both in their time surgeons to English South-Sea whale-ships, and both +exact and reliable men. The original matter touching the sperm whale to +be found in their volumes is necessarily small; but so far as it goes, +it is of excellent quality, though mostly confined to scientific +description. As yet, however, the sperm whale, scientific or poetic, +lives not complete in any literature. Far above all other hunted +whales, his is an unwritten life. + +Now the various species of whales need some sort of popular +comprehensive classification, if only an easy outline one for the +present, hereafter to be filled in all its departments by subsequent +laborers. As no better man advances to take this matter in hand, I +hereupon offer my own poor endeavors. I promise nothing complete; +because any human thing supposed to be complete, must for that very +reason infallibly be faulty. I shall not pretend to a minute anatomical +description of the various species, or—in this place at least—to much +of any description. My object here is simply to project the draught of +a systematization of cetology. I am the architect, not the builder. + +But it is a ponderous task; no ordinary letter-sorter in the +Post-Office is equal to it. To grope down into the bottom of the sea +after them; to have one’s hands among the unspeakable foundations, +ribs, and very pelvis of the world; this is a fearful thing. What am I +that I should essay to hook the nose of this leviathan! The awful +tauntings in Job might well appal me. Will he (the leviathan) make a +covenant with thee? Behold the hope of him is vain! But I have swam +through libraries and sailed through oceans; I have had to do with +whales with these visible hands; I am in earnest; and I will try. There +are some preliminaries to settle. + +First: The uncertain, unsettled condition of this science of Cetology +is in the very vestibule attested by the fact, that in some quarters it +still remains a moot point whether a whale be a fish. In his System of +Nature, A.D. 1776, Linnæus declares, “I hereby separate the whales from +the fish.” But of my own knowledge, I know that down to the year 1850, +sharks and shad, alewives and herring, against Linnæus’s express edict, +were still found dividing the possession of the same seas with the +Leviathan. + +The grounds upon which Linnæus would fain have banished the whales from +the waters, he states as follows: “On account of their warm bilocular +heart, their lungs, their movable eyelids, their hollow ears, penem +intrantem feminam mammis lactantem,” and finally, “ex lege naturæ jure +meritoque.” I submitted all this to my friends Simeon Macey and Charley +Coffin, of Nantucket, both messmates of mine in a certain voyage, and +they united in the opinion that the reasons set forth were altogether +insufficient. Charley profanely hinted they were humbug. + +Be it known that, waiving all argument, I take the good old fashioned +ground that the whale is a fish, and call upon holy Jonah to back me. +This fundamental thing settled, the next point is, in what internal +respect does the whale differ from other fish. Above, Linnæus has given +you those items. But in brief, they are these: lungs and warm blood; +whereas, all other fish are lungless and cold blooded. + +Next: how shall we define the whale, by his obvious externals, so as +conspicuously to label him for all time to come? To be short, then, a +whale is _a spouting fish with a horizontal tail_. There you have him. +However contracted, that definition is the result of expanded +meditation. A walrus spouts much like a whale, but the walrus is not a +fish, because he is amphibious. But the last term of the definition is +still more cogent, as coupled with the first. Almost any one must have +noticed that all the fish familiar to landsmen have not a flat, but a +vertical, or up-and-down tail. Whereas, among spouting fish the tail, +though it may be similarly shaped, invariably assumes a horizontal +position. + +By the above definition of what a whale is, I do by no means exclude +from the leviathanic brotherhood any sea creature hitherto identified +with the whale by the best informed Nantucketers; nor, on the other +hand, link with it any fish hitherto authoritatively regarded as +alien.* Hence, all the smaller, spouting, and horizontal tailed fish +must be included in this ground-plan of Cetology. Now, then, come the +grand divisions of the entire whale host. + +*I am aware that down to the present time, the fish styled Lamatins and +Dugongs (Pig-fish and Sow-fish of the Coffins of Nantucket) are +included by many naturalists among the whales. But as these pig-fish +are a noisy, contemptible set, mostly lurking in the mouths of rivers, +and feeding on wet hay, and especially as they do not spout, I deny +their credentials as whales; and have presented them with their +passports to quit the Kingdom of Cetology. + +First: According to magnitude I divide the whales into three primary +BOOKS (subdivisible into CHAPTERS), and these shall comprehend them +all, both small and large. + +I. THE FOLIO WHALE; II. the OCTAVO WHALE; III. the DUODECIMO WHALE. + +As the type of the FOLIO I present the _Sperm Whale_; of the OCTAVO, +the _Grampus_; of the DUODECIMO, the _Porpoise_. + +FOLIOS. Among these I here include the following chapters:—I. The +_Sperm Whale_; II. the _Right Whale_; III. the _Fin-Back Whale_; IV. +the _Hump-backed Whale_; V. the _Razor Back Whale_; VI. the _Sulphur +Bottom Whale_. + +BOOK I. (_Folio_), CHAPTER I. (_Sperm Whale_).—This whale, among the +English of old vaguely known as the Trumpa whale, and the Physeter +whale, and the Anvil Headed whale, is the present Cachalot of the +French, and the Pottsfich of the Germans, and the Macrocephalus of the +Long Words. He is, without doubt, the largest inhabitant of the globe; +the most formidable of all whales to encounter; the most majestic in +aspect; and lastly, by far the most valuable in commerce; he being the +only creature from which that valuable substance, spermaceti, is +obtained. All his peculiarities will, in many other places, be enlarged +upon. It is chiefly with his name that I now have to do. Philologically +considered, it is absurd. Some centuries ago, when the Sperm whale was +almost wholly unknown in his own proper individuality, and when his oil +was only accidentally obtained from the stranded fish; in those days +spermaceti, it would seem, was popularly supposed to be derived from a +creature identical with the one then known in England as the Greenland +or Right Whale. It was the idea also, that this same spermaceti was +that quickening humor of the Greenland Whale which the first syllable +of the word literally expresses. In those times, also, spermaceti was +exceedingly scarce, not being used for light, but only as an ointment +and medicament. It was only to be had from the druggists as you +nowadays buy an ounce of rhubarb. When, as I opine, in the course of +time, the true nature of spermaceti became known, its original name was +still retained by the dealers; no doubt to enhance its value by a +notion so strangely significant of its scarcity. And so the appellation +must at last have come to be bestowed upon the whale from which this +spermaceti was really derived. + +BOOK I. (_Folio_), CHAPTER II. (_Right Whale_).—In one respect this is +the most venerable of the leviathans, being the one first regularly +hunted by man. It yields the article commonly known as whalebone or +baleen; and the oil specially known as “whale oil,” an inferior article +in commerce. Among the fishermen, he is indiscriminately designated by +all the following titles: The Whale; the Greenland Whale; the Black +Whale; the Great Whale; the True Whale; the Right Whale. There is a +deal of obscurity concerning the identity of the species thus +multitudinously baptised. What then is the whale, which I include in +the second species of my Folios? It is the Great Mysticetus of the +English naturalists; the Greenland Whale of the English whalemen; the +Baleine Ordinaire of the French whalemen; the Growlands Walfish of the +Swedes. It is the whale which for more than two centuries past has been +hunted by the Dutch and English in the Arctic seas; it is the whale +which the American fishermen have long pursued in the Indian ocean, on +the Brazil Banks, on the Nor’ West Coast, and various other parts of +the world, designated by them Right Whale Cruising Grounds. + +Some pretend to see a difference between the Greenland whale of the +English and the right whale of the Americans. But they precisely agree +in all their grand features; nor has there yet been presented a single +determinate fact upon which to ground a radical distinction. It is by +endless subdivisions based upon the most inconclusive differences, that +some departments of natural history become so repellingly intricate. +The right whale will be elsewhere treated of at some length, with +reference to elucidating the sperm whale. + +BOOK I. (_Folio_), CHAPTER III. (_Fin-Back_).—Under this head I reckon +a monster which, by the various names of Fin-Back, Tall-Spout, and +Long-John, has been seen almost in every sea and is commonly the whale +whose distant jet is so often descried by passengers crossing the +Atlantic, in the New York packet-tracks. In the length he attains, and +in his baleen, the Fin-back resembles the right whale, but is of a less +portly girth, and a lighter colour, approaching to olive. His great +lips present a cable-like aspect, formed by the intertwisting, slanting +folds of large wrinkles. His grand distinguishing feature, the fin, +from which he derives his name, is often a conspicuous object. This fin +is some three or four feet long, growing vertically from the hinder +part of the back, of an angular shape, and with a very sharp pointed +end. Even if not the slightest other part of the creature be visible, +this isolated fin will, at times, be seen plainly projecting from the +surface. When the sea is moderately calm, and slightly marked with +spherical ripples, and this gnomon-like fin stands up and casts shadows +upon the wrinkled surface, it may well be supposed that the watery +circle surrounding it somewhat resembles a dial, with its style and +wavy hour-lines graved on it. On that Ahaz-dial the shadow often goes +back. The Fin-Back is not gregarious. He seems a whale-hater, as some +men are man-haters. Very shy; always going solitary; unexpectedly +rising to the surface in the remotest and most sullen waters; his +straight and single lofty jet rising like a tall misanthropic spear +upon a barren plain; gifted with such wondrous power and velocity in +swimming, as to defy all present pursuit from man; this leviathan seems +the banished and unconquerable Cain of his race, bearing for his mark +that style upon his back. From having the baleen in his mouth, the +Fin-Back is sometimes included with the right whale, among a theoretic +species denominated _Whalebone whales_, that is, whales with baleen. Of +these so called Whalebone whales, there would seem to be several +varieties, most of which, however, are little known. Broad-nosed whales +and beaked whales; pike-headed whales; bunched whales; under-jawed +whales and rostrated whales, are the fishermen’s names for a few sorts. + +In connection with this appellative of “Whalebone whales,” it is of +great importance to mention, that however such a nomenclature may be +convenient in facilitating allusions to some kind of whales, yet it is +in vain to attempt a clear classification of the Leviathan, founded +upon either his baleen, or hump, or fin, or teeth; notwithstanding that +those marked parts or features very obviously seem better adapted to +afford the basis for a regular system of Cetology than any other +detached bodily distinctions, which the whale, in his kinds, presents. +How then? The baleen, hump, back-fin, and teeth; these are things whose +peculiarities are indiscriminately dispersed among all sorts of whales, +without any regard to what may be the nature of their structure in +other and more essential particulars. Thus, the sperm whale and the +humpbacked whale, each has a hump; but there the similitude ceases. +Then, this same humpbacked whale and the Greenland whale, each of these +has baleen; but there again the similitude ceases. And it is just the +same with the other parts above mentioned. In various sorts of whales, +they form such irregular combinations; or, in the case of any one of +them detached, such an irregular isolation; as utterly to defy all +general methodization formed upon such a basis. On this rock every one +of the whale-naturalists has split. + +But it may possibly be conceived that, in the internal parts of the +whale, in his anatomy—there, at least, we shall be able to hit the +right classification. Nay; what thing, for example, is there in the +Greenland whale’s anatomy more striking than his baleen? Yet we have +seen that by his baleen it is impossible correctly to classify the +Greenland whale. And if you descend into the bowels of the various +leviathans, why there you will not find distinctions a fiftieth part as +available to the systematizer as those external ones already +enumerated. What then remains? nothing but to take hold of the whales +bodily, in their entire liberal volume, and boldly sort them that way. +And this is the Bibliographical system here adopted; and it is the only +one that can possibly succeed, for it alone is practicable. To proceed. + +BOOK I. (_Folio_) CHAPTER IV. (_Hump Back_).—This whale is often seen +on the northern American coast. He has been frequently captured there, +and towed into harbor. He has a great pack on him like a peddler; or +you might call him the Elephant and Castle whale. At any rate, the +popular name for him does not sufficiently distinguish him, since the +sperm whale also has a hump though a smaller one. His oil is not very +valuable. He has baleen. He is the most gamesome and light-hearted of +all the whales, making more gay foam and white water generally than any +other of them. + +BOOK I. (_Folio_), CHAPTER V. (_Razor Back_).—Of this whale little is +known but his name. I have seen him at a distance off Cape Horn. Of a +retiring nature, he eludes both hunters and philosophers. Though no +coward, he has never yet shown any part of him but his back, which +rises in a long sharp ridge. Let him go. I know little more of him, nor +does anybody else. + +BOOK I. (_Folio_), CHAPTER VI. (_Sulphur Bottom_).—Another retiring +gentleman, with a brimstone belly, doubtless got by scraping along the +Tartarian tiles in some of his profounder divings. He is seldom seen; +at least I have never seen him except in the remoter southern seas, and +then always at too great a distance to study his countenance. He is +never chased; he would run away with rope-walks of line. Prodigies are +told of him. Adieu, Sulphur Bottom! I can say nothing more that is true +of ye, nor can the oldest Nantucketer. + +Thus ends BOOK I. (_Folio_), and now begins BOOK II. (_Octavo_). + +OCTAVOES.*—These embrace the whales of middling magnitude, among which +present may be numbered:—I., the _Grampus_; II., the _Black Fish_; +III., the _Narwhale_; IV., the _Thrasher_; V., the _Killer_. + +*Why this book of whales is not denominated the Quarto is very plain. +Because, while the whales of this order, though smaller than those of +the former order, nevertheless retain a proportionate likeness to them +in figure, yet the bookbinder’s Quarto volume in its dimensioned form +does not preserve the shape of the Folio volume, but the Octavo volume +does. + +BOOK II. (_Octavo_), CHAPTER I. (_Grampus_).—Though this fish, whose +loud sonorous breathing, or rather blowing, has furnished a proverb to +landsmen, is so well known a denizen of the deep, yet is he not +popularly classed among whales. But possessing all the grand +distinctive features of the leviathan, most naturalists have recognised +him for one. He is of moderate octavo size, varying from fifteen to +twenty-five feet in length, and of corresponding dimensions round the +waist. He swims in herds; he is never regularly hunted, though his oil +is considerable in quantity, and pretty good for light. By some +fishermen his approach is regarded as premonitory of the advance of the +great sperm whale. + +BOOK II. (_Octavo_), CHAPTER II. (_Black Fish_).—I give the popular +fishermen’s names for all these fish, for generally they are the best. +Where any name happens to be vague or inexpressive, I shall say so, and +suggest another. I do so now, touching the Black Fish, so-called, +because blackness is the rule among almost all whales. So, call him the +Hyena Whale, if you please. His voracity is well known, and from the +circumstance that the inner angles of his lips are curved upwards, he +carries an everlasting Mephistophelean grin on his face. This whale +averages some sixteen or eighteen feet in length. He is found in almost +all latitudes. He has a peculiar way of showing his dorsal hooked fin +in swimming, which looks something like a Roman nose. When not more +profitably employed, the sperm whale hunters sometimes capture the +Hyena whale, to keep up the supply of cheap oil for domestic +employment—as some frugal housekeepers, in the absence of company, and +quite alone by themselves, burn unsavory tallow instead of odorous wax. +Though their blubber is very thin, some of these whales will yield you +upwards of thirty gallons of oil. + +BOOK II. (_Octavo_), CHAPTER III. (_Narwhale_), that is, _Nostril +whale_.—Another instance of a curiously named whale, so named I suppose +from his peculiar horn being originally mistaken for a peaked nose. The +creature is some sixteen feet in length, while its horn averages five +feet, though some exceed ten, and even attain to fifteen feet. Strictly +speaking, this horn is but a lengthened tusk, growing out from the jaw +in a line a little depressed from the horizontal. But it is only found +on the sinister side, which has an ill effect, giving its owner +something analogous to the aspect of a clumsy left-handed man. What +precise purpose this ivory horn or lance answers, it would be hard to +say. It does not seem to be used like the blade of the sword-fish and +bill-fish; though some sailors tell me that the Narwhale employs it for +a rake in turning over the bottom of the sea for food. Charley Coffin +said it was used for an ice-piercer; for the Narwhale, rising to the +surface of the Polar Sea, and finding it sheeted with ice, thrusts his +horn up, and so breaks through. But you cannot prove either of these +surmises to be correct. My own opinion is, that however this one-sided +horn may really be used by the Narwhale—however that may be—it would +certainly be very convenient to him for a folder in reading pamphlets. +The Narwhale I have heard called the Tusked whale, the Horned whale, +and the Unicorn whale. He is certainly a curious example of the +Unicornism to be found in almost every kingdom of animated nature. From +certain cloistered old authors I have gathered that this same +sea-unicorn’s horn was in ancient days regarded as the great antidote +against poison, and as such, preparations of it brought immense prices. +It was also distilled to a volatile salts for fainting ladies, the same +way that the horns of the male deer are manufactured into hartshorn. +Originally it was in itself accounted an object of great curiosity. +Black Letter tells me that Sir Martin Frobisher on his return from that +voyage, when Queen Bess did gallantly wave her jewelled hand to him +from a window of Greenwich Palace, as his bold ship sailed down the +Thames; “when Sir Martin returned from that voyage,” saith Black +Letter, “on bended knees he presented to her highness a prodigious long +horn of the Narwhale, which for a long period after hung in the castle +at Windsor.” An Irish author avers that the Earl of Leicester, on +bended knees, did likewise present to her highness another horn, +pertaining to a land beast of the unicorn nature. + +The Narwhale has a very picturesque, leopard-like look, being of a +milk-white ground colour, dotted with round and oblong spots of black. +His oil is very superior, clear and fine; but there is little of it, +and he is seldom hunted. He is mostly found in the circumpolar seas. + +BOOK II. (_Octavo_), CHAPTER IV. (_Killer_).—Of this whale little is +precisely known to the Nantucketer, and nothing at all to the professed +naturalist. From what I have seen of him at a distance, I should say +that he was about the bigness of a grampus. He is very savage—a sort of +Feegee fish. He sometimes takes the great Folio whales by the lip, and +hangs there like a leech, till the mighty brute is worried to death. +The Killer is never hunted. I never heard what sort of oil he has. +Exception might be taken to the name bestowed upon this whale, on the +ground of its indistinctness. For we are all killers, on land and on +sea; Bonapartes and Sharks included. + +BOOK II. (_Octavo_), CHAPTER V. (_Thrasher_).—This gentleman is famous +for his tail, which he uses for a ferule in thrashing his foes. He +mounts the Folio whale’s back, and as he swims, he works his passage by +flogging him; as some schoolmasters get along in the world by a similar +process. Still less is known of the Thrasher than of the Killer. Both +are outlaws, even in the lawless seas. + + Thus ends BOOK II. (_Octavo_), and begins BOOK III. (_Duodecimo_). + +DUODECIMOES.—These include the smaller whales. I. The Huzza Porpoise. +II. The Algerine Porpoise. III. The Mealy-mouthed Porpoise. + +To those who have not chanced specially to study the subject, it may +possibly seem strange, that fishes not commonly exceeding four or five +feet should be marshalled among WHALES—a word, which, in the popular +sense, always conveys an idea of hugeness. But the creatures set down +above as Duodecimoes are infallibly whales, by the terms of my +definition of what a whale is—_i.e._ a spouting fish, with a horizontal +tail. + +BOOK III. (_Duodecimo_), CHAPTER 1. (_Huzza Porpoise_).—This is the +common porpoise found almost all over the globe. The name is of my own +bestowal; for there are more than one sort of porpoises, and something +must be done to distinguish them. I call him thus, because he always +swims in hilarious shoals, which upon the broad sea keep tossing +themselves to heaven like caps in a Fourth-of-July crowd. Their +appearance is generally hailed with delight by the mariner. Full of +fine spirits, they invariably come from the breezy billows to windward. +They are the lads that always live before the wind. They are accounted +a lucky omen. If you yourself can withstand three cheers at beholding +these vivacious fish, then heaven help ye; the spirit of godly +gamesomeness is not in ye. A well-fed, plump Huzza Porpoise will yield +you one good gallon of good oil. But the fine and delicate fluid +extracted from his jaws is exceedingly valuable. It is in request among +jewellers and watchmakers. Sailors put it on their hones. Porpoise meat +is good eating, you know. It may never have occurred to you that a +porpoise spouts. Indeed, his spout is so small that it is not very +readily discernible. But the next time you have a chance, watch him; +and you will then see the great Sperm whale himself in miniature. + +BOOK III. (_Duodecimo_), CHAPTER II. (_Algerine Porpoise_).—A pirate. +Very savage. He is only found, I think, in the Pacific. He is somewhat +larger than the Huzza Porpoise, but much of the same general make. +Provoke him, and he will buckle to a shark. I have lowered for him many +times, but never yet saw him captured. + +BOOK III. (_Duodecimo_), CHAPTER III. (_Mealy-mouthed Porpoise_).—The +largest kind of Porpoise; and only found in the Pacific, so far as it +is known. The only English name, by which he has hitherto been +designated, is that of the fishers—Right-Whale Porpoise, from the +circumstance that he is chiefly found in the vicinity of that Folio. In +shape, he differs in some degree from the Huzza Porpoise, being of a +less rotund and jolly girth; indeed, he is of quite a neat and +gentleman-like figure. He has no fins on his back (most other porpoises +have), he has a lovely tail, and sentimental Indian eyes of a hazel +hue. But his mealy-mouth spoils all. Though his entire back down to his +side fins is of a deep sable, yet a boundary line, distinct as the mark +in a ship’s hull, called the “bright waist,” that line streaks him from +stem to stern, with two separate colours, black above and white below. +The white comprises part of his head, and the whole of his mouth, which +makes him look as if he had just escaped from a felonious visit to a +meal-bag. A most mean and mealy aspect! His oil is much like that of +the common porpoise. + + * * * * * * + +Beyond the DUODECIMO, this system does not proceed, inasmuch as the +Porpoise is the smallest of the whales. Above, you have all the +Leviathans of note. But there are a rabble of uncertain, fugitive, +half-fabulous whales, which, as an American whaleman, I know by +reputation, but not personally. I shall enumerate them by their +fore-castle appellations; for possibly such a list may be valuable to +future investigators, who may complete what I have here but begun. If +any of the following whales, shall hereafter be caught and marked, then +he can readily be incorporated into this System, according to his +Folio, Octavo, or Duodecimo magnitude:—The Bottle-Nose Whale; the Junk +Whale; the Pudding-Headed Whale; the Cape Whale; the Leading Whale; the +Cannon Whale; the Scragg Whale; the Coppered Whale; the Elephant Whale; +the Iceberg Whale; the Quog Whale; the Blue Whale; etc. From Icelandic, +Dutch, and old English authorities, there might be quoted other lists +of uncertain whales, blessed with all manner of uncouth names. But I +omit them as altogether obsolete; and can hardly help suspecting them +for mere sounds, full of Leviathanism, but signifying nothing. + +Finally: It was stated at the outset, that this system would not be +here, and at once, perfected. You cannot but plainly see that I have +kept my word. But I now leave my cetological System standing thus +unfinished, even as the great Cathedral of Cologne was left, with the +crane still standing upon the top of the uncompleted tower. For small +erections may be finished by their first architects; grand ones, true +ones, ever leave the copestone to posterity. God keep me from ever +completing anything. This whole book is but a draught—nay, but the +draught of a draught. Oh, Time, Strength, Cash, and Patience! + + +CHAPTER 33. The Specksnyder. + +Concerning the officers of the whale-craft, this seems as good a place +as any to set down a little domestic peculiarity on ship-board, arising +from the existence of the harpooneer class of officers, a class unknown +of course in any other marine than the whale-fleet. + +The large importance attached to the harpooneer’s vocation is evinced +by the fact, that originally in the old Dutch Fishery, two centuries +and more ago, the command of a whale ship was not wholly lodged in the +person now called the captain, but was divided between him and an +officer called the Specksnyder. Literally this word means Fat-Cutter; +usage, however, in time made it equivalent to Chief Harpooneer. In +those days, the captain’s authority was restricted to the navigation +and general management of the vessel; while over the whale-hunting +department and all its concerns, the Specksnyder or Chief Harpooneer +reigned supreme. In the British Greenland Fishery, under the corrupted +title of Specksioneer, this old Dutch official is still retained, but +his former dignity is sadly abridged. At present he ranks simply as +senior Harpooneer; and as such, is but one of the captain’s more +inferior subalterns. Nevertheless, as upon the good conduct of the +harpooneers the success of a whaling voyage largely depends, and since +in the American Fishery he is not only an important officer in the +boat, but under certain circumstances (night watches on a whaling +ground) the command of the ship’s deck is also his; therefore the grand +political maxim of the sea demands, that he should nominally live apart +from the men before the mast, and be in some way distinguished as their +professional superior; though always, by them, familiarly regarded as +their social equal. + +Now, the grand distinction drawn between officer and man at sea, is +this—the first lives aft, the last forward. Hence, in whale-ships and +merchantmen alike, the mates have their quarters with the captain; and +so, too, in most of the American whalers the harpooneers are lodged in +the after part of the ship. That is to say, they take their meals in +the captain’s cabin, and sleep in a place indirectly communicating with +it. + +Though the long period of a Southern whaling voyage (by far the longest +of all voyages now or ever made by man), the peculiar perils of it, and +the community of interest prevailing among a company, all of whom, high +or low, depend for their profits, not upon fixed wages, but upon their +common luck, together with their common vigilance, intrepidity, and +hard work; though all these things do in some cases tend to beget a +less rigorous discipline than in merchantmen generally; yet, never mind +how much like an old Mesopotamian family these whalemen may, in some +primitive instances, live together; for all that, the punctilious +externals, at least, of the quarter-deck are seldom materially relaxed, +and in no instance done away. Indeed, many are the Nantucket ships in +which you will see the skipper parading his quarter-deck with an elated +grandeur not surpassed in any military navy; nay, extorting almost as +much outward homage as if he wore the imperial purple, and not the +shabbiest of pilot-cloth. + +And though of all men the moody captain of the Pequod was the least +given to that sort of shallowest assumption; and though the only homage +he ever exacted, was implicit, instantaneous obedience; though he +required no man to remove the shoes from his feet ere stepping upon the +quarter-deck; and though there were times when, owing to peculiar +circumstances connected with events hereafter to be detailed, he +addressed them in unusual terms, whether of condescension or _in +terrorem_, or otherwise; yet even Captain Ahab was by no means +unobservant of the paramount forms and usages of the sea. + +Nor, perhaps, will it fail to be eventually perceived, that behind +those forms and usages, as it were, he sometimes masked himself; +incidentally making use of them for other and more private ends than +they were legitimately intended to subserve. That certain sultanism of +his brain, which had otherwise in a good degree remained unmanifested; +through those forms that same sultanism became incarnate in an +irresistible dictatorship. For be a man’s intellectual superiority what +it will, it can never assume the practical, available supremacy over +other men, without the aid of some sort of external arts and +entrenchments, always, in themselves, more or less paltry and base. +This it is, that for ever keeps God’s true princes of the Empire from +the world’s hustings; and leaves the highest honors that this air can +give, to those men who become famous more through their infinite +inferiority to the choice hidden handful of the Divine Inert, than +through their undoubted superiority over the dead level of the mass. +Such large virtue lurks in these small things when extreme political +superstitions invest them, that in some royal instances even to idiot +imbecility they have imparted potency. But when, as in the case of +Nicholas the Czar, the ringed crown of geographical empire encircles an +imperial brain; then, the plebeian herds crouch abased before the +tremendous centralization. Nor, will the tragic dramatist who would +depict mortal indomitableness in its fullest sweep and direct swing, +ever forget a hint, incidentally so important in his art, as the one +now alluded to. + +But Ahab, my Captain, still moves before me in all his Nantucket +grimness and shagginess; and in this episode touching Emperors and +Kings, I must not conceal that I have only to do with a poor old +whale-hunter like him; and, therefore, all outward majestical trappings +and housings are denied me. Oh, Ahab! what shall be grand in thee, it +must needs be plucked at from the skies, and dived for in the deep, and +featured in the unbodied air! + + +CHAPTER 34. The Cabin-Table. + +It is noon; and Dough-Boy, the steward, thrusting his pale +loaf-of-bread face from the cabin-scuttle, announces dinner to his lord +and master; who, sitting in the lee quarter-boat, has just been taking +an observation of the sun; and is now mutely reckoning the latitude on +the smooth, medallion-shaped tablet, reserved for that daily purpose on +the upper part of his ivory leg. From his complete inattention to the +tidings, you would think that moody Ahab had not heard his menial. But +presently, catching hold of the mizen shrouds, he swings himself to the +deck, and in an even, unexhilarated voice, saying, “Dinner, Mr. +Starbuck,” disappears into the cabin. + +When the last echo of his sultan’s step has died away, and Starbuck, +the first Emir, has every reason to suppose that he is seated, then +Starbuck rouses from his quietude, takes a few turns along the planks, +and, after a grave peep into the binnacle, says, with some touch of +pleasantness, “Dinner, Mr. Stubb,” and descends the scuttle. The second +Emir lounges about the rigging awhile, and then slightly shaking the +main brace, to see whether it will be all right with that important +rope, he likewise takes up the old burden, and with a rapid “Dinner, +Mr. Flask,” follows after his predecessors. + +But the third Emir, now seeing himself all alone on the quarter-deck, +seems to feel relieved from some curious restraint; for, tipping all +sorts of knowing winks in all sorts of directions, and kicking off his +shoes, he strikes into a sharp but noiseless squall of a hornpipe right +over the Grand Turk’s head; and then, by a dexterous sleight, pitching +his cap up into the mizentop for a shelf, he goes down rollicking so +far at least as he remains visible from the deck, reversing all other +processions, by bringing up the rear with music. But ere stepping into +the cabin doorway below, he pauses, ships a new face altogether, and, +then, independent, hilarious little Flask enters King Ahab’s presence, +in the character of Abjectus, or the Slave. + +It is not the least among the strange things bred by the intense +artificialness of sea-usages, that while in the open air of the deck +some officers will, upon provocation, bear themselves boldly and +defyingly enough towards their commander; yet, ten to one, let those +very officers the next moment go down to their customary dinner in that +same commander’s cabin, and straightway their inoffensive, not to say +deprecatory and humble air towards him, as he sits at the head of the +table; this is marvellous, sometimes most comical. Wherefore this +difference? A problem? Perhaps not. To have been Belshazzar, King of +Babylon; and to have been Belshazzar, not haughtily but courteously, +therein certainly must have been some touch of mundane grandeur. But he +who in the rightly regal and intelligent spirit presides over his own +private dinner-table of invited guests, that man’s unchallenged power +and dominion of individual influence for the time; that man’s royalty +of state transcends Belshazzar’s, for Belshazzar was not the greatest. +Who has but once dined his friends, has tasted what it is to be Cæsar. +It is a witchery of social czarship which there is no withstanding. +Now, if to this consideration you superadd the official supremacy of a +ship-master, then, by inference, you will derive the cause of that +peculiarity of sea-life just mentioned. + +Over his ivory-inlaid table, Ahab presided like a mute, maned sea-lion +on the white coral beach, surrounded by his warlike but still +deferential cubs. In his own proper turn, each officer waited to be +served. They were as little children before Ahab; and yet, in Ahab, +there seemed not to lurk the smallest social arrogance. With one mind, +their intent eyes all fastened upon the old man’s knife, as he carved +the chief dish before him. I do not suppose that for the world they +would have profaned that moment with the slightest observation, even +upon so neutral a topic as the weather. No! And when reaching out his +knife and fork, between which the slice of beef was locked, Ahab +thereby motioned Starbuck’s plate towards him, the mate received his +meat as though receiving alms; and cut it tenderly; and a little +started if, perchance, the knife grazed against the plate; and chewed +it noiselessly; and swallowed it, not without circumspection. For, like +the Coronation banquet at Frankfort, where the German Emperor +profoundly dines with the seven Imperial Electors, so these cabin meals +were somehow solemn meals, eaten in awful silence; and yet at table old +Ahab forbade not conversation; only he himself was dumb. What a relief +it was to choking Stubb, when a rat made a sudden racket in the hold +below. And poor little Flask, he was the youngest son, and little boy +of this weary family party. His were the shinbones of the saline beef; +his would have been the drumsticks. For Flask to have presumed to help +himself, this must have seemed to him tantamount to larceny in the +first degree. Had he helped himself at that table, doubtless, never +more would he have been able to hold his head up in this honest world; +nevertheless, strange to say, Ahab never forbade him. And had Flask +helped himself, the chances were Ahab had never so much as noticed it. +Least of all, did Flask presume to help himself to butter. Whether he +thought the owners of the ship denied it to him, on account of its +clotting his clear, sunny complexion; or whether he deemed that, on so +long a voyage in such marketless waters, butter was at a premium, and +therefore was not for him, a subaltern; however it was, Flask, alas! +was a butterless man! + +Another thing. Flask was the last person down at the dinner, and Flask +is the first man up. Consider! For hereby Flask’s dinner was badly +jammed in point of time. Starbuck and Stubb both had the start of him; +and yet they also have the privilege of lounging in the rear. If Stubb +even, who is but a peg higher than Flask, happens to have but a small +appetite, and soon shows symptoms of concluding his repast, then Flask +must bestir himself, he will not get more than three mouthfuls that +day; for it is against holy usage for Stubb to precede Flask to the +deck. Therefore it was that Flask once admitted in private, that ever +since he had arisen to the dignity of an officer, from that moment he +had never known what it was to be otherwise than hungry, more or less. +For what he ate did not so much relieve his hunger, as keep it immortal +in him. Peace and satisfaction, thought Flask, have for ever departed +from my stomach. I am an officer; but, how I wish I could fish a bit of +old-fashioned beef in the forecastle, as I used to when I was before +the mast. There’s the fruits of promotion now; there’s the vanity of +glory: there’s the insanity of life! Besides, if it were so that any +mere sailor of the Pequod had a grudge against Flask in Flask’s +official capacity, all that sailor had to do, in order to obtain ample +vengeance, was to go aft at dinner-time, and get a peep at Flask +through the cabin sky-light, sitting silly and dumfoundered before +awful Ahab. + +Now, Ahab and his three mates formed what may be called the first table +in the Pequod’s cabin. After their departure, taking place in inverted +order to their arrival, the canvas cloth was cleared, or rather was +restored to some hurried order by the pallid steward. And then the +three harpooneers were bidden to the feast, they being its residuary +legatees. They made a sort of temporary servants’ hall of the high and +mighty cabin. + +In strange contrast to the hardly tolerable constraint and nameless +invisible domineerings of the captain’s table, was the entire care-free +license and ease, the almost frantic democracy of those inferior +fellows the harpooneers. While their masters, the mates, seemed afraid +of the sound of the hinges of their own jaws, the harpooneers chewed +their food with such a relish that there was a report to it. They dined +like lords; they filled their bellies like Indian ships all day loading +with spices. Such portentous appetites had Queequeg and Tashtego, that +to fill out the vacancies made by the previous repast, often the pale +Dough-Boy was fain to bring on a great baron of salt-junk, seemingly +quarried out of the solid ox. And if he were not lively about it, if he +did not go with a nimble hop-skip-and-jump, then Tashtego had an +ungentlemanly way of accelerating him by darting a fork at his back, +harpoon-wise. And once Daggoo, seized with a sudden humor, assisted +Dough-Boy’s memory by snatching him up bodily, and thrusting his head +into a great empty wooden trencher, while Tashtego, knife in hand, +began laying out the circle preliminary to scalping him. He was +naturally a very nervous, shuddering sort of little fellow, this +bread-faced steward; the progeny of a bankrupt baker and a hospital +nurse. And what with the standing spectacle of the black terrific Ahab, +and the periodical tumultuous visitations of these three savages, +Dough-Boy’s whole life was one continual lip-quiver. Commonly, after +seeing the harpooneers furnished with all things they demanded, he +would escape from their clutches into his little pantry adjoining, and +fearfully peep out at them through the blinds of its door, till all was +over. + +It was a sight to see Queequeg seated over against Tashtego, opposing +his filed teeth to the Indian’s: crosswise to them, Daggoo seated on +the floor, for a bench would have brought his hearse-plumed head to the +low carlines; at every motion of his colossal limbs, making the low +cabin framework to shake, as when an African elephant goes passenger in +a ship. But for all this, the great negro was wonderfully abstemious, +not to say dainty. It seemed hardly possible that by such comparatively +small mouthfuls he could keep up the vitality diffused through so +broad, baronial, and superb a person. But, doubtless, this noble savage +fed strong and drank deep of the abounding element of air; and through +his dilated nostrils snuffed in the sublime life of the worlds. Not by +beef or by bread, are giants made or nourished. But Queequeg, he had a +mortal, barbaric smack of the lip in eating—an ugly sound enough—so +much so, that the trembling Dough-Boy almost looked to see whether any +marks of teeth lurked in his own lean arms. And when he would hear +Tashtego singing out for him to produce himself, that his bones might +be picked, the simple-witted steward all but shattered the crockery +hanging round him in the pantry, by his sudden fits of the palsy. Nor +did the whetstone which the harpooneers carried in their pockets, for +their lances and other weapons; and with which whetstones, at dinner, +they would ostentatiously sharpen their knives; that grating sound did +not at all tend to tranquillize poor Dough-Boy. How could he forget +that in his Island days, Queequeg, for one, must certainly have been +guilty of some murderous, convivial indiscretions. Alas! Dough-Boy! +hard fares the white waiter who waits upon cannibals. Not a napkin +should he carry on his arm, but a buckler. In good time, though, to his +great delight, the three salt-sea warriors would rise and depart; to +his credulous, fable-mongering ears, all their martial bones jingling +in them at every step, like Moorish scimetars in scabbards. + +But, though these barbarians dined in the cabin, and nominally lived +there; still, being anything but sedentary in their habits, they were +scarcely ever in it except at mealtimes, and just before sleeping-time, +when they passed through it to their own peculiar quarters. + +In this one matter, Ahab seemed no exception to most American whale +captains, who, as a set, rather incline to the opinion that by rights +the ship’s cabin belongs to them; and that it is by courtesy alone that +anybody else is, at any time, permitted there. So that, in real truth, +the mates and harpooneers of the Pequod might more properly be said to +have lived out of the cabin than in it. For when they did enter it, it +was something as a street-door enters a house; turning inwards for a +moment, only to be turned out the next; and, as a permanent thing, +residing in the open air. Nor did they lose much hereby; in the cabin +was no companionship; socially, Ahab was inaccessible. Though nominally +included in the census of Christendom, he was still an alien to it. He +lived in the world, as the last of the Grisly Bears lived in settled +Missouri. And as when Spring and Summer had departed, that wild Logan +of the woods, burying himself in the hollow of a tree, lived out the +winter there, sucking his own paws; so, in his inclement, howling old +age, Ahab’s soul, shut up in the caved trunk of his body, there fed +upon the sullen paws of its gloom! + + +CHAPTER 35. The Mast-Head. + +It was during the more pleasant weather, that in due rotation with the +other seamen my first mast-head came round. + +In most American whalemen the mast-heads are manned almost +simultaneously with the vessel’s leaving her port; even though she may +have fifteen thousand miles, and more, to sail ere reaching her proper +cruising ground. And if, after a three, four, or five years’ voyage she +is drawing nigh home with anything empty in her—say, an empty vial +even—then, her mast-heads are kept manned to the last; and not till her +skysail-poles sail in among the spires of the port, does she altogether +relinquish the hope of capturing one whale more. + +Now, as the business of standing mast-heads, ashore or afloat, is a +very ancient and interesting one, let us in some measure expatiate +here. I take it, that the earliest standers of mast-heads were the old +Egyptians; because, in all my researches, I find none prior to them. +For though their progenitors, the builders of Babel, must doubtless, by +their tower, have intended to rear the loftiest mast-head in all Asia, +or Africa either; yet (ere the final truck was put to it) as that great +stone mast of theirs may be said to have gone by the board, in the +dread gale of God’s wrath; therefore, we cannot give these Babel +builders priority over the Egyptians. And that the Egyptians were a +nation of mast-head standers, is an assertion based upon the general +belief among archæologists, that the first pyramids were founded for +astronomical purposes: a theory singularly supported by the peculiar +stair-like formation of all four sides of those edifices; whereby, with +prodigious long upliftings of their legs, those old astronomers were +wont to mount to the apex, and sing out for new stars; even as the +look-outs of a modern ship sing out for a sail, or a whale just bearing +in sight. In Saint Stylites, the famous Christian hermit of old times, +who built him a lofty stone pillar in the desert and spent the whole +latter portion of his life on its summit, hoisting his food from the +ground with a tackle; in him we have a remarkable instance of a +dauntless stander-of-mast-heads; who was not to be driven from his +place by fogs or frosts, rain, hail, or sleet; but valiantly facing +everything out to the last, literally died at his post. Of modern +standers-of-mast-heads we have but a lifeless set; mere stone, iron, +and bronze men; who, though well capable of facing out a stiff gale, +are still entirely incompetent to the business of singing out upon +discovering any strange sight. There is Napoleon; who, upon the top of +the column of Vendome, stands with arms folded, some one hundred and +fifty feet in the air; careless, now, who rules the decks below; +whether Louis Philippe, Louis Blanc, or Louis the Devil. Great +Washington, too, stands high aloft on his towering main-mast in +Baltimore, and like one of Hercules’ pillars, his column marks that +point of human grandeur beyond which few mortals will go. Admiral +Nelson, also, on a capstan of gun-metal, stands his mast-head in +Trafalgar Square; and ever when most obscured by that London smoke, +token is yet given that a hidden hero is there; for where there is +smoke, must be fire. But neither great Washington, nor Napoleon, nor +Nelson, will answer a single hail from below, however madly invoked to +befriend by their counsels the distracted decks upon which they gaze; +however it may be surmised, that their spirits penetrate through the +thick haze of the future, and descry what shoals and what rocks must be +shunned. + +It may seem unwarrantable to couple in any respect the mast-head +standers of the land with those of the sea; but that in truth it is not +so, is plainly evinced by an item for which Obed Macy, the sole +historian of Nantucket, stands accountable. The worthy Obed tells us, +that in the early times of the whale fishery, ere ships were regularly +launched in pursuit of the game, the people of that island erected +lofty spars along the sea-coast, to which the look-outs ascended by +means of nailed cleats, something as fowls go upstairs in a hen-house. +A few years ago this same plan was adopted by the Bay whalemen of New +Zealand, who, upon descrying the game, gave notice to the ready-manned +boats nigh the beach. But this custom has now become obsolete; turn we +then to the one proper mast-head, that of a whale-ship at sea. The +three mast-heads are kept manned from sun-rise to sun-set; the seamen +taking their regular turns (as at the helm), and relieving each other +every two hours. In the serene weather of the tropics it is exceedingly +pleasant the mast-head; nay, to a dreamy meditative man it is +delightful. There you stand, a hundred feet above the silent decks, +striding along the deep, as if the masts were gigantic stilts, while +beneath you and between your legs, as it were, swim the hugest monsters +of the sea, even as ships once sailed between the boots of the famous +Colossus at old Rhodes. There you stand, lost in the infinite series of +the sea, with nothing ruffled but the waves. The tranced ship +indolently rolls; the drowsy trade winds blow; everything resolves you +into languor. For the most part, in this tropic whaling life, a sublime +uneventfulness invests you; you hear no news; read no gazettes; extras +with startling accounts of commonplaces never delude you into +unnecessary excitements; you hear of no domestic afflictions; bankrupt +securities; fall of stocks; are never troubled with the thought of what +you shall have for dinner—for all your meals for three years and more +are snugly stowed in casks, and your bill of fare is immutable. + +In one of those southern whalesmen, on a long three or four years’ +voyage, as often happens, the sum of the various hours you spend at the +mast-head would amount to several entire months. And it is much to be +deplored that the place to which you devote so considerable a portion +of the whole term of your natural life, should be so sadly destitute of +anything approaching to a cosy inhabitiveness, or adapted to breed a +comfortable localness of feeling, such as pertains to a bed, a hammock, +a hearse, a sentry box, a pulpit, a coach, or any other of those small +and snug contrivances in which men temporarily isolate themselves. Your +most usual point of perch is the head of the t’ gallant-mast, where you +stand upon two thin parallel sticks (almost peculiar to whalemen) +called the t’ gallant cross-trees. Here, tossed about by the sea, the +beginner feels about as cosy as he would standing on a bull’s horns. To +be sure, in cold weather you may carry your house aloft with you, in +the shape of a watch-coat; but properly speaking the thickest +watch-coat is no more of a house than the unclad body; for as the soul +is glued inside of its fleshy tabernacle, and cannot freely move about +in it, nor even move out of it, without running great risk of perishing +(like an ignorant pilgrim crossing the snowy Alps in winter); so a +watch-coat is not so much of a house as it is a mere envelope, or +additional skin encasing you. You cannot put a shelf or chest of +drawers in your body, and no more can you make a convenient closet of +your watch-coat. + +Concerning all this, it is much to be deplored that the mast-heads of a +southern whale ship are unprovided with those enviable little tents or +pulpits, called _crow’s-nests_, in which the look-outs of a Greenland +whaler are protected from the inclement weather of the frozen seas. In +the fireside narrative of Captain Sleet, entitled “A Voyage among the +Icebergs, in quest of the Greenland Whale, and incidentally for the +re-discovery of the Lost Icelandic Colonies of Old Greenland;” in this +admirable volume, all standers of mast-heads are furnished with a +charmingly circumstantial account of the then recently invented +_crow’s-nest_ of the Glacier, which was the name of Captain Sleet’s +good craft. He called it the _Sleet’s crow’s-nest_, in honor of +himself; he being the original inventor and patentee, and free from all +ridiculous false delicacy, and holding that if we call our own children +after our own names (we fathers being the original inventors and +patentees), so likewise should we denominate after ourselves any other +apparatus we may beget. In shape, the Sleet’s crow’s-nest is something +like a large tierce or pipe; it is open above, however, where it is +furnished with a movable side-screen to keep to windward of your head +in a hard gale. Being fixed on the summit of the mast, you ascend into +it through a little trap-hatch in the bottom. On the after side, or +side next the stern of the ship, is a comfortable seat, with a locker +underneath for umbrellas, comforters, and coats. In front is a leather +rack, in which to keep your speaking trumpet, pipe, telescope, and +other nautical conveniences. When Captain Sleet in person stood his +mast-head in this crow’s-nest of his, he tells us that he always had a +rifle with him (also fixed in the rack), together with a powder flask +and shot, for the purpose of popping off the stray narwhales, or +vagrant sea unicorns infesting those waters; for you cannot +successfully shoot at them from the deck owing to the resistance of the +water, but to shoot down upon them is a very different thing. Now, it +was plainly a labor of love for Captain Sleet to describe, as he does, +all the little detailed conveniences of his crow’s-nest; but though he +so enlarges upon many of these, and though he treats us to a very +scientific account of his experiments in this crow’s-nest, with a small +compass he kept there for the purpose of counteracting the errors +resulting from what is called the “local attraction” of all binnacle +magnets; an error ascribable to the horizontal vicinity of the iron in +the ship’s planks, and in the Glacier’s case, perhaps, to there having +been so many broken-down blacksmiths among her crew; I say, that though +the Captain is very discreet and scientific here, yet, for all his +learned “binnacle deviations,” “azimuth compass observations,” and +“approximate errors,” he knows very well, Captain Sleet, that he was +not so much immersed in those profound magnetic meditations, as to fail +being attracted occasionally towards that well replenished little +case-bottle, so nicely tucked in on one side of his crow’s nest, within +easy reach of his hand. Though, upon the whole, I greatly admire and +even love the brave, the honest, and learned Captain; yet I take it +very ill of him that he should so utterly ignore that case-bottle, +seeing what a faithful friend and comforter it must have been, while +with mittened fingers and hooded head he was studying the mathematics +aloft there in that bird’s nest within three or four perches of the +pole. + +But if we Southern whale-fishers are not so snugly housed aloft as +Captain Sleet and his Greenlandmen were; yet that disadvantage is +greatly counter-balanced by the widely contrasting serenity of those +seductive seas in which we South fishers mostly float. For one, I used +to lounge up the rigging very leisurely, resting in the top to have a +chat with Queequeg, or any one else off duty whom I might find there; +then ascending a little way further, and throwing a lazy leg over the +top-sail yard, take a preliminary view of the watery pastures, and so +at last mount to my ultimate destination. + +Let me make a clean breast of it here, and frankly admit that I kept +but sorry guard. With the problem of the universe revolving in me, how +could I—being left completely to myself at such a thought-engendering +altitude—how could I but lightly hold my obligations to observe all +whale-ships’ standing orders, “Keep your weather eye open, and sing out +every time.” + +And let me in this place movingly admonish you, ye ship-owners of +Nantucket! Beware of enlisting in your vigilant fisheries any lad with +lean brow and hollow eye; given to unseasonable meditativeness; and who +offers to ship with the Phædon instead of Bowditch in his head. Beware +of such an one, I say; your whales must be seen before they can be +killed; and this sunken-eyed young Platonist will tow you ten wakes +round the world, and never make you one pint of sperm the richer. Nor +are these monitions at all unneeded. For nowadays, the whale-fishery +furnishes an asylum for many romantic, melancholy, and absent-minded +young men, disgusted with the carking cares of earth, and seeking +sentiment in tar and blubber. Childe Harold not unfrequently perches +himself upon the mast-head of some luckless disappointed whale-ship, +and in moody phrase ejaculates:— + + +“Roll on, thou deep and dark blue ocean, roll! Ten thousand +blubber-hunters sweep over thee in vain.” + + + +Very often do the captains of such ships take those absent-minded young +philosophers to task, upbraiding them with not feeling sufficient +“interest” in the voyage; half-hinting that they are so hopelessly lost +to all honorable ambition, as that in their secret souls they would +rather not see whales than otherwise. But all in vain; those young +Platonists have a notion that their vision is imperfect; they are +short-sighted; what use, then, to strain the visual nerve? They have +left their opera-glasses at home. + +“Why, thou monkey,” said a harpooneer to one of these lads, “we’ve been +cruising now hard upon three years, and thou hast not raised a whale +yet. Whales are scarce as hen’s teeth whenever thou art up here.” +Perhaps they were; or perhaps there might have been shoals of them in +the far horizon; but lulled into such an opium-like listlessness of +vacant, unconscious reverie is this absent-minded youth by the blending +cadence of waves with thoughts, that at last he loses his identity; +takes the mystic ocean at his feet for the visible image of that deep, +blue, bottomless soul, pervading mankind and nature; and every strange, +half-seen, gliding, beautiful thing that eludes him; every +dimly-discovered, uprising fin of some undiscernible form, seems to him +the embodiment of those elusive thoughts that only people the soul by +continually flitting through it. In this enchanted mood, thy spirit +ebbs away to whence it came; becomes diffused through time and space; +like Cranmer’s sprinkled Pantheistic ashes, forming at last a part of +every shore the round globe over. + +There is no life in thee, now, except that rocking life imparted by a +gently rolling ship; by her, borrowed from the sea; by the sea, from +the inscrutable tides of God. But while this sleep, this dream is on +ye, move your foot or hand an inch; slip your hold at all; and your +identity comes back in horror. Over Descartian vortices you hover. And +perhaps, at mid-day, in the fairest weather, with one half-throttled +shriek you drop through that transparent air into the summer sea, no +more to rise for ever. Heed it well, ye Pantheists! + + +CHAPTER 36. The Quarter-Deck. + +(_Enter Ahab: Then, all._) + +It was not a great while after the affair of the pipe, that one morning +shortly after breakfast, Ahab, as was his wont, ascended the +cabin-gangway to the deck. There most sea-captains usually walk at that +hour, as country gentlemen, after the same meal, take a few turns in +the garden. + +Soon his steady, ivory stride was heard, as to and fro he paced his old +rounds, upon planks so familiar to his tread, that they were all over +dented, like geological stones, with the peculiar mark of his walk. Did +you fixedly gaze, too, upon that ribbed and dented brow; there also, +you would see still stranger foot-prints—the foot-prints of his one +unsleeping, ever-pacing thought. + +But on the occasion in question, those dents looked deeper, even as his +nervous step that morning left a deeper mark. And, so full of his +thought was Ahab, that at every uniform turn that he made, now at the +main-mast and now at the binnacle, you could almost see that thought +turn in him as he turned, and pace in him as he paced; so completely +possessing him, indeed, that it all but seemed the inward mould of +every outer movement. + +“D’ye mark him, Flask?” whispered Stubb; “the chick that’s in him pecks +the shell. ’Twill soon be out.” + +The hours wore on;—Ahab now shut up within his cabin; anon, pacing the +deck, with the same intense bigotry of purpose in his aspect. + +It drew near the close of day. Suddenly he came to a halt by the +bulwarks, and inserting his bone leg into the auger-hole there, and +with one hand grasping a shroud, he ordered Starbuck to send everybody +aft. + +“Sir!” said the mate, astonished at an order seldom or never given on +ship-board except in some extraordinary case. + +“Send everybody aft,” repeated Ahab. “Mast-heads, there! come down!” + +When the entire ship’s company were assembled, and with curious and not +wholly unapprehensive faces, were eyeing him, for he looked not unlike +the weather horizon when a storm is coming up, Ahab, after rapidly +glancing over the bulwarks, and then darting his eyes among the crew, +started from his standpoint; and as though not a soul were nigh him +resumed his heavy turns upon the deck. With bent head and half-slouched +hat he continued to pace, unmindful of the wondering whispering among +the men; till Stubb cautiously whispered to Flask, that Ahab must have +summoned them there for the purpose of witnessing a pedestrian feat. +But this did not last long. Vehemently pausing, he cried:— + +“What do ye do when ye see a whale, men?” + +“Sing out for him!” was the impulsive rejoinder from a score of clubbed +voices. + +“Good!” cried Ahab, with a wild approval in his tones; observing the +hearty animation into which his unexpected question had so magnetically +thrown them. + +“And what do ye next, men?” + +“Lower away, and after him!” + +“And what tune is it ye pull to, men?” + +“A dead whale or a stove boat!” + +More and more strangely and fiercely glad and approving, grew the +countenance of the old man at every shout; while the mariners began to +gaze curiously at each other, as if marvelling how it was that they +themselves became so excited at such seemingly purposeless questions. + +But, they were all eagerness again, as Ahab, now half-revolving in his +pivot-hole, with one hand reaching high up a shroud, and tightly, +almost convulsively grasping it, addressed them thus:— + +“All ye mast-headers have before now heard me give orders about a white +whale. Look ye! d’ye see this Spanish ounce of gold?”—holding up a +broad bright coin to the sun—“it is a sixteen dollar piece, men. D’ye +see it? Mr. Starbuck, hand me yon top-maul.” + +While the mate was getting the hammer, Ahab, without speaking, was +slowly rubbing the gold piece against the skirts of his jacket, as if +to heighten its lustre, and without using any words was meanwhile lowly +humming to himself, producing a sound so strangely muffled and +inarticulate that it seemed the mechanical humming of the wheels of his +vitality in him. + +Receiving the top-maul from Starbuck, he advanced towards the main-mast +with the hammer uplifted in one hand, exhibiting the gold with the +other, and with a high raised voice exclaiming: “Whosoever of ye raises +me a white-headed whale with a wrinkled brow and a crooked jaw; +whosoever of ye raises me that white-headed whale, with three holes +punctured in his starboard fluke—look ye, whosoever of ye raises me +that same white whale, he shall have this gold ounce, my boys!” + +“Huzza! huzza!” cried the seamen, as with swinging tarpaulins they +hailed the act of nailing the gold to the mast. + +“It’s a white whale, I say,” resumed Ahab, as he threw down the +topmaul: “a white whale. Skin your eyes for him, men; look sharp for +white water; if ye see but a bubble, sing out.” + +All this while Tashtego, Daggoo, and Queequeg had looked on with even +more intense interest and surprise than the rest, and at the mention of +the wrinkled brow and crooked jaw they had started as if each was +separately touched by some specific recollection. + +“Captain Ahab,” said Tashtego, “that white whale must be the same that +some call Moby Dick.” + +“Moby Dick?” shouted Ahab. “Do ye know the white whale then, Tash?” + +“Does he fan-tail a little curious, sir, before he goes down?” said the +Gay-Header deliberately. + +“And has he a curious spout, too,” said Daggoo, “very bushy, even for a +parmacetty, and mighty quick, Captain Ahab?” + +“And he have one, two, three—oh! good many iron in him hide, too, +Captain,” cried Queequeg disjointedly, “all twiske-tee be-twisk, like +him—him—” faltering hard for a word, and screwing his hand round and +round as though uncorking a bottle—“like him—him—” + +“Corkscrew!” cried Ahab, “aye, Queequeg, the harpoons lie all twisted +and wrenched in him; aye, Daggoo, his spout is a big one, like a whole +shock of wheat, and white as a pile of our Nantucket wool after the +great annual sheep-shearing; aye, Tashtego, and he fan-tails like a +split jib in a squall. Death and devils! men, it is Moby Dick ye have +seen—Moby Dick—Moby Dick!” + +“Captain Ahab,” said Starbuck, who, with Stubb and Flask, had thus far +been eyeing his superior with increasing surprise, but at last seemed +struck with a thought which somewhat explained all the wonder. “Captain +Ahab, I have heard of Moby Dick—but it was not Moby Dick that took off +thy leg?” + +“Who told thee that?” cried Ahab; then pausing, “Aye, Starbuck; aye, my +hearties all round; it was Moby Dick that dismasted me; Moby Dick that +brought me to this dead stump I stand on now. Aye, aye,” he shouted +with a terrific, loud, animal sob, like that of a heart-stricken moose; +“Aye, aye! it was that accursed white whale that razeed me; made a poor +pegging lubber of me for ever and a day!” Then tossing both arms, with +measureless imprecations he shouted out: “Aye, aye! and I’ll chase him +round Good Hope, and round the Horn, and round the Norway Maelstrom, +and round perdition’s flames before I give him up. And this is what ye +have shipped for, men! to chase that white whale on both sides of land, +and over all sides of earth, till he spouts black blood and rolls fin +out. What say ye, men, will ye splice hands on it, now? I think ye do +look brave.” + +“Aye, aye!” shouted the harpooneers and seamen, running closer to the +excited old man: “A sharp eye for the white whale; a sharp lance for +Moby Dick!” + +“God bless ye,” he seemed to half sob and half shout. “God bless ye, +men. Steward! go draw the great measure of grog. But what’s this long +face about, Mr. Starbuck; wilt thou not chase the white whale? art not +game for Moby Dick?” + +“I am game for his crooked jaw, and for the jaws of Death too, Captain +Ahab, if it fairly comes in the way of the business we follow; but I +came here to hunt whales, not my commander’s vengeance. How many +barrels will thy vengeance yield thee even if thou gettest it, Captain +Ahab? it will not fetch thee much in our Nantucket market.” + +“Nantucket market! Hoot! But come closer, Starbuck; thou requirest a +little lower layer. If money’s to be the measurer, man, and the +accountants have computed their great counting-house the globe, by +girdling it with guineas, one to every three parts of an inch; then, +let me tell thee, that my vengeance will fetch a great premium _here!_” + +“He smites his chest,” whispered Stubb, “what’s that for? methinks it +rings most vast, but hollow.” + +“Vengeance on a dumb brute!” cried Starbuck, “that simply smote thee +from blindest instinct! Madness! To be enraged with a dumb thing, +Captain Ahab, seems blasphemous.” + +“Hark ye yet again—the little lower layer. All visible objects, man, +are but as pasteboard masks. But in each event—in the living act, the +undoubted deed—there, some unknown but still reasoning thing puts forth +the mouldings of its features from behind the unreasoning mask. If man +will strike, strike through the mask! How can the prisoner reach +outside except by thrusting through the wall? To me, the white whale is +that wall, shoved near to me. Sometimes I think there’s naught beyond. +But ’tis enough. He tasks me; he heaps me; I see in him outrageous +strength, with an inscrutable malice sinewing it. That inscrutable +thing is chiefly what I hate; and be the white whale agent, or be the +white whale principal, I will wreak that hate upon him. Talk not to me +of blasphemy, man; I’d strike the sun if it insulted me. For could the +sun do that, then could I do the other; since there is ever a sort of +fair play herein, jealousy presiding over all creations. But not my +master, man, is even that fair play. Who’s over me? Truth hath no +confines. Take off thine eye! more intolerable than fiends’ glarings is +a doltish stare! So, so; thou reddenest and palest; my heat has melted +thee to anger-glow. But look ye, Starbuck, what is said in heat, that +thing unsays itself. There are men from whom warm words are small +indignity. I meant not to incense thee. Let it go. Look! see yonder +Turkish cheeks of spotted tawn—living, breathing pictures painted by +the sun. The Pagan leopards—the unrecking and unworshipping things, +that live; and seek, and give no reasons for the torrid life they feel! +The crew, man, the crew! Are they not one and all with Ahab, in this +matter of the whale? See Stubb! he laughs! See yonder Chilian! he +snorts to think of it. Stand up amid the general hurricane, thy one +tost sapling cannot, Starbuck! And what is it? Reckon it. ’Tis but to +help strike a fin; no wondrous feat for Starbuck. What is it more? From +this one poor hunt, then, the best lance out of all Nantucket, surely +he will not hang back, when every foremast-hand has clutched a +whetstone? Ah! constrainings seize thee; I see! the billow lifts thee! +Speak, but speak!—Aye, aye! thy silence, then, _that_ voices thee. +(_Aside_) Something shot from my dilated nostrils, he has inhaled it in +his lungs. Starbuck now is mine; cannot oppose me now, without +rebellion.” + +“God keep me!—keep us all!” murmured Starbuck, lowly. + +But in his joy at the enchanted, tacit acquiescence of the mate, Ahab +did not hear his foreboding invocation; nor yet the low laugh from the +hold; nor yet the presaging vibrations of the winds in the cordage; nor +yet the hollow flap of the sails against the masts, as for a moment +their hearts sank in. For again Starbuck’s downcast eyes lighted up +with the stubbornness of life; the subterranean laugh died away; the +winds blew on; the sails filled out; the ship heaved and rolled as +before. Ah, ye admonitions and warnings! why stay ye not when ye come? +But rather are ye predictions than warnings, ye shadows! Yet not so +much predictions from without, as verifications of the foregoing things +within. For with little external to constrain us, the innermost +necessities in our being, these still drive us on. + +“The measure! the measure!” cried Ahab. + +Receiving the brimming pewter, and turning to the harpooneers, he +ordered them to produce their weapons. Then ranging them before him +near the capstan, with their harpoons in their hands, while his three +mates stood at his side with their lances, and the rest of the ship’s +company formed a circle round the group; he stood for an instant +searchingly eyeing every man of his crew. But those wild eyes met his, +as the bloodshot eyes of the prairie wolves meet the eye of their +leader, ere he rushes on at their head in the trail of the bison; but, +alas! only to fall into the hidden snare of the Indian. + +“Drink and pass!” he cried, handing the heavy charged flagon to the +nearest seaman. “The crew alone now drink. Round with it, round! Short +draughts—long swallows, men; ’tis hot as Satan’s hoof. So, so; it goes +round excellently. It spiralizes in ye; forks out at the +serpent-snapping eye. Well done; almost drained. That way it went, this +way it comes. Hand it me—here’s a hollow! Men, ye seem the years; so +brimming life is gulped and gone. Steward, refill! + +“Attend now, my braves. I have mustered ye all round this capstan; and +ye mates, flank me with your lances; and ye harpooneers, stand there +with your irons; and ye, stout mariners, ring me in, that I may in some +sort revive a noble custom of my fisherman fathers before me. O men, +you will yet see that—Ha! boy, come back? bad pennies come not sooner. +Hand it me. Why, now, this pewter had run brimming again, wer’t not +thou St. Vitus’ imp—away, thou ague! + +“Advance, ye mates! Cross your lances full before me. Well done! Let me +touch the axis.” So saying, with extended arm, he grasped the three +level, radiating lances at their crossed centre; while so doing, +suddenly and nervously twitched them; meanwhile, glancing intently from +Starbuck to Stubb; from Stubb to Flask. It seemed as though, by some +nameless, interior volition, he would fain have shocked into them the +same fiery emotion accumulated within the Leyden jar of his own +magnetic life. The three mates quailed before his strong, sustained, +and mystic aspect. Stubb and Flask looked sideways from him; the honest +eye of Starbuck fell downright. + +“In vain!” cried Ahab; “but, maybe, ’tis well. For did ye three but +once take the full-forced shock, then mine own electric thing, _that_ +had perhaps expired from out me. Perchance, too, it would have dropped +ye dead. Perchance ye need it not. Down lances! And now, ye mates, I do +appoint ye three cupbearers to my three pagan kinsmen there—yon three +most honorable gentlemen and noblemen, my valiant harpooneers. Disdain +the task? What, when the great Pope washes the feet of beggars, using +his tiara for ewer? Oh, my sweet cardinals! your own condescension, +_that_ shall bend ye to it. I do not order ye; ye will it. Cut your +seizings and draw the poles, ye harpooneers!” + +Silently obeying the order, the three harpooneers now stood with the +detached iron part of their harpoons, some three feet long, held, barbs +up, before him. + +“Stab me not with that keen steel! Cant them; cant them over! know ye +not the goblet end? Turn up the socket! So, so; now, ye cup-bearers, +advance. The irons! take them; hold them while I fill!” Forthwith, +slowly going from one officer to the other, he brimmed the harpoon +sockets with the fiery waters from the pewter. + +“Now, three to three, ye stand. Commend the murderous chalices! Bestow +them, ye who are now made parties to this indissoluble league. Ha! +Starbuck! but the deed is done! Yon ratifying sun now waits to sit upon +it. Drink, ye harpooneers! drink and swear, ye men that man the +deathful whaleboat’s bow—Death to Moby Dick! God hunt us all, if we do +not hunt Moby Dick to his death!” The long, barbed steel goblets were +lifted; and to cries and maledictions against the white whale, the +spirits were simultaneously quaffed down with a hiss. Starbuck paled, +and turned, and shivered. Once more, and finally, the replenished +pewter went the rounds among the frantic crew; when, waving his free +hand to them, they all dispersed; and Ahab retired within his cabin. + + +CHAPTER 37. Sunset. + +_The cabin; by the stern windows; Ahab sitting alone, and gazing out_. + +I leave a white and turbid wake; pale waters, paler cheeks, where’er I +sail. The envious billows sidelong swell to whelm my track; let them; +but first I pass. + +Yonder, by ever-brimming goblet’s rim, the warm waves blush like wine. +The gold brow plumbs the blue. The diver sun—slow dived from noon—goes +down; my soul mounts up! she wearies with her endless hill. Is, then, +the crown too heavy that I wear? this Iron Crown of Lombardy. Yet is it +bright with many a gem; I the wearer, see not its far flashings; but +darkly feel that I wear that, that dazzlingly confounds. ’Tis iron—that +I know—not gold. ’Tis split, too—that I feel; the jagged edge galls me +so, my brain seems to beat against the solid metal; aye, steel skull, +mine; the sort that needs no helmet in the most brain-battering fight! + +Dry heat upon my brow? Oh! time was, when as the sunrise nobly spurred +me, so the sunset soothed. No more. This lovely light, it lights not +me; all loveliness is anguish to me, since I can ne’er enjoy. Gifted +with the high perception, I lack the low, enjoying power; damned, most +subtly and most malignantly! damned in the midst of Paradise! Good +night—good night! (_waving his hand, he moves from the window_.) + +’Twas not so hard a task. I thought to find one stubborn, at the least; +but my one cogged circle fits into all their various wheels, and they +revolve. Or, if you will, like so many ant-hills of powder, they all +stand before me; and I their match. Oh, hard! that to fire others, the +match itself must needs be wasting! What I’ve dared, I’ve willed; and +what I’ve willed, I’ll do! They think me mad—Starbuck does; but I’m +demoniac, I am madness maddened! That wild madness that’s only calm to +comprehend itself! The prophecy was that I should be dismembered; +and—Aye! I lost this leg. I now prophesy that I will dismember my +dismemberer. Now, then, be the prophet and the fulfiller one. That’s +more than ye, ye great gods, ever were. I laugh and hoot at ye, ye +cricket-players, ye pugilists, ye deaf Burkes and blinded Bendigoes! I +will not say as schoolboys do to bullies—Take some one of your own +size; don’t pommel _me!_ No, ye’ve knocked me down, and I am up again; +but _ye_ have run and hidden. Come forth from behind your cotton bags! +I have no long gun to reach ye. Come, Ahab’s compliments to ye; come +and see if ye can swerve me. Swerve me? ye cannot swerve me, else ye +swerve yourselves! man has ye there. Swerve me? The path to my fixed +purpose is laid with iron rails, whereon my soul is grooved to run. +Over unsounded gorges, through the rifled hearts of mountains, under +torrents’ beds, unerringly I rush! Naught’s an obstacle, naught’s an +angle to the iron way! + + +CHAPTER 38. Dusk. + +_By the Mainmast; Starbuck leaning against it_. + +My soul is more than matched; she’s overmanned; and by a madman! +Insufferable sting, that sanity should ground arms on such a field! But +he drilled deep down, and blasted all my reason out of me! I think I +see his impious end; but feel that I must help him to it. Will I, nill +I, the ineffable thing has tied me to him; tows me with a cable I have +no knife to cut. Horrible old man! Who’s over him, he cries;—aye, he +would be a democrat to all above; look, how he lords it over all below! +Oh! I plainly see my miserable office,—to obey, rebelling; and worse +yet, to hate with touch of pity! For in his eyes I read some lurid woe +would shrivel me up, had I it. Yet is there hope. Time and tide flow +wide. The hated whale has the round watery world to swim in, as the +small gold-fish has its glassy globe. His heaven-insulting purpose, God +may wedge aside. I would up heart, were it not like lead. But my whole +clock’s run down; my heart the all-controlling weight, I have no key to +lift again. + +[_A burst of revelry from the forecastle_.] + +Oh, God! to sail with such a heathen crew that have small touch of +human mothers in them! Whelped somewhere by the sharkish sea. The white +whale is their demigorgon. Hark! the infernal orgies! that revelry is +forward! mark the unfaltering silence aft! Methinks it pictures life. +Foremost through the sparkling sea shoots on the gay, embattled, +bantering bow, but only to drag dark Ahab after it, where he broods +within his sternward cabin, builded over the dead water of the wake, +and further on, hunted by its wolfish gurglings. The long howl thrills +me through! Peace! ye revellers, and set the watch! Oh, life! ’tis in +an hour like this, with soul beat down and held to knowledge,—as wild, +untutored things are forced to feed—Oh, life! ’tis now that I do feel +the latent horror in thee! but ’tis not me! that horror’s out of me! +and with the soft feeling of the human in me, yet will I try to fight +ye, ye grim, phantom futures! Stand by me, hold me, bind me, O ye +blessed influences! + + +CHAPTER 39. First Night-Watch. + +Fore-Top. + +(_Stubb solus, and mending a brace_.) + +Ha! ha! ha! ha! hem! clear my throat!—I’ve been thinking over it ever +since, and that ha, ha’s the final consequence. Why so? Because a +laugh’s the wisest, easiest answer to all that’s queer; and come what +will, one comfort’s always left—that unfailing comfort is, it’s all +predestinated. I heard not all his talk with Starbuck; but to my poor +eye Starbuck then looked something as I the other evening felt. Be sure +the old Mogul has fixed him, too. I twigged it, knew it; had had the +gift, might readily have prophesied it—for when I clapped my eye upon +his skull I saw it. Well, Stubb, _wise_ Stubb—that’s my title—well, +Stubb, what of it, Stubb? Here’s a carcase. I know not all that may be +coming, but be it what it will, I’ll go to it laughing. Such a waggish +leering as lurks in all your horribles! I feel funny. Fa, la! lirra, +skirra! What’s my juicy little pear at home doing now? Crying its eyes +out?—Giving a party to the last arrived harpooneers, I dare say, gay as +a frigate’s pennant, and so am I—fa, la! lirra, skirra! Oh— + + +We’ll drink to-night with hearts as light, To love, as gay and fleeting +As bubbles that swim, on the beaker’s brim, And break on the lips while +meeting. + + + +A brave stave that—who calls? Mr. Starbuck? Aye, aye, sir—(_Aside_) +he’s my superior, he has his too, if I’m not mistaken.—Aye, aye, sir, +just through with this job—coming. + + +CHAPTER 40. Midnight, Forecastle. + +HARPOONEERS AND SAILORS. + +(_Foresail rises and discovers the watch standing, lounging, leaning, +and lying in various attitudes, all singing in chorus_.) + + + Farewell and adieu to you, Spanish ladies! Farewell and adieu to you, + ladies of Spain! Our captain’s commanded.— + + + +1ST NANTUCKET SAILOR. Oh, boys, don’t be sentimental; it’s bad for the +digestion! Take a tonic, follow me! + +(_Sings, and all follow._) + + + Our captain stood upon the deck, A spy-glass in his hand, A viewing of + those gallant whales That blew at every strand. Oh, your tubs in your + boats, my boys, And by your braces stand, And we’ll have one of those + fine whales, Hand, boys, over hand! So, be cheery, my lads! may your + hearts never fail! While the bold harpooner is striking the whale! + + + +MATE’S VOICE FROM THE QUARTER-DECK. Eight bells there, forward! + +2ND NANTUCKET SAILOR. Avast the chorus! Eight bells there! d’ye hear, +bell-boy? Strike the bell eight, thou Pip! thou blackling! and let me +call the watch. I’ve the sort of mouth for that—the hogshead mouth. So, +so, (_thrusts his head down the scuttle_,) Star-bo-l-e-e-n-s, a-h-o-y! +Eight bells there below! Tumble up! + +DUTCH SAILOR. Grand snoozing to-night, maty; fat night for that. I mark +this in our old Mogul’s wine; it’s quite as deadening to some as +filliping to others. We sing; they sleep—aye, lie down there, like +ground-tier butts. At ’em again! There, take this copper-pump, and hail +’em through it. Tell ’em to avast dreaming of their lasses. Tell ’em +it’s the resurrection; they must kiss their last, and come to judgment. +That’s the way—_that’s_ it; thy throat ain’t spoiled with eating +Amsterdam butter. + +FRENCH SAILOR. Hist, boys! let’s have a jig or two before we ride to +anchor in Blanket Bay. What say ye? There comes the other watch. Stand +by all legs! Pip! little Pip! hurrah with your tambourine! + +PIP. (_Sulky and sleepy._) Don’t know where it is. + +FRENCH SAILOR. Beat thy belly, then, and wag thy ears. Jig it, men, I +say; merry’s the word; hurrah! Damn me, won’t you dance? Form, now, +Indian-file, and gallop into the double-shuffle? Throw yourselves! +Legs! legs! + +ICELAND SAILOR. I don’t like your floor, maty; it’s too springy to my +taste. I’m used to ice-floors. I’m sorry to throw cold water on the +subject; but excuse me. + +MALTESE SAILOR. Me too; where’s your girls? Who but a fool would take +his left hand by his right, and say to himself, how d’ye do? Partners! +I must have partners! + +SICILIAN SAILOR. Aye; girls and a green!—then I’ll hop with ye; yea, +turn grasshopper! + +LONG-ISLAND SAILOR. Well, well, ye sulkies, there’s plenty more of us. +Hoe corn when you may, say I. All legs go to harvest soon. Ah! here +comes the music; now for it! + +AZORE SAILOR. (_Ascending, and pitching the tambourine up the +scuttle_.) Here you are, Pip; and there’s the windlass-bitts; up you +mount! Now, boys! (_The half of them dance to the tambourine; some go +below; some sleep or lie among the coils of rigging. Oaths a-plenty_.) + +AZORE SAILOR. (_Dancing_) Go it, Pip! Bang it, bell-boy! Rig it, dig +it, stig it, quig it, bell-boy! Make fire-flies; break the jinglers! + +PIP. Jinglers, you say?—there goes another, dropped off; I pound it so. + +CHINA SAILOR. Rattle thy teeth, then, and pound away; make a pagoda of +thyself. + +FRENCH SAILOR. Merry-mad! Hold up thy hoop, Pip, till I jump through +it! Split jibs! tear yourselves! + +TASHTEGO. (_Quietly smoking._) That’s a white man; he calls that fun: +humph! I save my sweat. + +OLD MANX SAILOR. I wonder whether those jolly lads bethink them of what +they are dancing over. I’ll dance over your grave, I will—that’s the +bitterest threat of your night-women, that beat head-winds round +corners. O Christ! to think of the green navies and the green-skulled +crews! Well, well; belike the whole world’s a ball, as you scholars +have it; and so ’tis right to make one ballroom of it. Dance on, lads, +you’re young; I was once. + +3D NANTUCKET SAILOR. Spell oh!—whew! this is worse than pulling after +whales in a calm—give us a whiff, Tash. + +(_They cease dancing, and gather in clusters. Meantime the sky +darkens—the wind rises_.) + +LASCAR SAILOR. By Brahma! boys, it’ll be douse sail soon. The sky-born, +high-tide Ganges turned to wind! Thou showest thy black brow, Seeva! + +MALTESE SAILOR. (_Reclining and shaking his cap_.) It’s the waves—the +snow’s caps turn to jig it now. They’ll shake their tassels soon. Now +would all the waves were women, then I’d go drown, and chassee with +them evermore! There’s naught so sweet on earth—heaven may not match +it!—as those swift glances of warm, wild bosoms in the dance, when the +over-arboring arms hide such ripe, bursting grapes. + +SICILIAN SAILOR. (_Reclining_.) Tell me not of it! Hark ye, lad—fleet +interlacings of the limbs—lithe swayings—coyings—flutterings! lip! +heart! hip! all graze: unceasing touch and go! not taste, observe ye, +else come satiety. Eh, Pagan? (_Nudging_.) + +TAHITAN SAILOR. (_Reclining on a mat_.) Hail, holy nakedness of our +dancing girls!—the Heeva-Heeva! Ah! low veiled, high palmed Tahiti! I +still rest me on thy mat, but the soft soil has slid! I saw thee woven +in the wood, my mat! green the first day I brought ye thence; now worn +and wilted quite. Ah me!—not thou nor I can bear the change! How then, +if so be transplanted to yon sky? Hear I the roaring streams from +Pirohitee’s peak of spears, when they leap down the crags and drown the +villages?—The blast! the blast! Up, spine, and meet it! (_Leaps to his +feet_.) + +PORTUGUESE SAILOR. How the sea rolls swashing ’gainst the side! Stand +by for reefing, hearties! the winds are just crossing swords, pell-mell +they’ll go lunging presently. + +DANISH SAILOR. Crack, crack, old ship! so long as thou crackest, thou +holdest! Well done! The mate there holds ye to it stiffly. He’s no more +afraid than the isle fort at Cattegat, put there to fight the Baltic +with storm-lashed guns, on which the sea-salt cakes! + +4TH NANTUCKET SAILOR. He has his orders, mind ye that. I heard old Ahab +tell him he must always kill a squall, something as they burst a +waterspout with a pistol—fire your ship right into it! + +ENGLISH SAILOR. Blood! but that old man’s a grand old cove! We are the +lads to hunt him up his whale! + +ALL. Aye! aye! + +OLD MANX SAILOR. How the three pines shake! Pines are the hardest sort +of tree to live when shifted to any other soil, and here there’s none +but the crew’s cursed clay. Steady, helmsman! steady. This is the sort +of weather when brave hearts snap ashore, and keeled hulls split at +sea. Our captain has his birthmark; look yonder, boys, there’s another +in the sky—lurid-like, ye see, all else pitch black. + +DAGGOO. What of that? Who’s afraid of black’s afraid of me! I’m +quarried out of it! + +SPANISH SAILOR. (_Aside_.) He wants to bully, ah!—the old grudge makes +me touchy (_Advancing_.) Aye, harpooneer, thy race is the undeniable +dark side of mankind—devilish dark at that. No offence. + +DAGGOO (_grimly_). None. + +ST. JAGO’S SAILOR. That Spaniard’s mad or drunk. But that can’t be, or +else in his one case our old Mogul’s fire-waters are somewhat long in +working. + +5TH NANTUCKET SAILOR. What’s that I saw—lightning? Yes. + +SPANISH SAILOR. No; Daggoo showing his teeth. + +DAGGOO (_springing_). Swallow thine, mannikin! White skin, white liver! + +SPANISH SAILOR (_meeting him_). Knife thee heartily! big frame, small +spirit! + +ALL. A row! a row! a row! + +TASHTEGO (_with a whiff_). A row a’low, and a row aloft—Gods and +men—both brawlers! Humph! + +BELFAST SAILOR. A row! arrah a row! The Virgin be blessed, a row! +Plunge in with ye! + +ENGLISH SAILOR. Fair play! Snatch the Spaniard’s knife! A ring, a ring! + +OLD MANX SAILOR. Ready formed. There! the ringed horizon. In that ring +Cain struck Abel. Sweet work, right work! No? Why then, God, mad’st +thou the ring? + +MATE’S VOICE FROM THE QUARTER-DECK. Hands by the halyards! in +top-gallant sails! Stand by to reef topsails! + +ALL. The squall! the squall! jump, my jollies! (_They scatter_.) + +PIP (_shrinking under the windlass_). Jollies? Lord help such jollies! +Crish, crash! there goes the jib-stay! Blang-whang! God! Duck lower, +Pip, here comes the royal yard! It’s worse than being in the whirled +woods, the last day of the year! Who’d go climbing after chestnuts now? +But there they go, all cursing, and here I don’t. Fine prospects to +’em; they’re on the road to heaven. Hold on hard! Jimmini, what a +squall! But those chaps there are worse yet—they are your white +squalls, they. White squalls? white whale, shirr! shirr! Here have I +heard all their chat just now, and the white whale—shirr! shirr!—but +spoken of once! and only this evening—it makes me jingle all over like +my tambourine—that anaconda of an old man swore ’em in to hunt him! Oh, +thou big white God aloft there somewhere in yon darkness, have mercy on +this small black boy down here; preserve him from all men that have no +bowels to feel fear! + + +CHAPTER 41. Moby Dick. + +I, Ishmael, was one of that crew; my shouts had gone up with the rest; +my oath had been welded with theirs; and stronger I shouted, and more +did I hammer and clinch my oath, because of the dread in my soul. A +wild, mystical, sympathetical feeling was in me; Ahab’s quenchless feud +seemed mine. With greedy ears I learned the history of that murderous +monster against whom I and all the others had taken our oaths of +violence and revenge. + +For some time past, though at intervals only, the unaccompanied, +secluded White Whale had haunted those uncivilized seas mostly +frequented by the Sperm Whale fishermen. But not all of them knew of +his existence; only a few of them, comparatively, had knowingly seen +him; while the number who as yet had actually and knowingly given +battle to him, was small indeed. For, owing to the large number of +whale-cruisers; the disorderly way they were sprinkled over the entire +watery circumference, many of them adventurously pushing their quest +along solitary latitudes, so as seldom or never for a whole twelvemonth +or more on a stretch, to encounter a single news-telling sail of any +sort; the inordinate length of each separate voyage; the irregularity +of the times of sailing from home; all these, with other circumstances, +direct and indirect, long obstructed the spread through the whole +world-wide whaling-fleet of the special individualizing tidings +concerning Moby Dick. It was hardly to be doubted, that several vessels +reported to have encountered, at such or such a time, or on such or +such a meridian, a Sperm Whale of uncommon magnitude and malignity, +which whale, after doing great mischief to his assailants, had +completely escaped them; to some minds it was not an unfair +presumption, I say, that the whale in question must have been no other +than Moby Dick. Yet as of late the Sperm Whale fishery had been marked +by various and not unfrequent instances of great ferocity, cunning, and +malice in the monster attacked; therefore it was, that those who by +accident ignorantly gave battle to Moby Dick; such hunters, perhaps, +for the most part, were content to ascribe the peculiar terror he bred, +more, as it were, to the perils of the Sperm Whale fishery at large, +than to the individual cause. In that way, mostly, the disastrous +encounter between Ahab and the whale had hitherto been popularly +regarded. + +And as for those who, previously hearing of the White Whale, by chance +caught sight of him; in the beginning of the thing they had every one +of them, almost, as boldly and fearlessly lowered for him, as for any +other whale of that species. But at length, such calamities did ensue +in these assaults—not restricted to sprained wrists and ankles, broken +limbs, or devouring amputations—but fatal to the last degree of +fatality; those repeated disastrous repulses, all accumulating and +piling their terrors upon Moby Dick; those things had gone far to shake +the fortitude of many brave hunters, to whom the story of the White +Whale had eventually come. + +Nor did wild rumors of all sorts fail to exaggerate, and still the more +horrify the true histories of these deadly encounters. For not only do +fabulous rumors naturally grow out of the very body of all surprising +terrible events,—as the smitten tree gives birth to its fungi; but, in +maritime life, far more than in that of terra firma, wild rumors +abound, wherever there is any adequate reality for them to cling to. +And as the sea surpasses the land in this matter, so the whale fishery +surpasses every other sort of maritime life, in the wonderfulness and +fearfulness of the rumors which sometimes circulate there. For not only +are whalemen as a body unexempt from that ignorance and +superstitiousness hereditary to all sailors; but of all sailors, they +are by all odds the most directly brought into contact with whatever is +appallingly astonishing in the sea; face to face they not only eye its +greatest marvels, but, hand to jaw, give battle to them. Alone, in such +remotest waters, that though you sailed a thousand miles, and passed a +thousand shores, you would not come to any chiseled hearth-stone, or +aught hospitable beneath that part of the sun; in such latitudes and +longitudes, pursuing too such a calling as he does, the whaleman is +wrapped by influences all tending to make his fancy pregnant with many +a mighty birth. + +No wonder, then, that ever gathering volume from the mere transit over +the widest watery spaces, the outblown rumors of the White Whale did in +the end incorporate with themselves all manner of morbid hints, and +half-formed fœtal suggestions of supernatural agencies, which +eventually invested Moby Dick with new terrors unborrowed from anything +that visibly appears. So that in many cases such a panic did he finally +strike, that few who by those rumors, at least, had heard of the White +Whale, few of those hunters were willing to encounter the perils of his +jaw. + +But there were still other and more vital practical influences at work. +Not even at the present day has the original prestige of the Sperm +Whale, as fearfully distinguished from all other species of the +leviathan, died out of the minds of the whalemen as a body. There are +those this day among them, who, though intelligent and courageous +enough in offering battle to the Greenland or Right whale, would +perhaps—either from professional inexperience, or incompetency, or +timidity, decline a contest with the Sperm Whale; at any rate, there +are plenty of whalemen, especially among those whaling nations not +sailing under the American flag, who have never hostilely encountered +the Sperm Whale, but whose sole knowledge of the leviathan is +restricted to the ignoble monster primitively pursued in the North; +seated on their hatches, these men will hearken with a childish +fireside interest and awe, to the wild, strange tales of Southern +whaling. Nor is the pre-eminent tremendousness of the great Sperm Whale +anywhere more feelingly comprehended, than on board of those prows +which stem him. + +And as if the now tested reality of his might had in former legendary +times thrown its shadow before it; we find some book +naturalists—Olassen and Povelson—declaring the Sperm Whale not only to +be a consternation to every other creature in the sea, but also to be +so incredibly ferocious as continually to be athirst for human blood. +Nor even down to so late a time as Cuvier’s, were these or almost +similar impressions effaced. For in his Natural History, the Baron +himself affirms that at sight of the Sperm Whale, all fish (sharks +included) are “struck with the most lively terrors,” and “often in the +precipitancy of their flight dash themselves against the rocks with +such violence as to cause instantaneous death.” And however the general +experiences in the fishery may amend such reports as these; yet in +their full terribleness, even to the bloodthirsty item of Povelson, the +superstitious belief in them is, in some vicissitudes of their +vocation, revived in the minds of the hunters. + +So that overawed by the rumors and portents concerning him, not a few +of the fishermen recalled, in reference to Moby Dick, the earlier days +of the Sperm Whale fishery, when it was oftentimes hard to induce long +practised Right whalemen to embark in the perils of this new and daring +warfare; such men protesting that although other leviathans might be +hopefully pursued, yet to chase and point lance at such an apparition +as the Sperm Whale was not for mortal man. That to attempt it, would be +inevitably to be torn into a quick eternity. On this head, there are +some remarkable documents that may be consulted. + +Nevertheless, some there were, who even in the face of these things +were ready to give chase to Moby Dick; and a still greater number who, +chancing only to hear of him distantly and vaguely, without the +specific details of any certain calamity, and without superstitious +accompaniments, were sufficiently hardy not to flee from the battle if +offered. + +One of the wild suggestions referred to, as at last coming to be linked +with the White Whale in the minds of the superstitiously inclined, was +the unearthly conceit that Moby Dick was ubiquitous; that he had +actually been encountered in opposite latitudes at one and the same +instant of time. + +Nor, credulous as such minds must have been, was this conceit +altogether without some faint show of superstitious probability. For as +the secrets of the currents in the seas have never yet been divulged, +even to the most erudite research; so the hidden ways of the Sperm +Whale when beneath the surface remain, in great part, unaccountable to +his pursuers; and from time to time have originated the most curious +and contradictory speculations regarding them, especially concerning +the mystic modes whereby, after sounding to a great depth, he +transports himself with such vast swiftness to the most widely distant +points. + +It is a thing well known to both American and English whale-ships, and +as well a thing placed upon authoritative record years ago by Scoresby, +that some whales have been captured far north in the Pacific, in whose +bodies have been found the barbs of harpoons darted in the Greenland +seas. Nor is it to be gainsaid, that in some of these instances it has +been declared that the interval of time between the two assaults could +not have exceeded very many days. Hence, by inference, it has been +believed by some whalemen, that the Nor’ West Passage, so long a +problem to man, was never a problem to the whale. So that here, in the +real living experience of living men, the prodigies related in old +times of the inland Strello mountain in Portugal (near whose top there +was said to be a lake in which the wrecks of ships floated up to the +surface); and that still more wonderful story of the Arethusa fountain +near Syracuse (whose waters were believed to have come from the Holy +Land by an underground passage); these fabulous narrations are almost +fully equalled by the realities of the whalemen. + +Forced into familiarity, then, with such prodigies as these; and +knowing that after repeated, intrepid assaults, the White Whale had +escaped alive; it cannot be much matter of surprise that some whalemen +should go still further in their superstitions; declaring Moby Dick not +only ubiquitous, but immortal (for immortality is but ubiquity in +time); that though groves of spears should be planted in his flanks, he +would still swim away unharmed; or if indeed he should ever be made to +spout thick blood, such a sight would be but a ghastly deception; for +again in unensanguined billows hundreds of leagues away, his unsullied +jet would once more be seen. + +But even stripped of these supernatural surmisings, there was enough in +the earthly make and incontestable character of the monster to strike +the imagination with unwonted power. For, it was not so much his +uncommon bulk that so much distinguished him from other sperm whales, +but, as was elsewhere thrown out—a peculiar snow-white wrinkled +forehead, and a high, pyramidical white hump. These were his prominent +features; the tokens whereby, even in the limitless, uncharted seas, he +revealed his identity, at a long distance, to those who knew him. + +The rest of his body was so streaked, and spotted, and marbled with the +same shrouded hue, that, in the end, he had gained his distinctive +appellation of the White Whale; a name, indeed, literally justified by +his vivid aspect, when seen gliding at high noon through a dark blue +sea, leaving a milky-way wake of creamy foam, all spangled with golden +gleamings. + +Nor was it his unwonted magnitude, nor his remarkable hue, nor yet his +deformed lower jaw, that so much invested the whale with natural +terror, as that unexampled, intelligent malignity which, according to +specific accounts, he had over and over again evinced in his assaults. +More than all, his treacherous retreats struck more of dismay than +perhaps aught else. For, when swimming before his exulting pursuers, +with every apparent symptom of alarm, he had several times been known +to turn round suddenly, and, bearing down upon them, either stave their +boats to splinters, or drive them back in consternation to their ship. + +Already several fatalities had attended his chase. But though similar +disasters, however little bruited ashore, were by no means unusual in +the fishery; yet, in most instances, such seemed the White Whale’s +infernal aforethought of ferocity, that every dismembering or death +that he caused, was not wholly regarded as having been inflicted by an +unintelligent agent. + +Judge, then, to what pitches of inflamed, distracted fury the minds of +his more desperate hunters were impelled, when amid the chips of chewed +boats, and the sinking limbs of torn comrades, they swam out of the +white curds of the whale’s direful wrath into the serene, exasperating +sunlight, that smiled on, as if at a birth or a bridal. + +His three boats stove around him, and oars and men both whirling in the +eddies; one captain, seizing the line-knife from his broken prow, had +dashed at the whale, as an Arkansas duellist at his foe, blindly +seeking with a six inch blade to reach the fathom-deep life of the +whale. That captain was Ahab. And then it was, that suddenly sweeping +his sickle-shaped lower jaw beneath him, Moby Dick had reaped away +Ahab’s leg, as a mower a blade of grass in the field. No turbaned Turk, +no hired Venetian or Malay, could have smote him with more seeming +malice. Small reason was there to doubt, then, that ever since that +almost fatal encounter, Ahab had cherished a wild vindictiveness +against the whale, all the more fell for that in his frantic morbidness +he at last came to identify with him, not only all his bodily woes, but +all his intellectual and spiritual exasperations. The White Whale swam +before him as the monomaniac incarnation of all those malicious +agencies which some deep men feel eating in them, till they are left +living on with half a heart and half a lung. That intangible malignity +which has been from the beginning; to whose dominion even the modern +Christians ascribe one-half of the worlds; which the ancient Ophites of +the east reverenced in their statue devil;—Ahab did not fall down and +worship it like them; but deliriously transferring its idea to the +abhorred white whale, he pitted himself, all mutilated, against it. All +that most maddens and torments; all that stirs up the lees of things; +all truth with malice in it; all that cracks the sinews and cakes the +brain; all the subtle demonisms of life and thought; all evil, to crazy +Ahab, were visibly personified, and made practically assailable in Moby +Dick. He piled upon the whale’s white hump the sum of all the general +rage and hate felt by his whole race from Adam down; and then, as if +his chest had been a mortar, he burst his hot heart’s shell upon it. + +It is not probable that this monomania in him took its instant rise at +the precise time of his bodily dismemberment. Then, in darting at the +monster, knife in hand, he had but given loose to a sudden, passionate, +corporal animosity; and when he received the stroke that tore him, he +probably but felt the agonizing bodily laceration, but nothing more. +Yet, when by this collision forced to turn towards home, and for long +months of days and weeks, Ahab and anguish lay stretched together in +one hammock, rounding in mid winter that dreary, howling Patagonian +Cape; then it was, that his torn body and gashed soul bled into one +another; and so interfusing, made him mad. That it was only then, on +the homeward voyage, after the encounter, that the final monomania +seized him, seems all but certain from the fact that, at intervals +during the passage, he was a raving lunatic; and, though unlimbed of a +leg, yet such vital strength yet lurked in his Egyptian chest, and was +moreover intensified by his delirium, that his mates were forced to +lace him fast, even there, as he sailed, raving in his hammock. In a +strait-jacket, he swung to the mad rockings of the gales. And, when +running into more sufferable latitudes, the ship, with mild stun’sails +spread, floated across the tranquil tropics, and, to all appearances, +the old man’s delirium seemed left behind him with the Cape Horn +swells, and he came forth from his dark den into the blessed light and +air; even then, when he bore that firm, collected front, however pale, +and issued his calm orders once again; and his mates thanked God the +direful madness was now gone; even then, Ahab, in his hidden self, +raved on. Human madness is oftentimes a cunning and most feline thing. +When you think it fled, it may have but become transfigured into some +still subtler form. Ahab’s full lunacy subsided not, but deepeningly +contracted; like the unabated Hudson, when that noble Northman flows +narrowly, but unfathomably through the Highland gorge. But, as in his +narrow-flowing monomania, not one jot of Ahab’s broad madness had been +left behind; so in that broad madness, not one jot of his great natural +intellect had perished. That before living agent, now became the living +instrument. If such a furious trope may stand, his special lunacy +stormed his general sanity, and carried it, and turned all its +concentred cannon upon its own mad mark; so that far from having lost +his strength, Ahab, to that one end, did now possess a thousand fold +more potency than ever he had sanely brought to bear upon any one +reasonable object. + +This is much; yet Ahab’s larger, darker, deeper part remains unhinted. +But vain to popularize profundities, and all truth is profound. Winding +far down from within the very heart of this spiked Hotel de Cluny where +we here stand—however grand and wonderful, now quit it;—and take your +way, ye nobler, sadder souls, to those vast Roman halls of Thermes; +where far beneath the fantastic towers of man’s upper earth, his root +of grandeur, his whole awful essence sits in bearded state; an antique +buried beneath antiquities, and throned on torsoes! So with a broken +throne, the great gods mock that captive king; so like a Caryatid, he +patient sits, upholding on his frozen brow the piled entablatures of +ages. Wind ye down there, ye prouder, sadder souls! question that +proud, sad king! A family likeness! aye, he did beget ye, ye young +exiled royalties; and from your grim sire only will the old +State-secret come. + +Now, in his heart, Ahab had some glimpse of this, namely: all my means +are sane, my motive and my object mad. Yet without power to kill, or +change, or shun the fact; he likewise knew that to mankind he did long +dissemble; in some sort, did still. But that thing of his dissembling +was only subject to his perceptibility, not to his will determinate. +Nevertheless, so well did he succeed in that dissembling, that when +with ivory leg he stepped ashore at last, no Nantucketer thought him +otherwise than but naturally grieved, and that to the quick, with the +terrible casualty which had overtaken him. + +The report of his undeniable delirium at sea was likewise popularly +ascribed to a kindred cause. And so too, all the added moodiness which +always afterwards, to the very day of sailing in the Pequod on the +present voyage, sat brooding on his brow. Nor is it so very unlikely, +that far from distrusting his fitness for another whaling voyage, on +account of such dark symptoms, the calculating people of that prudent +isle were inclined to harbor the conceit, that for those very reasons +he was all the better qualified and set on edge, for a pursuit so full +of rage and wildness as the bloody hunt of whales. Gnawed within and +scorched without, with the infixed, unrelenting fangs of some incurable +idea; such an one, could he be found, would seem the very man to dart +his iron and lift his lance against the most appalling of all brutes. +Or, if for any reason thought to be corporeally incapacitated for that, +yet such an one would seem superlatively competent to cheer and howl on +his underlings to the attack. But be all this as it may, certain it is, +that with the mad secret of his unabated rage bolted up and keyed in +him, Ahab had purposely sailed upon the present voyage with the one +only and all-engrossing object of hunting the White Whale. Had any one +of his old acquaintances on shore but half dreamed of what was lurking +in him then, how soon would their aghast and righteous souls have +wrenched the ship from such a fiendish man! They were bent on +profitable cruises, the profit to be counted down in dollars from the +mint. He was intent on an audacious, immitigable, and supernatural +revenge. + +Here, then, was this grey-headed, ungodly old man, chasing with curses +a Job’s whale round the world, at the head of a crew, too, chiefly made +up of mongrel renegades, and castaways, and cannibals—morally enfeebled +also, by the incompetence of mere unaided virtue or right-mindedness in +Starbuck, the invulnerable jollity of indifference and recklessness in +Stubb, and the pervading mediocrity in Flask. Such a crew, so +officered, seemed specially picked and packed by some infernal fatality +to help him to his monomaniac revenge. How it was that they so +aboundingly responded to the old man’s ire—by what evil magic their +souls were possessed, that at times his hate seemed almost theirs; the +White Whale as much their insufferable foe as his; how all this came to +be—what the White Whale was to them, or how to their unconscious +understandings, also, in some dim, unsuspected way, he might have +seemed the gliding great demon of the seas of life,—all this to +explain, would be to dive deeper than Ishmael can go. The subterranean +miner that works in us all, how can one tell whither leads his shaft by +the ever shifting, muffled sound of his pick? Who does not feel the +irresistible arm drag? What skiff in tow of a seventy-four can stand +still? For one, I gave myself up to the abandonment of the time and the +place; but while yet all a-rush to encounter the whale, could see +naught in that brute but the deadliest ill. + + +CHAPTER 42. The Whiteness of the Whale. + +What the white whale was to Ahab, has been hinted; what, at times, he +was to me, as yet remains unsaid. + +Aside from those more obvious considerations touching Moby Dick, which +could not but occasionally awaken in any man’s soul some alarm, there +was another thought, or rather vague, nameless horror concerning him, +which at times by its intensity completely overpowered all the rest; +and yet so mystical and well nigh ineffable was it, that I almost +despair of putting it in a comprehensible form. It was the whiteness of +the whale that above all things appalled me. But how can I hope to +explain myself here; and yet, in some dim, random way, explain myself I +must, else all these chapters might be naught. + +Though in many natural objects, whiteness refiningly enhances beauty, +as if imparting some special virtue of its own, as in marbles, +japonicas, and pearls; and though various nations have in some way +recognised a certain royal preeminence in this hue; even the barbaric, +grand old kings of Pegu placing the title “Lord of the White Elephants” +above all their other magniloquent ascriptions of dominion; and the +modern kings of Siam unfurling the same snow-white quadruped in the +royal standard; and the Hanoverian flag bearing the one figure of a +snow-white charger; and the great Austrian Empire, Cæsarian, heir to +overlording Rome, having for the imperial colour the same imperial hue; +and though this pre-eminence in it applies to the human race itself, +giving the white man ideal mastership over every dusky tribe; and +though, besides, all this, whiteness has been even made significant of +gladness, for among the Romans a white stone marked a joyful day; and +though in other mortal sympathies and symbolizings, this same hue is +made the emblem of many touching, noble things—the innocence of brides, +the benignity of age; though among the Red Men of America the giving of +the white belt of wampum was the deepest pledge of honor; though in +many climes, whiteness typifies the majesty of Justice in the ermine of +the Judge, and contributes to the daily state of kings and queens drawn +by milk-white steeds; though even in the higher mysteries of the most +august religions it has been made the symbol of the divine spotlessness +and power; by the Persian fire worshippers, the white forked flame +being held the holiest on the altar; and in the Greek mythologies, +Great Jove himself being made incarnate in a snow-white bull; and +though to the noble Iroquois, the midwinter sacrifice of the sacred +White Dog was by far the holiest festival of their theology, that +spotless, faithful creature being held the purest envoy they could send +to the Great Spirit with the annual tidings of their own fidelity; and +though directly from the Latin word for white, all Christian priests +derive the name of one part of their sacred vesture, the alb or tunic, +worn beneath the cassock; and though among the holy pomps of the Romish +faith, white is specially employed in the celebration of the Passion of +our Lord; though in the Vision of St. John, white robes are given to +the redeemed, and the four-and-twenty elders stand clothed in white +before the great white throne, and the Holy One that sitteth there +white like wool; yet for all these accumulated associations, with +whatever is sweet, and honorable, and sublime, there yet lurks an +elusive something in the innermost idea of this hue, which strikes more +of panic to the soul than that redness which affrights in blood. + +This elusive quality it is, which causes the thought of whiteness, when +divorced from more kindly associations, and coupled with any object +terrible in itself, to heighten that terror to the furthest bounds. +Witness the white bear of the poles, and the white shark of the +tropics; what but their smooth, flaky whiteness makes them the +transcendent horrors they are? That ghastly whiteness it is which +imparts such an abhorrent mildness, even more loathsome than terrific, +to the dumb gloating of their aspect. So that not the fierce-fanged +tiger in his heraldic coat can so stagger courage as the white-shrouded +bear or shark.* + +*With reference to the Polar bear, it may possibly be urged by him who +would fain go still deeper into this matter, that it is not the +whiteness, separately regarded, which heightens the intolerable +hideousness of that brute; for, analysed, that heightened hideousness, +it might be said, only rises from the circumstance, that the +irresponsible ferociousness of the creature stands invested in the +fleece of celestial innocence and love; and hence, by bringing together +two such opposite emotions in our minds, the Polar bear frightens us +with so unnatural a contrast. But even assuming all this to be true; +yet, were it not for the whiteness, you would not have that intensified +terror. + +As for the white shark, the white gliding ghostliness of repose in that +creature, when beheld in his ordinary moods, strangely tallies with the +same quality in the Polar quadruped. This peculiarity is most vividly +hit by the French in the name they bestow upon that fish. The Romish +mass for the dead begins with “Requiem eternam” (eternal rest), whence +_Requiem_ denominating the mass itself, and any other funeral music. +Now, in allusion to the white, silent stillness of death in this shark, +and the mild deadliness of his habits, the French call him _Requin_. + +Bethink thee of the albatross, whence come those clouds of spiritual +wonderment and pale dread, in which that white phantom sails in all +imaginations? Not Coleridge first threw that spell; but God’s great, +unflattering laureate, Nature.* + +*I remember the first albatross I ever saw. It was during a prolonged +gale, in waters hard upon the Antarctic seas. From my forenoon watch +below, I ascended to the overclouded deck; and there, dashed upon the +main hatches, I saw a regal, feathery thing of unspotted whiteness, and +with a hooked, Roman bill sublime. At intervals, it arched forth its +vast archangel wings, as if to embrace some holy ark. Wondrous +flutterings and throbbings shook it. Though bodily unharmed, it uttered +cries, as some king’s ghost in supernatural distress. Through its +inexpressible, strange eyes, methought I peeped to secrets which took +hold of God. As Abraham before the angels, I bowed myself; the white +thing was so white, its wings so wide, and in those for ever exiled +waters, I had lost the miserable warping memories of traditions and of +towns. Long I gazed at that prodigy of plumage. I cannot tell, can only +hint, the things that darted through me then. But at last I awoke; and +turning, asked a sailor what bird was this. A goney, he replied. Goney! +never had heard that name before; is it conceivable that this glorious +thing is utterly unknown to men ashore! never! But some time after, I +learned that goney was some seaman’s name for albatross. So that by no +possibility could Coleridge’s wild Rhyme have had aught to do with +those mystical impressions which were mine, when I saw that bird upon +our deck. For neither had I then read the Rhyme, nor knew the bird to +be an albatross. Yet, in saying this, I do but indirectly burnish a +little brighter the noble merit of the poem and the poet. + +I assert, then, that in the wondrous bodily whiteness of the bird +chiefly lurks the secret of the spell; a truth the more evinced in +this, that by a solecism of terms there are birds called grey +albatrosses; and these I have frequently seen, but never with such +emotions as when I beheld the Antarctic fowl. + +But how had the mystic thing been caught? Whisper it not, and I will +tell; with a treacherous hook and line, as the fowl floated on the sea. +At last the Captain made a postman of it; tying a lettered, leathern +tally round its neck, with the ship’s time and place; and then letting +it escape. But I doubt not, that leathern tally, meant for man, was +taken off in Heaven, when the white fowl flew to join the wing-folding, +the invoking, and adoring cherubim! + +Most famous in our Western annals and Indian traditions is that of the +White Steed of the Prairies; a magnificent milk-white charger, +large-eyed, small-headed, bluff-chested, and with the dignity of a +thousand monarchs in his lofty, overscorning carriage. He was the +elected Xerxes of vast herds of wild horses, whose pastures in those +days were only fenced by the Rocky Mountains and the Alleghanies. At +their flaming head he westward trooped it like that chosen star which +every evening leads on the hosts of light. The flashing cascade of his +mane, the curving comet of his tail, invested him with housings more +resplendent than gold and silver-beaters could have furnished him. A +most imperial and archangelical apparition of that unfallen, western +world, which to the eyes of the old trappers and hunters revived the +glories of those primeval times when Adam walked majestic as a god, +bluff-browed and fearless as this mighty steed. Whether marching amid +his aides and marshals in the van of countless cohorts that endlessly +streamed it over the plains, like an Ohio; or whether with his +circumambient subjects browsing all around at the horizon, the White +Steed gallopingly reviewed them with warm nostrils reddening through +his cool milkiness; in whatever aspect he presented himself, always to +the bravest Indians he was the object of trembling reverence and awe. +Nor can it be questioned from what stands on legendary record of this +noble horse, that it was his spiritual whiteness chiefly, which so +clothed him with divineness; and that this divineness had that in it +which, though commanding worship, at the same time enforced a certain +nameless terror. + +But there are other instances where this whiteness loses all that +accessory and strange glory which invests it in the White Steed and +Albatross. + +What is it that in the Albino man so peculiarly repels and often shocks +the eye, as that sometimes he is loathed by his own kith and kin! It is +that whiteness which invests him, a thing expressed by the name he +bears. The Albino is as well made as other men—has no substantive +deformity—and yet this mere aspect of all-pervading whiteness makes him +more strangely hideous than the ugliest abortion. Why should this be +so? + +Nor, in quite other aspects, does Nature in her least palpable but not +the less malicious agencies, fail to enlist among her forces this +crowning attribute of the terrible. From its snowy aspect, the +gauntleted ghost of the Southern Seas has been denominated the White +Squall. Nor, in some historic instances, has the art of human malice +omitted so potent an auxiliary. How wildly it heightens the effect of +that passage in Froissart, when, masked in the snowy symbol of their +faction, the desperate White Hoods of Ghent murder their bailiff in the +market-place! + +Nor, in some things, does the common, hereditary experience of all +mankind fail to bear witness to the supernaturalism of this hue. It +cannot well be doubted, that the one visible quality in the aspect of +the dead which most appals the gazer, is the marble pallor lingering +there; as if indeed that pallor were as much like the badge of +consternation in the other world, as of mortal trepidation here. And +from that pallor of the dead, we borrow the expressive hue of the +shroud in which we wrap them. Nor even in our superstitions do we fail +to throw the same snowy mantle round our phantoms; all ghosts rising in +a milk-white fog—Yea, while these terrors seize us, let us add, that +even the king of terrors, when personified by the evangelist, rides on +his pallid horse. + +Therefore, in his other moods, symbolize whatever grand or gracious +thing he will by whiteness, no man can deny that in its profoundest +idealized significance it calls up a peculiar apparition to the soul. + +But though without dissent this point be fixed, how is mortal man to +account for it? To analyse it, would seem impossible. Can we, then, by +the citation of some of those instances wherein this thing of +whiteness—though for the time either wholly or in great part stripped +of all direct associations calculated to impart to it aught fearful, +but nevertheless, is found to exert over us the same sorcery, however +modified;—can we thus hope to light upon some chance clue to conduct us +to the hidden cause we seek? + +Let us try. But in a matter like this, subtlety appeals to subtlety, +and without imagination no man can follow another into these halls. And +though, doubtless, some at least of the imaginative impressions about +to be presented may have been shared by most men, yet few perhaps were +entirely conscious of them at the time, and therefore may not be able +to recall them now. + +Why to the man of untutored ideality, who happens to be but loosely +acquainted with the peculiar character of the day, does the bare +mention of Whitsuntide marshal in the fancy such long, dreary, +speechless processions of slow-pacing pilgrims, down-cast and hooded +with new-fallen snow? Or, to the unread, unsophisticated Protestant of +the Middle American States, why does the passing mention of a White +Friar or a White Nun, evoke such an eyeless statue in the soul? + +Or what is there apart from the traditions of dungeoned warriors and +kings (which will not wholly account for it) that makes the White Tower +of London tell so much more strongly on the imagination of an +untravelled American, than those other storied structures, its +neighbors—the Byward Tower, or even the Bloody? And those sublimer +towers, the White Mountains of New Hampshire, whence, in peculiar +moods, comes that gigantic ghostliness over the soul at the bare +mention of that name, while the thought of Virginia’s Blue Ridge is +full of a soft, dewy, distant dreaminess? Or why, irrespective of all +latitudes and longitudes, does the name of the White Sea exert such a +spectralness over the fancy, while that of the Yellow Sea lulls us with +mortal thoughts of long lacquered mild afternoons on the waves, +followed by the gaudiest and yet sleepiest of sunsets? Or, to choose a +wholly unsubstantial instance, purely addressed to the fancy, why, in +reading the old fairy tales of Central Europe, does “the tall pale man” +of the Hartz forests, whose changeless pallor unrustlingly glides +through the green of the groves—why is this phantom more terrible than +all the whooping imps of the Blocksburg? + +Nor is it, altogether, the remembrance of her cathedral-toppling +earthquakes; nor the stampedoes of her frantic seas; nor the +tearlessness of arid skies that never rain; nor the sight of her wide +field of leaning spires, wrenched cope-stones, and crosses all adroop +(like canted yards of anchored fleets); and her suburban avenues of +house-walls lying over upon each other, as a tossed pack of cards;—it +is not these things alone which make tearless Lima, the strangest, +saddest city thou can’st see. For Lima has taken the white veil; and +there is a higher horror in this whiteness of her woe. Old as Pizarro, +this whiteness keeps her ruins for ever new; admits not the cheerful +greenness of complete decay; spreads over her broken ramparts the rigid +pallor of an apoplexy that fixes its own distortions. + +I know that, to the common apprehension, this phenomenon of whiteness +is not confessed to be the prime agent in exaggerating the terror of +objects otherwise terrible; nor to the unimaginative mind is there +aught of terror in those appearances whose awfulness to another mind +almost solely consists in this one phenomenon, especially when +exhibited under any form at all approaching to muteness or +universality. What I mean by these two statements may perhaps be +respectively elucidated by the following examples. + +First: The mariner, when drawing nigh the coasts of foreign lands, if +by night he hear the roar of breakers, starts to vigilance, and feels +just enough of trepidation to sharpen all his faculties; but under +precisely similar circumstances, let him be called from his hammock to +view his ship sailing through a midnight sea of milky whiteness—as if +from encircling headlands shoals of combed white bears were swimming +round him, then he feels a silent, superstitious dread; the shrouded +phantom of the whitened waters is horrible to him as a real ghost; in +vain the lead assures him he is still off soundings; heart and helm +they both go down; he never rests till blue water is under him again. +Yet where is the mariner who will tell thee, “Sir, it was not so much +the fear of striking hidden rocks, as the fear of that hideous +whiteness that so stirred me?” + +Second: To the native Indian of Peru, the continual sight of the +snow-howdahed Andes conveys naught of dread, except, perhaps, in the +mere fancying of the eternal frosted desolateness reigning at such vast +altitudes, and the natural conceit of what a fearfulness it would be to +lose oneself in such inhuman solitudes. Much the same is it with the +backwoodsman of the West, who with comparative indifference views an +unbounded prairie sheeted with driven snow, no shadow of tree or twig +to break the fixed trance of whiteness. Not so the sailor, beholding +the scenery of the Antarctic seas; where at times, by some infernal +trick of legerdemain in the powers of frost and air, he, shivering and +half shipwrecked, instead of rainbows speaking hope and solace to his +misery, views what seems a boundless churchyard grinning upon him with +its lean ice monuments and splintered crosses. + +But thou sayest, methinks that white-lead chapter about whiteness is +but a white flag hung out from a craven soul; thou surrenderest to a +hypo, Ishmael. + +Tell me, why this strong young colt, foaled in some peaceful valley of +Vermont, far removed from all beasts of prey—why is it that upon the +sunniest day, if you but shake a fresh buffalo robe behind him, so that +he cannot even see it, but only smells its wild animal muskiness—why +will he start, snort, and with bursting eyes paw the ground in +phrensies of affright? There is no remembrance in him of any gorings of +wild creatures in his green northern home, so that the strange +muskiness he smells cannot recall to him anything associated with the +experience of former perils; for what knows he, this New England colt, +of the black bisons of distant Oregon? + +No: but here thou beholdest even in a dumb brute, the instinct of the +knowledge of the demonism in the world. Though thousands of miles from +Oregon, still when he smells that savage musk, the rending, goring +bison herds are as present as to the deserted wild foal of the +prairies, which this instant they may be trampling into dust. + +Thus, then, the muffled rollings of a milky sea; the bleak rustlings of +the festooned frosts of mountains; the desolate shiftings of the +windrowed snows of prairies; all these, to Ishmael, are as the shaking +of that buffalo robe to the frightened colt! + +Though neither knows where lie the nameless things of which the mystic +sign gives forth such hints; yet with me, as with the colt, somewhere +those things must exist. Though in many of its aspects this visible +world seems formed in love, the invisible spheres were formed in +fright. + +But not yet have we solved the incantation of this whiteness, and +learned why it appeals with such power to the soul; and more strange +and far more portentous—why, as we have seen, it is at once the most +meaning symbol of spiritual things, nay, the very veil of the +Christian’s Deity; and yet should be as it is, the intensifying agent +in things the most appalling to mankind. + +Is it that by its indefiniteness it shadows forth the heartless voids +and immensities of the universe, and thus stabs us from behind with the +thought of annihilation, when beholding the white depths of the milky +way? Or is it, that as in essence whiteness is not so much a colour as +the visible absence of colour; and at the same time the concrete of all +colours; is it for these reasons that there is such a dumb blankness, +full of meaning, in a wide landscape of snows—a colourless, all-colour +of atheism from which we shrink? And when we consider that other theory +of the natural philosophers, that all other earthly hues—every stately +or lovely emblazoning—the sweet tinges of sunset skies and woods; yea, +and the gilded velvets of butterflies, and the butterfly cheeks of +young girls; all these are but subtile deceits, not actually inherent +in substances, but only laid on from without; so that all deified +Nature absolutely paints like the harlot, whose allurements cover +nothing but the charnel-house within; and when we proceed further, and +consider that the mystical cosmetic which produces every one of her +hues, the great principle of light, for ever remains white or colorless +in itself, and if operating without medium upon matter, would touch all +objects, even tulips and roses, with its own blank tinge—pondering all +this, the palsied universe lies before us a leper; and like wilful +travellers in Lapland, who refuse to wear coloured and colouring +glasses upon their eyes, so the wretched infidel gazes himself blind at +the monumental white shroud that wraps all the prospect around him. And +of all these things the Albino whale was the symbol. Wonder ye then at +the fiery hunt? + + +CHAPTER 43. Hark! + +“HIST! Did you hear that noise, Cabaco?” + +It was the middle-watch: a fair moonlight; the seamen were standing in +a cordon, extending from one of the fresh-water butts in the waist, to +the scuttle-butt near the taffrail. In this manner, they passed the +buckets to fill the scuttle-butt. Standing, for the most part, on the +hallowed precincts of the quarter-deck, they were careful not to speak +or rustle their feet. From hand to hand, the buckets went in the +deepest silence, only broken by the occasional flap of a sail, and the +steady hum of the unceasingly advancing keel. + +It was in the midst of this repose, that Archy, one of the cordon, +whose post was near the after-hatches, whispered to his neighbor, a +Cholo, the words above. + +“Hist! did you hear that noise, Cabaco?” + +“Take the bucket, will ye, Archy? what noise d’ye mean?” + +“There it is again—under the hatches—don’t you hear it—a cough—it +sounded like a cough.” + +“Cough be damned! Pass along that return bucket.” + +“There again—there it is!—it sounds like two or three sleepers turning +over, now!” + +“Caramba! have done, shipmate, will ye? It’s the three soaked biscuits +ye eat for supper turning over inside of ye—nothing else. Look to the +bucket!” + +“Say what ye will, shipmate; I’ve sharp ears.” + +“Aye, you are the chap, ain’t ye, that heard the hum of the old +Quakeress’s knitting-needles fifty miles at sea from Nantucket; you’re +the chap.” + +“Grin away; we’ll see what turns up. Hark ye, Cabaco, there is somebody +down in the after-hold that has not yet been seen on deck; and I +suspect our old Mogul knows something of it too. I heard Stubb tell +Flask, one morning watch, that there was something of that sort in the +wind.” + +“Tish! the bucket!” + + +CHAPTER 44. The Chart. + +Had you followed Captain Ahab down into his cabin after the squall that +took place on the night succeeding that wild ratification of his +purpose with his crew, you would have seen him go to a locker in the +transom, and bringing out a large wrinkled roll of yellowish sea +charts, spread them before him on his screwed-down table. Then seating +himself before it, you would have seen him intently study the various +lines and shadings which there met his eye; and with slow but steady +pencil trace additional courses over spaces that before were blank. At +intervals, he would refer to piles of old log-books beside him, wherein +were set down the seasons and places in which, on various former +voyages of various ships, sperm whales had been captured or seen. + +While thus employed, the heavy pewter lamp suspended in chains over his +head, continually rocked with the motion of the ship, and for ever +threw shifting gleams and shadows of lines upon his wrinkled brow, till +it almost seemed that while he himself was marking out lines and +courses on the wrinkled charts, some invisible pencil was also tracing +lines and courses upon the deeply marked chart of his forehead. + +But it was not this night in particular that, in the solitude of his +cabin, Ahab thus pondered over his charts. Almost every night they were +brought out; almost every night some pencil marks were effaced, and +others were substituted. For with the charts of all four oceans before +him, Ahab was threading a maze of currents and eddies, with a view to +the more certain accomplishment of that monomaniac thought of his soul. + +Now, to any one not fully acquainted with the ways of the leviathans, +it might seem an absurdly hopeless task thus to seek out one solitary +creature in the unhooped oceans of this planet. But not so did it seem +to Ahab, who knew the sets of all tides and currents; and thereby +calculating the driftings of the sperm whale’s food; and, also, calling +to mind the regular, ascertained seasons for hunting him in particular +latitudes; could arrive at reasonable surmises, almost approaching to +certainties, concerning the timeliest day to be upon this or that +ground in search of his prey. + +So assured, indeed, is the fact concerning the periodicalness of the +sperm whale’s resorting to given waters, that many hunters believe +that, could he be closely observed and studied throughout the world; +were the logs for one voyage of the entire whale fleet carefully +collated, then the migrations of the sperm whale would be found to +correspond in invariability to those of the herring-shoals or the +flights of swallows. On this hint, attempts have been made to construct +elaborate migratory charts of the sperm whale.* + + + *Since the above was written, the statement is happily borne out by + an official circular, issued by Lieutenant Maury, of the National + Observatory, Washington, April 16th, 1851. By that circular, it + appears that precisely such a chart is in course of completion; and + portions of it are presented in the circular. “This chart divides the + ocean into districts of five degrees of latitude by five degrees of + longitude; perpendicularly through each of which districts are twelve + columns for the twelve months; and horizontally through each of which + districts are three lines; one to show the number of days that have + been spent in each month in every district, and the two others to + show the number of days in which whales, sperm or right, have been + seen.” + + + + +Besides, when making a passage from one feeding-ground to another, the +sperm whales, guided by some infallible instinct—say, rather, secret +intelligence from the Deity—mostly swim in _veins_, as they are called; +continuing their way along a given ocean-line with such undeviating +exactitude, that no ship ever sailed her course, by any chart, with one +tithe of such marvellous precision. Though, in these cases, the +direction taken by any one whale be straight as a surveyor’s parallel, +and though the line of advance be strictly confined to its own +unavoidable, straight wake, yet the arbitrary _vein_ in which at these +times he is said to swim, generally embraces some few miles in width +(more or less, as the vein is presumed to expand or contract); but +never exceeds the visual sweep from the whale-ship’s mast-heads, when +circumspectly gliding along this magic zone. The sum is, that at +particular seasons within that breadth and along that path, migrating +whales may with great confidence be looked for. + +And hence not only at substantiated times, upon well known separate +feeding-grounds, could Ahab hope to encounter his prey; but in crossing +the widest expanses of water between those grounds he could, by his +art, so place and time himself on his way, as even then not to be +wholly without prospect of a meeting. + +There was a circumstance which at first sight seemed to entangle his +delirious but still methodical scheme. But not so in the reality, +perhaps. Though the gregarious sperm whales have their regular seasons +for particular grounds, yet in general you cannot conclude that the +herds which haunted such and such a latitude or longitude this year, +say, will turn out to be identically the same with those that were +found there the preceding season; though there are peculiar and +unquestionable instances where the contrary of this has proved true. In +general, the same remark, only within a less wide limit, applies to the +solitaries and hermits among the matured, aged sperm whales. So that +though Moby Dick had in a former year been seen, for example, on what +is called the Seychelle ground in the Indian ocean, or Volcano Bay on +the Japanese Coast; yet it did not follow, that were the Pequod to +visit either of those spots at any subsequent corresponding season, she +would infallibly encounter him there. So, too, with some other feeding +grounds, where he had at times revealed himself. But all these seemed +only his casual stopping-places and ocean-inns, so to speak, not his +places of prolonged abode. And where Ahab’s chances of accomplishing +his object have hitherto been spoken of, allusion has only been made to +whatever way-side, antecedent, extra prospects were his, ere a +particular set time or place were attained, when all possibilities +would become probabilities, and, as Ahab fondly thought, every +possibility the next thing to a certainty. That particular set time and +place were conjoined in the one technical phrase—the +Season-on-the-Line. For there and then, for several consecutive years, +Moby Dick had been periodically descried, lingering in those waters for +awhile, as the sun, in its annual round, loiters for a predicted +interval in any one sign of the Zodiac. There it was, too, that most of +the deadly encounters with the white whale had taken place; there the +waves were storied with his deeds; there also was that tragic spot +where the monomaniac old man had found the awful motive to his +vengeance. But in the cautious comprehensiveness and unloitering +vigilance with which Ahab threw his brooding soul into this unfaltering +hunt, he would not permit himself to rest all his hopes upon the one +crowning fact above mentioned, however flattering it might be to those +hopes; nor in the sleeplessness of his vow could he so tranquillize his +unquiet heart as to postpone all intervening quest. + +Now, the Pequod had sailed from Nantucket at the very beginning of the +Season-on-the-Line. No possible endeavor then could enable her +commander to make the great passage southwards, double Cape Horn, and +then running down sixty degrees of latitude arrive in the equatorial +Pacific in time to cruise there. Therefore, he must wait for the next +ensuing season. Yet the premature hour of the Pequod’s sailing had, +perhaps, been correctly selected by Ahab, with a view to this very +complexion of things. Because, an interval of three hundred and +sixty-five days and nights was before him; an interval which, instead +of impatiently enduring ashore, he would spend in a miscellaneous hunt; +if by chance the White Whale, spending his vacation in seas far remote +from his periodical feeding-grounds, should turn up his wrinkled brow +off the Persian Gulf, or in the Bengal Bay, or China Seas, or in any +other waters haunted by his race. So that Monsoons, Pampas, +Nor’-Westers, Harmattans, Trades; any wind but the Levanter and Simoon, +might blow Moby Dick into the devious zig-zag world-circle of the +Pequod’s circumnavigating wake. + +But granting all this; yet, regarded discreetly and coolly, seems it +not but a mad idea, this; that in the broad boundless ocean, one +solitary whale, even if encountered, should be thought capable of +individual recognition from his hunter, even as a white-bearded Mufti +in the thronged thoroughfares of Constantinople? Yes. For the peculiar +snow-white brow of Moby Dick, and his snow-white hump, could not but be +unmistakable. And have I not tallied the whale, Ahab would mutter to +himself, as after poring over his charts till long after midnight he +would throw himself back in reveries—tallied him, and shall he escape? +His broad fins are bored, and scalloped out like a lost sheep’s ear! +And here, his mad mind would run on in a breathless race; till a +weariness and faintness of pondering came over him; and in the open air +of the deck he would seek to recover his strength. Ah, God! what +trances of torments does that man endure who is consumed with one +unachieved revengeful desire. He sleeps with clenched hands; and wakes +with his own bloody nails in his palms. + +Often, when forced from his hammock by exhausting and intolerably vivid +dreams of the night, which, resuming his own intense thoughts through +the day, carried them on amid a clashing of phrensies, and whirled them +round and round and round in his blazing brain, till the very throbbing +of his life-spot became insufferable anguish; and when, as was +sometimes the case, these spiritual throes in him heaved his being up +from its base, and a chasm seemed opening in him, from which forked +flames and lightnings shot up, and accursed fiends beckoned him to leap +down among them; when this hell in himself yawned beneath him, a wild +cry would be heard through the ship; and with glaring eyes Ahab would +burst from his state room, as though escaping from a bed that was on +fire. Yet these, perhaps, instead of being the unsuppressable symptoms +of some latent weakness, or fright at his own resolve, were but the +plainest tokens of its intensity. For, at such times, crazy Ahab, the +scheming, unappeasedly steadfast hunter of the white whale; this Ahab +that had gone to his hammock, was not the agent that so caused him to +burst from it in horror again. The latter was the eternal, living +principle or soul in him; and in sleep, being for the time dissociated +from the characterizing mind, which at other times employed it for its +outer vehicle or agent, it spontaneously sought escape from the +scorching contiguity of the frantic thing, of which, for the time, it +was no longer an integral. But as the mind does not exist unless +leagued with the soul, therefore it must have been that, in Ahab’s +case, yielding up all his thoughts and fancies to his one supreme +purpose; that purpose, by its own sheer inveteracy of will, forced +itself against gods and devils into a kind of self-assumed, independent +being of its own. Nay, could grimly live and burn, while the common +vitality to which it was conjoined, fled horror-stricken from the +unbidden and unfathered birth. Therefore, the tormented spirit that +glared out of bodily eyes, when what seemed Ahab rushed from his room, +was for the time but a vacated thing, a formless somnambulistic being, +a ray of living light, to be sure, but without an object to colour, and +therefore a blankness in itself. God help thee, old man, thy thoughts +have created a creature in thee; and he whose intense thinking thus +makes him a Prometheus; a vulture feeds upon that heart for ever; that +vulture the very creature he creates. + + +CHAPTER 45. The Affidavit. + +So far as what there may be of a narrative in this book; and, indeed, +as indirectly touching one or two very interesting and curious +particulars in the habits of sperm whales, the foregoing chapter, in +its earlier part, is as important a one as will be found in this +volume; but the leading matter of it requires to be still further and +more familiarly enlarged upon, in order to be adequately understood, +and moreover to take away any incredulity which a profound ignorance of +the entire subject may induce in some minds, as to the natural verity +of the main points of this affair. + +I care not to perform this part of my task methodically; but shall be +content to produce the desired impression by separate citations of +items, practically or reliably known to me as a whaleman; and from +these citations, I take it—the conclusion aimed at will naturally +follow of itself. + +First: I have personally known three instances where a whale, after +receiving a harpoon, has effected a complete escape; and, after an +interval (in one instance of three years), has been again struck by the +same hand, and slain; when the two irons, both marked by the same +private cypher, have been taken from the body. In the instance where +three years intervened between the flinging of the two harpoons; and I +think it may have been something more than that; the man who darted +them happening, in the interval, to go in a trading ship on a voyage to +Africa, went ashore there, joined a discovery party, and penetrated far +into the interior, where he travelled for a period of nearly two years, +often endangered by serpents, savages, tigers, poisonous miasmas, with +all the other common perils incident to wandering in the heart of +unknown regions. Meanwhile, the whale he had struck must also have been +on its travels; no doubt it had thrice circumnavigated the globe, +brushing with its flanks all the coasts of Africa; but to no purpose. +This man and this whale again came together, and the one vanquished the +other. I say I, myself, have known three instances similar to this; +that is in two of them I saw the whales struck; and, upon the second +attack, saw the two irons with the respective marks cut in them, +afterwards taken from the dead fish. In the three-year instance, it so +fell out that I was in the boat both times, first and last, and the +last time distinctly recognised a peculiar sort of huge mole under the +whale’s eye, which I had observed there three years previous. I say +three years, but I am pretty sure it was more than that. Here are three +instances, then, which I personally know the truth of; but I have heard +of many other instances from persons whose veracity in the matter there +is no good ground to impeach. + +Secondly: It is well known in the Sperm Whale Fishery, however ignorant +the world ashore may be of it, that there have been several memorable +historical instances where a particular whale in the ocean has been at +distant times and places popularly cognisable. Why such a whale became +thus marked was not altogether and originally owing to his bodily +peculiarities as distinguished from other whales; for however peculiar +in that respect any chance whale may be, they soon put an end to his +peculiarities by killing him, and boiling him down into a peculiarly +valuable oil. No: the reason was this: that from the fatal experiences +of the fishery there hung a terrible prestige of perilousness about +such a whale as there did about Rinaldo Rinaldini, insomuch that most +fishermen were content to recognise him by merely touching their +tarpaulins when he would be discovered lounging by them on the sea, +without seeking to cultivate a more intimate acquaintance. Like some +poor devils ashore that happen to know an irascible great man, they +make distant unobtrusive salutations to him in the street, lest if they +pursued the acquaintance further, they might receive a summary thump +for their presumption. + +But not only did each of these famous whales enjoy great individual +celebrity—Nay, you may call it an ocean-wide renown; not only was he +famous in life and now is immortal in forecastle stories after death, +but he was admitted into all the rights, privileges, and distinctions +of a name; had as much a name indeed as Cambyses or Cæsar. Was it not +so, O Timor Tom! thou famed leviathan, scarred like an iceberg, who so +long did’st lurk in the Oriental straits of that name, whose spout was +oft seen from the palmy beach of Ombay? Was it not so, O New Zealand +Jack! thou terror of all cruisers that crossed their wakes in the +vicinity of the Tattoo Land? Was it not so, O Morquan! King of Japan, +whose lofty jet they say at times assumed the semblance of a snow-white +cross against the sky? Was it not so, O Don Miguel! thou Chilian whale, +marked like an old tortoise with mystic hieroglyphics upon the back! In +plain prose, here are four whales as well known to the students of +Cetacean History as Marius or Sylla to the classic scholar. + +But this is not all. New Zealand Tom and Don Miguel, after at various +times creating great havoc among the boats of different vessels, were +finally gone in quest of, systematically hunted out, chased and killed +by valiant whaling captains, who heaved up their anchors with that +express object as much in view, as in setting out through the +Narragansett Woods, Captain Butler of old had it in his mind to capture +that notorious murderous savage Annawon, the headmost warrior of the +Indian King Philip. + +I do not know where I can find a better place than just here, to make +mention of one or two other things, which to me seem important, as in +printed form establishing in all respects the reasonableness of the +whole story of the White Whale, more especially the catastrophe. For +this is one of those disheartening instances where truth requires full +as much bolstering as error. So ignorant are most landsmen of some of +the plainest and most palpable wonders of the world, that without some +hints touching the plain facts, historical and otherwise, of the +fishery, they might scout at Moby Dick as a monstrous fable, or still +worse and more detestable, a hideous and intolerable allegory. + +First: Though most men have some vague flitting ideas of the general +perils of the grand fishery, yet they have nothing like a fixed, vivid +conception of those perils, and the frequency with which they recur. +One reason perhaps is, that not one in fifty of the actual disasters +and deaths by casualties in the fishery, ever finds a public record at +home, however transient and immediately forgotten that record. Do you +suppose that that poor fellow there, who this moment perhaps caught by +the whale-line off the coast of New Guinea, is being carried down to +the bottom of the sea by the sounding leviathan—do you suppose that +that poor fellow’s name will appear in the newspaper obituary you will +read to-morrow at your breakfast? No: because the mails are very +irregular between here and New Guinea. In fact, did you ever hear what +might be called regular news direct or indirect from New Guinea? Yet I +tell you that upon one particular voyage which I made to the Pacific, +among many others we spoke thirty different ships, every one of which +had had a death by a whale, some of them more than one, and three that +had each lost a boat’s crew. For God’s sake, be economical with your +lamps and candles! not a gallon you burn, but at least one drop of +man’s blood was spilled for it. + +Secondly: People ashore have indeed some indefinite idea that a whale +is an enormous creature of enormous power; but I have ever found that +when narrating to them some specific example of this two-fold +enormousness, they have significantly complimented me upon my +facetiousness; when, I declare upon my soul, I had no more idea of +being facetious than Moses, when he wrote the history of the plagues of +Egypt. + +But fortunately the special point I here seek can be established upon +testimony entirely independent of my own. That point is this: The Sperm +Whale is in some cases sufficiently powerful, knowing, and judiciously +malicious, as with direct aforethought to stave in, utterly destroy, +and sink a large ship; and what is more, the Sperm Whale _has_ done it. + +First: In the year 1820 the ship Essex, Captain Pollard, of Nantucket, +was cruising in the Pacific Ocean. One day she saw spouts, lowered her +boats, and gave chase to a shoal of sperm whales. Ere long, several of +the whales were wounded; when, suddenly, a very large whale escaping +from the boats, issued from the shoal, and bore directly down upon the +ship. Dashing his forehead against her hull, he so stove her in, that +in less than “ten minutes” she settled down and fell over. Not a +surviving plank of her has been seen since. After the severest +exposure, part of the crew reached the land in their boats. Being +returned home at last, Captain Pollard once more sailed for the Pacific +in command of another ship, but the gods shipwrecked him again upon +unknown rocks and breakers; for the second time his ship was utterly +lost, and forthwith forswearing the sea, he has never tempted it since. +At this day Captain Pollard is a resident of Nantucket. I have seen +Owen Chace, who was chief mate of the Essex at the time of the tragedy; +I have read his plain and faithful narrative; I have conversed with his +son; and all this within a few miles of the scene of the catastrophe.* + +*The following are extracts from Chace’s narrative: “Every fact seemed +to warrant me in concluding that it was anything but chance which +directed his operations; he made two several attacks upon the ship, at +a short interval between them, both of which, according to their +direction, were calculated to do us the most injury, by being made +ahead, and thereby combining the speed of the two objects for the +shock; to effect which, the exact manœuvres which he made were +necessary. His aspect was most horrible, and such as indicated +resentment and fury. He came directly from the shoal which we had just +before entered, and in which we had struck three of his companions, as +if fired with revenge for their sufferings.” Again: “At all events, the +whole circumstances taken together, all happening before my own eyes, +and producing, at the time, impressions in my mind of decided, +calculating mischief, on the part of the whale (many of which +impressions I cannot now recall), induce me to be satisfied that I am +correct in my opinion.” + +Here are his reflections some time after quitting the ship, during a +black night in an open boat, when almost despairing of reaching any +hospitable shore. “The dark ocean and swelling waters were nothing; the +fears of being swallowed up by some dreadful tempest, or dashed upon +hidden rocks, with all the other ordinary subjects of fearful +contemplation, seemed scarcely entitled to a moment’s thought; the +dismal looking wreck, and _the horrid aspect and revenge of the whale_, +wholly engrossed my reflections, until day again made its appearance.” + +In another place—p. 45,—he speaks of “_the mysterious and mortal attack +of the animal_.” + +Secondly: The ship Union, also of Nantucket, was in the year 1807 +totally lost off the Azores by a similar onset, but the authentic +particulars of this catastrophe I have never chanced to encounter, +though from the whale hunters I have now and then heard casual +allusions to it. + +Thirdly: Some eighteen or twenty years ago Commodore J——, then +commanding an American sloop-of-war of the first class, happened to be +dining with a party of whaling captains, on board a Nantucket ship in +the harbor of Oahu, Sandwich Islands. Conversation turning upon whales, +the Commodore was pleased to be sceptical touching the amazing strength +ascribed to them by the professional gentlemen present. He peremptorily +denied for example, that any whale could so smite his stout +sloop-of-war as to cause her to leak so much as a thimbleful. Very +good; but there is more coming. Some weeks after, the Commodore set +sail in this impregnable craft for Valparaiso. But he was stopped on +the way by a portly sperm whale, that begged a few moments’ +confidential business with him. That business consisted in fetching the +Commodore’s craft such a thwack, that with all his pumps going he made +straight for the nearest port to heave down and repair. I am not +superstitious, but I consider the Commodore’s interview with that whale +as providential. Was not Saul of Tarsus converted from unbelief by a +similar fright? I tell you, the sperm whale will stand no nonsense. + +I will now refer you to Langsdorff’s Voyages for a little circumstance +in point, peculiarly interesting to the writer hereof. Langsdorff, you +must know by the way, was attached to the Russian Admiral Krusenstern’s +famous Discovery Expedition in the beginning of the present century. +Captain Langsdorff thus begins his seventeenth chapter: + +“By the thirteenth of May our ship was ready to sail, and the next day +we were out in the open sea, on our way to Ochotsh. The weather was +very clear and fine, but so intolerably cold that we were obliged to +keep on our fur clothing. For some days we had very little wind; it was +not till the nineteenth that a brisk gale from the northwest sprang up. +An uncommon large whale, the body of which was larger than the ship +itself, lay almost at the surface of the water, but was not perceived +by any one on board till the moment when the ship, which was in full +sail, was almost upon him, so that it was impossible to prevent its +striking against him. We were thus placed in the most imminent danger, +as this gigantic creature, setting up its back, raised the ship three +feet at least out of the water. The masts reeled, and the sails fell +altogether, while we who were below all sprang instantly upon the deck, +concluding that we had struck upon some rock; instead of this we saw +the monster sailing off with the utmost gravity and solemnity. Captain +D’Wolf applied immediately to the pumps to examine whether or not the +vessel had received any damage from the shock, but we found that very +happily it had escaped entirely uninjured.” + +Now, the Captain D’Wolf here alluded to as commanding the ship in +question, is a New Englander, who, after a long life of unusual +adventures as a sea-captain, this day resides in the village of +Dorchester near Boston. I have the honor of being a nephew of his. I +have particularly questioned him concerning this passage in Langsdorff. +He substantiates every word. The ship, however, was by no means a large +one: a Russian craft built on the Siberian coast, and purchased by my +uncle after bartering away the vessel in which he sailed from home. + +In that up and down manly book of old-fashioned adventure, so full, +too, of honest wonders—the voyage of Lionel Wafer, one of ancient +Dampier’s old chums—I found a little matter set down so like that just +quoted from Langsdorff, that I cannot forbear inserting it here for a +corroborative example, if such be needed. + +Lionel, it seems, was on his way to “John Ferdinando,” as he calls the +modern Juan Fernandes. “In our way thither,” he says, “about four +o’clock in the morning, when we were about one hundred and fifty +leagues from the Main of America, our ship felt a terrible shock, which +put our men in such consternation that they could hardly tell where +they were or what to think; but every one began to prepare for death. +And, indeed, the shock was so sudden and violent, that we took it for +granted the ship had struck against a rock; but when the amazement was +a little over, we cast the lead, and sounded, but found no ground. * * +* * * The suddenness of the shock made the guns leap in their +carriages, and several of the men were shaken out of their hammocks. +Captain Davis, who lay with his head on a gun, was thrown out of his +cabin!” Lionel then goes on to impute the shock to an earthquake, and +seems to substantiate the imputation by stating that a great +earthquake, somewhere about that time, did actually do great mischief +along the Spanish land. But I should not much wonder if, in the +darkness of that early hour of the morning, the shock was after all +caused by an unseen whale vertically bumping the hull from beneath. + +I might proceed with several more examples, one way or another known to +me, of the great power and malice at times of the sperm whale. In more +than one instance, he has been known, not only to chase the assailing +boats back to their ships, but to pursue the ship itself, and long +withstand all the lances hurled at him from its decks. The English ship +Pusie Hall can tell a story on that head; and, as for his strength, let +me say, that there have been examples where the lines attached to a +running sperm whale have, in a calm, been transferred to the ship, and +secured there; the whale towing her great hull through the water, as a +horse walks off with a cart. Again, it is very often observed that, if +the sperm whale, once struck, is allowed time to rally, he then acts, +not so often with blind rage, as with wilful, deliberate designs of +destruction to his pursuers; nor is it without conveying some eloquent +indication of his character, that upon being attacked he will +frequently open his mouth, and retain it in that dread expansion for +several consecutive minutes. But I must be content with only one more +and a concluding illustration; a remarkable and most significant one, +by which you will not fail to see, that not only is the most marvellous +event in this book corroborated by plain facts of the present day, but +that these marvels (like all marvels) are mere repetitions of the ages; +so that for the millionth time we say amen with Solomon—Verily there is +nothing new under the sun. + +In the sixth Christian century lived Procopius, a Christian magistrate +of Constantinople, in the days when Justinian was Emperor and +Belisarius general. As many know, he wrote the history of his own +times, a work every way of uncommon value. By the best authorities, he +has always been considered a most trustworthy and unexaggerating +historian, except in some one or two particulars, not at all affecting +the matter presently to be mentioned. + +Now, in this history of his, Procopius mentions that, during the term +of his prefecture at Constantinople, a great sea-monster was captured +in the neighboring Propontis, or Sea of Marmora, after having destroyed +vessels at intervals in those waters for a period of more than fifty +years. A fact thus set down in substantial history cannot easily be +gainsaid. Nor is there any reason it should be. Of what precise species +this sea-monster was, is not mentioned. But as he destroyed ships, as +well as for other reasons, he must have been a whale; and I am strongly +inclined to think a sperm whale. And I will tell you why. For a long +time I fancied that the sperm whale had been always unknown in the +Mediterranean and the deep waters connecting with it. Even now I am +certain that those seas are not, and perhaps never can be, in the +present constitution of things, a place for his habitual gregarious +resort. But further investigations have recently proved to me, that in +modern times there have been isolated instances of the presence of the +sperm whale in the Mediterranean. I am told, on good authority, that on +the Barbary coast, a Commodore Davis of the British navy found the +skeleton of a sperm whale. Now, as a vessel of war readily passes +through the Dardanelles, hence a sperm whale could, by the same route, +pass out of the Mediterranean into the Propontis. + +In the Propontis, as far as I can learn, none of that peculiar +substance called _brit_ is to be found, the aliment of the right whale. +But I have every reason to believe that the food of the sperm +whale—squid or cuttle-fish—lurks at the bottom of that sea, because +large creatures, but by no means the largest of that sort, have been +found at its surface. If, then, you properly put these statements +together, and reason upon them a bit, you will clearly perceive that, +according to all human reasoning, Procopius’s sea-monster, that for +half a century stove the ships of a Roman Emperor, must in all +probability have been a sperm whale. + + +CHAPTER 46. Surmises. + +Though, consumed with the hot fire of his purpose, Ahab in all his +thoughts and actions ever had in view the ultimate capture of Moby +Dick; though he seemed ready to sacrifice all mortal interests to that +one passion; nevertheless it may have been that he was by nature and +long habituation far too wedded to a fiery whaleman’s ways, altogether +to abandon the collateral prosecution of the voyage. Or at least if +this were otherwise, there were not wanting other motives much more +influential with him. It would be refining too much, perhaps, even +considering his monomania, to hint that his vindictiveness towards the +White Whale might have possibly extended itself in some degree to all +sperm whales, and that the more monsters he slew by so much the more he +multiplied the chances that each subsequently encountered whale would +prove to be the hated one he hunted. But if such an hypothesis be +indeed exceptionable, there were still additional considerations which, +though not so strictly according with the wildness of his ruling +passion, yet were by no means incapable of swaying him. + +To accomplish his object Ahab must use tools; and of all tools used in +the shadow of the moon, men are most apt to get out of order. He knew, +for example, that however magnetic his ascendency in some respects was +over Starbuck, yet that ascendency did not cover the complete spiritual +man any more than mere corporeal superiority involves intellectual +mastership; for to the purely spiritual, the intellectual but stand in +a sort of corporeal relation. Starbuck’s body and Starbuck’s coerced +will were Ahab’s, so long as Ahab kept his magnet at Starbuck’s brain; +still he knew that for all this the chief mate, in his soul, abhorred +his captain’s quest, and could he, would joyfully disintegrate himself +from it, or even frustrate it. It might be that a long interval would +elapse ere the White Whale was seen. During that long interval Starbuck +would ever be apt to fall into open relapses of rebellion against his +captain’s leadership, unless some ordinary, prudential, circumstantial +influences were brought to bear upon him. Not only that, but the subtle +insanity of Ahab respecting Moby Dick was noways more significantly +manifested than in his superlative sense and shrewdness in foreseeing +that, for the present, the hunt should in some way be stripped of that +strange imaginative impiousness which naturally invested it; that the +full terror of the voyage must be kept withdrawn into the obscure +background (for few men’s courage is proof against protracted +meditation unrelieved by action); that when they stood their long night +watches, his officers and men must have some nearer things to think of +than Moby Dick. For however eagerly and impetuously the savage crew had +hailed the announcement of his quest; yet all sailors of all sorts are +more or less capricious and unreliable—they live in the varying outer +weather, and they inhale its fickleness—and when retained for any +object remote and blank in the pursuit, however promissory of life and +passion in the end, it is above all things requisite that temporary +interests and employments should intervene and hold them healthily +suspended for the final dash. + +Nor was Ahab unmindful of another thing. In times of strong emotion +mankind disdain all base considerations; but such times are evanescent. +The permanent constitutional condition of the manufactured man, thought +Ahab, is sordidness. Granting that the White Whale fully incites the +hearts of this my savage crew, and playing round their savageness even +breeds a certain generous knight-errantism in them, still, while for +the love of it they give chase to Moby Dick, they must also have food +for their more common, daily appetites. For even the high lifted and +chivalric Crusaders of old times were not content to traverse two +thousand miles of land to fight for their holy sepulchre, without +committing burglaries, picking pockets, and gaining other pious +perquisites by the way. Had they been strictly held to their one final +and romantic object—that final and romantic object, too many would have +turned from in disgust. I will not strip these men, thought Ahab, of +all hopes of cash—aye, cash. They may scorn cash now; but let some +months go by, and no perspective promise of it to them, and then this +same quiescent cash all at once mutinying in them, this same cash would +soon cashier Ahab. + +Nor was there wanting still another precautionary motive more related +to Ahab personally. Having impulsively, it is probable, and perhaps +somewhat prematurely revealed the prime but private purpose of the +Pequod’s voyage, Ahab was now entirely conscious that, in so doing, he +had indirectly laid himself open to the unanswerable charge of +usurpation; and with perfect impunity, both moral and legal, his crew +if so disposed, and to that end competent, could refuse all further +obedience to him, and even violently wrest from him the command. From +even the barely hinted imputation of usurpation, and the possible +consequences of such a suppressed impression gaining ground, Ahab must +of course have been most anxious to protect himself. That protection +could only consist in his own predominating brain and heart and hand, +backed by a heedful, closely calculating attention to every minute +atmospheric influence which it was possible for his crew to be +subjected to. + +For all these reasons then, and others perhaps too analytic to be +verbally developed here, Ahab plainly saw that he must still in a good +degree continue true to the natural, nominal purpose of the Pequod’s +voyage; observe all customary usages; and not only that, but force +himself to evince all his well known passionate interest in the general +pursuit of his profession. + +Be all this as it may, his voice was now often heard hailing the three +mast-heads and admonishing them to keep a bright look-out, and not omit +reporting even a porpoise. This vigilance was not long without reward. + + +CHAPTER 47. The Mat-Maker. + +It was a cloudy, sultry afternoon; the seamen were lazily lounging +about the decks, or vacantly gazing over into the lead-coloured waters. +Queequeg and I were mildly employed weaving what is called a sword-mat, +for an additional lashing to our boat. So still and subdued and yet +somehow preluding was all the scene, and such an incantation of reverie +lurked in the air, that each silent sailor seemed resolved into his own +invisible self. + +I was the attendant or page of Queequeg, while busy at the mat. As I +kept passing and repassing the filling or woof of marline between the +long yarns of the warp, using my own hand for the shuttle, and as +Queequeg, standing sideways, ever and anon slid his heavy oaken sword +between the threads, and idly looking off upon the water, carelessly +and unthinkingly drove home every yarn: I say so strange a dreaminess +did there then reign all over the ship and all over the sea, only +broken by the intermitting dull sound of the sword, that it seemed as +if this were the Loom of Time, and I myself were a shuttle mechanically +weaving and weaving away at the Fates. There lay the fixed threads of +the warp subject to but one single, ever returning, unchanging +vibration, and that vibration merely enough to admit of the crosswise +interblending of other threads with its own. This warp seemed +necessity; and here, thought I, with my own hand I ply my own shuttle +and weave my own destiny into these unalterable threads. Meantime, +Queequeg’s impulsive, indifferent sword, sometimes hitting the woof +slantingly, or crookedly, or strongly, or weakly, as the case might be; +and by this difference in the concluding blow producing a corresponding +contrast in the final aspect of the completed fabric; this savage’s +sword, thought I, which thus finally shapes and fashions both warp and +woof; this easy, indifferent sword must be chance—aye, chance, free +will, and necessity—nowise incompatible—all interweavingly working +together. The straight warp of necessity, not to be swerved from its +ultimate course—its every alternating vibration, indeed, only tending +to that; free will still free to ply her shuttle between given threads; +and chance, though restrained in its play within the right lines of +necessity, and sideways in its motions directed by free will, though +thus prescribed to by both, chance by turns rules either, and has the +last featuring blow at events. + +Thus we were weaving and weaving away when I started at a sound so +strange, long drawn, and musically wild and unearthly, that the ball of +free will dropped from my hand, and I stood gazing up at the clouds +whence that voice dropped like a wing. High aloft in the cross-trees +was that mad Gay-Header, Tashtego. His body was reaching eagerly +forward, his hand stretched out like a wand, and at brief sudden +intervals he continued his cries. To be sure the same sound was that +very moment perhaps being heard all over the seas, from hundreds of +whalemen’s look-outs perched as high in the air; but from few of those +lungs could that accustomed old cry have derived such a marvellous +cadence as from Tashtego the Indian’s. + +As he stood hovering over you half suspended in air, so wildly and +eagerly peering towards the horizon, you would have thought him some +prophet or seer beholding the shadows of Fate, and by those wild cries +announcing their coming. + +“There she blows! there! there! there! she blows! she blows!” + +“Where-away?” + +“On the lee-beam, about two miles off! a school of them!” + +Instantly all was commotion. + +The Sperm Whale blows as a clock ticks, with the same undeviating and +reliable uniformity. And thereby whalemen distinguish this fish from +other tribes of his genus. + +“There go flukes!” was now the cry from Tashtego; and the whales +disappeared. + +“Quick, steward!” cried Ahab. “Time! time!” + +Dough-Boy hurried below, glanced at the watch, and reported the exact +minute to Ahab. + +The ship was now kept away from the wind, and she went gently rolling +before it. Tashtego reporting that the whales had gone down heading to +leeward, we confidently looked to see them again directly in advance of +our bows. For that singular craft at times evinced by the Sperm Whale +when, sounding with his head in one direction, he nevertheless, while +concealed beneath the surface, mills round, and swiftly swims off in +the opposite quarter—this deceitfulness of his could not now be in +action; for there was no reason to suppose that the fish seen by +Tashtego had been in any way alarmed, or indeed knew at all of our +vicinity. One of the men selected for shipkeepers—that is, those not +appointed to the boats, by this time relieved the Indian at the +main-mast head. The sailors at the fore and mizzen had come down; the +line tubs were fixed in their places; the cranes were thrust out; the +mainyard was backed, and the three boats swung over the sea like three +samphire baskets over high cliffs. Outside of the bulwarks their eager +crews with one hand clung to the rail, while one foot was expectantly +poised on the gunwale. So look the long line of man-of-war’s men about +to throw themselves on board an enemy’s ship. + +But at this critical instant a sudden exclamation was heard that took +every eye from the whale. With a start all glared at dark Ahab, who was +surrounded by five dusky phantoms that seemed fresh formed out of air. + + +CHAPTER 48. The First Lowering. + +The phantoms, for so they then seemed, were flitting on the other side +of the deck, and, with a noiseless celerity, were casting loose the +tackles and bands of the boat which swung there. This boat had always +been deemed one of the spare boats, though technically called the +captain’s, on account of its hanging from the starboard quarter. The +figure that now stood by its bows was tall and swart, with one white +tooth evilly protruding from its steel-like lips. A rumpled Chinese +jacket of black cotton funereally invested him, with wide black +trowsers of the same dark stuff. But strangely crowning this ebonness +was a glistening white plaited turban, the living hair braided and +coiled round and round upon his head. Less swart in aspect, the +companions of this figure were of that vivid, tiger-yellow complexion +peculiar to some of the aboriginal natives of the Manillas;—a race +notorious for a certain diabolism of subtilty, and by some honest white +mariners supposed to be the paid spies and secret confidential agents +on the water of the devil, their lord, whose counting-room they suppose +to be elsewhere. + +While yet the wondering ship’s company were gazing upon these +strangers, Ahab cried out to the white-turbaned old man at their head, +“All ready there, Fedallah?” + +“Ready,” was the half-hissed reply. + +“Lower away then; d’ye hear?” shouting across the deck. “Lower away +there, I say.” + +Such was the thunder of his voice, that spite of their amazement the +men sprang over the rail; the sheaves whirled round in the blocks; with +a wallow, the three boats dropped into the sea; while, with a +dexterous, off-handed daring, unknown in any other vocation, the +sailors, goat-like, leaped down the rolling ship’s side into the tossed +boats below. + +Hardly had they pulled out from under the ship’s lee, when a fourth +keel, coming from the windward side, pulled round under the stern, and +showed the five strangers rowing Ahab, who, standing erect in the +stern, loudly hailed Starbuck, Stubb, and Flask, to spread themselves +widely, so as to cover a large expanse of water. But with all their +eyes again riveted upon the swart Fedallah and his crew, the inmates of +the other boats obeyed not the command. + +“Captain Ahab?—” said Starbuck. + +“Spread yourselves,” cried Ahab; “give way, all four boats. Thou, +Flask, pull out more to leeward!” + +“Aye, aye, sir,” cheerily cried little King-Post, sweeping round his +great steering oar. “Lay back!” addressing his crew. +“There!—there!—there again! There she blows right ahead, boys!—lay +back!” + +“Never heed yonder yellow boys, Archy.” + +“Oh, I don’t mind ’em, sir,” said Archy; “I knew it all before now. +Didn’t I hear ’em in the hold? And didn’t I tell Cabaco here of it? +What say ye, Cabaco? They are stowaways, Mr. Flask.” + +“Pull, pull, my fine hearts-alive; pull, my children; pull, my little +ones,” drawlingly and soothingly sighed Stubb to his crew, some of whom +still showed signs of uneasiness. “Why don’t you break your backbones, +my boys? What is it you stare at? Those chaps in yonder boat? Tut! They +are only five more hands come to help us—never mind from where—the more +the merrier. Pull, then, do pull; never mind the brimstone—devils are +good fellows enough. So, so; there you are now; that’s the stroke for a +thousand pounds; that’s the stroke to sweep the stakes! Hurrah for the +gold cup of sperm oil, my heroes! Three cheers, men—all hearts alive! +Easy, easy; don’t be in a hurry—don’t be in a hurry. Why don’t you snap +your oars, you rascals? Bite something, you dogs! So, so, so, +then:—softly, softly! That’s it—that’s it! long and strong. Give way +there, give way! The devil fetch ye, ye ragamuffin rapscallions; ye are +all asleep. Stop snoring, ye sleepers, and pull. Pull, will ye? pull, +can’t ye? pull, won’t ye? Why in the name of gudgeons and ginger-cakes +don’t ye pull?—pull and break something! pull, and start your eyes out! +Here!” whipping out the sharp knife from his girdle; “every mother’s +son of ye draw his knife, and pull with the blade between his teeth. +That’s it—that’s it. Now ye do something; that looks like it, my +steel-bits. Start her—start her, my silver-spoons! Start her, +marling-spikes!” + +Stubb’s exordium to his crew is given here at large, because he had +rather a peculiar way of talking to them in general, and especially in +inculcating the religion of rowing. But you must not suppose from this +specimen of his sermonizings that he ever flew into downright passions +with his congregation. Not at all; and therein consisted his chief +peculiarity. He would say the most terrific things to his crew, in a +tone so strangely compounded of fun and fury, and the fury seemed so +calculated merely as a spice to the fun, that no oarsman could hear +such queer invocations without pulling for dear life, and yet pulling +for the mere joke of the thing. Besides he all the time looked so easy +and indolent himself, so loungingly managed his steering-oar, and so +broadly gaped—open-mouthed at times—that the mere sight of such a +yawning commander, by sheer force of contrast, acted like a charm upon +the crew. Then again, Stubb was one of those odd sort of humorists, +whose jollity is sometimes so curiously ambiguous, as to put all +inferiors on their guard in the matter of obeying them. + +In obedience to a sign from Ahab, Starbuck was now pulling obliquely +across Stubb’s bow; and when for a minute or so the two boats were +pretty near to each other, Stubb hailed the mate. + +“Mr. Starbuck! larboard boat there, ahoy! a word with ye, sir, if ye +please!” + +“Halloa!” returned Starbuck, turning round not a single inch as he +spoke; still earnestly but whisperingly urging his crew; his face set +like a flint from Stubb’s. + +“What think ye of those yellow boys, sir!” + +“Smuggled on board, somehow, before the ship sailed. (Strong, strong, +boys!)” in a whisper to his crew, then speaking out loud again: “A sad +business, Mr. Stubb! (seethe her, seethe her, my lads!) but never mind, +Mr. Stubb, all for the best. Let all your crew pull strong, come what +will. (Spring, my men, spring!) There’s hogsheads of sperm ahead, Mr. +Stubb, and that’s what ye came for. (Pull, my boys!) Sperm, sperm’s the +play! This at least is duty; duty and profit hand in hand.” + +“Aye, aye, I thought as much,” soliloquized Stubb, when the boats +diverged, “as soon as I clapt eye on ’em, I thought so. Aye, and that’s +what he went into the after hold for, so often, as Dough-Boy long +suspected. They were hidden down there. The White Whale’s at the bottom +of it. Well, well, so be it! Can’t be helped! All right! Give way, men! +It ain’t the White Whale to-day! Give way!” + +Now the advent of these outlandish strangers at such a critical instant +as the lowering of the boats from the deck, this had not unreasonably +awakened a sort of superstitious amazement in some of the ship’s +company; but Archy’s fancied discovery having some time previous got +abroad among them, though indeed not credited then, this had in some +small measure prepared them for the event. It took off the extreme edge +of their wonder; and so what with all this and Stubb’s confident way of +accounting for their appearance, they were for the time freed from +superstitious surmisings; though the affair still left abundant room +for all manner of wild conjectures as to dark Ahab’s precise agency in +the matter from the beginning. For me, I silently recalled the +mysterious shadows I had seen creeping on board the Pequod during the +dim Nantucket dawn, as well as the enigmatical hintings of the +unaccountable Elijah. + +Meantime, Ahab, out of hearing of his officers, having sided the +furthest to windward, was still ranging ahead of the other boats; a +circumstance bespeaking how potent a crew was pulling him. Those tiger +yellow creatures of his seemed all steel and whalebone; like five +trip-hammers they rose and fell with regular strokes of strength, which +periodically started the boat along the water like a horizontal burst +boiler out of a Mississippi steamer. As for Fedallah, who was seen +pulling the harpooneer oar, he had thrown aside his black jacket, and +displayed his naked chest with the whole part of his body above the +gunwale, clearly cut against the alternating depressions of the watery +horizon; while at the other end of the boat Ahab, with one arm, like a +fencer’s, thrown half backward into the air, as if to counterbalance +any tendency to trip; Ahab was seen steadily managing his steering oar +as in a thousand boat lowerings ere the White Whale had torn him. All +at once the outstretched arm gave a peculiar motion and then remained +fixed, while the boat’s five oars were seen simultaneously peaked. Boat +and crew sat motionless on the sea. Instantly the three spread boats in +the rear paused on their way. The whales had irregularly settled bodily +down into the blue, thus giving no distantly discernible token of the +movement, though from his closer vicinity Ahab had observed it. + +“Every man look out along his oars!” cried Starbuck. “Thou, Queequeg, +stand up!” + +Nimbly springing up on the triangular raised box in the bow, the savage +stood erect there, and with intensely eager eyes gazed off towards the +spot where the chase had last been descried. Likewise upon the extreme +stern of the boat where it was also triangularly platformed level with +the gunwale, Starbuck himself was seen coolly and adroitly balancing +himself to the jerking tossings of his chip of a craft, and silently +eyeing the vast blue eye of the sea. + +Not very far distant Flask’s boat was also lying breathlessly still; +its commander recklessly standing upon the top of the loggerhead, a +stout sort of post rooted in the keel, and rising some two feet above +the level of the stern platform. It is used for catching turns with the +whale line. Its top is not more spacious than the palm of a man’s hand, +and standing upon such a base as that, Flask seemed perched at the +mast-head of some ship which had sunk to all but her trucks. But little +King-Post was small and short, and at the same time little King-Post +was full of a large and tall ambition, so that this loggerhead +stand-point of his did by no means satisfy King-Post. + +“I can’t see three seas off; tip us up an oar there, and let me on to +that.” + +Upon this, Daggoo, with either hand upon the gunwale to steady his way, +swiftly slid aft, and then erecting himself volunteered his lofty +shoulders for a pedestal. + +“Good a mast-head as any, sir. Will you mount?” + +“That I will, and thank ye very much, my fine fellow; only I wish you +fifty feet taller.” + +Whereupon planting his feet firmly against two opposite planks of the +boat, the gigantic negro, stooping a little, presented his flat palm to +Flask’s foot, and then putting Flask’s hand on his hearse-plumed head +and bidding him spring as he himself should toss, with one dexterous +fling landed the little man high and dry on his shoulders. And here was +Flask now standing, Daggoo with one lifted arm furnishing him with a +breastband to lean against and steady himself by. + +At any time it is a strange sight to the tyro to see with what wondrous +habitude of unconscious skill the whaleman will maintain an erect +posture in his boat, even when pitched about by the most riotously +perverse and cross-running seas. Still more strange to see him giddily +perched upon the loggerhead itself, under such circumstances. But the +sight of little Flask mounted upon gigantic Daggoo was yet more +curious; for sustaining himself with a cool, indifferent, easy, +unthought of, barbaric majesty, the noble negro to every roll of the +sea harmoniously rolled his fine form. On his broad back, flaxen-haired +Flask seemed a snow-flake. The bearer looked nobler than the rider. +Though truly vivacious, tumultuous, ostentatious little Flask would now +and then stamp with impatience; but not one added heave did he thereby +give to the negro’s lordly chest. So have I seen Passion and Vanity +stamping the living magnanimous earth, but the earth did not alter her +tides and her seasons for that. + +Meanwhile Stubb, the third mate, betrayed no such far-gazing +solicitudes. The whales might have made one of their regular soundings, +not a temporary dive from mere fright; and if that were the case, +Stubb, as his wont in such cases, it seems, was resolved to solace the +languishing interval with his pipe. He withdrew it from his hatband, +where he always wore it aslant like a feather. He loaded it, and rammed +home the loading with his thumb-end; but hardly had he ignited his +match across the rough sandpaper of his hand, when Tashtego, his +harpooneer, whose eyes had been setting to windward like two fixed +stars, suddenly dropped like light from his erect attitude to his seat, +crying out in a quick phrensy of hurry, “Down, down all, and give +way!—there they are!” + +To a landsman, no whale, nor any sign of a herring, would have been +visible at that moment; nothing but a troubled bit of greenish white +water, and thin scattered puffs of vapor hovering over it, and +suffusingly blowing off to leeward, like the confused scud from white +rolling billows. The air around suddenly vibrated and tingled, as it +were, like the air over intensely heated plates of iron. Beneath this +atmospheric waving and curling, and partially beneath a thin layer of +water, also, the whales were swimming. Seen in advance of all the other +indications, the puffs of vapor they spouted, seemed their forerunning +couriers and detached flying outriders. + +All four boats were now in keen pursuit of that one spot of troubled +water and air. But it bade fair to outstrip them; it flew on and on, as +a mass of interblending bubbles borne down a rapid stream from the +hills. + +“Pull, pull, my good boys,” said Starbuck, in the lowest possible but +intensest concentrated whisper to his men; while the sharp fixed glance +from his eyes darted straight ahead of the bow, almost seemed as two +visible needles in two unerring binnacle compasses. He did not say much +to his crew, though, nor did his crew say anything to him. Only the +silence of the boat was at intervals startlingly pierced by one of his +peculiar whispers, now harsh with command, now soft with entreaty. + +How different the loud little King-Post. “Sing out and say something, +my hearties. Roar and pull, my thunderbolts! Beach me, beach me on +their black backs, boys; only do that for me, and I’ll sign over to you +my Martha’s Vineyard plantation, boys; including wife and children, +boys. Lay me on—lay me on! O Lord, Lord! but I shall go stark, staring +mad! See! see that white water!” And so shouting, he pulled his hat +from his head, and stamped up and down on it; then picking it up, +flirted it far off upon the sea; and finally fell to rearing and +plunging in the boat’s stern like a crazed colt from the prairie. + +“Look at that chap now,” philosophically drawled Stubb, who, with his +unlighted short pipe, mechanically retained between his teeth, at a +short distance, followed after—“He’s got fits, that Flask has. Fits? +yes, give him fits—that’s the very word—pitch fits into ’em. Merrily, +merrily, hearts-alive. Pudding for supper, you know;—merry’s the word. +Pull, babes—pull, sucklings—pull, all. But what the devil are you +hurrying about? Softly, softly, and steadily, my men. Only pull, and +keep pulling; nothing more. Crack all your backbones, and bite your +knives in two—that’s all. Take it easy—why don’t ye take it easy, I +say, and burst all your livers and lungs!” + +But what it was that inscrutable Ahab said to that tiger-yellow crew of +his—these were words best omitted here; for you live under the blessed +light of the evangelical land. Only the infidel sharks in the audacious +seas may give ear to such words, when, with tornado brow, and eyes of +red murder, and foam-glued lips, Ahab leaped after his prey. + +Meanwhile, all the boats tore on. The repeated specific allusions of +Flask to “that whale,” as he called the fictitious monster which he +declared to be incessantly tantalizing his boat’s bow with its +tail—these allusions of his were at times so vivid and life-like, that +they would cause some one or two of his men to snatch a fearful look +over the shoulder. But this was against all rule; for the oarsmen must +put out their eyes, and ram a skewer through their necks; usage +pronouncing that they must have no organs but ears, and no limbs but +arms, in these critical moments. + +It was a sight full of quick wonder and awe! The vast swells of the +omnipotent sea; the surging, hollow roar they made, as they rolled +along the eight gunwales, like gigantic bowls in a boundless +bowling-green; the brief suspended agony of the boat, as it would tip +for an instant on the knife-like edge of the sharper waves, that almost +seemed threatening to cut it in two; the sudden profound dip into the +watery glens and hollows; the keen spurrings and goadings to gain the +top of the opposite hill; the headlong, sled-like slide down its other +side;—all these, with the cries of the headsmen and harpooneers, and +the shuddering gasps of the oarsmen, with the wondrous sight of the +ivory Pequod bearing down upon her boats with outstretched sails, like +a wild hen after her screaming brood;—all this was thrilling. + +Not the raw recruit, marching from the bosom of his wife into the fever +heat of his first battle; not the dead man’s ghost encountering the +first unknown phantom in the other world;—neither of these can feel +stranger and stronger emotions than that man does, who for the first +time finds himself pulling into the charmed, churned circle of the +hunted sperm whale. + +The dancing white water made by the chase was now becoming more and +more visible, owing to the increasing darkness of the dun cloud-shadows +flung upon the sea. The jets of vapor no longer blended, but tilted +everywhere to right and left; the whales seemed separating their wakes. +The boats were pulled more apart; Starbuck giving chase to three whales +running dead to leeward. Our sail was now set, and, with the still +rising wind, we rushed along; the boat going with such madness through +the water, that the lee oars could scarcely be worked rapidly enough to +escape being torn from the row-locks. + +Soon we were running through a suffusing wide veil of mist; neither +ship nor boat to be seen. + +“Give way, men,” whispered Starbuck, drawing still further aft the +sheet of his sail; “there is time to kill a fish yet before the squall +comes. There’s white water again!—close to! Spring!” + +Soon after, two cries in quick succession on each side of us denoted +that the other boats had got fast; but hardly were they overheard, when +with a lightning-like hurtling whisper Starbuck said: “Stand up!” and +Queequeg, harpoon in hand, sprang to his feet. + +Though not one of the oarsmen was then facing the life and death peril +so close to them ahead, yet with their eyes on the intense countenance +of the mate in the stern of the boat, they knew that the imminent +instant had come; they heard, too, an enormous wallowing sound as of +fifty elephants stirring in their litter. Meanwhile the boat was still +booming through the mist, the waves curling and hissing around us like +the erected crests of enraged serpents. + +“That’s his hump. _There_, _there_, give it to him!” whispered +Starbuck. + +A short rushing sound leaped out of the boat; it was the darted iron of +Queequeg. Then all in one welded commotion came an invisible push from +astern, while forward the boat seemed striking on a ledge; the sail +collapsed and exploded; a gush of scalding vapor shot up near by; +something rolled and tumbled like an earthquake beneath us. The whole +crew were half suffocated as they were tossed helter-skelter into the +white curdling cream of the squall. Squall, whale, and harpoon had all +blended together; and the whale, merely grazed by the iron, escaped. + +Though completely swamped, the boat was nearly unharmed. Swimming round +it we picked up the floating oars, and lashing them across the gunwale, +tumbled back to our places. There we sat up to our knees in the sea, +the water covering every rib and plank, so that to our downward gazing +eyes the suspended craft seemed a coral boat grown up to us from the +bottom of the ocean. + +The wind increased to a howl; the waves dashed their bucklers together; +the whole squall roared, forked, and crackled around us like a white +fire upon the prairie, in which, unconsumed, we were burning; immortal +in these jaws of death! In vain we hailed the other boats; as well roar +to the live coals down the chimney of a flaming furnace as hail those +boats in that storm. Meanwhile the driving scud, rack, and mist, grew +darker with the shadows of night; no sign of the ship could be seen. +The rising sea forbade all attempts to bale out the boat. The oars were +useless as propellers, performing now the office of life-preservers. +So, cutting the lashing of the waterproof match keg, after many +failures Starbuck contrived to ignite the lamp in the lantern; then +stretching it on a waif pole, handed it to Queequeg as the +standard-bearer of this forlorn hope. There, then, he sat, holding up +that imbecile candle in the heart of that almighty forlornness. There, +then, he sat, the sign and symbol of a man without faith, hopelessly +holding up hope in the midst of despair. + +Wet, drenched through, and shivering cold, despairing of ship or boat, +we lifted up our eyes as the dawn came on. The mist still spread over +the sea, the empty lantern lay crushed in the bottom of the boat. +Suddenly Queequeg started to his feet, hollowing his hand to his ear. +We all heard a faint creaking, as of ropes and yards hitherto muffled +by the storm. The sound came nearer and nearer; the thick mists were +dimly parted by a huge, vague form. Affrighted, we all sprang into the +sea as the ship at last loomed into view, bearing right down upon us +within a distance of not much more than its length. + +Floating on the waves we saw the abandoned boat, as for one instant it +tossed and gaped beneath the ship’s bows like a chip at the base of a +cataract; and then the vast hull rolled over it, and it was seen no +more till it came up weltering astern. Again we swam for it, were +dashed against it by the seas, and were at last taken up and safely +landed on board. Ere the squall came close to, the other boats had cut +loose from their fish and returned to the ship in good time. The ship +had given us up, but was still cruising, if haply it might light upon +some token of our perishing,—an oar or a lance pole. + + +CHAPTER 49. The Hyena. + +There are certain queer times and occasions in this strange mixed +affair we call life when a man takes this whole universe for a vast +practical joke, though the wit thereof he but dimly discerns, and more +than suspects that the joke is at nobody’s expense but his own. +However, nothing dispirits, and nothing seems worth while disputing. He +bolts down all events, all creeds, and beliefs, and persuasions, all +hard things visible and invisible, never mind how knobby; as an ostrich +of potent digestion gobbles down bullets and gun flints. And as for +small difficulties and worryings, prospects of sudden disaster, peril +of life and limb; all these, and death itself, seem to him only sly, +good-natured hits, and jolly punches in the side bestowed by the unseen +and unaccountable old joker. That odd sort of wayward mood I am +speaking of, comes over a man only in some time of extreme tribulation; +it comes in the very midst of his earnestness, so that what just before +might have seemed to him a thing most momentous, now seems but a part +of the general joke. There is nothing like the perils of whaling to +breed this free and easy sort of genial, desperado philosophy; and with +it I now regarded this whole voyage of the Pequod, and the great White +Whale its object. + +“Queequeg,” said I, when they had dragged me, the last man, to the +deck, and I was still shaking myself in my jacket to fling off the +water; “Queequeg, my fine friend, does this sort of thing often +happen?” Without much emotion, though soaked through just like me, he +gave me to understand that such things did often happen. + +“Mr. Stubb,” said I, turning to that worthy, who, buttoned up in his +oil-jacket, was now calmly smoking his pipe in the rain; “Mr. Stubb, I +think I have heard you say that of all whalemen you ever met, our chief +mate, Mr. Starbuck, is by far the most careful and prudent. I suppose +then, that going plump on a flying whale with your sail set in a foggy +squall is the height of a whaleman’s discretion?” + +“Certain. I’ve lowered for whales from a leaking ship in a gale off +Cape Horn.” + +“Mr. Flask,” said I, turning to little King-Post, who was standing +close by; “you are experienced in these things, and I am not. Will you +tell me whether it is an unalterable law in this fishery, Mr. Flask, +for an oarsman to break his own back pulling himself back-foremost into +death’s jaws?” + +“Can’t you twist that smaller?” said Flask. “Yes, that’s the law. I +should like to see a boat’s crew backing water up to a whale face +foremost. Ha, ha! the whale would give them squint for squint, mind +that!” + +Here then, from three impartial witnesses, I had a deliberate statement +of the entire case. Considering, therefore, that squalls and capsizings +in the water and consequent bivouacks on the deep, were matters of +common occurrence in this kind of life; considering that at the +superlatively critical instant of going on to the whale I must resign +my life into the hands of him who steered the boat—oftentimes a fellow +who at that very moment is in his impetuousness upon the point of +scuttling the craft with his own frantic stampings; considering that +the particular disaster to our own particular boat was chiefly to be +imputed to Starbuck’s driving on to his whale almost in the teeth of a +squall, and considering that Starbuck, notwithstanding, was famous for +his great heedfulness in the fishery; considering that I belonged to +this uncommonly prudent Starbuck’s boat; and finally considering in +what a devil’s chase I was implicated, touching the White Whale: taking +all things together, I say, I thought I might as well go below and make +a rough draft of my will. “Queequeg,” said I, “come along, you shall be +my lawyer, executor, and legatee.” + +It may seem strange that of all men sailors should be tinkering at +their last wills and testaments, but there are no people in the world +more fond of that diversion. This was the fourth time in my nautical +life that I had done the same thing. After the ceremony was concluded +upon the present occasion, I felt all the easier; a stone was rolled +away from my heart. Besides, all the days I should now live would be as +good as the days that Lazarus lived after his resurrection; a +supplementary clean gain of so many months or weeks as the case might +be. I survived myself; my death and burial were locked up in my chest. +I looked round me tranquilly and contentedly, like a quiet ghost with a +clean conscience sitting inside the bars of a snug family vault. + +Now then, thought I, unconsciously rolling up the sleeves of my frock, +here goes for a cool, collected dive at death and destruction, and the +devil fetch the hindmost. + + +CHAPTER 50. Ahab’s Boat and Crew. Fedallah. + +“Who would have thought it, Flask!” cried Stubb; “if I had but one leg +you would not catch me in a boat, unless maybe to stop the plug-hole +with my timber toe. Oh! he’s a wonderful old man!” + +“I don’t think it so strange, after all, on that account,” said Flask. +“If his leg were off at the hip, now, it would be a different thing. +That would disable him; but he has one knee, and good part of the other +left, you know.” + +“I don’t know that, my little man; I never yet saw him kneel.” + +Among whale-wise people it has often been argued whether, considering +the paramount importance of his life to the success of the voyage, it +is right for a whaling captain to jeopardize that life in the active +perils of the chase. So Tamerlane’s soldiers often argued with tears in +their eyes, whether that invaluable life of his ought to be carried +into the thickest of the fight. + +But with Ahab the question assumed a modified aspect. Considering that +with two legs man is but a hobbling wight in all times of danger; +considering that the pursuit of whales is always under great and +extraordinary difficulties; that every individual moment, indeed, then +comprises a peril; under these circumstances is it wise for any maimed +man to enter a whale-boat in the hunt? As a general thing, the +joint-owners of the Pequod must have plainly thought not. + +Ahab well knew that although his friends at home would think little of +his entering a boat in certain comparatively harmless vicissitudes of +the chase, for the sake of being near the scene of action and giving +his orders in person, yet for Captain Ahab to have a boat actually +apportioned to him as a regular headsman in the hunt—above all for +Captain Ahab to be supplied with five extra men, as that same boat’s +crew, he well knew that such generous conceits never entered the heads +of the owners of the Pequod. Therefore he had not solicited a boat’s +crew from them, nor had he in any way hinted his desires on that head. +Nevertheless he had taken private measures of his own touching all that +matter. Until Cabaco’s published discovery, the sailors had little +foreseen it, though to be sure when, after being a little while out of +port, all hands had concluded the customary business of fitting the +whaleboats for service; when some time after this Ahab was now and then +found bestirring himself in the matter of making thole-pins with his +own hands for what was thought to be one of the spare boats, and even +solicitously cutting the small wooden skewers, which when the line is +running out are pinned over the groove in the bow: when all this was +observed in him, and particularly his solicitude in having an extra +coat of sheathing in the bottom of the boat, as if to make it better +withstand the pointed pressure of his ivory limb; and also the anxiety +he evinced in exactly shaping the thigh board, or clumsy cleat, as it +is sometimes called, the horizontal piece in the boat’s bow for bracing +the knee against in darting or stabbing at the whale; when it was +observed how often he stood up in that boat with his solitary knee +fixed in the semi-circular depression in the cleat, and with the +carpenter’s chisel gouged out a little here and straightened it a +little there; all these things, I say, had awakened much interest and +curiosity at the time. But almost everybody supposed that this +particular preparative heedfulness in Ahab must only be with a view to +the ultimate chase of Moby Dick; for he had already revealed his +intention to hunt that mortal monster in person. But such a supposition +did by no means involve the remotest suspicion as to any boat’s crew +being assigned to that boat. + +Now, with the subordinate phantoms, what wonder remained soon waned +away; for in a whaler wonders soon wane. Besides, now and then such +unaccountable odds and ends of strange nations come up from the unknown +nooks and ash-holes of the earth to man these floating outlaws of +whalers; and the ships themselves often pick up such queer castaway +creatures found tossing about the open sea on planks, bits of wreck, +oars, whaleboats, canoes, blown-off Japanese junks, and what not; that +Beelzebub himself might climb up the side and step down into the cabin +to chat with the captain, and it would not create any unsubduable +excitement in the forecastle. + +But be all this as it may, certain it is that while the subordinate +phantoms soon found their place among the crew, though still as it were +somehow distinct from them, yet that hair-turbaned Fedallah remained a +muffled mystery to the last. Whence he came in a mannerly world like +this, by what sort of unaccountable tie he soon evinced himself to be +linked with Ahab’s peculiar fortunes; nay, so far as to have some sort +of a half-hinted influence; Heaven knows, but it might have been even +authority over him; all this none knew. But one cannot sustain an +indifferent air concerning Fedallah. He was such a creature as +civilized, domestic people in the temperate zone only see in their +dreams, and that but dimly; but the like of whom now and then glide +among the unchanging Asiatic communities, especially the Oriental isles +to the east of the continent—those insulated, immemorial, unalterable +countries, which even in these modern days still preserve much of the +ghostly aboriginalness of earth’s primal generations, when the memory +of the first man was a distinct recollection, and all men his +descendants, unknowing whence he came, eyed each other as real +phantoms, and asked of the sun and the moon why they were created and +to what end; when though, according to Genesis, the angels indeed +consorted with the daughters of men, the devils also, add the +uncanonical Rabbins, indulged in mundane amours. + + +CHAPTER 51. The Spirit-Spout. + +Days, weeks passed, and under easy sail, the ivory Pequod had slowly +swept across four several cruising-grounds; that off the Azores; off +the Cape de Verdes; on the Plate (so called), being off the mouth of +the Rio de la Plata; and the Carrol Ground, an unstaked, watery +locality, southerly from St. Helena. + +It was while gliding through these latter waters that one serene and +moonlight night, when all the waves rolled by like scrolls of silver; +and, by their soft, suffusing seethings, made what seemed a silvery +silence, not a solitude; on such a silent night a silvery jet was seen +far in advance of the white bubbles at the bow. Lit up by the moon, it +looked celestial; seemed some plumed and glittering god uprising from +the sea. Fedallah first descried this jet. For of these moonlight +nights, it was his wont to mount to the main-mast head, and stand a +look-out there, with the same precision as if it had been day. And yet, +though herds of whales were seen by night, not one whaleman in a +hundred would venture a lowering for them. You may think with what +emotions, then, the seamen beheld this old Oriental perched aloft at +such unusual hours; his turban and the moon, companions in one sky. But +when, after spending his uniform interval there for several successive +nights without uttering a single sound; when, after all this silence, +his unearthly voice was heard announcing that silvery, moon-lit jet, +every reclining mariner started to his feet as if some winged spirit +had lighted in the rigging, and hailed the mortal crew. “There she +blows!” Had the trump of judgment blown, they could not have quivered +more; yet still they felt no terror; rather pleasure. For though it was +a most unwonted hour, yet so impressive was the cry, and so deliriously +exciting, that almost every soul on board instinctively desired a +lowering. + +Walking the deck with quick, side-lunging strides, Ahab commanded the +t’gallant sails and royals to be set, and every stunsail spread. The +best man in the ship must take the helm. Then, with every mast-head +manned, the piled-up craft rolled down before the wind. The strange, +upheaving, lifting tendency of the taffrail breeze filling the hollows +of so many sails, made the buoyant, hovering deck to feel like air +beneath the feet; while still she rushed along, as if two antagonistic +influences were struggling in her—one to mount direct to heaven, the +other to drive yawingly to some horizontal goal. And had you watched +Ahab’s face that night, you would have thought that in him also two +different things were warring. While his one live leg made lively +echoes along the deck, every stroke of his dead limb sounded like a +coffin-tap. On life and death this old man walked. But though the ship +so swiftly sped, and though from every eye, like arrows, the eager +glances shot, yet the silvery jet was no more seen that night. Every +sailor swore he saw it once, but not a second time. + +This midnight-spout had almost grown a forgotten thing, when, some days +after, lo! at the same silent hour, it was again announced: again it +was descried by all; but upon making sail to overtake it, once more it +disappeared as if it had never been. And so it served us night after +night, till no one heeded it but to wonder at it. Mysteriously jetted +into the clear moonlight, or starlight, as the case might be; +disappearing again for one whole day, or two days, or three; and +somehow seeming at every distinct repetition to be advancing still +further and further in our van, this solitary jet seemed for ever +alluring us on. + +Nor with the immemorial superstition of their race, and in accordance +with the preternaturalness, as it seemed, which in many things invested +the Pequod, were there wanting some of the seamen who swore that +whenever and wherever descried; at however remote times, or in however +far apart latitudes and longitudes, that unnearable spout was cast by +one self-same whale; and that whale, Moby Dick. For a time, there +reigned, too, a sense of peculiar dread at this flitting apparition, as +if it were treacherously beckoning us on and on, in order that the +monster might turn round upon us, and rend us at last in the remotest +and most savage seas. + +These temporary apprehensions, so vague but so awful, derived a +wondrous potency from the contrasting serenity of the weather, in +which, beneath all its blue blandness, some thought there lurked a +devilish charm, as for days and days we voyaged along, through seas so +wearily, lonesomely mild, that all space, in repugnance to our vengeful +errand, seemed vacating itself of life before our urn-like prow. + +But, at last, when turning to the eastward, the Cape winds began +howling around us, and we rose and fell upon the long, troubled seas +that are there; when the ivory-tusked Pequod sharply bowed to the +blast, and gored the dark waves in her madness, till, like showers of +silver chips, the foam-flakes flew over her bulwarks; then all this +desolate vacuity of life went away, but gave place to sights more +dismal than before. + +Close to our bows, strange forms in the water darted hither and thither +before us; while thick in our rear flew the inscrutable sea-ravens. And +every morning, perched on our stays, rows of these birds were seen; and +spite of our hootings, for a long time obstinately clung to the hemp, +as though they deemed our ship some drifting, uninhabited craft; a +thing appointed to desolation, and therefore fit roosting-place for +their homeless selves. And heaved and heaved, still unrestingly heaved +the black sea, as if its vast tides were a conscience; and the great +mundane soul were in anguish and remorse for the long sin and suffering +it had bred. + +Cape of Good Hope, do they call ye? Rather Cape Tormentoso, as called +of yore; for long allured by the perfidious silences that before had +attended us, we found ourselves launched into this tormented sea, where +guilty beings transformed into those fowls and these fish, seemed +condemned to swim on everlastingly without any haven in store, or beat +that black air without any horizon. But calm, snow-white, and +unvarying; still directing its fountain of feathers to the sky; still +beckoning us on from before, the solitary jet would at times be +descried. + +During all this blackness of the elements, Ahab, though assuming for +the time the almost continual command of the drenched and dangerous +deck, manifested the gloomiest reserve; and more seldom than ever +addressed his mates. In tempestuous times like these, after everything +above and aloft has been secured, nothing more can be done but +passively to await the issue of the gale. Then Captain and crew become +practical fatalists. So, with his ivory leg inserted into its +accustomed hole, and with one hand firmly grasping a shroud, Ahab for +hours and hours would stand gazing dead to windward, while an +occasional squall of sleet or snow would all but congeal his very +eyelashes together. Meantime, the crew driven from the forward part of +the ship by the perilous seas that burstingly broke over its bows, +stood in a line along the bulwarks in the waist; and the better to +guard against the leaping waves, each man had slipped himself into a +sort of bowline secured to the rail, in which he swung as in a loosened +belt. Few or no words were spoken; and the silent ship, as if manned by +painted sailors in wax, day after day tore on through all the swift +madness and gladness of the demoniac waves. By night the same muteness +of humanity before the shrieks of the ocean prevailed; still in silence +the men swung in the bowlines; still wordless Ahab stood up to the +blast. Even when wearied nature seemed demanding repose he would not +seek that repose in his hammock. Never could Starbuck forget the old +man’s aspect, when one night going down into the cabin to mark how the +barometer stood, he saw him with closed eyes sitting straight in his +floor-screwed chair; the rain and half-melted sleet of the storm from +which he had some time before emerged, still slowly dripping from the +unremoved hat and coat. On the table beside him lay unrolled one of +those charts of tides and currents which have previously been spoken +of. His lantern swung from his tightly clenched hand. Though the body +was erect, the head was thrown back so that the closed eyes were +pointed towards the needle of the tell-tale that swung from a beam in +the ceiling.* + +*The cabin-compass is called the tell-tale, because without going to +the compass at the helm, the Captain, while below, can inform himself +of the course of the ship. + +Terrible old man! thought Starbuck with a shudder, sleeping in this +gale, still thou steadfastly eyest thy purpose. + + +CHAPTER 52. The Albatross. + +South-eastward from the Cape, off the distant Crozetts, a good cruising +ground for Right Whalemen, a sail loomed ahead, the Goney (Albatross) +by name. As she slowly drew nigh, from my lofty perch at the +fore-mast-head, I had a good view of that sight so remarkable to a tyro +in the far ocean fisheries—a whaler at sea, and long absent from home. + +As if the waves had been fullers, this craft was bleached like the +skeleton of a stranded walrus. All down her sides, this spectral +appearance was traced with long channels of reddened rust, while all +her spars and her rigging were like the thick branches of trees furred +over with hoar-frost. Only her lower sails were set. A wild sight it +was to see her long-bearded look-outs at those three mast-heads. They +seemed clad in the skins of beasts, so torn and bepatched the raiment +that had survived nearly four years of cruising. Standing in iron hoops +nailed to the mast, they swayed and swung over a fathomless sea; and +though, when the ship slowly glided close under our stern, we six men +in the air came so nigh to each other that we might almost have leaped +from the mast-heads of one ship to those of the other; yet, those +forlorn-looking fishermen, mildly eyeing us as they passed, said not +one word to our own look-outs, while the quarter-deck hail was being +heard from below. + +“Ship ahoy! Have ye seen the White Whale?” + +But as the strange captain, leaning over the pallid bulwarks, was in +the act of putting his trumpet to his mouth, it somehow fell from his +hand into the sea; and the wind now rising amain, he in vain strove to +make himself heard without it. Meantime his ship was still increasing +the distance between. While in various silent ways the seamen of the +Pequod were evincing their observance of this ominous incident at the +first mere mention of the White Whale’s name to another ship, Ahab for +a moment paused; it almost seemed as though he would have lowered a +boat to board the stranger, had not the threatening wind forbade. But +taking advantage of his windward position, he again seized his trumpet, +and knowing by her aspect that the stranger vessel was a Nantucketer +and shortly bound home, he loudly hailed—“Ahoy there! This is the +Pequod, bound round the world! Tell them to address all future letters +to the Pacific ocean! and this time three years, if I am not at home, +tell them to address them to ——” + +At that moment the two wakes were fairly crossed, and instantly, then, +in accordance with their singular ways, shoals of small harmless fish, +that for some days before had been placidly swimming by our side, +darted away with what seemed shuddering fins, and ranged themselves +fore and aft with the stranger’s flanks. Though in the course of his +continual voyagings Ahab must often before have noticed a similar +sight, yet, to any monomaniac man, the veriest trifles capriciously +carry meanings. + +“Swim away from me, do ye?” murmured Ahab, gazing over into the water. +There seemed but little in the words, but the tone conveyed more of +deep helpless sadness than the insane old man had ever before evinced. +But turning to the steersman, who thus far had been holding the ship in +the wind to diminish her headway, he cried out in his old lion +voice,—“Up helm! Keep her off round the world!” + +Round the world! There is much in that sound to inspire proud feelings; +but whereto does all that circumnavigation conduct? Only through +numberless perils to the very point whence we started, where those that +we left behind secure, were all the time before us. + +Were this world an endless plain, and by sailing eastward we could for +ever reach new distances, and discover sights more sweet and strange +than any Cyclades or Islands of King Solomon, then there were promise +in the voyage. But in pursuit of those far mysteries we dream of, or in +tormented chase of that demon phantom that, some time or other, swims +before all human hearts; while chasing such over this round globe, they +either lead us on in barren mazes or midway leave us whelmed. + + +CHAPTER 53. The Gam. + +The ostensible reason why Ahab did not go on board of the whaler we had +spoken was this: the wind and sea betokened storms. But even had this +not been the case, he would not after all, perhaps, have boarded +her—judging by his subsequent conduct on similar occasions—if so it had +been that, by the process of hailing, he had obtained a negative answer +to the question he put. For, as it eventually turned out, he cared not +to consort, even for five minutes, with any stranger captain, except he +could contribute some of that information he so absorbingly sought. But +all this might remain inadequately estimated, were not something said +here of the peculiar usages of whaling-vessels when meeting each other +in foreign seas, and especially on a common cruising-ground. + +If two strangers crossing the Pine Barrens in New York State, or the +equally desolate Salisbury Plain in England; if casually encountering +each other in such inhospitable wilds, these twain, for the life of +them, cannot well avoid a mutual salutation; and stopping for a moment +to interchange the news; and, perhaps, sitting down for a while and +resting in concert: then, how much more natural that upon the +illimitable Pine Barrens and Salisbury Plains of the sea, two whaling +vessels descrying each other at the ends of the earth—off lone +Fanning’s Island, or the far away King’s Mills; how much more natural, +I say, that under such circumstances these ships should not only +interchange hails, but come into still closer, more friendly and +sociable contact. And especially would this seem to be a matter of +course, in the case of vessels owned in one seaport, and whose +captains, officers, and not a few of the men are personally known to +each other; and consequently, have all sorts of dear domestic things to +talk about. + +For the long absent ship, the outward-bounder, perhaps, has letters on +board; at any rate, she will be sure to let her have some papers of a +date a year or two later than the last one on her blurred and +thumb-worn files. And in return for that courtesy, the outward-bound +ship would receive the latest whaling intelligence from the +cruising-ground to which she may be destined, a thing of the utmost +importance to her. And in degree, all this will hold true concerning +whaling vessels crossing each other’s track on the cruising-ground +itself, even though they are equally long absent from home. For one of +them may have received a transfer of letters from some third, and now +far remote vessel; and some of those letters may be for the people of +the ship she now meets. Besides, they would exchange the whaling news, +and have an agreeable chat. For not only would they meet with all the +sympathies of sailors, but likewise with all the peculiar +congenialities arising from a common pursuit and mutually shared +privations and perils. + +Nor would difference of country make any very essential difference; +that is, so long as both parties speak one language, as is the case +with Americans and English. Though, to be sure, from the small number +of English whalers, such meetings do not very often occur, and when +they do occur there is too apt to be a sort of shyness between them; +for your Englishman is rather reserved, and your Yankee, he does not +fancy that sort of thing in anybody but himself. Besides, the English +whalers sometimes affect a kind of metropolitan superiority over the +American whalers; regarding the long, lean Nantucketer, with his +nondescript provincialisms, as a sort of sea-peasant. But where this +superiority in the English whalemen does really consist, it would be +hard to say, seeing that the Yankees in one day, collectively, kill +more whales than all the English, collectively, in ten years. But this +is a harmless little foible in the English whale-hunters, which the +Nantucketer does not take much to heart; probably, because he knows +that he has a few foibles himself. + +So, then, we see that of all ships separately sailing the sea, the +whalers have most reason to be sociable—and they are so. Whereas, some +merchant ships crossing each other’s wake in the mid-Atlantic, will +oftentimes pass on without so much as a single word of recognition, +mutually cutting each other on the high seas, like a brace of dandies +in Broadway; and all the time indulging, perhaps, in finical criticism +upon each other’s rig. As for Men-of-War, when they chance to meet at +sea, they first go through such a string of silly bowings and +scrapings, such a ducking of ensigns, that there does not seem to be +much right-down hearty good-will and brotherly love about it at all. As +touching Slave-ships meeting, why, they are in such a prodigious hurry, +they run away from each other as soon as possible. And as for Pirates, +when they chance to cross each other’s cross-bones, the first hail +is—“How many skulls?”—the same way that whalers hail—“How many +barrels?” And that question once answered, pirates straightway steer +apart, for they are infernal villains on both sides, and don’t like to +see overmuch of each other’s villanous likenesses. + +But look at the godly, honest, unostentatious, hospitable, sociable, +free-and-easy whaler! What does the whaler do when she meets another +whaler in any sort of decent weather? She has a “_Gam_,” a thing so +utterly unknown to all other ships that they never heard of the name +even; and if by chance they should hear of it, they only grin at it, +and repeat gamesome stuff about “spouters” and “blubber-boilers,” and +such like pretty exclamations. Why it is that all Merchant-seamen, and +also all Pirates and Man-of-War’s men, and Slave-ship sailors, cherish +such a scornful feeling towards Whale-ships; this is a question it +would be hard to answer. Because, in the case of pirates, say, I should +like to know whether that profession of theirs has any peculiar glory +about it. It sometimes ends in uncommon elevation, indeed; but only at +the gallows. And besides, when a man is elevated in that odd fashion, +he has no proper foundation for his superior altitude. Hence, I +conclude, that in boasting himself to be high lifted above a whaleman, +in that assertion the pirate has no solid basis to stand on. + +But what is a _Gam?_ You might wear out your index-finger running up +and down the columns of dictionaries, and never find the word. Dr. +Johnson never attained to that erudition; Noah Webster’s ark does not +hold it. Nevertheless, this same expressive word has now for many years +been in constant use among some fifteen thousand true born Yankees. +Certainly, it needs a definition, and should be incorporated into the +Lexicon. With that view, let me learnedly define it. + +GAM. NOUN—_A social meeting of two_ (_or more_) _Whaleships, generally +on a cruising-ground; when, after exchanging hails, they exchange +visits by boats’ crews: the two captains remaining, for the time, on +board of one ship, and the two chief mates on the other._ + +There is another little item about Gamming which must not be forgotten +here. All professions have their own little peculiarities of detail; so +has the whale fishery. In a pirate, man-of-war, or slave ship, when the +captain is rowed anywhere in his boat, he always sits in the stern +sheets on a comfortable, sometimes cushioned seat there, and often +steers himself with a pretty little milliner’s tiller decorated with +gay cords and ribbons. But the whale-boat has no seat astern, no sofa +of that sort whatever, and no tiller at all. High times indeed, if +whaling captains were wheeled about the water on castors like gouty old +aldermen in patent chairs. And as for a tiller, the whale-boat never +admits of any such effeminacy; and therefore as in gamming a complete +boat’s crew must leave the ship, and hence as the boat steerer or +harpooneer is of the number, that subordinate is the steersman upon the +occasion, and the captain, having no place to sit in, is pulled off to +his visit all standing like a pine tree. And often you will notice that +being conscious of the eyes of the whole visible world resting on him +from the sides of the two ships, this standing captain is all alive to +the importance of sustaining his dignity by maintaining his legs. Nor +is this any very easy matter; for in his rear is the immense projecting +steering oar hitting him now and then in the small of his back, the +after-oar reciprocating by rapping his knees in front. He is thus +completely wedged before and behind, and can only expand himself +sideways by settling down on his stretched legs; but a sudden, violent +pitch of the boat will often go far to topple him, because length of +foundation is nothing without corresponding breadth. Merely make a +spread angle of two poles, and you cannot stand them up. Then, again, +it would never do in plain sight of the world’s riveted eyes, it would +never do, I say, for this straddling captain to be seen steadying +himself the slightest particle by catching hold of anything with his +hands; indeed, as token of his entire, buoyant self-command, he +generally carries his hands in his trowsers’ pockets; but perhaps being +generally very large, heavy hands, he carries them there for ballast. +Nevertheless there have occurred instances, well authenticated ones +too, where the captain has been known for an uncommonly critical moment +or two, in a sudden squall say—to seize hold of the nearest oarsman’s +hair, and hold on there like grim death. + + +CHAPTER 54. The Town-Ho’s Story. + +(_As told at the Golden Inn._) + +The Cape of Good Hope, and all the watery region round about there, is +much like some noted four corners of a great highway, where you meet +more travellers than in any other part. + +It was not very long after speaking the Goney that another +homeward-bound whaleman, the Town-Ho,* was encountered. She was manned +almost wholly by Polynesians. In the short gam that ensued she gave us +strong news of Moby Dick. To some the general interest in the White +Whale was now wildly heightened by a circumstance of the Town-Ho’s +story, which seemed obscurely to involve with the whale a certain +wondrous, inverted visitation of one of those so called judgments of +God which at times are said to overtake some men. This latter +circumstance, with its own particular accompaniments, forming what may +be called the secret part of the tragedy about to be narrated, never +reached the ears of Captain Ahab or his mates. For that secret part of +the story was unknown to the captain of the Town-Ho himself. It was the +private property of three confederate white seamen of that ship, one of +whom, it seems, communicated it to Tashtego with Romish injunctions of +secrecy, but the following night Tashtego rambled in his sleep, and +revealed so much of it in that way, that when he was wakened he could +not well withhold the rest. Nevertheless, so potent an influence did +this thing have on those seamen in the Pequod who came to the full +knowledge of it, and by such a strange delicacy, to call it so, were +they governed in this matter, that they kept the secret among +themselves so that it never transpired abaft the Pequod’s main-mast. +Interweaving in its proper place this darker thread with the story as +publicly narrated on the ship, the whole of this strange affair I now +proceed to put on lasting record. + +*The ancient whale-cry upon first sighting a whale from the mast-head, +still used by whalemen in hunting the famous Gallipagos terrapin. + +For my humor’s sake, I shall preserve the style in which I once +narrated it at Lima, to a lounging circle of my Spanish friends, one +saint’s eve, smoking upon the thick-gilt tiled piazza of the Golden +Inn. Of those fine cavaliers, the young Dons, Pedro and Sebastian, were +on the closer terms with me; and hence the interluding questions they +occasionally put, and which are duly answered at the time. + +“Some two years prior to my first learning the events which I am about +rehearsing to you, gentlemen, the Town-Ho, Sperm Whaler of Nantucket, +was cruising in your Pacific here, not very many days’ sail eastward +from the eaves of this good Golden Inn. She was somewhere to the +northward of the Line. One morning upon handling the pumps, according +to daily usage, it was observed that she made more water in her hold +than common. They supposed a sword-fish had stabbed her, gentlemen. But +the captain, having some unusual reason for believing that rare good +luck awaited him in those latitudes; and therefore being very averse to +quit them, and the leak not being then considered at all dangerous, +though, indeed, they could not find it after searching the hold as low +down as was possible in rather heavy weather, the ship still continued +her cruisings, the mariners working at the pumps at wide and easy +intervals; but no good luck came; more days went by, and not only was +the leak yet undiscovered, but it sensibly increased. So much so, that +now taking some alarm, the captain, making all sail, stood away for the +nearest harbor among the islands, there to have his hull hove out and +repaired. + +“Though no small passage was before her, yet, if the commonest chance +favoured, he did not at all fear that his ship would founder by the +way, because his pumps were of the best, and being periodically +relieved at them, those six-and-thirty men of his could easily keep the +ship free; never mind if the leak should double on her. In truth, well +nigh the whole of this passage being attended by very prosperous +breezes, the Town-Ho had all but certainly arrived in perfect safety at +her port without the occurrence of the least fatality, had it not been +for the brutal overbearing of Radney, the mate, a Vineyarder, and the +bitterly provoked vengeance of Steelkilt, a Lakeman and desperado from +Buffalo. + +“‘Lakeman!—Buffalo! Pray, what is a Lakeman, and where is Buffalo?’ +said Don Sebastian, rising in his swinging mat of grass. + +“On the eastern shore of our Lake Erie, Don; but—I crave your +courtesy—may be, you shall soon hear further of all that. Now, +gentlemen, in square-sail brigs and three-masted ships, well-nigh as +large and stout as any that ever sailed out of your old Callao to far +Manilla; this Lakeman, in the land-locked heart of our America, had yet +been nurtured by all those agrarian freebooting impressions popularly +connected with the open ocean. For in their interflowing aggregate, +those grand fresh-water seas of ours,—Erie, and Ontario, and Huron, and +Superior, and Michigan,—possess an ocean-like expansiveness, with many +of the ocean’s noblest traits; with many of its rimmed varieties of +races and of climes. They contain round archipelagoes of romantic +isles, even as the Polynesian waters do; in large part, are shored by +two great contrasting nations, as the Atlantic is; they furnish long +maritime approaches to our numerous territorial colonies from the East, +dotted all round their banks; here and there are frowned upon by +batteries, and by the goat-like craggy guns of lofty Mackinaw; they +have heard the fleet thunderings of naval victories; at intervals, they +yield their beaches to wild barbarians, whose red painted faces flash +from out their peltry wigwams; for leagues and leagues are flanked by +ancient and unentered forests, where the gaunt pines stand like serried +lines of kings in Gothic genealogies; those same woods harboring wild +Afric beasts of prey, and silken creatures whose exported furs give +robes to Tartar Emperors; they mirror the paved capitals of Buffalo and +Cleveland, as well as Winnebago villages; they float alike the +full-rigged merchant ship, the armed cruiser of the State, the steamer, +and the beech canoe; they are swept by Borean and dismasting blasts as +direful as any that lash the salted wave; they know what shipwrecks +are, for out of sight of land, however inland, they have drowned full +many a midnight ship with all its shrieking crew. Thus, gentlemen, +though an inlander, Steelkilt was wild-ocean born, and wild-ocean +nurtured; as much of an audacious mariner as any. And for Radney, +though in his infancy he may have laid him down on the lone Nantucket +beach, to nurse at his maternal sea; though in after life he had long +followed our austere Atlantic and your contemplative Pacific; yet was +he quite as vengeful and full of social quarrel as the backwoods +seaman, fresh from the latitudes of buck-horn handled Bowie-knives. Yet +was this Nantucketer a man with some good-hearted traits; and this +Lakeman, a mariner, who though a sort of devil indeed, might yet by +inflexible firmness, only tempered by that common decency of human +recognition which is the meanest slave’s right; thus treated, this +Steelkilt had long been retained harmless and docile. At all events, he +had proved so thus far; but Radney was doomed and made mad, and +Steelkilt—but, gentlemen, you shall hear. + +“It was not more than a day or two at the furthest after pointing her +prow for her island haven, that the Town-Ho’s leak seemed again +increasing, but only so as to require an hour or more at the pumps +every day. You must know that in a settled and civilized ocean like our +Atlantic, for example, some skippers think little of pumping their +whole way across it; though of a still, sleepy night, should the +officer of the deck happen to forget his duty in that respect, the +probability would be that he and his shipmates would never again +remember it, on account of all hands gently subsiding to the bottom. +Nor in the solitary and savage seas far from you to the westward, +gentlemen, is it altogether unusual for ships to keep clanging at their +pump-handles in full chorus even for a voyage of considerable length; +that is, if it lie along a tolerably accessible coast, or if any other +reasonable retreat is afforded them. It is only when a leaky vessel is +in some very out of the way part of those waters, some really landless +latitude, that her captain begins to feel a little anxious. + +“Much this way had it been with the Town-Ho; so when her leak was found +gaining once more, there was in truth some small concern manifested by +several of her company; especially by Radney the mate. He commanded the +upper sails to be well hoisted, sheeted home anew, and every way +expanded to the breeze. Now this Radney, I suppose, was as little of a +coward, and as little inclined to any sort of nervous apprehensiveness +touching his own person as any fearless, unthinking creature on land or +on sea that you can conveniently imagine, gentlemen. Therefore when he +betrayed this solicitude about the safety of the ship, some of the +seamen declared that it was only on account of his being a part owner +in her. So when they were working that evening at the pumps, there was +on this head no small gamesomeness slily going on among them, as they +stood with their feet continually overflowed by the rippling clear +water; clear as any mountain spring, gentlemen—that bubbling from the +pumps ran across the deck, and poured itself out in steady spouts at +the lee scupper-holes. + +“Now, as you well know, it is not seldom the case in this conventional +world of ours—watery or otherwise; that when a person placed in command +over his fellow-men finds one of them to be very significantly his +superior in general pride of manhood, straightway against that man he +conceives an unconquerable dislike and bitterness; and if he have a +chance he will pull down and pulverize that subaltern’s tower, and make +a little heap of dust of it. Be this conceit of mine as it may, +gentlemen, at all events Steelkilt was a tall and noble animal with a +head like a Roman, and a flowing golden beard like the tasseled +housings of your last viceroy’s snorting charger; and a brain, and a +heart, and a soul in him, gentlemen, which had made Steelkilt +Charlemagne, had he been born son to Charlemagne’s father. But Radney, +the mate, was ugly as a mule; yet as hardy, as stubborn, as malicious. +He did not love Steelkilt, and Steelkilt knew it. + +“Espying the mate drawing near as he was toiling at the pump with the +rest, the Lakeman affected not to notice him, but unawed, went on with +his gay banterings. + +“‘Aye, aye, my merry lads, it’s a lively leak this; hold a cannikin, +one of ye, and let’s have a taste. By the Lord, it’s worth bottling! I +tell ye what, men, old Rad’s investment must go for it! he had best cut +away his part of the hull and tow it home. The fact is, boys, that +sword-fish only began the job; he’s come back again with a gang of +ship-carpenters, saw-fish, and file-fish, and what not; and the whole +posse of ’em are now hard at work cutting and slashing at the bottom; +making improvements, I suppose. If old Rad were here now, I’d tell him +to jump overboard and scatter ’em. They’re playing the devil with his +estate, I can tell him. But he’s a simple old soul,—Rad, and a beauty +too. Boys, they say the rest of his property is invested in +looking-glasses. I wonder if he’d give a poor devil like me the model +of his nose.’ + +“‘Damn your eyes! what’s that pump stopping for?’ roared Radney, +pretending not to have heard the sailors’ talk. ‘Thunder away at it!’ + +“‘Aye, aye, sir,’ said Steelkilt, merry as a cricket. ‘Lively, boys, +lively, now!’ And with that the pump clanged like fifty fire-engines; +the men tossed their hats off to it, and ere long that peculiar gasping +of the lungs was heard which denotes the fullest tension of life’s +utmost energies. + +“Quitting the pump at last, with the rest of his band, the Lakeman went +forward all panting, and sat himself down on the windlass; his face +fiery red, his eyes bloodshot, and wiping the profuse sweat from his +brow. Now what cozening fiend it was, gentlemen, that possessed Radney +to meddle with such a man in that corporeally exasperated state, I know +not; but so it happened. Intolerably striding along the deck, the mate +commanded him to get a broom and sweep down the planks, and also a +shovel, and remove some offensive matters consequent upon allowing a +pig to run at large. + +“Now, gentlemen, sweeping a ship’s deck at sea is a piece of household +work which in all times but raging gales is regularly attended to every +evening; it has been known to be done in the case of ships actually +foundering at the time. Such, gentlemen, is the inflexibility of +sea-usages and the instinctive love of neatness in seamen; some of whom +would not willingly drown without first washing their faces. But in all +vessels this broom business is the prescriptive province of the boys, +if boys there be aboard. Besides, it was the stronger men in the +Town-Ho that had been divided into gangs, taking turns at the pumps; +and being the most athletic seaman of them all, Steelkilt had been +regularly assigned captain of one of the gangs; consequently he should +have been freed from any trivial business not connected with truly +nautical duties, such being the case with his comrades. I mention all +these particulars so that you may understand exactly how this affair +stood between the two men. + +“But there was more than this: the order about the shovel was almost as +plainly meant to sting and insult Steelkilt, as though Radney had spat +in his face. Any man who has gone sailor in a whale-ship will +understand this; and all this and doubtless much more, the Lakeman +fully comprehended when the mate uttered his command. But as he sat +still for a moment, and as he steadfastly looked into the mate’s +malignant eye and perceived the stacks of powder-casks heaped up in him +and the slow-match silently burning along towards them; as he +instinctively saw all this, that strange forbearance and unwillingness +to stir up the deeper passionateness in any already ireful being—a +repugnance most felt, when felt at all, by really valiant men even when +aggrieved—this nameless phantom feeling, gentlemen, stole over +Steelkilt. + +“Therefore, in his ordinary tone, only a little broken by the bodily +exhaustion he was temporarily in, he answered him saying that sweeping +the deck was not his business, and he would not do it. And then, +without at all alluding to the shovel, he pointed to three lads as the +customary sweepers; who, not being billeted at the pumps, had done +little or nothing all day. To this, Radney replied with an oath, in a +most domineering and outrageous manner unconditionally reiterating his +command; meanwhile advancing upon the still seated Lakeman, with an +uplifted cooper’s club hammer which he had snatched from a cask near +by. + +“Heated and irritated as he was by his spasmodic toil at the pumps, for +all his first nameless feeling of forbearance the sweating Steelkilt +could but ill brook this bearing in the mate; but somehow still +smothering the conflagration within him, without speaking he remained +doggedly rooted to his seat, till at last the incensed Radney shook the +hammer within a few inches of his face, furiously commanding him to do +his bidding. + +“Steelkilt rose, and slowly retreating round the windlass, steadily +followed by the mate with his menacing hammer, deliberately repeated +his intention not to obey. Seeing, however, that his forbearance had +not the slightest effect, by an awful and unspeakable intimation with +his twisted hand he warned off the foolish and infatuated man; but it +was to no purpose. And in this way the two went once slowly round the +windlass; when, resolved at last no longer to retreat, bethinking him +that he had now forborne as much as comported with his humor, the +Lakeman paused on the hatches and thus spoke to the officer: + +“‘Mr. Radney, I will not obey you. Take that hammer away, or look to +yourself.’ But the predestinated mate coming still closer to him, where +the Lakeman stood fixed, now shook the heavy hammer within an inch of +his teeth; meanwhile repeating a string of insufferable maledictions. +Retreating not the thousandth part of an inch; stabbing him in the eye +with the unflinching poniard of his glance, Steelkilt, clenching his +right hand behind him and creepingly drawing it back, told his +persecutor that if the hammer but grazed his cheek he (Steelkilt) would +murder him. But, gentlemen, the fool had been branded for the slaughter +by the gods. Immediately the hammer touched the cheek; the next instant +the lower jaw of the mate was stove in his head; he fell on the hatch +spouting blood like a whale. + +“Ere the cry could go aft Steelkilt was shaking one of the backstays +leading far aloft to where two of his comrades were standing their +mastheads. They were both Canallers. + +“‘Canallers!’ cried Don Pedro. ‘We have seen many whale-ships in our +harbours, but never heard of your Canallers. Pardon: who and what are +they?’ + +“‘Canallers, Don, are the boatmen belonging to our grand Erie Canal. +You must have heard of it.’ + +“‘Nay, Senor; hereabouts in this dull, warm, most lazy, and hereditary +land, we know but little of your vigorous North.’ + +“‘Aye? Well then, Don, refill my cup. Your chicha’s very fine; and ere +proceeding further I will tell ye what our Canallers are; for such +information may throw side-light upon my story.’ + +“For three hundred and sixty miles, gentlemen, through the entire +breadth of the state of New York; through numerous populous cities and +most thriving villages; through long, dismal, uninhabited swamps, and +affluent, cultivated fields, unrivalled for fertility; by billiard-room +and bar-room; through the holy-of-holies of great forests; on Roman +arches over Indian rivers; through sun and shade; by happy hearts or +broken; through all the wide contrasting scenery of those noble Mohawk +counties; and especially, by rows of snow-white chapels, whose spires +stand almost like milestones, flows one continual stream of Venetianly +corrupt and often lawless life. There’s your true Ashantee, gentlemen; +there howl your pagans; where you ever find them, next door to you; +under the long-flung shadow, and the snug patronising lee of churches. +For by some curious fatality, as it is often noted of your metropolitan +freebooters that they ever encamp around the halls of justice, so +sinners, gentlemen, most abound in holiest vicinities. + +“‘Is that a friar passing?’ said Don Pedro, looking downwards into the +crowded plazza, with humorous concern. + +“‘Well for our northern friend, Dame Isabella’s Inquisition wanes in +Lima,’ laughed Don Sebastian. ‘Proceed, Senor.’ + +“‘A moment! Pardon!’ cried another of the company. ‘In the name of all +us Limeese, I but desire to express to you, sir sailor, that we have by +no means overlooked your delicacy in not substituting present Lima for +distant Venice in your corrupt comparison. Oh! do not bow and look +surprised; you know the proverb all along this coast—“Corrupt as Lima.” +It but bears out your saying, too; churches more plentiful than +billiard-tables, and for ever open—and “Corrupt as Lima.” So, too, +Venice; I have been there; the holy city of the blessed evangelist, St. +Mark!—St. Dominic, purge it! Your cup! Thanks: here I refill; now, you +pour out again.’ + +“Freely depicted in his own vocation, gentlemen, the Canaller would +make a fine dramatic hero, so abundantly and picturesquely wicked is +he. Like Mark Antony, for days and days along his green-turfed, flowery +Nile, he indolently floats, openly toying with his red-cheeked +Cleopatra, ripening his apricot thigh upon the sunny deck. But ashore, +all this effeminacy is dashed. The brigandish guise which the Canaller +so proudly sports; his slouched and gaily-ribboned hat betoken his +grand features. A terror to the smiling innocence of the villages +through which he floats; his swart visage and bold swagger are not +unshunned in cities. Once a vagabond on his own canal, I have received +good turns from one of these Canallers; I thank him heartily; would +fain be not ungrateful; but it is often one of the prime redeeming +qualities of your man of violence, that at times he has as stiff an arm +to back a poor stranger in a strait, as to plunder a wealthy one. In +sum, gentlemen, what the wildness of this canal life is, is +emphatically evinced by this; that our wild whale-fishery contains so +many of its most finished graduates, and that scarce any race of +mankind, except Sydney men, are so much distrusted by our whaling +captains. Nor does it at all diminish the curiousness of this matter, +that to many thousands of our rural boys and young men born along its +line, the probationary life of the Grand Canal furnishes the sole +transition between quietly reaping in a Christian corn-field, and +recklessly ploughing the waters of the most barbaric seas. + +“‘I see! I see!’ impetuously exclaimed Don Pedro, spilling his chicha +upon his silvery ruffles. ‘No need to travel! The world’s one Lima. I +had thought, now, that at your temperate North the generations were +cold and holy as the hills.—But the story.’ + +“I left off, gentlemen, where the Lakeman shook the backstay. Hardly +had he done so, when he was surrounded by the three junior mates and +the four harpooneers, who all crowded him to the deck. But sliding down +the ropes like baleful comets, the two Canallers rushed into the +uproar, and sought to drag their man out of it towards the forecastle. +Others of the sailors joined with them in this attempt, and a twisted +turmoil ensued; while standing out of harm’s way, the valiant captain +danced up and down with a whale-pike, calling upon his officers to +manhandle that atrocious scoundrel, and smoke him along to the +quarter-deck. At intervals, he ran close up to the revolving border of +the confusion, and prying into the heart of it with his pike, sought to +prick out the object of his resentment. But Steelkilt and his +desperadoes were too much for them all; they succeeded in gaining the +forecastle deck, where, hastily slewing about three or four large casks +in a line with the windlass, these sea-Parisians entrenched themselves +behind the barricade. + +“‘Come out of that, ye pirates!’ roared the captain, now menacing them +with a pistol in each hand, just brought to him by the steward. ‘Come +out of that, ye cut-throats!’ + +“Steelkilt leaped on the barricade, and striding up and down there, +defied the worst the pistols could do; but gave the captain to +understand distinctly, that his (Steelkilt’s) death would be the signal +for a murderous mutiny on the part of all hands. Fearing in his heart +lest this might prove but too true, the captain a little desisted, but +still commanded the insurgents instantly to return to their duty. + +“‘Will you promise not to touch us, if we do?’ demanded their +ringleader. + +“‘Turn to! turn to!—I make no promise;—to your duty! Do you want to +sink the ship, by knocking off at a time like this? Turn to!’ and he +once more raised a pistol. + +“‘Sink the ship?’ cried Steelkilt. ‘Aye, let her sink. Not a man of us +turns to, unless you swear not to raise a rope-yarn against us. What +say ye, men?’ turning to his comrades. A fierce cheer was their +response. + +“The Lakeman now patrolled the barricade, all the while keeping his eye +on the Captain, and jerking out such sentences as these:—‘It’s not our +fault; we didn’t want it; I told him to take his hammer away; it was +boy’s business; he might have known me before this; I told him not to +prick the buffalo; I believe I have broken a finger here against his +cursed jaw; ain’t those mincing knives down in the forecastle there, +men? look to those handspikes, my hearties. Captain, by God, look to +yourself; say the word; don’t be a fool; forget it all; we are ready to +turn to; treat us decently, and we’re your men; but we won’t be +flogged.’ + +“‘Turn to! I make no promises, turn to, I say!’ + +“‘Look ye, now,’ cried the Lakeman, flinging out his arm towards him, +‘there are a few of us here (and I am one of them) who have shipped for +the cruise, d’ye see; now as you well know, sir, we can claim our +discharge as soon as the anchor is down; so we don’t want a row; it’s +not our interest; we want to be peaceable; we are ready to work, but we +won’t be flogged.’ + +“‘Turn to!’ roared the Captain. + +“Steelkilt glanced round him a moment, and then said:—‘I tell you what +it is now, Captain, rather than kill ye, and be hung for such a shabby +rascal, we won’t lift a hand against ye unless ye attack us; but till +you say the word about not flogging us, we don’t do a hand’s turn.’ + +“‘Down into the forecastle then, down with ye, I’ll keep ye there till +ye’re sick of it. Down ye go.’ + +“‘Shall we?’ cried the ringleader to his men. Most of them were against +it; but at length, in obedience to Steelkilt, they preceded him down +into their dark den, growlingly disappearing, like bears into a cave. + +“As the Lakeman’s bare head was just level with the planks, the Captain +and his posse leaped the barricade, and rapidly drawing over the slide +of the scuttle, planted their group of hands upon it, and loudly called +for the steward to bring the heavy brass padlock belonging to the +companionway. Then opening the slide a little, the Captain whispered +something down the crack, closed it, and turned the key upon them—ten +in number—leaving on deck some twenty or more, who thus far had +remained neutral. + +“All night a wide-awake watch was kept by all the officers, forward and +aft, especially about the forecastle scuttle and fore hatchway; at +which last place it was feared the insurgents might emerge, after +breaking through the bulkhead below. But the hours of darkness passed +in peace; the men who still remained at their duty toiling hard at the +pumps, whose clinking and clanking at intervals through the dreary +night dismally resounded through the ship. + +“At sunrise the Captain went forward, and knocking on the deck, +summoned the prisoners to work; but with a yell they refused. Water was +then lowered down to them, and a couple of handfuls of biscuit were +tossed after it; when again turning the key upon them and pocketing it, +the Captain returned to the quarter-deck. Twice every day for three +days this was repeated; but on the fourth morning a confused wrangling, +and then a scuffling was heard, as the customary summons was delivered; +and suddenly four men burst up from the forecastle, saying they were +ready to turn to. The fetid closeness of the air, and a famishing diet, +united perhaps to some fears of ultimate retribution, had constrained +them to surrender at discretion. Emboldened by this, the Captain +reiterated his demand to the rest, but Steelkilt shouted up to him a +terrific hint to stop his babbling and betake himself where he +belonged. On the fifth morning three others of the mutineers bolted up +into the air from the desperate arms below that sought to restrain +them. Only three were left. + +“‘Better turn to, now?’ said the Captain with a heartless jeer. + +“‘Shut us up again, will ye!’ cried Steelkilt. + +“‘Oh certainly,’ said the Captain, and the key clicked. + +“It was at this point, gentlemen, that enraged by the defection of +seven of his former associates, and stung by the mocking voice that had +last hailed him, and maddened by his long entombment in a place as +black as the bowels of despair; it was then that Steelkilt proposed to +the two Canallers, thus far apparently of one mind with him, to burst +out of their hole at the next summoning of the garrison; and armed with +their keen mincing knives (long, crescentic, heavy implements with a +handle at each end) run amuck from the bowsprit to the taffrail; and if +by any devilishness of desperation possible, seize the ship. For +himself, he would do this, he said, whether they joined him or not. +That was the last night he should spend in that den. But the scheme met +with no opposition on the part of the other two; they swore they were +ready for that, or for any other mad thing, for anything in short but a +surrender. And what was more, they each insisted upon being the first +man on deck, when the time to make the rush should come. But to this +their leader as fiercely objected, reserving that priority for himself; +particularly as his two comrades would not yield, the one to the other, +in the matter; and both of them could not be first, for the ladder +would but admit one man at a time. And here, gentlemen, the foul play +of these miscreants must come out. + +“Upon hearing the frantic project of their leader, each in his own +separate soul had suddenly lighted, it would seem, upon the same piece +of treachery, namely: to be foremost in breaking out, in order to be +the first of the three, though the last of the ten, to surrender; and +thereby secure whatever small chance of pardon such conduct might +merit. But when Steelkilt made known his determination still to lead +them to the last, they in some way, by some subtle chemistry of +villany, mixed their before secret treacheries together; and when their +leader fell into a doze, verbally opened their souls to each other in +three sentences; and bound the sleeper with cords, and gagged him with +cords; and shrieked out for the Captain at midnight. + +“Thinking murder at hand, and smelling in the dark for the blood, he +and all his armed mates and harpooneers rushed for the forecastle. In a +few minutes the scuttle was opened, and, bound hand and foot, the still +struggling ringleader was shoved up into the air by his perfidious +allies, who at once claimed the honor of securing a man who had been +fully ripe for murder. But all these were collared, and dragged along +the deck like dead cattle; and, side by side, were seized up into the +mizzen rigging, like three quarters of meat, and there they hung till +morning. ‘Damn ye,’ cried the Captain, pacing to and fro before them, +‘the vultures would not touch ye, ye villains!’ + +“At sunrise he summoned all hands; and separating those who had +rebelled from those who had taken no part in the mutiny, he told the +former that he had a good mind to flog them all round—thought, upon the +whole, he would do so—he ought to—justice demanded it; but for the +present, considering their timely surrender, he would let them go with +a reprimand, which he accordingly administered in the vernacular. + +“‘But as for you, ye carrion rogues,’ turning to the three men in the +rigging—‘for you, I mean to mince ye up for the try-pots;’ and, seizing +a rope, he applied it with all his might to the backs of the two +traitors, till they yelled no more, but lifelessly hung their heads +sideways, as the two crucified thieves are drawn. + +“‘My wrist is sprained with ye!’ he cried, at last; ‘but there is still +rope enough left for you, my fine bantam, that wouldn’t give up. Take +that gag from his mouth, and let us hear what he can say for himself.’ + +“For a moment the exhausted mutineer made a tremulous motion of his +cramped jaws, and then painfully twisting round his head, said in a +sort of hiss, ‘What I say is this—and mind it well—if you flog me, I +murder you!’ + +“‘Say ye so? then see how ye frighten me’—and the Captain drew off with +the rope to strike. + +“‘Best not,’ hissed the Lakeman. + +“‘But I must,’—and the rope was once more drawn back for the stroke. + +“Steelkilt here hissed out something, inaudible to all but the Captain; +who, to the amazement of all hands, started back, paced the deck +rapidly two or three times, and then suddenly throwing down his rope, +said, ‘I won’t do it—let him go—cut him down: d’ye hear?’ + +“But as the junior mates were hurrying to execute the order, a pale +man, with a bandaged head, arrested them—Radney the chief mate. Ever +since the blow, he had lain in his berth; but that morning, hearing the +tumult on the deck, he had crept out, and thus far had watched the +whole scene. Such was the state of his mouth, that he could hardly +speak; but mumbling something about _his_ being willing and able to do +what the captain dared not attempt, he snatched the rope and advanced +to his pinioned foe. + +“‘You are a coward!’ hissed the Lakeman. + +“‘So I am, but take that.’ The mate was in the very act of striking, +when another hiss stayed his uplifted arm. He paused: and then pausing +no more, made good his word, spite of Steelkilt’s threat, whatever that +might have been. The three men were then cut down, all hands were +turned to, and, sullenly worked by the moody seamen, the iron pumps +clanged as before. + +“Just after dark that day, when one watch had retired below, a clamor +was heard in the forecastle; and the two trembling traitors running up, +besieged the cabin door, saying they durst not consort with the crew. +Entreaties, cuffs, and kicks could not drive them back, so at their own +instance they were put down in the ship’s run for salvation. Still, no +sign of mutiny reappeared among the rest. On the contrary, it seemed, +that mainly at Steelkilt’s instigation, they had resolved to maintain +the strictest peacefulness, obey all orders to the last, and, when the +ship reached port, desert her in a body. But in order to insure the +speediest end to the voyage, they all agreed to another thing—namely, +not to sing out for whales, in case any should be discovered. For, +spite of her leak, and spite of all her other perils, the Town-Ho still +maintained her mast-heads, and her captain was just as willing to lower +for a fish that moment, as on the day his craft first struck the +cruising ground; and Radney the mate was quite as ready to change his +berth for a boat, and with his bandaged mouth seek to gag in death the +vital jaw of the whale. + +“But though the Lakeman had induced the seamen to adopt this sort of +passiveness in their conduct, he kept his own counsel (at least till +all was over) concerning his own proper and private revenge upon the +man who had stung him in the ventricles of his heart. He was in Radney +the chief mate’s watch; and as if the infatuated man sought to run more +than half way to meet his doom, after the scene at the rigging, he +insisted, against the express counsel of the captain, upon resuming the +head of his watch at night. Upon this, and one or two other +circumstances, Steelkilt systematically built the plan of his revenge. + +“During the night, Radney had an unseamanlike way of sitting on the +bulwarks of the quarter-deck, and leaning his arm upon the gunwale of +the boat which was hoisted up there, a little above the ship’s side. In +this attitude, it was well known, he sometimes dozed. There was a +considerable vacancy between the boat and the ship, and down between +this was the sea. Steelkilt calculated his time, and found that his +next trick at the helm would come round at two o’clock, in the morning +of the third day from that in which he had been betrayed. At his +leisure, he employed the interval in braiding something very carefully +in his watches below. + +“‘What are you making there?’ said a shipmate. + +“‘What do you think? what does it look like?’ + +“‘Like a lanyard for your bag; but it’s an odd one, seems to me.’ + +“‘Yes, rather oddish,’ said the Lakeman, holding it at arm’s length +before him; ‘but I think it will answer. Shipmate, I haven’t enough +twine,—have you any?’ + +“But there was none in the forecastle. + +“‘Then I must get some from old Rad;’ and he rose to go aft. + +“‘You don’t mean to go a begging to _him!_’ said a sailor. + +“‘Why not? Do you think he won’t do me a turn, when it’s to help +himself in the end, shipmate?’ and going to the mate, he looked at him +quietly, and asked him for some twine to mend his hammock. It was given +him—neither twine nor lanyard were seen again; but the next night an +iron ball, closely netted, partly rolled from the pocket of the +Lakeman’s monkey jacket, as he was tucking the coat into his hammock +for a pillow. Twenty-four hours after, his trick at the silent +helm—nigh to the man who was apt to doze over the grave always ready +dug to the seaman’s hand—that fatal hour was then to come; and in the +fore-ordaining soul of Steelkilt, the mate was already stark and +stretched as a corpse, with his forehead crushed in. + +“But, gentlemen, a fool saved the would-be murderer from the bloody +deed he had planned. Yet complete revenge he had, and without being the +avenger. For by a mysterious fatality, Heaven itself seemed to step in +to take out of his hands into its own the damning thing he would have +done. + +“It was just between daybreak and sunrise of the morning of the second +day, when they were washing down the decks, that a stupid Teneriffe +man, drawing water in the main-chains, all at once shouted out, ‘There +she rolls! there she rolls!’ Jesu, what a whale! It was Moby Dick. + +“‘Moby Dick!’ cried Don Sebastian; ‘St. Dominic! Sir sailor, but do +whales have christenings? Whom call you Moby Dick?’ + +“‘A very white, and famous, and most deadly immortal monster, Don;—but +that would be too long a story.’ + +“‘How? how?’ cried all the young Spaniards, crowding. + +“‘Nay, Dons, Dons—nay, nay! I cannot rehearse that now. Let me get more +into the air, Sirs.’ + +“‘The chicha! the chicha!’ cried Don Pedro; ‘our vigorous friend looks +faint;—fill up his empty glass!’ + +“No need, gentlemen; one moment, and I proceed.—Now, gentlemen, so +suddenly perceiving the snowy whale within fifty yards of the +ship—forgetful of the compact among the crew—in the excitement of the +moment, the Teneriffe man had instinctively and involuntarily lifted +his voice for the monster, though for some little time past it had been +plainly beheld from the three sullen mast-heads. All was now a phrensy. +‘The White Whale—the White Whale!’ was the cry from captain, mates, and +harpooneers, who, undeterred by fearful rumours, were all anxious to +capture so famous and precious a fish; while the dogged crew eyed +askance, and with curses, the appalling beauty of the vast milky mass, +that lit up by a horizontal spangling sun, shifted and glistened like a +living opal in the blue morning sea. Gentlemen, a strange fatality +pervades the whole career of these events, as if verily mapped out +before the world itself was charted. The mutineer was the bowsman of +the mate, and when fast to a fish, it was his duty to sit next him, +while Radney stood up with his lance in the prow, and haul in or +slacken the line, at the word of command. Moreover, when the four boats +were lowered, the mate’s got the start; and none howled more fiercely +with delight than did Steelkilt, as he strained at his oar. After a +stiff pull, their harpooneer got fast, and, spear in hand, Radney +sprang to the bow. He was always a furious man, it seems, in a boat. +And now his bandaged cry was, to beach him on the whale’s topmost back. +Nothing loath, his bowsman hauled him up and up, through a blinding +foam that blent two whitenesses together; till of a sudden the boat +struck as against a sunken ledge, and keeling over, spilled out the +standing mate. That instant, as he fell on the whale’s slippery back, +the boat righted, and was dashed aside by the swell, while Radney was +tossed over into the sea, on the other flank of the whale. He struck +out through the spray, and, for an instant, was dimly seen through that +veil, wildly seeking to remove himself from the eye of Moby Dick. But +the whale rushed round in a sudden maelstrom; seized the swimmer +between his jaws; and rearing high up with him, plunged headlong again, +and went down. + +“Meantime, at the first tap of the boat’s bottom, the Lakeman had +slackened the line, so as to drop astern from the whirlpool; calmly +looking on, he thought his own thoughts. But a sudden, terrific, +downward jerking of the boat, quickly brought his knife to the line. He +cut it; and the whale was free. But, at some distance, Moby Dick rose +again, with some tatters of Radney’s red woollen shirt, caught in the +teeth that had destroyed him. All four boats gave chase again; but the +whale eluded them, and finally wholly disappeared. + +“In good time, the Town-Ho reached her port—a savage, solitary +place—where no civilized creature resided. There, headed by the +Lakeman, all but five or six of the foremastmen deliberately deserted +among the palms; eventually, as it turned out, seizing a large double +war-canoe of the savages, and setting sail for some other harbor. + +“The ship’s company being reduced to but a handful, the captain called +upon the Islanders to assist him in the laborious business of heaving +down the ship to stop the leak. But to such unresting vigilance over +their dangerous allies was this small band of whites necessitated, both +by night and by day, and so extreme was the hard work they underwent, +that upon the vessel being ready again for sea, they were in such a +weakened condition that the captain durst not put off with them in so +heavy a vessel. After taking counsel with his officers, he anchored the +ship as far off shore as possible; loaded and ran out his two cannon +from the bows; stacked his muskets on the poop; and warning the +Islanders not to approach the ship at their peril, took one man with +him, and setting the sail of his best whale-boat, steered straight +before the wind for Tahiti, five hundred miles distant, to procure a +reinforcement to his crew. + +“On the fourth day of the sail, a large canoe was descried, which +seemed to have touched at a low isle of corals. He steered away from +it; but the savage craft bore down on him; and soon the voice of +Steelkilt hailed him to heave to, or he would run him under water. The +captain presented a pistol. With one foot on each prow of the yoked +war-canoes, the Lakeman laughed him to scorn; assuring him that if the +pistol so much as clicked in the lock, he would bury him in bubbles and +foam. + +“‘What do you want of me?’ cried the captain. + +“‘Where are you bound? and for what are you bound?’ demanded Steelkilt; +‘no lies.’ + +“‘I am bound to Tahiti for more men.’ + +“‘Very good. Let me board you a moment—I come in peace.’ With that he +leaped from the canoe, swam to the boat; and climbing the gunwale, +stood face to face with the captain. + +“‘Cross your arms, sir; throw back your head. Now, repeat after me. As +soon as Steelkilt leaves me, I swear to beach this boat on yonder +island, and remain there six days. If I do not, may lightnings strike +me!’ + +“‘A pretty scholar,’ laughed the Lakeman. ‘Adios, Senor!’ and leaping +into the sea, he swam back to his comrades. + +“Watching the boat till it was fairly beached, and drawn up to the +roots of the cocoa-nut trees, Steelkilt made sail again, and in due +time arrived at Tahiti, his own place of destination. There, luck +befriended him; two ships were about to sail for France, and were +providentially in want of precisely that number of men which the sailor +headed. They embarked; and so for ever got the start of their former +captain, had he been at all minded to work them legal retribution. + +“Some ten days after the French ships sailed, the whale-boat arrived, +and the captain was forced to enlist some of the more civilized +Tahitians, who had been somewhat used to the sea. Chartering a small +native schooner, he returned with them to his vessel; and finding all +right there, again resumed his cruisings. + +“Where Steelkilt now is, gentlemen, none know; but upon the island of +Nantucket, the widow of Radney still turns to the sea which refuses to +give up its dead; still in dreams sees the awful white whale that +destroyed him. * * * * + +“‘Are you through?’ said Don Sebastian, quietly. + +“‘I am, Don.’ + +“‘Then I entreat you, tell me if to the best of your own convictions, +this your story is in substance really true? It is so passing +wonderful! Did you get it from an unquestionable source? Bear with me +if I seem to press.’ + +“‘Also bear with all of us, sir sailor; for we all join in Don +Sebastian’s suit,’ cried the company, with exceeding interest. + +“‘Is there a copy of the Holy Evangelists in the Golden Inn, +gentlemen?’ + +“‘Nay,’ said Don Sebastian; ‘but I know a worthy priest near by, who +will quickly procure one for me. I go for it; but are you well advised? +this may grow too serious.’ + +“‘Will you be so good as to bring the priest also, Don?’ + +“‘Though there are no Auto-da-Fés in Lima now,’ said one of the company +to another; ‘I fear our sailor friend runs risk of the archiepiscopacy. +Let us withdraw more out of the moonlight. I see no need of this.’ + +“‘Excuse me for running after you, Don Sebastian; but may I also beg +that you will be particular in procuring the largest sized Evangelists +you can.’ + +* * * * * * + +“‘This is the priest, he brings you the Evangelists,’ said Don +Sebastian, gravely, returning with a tall and solemn figure. + +“‘Let me remove my hat. Now, venerable priest, further into the light, +and hold the Holy Book before me that I may touch it. + +“‘So help me Heaven, and on my honor the story I have told ye, +gentlemen, is in substance and its great items, true. I know it to be +true; it happened on this ball; I trod the ship; I knew the crew; I +have seen and talked with Steelkilt since the death of Radney.’” + + +CHAPTER 55. Of the Monstrous Pictures of Whales. + +I shall ere long paint to you as well as one can without canvas, +something like the true form of the whale as he actually appears to the +eye of the whaleman when in his own absolute body the whale is moored +alongside the whale-ship so that he can be fairly stepped upon there. +It may be worth while, therefore, previously to advert to those curious +imaginary portraits of him which even down to the present day +confidently challenge the faith of the landsman. It is time to set the +world right in this matter, by proving such pictures of the whale all +wrong. + +It may be that the primal source of all those pictorial delusions will +be found among the oldest Hindoo, Egyptian, and Grecian sculptures. For +ever since those inventive but unscrupulous times when on the marble +panellings of temples, the pedestals of statues, and on shields, +medallions, cups, and coins, the dolphin was drawn in scales of +chain-armor like Saladin’s, and a helmeted head like St. George’s; ever +since then has something of the same sort of license prevailed, not +only in most popular pictures of the whale, but in many scientific +presentations of him. + +Now, by all odds, the most ancient extant portrait anyways purporting +to be the whale’s, is to be found in the famous cavern-pagoda of +Elephanta, in India. The Brahmins maintain that in the almost endless +sculptures of that immemorial pagoda, all the trades and pursuits, +every conceivable avocation of man, were prefigured ages before any of +them actually came into being. No wonder then, that in some sort our +noble profession of whaling should have been there shadowed forth. The +Hindoo whale referred to, occurs in a separate department of the wall, +depicting the incarnation of Vishnu in the form of leviathan, learnedly +known as the Matse Avatar. But though this sculpture is half man and +half whale, so as only to give the tail of the latter, yet that small +section of him is all wrong. It looks more like the tapering tail of an +anaconda, than the broad palms of the true whale’s majestic flukes. + +But go to the old Galleries, and look now at a great Christian +painter’s portrait of this fish; for he succeeds no better than the +antediluvian Hindoo. It is Guido’s picture of Perseus rescuing +Andromeda from the sea-monster or whale. Where did Guido get the model +of such a strange creature as that? Nor does Hogarth, in painting the +same scene in his own “Perseus Descending,” make out one whit better. +The huge corpulence of that Hogarthian monster undulates on the +surface, scarcely drawing one inch of water. It has a sort of howdah on +its back, and its distended tusked mouth into which the billows are +rolling, might be taken for the Traitors’ Gate leading from the Thames +by water into the Tower. Then, there are the Prodromus whales of old +Scotch Sibbald, and Jonah’s whale, as depicted in the prints of old +Bibles and the cuts of old primers. What shall be said of these? As for +the book-binder’s whale winding like a vine-stalk round the stock of a +descending anchor—as stamped and gilded on the backs and title-pages of +many books both old and new—that is a very picturesque but purely +fabulous creature, imitated, I take it, from the like figures on +antique vases. Though universally denominated a dolphin, I nevertheless +call this book-binder’s fish an attempt at a whale; because it was so +intended when the device was first introduced. It was introduced by an +old Italian publisher somewhere about the 15th century, during the +Revival of Learning; and in those days, and even down to a +comparatively late period, dolphins were popularly supposed to be a +species of the Leviathan. + +In the vignettes and other embellishments of some ancient books you +will at times meet with very curious touches at the whale, where all +manner of spouts, jets d’eau, hot springs and cold, Saratoga and +Baden-Baden, come bubbling up from his unexhausted brain. In the +title-page of the original edition of the “Advancement of Learning” you +will find some curious whales. + +But quitting all these unprofessional attempts, let us glance at those +pictures of leviathan purporting to be sober, scientific delineations, +by those who know. In old Harris’s collection of voyages there are some +plates of whales extracted from a Dutch book of voyages, A.D. 1671, +entitled “A Whaling Voyage to Spitzbergen in the ship Jonas in the +Whale, Peter Peterson of Friesland, master.” In one of those plates the +whales, like great rafts of logs, are represented lying among +ice-isles, with white bears running over their living backs. In another +plate, the prodigious blunder is made of representing the whale with +perpendicular flukes. + +Then again, there is an imposing quarto, written by one Captain +Colnett, a Post Captain in the English navy, entitled “A Voyage round +Cape Horn into the South Seas, for the purpose of extending the +Spermaceti Whale Fisheries.” In this book is an outline purporting to +be a “Picture of a Physeter or Spermaceti whale, drawn by scale from +one killed on the coast of Mexico, August, 1793, and hoisted on deck.” +I doubt not the captain had this veracious picture taken for the +benefit of his marines. To mention but one thing about it, let me say +that it has an eye which applied, according to the accompanying scale, +to a full grown sperm whale, would make the eye of that whale a +bow-window some five feet long. Ah, my gallant captain, why did ye not +give us Jonah looking out of that eye! + +Nor are the most conscientious compilations of Natural History for the +benefit of the young and tender, free from the same heinousness of +mistake. Look at that popular work “Goldsmith’s Animated Nature.” In +the abridged London edition of 1807, there are plates of an alleged +“whale” and a “narwhale.” I do not wish to seem inelegant, but this +unsightly whale looks much like an amputated sow; and, as for the +narwhale, one glimpse at it is enough to amaze one, that in this +nineteenth century such a hippogriff could be palmed for genuine upon +any intelligent public of schoolboys. + +Then, again, in 1825, Bernard Germain, Count de Lacépède, a great +naturalist, published a scientific systemized whale book, wherein are +several pictures of the different species of the Leviathan. All these +are not only incorrect, but the picture of the Mysticetus or Greenland +whale (that is to say, the Right whale), even Scoresby, a long +experienced man as touching that species, declares not to have its +counterpart in nature. + +But the placing of the cap-sheaf to all this blundering business was +reserved for the scientific Frederick Cuvier, brother to the famous +Baron. In 1836, he published a Natural History of Whales, in which he +gives what he calls a picture of the Sperm Whale. Before showing that +picture to any Nantucketer, you had best provide for your summary +retreat from Nantucket. In a word, Frederick Cuvier’s Sperm Whale is +not a Sperm Whale, but a squash. Of course, he never had the benefit of +a whaling voyage (such men seldom have), but whence he derived that +picture, who can tell? Perhaps he got it as his scientific predecessor +in the same field, Desmarest, got one of his authentic abortions; that +is, from a Chinese drawing. And what sort of lively lads with the +pencil those Chinese are, many queer cups and saucers inform us. + +As for the sign-painters’ whales seen in the streets hanging over the +shops of oil-dealers, what shall be said of them? They are generally +Richard III. whales, with dromedary humps, and very savage; +breakfasting on three or four sailor tarts, that is whaleboats full of +mariners: their deformities floundering in seas of blood and blue +paint. + +But these manifold mistakes in depicting the whale are not so very +surprising after all. Consider! Most of the scientific drawings have +been taken from the stranded fish; and these are about as correct as a +drawing of a wrecked ship, with broken back, would correctly represent +the noble animal itself in all its undashed pride of hull and spars. +Though elephants have stood for their full-lengths, the living +Leviathan has never yet fairly floated himself for his portrait. The +living whale, in his full majesty and significance, is only to be seen +at sea in unfathomable waters; and afloat the vast bulk of him is out +of sight, like a launched line-of-battle ship; and out of that element +it is a thing eternally impossible for mortal man to hoist him bodily +into the air, so as to preserve all his mighty swells and undulations. +And, not to speak of the highly presumable difference of contour +between a young sucking whale and a full-grown Platonian Leviathan; +yet, even in the case of one of those young sucking whales hoisted to a +ship’s deck, such is then the outlandish, eel-like, limbered, varying +shape of him, that his precise expression the devil himself could not +catch. + +But it may be fancied, that from the naked skeleton of the stranded +whale, accurate hints may be derived touching his true form. Not at +all. For it is one of the more curious things about this Leviathan, +that his skeleton gives very little idea of his general shape. Though +Jeremy Bentham’s skeleton, which hangs for candelabra in the library of +one of his executors, correctly conveys the idea of a burly-browed +utilitarian old gentleman, with all Jeremy’s other leading personal +characteristics; yet nothing of this kind could be inferred from any +leviathan’s articulated bones. In fact, as the great Hunter says, the +mere skeleton of the whale bears the same relation to the fully +invested and padded animal as the insect does to the chrysalis that so +roundingly envelopes it. This peculiarity is strikingly evinced in the +head, as in some part of this book will be incidentally shown. It is +also very curiously displayed in the side fin, the bones of which +almost exactly answer to the bones of the human hand, minus only the +thumb. This fin has four regular bone-fingers, the index, middle, ring, +and little finger. But all these are permanently lodged in their fleshy +covering, as the human fingers in an artificial covering. “However +recklessly the whale may sometimes serve us,” said humorous Stubb one +day, “he can never be truly said to handle us without mittens.” + +For all these reasons, then, any way you may look at it, you must needs +conclude that the great Leviathan is that one creature in the world +which must remain unpainted to the last. True, one portrait may hit the +mark much nearer than another, but none can hit it with any very +considerable degree of exactness. So there is no earthly way of finding +out precisely what the whale really looks like. And the only mode in +which you can derive even a tolerable idea of his living contour, is by +going a whaling yourself; but by so doing, you run no small risk of +being eternally stove and sunk by him. Wherefore, it seems to me you +had best not be too fastidious in your curiosity touching this +Leviathan. + + +CHAPTER 56. Of the Less Erroneous Pictures of Whales, and the True +Pictures of Whaling Scenes. + +In connexion with the monstrous pictures of whales, I am strongly +tempted here to enter upon those still more monstrous stories of them +which are to be found in certain books, both ancient and modern, +especially in Pliny, Purchas, Hackluyt, Harris, Cuvier, etc. But I pass +that matter by. + +I know of only four published outlines of the great Sperm Whale; +Colnett’s, Huggins’s, Frederick Cuvier’s, and Beale’s. In the previous +chapter Colnett and Cuvier have been referred to. Huggins’s is far +better than theirs; but, by great odds, Beale’s is the best. All +Beale’s drawings of this whale are good, excepting the middle figure in +the picture of three whales in various attitudes, capping his second +chapter. His frontispiece, boats attacking Sperm Whales, though no +doubt calculated to excite the civil scepticism of some parlor men, is +admirably correct and life-like in its general effect. Some of the +Sperm Whale drawings in J. Ross Browne are pretty correct in contour; +but they are wretchedly engraved. That is not his fault though. + +Of the Right Whale, the best outline pictures are in Scoresby; but they +are drawn on too small a scale to convey a desirable impression. He has +but one picture of whaling scenes, and this is a sad deficiency, +because it is by such pictures only, when at all well done, that you +can derive anything like a truthful idea of the living whale as seen by +his living hunters. + +But, taken for all in all, by far the finest, though in some details +not the most correct, presentations of whales and whaling scenes to be +anywhere found, are two large French engravings, well executed, and +taken from paintings by one Garnery. Respectively, they represent +attacks on the Sperm and Right Whale. In the first engraving a noble +Sperm Whale is depicted in full majesty of might, just risen beneath +the boat from the profundities of the ocean, and bearing high in the +air upon his back the terrific wreck of the stoven planks. The prow of +the boat is partially unbroken, and is drawn just balancing upon the +monster’s spine; and standing in that prow, for that one single +incomputable flash of time, you behold an oarsman, half shrouded by the +incensed boiling spout of the whale, and in the act of leaping, as if +from a precipice. The action of the whole thing is wonderfully good and +true. The half-emptied line-tub floats on the whitened sea; the wooden +poles of the spilled harpoons obliquely bob in it; the heads of the +swimming crew are scattered about the whale in contrasting expressions +of affright; while in the black stormy distance the ship is bearing +down upon the scene. Serious fault might be found with the anatomical +details of this whale, but let that pass; since, for the life of me, I +could not draw so good a one. + +In the second engraving, the boat is in the act of drawing alongside +the barnacled flank of a large running Right Whale, that rolls his +black weedy bulk in the sea like some mossy rock-slide from the +Patagonian cliffs. His jets are erect, full, and black like soot; so +that from so abounding a smoke in the chimney, you would think there +must be a brave supper cooking in the great bowels below. Sea fowls are +pecking at the small crabs, shell-fish, and other sea candies and +maccaroni, which the Right Whale sometimes carries on his pestilent +back. And all the while the thick-lipped leviathan is rushing through +the deep, leaving tons of tumultuous white curds in his wake, and +causing the slight boat to rock in the swells like a skiff caught nigh +the paddle-wheels of an ocean steamer. Thus, the foreground is all +raging commotion; but behind, in admirable artistic contrast, is the +glassy level of a sea becalmed, the drooping unstarched sails of the +powerless ship, and the inert mass of a dead whale, a conquered +fortress, with the flag of capture lazily hanging from the whale-pole +inserted into his spout-hole. + +Who Garnery the painter is, or was, I know not. But my life for it he +was either practically conversant with his subject, or else +marvellously tutored by some experienced whaleman. The French are the +lads for painting action. Go and gaze upon all the paintings of Europe, +and where will you find such a gallery of living and breathing +commotion on canvas, as in that triumphal hall at Versailles; where the +beholder fights his way, pell-mell, through the consecutive great +battles of France; where every sword seems a flash of the Northern +Lights, and the successive armed kings and Emperors dash by, like a +charge of crowned centaurs? Not wholly unworthy of a place in that +gallery, are these sea battle-pieces of Garnery. + +The natural aptitude of the French for seizing the picturesqueness of +things seems to be peculiarly evinced in what paintings and engravings +they have of their whaling scenes. With not one tenth of England’s +experience in the fishery, and not the thousandth part of that of the +Americans, they have nevertheless furnished both nations with the only +finished sketches at all capable of conveying the real spirit of the +whale hunt. For the most part, the English and American whale +draughtsmen seem entirely content with presenting the mechanical +outline of things, such as the vacant profile of the whale; which, so +far as picturesqueness of effect is concerned, is about tantamount to +sketching the profile of a pyramid. Even Scoresby, the justly renowned +Right whaleman, after giving us a stiff full length of the Greenland +whale, and three or four delicate miniatures of narwhales and +porpoises, treats us to a series of classical engravings of boat hooks, +chopping knives, and grapnels; and with the microscopic diligence of a +Leuwenhoeck submits to the inspection of a shivering world ninety-six +fac-similes of magnified Arctic snow crystals. I mean no disparagement +to the excellent voyager (I honor him for a veteran), but in so +important a matter it was certainly an oversight not to have procured +for every crystal a sworn affidavit taken before a Greenland Justice of +the Peace. + +In addition to those fine engravings from Garnery, there are two other +French engravings worthy of note, by some one who subscribes himself +“H. Durand.” One of them, though not precisely adapted to our present +purpose, nevertheless deserves mention on other accounts. It is a quiet +noon-scene among the isles of the Pacific; a French whaler anchored, +inshore, in a calm, and lazily taking water on board; the loosened +sails of the ship, and the long leaves of the palms in the background, +both drooping together in the breezeless air. The effect is very fine, +when considered with reference to its presenting the hardy fishermen +under one of their few aspects of oriental repose. The other engraving +is quite a different affair: the ship hove-to upon the open sea, and in +the very heart of the Leviathanic life, with a Right Whale alongside; +the vessel (in the act of cutting-in) hove over to the monster as if to +a quay; and a boat, hurriedly pushing off from this scene of activity, +is about giving chase to whales in the distance. The harpoons and +lances lie levelled for use; three oarsmen are just setting the mast in +its hole; while from a sudden roll of the sea, the little craft stands +half-erect out of the water, like a rearing horse. From the ship, the +smoke of the torments of the boiling whale is going up like the smoke +over a village of smithies; and to windward, a black cloud, rising up +with earnest of squalls and rains, seems to quicken the activity of the +excited seamen. + + +CHAPTER 57. Of Whales in Paint; in Teeth; in Wood; in Sheet-Iron; in +Stone; in Mountains; in Stars. + +On Tower-hill, as you go down to the London docks, you may have seen a +crippled beggar (or _kedger_, as the sailors say) holding a painted +board before him, representing the tragic scene in which he lost his +leg. There are three whales and three boats; and one of the boats +(presumed to contain the missing leg in all its original integrity) is +being crunched by the jaws of the foremost whale. Any time these ten +years, they tell me, has that man held up that picture, and exhibited +that stump to an incredulous world. But the time of his justification +has now come. His three whales are as good whales as were ever +published in Wapping, at any rate; and his stump as unquestionable a +stump as any you will find in the western clearings. But, though for +ever mounted on that stump, never a stump-speech does the poor whaleman +make; but, with downcast eyes, stands ruefully contemplating his own +amputation. + +Throughout the Pacific, and also in Nantucket, and New Bedford, and Sag +Harbor, you will come across lively sketches of whales and +whaling-scenes, graven by the fishermen themselves on Sperm +Whale-teeth, or ladies’ busks wrought out of the Right Whale-bone, and +other like skrimshander articles, as the whalemen call the numerous +little ingenious contrivances they elaborately carve out of the rough +material, in their hours of ocean leisure. Some of them have little +boxes of dentistical-looking implements, specially intended for the +skrimshandering business. But, in general, they toil with their +jack-knives alone; and, with that almost omnipotent tool of the sailor, +they will turn you out anything you please, in the way of a mariner’s +fancy. + +Long exile from Christendom and civilization inevitably restores a man +to that condition in which God placed him, _i.e._ what is called +savagery. Your true whale-hunter is as much a savage as an Iroquois. I +myself am a savage, owning no allegiance but to the King of the +Cannibals; and ready at any moment to rebel against him. + +Now, one of the peculiar characteristics of the savage in his domestic +hours, is his wonderful patience of industry. An ancient Hawaiian +war-club or spear-paddle, in its full multiplicity and elaboration of +carving, is as great a trophy of human perseverance as a Latin lexicon. +For, with but a bit of broken sea-shell or a shark’s tooth, that +miraculous intricacy of wooden net-work has been achieved; and it has +cost steady years of steady application. + +As with the Hawaiian savage, so with the white sailor-savage. With the +same marvellous patience, and with the same single shark’s tooth, of +his one poor jack-knife, he will carve you a bit of bone sculpture, not +quite as workmanlike, but as close packed in its maziness of design, as +the Greek savage, Achilles’s shield; and full of barbaric spirit and +suggestiveness, as the prints of that fine old Dutch savage, Albert +Durer. + +Wooden whales, or whales cut in profile out of the small dark slabs of +the noble South Sea war-wood, are frequently met with in the +forecastles of American whalers. Some of them are done with much +accuracy. + +At some old gable-roofed country houses you will see brass whales hung +by the tail for knockers to the road-side door. When the porter is +sleepy, the anvil-headed whale would be best. But these knocking whales +are seldom remarkable as faithful essays. On the spires of some +old-fashioned churches you will see sheet-iron whales placed there for +weather-cocks; but they are so elevated, and besides that are to all +intents and purposes so labelled with “_Hands off!_” you cannot examine +them closely enough to decide upon their merit. + +In bony, ribby regions of the earth, where at the base of high broken +cliffs masses of rock lie strewn in fantastic groupings upon the plain, +you will often discover images as of the petrified forms of the +Leviathan partly merged in grass, which of a windy day breaks against +them in a surf of green surges. + +Then, again, in mountainous countries where the traveller is +continually girdled by amphitheatrical heights; here and there from +some lucky point of view you will catch passing glimpses of the +profiles of whales defined along the undulating ridges. But you must be +a thorough whaleman, to see these sights; and not only that, but if you +wish to return to such a sight again, you must be sure and take the +exact intersecting latitude and longitude of your first stand-point, +else so chance-like are such observations of the hills, that your +precise, previous stand-point would require a laborious re-discovery; +like the Soloma Islands, which still remain incognita, though once +high-ruffed Mendanna trod them and old Figuera chronicled them. + +Nor when expandingly lifted by your subject, can you fail to trace out +great whales in the starry heavens, and boats in pursuit of them; as +when long filled with thoughts of war the Eastern nations saw armies +locked in battle among the clouds. Thus at the North have I chased +Leviathan round and round the Pole with the revolutions of the bright +points that first defined him to me. And beneath the effulgent +Antarctic skies I have boarded the Argo-Navis, and joined the chase +against the starry Cetus far beyond the utmost stretch of Hydrus and +the Flying Fish. + +With a frigate’s anchors for my bridle-bitts and fasces of harpoons for +spurs, would I could mount that whale and leap the topmost skies, to +see whether the fabled heavens with all their countless tents really +lie encamped beyond my mortal sight! + + +CHAPTER 58. Brit. + +Steering north-eastward from the Crozetts, we fell in with vast meadows +of brit, the minute, yellow substance, upon which the Right Whale +largely feeds. For leagues and leagues it undulated round us, so that +we seemed to be sailing through boundless fields of ripe and golden +wheat. + +On the second day, numbers of Right Whales were seen, who, secure from +the attack of a Sperm Whaler like the Pequod, with open jaws sluggishly +swam through the brit, which, adhering to the fringing fibres of that +wondrous Venetian blind in their mouths, was in that manner separated +from the water that escaped at the lip. + +As morning mowers, who side by side slowly and seethingly advance their +scythes through the long wet grass of marshy meads; even so these +monsters swam, making a strange, grassy, cutting sound; and leaving +behind them endless swaths of blue upon the yellow sea.* + +*That part of the sea known among whalemen as the “Brazil Banks” does +not bear that name as the Banks of Newfoundland do, because of there +being shallows and soundings there, but because of this remarkable +meadow-like appearance, caused by the vast drifts of brit continually +floating in those latitudes, where the Right Whale is often chased. + +But it was only the sound they made as they parted the brit which at +all reminded one of mowers. Seen from the mast-heads, especially when +they paused and were stationary for a while, their vast black forms +looked more like lifeless masses of rock than anything else. And as in +the great hunting countries of India, the stranger at a distance will +sometimes pass on the plains recumbent elephants without knowing them +to be such, taking them for bare, blackened elevations of the soil; +even so, often, with him, who for the first time beholds this species +of the leviathans of the sea. And even when recognised at last, their +immense magnitude renders it very hard really to believe that such +bulky masses of overgrowth can possibly be instinct, in all parts, with +the same sort of life that lives in a dog or a horse. + +Indeed, in other respects, you can hardly regard any creatures of the +deep with the same feelings that you do those of the shore. For though +some old naturalists have maintained that all creatures of the land are +of their kind in the sea; and though taking a broad general view of the +thing, this may very well be; yet coming to specialties, where, for +example, does the ocean furnish any fish that in disposition answers to +the sagacious kindness of the dog? The accursed shark alone can in any +generic respect be said to bear comparative analogy to him. + +But though, to landsmen in general, the native inhabitants of the seas +have ever been regarded with emotions unspeakably unsocial and +repelling; though we know the sea to be an everlasting terra incognita, +so that Columbus sailed over numberless unknown worlds to discover his +one superficial western one; though, by vast odds, the most terrific of +all mortal disasters have immemorially and indiscriminately befallen +tens and hundreds of thousands of those who have gone upon the waters; +though but a moment’s consideration will teach, that however baby man +may brag of his science and skill, and however much, in a flattering +future, that science and skill may augment; yet for ever and for ever, +to the crack of doom, the sea will insult and murder him, and pulverize +the stateliest, stiffest frigate he can make; nevertheless, by the +continual repetition of these very impressions, man has lost that sense +of the full awfulness of the sea which aboriginally belongs to it. + +The first boat we read of, floated on an ocean, that with Portuguese +vengeance had whelmed a whole world without leaving so much as a widow. +That same ocean rolls now; that same ocean destroyed the wrecked ships +of last year. Yea, foolish mortals, Noah’s flood is not yet subsided; +two thirds of the fair world it yet covers. + +Wherein differ the sea and the land, that a miracle upon one is not a +miracle upon the other? Preternatural terrors rested upon the Hebrews, +when under the feet of Korah and his company the live ground opened and +swallowed them up for ever; yet not a modern sun ever sets, but in +precisely the same manner the live sea swallows up ships and crews. + +But not only is the sea such a foe to man who is an alien to it, but it +is also a fiend to its own off-spring; worse than the Persian host who +murdered his own guests; sparing not the creatures which itself hath +spawned. Like a savage tigress that tossing in the jungle overlays her +own cubs, so the sea dashes even the mightiest whales against the +rocks, and leaves them there side by side with the split wrecks of +ships. No mercy, no power but its own controls it. Panting and snorting +like a mad battle steed that has lost its rider, the masterless ocean +overruns the globe. + +Consider the subtleness of the sea; how its most dreaded creatures +glide under water, unapparent for the most part, and treacherously +hidden beneath the loveliest tints of azure. Consider also the devilish +brilliance and beauty of many of its most remorseless tribes, as the +dainty embellished shape of many species of sharks. Consider, once +more, the universal cannibalism of the sea; all whose creatures prey +upon each other, carrying on eternal war since the world began. + +Consider all this; and then turn to this green, gentle, and most docile +earth; consider them both, the sea and the land; and do you not find a +strange analogy to something in yourself? For as this appalling ocean +surrounds the verdant land, so in the soul of man there lies one +insular Tahiti, full of peace and joy, but encompassed by all the +horrors of the half known life. God keep thee! Push not off from that +isle, thou canst never return! + + +CHAPTER 59. Squid. + +Slowly wading through the meadows of brit, the Pequod still held on her +way north-eastward towards the island of Java; a gentle air impelling +her keel, so that in the surrounding serenity her three tall tapering +masts mildly waved to that languid breeze, as three mild palms on a +plain. And still, at wide intervals in the silvery night, the lonely, +alluring jet would be seen. + +But one transparent blue morning, when a stillness almost preternatural +spread over the sea, however unattended with any stagnant calm; when +the long burnished sun-glade on the waters seemed a golden finger laid +across them, enjoining some secrecy; when the slippered waves whispered +together as they softly ran on; in this profound hush of the visible +sphere a strange spectre was seen by Daggoo from the main-mast-head. + +In the distance, a great white mass lazily rose, and rising higher and +higher, and disentangling itself from the azure, at last gleamed before +our prow like a snow-slide, new slid from the hills. Thus glistening +for a moment, as slowly it subsided, and sank. Then once more arose, +and silently gleamed. It seemed not a whale; and yet is this Moby Dick? +thought Daggoo. Again the phantom went down, but on re-appearing once +more, with a stiletto-like cry that startled every man from his nod, +the negro yelled out—“There! there again! there she breaches! right +ahead! The White Whale, the White Whale!” + +Upon this, the seamen rushed to the yard-arms, as in swarming-time the +bees rush to the boughs. Bare-headed in the sultry sun, Ahab stood on +the bowsprit, and with one hand pushed far behind in readiness to wave +his orders to the helmsman, cast his eager glance in the direction +indicated aloft by the outstretched motionless arm of Daggoo. + +Whether the flitting attendance of the one still and solitary jet had +gradually worked upon Ahab, so that he was now prepared to connect the +ideas of mildness and repose with the first sight of the particular +whale he pursued; however this was, or whether his eagerness betrayed +him; whichever way it might have been, no sooner did he distinctly +perceive the white mass, than with a quick intensity he instantly gave +orders for lowering. + +The four boats were soon on the water; Ahab’s in advance, and all +swiftly pulling towards their prey. Soon it went down, and while, with +oars suspended, we were awaiting its reappearance, lo! in the same spot +where it sank, once more it slowly rose. Almost forgetting for the +moment all thoughts of Moby Dick, we now gazed at the most wondrous +phenomenon which the secret seas have hitherto revealed to mankind. A +vast pulpy mass, furlongs in length and breadth, of a glancing +cream-colour, lay floating on the water, innumerable long arms +radiating from its centre, and curling and twisting like a nest of +anacondas, as if blindly to clutch at any hapless object within reach. +No perceptible face or front did it have; no conceivable token of +either sensation or instinct; but undulated there on the billows, an +unearthly, formless, chance-like apparition of life. + +As with a low sucking sound it slowly disappeared again, Starbuck still +gazing at the agitated waters where it had sunk, with a wild voice +exclaimed—“Almost rather had I seen Moby Dick and fought him, than to +have seen thee, thou white ghost!” + +“What was it, Sir?” said Flask. + +“The great live squid, which, they say, few whale-ships ever beheld, +and returned to their ports to tell of it.” + +But Ahab said nothing; turning his boat, he sailed back to the vessel; +the rest as silently following. + +Whatever superstitions the sperm whalemen in general have connected +with the sight of this object, certain it is, that a glimpse of it +being so very unusual, that circumstance has gone far to invest it with +portentousness. So rarely is it beheld, that though one and all of them +declare it to be the largest animated thing in the ocean, yet very few +of them have any but the most vague ideas concerning its true nature +and form; notwithstanding, they believe it to furnish to the sperm +whale his only food. For though other species of whales find their food +above water, and may be seen by man in the act of feeding, the +spermaceti whale obtains his whole food in unknown zones below the +surface; and only by inference is it that any one can tell of what, +precisely, that food consists. At times, when closely pursued, he will +disgorge what are supposed to be the detached arms of the squid; some +of them thus exhibited exceeding twenty and thirty feet in length. They +fancy that the monster to which these arms belonged ordinarily clings +by them to the bed of the ocean; and that the sperm whale, unlike other +species, is supplied with teeth in order to attack and tear it. + +There seems some ground to imagine that the great Kraken of Bishop +Pontoppodan may ultimately resolve itself into Squid. The manner in +which the Bishop describes it, as alternately rising and sinking, with +some other particulars he narrates, in all this the two correspond. But +much abatement is necessary with respect to the incredible bulk he +assigns it. + +By some naturalists who have vaguely heard rumors of the mysterious +creature, here spoken of, it is included among the class of +cuttle-fish, to which, indeed, in certain external respects it would +seem to belong, but only as the Anak of the tribe. + + +CHAPTER 60. The Line. + +With reference to the whaling scene shortly to be described, as well as +for the better understanding of all similar scenes elsewhere presented, +I have here to speak of the magical, sometimes horrible whale-line. + +The line originally used in the fishery was of the best hemp, slightly +vapored with tar, not impregnated with it, as in the case of ordinary +ropes; for while tar, as ordinarily used, makes the hemp more pliable +to the rope-maker, and also renders the rope itself more convenient to +the sailor for common ship use; yet, not only would the ordinary +quantity too much stiffen the whale-line for the close coiling to which +it must be subjected; but as most seamen are beginning to learn, tar in +general by no means adds to the rope’s durability or strength, however +much it may give it compactness and gloss. + +Of late years the Manilla rope has in the American fishery almost +entirely superseded hemp as a material for whale-lines; for, though not +so durable as hemp, it is stronger, and far more soft and elastic; and +I will add (since there is an æsthetics in all things), is much more +handsome and becoming to the boat, than hemp. Hemp is a dusky, dark +fellow, a sort of Indian; but Manilla is as a golden-haired Circassian +to behold. + +The whale-line is only two-thirds of an inch in thickness. At first +sight, you would not think it so strong as it really is. By experiment +its one and fifty yarns will each suspend a weight of one hundred and +twenty pounds; so that the whole rope will bear a strain nearly equal +to three tons. In length, the common sperm whale-line measures +something over two hundred fathoms. Towards the stern of the boat it is +spirally coiled away in the tub, not like the worm-pipe of a still +though, but so as to form one round, cheese-shaped mass of densely +bedded “sheaves,” or layers of concentric spiralizations, without any +hollow but the “heart,” or minute vertical tube formed at the axis of +the cheese. As the least tangle or kink in the coiling would, in +running out, infallibly take somebody’s arm, leg, or entire body off, +the utmost precaution is used in stowing the line in its tub. Some +harpooneers will consume almost an entire morning in this business, +carrying the line high aloft and then reeving it downwards through a +block towards the tub, so as in the act of coiling to free it from all +possible wrinkles and twists. + +In the English boats two tubs are used instead of one; the same line +being continuously coiled in both tubs. There is some advantage in +this; because these twin-tubs being so small they fit more readily into +the boat, and do not strain it so much; whereas, the American tub, +nearly three feet in diameter and of proportionate depth, makes a +rather bulky freight for a craft whose planks are but one half-inch in +thickness; for the bottom of the whale-boat is like critical ice, which +will bear up a considerable distributed weight, but not very much of a +concentrated one. When the painted canvas cover is clapped on the +American line-tub, the boat looks as if it were pulling off with a +prodigious great wedding-cake to present to the whales. + +Both ends of the line are exposed; the lower end terminating in an +eye-splice or loop coming up from the bottom against the side of the +tub, and hanging over its edge completely disengaged from everything. +This arrangement of the lower end is necessary on two accounts. First: +In order to facilitate the fastening to it of an additional line from a +neighboring boat, in case the stricken whale should sound so deep as to +threaten to carry off the entire line originally attached to the +harpoon. In these instances, the whale of course is shifted like a mug +of ale, as it were, from the one boat to the other; though the first +boat always hovers at hand to assist its consort. Second: This +arrangement is indispensable for common safety’s sake; for were the +lower end of the line in any way attached to the boat, and were the +whale then to run the line out to the end almost in a single, smoking +minute as he sometimes does, he would not stop there, for the doomed +boat would infallibly be dragged down after him into the profundity of +the sea; and in that case no town-crier would ever find her again. + +Before lowering the boat for the chase, the upper end of the line is +taken aft from the tub, and passing round the loggerhead there, is +again carried forward the entire length of the boat, resting crosswise +upon the loom or handle of every man’s oar, so that it jogs against his +wrist in rowing; and also passing between the men, as they alternately +sit at the opposite gunwales, to the leaded chocks or grooves in the +extreme pointed prow of the boat, where a wooden pin or skewer the size +of a common quill, prevents it from slipping out. From the chocks it +hangs in a slight festoon over the bows, and is then passed inside the +boat again; and some ten or twenty fathoms (called box-line) being +coiled upon the box in the bows, it continues its way to the gunwale +still a little further aft, and is then attached to the short-warp—the +rope which is immediately connected with the harpoon; but previous to +that connexion, the short-warp goes through sundry mystifications too +tedious to detail. + +Thus the whale-line folds the whole boat in its complicated coils, +twisting and writhing around it in almost every direction. All the +oarsmen are involved in its perilous contortions; so that to the timid +eye of the landsman, they seem as Indian jugglers, with the deadliest +snakes sportively festooning their limbs. Nor can any son of mortal +woman, for the first time, seat himself amid those hempen intricacies, +and while straining his utmost at the oar, bethink him that at any +unknown instant the harpoon may be darted, and all these horrible +contortions be put in play like ringed lightnings; he cannot be thus +circumstanced without a shudder that makes the very marrow in his bones +to quiver in him like a shaken jelly. Yet habit—strange thing! what +cannot habit accomplish?—Gayer sallies, more merry mirth, better jokes, +and brighter repartees, you never heard over your mahogany, than you +will hear over the half-inch white cedar of the whale-boat, when thus +hung in hangman’s nooses; and, like the six burghers of Calais before +King Edward, the six men composing the crew pull into the jaws of +death, with a halter around every neck, as you may say. + +Perhaps a very little thought will now enable you to account for those +repeated whaling disasters—some few of which are casually chronicled—of +this man or that man being taken out of the boat by the line, and lost. +For, when the line is darting out, to be seated then in the boat, is +like being seated in the midst of the manifold whizzings of a +steam-engine in full play, when every flying beam, and shaft, and +wheel, is grazing you. It is worse; for you cannot sit motionless in +the heart of these perils, because the boat is rocking like a cradle, +and you are pitched one way and the other, without the slightest +warning; and only by a certain self-adjusting buoyancy and +simultaneousness of volition and action, can you escape being made a +Mazeppa of, and run away with where the all-seeing sun himself could +never pierce you out. + +Again: as the profound calm which only apparently precedes and +prophesies of the storm, is perhaps more awful than the storm itself; +for, indeed, the calm is but the wrapper and envelope of the storm; and +contains it in itself, as the seemingly harmless rifle holds the fatal +powder, and the ball, and the explosion; so the graceful repose of the +line, as it silently serpentines about the oarsmen before being brought +into actual play—this is a thing which carries more of true terror than +any other aspect of this dangerous affair. But why say more? All men +live enveloped in whale-lines. All are born with halters round their +necks; but it is only when caught in the swift, sudden turn of death, +that mortals realize the silent, subtle, ever-present perils of life. +And if you be a philosopher, though seated in the whale-boat, you would +not at heart feel one whit more of terror, than though seated before +your evening fire with a poker, and not a harpoon, by your side. + + +CHAPTER 61. Stubb Kills a Whale. + +If to Starbuck the apparition of the Squid was a thing of portents, to +Queequeg it was quite a different object. + +“When you see him ’quid,” said the savage, honing his harpoon in the +bow of his hoisted boat, “then you quick see him ’parm whale.” + +The next day was exceedingly still and sultry, and with nothing special +to engage them, the Pequod’s crew could hardly resist the spell of +sleep induced by such a vacant sea. For this part of the Indian Ocean +through which we then were voyaging is not what whalemen call a lively +ground; that is, it affords fewer glimpses of porpoises, dolphins, +flying-fish, and other vivacious denizens of more stirring waters, than +those off the Rio de la Plata, or the in-shore ground off Peru. + +It was my turn to stand at the foremast-head; and with my shoulders +leaning against the slackened royal shrouds, to and fro I idly swayed +in what seemed an enchanted air. No resolution could withstand it; in +that dreamy mood losing all consciousness, at last my soul went out of +my body; though my body still continued to sway as a pendulum will, +long after the power which first moved it is withdrawn. + +Ere forgetfulness altogether came over me, I had noticed that the +seamen at the main and mizzen-mast-heads were already drowsy. So that +at last all three of us lifelessly swung from the spars, and for every +swing that we made there was a nod from below from the slumbering +helmsman. The waves, too, nodded their indolent crests; and across the +wide trance of the sea, east nodded to west, and the sun over all. + +Suddenly bubbles seemed bursting beneath my closed eyes; like vices my +hands grasped the shrouds; some invisible, gracious agency preserved +me; with a shock I came back to life. And lo! close under our lee, not +forty fathoms off, a gigantic Sperm Whale lay rolling in the water like +the capsized hull of a frigate, his broad, glossy back, of an Ethiopian +hue, glistening in the sun’s rays like a mirror. But lazily undulating +in the trough of the sea, and ever and anon tranquilly spouting his +vapory jet, the whale looked like a portly burgher smoking his pipe of +a warm afternoon. But that pipe, poor whale, was thy last. As if struck +by some enchanter’s wand, the sleepy ship and every sleeper in it all +at once started into wakefulness; and more than a score of voices from +all parts of the vessel, simultaneously with the three notes from +aloft, shouted forth the accustomed cry, as the great fish slowly and +regularly spouted the sparkling brine into the air. + +“Clear away the boats! Luff!” cried Ahab. And obeying his own order, he +dashed the helm down before the helmsman could handle the spokes. + +The sudden exclamations of the crew must have alarmed the whale; and +ere the boats were down, majestically turning, he swam away to the +leeward, but with such a steady tranquillity, and making so few ripples +as he swam, that thinking after all he might not as yet be alarmed, +Ahab gave orders that not an oar should be used, and no man must speak +but in whispers. So seated like Ontario Indians on the gunwales of the +boats, we swiftly but silently paddled along; the calm not admitting of +the noiseless sails being set. Presently, as we thus glided in chase, +the monster perpendicularly flitted his tail forty feet into the air, +and then sank out of sight like a tower swallowed up. + +“There go flukes!” was the cry, an announcement immediately followed by +Stubb’s producing his match and igniting his pipe, for now a respite +was granted. After the full interval of his sounding had elapsed, the +whale rose again, and being now in advance of the smoker’s boat, and +much nearer to it than to any of the others, Stubb counted upon the +honor of the capture. It was obvious, now, that the whale had at length +become aware of his pursuers. All silence of cautiousness was therefore +no longer of use. Paddles were dropped, and oars came loudly into play. +And still puffing at his pipe, Stubb cheered on his crew to the +assault. + +Yes, a mighty change had come over the fish. All alive to his jeopardy, +he was going “head out”; that part obliquely projecting from the mad +yeast which he brewed.* + +*It will be seen in some other place of what a very light substance the +entire interior of the sperm whale’s enormous head consists. Though +apparently the most massive, it is by far the most buoyant part about +him. So that with ease he elevates it in the air, and invariably does +so when going at his utmost speed. Besides, such is the breadth of the +upper part of the front of his head, and such the tapering cut-water +formation of the lower part, that by obliquely elevating his head, he +thereby may be said to transform himself from a bluff-bowed sluggish +galliot into a sharppointed New York pilot-boat. + +“Start her, start her, my men! Don’t hurry yourselves; take plenty of +time—but start her; start her like thunder-claps, that’s all,” cried +Stubb, spluttering out the smoke as he spoke. “Start her, now; give ’em +the long and strong stroke, Tashtego. Start her, Tash, my boy—start +her, all; but keep cool, keep cool—cucumbers is the word—easy, +easy—only start her like grim death and grinning devils, and raise the +buried dead perpendicular out of their graves, boys—that’s all. Start +her!” + +“Woo-hoo! Wa-hee!” screamed the Gay-Header in reply, raising some old +war-whoop to the skies; as every oarsman in the strained boat +involuntarily bounced forward with the one tremendous leading stroke +which the eager Indian gave. + +But his wild screams were answered by others quite as wild. “Kee-hee! +Kee-hee!” yelled Daggoo, straining forwards and backwards on his seat, +like a pacing tiger in his cage. + +“Ka-la! Koo-loo!” howled Queequeg, as if smacking his lips over a +mouthful of Grenadier’s steak. And thus with oars and yells the keels +cut the sea. Meanwhile, Stubb retaining his place in the van, still +encouraged his men to the onset, all the while puffing the smoke from +his mouth. Like desperadoes they tugged and they strained, till the +welcome cry was heard—“Stand up, Tashtego!—give it to him!” The harpoon +was hurled. “Stern all!” The oarsmen backed water; the same moment +something went hot and hissing along every one of their wrists. It was +the magical line. An instant before, Stubb had swiftly caught two +additional turns with it round the loggerhead, whence, by reason of its +increased rapid circlings, a hempen blue smoke now jetted up and +mingled with the steady fumes from his pipe. As the line passed round +and round the loggerhead; so also, just before reaching that point, it +blisteringly passed through and through both of Stubb’s hands, from +which the hand-cloths, or squares of quilted canvas sometimes worn at +these times, had accidentally dropped. It was like holding an enemy’s +sharp two-edged sword by the blade, and that enemy all the time +striving to wrest it out of your clutch. + +“Wet the line! wet the line!” cried Stubb to the tub oarsman (him +seated by the tub) who, snatching off his hat, dashed sea-water into +it.* More turns were taken, so that the line began holding its place. +The boat now flew through the boiling water like a shark all fins. +Stubb and Tashtego here changed places—stem for stern—a staggering +business truly in that rocking commotion. + +*Partly to show the indispensableness of this act, it may here be +stated, that, in the old Dutch fishery, a mop was used to dash the +running line with water; in many other ships, a wooden piggin, or +bailer, is set apart for that purpose. Your hat, however, is the most +convenient. + +From the vibrating line extending the entire length of the upper part +of the boat, and from its now being more tight than a harpstring, you +would have thought the craft had two keels—one cleaving the water, the +other the air—as the boat churned on through both opposing elements at +once. A continual cascade played at the bows; a ceaseless whirling eddy +in her wake; and, at the slightest motion from within, even but of a +little finger, the vibrating, cracking craft canted over her spasmodic +gunwale into the sea. Thus they rushed; each man with might and main +clinging to his seat, to prevent being tossed to the foam; and the tall +form of Tashtego at the steering oar crouching almost double, in order +to bring down his centre of gravity. Whole Atlantics and Pacifics +seemed passed as they shot on their way, till at length the whale +somewhat slackened his flight. + +“Haul in—haul in!” cried Stubb to the bowsman! and, facing round +towards the whale, all hands began pulling the boat up to him, while +yet the boat was being towed on. Soon ranging up by his flank, Stubb, +firmly planting his knee in the clumsy cleat, darted dart after dart +into the flying fish; at the word of command, the boat alternately +sterning out of the way of the whale’s horrible wallow, and then +ranging up for another fling. + +The red tide now poured from all sides of the monster like brooks down +a hill. His tormented body rolled not in brine but in blood, which +bubbled and seethed for furlongs behind in their wake. The slanting sun +playing upon this crimson pond in the sea, sent back its reflection +into every face, so that they all glowed to each other like red men. +And all the while, jet after jet of white smoke was agonizingly shot +from the spiracle of the whale, and vehement puff after puff from the +mouth of the excited headsman; as at every dart, hauling in upon his +crooked lance (by the line attached to it), Stubb straightened it again +and again, by a few rapid blows against the gunwale, then again and +again sent it into the whale. + +“Pull up—pull up!” he now cried to the bowsman, as the waning whale +relaxed in his wrath. “Pull up!—close to!” and the boat ranged along +the fish’s flank. When reaching far over the bow, Stubb slowly churned +his long sharp lance into the fish, and kept it there, carefully +churning and churning, as if cautiously seeking to feel after some gold +watch that the whale might have swallowed, and which he was fearful of +breaking ere he could hook it out. But that gold watch he sought was +the innermost life of the fish. And now it is struck; for, starting +from his trance into that unspeakable thing called his “flurry,” the +monster horribly wallowed in his blood, overwrapped himself in +impenetrable, mad, boiling spray, so that the imperilled craft, +instantly dropping astern, had much ado blindly to struggle out from +that phrensied twilight into the clear air of the day. + +And now abating in his flurry, the whale once more rolled out into +view; surging from side to side; spasmodically dilating and contracting +his spout-hole, with sharp, cracking, agonized respirations. At last, +gush after gush of clotted red gore, as if it had been the purple lees +of red wine, shot into the frighted air; and falling back again, ran +dripping down his motionless flanks into the sea. His heart had burst! + +“He’s dead, Mr. Stubb,” said Daggoo. + +“Yes; both pipes smoked out!” and withdrawing his own from his mouth, +Stubb scattered the dead ashes over the water; and, for a moment, stood +thoughtfully eyeing the vast corpse he had made. + + +CHAPTER 62. The Dart. + +A word concerning an incident in the last chapter. + +According to the invariable usage of the fishery, the whale-boat pushes +off from the ship, with the headsman or whale-killer as temporary +steersman, and the harpooneer or whale-fastener pulling the foremost +oar, the one known as the harpooneer-oar. Now it needs a strong, +nervous arm to strike the first iron into the fish; for often, in what +is called a long dart, the heavy implement has to be flung to the +distance of twenty or thirty feet. But however prolonged and exhausting +the chase, the harpooneer is expected to pull his oar meanwhile to the +uttermost; indeed, he is expected to set an example of superhuman +activity to the rest, not only by incredible rowing, but by repeated +loud and intrepid exclamations; and what it is to keep shouting at the +top of one’s compass, while all the other muscles are strained and half +started—what that is none know but those who have tried it. For one, I +cannot bawl very heartily and work very recklessly at one and the same +time. In this straining, bawling state, then, with his back to the +fish, all at once the exhausted harpooneer hears the exciting +cry—“Stand up, and give it to him!” He now has to drop and secure his +oar, turn round on his centre half way, seize his harpoon from the +crotch, and with what little strength may remain, he essays to pitch it +somehow into the whale. No wonder, taking the whole fleet of whalemen +in a body, that out of fifty fair chances for a dart, not five are +successful; no wonder that so many hapless harpooneers are madly cursed +and disrated; no wonder that some of them actually burst their +blood-vessels in the boat; no wonder that some sperm whalemen are +absent four years with four barrels; no wonder that to many ship +owners, whaling is but a losing concern; for it is the harpooneer that +makes the voyage, and if you take the breath out of his body how can +you expect to find it there when most wanted! + +Again, if the dart be successful, then at the second critical instant, +that is, when the whale starts to run, the boatheader and harpooneer +likewise start to running fore and aft, to the imminent jeopardy of +themselves and every one else. It is then they change places; and the +headsman, the chief officer of the little craft, takes his proper +station in the bows of the boat. + +Now, I care not who maintains the contrary, but all this is both +foolish and unnecessary. The headsman should stay in the bows from +first to last; he should both dart the harpoon and the lance, and no +rowing whatever should be expected of him, except under circumstances +obvious to any fisherman. I know that this would sometimes involve a +slight loss of speed in the chase; but long experience in various +whalemen of more than one nation has convinced me that in the vast +majority of failures in the fishery, it has not by any means been so +much the speed of the whale as the before described exhaustion of the +harpooneer that has caused them. + +To insure the greatest efficiency in the dart, the harpooneers of this +world must start to their feet from out of idleness, and not from out +of toil. + + +CHAPTER 63. The Crotch. + +Out of the trunk, the branches grow; out of them, the twigs. So, in +productive subjects, grow the chapters. + +The crotch alluded to on a previous page deserves independent mention. +It is a notched stick of a peculiar form, some two feet in length, +which is perpendicularly inserted into the starboard gunwale near the +bow, for the purpose of furnishing a rest for the wooden extremity of +the harpoon, whose other naked, barbed end slopingly projects from the +prow. Thereby the weapon is instantly at hand to its hurler, who +snatches it up as readily from its rest as a backwoodsman swings his +rifle from the wall. It is customary to have two harpoons reposing in +the crotch, respectively called the first and second irons. + +But these two harpoons, each by its own cord, are both connected with +the line; the object being this: to dart them both, if possible, one +instantly after the other into the same whale; so that if, in the +coming drag, one should draw out, the other may still retain a hold. It +is a doubling of the chances. But it very often happens that owing to +the instantaneous, violent, convulsive running of the whale upon +receiving the first iron, it becomes impossible for the harpooneer, +however lightning-like in his movements, to pitch the second iron into +him. Nevertheless, as the second iron is already connected with the +line, and the line is running, hence that weapon must, at all events, +be anticipatingly tossed out of the boat, somehow and somewhere; else +the most terrible jeopardy would involve all hands. Tumbled into the +water, it accordingly is in such cases; the spare coils of box line +(mentioned in a preceding chapter) making this feat, in most instances, +prudently practicable. But this critical act is not always unattended +with the saddest and most fatal casualties. + +Furthermore: you must know that when the second iron is thrown +overboard, it thenceforth becomes a dangling, sharp-edged terror, +skittishly curvetting about both boat and whale, entangling the lines, +or cutting them, and making a prodigious sensation in all directions. +Nor, in general, is it possible to secure it again until the whale is +fairly captured and a corpse. + +Consider, now, how it must be in the case of four boats all engaging +one unusually strong, active, and knowing whale; when owing to these +qualities in him, as well as to the thousand concurring accidents of +such an audacious enterprise, eight or ten loose second irons may be +simultaneously dangling about him. For, of course, each boat is +supplied with several harpoons to bend on to the line should the first +one be ineffectually darted without recovery. All these particulars are +faithfully narrated here, as they will not fail to elucidate several +most important, however intricate passages, in scenes hereafter to be +painted. + + +CHAPTER 64. Stubb’s Supper. + +Stubb’s whale had been killed some distance from the ship. It was a +calm; so, forming a tandem of three boats, we commenced the slow +business of towing the trophy to the Pequod. And now, as we eighteen +men with our thirty-six arms, and one hundred and eighty thumbs and +fingers, slowly toiled hour after hour upon that inert, sluggish corpse +in the sea; and it seemed hardly to budge at all, except at long +intervals; good evidence was hereby furnished of the enormousness of +the mass we moved. For, upon the great canal of Hang-Ho, or whatever +they call it, in China, four or five laborers on the foot-path will +draw a bulky freighted junk at the rate of a mile an hour; but this +grand argosy we towed heavily forged along, as if laden with pig-lead +in bulk. + +Darkness came on; but three lights up and down in the Pequod’s +main-rigging dimly guided our way; till drawing nearer we saw Ahab +dropping one of several more lanterns over the bulwarks. Vacantly +eyeing the heaving whale for a moment, he issued the usual orders for +securing it for the night, and then handing his lantern to a seaman, +went his way into the cabin, and did not come forward again until +morning. + +Though, in overseeing the pursuit of this whale, Captain Ahab had +evinced his customary activity, to call it so; yet now that the +creature was dead, some vague dissatisfaction, or impatience, or +despair, seemed working in him; as if the sight of that dead body +reminded him that Moby Dick was yet to be slain; and though a thousand +other whales were brought to his ship, all that would not one jot +advance his grand, monomaniac object. Very soon you would have thought +from the sound on the Pequod’s decks, that all hands were preparing to +cast anchor in the deep; for heavy chains are being dragged along the +deck, and thrust rattling out of the port-holes. But by those clanking +links, the vast corpse itself, not the ship, is to be moored. Tied by +the head to the stern, and by the tail to the bows, the whale now lies +with its black hull close to the vessel’s and seen through the darkness +of the night, which obscured the spars and rigging aloft, the two—ship +and whale, seemed yoked together like colossal bullocks, whereof one +reclines while the other remains standing.* + +*A little item may as well be related here. The strongest and most +reliable hold which the ship has upon the whale when moored alongside, +is by the flukes or tail; and as from its greater density that part is +relatively heavier than any other (excepting the side-fins), its +flexibility even in death, causes it to sink low beneath the surface; +so that with the hand you cannot get at it from the boat, in order to +put the chain round it. But this difficulty is ingeniously overcome: a +small, strong line is prepared with a wooden float at its outer end, +and a weight in its middle, while the other end is secured to the ship. +By adroit management the wooden float is made to rise on the other side +of the mass, so that now having girdled the whale, the chain is readily +made to follow suit; and being slipped along the body, is at last +locked fast round the smallest part of the tail, at the point of +junction with its broad flukes or lobes. + +If moody Ahab was now all quiescence, at least so far as could be known +on deck, Stubb, his second mate, flushed with conquest, betrayed an +unusual but still good-natured excitement. Such an unwonted bustle was +he in that the staid Starbuck, his official superior, quietly resigned +to him for the time the sole management of affairs. One small, helping +cause of all this liveliness in Stubb, was soon made strangely +manifest. Stubb was a high liver; he was somewhat intemperately fond of +the whale as a flavorish thing to his palate. + +“A steak, a steak, ere I sleep! You, Daggoo! overboard you go, and cut +me one from his small!” + +Here be it known, that though these wild fishermen do not, as a general +thing, and according to the great military maxim, make the enemy defray +the current expenses of the war (at least before realizing the proceeds +of the voyage), yet now and then you find some of these Nantucketers +who have a genuine relish for that particular part of the Sperm Whale +designated by Stubb; comprising the tapering extremity of the body. + +About midnight that steak was cut and cooked; and lighted by two +lanterns of sperm oil, Stubb stoutly stood up to his spermaceti supper +at the capstan-head, as if that capstan were a sideboard. Nor was Stubb +the only banqueter on whale’s flesh that night. Mingling their +mumblings with his own mastications, thousands on thousands of sharks, +swarming round the dead leviathan, smackingly feasted on its fatness. +The few sleepers below in their bunks were often startled by the sharp +slapping of their tails against the hull, within a few inches of the +sleepers’ hearts. Peering over the side you could just see them (as +before you heard them) wallowing in the sullen, black waters, and +turning over on their backs as they scooped out huge globular pieces of +the whale of the bigness of a human head. This particular feat of the +shark seems all but miraculous. How at such an apparently unassailable +surface, they contrive to gouge out such symmetrical mouthfuls, remains +a part of the universal problem of all things. The mark they thus leave +on the whale, may best be likened to the hollow made by a carpenter in +countersinking for a screw. + +Though amid all the smoking horror and diabolism of a sea-fight, sharks +will be seen longingly gazing up to the ship’s decks, like hungry dogs +round a table where red meat is being carved, ready to bolt down every +killed man that is tossed to them; and though, while the valiant +butchers over the deck-table are thus cannibally carving each other’s +live meat with carving-knives all gilded and tasselled, the sharks, +also, with their jewel-hilted mouths, are quarrelsomely carving away +under the table at the dead meat; and though, were you to turn the +whole affair upside down, it would still be pretty much the same thing, +that is to say, a shocking sharkish business enough for all parties; +and though sharks also are the invariable outriders of all slave ships +crossing the Atlantic, systematically trotting alongside, to be handy +in case a parcel is to be carried anywhere, or a dead slave to be +decently buried; and though one or two other like instances might be +set down, touching the set terms, places, and occasions, when sharks do +most socially congregate, and most hilariously feast; yet is there no +conceivable time or occasion when you will find them in such countless +numbers, and in gayer or more jovial spirits, than around a dead sperm +whale, moored by night to a whaleship at sea. If you have never seen +that sight, then suspend your decision about the propriety of +devil-worship, and the expediency of conciliating the devil. + +But, as yet, Stubb heeded not the mumblings of the banquet that was +going on so nigh him, no more than the sharks heeded the smacking of +his own epicurean lips. + +“Cook, cook!—where’s that old Fleece?” he cried at length, widening his +legs still further, as if to form a more secure base for his supper; +and, at the same time darting his fork into the dish, as if stabbing +with his lance; “cook, you cook!—sail this way, cook!” + +The old black, not in any very high glee at having been previously +roused from his warm hammock at a most unseasonable hour, came +shambling along from his galley, for, like many old blacks, there was +something the matter with his knee-pans, which he did not keep well +scoured like his other pans; this old Fleece, as they called him, came +shuffling and limping along, assisting his step with his tongs, which, +after a clumsy fashion, were made of straightened iron hoops; this old +Ebony floundered along, and in obedience to the word of command, came +to a dead stop on the opposite side of Stubb’s sideboard; when, with +both hands folded before him, and resting on his two-legged cane, he +bowed his arched back still further over, at the same time sideways +inclining his head, so as to bring his best ear into play. + +“Cook,” said Stubb, rapidly lifting a rather reddish morsel to his +mouth, “don’t you think this steak is rather overdone? You’ve been +beating this steak too much, cook; it’s too tender. Don’t I always say +that to be good, a whale-steak must be tough? There are those sharks +now over the side, don’t you see they prefer it tough and rare? What a +shindy they are kicking up! Cook, go and talk to ’em; tell ’em they are +welcome to help themselves civilly, and in moderation, but they must +keep quiet. Blast me, if I can hear my own voice. Away, cook, and +deliver my message. Here, take this lantern,” snatching one from his +sideboard; “now then, go and preach to ’em!” + +Sullenly taking the offered lantern, old Fleece limped across the deck +to the bulwarks; and then, with one hand dropping his light low over +the sea, so as to get a good view of his congregation, with the other +hand he solemnly flourished his tongs, and leaning far over the side in +a mumbling voice began addressing the sharks, while Stubb, softly +crawling behind, overheard all that was said. + +“Fellow-critters: I’se ordered here to say dat you must stop dat dam +noise dare. You hear? Stop dat dam smackin’ ob de lip! Massa Stubb say +dat you can fill your dam bellies up to de hatchings, but by Gor! you +must stop dat dam racket!” + +“Cook,” here interposed Stubb, accompanying the word with a sudden slap +on the shoulder,—“Cook! why, damn your eyes, you mustn’t swear that way +when you’re preaching. That’s no way to convert sinners, cook!” + +“Who dat? Den preach to him yourself,” sullenly turning to go. + +“No, cook; go on, go on.” + +“Well, den, Belubed fellow-critters:”— + +“Right!” exclaimed Stubb, approvingly, “coax ’em to it; try that,” and +Fleece continued. + +“Do you is all sharks, and by natur wery woracious, yet I zay to you, +fellow-critters, dat dat woraciousness—’top dat dam slappin’ ob de +tail! How you tink to hear, spose you keep up such a dam slappin’ and +bitin’ dare?” + +“Cook,” cried Stubb, collaring him, “I won’t have that swearing. Talk +to ’em gentlemanly.” + +Once more the sermon proceeded. + +“Your woraciousness, fellow-critters, I don’t blame ye so much for; dat +is natur, and can’t be helped; but to gobern dat wicked natur, dat is +de pint. You is sharks, sartin; but if you gobern de shark in you, why +den you be angel; for all angel is not’ing more dan de shark well +goberned. Now, look here, bred’ren, just try wonst to be cibil, a +helping yourselbs from dat whale. Don’t be tearin’ de blubber out your +neighbour’s mout, I say. Is not one shark dood right as toder to dat +whale? And, by Gor, none on you has de right to dat whale; dat whale +belong to some one else. I know some o’ you has berry brig mout, +brigger dan oders; but den de brig mouts sometimes has de small +bellies; so dat de brigness of de mout is not to swaller wid, but to +bit off de blubber for de small fry ob sharks, dat can’t get into de +scrouge to help demselves.” + +“Well done, old Fleece!” cried Stubb, “that’s Christianity; go on.” + +“No use goin’ on; de dam willains will keep a scougin’ and slappin’ +each oder, Massa Stubb; dey don’t hear one word; no use a-preachin’ to +such dam g’uttons as you call ’em, till dare bellies is full, and dare +bellies is bottomless; and when dey do get ’em full, dey wont hear you +den; for den dey sink in de sea, go fast to sleep on de coral, and +can’t hear not’ing at all, no more, for eber and eber.” + +“Upon my soul, I am about of the same opinion; so give the benediction, +Fleece, and I’ll away to my supper.” + +Upon this, Fleece, holding both hands over the fishy mob, raised his +shrill voice, and cried— + +“Cussed fellow-critters! Kick up de damndest row as ever you can; fill +your dam’ bellies ’till dey bust—and den die.” + +“Now, cook,” said Stubb, resuming his supper at the capstan; “stand +just where you stood before, there, over against me, and pay particular +attention.” + +“All dention,” said Fleece, again stooping over upon his tongs in the +desired position. + +“Well,” said Stubb, helping himself freely meanwhile; “I shall now go +back to the subject of this steak. In the first place, how old are you, +cook?” + +“What dat do wid de ’teak,” said the old black, testily. + +“Silence! How old are you, cook?” + +“’Bout ninety, dey say,” he gloomily muttered. + +“And you have lived in this world hard upon one hundred years, cook, +and don’t know yet how to cook a whale-steak?” rapidly bolting another +mouthful at the last word, so that morsel seemed a continuation of the +question. “Where were you born, cook?” + +“’Hind de hatchway, in ferry-boat, goin’ ober de Roanoke.” + +“Born in a ferry-boat! That’s queer, too. But I want to know what +country you were born in, cook!” + +“Didn’t I say de Roanoke country?” he cried sharply. + +“No, you didn’t, cook; but I’ll tell you what I’m coming to, cook. You +must go home and be born over again; you don’t know how to cook a +whale-steak yet.” + +“Bress my soul, if I cook noder one,” he growled, angrily, turning +round to depart. + +“Come back, cook;—here, hand me those tongs;—now take that bit of steak +there, and tell me if you think that steak cooked as it should be? Take +it, I say”—holding the tongs towards him—“take it, and taste it.” + +Faintly smacking his withered lips over it for a moment, the old negro +muttered, “Best cooked ’teak I eber taste; joosy, berry joosy.” + +“Cook,” said Stubb, squaring himself once more; “do you belong to the +church?” + +“Passed one once in Cape-Down,” said the old man sullenly. + +“And you have once in your life passed a holy church in Cape-Town, +where you doubtless overheard a holy parson addressing his hearers as +his beloved fellow-creatures, have you, cook! And yet you come here, +and tell me such a dreadful lie as you did just now, eh?” said Stubb. +“Where do you expect to go to, cook?” + +“Go to bed berry soon,” he mumbled, half-turning as he spoke. + +“Avast! heave to! I mean when you die, cook. It’s an awful question. +Now what’s your answer?” + +“When dis old brack man dies,” said the negro slowly, changing his +whole air and demeanor, “he hisself won’t go nowhere; but some bressed +angel will come and fetch him.” + +“Fetch him? How? In a coach and four, as they fetched Elijah? And fetch +him where?” + +“Up dere,” said Fleece, holding his tongs straight over his head, and +keeping it there very solemnly. + +“So, then, you expect to go up into our main-top, do you, cook, when +you are dead? But don’t you know the higher you climb, the colder it +gets? Main-top, eh?” + +“Didn’t say dat t’all,” said Fleece, again in the sulks. + +“You said up there, didn’t you? and now look yourself, and see where +your tongs are pointing. But, perhaps you expect to get into heaven by +crawling through the lubber’s hole, cook; but, no, no, cook, you don’t +get there, except you go the regular way, round by the rigging. It’s a +ticklish business, but must be done, or else it’s no go. But none of us +are in heaven yet. Drop your tongs, cook, and hear my orders. Do ye +hear? Hold your hat in one hand, and clap t’other a’top of your heart, +when I’m giving my orders, cook. What! that your heart, there?—that’s +your gizzard! Aloft! aloft!—that’s it—now you have it. Hold it there +now, and pay attention.” + +“All ’dention,” said the old black, with both hands placed as desired, +vainly wriggling his grizzled head, as if to get both ears in front at +one and the same time. + +“Well then, cook, you see this whale-steak of yours was so very bad, +that I have put it out of sight as soon as possible; you see that, +don’t you? Well, for the future, when you cook another whale-steak for +my private table here, the capstan, I’ll tell you what to do so as not +to spoil it by overdoing. Hold the steak in one hand, and show a live +coal to it with the other; that done, dish it; d’ye hear? And now +to-morrow, cook, when we are cutting in the fish, be sure you stand by +to get the tips of his fins; have them put in pickle. As for the ends +of the flukes, have them soused, cook. There, now ye may go.” + +But Fleece had hardly got three paces off, when he was recalled. + +“Cook, give me cutlets for supper to-morrow night in the mid-watch. +D’ye hear? away you sail, then.—Halloa! stop! make a bow before you +go.—Avast heaving again! Whale-balls for breakfast—don’t forget.” + +“Wish, by gor! whale eat him, ’stead of him eat whale. I’m bressed if +he ain’t more of shark dan Massa Shark hisself,” muttered the old man, +limping away; with which sage ejaculation he went to his hammock. + + +CHAPTER 65. The Whale as a Dish. + +That mortal man should feed upon the creature that feeds his lamp, and, +like Stubb, eat him by his own light, as you may say; this seems so +outlandish a thing that one must needs go a little into the history and +philosophy of it. + +It is upon record, that three centuries ago the tongue of the Right +Whale was esteemed a great delicacy in France, and commanded large +prices there. Also, that in Henry VIIIth’s time, a certain cook of the +court obtained a handsome reward for inventing an admirable sauce to be +eaten with barbacued porpoises, which, you remember, are a species of +whale. Porpoises, indeed, are to this day considered fine eating. The +meat is made into balls about the size of billiard balls, and being +well seasoned and spiced might be taken for turtle-balls or veal balls. +The old monks of Dunfermline were very fond of them. They had a great +porpoise grant from the crown. + +The fact is, that among his hunters at least, the whale would by all +hands be considered a noble dish, were there not so much of him; but +when you come to sit down before a meat-pie nearly one hundred feet +long, it takes away your appetite. Only the most unprejudiced of men +like Stubb, nowadays partake of cooked whales; but the Esquimaux are +not so fastidious. We all know how they live upon whales, and have rare +old vintages of prime old train oil. Zogranda, one of their most famous +doctors, recommends strips of blubber for infants, as being exceedingly +juicy and nourishing. And this reminds me that certain Englishmen, who +long ago were accidentally left in Greenland by a whaling vessel—that +these men actually lived for several months on the mouldy scraps of +whales which had been left ashore after trying out the blubber. Among +the Dutch whalemen these scraps are called “fritters”; which, indeed, +they greatly resemble, being brown and crisp, and smelling something +like old Amsterdam housewives’ dough-nuts or oly-cooks, when fresh. +They have such an eatable look that the most self-denying stranger can +hardly keep his hands off. + +But what further depreciates the whale as a civilized dish, is his +exceeding richness. He is the great prize ox of the sea, too fat to be +delicately good. Look at his hump, which would be as fine eating as the +buffalo’s (which is esteemed a rare dish), were it not such a solid +pyramid of fat. But the spermaceti itself, how bland and creamy that +is; like the transparent, half-jellied, white meat of a cocoanut in the +third month of its growth, yet far too rich to supply a substitute for +butter. Nevertheless, many whalemen have a method of absorbing it into +some other substance, and then partaking of it. In the long try watches +of the night it is a common thing for the seamen to dip their +ship-biscuit into the huge oil-pots and let them fry there awhile. Many +a good supper have I thus made. + +In the case of a small Sperm Whale the brains are accounted a fine +dish. The casket of the skull is broken into with an axe, and the two +plump, whitish lobes being withdrawn (precisely resembling two large +puddings), they are then mixed with flour, and cooked into a most +delectable mess, in flavor somewhat resembling calves’ head, which is +quite a dish among some epicures; and every one knows that some young +bucks among the epicures, by continually dining upon calves’ brains, by +and by get to have a little brains of their own, so as to be able to +tell a calf’s head from their own heads; which, indeed, requires +uncommon discrimination. And that is the reason why a young buck with +an intelligent looking calf’s head before him, is somehow one of the +saddest sights you can see. The head looks a sort of reproachfully at +him, with an “Et tu Brute!” expression. + +It is not, perhaps, entirely because the whale is so excessively +unctuous that landsmen seem to regard the eating of him with +abhorrence; that appears to result, in some way, from the consideration +before mentioned: _i.e._ that a man should eat a newly murdered thing +of the sea, and eat it too by its own light. But no doubt the first man +that ever murdered an ox was regarded as a murderer; perhaps he was +hung; and if he had been put on his trial by oxen, he certainly would +have been; and he certainly deserved it if any murderer does. Go to the +meat-market of a Saturday night and see the crowds of live bipeds +staring up at the long rows of dead quadrupeds. Does not that sight +take a tooth out of the cannibal’s jaw? Cannibals? who is not a +cannibal? I tell you it will be more tolerable for the Fejee that +salted down a lean missionary in his cellar against a coming famine; it +will be more tolerable for that provident Fejee, I say, in the day of +judgment, than for thee, civilized and enlightened gourmand, who +nailest geese to the ground and feastest on their bloated livers in thy +paté-de-foie-gras. + +But Stubb, he eats the whale by its own light, does he? and that is +adding insult to injury, is it? Look at your knife-handle, there, my +civilized and enlightened gourmand dining off that roast beef, what is +that handle made of?—what but the bones of the brother of the very ox +you are eating? And what do you pick your teeth with, after devouring +that fat goose? With a feather of the same fowl. And with what quill +did the Secretary of the Society for the Suppression of Cruelty to +Ganders formally indite his circulars? It is only within the last month +or two that that society passed a resolution to patronize nothing but +steel pens. + + +CHAPTER 66. The Shark Massacre. + +When in the Southern Fishery, a captured Sperm Whale, after long and +weary toil, is brought alongside late at night, it is not, as a general +thing at least, customary to proceed at once to the business of cutting +him in. For that business is an exceedingly laborious one; is not very +soon completed; and requires all hands to set about it. Therefore, the +common usage is to take in all sail; lash the helm a’lee; and then send +every one below to his hammock till daylight, with the reservation +that, until that time, anchor-watches shall be kept; that is, two and +two for an hour, each couple, the crew in rotation shall mount the deck +to see that all goes well. + +But sometimes, especially upon the Line in the Pacific, this plan will +not answer at all; because such incalculable hosts of sharks gather +round the moored carcase, that were he left so for six hours, say, on a +stretch, little more than the skeleton would be visible by morning. In +most other parts of the ocean, however, where these fish do not so +largely abound, their wondrous voracity can be at times considerably +diminished, by vigorously stirring them up with sharp whaling-spades, a +procedure notwithstanding, which, in some instances, only seems to +tickle them into still greater activity. But it was not thus in the +present case with the Pequod’s sharks; though, to be sure, any man +unaccustomed to such sights, to have looked over her side that night, +would have almost thought the whole round sea was one huge cheese, and +those sharks the maggots in it. + +Nevertheless, upon Stubb setting the anchor-watch after his supper was +concluded; and when, accordingly, Queequeg and a forecastle seaman came +on deck, no small excitement was created among the sharks; for +immediately suspending the cutting stages over the side, and lowering +three lanterns, so that they cast long gleams of light over the turbid +sea, these two mariners, darting their long whaling-spades, kept up an +incessant murdering of the sharks,* by striking the keen steel deep +into their skulls, seemingly their only vital part. But in the foamy +confusion of their mixed and struggling hosts, the marksmen could not +always hit their mark; and this brought about new revelations of the +incredible ferocity of the foe. They viciously snapped, not only at +each other’s disembowelments, but like flexible bows, bent round, and +bit their own; till those entrails seemed swallowed over and over again +by the same mouth, to be oppositely voided by the gaping wound. Nor was +this all. It was unsafe to meddle with the corpses and ghosts of these +creatures. A sort of generic or Pantheistic vitality seemed to lurk in +their very joints and bones, after what might be called the individual +life had departed. Killed and hoisted on deck for the sake of his skin, +one of these sharks almost took poor Queequeg’s hand off, when he tried +to shut down the dead lid of his murderous jaw. + +*The whaling-spade used for cutting-in is made of the very best steel; +is about the bigness of a man’s spread hand; and in general shape, +corresponds to the garden implement after which it is named; only its +sides are perfectly flat, and its upper end considerably narrower than +the lower. This weapon is always kept as sharp as possible; and when +being used is occasionally honed, just like a razor. In its socket, a +stiff pole, from twenty to thirty feet long, is inserted for a handle. + +“Queequeg no care what god made him shark,” said the savage, +agonizingly lifting his hand up and down; “wedder Fejee god or +Nantucket god; but de god wat made shark must be one dam Ingin.” + + +CHAPTER 67. Cutting In. + +It was a Saturday night, and such a Sabbath as followed! Ex officio +professors of Sabbath breaking are all whalemen. The ivory Pequod was +turned into what seemed a shamble; every sailor a butcher. You would +have thought we were offering up ten thousand red oxen to the sea gods. + +In the first place, the enormous cutting tackles, among other ponderous +things comprising a cluster of blocks generally painted green, and +which no single man can possibly lift—this vast bunch of grapes was +swayed up to the main-top and firmly lashed to the lower mast-head, the +strongest point anywhere above a ship’s deck. The end of the +hawser-like rope winding through these intricacies, was then conducted +to the windlass, and the huge lower block of the tackles was swung over +the whale; to this block the great blubber hook, weighing some one +hundred pounds, was attached. And now suspended in stages over the +side, Starbuck and Stubb, the mates, armed with their long spades, +began cutting a hole in the body for the insertion of the hook just +above the nearest of the two side-fins. This done, a broad, +semicircular line is cut round the hole, the hook is inserted, and the +main body of the crew striking up a wild chorus, now commence heaving +in one dense crowd at the windlass. When instantly, the entire ship +careens over on her side; every bolt in her starts like the nail-heads +of an old house in frosty weather; she trembles, quivers, and nods her +frighted mast-heads to the sky. More and more she leans over to the +whale, while every gasping heave of the windlass is answered by a +helping heave from the billows; till at last, a swift, startling snap +is heard; with a great swash the ship rolls upwards and backwards from +the whale, and the triumphant tackle rises into sight dragging after it +the disengaged semicircular end of the first strip of blubber. Now as +the blubber envelopes the whale precisely as the rind does an orange, +so is it stripped off from the body precisely as an orange is sometimes +stripped by spiralizing it. For the strain constantly kept up by the +windlass continually keeps the whale rolling over and over in the +water, and as the blubber in one strip uniformly peels off along the +line called the “scarf,” simultaneously cut by the spades of Starbuck +and Stubb, the mates; and just as fast as it is thus peeled off, and +indeed by that very act itself, it is all the time being hoisted higher +and higher aloft till its upper end grazes the main-top; the men at the +windlass then cease heaving, and for a moment or two the prodigious +blood-dripping mass sways to and fro as if let down from the sky, and +every one present must take good heed to dodge it when it swings, else +it may box his ears and pitch him headlong overboard. + +One of the attending harpooneers now advances with a long, keen weapon +called a boarding-sword, and watching his chance he dexterously slices +out a considerable hole in the lower part of the swaying mass. Into +this hole, the end of the second alternating great tackle is then +hooked so as to retain a hold upon the blubber, in order to prepare for +what follows. Whereupon, this accomplished swordsman, warning all hands +to stand off, once more makes a scientific dash at the mass, and with a +few sidelong, desperate, lunging slicings, severs it completely in +twain; so that while the short lower part is still fast, the long upper +strip, called a blanket-piece, swings clear, and is all ready for +lowering. The heavers forward now resume their song, and while the one +tackle is peeling and hoisting a second strip from the whale, the other +is slowly slackened away, and down goes the first strip through the +main hatchway right beneath, into an unfurnished parlor called the +blubber-room. Into this twilight apartment sundry nimble hands keep +coiling away the long blanket-piece as if it were a great live mass of +plaited serpents. And thus the work proceeds; the two tackles hoisting +and lowering simultaneously; both whale and windlass heaving, the +heavers singing, the blubber-room gentlemen coiling, the mates +scarfing, the ship straining, and all hands swearing occasionally, by +way of assuaging the general friction. + + +CHAPTER 68. The Blanket. + +I have given no small attention to that not unvexed subject, the skin +of the whale. I have had controversies about it with experienced +whalemen afloat, and learned naturalists ashore. My original opinion +remains unchanged; but it is only an opinion. + +The question is, what and where is the skin of the whale? Already you +know what his blubber is. That blubber is something of the consistence +of firm, close-grained beef, but tougher, more elastic and compact, and +ranges from eight or ten to twelve and fifteen inches in thickness. + +Now, however preposterous it may at first seem to talk of any +creature’s skin as being of that sort of consistence and thickness, yet +in point of fact these are no arguments against such a presumption; +because you cannot raise any other dense enveloping layer from the +whale’s body but that same blubber; and the outermost enveloping layer +of any animal, if reasonably dense, what can that be but the skin? +True, from the unmarred dead body of the whale, you may scrape off with +your hand an infinitely thin, transparent substance, somewhat +resembling the thinnest shreds of isinglass, only it is almost as +flexible and soft as satin; that is, previous to being dried, when it +not only contracts and thickens, but becomes rather hard and brittle. I +have several such dried bits, which I use for marks in my whale-books. +It is transparent, as I said before; and being laid upon the printed +page, I have sometimes pleased myself with fancying it exerted a +magnifying influence. At any rate, it is pleasant to read about whales +through their own spectacles, as you may say. But what I am driving at +here is this. That same infinitely thin, isinglass substance, which, I +admit, invests the entire body of the whale, is not so much to be +regarded as the skin of the creature, as the skin of the skin, so to +speak; for it were simply ridiculous to say, that the proper skin of +the tremendous whale is thinner and more tender than the skin of a +new-born child. But no more of this. + +Assuming the blubber to be the skin of the whale; then, when this skin, +as in the case of a very large Sperm Whale, will yield the bulk of one +hundred barrels of oil; and, when it is considered that, in quantity, +or rather weight, that oil, in its expressed state, is only three +fourths, and not the entire substance of the coat; some idea may hence +be had of the enormousness of that animated mass, a mere part of whose +mere integument yields such a lake of liquid as that. Reckoning ten +barrels to the ton, you have ten tons for the net weight of only three +quarters of the stuff of the whale’s skin. + +In life, the visible surface of the Sperm Whale is not the least among +the many marvels he presents. Almost invariably it is all over +obliquely crossed and re-crossed with numberless straight marks in +thick array, something like those in the finest Italian line +engravings. But these marks do not seem to be impressed upon the +isinglass substance above mentioned, but seem to be seen through it, as +if they were engraved upon the body itself. Nor is this all. In some +instances, to the quick, observant eye, those linear marks, as in a +veritable engraving, but afford the ground for far other delineations. +These are hieroglyphical; that is, if you call those mysterious cyphers +on the walls of pyramids hieroglyphics, then that is the proper word to +use in the present connexion. By my retentive memory of the +hieroglyphics upon one Sperm Whale in particular, I was much struck +with a plate representing the old Indian characters chiselled on the +famous hieroglyphic palisades on the banks of the Upper Mississippi. +Like those mystic rocks, too, the mystic-marked whale remains +undecipherable. This allusion to the Indian rocks reminds me of another +thing. Besides all the other phenomena which the exterior of the Sperm +Whale presents, he not seldom displays the back, and more especially +his flanks, effaced in great part of the regular linear appearance, by +reason of numerous rude scratches, altogether of an irregular, random +aspect. I should say that those New England rocks on the sea-coast, +which Agassiz imagines to bear the marks of violent scraping contact +with vast floating icebergs—I should say, that those rocks must not a +little resemble the Sperm Whale in this particular. It also seems to me +that such scratches in the whale are probably made by hostile contact +with other whales; for I have most remarked them in the large, +full-grown bulls of the species. + +A word or two more concerning this matter of the skin or blubber of the +whale. It has already been said, that it is stript from him in long +pieces, called blanket-pieces. Like most sea-terms, this one is very +happy and significant. For the whale is indeed wrapt up in his blubber +as in a real blanket or counterpane; or, still better, an Indian poncho +slipt over his head, and skirting his extremity. It is by reason of +this cosy blanketing of his body, that the whale is enabled to keep +himself comfortable in all weathers, in all seas, times, and tides. +What would become of a Greenland whale, say, in those shuddering, icy +seas of the North, if unsupplied with his cosy surtout? True, other +fish are found exceedingly brisk in those Hyperborean waters; but +these, be it observed, are your cold-blooded, lungless fish, whose very +bellies are refrigerators; creatures, that warm themselves under the +lee of an iceberg, as a traveller in winter would bask before an inn +fire; whereas, like man, the whale has lungs and warm blood. Freeze his +blood, and he dies. How wonderful is it then—except after +explanation—that this great monster, to whom corporeal warmth is as +indispensable as it is to man; how wonderful that he should be found at +home, immersed to his lips for life in those Arctic waters! where, when +seamen fall overboard, they are sometimes found, months afterwards, +perpendicularly frozen into the hearts of fields of ice, as a fly is +found glued in amber. But more surprising is it to know, as has been +proved by experiment, that the blood of a Polar whale is warmer than +that of a Borneo negro in summer. + +It does seem to me, that herein we see the rare virtue of a strong +individual vitality, and the rare virtue of thick walls, and the rare +virtue of interior spaciousness. Oh, man! admire and model thyself +after the whale! Do thou, too, remain warm among ice. Do thou, too, +live in this world without being of it. Be cool at the equator; keep +thy blood fluid at the Pole. Like the great dome of St. Peter’s, and +like the great whale, retain, O man! in all seasons a temperature of +thine own. + +But how easy and how hopeless to teach these fine things! Of erections, +how few are domed like St. Peter’s! of creatures, how few vast as the +whale! + + +CHAPTER 69. The Funeral. + +“Haul in the chains! Let the carcase go astern!” + +The vast tackles have now done their duty. The peeled white body of the +beheaded whale flashes like a marble sepulchre; though changed in hue, +it has not perceptibly lost anything in bulk. It is still colossal. +Slowly it floats more and more away, the water round it torn and +splashed by the insatiate sharks, and the air above vexed with +rapacious flights of screaming fowls, whose beaks are like so many +insulting poniards in the whale. The vast white headless phantom floats +further and further from the ship, and every rod that it so floats, +what seem square roods of sharks and cubic roods of fowls, augment the +murderous din. For hours and hours from the almost stationary ship that +hideous sight is seen. Beneath the unclouded and mild azure sky, upon +the fair face of the pleasant sea, wafted by the joyous breezes, that +great mass of death floats on and on, till lost in infinite +perspectives. + +There’s a most doleful and most mocking funeral! The sea-vultures all +in pious mourning, the air-sharks all punctiliously in black or +speckled. In life but few of them would have helped the whale, I ween, +if peradventure he had needed it; but upon the banquet of his funeral +they most piously do pounce. Oh, horrible vultureism of earth! from +which not the mightiest whale is free. + +Nor is this the end. Desecrated as the body is, a vengeful ghost +survives and hovers over it to scare. Espied by some timid man-of-war +or blundering discovery-vessel from afar, when the distance obscuring +the swarming fowls, nevertheless still shows the white mass floating in +the sun, and the white spray heaving high against it; straightway the +whale’s unharming corpse, with trembling fingers is set down in the +log—_shoals, rocks, and breakers hereabouts: beware!_ And for years +afterwards, perhaps, ships shun the place; leaping over it as silly +sheep leap over a vacuum, because their leader originally leaped there +when a stick was held. There’s your law of precedents; there’s your +utility of traditions; there’s the story of your obstinate survival of +old beliefs never bottomed on the earth, and now not even hovering in +the air! There’s orthodoxy! + +Thus, while in life the great whale’s body may have been a real terror +to his foes, in his death his ghost becomes a powerless panic to a +world. + +Are you a believer in ghosts, my friend? There are other ghosts than +the Cock-Lane one, and far deeper men than Doctor Johnson who believe +in them. + + +CHAPTER 70. The Sphynx. + +It should not have been omitted that previous to completely stripping +the body of the leviathan, he was beheaded. Now, the beheading of the +Sperm Whale is a scientific anatomical feat, upon which experienced +whale surgeons very much pride themselves: and not without reason. + +Consider that the whale has nothing that can properly be called a neck; +on the contrary, where his head and body seem to join, there, in that +very place, is the thickest part of him. Remember, also, that the +surgeon must operate from above, some eight or ten feet intervening +between him and his subject, and that subject almost hidden in a +discoloured, rolling, and oftentimes tumultuous and bursting sea. Bear +in mind, too, that under these untoward circumstances he has to cut +many feet deep in the flesh; and in that subterraneous manner, without +so much as getting one single peep into the ever-contracting gash thus +made, he must skilfully steer clear of all adjacent, interdicted parts, +and exactly divide the spine at a critical point hard by its insertion +into the skull. Do you not marvel, then, at Stubb’s boast, that he +demanded but ten minutes to behead a sperm whale? + +When first severed, the head is dropped astern and held there by a +cable till the body is stripped. That done, if it belong to a small +whale it is hoisted on deck to be deliberately disposed of. But, with a +full grown leviathan this is impossible; for the sperm whale’s head +embraces nearly one third of his entire bulk, and completely to suspend +such a burden as that, even by the immense tackles of a whaler, this +were as vain a thing as to attempt weighing a Dutch barn in jewellers’ +scales. + +The Pequod’s whale being decapitated and the body stripped, the head +was hoisted against the ship’s side—about half way out of the sea, so +that it might yet in great part be buoyed up by its native element. And +there with the strained craft steeply leaning over to it, by reason of +the enormous downward drag from the lower mast-head, and every yard-arm +on that side projecting like a crane over the waves; there, that +blood-dripping head hung to the Pequod’s waist like the giant +Holofernes’s from the girdle of Judith. + +When this last task was accomplished it was noon, and the seamen went +below to their dinner. Silence reigned over the before tumultuous but +now deserted deck. An intense copper calm, like a universal yellow +lotus, was more and more unfolding its noiseless measureless leaves +upon the sea. + +A short space elapsed, and up into this noiselessness came Ahab alone +from his cabin. Taking a few turns on the quarter-deck, he paused to +gaze over the side, then slowly getting into the main-chains he took +Stubb’s long spade—still remaining there after the whale’s +decapitation—and striking it into the lower part of the half-suspended +mass, placed its other end crutch-wise under one arm, and so stood +leaning over with eyes attentively fixed on this head. + +It was a black and hooded head; and hanging there in the midst of so +intense a calm, it seemed the Sphynx’s in the desert. “Speak, thou vast +and venerable head,” muttered Ahab, “which, though ungarnished with a +beard, yet here and there lookest hoary with mosses; speak, mighty +head, and tell us the secret thing that is in thee. Of all divers, thou +hast dived the deepest. That head upon which the upper sun now gleams, +has moved amid this world’s foundations. Where unrecorded names and +navies rust, and untold hopes and anchors rot; where in her murderous +hold this frigate earth is ballasted with bones of millions of the +drowned; there, in that awful water-land, there was thy most familiar +home. Thou hast been where bell or diver never went; hast slept by many +a sailor’s side, where sleepless mothers would give their lives to lay +them down. Thou saw’st the locked lovers when leaping from their +flaming ship; heart to heart they sank beneath the exulting wave; true +to each other, when heaven seemed false to them. Thou saw’st the +murdered mate when tossed by pirates from the midnight deck; for hours +he fell into the deeper midnight of the insatiate maw; and his +murderers still sailed on unharmed—while swift lightnings shivered the +neighboring ship that would have borne a righteous husband to +outstretched, longing arms. O head! thou hast seen enough to split the +planets and make an infidel of Abraham, and not one syllable is thine!” + +“Sail ho!” cried a triumphant voice from the main-mast-head. + +“Aye? Well, now, that’s cheering,” cried Ahab, suddenly erecting +himself, while whole thunder-clouds swept aside from his brow. “That +lively cry upon this deadly calm might almost convert a better +man.—Where away?” + +“Three points on the starboard bow, sir, and bringing down her breeze +to us! + +“Better and better, man. Would now St. Paul would come along that way, +and to my breezelessness bring his breeze! O Nature, and O soul of man! +how far beyond all utterance are your linked analogies! not the +smallest atom stirs or lives on matter, but has its cunning duplicate +in mind.” + + +CHAPTER 71. The Jeroboam’s Story. + +Hand in hand, ship and breeze blew on; but the breeze came faster than +the ship, and soon the Pequod began to rock. + +By and by, through the glass the stranger’s boats and manned mast-heads +proved her a whale-ship. But as she was so far to windward, and +shooting by, apparently making a passage to some other ground, the +Pequod could not hope to reach her. So the signal was set to see what +response would be made. + +Here be it said, that like the vessels of military marines, the ships +of the American Whale Fleet have each a private signal; all which +signals being collected in a book with the names of the respective +vessels attached, every captain is provided with it. Thereby, the whale +commanders are enabled to recognise each other upon the ocean, even at +considerable distances and with no small facility. + +The Pequod’s signal was at last responded to by the stranger’s setting +her own; which proved the ship to be the Jeroboam of Nantucket. +Squaring her yards, she bore down, ranged abeam under the Pequod’s lee, +and lowered a boat; it soon drew nigh; but, as the side-ladder was +being rigged by Starbuck’s order to accommodate the visiting captain, +the stranger in question waved his hand from his boat’s stern in token +of that proceeding being entirely unnecessary. It turned out that the +Jeroboam had a malignant epidemic on board, and that Mayhew, her +captain, was fearful of infecting the Pequod’s company. For, though +himself and boat’s crew remained untainted, and though his ship was +half a rifle-shot off, and an incorruptible sea and air rolling and +flowing between; yet conscientiously adhering to the timid quarantine +of the land, he peremptorily refused to come into direct contact with +the Pequod. + +But this did by no means prevent all communications. Preserving an +interval of some few yards between itself and the ship, the Jeroboam’s +boat by the occasional use of its oars contrived to keep parallel to +the Pequod, as she heavily forged through the sea (for by this time it +blew very fresh), with her main-topsail aback; though, indeed, at times +by the sudden onset of a large rolling wave, the boat would be pushed +some way ahead; but would be soon skilfully brought to her proper +bearings again. Subject to this, and other the like interruptions now +and then, a conversation was sustained between the two parties; but at +intervals not without still another interruption of a very different +sort. + +Pulling an oar in the Jeroboam’s boat, was a man of a singular +appearance, even in that wild whaling life where individual +notabilities make up all totalities. He was a small, short, youngish +man, sprinkled all over his face with freckles, and wearing redundant +yellow hair. A long-skirted, cabalistically-cut coat of a faded walnut +tinge enveloped him; the overlapping sleeves of which were rolled up on +his wrists. A deep, settled, fanatic delirium was in his eyes. + +So soon as this figure had been first descried, Stubb had +exclaimed—“That’s he! that’s he!—the long-togged scaramouch the +Town-Ho’s company told us of!” Stubb here alluded to a strange story +told of the Jeroboam, and a certain man among her crew, some time +previous when the Pequod spoke the Town-Ho. According to this account +and what was subsequently learned, it seemed that the scaramouch in +question had gained a wonderful ascendency over almost everybody in the +Jeroboam. His story was this: + +He had been originally nurtured among the crazy society of Neskyeuna +Shakers, where he had been a great prophet; in their cracked, secret +meetings having several times descended from heaven by the way of a +trap-door, announcing the speedy opening of the seventh vial, which he +carried in his vest-pocket; but, which, instead of containing +gunpowder, was supposed to be charged with laudanum. A strange, +apostolic whim having seized him, he had left Neskyeuna for Nantucket, +where, with that cunning peculiar to craziness, he assumed a steady, +common-sense exterior, and offered himself as a green-hand candidate +for the Jeroboam’s whaling voyage. They engaged him; but straightway +upon the ship’s getting out of sight of land, his insanity broke out in +a freshet. He announced himself as the archangel Gabriel, and commanded +the captain to jump overboard. He published his manifesto, whereby he +set himself forth as the deliverer of the isles of the sea and +vicar-general of all Oceanica. The unflinching earnestness with which +he declared these things;—the dark, daring play of his sleepless, +excited imagination, and all the preternatural terrors of real +delirium, united to invest this Gabriel in the minds of the majority of +the ignorant crew, with an atmosphere of sacredness. Moreover, they +were afraid of him. As such a man, however, was not of much practical +use in the ship, especially as he refused to work except when he +pleased, the incredulous captain would fain have been rid of him; but +apprised that that individual’s intention was to land him in the first +convenient port, the archangel forthwith opened all his seals and +vials—devoting the ship and all hands to unconditional perdition, in +case this intention was carried out. So strongly did he work upon his +disciples among the crew, that at last in a body they went to the +captain and told him if Gabriel was sent from the ship, not a man of +them would remain. He was therefore forced to relinquish his plan. Nor +would they permit Gabriel to be any way maltreated, say or do what he +would; so that it came to pass that Gabriel had the complete freedom of +the ship. The consequence of all this was, that the archangel cared +little or nothing for the captain and mates; and since the epidemic had +broken out, he carried a higher hand than ever; declaring that the +plague, as he called it, was at his sole command; nor should it be +stayed but according to his good pleasure. The sailors, mostly poor +devils, cringed, and some of them fawned before him; in obedience to +his instructions, sometimes rendering him personal homage, as to a god. +Such things may seem incredible; but, however wondrous, they are true. +Nor is the history of fanatics half so striking in respect to the +measureless self-deception of the fanatic himself, as his measureless +power of deceiving and bedevilling so many others. But it is time to +return to the Pequod. + +“I fear not thy epidemic, man,” said Ahab from the bulwarks, to Captain +Mayhew, who stood in the boat’s stern; “come on board.” + +But now Gabriel started to his feet. + +“Think, think of the fevers, yellow and bilious! Beware of the horrible +plague!” + +“Gabriel! Gabriel!” cried Captain Mayhew; “thou must either—” But that +instant a headlong wave shot the boat far ahead, and its seethings +drowned all speech. + +“Hast thou seen the White Whale?” demanded Ahab, when the boat drifted +back. + +“Think, think of thy whale-boat, stoven and sunk! Beware of the +horrible tail!” + +“I tell thee again, Gabriel, that—” But again the boat tore ahead as if +dragged by fiends. Nothing was said for some moments, while a +succession of riotous waves rolled by, which by one of those occasional +caprices of the seas were tumbling, not heaving it. Meantime, the +hoisted sperm whale’s head jogged about very violently, and Gabriel was +seen eyeing it with rather more apprehensiveness than his archangel +nature seemed to warrant. + +When this interlude was over, Captain Mayhew began a dark story +concerning Moby Dick; not, however, without frequent interruptions from +Gabriel, whenever his name was mentioned, and the crazy sea that seemed +leagued with him. + +It seemed that the Jeroboam had not long left home, when upon speaking +a whale-ship, her people were reliably apprised of the existence of +Moby Dick, and the havoc he had made. Greedily sucking in this +intelligence, Gabriel solemnly warned the captain against attacking the +White Whale, in case the monster should be seen; in his gibbering +insanity, pronouncing the White Whale to be no less a being than the +Shaker God incarnated; the Shakers receiving the Bible. But when, some +year or two afterwards, Moby Dick was fairly sighted from the +mast-heads, Macey, the chief mate, burned with ardour to encounter him; +and the captain himself being not unwilling to let him have the +opportunity, despite all the archangel’s denunciations and +forewarnings, Macey succeeded in persuading five men to man his boat. +With them he pushed off; and, after much weary pulling, and many +perilous, unsuccessful onsets, he at last succeeded in getting one iron +fast. Meantime, Gabriel, ascending to the main-royal mast-head, was +tossing one arm in frantic gestures, and hurling forth prophecies of +speedy doom to the sacrilegious assailants of his divinity. Now, while +Macey, the mate, was standing up in his boat’s bow, and with all the +reckless energy of his tribe was venting his wild exclamations upon the +whale, and essaying to get a fair chance for his poised lance, lo! a +broad white shadow rose from the sea; by its quick, fanning motion, +temporarily taking the breath out of the bodies of the oarsmen. Next +instant, the luckless mate, so full of furious life, was smitten bodily +into the air, and making a long arc in his descent, fell into the sea +at the distance of about fifty yards. Not a chip of the boat was +harmed, nor a hair of any oarsman’s head; but the mate for ever sank. + +It is well to parenthesize here, that of the fatal accidents in the +Sperm-Whale Fishery, this kind is perhaps almost as frequent as any. +Sometimes, nothing is injured but the man who is thus annihilated; +oftener the boat’s bow is knocked off, or the thigh-board, in which the +headsman stands, is torn from its place and accompanies the body. But +strangest of all is the circumstance, that in more instances than one, +when the body has been recovered, not a single mark of violence is +discernible; the man being stark dead. + +The whole calamity, with the falling form of Macey, was plainly +descried from the ship. Raising a piercing shriek—“The vial! the vial!” +Gabriel called off the terror-stricken crew from the further hunting of +the whale. This terrible event clothed the archangel with added +influence; because his credulous disciples believed that he had +specifically fore-announced it, instead of only making a general +prophecy, which any one might have done, and so have chanced to hit one +of many marks in the wide margin allowed. He became a nameless terror +to the ship. + +Mayhew having concluded his narration, Ahab put such questions to him, +that the stranger captain could not forbear inquiring whether he +intended to hunt the White Whale, if opportunity should offer. To which +Ahab answered—“Aye.” Straightway, then, Gabriel once more started to +his feet, glaring upon the old man, and vehemently exclaimed, with +downward pointed finger—“Think, think of the blasphemer—dead, and down +there!—beware of the blasphemer’s end!” + +Ahab stolidly turned aside; then said to Mayhew, “Captain, I have just +bethought me of my letter-bag; there is a letter for one of thy +officers, if I mistake not. Starbuck, look over the bag.” + +Every whale-ship takes out a goodly number of letters for various +ships, whose delivery to the persons to whom they may be addressed, +depends upon the mere chance of encountering them in the four oceans. +Thus, most letters never reach their mark; and many are only received +after attaining an age of two or three years or more. + +Soon Starbuck returned with a letter in his hand. It was sorely +tumbled, damp, and covered with a dull, spotted, green mould, in +consequence of being kept in a dark locker of the cabin. Of such a +letter, Death himself might well have been the post-boy. + +“Can’st not read it?” cried Ahab. “Give it me, man. Aye, aye, it’s but +a dim scrawl;—what’s this?” As he was studying it out, Starbuck took a +long cutting-spade pole, and with his knife slightly split the end, to +insert the letter there, and in that way, hand it to the boat, without +its coming any closer to the ship. + +Meantime, Ahab holding the letter, muttered, “Mr. Har—yes, Mr. Harry—(a +woman’s pinny hand,—the man’s wife, I’ll wager)—Aye—Mr. Harry Macey, +Ship Jeroboam;—why it’s Macey, and he’s dead!” + +“Poor fellow! poor fellow! and from his wife,” sighed Mayhew; “but let +me have it.” + +“Nay, keep it thyself,” cried Gabriel to Ahab; “thou art soon going +that way.” + +“Curses throttle thee!” yelled Ahab. “Captain Mayhew, stand by now to +receive it”; and taking the fatal missive from Starbuck’s hands, he +caught it in the slit of the pole, and reached it over towards the +boat. But as he did so, the oarsmen expectantly desisted from rowing; +the boat drifted a little towards the ship’s stern; so that, as if by +magic, the letter suddenly ranged along with Gabriel’s eager hand. He +clutched it in an instant, seized the boat-knife, and impaling the +letter on it, sent it thus loaded back into the ship. It fell at Ahab’s +feet. Then Gabriel shrieked out to his comrades to give way with their +oars, and in that manner the mutinous boat rapidly shot away from the +Pequod. + +As, after this interlude, the seamen resumed their work upon the jacket +of the whale, many strange things were hinted in reference to this wild +affair. + + +CHAPTER 72. The Monkey-Rope. + +In the tumultuous business of cutting-in and attending to a whale, +there is much running backwards and forwards among the crew. Now hands +are wanted here, and then again hands are wanted there. There is no +staying in any one place; for at one and the same time everything has +to be done everywhere. It is much the same with him who endeavors the +description of the scene. We must now retrace our way a little. It was +mentioned that upon first breaking ground in the whale’s back, the +blubber-hook was inserted into the original hole there cut by the +spades of the mates. But how did so clumsy and weighty a mass as that +same hook get fixed in that hole? It was inserted there by my +particular friend Queequeg, whose duty it was, as harpooneer, to +descend upon the monster’s back for the special purpose referred to. +But in very many cases, circumstances require that the harpooneer shall +remain on the whale till the whole flensing or stripping operation is +concluded. The whale, be it observed, lies almost entirely submerged, +excepting the immediate parts operated upon. So down there, some ten +feet below the level of the deck, the poor harpooneer flounders about, +half on the whale and half in the water, as the vast mass revolves like +a tread-mill beneath him. On the occasion in question, Queequeg figured +in the Highland costume—a shirt and socks—in which to my eyes, at +least, he appeared to uncommon advantage; and no one had a better +chance to observe him, as will presently be seen. + +Being the savage’s bowsman, that is, the person who pulled the bow-oar +in his boat (the second one from forward), it was my cheerful duty to +attend upon him while taking that hard-scrabble scramble upon the dead +whale’s back. You have seen Italian organ-boys holding a dancing-ape by +a long cord. Just so, from the ship’s steep side, did I hold Queequeg +down there in the sea, by what is technically called in the fishery a +monkey-rope, attached to a strong strip of canvas belted round his +waist. + +It was a humorously perilous business for both of us. For, before we +proceed further, it must be said that the monkey-rope was fast at both +ends; fast to Queequeg’s broad canvas belt, and fast to my narrow +leather one. So that for better or for worse, we two, for the time, +were wedded; and should poor Queequeg sink to rise no more, then both +usage and honor demanded, that instead of cutting the cord, it should +drag me down in his wake. So, then, an elongated Siamese ligature +united us. Queequeg was my own inseparable twin brother; nor could I +any way get rid of the dangerous liabilities which the hempen bond +entailed. + +So strongly and metaphysically did I conceive of my situation then, +that while earnestly watching his motions, I seemed distinctly to +perceive that my own individuality was now merged in a joint stock +company of two; that my free will had received a mortal wound; and that +another’s mistake or misfortune might plunge innocent me into unmerited +disaster and death. Therefore, I saw that here was a sort of +interregnum in Providence; for its even-handed equity never could have +so gross an injustice. And yet still further pondering—while I jerked +him now and then from between the whale and ship, which would threaten +to jam him—still further pondering, I say, I saw that this situation of +mine was the precise situation of every mortal that breathes; only, in +most cases, he, one way or other, has this Siamese connexion with a +plurality of other mortals. If your banker breaks, you snap; if your +apothecary by mistake sends you poison in your pills, you die. True, +you may say that, by exceeding caution, you may possibly escape these +and the multitudinous other evil chances of life. But handle Queequeg’s +monkey-rope heedfully as I would, sometimes he jerked it so, that I +came very near sliding overboard. Nor could I possibly forget that, do +what I would, I only had the management of one end of it.* + +*The monkey-rope is found in all whalers; but it was only in the Pequod +that the monkey and his holder were ever tied together. This +improvement upon the original usage was introduced by no less a man +than Stubb, in order to afford the imperilled harpooneer the strongest +possible guarantee for the faithfulness and vigilance of his +monkey-rope holder. + +I have hinted that I would often jerk poor Queequeg from between the +whale and the ship—where he would occasionally fall, from the incessant +rolling and swaying of both. But this was not the only jamming jeopardy +he was exposed to. Unappalled by the massacre made upon them during the +night, the sharks now freshly and more keenly allured by the before +pent blood which began to flow from the carcass—the rabid creatures +swarmed round it like bees in a beehive. + +And right in among those sharks was Queequeg; who often pushed them +aside with his floundering feet. A thing altogether incredible were it +not that attracted by such prey as a dead whale, the otherwise +miscellaneously carnivorous shark will seldom touch a man. + +Nevertheless, it may well be believed that since they have such a +ravenous finger in the pie, it is deemed but wise to look sharp to +them. Accordingly, besides the monkey-rope, with which I now and then +jerked the poor fellow from too close a vicinity to the maw of what +seemed a peculiarly ferocious shark—he was provided with still another +protection. Suspended over the side in one of the stages, Tashtego and +Daggoo continually flourished over his head a couple of keen +whale-spades, wherewith they slaughtered as many sharks as they could +reach. This procedure of theirs, to be sure, was very disinterested and +benevolent of them. They meant Queequeg’s best happiness, I admit; but +in their hasty zeal to befriend him, and from the circumstance that +both he and the sharks were at times half hidden by the blood-muddled +water, those indiscreet spades of theirs would come nearer amputating a +leg than a tail. But poor Queequeg, I suppose, straining and gasping +there with that great iron hook—poor Queequeg, I suppose, only prayed +to his Yojo, and gave up his life into the hands of his gods. + +Well, well, my dear comrade and twin-brother, thought I, as I drew in +and then slacked off the rope to every swell of the sea—what matters +it, after all? Are you not the precious image of each and all of us men +in this whaling world? That unsounded ocean you gasp in, is Life; those +sharks, your foes; those spades, your friends; and what between sharks +and spades you are in a sad pickle and peril, poor lad. + +But courage! there is good cheer in store for you, Queequeg. For now, +as with blue lips and blood-shot eyes the exhausted savage at last +climbs up the chains and stands all dripping and involuntarily +trembling over the side; the steward advances, and with a benevolent, +consolatory glance hands him—what? Some hot Cognac? No! hands him, ye +gods! hands him a cup of tepid ginger and water! + +“Ginger? Do I smell ginger?” suspiciously asked Stubb, coming near. +“Yes, this must be ginger,” peering into the as yet untasted cup. Then +standing as if incredulous for a while, he calmly walked towards the +astonished steward slowly saying, “Ginger? ginger? and will you have +the goodness to tell me, Mr. Dough-Boy, where lies the virtue of +ginger? Ginger! is ginger the sort of fuel you use, Dough-boy, to +kindle a fire in this shivering cannibal? Ginger!—what the devil is +ginger? Sea-coal? firewood?—lucifer matches?—tinder?—gunpowder?—what +the devil is ginger, I say, that you offer this cup to our poor +Queequeg here.” + +“There is some sneaking Temperance Society movement about this +business,” he suddenly added, now approaching Starbuck, who had just +come from forward. “Will you look at that kannakin, sir: smell of it, +if you please.” Then watching the mate’s countenance, he added, “The +steward, Mr. Starbuck, had the face to offer that calomel and jalap to +Queequeg, there, this instant off the whale. Is the steward an +apothecary, sir? and may I ask whether this is the sort of bitters by +which he blows back the life into a half-drowned man?” + +“I trust not,” said Starbuck, “it is poor stuff enough.” + +“Aye, aye, steward,” cried Stubb, “we’ll teach you to drug a +harpooneer; none of your apothecary’s medicine here; you want to poison +us, do ye? You have got out insurances on our lives and want to murder +us all, and pocket the proceeds, do ye?” + +“It was not me,” cried Dough-Boy, “it was Aunt Charity that brought the +ginger on board; and bade me never give the harpooneers any spirits, +but only this ginger-jub—so she called it.” + +“Ginger-jub! you gingerly rascal! take that! and run along with ye to +the lockers, and get something better. I hope I do no wrong, Mr. +Starbuck. It is the captain’s orders—grog for the harpooneer on a +whale.” + +“Enough,” replied Starbuck, “only don’t hit him again, but—” + +“Oh, I never hurt when I hit, except when I hit a whale or something of +that sort; and this fellow’s a weazel. What were you about saying, +sir?” + +“Only this: go down with him, and get what thou wantest thyself.” + +When Stubb reappeared, he came with a dark flask in one hand, and a +sort of tea-caddy in the other. The first contained strong spirits, and +was handed to Queequeg; the second was Aunt Charity’s gift, and that +was freely given to the waves. + + +CHAPTER 73. Stubb and Flask kill a Right Whale; and Then Have a Talk +over Him. + +It must be borne in mind that all this time we have a Sperm Whale’s +prodigious head hanging to the Pequod’s side. But we must let it +continue hanging there a while till we can get a chance to attend to +it. For the present other matters press, and the best we can do now for +the head, is to pray heaven the tackles may hold. + +Now, during the past night and forenoon, the Pequod had gradually +drifted into a sea, which, by its occasional patches of yellow brit, +gave unusual tokens of the vicinity of Right Whales, a species of the +Leviathan that but few supposed to be at this particular time lurking +anywhere near. And though all hands commonly disdained the capture of +those inferior creatures; and though the Pequod was not commissioned to +cruise for them at all, and though she had passed numbers of them near +the Crozetts without lowering a boat; yet now that a Sperm Whale had +been brought alongside and beheaded, to the surprise of all, the +announcement was made that a Right Whale should be captured that day, +if opportunity offered. + +Nor was this long wanting. Tall spouts were seen to leeward; and two +boats, Stubb’s and Flask’s, were detached in pursuit. Pulling further +and further away, they at last became almost invisible to the men at +the mast-head. But suddenly in the distance, they saw a great heap of +tumultuous white water, and soon after news came from aloft that one or +both the boats must be fast. An interval passed and the boats were in +plain sight, in the act of being dragged right towards the ship by the +towing whale. So close did the monster come to the hull, that at first +it seemed as if he meant it malice; but suddenly going down in a +maelstrom, within three rods of the planks, he wholly disappeared from +view, as if diving under the keel. “Cut, cut!” was the cry from the +ship to the boats, which, for one instant, seemed on the point of being +brought with a deadly dash against the vessel’s side. But having plenty +of line yet in the tubs, and the whale not sounding very rapidly, they +paid out abundance of rope, and at the same time pulled with all their +might so as to get ahead of the ship. For a few minutes the struggle +was intensely critical; for while they still slacked out the tightened +line in one direction, and still plied their oars in another, the +contending strain threatened to take them under. But it was only a few +feet advance they sought to gain. And they stuck to it till they did +gain it; when instantly, a swift tremor was felt running like lightning +along the keel, as the strained line, scraping beneath the ship, +suddenly rose to view under her bows, snapping and quivering; and so +flinging off its drippings, that the drops fell like bits of broken +glass on the water, while the whale beyond also rose to sight, and once +more the boats were free to fly. But the fagged whale abated his speed, +and blindly altering his course, went round the stern of the ship +towing the two boats after him, so that they performed a complete +circuit. + +Meantime, they hauled more and more upon their lines, till close +flanking him on both sides, Stubb answered Flask with lance for lance; +and thus round and round the Pequod the battle went, while the +multitudes of sharks that had before swum round the Sperm Whale’s body, +rushed to the fresh blood that was spilled, thirstily drinking at every +new gash, as the eager Israelites did at the new bursting fountains +that poured from the smitten rock. + +At last his spout grew thick, and with a frightful roll and vomit, he +turned upon his back a corpse. + +While the two headsmen were engaged in making fast cords to his flukes, +and in other ways getting the mass in readiness for towing, some +conversation ensued between them. + +“I wonder what the old man wants with this lump of foul lard,” said +Stubb, not without some disgust at the thought of having to do with so +ignoble a leviathan. + +“Wants with it?” said Flask, coiling some spare line in the boat’s bow, +“did you never hear that the ship which but once has a Sperm Whale’s +head hoisted on her starboard side, and at the same time a Right +Whale’s on the larboard; did you never hear, Stubb, that that ship can +never afterwards capsize?” + +“Why not? + +“I don’t know, but I heard that gamboge ghost of a Fedallah saying so, +and he seems to know all about ships’ charms. But I sometimes think +he’ll charm the ship to no good at last. I don’t half like that chap, +Stubb. Did you ever notice how that tusk of his is a sort of carved +into a snake’s head, Stubb?” + +“Sink him! I never look at him at all; but if ever I get a chance of a +dark night, and he standing hard by the bulwarks, and no one by; look +down there, Flask”—pointing into the sea with a peculiar motion of both +hands—“Aye, will I! Flask, I take that Fedallah to be the devil in +disguise. Do you believe that cock and bull story about his having been +stowed away on board ship? He’s the devil, I say. The reason why you +don’t see his tail, is because he tucks it up out of sight; he carries +it coiled away in his pocket, I guess. Blast him! now that I think of +it, he’s always wanting oakum to stuff into the toes of his boots.” + +“He sleeps in his boots, don’t he? He hasn’t got any hammock; but I’ve +seen him lay of nights in a coil of rigging.” + +“No doubt, and it’s because of his cursed tail; he coils it down, do ye +see, in the eye of the rigging.” + +“What’s the old man have so much to do with him for?” + +“Striking up a swap or a bargain, I suppose.” + +“Bargain?—about what?” + +“Why, do ye see, the old man is hard bent after that White Whale, and +the devil there is trying to come round him, and get him to swap away +his silver watch, or his soul, or something of that sort, and then +he’ll surrender Moby Dick.” + +“Pooh! Stubb, you are skylarking; how can Fedallah do that?” + +“I don’t know, Flask, but the devil is a curious chap, and a wicked +one, I tell ye. Why, they say as how he went a sauntering into the old +flag-ship once, switching his tail about devilish easy and +gentlemanlike, and inquiring if the old governor was at home. Well, he +was at home, and asked the devil what he wanted. The devil, switching +his hoofs, up and says, ‘I want John.’ ‘What for?’ says the old +governor. ‘What business is that of yours,’ says the devil, getting +mad,—‘I want to use him.’ ‘Take him,’ says the governor—and by the +Lord, Flask, if the devil didn’t give John the Asiatic cholera before +he got through with him, I’ll eat this whale in one mouthful. But look +sharp—ain’t you all ready there? Well, then, pull ahead, and let’s get +the whale alongside.” + +“I think I remember some such story as you were telling,” said Flask, +when at last the two boats were slowly advancing with their burden +towards the ship, “but I can’t remember where.” + +“Three Spaniards? Adventures of those three bloody-minded soldadoes? +Did ye read it there, Flask? I guess ye did?” + +“No: never saw such a book; heard of it, though. But now, tell me, +Stubb, do you suppose that that devil you was speaking of just now, was +the same you say is now on board the Pequod?” + +“Am I the same man that helped kill this whale? Doesn’t the devil live +for ever; who ever heard that the devil was dead? Did you ever see any +parson a wearing mourning for the devil? And if the devil has a +latch-key to get into the admiral’s cabin, don’t you suppose he can +crawl into a porthole? Tell me that, Mr. Flask?” + +“How old do you suppose Fedallah is, Stubb?” + +“Do you see that mainmast there?” pointing to the ship; “well, that’s +the figure one; now take all the hoops in the Pequod’s hold, and string +along in a row with that mast, for oughts, do you see; well, that +wouldn’t begin to be Fedallah’s age. Nor all the coopers in creation +couldn’t show hoops enough to make oughts enough.” + +“But see here, Stubb, I thought you a little boasted just now, that you +meant to give Fedallah a sea-toss, if you got a good chance. Now, if +he’s so old as all those hoops of yours come to, and if he is going to +live for ever, what good will it do to pitch him overboard—tell me +that? + +“Give him a good ducking, anyhow.” + +“But he’d crawl back.” + +“Duck him again; and keep ducking him.” + +“Suppose he should take it into his head to duck you, though—yes, and +drown you—what then?” + +“I should like to see him try it; I’d give him such a pair of black +eyes that he wouldn’t dare to show his face in the admiral’s cabin +again for a long while, let alone down in the orlop there, where he +lives, and hereabouts on the upper decks where he sneaks so much. Damn +the devil, Flask; so you suppose I’m afraid of the devil? Who’s afraid +of him, except the old governor who daresn’t catch him and put him in +double-darbies, as he deserves, but lets him go about kidnapping +people; aye, and signed a bond with him, that all the people the devil +kidnapped, he’d roast for him? There’s a governor!” + +“Do you suppose Fedallah wants to kidnap Captain Ahab?” + +“Do I suppose it? You’ll know it before long, Flask. But I am going now +to keep a sharp look-out on him; and if I see anything very suspicious +going on, I’ll just take him by the nape of his neck, and say—Look +here, Beelzebub, you don’t do it; and if he makes any fuss, by the Lord +I’ll make a grab into his pocket for his tail, take it to the capstan, +and give him such a wrenching and heaving, that his tail will come +short off at the stump—do you see; and then, I rather guess when he +finds himself docked in that queer fashion, he’ll sneak off without the +poor satisfaction of feeling his tail between his legs.” + +“And what will you do with the tail, Stubb?” + +“Do with it? Sell it for an ox whip when we get home;—what else?” + +“Now, do you mean what you say, and have been saying all along, Stubb?” + +“Mean or not mean, here we are at the ship.” + +The boats were here hailed, to tow the whale on the larboard side, +where fluke chains and other necessaries were already prepared for +securing him. + +“Didn’t I tell you so?” said Flask; “yes, you’ll soon see this right +whale’s head hoisted up opposite that parmacetti’s.” + +In good time, Flask’s saying proved true. As before, the Pequod steeply +leaned over towards the sperm whale’s head, now, by the counterpoise of +both heads, she regained her even keel; though sorely strained, you may +well believe. So, when on one side you hoist in Locke’s head, you go +over that way; but now, on the other side, hoist in Kant’s and you come +back again; but in very poor plight. Thus, some minds for ever keep +trimming boat. Oh, ye foolish! throw all these thunder-heads overboard, +and then you will float light and right. + +In disposing of the body of a right whale, when brought alongside the +ship, the same preliminary proceedings commonly take place as in the +case of a sperm whale; only, in the latter instance, the head is cut +off whole, but in the former the lips and tongue are separately removed +and hoisted on deck, with all the well known black bone attached to +what is called the crown-piece. But nothing like this, in the present +case, had been done. The carcases of both whales had dropped astern; +and the head-laden ship not a little resembled a mule carrying a pair +of overburdening panniers. + +Meantime, Fedallah was calmly eyeing the right whale’s head, and ever +and anon glancing from the deep wrinkles there to the lines in his own +hand. And Ahab chanced so to stand, that the Parsee occupied his +shadow; while, if the Parsee’s shadow was there at all it seemed only +to blend with, and lengthen Ahab’s. As the crew toiled on, Laplandish +speculations were bandied among them, concerning all these passing +things. + + +CHAPTER 74. The Sperm Whale’s Head—Contrasted View. + +Here, now, are two great whales, laying their heads together; let us +join them, and lay together our own. + +Of the grand order of folio leviathans, the Sperm Whale and the Right +Whale are by far the most noteworthy. They are the only whales +regularly hunted by man. To the Nantucketer, they present the two +extremes of all the known varieties of the whale. As the external +difference between them is mainly observable in their heads; and as a +head of each is this moment hanging from the Pequod’s side; and as we +may freely go from one to the other, by merely stepping across the +deck:—where, I should like to know, will you obtain a better chance to +study practical cetology than here? + +In the first place, you are struck by the general contrast between +these heads. Both are massive enough in all conscience; but there is a +certain mathematical symmetry in the Sperm Whale’s which the Right +Whale’s sadly lacks. There is more character in the Sperm Whale’s head. +As you behold it, you involuntarily yield the immense superiority to +him, in point of pervading dignity. In the present instance, too, this +dignity is heightened by the pepper and salt colour of his head at the +summit, giving token of advanced age and large experience. In short, he +is what the fishermen technically call a “grey-headed whale.” + +Let us now note what is least dissimilar in these heads—namely, the two +most important organs, the eye and the ear. Far back on the side of the +head, and low down, near the angle of either whale’s jaw, if you +narrowly search, you will at last see a lashless eye, which you would +fancy to be a young colt’s eye; so out of all proportion is it to the +magnitude of the head. + +Now, from this peculiar sideway position of the whale’s eyes, it is +plain that he can never see an object which is exactly ahead, no more +than he can one exactly astern. In a word, the position of the whale’s +eyes corresponds to that of a man’s ears; and you may fancy, for +yourself, how it would fare with you, did you sideways survey objects +through your ears. You would find that you could only command some +thirty degrees of vision in advance of the straight side-line of sight; +and about thirty more behind it. If your bitterest foe were walking +straight towards you, with dagger uplifted in broad day, you would not +be able to see him, any more than if he were stealing upon you from +behind. In a word, you would have two backs, so to speak; but, at the +same time, also, two fronts (side fronts): for what is it that makes +the front of a man—what, indeed, but his eyes? + +Moreover, while in most other animals that I can now think of, the eyes +are so planted as imperceptibly to blend their visual power, so as to +produce one picture and not two to the brain; the peculiar position of +the whale’s eyes, effectually divided as they are by many cubic feet of +solid head, which towers between them like a great mountain separating +two lakes in valleys; this, of course, must wholly separate the +impressions which each independent organ imparts. The whale, therefore, +must see one distinct picture on this side, and another distinct +picture on that side; while all between must be profound darkness and +nothingness to him. Man may, in effect, be said to look out on the +world from a sentry-box with two joined sashes for his window. But with +the whale, these two sashes are separately inserted, making two +distinct windows, but sadly impairing the view. This peculiarity of the +whale’s eyes is a thing always to be borne in mind in the fishery; and +to be remembered by the reader in some subsequent scenes. + +A curious and most puzzling question might be started concerning this +visual matter as touching the Leviathan. But I must be content with a +hint. So long as a man’s eyes are open in the light, the act of seeing +is involuntary; that is, he cannot then help mechanically seeing +whatever objects are before him. Nevertheless, any one’s experience +will teach him, that though he can take in an undiscriminating sweep of +things at one glance, it is quite impossible for him, attentively, and +completely, to examine any two things—however large or however small—at +one and the same instant of time; never mind if they lie side by side +and touch each other. But if you now come to separate these two +objects, and surround each by a circle of profound darkness; then, in +order to see one of them, in such a manner as to bring your mind to +bear on it, the other will be utterly excluded from your contemporary +consciousness. How is it, then, with the whale? True, both his eyes, in +themselves, must simultaneously act; but is his brain so much more +comprehensive, combining, and subtle than man’s, that he can at the +same moment of time attentively examine two distinct prospects, one on +one side of him, and the other in an exactly opposite direction? If he +can, then is it as marvellous a thing in him, as if a man were able +simultaneously to go through the demonstrations of two distinct +problems in Euclid. Nor, strictly investigated, is there any +incongruity in this comparison. + +It may be but an idle whim, but it has always seemed to me, that the +extraordinary vacillations of movement displayed by some whales when +beset by three or four boats; the timidity and liability to queer +frights, so common to such whales; I think that all this indirectly +proceeds from the helpless perplexity of volition, in which their +divided and diametrically opposite powers of vision must involve them. + +But the ear of the whale is full as curious as the eye. If you are an +entire stranger to their race, you might hunt over these two heads for +hours, and never discover that organ. The ear has no external leaf +whatever; and into the hole itself you can hardly insert a quill, so +wondrously minute is it. It is lodged a little behind the eye. With +respect to their ears, this important difference is to be observed +between the sperm whale and the right. While the ear of the former has +an external opening, that of the latter is entirely and evenly covered +over with a membrane, so as to be quite imperceptible from without. + +Is it not curious, that so vast a being as the whale should see the +world through so small an eye, and hear the thunder through an ear +which is smaller than a hare’s? But if his eyes were broad as the lens +of Herschel’s great telescope; and his ears capacious as the porches of +cathedrals; would that make him any longer of sight, or sharper of +hearing? Not at all.—Why then do you try to “enlarge” your mind? +Subtilize it. + +Let us now with whatever levers and steam-engines we have at hand, cant +over the sperm whale’s head, that it may lie bottom up; then, ascending +by a ladder to the summit, have a peep down the mouth; and were it not +that the body is now completely separated from it, with a lantern we +might descend into the great Kentucky Mammoth Cave of his stomach. But +let us hold on here by this tooth, and look about us where we are. What +a really beautiful and chaste-looking mouth! from floor to ceiling, +lined, or rather papered with a glistening white membrane, glossy as +bridal satins. + +But come out now, and look at this portentous lower jaw, which seems +like the long narrow lid of an immense snuff-box, with the hinge at one +end, instead of one side. If you pry it up, so as to get it overhead, +and expose its rows of teeth, it seems a terrific portcullis; and such, +alas! it proves to many a poor wight in the fishery, upon whom these +spikes fall with impaling force. But far more terrible is it to behold, +when fathoms down in the sea, you see some sulky whale, floating there +suspended, with his prodigious jaw, some fifteen feet long, hanging +straight down at right-angles with his body, for all the world like a +ship’s jib-boom. This whale is not dead; he is only dispirited; out of +sorts, perhaps; hypochondriac; and so supine, that the hinges of his +jaw have relaxed, leaving him there in that ungainly sort of plight, a +reproach to all his tribe, who must, no doubt, imprecate lock-jaws upon +him. + +In most cases this lower jaw—being easily unhinged by a practised +artist—is disengaged and hoisted on deck for the purpose of extracting +the ivory teeth, and furnishing a supply of that hard white whalebone +with which the fishermen fashion all sorts of curious articles, +including canes, umbrella-stocks, and handles to riding-whips. + +With a long, weary hoist the jaw is dragged on board, as if it were an +anchor; and when the proper time comes—some few days after the other +work—Queequeg, Daggoo, and Tashtego, being all accomplished dentists, +are set to drawing teeth. With a keen cutting-spade, Queequeg lances +the gums; then the jaw is lashed down to ringbolts, and a tackle being +rigged from aloft, they drag out these teeth, as Michigan oxen drag +stumps of old oaks out of wild wood lands. There are generally +forty-two teeth in all; in old whales, much worn down, but undecayed; +nor filled after our artificial fashion. The jaw is afterwards sawn +into slabs, and piled away like joists for building houses. + + +CHAPTER 75. The Right Whale’s Head—Contrasted View. + +Crossing the deck, let us now have a good long look at the Right +Whale’s head. + +As in general shape the noble Sperm Whale’s head may be compared to a +Roman war-chariot (especially in front, where it is so broadly +rounded); so, at a broad view, the Right Whale’s head bears a rather +inelegant resemblance to a gigantic galliot-toed shoe. Two hundred +years ago an old Dutch voyager likened its shape to that of a +shoemaker’s last. And in this same last or shoe, that old woman of the +nursery tale, with the swarming brood, might very comfortably be +lodged, she and all her progeny. + +But as you come nearer to this great head it begins to assume different +aspects, according to your point of view. If you stand on its summit +and look at these two F-shaped spoutholes, you would take the whole +head for an enormous bass-viol, and these spiracles, the apertures in +its sounding-board. Then, again, if you fix your eye upon this strange, +crested, comb-like incrustation on the top of the mass—this green, +barnacled thing, which the Greenlanders call the “crown,” and the +Southern fishers the “bonnet” of the Right Whale; fixing your eyes +solely on this, you would take the head for the trunk of some huge oak, +with a bird’s nest in its crotch. At any rate, when you watch those +live crabs that nestle here on this bonnet, such an idea will be almost +sure to occur to you; unless, indeed, your fancy has been fixed by the +technical term “crown” also bestowed upon it; in which case you will +take great interest in thinking how this mighty monster is actually a +diademed king of the sea, whose green crown has been put together for +him in this marvellous manner. But if this whale be a king, he is a +very sulky looking fellow to grace a diadem. Look at that hanging lower +lip! what a huge sulk and pout is there! a sulk and pout, by +carpenter’s measurement, about twenty feet long and five feet deep; a +sulk and pout that will yield you some 500 gallons of oil and more. + +A great pity, now, that this unfortunate whale should be hare-lipped. +The fissure is about a foot across. Probably the mother during an +important interval was sailing down the Peruvian coast, when +earthquakes caused the beach to gape. Over this lip, as over a slippery +threshold, we now slide into the mouth. Upon my word were I at +Mackinaw, I should take this to be the inside of an Indian wigwam. Good +Lord! is this the road that Jonah went? The roof is about twelve feet +high, and runs to a pretty sharp angle, as if there were a regular +ridge-pole there; while these ribbed, arched, hairy sides, present us +with those wondrous, half vertical, scimetar-shaped slats of whalebone, +say three hundred on a side, which depending from the upper part of the +head or crown bone, form those Venetian blinds which have elsewhere +been cursorily mentioned. The edges of these bones are fringed with +hairy fibres, through which the Right Whale strains the water, and in +whose intricacies he retains the small fish, when openmouthed he goes +through the seas of brit in feeding time. In the central blinds of +bone, as they stand in their natural order, there are certain curious +marks, curves, hollows, and ridges, whereby some whalemen calculate the +creature’s age, as the age of an oak by its circular rings. Though the +certainty of this criterion is far from demonstrable, yet it has the +savor of analogical probability. At any rate, if we yield to it, we +must grant a far greater age to the Right Whale than at first glance +will seem reasonable. + +In old times, there seem to have prevailed the most curious fancies +concerning these blinds. One voyager in Purchas calls them the wondrous +“whiskers” inside of the whale’s mouth;* another, “hogs’ bristles”; a +third old gentleman in Hackluyt uses the following elegant language: +“There are about two hundred and fifty fins growing on each side of his +upper _chop_, which arch over his tongue on each side of his mouth.” + +*This reminds us that the Right Whale really has a sort of whisker, or +rather a moustache, consisting of a few scattered white hairs on the +upper part of the outer end of the lower jaw. Sometimes these tufts +impart a rather brigandish expression to his otherwise solemn +countenance. + +As every one knows, these same “hogs’ bristles,” “fins,” “whiskers,” +“blinds,” or whatever you please, furnish to the ladies their busks and +other stiffening contrivances. But in this particular, the demand has +long been on the decline. It was in Queen Anne’s time that the bone was +in its glory, the farthingale being then all the fashion. And as those +ancient dames moved about gaily, though in the jaws of the whale, as +you may say; even so, in a shower, with the like thoughtlessness, do we +nowadays fly under the same jaws for protection; the umbrella being a +tent spread over the same bone. + +But now forget all about blinds and whiskers for a moment, and, +standing in the Right Whale’s mouth, look around you afresh. Seeing all +these colonnades of bone so methodically ranged about, would you not +think you were inside of the great Haarlem organ, and gazing upon its +thousand pipes? For a carpet to the organ we have a rug of the softest +Turkey—the tongue, which is glued, as it were, to the floor of the +mouth. It is very fat and tender, and apt to tear in pieces in hoisting +it on deck. This particular tongue now before us; at a passing glance I +should say it was a six-barreler; that is, it will yield you about that +amount of oil. + +Ere this, you must have plainly seen the truth of what I started +with—that the Sperm Whale and the Right Whale have almost entirely +different heads. To sum up, then: in the Right Whale’s there is no +great well of sperm; no ivory teeth at all; no long, slender mandible +of a lower jaw, like the Sperm Whale’s. Nor in the Sperm Whale are +there any of those blinds of bone; no huge lower lip; and scarcely +anything of a tongue. Again, the Right Whale has two external +spout-holes, the Sperm Whale only one. + +Look your last, now, on these venerable hooded heads, while they yet +lie together; for one will soon sink, unrecorded, in the sea; the other +will not be very long in following. + +Can you catch the expression of the Sperm Whale’s there? It is the same +he died with, only some of the longer wrinkles in the forehead seem now +faded away. I think his broad brow to be full of a prairie-like +placidity, born of a speculative indifference as to death. But mark the +other head’s expression. See that amazing lower lip, pressed by +accident against the vessel’s side, so as firmly to embrace the jaw. +Does not this whole head seem to speak of an enormous practical +resolution in facing death? This Right Whale I take to have been a +Stoic; the Sperm Whale, a Platonian, who might have taken up Spinoza in +his latter years. + + +CHAPTER 76. The Battering-Ram. + +Ere quitting, for the nonce, the Sperm Whale’s head, I would have you, +as a sensible physiologist, simply—particularly remark its front +aspect, in all its compacted collectedness. I would have you +investigate it now with the sole view of forming to yourself some +unexaggerated, intelligent estimate of whatever battering-ram power may +be lodged there. Here is a vital point; for you must either +satisfactorily settle this matter with yourself, or for ever remain an +infidel as to one of the most appalling, but not the less true events, +perhaps anywhere to be found in all recorded history. + +You observe that in the ordinary swimming position of the Sperm Whale, +the front of his head presents an almost wholly vertical plane to the +water; you observe that the lower part of that front slopes +considerably backwards, so as to furnish more of a retreat for the long +socket which receives the boom-like lower jaw; you observe that the +mouth is entirely under the head, much in the same way, indeed, as +though your own mouth were entirely under your chin. Moreover you +observe that the whale has no external nose; and that what nose he +has—his spout hole—is on the top of his head; you observe that his eyes +and ears are at the sides of his head, nearly one third of his entire +length from the front. Wherefore, you must now have perceived that the +front of the Sperm Whale’s head is a dead, blind wall, without a single +organ or tender prominence of any sort whatsoever. Furthermore, you are +now to consider that only in the extreme, lower, backward sloping part +of the front of the head, is there the slightest vestige of bone; and +not till you get near twenty feet from the forehead do you come to the +full cranial development. So that this whole enormous boneless mass is +as one wad. Finally, though, as will soon be revealed, its contents +partly comprise the most delicate oil; yet, you are now to be apprised +of the nature of the substance which so impregnably invests all that +apparent effeminacy. In some previous place I have described to you how +the blubber wraps the body of the whale, as the rind wraps an orange. +Just so with the head; but with this difference: about the head this +envelope, though not so thick, is of a boneless toughness, inestimable +by any man who has not handled it. The severest pointed harpoon, the +sharpest lance darted by the strongest human arm, impotently rebounds +from it. It is as though the forehead of the Sperm Whale were paved +with horses’ hoofs. I do not think that any sensation lurks in it. + +Bethink yourself also of another thing. When two large, loaded Indiamen +chance to crowd and crush towards each other in the docks, what do the +sailors do? They do not suspend between them, at the point of coming +contact, any merely hard substance, like iron or wood. No, they hold +there a large, round wad of tow and cork, enveloped in the thickest and +toughest of ox-hide. That bravely and uninjured takes the jam which +would have snapped all their oaken handspikes and iron crow-bars. By +itself this sufficiently illustrates the obvious fact I drive at. But +supplementary to this, it has hypothetically occurred to me, that as +ordinary fish possess what is called a swimming bladder in them, +capable, at will, of distension or contraction; and as the Sperm Whale, +as far as I know, has no such provision in him; considering, too, the +otherwise inexplicable manner in which he now depresses his head +altogether beneath the surface, and anon swims with it high elevated +out of the water; considering the unobstructed elasticity of its +envelope; considering the unique interior of his head; it has +hypothetically occurred to me, I say, that those mystical lung-celled +honeycombs there may possibly have some hitherto unknown and +unsuspected connexion with the outer air, so as to be susceptible to +atmospheric distension and contraction. If this be so, fancy the +irresistibleness of that might, to which the most impalpable and +destructive of all elements contributes. + +Now, mark. Unerringly impelling this dead, impregnable, uninjurable +wall, and this most buoyant thing within; there swims behind it all a +mass of tremendous life, only to be adequately estimated as piled wood +is—by the cord; and all obedient to one volition, as the smallest +insect. So that when I shall hereafter detail to you all the +specialities and concentrations of potency everywhere lurking in this +expansive monster; when I shall show you some of his more +inconsiderable braining feats; I trust you will have renounced all +ignorant incredulity, and be ready to abide by this; that though the +Sperm Whale stove a passage through the Isthmus of Darien, and mixed +the Atlantic with the Pacific, you would not elevate one hair of your +eye-brow. For unless you own the whale, you are but a provincial and +sentimentalist in Truth. But clear Truth is a thing for salamander +giants only to encounter; how small the chances for the provincials +then? What befell the weakling youth lifting the dread goddess’s veil +at Lais? + + +CHAPTER 77. The Great Heidelburgh Tun. + +Now comes the Baling of the Case. But to comprehend it aright, you must +know something of the curious internal structure of the thing operated +upon. + +Regarding the Sperm Whale’s head as a solid oblong, you may, on an +inclined plane, sideways divide it into two quoins,* whereof the lower +is the bony structure, forming the cranium and jaws, and the upper an +unctuous mass wholly free from bones; its broad forward end forming the +expanded vertical apparent forehead of the whale. At the middle of the +forehead horizontally subdivide this upper quoin, and then you have two +almost equal parts, which before were naturally divided by an internal +wall of a thick tendinous substance. + +*Quoin is not a Euclidean term. It belongs to the pure nautical +mathematics. I know not that it has been defined before. A quoin is a +solid which differs from a wedge in having its sharp end formed by the +steep inclination of one side, instead of the mutual tapering of both +sides. + +The lower subdivided part, called the junk, is one immense honeycomb of +oil, formed by the crossing and recrossing, into ten thousand +infiltrated cells, of tough elastic white fibres throughout its whole +extent. The upper part, known as the Case, may be regarded as the great +Heidelburgh Tun of the Sperm Whale. And as that famous great tierce is +mystically carved in front, so the whale’s vast plaited forehead forms +innumerable strange devices for the emblematical adornment of his +wondrous tun. Moreover, as that of Heidelburgh was always replenished +with the most excellent of the wines of the Rhenish valleys, so the tun +of the whale contains by far the most precious of all his oily +vintages; namely, the highly-prized spermaceti, in its absolutely pure, +limpid, and odoriferous state. Nor is this precious substance found +unalloyed in any other part of the creature. Though in life it remains +perfectly fluid, yet, upon exposure to the air, after death, it soon +begins to concrete; sending forth beautiful crystalline shoots, as when +the first thin delicate ice is just forming in water. A large whale’s +case generally yields about five hundred gallons of sperm, though from +unavoidable circumstances, considerable of it is spilled, leaks, and +dribbles away, or is otherwise irrevocably lost in the ticklish +business of securing what you can. + +I know not with what fine and costly material the Heidelburgh Tun was +coated within, but in superlative richness that coating could not +possibly have compared with the silken pearl-coloured membrane, like +the lining of a fine pelisse, forming the inner surface of the Sperm +Whale’s case. + +It will have been seen that the Heidelburgh Tun of the Sperm Whale +embraces the entire length of the entire top of the head; and since—as +has been elsewhere set forth—the head embraces one third of the whole +length of the creature, then setting that length down at eighty feet +for a good sized whale, you have more than twenty-six feet for the +depth of the tun, when it is lengthwise hoisted up and down against a +ship’s side. + +As in decapitating the whale, the operator’s instrument is brought +close to the spot where an entrance is subsequently forced into the +spermaceti magazine; he has, therefore, to be uncommonly heedful, lest +a careless, untimely stroke should invade the sanctuary and wastingly +let out its invaluable contents. It is this decapitated end of the +head, also, which is at last elevated out of the water, and retained in +that position by the enormous cutting tackles, whose hempen +combinations, on one side, make quite a wilderness of ropes in that +quarter. + +Thus much being said, attend now, I pray you, to that marvellous and—in +this particular instance—almost fatal operation whereby the Sperm +Whale’s great Heidelburgh Tun is tapped. + + +CHAPTER 78. Cistern and Buckets. + +Nimble as a cat, Tashtego mounts aloft; and without altering his erect +posture, runs straight out upon the overhanging mainyard-arm, to the +part where it exactly projects over the hoisted Tun. He has carried +with him a light tackle called a whip, consisting of only two parts, +travelling through a single-sheaved block. Securing this block, so that +it hangs down from the yard-arm, he swings one end of the rope, till it +is caught and firmly held by a hand on deck. Then, hand-over-hand, down +the other part, the Indian drops through the air, till dexterously he +lands on the summit of the head. There—still high elevated above the +rest of the company, to whom he vivaciously cries—he seems some Turkish +Muezzin calling the good people to prayers from the top of a tower. A +short-handled sharp spade being sent up to him, he diligently searches +for the proper place to begin breaking into the Tun. In this business +he proceeds very heedfully, like a treasure-hunter in some old house, +sounding the walls to find where the gold is masoned in. By the time +this cautious search is over, a stout iron-bound bucket, precisely like +a well-bucket, has been attached to one end of the whip; while the +other end, being stretched across the deck, is there held by two or +three alert hands. These last now hoist the bucket within grasp of the +Indian, to whom another person has reached up a very long pole. +Inserting this pole into the bucket, Tashtego downward guides the +bucket into the Tun, till it entirely disappears; then giving the word +to the seamen at the whip, up comes the bucket again, all bubbling like +a dairy-maid’s pail of new milk. Carefully lowered from its height, the +full-freighted vessel is caught by an appointed hand, and quickly +emptied into a large tub. Then remounting aloft, it again goes through +the same round until the deep cistern will yield no more. Towards the +end, Tashtego has to ram his long pole harder and harder, and deeper +and deeper into the Tun, until some twenty feet of the pole have gone +down. + +Now, the people of the Pequod had been baling some time in this way; +several tubs had been filled with the fragrant sperm; when all at once +a queer accident happened. Whether it was that Tashtego, that wild +Indian, was so heedless and reckless as to let go for a moment his +one-handed hold on the great cabled tackles suspending the head; or +whether the place where he stood was so treacherous and oozy; or +whether the Evil One himself would have it to fall out so, without +stating his particular reasons; how it was exactly, there is no telling +now; but, on a sudden, as the eightieth or ninetieth bucket came +suckingly up—my God! poor Tashtego—like the twin reciprocating bucket +in a veritable well, dropped head-foremost down into this great Tun of +Heidelburgh, and with a horrible oily gurgling, went clean out of +sight! + +“Man overboard!” cried Daggoo, who amid the general consternation first +came to his senses. “Swing the bucket this way!” and putting one foot +into it, so as the better to secure his slippery hand-hold on the whip +itself, the hoisters ran him high up to the top of the head, almost +before Tashtego could have reached its interior bottom. Meantime, there +was a terrible tumult. Looking over the side, they saw the before +lifeless head throbbing and heaving just below the surface of the sea, +as if that moment seized with some momentous idea; whereas it was only +the poor Indian unconsciously revealing by those struggles the perilous +depth to which he had sunk. + +At this instant, while Daggoo, on the summit of the head, was clearing +the whip—which had somehow got foul of the great cutting tackles—a +sharp cracking noise was heard; and to the unspeakable horror of all, +one of the two enormous hooks suspending the head tore out, and with a +vast vibration the enormous mass sideways swung, till the drunk ship +reeled and shook as if smitten by an iceberg. The one remaining hook, +upon which the entire strain now depended, seemed every instant to be +on the point of giving way; an event still more likely from the violent +motions of the head. + +“Come down, come down!” yelled the seamen to Daggoo, but with one hand +holding on to the heavy tackles, so that if the head should drop, he +would still remain suspended; the negro having cleared the foul line, +rammed down the bucket into the now collapsed well, meaning that the +buried harpooneer should grasp it, and so be hoisted out. + +“In heaven’s name, man,” cried Stubb, “are you ramming home a cartridge +there?—Avast! How will that help him; jamming that iron-bound bucket on +top of his head? Avast, will ye!” + +“Stand clear of the tackle!” cried a voice like the bursting of a +rocket. + +Almost in the same instant, with a thunder-boom, the enormous mass +dropped into the sea, like Niagara’s Table-Rock into the whirlpool; the +suddenly relieved hull rolled away from it, to far down her glittering +copper; and all caught their breath, as half swinging—now over the +sailors’ heads, and now over the water—Daggoo, through a thick mist of +spray, was dimly beheld clinging to the pendulous tackles, while poor, +buried-alive Tashtego was sinking utterly down to the bottom of the +sea! But hardly had the blinding vapor cleared away, when a naked +figure with a boarding-sword in his hand, was for one swift moment seen +hovering over the bulwarks. The next, a loud splash announced that my +brave Queequeg had dived to the rescue. One packed rush was made to the +side, and every eye counted every ripple, as moment followed moment, +and no sign of either the sinker or the diver could be seen. Some hands +now jumped into a boat alongside, and pushed a little off from the +ship. + +“Ha! ha!” cried Daggoo, all at once, from his now quiet, swinging perch +overhead; and looking further off from the side, we saw an arm thrust +upright from the blue waves; a sight strange to see, as an arm thrust +forth from the grass over a grave. + +“Both! both!—it is both!”—cried Daggoo again with a joyful shout; and +soon after, Queequeg was seen boldly striking out with one hand, and +with the other clutching the long hair of the Indian. Drawn into the +waiting boat, they were quickly brought to the deck; but Tashtego was +long in coming to, and Queequeg did not look very brisk. + +Now, how had this noble rescue been accomplished? Why, diving after the +slowly descending head, Queequeg with his keen sword had made side +lunges near its bottom, so as to scuttle a large hole there; then +dropping his sword, had thrust his long arm far inwards and upwards, +and so hauled out poor Tash by the head. He averred, that upon first +thrusting in for him, a leg was presented; but well knowing that that +was not as it ought to be, and might occasion great trouble;—he had +thrust back the leg, and by a dexterous heave and toss, had wrought a +somerset upon the Indian; so that with the next trial, he came forth in +the good old way—head foremost. As for the great head itself, that was +doing as well as could be expected. + +And thus, through the courage and great skill in obstetrics of +Queequeg, the deliverance, or rather, delivery of Tashtego, was +successfully accomplished, in the teeth, too, of the most untoward and +apparently hopeless impediments; which is a lesson by no means to be +forgotten. Midwifery should be taught in the same course with fencing +and boxing, riding and rowing. + +I know that this queer adventure of the Gay-Header’s will be sure to +seem incredible to some landsmen, though they themselves may have +either seen or heard of some one’s falling into a cistern ashore; an +accident which not seldom happens, and with much less reason too than +the Indian’s, considering the exceeding slipperiness of the curb of the +Sperm Whale’s well. + +But, peradventure, it may be sagaciously urged, how is this? We thought +the tissued, infiltrated head of the Sperm Whale, was the lightest and +most corky part about him; and yet thou makest it sink in an element of +a far greater specific gravity than itself. We have thee there. Not at +all, but I have ye; for at the time poor Tash fell in, the case had +been nearly emptied of its lighter contents, leaving little but the +dense tendinous wall of the well—a double welded, hammered substance, +as I have before said, much heavier than the sea water, and a lump of +which sinks in it like lead almost. But the tendency to rapid sinking +in this substance was in the present instance materially counteracted +by the other parts of the head remaining undetached from it, so that it +sank very slowly and deliberately indeed, affording Queequeg a fair +chance for performing his agile obstetrics on the run, as you may say. +Yes, it was a running delivery, so it was. + +Now, had Tashtego perished in that head, it had been a very precious +perishing; smothered in the very whitest and daintiest of fragrant +spermaceti; coffined, hearsed, and tombed in the secret inner chamber +and sanctum sanctorum of the whale. Only one sweeter end can readily be +recalled—the delicious death of an Ohio honey-hunter, who seeking honey +in the crotch of a hollow tree, found such exceeding store of it, that +leaning too far over, it sucked him in, so that he died embalmed. How +many, think ye, have likewise fallen into Plato’s honey head, and +sweetly perished there? + + +CHAPTER 79. The Prairie. + +To scan the lines of his face, or feel the bumps on the head of this +Leviathan; this is a thing which no Physiognomist or Phrenologist has +as yet undertaken. Such an enterprise would seem almost as hopeful as +for Lavater to have scrutinized the wrinkles on the Rock of Gibraltar, +or for Gall to have mounted a ladder and manipulated the Dome of the +Pantheon. Still, in that famous work of his, Lavater not only treats of +the various faces of men, but also attentively studies the faces of +horses, birds, serpents, and fish; and dwells in detail upon the +modifications of expression discernible therein. Nor have Gall and his +disciple Spurzheim failed to throw out some hints touching the +phrenological characteristics of other beings than man. Therefore, +though I am but ill qualified for a pioneer, in the application of +these two semi-sciences to the whale, I will do my endeavor. I try all +things; I achieve what I can. + +Physiognomically regarded, the Sperm Whale is an anomalous creature. He +has no proper nose. And since the nose is the central and most +conspicuous of the features; and since it perhaps most modifies and +finally controls their combined expression; hence it would seem that +its entire absence, as an external appendage, must very largely affect +the countenance of the whale. For as in landscape gardening, a spire, +cupola, monument, or tower of some sort, is deemed almost indispensable +to the completion of the scene; so no face can be physiognomically in +keeping without the elevated open-work belfry of the nose. Dash the +nose from Phidias’s marble Jove, and what a sorry remainder! +Nevertheless, Leviathan is of so mighty a magnitude, all his +proportions are so stately, that the same deficiency which in the +sculptured Jove were hideous, in him is no blemish at all. Nay, it is +an added grandeur. A nose to the whale would have been impertinent. As +on your physiognomical voyage you sail round his vast head in your +jolly-boat, your noble conceptions of him are never insulted by the +reflection that he has a nose to be pulled. A pestilent conceit, which +so often will insist upon obtruding even when beholding the mightiest +royal beadle on his throne. + +In some particulars, perhaps the most imposing physiognomical view to +be had of the Sperm Whale, is that of the full front of his head. This +aspect is sublime. + +In thought, a fine human brow is like the East when troubled with the +morning. In the repose of the pasture, the curled brow of the bull has +a touch of the grand in it. Pushing heavy cannon up mountain defiles, +the elephant’s brow is majestic. Human or animal, the mystical brow is +as that great golden seal affixed by the German emperors to their +decrees. It signifies—“God: done this day by my hand.” But in most +creatures, nay in man himself, very often the brow is but a mere strip +of alpine land lying along the snow line. Few are the foreheads which +like Shakespeare’s or Melancthon’s rise so high, and descend so low, +that the eyes themselves seem clear, eternal, tideless mountain lakes; +and all above them in the forehead’s wrinkles, you seem to track the +antlered thoughts descending there to drink, as the Highland hunters +track the snow prints of the deer. But in the great Sperm Whale, this +high and mighty god-like dignity inherent in the brow is so immensely +amplified, that gazing on it, in that full front view, you feel the +Deity and the dread powers more forcibly than in beholding any other +object in living nature. For you see no one point precisely; not one +distinct feature is revealed; no nose, eyes, ears, or mouth; no face; +he has none, proper; nothing but that one broad firmament of a +forehead, pleated with riddles; dumbly lowering with the doom of boats, +and ships, and men. Nor, in profile, does this wondrous brow diminish; +though that way viewed its grandeur does not domineer upon you so. In +profile, you plainly perceive that horizontal, semi-crescentic +depression in the forehead’s middle, which, in man, is Lavater’s mark +of genius. + +But how? Genius in the Sperm Whale? Has the Sperm Whale ever written a +book, spoken a speech? No, his great genius is declared in his doing +nothing particular to prove it. It is moreover declared in his +pyramidical silence. And this reminds me that had the great Sperm Whale +been known to the young Orient World, he would have been deified by +their child-magian thoughts. They deified the crocodile of the Nile, +because the crocodile is tongueless; and the Sperm Whale has no tongue, +or at least it is so exceedingly small, as to be incapable of +protrusion. If hereafter any highly cultured, poetical nation shall +lure back to their birth-right, the merry May-day gods of old; and +livingly enthrone them again in the now egotistical sky; in the now +unhaunted hill; then be sure, exalted to Jove’s high seat, the great +Sperm Whale shall lord it. + +Champollion deciphered the wrinkled granite hieroglyphics. But there is +no Champollion to decipher the Egypt of every man’s and every being’s +face. Physiognomy, like every other human science, is but a passing +fable. If then, Sir William Jones, who read in thirty languages, could +not read the simplest peasant’s face in its profounder and more subtle +meanings, how may unlettered Ishmael hope to read the awful Chaldee of +the Sperm Whale’s brow? I but put that brow before you. Read it if you +can. + + +CHAPTER 80. The Nut. + +If the Sperm Whale be physiognomically a Sphinx, to the phrenologist +his brain seems that geometrical circle which it is impossible to +square. + +In the full-grown creature the skull will measure at least twenty feet +in length. Unhinge the lower jaw, and the side view of this skull is as +the side of a moderately inclined plane resting throughout on a level +base. But in life—as we have elsewhere seen—this inclined plane is +angularly filled up, and almost squared by the enormous superincumbent +mass of the junk and sperm. At the high end the skull forms a crater to +bed that part of the mass; while under the long floor of this crater—in +another cavity seldom exceeding ten inches in length and as many in +depth—reposes the mere handful of this monster’s brain. The brain is at +least twenty feet from his apparent forehead in life; it is hidden away +behind its vast outworks, like the innermost citadel within the +amplified fortifications of Quebec. So like a choice casket is it +secreted in him, that I have known some whalemen who peremptorily deny +that the Sperm Whale has any other brain than that palpable semblance +of one formed by the cubic-yards of his sperm magazine. Lying in +strange folds, courses, and convolutions, to their apprehensions, it +seems more in keeping with the idea of his general might to regard that +mystic part of him as the seat of his intelligence. + +It is plain, then, that phrenologically the head of this Leviathan, in +the creature’s living intact state, is an entire delusion. As for his +true brain, you can then see no indications of it, nor feel any. The +whale, like all things that are mighty, wears a false brow to the +common world. + +If you unload his skull of its spermy heaps and then take a rear view +of its rear end, which is the high end, you will be struck by its +resemblance to the human skull, beheld in the same situation, and from +the same point of view. Indeed, place this reversed skull (scaled down +to the human magnitude) among a plate of men’s skulls, and you would +involuntarily confound it with them; and remarking the depressions on +one part of its summit, in phrenological phrase you would say—This man +had no self-esteem, and no veneration. And by those negations, +considered along with the affirmative fact of his prodigious bulk and +power, you can best form to yourself the truest, though not the most +exhilarating conception of what the most exalted potency is. + +But if from the comparative dimensions of the whale’s proper brain, you +deem it incapable of being adequately charted, then I have another idea +for you. If you attentively regard almost any quadruped’s spine, you +will be struck with the resemblance of its vertebræ to a strung +necklace of dwarfed skulls, all bearing rudimental resemblance to the +skull proper. It is a German conceit, that the vertebræ are absolutely +undeveloped skulls. But the curious external resemblance, I take it the +Germans were not the first men to perceive. A foreign friend once +pointed it out to me, in the skeleton of a foe he had slain, and with +the vertebræ of which he was inlaying, in a sort of basso-relievo, the +beaked prow of his canoe. Now, I consider that the phrenologists have +omitted an important thing in not pushing their investigations from the +cerebellum through the spinal canal. For I believe that much of a man’s +character will be found betokened in his backbone. I would rather feel +your spine than your skull, whoever you are. A thin joist of a spine +never yet upheld a full and noble soul. I rejoice in my spine, as in +the firm audacious staff of that flag which I fling half out to the +world. + +Apply this spinal branch of phrenology to the Sperm Whale. His cranial +cavity is continuous with the first neck-vertebra; and in that vertebra +the bottom of the spinal canal will measure ten inches across, being +eight in height, and of a triangular figure with the base downwards. As +it passes through the remaining vertebræ the canal tapers in size, but +for a considerable distance remains of large capacity. Now, of course, +this canal is filled with much the same strangely fibrous substance—the +spinal cord—as the brain; and directly communicates with the brain. And +what is still more, for many feet after emerging from the brain’s +cavity, the spinal cord remains of an undecreasing girth, almost equal +to that of the brain. Under all these circumstances, would it be +unreasonable to survey and map out the whale’s spine phrenologically? +For, viewed in this light, the wonderful comparative smallness of his +brain proper is more than compensated by the wonderful comparative +magnitude of his spinal cord. + +But leaving this hint to operate as it may with the phrenologists, I +would merely assume the spinal theory for a moment, in reference to the +Sperm Whale’s hump. This august hump, if I mistake not, rises over one +of the larger vertebræ, and is, therefore, in some sort, the outer +convex mould of it. From its relative situation then, I should call +this high hump the organ of firmness or indomitableness in the Sperm +Whale. And that the great monster is indomitable, you will yet have +reason to know. + + +CHAPTER 81. The Pequod Meets The Virgin. + +The predestinated day arrived, and we duly met the ship Jungfrau, +Derick De Deer, master, of Bremen. + +At one time the greatest whaling people in the world, the Dutch and +Germans are now among the least; but here and there at very wide +intervals of latitude and longitude, you still occasionally meet with +their flag in the Pacific. + +For some reason, the Jungfrau seemed quite eager to pay her respects. +While yet some distance from the Pequod, she rounded to, and dropping a +boat, her captain was impelled towards us, impatiently standing in the +bows instead of the stern. + +“What has he in his hand there?” cried Starbuck, pointing to something +wavingly held by the German. “Impossible!—a lamp-feeder!” + +“Not that,” said Stubb, “no, no, it’s a coffee-pot, Mr. Starbuck; he’s +coming off to make us our coffee, is the Yarman; don’t you see that big +tin can there alongside of him?—that’s his boiling water. Oh! he’s all +right, is the Yarman.” + +“Go along with you,” cried Flask, “it’s a lamp-feeder and an oil-can. +He’s out of oil, and has come a-begging.” + +However curious it may seem for an oil-ship to be borrowing oil on the +whale-ground, and however much it may invertedly contradict the old +proverb about carrying coals to Newcastle, yet sometimes such a thing +really happens; and in the present case Captain Derick De Deer did +indubitably conduct a lamp-feeder as Flask did declare. + +As he mounted the deck, Ahab abruptly accosted him, without at all +heeding what he had in his hand; but in his broken lingo, the German +soon evinced his complete ignorance of the White Whale; immediately +turning the conversation to his lamp-feeder and oil can, with some +remarks touching his having to turn into his hammock at night in +profound darkness—his last drop of Bremen oil being gone, and not a +single flying-fish yet captured to supply the deficiency; concluding by +hinting that his ship was indeed what in the Fishery is technically +called a _clean_ one (that is, an empty one), well deserving the name +of Jungfrau or the Virgin. + +His necessities supplied, Derick departed; but he had not gained his +ship’s side, when whales were almost simultaneously raised from the +mast-heads of both vessels; and so eager for the chase was Derick, that +without pausing to put his oil-can and lamp-feeder aboard, he slewed +round his boat and made after the leviathan lamp-feeders. + +Now, the game having risen to leeward, he and the other three German +boats that soon followed him, had considerably the start of the +Pequod’s keels. There were eight whales, an average pod. Aware of their +danger, they were going all abreast with great speed straight before +the wind, rubbing their flanks as closely as so many spans of horses in +harness. They left a great, wide wake, as though continually unrolling +a great wide parchment upon the sea. + +Full in this rapid wake, and many fathoms in the rear, swam a huge, +humped old bull, which by his comparatively slow progress, as well as +by the unusual yellowish incrustations overgrowing him, seemed +afflicted with the jaundice, or some other infirmity. Whether this +whale belonged to the pod in advance, seemed questionable; for it is +not customary for such venerable leviathans to be at all social. +Nevertheless, he stuck to their wake, though indeed their back water +must have retarded him, because the white-bone or swell at his broad +muzzle was a dashed one, like the swell formed when two hostile +currents meet. His spout was short, slow, and laborious; coming forth +with a choking sort of gush, and spending itself in torn shreds, +followed by strange subterranean commotions in him, which seemed to +have egress at his other buried extremity, causing the waters behind +him to upbubble. + +“Who’s got some paregoric?” said Stubb, “he has the stomach-ache, I’m +afraid. Lord, think of having half an acre of stomach-ache! Adverse +winds are holding mad Christmas in him, boys. It’s the first foul wind +I ever knew to blow from astern; but look, did ever whale yaw so +before? it must be, he’s lost his tiller.” + +As an overladen Indiaman bearing down the Hindostan coast with a deck +load of frightened horses, careens, buries, rolls, and wallows on her +way; so did this old whale heave his aged bulk, and now and then partly +turning over on his cumbrous rib-ends, expose the cause of his devious +wake in the unnatural stump of his starboard fin. Whether he had lost +that fin in battle, or had been born without it, it were hard to say. + +“Only wait a bit, old chap, and I’ll give ye a sling for that wounded +arm,” cried cruel Flask, pointing to the whale-line near him. + +“Mind he don’t sling thee with it,” cried Starbuck. “Give way, or the +German will have him.” + +With one intent all the combined rival boats were pointed for this one +fish, because not only was he the largest, and therefore the most +valuable whale, but he was nearest to them, and the other whales were +going with such great velocity, moreover, as almost to defy pursuit for +the time. At this juncture the Pequod’s keels had shot by the three +German boats last lowered; but from the great start he had had, +Derick’s boat still led the chase, though every moment neared by his +foreign rivals. The only thing they feared, was, that from being +already so nigh to his mark, he would be enabled to dart his iron +before they could completely overtake and pass him. As for Derick, he +seemed quite confident that this would be the case, and occasionally +with a deriding gesture shook his lamp-feeder at the other boats. + +“The ungracious and ungrateful dog!” cried Starbuck; “he mocks and +dares me with the very poor-box I filled for him not five minutes +ago!”—then in his old intense whisper—“Give way, greyhounds! Dog to +it!” + +“I tell ye what it is, men”—cried Stubb to his crew—“it’s against my +religion to get mad; but I’d like to eat that villainous +Yarman—Pull—won’t ye? Are ye going to let that rascal beat ye? Do ye +love brandy? A hogshead of brandy, then, to the best man. Come, why +don’t some of ye burst a blood-vessel? Who’s that been dropping an +anchor overboard—we don’t budge an inch—we’re becalmed. Halloo, here’s +grass growing in the boat’s bottom—and by the Lord, the mast there’s +budding. This won’t do, boys. Look at that Yarman! The short and long +of it is, men, will ye spit fire or not?” + +“Oh! see the suds he makes!” cried Flask, dancing up and down—“What a +hump—Oh, _do_ pile on the beef—lays like a log! Oh! my lads, _do_ +spring—slap-jacks and quahogs for supper, you know, my lads—baked clams +and muffins—oh, _do_, _do_, spring,—he’s a hundred barreller—don’t lose +him now—don’t oh, _don’t!_—see that Yarman—Oh, won’t ye pull for your +duff, my lads—such a sog! such a sogger! Don’t ye love sperm? There +goes three thousand dollars, men!—a bank!—a whole bank! The bank of +England!—Oh, _do_, _do_, _do!_—What’s that Yarman about now?” + +At this moment Derick was in the act of pitching his lamp-feeder at the +advancing boats, and also his oil-can; perhaps with the double view of +retarding his rivals’ way, and at the same time economically +accelerating his own by the momentary impetus of the backward toss. + +“The unmannerly Dutch dogger!” cried Stubb. “Pull now, men, like fifty +thousand line-of-battle-ship loads of red-haired devils. What d’ye say, +Tashtego; are you the man to snap your spine in two-and-twenty pieces +for the honor of old Gayhead? What d’ye say?” + +“I say, pull like god-dam,”—cried the Indian. + +Fiercely, but evenly incited by the taunts of the German, the Pequod’s +three boats now began ranging almost abreast; and, so disposed, +momentarily neared him. In that fine, loose, chivalrous attitude of the +headsman when drawing near to his prey, the three mates stood up +proudly, occasionally backing the after oarsman with an exhilarating +cry of, “There she slides, now! Hurrah for the white-ash breeze! Down +with the Yarman! Sail over him!” + +But so decided an original start had Derick had, that spite of all +their gallantry, he would have proved the victor in this race, had not +a righteous judgment descended upon him in a crab which caught the +blade of his midship oarsman. While this clumsy lubber was striving to +free his white-ash, and while, in consequence, Derick’s boat was nigh +to capsizing, and he thundering away at his men in a mighty rage;—that +was a good time for Starbuck, Stubb, and Flask. With a shout, they took +a mortal start forwards, and slantingly ranged up on the German’s +quarter. An instant more, and all four boats were diagonically in the +whale’s immediate wake, while stretching from them, on both sides, was +the foaming swell that he made. + +It was a terrific, most pitiable, and maddening sight. The whale was +now going head out, and sending his spout before him in a continual +tormented jet; while his one poor fin beat his side in an agony of +fright. Now to this hand, now to that, he yawed in his faltering +flight, and still at every billow that he broke, he spasmodically sank +in the sea, or sideways rolled towards the sky his one beating fin. So +have I seen a bird with clipped wing making affrighted broken circles +in the air, vainly striving to escape the piratical hawks. But the bird +has a voice, and with plaintive cries will make known her fear; but the +fear of this vast dumb brute of the sea, was chained up and enchanted +in him; he had no voice, save that choking respiration through his +spiracle, and this made the sight of him unspeakably pitiable; while +still, in his amazing bulk, portcullis jaw, and omnipotent tail, there +was enough to appal the stoutest man who so pitied. + +Seeing now that but a very few moments more would give the Pequod’s +boats the advantage, and rather than be thus foiled of his game, Derick +chose to hazard what to him must have seemed a most unusually long +dart, ere the last chance would for ever escape. + +But no sooner did his harpooneer stand up for the stroke, than all +three tigers—Queequeg, Tashtego, Daggoo—instinctively sprang to their +feet, and standing in a diagonal row, simultaneously pointed their +barbs; and darted over the head of the German harpooneer, their three +Nantucket irons entered the whale. Blinding vapors of foam and +white-fire! The three boats, in the first fury of the whale’s headlong +rush, bumped the German’s aside with such force, that both Derick and +his baffled harpooneer were spilled out, and sailed over by the three +flying keels. + +“Don’t be afraid, my butter-boxes,” cried Stubb, casting a passing +glance upon them as he shot by; “ye’ll be picked up presently—all +right—I saw some sharks astern—St. Bernard’s dogs, you know—relieve +distressed travellers. Hurrah! this is the way to sail now. Every keel +a sunbeam! Hurrah!—Here we go like three tin kettles at the tail of a +mad cougar! This puts me in mind of fastening to an elephant in a +tilbury on a plain—makes the wheel-spokes fly, boys, when you fasten to +him that way; and there’s danger of being pitched out too, when you +strike a hill. Hurrah! this is the way a fellow feels when he’s going +to Davy Jones—all a rush down an endless inclined plane! Hurrah! this +whale carries the everlasting mail!” + +But the monster’s run was a brief one. Giving a sudden gasp, he +tumultuously sounded. With a grating rush, the three lines flew round +the loggerheads with such a force as to gouge deep grooves in them; +while so fearful were the harpooneers that this rapid sounding would +soon exhaust the lines, that using all their dexterous might, they +caught repeated smoking turns with the rope to hold on; till at +last—owing to the perpendicular strain from the lead-lined chocks of +the boats, whence the three ropes went straight down into the blue—the +gunwales of the bows were almost even with the water, while the three +sterns tilted high in the air. And the whale soon ceasing to sound, for +some time they remained in that attitude, fearful of expending more +line, though the position was a little ticklish. But though boats have +been taken down and lost in this way, yet it is this “holding on,” as +it is called; this hooking up by the sharp barbs of his live flesh from +the back; this it is that often torments the Leviathan into soon rising +again to meet the sharp lance of his foes. Yet not to speak of the +peril of the thing, it is to be doubted whether this course is always +the best; for it is but reasonable to presume, that the longer the +stricken whale stays under water, the more he is exhausted. Because, +owing to the enormous surface of him—in a full grown sperm whale +something less than 2000 square feet—the pressure of the water is +immense. We all know what an astonishing atmospheric weight we +ourselves stand up under; even here, above-ground, in the air; how +vast, then, the burden of a whale, bearing on his back a column of two +hundred fathoms of ocean! It must at least equal the weight of fifty +atmospheres. One whaleman has estimated it at the weight of twenty +line-of-battle ships, with all their guns, and stores, and men on +board. + +As the three boats lay there on that gently rolling sea, gazing down +into its eternal blue noon; and as not a single groan or cry of any +sort, nay, not so much as a ripple or a bubble came up from its depths; +what landsman would have thought, that beneath all that silence and +placidity, the utmost monster of the seas was writhing and wrenching in +agony! Not eight inches of perpendicular rope were visible at the bows. +Seems it credible that by three such thin threads the great Leviathan +was suspended like the big weight to an eight day clock. Suspended? and +to what? To three bits of board. Is this the creature of whom it was +once so triumphantly said—“Canst thou fill his skin with barbed irons? +or his head with fish-spears? The sword of him that layeth at him +cannot hold, the spear, the dart, nor the habergeon: he esteemeth iron +as straw; the arrow cannot make him flee; darts are counted as stubble; +he laugheth at the shaking of a spear!” This the creature? this he? Oh! +that unfulfilments should follow the prophets. For with the strength of +a thousand thighs in his tail, Leviathan had run his head under the +mountains of the sea, to hide him from the Pequod’s fish-spears! + +In that sloping afternoon sunlight, the shadows that the three boats +sent down beneath the surface, must have been long enough and broad +enough to shade half Xerxes’ army. Who can tell how appalling to the +wounded whale must have been such huge phantoms flitting over his head! + +“Stand by, men; he stirs,” cried Starbuck, as the three lines suddenly +vibrated in the water, distinctly conducting upwards to them, as by +magnetic wires, the life and death throbs of the whale, so that every +oarsman felt them in his seat. The next moment, relieved in great part +from the downward strain at the bows, the boats gave a sudden bounce +upwards, as a small icefield will, when a dense herd of white bears are +scared from it into the sea. + +“Haul in! Haul in!” cried Starbuck again; “he’s rising.” + +The lines, of which, hardly an instant before, not one hand’s breadth +could have been gained, were now in long quick coils flung back all +dripping into the boats, and soon the whale broke water within two +ship’s lengths of the hunters. + +His motions plainly denoted his extreme exhaustion. In most land +animals there are certain valves or flood-gates in many of their veins, +whereby when wounded, the blood is in some degree at least instantly +shut off in certain directions. Not so with the whale; one of whose +peculiarities it is to have an entire non-valvular structure of the +blood-vessels, so that when pierced even by so small a point as a +harpoon, a deadly drain is at once begun upon his whole arterial +system; and when this is heightened by the extraordinary pressure of +water at a great distance below the surface, his life may be said to +pour from him in incessant streams. Yet so vast is the quantity of +blood in him, and so distant and numerous its interior fountains, that +he will keep thus bleeding and bleeding for a considerable period; even +as in a drought a river will flow, whose source is in the well-springs +of far-off and undiscernible hills. Even now, when the boats pulled +upon this whale, and perilously drew over his swaying flukes, and the +lances were darted into him, they were followed by steady jets from the +new made wound, which kept continually playing, while the natural +spout-hole in his head was only at intervals, however rapid, sending +its affrighted moisture into the air. From this last vent no blood yet +came, because no vital part of him had thus far been struck. His life, +as they significantly call it, was untouched. + +As the boats now more closely surrounded him, the whole upper part of +his form, with much of it that is ordinarily submerged, was plainly +revealed. His eyes, or rather the places where his eyes had been, were +beheld. As strange misgrown masses gather in the knot-holes of the +noblest oaks when prostrate, so from the points which the whale’s eyes +had once occupied, now protruded blind bulbs, horribly pitiable to see. +But pity there was none. For all his old age, and his one arm, and his +blind eyes, he must die the death and be murdered, in order to light +the gay bridals and other merry-makings of men, and also to illuminate +the solemn churches that preach unconditional inoffensiveness by all to +all. Still rolling in his blood, at last he partially disclosed a +strangely discoloured bunch or protuberance, the size of a bushel, low +down on the flank. + +“A nice spot,” cried Flask; “just let me prick him there once.” + +“Avast!” cried Starbuck, “there’s no need of that!” + +But humane Starbuck was too late. At the instant of the dart an +ulcerous jet shot from this cruel wound, and goaded by it into more +than sufferable anguish, the whale now spouting thick blood, with swift +fury blindly darted at the craft, bespattering them and their glorying +crews all over with showers of gore, capsizing Flask’s boat and marring +the bows. It was his death stroke. For, by this time, so spent was he +by loss of blood, that he helplessly rolled away from the wreck he had +made; lay panting on his side, impotently flapped with his stumped fin, +then over and over slowly revolved like a waning world; turned up the +white secrets of his belly; lay like a log, and died. It was most +piteous, that last expiring spout. As when by unseen hands the water is +gradually drawn off from some mighty fountain, and with half-stifled +melancholy gurglings the spray-column lowers and lowers to the +ground—so the last long dying spout of the whale. + +Soon, while the crews were awaiting the arrival of the ship, the body +showed symptoms of sinking with all its treasures unrifled. +Immediately, by Starbuck’s orders, lines were secured to it at +different points, so that ere long every boat was a buoy; the sunken +whale being suspended a few inches beneath them by the cords. By very +heedful management, when the ship drew nigh, the whale was transferred +to her side, and was strongly secured there by the stiffest +fluke-chains, for it was plain that unless artificially upheld, the +body would at once sink to the bottom. + +It so chanced that almost upon first cutting into him with the spade, +the entire length of a corroded harpoon was found imbedded in his +flesh, on the lower part of the bunch before described. But as the +stumps of harpoons are frequently found in the dead bodies of captured +whales, with the flesh perfectly healed around them, and no prominence +of any kind to denote their place; therefore, there must needs have +been some other unknown reason in the present case fully to account for +the ulceration alluded to. But still more curious was the fact of a +lance-head of stone being found in him, not far from the buried iron, +the flesh perfectly firm about it. Who had darted that stone lance? And +when? It might have been darted by some Nor’ West Indian long before +America was discovered. + +What other marvels might have been rummaged out of this monstrous +cabinet there is no telling. But a sudden stop was put to further +discoveries, by the ship’s being unprecedentedly dragged over sideways +to the sea, owing to the body’s immensely increasing tendency to sink. +However, Starbuck, who had the ordering of affairs, hung on to it to +the last; hung on to it so resolutely, indeed, that when at length the +ship would have been capsized, if still persisting in locking arms with +the body; then, when the command was given to break clear from it, such +was the immovable strain upon the timber-heads to which the +fluke-chains and cables were fastened, that it was impossible to cast +them off. Meantime everything in the Pequod was aslant. To cross to the +other side of the deck was like walking up the steep gabled roof of a +house. The ship groaned and gasped. Many of the ivory inlayings of her +bulwarks and cabins were started from their places, by the unnatural +dislocation. In vain handspikes and crows were brought to bear upon the +immovable fluke-chains, to pry them adrift from the timberheads; and so +low had the whale now settled that the submerged ends could not be at +all approached, while every moment whole tons of ponderosity seemed +added to the sinking bulk, and the ship seemed on the point of going +over. + +“Hold on, hold on, won’t ye?” cried Stubb to the body, “don’t be in +such a devil of a hurry to sink! By thunder, men, we must do something +or go for it. No use prying there; avast, I say with your handspikes, +and run one of ye for a prayer book and a pen-knife, and cut the big +chains.” + +“Knife? Aye, aye,” cried Queequeg, and seizing the carpenter’s heavy +hatchet, he leaned out of a porthole, and steel to iron, began slashing +at the largest fluke-chains. But a few strokes, full of sparks, were +given, when the exceeding strain effected the rest. With a terrific +snap, every fastening went adrift; the ship righted, the carcase sank. + +Now, this occasional inevitable sinking of the recently killed Sperm +Whale is a very curious thing; nor has any fisherman yet adequately +accounted for it. Usually the dead Sperm Whale floats with great +buoyancy, with its side or belly considerably elevated above the +surface. If the only whales that thus sank were old, meagre, and +broken-hearted creatures, their pads of lard diminished and all their +bones heavy and rheumatic; then you might with some reason assert that +this sinking is caused by an uncommon specific gravity in the fish so +sinking, consequent upon this absence of buoyant matter in him. But it +is not so. For young whales, in the highest health, and swelling with +noble aspirations, prematurely cut off in the warm flush and May of +life, with all their panting lard about them; even these brawny, +buoyant heroes do sometimes sink. + +Be it said, however, that the Sperm Whale is far less liable to this +accident than any other species. Where one of that sort go down, twenty +Right Whales do. This difference in the species is no doubt imputable +in no small degree to the greater quantity of bone in the Right Whale; +his Venetian blinds alone sometimes weighing more than a ton; from this +incumbrance the Sperm Whale is wholly free. But there are instances +where, after the lapse of many hours or several days, the sunken whale +again rises, more buoyant than in life. But the reason of this is +obvious. Gases are generated in him; he swells to a prodigious +magnitude; becomes a sort of animal balloon. A line-of-battle ship +could hardly keep him under then. In the Shore Whaling, on soundings, +among the Bays of New Zealand, when a Right Whale gives token of +sinking, they fasten buoys to him, with plenty of rope; so that when +the body has gone down, they know where to look for it when it shall +have ascended again. + +It was not long after the sinking of the body that a cry was heard from +the Pequod’s mast-heads, announcing that the Jungfrau was again +lowering her boats; though the only spout in sight was that of a +Fin-Back, belonging to the species of uncapturable whales, because of +its incredible power of swimming. Nevertheless, the Fin-Back’s spout is +so similar to the Sperm Whale’s, that by unskilful fishermen it is +often mistaken for it. And consequently Derick and all his host were +now in valiant chase of this unnearable brute. The Virgin crowding all +sail, made after her four young keels, and thus they all disappeared +far to leeward, still in bold, hopeful chase. + +Oh! many are the Fin-Backs, and many are the Dericks, my friend. + + +CHAPTER 82. The Honor and Glory of Whaling. + +There are some enterprises in which a careful disorderliness is the +true method. + +The more I dive into this matter of whaling, and push my researches up +to the very spring-head of it so much the more am I impressed with its +great honorableness and antiquity; and especially when I find so many +great demi-gods and heroes, prophets of all sorts, who one way or other +have shed distinction upon it, I am transported with the reflection +that I myself belong, though but subordinately, to so emblazoned a +fraternity. + +The gallant Perseus, a son of Jupiter, was the first whaleman; and to +the eternal honor of our calling be it said, that the first whale +attacked by our brotherhood was not killed with any sordid intent. +Those were the knightly days of our profession, when we only bore arms +to succor the distressed, and not to fill men’s lamp-feeders. Every one +knows the fine story of Perseus and Andromeda; how the lovely +Andromeda, the daughter of a king, was tied to a rock on the sea-coast, +and as Leviathan was in the very act of carrying her off, Perseus, the +prince of whalemen, intrepidly advancing, harpooned the monster, and +delivered and married the maid. It was an admirable artistic exploit, +rarely achieved by the best harpooneers of the present day; inasmuch as +this Leviathan was slain at the very first dart. And let no man doubt +this Arkite story; for in the ancient Joppa, now Jaffa, on the Syrian +coast, in one of the Pagan temples, there stood for many ages the vast +skeleton of a whale, which the city’s legends and all the inhabitants +asserted to be the identical bones of the monster that Perseus slew. +When the Romans took Joppa, the same skeleton was carried to Italy in +triumph. What seems most singular and suggestively important in this +story, is this: it was from Joppa that Jonah set sail. + +Akin to the adventure of Perseus and Andromeda—indeed, by some supposed +to be indirectly derived from it—is that famous story of St. George and +the Dragon; which dragon I maintain to have been a whale; for in many +old chronicles whales and dragons are strangely jumbled together, and +often stand for each other. “Thou art as a lion of the waters, and as a +dragon of the sea,” saith Ezekiel; hereby, plainly meaning a whale; in +truth, some versions of the Bible use that word itself. Besides, it +would much subtract from the glory of the exploit had St. George but +encountered a crawling reptile of the land, instead of doing battle +with the great monster of the deep. Any man may kill a snake, but only +a Perseus, a St. George, a Coffin, have the heart in them to march +boldly up to a whale. + +Let not the modern paintings of this scene mislead us; for though the +creature encountered by that valiant whaleman of old is vaguely +represented of a griffin-like shape, and though the battle is depicted +on land and the saint on horseback, yet considering the great ignorance +of those times, when the true form of the whale was unknown to artists; +and considering that as in Perseus’ case, St. George’s whale might have +crawled up out of the sea on the beach; and considering that the animal +ridden by St. George might have been only a large seal, or sea-horse; +bearing all this in mind, it will not appear altogether incompatible +with the sacred legend and the ancientest draughts of the scene, to +hold this so-called dragon no other than the great Leviathan himself. +In fact, placed before the strict and piercing truth, this whole story +will fare like that fish, flesh, and fowl idol of the Philistines, +Dagon by name; who being planted before the ark of Israel, his horse’s +head and both the palms of his hands fell off from him, and only the +stump or fishy part of him remained. Thus, then, one of our own noble +stamp, even a whaleman, is the tutelary guardian of England; and by +good rights, we harpooneers of Nantucket should be enrolled in the most +noble order of St. George. And therefore, let not the knights of that +honorable company (none of whom, I venture to say, have ever had to do +with a whale like their great patron), let them never eye a Nantucketer +with disdain, since even in our woollen frocks and tarred trowsers we +are much better entitled to St. George’s decoration than they. + +Whether to admit Hercules among us or not, concerning this I long +remained dubious: for though according to the Greek mythologies, that +antique Crockett and Kit Carson—that brawny doer of rejoicing good +deeds, was swallowed down and thrown up by a whale; still, whether that +strictly makes a whaleman of him, that might be mooted. It nowhere +appears that he ever actually harpooned his fish, unless, indeed, from +the inside. Nevertheless, he may be deemed a sort of involuntary +whaleman; at any rate the whale caught him, if he did not the whale. I +claim him for one of our clan. + +But, by the best contradictory authorities, this Grecian story of +Hercules and the whale is considered to be derived from the still more +ancient Hebrew story of Jonah and the whale; and vice versâ; certainly +they are very similar. If I claim the demi-god then, why not the +prophet? + +Nor do heroes, saints, demigods, and prophets alone comprise the whole +roll of our order. Our grand master is still to be named; for like +royal kings of old times, we find the head waters of our fraternity in +nothing short of the great gods themselves. That wondrous oriental +story is now to be rehearsed from the Shaster, which gives us the dread +Vishnoo, one of the three persons in the godhead of the Hindoos; gives +us this divine Vishnoo himself for our Lord;—Vishnoo, who, by the first +of his ten earthly incarnations, has for ever set apart and sanctified +the whale. When Brahma, or the God of Gods, saith the Shaster, resolved +to recreate the world after one of its periodical dissolutions, he gave +birth to Vishnoo, to preside over the work; but the Vedas, or mystical +books, whose perusal would seem to have been indispensable to Vishnoo +before beginning the creation, and which therefore must have contained +something in the shape of practical hints to young architects, these +Vedas were lying at the bottom of the waters; so Vishnoo became +incarnate in a whale, and sounding down in him to the uttermost depths, +rescued the sacred volumes. Was not this Vishnoo a whaleman, then? even +as a man who rides a horse is called a horseman? + +Perseus, St. George, Hercules, Jonah, and Vishnoo! there’s a +member-roll for you! What club but the whaleman’s can head off like +that? + + +CHAPTER 83. Jonah Historically Regarded. + +Reference was made to the historical story of Jonah and the whale in +the preceding chapter. Now some Nantucketers rather distrust this +historical story of Jonah and the whale. But then there were some +sceptical Greeks and Romans, who, standing out from the orthodox pagans +of their times, equally doubted the story of Hercules and the whale, +and Arion and the dolphin; and yet their doubting those traditions did +not make those traditions one whit the less facts, for all that. + +One old Sag-Harbor whaleman’s chief reason for questioning the Hebrew +story was this:—He had one of those quaint old-fashioned Bibles, +embellished with curious, unscientific plates; one of which represented +Jonah’s whale with two spouts in his head—a peculiarity only true with +respect to a species of the Leviathan (the Right Whale, and the +varieties of that order), concerning which the fishermen have this +saying, “A penny roll would choke him”; his swallow is so very small. +But, to this, Bishop Jebb’s anticipative answer is ready. It is not +necessary, hints the Bishop, that we consider Jonah as tombed in the +whale’s belly, but as temporarily lodged in some part of his mouth. And +this seems reasonable enough in the good Bishop. For truly, the Right +Whale’s mouth would accommodate a couple of whist-tables, and +comfortably seat all the players. Possibly, too, Jonah might have +ensconced himself in a hollow tooth; but, on second thoughts, the Right +Whale is toothless. + +Another reason which Sag-Harbor (he went by that name) urged for his +want of faith in this matter of the prophet, was something obscurely in +reference to his incarcerated body and the whale’s gastric juices. But +this objection likewise falls to the ground, because a German exegetist +supposes that Jonah must have taken refuge in the floating body of a +_dead_ whale—even as the French soldiers in the Russian campaign turned +their dead horses into tents, and crawled into them. Besides, it has +been divined by other continental commentators, that when Jonah was +thrown overboard from the Joppa ship, he straightway effected his +escape to another vessel near by, some vessel with a whale for a +figure-head; and, I would add, possibly called “The Whale,” as some +craft are nowadays christened the “Shark,” the “Gull,” the “Eagle.” Nor +have there been wanting learned exegetists who have opined that the +whale mentioned in the book of Jonah merely meant a life-preserver—an +inflated bag of wind—which the endangered prophet swam to, and so was +saved from a watery doom. Poor Sag-Harbor, therefore, seems worsted all +round. But he had still another reason for his want of faith. It was +this, if I remember right: Jonah was swallowed by the whale in the +Mediterranean Sea, and after three days he was vomited up somewhere +within three days’ journey of Nineveh, a city on the Tigris, very much +more than three days’ journey across from the nearest point of the +Mediterranean coast. How is that? + +But was there no other way for the whale to land the prophet within +that short distance of Nineveh? Yes. He might have carried him round by +the way of the Cape of Good Hope. But not to speak of the passage +through the whole length of the Mediterranean, and another passage up +the Persian Gulf and Red Sea, such a supposition would involve the +complete circumnavigation of all Africa in three days, not to speak of +the Tigris waters, near the site of Nineveh, being too shallow for any +whale to swim in. Besides, this idea of Jonah’s weathering the Cape of +Good Hope at so early a day would wrest the honor of the discovery of +that great headland from Bartholomew Diaz, its reputed discoverer, and +so make modern history a liar. + +But all these foolish arguments of old Sag-Harbor only evinced his +foolish pride of reason—a thing still more reprehensible in him, seeing +that he had but little learning except what he had picked up from the +sun and the sea. I say it only shows his foolish, impious pride, and +abominable, devilish rebellion against the reverend clergy. For by a +Portuguese Catholic priest, this very idea of Jonah’s going to Nineveh +via the Cape of Good Hope was advanced as a signal magnification of the +general miracle. And so it was. Besides, to this day, the highly +enlightened Turks devoutly believe in the historical story of Jonah. +And some three centuries ago, an English traveller in old Harris’s +Voyages, speaks of a Turkish Mosque built in honor of Jonah, in which +Mosque was a miraculous lamp that burnt without any oil. + + +CHAPTER 84. Pitchpoling. + +To make them run easily and swiftly, the axles of carriages are +anointed; and for much the same purpose, some whalers perform an +analogous operation upon their boat; they grease the bottom. Nor is it +to be doubted that as such a procedure can do no harm, it may possibly +be of no contemptible advantage; considering that oil and water are +hostile; that oil is a sliding thing, and that the object in view is to +make the boat slide bravely. Queequeg believed strongly in anointing +his boat, and one morning not long after the German ship Jungfrau +disappeared, took more than customary pains in that occupation; +crawling under its bottom, where it hung over the side, and rubbing in +the unctuousness as though diligently seeking to insure a crop of hair +from the craft’s bald keel. He seemed to be working in obedience to +some particular presentiment. Nor did it remain unwarranted by the +event. + +Towards noon whales were raised; but so soon as the ship sailed down to +them, they turned and fled with swift precipitancy; a disordered +flight, as of Cleopatra’s barges from Actium. + +Nevertheless, the boats pursued, and Stubb’s was foremost. By great +exertion, Tashtego at last succeeded in planting one iron; but the +stricken whale, without at all sounding, still continued his horizontal +flight, with added fleetness. Such unintermitted strainings upon the +planted iron must sooner or later inevitably extract it. It became +imperative to lance the flying whale, or be content to lose him. But to +haul the boat up to his flank was impossible, he swam so fast and +furious. What then remained? + +Of all the wondrous devices and dexterities, the sleights of hand and +countless subtleties, to which the veteran whaleman is so often forced, +none exceed that fine manœuvre with the lance called pitchpoling. Small +sword, or broad sword, in all its exercises boasts nothing like it. It +is only indispensable with an inveterate running whale; its grand fact +and feature is the wonderful distance to which the long lance is +accurately darted from a violently rocking, jerking boat, under extreme +headway. Steel and wood included, the entire spear is some ten or +twelve feet in length; the staff is much slighter than that of the +harpoon, and also of a lighter material—pine. It is furnished with a +small rope called a warp, of considerable length, by which it can be +hauled back to the hand after darting. + +But before going further, it is important to mention here, that though +the harpoon may be pitchpoled in the same way with the lance, yet it is +seldom done; and when done, is still less frequently successful, on +account of the greater weight and inferior length of the harpoon as +compared with the lance, which in effect become serious drawbacks. As a +general thing, therefore, you must first get fast to a whale, before +any pitchpoling comes into play. + +Look now at Stubb; a man who from his humorous, deliberate coolness and +equanimity in the direst emergencies, was specially qualified to excel +in pitchpoling. Look at him; he stands upright in the tossed bow of the +flying boat; wrapt in fleecy foam, the towing whale is forty feet +ahead. Handling the long lance lightly, glancing twice or thrice along +its length to see if it be exactly straight, Stubb whistlingly gathers +up the coil of the warp in one hand, so as to secure its free end in +his grasp, leaving the rest unobstructed. Then holding the lance full +before his waistband’s middle, he levels it at the whale; when, +covering him with it, he steadily depresses the butt-end in his hand, +thereby elevating the point till the weapon stands fairly balanced upon +his palm, fifteen feet in the air. He minds you somewhat of a juggler, +balancing a long staff on his chin. Next moment with a rapid, nameless +impulse, in a superb lofty arch the bright steel spans the foaming +distance, and quivers in the life spot of the whale. Instead of +sparkling water, he now spouts red blood. + +“That drove the spigot out of him!” cried Stubb. “’Tis July’s immortal +Fourth; all fountains must run wine today! Would now, it were old +Orleans whiskey, or old Ohio, or unspeakable old Monongahela! Then, +Tashtego, lad, I’d have ye hold a canakin to the jet, and we’d drink +round it! Yea, verily, hearts alive, we’d brew choice punch in the +spread of his spout-hole there, and from that live punch-bowl quaff the +living stuff.” + +Again and again to such gamesome talk, the dexterous dart is repeated, +the spear returning to its master like a greyhound held in skilful +leash. The agonized whale goes into his flurry; the tow-line is +slackened, and the pitchpoler dropping astern, folds his hands, and +mutely watches the monster die. + + +CHAPTER 85. The Fountain. + +That for six thousand years—and no one knows how many millions of ages +before—the great whales should have been spouting all over the sea, and +sprinkling and mistifying the gardens of the deep, as with so many +sprinkling or mistifying pots; and that for some centuries back, +thousands of hunters should have been close by the fountain of the +whale, watching these sprinklings and spoutings—that all this should +be, and yet, that down to this blessed minute (fifteen and a quarter +minutes past one o’clock P.M. of this sixteenth day of December, A.D. +1851), it should still remain a problem, whether these spoutings are, +after all, really water, or nothing but vapor—this is surely a +noteworthy thing. + +Let us, then, look at this matter, along with some interesting items +contingent. Every one knows that by the peculiar cunning of their +gills, the finny tribes in general breathe the air which at all times +is combined with the element in which they swim; hence, a herring or a +cod might live a century, and never once raise its head above the +surface. But owing to his marked internal structure which gives him +regular lungs, like a human being’s, the whale can only live by +inhaling the disengaged air in the open atmosphere. Wherefore the +necessity for his periodical visits to the upper world. But he cannot +in any degree breathe through his mouth, for, in his ordinary attitude, +the Sperm Whale’s mouth is buried at least eight feet beneath the +surface; and what is still more, his windpipe has no connexion with his +mouth. No, he breathes through his spiracle alone; and this is on the +top of his head. + +If I say, that in any creature breathing is only a function +indispensable to vitality, inasmuch as it withdraws from the air a +certain element, which being subsequently brought into contact with the +blood imparts to the blood its vivifying principle, I do not think I +shall err; though I may possibly use some superfluous scientific words. +Assume it, and it follows that if all the blood in a man could be +aerated with one breath, he might then seal up his nostrils and not +fetch another for a considerable time. That is to say, he would then +live without breathing. Anomalous as it may seem, this is precisely the +case with the whale, who systematically lives, by intervals, his full +hour and more (when at the bottom) without drawing a single breath, or +so much as in any way inhaling a particle of air; for, remember, he has +no gills. How is this? Between his ribs and on each side of his spine +he is supplied with a remarkable involved Cretan labyrinth of +vermicelli-like vessels, which vessels, when he quits the surface, are +completely distended with oxygenated blood. So that for an hour or +more, a thousand fathoms in the sea, he carries a surplus stock of +vitality in him, just as the camel crossing the waterless desert +carries a surplus supply of drink for future use in its four +supplementary stomachs. The anatomical fact of this labyrinth is +indisputable; and that the supposition founded upon it is reasonable +and true, seems the more cogent to me, when I consider the otherwise +inexplicable obstinacy of that leviathan in _having his spoutings out_, +as the fishermen phrase it. This is what I mean. If unmolested, upon +rising to the surface, the Sperm Whale will continue there for a period +of time exactly uniform with all his other unmolested risings. Say he +stays eleven minutes, and jets seventy times, that is, respires seventy +breaths; then whenever he rises again, he will be sure to have his +seventy breaths over again, to a minute. Now, if after he fetches a few +breaths you alarm him, so that he sounds, he will be always dodging up +again to make good his regular allowance of air. And not till those +seventy breaths are told, will he finally go down to stay out his full +term below. Remark, however, that in different individuals these rates +are different; but in any one they are alike. Now, why should the whale +thus insist upon having his spoutings out, unless it be to replenish +his reservoir of air, ere descending for good? How obvious is it, too, +that this necessity for the whale’s rising exposes him to all the fatal +hazards of the chase. For not by hook or by net could this vast +leviathan be caught, when sailing a thousand fathoms beneath the +sunlight. Not so much thy skill, then, O hunter, as the great +necessities that strike the victory to thee! + +In man, breathing is incessantly going on—one breath only serving for +two or three pulsations; so that whatever other business he has to +attend to, waking or sleeping, breathe he must, or die he will. But the +Sperm Whale only breathes about one seventh or Sunday of his time. + +It has been said that the whale only breathes through his spout-hole; +if it could truthfully be added that his spouts are mixed with water, +then I opine we should be furnished with the reason why his sense of +smell seems obliterated in him; for the only thing about him that at +all answers to his nose is that identical spout-hole; and being so +clogged with two elements, it could not be expected to have the power +of smelling. But owing to the mystery of the spout—whether it be water +or whether it be vapor—no absolute certainty can as yet be arrived at +on this head. Sure it is, nevertheless, that the Sperm Whale has no +proper olfactories. But what does he want of them? No roses, no +violets, no Cologne-water in the sea. + +Furthermore, as his windpipe solely opens into the tube of his spouting +canal, and as that long canal—like the grand Erie Canal—is furnished +with a sort of locks (that open and shut) for the downward retention of +air or the upward exclusion of water, therefore the whale has no voice; +unless you insult him by saying, that when he so strangely rumbles, he +talks through his nose. But then again, what has the whale to say? +Seldom have I known any profound being that had anything to say to this +world, unless forced to stammer out something by way of getting a +living. Oh! happy that the world is such an excellent listener! + +Now, the spouting canal of the Sperm Whale, chiefly intended as it is +for the conveyance of air, and for several feet laid along, +horizontally, just beneath the upper surface of his head, and a little +to one side; this curious canal is very much like a gas-pipe laid down +in a city on one side of a street. But the question returns whether +this gas-pipe is also a water-pipe; in other words, whether the spout +of the Sperm Whale is the mere vapor of the exhaled breath, or whether +that exhaled breath is mixed with water taken in at the mouth, and +discharged through the spiracle. It is certain that the mouth +indirectly communicates with the spouting canal; but it cannot be +proved that this is for the purpose of discharging water through the +spiracle. Because the greatest necessity for so doing would seem to be, +when in feeding he accidentally takes in water. But the Sperm Whale’s +food is far beneath the surface, and there he cannot spout even if he +would. Besides, if you regard him very closely, and time him with your +watch, you will find that when unmolested, there is an undeviating +rhyme between the periods of his jets and the ordinary periods of +respiration. + +But why pester one with all this reasoning on the subject? Speak out! +You have seen him spout; then declare what the spout is; can you not +tell water from air? My dear sir, in this world it is not so easy to +settle these plain things. I have ever found your plain things the +knottiest of all. And as for this whale spout, you might almost stand +in it, and yet be undecided as to what it is precisely. + +The central body of it is hidden in the snowy sparkling mist enveloping +it; and how can you certainly tell whether any water falls from it, +when, always, when you are close enough to a whale to get a close view +of his spout, he is in a prodigious commotion, the water cascading all +around him. And if at such times you should think that you really +perceived drops of moisture in the spout, how do you know that they are +not merely condensed from its vapor; or how do you know that they are +not those identical drops superficially lodged in the spout-hole +fissure, which is countersunk into the summit of the whale’s head? For +even when tranquilly swimming through the mid-day sea in a calm, with +his elevated hump sun-dried as a dromedary’s in the desert; even then, +the whale always carries a small basin of water on his head, as under a +blazing sun you will sometimes see a cavity in a rock filled up with +rain. + +Nor is it at all prudent for the hunter to be over curious touching the +precise nature of the whale spout. It will not do for him to be peering +into it, and putting his face in it. You cannot go with your pitcher to +this fountain and fill it, and bring it away. For even when coming into +slight contact with the outer, vapory shreds of the jet, which will +often happen, your skin will feverishly smart, from the acridness of +the thing so touching it. And I know one, who coming into still closer +contact with the spout, whether with some scientific object in view, or +otherwise, I cannot say, the skin peeled off from his cheek and arm. +Wherefore, among whalemen, the spout is deemed poisonous; they try to +evade it. Another thing; I have heard it said, and I do not much doubt +it, that if the jet is fairly spouted into your eyes, it will blind +you. The wisest thing the investigator can do then, it seems to me, is +to let this deadly spout alone. + +Still, we can hypothesize, even if we cannot prove and establish. My +hypothesis is this: that the spout is nothing but mist. And besides +other reasons, to this conclusion I am impelled, by considerations +touching the great inherent dignity and sublimity of the Sperm Whale; I +account him no common, shallow being, inasmuch as it is an undisputed +fact that he is never found on soundings, or near shores; all other +whales sometimes are. He is both ponderous and profound. And I am +convinced that from the heads of all ponderous profound beings, such as +Plato, Pyrrho, the Devil, Jupiter, Dante, and so on, there always goes +up a certain semi-visible steam, while in the act of thinking deep +thoughts. While composing a little treatise on Eternity, I had the +curiosity to place a mirror before me; and ere long saw reflected +there, a curious involved worming and undulation in the atmosphere over +my head. The invariable moisture of my hair, while plunged in deep +thought, after six cups of hot tea in my thin shingled attic, of an +August noon; this seems an additional argument for the above +supposition. + +And how nobly it raises our conceit of the mighty, misty monster, to +behold him solemnly sailing through a calm tropical sea; his vast, mild +head overhung by a canopy of vapor, engendered by his incommunicable +contemplations, and that vapor—as you will sometimes see it—glorified +by a rainbow, as if Heaven itself had put its seal upon his thoughts. +For, d’ye see, rainbows do not visit the clear air; they only irradiate +vapor. And so, through all the thick mists of the dim doubts in my +mind, divine intuitions now and then shoot, enkindling my fog with a +heavenly ray. And for this I thank God; for all have doubts; many deny; +but doubts or denials, few along with them, have intuitions. Doubts of +all things earthly, and intuitions of some things heavenly; this +combination makes neither believer nor infidel, but makes a man who +regards them both with equal eye. + + +CHAPTER 86. The Tail. + +Other poets have warbled the praises of the soft eye of the antelope, +and the lovely plumage of the bird that never alights; less celestial, +I celebrate a tail. + +Reckoning the largest sized Sperm Whale’s tail to begin at that point +of the trunk where it tapers to about the girth of a man, it comprises +upon its upper surface alone, an area of at least fifty square feet. +The compact round body of its root expands into two broad, firm, flat +palms or flukes, gradually shoaling away to less than an inch in +thickness. At the crotch or junction, these flukes slightly overlap, +then sideways recede from each other like wings, leaving a wide vacancy +between. In no living thing are the lines of beauty more exquisitely +defined than in the crescentic borders of these flukes. At its utmost +expansion in the full grown whale, the tail will considerably exceed +twenty feet across. + +The entire member seems a dense webbed bed of welded sinews; but cut +into it, and you find that three distinct strata compose it:—upper, +middle, and lower. The fibres in the upper and lower layers, are long +and horizontal; those of the middle one, very short, and running +crosswise between the outside layers. This triune structure, as much as +anything else, imparts power to the tail. To the student of old Roman +walls, the middle layer will furnish a curious parallel to the thin +course of tiles always alternating with the stone in those wonderful +relics of the antique, and which undoubtedly contribute so much to the +great strength of the masonry. + +But as if this vast local power in the tendinous tail were not enough, +the whole bulk of the leviathan is knit over with a warp and woof of +muscular fibres and filaments, which passing on either side the loins +and running down into the flukes, insensibly blend with them, and +largely contribute to their might; so that in the tail the confluent +measureless force of the whole whale seems concentrated to a point. +Could annihilation occur to matter, this were the thing to do it. + +Nor does this—its amazing strength, at all tend to cripple the graceful +flexion of its motions; where infantileness of ease undulates through a +Titanism of power. On the contrary, those motions derive their most +appalling beauty from it. Real strength never impairs beauty or +harmony, but it often bestows it; and in everything imposingly +beautiful, strength has much to do with the magic. Take away the tied +tendons that all over seem bursting from the marble in the carved +Hercules, and its charm would be gone. As devout Eckerman lifted the +linen sheet from the naked corpse of Goethe, he was overwhelmed with +the massive chest of the man, that seemed as a Roman triumphal arch. +When Angelo paints even God the Father in human form, mark what +robustness is there. And whatever they may reveal of the divine love in +the Son, the soft, curled, hermaphroditical Italian pictures, in which +his idea has been most successfully embodied; these pictures, so +destitute as they are of all brawniness, hint nothing of any power, but +the mere negative, feminine one of submission and endurance, which on +all hands it is conceded, form the peculiar practical virtues of his +teachings. + +Such is the subtle elasticity of the organ I treat of, that whether +wielded in sport, or in earnest, or in anger, whatever be the mood it +be in, its flexions are invariably marked by exceeding grace. Therein +no fairy’s arm can transcend it. + +Five great motions are peculiar to it. First, when used as a fin for +progression; Second, when used as a mace in battle; Third, in sweeping; +Fourth, in lobtailing; Fifth, in peaking flukes. + +First: Being horizontal in its position, the Leviathan’s tail acts in a +different manner from the tails of all other sea creatures. It never +wriggles. In man or fish, wriggling is a sign of inferiority. To the +whale, his tail is the sole means of propulsion. Scroll-wise coiled +forwards beneath the body, and then rapidly sprung backwards, it is +this which gives that singular darting, leaping motion to the monster +when furiously swimming. His side-fins only serve to steer by. + +Second: It is a little significant, that while one sperm whale only +fights another sperm whale with his head and jaw, nevertheless, in his +conflicts with man, he chiefly and contemptuously uses his tail. In +striking at a boat, he swiftly curves away his flukes from it, and the +blow is only inflicted by the recoil. If it be made in the unobstructed +air, especially if it descend to its mark, the stroke is then simply +irresistible. No ribs of man or boat can withstand it. Your only +salvation lies in eluding it; but if it comes sideways through the +opposing water, then partly owing to the light buoyancy of the +whale-boat, and the elasticity of its materials, a cracked rib or a +dashed plank or two, a sort of stitch in the side, is generally the +most serious result. These submerged side blows are so often received +in the fishery, that they are accounted mere child’s play. Some one +strips off a frock, and the hole is stopped. + +Third: I cannot demonstrate it, but it seems to me, that in the whale +the sense of touch is concentrated in the tail; for in this respect +there is a delicacy in it only equalled by the daintiness of the +elephant’s trunk. This delicacy is chiefly evinced in the action of +sweeping, when in maidenly gentleness the whale with a certain soft +slowness moves his immense flukes from side to side upon the surface of +the sea; and if he feel but a sailor’s whisker, woe to that sailor, +whiskers and all. What tenderness there is in that preliminary touch! +Had this tail any prehensile power, I should straightway bethink me of +Darmonodes’ elephant that so frequented the flower-market, and with low +salutations presented nosegays to damsels, and then caressed their +zones. On more accounts than one, a pity it is that the whale does not +possess this prehensile virtue in his tail; for I have heard of yet +another elephant, that when wounded in the fight, curved round his +trunk and extracted the dart. + +Fourth: Stealing unawares upon the whale in the fancied security of the +middle of solitary seas, you find him unbent from the vast corpulence +of his dignity, and kitten-like, he plays on the ocean as if it were a +hearth. But still you see his power in his play. The broad palms of his +tail are flirted high into the air; then smiting the surface, the +thunderous concussion resounds for miles. You would almost think a +great gun had been discharged; and if you noticed the light wreath of +vapor from the spiracle at his other extremity, you would think that +that was the smoke from the touch-hole. + +Fifth: As in the ordinary floating posture of the leviathan the flukes +lie considerably below the level of his back, they are then completely +out of sight beneath the surface; but when he is about to plunge into +the deeps, his entire flukes with at least thirty feet of his body are +tossed erect in the air, and so remain vibrating a moment, till they +downwards shoot out of view. Excepting the sublime _breach_—somewhere +else to be described—this peaking of the whale’s flukes is perhaps the +grandest sight to be seen in all animated nature. Out of the bottomless +profundities the gigantic tail seems spasmodically snatching at the +highest heaven. So in dreams, have I seen majestic Satan thrusting +forth his tormented colossal claw from the flame Baltic of Hell. But in +gazing at such scenes, it is all in all what mood you are in; if in the +Dantean, the devils will occur to you; if in that of Isaiah, the +archangels. Standing at the mast-head of my ship during a sunrise that +crimsoned sky and sea, I once saw a large herd of whales in the east, +all heading towards the sun, and for a moment vibrating in concert with +peaked flukes. As it seemed to me at the time, such a grand embodiment +of adoration of the gods was never beheld, even in Persia, the home of +the fire worshippers. As Ptolemy Philopater testified of the African +elephant, I then testified of the whale, pronouncing him the most +devout of all beings. For according to King Juba, the military +elephants of antiquity often hailed the morning with their trunks +uplifted in the profoundest silence. + +The chance comparison in this chapter, between the whale and the +elephant, so far as some aspects of the tail of the one and the trunk +of the other are concerned, should not tend to place those two opposite +organs on an equality, much less the creatures to which they +respectively belong. For as the mightiest elephant is but a terrier to +Leviathan, so, compared with Leviathan’s tail, his trunk is but the +stalk of a lily. The most direful blow from the elephant’s trunk were +as the playful tap of a fan, compared with the measureless crush and +crash of the sperm whale’s ponderous flukes, which in repeated +instances have one after the other hurled entire boats with all their +oars and crews into the air, very much as an Indian juggler tosses his +balls.* + +*Though all comparison in the way of general bulk between the whale and +the elephant is preposterous, inasmuch as in that particular the +elephant stands in much the same respect to the whale that a dog does +to the elephant; nevertheless, there are not wanting some points of +curious similitude; among these is the spout. It is well known that the +elephant will often draw up water or dust in his trunk, and then +elevating it, jet it forth in a stream. + +The more I consider this mighty tail, the more do I deplore my +inability to express it. At times there are gestures in it, which, +though they would well grace the hand of man, remain wholly +inexplicable. In an extensive herd, so remarkable, occasionally, are +these mystic gestures, that I have heard hunters who have declared them +akin to Free-Mason signs and symbols; that the whale, indeed, by these +methods intelligently conversed with the world. Nor are there wanting +other motions of the whale in his general body, full of strangeness, +and unaccountable to his most experienced assailant. Dissect him how I +may, then, I but go skin deep; I know him not, and never will. But if I +know not even the tail of this whale, how understand his head? much +more, how comprehend his face, when face he has none? Thou shalt see my +back parts, my tail, he seems to say, but my face shall not be seen. +But I cannot completely make out his back parts; and hint what he will +about his face, I say again he has no face. + + +CHAPTER 87. The Grand Armada. + +The long and narrow peninsula of Malacca, extending south-eastward from +the territories of Birmah, forms the most southerly point of all Asia. +In a continuous line from that peninsula stretch the long islands of +Sumatra, Java, Bally, and Timor; which, with many others, form a vast +mole, or rampart, lengthwise connecting Asia with Australia, and +dividing the long unbroken Indian ocean from the thickly studded +oriental archipelagoes. This rampart is pierced by several sally-ports +for the convenience of ships and whales; conspicuous among which are +the straits of Sunda and Malacca. By the straits of Sunda, chiefly, +vessels bound to China from the west, emerge into the China seas. + +Those narrow straits of Sunda divide Sumatra from Java; and standing +midway in that vast rampart of islands, buttressed by that bold green +promontory, known to seamen as Java Head; they not a little correspond +to the central gateway opening into some vast walled empire: and +considering the inexhaustible wealth of spices, and silks, and jewels, +and gold, and ivory, with which the thousand islands of that oriental +sea are enriched, it seems a significant provision of nature, that such +treasures, by the very formation of the land, should at least bear the +appearance, however ineffectual, of being guarded from the all-grasping +western world. The shores of the Straits of Sunda are unsupplied with +those domineering fortresses which guard the entrances to the +Mediterranean, the Baltic, and the Propontis. Unlike the Danes, these +Orientals do not demand the obsequious homage of lowered top-sails from +the endless procession of ships before the wind, which for centuries +past, by night and by day, have passed between the islands of Sumatra +and Java, freighted with the costliest cargoes of the east. But while +they freely waive a ceremonial like this, they do by no means renounce +their claim to more solid tribute. + +Time out of mind the piratical proas of the Malays, lurking among the +low shaded coves and islets of Sumatra, have sallied out upon the +vessels sailing through the straits, fiercely demanding tribute at the +point of their spears. Though by the repeated bloody chastisements they +have received at the hands of European cruisers, the audacity of these +corsairs has of late been somewhat repressed; yet, even at the present +day, we occasionally hear of English and American vessels, which, in +those waters, have been remorselessly boarded and pillaged. + +With a fair, fresh wind, the Pequod was now drawing nigh to these +straits; Ahab purposing to pass through them into the Javan sea, and +thence, cruising northwards, over waters known to be frequented here +and there by the Sperm Whale, sweep inshore by the Philippine Islands, +and gain the far coast of Japan, in time for the great whaling season +there. By these means, the circumnavigating Pequod would sweep almost +all the known Sperm Whale cruising grounds of the world, previous to +descending upon the Line in the Pacific; where Ahab, though everywhere +else foiled in his pursuit, firmly counted upon giving battle to Moby +Dick, in the sea he was most known to frequent; and at a season when he +might most reasonably be presumed to be haunting it. + +But how now? in this zoned quest, does Ahab touch no land? does his +crew drink air? Surely, he will stop for water. Nay. For a long time, +now, the circus-running sun has raced within his fiery ring, and needs +no sustenance but what’s in himself. So Ahab. Mark this, too, in the +whaler. While other hulls are loaded down with alien stuff, to be +transferred to foreign wharves; the world-wandering whale-ship carries +no cargo but herself and crew, their weapons and their wants. She has a +whole lake’s contents bottled in her ample hold. She is ballasted with +utilities; not altogether with unusable pig-lead and kentledge. She +carries years’ water in her. Clear old prime Nantucket water; which, +when three years afloat, the Nantucketer, in the Pacific, prefers to +drink before the brackish fluid, but yesterday rafted off in casks, +from the Peruvian or Indian streams. Hence it is, that, while other +ships may have gone to China from New York, and back again, touching at +a score of ports, the whale-ship, in all that interval, may not have +sighted one grain of soil; her crew having seen no man but floating +seamen like themselves. So that did you carry them the news that +another flood had come; they would only answer—“Well, boys, here’s the +ark!” + +Now, as many Sperm Whales had been captured off the western coast of +Java, in the near vicinity of the Straits of Sunda; indeed, as most of +the ground, roundabout, was generally recognised by the fishermen as an +excellent spot for cruising; therefore, as the Pequod gained more and +more upon Java Head, the look-outs were repeatedly hailed, and +admonished to keep wide awake. But though the green palmy cliffs of the +land soon loomed on the starboard bow, and with delighted nostrils the +fresh cinnamon was snuffed in the air, yet not a single jet was +descried. Almost renouncing all thought of falling in with any game +hereabouts, the ship had well nigh entered the straits, when the +customary cheering cry was heard from aloft, and ere long a spectacle +of singular magnificence saluted us. + +But here be it premised, that owing to the unwearied activity with +which of late they have been hunted over all four oceans, the Sperm +Whales, instead of almost invariably sailing in small detached +companies, as in former times, are now frequently met with in extensive +herds, sometimes embracing so great a multitude, that it would almost +seem as if numerous nations of them had sworn solemn league and +covenant for mutual assistance and protection. To this aggregation of +the Sperm Whale into such immense caravans, may be imputed the +circumstance that even in the best cruising grounds, you may now +sometimes sail for weeks and months together, without being greeted by +a single spout; and then be suddenly saluted by what sometimes seems +thousands on thousands. + +Broad on both bows, at the distance of some two or three miles, and +forming a great semicircle, embracing one half of the level horizon, a +continuous chain of whale-jets were up-playing and sparkling in the +noon-day air. Unlike the straight perpendicular twin-jets of the Right +Whale, which, dividing at top, fall over in two branches, like the +cleft drooping boughs of a willow, the single forward-slanting spout of +the Sperm Whale presents a thick curled bush of white mist, continually +rising and falling away to leeward. + +Seen from the Pequod’s deck, then, as she would rise on a high hill of +the sea, this host of vapory spouts, individually curling up into the +air, and beheld through a blending atmosphere of bluish haze, showed +like the thousand cheerful chimneys of some dense metropolis, descried +of a balmy autumnal morning, by some horseman on a height. + +As marching armies approaching an unfriendly defile in the mountains, +accelerate their march, all eagerness to place that perilous passage in +their rear, and once more expand in comparative security upon the +plain; even so did this vast fleet of whales now seem hurrying forward +through the straits; gradually contracting the wings of their +semicircle, and swimming on, in one solid, but still crescentic centre. + +Crowding all sail the Pequod pressed after them; the harpooneers +handling their weapons, and loudly cheering from the heads of their yet +suspended boats. If the wind only held, little doubt had they, that +chased through these Straits of Sunda, the vast host would only deploy +into the Oriental seas to witness the capture of not a few of their +number. And who could tell whether, in that congregated caravan, Moby +Dick himself might not temporarily be swimming, like the worshipped +white-elephant in the coronation procession of the Siamese! So with +stun-sail piled on stun-sail, we sailed along, driving these leviathans +before us; when, of a sudden, the voice of Tashtego was heard, loudly +directing attention to something in our wake. + +Corresponding to the crescent in our van, we beheld another in our +rear. It seemed formed of detached white vapors, rising and falling +something like the spouts of the whales; only they did not so +completely come and go; for they constantly hovered, without finally +disappearing. Levelling his glass at this sight, Ahab quickly revolved +in his pivot-hole, crying, “Aloft there, and rig whips and buckets to +wet the sails;—Malays, sir, and after us!” + +As if too long lurking behind the headlands, till the Pequod should +fairly have entered the straits, these rascally Asiatics were now in +hot pursuit, to make up for their over-cautious delay. But when the +swift Pequod, with a fresh leading wind, was herself in hot chase; how +very kind of these tawny philanthropists to assist in speeding her on +to her own chosen pursuit,—mere riding-whips and rowels to her, that +they were. As with glass under arm, Ahab to-and-fro paced the deck; in +his forward turn beholding the monsters he chased, and in the after one +the bloodthirsty pirates chasing _him_; some such fancy as the above +seemed his. And when he glanced upon the green walls of the watery +defile in which the ship was then sailing, and bethought him that +through that gate lay the route to his vengeance, and beheld, how that +through that same gate he was now both chasing and being chased to his +deadly end; and not only that, but a herd of remorseless wild pirates +and inhuman atheistical devils were infernally cheering him on with +their curses;—when all these conceits had passed through his brain, +Ahab’s brow was left gaunt and ribbed, like the black sand beach after +some stormy tide has been gnawing it, without being able to drag the +firm thing from its place. + +But thoughts like these troubled very few of the reckless crew; and +when, after steadily dropping and dropping the pirates astern, the +Pequod at last shot by the vivid green Cockatoo Point on the Sumatra +side, emerging at last upon the broad waters beyond; then, the +harpooneers seemed more to grieve that the swift whales had been +gaining upon the ship, than to rejoice that the ship had so +victoriously gained upon the Malays. But still driving on in the wake +of the whales, at length they seemed abating their speed; gradually the +ship neared them; and the wind now dying away, word was passed to +spring to the boats. But no sooner did the herd, by some presumed +wonderful instinct of the Sperm Whale, become notified of the three +keels that were after them,—though as yet a mile in their rear,—than +they rallied again, and forming in close ranks and battalions, so that +their spouts all looked like flashing lines of stacked bayonets, moved +on with redoubled velocity. + +Stripped to our shirts and drawers, we sprang to the white-ash, and +after several hours’ pulling were almost disposed to renounce the +chase, when a general pausing commotion among the whales gave animating +token that they were now at last under the influence of that strange +perplexity of inert irresolution, which, when the fishermen perceive it +in the whale, they say he is gallied. The compact martial columns in +which they had been hitherto rapidly and steadily swimming, were now +broken up in one measureless rout; and like King Porus’ elephants in +the Indian battle with Alexander, they seemed going mad with +consternation. In all directions expanding in vast irregular circles, +and aimlessly swimming hither and thither, by their short thick +spoutings, they plainly betrayed their distraction of panic. This was +still more strangely evinced by those of their number, who, completely +paralysed as it were, helplessly floated like water-logged dismantled +ships on the sea. Had these Leviathans been but a flock of simple +sheep, pursued over the pasture by three fierce wolves, they could not +possibly have evinced such excessive dismay. But this occasional +timidity is characteristic of almost all herding creatures. Though +banding together in tens of thousands, the lion-maned buffaloes of the +West have fled before a solitary horseman. Witness, too, all human +beings, how when herded together in the sheepfold of a theatre’s pit, +they will, at the slightest alarm of fire, rush helter-skelter for the +outlets, crowding, trampling, jamming, and remorselessly dashing each +other to death. Best, therefore, withhold any amazement at the +strangely gallied whales before us, for there is no folly of the beasts +of the earth which is not infinitely outdone by the madness of men. + +Though many of the whales, as has been said, were in violent motion, +yet it is to be observed that as a whole the herd neither advanced nor +retreated, but collectively remained in one place. As is customary in +those cases, the boats at once separated, each making for some one lone +whale on the outskirts of the shoal. In about three minutes’ time, +Queequeg’s harpoon was flung; the stricken fish darted blinding spray +in our faces, and then running away with us like light, steered +straight for the heart of the herd. Though such a movement on the part +of the whale struck under such circumstances, is in no wise +unprecedented; and indeed is almost always more or less anticipated; +yet does it present one of the more perilous vicissitudes of the +fishery. For as the swift monster drags you deeper and deeper into the +frantic shoal, you bid adieu to circumspect life and only exist in a +delirious throb. + +As, blind and deaf, the whale plunged forward, as if by sheer power of +speed to rid himself of the iron leech that had fastened to him; as we +thus tore a white gash in the sea, on all sides menaced as we flew, by +the crazed creatures to and fro rushing about us; our beset boat was +like a ship mobbed by ice-isles in a tempest, and striving to steer +through their complicated channels and straits, knowing not at what +moment it may be locked in and crushed. + +But not a bit daunted, Queequeg steered us manfully; now sheering off +from this monster directly across our route in advance; now edging away +from that, whose colossal flukes were suspended overhead, while all the +time, Starbuck stood up in the bows, lance in hand, pricking out of our +way whatever whales he could reach by short darts, for there was no +time to make long ones. Nor were the oarsmen quite idle, though their +wonted duty was now altogether dispensed with. They chiefly attended to +the shouting part of the business. “Out of the way, Commodore!” cried +one, to a great dromedary that of a sudden rose bodily to the surface, +and for an instant threatened to swamp us. “Hard down with your tail, +there!” cried a second to another, which, close to our gunwale, seemed +calmly cooling himself with his own fan-like extremity. + +All whaleboats carry certain curious contrivances, originally invented +by the Nantucket Indians, called druggs. Two thick squares of wood of +equal size are stoutly clenched together, so that they cross each +other’s grain at right angles; a line of considerable length is then +attached to the middle of this block, and the other end of the line +being looped, it can in a moment be fastened to a harpoon. It is +chiefly among gallied whales that this drugg is used. For then, more +whales are close round you than you can possibly chase at one time. But +sperm whales are not every day encountered; while you may, then, you +must kill all you can. And if you cannot kill them all at once, you +must wing them, so that they can be afterwards killed at your leisure. +Hence it is, that at times like these the drugg, comes into +requisition. Our boat was furnished with three of them. The first and +second were successfully darted, and we saw the whales staggeringly +running off, fettered by the enormous sidelong resistance of the towing +drugg. They were cramped like malefactors with the chain and ball. But +upon flinging the third, in the act of tossing overboard the clumsy +wooden block, it caught under one of the seats of the boat, and in an +instant tore it out and carried it away, dropping the oarsman in the +boat’s bottom as the seat slid from under him. On both sides the sea +came in at the wounded planks, but we stuffed two or three drawers and +shirts in, and so stopped the leaks for the time. + +It had been next to impossible to dart these drugged-harpoons, were it +not that as we advanced into the herd, our whale’s way greatly +diminished; moreover, that as we went still further and further from +the circumference of commotion, the direful disorders seemed waning. So +that when at last the jerking harpoon drew out, and the towing whale +sideways vanished; then, with the tapering force of his parting +momentum, we glided between two whales into the innermost heart of the +shoal, as if from some mountain torrent we had slid into a serene +valley lake. Here the storms in the roaring glens between the outermost +whales, were heard but not felt. In this central expanse the sea +presented that smooth satin-like surface, called a sleek, produced by +the subtle moisture thrown off by the whale in his more quiet moods. +Yes, we were now in that enchanted calm which they say lurks at the +heart of every commotion. And still in the distracted distance we +beheld the tumults of the outer concentric circles, and saw successive +pods of whales, eight or ten in each, swiftly going round and round, +like multiplied spans of horses in a ring; and so closely shoulder to +shoulder, that a Titanic circus-rider might easily have over-arched the +middle ones, and so have gone round on their backs. Owing to the +density of the crowd of reposing whales, more immediately surrounding +the embayed axis of the herd, no possible chance of escape was at +present afforded us. We must watch for a breach in the living wall that +hemmed us in; the wall that had only admitted us in order to shut us +up. Keeping at the centre of the lake, we were occasionally visited by +small tame cows and calves; the women and children of this routed host. + +Now, inclusive of the occasional wide intervals between the revolving +outer circles, and inclusive of the spaces between the various pods in +any one of those circles, the entire area at this juncture, embraced by +the whole multitude, must have contained at least two or three square +miles. At any rate—though indeed such a test at such a time might be +deceptive—spoutings might be discovered from our low boat that seemed +playing up almost from the rim of the horizon. I mention this +circumstance, because, as if the cows and calves had been purposely +locked up in this innermost fold; and as if the wide extent of the herd +had hitherto prevented them from learning the precise cause of its +stopping; or, possibly, being so young, unsophisticated, and every way +innocent and inexperienced; however it may have been, these smaller +whales—now and then visiting our becalmed boat from the margin of the +lake—evinced a wondrous fearlessness and confidence, or else a still +becharmed panic which it was impossible not to marvel at. Like +household dogs they came snuffling round us, right up to our gunwales, +and touching them; till it almost seemed that some spell had suddenly +domesticated them. Queequeg patted their foreheads; Starbuck scratched +their backs with his lance; but fearful of the consequences, for the +time refrained from darting it. + +But far beneath this wondrous world upon the surface, another and still +stranger world met our eyes as we gazed over the side. For, suspended +in those watery vaults, floated the forms of the nursing mothers of the +whales, and those that by their enormous girth seemed shortly to become +mothers. The lake, as I have hinted, was to a considerable depth +exceedingly transparent; and as human infants while suckling will +calmly and fixedly gaze away from the breast, as if leading two +different lives at the time; and while yet drawing mortal nourishment, +be still spiritually feasting upon some unearthly reminiscence;—even so +did the young of these whales seem looking up towards us, but not at +us, as if we were but a bit of Gulfweed in their new-born sight. +Floating on their sides, the mothers also seemed quietly eyeing us. One +of these little infants, that from certain queer tokens seemed hardly a +day old, might have measured some fourteen feet in length, and some six +feet in girth. He was a little frisky; though as yet his body seemed +scarce yet recovered from that irksome position it had so lately +occupied in the maternal reticule; where, tail to head, and all ready +for the final spring, the unborn whale lies bent like a Tartar’s bow. +The delicate side-fins, and the palms of his flukes, still freshly +retained the plaited crumpled appearance of a baby’s ears newly arrived +from foreign parts. + +“Line! line!” cried Queequeg, looking over the gunwale; “him fast! him +fast!—Who line him! Who struck?—Two whale; one big, one little!” + +“What ails ye, man?” cried Starbuck. + +“Look-e here,” said Queequeg, pointing down. + +As when the stricken whale, that from the tub has reeled out hundreds +of fathoms of rope; as, after deep sounding, he floats up again, and +shows the slackened curling line buoyantly rising and spiralling +towards the air; so now, Starbuck saw long coils of the umbilical cord +of Madame Leviathan, by which the young cub seemed still tethered to +its dam. Not seldom in the rapid vicissitudes of the chase, this +natural line, with the maternal end loose, becomes entangled with the +hempen one, so that the cub is thereby trapped. Some of the subtlest +secrets of the seas seemed divulged to us in this enchanted pond. We +saw young Leviathan amours in the deep.* + +*The sperm whale, as with all other species of the Leviathan, but +unlike most other fish, breeds indifferently at all seasons; after a +gestation which may probably be set down at nine months, producing but +one at a time; though in some few known instances giving birth to an +Esau and Jacob:—a contingency provided for in suckling by two teats, +curiously situated, one on each side of the anus; but the breasts +themselves extend upwards from that. When by chance these precious +parts in a nursing whale are cut by the hunter’s lance, the mother’s +pouring milk and blood rivallingly discolour the sea for rods. The milk +is very sweet and rich; it has been tasted by man; it might do well +with strawberries. When overflowing with mutual esteem, the whales +salute _more hominum_. + +And thus, though surrounded by circle upon circle of consternations and +affrights, did these inscrutable creatures at the centre freely and +fearlessly indulge in all peaceful concernments; yea, serenely revelled +in dalliance and delight. But even so, amid the tornadoed Atlantic of +my being, do I myself still for ever centrally disport in mute calm; +and while ponderous planets of unwaning woe revolve round me, deep down +and deep inland there I still bathe me in eternal mildness of joy. + +Meanwhile, as we thus lay entranced, the occasional sudden frantic +spectacles in the distance evinced the activity of the other boats, +still engaged in drugging the whales on the frontier of the host; or +possibly carrying on the war within the first circle, where abundance +of room and some convenient retreats were afforded them. But the sight +of the enraged drugged whales now and then blindly darting to and fro +across the circles, was nothing to what at last met our eyes. It is +sometimes the custom when fast to a whale more than commonly powerful +and alert, to seek to hamstring him, as it were, by sundering or +maiming his gigantic tail-tendon. It is done by darting a short-handled +cutting-spade, to which is attached a rope for hauling it back again. A +whale wounded (as we afterwards learned) in this part, but not +effectually, as it seemed, had broken away from the boat, carrying +along with him half of the harpoon line; and in the extraordinary agony +of the wound, he was now dashing among the revolving circles like the +lone mounted desperado Arnold, at the battle of Saratoga, carrying +dismay wherever he went. + +But agonizing as was the wound of this whale, and an appalling +spectacle enough, any way; yet the peculiar horror with which he seemed +to inspire the rest of the herd, was owing to a cause which at first +the intervening distance obscured from us. But at length we perceived +that by one of the unimaginable accidents of the fishery, this whale +had become entangled in the harpoon-line that he towed; he had also run +away with the cutting-spade in him; and while the free end of the rope +attached to that weapon, had permanently caught in the coils of the +harpoon-line round his tail, the cutting-spade itself had worked loose +from his flesh. So that tormented to madness, he was now churning +through the water, violently flailing with his flexible tail, and +tossing the keen spade about him, wounding and murdering his own +comrades. + +This terrific object seemed to recall the whole herd from their +stationary fright. First, the whales forming the margin of our lake +began to crowd a little, and tumble against each other, as if lifted by +half spent billows from afar; then the lake itself began faintly to +heave and swell; the submarine bridal-chambers and nurseries vanished; +in more and more contracting orbits the whales in the more central +circles began to swim in thickening clusters. Yes, the long calm was +departing. A low advancing hum was soon heard; and then like to the +tumultuous masses of block-ice when the great river Hudson breaks up in +Spring, the entire host of whales came tumbling upon their inner +centre, as if to pile themselves up in one common mountain. Instantly +Starbuck and Queequeg changed places; Starbuck taking the stern. + +“Oars! Oars!” he intensely whispered, seizing the helm—“gripe your +oars, and clutch your souls, now! My God, men, stand by! Shove him off, +you Queequeg—the whale there!—prick him!—hit him! Stand up—stand up, +and stay so! Spring, men—pull, men; never mind their backs—scrape +them!—scrape away!” + +The boat was now all but jammed between two vast black bulks, leaving a +narrow Dardanelles between their long lengths. But by desperate +endeavor we at last shot into a temporary opening; then giving way +rapidly, and at the same time earnestly watching for another outlet. +After many similar hair-breadth escapes, we at last swiftly glided into +what had just been one of the outer circles, but now crossed by random +whales, all violently making for one centre. This lucky salvation was +cheaply purchased by the loss of Queequeg’s hat, who, while standing in +the bows to prick the fugitive whales, had his hat taken clean from his +head by the air-eddy made by the sudden tossing of a pair of broad +flukes close by. + +Riotous and disordered as the universal commotion now was, it soon +resolved itself into what seemed a systematic movement; for having +clumped together at last in one dense body, they then renewed their +onward flight with augmented fleetness. Further pursuit was useless; +but the boats still lingered in their wake to pick up what drugged +whales might be dropped astern, and likewise to secure one which Flask +had killed and waifed. The waif is a pennoned pole, two or three of +which are carried by every boat; and which, when additional game is at +hand, are inserted upright into the floating body of a dead whale, both +to mark its place on the sea, and also as token of prior possession, +should the boats of any other ship draw near. + +The result of this lowering was somewhat illustrative of that sagacious +saying in the Fishery,—the more whales the less fish. Of all the +drugged whales only one was captured. The rest contrived to escape for +the time, but only to be taken, as will hereafter be seen, by some +other craft than the Pequod. + + +CHAPTER 88. Schools and Schoolmasters. + +The previous chapter gave account of an immense body or herd of Sperm +Whales, and there was also then given the probable cause inducing those +vast aggregations. + +Now, though such great bodies are at times encountered, yet, as must +have been seen, even at the present day, small detached bands are +occasionally observed, embracing from twenty to fifty individuals each. +Such bands are known as schools. They generally are of two sorts; those +composed almost entirely of females, and those mustering none but young +vigorous males, or bulls, as they are familiarly designated. + +In cavalier attendance upon the school of females, you invariably see a +male of full grown magnitude, but not old; who, upon any alarm, evinces +his gallantry by falling in the rear and covering the flight of his +ladies. In truth, this gentleman is a luxurious Ottoman, swimming about +over the watery world, surroundingly accompanied by all the solaces and +endearments of the harem. The contrast between this Ottoman and his +concubines is striking; because, while he is always of the largest +leviathanic proportions, the ladies, even at full growth, are not more +than one-third of the bulk of an average-sized male. They are +comparatively delicate, indeed; I dare say, not to exceed half a dozen +yards round the waist. Nevertheless, it cannot be denied, that upon the +whole they are hereditarily entitled to _en bon point_. + +It is very curious to watch this harem and its lord in their indolent +ramblings. Like fashionables, they are for ever on the move in +leisurely search of variety. You meet them on the Line in time for the +full flower of the Equatorial feeding season, having just returned, +perhaps, from spending the summer in the Northern seas, and so cheating +summer of all unpleasant weariness and warmth. By the time they have +lounged up and down the promenade of the Equator awhile, they start for +the Oriental waters in anticipation of the cool season there, and so +evade the other excessive temperature of the year. + +When serenely advancing on one of these journeys, if any strange +suspicious sights are seen, my lord whale keeps a wary eye on his +interesting family. Should any unwarrantably pert young Leviathan +coming that way, presume to draw confidentially close to one of the +ladies, with what prodigious fury the Bashaw assails him, and chases +him away! High times, indeed, if unprincipled young rakes like him are +to be permitted to invade the sanctity of domestic bliss; though do +what the Bashaw will, he cannot keep the most notorious Lothario out of +his bed; for, alas! all fish bed in common. As ashore, the ladies often +cause the most terrible duels among their rival admirers; just so with +the whales, who sometimes come to deadly battle, and all for love. They +fence with their long lower jaws, sometimes locking them together, and +so striving for the supremacy like elks that warringly interweave their +antlers. Not a few are captured having the deep scars of these +encounters,—furrowed heads, broken teeth, scolloped fins; and in some +instances, wrenched and dislocated mouths. + +But supposing the invader of domestic bliss to betake himself away at +the first rush of the harem’s lord, then is it very diverting to watch +that lord. Gently he insinuates his vast bulk among them again and +revels there awhile, still in tantalizing vicinity to young Lothario, +like pious Solomon devoutly worshipping among his thousand concubines. +Granting other whales to be in sight, the fishermen will seldom give +chase to one of these Grand Turks; for these Grand Turks are too lavish +of their strength, and hence their unctuousness is small. As for the +sons and the daughters they beget, why, those sons and daughters must +take care of themselves; at least, with only the maternal help. For +like certain other omnivorous roving lovers that might be named, my +Lord Whale has no taste for the nursery, however much for the bower; +and so, being a great traveller, he leaves his anonymous babies all +over the world; every baby an exotic. In good time, nevertheless, as +the ardour of youth declines; as years and dumps increase; as +reflection lends her solemn pauses; in short, as a general lassitude +overtakes the sated Turk; then a love of ease and virtue supplants the +love for maidens; our Ottoman enters upon the impotent, repentant, +admonitory stage of life, forswears, disbands the harem, and grown to +an exemplary, sulky old soul, goes about all alone among the meridians +and parallels saying his prayers, and warning each young Leviathan from +his amorous errors. + +Now, as the harem of whales is called by the fishermen a school, so is +the lord and master of that school technically known as the +schoolmaster. It is therefore not in strict character, however +admirably satirical, that after going to school himself, he should then +go abroad inculcating not what he learned there, but the folly of it. +His title, schoolmaster, would very naturally seem derived from the +name bestowed upon the harem itself, but some have surmised that the +man who first thus entitled this sort of Ottoman whale, must have read +the memoirs of Vidocq, and informed himself what sort of a +country-schoolmaster that famous Frenchman was in his younger days, and +what was the nature of those occult lessons he inculcated into some of +his pupils. + +The same secludedness and isolation to which the schoolmaster whale +betakes himself in his advancing years, is true of all aged Sperm +Whales. Almost universally, a lone whale—as a solitary Leviathan is +called—proves an ancient one. Like venerable moss-bearded Daniel Boone, +he will have no one near him but Nature herself; and her he takes to +wife in the wilderness of waters, and the best of wives she is, though +she keeps so many moody secrets. + +The schools composing none but young and vigorous males, previously +mentioned, offer a strong contrast to the harem schools. For while +those female whales are characteristically timid, the young males, or +forty-barrel-bulls, as they call them, are by far the most pugnacious +of all Leviathans, and proverbially the most dangerous to encounter; +excepting those wondrous grey-headed, grizzled whales, sometimes met, +and these will fight you like grim fiends exasperated by a penal gout. + +The Forty-barrel-bull schools are larger than the harem schools. Like a +mob of young collegians, they are full of fight, fun, and wickedness, +tumbling round the world at such a reckless, rollicking rate, that no +prudent underwriter would insure them any more than he would a riotous +lad at Yale or Harvard. They soon relinquish this turbulence though, +and when about three-fourths grown, break up, and separately go about +in quest of settlements, that is, harems. + +Another point of difference between the male and female schools is +still more characteristic of the sexes. Say you strike a +Forty-barrel-bull—poor devil! all his comrades quit him. But strike a +member of the harem school, and her companions swim around her with +every token of concern, sometimes lingering so near her and so long, as +themselves to fall a prey. + + +CHAPTER 89. Fast-Fish and Loose-Fish. + +The allusion to the waif and waif-poles in the last chapter but one, +necessitates some account of the laws and regulations of the whale +fishery, of which the waif may be deemed the grand symbol and badge. + +It frequently happens that when several ships are cruising in company, +a whale may be struck by one vessel, then escape, and be finally killed +and captured by another vessel; and herein are indirectly comprised +many minor contingencies, all partaking of this one grand feature. For +example,—after a weary and perilous chase and capture of a whale, the +body may get loose from the ship by reason of a violent storm; and +drifting far away to leeward, be retaken by a second whaler, who, in a +calm, snugly tows it alongside, without risk of life or line. Thus the +most vexatious and violent disputes would often arise between the +fishermen, were there not some written or unwritten, universal, +undisputed law applicable to all cases. + +Perhaps the only formal whaling code authorized by legislative +enactment, was that of Holland. It was decreed by the States-General in +A.D. 1695. But though no other nation has ever had any written whaling +law, yet the American fishermen have been their own legislators and +lawyers in this matter. They have provided a system which for terse +comprehensiveness surpasses Justinian’s Pandects and the By-laws of the +Chinese Society for the Suppression of Meddling with other People’s +Business. Yes; these laws might be engraven on a Queen Anne’s farthing, +or the barb of a harpoon, and worn round the neck, so small are they. + +I. A Fast-Fish belongs to the party fast to it. + +II. A Loose-Fish is fair game for anybody who can soonest catch it. + +But what plays the mischief with this masterly code is the admirable +brevity of it, which necessitates a vast volume of commentaries to +expound it. + +First: What is a Fast-Fish? Alive or dead a fish is technically fast, +when it is connected with an occupied ship or boat, by any medium at +all controllable by the occupant or occupants,—a mast, an oar, a +nine-inch cable, a telegraph wire, or a strand of cobweb, it is all the +same. Likewise a fish is technically fast when it bears a waif, or any +other recognised symbol of possession; so long as the party waifing it +plainly evince their ability at any time to take it alongside, as well +as their intention so to do. + +These are scientific commentaries; but the commentaries of the whalemen +themselves sometimes consist in hard words and harder knocks—the +Coke-upon-Littleton of the fist. True, among the more upright and +honorable whalemen allowances are always made for peculiar cases, where +it would be an outrageous moral injustice for one party to claim +possession of a whale previously chased or killed by another party. But +others are by no means so scrupulous. + +Some fifty years ago there was a curious case of whale-trover litigated +in England, wherein the plaintiffs set forth that after a hard chase of +a whale in the Northern seas; and when indeed they (the plaintiffs) had +succeeded in harpooning the fish; they were at last, through peril of +their lives, obliged to forsake not only their lines, but their boat +itself. Ultimately the defendants (the crew of another ship) came up +with the whale, struck, killed, seized, and finally appropriated it +before the very eyes of the plaintiffs. And when those defendants were +remonstrated with, their captain snapped his fingers in the plaintiffs’ +teeth, and assured them that by way of doxology to the deed he had +done, he would now retain their line, harpoons, and boat, which had +remained attached to the whale at the time of the seizure. Wherefore +the plaintiffs now sued for the recovery of the value of their whale, +line, harpoons, and boat. + +Mr. Erskine was counsel for the defendants; Lord Ellenborough was the +judge. In the course of the defence, the witty Erskine went on to +illustrate his position, by alluding to a recent crim. con. case, +wherein a gentleman, after in vain trying to bridle his wife’s +viciousness, had at last abandoned her upon the seas of life; but in +the course of years, repenting of that step, he instituted an action to +recover possession of her. Erskine was on the other side; and he then +supported it by saying, that though the gentleman had originally +harpooned the lady, and had once had her fast, and only by reason of +the great stress of her plunging viciousness, had at last abandoned +her; yet abandon her he did, so that she became a loose-fish; and +therefore when a subsequent gentleman re-harpooned her, the lady then +became that subsequent gentleman’s property, along with whatever +harpoon might have been found sticking in her. + +Now in the present case Erskine contended that the examples of the +whale and the lady were reciprocally illustrative of each other. + +These pleadings, and the counter pleadings, being duly heard, the very +learned judge in set terms decided, to wit,—That as for the boat, he +awarded it to the plaintiffs, because they had merely abandoned it to +save their lives; but that with regard to the controverted whale, +harpoons, and line, they belonged to the defendants; the whale, because +it was a Loose-Fish at the time of the final capture; and the harpoons +and line because when the fish made off with them, it (the fish) +acquired a property in those articles; and hence anybody who afterwards +took the fish had a right to them. Now the defendants afterwards took +the fish; ergo, the aforesaid articles were theirs. + +A common man looking at this decision of the very learned Judge, might +possibly object to it. But ploughed up to the primary rock of the +matter, the two great principles laid down in the twin whaling laws +previously quoted, and applied and elucidated by Lord Ellenborough in +the above cited case; these two laws touching Fast-Fish and Loose-Fish, +I say, will, on reflection, be found the fundamentals of all human +jurisprudence; for notwithstanding its complicated tracery of +sculpture, the Temple of the Law, like the Temple of the Philistines, +has but two props to stand on. + +Is it not a saying in every one’s mouth, Possession is half of the law: +that is, regardless of how the thing came into possession? But often +possession is the whole of the law. What are the sinews and souls of +Russian serfs and Republican slaves but Fast-Fish, whereof possession +is the whole of the law? What to the rapacious landlord is the widow’s +last mite but a Fast-Fish? What is yonder undetected villain’s marble +mansion with a door-plate for a waif; what is that but a Fast-Fish? +What is the ruinous discount which Mordecai, the broker, gets from poor +Woebegone, the bankrupt, on a loan to keep Woebegone’s family from +starvation; what is that ruinous discount but a Fast-Fish? What is the +Archbishop of Savesoul’s income of £100,000 seized from the scant bread +and cheese of hundreds of thousands of broken-backed laborers (all sure +of heaven without any of Savesoul’s help) what is that globular +£100,000 but a Fast-Fish? What are the Duke of Dunder’s hereditary +towns and hamlets but Fast-Fish? What to that redoubted harpooneer, +John Bull, is poor Ireland, but a Fast-Fish? What to that apostolic +lancer, Brother Jonathan, is Texas but a Fast-Fish? And concerning all +these, is not Possession the whole of the law? + +But if the doctrine of Fast-Fish be pretty generally applicable, the +kindred doctrine of Loose-Fish is still more widely so. That is +internationally and universally applicable. + +What was America in 1492 but a Loose-Fish, in which Columbus struck the +Spanish standard by way of waifing it for his royal master and +mistress? What was Poland to the Czar? What Greece to the Turk? What +India to England? What at last will Mexico be to the United States? All +Loose-Fish. + +What are the Rights of Man and the Liberties of the World but +Loose-Fish? What all men’s minds and opinions but Loose-Fish? What is +the principle of religious belief in them but a Loose-Fish? What to the +ostentatious smuggling verbalists are the thoughts of thinkers but +Loose-Fish? What is the great globe itself but a Loose-Fish? And what +are you, reader, but a Loose-Fish and a Fast-Fish, too? + + +CHAPTER 90. Heads or Tails. + +“De balena vero sufficit, si rex habeat caput, et regina caudam.” +_Bracton, l. 3, c. 3._ + +Latin from the books of the Laws of England, which taken along with the +context, means, that of all whales captured by anybody on the coast of +that land, the King, as Honorary Grand Harpooneer, must have the head, +and the Queen be respectfully presented with the tail. A division +which, in the whale, is much like halving an apple; there is no +intermediate remainder. Now as this law, under a modified form, is to +this day in force in England; and as it offers in various respects a +strange anomaly touching the general law of Fast and Loose-Fish, it is +here treated of in a separate chapter, on the same courteous principle +that prompts the English railways to be at the expense of a separate +car, specially reserved for the accommodation of royalty. In the first +place, in curious proof of the fact that the above-mentioned law is +still in force, I proceed to lay before you a circumstance that +happened within the last two years. + +It seems that some honest mariners of Dover, or Sandwich, or some one +of the Cinque Ports, had after a hard chase succeeded in killing and +beaching a fine whale which they had originally descried afar off from +the shore. Now the Cinque Ports are partially or somehow under the +jurisdiction of a sort of policeman or beadle, called a Lord Warden. +Holding the office directly from the crown, I believe, all the royal +emoluments incident to the Cinque Port territories become by assignment +his. By some writers this office is called a sinecure. But not so. +Because the Lord Warden is busily employed at times in fobbing his +perquisites; which are his chiefly by virtue of that same fobbing of +them. + +Now when these poor sun-burnt mariners, bare-footed, and with their +trowsers rolled high up on their eely legs, had wearily hauled their +fat fish high and dry, promising themselves a good £150 from the +precious oil and bone; and in fantasy sipping rare tea with their +wives, and good ale with their cronies, upon the strength of their +respective shares; up steps a very learned and most Christian and +charitable gentleman, with a copy of Blackstone under his arm; and +laying it upon the whale’s head, he says—“Hands off! this fish, my +masters, is a Fast-Fish. I seize it as the Lord Warden’s.” Upon this +the poor mariners in their respectful consternation—so truly +English—knowing not what to say, fall to vigorously scratching their +heads all round; meanwhile ruefully glancing from the whale to the +stranger. But that did in nowise mend the matter, or at all soften the +hard heart of the learned gentleman with the copy of Blackstone. At +length one of them, after long scratching about for his ideas, made +bold to speak, + +“Please, sir, who is the Lord Warden?” + +“The Duke.” + +“But the duke had nothing to do with taking this fish?” + +“It is his.” + +“We have been at great trouble, and peril, and some expense, and is all +that to go to the Duke’s benefit; we getting nothing at all for our +pains but our blisters?” + +“It is his.” + +“Is the Duke so very poor as to be forced to this desperate mode of +getting a livelihood?” + +“It is his.” + +“I thought to relieve my old bed-ridden mother by part of my share of +this whale.” + +“It is his.” + +“Won’t the Duke be content with a quarter or a half?” + +“It is his.” + +In a word, the whale was seized and sold, and his Grace the Duke of +Wellington received the money. Thinking that viewed in some particular +lights, the case might by a bare possibility in some small degree be +deemed, under the circumstances, a rather hard one, an honest clergyman +of the town respectfully addressed a note to his Grace, begging him to +take the case of those unfortunate mariners into full consideration. To +which my Lord Duke in substance replied (both letters were published) +that he had already done so, and received the money, and would be +obliged to the reverend gentleman if for the future he (the reverend +gentleman) would decline meddling with other people’s business. Is this +the still militant old man, standing at the corners of the three +kingdoms, on all hands coercing alms of beggars? + +It will readily be seen that in this case the alleged right of the Duke +to the whale was a delegated one from the Sovereign. We must needs +inquire then on what principle the Sovereign is originally invested +with that right. The law itself has already been set forth. But Plowdon +gives us the reason for it. Says Plowdon, the whale so caught belongs +to the King and Queen, “because of its superior excellence.” And by the +soundest commentators this has ever been held a cogent argument in such +matters. + +But why should the King have the head, and the Queen the tail? A reason +for that, ye lawyers! + +In his treatise on “Queen-Gold,” or Queen-pinmoney, an old King’s Bench +author, one William Prynne, thus discourseth: “Ye tail is ye Queen’s, +that ye Queen’s wardrobe may be supplied with ye whalebone.” Now this +was written at a time when the black limber bone of the Greenland or +Right whale was largely used in ladies’ bodices. But this same bone is +not in the tail; it is in the head, which is a sad mistake for a +sagacious lawyer like Prynne. But is the Queen a mermaid, to be +presented with a tail? An allegorical meaning may lurk here. + +There are two royal fish so styled by the English law writers—the whale +and the sturgeon; both royal property under certain limitations, and +nominally supplying the tenth branch of the crown’s ordinary revenue. I +know not that any other author has hinted of the matter; but by +inference it seems to me that the sturgeon must be divided in the same +way as the whale, the King receiving the highly dense and elastic head +peculiar to that fish, which, symbolically regarded, may possibly be +humorously grounded upon some presumed congeniality. And thus there +seems a reason in all things, even in law. + + +CHAPTER 91. The Pequod Meets The Rose-Bud. + +“In vain it was to rake for Ambergriese in the paunch of this +Leviathan, insufferable fetor denying not inquiry.” _Sir T. Browne, +V.E._ + +It was a week or two after the last whaling scene recounted, and when +we were slowly sailing over a sleepy, vapory, mid-day sea, that the +many noses on the Pequod’s deck proved more vigilant discoverers than +the three pairs of eyes aloft. A peculiar and not very pleasant smell +was smelt in the sea. + +“I will bet something now,” said Stubb, “that somewhere hereabouts are +some of those drugged whales we tickled the other day. I thought they +would keel up before long.” + +Presently, the vapors in advance slid aside; and there in the distance +lay a ship, whose furled sails betokened that some sort of whale must +be alongside. As we glided nearer, the stranger showed French colours +from his peak; and by the eddying cloud of vulture sea-fowl that +circled, and hovered, and swooped around him, it was plain that the +whale alongside must be what the fishermen call a blasted whale, that +is, a whale that has died unmolested on the sea, and so floated an +unappropriated corpse. It may well be conceived, what an unsavory odor +such a mass must exhale; worse than an Assyrian city in the plague, +when the living are incompetent to bury the departed. So intolerable +indeed is it regarded by some, that no cupidity could persuade them to +moor alongside of it. Yet are there those who will still do it; +notwithstanding the fact that the oil obtained from such subjects is of +a very inferior quality, and by no means of the nature of +attar-of-rose. + +Coming still nearer with the expiring breeze, we saw that the Frenchman +had a second whale alongside; and this second whale seemed even more of +a nosegay than the first. In truth, it turned out to be one of those +problematical whales that seem to dry up and die with a sort of +prodigious dyspepsia, or indigestion; leaving their defunct bodies +almost entirely bankrupt of anything like oil. Nevertheless, in the +proper place we shall see that no knowing fisherman will ever turn up +his nose at such a whale as this, however much he may shun blasted +whales in general. + +The Pequod had now swept so nigh to the stranger, that Stubb vowed he +recognised his cutting spade-pole entangled in the lines that were +knotted round the tail of one of these whales. + +“There’s a pretty fellow, now,” he banteringly laughed, standing in the +ship’s bows, “there’s a jackal for ye! I well know that these Crappoes +of Frenchmen are but poor devils in the fishery; sometimes lowering +their boats for breakers, mistaking them for Sperm Whale spouts; yes, +and sometimes sailing from their port with their hold full of boxes of +tallow candles, and cases of snuffers, foreseeing that all the oil they +will get won’t be enough to dip the Captain’s wick into; aye, we all +know these things; but look ye, here’s a Crappo that is content with +our leavings, the drugged whale there, I mean; aye, and is content too +with scraping the dry bones of that other precious fish he has there. +Poor devil! I say, pass round a hat, some one, and let’s make him a +present of a little oil for dear charity’s sake. For what oil he’ll get +from that drugged whale there, wouldn’t be fit to burn in a jail; no, +not in a condemned cell. And as for the other whale, why, I’ll agree to +get more oil by chopping up and trying out these three masts of ours, +than he’ll get from that bundle of bones; though, now that I think of +it, it may contain something worth a good deal more than oil; yes, +ambergris. I wonder now if our old man has thought of that. It’s worth +trying. Yes, I’m for it;” and so saying he started for the +quarter-deck. + +By this time the faint air had become a complete calm; so that whether +or no, the Pequod was now fairly entrapped in the smell, with no hope +of escaping except by its breezing up again. Issuing from the cabin, +Stubb now called his boat’s crew, and pulled off for the stranger. +Drawing across her bow, he perceived that in accordance with the +fanciful French taste, the upper part of her stem-piece was carved in +the likeness of a huge drooping stalk, was painted green, and for +thorns had copper spikes projecting from it here and there; the whole +terminating in a symmetrical folded bulb of a bright red colour. Upon +her head boards, in large gilt letters, he read “Bouton de +Rose,”—Rose-button, or Rose-bud; and this was the romantic name of this +aromatic ship. + +Though Stubb did not understand the _Bouton_ part of the inscription, +yet the word _rose_, and the bulbous figure-head put together, +sufficiently explained the whole to him. + +“A wooden rose-bud, eh?” he cried with his hand to his nose, “that will +do very well; but how like all creation it smells!” + +Now in order to hold direct communication with the people on deck, he +had to pull round the bows to the starboard side, and thus come close +to the blasted whale; and so talk over it. + +Arrived then at this spot, with one hand still to his nose, he +bawled—“Bouton-de-Rose, ahoy! are there any of you Bouton-de-Roses that +speak English?” + +“Yes,” rejoined a Guernsey-man from the bulwarks, who turned out to be +the chief-mate. + +“Well, then, my Bouton-de-Rose-bud, have you seen the White Whale?” + +“_What_ whale?” + +“The _White_ Whale—a Sperm Whale—Moby Dick, have ye seen him? + +“Never heard of such a whale. Cachalot Blanche! White Whale—no.” + +“Very good, then; good bye now, and I’ll call again in a minute.” + +Then rapidly pulling back towards the Pequod, and seeing Ahab leaning +over the quarter-deck rail awaiting his report, he moulded his two +hands into a trumpet and shouted—“No, Sir! No!” Upon which Ahab +retired, and Stubb returned to the Frenchman. + +He now perceived that the Guernsey-man, who had just got into the +chains, and was using a cutting-spade, had slung his nose in a sort of +bag. + +“What’s the matter with your nose, there?” said Stubb. “Broke it?” + +“I wish it was broken, or that I didn’t have any nose at all!” answered +the Guernsey-man, who did not seem to relish the job he was at very +much. “But what are you holding _yours_ for?” + +“Oh, nothing! It’s a wax nose; I have to hold it on. Fine day, ain’t +it? Air rather gardenny, I should say; throw us a bunch of posies, will +ye, Bouton-de-Rose?” + +“What in the devil’s name do you want here?” roared the Guernseyman, +flying into a sudden passion. + +“Oh! keep cool—cool? yes, that’s the word! why don’t you pack those +whales in ice while you’re working at ’em? But joking aside, though; do +you know, Rose-bud, that it’s all nonsense trying to get any oil out of +such whales? As for that dried up one, there, he hasn’t a gill in his +whole carcase.” + +“I know that well enough; but, d’ye see, the Captain here won’t believe +it; this is his first voyage; he was a Cologne manufacturer before. But +come aboard, and mayhap he’ll believe you, if he won’t me; and so I’ll +get out of this dirty scrape.” + +“Anything to oblige ye, my sweet and pleasant fellow,” rejoined Stubb, +and with that he soon mounted to the deck. There a queer scene +presented itself. The sailors, in tasselled caps of red worsted, were +getting the heavy tackles in readiness for the whales. But they worked +rather slow and talked very fast, and seemed in anything but a good +humor. All their noses upwardly projected from their faces like so many +jib-booms. Now and then pairs of them would drop their work, and run up +to the mast-head to get some fresh air. Some thinking they would catch +the plague, dipped oakum in coal-tar, and at intervals held it to their +nostrils. Others having broken the stems of their pipes almost short +off at the bowl, were vigorously puffing tobacco-smoke, so that it +constantly filled their olfactories. + +Stubb was struck by a shower of outcries and anathemas proceeding from +the Captain’s round-house abaft; and looking in that direction saw a +fiery face thrust from behind the door, which was held ajar from +within. This was the tormented surgeon, who, after in vain +remonstrating against the proceedings of the day, had betaken himself +to the Captain’s round-house (_cabinet_ he called it) to avoid the +pest; but still, could not help yelling out his entreaties and +indignations at times. + +Marking all this, Stubb argued well for his scheme, and turning to the +Guernsey-man had a little chat with him, during which the stranger mate +expressed his detestation of his Captain as a conceited ignoramus, who +had brought them all into so unsavory and unprofitable a pickle. +Sounding him carefully, Stubb further perceived that the Guernsey-man +had not the slightest suspicion concerning the ambergris. He therefore +held his peace on that head, but otherwise was quite frank and +confidential with him, so that the two quickly concocted a little plan +for both circumventing and satirizing the Captain, without his at all +dreaming of distrusting their sincerity. According to this little plan +of theirs, the Guernsey-man, under cover of an interpreter’s office, +was to tell the Captain what he pleased, but as coming from Stubb; and +as for Stubb, he was to utter any nonsense that should come uppermost +in him during the interview. + +By this time their destined victim appeared from his cabin. He was a +small and dark, but rather delicate looking man for a sea-captain, with +large whiskers and moustache, however; and wore a red cotton velvet +vest with watch-seals at his side. To this gentleman, Stubb was now +politely introduced by the Guernsey-man, who at once ostentatiously put +on the aspect of interpreting between them. + +“What shall I say to him first?” said he. + +“Why,” said Stubb, eyeing the velvet vest and the watch and seals, “you +may as well begin by telling him that he looks a sort of babyish to me, +though I don’t pretend to be a judge.” + +“He says, Monsieur,” said the Guernsey-man, in French, turning to his +captain, “that only yesterday his ship spoke a vessel, whose captain +and chief-mate, with six sailors, had all died of a fever caught from a +blasted whale they had brought alongside.” + +Upon this the captain started, and eagerly desired to know more. + +“What now?” said the Guernsey-man to Stubb. + +“Why, since he takes it so easy, tell him that now I have eyed him +carefully, I’m quite certain that he’s no more fit to command a +whale-ship than a St. Jago monkey. In fact, tell him from me he’s a +baboon.” + +“He vows and declares, Monsieur, that the other whale, the dried one, +is far more deadly than the blasted one; in fine, Monsieur, he conjures +us, as we value our lives, to cut loose from these fish.” + +Instantly the captain ran forward, and in a loud voice commanded his +crew to desist from hoisting the cutting-tackles, and at once cast +loose the cables and chains confining the whales to the ship. + +“What now?” said the Guernsey-man, when the Captain had returned to +them. + +“Why, let me see; yes, you may as well tell him now that—that—in fact, +tell him I’ve diddled him, and (aside to himself) perhaps somebody +else.” + +“He says, Monsieur, that he’s very happy to have been of any service to +us.” + +Hearing this, the captain vowed that they were the grateful parties +(meaning himself and mate) and concluded by inviting Stubb down into +his cabin to drink a bottle of Bordeaux. + +“He wants you to take a glass of wine with him,” said the interpreter. + +“Thank him heartily; but tell him it’s against my principles to drink +with the man I’ve diddled. In fact, tell him I must go.” + +“He says, Monsieur, that his principles won’t admit of his drinking; +but that if Monsieur wants to live another day to drink, then Monsieur +had best drop all four boats, and pull the ship away from these whales, +for it’s so calm they won’t drift.” + +By this time Stubb was over the side, and getting into his boat, hailed +the Guernsey-man to this effect,—that having a long tow-line in his +boat, he would do what he could to help them, by pulling out the +lighter whale of the two from the ship’s side. While the Frenchman’s +boats, then, were engaged in towing the ship one way, Stubb +benevolently towed away at his whale the other way, ostentatiously +slacking out a most unusually long tow-line. + +Presently a breeze sprang up; Stubb feigned to cast off from the whale; +hoisting his boats, the Frenchman soon increased his distance, while +the Pequod slid in between him and Stubb’s whale. Whereupon Stubb +quickly pulled to the floating body, and hailing the Pequod to give +notice of his intentions, at once proceeded to reap the fruit of his +unrighteous cunning. Seizing his sharp boat-spade, he commenced an +excavation in the body, a little behind the side fin. You would almost +have thought he was digging a cellar there in the sea; and when at +length his spade struck against the gaunt ribs, it was like turning up +old Roman tiles and pottery buried in fat English loam. His boat’s crew +were all in high excitement, eagerly helping their chief, and looking +as anxious as gold-hunters. + +And all the time numberless fowls were diving, and ducking, and +screaming, and yelling, and fighting around them. Stubb was beginning +to look disappointed, especially as the horrible nosegay increased, +when suddenly from out the very heart of this plague, there stole a +faint stream of perfume, which flowed through the tide of bad smells +without being absorbed by it, as one river will flow into and then +along with another, without at all blending with it for a time. + +“I have it, I have it,” cried Stubb, with delight, striking something +in the subterranean regions, “a purse! a purse!” + +Dropping his spade, he thrust both hands in, and drew out handfuls of +something that looked like ripe Windsor soap, or rich mottled old +cheese; very unctuous and savory withal. You might easily dent it with +your thumb; it is of a hue between yellow and ash colour. And this, +good friends, is ambergris, worth a gold guinea an ounce to any +druggist. Some six handfuls were obtained; but more was unavoidably +lost in the sea, and still more, perhaps, might have been secured were +it not for impatient Ahab’s loud command to Stubb to desist, and come +on board, else the ship would bid them good bye. + + +CHAPTER 92. Ambergris. + +Now this ambergris is a very curious substance, and so important as an +article of commerce, that in 1791 a certain Nantucket-born Captain +Coffin was examined at the bar of the English House of Commons on that +subject. For at that time, and indeed until a comparatively late day, +the precise origin of ambergris remained, like amber itself, a problem +to the learned. Though the word ambergris is but the French compound +for grey amber, yet the two substances are quite distinct. For amber, +though at times found on the sea-coast, is also dug up in some far +inland soils, whereas ambergris is never found except upon the sea. +Besides, amber is a hard, transparent, brittle, odorless substance, +used for mouth-pieces to pipes, for beads and ornaments; but ambergris +is soft, waxy, and so highly fragrant and spicy, that it is largely +used in perfumery, in pastiles, precious candles, hair-powders, and +pomatum. The Turks use it in cooking, and also carry it to Mecca, for +the same purpose that frankincense is carried to St. Peter’s in Rome. +Some wine merchants drop a few grains into claret, to flavor it. + +Who would think, then, that such fine ladies and gentlemen should +regale themselves with an essence found in the inglorious bowels of a +sick whale! Yet so it is. By some, ambergris is supposed to be the +cause, and by others the effect, of the dyspepsia in the whale. How to +cure such a dyspepsia it were hard to say, unless by administering +three or four boat loads of Brandreth’s pills, and then running out of +harm’s way, as laborers do in blasting rocks. + +I have forgotten to say that there were found in this ambergris, +certain hard, round, bony plates, which at first Stubb thought might be +sailors’ trowsers buttons; but it afterwards turned out that they were +nothing more than pieces of small squid bones embalmed in that manner. + +Now that the incorruption of this most fragrant ambergris should be +found in the heart of such decay; is this nothing? Bethink thee of that +saying of St. Paul in Corinthians, about corruption and incorruption; +how that we are sown in dishonor, but raised in glory. And likewise +call to mind that saying of Paracelsus about what it is that maketh the +best musk. Also forget not the strange fact that of all things of +ill-savor, Cologne-water, in its rudimental manufacturing stages, is +the worst. + +I should like to conclude the chapter with the above appeal, but +cannot, owing to my anxiety to repel a charge often made against +whalemen, and which, in the estimation of some already biased minds, +might be considered as indirectly substantiated by what has been said +of the Frenchman’s two whales. Elsewhere in this volume the slanderous +aspersion has been disproved, that the vocation of whaling is +throughout a slatternly, untidy business. But there is another thing to +rebut. They hint that all whales always smell bad. Now how did this +odious stigma originate? + +I opine, that it is plainly traceable to the first arrival of the +Greenland whaling ships in London, more than two centuries ago. Because +those whalemen did not then, and do not now, try out their oil at sea +as the Southern ships have always done; but cutting up the fresh +blubber in small bits, thrust it through the bung holes of large casks, +and carry it home in that manner; the shortness of the season in those +Icy Seas, and the sudden and violent storms to which they are exposed, +forbidding any other course. The consequence is, that upon breaking +into the hold, and unloading one of these whale cemeteries, in the +Greenland dock, a savor is given forth somewhat similar to that arising +from excavating an old city grave-yard, for the foundations of a +Lying-in Hospital. + +I partly surmise also, that this wicked charge against whalers may be +likewise imputed to the existence on the coast of Greenland, in former +times, of a Dutch village called Schmerenburgh or Smeerenberg, which +latter name is the one used by the learned Fogo Von Slack, in his great +work on Smells, a text-book on that subject. As its name imports +(smeer, fat; berg, to put up), this village was founded in order to +afford a place for the blubber of the Dutch whale fleet to be tried +out, without being taken home to Holland for that purpose. It was a +collection of furnaces, fat-kettles, and oil sheds; and when the works +were in full operation certainly gave forth no very pleasant savor. But +all this is quite different with a South Sea Sperm Whaler; which in a +voyage of four years perhaps, after completely filling her hold with +oil, does not, perhaps, consume fifty days in the business of boiling +out; and in the state that it is casked, the oil is nearly scentless. +The truth is, that living or dead, if but decently treated, whales as a +species are by no means creatures of ill odor; nor can whalemen be +recognised, as the people of the middle ages affected to detect a Jew +in the company, by the nose. Nor indeed can the whale possibly be +otherwise than fragrant, when, as a general thing, he enjoys such high +health; taking abundance of exercise; always out of doors; though, it +is true, seldom in the open air. I say, that the motion of a Sperm +Whale’s flukes above water dispenses a perfume, as when a musk-scented +lady rustles her dress in a warm parlor. What then shall I liken the +Sperm Whale to for fragrance, considering his magnitude? Must it not be +to that famous elephant, with jewelled tusks, and redolent with myrrh, +which was led out of an Indian town to do honor to Alexander the Great? + + +CHAPTER 93. The Castaway. + +It was but some few days after encountering the Frenchman, that a most +significant event befell the most insignificant of the Pequod’s crew; +an event most lamentable; and which ended in providing the sometimes +madly merry and predestinated craft with a living and ever accompanying +prophecy of whatever shattered sequel might prove her own. + +Now, in the whale ship, it is not every one that goes in the boats. +Some few hands are reserved called ship-keepers, whose province it is +to work the vessel while the boats are pursuing the whale. As a general +thing, these ship-keepers are as hardy fellows as the men comprising +the boats’ crews. But if there happen to be an unduly slender, clumsy, +or timorous wight in the ship, that wight is certain to be made a +ship-keeper. It was so in the Pequod with the little negro Pippin by +nick-name, Pip by abbreviation. Poor Pip! ye have heard of him before; +ye must remember his tambourine on that dramatic midnight, so +gloomy-jolly. + +In outer aspect, Pip and Dough-Boy made a match, like a black pony and +a white one, of equal developments, though of dissimilar colour, driven +in one eccentric span. But while hapless Dough-Boy was by nature dull +and torpid in his intellects, Pip, though over tender-hearted, was at +bottom very bright, with that pleasant, genial, jolly brightness +peculiar to his tribe; a tribe, which ever enjoy all holidays and +festivities with finer, freer relish than any other race. For blacks, +the year’s calendar should show naught but three hundred and sixty-five +Fourth of Julys and New Year’s Days. Nor smile so, while I write that +this little black was brilliant, for even blackness has its brilliancy; +behold yon lustrous ebony, panelled in king’s cabinets. But Pip loved +life, and all life’s peaceable securities; so that the panic-striking +business in which he had somehow unaccountably become entrapped, had +most sadly blurred his brightness; though, as ere long will be seen, +what was thus temporarily subdued in him, in the end was destined to be +luridly illumined by strange wild fires, that fictitiously showed him +off to ten times the natural lustre with which in his native Tolland +County in Connecticut, he had once enlivened many a fiddler’s frolic on +the green; and at melodious even-tide, with his gay ha-ha! had turned +the round horizon into one star-belled tambourine. So, though in the +clear air of day, suspended against a blue-veined neck, the +pure-watered diamond drop will healthful glow; yet, when the cunning +jeweller would show you the diamond in its most impressive lustre, he +lays it against a gloomy ground, and then lights it up, not by the sun, +but by some unnatural gases. Then come out those fiery effulgences, +infernally superb; then the evil-blazing diamond, once the divinest +symbol of the crystal skies, looks like some crown-jewel stolen from +the King of Hell. But let us to the story. + +It came to pass, that in the ambergris affair Stubb’s after-oarsman +chanced so to sprain his hand, as for a time to become quite maimed; +and, temporarily, Pip was put into his place. + +The first time Stubb lowered with him, Pip evinced much nervousness; +but happily, for that time, escaped close contact with the whale; and +therefore came off not altogether discreditably; though Stubb observing +him, took care, afterwards, to exhort him to cherish his courageousness +to the utmost, for he might often find it needful. + +Now upon the second lowering, the boat paddled upon the whale; and as +the fish received the darted iron, it gave its customary rap, which +happened, in this instance, to be right under poor Pip’s seat. The +involuntary consternation of the moment caused him to leap, paddle in +hand, out of the boat; and in such a way, that part of the slack whale +line coming against his chest, he breasted it overboard with him, so as +to become entangled in it, when at last plumping into the water. That +instant the stricken whale started on a fierce run, the line swiftly +straightened; and presto! poor Pip came all foaming up to the chocks of +the boat, remorselessly dragged there by the line, which had taken +several turns around his chest and neck. + +Tashtego stood in the bows. He was full of the fire of the hunt. He +hated Pip for a poltroon. Snatching the boat-knife from its sheath, he +suspended its sharp edge over the line, and turning towards Stubb, +exclaimed interrogatively, “Cut?” Meantime Pip’s blue, choked face +plainly looked, Do, for God’s sake! All passed in a flash. In less than +half a minute, this entire thing happened. + +“Damn him, cut!” roared Stubb; and so the whale was lost and Pip was +saved. + +So soon as he recovered himself, the poor little negro was assailed by +yells and execrations from the crew. Tranquilly permitting these +irregular cursings to evaporate, Stubb then in a plain, business-like, +but still half humorous manner, cursed Pip officially; and that done, +unofficially gave him much wholesome advice. The substance was, Never +jump from a boat, Pip, except—but all the rest was indefinite, as the +soundest advice ever is. Now, in general, _Stick to the boat_, is your +true motto in whaling; but cases will sometimes happen when _Leap from +the boat_, is still better. Moreover, as if perceiving at last that if +he should give undiluted conscientious advice to Pip, he would be +leaving him too wide a margin to jump in for the future; Stubb suddenly +dropped all advice, and concluded with a peremptory command, “Stick to +the boat, Pip, or by the Lord, I won’t pick you up if you jump; mind +that. We can’t afford to lose whales by the likes of you; a whale would +sell for thirty times what you would, Pip, in Alabama. Bear that in +mind, and don’t jump any more.” Hereby perhaps Stubb indirectly hinted, +that though man loved his fellow, yet man is a money-making animal, +which propensity too often interferes with his benevolence. + +But we are all in the hands of the Gods; and Pip jumped again. It was +under very similar circumstances to the first performance; but this +time he did not breast out the line; and hence, when the whale started +to run, Pip was left behind on the sea, like a hurried traveller’s +trunk. Alas! Stubb was but too true to his word. It was a beautiful, +bounteous, blue day; the spangled sea calm and cool, and flatly +stretching away, all round, to the horizon, like gold-beater’s skin +hammered out to the extremest. Bobbing up and down in that sea, Pip’s +ebon head showed like a head of cloves. No boat-knife was lifted when +he fell so rapidly astern. Stubb’s inexorable back was turned upon him; +and the whale was winged. In three minutes, a whole mile of shoreless +ocean was between Pip and Stubb. Out from the centre of the sea, poor +Pip turned his crisp, curling, black head to the sun, another lonely +castaway, though the loftiest and the brightest. + +Now, in calm weather, to swim in the open ocean is as easy to the +practised swimmer as to ride in a spring-carriage ashore. But the awful +lonesomeness is intolerable. The intense concentration of self in the +middle of such a heartless immensity, my God! who can tell it? Mark, +how when sailors in a dead calm bathe in the open sea—mark how closely +they hug their ship and only coast along her sides. + +But had Stubb really abandoned the poor little negro to his fate? No; +he did not mean to, at least. Because there were two boats in his wake, +and he supposed, no doubt, that they would of course come up to Pip +very quickly, and pick him up; though, indeed, such considerations +towards oarsmen jeopardized through their own timidity, is not always +manifested by the hunters in all similar instances; and such instances +not unfrequently occur; almost invariably in the fishery, a coward, so +called, is marked with the same ruthless detestation peculiar to +military navies and armies. + +But it so happened, that those boats, without seeing Pip, suddenly +spying whales close to them on one side, turned, and gave chase; and +Stubb’s boat was now so far away, and he and all his crew so intent +upon his fish, that Pip’s ringed horizon began to expand around him +miserably. By the merest chance the ship itself at last rescued him; +but from that hour the little negro went about the deck an idiot; such, +at least, they said he was. The sea had jeeringly kept his finite body +up, but drowned the infinite of his soul. Not drowned entirely, though. +Rather carried down alive to wondrous depths, where strange shapes of +the unwarped primal world glided to and fro before his passive eyes; +and the miser-merman, Wisdom, revealed his hoarded heaps; and among the +joyous, heartless, ever-juvenile eternities, Pip saw the multitudinous, +God-omnipresent, coral insects, that out of the firmament of waters +heaved the colossal orbs. He saw God’s foot upon the treadle of the +loom, and spoke it; and therefore his shipmates called him mad. So +man’s insanity is heaven’s sense; and wandering from all mortal reason, +man comes at last to that celestial thought, which, to reason, is +absurd and frantic; and weal or woe, feels then uncompromised, +indifferent as his God. + +For the rest, blame not Stubb too hardly. The thing is common in that +fishery; and in the sequel of the narrative, it will then be seen what +like abandonment befell myself. + + +CHAPTER 94. A Squeeze of the Hand. + +That whale of Stubb’s, so dearly purchased, was duly brought to the +Pequod’s side, where all those cutting and hoisting operations +previously detailed, were regularly gone through, even to the baling of +the Heidelburgh Tun, or Case. + +While some were occupied with this latter duty, others were employed in +dragging away the larger tubs, so soon as filled with the sperm; and +when the proper time arrived, this same sperm was carefully manipulated +ere going to the try-works, of which anon. + +It had cooled and crystallized to such a degree, that when, with +several others, I sat down before a large Constantine’s bath of it, I +found it strangely concreted into lumps, here and there rolling about +in the liquid part. It was our business to squeeze these lumps back +into fluid. A sweet and unctuous duty! No wonder that in old times this +sperm was such a favourite cosmetic. Such a clearer! such a sweetener! +such a softener! such a delicious molifier! After having my hands in it +for only a few minutes, my fingers felt like eels, and began, as it +were, to serpentine and spiralise. + +As I sat there at my ease, cross-legged on the deck; after the bitter +exertion at the windlass; under a blue tranquil sky; the ship under +indolent sail, and gliding so serenely along; as I bathed my hands +among those soft, gentle globules of infiltrated tissues, woven almost +within the hour; as they richly broke to my fingers, and discharged all +their opulence, like fully ripe grapes their wine; as I snuffed up that +uncontaminated aroma,—literally and truly, like the smell of spring +violets; I declare to you, that for the time I lived as in a musky +meadow; I forgot all about our horrible oath; in that inexpressible +sperm, I washed my hands and my heart of it; I almost began to credit +the old Paracelsan superstition that sperm is of rare virtue in +allaying the heat of anger; while bathing in that bath, I felt divinely +free from all ill-will, or petulance, or malice, of any sort +whatsoever. + +Squeeze! squeeze! squeeze! all the morning long; I squeezed that sperm +till I myself almost melted into it; I squeezed that sperm till a +strange sort of insanity came over me; and I found myself unwittingly +squeezing my co-laborers’ hands in it, mistaking their hands for the +gentle globules. Such an abounding, affectionate, friendly, loving +feeling did this avocation beget; that at last I was continually +squeezing their hands, and looking up into their eyes sentimentally; as +much as to say,—Oh! my dear fellow beings, why should we longer cherish +any social acerbities, or know the slightest ill-humor or envy! Come; +let us squeeze hands all round; nay, let us all squeeze ourselves into +each other; let us squeeze ourselves universally into the very milk and +sperm of kindness. + +Would that I could keep squeezing that sperm for ever! For now, since +by many prolonged, repeated experiences, I have perceived that in all +cases man must eventually lower, or at least shift, his conceit of +attainable felicity; not placing it anywhere in the intellect or the +fancy; but in the wife, the heart, the bed, the table, the saddle, the +fireside, the country; now that I have perceived all this, I am ready +to squeeze case eternally. In thoughts of the visions of the night, I +saw long rows of angels in paradise, each with his hands in a jar of +spermaceti. + +Now, while discoursing of sperm, it behooves to speak of other things +akin to it, in the business of preparing the sperm whale for the +try-works. + +First comes white-horse, so called, which is obtained from the tapering +part of the fish, and also from the thicker portions of his flukes. It +is tough with congealed tendons—a wad of muscle—but still contains some +oil. After being severed from the whale, the white-horse is first cut +into portable oblongs ere going to the mincer. They look much like +blocks of Berkshire marble. + +Plum-pudding is the term bestowed upon certain fragmentary parts of the +whale’s flesh, here and there adhering to the blanket of blubber, and +often participating to a considerable degree in its unctuousness. It is +a most refreshing, convivial, beautiful object to behold. As its name +imports, it is of an exceedingly rich, mottled tint, with a bestreaked +snowy and golden ground, dotted with spots of the deepest crimson and +purple. It is plums of rubies, in pictures of citron. Spite of reason, +it is hard to keep yourself from eating it. I confess, that once I +stole behind the foremast to try it. It tasted something as I should +conceive a royal cutlet from the thigh of Louis le Gros might have +tasted, supposing him to have been killed the first day after the +venison season, and that particular venison season contemporary with an +unusually fine vintage of the vineyards of Champagne. + +There is another substance, and a very singular one, which turns up in +the course of this business, but which I feel it to be very puzzling +adequately to describe. It is called slobgollion; an appellation +original with the whalemen, and even so is the nature of the substance. +It is an ineffably oozy, stringy affair, most frequently found in the +tubs of sperm, after a prolonged squeezing, and subsequent decanting. I +hold it to be the wondrously thin, ruptured membranes of the case, +coalescing. + +Gurry, so called, is a term properly belonging to right whalemen, but +sometimes incidentally used by the sperm fishermen. It designates the +dark, glutinous substance which is scraped off the back of the +Greenland or right whale, and much of which covers the decks of those +inferior souls who hunt that ignoble Leviathan. + +Nippers. Strictly this word is not indigenous to the whale’s +vocabulary. But as applied by whalemen, it becomes so. A whaleman’s +nipper is a short firm strip of tendinous stuff cut from the tapering +part of Leviathan’s tail: it averages an inch in thickness, and for the +rest, is about the size of the iron part of a hoe. Edgewise moved along +the oily deck, it operates like a leathern squilgee; and by nameless +blandishments, as of magic, allures along with it all impurities. + +But to learn all about these recondite matters, your best way is at +once to descend into the blubber-room, and have a long talk with its +inmates. This place has previously been mentioned as the receptacle for +the blanket-pieces, when stript and hoisted from the whale. When the +proper time arrives for cutting up its contents, this apartment is a +scene of terror to all tyros, especially by night. On one side, lit by +a dull lantern, a space has been left clear for the workmen. They +generally go in pairs,—a pike-and-gaffman and a spade-man. The +whaling-pike is similar to a frigate’s boarding-weapon of the same +name. The gaff is something like a boat-hook. With his gaff, the +gaffman hooks on to a sheet of blubber, and strives to hold it from +slipping, as the ship pitches and lurches about. Meanwhile, the +spade-man stands on the sheet itself, perpendicularly chopping it into +the portable horse-pieces. This spade is sharp as hone can make it; the +spademan’s feet are shoeless; the thing he stands on will sometimes +irresistibly slide away from him, like a sledge. If he cuts off one of +his own toes, or one of his assistants’, would you be very much +astonished? Toes are scarce among veteran blubber-room men. + + +CHAPTER 95. The Cassock. + +Had you stepped on board the Pequod at a certain juncture of this +post-mortemizing of the whale; and had you strolled forward nigh the +windlass, pretty sure am I that you would have scanned with no small +curiosity a very strange, enigmatical object, which you would have seen +there, lying along lengthwise in the lee scuppers. Not the wondrous +cistern in the whale’s huge head; not the prodigy of his unhinged lower +jaw; not the miracle of his symmetrical tail; none of these would so +surprise you, as half a glimpse of that unaccountable cone,—longer than +a Kentuckian is tall, nigh a foot in diameter at the base, and +jet-black as Yojo, the ebony idol of Queequeg. And an idol, indeed, it +is; or, rather, in old times, its likeness was. Such an idol as that +found in the secret groves of Queen Maachah in Judea; and for +worshipping which, King Asa, her son, did depose her, and destroyed the +idol, and burnt it for an abomination at the brook Kedron, as darkly +set forth in the 15th chapter of the First Book of Kings. + +Look at the sailor, called the mincer, who now comes along, and +assisted by two allies, heavily backs the grandissimus, as the mariners +call it, and with bowed shoulders, staggers off with it as if he were a +grenadier carrying a dead comrade from the field. Extending it upon the +forecastle deck, he now proceeds cylindrically to remove its dark pelt, +as an African hunter the pelt of a boa. This done he turns the pelt +inside out, like a pantaloon leg; gives it a good stretching, so as +almost to double its diameter; and at last hangs it, well spread, in +the rigging, to dry. Ere long, it is taken down; when removing some +three feet of it, towards the pointed extremity, and then cutting two +slits for arm-holes at the other end, he lengthwise slips himself +bodily into it. The mincer now stands before you invested in the full +canonicals of his calling. Immemorial to all his order, this +investiture alone will adequately protect him, while employed in the +peculiar functions of his office. + +That office consists in mincing the horse-pieces of blubber for the +pots; an operation which is conducted at a curious wooden horse, +planted endwise against the bulwarks, and with a capacious tub beneath +it, into which the minced pieces drop, fast as the sheets from a rapt +orator’s desk. Arrayed in decent black; occupying a conspicuous pulpit; +intent on bible leaves; what a candidate for an archbishopric, what a +lad for a Pope were this mincer!* + +*Bible leaves! Bible leaves! This is the invariable cry from the mates +to the mincer. It enjoins him to be careful, and cut his work into as +thin slices as possible, inasmuch as by so doing the business of +boiling out the oil is much accelerated, and its quantity considerably +increased, besides perhaps improving it in quality. + + +CHAPTER 96. The Try-Works. + +Besides her hoisted boats, an American whaler is outwardly +distinguished by her try-works. She presents the curious anomaly of the +most solid masonry joining with oak and hemp in constituting the +completed ship. It is as if from the open field a brick-kiln were +transported to her planks. + +The try-works are planted between the foremast and mainmast, the most +roomy part of the deck. The timbers beneath are of a peculiar strength, +fitted to sustain the weight of an almost solid mass of brick and +mortar, some ten feet by eight square, and five in height. The +foundation does not penetrate the deck, but the masonry is firmly +secured to the surface by ponderous knees of iron bracing it on all +sides, and screwing it down to the timbers. On the flanks it is cased +with wood, and at top completely covered by a large, sloping, battened +hatchway. Removing this hatch we expose the great try-pots, two in +number, and each of several barrels’ capacity. When not in use, they +are kept remarkably clean. Sometimes they are polished with soapstone +and sand, till they shine within like silver punch-bowls. During the +night-watches some cynical old sailors will crawl into them and coil +themselves away there for a nap. While employed in polishing them—one +man in each pot, side by side—many confidential communications are +carried on, over the iron lips. It is a place also for profound +mathematical meditation. It was in the left hand try-pot of the Pequod, +with the soapstone diligently circling round me, that I was first +indirectly struck by the remarkable fact, that in geometry all bodies +gliding along the cycloid, my soapstone for example, will descend from +any point in precisely the same time. + +Removing the fire-board from the front of the try-works, the bare +masonry of that side is exposed, penetrated by the two iron mouths of +the furnaces, directly underneath the pots. These mouths are fitted +with heavy doors of iron. The intense heat of the fire is prevented +from communicating itself to the deck, by means of a shallow reservoir +extending under the entire inclosed surface of the works. By a tunnel +inserted at the rear, this reservoir is kept replenished with water as +fast as it evaporates. There are no external chimneys; they open direct +from the rear wall. And here let us go back for a moment. + +It was about nine o’clock at night that the Pequod’s try-works were +first started on this present voyage. It belonged to Stubb to oversee +the business. + +“All ready there? Off hatch, then, and start her. You cook, fire the +works.” This was an easy thing, for the carpenter had been thrusting +his shavings into the furnace throughout the passage. Here be it said +that in a whaling voyage the first fire in the try-works has to be fed +for a time with wood. After that no wood is used, except as a means of +quick ignition to the staple fuel. In a word, after being tried out, +the crisp, shrivelled blubber, now called scraps or fritters, still +contains considerable of its unctuous properties. These fritters feed +the flames. Like a plethoric burning martyr, or a self-consuming +misanthrope, once ignited, the whale supplies his own fuel and burns by +his own body. Would that he consumed his own smoke! for his smoke is +horrible to inhale, and inhale it you must, and not only that, but you +must live in it for the time. It has an unspeakable, wild, Hindoo odor +about it, such as may lurk in the vicinity of funereal pyres. It smells +like the left wing of the day of judgment; it is an argument for the +pit. + +By midnight the works were in full operation. We were clear from the +carcase; sail had been made; the wind was freshening; the wild ocean +darkness was intense. But that darkness was licked up by the fierce +flames, which at intervals forked forth from the sooty flues, and +illuminated every lofty rope in the rigging, as with the famed Greek +fire. The burning ship drove on, as if remorselessly commissioned to +some vengeful deed. So the pitch and sulphur-freighted brigs of the +bold Hydriote, Canaris, issuing from their midnight harbors, with broad +sheets of flame for sails, bore down upon the Turkish frigates, and +folded them in conflagrations. + +The hatch, removed from the top of the works, now afforded a wide +hearth in front of them. Standing on this were the Tartarean shapes of +the pagan harpooneers, always the whale-ship’s stokers. With huge +pronged poles they pitched hissing masses of blubber into the scalding +pots, or stirred up the fires beneath, till the snaky flames darted, +curling, out of the doors to catch them by the feet. The smoke rolled +away in sullen heaps. To every pitch of the ship there was a pitch of +the boiling oil, which seemed all eagerness to leap into their faces. +Opposite the mouth of the works, on the further side of the wide wooden +hearth, was the windlass. This served for a sea-sofa. Here lounged the +watch, when not otherwise employed, looking into the red heat of the +fire, till their eyes felt scorched in their heads. Their tawny +features, now all begrimed with smoke and sweat, their matted beards, +and the contrasting barbaric brilliancy of their teeth, all these were +strangely revealed in the capricious emblazonings of the works. As they +narrated to each other their unholy adventures, their tales of terror +told in words of mirth; as their uncivilized laughter forked upwards +out of them, like the flames from the furnace; as to and fro, in their +front, the harpooneers wildly gesticulated with their huge pronged +forks and dippers; as the wind howled on, and the sea leaped, and the +ship groaned and dived, and yet steadfastly shot her red hell further +and further into the blackness of the sea and the night, and scornfully +champed the white bone in her mouth, and viciously spat round her on +all sides; then the rushing Pequod, freighted with savages, and laden +with fire, and burning a corpse, and plunging into that blackness of +darkness, seemed the material counterpart of her monomaniac commander’s +soul. + +So seemed it to me, as I stood at her helm, and for long hours silently +guided the way of this fire-ship on the sea. Wrapped, for that +interval, in darkness myself, I but the better saw the redness, the +madness, the ghastliness of others. The continual sight of the fiend +shapes before me, capering half in smoke and half in fire, these at +last begat kindred visions in my soul, so soon as I began to yield to +that unaccountable drowsiness which ever would come over me at a +midnight helm. + +But that night, in particular, a strange (and ever since inexplicable) +thing occurred to me. Starting from a brief standing sleep, I was +horribly conscious of something fatally wrong. The jaw-bone tiller +smote my side, which leaned against it; in my ears was the low hum of +sails, just beginning to shake in the wind; I thought my eyes were +open; I was half conscious of putting my fingers to the lids and +mechanically stretching them still further apart. But, spite of all +this, I could see no compass before me to steer by; though it seemed +but a minute since I had been watching the card, by the steady binnacle +lamp illuminating it. Nothing seemed before me but a jet gloom, now and +then made ghastly by flashes of redness. Uppermost was the impression, +that whatever swift, rushing thing I stood on was not so much bound to +any haven ahead as rushing from all havens astern. A stark, bewildered +feeling, as of death, came over me. Convulsively my hands grasped the +tiller, but with the crazy conceit that the tiller was, somehow, in +some enchanted way, inverted. My God! what is the matter with me? +thought I. Lo! in my brief sleep I had turned myself about, and was +fronting the ship’s stern, with my back to her prow and the compass. In +an instant I faced back, just in time to prevent the vessel from flying +up into the wind, and very probably capsizing her. How glad and how +grateful the relief from this unnatural hallucination of the night, and +the fatal contingency of being brought by the lee! + +Look not too long in the face of the fire, O man! Never dream with thy +hand on the helm! Turn not thy back to the compass; accept the first +hint of the hitching tiller; believe not the artificial fire, when its +redness makes all things look ghastly. To-morrow, in the natural sun, +the skies will be bright; those who glared like devils in the forking +flames, the morn will show in far other, at least gentler, relief; the +glorious, golden, glad sun, the only true lamp—all others but liars! + +Nevertheless the sun hides not Virginia’s Dismal Swamp, nor Rome’s +accursed Campagna, nor wide Sahara, nor all the millions of miles of +deserts and of griefs beneath the moon. The sun hides not the ocean, +which is the dark side of this earth, and which is two thirds of this +earth. So, therefore, that mortal man who hath more of joy than sorrow +in him, that mortal man cannot be true—not true, or undeveloped. With +books the same. The truest of all men was the Man of Sorrows, and the +truest of all books is Solomon’s, and Ecclesiastes is the fine hammered +steel of woe. “All is vanity.” ALL. This wilful world hath not got hold +of unchristian Solomon’s wisdom yet. But he who dodges hospitals and +jails, and walks fast crossing graveyards, and would rather talk of +operas than hell; calls Cowper, Young, Pascal, Rousseau, poor devils +all of sick men; and throughout a care-free lifetime swears by Rabelais +as passing wise, and therefore jolly;—not that man is fitted to sit +down on tomb-stones, and break the green damp mould with unfathomably +wondrous Solomon. + +But even Solomon, he says, “the man that wandereth out of the way of +understanding shall remain” (_i.e._, even while living) “in the +congregation of the dead.” Give not thyself up, then, to fire, lest it +invert thee, deaden thee; as for the time it did me. There is a wisdom +that is woe; but there is a woe that is madness. And there is a +Catskill eagle in some souls that can alike dive down into the blackest +gorges, and soar out of them again and become invisible in the sunny +spaces. And even if he for ever flies within the gorge, that gorge is +in the mountains; so that even in his lowest swoop the mountain eagle +is still higher than other birds upon the plain, even though they soar. + + +CHAPTER 97. The Lamp. + +Had you descended from the Pequod’s try-works to the Pequod’s +forecastle, where the off duty watch were sleeping, for one single +moment you would have almost thought you were standing in some +illuminated shrine of canonized kings and counsellors. There they lay +in their triangular oaken vaults, each mariner a chiselled muteness; a +score of lamps flashing upon his hooded eyes. + +In merchantmen, oil for the sailor is more scarce than the milk of +queens. To dress in the dark, and eat in the dark, and stumble in +darkness to his pallet, this is his usual lot. But the whaleman, as he +seeks the food of light, so he lives in light. He makes his berth an +Aladdin’s lamp, and lays him down in it; so that in the pitchiest night +the ship’s black hull still houses an illumination. + +See with what entire freedom the whaleman takes his handful of +lamps—often but old bottles and vials, though—to the copper cooler at +the try-works, and replenishes them there, as mugs of ale at a vat. He +burns, too, the purest of oil, in its unmanufactured, and, therefore, +unvitiated state; a fluid unknown to solar, lunar, or astral +contrivances ashore. It is sweet as early grass butter in April. He +goes and hunts for his oil, so as to be sure of its freshness and +genuineness, even as the traveller on the prairie hunts up his own +supper of game. + + +CHAPTER 98. Stowing Down and Clearing Up. + +Already has it been related how the great leviathan is afar off +descried from the mast-head; how he is chased over the watery moors, +and slaughtered in the valleys of the deep; how he is then towed +alongside and beheaded; and how (on the principle which entitled the +headsman of old to the garments in which the beheaded was killed) his +great padded surtout becomes the property of his executioner; how, in +due time, he is condemned to the pots, and, like Shadrach, Meshach, and +Abednego, his spermaceti, oil, and bone pass unscathed through the +fire;—but now it remains to conclude the last chapter of this part of +the description by rehearsing—singing, if I may—the romantic proceeding +of decanting off his oil into the casks and striking them down into the +hold, where once again leviathan returns to his native profundities, +sliding along beneath the surface as before; but, alas! never more to +rise and blow. + +While still warm, the oil, like hot punch, is received into the +six-barrel casks; and while, perhaps, the ship is pitching and rolling +this way and that in the midnight sea, the enormous casks are slewed +round and headed over, end for end, and sometimes perilously scoot +across the slippery deck, like so many land slides, till at last +man-handled and stayed in their course; and all round the hoops, rap, +rap, go as many hammers as can play upon them, for now, _ex officio_, +every sailor is a cooper. + +At length, when the last pint is casked, and all is cool, then the +great hatchways are unsealed, the bowels of the ship are thrown open, +and down go the casks to their final rest in the sea. This done, the +hatches are replaced, and hermetically closed, like a closet walled up. + +In the sperm fishery, this is perhaps one of the most remarkable +incidents in all the business of whaling. One day the planks stream +with freshets of blood and oil; on the sacred quarter-deck enormous +masses of the whale’s head are profanely piled; great rusty casks lie +about, as in a brewery yard; the smoke from the try-works has besooted +all the bulwarks; the mariners go about suffused with unctuousness; the +entire ship seems great leviathan himself; while on all hands the din +is deafening. + +But a day or two after, you look about you, and prick your ears in this +self-same ship; and were it not for the tell-tale boats and try-works, +you would all but swear you trod some silent merchant vessel, with a +most scrupulously neat commander. The unmanufactured sperm oil +possesses a singularly cleansing virtue. This is the reason why the +decks never look so white as just after what they call an affair of +oil. Besides, from the ashes of the burned scraps of the whale, a +potent lye is readily made; and whenever any adhesiveness from the back +of the whale remains clinging to the side, that lye quickly +exterminates it. Hands go diligently along the bulwarks, and with +buckets of water and rags restore them to their full tidiness. The soot +is brushed from the lower rigging. All the numerous implements which +have been in use are likewise faithfully cleansed and put away. The +great hatch is scrubbed and placed upon the try-works, completely +hiding the pots; every cask is out of sight; all tackles are coiled in +unseen nooks; and when by the combined and simultaneous industry of +almost the entire ship’s company, the whole of this conscientious duty +is at last concluded, then the crew themselves proceed to their own +ablutions; shift themselves from top to toe; and finally issue to the +immaculate deck, fresh and all aglow, as bridegrooms new-leaped from +out the daintiest Holland. + +Now, with elated step, they pace the planks in twos and threes, and +humorously discourse of parlors, sofas, carpets, and fine cambrics; +propose to mat the deck; think of having hanging to the top; object not +to taking tea by moonlight on the piazza of the forecastle. To hint to +such musked mariners of oil, and bone, and blubber, were little short +of audacity. They know not the thing you distantly allude to. Away, and +bring us napkins! + +But mark: aloft there, at the three mast heads, stand three men intent +on spying out more whales, which, if caught, infallibly will again soil +the old oaken furniture, and drop at least one small grease-spot +somewhere. Yes; and many is the time, when, after the severest +uninterrupted labors, which know no night; continuing straight through +for ninety-six hours; when from the boat, where they have swelled their +wrists with all day rowing on the Line,—they only step to the deck to +carry vast chains, and heave the heavy windlass, and cut and slash, +yea, and in their very sweatings to be smoked and burned anew by the +combined fires of the equatorial sun and the equatorial try-works; +when, on the heel of all this, they have finally bestirred themselves +to cleanse the ship, and make a spotless dairy room of it; many is the +time the poor fellows, just buttoning the necks of their clean frocks, +are startled by the cry of “There she blows!” and away they fly to +fight another whale, and go through the whole weary thing again. Oh! my +friends, but this is man-killing! Yet this is life. For hardly have we +mortals by long toilings extracted from this world’s vast bulk its +small but valuable sperm; and then, with weary patience, cleansed +ourselves from its defilements, and learned to live here in clean +tabernacles of the soul; hardly is this done, when—_There she +blows!_—the ghost is spouted up, and away we sail to fight some other +world, and go through young life’s old routine again. + +Oh! the metempsychosis! Oh! Pythagoras, that in bright Greece, two +thousand years ago, did die, so good, so wise, so mild; I sailed with +thee along the Peruvian coast last voyage—and, foolish as I am, taught +thee, a green simple boy, how to splice a rope! + + +CHAPTER 99. The Doubloon. + +Ere now it has been related how Ahab was wont to pace his quarter-deck, +taking regular turns at either limit, the binnacle and mainmast; but in +the multiplicity of other things requiring narration it has not been +added how that sometimes in these walks, when most plunged in his mood, +he was wont to pause in turn at each spot, and stand there strangely +eyeing the particular object before him. When he halted before the +binnacle, with his glance fastened on the pointed needle in the +compass, that glance shot like a javelin with the pointed intensity of +his purpose; and when resuming his walk he again paused before the +mainmast, then, as the same riveted glance fastened upon the riveted +gold coin there, he still wore the same aspect of nailed firmness, only +dashed with a certain wild longing, if not hopefulness. + +But one morning, turning to pass the doubloon, he seemed to be newly +attracted by the strange figures and inscriptions stamped on it, as +though now for the first time beginning to interpret for himself in +some monomaniac way whatever significance might lurk in them. And some +certain significance lurks in all things, else all things are little +worth, and the round world itself but an empty cipher, except to sell +by the cartload, as they do hills about Boston, to fill up some morass +in the Milky Way. + +Now this doubloon was of purest, virgin gold, raked somewhere out of +the heart of gorgeous hills, whence, east and west, over golden sands, +the head-waters of many a Pactolus flows. And though now nailed amidst +all the rustiness of iron bolts and the verdigris of copper spikes, +yet, untouchable and immaculate to any foulness, it still preserved its +Quito glow. Nor, though placed amongst a ruthless crew and every hour +passed by ruthless hands, and through the livelong nights shrouded with +thick darkness which might cover any pilfering approach, nevertheless +every sunrise found the doubloon where the sunset left it last. For it +was set apart and sanctified to one awe-striking end; and however +wanton in their sailor ways, one and all, the mariners revered it as +the white whale’s talisman. Sometimes they talked it over in the weary +watch by night, wondering whose it was to be at last, and whether he +would ever live to spend it. + +Now those noble golden coins of South America are as medals of the sun +and tropic token-pieces. Here palms, alpacas, and volcanoes; sun’s +disks and stars; ecliptics, horns-of-plenty, and rich banners waving, +are in luxuriant profusion stamped; so that the precious gold seems +almost to derive an added preciousness and enhancing glories, by +passing through those fancy mints, so Spanishly poetic. + +It so chanced that the doubloon of the Pequod was a most wealthy +example of these things. On its round border it bore the letters, +REPUBLICA DEL ECUADOR: QUITO. So this bright coin came from a country +planted in the middle of the world, and beneath the great equator, and +named after it; and it had been cast midway up the Andes, in the +unwaning clime that knows no autumn. Zoned by those letters you saw the +likeness of three Andes’ summits; from one a flame; a tower on another; +on the third a crowing cock; while arching over all was a segment of +the partitioned zodiac, the signs all marked with their usual +cabalistics, and the keystone sun entering the equinoctial point at +Libra. + +Before this equatorial coin, Ahab, not unobserved by others, was now +pausing. + +“There’s something ever egotistical in mountain-tops and towers, and +all other grand and lofty things; look here,—three peaks as proud as +Lucifer. The firm tower, that is Ahab; the volcano, that is Ahab; the +courageous, the undaunted, and victorious fowl, that, too, is Ahab; all +are Ahab; and this round gold is but the image of the rounder globe, +which, like a magician’s glass, to each and every man in turn but +mirrors back his own mysterious self. Great pains, small gains for +those who ask the world to solve them; it cannot solve itself. Methinks +now this coined sun wears a ruddy face; but see! aye, he enters the +sign of storms, the equinox! and but six months before he wheeled out +of a former equinox at Aries! From storm to storm! So be it, then. Born +in throes, ’tis fit that man should live in pains and die in pangs! So +be it, then! Here’s stout stuff for woe to work on. So be it, then.” + +“No fairy fingers can have pressed the gold, but devil’s claws must +have left their mouldings there since yesterday,” murmured Starbuck to +himself, leaning against the bulwarks. “The old man seems to read +Belshazzar’s awful writing. I have never marked the coin inspectingly. +He goes below; let me read. A dark valley between three mighty, +heaven-abiding peaks, that almost seem the Trinity, in some faint +earthly symbol. So in this vale of Death, God girds us round; and over +all our gloom, the sun of Righteousness still shines a beacon and a +hope. If we bend down our eyes, the dark vale shows her mouldy soil; +but if we lift them, the bright sun meets our glance half way, to +cheer. Yet, oh, the great sun is no fixture; and if, at midnight, we +would fain snatch some sweet solace from him, we gaze for him in vain! +This coin speaks wisely, mildly, truly, but still sadly to me. I will +quit it, lest Truth shake me falsely.” + +“There now’s the old Mogul,” soliloquized Stubb by the try-works, “he’s +been twigging it; and there goes Starbuck from the same, and both with +faces which I should say might be somewhere within nine fathoms long. +And all from looking at a piece of gold, which did I have it now on +Negro Hill or in Corlaer’s Hook, I’d not look at it very long ere +spending it. Humph! in my poor, insignificant opinion, I regard this as +queer. I have seen doubloons before now in my voyagings; your doubloons +of old Spain, your doubloons of Peru, your doubloons of Chili, your +doubloons of Bolivia, your doubloons of Popayan; with plenty of gold +moidores and pistoles, and joes, and half joes, and quarter joes. What +then should there be in this doubloon of the Equator that is so killing +wonderful? By Golconda! let me read it once. Halloa! here’s signs and +wonders truly! That, now, is what old Bowditch in his Epitome calls the +zodiac, and what my almanac below calls ditto. I’ll get the almanac and +as I have heard devils can be raised with Daboll’s arithmetic, I’ll try +my hand at raising a meaning out of these queer curvicues here with the +Massachusetts calendar. Here’s the book. Let’s see now. Signs and +wonders; and the sun, he’s always among ’em. Hem, hem, hem; here they +are—here they go—all alive:—Aries, or the Ram; Taurus, or the Bull and +Jimimi! here’s Gemini himself, or the Twins. Well; the sun he wheels +among ’em. Aye, here on the coin he’s just crossing the threshold +between two of twelve sitting-rooms all in a ring. Book! you lie there; +the fact is, you books must know your places. You’ll do to give us the +bare words and facts, but we come in to supply the thoughts. That’s my +small experience, so far as the Massachusetts calendar, and Bowditch’s +navigator, and Daboll’s arithmetic go. Signs and wonders, eh? Pity if +there is nothing wonderful in signs, and significant in wonders! +There’s a clue somewhere; wait a bit; hist—hark! By Jove, I have it! +Look you, Doubloon, your zodiac here is the life of man in one round +chapter; and now I’ll read it off, straight out of the book. Come, +Almanack! To begin: there’s Aries, or the Ram—lecherous dog, he begets +us; then, Taurus, or the Bull—he bumps us the first thing; then Gemini, +or the Twins—that is, Virtue and Vice; we try to reach Virtue, when lo! +comes Cancer the Crab, and drags us back; and here, going from Virtue, +Leo, a roaring Lion, lies in the path—he gives a few fierce bites and +surly dabs with his paw; we escape, and hail Virgo, the Virgin! that’s +our first love; we marry and think to be happy for aye, when pop comes +Libra, or the Scales—happiness weighed and found wanting; and while we +are very sad about that, Lord! how we suddenly jump, as Scorpio, or the +Scorpion, stings us in the rear; we are curing the wound, when whang +come the arrows all round; Sagittarius, or the Archer, is amusing +himself. As we pluck out the shafts, stand aside! here’s the +battering-ram, Capricornus, or the Goat; full tilt, he comes rushing, +and headlong we are tossed; when Aquarius, or the Water-bearer, pours +out his whole deluge and drowns us; and to wind up with Pisces, or the +Fishes, we sleep. There’s a sermon now, writ in high heaven, and the +sun goes through it every year, and yet comes out of it all alive and +hearty. Jollily he, aloft there, wheels through toil and trouble; and +so, alow here, does jolly Stubb. Oh, jolly’s the word for aye! Adieu, +Doubloon! But stop; here comes little King-Post; dodge round the +try-works, now, and let’s hear what he’ll have to say. There; he’s +before it; he’ll out with something presently. So, so; he’s beginning.” + +“I see nothing here, but a round thing made of gold, and whoever raises +a certain whale, this round thing belongs to him. So, what’s all this +staring been about? It is worth sixteen dollars, that’s true; and at +two cents the cigar, that’s nine hundred and sixty cigars. I won’t +smoke dirty pipes like Stubb, but I like cigars, and here’s nine +hundred and sixty of them; so here goes Flask aloft to spy ’em out.” + +“Shall I call that wise or foolish, now; if it be really wise it has a +foolish look to it; yet, if it be really foolish, then has it a sort of +wiseish look to it. But, avast; here comes our old Manxman—the old +hearse-driver, he must have been, that is, before he took to the sea. +He luffs up before the doubloon; halloa, and goes round on the other +side of the mast; why, there’s a horse-shoe nailed on that side; and +now he’s back again; what does that mean? Hark! he’s muttering—voice +like an old worn-out coffee-mill. Prick ears, and listen!” + +“If the White Whale be raised, it must be in a month and a day, when +the sun stands in some one of these signs. I’ve studied signs, and know +their marks; they were taught me two score years ago, by the old witch +in Copenhagen. Now, in what sign will the sun then be? The horse-shoe +sign; for there it is, right opposite the gold. And what’s the +horse-shoe sign? The lion is the horse-shoe sign—the roaring and +devouring lion. Ship, old ship! my old head shakes to think of thee.” + +“There’s another rendering now; but still one text. All sorts of men in +one kind of world, you see. Dodge again! here comes Queequeg—all +tattooing—looks like the signs of the Zodiac himself. What says the +Cannibal? As I live he’s comparing notes; looking at his thigh bone; +thinks the sun is in the thigh, or in the calf, or in the bowels, I +suppose, as the old women talk Surgeon’s Astronomy in the back country. +And by Jove, he’s found something there in the vicinity of his thigh—I +guess it’s Sagittarius, or the Archer. No: he don’t know what to make +of the doubloon; he takes it for an old button off some king’s +trowsers. But, aside again! here comes that ghost-devil, Fedallah; tail +coiled out of sight as usual, oakum in the toes of his pumps as usual. +What does he say, with that look of his? Ah, only makes a sign to the +sign and bows himself; there is a sun on the coin—fire worshipper, +depend upon it. Ho! more and more. This way comes Pip—poor boy! would +he had died, or I; he’s half horrible to me. He too has been watching +all of these interpreters—myself included—and look now, he comes to +read, with that unearthly idiot face. Stand away again and hear him. +Hark!” + +“I look, you look, he looks; we look, ye look, they look.” + +“Upon my soul, he’s been studying Murray’s Grammar! Improving his mind, +poor fellow! But what’s that he says now—hist!” + +“I look, you look, he looks; we look, ye look, they look.” + +“Why, he’s getting it by heart—hist! again.” + +“I look, you look, he looks; we look, ye look, they look.” + +“Well, that’s funny.” + +“And I, you, and he; and we, ye, and they, are all bats; and I’m a +crow, especially when I stand a’top of this pine tree here. Caw! caw! +caw! caw! caw! caw! Ain’t I a crow? And where’s the scare-crow? There +he stands; two bones stuck into a pair of old trowsers, and two more +poked into the sleeves of an old jacket.” + +“Wonder if he means me?—complimentary!—poor lad!—I could go hang +myself. Any way, for the present, I’ll quit Pip’s vicinity. I can stand +the rest, for they have plain wits; but he’s too crazy-witty for my +sanity. So, so, I leave him muttering.” + +“Here’s the ship’s navel, this doubloon here, and they are all on fire +to unscrew it. But, unscrew your navel, and what’s the consequence? +Then again, if it stays here, that is ugly, too, for when aught’s +nailed to the mast it’s a sign that things grow desperate. Ha, ha! old +Ahab! the White Whale; he’ll nail ye! This is a pine tree. My father, +in old Tolland county, cut down a pine tree once, and found a silver +ring grown over in it; some old darkey’s wedding ring. How did it get +there? And so they’ll say in the resurrection, when they come to fish +up this old mast, and find a doubloon lodged in it, with bedded oysters +for the shaggy bark. Oh, the gold! the precious, precious, gold! the +green miser’ll hoard ye soon! Hish! hish! God goes ’mong the worlds +blackberrying. Cook! ho, cook! and cook us! Jenny! hey, hey, hey, hey, +hey, Jenny, Jenny! and get your hoe-cake done!” + + +CHAPTER 100. Leg and Arm. + +The Pequod, of Nantucket, Meets the Samuel Enderby, of London. + +“Ship, ahoy! Hast seen the White Whale?” + +So cried Ahab, once more hailing a ship showing English colours, +bearing down under the stern. Trumpet to mouth, the old man was +standing in his hoisted quarter-boat, his ivory leg plainly revealed to +the stranger captain, who was carelessly reclining in his own boat’s +bow. He was a darkly-tanned, burly, good-natured, fine-looking man, of +sixty or thereabouts, dressed in a spacious roundabout, that hung round +him in festoons of blue pilot-cloth; and one empty arm of this jacket +streamed behind him like the broidered arm of a hussar’s surcoat. + +“Hast seen the White Whale?” + +“See you this?” and withdrawing it from the folds that had hidden it, +he held up a white arm of sperm whale bone, terminating in a wooden +head like a mallet. + +“Man my boat!” cried Ahab, impetuously, and tossing about the oars near +him—“Stand by to lower!” + +In less than a minute, without quitting his little craft, he and his +crew were dropped to the water, and were soon alongside of the +stranger. But here a curious difficulty presented itself. In the +excitement of the moment, Ahab had forgotten that since the loss of his +leg he had never once stepped on board of any vessel at sea but his +own, and then it was always by an ingenious and very handy mechanical +contrivance peculiar to the Pequod, and a thing not to be rigged and +shipped in any other vessel at a moment’s warning. Now, it is no very +easy matter for anybody—except those who are almost hourly used to it, +like whalemen—to clamber up a ship’s side from a boat on the open sea; +for the great swells now lift the boat high up towards the bulwarks, +and then instantaneously drop it half way down to the kelson. So, +deprived of one leg, and the strange ship of course being altogether +unsupplied with the kindly invention, Ahab now found himself abjectly +reduced to a clumsy landsman again; hopelessly eyeing the uncertain +changeful height he could hardly hope to attain. + +It has before been hinted, perhaps, that every little untoward +circumstance that befell him, and which indirectly sprang from his +luckless mishap, almost invariably irritated or exasperated Ahab. And +in the present instance, all this was heightened by the sight of the +two officers of the strange ship, leaning over the side, by the +perpendicular ladder of nailed cleets there, and swinging towards him a +pair of tastefully-ornamented man-ropes; for at first they did not seem +to bethink them that a one-legged man must be too much of a cripple to +use their sea bannisters. But this awkwardness only lasted a minute, +because the strange captain, observing at a glance how affairs stood, +cried out, “I see, I see!—avast heaving there! Jump, boys, and swing +over the cutting-tackle.” + +As good luck would have it, they had had a whale alongside a day or two +previous, and the great tackles were still aloft, and the massive +curved blubber-hook, now clean and dry, was still attached to the end. +This was quickly lowered to Ahab, who at once comprehending it all, +slid his solitary thigh into the curve of the hook (it was like sitting +in the fluke of an anchor, or the crotch of an apple tree), and then +giving the word, held himself fast, and at the same time also helped to +hoist his own weight, by pulling hand-over-hand upon one of the running +parts of the tackle. Soon he was carefully swung inside the high +bulwarks, and gently landed upon the capstan head. With his ivory arm +frankly thrust forth in welcome, the other captain advanced, and Ahab, +putting out his ivory leg, and crossing the ivory arm (like two +sword-fish blades) cried out in his walrus way, “Aye, aye, hearty! let +us shake bones together!—an arm and a leg!—an arm that never can +shrink, d’ye see; and a leg that never can run. Where did’st thou see +the White Whale?—how long ago?” + +“The White Whale,” said the Englishman, pointing his ivory arm towards +the East, and taking a rueful sight along it, as if it had been a +telescope; “there I saw him, on the Line, last season.” + +“And he took that arm off, did he?” asked Ahab, now sliding down from +the capstan, and resting on the Englishman’s shoulder, as he did so. + +“Aye, he was the cause of it, at least; and that leg, too?” + +“Spin me the yarn,” said Ahab; “how was it?” + +“It was the first time in my life that I ever cruised on the Line,” +began the Englishman. “I was ignorant of the White Whale at that time. +Well, one day we lowered for a pod of four or five whales, and my boat +fastened to one of them; a regular circus horse he was, too, that went +milling and milling round so, that my boat’s crew could only trim dish, +by sitting all their sterns on the outer gunwale. Presently up breaches +from the bottom of the sea a bouncing great whale, with a milky-white +head and hump, all crows’ feet and wrinkles.” + +“It was he, it was he!” cried Ahab, suddenly letting out his suspended +breath. + +“And harpoons sticking in near his starboard fin.” + +“Aye, aye—they were mine—_my_ irons,” cried Ahab, exultingly—“but on!” + +“Give me a chance, then,” said the Englishman, good-humoredly. “Well, +this old great-grandfather, with the white head and hump, runs all +afoam into the pod, and goes to snapping furiously at my fast-line! + +“Aye, I see!—wanted to part it; free the fast-fish—an old trick—I know +him.” + +“How it was exactly,” continued the one-armed commander, “I do not +know; but in biting the line, it got foul of his teeth, caught there +somehow; but we didn’t know it then; so that when we afterwards pulled +on the line, bounce we came plump on to his hump! instead of the other +whale’s; that went off to windward, all fluking. Seeing how matters +stood, and what a noble great whale it was—the noblest and biggest I +ever saw, sir, in my life—I resolved to capture him, spite of the +boiling rage he seemed to be in. And thinking the hap-hazard line would +get loose, or the tooth it was tangled to might draw (for I have a +devil of a boat’s crew for a pull on a whale-line); seeing all this, I +say, I jumped into my first mate’s boat—Mr. Mounttop’s here (by the +way, Captain—Mounttop; Mounttop—the captain);—as I was saying, I jumped +into Mounttop’s boat, which, d’ye see, was gunwale and gunwale with +mine, then; and snatching the first harpoon, let this old +great-grandfather have it. But, Lord, look you, sir—hearts and souls +alive, man—the next instant, in a jiff, I was blind as a bat—both eyes +out—all befogged and bedeadened with black foam—the whale’s tail +looming straight up out of it, perpendicular in the air, like a marble +steeple. No use sterning all, then; but as I was groping at midday, +with a blinding sun, all crown-jewels; as I was groping, I say, after +the second iron, to toss it overboard—down comes the tail like a Lima +tower, cutting my boat in two, leaving each half in splinters; and, +flukes first, the white hump backed through the wreck, as though it was +all chips. We all struck out. To escape his terrible flailings, I +seized hold of my harpoon-pole sticking in him, and for a moment clung +to that like a sucking fish. But a combing sea dashed me off, and at +the same instant, the fish, taking one good dart forwards, went down +like a flash; and the barb of that cursed second iron towing along near +me caught me here” (clapping his hand just below his shoulder); “yes, +caught me just here, I say, and bore me down to Hell’s flames, I was +thinking; when, when, all of a sudden, thank the good God, the barb +ript its way along the flesh—clear along the whole length of my +arm—came out nigh my wrist, and up I floated;—and that gentleman there +will tell you the rest (by the way, captain—Dr. Bunger, ship’s surgeon: +Bunger, my lad,—the captain). Now, Bunger boy, spin your part of the +yarn.” + +The professional gentleman thus familiarly pointed out, had been all +the time standing near them, with nothing specific visible, to denote +his gentlemanly rank on board. His face was an exceedingly round but +sober one; he was dressed in a faded blue woollen frock or shirt, and +patched trowsers; and had thus far been dividing his attention between +a marlingspike he held in one hand, and a pill-box held in the other, +occasionally casting a critical glance at the ivory limbs of the two +crippled captains. But, at his superior’s introduction of him to Ahab, +he politely bowed, and straightway went on to do his captain’s bidding. + +“It was a shocking bad wound,” began the whale-surgeon; “and, taking my +advice, Captain Boomer here, stood our old Sammy—” + +“Samuel Enderby is the name of my ship,” interrupted the one-armed +captain, addressing Ahab; “go on, boy.” + +“Stood our old Sammy off to the northward, to get out of the blazing +hot weather there on the Line. But it was no use—I did all I could; sat +up with him nights; was very severe with him in the matter of diet—” + +“Oh, very severe!” chimed in the patient himself; then suddenly +altering his voice, “Drinking hot rum toddies with me every night, till +he couldn’t see to put on the bandages; and sending me to bed, half +seas over, about three o’clock in the morning. Oh, ye stars! he sat up +with me indeed, and was very severe in my diet. Oh! a great watcher, +and very dietetically severe, is Dr. Bunger. (Bunger, you dog, laugh +out! why don’t ye? You know you’re a precious jolly rascal.) But, heave +ahead, boy, I’d rather be killed by you than kept alive by any other +man.” + +“My captain, you must have ere this perceived, respected sir”—said the +imperturbable godly-looking Bunger, slightly bowing to Ahab—“is apt to +be facetious at times; he spins us many clever things of that sort. But +I may as well say—en passant, as the French remark—that I myself—that +is to say, Jack Bunger, late of the reverend clergy—am a strict total +abstinence man; I never drink—” + +“Water!” cried the captain; “he never drinks it; it’s a sort of fits to +him; fresh water throws him into the hydrophobia; but go on—go on with +the arm story.” + +“Yes, I may as well,” said the surgeon, coolly. “I was about observing, +sir, before Captain Boomer’s facetious interruption, that spite of my +best and severest endeavors, the wound kept getting worse and worse; +the truth was, sir, it was as ugly gaping wound as surgeon ever saw; +more than two feet and several inches long. I measured it with the lead +line. In short, it grew black; I knew what was threatened, and off it +came. But I had no hand in shipping that ivory arm there; that thing is +against all rule”—pointing at it with the marlingspike—“that is the +captain’s work, not mine; he ordered the carpenter to make it; he had +that club-hammer there put to the end, to knock some one’s brains out +with, I suppose, as he tried mine once. He flies into diabolical +passions sometimes. Do ye see this dent, sir”—removing his hat, and +brushing aside his hair, and exposing a bowl-like cavity in his skull, +but which bore not the slightest scarry trace, or any token of ever +having been a wound—“Well, the captain there will tell you how that +came here; he knows.” + +“No, I don’t,” said the captain, “but his mother did; he was born with +it. Oh, you solemn rogue, you—you Bunger! was there ever such another +Bunger in the watery world? Bunger, when you die, you ought to die in +pickle, you dog; you should be preserved to future ages, you rascal.” + +“What became of the White Whale?” now cried Ahab, who thus far had been +impatiently listening to this by-play between the two Englishmen. + +“Oh!” cried the one-armed captain, “oh, yes! Well; after he sounded, we +didn’t see him again for some time; in fact, as I before hinted, I +didn’t then know what whale it was that had served me such a trick, +till some time afterwards, when coming back to the Line, we heard about +Moby Dick—as some call him—and then I knew it was he.” + +“Did’st thou cross his wake again?” + +“Twice.” + +“But could not fasten?” + +“Didn’t want to try to: ain’t one limb enough? What should I do without +this other arm? And I’m thinking Moby Dick doesn’t bite so much as he +swallows.” + +“Well, then,” interrupted Bunger, “give him your left arm for bait to +get the right. Do you know, gentlemen”—very gravely and mathematically +bowing to each Captain in succession—“Do you know, gentlemen, that the +digestive organs of the whale are so inscrutably constructed by Divine +Providence, that it is quite impossible for him to completely digest +even a man’s arm? And he knows it too. So that what you take for the +White Whale’s malice is only his awkwardness. For he never means to +swallow a single limb; he only thinks to terrify by feints. But +sometimes he is like the old juggling fellow, formerly a patient of +mine in Ceylon, that making believe swallow jack-knives, once upon a +time let one drop into him in good earnest, and there it stayed for a +twelvemonth or more; when I gave him an emetic, and he heaved it up in +small tacks, d’ye see. No possible way for him to digest that +jack-knife, and fully incorporate it into his general bodily system. +Yes, Captain Boomer, if you are quick enough about it, and have a mind +to pawn one arm for the sake of the privilege of giving decent burial +to the other, why in that case the arm is yours; only let the whale +have another chance at you shortly, that’s all.” + +“No, thank ye, Bunger,” said the English Captain, “he’s welcome to the +arm he has, since I can’t help it, and didn’t know him then; but not to +another one. No more White Whales for me; I’ve lowered for him once, +and that has satisfied me. There would be great glory in killing him, I +know that; and there is a ship-load of precious sperm in him, but, hark +ye, he’s best let alone; don’t you think so, Captain?”—glancing at the +ivory leg. + +“He is. But he will still be hunted, for all that. What is best let +alone, that accursed thing is not always what least allures. He’s all a +magnet! How long since thou saw’st him last? Which way heading?” + +“Bless my soul, and curse the foul fiend’s,” cried Bunger, stoopingly +walking round Ahab, and like a dog, strangely snuffing; “this man’s +blood—bring the thermometer!—it’s at the boiling point!—his pulse makes +these planks beat!—sir!”—taking a lancet from his pocket, and drawing +near to Ahab’s arm. + +“Avast!” roared Ahab, dashing him against the bulwarks—“Man the boat! +Which way heading?” + +“Good God!” cried the English Captain, to whom the question was put. +“What’s the matter? He was heading east, I think.—Is your Captain +crazy?” whispering Fedallah. + +But Fedallah, putting a finger on his lip, slid over the bulwarks to +take the boat’s steering oar, and Ahab, swinging the cutting-tackle +towards him, commanded the ship’s sailors to stand by to lower. + +In a moment he was standing in the boat’s stern, and the Manilla men +were springing to their oars. In vain the English Captain hailed him. +With back to the stranger ship, and face set like a flint to his own, +Ahab stood upright till alongside of the Pequod. + + +CHAPTER 101. The Decanter. + +Ere the English ship fades from sight, be it set down here, that she +hailed from London, and was named after the late Samuel Enderby, +merchant of that city, the original of the famous whaling house of +Enderby & Sons; a house which in my poor whaleman’s opinion, comes not +far behind the united royal houses of the Tudors and Bourbons, in point +of real historical interest. How long, prior to the year of our Lord +1775, this great whaling house was in existence, my numerous +fish-documents do not make plain; but in that year (1775) it fitted out +the first English ships that ever regularly hunted the Sperm Whale; +though for some score of years previous (ever since 1726) our valiant +Coffins and Maceys of Nantucket and the Vineyard had in large fleets +pursued that Leviathan, but only in the North and South Atlantic: not +elsewhere. Be it distinctly recorded here, that the Nantucketers were +the first among mankind to harpoon with civilized steel the great Sperm +Whale; and that for half a century they were the only people of the +whole globe who so harpooned him. + +In 1778, a fine ship, the Amelia, fitted out for the express purpose, +and at the sole charge of the vigorous Enderbys, boldly rounded Cape +Horn, and was the first among the nations to lower a whale-boat of any +sort in the great South Sea. The voyage was a skilful and lucky one; +and returning to her berth with her hold full of the precious sperm, +the Amelia’s example was soon followed by other ships, English and +American, and thus the vast Sperm Whale grounds of the Pacific were +thrown open. But not content with this good deed, the indefatigable +house again bestirred itself: Samuel and all his Sons—how many, their +mother only knows—and under their immediate auspices, and partly, I +think, at their expense, the British government was induced to send the +sloop-of-war Rattler on a whaling voyage of discovery into the South +Sea. Commanded by a naval Post-Captain, the Rattler made a rattling +voyage of it, and did some service; how much does not appear. But this +is not all. In 1819, the same house fitted out a discovery whale ship +of their own, to go on a tasting cruise to the remote waters of Japan. +That ship—well called the “Syren”—made a noble experimental cruise; and +it was thus that the great Japanese Whaling Ground first became +generally known. The Syren in this famous voyage was commanded by a +Captain Coffin, a Nantucketer. + +All honor to the Enderbies, therefore, whose house, I think, exists to +the present day; though doubtless the original Samuel must long ago +have slipped his cable for the great South Sea of the other world. + +The ship named after him was worthy of the honor, being a very fast +sailer and a noble craft every way. I boarded her once at midnight +somewhere off the Patagonian coast, and drank good flip down in the +forecastle. It was a fine gam we had, and they were all trumps—every +soul on board. A short life to them, and a jolly death. And that fine +gam I had—long, very long after old Ahab touched her planks with his +ivory heel—it minds me of the noble, solid, Saxon hospitality of that +ship; and may my parson forget me, and the devil remember me, if I ever +lose sight of it. Flip? Did I say we had flip? Yes, and we flipped it +at the rate of ten gallons the hour; and when the squall came (for it’s +squally off there by Patagonia), and all hands—visitors and all—were +called to reef topsails, we were so top-heavy that we had to swing each +other aloft in bowlines; and we ignorantly furled the skirts of our +jackets into the sails, so that we hung there, reefed fast in the +howling gale, a warning example to all drunken tars. However, the masts +did not go overboard; and by and by we scrambled down, so sober, that +we had to pass the flip again, though the savage salt spray bursting +down the forecastle scuttle, rather too much diluted and pickled it to +my taste. + +The beef was fine—tough, but with body in it. They said it was +bull-beef; others, that it was dromedary beef; but I do not know, for +certain, how that was. They had dumplings too; small, but substantial, +symmetrically globular, and indestructible dumplings. I fancied that +you could feel them, and roll them about in you after they were +swallowed. If you stooped over too far forward, you risked their +pitching out of you like billiard-balls. The bread—but that couldn’t be +helped; besides, it was an anti-scorbutic; in short, the bread +contained the only fresh fare they had. But the forecastle was not very +light, and it was very easy to step over into a dark corner when you +ate it. But all in all, taking her from truck to helm, considering the +dimensions of the cook’s boilers, including his own live parchment +boilers; fore and aft, I say, the Samuel Enderby was a jolly ship; of +good fare and plenty; fine flip and strong; crack fellows all, and +capital from boot heels to hat-band. + +But why was it, think ye, that the Samuel Enderby, and some other +English whalers I know of—not all though—were such famous, hospitable +ships; that passed round the beef, and the bread, and the can, and the +joke; and were not soon weary of eating, and drinking, and laughing? I +will tell you. The abounding good cheer of these English whalers is +matter for historical research. Nor have I been at all sparing of +historical whale research, when it has seemed needed. + +The English were preceded in the whale fishery by the Hollanders, +Zealanders, and Danes; from whom they derived many terms still extant +in the fishery; and what is yet more, their fat old fashions, touching +plenty to eat and drink. For, as a general thing, the English +merchant-ship scrimps her crew; but not so the English whaler. Hence, +in the English, this thing of whaling good cheer is not normal and +natural, but incidental and particular; and, therefore, must have some +special origin, which is here pointed out, and will be still further +elucidated. + +During my researches in the Leviathanic histories, I stumbled upon an +ancient Dutch volume, which, by the musty whaling smell of it, I knew +must be about whalers. The title was, “Dan Coopman,” wherefore I +concluded that this must be the invaluable memoirs of some Amsterdam +cooper in the fishery, as every whale ship must carry its cooper. I was +reinforced in this opinion by seeing that it was the production of one +“Fitz Swackhammer.” But my friend Dr. Snodhead, a very learned man, +professor of Low Dutch and High German in the college of Santa Claus +and St. Pott’s, to whom I handed the work for translation, giving him a +box of sperm candles for his trouble—this same Dr. Snodhead, so soon as +he spied the book, assured me that “Dan Coopman” did not mean “The +Cooper,” but “The Merchant.” In short, this ancient and learned Low +Dutch book treated of the commerce of Holland; and, among other +subjects, contained a very interesting account of its whale fishery. +And in this chapter it was, headed, “Smeer,” or “Fat,” that I found a +long detailed list of the outfits for the larders and cellars of 180 +sail of Dutch whalemen; from which list, as translated by Dr. Snodhead, +I transcribe the following: + +400,000 lbs. of beef. 60,000 lbs. Friesland pork. 150,000 lbs. of stock +fish. 550,000 lbs. of biscuit. 72,000 lbs. of soft bread. 2,800 firkins +of butter. 20,000 lbs. Texel & Leyden cheese. 144,000 lbs. cheese +(probably an inferior article). 550 ankers of Geneva. 10,800 barrels of +beer. + +Most statistical tables are parchingly dry in the reading; not so in +the present case, however, where the reader is flooded with whole +pipes, barrels, quarts, and gills of good gin and good cheer. + +At the time, I devoted three days to the studious digesting of all this +beer, beef, and bread, during which many profound thoughts were +incidentally suggested to me, capable of a transcendental and Platonic +application; and, furthermore, I compiled supplementary tables of my +own, touching the probable quantity of stock-fish, etc., consumed by +every Low Dutch harpooneer in that ancient Greenland and Spitzbergen +whale fishery. In the first place, the amount of butter, and Texel and +Leyden cheese consumed, seems amazing. I impute it, though, to their +naturally unctuous natures, being rendered still more unctuous by the +nature of their vocation, and especially by their pursuing their game +in those frigid Polar Seas, on the very coasts of that Esquimaux +country where the convivial natives pledge each other in bumpers of +train oil. + +The quantity of beer, too, is very large, 10,800 barrels. Now, as those +polar fisheries could only be prosecuted in the short summer of that +climate, so that the whole cruise of one of these Dutch whalemen, +including the short voyage to and from the Spitzbergen sea, did not +much exceed three months, say, and reckoning 30 men to each of their +fleet of 180 sail, we have 5,400 Low Dutch seamen in all; therefore, I +say, we have precisely two barrels of beer per man, for a twelve weeks’ +allowance, exclusive of his fair proportion of that 550 ankers of gin. +Now, whether these gin and beer harpooneers, so fuddled as one might +fancy them to have been, were the right sort of men to stand up in a +boat’s head, and take good aim at flying whales; this would seem +somewhat improbable. Yet they did aim at them, and hit them too. But +this was very far North, be it remembered, where beer agrees well with +the constitution; upon the Equator, in our southern fishery, beer would +be apt to make the harpooneer sleepy at the mast-head and boozy in his +boat; and grievous loss might ensue to Nantucket and New Bedford. + +But no more; enough has been said to show that the old Dutch whalers of +two or three centuries ago were high livers; and that the English +whalers have not neglected so excellent an example. For, say they, when +cruising in an empty ship, if you can get nothing better out of the +world, get a good dinner out of it, at least. And this empties the +decanter. + + +CHAPTER 102. A Bower in the Arsacides. + +Hitherto, in descriptively treating of the Sperm Whale, I have chiefly +dwelt upon the marvels of his outer aspect; or separately and in detail +upon some few interior structural features. But to a large and thorough +sweeping comprehension of him, it behooves me now to unbutton him still +further, and untagging the points of his hose, unbuckling his garters, +and casting loose the hooks and the eyes of the joints of his innermost +bones, set him before you in his ultimatum; that is to say, in his +unconditional skeleton. + +But how now, Ishmael? How is it, that you, a mere oarsman in the +fishery, pretend to know aught about the subterranean parts of the +whale? Did erudite Stubb, mounted upon your capstan, deliver lectures +on the anatomy of the Cetacea; and by help of the windlass, hold up a +specimen rib for exhibition? Explain thyself, Ishmael. Can you land a +full-grown whale on your deck for examination, as a cook dishes a +roast-pig? Surely not. A veritable witness have you hitherto been, +Ishmael; but have a care how you seize the privilege of Jonah alone; +the privilege of discoursing upon the joists and beams; the rafters, +ridge-pole, sleepers, and under-pinnings, making up the frame-work of +leviathan; and belike of the tallow-vats, dairy-rooms, butteries, and +cheeseries in his bowels. + +I confess, that since Jonah, few whalemen have penetrated very far +beneath the skin of the adult whale; nevertheless, I have been blessed +with an opportunity to dissect him in miniature. In a ship I belonged +to, a small cub Sperm Whale was once bodily hoisted to the deck for his +poke or bag, to make sheaths for the barbs of the harpoons, and for the +heads of the lances. Think you I let that chance go, without using my +boat-hatchet and jack-knife, and breaking the seal and reading all the +contents of that young cub? + +And as for my exact knowledge of the bones of the leviathan in their +gigantic, full grown development, for that rare knowledge I am indebted +to my late royal friend Tranquo, king of Tranque, one of the Arsacides. +For being at Tranque, years ago, when attached to the trading-ship Dey +of Algiers, I was invited to spend part of the Arsacidean holidays with +the lord of Tranque, at his retired palm villa at Pupella; a sea-side +glen not very far distant from what our sailors called Bamboo-Town, his +capital. + +Among many other fine qualities, my royal friend Tranquo, being gifted +with a devout love for all matters of barbaric vertu, had brought +together in Pupella whatever rare things the more ingenious of his +people could invent; chiefly carved woods of wonderful devices, +chiselled shells, inlaid spears, costly paddles, aromatic canoes; and +all these distributed among whatever natural wonders, the +wonder-freighted, tribute-rendering waves had cast upon his shores. + +Chief among these latter was a great Sperm Whale, which, after an +unusually long raging gale, had been found dead and stranded, with his +head against a cocoa-nut tree, whose plumage-like, tufted droopings +seemed his verdant jet. When the vast body had at last been stripped of +its fathom-deep enfoldings, and the bones become dust dry in the sun, +then the skeleton was carefully transported up the Pupella glen, where +a grand temple of lordly palms now sheltered it. + +The ribs were hung with trophies; the vertebræ were carved with +Arsacidean annals, in strange hieroglyphics; in the skull, the priests +kept up an unextinguished aromatic flame, so that the mystic head again +sent forth its vapory spout; while, suspended from a bough, the +terrific lower jaw vibrated over all the devotees, like the hair-hung +sword that so affrighted Damocles. + +It was a wondrous sight. The wood was green as mosses of the Icy Glen; +the trees stood high and haughty, feeling their living sap; the +industrious earth beneath was as a weaver’s loom, with a gorgeous +carpet on it, whereof the ground-vine tendrils formed the warp and +woof, and the living flowers the figures. All the trees, with all their +laden branches; all the shrubs, and ferns, and grasses; the +message-carrying air; all these unceasingly were active. Through the +lacings of the leaves, the great sun seemed a flying shuttle weaving +the unwearied verdure. Oh, busy weaver! unseen weaver!—pause!—one +word!—whither flows the fabric? what palace may it deck? wherefore all +these ceaseless toilings? Speak, weaver!—stay thy hand!—but one single +word with thee! Nay—the shuttle flies—the figures float from forth the +loom; the freshet-rushing carpet for ever slides away. The weaver-god, +he weaves; and by that weaving is he deafened, that he hears no mortal +voice; and by that humming, we, too, who look on the loom are deafened; +and only when we escape it shall we hear the thousand voices that speak +through it. For even so it is in all material factories. The spoken +words that are inaudible among the flying spindles; those same words +are plainly heard without the walls, bursting from the opened +casements. Thereby have villainies been detected. Ah, mortal! then, be +heedful; for so, in all this din of the great world’s loom, thy +subtlest thinkings may be overheard afar. + +Now, amid the green, life-restless loom of that Arsacidean wood, the +great, white, worshipped skeleton lay lounging—a gigantic idler! Yet, +as the ever-woven verdant warp and woof intermixed and hummed around +him, the mighty idler seemed the cunning weaver; himself all woven over +with the vines; every month assuming greener, fresher verdure; but +himself a skeleton. Life folded Death; Death trellised Life; the grim +god wived with youthful Life, and begat him curly-headed glories. + +Now, when with royal Tranquo I visited this wondrous whale, and saw the +skull an altar, and the artificial smoke ascending from where the real +jet had issued, I marvelled that the king should regard a chapel as an +object of vertu. He laughed. But more I marvelled that the priests +should swear that smoky jet of his was genuine. To and fro I paced +before this skeleton—brushed the vines aside—broke through the ribs—and +with a ball of Arsacidean twine, wandered, eddied long amid its many +winding, shaded colonnades and arbours. But soon my line was out; and +following it back, I emerged from the opening where I entered. I saw no +living thing within; naught was there but bones. + +Cutting me a green measuring-rod, I once more dived within the +skeleton. From their arrow-slit in the skull, the priests perceived me +taking the altitude of the final rib, “How now!” they shouted; “Dar’st +thou measure this our god! That’s for us.” “Aye, priests—well, how long +do ye make him, then?” But hereupon a fierce contest rose among them, +concerning feet and inches; they cracked each other’s sconces with +their yard-sticks—the great skull echoed—and seizing that lucky chance, +I quickly concluded my own admeasurements. + +These admeasurements I now propose to set before you. But first, be it +recorded, that, in this matter, I am not free to utter any fancied +measurement I please. Because there are skeleton authorities you can +refer to, to test my accuracy. There is a Leviathanic Museum, they tell +me, in Hull, England, one of the whaling ports of that country, where +they have some fine specimens of fin-backs and other whales. Likewise, +I have heard that in the museum of Manchester, in New Hampshire, they +have what the proprietors call “the only perfect specimen of a +Greenland or River Whale in the United States.” Moreover, at a place in +Yorkshire, England, Burton Constable by name, a certain Sir Clifford +Constable has in his possession the skeleton of a Sperm Whale, but of +moderate size, by no means of the full-grown magnitude of my friend +King Tranquo’s. + +In both cases, the stranded whales to which these two skeletons +belonged, were originally claimed by their proprietors upon similar +grounds. King Tranquo seizing his because he wanted it; and Sir +Clifford, because he was lord of the seignories of those parts. Sir +Clifford’s whale has been articulated throughout; so that, like a great +chest of drawers, you can open and shut him, in all his bony +cavities—spread out his ribs like a gigantic fan—and swing all day upon +his lower jaw. Locks are to be put upon some of his trap-doors and +shutters; and a footman will show round future visitors with a bunch of +keys at his side. Sir Clifford thinks of charging twopence for a peep +at the whispering gallery in the spinal column; threepence to hear the +echo in the hollow of his cerebellum; and sixpence for the unrivalled +view from his forehead. + +The skeleton dimensions I shall now proceed to set down are copied +verbatim from my right arm, where I had them tattooed; as in my wild +wanderings at that period, there was no other secure way of preserving +such valuable statistics. But as I was crowded for space, and wished +the other parts of my body to remain a blank page for a poem I was then +composing—at least, what untattooed parts might remain—I did not +trouble myself with the odd inches; nor, indeed, should inches at all +enter into a congenial admeasurement of the whale. + + +CHAPTER 103. Measurement of The Whale’s Skeleton. + +In the first place, I wish to lay before you a particular, plain +statement, touching the living bulk of this leviathan, whose skeleton +we are briefly to exhibit. Such a statement may prove useful here. + +According to a careful calculation I have made, and which I partly base +upon Captain Scoresby’s estimate, of seventy tons for the largest sized +Greenland whale of sixty feet in length; according to my careful +calculation, I say, a Sperm Whale of the largest magnitude, between +eighty-five and ninety feet in length, and something less than forty +feet in its fullest circumference, such a whale will weigh at least +ninety tons; so that, reckoning thirteen men to a ton, he would +considerably outweigh the combined population of a whole village of one +thousand one hundred inhabitants. + +Think you not then that brains, like yoked cattle, should be put to +this leviathan, to make him at all budge to any landsman’s imagination? + +Having already in various ways put before you his skull, spout-hole, +jaw, teeth, tail, forehead, fins, and divers other parts, I shall now +simply point out what is most interesting in the general bulk of his +unobstructed bones. But as the colossal skull embraces so very large a +proportion of the entire extent of the skeleton; as it is by far the +most complicated part; and as nothing is to be repeated concerning it +in this chapter, you must not fail to carry it in your mind, or under +your arm, as we proceed, otherwise you will not gain a complete notion +of the general structure we are about to view. + +In length, the Sperm Whale’s skeleton at Tranque measured seventy-two +feet; so that when fully invested and extended in life, he must have +been ninety feet long; for in the whale, the skeleton loses about one +fifth in length compared with the living body. Of this seventy-two +feet, his skull and jaw comprised some twenty feet, leaving some fifty +feet of plain back-bone. Attached to this back-bone, for something less +than a third of its length, was the mighty circular basket of ribs +which once enclosed his vitals. + +To me this vast ivory-ribbed chest, with the long, unrelieved spine, +extending far away from it in a straight line, not a little resembled +the hull of a great ship new-laid upon the stocks, when only some +twenty of her naked bow-ribs are inserted, and the keel is otherwise, +for the time, but a long, disconnected timber. + +The ribs were ten on a side. The first, to begin from the neck, was +nearly six feet long; the second, third, and fourth were each +successively longer, till you came to the climax of the fifth, or one +of the middle ribs, which measured eight feet and some inches. From +that part, the remaining ribs diminished, till the tenth and last only +spanned five feet and some inches. In general thickness, they all bore +a seemly correspondence to their length. The middle ribs were the most +arched. In some of the Arsacides they are used for beams whereon to lay +footpath bridges over small streams. + +In considering these ribs, I could not but be struck anew with the +circumstance, so variously repeated in this book, that the skeleton of +the whale is by no means the mould of his invested form. The largest of +the Tranque ribs, one of the middle ones, occupied that part of the +fish which, in life, is greatest in depth. Now, the greatest depth of +the invested body of this particular whale must have been at least +sixteen feet; whereas, the corresponding rib measured but little more +than eight feet. So that this rib only conveyed half of the true notion +of the living magnitude of that part. Besides, for some way, where I +now saw but a naked spine, all that had been once wrapped round with +tons of added bulk in flesh, muscle, blood, and bowels. Still more, for +the ample fins, I here saw but a few disordered joints; and in place of +the weighty and majestic, but boneless flukes, an utter blank! + +How vain and foolish, then, thought I, for timid untravelled man to try +to comprehend aright this wondrous whale, by merely poring over his +dead attenuated skeleton, stretched in this peaceful wood. No. Only in +the heart of quickest perils; only when within the eddyings of his +angry flukes; only on the profound unbounded sea, can the fully +invested whale be truly and livingly found out. + +But the spine. For that, the best way we can consider it is, with a +crane, to pile its bones high up on end. No speedy enterprise. But now +it’s done, it looks much like Pompey’s Pillar. + +There are forty and odd vertebræ in all, which in the skeleton are not +locked together. They mostly lie like the great knobbed blocks on a +Gothic spire, forming solid courses of heavy masonry. The largest, a +middle one, is in width something less than three feet, and in depth +more than four. The smallest, where the spine tapers away into the +tail, is only two inches in width, and looks something like a white +billiard-ball. I was told that there were still smaller ones, but they +had been lost by some little cannibal urchins, the priest’s children, +who had stolen them to play marbles with. Thus we see how that the +spine of even the hugest of living things tapers off at last into +simple child’s play. + + +CHAPTER 104. The Fossil Whale. + +From his mighty bulk the whale affords a most congenial theme whereon +to enlarge, amplify, and generally expatiate. Would you, you could not +compress him. By good rights he should only be treated of in imperial +folio. Not to tell over again his furlongs from spiracle to tail, and +the yards he measures about the waist; only think of the gigantic +involutions of his intestines, where they lie in him like great cables +and hawsers coiled away in the subterranean orlop-deck of a +line-of-battle-ship. + +Since I have undertaken to manhandle this Leviathan, it behooves me to +approve myself omnisciently exhaustive in the enterprise; not +overlooking the minutest seminal germs of his blood, and spinning him +out to the uttermost coil of his bowels. Having already described him +in most of his present habitatory and anatomical peculiarities, it now +remains to magnify him in an archæological, fossiliferous, and +antediluvian point of view. Applied to any other creature than the +Leviathan—to an ant or a flea—such portly terms might justly be deemed +unwarrantably grandiloquent. But when Leviathan is the text, the case +is altered. Fain am I to stagger to this emprise under the weightiest +words of the dictionary. And here be it said, that whenever it has been +convenient to consult one in the course of these dissertations, I have +invariably used a huge quarto edition of Johnson, expressly purchased +for that purpose; because that famous lexicographer’s uncommon personal +bulk more fitted him to compile a lexicon to be used by a whale author +like me. + +One often hears of writers that rise and swell with their subject, +though it may seem but an ordinary one. How, then, with me, writing of +this Leviathan? Unconsciously my chirography expands into placard +capitals. Give me a condor’s quill! Give me Vesuvius’ crater for an +inkstand! Friends, hold my arms! For in the mere act of penning my +thoughts of this Leviathan, they weary me, and make me faint with their +outreaching comprehensiveness of sweep, as if to include the whole +circle of the sciences, and all the generations of whales, and men, and +mastodons, past, present, and to come, with all the revolving panoramas +of empire on earth, and throughout the whole universe, not excluding +its suburbs. Such, and so magnifying, is the virtue of a large and +liberal theme! We expand to its bulk. To produce a mighty book, you +must choose a mighty theme. No great and enduring volume can ever be +written on the flea, though many there be who have tried it. + +Ere entering upon the subject of Fossil Whales, I present my +credentials as a geologist, by stating that in my miscellaneous time I +have been a stone-mason, and also a great digger of ditches, canals and +wells, wine-vaults, cellars, and cisterns of all sorts. Likewise, by +way of preliminary, I desire to remind the reader, that while in the +earlier geological strata there are found the fossils of monsters now +almost completely extinct; the subsequent relics discovered in what are +called the Tertiary formations seem the connecting, or at any rate +intercepted links, between the antichronical creatures, and those whose +remote posterity are said to have entered the Ark; all the Fossil +Whales hitherto discovered belong to the Tertiary period, which is the +last preceding the superficial formations. And though none of them +precisely answer to any known species of the present time, they are yet +sufficiently akin to them in general respects, to justify their taking +rank as Cetacean fossils. + +Detached broken fossils of pre-adamite whales, fragments of their bones +and skeletons, have within thirty years past, at various intervals, +been found at the base of the Alps, in Lombardy, in France, in England, +in Scotland, and in the States of Louisiana, Mississippi, and Alabama. +Among the more curious of such remains is part of a skull, which in the +year 1779 was disinterred in the Rue Dauphine in Paris, a short street +opening almost directly upon the palace of the Tuileries; and bones +disinterred in excavating the great docks of Antwerp, in Napoleon’s +time. Cuvier pronounced these fragments to have belonged to some +utterly unknown Leviathanic species. + +But by far the most wonderful of all Cetacean relics was the almost +complete vast skeleton of an extinct monster, found in the year 1842, +on the plantation of Judge Creagh, in Alabama. The awe-stricken +credulous slaves in the vicinity took it for the bones of one of the +fallen angels. The Alabama doctors declared it a huge reptile, and +bestowed upon it the name of Basilosaurus. But some specimen bones of +it being taken across the sea to Owen, the English Anatomist, it turned +out that this alleged reptile was a whale, though of a departed +species. A significant illustration of the fact, again and again +repeated in this book, that the skeleton of the whale furnishes but +little clue to the shape of his fully invested body. So Owen +rechristened the monster Zeuglodon; and in his paper read before the +London Geological Society, pronounced it, in substance, one of the most +extraordinary creatures which the mutations of the globe have blotted +out of existence. + +When I stand among these mighty Leviathan skeletons, skulls, tusks, +jaws, ribs, and vertebræ, all characterized by partial resemblances to +the existing breeds of sea-monsters; but at the same time bearing on +the other hand similar affinities to the annihilated antichronical +Leviathans, their incalculable seniors; I am, by a flood, borne back to +that wondrous period, ere time itself can be said to have begun; for +time began with man. Here Saturn’s grey chaos rolls over me, and I +obtain dim, shuddering glimpses into those Polar eternities; when +wedged bastions of ice pressed hard upon what are now the Tropics; and +in all the 25,000 miles of this world’s circumference, not an +inhabitable hand’s breadth of land was visible. Then the whole world +was the whale’s; and, king of creation, he left his wake along the +present lines of the Andes and the Himmalehs. Who can show a pedigree +like Leviathan? Ahab’s harpoon had shed older blood than the Pharaoh’s. +Methuselah seems a school-boy. I look round to shake hands with Shem. I +am horror-struck at this antemosaic, unsourced existence of the +unspeakable terrors of the whale, which, having been before all time, +must needs exist after all humane ages are over. + +But not alone has this Leviathan left his pre-adamite traces in the +stereotype plates of nature, and in limestone and marl bequeathed his +ancient bust; but upon Egyptian tablets, whose antiquity seems to claim +for them an almost fossiliferous character, we find the unmistakable +print of his fin. In an apartment of the great temple of Denderah, some +fifty years ago, there was discovered upon the granite ceiling a +sculptured and painted planisphere, abounding in centaurs, griffins, +and dolphins, similar to the grotesque figures on the celestial globe +of the moderns. Gliding among them, old Leviathan swam as of yore; was +there swimming in that planisphere, centuries before Solomon was +cradled. + +Nor must there be omitted another strange attestation of the antiquity +of the whale, in his own osseous post-diluvian reality, as set down by +the venerable John Leo, the old Barbary traveller. + +“Not far from the Sea-side, they have a Temple, the Rafters and Beams +of which are made of Whale-Bones; for Whales of a monstrous size are +oftentimes cast up dead upon that shore. The Common People imagine, +that by a secret Power bestowed by God upon the Temple, no Whale can +pass it without immediate death. But the truth of the Matter is, that +on either side of the Temple, there are Rocks that shoot two Miles into +the Sea, and wound the Whales when they light upon ’em. They keep a +Whale’s Rib of an incredible length for a Miracle, which lying upon the +Ground with its convex part uppermost, makes an Arch, the Head of which +cannot be reached by a Man upon a Camel’s Back. This Rib (says John +Leo) is said to have layn there a hundred Years before I saw it. Their +Historians affirm, that a Prophet who prophesy’d of Mahomet, came from +this Temple, and some do not stand to assert, that the Prophet Jonas +was cast forth by the Whale at the Base of the Temple.” + +In this Afric Temple of the Whale I leave you, reader, and if you be a +Nantucketer, and a whaleman, you will silently worship there. + + +CHAPTER 105. Does the Whale’s Magnitude Diminish?—Will He Perish? + +Inasmuch, then, as this Leviathan comes floundering down upon us from +the head-waters of the Eternities, it may be fitly inquired, whether, +in the long course of his generations, he has not degenerated from the +original bulk of his sires. + +But upon investigation we find, that not only are the whales of the +present day superior in magnitude to those whose fossil remains are +found in the Tertiary system (embracing a distinct geological period +prior to man), but of the whales found in that Tertiary system, those +belonging to its latter formations exceed in size those of its earlier +ones. + +Of all the pre-adamite whales yet exhumed, by far the largest is the +Alabama one mentioned in the last chapter, and that was less than +seventy feet in length in the skeleton. Whereas, we have already seen, +that the tape-measure gives seventy-two feet for the skeleton of a +large sized modern whale. And I have heard, on whalemen’s authority, +that Sperm Whales have been captured near a hundred feet long at the +time of capture. + +But may it not be, that while the whales of the present hour are an +advance in magnitude upon those of all previous geological periods; may +it not be, that since Adam’s time they have degenerated? + +Assuredly, we must conclude so, if we are to credit the accounts of +such gentlemen as Pliny, and the ancient naturalists generally. For +Pliny tells us of whales that embraced acres of living bulk, and +Aldrovandus of others which measured eight hundred feet in length—Rope +Walks and Thames Tunnels of Whales! And even in the days of Banks and +Solander, Cooke’s naturalists, we find a Danish member of the Academy +of Sciences setting down certain Iceland Whales (reydan-siskur, or +Wrinkled Bellies) at one hundred and twenty yards; that is, three +hundred and sixty feet. And Lacépède, the French naturalist, in his +elaborate history of whales, in the very beginning of his work (page +3), sets down the Right Whale at one hundred metres, three hundred and +twenty-eight feet. And this work was published so late as A.D. 1825. + +But will any whaleman believe these stories? No. The whale of to-day is +as big as his ancestors in Pliny’s time. And if ever I go where Pliny +is, I, a whaleman (more than he was), will make bold to tell him so. +Because I cannot understand how it is, that while the Egyptian mummies +that were buried thousands of years before even Pliny was born, do not +measure so much in their coffins as a modern Kentuckian in his socks; +and while the cattle and other animals sculptured on the oldest +Egyptian and Nineveh tablets, by the relative proportions in which they +are drawn, just as plainly prove that the high-bred, stall-fed, prize +cattle of Smithfield, not only equal, but far exceed in magnitude the +fattest of Pharaoh’s fat kine; in the face of all this, I will not +admit that of all animals the whale alone should have degenerated. + +But still another inquiry remains; one often agitated by the more +recondite Nantucketers. Whether owing to the almost omniscient +look-outs at the mast-heads of the whale-ships, now penetrating even +through Behring’s straits, and into the remotest secret drawers and +lockers of the world; and the thousand harpoons and lances darted along +all continental coasts; the moot point is, whether Leviathan can long +endure so wide a chase, and so remorseless a havoc; whether he must not +at last be exterminated from the waters, and the last whale, like the +last man, smoke his last pipe, and then himself evaporate in the final +puff. + +Comparing the humped herds of whales with the humped herds of buffalo, +which, not forty years ago, overspread by tens of thousands the +prairies of Illinois and Missouri, and shook their iron manes and +scowled with their thunder-clotted brows upon the sites of populous +river-capitals, where now the polite broker sells you land at a dollar +an inch; in such a comparison an irresistible argument would seem +furnished, to show that the hunted whale cannot now escape speedy +extinction. + +But you must look at this matter in every light. Though so short a +period ago—not a good lifetime—the census of the buffalo in Illinois +exceeded the census of men now in London, and though at the present day +not one horn or hoof of them remains in all that region; and though the +cause of this wondrous extermination was the spear of man; yet the far +different nature of the whale-hunt peremptorily forbids so inglorious +an end to the Leviathan. Forty men in one ship hunting the Sperm Whales +for forty-eight months think they have done extremely well, and thank +God, if at last they carry home the oil of forty fish. Whereas, in the +days of the old Canadian and Indian hunters and trappers of the West, +when the far west (in whose sunset suns still rise) was a wilderness +and a virgin, the same number of moccasined men, for the same number of +months, mounted on horse instead of sailing in ships, would have slain +not forty, but forty thousand and more buffaloes; a fact that, if need +were, could be statistically stated. + +Nor, considered aright, does it seem any argument in favour of the +gradual extinction of the Sperm Whale, for example, that in former +years (the latter part of the last century, say) these Leviathans, in +small pods, were encountered much oftener than at present, and, in +consequence, the voyages were not so prolonged, and were also much more +remunerative. Because, as has been elsewhere noticed, those whales, +influenced by some views to safety, now swim the seas in immense +caravans, so that to a large degree the scattered solitaries, yokes, +and pods, and schools of other days are now aggregated into vast but +widely separated, unfrequent armies. That is all. And equally +fallacious seems the conceit, that because the so-called whale-bone +whales no longer haunt many grounds in former years abounding with +them, hence that species also is declining. For they are only being +driven from promontory to cape; and if one coast is no longer enlivened +with their jets, then, be sure, some other and remoter strand has been +very recently startled by the unfamiliar spectacle. + +Furthermore: concerning these last mentioned Leviathans, they have two +firm fortresses, which, in all human probability, will for ever remain +impregnable. And as upon the invasion of their valleys, the frosty +Swiss have retreated to their mountains; so, hunted from the savannas +and glades of the middle seas, the whale-bone whales can at last resort +to their Polar citadels, and diving under the ultimate glassy barriers +and walls there, come up among icy fields and floes; and in a charmed +circle of everlasting December, bid defiance to all pursuit from man. + +But as perhaps fifty of these whale-bone whales are harpooned for one +cachalot, some philosophers of the forecastle have concluded that this +positive havoc has already very seriously diminished their battalions. +But though for some time past a number of these whales, not less than +13,000, have been annually slain on the nor’ west coast by the +Americans alone; yet there are considerations which render even this +circumstance of little or no account as an opposing argument in this +matter. + +Natural as it is to be somewhat incredulous concerning the populousness +of the more enormous creatures of the globe, yet what shall we say to +Harto, the historian of Goa, when he tells us that at one hunting the +King of Siam took 4,000 elephants; that in those regions elephants are +numerous as droves of cattle in the temperate climes. And there seems +no reason to doubt that if these elephants, which have now been hunted +for thousands of years, by Semiramis, by Porus, by Hannibal, and by all +the successive monarchs of the East—if they still survive there in +great numbers, much more may the great whale outlast all hunting, since +he has a pasture to expatiate in, which is precisely twice as large as +all Asia, both Americas, Europe and Africa, New Holland, and all the +Isles of the sea combined. + +Moreover: we are to consider, that from the presumed great longevity of +whales, their probably attaining the age of a century and more, +therefore at any one period of time, several distinct adult generations +must be contemporary. And what that is, we may soon gain some idea of, +by imagining all the grave-yards, cemeteries, and family vaults of +creation yielding up the live bodies of all the men, women, and +children who were alive seventy-five years ago; and adding this +countless host to the present human population of the globe. + +Wherefore, for all these things, we account the whale immortal in his +species, however perishable in his individuality. He swam the seas +before the continents broke water; he once swam over the site of the +Tuileries, and Windsor Castle, and the Kremlin. In Noah’s flood he +despised Noah’s Ark; and if ever the world is to be again flooded, like +the Netherlands, to kill off its rats, then the eternal whale will +still survive, and rearing upon the topmost crest of the equatorial +flood, spout his frothed defiance to the skies. + + +CHAPTER 106. Ahab’s Leg. + +The precipitating manner in which Captain Ahab had quitted the Samuel +Enderby of London, had not been unattended with some small violence to +his own person. He had lighted with such energy upon a thwart of his +boat that his ivory leg had received a half-splintering shock. And when +after gaining his own deck, and his own pivot-hole there, he so +vehemently wheeled round with an urgent command to the steersman (it +was, as ever, something about his not steering inflexibly enough); +then, the already shaken ivory received such an additional twist and +wrench, that though it still remained entire, and to all appearances +lusty, yet Ahab did not deem it entirely trustworthy. + +And, indeed, it seemed small matter for wonder, that for all his +pervading, mad recklessness, Ahab did at times give careful heed to the +condition of that dead bone upon which he partly stood. For it had not +been very long prior to the Pequod’s sailing from Nantucket, that he +had been found one night lying prone upon the ground, and insensible; +by some unknown, and seemingly inexplicable, unimaginable casualty, his +ivory limb having been so violently displaced, that it had stake-wise +smitten, and all but pierced his groin; nor was it without extreme +difficulty that the agonizing wound was entirely cured. + +Nor, at the time, had it failed to enter his monomaniac mind, that all +the anguish of that then present suffering was but the direct issue of +a former woe; and he too plainly seemed to see, that as the most +poisonous reptile of the marsh perpetuates his kind as inevitably as +the sweetest songster of the grove; so, equally with every felicity, +all miserable events do naturally beget their like. Yea, more than +equally, thought Ahab; since both the ancestry and posterity of Grief +go further than the ancestry and posterity of Joy. For, not to hint of +this: that it is an inference from certain canonic teachings, that +while some natural enjoyments here shall have no children born to them +for the other world, but, on the contrary, shall be followed by the +joy-childlessness of all hell’s despair; whereas, some guilty mortal +miseries shall still fertilely beget to themselves an eternally +progressive progeny of griefs beyond the grave; not at all to hint of +this, there still seems an inequality in the deeper analysis of the +thing. For, thought Ahab, while even the highest earthly felicities +ever have a certain unsignifying pettiness lurking in them, but, at +bottom, all heartwoes, a mystic significance, and, in some men, an +archangelic grandeur; so do their diligent tracings-out not belie the +obvious deduction. To trail the genealogies of these high mortal +miseries, carries us at last among the sourceless primogenitures of the +gods; so that, in the face of all the glad, hay-making suns, and soft +cymballing, round harvest-moons, we must needs give in to this: that +the gods themselves are not for ever glad. The ineffaceable, sad +birth-mark in the brow of man, is but the stamp of sorrow in the +signers. + +Unwittingly here a secret has been divulged, which perhaps might more +properly, in set way, have been disclosed before. With many other +particulars concerning Ahab, always had it remained a mystery to some, +why it was, that for a certain period, both before and after the +sailing of the Pequod, he had hidden himself away with such +Grand-Lama-like exclusiveness; and, for that one interval, sought +speechless refuge, as it were, among the marble senate of the dead. +Captain Peleg’s bruited reason for this thing appeared by no means +adequate; though, indeed, as touching all Ahab’s deeper part, every +revelation partook more of significant darkness than of explanatory +light. But, in the end, it all came out; this one matter did, at least. +That direful mishap was at the bottom of his temporary recluseness. And +not only this, but to that ever-contracting, dropping circle ashore, +who, for any reason, possessed the privilege of a less banned approach +to him; to that timid circle the above hinted casualty—remaining, as it +did, moodily unaccounted for by Ahab—invested itself with terrors, not +entirely underived from the land of spirits and of wails. So that, +through their zeal for him, they had all conspired, so far as in them +lay, to muffle up the knowledge of this thing from others; and hence it +was, that not till a considerable interval had elapsed, did it +transpire upon the Pequod’s decks. + +But be all this as it may; let the unseen, ambiguous synod in the air, +or the vindictive princes and potentates of fire, have to do or not +with earthly Ahab, yet, in this present matter of his leg, he took +plain practical procedures;—he called the carpenter. + +And when that functionary appeared before him, he bade him without +delay set about making a new leg, and directed the mates to see him +supplied with all the studs and joists of jaw-ivory (Sperm Whale) which +had thus far been accumulated on the voyage, in order that a careful +selection of the stoutest, clearest-grained stuff might be secured. +This done, the carpenter received orders to have the leg completed that +night; and to provide all the fittings for it, independent of those +pertaining to the distrusted one in use. Moreover, the ship’s forge was +ordered to be hoisted out of its temporary idleness in the hold; and, +to accelerate the affair, the blacksmith was commanded to proceed at +once to the forging of whatever iron contrivances might be needed. + + +CHAPTER 107. The Carpenter. + +Seat thyself sultanically among the moons of Saturn, and take high +abstracted man alone; and he seems a wonder, a grandeur, and a woe. But +from the same point, take mankind in mass, and for the most part, they +seem a mob of unnecessary duplicates, both contemporary and hereditary. +But most humble though he was, and far from furnishing an example of +the high, humane abstraction; the Pequod’s carpenter was no duplicate; +hence, he now comes in person on this stage. + +Like all sea-going ship carpenters, and more especially those belonging +to whaling vessels, he was, to a certain off-handed, practical extent, +alike experienced in numerous trades and callings collateral to his +own; the carpenter’s pursuit being the ancient and outbranching trunk +of all those numerous handicrafts which more or less have to do with +wood as an auxiliary material. But, besides the application to him of +the generic remark above, this carpenter of the Pequod was singularly +efficient in those thousand nameless mechanical emergencies continually +recurring in a large ship, upon a three or four years’ voyage, in +uncivilized and far-distant seas. For not to speak of his readiness in +ordinary duties:—repairing stove boats, sprung spars, reforming the +shape of clumsy-bladed oars, inserting bull’s eyes in the deck, or new +tree-nails in the side planks, and other miscellaneous matters more +directly pertaining to his special business; he was moreover +unhesitatingly expert in all manner of conflicting aptitudes, both +useful and capricious. + +The one grand stage where he enacted all his various parts so manifold, +was his vice-bench; a long rude ponderous table furnished with several +vices, of different sizes, and both of iron and of wood. At all times +except when whales were alongside, this bench was securely lashed +athwartships against the rear of the Try-works. + +A belaying pin is found too large to be easily inserted into its hole: +the carpenter claps it into one of his ever-ready vices, and +straightway files it smaller. A lost land-bird of strange plumage +strays on board, and is made a captive: out of clean shaved rods of +right-whale bone, and cross-beams of sperm whale ivory, the carpenter +makes a pagoda-looking cage for it. An oarsman sprains his wrist: the +carpenter concocts a soothing lotion. Stubb longed for vermillion stars +to be painted upon the blade of his every oar; screwing each oar in his +big vice of wood, the carpenter symmetrically supplies the +constellation. A sailor takes a fancy to wear shark-bone ear-rings: the +carpenter drills his ears. Another has the toothache: the carpenter out +pincers, and clapping one hand upon his bench bids him be seated there; +but the poor fellow unmanageably winces under the unconcluded +operation; whirling round the handle of his wooden vice, the carpenter +signs him to clap his jaw in that, if he would have him draw the tooth. + +Thus, this carpenter was prepared at all points, and alike indifferent +and without respect in all. Teeth he accounted bits of ivory; heads he +deemed but top-blocks; men themselves he lightly held for capstans. But +while now upon so wide a field thus variously accomplished and with +such liveliness of expertness in him, too; all this would seem to argue +some uncommon vivacity of intelligence. But not precisely so. For +nothing was this man more remarkable, than for a certain impersonal +stolidity as it were; impersonal, I say; for it so shaded off into the +surrounding infinite of things, that it seemed one with the general +stolidity discernible in the whole visible world; which while +pauselessly active in uncounted modes, still eternally holds its peace, +and ignores you, though you dig foundations for cathedrals. Yet was +this half-horrible stolidity in him, involving, too, as it appeared, an +all-ramifying heartlessness;—yet was it oddly dashed at times, with an +old, crutch-like, antediluvian, wheezing humorousness, not unstreaked +now and then with a certain grizzled wittiness; such as might have +served to pass the time during the midnight watch on the bearded +forecastle of Noah’s ark. Was it that this old carpenter had been a +life-long wanderer, whose much rolling, to and fro, not only had +gathered no moss; but what is more, had rubbed off whatever small +outward clingings might have originally pertained to him? He was a +stript abstract; an unfractioned integral; uncompromised as a new-born +babe; living without premeditated reference to this world or the next. +You might almost say, that this strange uncompromisedness in him +involved a sort of unintelligence; for in his numerous trades, he did +not seem to work so much by reason or by instinct, or simply because he +had been tutored to it, or by any intermixture of all these, even or +uneven; but merely by a kind of deaf and dumb, spontaneous literal +process. He was a pure manipulator; his brain, if he had ever had one, +must have early oozed along into the muscles of his fingers. He was +like one of those unreasoning but still highly useful, _multum in +parvo_, Sheffield contrivances, assuming the exterior—though a little +swelled—of a common pocket knife; but containing, not only blades of +various sizes, but also screw-drivers, cork-screws, tweezers, awls, +pens, rulers, nail-filers, countersinkers. So, if his superiors wanted +to use the carpenter for a screw-driver, all they had to do was to open +that part of him, and the screw was fast: or if for tweezers, take him +up by the legs, and there they were. + +Yet, as previously hinted, this omnitooled, open-and-shut carpenter, +was, after all, no mere machine of an automaton. If he did not have a +common soul in him, he had a subtle something that somehow anomalously +did its duty. What that was, whether essence of quicksilver, or a few +drops of hartshorn, there is no telling. But there it was; and there it +had abided for now some sixty years or more. And this it was, this same +unaccountable, cunning life-principle in him; this it was, that kept +him a great part of the time soliloquizing; but only like an +unreasoning wheel, which also hummingly soliloquizes; or rather, his +body was a sentry-box and this soliloquizer on guard there, and talking +all the time to keep himself awake. + + +CHAPTER 108. Ahab and the Carpenter. + +The Deck—First Night Watch. + +(_Carpenter standing before his vice-bench, and by the light of two +lanterns busily filing the ivory joist for the leg, which joist is +firmly fixed in the vice. Slabs of ivory, leather straps, pads, screws, +and various tools of all sorts lying about the bench. Forward, the red +flame of the forge is seen, where the blacksmith is at work._) + +Drat the file, and drat the bone! That is hard which should be soft, +and that is soft which should be hard. So we go, who file old jaws and +shinbones. Let’s try another. Aye, now, this works better (_sneezes_). +Halloa, this bone dust is (_sneezes_)—why it’s (_sneezes_)—yes it’s +(_sneezes_)—bless my soul, it won’t let me speak! This is what an old +fellow gets now for working in dead lumber. Saw a live tree, and you +don’t get this dust; amputate a live bone, and you don’t get it +(_sneezes_). Come, come, you old Smut, there, bear a hand, and let’s +have that ferule and buckle-screw; I’ll be ready for them presently. +Lucky now (_sneezes_) there’s no knee-joint to make; that might puzzle +a little; but a mere shinbone—why it’s easy as making hop-poles; only I +should like to put a good finish on. Time, time; if I but only had the +time, I could turn him out as neat a leg now as ever (_sneezes_) +scraped to a lady in a parlor. Those buckskin legs and calves of legs +I’ve seen in shop windows wouldn’t compare at all. They soak water, +they do; and of course get rheumatic, and have to be doctored +(_sneezes_) with washes and lotions, just like live legs. There; before +I saw it off, now, I must call his old Mogulship, and see whether the +length will be all right; too short, if anything, I guess. Ha! that’s +the heel; we are in luck; here he comes, or it’s somebody else, that’s +certain. + +AHAB (_advancing_). (_During the ensuing scene, the carpenter continues +sneezing at times._) + +Well, manmaker! + +Just in time, sir. If the captain pleases, I will now mark the length. +Let me measure, sir. + +Measured for a leg! good. Well, it’s not the first time. About it! +There; keep thy finger on it. This is a cogent vice thou hast here, +carpenter; let me feel its grip once. So, so; it does pinch some. + +Oh, sir, it will break bones—beware, beware! + +No fear; I like a good grip; I like to feel something in this slippery +world that can hold, man. What’s Prometheus about there?—the +blacksmith, I mean—what’s he about? + +He must be forging the buckle-screw, sir, now. + +Right. It’s a partnership; he supplies the muscle part. He makes a +fierce red flame there! + +Aye, sir; he must have the white heat for this kind of fine work. + +Um-m. So he must. I do deem it now a most meaning thing, that that old +Greek, Prometheus, who made men, they say, should have been a +blacksmith, and animated them with fire; for what’s made in fire must +properly belong to fire; and so hell’s probable. How the soot flies! +This must be the remainder the Greek made the Africans of. Carpenter, +when he’s through with that buckle, tell him to forge a pair of steel +shoulder-blades; there’s a pedlar aboard with a crushing pack. + +Sir? + +Hold; while Prometheus is about it, I’ll order a complete man after a +desirable pattern. Imprimis, fifty feet high in his socks; then, chest +modelled after the Thames Tunnel; then, legs with roots to ’em, to stay +in one place; then, arms three feet through the wrist; no heart at all, +brass forehead, and about a quarter of an acre of fine brains; and let +me see—shall I order eyes to see outwards? No, but put a sky-light on +top of his head to illuminate inwards. There, take the order, and away. + +Now, what’s he speaking about, and who’s he speaking to, I should like +to know? Shall I keep standing here? (_aside_). + +’Tis but indifferent architecture to make a blind dome; here’s one. No, +no, no; I must have a lantern. + +Ho, ho! That’s it, hey? Here are two, sir; one will serve my turn. + +What art thou thrusting that thief-catcher into my face for, man? +Thrusted light is worse than presented pistols. + +I thought, sir, that you spoke to carpenter. + +Carpenter? why that’s—but no;—a very tidy, and, I may say, an extremely +gentlemanlike sort of business thou art in here, carpenter;—or would’st +thou rather work in clay? + +Sir?—Clay? clay, sir? That’s mud; we leave clay to ditchers, sir. + +The fellow’s impious! What art thou sneezing about? + +Bone is rather dusty, sir. + +Take the hint, then; and when thou art dead, never bury thyself under +living people’s noses. + +Sir?—oh! ah!—I guess so;—yes—oh, dear! + +Look ye, carpenter, I dare say thou callest thyself a right good +workmanlike workman, eh? Well, then, will it speak thoroughly well for +thy work, if, when I come to mount this leg thou makest, I shall +nevertheless feel another leg in the same identical place with it; that +is, carpenter, my old lost leg; the flesh and blood one, I mean. Canst +thou not drive that old Adam away? + +Truly, sir, I begin to understand somewhat now. Yes, I have heard +something curious on that score, sir; how that a dismasted man never +entirely loses the feeling of his old spar, but it will be still +pricking him at times. May I humbly ask if it be really so, sir? + +It is, man. Look, put thy live leg here in the place where mine once +was; so, now, here is only one distinct leg to the eye, yet two to the +soul. Where thou feelest tingling life; there, exactly there, there to +a hair, do I. Is’t a riddle? + +I should humbly call it a poser, sir. + +Hist, then. How dost thou know that some entire, living, thinking thing +may not be invisibly and uninterpenetratingly standing precisely where +thou now standest; aye, and standing there in thy spite? In thy most +solitary hours, then, dost thou not fear eavesdroppers? Hold, don’t +speak! And if I still feel the smart of my crushed leg, though it be +now so long dissolved; then, why mayst not thou, carpenter, feel the +fiery pains of hell for ever, and without a body? Hah! + +Good Lord! Truly, sir, if it comes to that, I must calculate over +again; I think I didn’t carry a small figure, sir. + +Look ye, pudding-heads should never grant premises.—How long before the +leg is done? + +Perhaps an hour, sir. + +Bungle away at it then, and bring it to me (_turns to go_). Oh, Life! +Here I am, proud as Greek god, and yet standing debtor to this +blockhead for a bone to stand on! Cursed be that mortal +inter-indebtedness which will not do away with ledgers. I would be free +as air; and I’m down in the whole world’s books. I am so rich, I could +have given bid for bid with the wealthiest Prætorians at the auction of +the Roman empire (which was the world’s); and yet I owe for the flesh +in the tongue I brag with. By heavens! I’ll get a crucible, and into +it, and dissolve myself down to one small, compendious vertebra. So. + +CARPENTER (_resuming his work_). + +Well, well, well! Stubb knows him best of all, and Stubb always says +he’s queer; says nothing but that one sufficient little word queer; +he’s queer, says Stubb; he’s queer—queer, queer; and keeps dinning it +into Mr. Starbuck all the time—queer—sir—queer, queer, very queer. And +here’s his leg! Yes, now that I think of it, here’s his bedfellow! has +a stick of whale’s jaw-bone for a wife! And this is his leg; he’ll +stand on this. What was that now about one leg standing in three +places, and all three places standing in one hell—how was that? Oh! I +don’t wonder he looked so scornful at me! I’m a sort of +strange-thoughted sometimes, they say; but that’s only haphazard-like. +Then, a short, little old body like me, should never undertake to wade +out into deep waters with tall, heron-built captains; the water chucks +you under the chin pretty quick, and there’s a great cry for +life-boats. And here’s the heron’s leg! long and slim, sure enough! +Now, for most folks one pair of legs lasts a lifetime, and that must be +because they use them mercifully, as a tender-hearted old lady uses her +roly-poly old coach-horses. But Ahab; oh he’s a hard driver. Look, +driven one leg to death, and spavined the other for life, and now wears +out bone legs by the cord. Halloa, there, you Smut! bear a hand there +with those screws, and let’s finish it before the resurrection fellow +comes a-calling with his horn for all legs, true or false, as +brewery-men go round collecting old beer barrels, to fill ’em up again. +What a leg this is! It looks like a real live leg, filed down to +nothing but the core; he’ll be standing on this to-morrow; he’ll be +taking altitudes on it. Halloa! I almost forgot the little oval slate, +smoothed ivory, where he figures up the latitude. So, so; chisel, file, +and sand-paper, now! + + +CHAPTER 109. Ahab and Starbuck in the Cabin. + +According to usage they were pumping the ship next morning; and lo! no +inconsiderable oil came up with the water; the casks below must have +sprung a bad leak. Much concern was shown; and Starbuck went down into +the cabin to report this unfavourable affair.* + +*In Sperm-whalemen with any considerable quantity of oil on board, it +is a regular semi-weekly duty to conduct a hose into the hold, and +drench the casks with sea-water; which afterwards, at varying +intervals, is removed by the ship’s pumps. Hereby the casks are sought +to be kept damply tight; while by the changed character of the +withdrawn water, the mariners readily detect any serious leakage in the +precious cargo. + +Now, from the South and West the Pequod was drawing nigh to Formosa and +the Bashee Isles, between which lies one of the tropical outlets from +the China waters into the Pacific. And so Starbuck found Ahab with a +general chart of the oriental archipelagoes spread before him; and +another separate one representing the long eastern coasts of the +Japanese islands—Niphon, Matsmai, and Sikoke. With his snow-white new +ivory leg braced against the screwed leg of his table, and with a long +pruning-hook of a jack-knife in his hand, the wondrous old man, with +his back to the gangway door, was wrinkling his brow, and tracing his +old courses again. + +“Who’s there?” hearing the footstep at the door, but not turning round +to it. “On deck! Begone!” + +“Captain Ahab mistakes; it is I. The oil in the hold is leaking, sir. +We must up Burtons and break out.” + +“Up Burtons and break out? Now that we are nearing Japan; heave-to here +for a week to tinker a parcel of old hoops?” + +“Either do that, sir, or waste in one day more oil than we may make +good in a year. What we come twenty thousand miles to get is worth +saving, sir.” + +“So it is, so it is; if we get it.” + +“I was speaking of the oil in the hold, sir.” + +“And I was not speaking or thinking of that at all. Begone! Let it +leak! I’m all aleak myself. Aye! leaks in leaks! not only full of leaky +casks, but those leaky casks are in a leaky ship; and that’s a far +worse plight than the Pequod’s, man. Yet I don’t stop to plug my leak; +for who can find it in the deep-loaded hull; or how hope to plug it, +even if found, in this life’s howling gale? Starbuck! I’ll not have the +Burtons hoisted.” + +“What will the owners say, sir?” + +“Let the owners stand on Nantucket beach and outyell the Typhoons. What +cares Ahab? Owners, owners? Thou art always prating to me, Starbuck, +about those miserly owners, as if the owners were my conscience. But +look ye, the only real owner of anything is its commander; and hark ye, +my conscience is in this ship’s keel.—On deck!” + +“Captain Ahab,” said the reddening mate, moving further into the cabin, +with a daring so strangely respectful and cautious that it almost +seemed not only every way seeking to avoid the slightest outward +manifestation of itself, but within also seemed more than half +distrustful of itself; “A better man than I might well pass over in +thee what he would quickly enough resent in a younger man; aye, and in +a happier, Captain Ahab.” + +“Devils! Dost thou then so much as dare to critically think of me?—On +deck!” + +“Nay, sir, not yet; I do entreat. And I do dare, sir—to be forbearing! +Shall we not understand each other better than hitherto, Captain Ahab?” + +Ahab seized a loaded musket from the rack (forming part of most +South-Sea-men’s cabin furniture), and pointing it towards Starbuck, +exclaimed: “There is one God that is Lord over the earth, and one +Captain that is lord over the Pequod.—On deck!” + +For an instant in the flashing eyes of the mate, and his fiery cheeks, +you would have almost thought that he had really received the blaze of +the levelled tube. But, mastering his emotion, he half calmly rose, and +as he quitted the cabin, paused for an instant and said: “Thou hast +outraged, not insulted me, sir; but for that I ask thee not to beware +of Starbuck; thou wouldst but laugh; but let Ahab beware of Ahab; +beware of thyself, old man.” + +“He waxes brave, but nevertheless obeys; most careful bravery that!” +murmured Ahab, as Starbuck disappeared. “What’s that he said—Ahab +beware of Ahab—there’s something there!” Then unconsciously using the +musket for a staff, with an iron brow he paced to and fro in the little +cabin; but presently the thick plaits of his forehead relaxed, and +returning the gun to the rack, he went to the deck. + +“Thou art but too good a fellow, Starbuck,” he said lowly to the mate; +then raising his voice to the crew: “Furl the t’gallant-sails, and +close-reef the top-sails, fore and aft; back the main-yard; up Burton, +and break out in the main-hold.” + +It were perhaps vain to surmise exactly why it was, that as respecting +Starbuck, Ahab thus acted. It may have been a flash of honesty in him; +or mere prudential policy which, under the circumstance, imperiously +forbade the slightest symptom of open disaffection, however transient, +in the important chief officer of his ship. However it was, his orders +were executed; and the Burtons were hoisted. + + +CHAPTER 110. Queequeg in His Coffin. + +Upon searching, it was found that the casks last struck into the hold +were perfectly sound, and that the leak must be further off. So, it +being calm weather, they broke out deeper and deeper, disturbing the +slumbers of the huge ground-tier butts; and from that black midnight +sending those gigantic moles into the daylight above. So deep did they +go; and so ancient, and corroded, and weedy the aspect of the lowermost +puncheons, that you almost looked next for some mouldy corner-stone +cask containing coins of Captain Noah, with copies of the posted +placards, vainly warning the infatuated old world from the flood. +Tierce after tierce, too, of water, and bread, and beef, and shooks of +staves, and iron bundles of hoops, were hoisted out, till at last the +piled decks were hard to get about; and the hollow hull echoed under +foot, as if you were treading over empty catacombs, and reeled and +rolled in the sea like an air-freighted demijohn. Top-heavy was the +ship as a dinnerless student with all Aristotle in his head. Well was +it that the Typhoons did not visit them then. + +Now, at this time it was that my poor pagan companion, and fast +bosom-friend, Queequeg, was seized with a fever, which brought him nigh +to his endless end. + +Be it said, that in this vocation of whaling, sinecures are unknown; +dignity and danger go hand in hand; till you get to be Captain, the +higher you rise the harder you toil. So with poor Queequeg, who, as +harpooneer, must not only face all the rage of the living whale, but—as +we have elsewhere seen—mount his dead back in a rolling sea; and +finally descend into the gloom of the hold, and bitterly sweating all +day in that subterraneous confinement, resolutely manhandle the +clumsiest casks and see to their stowage. To be short, among whalemen, +the harpooneers are the holders, so called. + +Poor Queequeg! when the ship was about half disembowelled, you should +have stooped over the hatchway, and peered down upon him there; where, +stripped to his woollen drawers, the tattooed savage was crawling about +amid that dampness and slime, like a green spotted lizard at the bottom +of a well. And a well, or an ice-house, it somehow proved to him, poor +pagan; where, strange to say, for all the heat of his sweatings, he +caught a terrible chill which lapsed into a fever; and at last, after +some days’ suffering, laid him in his hammock, close to the very sill +of the door of death. How he wasted and wasted away in those few +long-lingering days, till there seemed but little left of him but his +frame and tattooing. But as all else in him thinned, and his +cheek-bones grew sharper, his eyes, nevertheless, seemed growing fuller +and fuller; they became of a strange softness of lustre; and mildly but +deeply looked out at you there from his sickness, a wondrous testimony +to that immortal health in him which could not die, or be weakened. And +like circles on the water, which, as they grow fainter, expand; so his +eyes seemed rounding and rounding, like the rings of Eternity. An awe +that cannot be named would steal over you as you sat by the side of +this waning savage, and saw as strange things in his face, as any +beheld who were bystanders when Zoroaster died. For whatever is truly +wondrous and fearful in man, never yet was put into words or books. And +the drawing near of Death, which alike levels all, alike impresses all +with a last revelation, which only an author from the dead could +adequately tell. So that—let us say it again—no dying Chaldee or Greek +had higher and holier thoughts than those, whose mysterious shades you +saw creeping over the face of poor Queequeg, as he quietly lay in his +swaying hammock, and the rolling sea seemed gently rocking him to his +final rest, and the ocean’s invisible flood-tide lifted him higher and +higher towards his destined heaven. + +Not a man of the crew but gave him up; and, as for Queequeg himself, +what he thought of his case was forcibly shown by a curious favour he +asked. He called one to him in the grey morning watch, when the day was +just breaking, and taking his hand, said that while in Nantucket he had +chanced to see certain little canoes of dark wood, like the rich +war-wood of his native isle; and upon inquiry, he had learned that all +whalemen who died in Nantucket, were laid in those same dark canoes, +and that the fancy of being so laid had much pleased him; for it was +not unlike the custom of his own race, who, after embalming a dead +warrior, stretched him out in his canoe, and so left him to be floated +away to the starry archipelagoes; for not only do they believe that the +stars are isles, but that far beyond all visible horizons, their own +mild, uncontinented seas, interflow with the blue heavens; and so form +the white breakers of the milky way. He added, that he shuddered at the +thought of being buried in his hammock, according to the usual +sea-custom, tossed like something vile to the death-devouring sharks. +No: he desired a canoe like those of Nantucket, all the more congenial +to him, being a whaleman, that like a whale-boat these coffin-canoes +were without a keel; though that involved but uncertain steering, and +much lee-way adown the dim ages. + +Now, when this strange circumstance was made known aft, the carpenter +was at once commanded to do Queequeg’s bidding, whatever it might +include. There was some heathenish, coffin-coloured old lumber aboard, +which, upon a long previous voyage, had been cut from the aboriginal +groves of the Lackaday islands, and from these dark planks the coffin +was recommended to be made. No sooner was the carpenter apprised of the +order, than taking his rule, he forthwith with all the indifferent +promptitude of his character, proceeded into the forecastle and took +Queequeg’s measure with great accuracy, regularly chalking Queequeg’s +person as he shifted the rule. + +“Ah! poor fellow! he’ll have to die now,” ejaculated the Long Island +sailor. + +Going to his vice-bench, the carpenter for convenience sake and general +reference, now transferringly measured on it the exact length the +coffin was to be, and then made the transfer permanent by cutting two +notches at its extremities. This done, he marshalled the planks and his +tools, and to work. + +When the last nail was driven, and the lid duly planed and fitted, he +lightly shouldered the coffin and went forward with it, inquiring +whether they were ready for it yet in that direction. + +Overhearing the indignant but half-humorous cries with which the people +on deck began to drive the coffin away, Queequeg, to every one’s +consternation, commanded that the thing should be instantly brought to +him, nor was there any denying him; seeing that, of all mortals, some +dying men are the most tyrannical; and certainly, since they will +shortly trouble us so little for evermore, the poor fellows ought to be +indulged. + +Leaning over in his hammock, Queequeg long regarded the coffin with an +attentive eye. He then called for his harpoon, had the wooden stock +drawn from it, and then had the iron part placed in the coffin along +with one of the paddles of his boat. All by his own request, also, +biscuits were then ranged round the sides within: a flask of fresh +water was placed at the head, and a small bag of woody earth scraped up +in the hold at the foot; and a piece of sail-cloth being rolled up for +a pillow, Queequeg now entreated to be lifted into his final bed, that +he might make trial of its comforts, if any it had. He lay without +moving a few minutes, then told one to go to his bag and bring out his +little god, Yojo. Then crossing his arms on his breast with Yojo +between, he called for the coffin lid (hatch he called it) to be placed +over him. The head part turned over with a leather hinge, and there lay +Queequeg in his coffin with little but his composed countenance in +view. “Rarmai” (it will do; it is easy), he murmured at last, and +signed to be replaced in his hammock. + +But ere this was done, Pip, who had been slily hovering near by all +this while, drew nigh to him where he lay, and with soft sobbings, took +him by the hand; in the other, holding his tambourine. + +“Poor rover! will ye never have done with all this weary roving? where +go ye now? But if the currents carry ye to those sweet Antilles where +the beaches are only beat with water-lilies, will ye do one little +errand for me? Seek out one Pip, who’s now been missing long: I think +he’s in those far Antilles. If ye find him, then comfort him; for he +must be very sad; for look! he’s left his tambourine behind;—I found +it. Rig-a-dig, dig, dig! Now, Queequeg, die; and I’ll beat ye your +dying march.” + +“I have heard,” murmured Starbuck, gazing down the scuttle, “that in +violent fevers, men, all ignorance, have talked in ancient tongues; and +that when the mystery is probed, it turns out always that in their +wholly forgotten childhood those ancient tongues had been really spoken +in their hearing by some lofty scholars. So, to my fond faith, poor +Pip, in this strange sweetness of his lunacy, brings heavenly vouchers +of all our heavenly homes. Where learned he that, but there?—Hark! he +speaks again: but more wildly now.” + +“Form two and two! Let’s make a General of him! Ho, where’s his +harpoon? Lay it across here.—Rig-a-dig, dig, dig! huzza! Oh for a game +cock now to sit upon his head and crow! Queequeg dies game!—mind ye +that; Queequeg dies game!—take ye good heed of that; Queequeg dies +game! I say; game, game, game! but base little Pip, he died a coward; +died all a’shiver;—out upon Pip! Hark ye; if ye find Pip, tell all the +Antilles he’s a runaway; a coward, a coward, a coward! Tell them he +jumped from a whale-boat! I’d never beat my tambourine over base Pip, +and hail him General, if he were once more dying here. No, no! shame +upon all cowards—shame upon them! Let ’em go drown like Pip, that +jumped from a whale-boat. Shame! shame!” + +During all this, Queequeg lay with closed eyes, as if in a dream. Pip +was led away, and the sick man was replaced in his hammock. + +But now that he had apparently made every preparation for death; now +that his coffin was proved a good fit, Queequeg suddenly rallied; soon +there seemed no need of the carpenter’s box: and thereupon, when some +expressed their delighted surprise, he, in substance, said, that the +cause of his sudden convalescence was this;—at a critical moment, he +had just recalled a little duty ashore, which he was leaving undone; +and therefore had changed his mind about dying: he could not die yet, +he averred. They asked him, then, whether to live or die was a matter +of his own sovereign will and pleasure. He answered, certainly. In a +word, it was Queequeg’s conceit, that if a man made up his mind to +live, mere sickness could not kill him: nothing but a whale, or a gale, +or some violent, ungovernable, unintelligent destroyer of that sort. + +Now, there is this noteworthy difference between savage and civilized; +that while a sick, civilized man may be six months convalescing, +generally speaking, a sick savage is almost half-well again in a day. +So, in good time my Queequeg gained strength; and at length after +sitting on the windlass for a few indolent days (but eating with a +vigorous appetite) he suddenly leaped to his feet, threw out his arms +and legs, gave himself a good stretching, yawned a little bit, and then +springing into the head of his hoisted boat, and poising a harpoon, +pronounced himself fit for a fight. + +With a wild whimsiness, he now used his coffin for a sea-chest; and +emptying into it his canvas bag of clothes, set them in order there. +Many spare hours he spent, in carving the lid with all manner of +grotesque figures and drawings; and it seemed that hereby he was +striving, in his rude way, to copy parts of the twisted tattooing on +his body. And this tattooing had been the work of a departed prophet +and seer of his island, who, by those hieroglyphic marks, had written +out on his body a complete theory of the heavens and the earth, and a +mystical treatise on the art of attaining truth; so that Queequeg in +his own proper person was a riddle to unfold; a wondrous work in one +volume; but whose mysteries not even himself could read, though his own +live heart beat against them; and these mysteries were therefore +destined in the end to moulder away with the living parchment whereon +they were inscribed, and so be unsolved to the last. And this thought +it must have been which suggested to Ahab that wild exclamation of his, +when one morning turning away from surveying poor Queequeg—“Oh, +devilish tantalization of the gods!” + + +CHAPTER 111. The Pacific. + +When gliding by the Bashee isles we emerged at last upon the great +South Sea; were it not for other things, I could have greeted my dear +Pacific with uncounted thanks, for now the long supplication of my +youth was answered; that serene ocean rolled eastwards from me a +thousand leagues of blue. + +There is, one knows not what sweet mystery about this sea, whose gently +awful stirrings seem to speak of some hidden soul beneath; like those +fabled undulations of the Ephesian sod over the buried Evangelist St. +John. And meet it is, that over these sea-pastures, wide-rolling watery +prairies and Potters’ Fields of all four continents, the waves should +rise and fall, and ebb and flow unceasingly; for here, millions of +mixed shades and shadows, drowned dreams, somnambulisms, reveries; all +that we call lives and souls, lie dreaming, dreaming, still; tossing +like slumberers in their beds; the ever-rolling waves but made so by +their restlessness. + +To any meditative Magian rover, this serene Pacific, once beheld, must +ever after be the sea of his adoption. It rolls the midmost waters of +the world, the Indian ocean and Atlantic being but its arms. The same +waves wash the moles of the new-built Californian towns, but yesterday +planted by the recentest race of men, and lave the faded but still +gorgeous skirts of Asiatic lands, older than Abraham; while all between +float milky-ways of coral isles, and low-lying, endless, unknown +Archipelagoes, and impenetrable Japans. Thus this mysterious, divine +Pacific zones the world’s whole bulk about; makes all coasts one bay to +it; seems the tide-beating heart of earth. Lifted by those eternal +swells, you needs must own the seductive god, bowing your head to Pan. + +But few thoughts of Pan stirred Ahab’s brain, as standing like an iron +statue at his accustomed place beside the mizen rigging, with one +nostril he unthinkingly snuffed the sugary musk from the Bashee isles +(in whose sweet woods mild lovers must be walking), and with the other +consciously inhaled the salt breath of the new found sea; that sea in +which the hated White Whale must even then be swimming. Launched at +length upon these almost final waters, and gliding towards the Japanese +cruising-ground, the old man’s purpose intensified itself. His firm +lips met like the lips of a vice; the Delta of his forehead’s veins +swelled like overladen brooks; in his very sleep, his ringing cry ran +through the vaulted hull, “Stern all! the White Whale spouts thick +blood!” + + +CHAPTER 112. The Blacksmith. + +Availing himself of the mild, summer-cool weather that now reigned in +these latitudes, and in preparation for the peculiarly active pursuits +shortly to be anticipated, Perth, the begrimed, blistered old +blacksmith, had not removed his portable forge to the hold again, after +concluding his contributory work for Ahab’s leg, but still retained it +on deck, fast lashed to ringbolts by the foremast; being now almost +incessantly invoked by the headsmen, and harpooneers, and bowsmen to do +some little job for them; altering, or repairing, or new shaping their +various weapons and boat furniture. Often he would be surrounded by an +eager circle, all waiting to be served; holding boat-spades, +pike-heads, harpoons, and lances, and jealously watching his every +sooty movement, as he toiled. Nevertheless, this old man’s was a +patient hammer wielded by a patient arm. No murmur, no impatience, no +petulance did come from him. Silent, slow, and solemn; bowing over +still further his chronically broken back, he toiled away, as if toil +were life itself, and the heavy beating of his hammer the heavy beating +of his heart. And so it was.—Most miserable! + +A peculiar walk in this old man, a certain slight but painful appearing +yawing in his gait, had at an early period of the voyage excited the +curiosity of the mariners. And to the importunity of their persisted +questionings he had finally given in; and so it came to pass that every +one now knew the shameful story of his wretched fate. + +Belated, and not innocently, one bitter winter’s midnight, on the road +running between two country towns, the blacksmith half-stupidly felt +the deadly numbness stealing over him, and sought refuge in a leaning, +dilapidated barn. The issue was, the loss of the extremities of both +feet. Out of this revelation, part by part, at last came out the four +acts of the gladness, and the one long, and as yet uncatastrophied +fifth act of the grief of his life’s drama. + +He was an old man, who, at the age of nearly sixty, had postponedly +encountered that thing in sorrow’s technicals called ruin. He had been +an artisan of famed excellence, and with plenty to do; owned a house +and garden; embraced a youthful, daughter-like, loving wife, and three +blithe, ruddy children; every Sunday went to a cheerful-looking church, +planted in a grove. But one night, under cover of darkness, and further +concealed in a most cunning disguisement, a desperate burglar slid into +his happy home, and robbed them all of everything. And darker yet to +tell, the blacksmith himself did ignorantly conduct this burglar into +his family’s heart. It was the Bottle Conjuror! Upon the opening of +that fatal cork, forth flew the fiend, and shrivelled up his home. Now, +for prudent, most wise, and economic reasons, the blacksmith’s shop was +in the basement of his dwelling, but with a separate entrance to it; so +that always had the young and loving healthy wife listened with no +unhappy nervousness, but with vigorous pleasure, to the stout ringing +of her young-armed old husband’s hammer; whose reverberations, muffled +by passing through the floors and walls, came up to her, not unsweetly, +in her nursery; and so, to stout Labor’s iron lullaby, the blacksmith’s +infants were rocked to slumber. + +Oh, woe on woe! Oh, Death, why canst thou not sometimes be timely? +Hadst thou taken this old blacksmith to thyself ere his full ruin came +upon him, then had the young widow had a delicious grief, and her +orphans a truly venerable, legendary sire to dream of in their after +years; and all of them a care-killing competency. But Death plucked +down some virtuous elder brother, on whose whistling daily toil solely +hung the responsibilities of some other family, and left the worse than +useless old man standing, till the hideous rot of life should make him +easier to harvest. + +Why tell the whole? The blows of the basement hammer every day grew +more and more between; and each blow every day grew fainter than the +last; the wife sat frozen at the window, with tearless eyes, +glitteringly gazing into the weeping faces of her children; the bellows +fell; the forge choked up with cinders; the house was sold; the mother +dived down into the long church-yard grass; her children twice followed +her thither; and the houseless, familyless old man staggered off a +vagabond in crape; his every woe unreverenced; his grey head a scorn to +flaxen curls! + +Death seems the only desirable sequel for a career like this; but Death +is only a launching into the region of the strange Untried; it is but +the first salutation to the possibilities of the immense Remote, the +Wild, the Watery, the Unshored; therefore, to the death-longing eyes of +such men, who still have left in them some interior compunctions +against suicide, does the all-contributed and all-receptive ocean +alluringly spread forth his whole plain of unimaginable, taking +terrors, and wonderful, new-life adventures; and from the hearts of +infinite Pacifics, the thousand mermaids sing to them—“Come hither, +broken-hearted; here is another life without the guilt of intermediate +death; here are wonders supernatural, without dying for them. Come +hither! bury thyself in a life which, to your now equally abhorred and +abhorring, landed world, is more oblivious than death. Come hither! put +up _thy_ gravestone, too, within the churchyard, and come hither, till +we marry thee!” + +Hearkening to these voices, East and West, by early sunrise, and by +fall of eve, the blacksmith’s soul responded, Aye, I come! And so Perth +went a-whaling. + + +CHAPTER 113. The Forge. + +With matted beard, and swathed in a bristling shark-skin apron, about +mid-day, Perth was standing between his forge and anvil, the latter +placed upon an iron-wood log, with one hand holding a pike-head in the +coals, and with the other at his forge’s lungs, when Captain Ahab came +along, carrying in his hand a small rusty-looking leathern bag. While +yet a little distance from the forge, moody Ahab paused; till at last, +Perth, withdrawing his iron from the fire, began hammering it upon the +anvil—the red mass sending off the sparks in thick hovering flights, +some of which flew close to Ahab. + +“Are these thy Mother Carey’s chickens, Perth? they are always flying +in thy wake; birds of good omen, too, but not to all;—look here, they +burn; but thou—thou liv’st among them without a scorch.” + +“Because I am scorched all over, Captain Ahab,” answered Perth, resting +for a moment on his hammer; “I am past scorching; not easily can’st +thou scorch a scar.” + +“Well, well; no more. Thy shrunk voice sounds too calmly, sanely woeful +to me. In no Paradise myself, I am impatient of all misery in others +that is not mad. Thou should’st go mad, blacksmith; say, why dost thou +not go mad? How can’st thou endure without being mad? Do the heavens +yet hate thee, that thou can’st not go mad?—What wert thou making +there?” + +“Welding an old pike-head, sir; there were seams and dents in it.” + +“And can’st thou make it all smooth again, blacksmith, after such hard +usage as it had?” + +“I think so, sir.” + +“And I suppose thou can’st smoothe almost any seams and dents; never +mind how hard the metal, blacksmith?” + +“Aye, sir, I think I can; all seams and dents but one.” + +“Look ye here, then,” cried Ahab, passionately advancing, and leaning +with both hands on Perth’s shoulders; “look ye here—_here_—can ye +smoothe out a seam like this, blacksmith,” sweeping one hand across his +ribbed brow; “if thou could’st, blacksmith, glad enough would I lay my +head upon thy anvil, and feel thy heaviest hammer between my eyes. +Answer! Can’st thou smoothe this seam?” + +“Oh! that is the one, sir! Said I not all seams and dents but one?” + +“Aye, blacksmith, it is the one; aye, man, it is unsmoothable; for +though thou only see’st it here in my flesh, it has worked down into +the bone of my skull—_that_ is all wrinkles! But, away with child’s +play; no more gaffs and pikes to-day. Look ye here!” jingling the +leathern bag, as if it were full of gold coins. “I, too, want a harpoon +made; one that a thousand yoke of fiends could not part, Perth; +something that will stick in a whale like his own fin-bone. There’s the +stuff,” flinging the pouch upon the anvil. “Look ye, blacksmith, these +are the gathered nail-stubbs of the steel shoes of racing horses.” + +“Horse-shoe stubbs, sir? Why, Captain Ahab, thou hast here, then, the +best and stubbornest stuff we blacksmiths ever work.” + +“I know it, old man; these stubbs will weld together like glue from the +melted bones of murderers. Quick! forge me the harpoon. And forge me +first, twelve rods for its shank; then wind, and twist, and hammer +these twelve together like the yarns and strands of a tow-line. Quick! +I’ll blow the fire.” + +When at last the twelve rods were made, Ahab tried them, one by one, by +spiralling them, with his own hand, round a long, heavy iron bolt. “A +flaw!” rejecting the last one. “Work that over again, Perth.” + +This done, Perth was about to begin welding the twelve into one, when +Ahab stayed his hand, and said he would weld his own iron. As, then, +with regular, gasping hems, he hammered on the anvil, Perth passing to +him the glowing rods, one after the other, and the hard pressed forge +shooting up its intense straight flame, the Parsee passed silently, and +bowing over his head towards the fire, seemed invoking some curse or +some blessing on the toil. But, as Ahab looked up, he slid aside. + +“What’s that bunch of lucifers dodging about there for?” muttered +Stubb, looking on from the forecastle. “That Parsee smells fire like a +fusee; and smells of it himself, like a hot musket’s powder-pan.” + +At last the shank, in one complete rod, received its final heat; and as +Perth, to temper it, plunged it all hissing into the cask of water near +by, the scalding steam shot up into Ahab’s bent face. + +“Would’st thou brand me, Perth?” wincing for a moment with the pain; +“have I been but forging my own branding-iron, then?” + +“Pray God, not that; yet I fear something, Captain Ahab. Is not this +harpoon for the White Whale?” + +“For the white fiend! But now for the barbs; thou must make them +thyself, man. Here are my razors—the best of steel; here, and make the +barbs sharp as the needle-sleet of the Icy Sea.” + +For a moment, the old blacksmith eyed the razors as though he would +fain not use them. + +“Take them, man, I have no need for them; for I now neither shave, sup, +nor pray till—but here—to work!” + +Fashioned at last into an arrowy shape, and welded by Perth to the +shank, the steel soon pointed the end of the iron; and as the +blacksmith was about giving the barbs their final heat, prior to +tempering them, he cried to Ahab to place the water-cask near. + +“No, no—no water for that; I want it of the true death-temper. Ahoy, +there! Tashtego, Queequeg, Daggoo! What say ye, pagans! Will ye give me +as much blood as will cover this barb?” holding it high up. A cluster +of dark nods replied, Yes. Three punctures were made in the heathen +flesh, and the White Whale’s barbs were then tempered. + +“Ego non baptizo te in nomine patris, sed in nomine diaboli!” +deliriously howled Ahab, as the malignant iron scorchingly devoured the +baptismal blood. + +Now, mustering the spare poles from below, and selecting one of +hickory, with the bark still investing it, Ahab fitted the end to the +socket of the iron. A coil of new tow-line was then unwound, and some +fathoms of it taken to the windlass, and stretched to a great tension. +Pressing his foot upon it, till the rope hummed like a harp-string, +then eagerly bending over it, and seeing no strandings, Ahab exclaimed, +“Good! and now for the seizings.” + +At one extremity the rope was unstranded, and the separate spread yarns +were all braided and woven round the socket of the harpoon; the pole +was then driven hard up into the socket; from the lower end the rope +was traced half-way along the pole’s length, and firmly secured so, +with intertwistings of twine. This done, pole, iron, and rope—like the +Three Fates—remained inseparable, and Ahab moodily stalked away with +the weapon; the sound of his ivory leg, and the sound of the hickory +pole, both hollowly ringing along every plank. But ere he entered his +cabin, light, unnatural, half-bantering, yet most piteous sound was +heard. Oh, Pip! thy wretched laugh, thy idle but unresting eye; all thy +strange mummeries not unmeaningly blended with the black tragedy of the +melancholy ship, and mocked it! + + +CHAPTER 114. The Gilder. + +Penetrating further and further into the heart of the Japanese cruising +ground, the Pequod was soon all astir in the fishery. Often, in mild, +pleasant weather, for twelve, fifteen, eighteen, and twenty hours on +the stretch, they were engaged in the boats, steadily pulling, or +sailing, or paddling after the whales, or for an interlude of sixty or +seventy minutes calmly awaiting their uprising; though with but small +success for their pains. + +At such times, under an abated sun; afloat all day upon smooth, slow +heaving swells; seated in his boat, light as a birch canoe; and so +sociably mixing with the soft waves themselves, that like hearth-stone +cats they purr against the gunwale; these are the times of dreamy +quietude, when beholding the tranquil beauty and brilliancy of the +ocean’s skin, one forgets the tiger heart that pants beneath it; and +would not willingly remember, that this velvet paw but conceals a +remorseless fang. + +These are the times, when in his whale-boat the rover softly feels a +certain filial, confident, land-like feeling towards the sea; that he +regards it as so much flowery earth; and the distant ship revealing +only the tops of her masts, seems struggling forward, not through high +rolling waves, but through the tall grass of a rolling prairie: as when +the western emigrants’ horses only show their erected ears, while their +hidden bodies widely wade through the amazing verdure. + +The long-drawn virgin vales; the mild blue hill-sides; as over these +there steals the hush, the hum; you almost swear that play-wearied +children lie sleeping in these solitudes, in some glad May-time, when +the flowers of the woods are plucked. And all this mixes with your most +mystic mood; so that fact and fancy, half-way meeting, interpenetrate, +and form one seamless whole. + +Nor did such soothing scenes, however temporary, fail of at least as +temporary an effect on Ahab. But if these secret golden keys did seem +to open in him his own secret golden treasuries, yet did his breath +upon them prove but tarnishing. + +Oh, grassy glades! oh, ever vernal endless landscapes in the soul; in +ye,—though long parched by the dead drought of the earthy life,—in ye, +men yet may roll, like young horses in new morning clover; and for some +few fleeting moments, feel the cool dew of the life immortal on them. +Would to God these blessed calms would last. But the mingled, mingling +threads of life are woven by warp and woof: calms crossed by storms, a +storm for every calm. There is no steady unretracing progress in this +life; we do not advance through fixed gradations, and at the last one +pause:—through infancy’s unconscious spell, boyhood’s thoughtless +faith, adolescence’ doubt (the common doom), then scepticism, then +disbelief, resting at last in manhood’s pondering repose of If. But +once gone through, we trace the round again; and are infants, boys, and +men, and Ifs eternally. Where lies the final harbor, whence we unmoor +no more? In what rapt ether sails the world, of which the weariest will +never weary? Where is the foundling’s father hidden? Our souls are like +those orphans whose unwedded mothers die in bearing them: the secret of +our paternity lies in their grave, and we must there to learn it. + +And that same day, too, gazing far down from his boat’s side into that +same golden sea, Starbuck lowly murmured:— + +“Loveliness unfathomable, as ever lover saw in his young bride’s +eye!—Tell me not of thy teeth-tiered sharks, and thy kidnapping +cannibal ways. Let faith oust fact; let fancy oust memory; I look deep +down and do believe.” + +And Stubb, fish-like, with sparkling scales, leaped up in that same +golden light:— + +“I am Stubb, and Stubb has his history; but here Stubb takes oaths that +he has always been jolly!” + + +CHAPTER 115. The Pequod Meets The Bachelor. + +And jolly enough were the sights and the sounds that came bearing down +before the wind, some few weeks after Ahab’s harpoon had been welded. + +It was a Nantucket ship, the Bachelor, which had just wedged in her +last cask of oil, and bolted down her bursting hatches; and now, in +glad holiday apparel, was joyously, though somewhat vain-gloriously, +sailing round among the widely-separated ships on the ground, previous +to pointing her prow for home. + +The three men at her mast-head wore long streamers of narrow red +bunting at their hats; from the stern, a whale-boat was suspended, +bottom down; and hanging captive from the bowsprit was seen the long +lower jaw of the last whale they had slain. Signals, ensigns, and jacks +of all colours were flying from her rigging, on every side. Sideways +lashed in each of her three basketed tops were two barrels of sperm; +above which, in her top-mast cross-trees, you saw slender breakers of +the same precious fluid; and nailed to her main truck was a brazen +lamp. + +As was afterwards learned, the Bachelor had met with the most +surprising success; all the more wonderful, for that while cruising in +the same seas numerous other vessels had gone entire months without +securing a single fish. Not only had barrels of beef and bread been +given away to make room for the far more valuable sperm, but additional +supplemental casks had been bartered for, from the ships she had met; +and these were stowed along the deck, and in the captain’s and +officers’ state-rooms. Even the cabin table itself had been knocked +into kindling-wood; and the cabin mess dined off the broad head of an +oil-butt, lashed down to the floor for a centrepiece. In the +forecastle, the sailors had actually caulked and pitched their chests, +and filled them; it was humorously added, that the cook had clapped a +head on his largest boiler, and filled it; that the steward had plugged +his spare coffee-pot and filled it; that the harpooneers had headed the +sockets of their irons and filled them; that indeed everything was +filled with sperm, except the captain’s pantaloons pockets, and those +he reserved to thrust his hands into, in self-complacent testimony of +his entire satisfaction. + +As this glad ship of good luck bore down upon the moody Pequod, the +barbarian sound of enormous drums came from her forecastle; and drawing +still nearer, a crowd of her men were seen standing round her huge +try-pots, which, covered with the parchment-like _poke_ or stomach skin +of the black fish, gave forth a loud roar to every stroke of the +clenched hands of the crew. On the quarter-deck, the mates and +harpooneers were dancing with the olive-hued girls who had eloped with +them from the Polynesian Isles; while suspended in an ornamented boat, +firmly secured aloft between the foremast and mainmast, three Long +Island negroes, with glittering fiddle-bows of whale ivory, were +presiding over the hilarious jig. Meanwhile, others of the ship’s +company were tumultuously busy at the masonry of the try-works, from +which the huge pots had been removed. You would have almost thought +they were pulling down the cursed Bastille, such wild cries they +raised, as the now useless brick and mortar were being hurled into the +sea. + +Lord and master over all this scene, the captain stood erect on the +ship’s elevated quarter-deck, so that the whole rejoicing drama was +full before him, and seemed merely contrived for his own individual +diversion. + +And Ahab, he too was standing on his quarter-deck, shaggy and black, +with a stubborn gloom; and as the two ships crossed each other’s +wakes—one all jubilations for things passed, the other all forebodings +as to things to come—their two captains in themselves impersonated the +whole striking contrast of the scene. + +“Come aboard, come aboard!” cried the gay Bachelor’s commander, lifting +a glass and a bottle in the air. + +“Hast seen the White Whale?” gritted Ahab in reply. + +“No; only heard of him; but don’t believe in him at all,” said the +other good-humoredly. “Come aboard!” + +“Thou art too damned jolly. Sail on. Hast lost any men?” + +“Not enough to speak of—two islanders, that’s all;—but come aboard, old +hearty, come along. I’ll soon take that black from your brow. Come +along, will ye (merry’s the play); a full ship and homeward-bound.” + +“How wondrous familiar is a fool!” muttered Ahab; then aloud, “Thou art +a full ship and homeward bound, thou sayst; well, then, call me an +empty ship, and outward-bound. So go thy ways, and I will mine. Forward +there! Set all sail, and keep her to the wind!” + +And thus, while the one ship went cheerily before the breeze, the other +stubbornly fought against it; and so the two vessels parted; the crew +of the Pequod looking with grave, lingering glances towards the +receding Bachelor; but the Bachelor’s men never heeding their gaze for +the lively revelry they were in. And as Ahab, leaning over the +taffrail, eyed the homeward-bound craft, he took from his pocket a +small vial of sand, and then looking from the ship to the vial, seemed +thereby bringing two remote associations together, for that vial was +filled with Nantucket soundings. + + +CHAPTER 116. The Dying Whale. + +Not seldom in this life, when, on the right side, fortune’s favourites +sail close by us, we, though all adroop before, catch somewhat of the +rushing breeze, and joyfully feel our bagging sails fill out. So seemed +it with the Pequod. For next day after encountering the gay Bachelor, +whales were seen and four were slain; and one of them by Ahab. + +It was far down the afternoon; and when all the spearings of the +crimson fight were done: and floating in the lovely sunset sea and sky, +sun and whale both stilly died together; then, such a sweetness and +such plaintiveness, such inwreathing orisons curled up in that rosy +air, that it almost seemed as if far over from the deep green convent +valleys of the Manilla isles, the Spanish land-breeze, wantonly turned +sailor, had gone to sea, freighted with these vesper hymns. + +Soothed again, but only soothed to deeper gloom, Ahab, who had sterned +off from the whale, sat intently watching his final wanings from the +now tranquil boat. For that strange spectacle observable in all sperm +whales dying—the turning sunwards of the head, and so expiring—that +strange spectacle, beheld of such a placid evening, somehow to Ahab +conveyed a wondrousness unknown before. + +“He turns and turns him to it,—how slowly, but how steadfastly, his +homage-rendering and invoking brow, with his last dying motions. He too +worships fire; most faithful, broad, baronial vassal of the sun!—Oh +that these too-favouring eyes should see these too-favouring sights. +Look! here, far water-locked; beyond all hum of human weal or woe; in +these most candid and impartial seas; where to traditions no rocks +furnish tablets; where for long Chinese ages, the billows have still +rolled on speechless and unspoken to, as stars that shine upon the +Niger’s unknown source; here, too, life dies sunwards full of faith; +but see! no sooner dead, than death whirls round the corpse, and it +heads some other way. + +“Oh, thou dark Hindoo half of nature, who of drowned bones hast builded +thy separate throne somewhere in the heart of these unverdured seas; +thou art an infidel, thou queen, and too truly speakest to me in the +wide-slaughtering Typhoon, and the hushed burial of its after calm. Nor +has this thy whale sunwards turned his dying head, and then gone round +again, without a lesson to me. + +“Oh, trebly hooped and welded hip of power! Oh, high aspiring, +rainbowed jet!—that one strivest, this one jettest all in vain! In +vain, oh whale, dost thou seek intercedings with yon all-quickening +sun, that only calls forth life, but gives it not again. Yet dost thou, +darker half, rock me with a prouder, if a darker faith. All thy +unnamable imminglings float beneath me here; I am buoyed by breaths of +once living things, exhaled as air, but water now. + +“Then hail, for ever hail, O sea, in whose eternal tossings the wild +fowl finds his only rest. Born of earth, yet suckled by the sea; though +hill and valley mothered me, ye billows are my foster-brothers!” + + +CHAPTER 117. The Whale Watch. + +The four whales slain that evening had died wide apart; one, far to +windward; one, less distant, to leeward; one ahead; one astern. These +last three were brought alongside ere nightfall; but the windward one +could not be reached till morning; and the boat that had killed it lay +by its side all night; and that boat was Ahab’s. + +The waif-pole was thrust upright into the dead whale’s spout-hole; and +the lantern hanging from its top, cast a troubled flickering glare upon +the black, glossy back, and far out upon the midnight waves, which +gently chafed the whale’s broad flank, like soft surf upon a beach. + +Ahab and all his boat’s crew seemed asleep but the Parsee; who +crouching in the bow, sat watching the sharks, that spectrally played +round the whale, and tapped the light cedar planks with their tails. A +sound like the moaning in squadrons over Asphaltites of unforgiven +ghosts of Gomorrah, ran shuddering through the air. + +Started from his slumbers, Ahab, face to face, saw the Parsee; and +hooped round by the gloom of the night they seemed the last men in a +flooded world. “I have dreamed it again,” said he. + +“Of the hearses? Have I not said, old man, that neither hearse nor +coffin can be thine?” + +“And who are hearsed that die on the sea?” + +“But I said, old man, that ere thou couldst die on this voyage, two +hearses must verily be seen by thee on the sea; the first not made by +mortal hands; and the visible wood of the last one must be grown in +America.” + +“Aye, aye! a strange sight that, Parsee:—a hearse and its plumes +floating over the ocean with the waves for the pall-bearers. Ha! Such a +sight we shall not soon see.” + +“Believe it or not, thou canst not die till it be seen, old man.” + +“And what was that saying about thyself?” + +“Though it come to the last, I shall still go before thee thy pilot.” + +“And when thou art so gone before—if that ever befall—then ere I can +follow, thou must still appear to me, to pilot me still?—Was it not so? +Well, then, did I believe all ye say, oh my pilot! I have here two +pledges that I shall yet slay Moby Dick and survive it.” + +“Take another pledge, old man,” said the Parsee, as his eyes lighted up +like fire-flies in the gloom—“Hemp only can kill thee.” + +“The gallows, ye mean.—I am immortal then, on land and on sea,” cried +Ahab, with a laugh of derision;—“Immortal on land and on sea!” + +Both were silent again, as one man. The grey dawn came on, and the +slumbering crew arose from the boat’s bottom, and ere noon the dead +whale was brought to the ship. + + +CHAPTER 118. The Quadrant. + +The season for the Line at length drew near; and every day when Ahab, +coming from his cabin, cast his eyes aloft, the vigilant helmsman would +ostentatiously handle his spokes, and the eager mariners quickly run to +the braces, and would stand there with all their eyes centrally fixed +on the nailed doubloon; impatient for the order to point the ship’s +prow for the equator. In good time the order came. It was hard upon +high noon; and Ahab, seated in the bows of his high-hoisted boat, was +about taking his wonted daily observation of the sun to determine his +latitude. + +Now, in that Japanese sea, the days in summer are as freshets of +effulgences. That unblinkingly vivid Japanese sun seems the blazing +focus of the glassy ocean’s immeasurable burning-glass. The sky looks +lacquered; clouds there are none; the horizon floats; and this +nakedness of unrelieved radiance is as the insufferable splendors of +God’s throne. Well that Ahab’s quadrant was furnished with coloured +glasses, through which to take sight of that solar fire. So, swinging +his seated form to the roll of the ship, and with his +astrological-looking instrument placed to his eye, he remained in that +posture for some moments to catch the precise instant when the sun +should gain its precise meridian. Meantime while his whole attention +was absorbed, the Parsee was kneeling beneath him on the ship’s deck, +and with face thrown up like Ahab’s, was eyeing the same sun with him; +only the lids of his eyes half hooded their orbs, and his wild face was +subdued to an earthly passionlessness. At length the desired +observation was taken; and with his pencil upon his ivory leg, Ahab +soon calculated what his latitude must be at that precise instant. Then +falling into a moment’s revery, he again looked up towards the sun and +murmured to himself: “Thou sea-mark! thou high and mighty Pilot! thou +tellest me truly where I _am_—but canst thou cast the least hint where +I _shall_ be? Or canst thou tell where some other thing besides me is +this moment living? Where is Moby Dick? This instant thou must be +eyeing him. These eyes of mine look into the very eye that is even now +beholding him; aye, and into the eye that is even now equally beholding +the objects on the unknown, thither side of thee, thou sun!” + +Then gazing at his quadrant, and handling, one after the other, its +numerous cabalistical contrivances, he pondered again, and muttered: +“Foolish toy! babies’ plaything of haughty Admirals, and Commodores, +and Captains; the world brags of thee, of thy cunning and might; but +what after all canst thou do, but tell the poor, pitiful point, where +thou thyself happenest to be on this wide planet, and the hand that +holds thee: no! not one jot more! Thou canst not tell where one drop of +water or one grain of sand will be to-morrow noon; and yet with thy +impotence thou insultest the sun! Science! Curse thee, thou vain toy; +and cursed be all the things that cast man’s eyes aloft to that heaven, +whose live vividness but scorches him, as these old eyes are even now +scorched with thy light, O sun! Level by nature to this earth’s horizon +are the glances of man’s eyes; not shot from the crown of his head, as +if God had meant him to gaze on his firmament. Curse thee, thou +quadrant!” dashing it to the deck, “no longer will I guide my earthly +way by thee; the level ship’s compass, and the level dead-reckoning, by +log and by line; _these_ shall conduct me, and show me my place on the +sea. Aye,” lighting from the boat to the deck, “thus I trample on thee, +thou paltry thing that feebly pointest on high; thus I split and +destroy thee!” + +As the frantic old man thus spoke and thus trampled with his live and +dead feet, a sneering triumph that seemed meant for Ahab, and a +fatalistic despair that seemed meant for himself—these passed over the +mute, motionless Parsee’s face. Unobserved he rose and glided away; +while, awestruck by the aspect of their commander, the seamen clustered +together on the forecastle, till Ahab, troubledly pacing the deck, +shouted out—“To the braces! Up helm!—square in!” + +In an instant the yards swung round; and as the ship half-wheeled upon +her heel, her three firm-seated graceful masts erectly poised upon her +long, ribbed hull, seemed as the three Horatii pirouetting on one +sufficient steed. + +Standing between the knight-heads, Starbuck watched the Pequod’s +tumultuous way, and Ahab’s also, as he went lurching along the deck. + +“I have sat before the dense coal fire and watched it all aglow, full +of its tormented flaming life; and I have seen it wane at last, down, +down, to dumbest dust. Old man of oceans! of all this fiery life of +thine, what will at length remain but one little heap of ashes!” + +“Aye,” cried Stubb, “but sea-coal ashes—mind ye that, Mr. +Starbuck—sea-coal, not your common charcoal. Well, well; I heard Ahab +mutter, ‘Here some one thrusts these cards into these old hands of +mine; swears that I must play them, and no others.’ And damn me, Ahab, +but thou actest right; live in the game, and die in it!” + + +CHAPTER 119. The Candles. + +Warmest climes but nurse the cruellest fangs: the tiger of Bengal +crouches in spiced groves of ceaseless verdure. Skies the most +effulgent but basket the deadliest thunders: gorgeous Cuba knows +tornadoes that never swept tame northern lands. So, too, it is, that in +these resplendent Japanese seas the mariner encounters the direst of +all storms, the Typhoon. It will sometimes burst from out that +cloudless sky, like an exploding bomb upon a dazed and sleepy town. + +Towards evening of that day, the Pequod was torn of her canvas, and +bare-poled was left to fight a Typhoon which had struck her directly +ahead. When darkness came on, sky and sea roared and split with the +thunder, and blazed with the lightning, that showed the disabled masts +fluttering here and there with the rags which the first fury of the +tempest had left for its after sport. + +Holding by a shroud, Starbuck was standing on the quarter-deck; at +every flash of the lightning glancing aloft, to see what additional +disaster might have befallen the intricate hamper there; while Stubb +and Flask were directing the men in the higher hoisting and firmer +lashing of the boats. But all their pains seemed naught. Though lifted +to the very top of the cranes, the windward quarter boat (Ahab’s) did +not escape. A great rolling sea, dashing high up against the reeling +ship’s high teetering side, stove in the boat’s bottom at the stern, +and left it again, all dripping through like a sieve. + +“Bad work, bad work! Mr. Starbuck,” said Stubb, regarding the wreck, +“but the sea will have its way. Stubb, for one, can’t fight it. You +see, Mr. Starbuck, a wave has such a great long start before it leaps, +all round the world it runs, and then comes the spring! But as for me, +all the start I have to meet it, is just across the deck here. But +never mind; it’s all in fun: so the old song says;”—(_sings_.) + + + Oh! jolly is the gale, And a joker is the whale, A’ flourishin’ his + tail,— Such a funny, sporty, gamy, jesty, joky, hoky-poky lad, is the + Ocean, oh! + + The scud all a flyin’, That’s his flip only foamin’; When he stirs in + the spicin’,— Such a funny, sporty, gamy, jesty, joky, hoky-poky lad, + is the Ocean, oh! + + Thunder splits the ships, But he only smacks his lips, A tastin’ of + this flip,— Such a funny, sporty, gamy, jesty, joky, hoky-poky lad, + is the Ocean, oh! + + + +“Avast Stubb,” cried Starbuck, “let the Typhoon sing, and strike his +harp here in our rigging; but if thou art a brave man thou wilt hold +thy peace.” + +“But I am not a brave man; never said I was a brave man; I am a coward; +and I sing to keep up my spirits. And I tell you what it is, Mr. +Starbuck, there’s no way to stop my singing in this world but to cut my +throat. And when that’s done, ten to one I sing ye the doxology for a +wind-up.” + +“Madman! look through my eyes if thou hast none of thine own.” + +“What! how can you see better of a dark night than anybody else, never +mind how foolish?” + +“Here!” cried Starbuck, seizing Stubb by the shoulder, and pointing his +hand towards the weather bow, “markest thou not that the gale comes +from the eastward, the very course Ahab is to run for Moby Dick? the +very course he swung to this day noon? now mark his boat there; where +is that stove? In the stern-sheets, man; where he is wont to stand—his +stand-point is stove, man! Now jump overboard, and sing away, if thou +must! + +“I don’t half understand ye: what’s in the wind?” + +“Yes, yes, round the Cape of Good Hope is the shortest way to +Nantucket,” soliloquized Starbuck suddenly, heedless of Stubb’s +question. “The gale that now hammers at us to stave us, we can turn it +into a fair wind that will drive us towards home. Yonder, to windward, +all is blackness of doom; but to leeward, homeward—I see it lightens up +there; but not with the lightning.” + +At that moment in one of the intervals of profound darkness, following +the flashes, a voice was heard at his side; and almost at the same +instant a volley of thunder peals rolled overhead. + +“Who’s there?” + +“Old Thunder!” said Ahab, groping his way along the bulwarks to his +pivot-hole; but suddenly finding his path made plain to him by elbowed +lances of fire. + +Now, as the lightning rod to a spire on shore is intended to carry off +the perilous fluid into the soil; so the kindred rod which at sea some +ships carry to each mast, is intended to conduct it into the water. But +as this conductor must descend to considerable depth, that its end may +avoid all contact with the hull; and as moreover, if kept constantly +towing there, it would be liable to many mishaps, besides interfering +not a little with some of the rigging, and more or less impeding the +vessel’s way in the water; because of all this, the lower parts of a +ship’s lightning-rods are not always overboard; but are generally made +in long slender links, so as to be the more readily hauled up into the +chains outside, or thrown down into the sea, as occasion may require. + +“The rods! the rods!” cried Starbuck to the crew, suddenly admonished +to vigilance by the vivid lightning that had just been darting +flambeaux, to light Ahab to his post. “Are they overboard? drop them +over, fore and aft. Quick!” + +“Avast!” cried Ahab; “let’s have fair play here, though we be the +weaker side. Yet I’ll contribute to raise rods on the Himmalehs and +Andes, that all the world may be secured; but out on privileges! Let +them be, sir.” + +“Look aloft!” cried Starbuck. “The corpusants! the corpusants!” + +All the yard-arms were tipped with a pallid fire; and touched at each +tri-pointed lightning-rod-end with three tapering white flames, each of +the three tall masts was silently burning in that sulphurous air, like +three gigantic wax tapers before an altar. + +“Blast the boat! let it go!” cried Stubb at this instant, as a swashing +sea heaved up under his own little craft, so that its gunwale violently +jammed his hand, as he was passing a lashing. “Blast it!”—but slipping +backward on the deck, his uplifted eyes caught the flames; and +immediately shifting his tone he cried—“The corpusants have mercy on us +all!” + +To sailors, oaths are household words; they will swear in the trance of +the calm, and in the teeth of the tempest; they will imprecate curses +from the topsail-yard-arms, when most they teeter over to a seething +sea; but in all my voyagings, seldom have I heard a common oath when +God’s burning finger has been laid on the ship; when His “Mene, Mene, +Tekel Upharsin” has been woven into the shrouds and the cordage. + +While this pallidness was burning aloft, few words were heard from the +enchanted crew; who in one thick cluster stood on the forecastle, all +their eyes gleaming in that pale phosphorescence, like a far away +constellation of stars. Relieved against the ghostly light, the +gigantic jet negro, Daggoo, loomed up to thrice his real stature, and +seemed the black cloud from which the thunder had come. The parted +mouth of Tashtego revealed his shark-white teeth, which strangely +gleamed as if they too had been tipped by corpusants; while lit up by +the preternatural light, Queequeg’s tattooing burned like Satanic blue +flames on his body. + +The tableau all waned at last with the pallidness aloft; and once more +the Pequod and every soul on her decks were wrapped in a pall. A moment +or two passed, when Starbuck, going forward, pushed against some one. +It was Stubb. “What thinkest thou now, man; I heard thy cry; it was not +the same in the song.” + +“No, no, it wasn’t; I said the corpusants have mercy on us all; and I +hope they will, still. But do they only have mercy on long faces?—have +they no bowels for a laugh? And look ye, Mr. Starbuck—but it’s too dark +to look. Hear me, then: I take that mast-head flame we saw for a sign +of good luck; for those masts are rooted in a hold that is going to be +chock a’ block with sperm-oil, d’ye see; and so, all that sperm will +work up into the masts, like sap in a tree. Yes, our three masts will +yet be as three spermaceti candles—that’s the good promise we saw.” + +At that moment Starbuck caught sight of Stubb’s face slowly beginning +to glimmer into sight. Glancing upwards, he cried: “See! see!” and once +more the high tapering flames were beheld with what seemed redoubled +supernaturalness in their pallor. + +“The corpusants have mercy on us all,” cried Stubb, again. + +At the base of the mainmast, full beneath the doubloon and the flame, +the Parsee was kneeling in Ahab’s front, but with his head bowed away +from him; while near by, from the arched and overhanging rigging, where +they had just been engaged securing a spar, a number of the seamen, +arrested by the glare, now cohered together, and hung pendulous, like a +knot of numbed wasps from a drooping, orchard twig. In various +enchanted attitudes, like the standing, or stepping, or running +skeletons in Herculaneum, others remained rooted to the deck; but all +their eyes upcast. + +“Aye, aye, men!” cried Ahab. “Look up at it; mark it well; the white +flame but lights the way to the White Whale! Hand me those mainmast +links there; I would fain feel this pulse, and let mine beat against +it; blood against fire! So.” + +Then turning—the last link held fast in his left hand, he put his foot +upon the Parsee; and with fixed upward eye, and high-flung right arm, +he stood erect before the lofty tri-pointed trinity of flames. + +“Oh! thou clear spirit of clear fire, whom on these seas I as Persian +once did worship, till in the sacramental act so burned by thee, that +to this hour I bear the scar; I now know thee, thou clear spirit, and I +now know that thy right worship is defiance. To neither love nor +reverence wilt thou be kind; and e’en for hate thou canst but kill; and +all are killed. No fearless fool now fronts thee. I own thy speechless, +placeless power; but to the last gasp of my earthquake life will +dispute its unconditional, unintegral mastery in me. In the midst of +the personified impersonal, a personality stands here. Though but a +point at best; whencesoe’er I came; wheresoe’er I go; yet while I +earthly live, the queenly personality lives in me, and feels her royal +rights. But war is pain, and hate is woe. Come in thy lowest form of +love, and I will kneel and kiss thee; but at thy highest, come as mere +supernal power; and though thou launchest navies of full-freighted +worlds, there’s that in here that still remains indifferent. Oh, thou +clear spirit, of thy fire thou madest me, and like a true child of +fire, I breathe it back to thee.” + +[_Sudden, repeated flashes of lightning; the nine flames leap +lengthwise to thrice their previous height; Ahab, with the rest, closes +his eyes, his right hand pressed hard upon them._] + +“I own thy speechless, placeless power; said I not so? Nor was it wrung +from me; nor do I now drop these links. Thou canst blind; but I can +then grope. Thou canst consume; but I can then be ashes. Take the +homage of these poor eyes, and shutter-hands. I would not take it. The +lightning flashes through my skull; mine eye-balls ache and ache; my +whole beaten brain seems as beheaded, and rolling on some stunning +ground. Oh, oh! Yet blindfold, yet will I talk to thee. Light though +thou be, thou leapest out of darkness; but I am darkness leaping out of +light, leaping out of thee! The javelins cease; open eyes; see, or not? +There burn the flames! Oh, thou magnanimous! now I do glory in my +genealogy. But thou art but my fiery father; my sweet mother, I know +not. Oh, cruel! what hast thou done with her? There lies my puzzle; but +thine is greater. Thou knowest not how came ye, hence callest thyself +unbegotten; certainly knowest not thy beginning, hence callest thyself +unbegun. I know that of me, which thou knowest not of thyself, oh, thou +omnipotent. There is some unsuffusing thing beyond thee, thou clear +spirit, to whom all thy eternity is but time, all thy creativeness +mechanical. Through thee, thy flaming self, my scorched eyes do dimly +see it. Oh, thou foundling fire, thou hermit immemorial, thou too hast +thy incommunicable riddle, thy unparticipated grief. Here again with +haughty agony, I read my sire. Leap! leap up, and lick the sky! I leap +with thee; I burn with thee; would fain be welded with thee; defyingly +I worship thee!” + +“The boat! the boat!” cried Starbuck, “look at thy boat, old man!” + +Ahab’s harpoon, the one forged at Perth’s fire, remained firmly lashed +in its conspicuous crotch, so that it projected beyond his whale-boat’s +bow; but the sea that had stove its bottom had caused the loose leather +sheath to drop off; and from the keen steel barb there now came a +levelled flame of pale, forked fire. As the silent harpoon burned there +like a serpent’s tongue, Starbuck grasped Ahab by the arm—“God, God is +against thee, old man; forbear! ’tis an ill voyage! ill begun, ill +continued; let me square the yards, while we may, old man, and make a +fair wind of it homewards, to go on a better voyage than this.” + +Overhearing Starbuck, the panic-stricken crew instantly ran to the +braces—though not a sail was left aloft. For the moment all the aghast +mate’s thoughts seemed theirs; they raised a half mutinous cry. But +dashing the rattling lightning links to the deck, and snatching the +burning harpoon, Ahab waved it like a torch among them; swearing to +transfix with it the first sailor that but cast loose a rope’s end. +Petrified by his aspect, and still more shrinking from the fiery dart +that he held, the men fell back in dismay, and Ahab again spoke:— + +“All your oaths to hunt the White Whale are as binding as mine; and +heart, soul, and body, lungs and life, old Ahab is bound. And that ye +may know to what tune this heart beats; look ye here; thus I blow out +the last fear!” And with one blast of his breath he extinguished the +flame. + +As in the hurricane that sweeps the plain, men fly the neighborhood of +some lone, gigantic elm, whose very height and strength but render it +so much the more unsafe, because so much the more a mark for +thunderbolts; so at those last words of Ahab’s many of the mariners did +run from him in a terror of dismay. + + +CHAPTER 120. The Deck Towards the End of the First Night Watch. + +_Ahab standing by the helm. Starbuck approaching him._ + +“We must send down the main-top-sail yard, sir. The band is working +loose and the lee lift is half-stranded. Shall I strike it, sir?” + +“Strike nothing; lash it. If I had sky-sail poles, I’d sway them up +now.” + +“Sir!—in God’s name!—sir?” + +“Well.” + +“The anchors are working, sir. Shall I get them inboard?” + +“Strike nothing, and stir nothing, but lash everything. The wind rises, +but it has not got up to my table-lands yet. Quick, and see to it.—By +masts and keels! he takes me for the hunch-backed skipper of some +coasting smack. Send down my main-top-sail yard! Ho, gluepots! Loftiest +trucks were made for wildest winds, and this brain-truck of mine now +sails amid the cloud-scud. Shall I strike that? Oh, none but cowards +send down their brain-trucks in tempest time. What a hooroosh aloft +there! I would e’en take it for sublime, did I not know that the colic +is a noisy malady. Oh, take medicine, take medicine!” + + +CHAPTER 121. Midnight.—The Forecastle Bulwarks. + +_Stubb and Flask mounted on them, and passing additional lashings over +the anchors there hanging._ + +“No, Stubb; you may pound that knot there as much as you please, but +you will never pound into me what you were just now saying. And how +long ago is it since you said the very contrary? Didn’t you once say +that whatever ship Ahab sails in, that ship should pay something extra +on its insurance policy, just as though it were loaded with powder +barrels aft and boxes of lucifers forward? Stop, now; didn’t you say +so?” + +“Well, suppose I did? What then? I’ve part changed my flesh since that +time, why not my mind? Besides, supposing we _are_ loaded with powder +barrels aft and lucifers forward; how the devil could the lucifers get +afire in this drenching spray here? Why, my little man, you have pretty +red hair, but you couldn’t get afire now. Shake yourself; you’re +Aquarius, or the water-bearer, Flask; might fill pitchers at your coat +collar. Don’t you see, then, that for these extra risks the Marine +Insurance companies have extra guarantees? Here are hydrants, Flask. +But hark, again, and I’ll answer ye the other thing. First take your +leg off from the crown of the anchor here, though, so I can pass the +rope; now listen. What’s the mighty difference between holding a mast’s +lightning-rod in the storm, and standing close by a mast that hasn’t +got any lightning-rod at all in a storm? Don’t you see, you +timber-head, that no harm can come to the holder of the rod, unless the +mast is first struck? What are you talking about, then? Not one ship in +a hundred carries rods, and Ahab,—aye, man, and all of us,—were in no +more danger then, in my poor opinion, than all the crews in ten +thousand ships now sailing the seas. Why, you King-Post, you, I suppose +you would have every man in the world go about with a small +lightning-rod running up the corner of his hat, like a militia +officer’s skewered feather, and trailing behind like his sash. Why +don’t ye be sensible, Flask? it’s easy to be sensible; why don’t ye, +then? any man with half an eye can be sensible.” + +“I don’t know that, Stubb. You sometimes find it rather hard.” + +“Yes, when a fellow’s soaked through, it’s hard to be sensible, that’s +a fact. And I am about drenched with this spray. Never mind; catch the +turn there, and pass it. Seems to me we are lashing down these anchors +now as if they were never going to be used again. Tying these two +anchors here, Flask, seems like tying a man’s hands behind him. And +what big generous hands they are, to be sure. These are your iron +fists, hey? What a hold they have, too! I wonder, Flask, whether the +world is anchored anywhere; if she is, she swings with an uncommon long +cable, though. There, hammer that knot down, and we’ve done. So; next +to touching land, lighting on deck is the most satisfactory. I say, +just wring out my jacket skirts, will ye? Thank ye. They laugh at +long-togs so, Flask; but seems to me, a long tailed coat ought always +to be worn in all storms afloat. The tails tapering down that way, +serve to carry off the water, d’ye see. Same with cocked hats; the +cocks form gable-end eave-troughs, Flask. No more monkey-jackets and +tarpaulins for me; I must mount a swallow-tail, and drive down a +beaver; so. Halloa! whew! there goes my tarpaulin overboard; Lord, +Lord, that the winds that come from heaven should be so unmannerly! +This is a nasty night, lad.” + + +CHAPTER 122. Midnight Aloft.—Thunder and Lightning. + +_The main-top-sail yard_.—_Tashtego passing new lashings around it_. + +“Um, um, um. Stop that thunder! Plenty too much thunder up here. What’s +the use of thunder? Um, um, um. We don’t want thunder; we want rum; +give us a glass of rum. Um, um, um!” + + +CHAPTER 123. The Musket. + +During the most violent shocks of the Typhoon, the man at the Pequod’s +jaw-bone tiller had several times been reelingly hurled to the deck by +its spasmodic motions, even though preventer tackles had been attached +to it—for they were slack—because some play to the tiller was +indispensable. + +In a severe gale like this, while the ship is but a tossed shuttlecock +to the blast, it is by no means uncommon to see the needles in the +compasses, at intervals, go round and round. It was thus with the +Pequod’s; at almost every shock the helmsman had not failed to notice +the whirling velocity with which they revolved upon the cards; it is a +sight that hardly anyone can behold without some sort of unwonted +emotion. + +Some hours after midnight, the Typhoon abated so much, that through the +strenuous exertions of Starbuck and Stubb—one engaged forward and the +other aft—the shivered remnants of the jib and fore and main-top-sails +were cut adrift from the spars, and went eddying away to leeward, like +the feathers of an albatross, which sometimes are cast to the winds +when that storm-tossed bird is on the wing. + +The three corresponding new sails were now bent and reefed, and a +storm-trysail was set further aft; so that the ship soon went through +the water with some precision again; and the course—for the present, +East-south-east—which he was to steer, if practicable, was once more +given to the helmsman. For during the violence of the gale, he had only +steered according to its vicissitudes. But as he was now bringing the +ship as near her course as possible, watching the compass meanwhile, +lo! a good sign! the wind seemed coming round astern; aye, the foul +breeze became fair! + +Instantly the yards were squared, to the lively song of “_Ho! the fair +wind! oh-ye-ho, cheerly men!_” the crew singing for joy, that so +promising an event should so soon have falsified the evil portents +preceding it. + +In compliance with the standing order of his commander—to report +immediately, and at any one of the twenty-four hours, any decided +change in the affairs of the deck,—Starbuck had no sooner trimmed the +yards to the breeze—however reluctantly and gloomily,—than he +mechanically went below to apprise Captain Ahab of the circumstance. + +Ere knocking at his state-room, he involuntarily paused before it a +moment. The cabin lamp—taking long swings this way and that—was burning +fitfully, and casting fitful shadows upon the old man’s bolted door,—a +thin one, with fixed blinds inserted, in place of upper panels. The +isolated subterraneousness of the cabin made a certain humming silence +to reign there, though it was hooped round by all the roar of the +elements. The loaded muskets in the rack were shiningly revealed, as +they stood upright against the forward bulkhead. Starbuck was an +honest, upright man; but out of Starbuck’s heart, at that instant when +he saw the muskets, there strangely evolved an evil thought; but so +blent with its neutral or good accompaniments that for the instant he +hardly knew it for itself. + +“He would have shot me once,” he murmured, “yes, there’s the very +musket that he pointed at me;—that one with the studded stock; let me +touch it—lift it. Strange, that I, who have handled so many deadly +lances, strange, that I should shake so now. Loaded? I must see. Aye, +aye; and powder in the pan;—that’s not good. Best spill it?—wait. I’ll +cure myself of this. I’ll hold the musket boldly while I think.—I come +to report a fair wind to him. But how fair? Fair for death and +doom,—_that’s_ fair for Moby Dick. It’s a fair wind that’s only fair +for that accursed fish.—The very tube he pointed at me!—the very one; +_this_ one—I hold it here; he would have killed me with the very thing +I handle now.—Aye and he would fain kill all his crew. Does he not say +he will not strike his spars to any gale? Has he not dashed his +heavenly quadrant? and in these same perilous seas, gropes he not his +way by mere dead reckoning of the error-abounding log? and in this very +Typhoon, did he not swear that he would have no lightning-rods? But +shall this crazed old man be tamely suffered to drag a whole ship’s +company down to doom with him?—Yes, it would make him the wilful +murderer of thirty men and more, if this ship come to any deadly harm; +and come to deadly harm, my soul swears this ship will, if Ahab have +his way. If, then, he were this instant—put aside, that crime would not +be his. Ha! is he muttering in his sleep? Yes, just there,—in there, +he’s sleeping. Sleeping? aye, but still alive, and soon awake again. I +can’t withstand thee, then, old man. Not reasoning; not remonstrance; +not entreaty wilt thou hearken to; all this thou scornest. Flat +obedience to thy own flat commands, this is all thou breathest. Aye, +and say’st the men have vow’d thy vow; say’st all of us are Ahabs. +Great God forbid!—But is there no other way? no lawful way?—Make him a +prisoner to be taken home? What! hope to wrest this old man’s living +power from his own living hands? Only a fool would try it. Say he were +pinioned even; knotted all over with ropes and hawsers; chained down to +ring-bolts on this cabin floor; he would be more hideous than a caged +tiger, then. I could not endure the sight; could not possibly fly his +howlings; all comfort, sleep itself, inestimable reason would leave me +on the long intolerable voyage. What, then, remains? The land is +hundreds of leagues away, and locked Japan the nearest. I stand alone +here upon an open sea, with two oceans and a whole continent between me +and law.—Aye, aye, ’tis so.—Is heaven a murderer when its lightning +strikes a would-be murderer in his bed, tindering sheets and skin +together?—And would I be a murderer, then, if”—and slowly, stealthily, +and half sideways looking, he placed the loaded musket’s end against +the door. + +“On this level, Ahab’s hammock swings within; his head this way. A +touch, and Starbuck may survive to hug his wife and child again.—Oh +Mary! Mary!—boy! boy! boy!—But if I wake thee not to death, old man, +who can tell to what unsounded deeps Starbuck’s body this day week may +sink, with all the crew! Great God, where art Thou? Shall I? shall +I?—The wind has gone down and shifted, sir; the fore and main topsails +are reefed and set; she heads her course.” + +“Stern all! Oh Moby Dick, I clutch thy heart at last!” + +Such were the sounds that now came hurtling from out the old man’s +tormented sleep, as if Starbuck’s voice had caused the long dumb dream +to speak. + +The yet levelled musket shook like a drunkard’s arm against the panel; +Starbuck seemed wrestling with an angel; but turning from the door, he +placed the death-tube in its rack, and left the place. + +“He’s too sound asleep, Mr. Stubb; go thou down, and wake him, and tell +him. I must see to the deck here. Thou know’st what to say.” + + +CHAPTER 124. The Needle. + +Next morning the not-yet-subsided sea rolled in long slow billows of +mighty bulk, and striving in the Pequod’s gurgling track, pushed her on +like giants’ palms outspread. The strong, unstaggering breeze abounded +so, that sky and air seemed vast outbellying sails; the whole world +boomed before the wind. Muffled in the full morning light, the +invisible sun was only known by the spread intensity of his place; +where his bayonet rays moved on in stacks. Emblazonings, as of crowned +Babylonian kings and queens, reigned over everything. The sea was as a +crucible of molten gold, that bubblingly leaps with light and heat. + +Long maintaining an enchanted silence, Ahab stood apart; and every time +the tetering ship loweringly pitched down her bowsprit, he turned to +eye the bright sun’s rays produced ahead; and when she profoundly +settled by the stern, he turned behind, and saw the sun’s rearward +place, and how the same yellow rays were blending with his undeviating +wake. + +“Ha, ha, my ship! thou mightest well be taken now for the sea-chariot +of the sun. Ho, ho! all ye nations before my prow, I bring the sun to +ye! Yoke on the further billows; hallo! a tandem, I drive the sea!” + +But suddenly reined back by some counter thought, he hurried towards +the helm, huskily demanding how the ship was heading. + +“East-sou-east, sir,” said the frightened steersman. + +“Thou liest!” smiting him with his clenched fist. “Heading East at this +hour in the morning, and the sun astern?” + +Upon this every soul was confounded; for the phenomenon just then +observed by Ahab had unaccountably escaped every one else; but its very +blinding palpableness must have been the cause. + +Thrusting his head half way into the binnacle, Ahab caught one glimpse +of the compasses; his uplifted arm slowly fell; for a moment he almost +seemed to stagger. Standing behind him Starbuck looked, and lo! the two +compasses pointed East, and the Pequod was as infallibly going West. + +But ere the first wild alarm could get out abroad among the crew, the +old man with a rigid laugh exclaimed, “I have it! It has happened +before. Mr. Starbuck, last night’s thunder turned our compasses—that’s +all. Thou hast before now heard of such a thing, I take it.” + +“Aye; but never before has it happened to me, sir,” said the pale mate, +gloomily. + +Here, it must needs be said, that accidents like this have in more than +one case occurred to ships in violent storms. The magnetic energy, as +developed in the mariner’s needle, is, as all know, essentially one +with the electricity beheld in heaven; hence it is not to be much +marvelled at, that such things should be. Instances where the lightning +has actually struck the vessel, so as to smite down some of the spars +and rigging, the effect upon the needle has at times been still more +fatal; all its loadstone virtue being annihilated, so that the before +magnetic steel was of no more use than an old wife’s knitting needle. +But in either case, the needle never again, of itself, recovers the +original virtue thus marred or lost; and if the binnacle compasses be +affected, the same fate reaches all the others that may be in the ship; +even were the lowermost one inserted into the kelson. + +Deliberately standing before the binnacle, and eyeing the transpointed +compasses, the old man, with the sharp of his extended hand, now took +the precise bearing of the sun, and satisfied that the needles were +exactly inverted, shouted out his orders for the ship’s course to be +changed accordingly. The yards were hard up; and once more the Pequod +thrust her undaunted bows into the opposing wind, for the supposed fair +one had only been juggling her. + +Meanwhile, whatever were his own secret thoughts, Starbuck said +nothing, but quietly he issued all requisite orders; while Stubb and +Flask—who in some small degree seemed then to be sharing his +feelings—likewise unmurmuringly acquiesced. As for the men, though some +of them lowly rumbled, their fear of Ahab was greater than their fear +of Fate. But as ever before, the pagan harpooneers remained almost +wholly unimpressed; or if impressed, it was only with a certain +magnetism shot into their congenial hearts from inflexible Ahab’s. + +For a space the old man walked the deck in rolling reveries. But +chancing to slip with his ivory heel, he saw the crushed copper +sight-tubes of the quadrant he had the day before dashed to the deck. + +“Thou poor, proud heaven-gazer and sun’s pilot! yesterday I wrecked +thee, and to-day the compasses would fain have wrecked me. So, so. But +Ahab is lord over the level loadstone yet. Mr. Starbuck—a lance without +a pole; a top-maul, and the smallest of the sail-maker’s needles. +Quick!” + +Accessory, perhaps, to the impulse dictating the thing he was now about +to do, were certain prudential motives, whose object might have been to +revive the spirits of his crew by a stroke of his subtile skill, in a +matter so wondrous as that of the inverted compasses. Besides, the old +man well knew that to steer by transpointed needles, though clumsily +practicable, was not a thing to be passed over by superstitious +sailors, without some shudderings and evil portents. + +“Men,” said he, steadily turning upon the crew, as the mate handed him +the things he had demanded, “my men, the thunder turned old Ahab’s +needles; but out of this bit of steel Ahab can make one of his own, +that will point as true as any.” + +Abashed glances of servile wonder were exchanged by the sailors, as +this was said; and with fascinated eyes they awaited whatever magic +might follow. But Starbuck looked away. + +With a blow from the top-maul Ahab knocked off the steel head of the +lance, and then handing to the mate the long iron rod remaining, bade +him hold it upright, without its touching the deck. Then, with the +maul, after repeatedly smiting the upper end of this iron rod, he +placed the blunted needle endwise on the top of it, and less strongly +hammered that, several times, the mate still holding the rod as before. +Then going through some small strange motions with it—whether +indispensable to the magnetizing of the steel, or merely intended to +augment the awe of the crew, is uncertain—he called for linen thread; +and moving to the binnacle, slipped out the two reversed needles there, +and horizontally suspended the sail-needle by its middle, over one of +the compass-cards. At first, the steel went round and round, quivering +and vibrating at either end; but at last it settled to its place, when +Ahab, who had been intently watching for this result, stepped frankly +back from the binnacle, and pointing his stretched arm towards it, +exclaimed,—“Look ye, for yourselves, if Ahab be not lord of the level +loadstone! The sun is East, and that compass swears it!” + +One after another they peered in, for nothing but their own eyes could +persuade such ignorance as theirs, and one after another they slunk +away. + +In his fiery eyes of scorn and triumph, you then saw Ahab in all his +fatal pride. + + +CHAPTER 125. The Log and Line. + +While now the fated Pequod had been so long afloat this voyage, the log +and line had but very seldom been in use. Owing to a confident reliance +upon other means of determining the vessel’s place, some merchantmen, +and many whalemen, especially when cruising, wholly neglect to heave +the log; though at the same time, and frequently more for form’s sake +than anything else, regularly putting down upon the customary slate the +course steered by the ship, as well as the presumed average rate of +progression every hour. It had been thus with the Pequod. The wooden +reel and angular log attached hung, long untouched, just beneath the +railing of the after bulwarks. Rains and spray had damped it; sun and +wind had warped it; all the elements had combined to rot a thing that +hung so idly. But heedless of all this, his mood seized Ahab, as he +happened to glance upon the reel, not many hours after the magnet +scene, and he remembered how his quadrant was no more, and recalled his +frantic oath about the level log and line. The ship was sailing +plungingly; astern the billows rolled in riots. + +“Forward, there! Heave the log!” + +Two seamen came. The golden-hued Tahitian and the grizzly Manxman. +“Take the reel, one of ye, I’ll heave.” + +They went towards the extreme stern, on the ship’s lee side, where the +deck, with the oblique energy of the wind, was now almost dipping into +the creamy, sidelong-rushing sea. + +The Manxman took the reel, and holding it high up, by the projecting +handle-ends of the spindle, round which the spool of line revolved, so +stood with the angular log hanging downwards, till Ahab advanced to +him. + +Ahab stood before him, and was lightly unwinding some thirty or forty +turns to form a preliminary hand-coil to toss overboard, when the old +Manxman, who was intently eyeing both him and the line, made bold to +speak. + +“Sir, I mistrust it; this line looks far gone, long heat and wet have +spoiled it.” + +“’Twill hold, old gentleman. Long heat and wet, have they spoiled thee? +Thou seem’st to hold. Or, truer perhaps, life holds thee; not thou it.” + +“I hold the spool, sir. But just as my captain says. With these grey +hairs of mine ’tis not worth while disputing, ’specially with a +superior, who’ll ne’er confess.” + +“What’s that? There now’s a patched professor in Queen Nature’s +granite-founded College; but methinks he’s too subservient. Where wert +thou born?” + +“In the little rocky Isle of Man, sir.” + +“Excellent! Thou’st hit the world by that.” + +“I know not, sir, but I was born there.” + +“In the Isle of Man, hey? Well, the other way, it’s good. Here’s a man +from Man; a man born in once independent Man, and now unmanned of Man; +which is sucked in—by what? Up with the reel! The dead, blind wall +butts all inquiring heads at last. Up with it! So.” + +The log was heaved. The loose coils rapidly straightened out in a long +dragging line astern, and then, instantly, the reel began to whirl. In +turn, jerkingly raised and lowered by the rolling billows, the towing +resistance of the log caused the old reelman to stagger strangely. + +“Hold hard!” + +Snap! the overstrained line sagged down in one long festoon; the +tugging log was gone. + +“I crush the quadrant, the thunder turns the needles, and now the mad +sea parts the log-line. But Ahab can mend all. Haul in here, Tahitian; +reel up, Manxman. And look ye, let the carpenter make another log, and +mend thou the line. See to it.” + +“There he goes now; to him nothing’s happened; but to me, the skewer +seems loosening out of the middle of the world. Haul in, haul in, +Tahitian! These lines run whole, and whirling out: come in broken, and +dragging slow. Ha, Pip? come to help; eh, Pip?” + +“Pip? whom call ye Pip? Pip jumped from the whale-boat. Pip’s missing. +Let’s see now if ye haven’t fished him up here, fisherman. It drags +hard; I guess he’s holding on. Jerk him, Tahiti! Jerk him off; we haul +in no cowards here. Ho! there’s his arm just breaking water. A hatchet! +a hatchet! cut it off—we haul in no cowards here. Captain Ahab! sir, +sir! here’s Pip, trying to get on board again.” + +“Peace, thou crazy loon,” cried the Manxman, seizing him by the arm. +“Away from the quarter-deck!” + +“The greater idiot ever scolds the lesser,” muttered Ahab, advancing. +“Hands off from that holiness! Where sayest thou Pip was, boy? + +“Astern there, sir, astern! Lo! lo!” + +“And who art thou, boy? I see not my reflection in the vacant pupils of +thy eyes. Oh God! that man should be a thing for immortal souls to +sieve through! Who art thou, boy?” + +“Bell-boy, sir; ship’s-crier; ding, dong, ding! Pip! Pip! Pip! One +hundred pounds of clay reward for Pip; five feet high—looks +cowardly—quickest known by that! Ding, dong, ding! Who’s seen Pip the +coward?” + +“There can be no hearts above the snow-line. Oh, ye frozen heavens! +look down here. Ye did beget this luckless child, and have abandoned +him, ye creative libertines. Here, boy; Ahab’s cabin shall be Pip’s +home henceforth, while Ahab lives. Thou touchest my inmost centre, boy; +thou art tied to me by cords woven of my heart-strings. Come, let’s +down.” + +“What’s this? here’s velvet shark-skin,” intently gazing at Ahab’s +hand, and feeling it. “Ah, now, had poor Pip but felt so kind a thing +as this, perhaps he had ne’er been lost! This seems to me, sir, as a +man-rope; something that weak souls may hold by. Oh, sir, let old Perth +now come and rivet these two hands together; the black one with the +white, for I will not let this go.” + +“Oh, boy, nor will I thee, unless I should thereby drag thee to worse +horrors than are here. Come, then, to my cabin. Lo! ye believers in +gods all goodness, and in man all ill, lo you! see the omniscient gods +oblivious of suffering man; and man, though idiotic, and knowing not +what he does, yet full of the sweet things of love and gratitude. Come! +I feel prouder leading thee by thy black hand, than though I grasped an +Emperor’s!” + +“There go two daft ones now,” muttered the old Manxman. “One daft with +strength, the other daft with weakness. But here’s the end of the +rotten line—all dripping, too. Mend it, eh? I think we had best have a +new line altogether. I’ll see Mr. Stubb about it.” + + +CHAPTER 126. The Life-Buoy. + +Steering now south-eastward by Ahab’s levelled steel, and her progress +solely determined by Ahab’s level log and line; the Pequod held on her +path towards the Equator. Making so long a passage through such +unfrequented waters, descrying no ships, and ere long, sideways +impelled by unvarying trade winds, over waves monotonously mild; all +these seemed the strange calm things preluding some riotous and +desperate scene. + +At last, when the ship drew near to the outskirts, as it were, of the +Equatorial fishing-ground, and in the deep darkness that goes before +the dawn, was sailing by a cluster of rocky islets; the watch—then +headed by Flask—was startled by a cry so plaintively wild and +unearthly—like half-articulated wailings of the ghosts of all Herod’s +murdered Innocents—that one and all, they started from their reveries, +and for the space of some moments stood, or sat, or leaned all +transfixedly listening, like the carved Roman slave, while that wild +cry remained within hearing. The Christian or civilized part of the +crew said it was mermaids, and shuddered; but the pagan harpooneers +remained unappalled. Yet the grey Manxman—the oldest mariner of +all—declared that the wild thrilling sounds that were heard, were the +voices of newly drowned men in the sea. + +Below in his hammock, Ahab did not hear of this till grey dawn, when he +came to the deck; it was then recounted to him by Flask, not +unaccompanied with hinted dark meanings. He hollowly laughed, and thus +explained the wonder. + +Those rocky islands the ship had passed were the resort of great +numbers of seals, and some young seals that had lost their dams, or +some dams that had lost their cubs, must have risen nigh the ship and +kept company with her, crying and sobbing with their human sort of +wail. But this only the more affected some of them, because most +mariners cherish a very superstitious feeling about seals, arising not +only from their peculiar tones when in distress, but also from the +human look of their round heads and semi-intelligent faces, seen +peeringly uprising from the water alongside. In the sea, under certain +circumstances, seals have more than once been mistaken for men. + +But the bodings of the crew were destined to receive a most plausible +confirmation in the fate of one of their number that morning. At +sun-rise this man went from his hammock to his mast-head at the fore; +and whether it was that he was not yet half waked from his sleep (for +sailors sometimes go aloft in a transition state), whether it was thus +with the man, there is now no telling; but, be that as it may, he had +not been long at his perch, when a cry was heard—a cry and a +rushing—and looking up, they saw a falling phantom in the air; and +looking down, a little tossed heap of white bubbles in the blue of the +sea. + +The life-buoy—a long slender cask—was dropped from the stern, where it +always hung obedient to a cunning spring; but no hand rose to seize it, +and the sun having long beat upon this cask it had shrunken, so that it +slowly filled, and that parched wood also filled at its every pore; and +the studded iron-bound cask followed the sailor to the bottom, as if to +yield him his pillow, though in sooth but a hard one. + +And thus the first man of the Pequod that mounted the mast to look out +for the White Whale, on the White Whale’s own peculiar ground; that man +was swallowed up in the deep. But few, perhaps, thought of that at the +time. Indeed, in some sort, they were not grieved at this event, at +least as a portent; for they regarded it, not as a foreshadowing of +evil in the future, but as the fulfilment of an evil already presaged. +They declared that now they knew the reason of those wild shrieks they +had heard the night before. But again the old Manxman said nay. + +The lost life-buoy was now to be replaced; Starbuck was directed to see +to it; but as no cask of sufficient lightness could be found, and as in +the feverish eagerness of what seemed the approaching crisis of the +voyage, all hands were impatient of any toil but what was directly +connected with its final end, whatever that might prove to be; +therefore, they were going to leave the ship’s stern unprovided with a +buoy, when by certain strange signs and inuendoes Queequeg hinted a +hint concerning his coffin. + +“A life-buoy of a coffin!” cried Starbuck, starting. + +“Rather queer, that, I should say,” said Stubb. + +“It will make a good enough one,” said Flask, “the carpenter here can +arrange it easily.” + +“Bring it up; there’s nothing else for it,” said Starbuck, after a +melancholy pause. “Rig it, carpenter; do not look at me so—the coffin, +I mean. Dost thou hear me? Rig it.” + +“And shall I nail down the lid, sir?” moving his hand as with a hammer. + +“Aye.” + +“And shall I caulk the seams, sir?” moving his hand as with a +caulking-iron. + +“Aye.” + +“And shall I then pay over the same with pitch, sir?” moving his hand +as with a pitch-pot. + +“Away! what possesses thee to this? Make a life-buoy of the coffin, and +no more.—Mr. Stubb, Mr. Flask, come forward with me.” + +“He goes off in a huff. The whole he can endure; at the parts he +baulks. Now I don’t like this. I make a leg for Captain Ahab, and he +wears it like a gentleman; but I make a bandbox for Queequeg, and he +won’t put his head into it. Are all my pains to go for nothing with +that coffin? And now I’m ordered to make a life-buoy of it. It’s like +turning an old coat; going to bring the flesh on the other side now. I +don’t like this cobbling sort of business—I don’t like it at all; it’s +undignified; it’s not my place. Let tinkers’ brats do tinkerings; we +are their betters. I like to take in hand none but clean, virgin, +fair-and-square mathematical jobs, something that regularly begins at +the beginning, and is at the middle when midway, and comes to an end at +the conclusion; not a cobbler’s job, that’s at an end in the middle, +and at the beginning at the end. It’s the old woman’s tricks to be +giving cobbling jobs. Lord! what an affection all old women have for +tinkers. I know an old woman of sixty-five who ran away with a +bald-headed young tinker once. And that’s the reason I never would work +for lonely widow old women ashore, when I kept my job-shop in the +Vineyard; they might have taken it into their lonely old heads to run +off with me. But heigh-ho! there are no caps at sea but snow-caps. Let +me see. Nail down the lid; caulk the seams; pay over the same with +pitch; batten them down tight, and hang it with the snap-spring over +the ship’s stern. Were ever such things done before with a coffin? Some +superstitious old carpenters, now, would be tied up in the rigging, ere +they would do the job. But I’m made of knotty Aroostook hemlock; I +don’t budge. Cruppered with a coffin! Sailing about with a grave-yard +tray! But never mind. We workers in woods make bridal-bedsteads and +card-tables, as well as coffins and hearses. We work by the month, or +by the job, or by the profit; not for us to ask the why and wherefore +of our work, unless it be too confounded cobbling, and then we stash it +if we can. Hem! I’ll do the job, now, tenderly. I’ll have me—let’s +see—how many in the ship’s company, all told? But I’ve forgotten. Any +way, I’ll have me thirty separate, Turk’s-headed life-lines, each three +feet long hanging all round to the coffin. Then, if the hull go down, +there’ll be thirty lively fellows all fighting for one coffin, a sight +not seen very often beneath the sun! Come hammer, caulking-iron, +pitch-pot, and marling-spike! Let’s to it.” + + +CHAPTER 127. The Deck. + +_The coffin laid upon two line-tubs, between the vice-bench and the +open hatchway; the Carpenter caulking its seams; the string of twisted +oakum slowly unwinding from a large roll of it placed in the bosom of +his frock.—Ahab comes slowly from the cabin-gangway, and hears Pip +following him._ + +“Back, lad; I will be with ye again presently. He goes! Not this hand +complies with my humor more genially than that boy.—Middle aisle of a +church! What’s here?” + +“Life-buoy, sir. Mr. Starbuck’s orders. Oh, look, sir! Beware the +hatchway!” + +“Thank ye, man. Thy coffin lies handy to the vault.” + +“Sir? The hatchway? oh! So it does, sir, so it does.” + +“Art not thou the leg-maker? Look, did not this stump come from thy +shop?” + +“I believe it did, sir; does the ferrule stand, sir?” + +“Well enough. But art thou not also the undertaker?” + +“Aye, sir; I patched up this thing here as a coffin for Queequeg; but +they’ve set me now to turning it into something else.” + +“Then tell me; art thou not an arrant, all-grasping, intermeddling, +monopolising, heathenish old scamp, to be one day making legs, and the +next day coffins to clap them in, and yet again life-buoys out of those +same coffins? Thou art as unprincipled as the gods, and as much of a +jack-of-all-trades.” + +“But I do not mean anything, sir. I do as I do.” + +“The gods again. Hark ye, dost thou not ever sing working about a +coffin? The Titans, they say, hummed snatches when chipping out the +craters for volcanoes; and the grave-digger in the play sings, spade in +hand. Dost thou never?” + +“Sing, sir? Do I sing? Oh, I’m indifferent enough, sir, for that; but +the reason why the grave-digger made music must have been because there +was none in his spade, sir. But the caulking mallet is full of it. Hark +to it.” + +“Aye, and that’s because the lid there’s a sounding-board; and what in +all things makes the sounding-board is this—there’s naught beneath. And +yet, a coffin with a body in it rings pretty much the same, Carpenter. +Hast thou ever helped carry a bier, and heard the coffin knock against +the churchyard gate, going in? + +“Faith, sir, I’ve——” + +“Faith? What’s that?” + +“Why, faith, sir, it’s only a sort of exclamation-like—that’s all, +sir.” + +“Um, um; go on.” + +“I was about to say, sir, that——” + +“Art thou a silk-worm? Dost thou spin thy own shroud out of thyself? +Look at thy bosom! Despatch! and get these traps out of sight.” + +“He goes aft. That was sudden, now; but squalls come sudden in hot +latitudes. I’ve heard that the Isle of Albemarle, one of the +Gallipagos, is cut by the Equator right in the middle. Seems to me some +sort of Equator cuts yon old man, too, right in his middle. He’s always +under the Line—fiery hot, I tell ye! He’s looking this way—come, oakum; +quick. Here we go again. This wooden mallet is the cork, and I’m the +professor of musical glasses—tap, tap!” + +(_Ahab to himself_.) + +“There’s a sight! There’s a sound! The greyheaded woodpecker tapping +the hollow tree! Blind and dumb might well be envied now. See! that +thing rests on two line-tubs, full of tow-lines. A most malicious wag, +that fellow. Rat-tat! So man’s seconds tick! Oh! how immaterial are all +materials! What things real are there, but imponderable thoughts? Here +now’s the very dreaded symbol of grim death, by a mere hap, made the +expressive sign of the help and hope of most endangered life. A +life-buoy of a coffin! Does it go further? Can it be that in some +spiritual sense the coffin is, after all, but an immortality-preserver! +I’ll think of that. But no. So far gone am I in the dark side of earth, +that its other side, the theoretic bright one, seems but uncertain +twilight to me. Will ye never have done, Carpenter, with that accursed +sound? I go below; let me not see that thing here when I return again. +Now, then, Pip, we’ll talk this over; I do suck most wondrous +philosophies from thee! Some unknown conduits from the unknown worlds +must empty into thee!” + + +CHAPTER 128. The Pequod Meets The Rachel. + +Next day, a large ship, the Rachel, was descried, bearing directly down +upon the Pequod, all her spars thickly clustering with men. At the time +the Pequod was making good speed through the water; but as the +broad-winged windward stranger shot nigh to her, the boastful sails all +fell together as blank bladders that are burst, and all life fled from +the smitten hull. + +“Bad news; she brings bad news,” muttered the old Manxman. But ere her +commander, who, with trumpet to mouth, stood up in his boat; ere he +could hopefully hail, Ahab’s voice was heard. + +“Hast seen the White Whale?” + +“Aye, yesterday. Have ye seen a whale-boat adrift?” + +Throttling his joy, Ahab negatively answered this unexpected question; +and would then have fain boarded the stranger, when the stranger +captain himself, having stopped his vessel’s way, was seen descending +her side. A few keen pulls, and his boat-hook soon clinched the +Pequod’s main-chains, and he sprang to the deck. Immediately he was +recognised by Ahab for a Nantucketer he knew. But no formal salutation +was exchanged. + +“Where was he?—not killed!—not killed!” cried Ahab, closely advancing. +“How was it?” + +It seemed that somewhat late on the afternoon of the day previous, +while three of the stranger’s boats were engaged with a shoal of +whales, which had led them some four or five miles from the ship; and +while they were yet in swift chase to windward, the white hump and head +of Moby Dick had suddenly loomed up out of the water, not very far to +leeward; whereupon, the fourth rigged boat—a reserved one—had been +instantly lowered in chase. After a keen sail before the wind, this +fourth boat—the swiftest keeled of all—seemed to have succeeded in +fastening—at least, as well as the man at the mast-head could tell +anything about it. In the distance he saw the diminished dotted boat; +and then a swift gleam of bubbling white water; and after that nothing +more; whence it was concluded that the stricken whale must have +indefinitely run away with his pursuers, as often happens. There was +some apprehension, but no positive alarm, as yet. The recall signals +were placed in the rigging; darkness came on; and forced to pick up her +three far to windward boats—ere going in quest of the fourth one in the +precisely opposite direction—the ship had not only been necessitated to +leave that boat to its fate till near midnight, but, for the time, to +increase her distance from it. But the rest of her crew being at last +safe aboard, she crowded all sail—stunsail on stunsail—after the +missing boat; kindling a fire in her try-pots for a beacon; and every +other man aloft on the look-out. But though when she had thus sailed a +sufficient distance to gain the presumed place of the absent ones when +last seen; though she then paused to lower her spare boats to pull all +around her; and not finding anything, had again dashed on; again +paused, and lowered her boats; and though she had thus continued doing +till daylight; yet not the least glimpse of the missing keel had been +seen. + +The story told, the stranger Captain immediately went on to reveal his +object in boarding the Pequod. He desired that ship to unite with his +own in the search; by sailing over the sea some four or five miles +apart, on parallel lines, and so sweeping a double horizon, as it were. + +“I will wager something now,” whispered Stubb to Flask, “that some one +in that missing boat wore off that Captain’s best coat; mayhap, his +watch—he’s so cursed anxious to get it back. Who ever heard of two +pious whale-ships cruising after one missing whale-boat in the height +of the whaling season? See, Flask, only see how pale he looks—pale in +the very buttons of his eyes—look—it wasn’t the coat—it must have been +the—” + +“My boy, my own boy is among them. For God’s sake—I beg, I +conjure”—here exclaimed the stranger Captain to Ahab, who thus far had +but icily received his petition. “For eight-and-forty hours let me +charter your ship—I will gladly pay for it, and roundly pay for it—if +there be no other way—for eight-and-forty hours only—only that—you +must, oh, you must, and you _shall_ do this thing.” + +“His son!” cried Stubb, “oh, it’s his son he’s lost! I take back the +coat and watch—what says Ahab? We must save that boy.” + +“He’s drowned with the rest on ’em, last night,” said the old Manx +sailor standing behind them; “I heard; all of ye heard their spirits.” + +Now, as it shortly turned out, what made this incident of the Rachel’s +the more melancholy, was the circumstance, that not only was one of the +Captain’s sons among the number of the missing boat’s crew; but among +the number of the other boat’s crews, at the same time, but on the +other hand, separated from the ship during the dark vicissitudes of the +chase, there had been still another son; as that for a time, the +wretched father was plunged to the bottom of the cruellest perplexity; +which was only solved for him by his chief mate’s instinctively +adopting the ordinary procedure of a whale-ship in such emergencies, +that is, when placed between jeopardized but divided boats, always to +pick up the majority first. But the captain, for some unknown +constitutional reason, had refrained from mentioning all this, and not +till forced to it by Ahab’s iciness did he allude to his one yet +missing boy; a little lad, but twelve years old, whose father with the +earnest but unmisgiving hardihood of a Nantucketer’s paternal love, had +thus early sought to initiate him in the perils and wonders of a +vocation almost immemorially the destiny of all his race. Nor does it +unfrequently occur, that Nantucket captains will send a son of such +tender age away from them, for a protracted three or four years’ voyage +in some other ship than their own; so that their first knowledge of a +whaleman’s career shall be unenervated by any chance display of a +father’s natural but untimely partiality, or undue apprehensiveness and +concern. + +Meantime, now the stranger was still beseeching his poor boon of Ahab; +and Ahab still stood like an anvil, receiving every shock, but without +the least quivering of his own. + +“I will not go,” said the stranger, “till you say _aye_ to me. Do to me +as you would have me do to you in the like case. For _you_ too have a +boy, Captain Ahab—though but a child, and nestling safely at home now—a +child of your old age too—Yes, yes, you relent; I see it—run, run, men, +now, and stand by to square in the yards.” + +“Avast,” cried Ahab—“touch not a rope-yarn”; then in a voice that +prolongingly moulded every word—“Captain Gardiner, I will not do it. +Even now I lose time. Good-bye, good-bye. God bless ye, man, and may I +forgive myself, but I must go. Mr. Starbuck, look at the binnacle +watch, and in three minutes from this present instant warn off all +strangers: then brace forward again, and let the ship sail as before.” + +Hurriedly turning, with averted face, he descended into his cabin, +leaving the strange captain transfixed at this unconditional and utter +rejection of his so earnest suit. But starting from his enchantment, +Gardiner silently hurried to the side; more fell than stepped into his +boat, and returned to his ship. + +Soon the two ships diverged their wakes; and long as the strange vessel +was in view, she was seen to yaw hither and thither at every dark spot, +however small, on the sea. This way and that her yards were swung +round; starboard and larboard, she continued to tack; now she beat +against a head sea; and again it pushed her before it; while all the +while, her masts and yards were thickly clustered with men, as three +tall cherry trees, when the boys are cherrying among the boughs. + +But by her still halting course and winding, woeful way, you plainly +saw that this ship that so wept with spray, still remained without +comfort. She was Rachel, weeping for her children, because they were +not. + + +CHAPTER 129. The Cabin. + +(_Ahab moving to go on deck; Pip catches him by the hand to follow._) + +“Lad, lad, I tell thee thou must not follow Ahab now. The hour is +coming when Ahab would not scare thee from him, yet would not have thee +by him. There is that in thee, poor lad, which I feel too curing to my +malady. Like cures like; and for this hunt, my malady becomes my most +desired health. Do thou abide below here, where they shall serve thee, +as if thou wert the captain. Aye, lad, thou shalt sit here in my own +screwed chair; another screw to it, thou must be.” + +“No, no, no! ye have not a whole body, sir; do ye but use poor me for +your one lost leg; only tread upon me, sir; I ask no more, so I remain +a part of ye.” + +“Oh! spite of million villains, this makes me a bigot in the fadeless +fidelity of man!—and a black! and crazy!—but methinks like-cures-like +applies to him too; he grows so sane again.” + +“They tell me, sir, that Stubb did once desert poor little Pip, whose +drowned bones now show white, for all the blackness of his living skin. +But I will never desert ye, sir, as Stubb did him. Sir, I must go with +ye.” + +“If thou speakest thus to me much more, Ahab’s purpose keels up in him. +I tell thee no; it cannot be.” + +“Oh good master, master, master! + +“Weep so, and I will murder thee! have a care, for Ahab too is mad. +Listen, and thou wilt often hear my ivory foot upon the deck, and still +know that I am there. And now I quit thee. Thy hand!—Met! True art +thou, lad, as the circumference to its centre. So: God for ever bless +thee; and if it come to that,—God for ever save thee, let what will +befall.” + +(_Ahab goes; Pip steps one step forward._) + +“Here he this instant stood; I stand in his air,—but I’m alone. Now +were even poor Pip here I could endure it, but he’s missing. Pip! Pip! +Ding, dong, ding! Who’s seen Pip? He must be up here; let’s try the +door. What? neither lock, nor bolt, nor bar; and yet there’s no opening +it. It must be the spell; he told me to stay here: Aye, and told me +this screwed chair was mine. Here, then, I’ll seat me, against the +transom, in the ship’s full middle, all her keel and her three masts +before me. Here, our old sailors say, in their black seventy-fours +great admirals sometimes sit at table, and lord it over rows of +captains and lieutenants. Ha! what’s this? epaulets! epaulets! the +epaulets all come crowding! Pass round the decanters; glad to see ye; +fill up, monsieurs! What an odd feeling, now, when a black boy’s host +to white men with gold lace upon their coats!—Monsieurs, have ye seen +one Pip?—a little negro lad, five feet high, hang-dog look, and +cowardly! Jumped from a whale-boat once;—seen him? No! Well then, fill +up again, captains, and let’s drink shame upon all cowards! I name no +names. Shame upon them! Put one foot upon the table. Shame upon all +cowards.—Hist! above there, I hear ivory—Oh, master! master! I am +indeed down-hearted when you walk over me. But here I’ll stay, though +this stern strikes rocks; and they bulge through; and oysters come to +join me.” + + +CHAPTER 130. The Hat. + +And now that at the proper time and place, after so long and wide a +preliminary cruise, Ahab,—all other whaling waters swept—seemed to have +chased his foe into an ocean-fold, to slay him the more securely there; +now, that he found himself hard by the very latitude and longitude +where his tormenting wound had been inflicted; now that a vessel had +been spoken which on the very day preceding had actually encountered +Moby Dick;—and now that all his successive meetings with various ships +contrastingly concurred to show the demoniac indifference with which +the white whale tore his hunters, whether sinning or sinned against; +now it was that there lurked a something in the old man’s eyes, which +it was hardly sufferable for feeble souls to see. As the unsetting +polar star, which through the livelong, arctic, six months’ night +sustains its piercing, steady, central gaze; so Ahab’s purpose now +fixedly gleamed down upon the constant midnight of the gloomy crew. It +domineered above them so, that all their bodings, doubts, misgivings, +fears, were fain to hide beneath their souls, and not sprout forth a +single spear or leaf. + +In this foreshadowing interval too, all humor, forced or natural, +vanished. Stubb no more strove to raise a smile; Starbuck no more +strove to check one. Alike, joy and sorrow, hope and fear, seemed +ground to finest dust, and powdered, for the time, in the clamped +mortar of Ahab’s iron soul. Like machines, they dumbly moved about the +deck, ever conscious that the old man’s despot eye was on them. + +But did you deeply scan him in his more secret confidential hours; when +he thought no glance but one was on him; then you would have seen that +even as Ahab’s eyes so awed the crew’s, the inscrutable Parsee’s glance +awed his; or somehow, at least, in some wild way, at times affected it. +Such an added, gliding strangeness began to invest the thin Fedallah +now; such ceaseless shudderings shook him; that the men looked dubious +at him; half uncertain, as it seemed, whether indeed he were a mortal +substance, or else a tremulous shadow cast upon the deck by some unseen +being’s body. And that shadow was always hovering there. For not by +night, even, had Fedallah ever certainly been known to slumber, or go +below. He would stand still for hours: but never sat or leaned; his wan +but wondrous eyes did plainly say—We two watchmen never rest. + +Nor, at any time, by night or day could the mariners now step upon the +deck, unless Ahab was before them; either standing in his pivot-hole, +or exactly pacing the planks between two undeviating limits,—the +main-mast and the mizen; or else they saw him standing in the +cabin-scuttle,—his living foot advanced upon the deck, as if to step; +his hat slouched heavily over his eyes; so that however motionless he +stood, however the days and nights were added on, that he had not swung +in his hammock; yet hidden beneath that slouching hat, they could never +tell unerringly whether, for all this, his eyes were really closed at +times; or whether he was still intently scanning them; no matter, +though he stood so in the scuttle for a whole hour on the stretch, and +the unheeded night-damp gathered in beads of dew upon that stone-carved +coat and hat. The clothes that the night had wet, the next day’s +sunshine dried upon him; and so, day after day, and night after night; +he went no more beneath the planks; whatever he wanted from the cabin +that thing he sent for. + +He ate in the same open air; that is, his two only meals,—breakfast and +dinner: supper he never touched; nor reaped his beard; which darkly +grew all gnarled, as unearthed roots of trees blown over, which still +grow idly on at naked base, though perished in the upper verdure. But +though his whole life was now become one watch on deck; and though the +Parsee’s mystic watch was without intermission as his own; yet these +two never seemed to speak—one man to the other—unless at long intervals +some passing unmomentous matter made it necessary. Though such a potent +spell seemed secretly to join the twain; openly, and to the awe-struck +crew, they seemed pole-like asunder. If by day they chanced to speak +one word; by night, dumb men were both, so far as concerned the +slightest verbal interchange. At times, for longest hours, without a +single hail, they stood far parted in the starlight; Ahab in his +scuttle, the Parsee by the mainmast; but still fixedly gazing upon each +other; as if in the Parsee Ahab saw his forethrown shadow, in Ahab the +Parsee his abandoned substance. + +And yet, somehow, did Ahab—in his own proper self, as daily, hourly, +and every instant, commandingly revealed to his subordinates,—Ahab +seemed an independent lord; the Parsee but his slave. Still again both +seemed yoked together, and an unseen tyrant driving them; the lean +shade siding the solid rib. For be this Parsee what he may, all rib and +keel was solid Ahab. + +At the first faintest glimmering of the dawn, his iron voice was heard +from aft,—“Man the mast-heads!”—and all through the day, till after +sunset and after twilight, the same voice every hour, at the striking +of the helmsman’s bell, was heard—“What d’ye see?—sharp! sharp!” + +But when three or four days had slided by, after meeting the +children-seeking Rachel; and no spout had yet been seen; the monomaniac +old man seemed distrustful of his crew’s fidelity; at least, of nearly +all except the Pagan harpooneers; he seemed to doubt, even, whether +Stubb and Flask might not willingly overlook the sight he sought. But +if these suspicions were really his, he sagaciously refrained from +verbally expressing them, however his actions might seem to hint them. + +“I will have the first sight of the whale myself,”—he said. “Aye! Ahab +must have the doubloon!” and with his own hands he rigged a nest of +basketed bowlines; and sending a hand aloft, with a single sheaved +block, to secure to the main-mast head, he received the two ends of the +downward-reeved rope; and attaching one to his basket prepared a pin +for the other end, in order to fasten it at the rail. This done, with +that end yet in his hand and standing beside the pin, he looked round +upon his crew, sweeping from one to the other; pausing his glance long +upon Daggoo, Queequeg, Tashtego; but shunning Fedallah; and then +settling his firm relying eye upon the chief mate, said,—“Take the +rope, sir—I give it into thy hands, Starbuck.” Then arranging his +person in the basket, he gave the word for them to hoist him to his +perch, Starbuck being the one who secured the rope at last; and +afterwards stood near it. And thus, with one hand clinging round the +royal mast, Ahab gazed abroad upon the sea for miles and miles,—ahead, +astern, this side, and that,—within the wide expanded circle commanded +at so great a height. + +When in working with his hands at some lofty almost isolated place in +the rigging, which chances to afford no foothold, the sailor at sea is +hoisted up to that spot, and sustained there by the rope; under these +circumstances, its fastened end on deck is always given in strict +charge to some one man who has the special watch of it. Because in such +a wilderness of running rigging, whose various different relations +aloft cannot always be infallibly discerned by what is seen of them at +the deck; and when the deck-ends of these ropes are being every few +minutes cast down from the fastenings, it would be but a natural +fatality, if, unprovided with a constant watchman, the hoisted sailor +should by some carelessness of the crew be cast adrift and fall all +swooping to the sea. So Ahab’s proceedings in this matter were not +unusual; the only strange thing about them seemed to be, that Starbuck, +almost the one only man who had ever ventured to oppose him with +anything in the slightest degree approaching to decision—one of those +too, whose faithfulness on the look-out he had seemed to doubt +somewhat;—it was strange, that this was the very man he should select +for his watchman; freely giving his whole life into such an otherwise +distrusted person’s hands. + +Now, the first time Ahab was perched aloft; ere he had been there ten +minutes; one of those red-billed savage sea-hawks which so often fly +incommodiously close round the manned mast-heads of whalemen in these +latitudes; one of these birds came wheeling and screaming round his +head in a maze of untrackably swift circlings. Then it darted a +thousand feet straight up into the air; then spiralized downwards, and +went eddying again round his head. + +But with his gaze fixed upon the dim and distant horizon, Ahab seemed +not to mark this wild bird; nor, indeed, would any one else have marked +it much, it being no uncommon circumstance; only now almost the least +heedful eye seemed to see some sort of cunning meaning in almost every +sight. + +“Your hat, your hat, sir!” suddenly cried the Sicilian seaman, who +being posted at the mizen-mast-head, stood directly behind Ahab, though +somewhat lower than his level, and with a deep gulf of air dividing +them. + +But already the sable wing was before the old man’s eyes; the long +hooked bill at his head: with a scream, the black hawk darted away with +his prize. + +An eagle flew thrice round Tarquin’s head, removing his cap to replace +it, and thereupon Tanaquil, his wife, declared that Tarquin would be +king of Rome. But only by the replacing of the cap was that omen +accounted good. Ahab’s hat was never restored; the wild hawk flew on +and on with it; far in advance of the prow: and at last disappeared; +while from the point of that disappearance, a minute black spot was +dimly discerned, falling from that vast height into the sea. + + +CHAPTER 131. The Pequod Meets The Delight. + +The intense Pequod sailed on; the rolling waves and days went by; the +life-buoy-coffin still lightly swung; and another ship, most miserably +misnamed the Delight, was descried. As she drew nigh, all eyes were +fixed upon her broad beams, called shears, which, in some +whaling-ships, cross the quarter-deck at the height of eight or nine +feet; serving to carry the spare, unrigged, or disabled boats. + +Upon the stranger’s shears were beheld the shattered, white ribs, and +some few splintered planks, of what had once been a whale-boat; but you +now saw through this wreck, as plainly as you see through the peeled, +half-unhinged, and bleaching skeleton of a horse. + +“Hast seen the White Whale?” + +“Look!” replied the hollow-cheeked captain from his taffrail; and with +his trumpet he pointed to the wreck. + +“Hast killed him?” + +“The harpoon is not yet forged that ever will do that,” answered the +other, sadly glancing upon a rounded hammock on the deck, whose +gathered sides some noiseless sailors were busy in sewing together. + +“Not forged!” and snatching Perth’s levelled iron from the crotch, Ahab +held it out, exclaiming—“Look ye, Nantucketer; here in this hand I hold +his death! Tempered in blood, and tempered by lightning are these +barbs; and I swear to temper them triply in that hot place behind the +fin, where the White Whale most feels his accursed life!” + +“Then God keep thee, old man—see’st thou that”—pointing to the +hammock—“I bury but one of five stout men, who were alive only +yesterday; but were dead ere night. Only _that_ one I bury; the rest +were buried before they died; you sail upon their tomb.” Then turning +to his crew—“Are ye ready there? place the plank then on the rail, and +lift the body; so, then—Oh! God”—advancing towards the hammock with +uplifted hands—“may the resurrection and the life——” + +“Brace forward! Up helm!” cried Ahab like lightning to his men. + +But the suddenly started Pequod was not quick enough to escape the +sound of the splash that the corpse soon made as it struck the sea; not +so quick, indeed, but that some of the flying bubbles might have +sprinkled her hull with their ghostly baptism. + +As Ahab now glided from the dejected Delight, the strange life-buoy +hanging at the Pequod’s stern came into conspicuous relief. + +“Ha! yonder! look yonder, men!” cried a foreboding voice in her wake. +“In vain, oh, ye strangers, ye fly our sad burial; ye but turn us your +taffrail to show us your coffin!” + + +CHAPTER 132. The Symphony. + +It was a clear steel-blue day. The firmaments of air and sea were +hardly separable in that all-pervading azure; only, the pensive air was +transparently pure and soft, with a woman’s look, and the robust and +man-like sea heaved with long, strong, lingering swells, as Samson’s +chest in his sleep. + +Hither, and thither, on high, glided the snow-white wings of small, +unspeckled birds; these were the gentle thoughts of the feminine air; +but to and fro in the deeps, far down in the bottomless blue, rushed +mighty leviathans, sword-fish, and sharks; and these were the strong, +troubled, murderous thinkings of the masculine sea. + +But though thus contrasting within, the contrast was only in shades and +shadows without; those two seemed one; it was only the sex, as it were, +that distinguished them. + +Aloft, like a royal czar and king, the sun seemed giving this gentle +air to this bold and rolling sea; even as bride to groom. And at the +girdling line of the horizon, a soft and tremulous motion—most seen +here at the equator—denoted the fond, throbbing trust, the loving +alarms, with which the poor bride gave her bosom away. + +Tied up and twisted; gnarled and knotted with wrinkles; haggardly firm +and unyielding; his eyes glowing like coals, that still glow in the +ashes of ruin; untottering Ahab stood forth in the clearness of the +morn; lifting his splintered helmet of a brow to the fair girl’s +forehead of heaven. + +Oh, immortal infancy, and innocency of the azure! Invisible winged +creatures that frolic all round us! Sweet childhood of air and sky! how +oblivious were ye of old Ahab’s close-coiled woe! But so have I seen +little Miriam and Martha, laughing-eyed elves, heedlessly gambol around +their old sire; sporting with the circle of singed locks which grew on +the marge of that burnt-out crater of his brain. + +Slowly crossing the deck from the scuttle, Ahab leaned over the side +and watched how his shadow in the water sank and sank to his gaze, the +more and the more that he strove to pierce the profundity. But the +lovely aromas in that enchanted air did at last seem to dispel, for a +moment, the cankerous thing in his soul. That glad, happy air, that +winsome sky, did at last stroke and caress him; the step-mother world, +so long cruel—forbidding—now threw affectionate arms round his stubborn +neck, and did seem to joyously sob over him, as if over one, that +however wilful and erring, she could yet find it in her heart to save +and to bless. From beneath his slouched hat Ahab dropped a tear into +the sea; nor did all the Pacific contain such wealth as that one wee +drop. + +Starbuck saw the old man; saw him, how he heavily leaned over the side; +and he seemed to hear in his own true heart the measureless sobbing +that stole out of the centre of the serenity around. Careful not to +touch him, or be noticed by him, he yet drew near to him, and stood +there. + +Ahab turned. + +“Starbuck!” + +“Sir.” + +“Oh, Starbuck! it is a mild, mild wind, and a mild looking sky. On such +a day—very much such a sweetness as this—I struck my first whale—a +boy-harpooneer of eighteen! Forty—forty—forty years ago!—ago! Forty +years of continual whaling! forty years of privation, and peril, and +storm-time! forty years on the pitiless sea! for forty years has Ahab +forsaken the peaceful land, for forty years to make war on the horrors +of the deep! Aye and yes, Starbuck, out of those forty years I have not +spent three ashore. When I think of this life I have led; the +desolation of solitude it has been; the masoned, walled-town of a +Captain’s exclusiveness, which admits but small entrance to any +sympathy from the green country without—oh, weariness! heaviness! +Guinea-coast slavery of solitary command!—when I think of all this; +only half-suspected, not so keenly known to me before—and how for forty +years I have fed upon dry salted fare—fit emblem of the dry nourishment +of my soil!—when the poorest landsman has had fresh fruit to his daily +hand, and broken the world’s fresh bread to my mouldy crusts—away, +whole oceans away, from that young girl-wife I wedded past fifty, and +sailed for Cape Horn the next day, leaving but one dent in my marriage +pillow—wife? wife?—rather a widow with her husband alive! Aye, I +widowed that poor girl when I married her, Starbuck; and then, the +madness, the frenzy, the boiling blood and the smoking brow, with +which, for a thousand lowerings old Ahab has furiously, foamingly +chased his prey—more a demon than a man!—aye, aye! what a forty years’ +fool—fool—old fool, has old Ahab been! Why this strife of the chase? +why weary, and palsy the arm at the oar, and the iron, and the lance? +how the richer or better is Ahab now? Behold. Oh, Starbuck! is it not +hard, that with this weary load I bear, one poor leg should have been +snatched from under me? Here, brush this old hair aside; it blinds me, +that I seem to weep. Locks so grey did never grow but from out some +ashes! But do I look very old, so very, very old, Starbuck? I feel +deadly faint, bowed, and humped, as though I were Adam, staggering +beneath the piled centuries since Paradise. God! God! God!—crack my +heart!—stave my brain!—mockery! mockery! bitter, biting mockery of grey +hairs, have I lived enough joy to wear ye; and seem and feel thus +intolerably old? Close! stand close to me, Starbuck; let me look into a +human eye; it is better than to gaze into sea or sky; better than to +gaze upon God. By the green land; by the bright hearth-stone! this is +the magic glass, man; I see my wife and my child in thine eye. No, no; +stay on board, on board!—lower not when I do; when branded Ahab gives +chase to Moby Dick. That hazard shall not be thine. No, no! not with +the far away home I see in that eye!” + +“Oh, my Captain! my Captain! noble soul! grand old heart, after all! +why should any one give chase to that hated fish! Away with me! let us +fly these deadly waters! let us home! Wife and child, too, are +Starbuck’s—wife and child of his brotherly, sisterly, play-fellow +youth; even as thine, sir, are the wife and child of thy loving, +longing, paternal old age! Away! let us away!—this instant let me alter +the course! How cheerily, how hilariously, O my Captain, would we bowl +on our way to see old Nantucket again! I think, sir, they have some +such mild blue days, even as this, in Nantucket.” + +“They have, they have. I have seen them—some summer days in the +morning. About this time—yes, it is his noon nap now—the boy +vivaciously wakes; sits up in bed; and his mother tells him of me, of +cannibal old me; how I am abroad upon the deep, but will yet come back +to dance him again.” + +“’Tis my Mary, my Mary herself! She promised that my boy, every +morning, should be carried to the hill to catch the first glimpse of +his father’s sail! Yes, yes! no more! it is done! we head for +Nantucket! Come, my Captain, study out the course, and let us away! +See, see! the boy’s face from the window! the boy’s hand on the hill!” + +But Ahab’s glance was averted; like a blighted fruit tree he shook, and +cast his last, cindered apple to the soil. + +“What is it, what nameless, inscrutable, unearthly thing is it; what +cozening, hidden lord and master, and cruel, remorseless emperor +commands me; that against all natural lovings and longings, I so keep +pushing, and crowding, and jamming myself on all the time; recklessly +making me ready to do what in my own proper, natural heart, I durst not +so much as dare? Is Ahab, Ahab? Is it I, God, or who, that lifts this +arm? But if the great sun move not of himself; but is as an errand-boy +in heaven; nor one single star can revolve, but by some invisible +power; how then can this one small heart beat; this one small brain +think thoughts; unless God does that beating, does that thinking, does +that living, and not I. By heaven, man, we are turned round and round +in this world, like yonder windlass, and Fate is the handspike. And all +the time, lo! that smiling sky, and this unsounded sea! Look! see yon +Albicore! who put it into him to chase and fang that flying-fish? Where +do murderers go, man! Who’s to doom, when the judge himself is dragged +to the bar? But it is a mild, mild wind, and a mild looking sky; and +the air smells now, as if it blew from a far-away meadow; they have +been making hay somewhere under the slopes of the Andes, Starbuck, and +the mowers are sleeping among the new-mown hay. Sleeping? Aye, toil we +how we may, we all sleep at last on the field. Sleep? Aye, and rust +amid greenness; as last year’s scythes flung down, and left in the +half-cut swaths—Starbuck!” + +But blanched to a corpse’s hue with despair, the Mate had stolen away. + +Ahab crossed the deck to gaze over on the other side; but started at +two reflected, fixed eyes in the water there. Fedallah was motionlessly +leaning over the same rail. + + +CHAPTER 133. The Chase—First Day. + +That night, in the mid-watch, when the old man—as his wont at +intervals—stepped forth from the scuttle in which he leaned, and went +to his pivot-hole, he suddenly thrust out his face fiercely, snuffing +up the sea air as a sagacious ship’s dog will, in drawing nigh to some +barbarous isle. He declared that a whale must be near. Soon that +peculiar odor, sometimes to a great distance given forth by the living +sperm whale, was palpable to all the watch; nor was any mariner +surprised when, after inspecting the compass, and then the dog-vane, +and then ascertaining the precise bearing of the odor as nearly as +possible, Ahab rapidly ordered the ship’s course to be slightly +altered, and the sail to be shortened. + +The acute policy dictating these movements was sufficiently vindicated +at daybreak, by the sight of a long sleek on the sea directly and +lengthwise ahead, smooth as oil, and resembling in the pleated watery +wrinkles bordering it, the polished metallic-like marks of some swift +tide-rip, at the mouth of a deep, rapid stream. + +“Man the mast-heads! Call all hands!” + +Thundering with the butts of three clubbed handspikes on the forecastle +deck, Daggoo roused the sleepers with such judgment claps that they +seemed to exhale from the scuttle, so instantaneously did they appear +with their clothes in their hands. + +“What d’ye see?” cried Ahab, flattening his face to the sky. + +“Nothing, nothing sir!” was the sound hailing down in reply. + +“T’gallant sails!—stunsails! alow and aloft, and on both sides!” + +All sail being set, he now cast loose the life-line, reserved for +swaying him to the main royal-mast head; and in a few moments they were +hoisting him thither, when, while but two thirds of the way aloft, and +while peering ahead through the horizontal vacancy between the +main-top-sail and top-gallant-sail, he raised a gull-like cry in the +air. “There she blows!—there she blows! A hump like a snow-hill! It is +Moby Dick!” + +Fired by the cry which seemed simultaneously taken up by the three +look-outs, the men on deck rushed to the rigging to behold the famous +whale they had so long been pursuing. Ahab had now gained his final +perch, some feet above the other look-outs, Tashtego standing just +beneath him on the cap of the top-gallant-mast, so that the Indian’s +head was almost on a level with Ahab’s heel. From this height the whale +was now seen some mile or so ahead, at every roll of the sea revealing +his high sparkling hump, and regularly jetting his silent spout into +the air. To the credulous mariners it seemed the same silent spout they +had so long ago beheld in the moonlit Atlantic and Indian Oceans. + +“And did none of ye see it before?” cried Ahab, hailing the perched men +all around him. + +“I saw him almost that same instant, sir, that Captain Ahab did, and I +cried out,” said Tashtego. + +“Not the same instant; not the same—no, the doubloon is mine, Fate +reserved the doubloon for me. _I_ only; none of ye could have raised +the White Whale first. There she blows!—there she blows!—there she +blows! There again!—there again!” he cried, in long-drawn, lingering, +methodic tones, attuned to the gradual prolongings of the whale’s +visible jets. “He’s going to sound! In stunsails! Down +top-gallant-sails! Stand by three boats. Mr. Starbuck, remember, stay +on board, and keep the ship. Helm there! Luff, luff a point! So; +steady, man, steady! There go flukes! No, no; only black water! All +ready the boats there? Stand by, stand by! Lower me, Mr. Starbuck; +lower, lower,—quick, quicker!” and he slid through the air to the deck. + +“He is heading straight to leeward, sir,” cried Stubb, “right away from +us; cannot have seen the ship yet.” + +“Be dumb, man! Stand by the braces! Hard down the helm!—brace up! +Shiver her!—shiver her!—So; well that! Boats, boats!” + +Soon all the boats but Starbuck’s were dropped; all the boat-sails +set—all the paddles plying; with rippling swiftness, shooting to +leeward; and Ahab heading the onset. A pale, death-glimmer lit up +Fedallah’s sunken eyes; a hideous motion gnawed his mouth. + +Like noiseless nautilus shells, their light prows sped through the sea; +but only slowly they neared the foe. As they neared him, the ocean grew +still more smooth; seemed drawing a carpet over its waves; seemed a +noon-meadow, so serenely it spread. At length the breathless hunter +came so nigh his seemingly unsuspecting prey, that his entire dazzling +hump was distinctly visible, sliding along the sea as if an isolated +thing, and continually set in a revolving ring of finest, fleecy, +greenish foam. He saw the vast, involved wrinkles of the slightly +projecting head beyond. Before it, far out on the soft Turkish-rugged +waters, went the glistening white shadow from his broad, milky +forehead, a musical rippling playfully accompanying the shade; and +behind, the blue waters interchangeably flowed over into the moving +valley of his steady wake; and on either hand bright bubbles arose and +danced by his side. But these were broken again by the light toes of +hundreds of gay fowl softly feathering the sea, alternate with their +fitful flight; and like to some flag-staff rising from the painted hull +of an argosy, the tall but shattered pole of a recent lance projected +from the white whale’s back; and at intervals one of the cloud of +soft-toed fowls hovering, and to and fro skimming like a canopy over +the fish, silently perched and rocked on this pole, the long tail +feathers streaming like pennons. + +A gentle joyousness—a mighty mildness of repose in swiftness, invested +the gliding whale. Not the white bull Jupiter swimming away with +ravished Europa clinging to his graceful horns; his lovely, leering +eyes sideways intent upon the maid; with smooth bewitching fleetness, +rippling straight for the nuptial bower in Crete; not Jove, not that +great majesty Supreme! did surpass the glorified White Whale as he so +divinely swam. + +On each soft side—coincident with the parted swell, that but once +leaving him, then flowed so wide away—on each bright side, the whale +shed off enticings. No wonder there had been some among the hunters who +namelessly transported and allured by all this serenity, had ventured +to assail it; but had fatally found that quietude but the vesture of +tornadoes. Yet calm, enticing calm, oh, whale! thou glidest on, to all +who for the first time eye thee, no matter how many in that same way +thou may’st have bejuggled and destroyed before. + +And thus, through the serene tranquillities of the tropical sea, among +waves whose hand-clappings were suspended by exceeding rapture, Moby +Dick moved on, still withholding from sight the full terrors of his +submerged trunk, entirely hiding the wrenched hideousness of his jaw. +But soon the fore part of him slowly rose from the water; for an +instant his whole marbleized body formed a high arch, like Virginia’s +Natural Bridge, and warningly waving his bannered flukes in the air, +the grand god revealed himself, sounded, and went out of sight. +Hoveringly halting, and dipping on the wing, the white sea-fowls +longingly lingered over the agitated pool that he left. + +With oars apeak, and paddles down, the sheets of their sails adrift, +the three boats now stilly floated, awaiting Moby Dick’s reappearance. + +“An hour,” said Ahab, standing rooted in his boat’s stern; and he gazed +beyond the whale’s place, towards the dim blue spaces and wide wooing +vacancies to leeward. It was only an instant; for again his eyes seemed +whirling round in his head as he swept the watery circle. The breeze +now freshened; the sea began to swell. + +“The birds!—the birds!” cried Tashtego. + +In long Indian file, as when herons take wing, the white birds were now +all flying towards Ahab’s boat; and when within a few yards began +fluttering over the water there, wheeling round and round, with joyous, +expectant cries. Their vision was keener than man’s; Ahab could +discover no sign in the sea. But suddenly as he peered down and down +into its depths, he profoundly saw a white living spot no bigger than a +white weasel, with wonderful celerity uprising, and magnifying as it +rose, till it turned, and then there were plainly revealed two long +crooked rows of white, glistening teeth, floating up from the +undiscoverable bottom. It was Moby Dick’s open mouth and scrolled jaw; +his vast, shadowed bulk still half blending with the blue of the sea. +The glittering mouth yawned beneath the boat like an open-doored marble +tomb; and giving one sidelong sweep with his steering oar, Ahab whirled +the craft aside from this tremendous apparition. Then, calling upon +Fedallah to change places with him, went forward to the bows, and +seizing Perth’s harpoon, commanded his crew to grasp their oars and +stand by to stern. + +Now, by reason of this timely spinning round the boat upon its axis, +its bow, by anticipation, was made to face the whale’s head while yet +under water. But as if perceiving this stratagem, Moby Dick, with that +malicious intelligence ascribed to him, sidelingly transplanted +himself, as it were, in an instant, shooting his pleated head +lengthwise beneath the boat. + +Through and through; through every plank and each rib, it thrilled for +an instant, the whale obliquely lying on his back, in the manner of a +biting shark, slowly and feelingly taking its bows full within his +mouth, so that the long, narrow, scrolled lower jaw curled high up into +the open air, and one of the teeth caught in a row-lock. The bluish +pearl-white of the inside of the jaw was within six inches of Ahab’s +head, and reached higher than that. In this attitude the White Whale +now shook the slight cedar as a mildly cruel cat her mouse. With +unastonished eyes Fedallah gazed, and crossed his arms; but the +tiger-yellow crew were tumbling over each other’s heads to gain the +uttermost stern. + +And now, while both elastic gunwales were springing in and out, as the +whale dallied with the doomed craft in this devilish way; and from his +body being submerged beneath the boat, he could not be darted at from +the bows, for the bows were almost inside of him, as it were; and while +the other boats involuntarily paused, as before a quick crisis +impossible to withstand, then it was that monomaniac Ahab, furious with +this tantalizing vicinity of his foe, which placed him all alive and +helpless in the very jaws he hated; frenzied with all this, he seized +the long bone with his naked hands, and wildly strove to wrench it from +its gripe. As now he thus vainly strove, the jaw slipped from him; the +frail gunwales bent in, collapsed, and snapped, as both jaws, like an +enormous shears, sliding further aft, bit the craft completely in +twain, and locked themselves fast again in the sea, midway between the +two floating wrecks. These floated aside, the broken ends drooping, the +crew at the stern-wreck clinging to the gunwales, and striving to hold +fast to the oars to lash them across. + +At that preluding moment, ere the boat was yet snapped, Ahab, the first +to perceive the whale’s intent, by the crafty upraising of his head, a +movement that loosed his hold for the time; at that moment his hand had +made one final effort to push the boat out of the bite. But only +slipping further into the whale’s mouth, and tilting over sideways as +it slipped, the boat had shaken off his hold on the jaw; spilled him +out of it, as he leaned to the push; and so he fell flat-faced upon the +sea. + +Ripplingly withdrawing from his prey, Moby Dick now lay at a little +distance, vertically thrusting his oblong white head up and down in the +billows; and at the same time slowly revolving his whole spindled body; +so that when his vast wrinkled forehead rose—some twenty or more feet +out of the water—the now rising swells, with all their confluent waves, +dazzlingly broke against it; vindictively tossing their shivered spray +still higher into the air.* So, in a gale, the but half baffled Channel +billows only recoil from the base of the Eddystone, triumphantly to +overleap its summit with their scud. + +*This motion is peculiar to the sperm whale. It receives its +designation (pitchpoling) from its being likened to that preliminary +up-and-down poise of the whale-lance, in the exercise called +pitchpoling, previously described. By this motion the whale must best +and most comprehensively view whatever objects may be encircling him. + +But soon resuming his horizontal attitude, Moby Dick swam swiftly round +and round the wrecked crew; sideways churning the water in his vengeful +wake, as if lashing himself up to still another and more deadly +assault. The sight of the splintered boat seemed to madden him, as the +blood of grapes and mulberries cast before Antiochus’s elephants in the +book of Maccabees. Meanwhile Ahab half smothered in the foam of the +whale’s insolent tail, and too much of a cripple to swim,—though he +could still keep afloat, even in the heart of such a whirlpool as that; +helpless Ahab’s head was seen, like a tossed bubble which the least +chance shock might burst. From the boat’s fragmentary stern, Fedallah +incuriously and mildly eyed him; the clinging crew, at the other +drifting end, could not succor him; more than enough was it for them to +look to themselves. For so revolvingly appalling was the White Whale’s +aspect, and so planetarily swift the ever-contracting circles he made, +that he seemed horizontally swooping upon them. And though the other +boats, unharmed, still hovered hard by; still they dared not pull into +the eddy to strike, lest that should be the signal for the instant +destruction of the jeopardized castaways, Ahab and all; nor in that +case could they themselves hope to escape. With straining eyes, then, +they remained on the outer edge of the direful zone, whose centre had +now become the old man’s head. + +Meantime, from the beginning all this had been descried from the ship’s +mast heads; and squaring her yards, she had borne down upon the scene; +and was now so nigh, that Ahab in the water hailed her!—“Sail on +the”—but that moment a breaking sea dashed on him from Moby Dick, and +whelmed him for the time. But struggling out of it again, and chancing +to rise on a towering crest, he shouted,—“Sail on the whale!—Drive him +off!” + +The Pequod’s prows were pointed; and breaking up the charmed circle, +she effectually parted the white whale from his victim. As he sullenly +swam off, the boats flew to the rescue. + +Dragged into Stubb’s boat with blood-shot, blinded eyes, the white +brine caking in his wrinkles; the long tension of Ahab’s bodily +strength did crack, and helplessly he yielded to his body’s doom: for a +time, lying all crushed in the bottom of Stubb’s boat, like one trodden +under foot of herds of elephants. Far inland, nameless wails came from +him, as desolate sounds from out ravines. + +But this intensity of his physical prostration did but so much the more +abbreviate it. In an instant’s compass, great hearts sometimes condense +to one deep pang, the sum total of those shallow pains kindly diffused +through feebler men’s whole lives. And so, such hearts, though summary +in each one suffering; still, if the gods decree it, in their life-time +aggregate a whole age of woe, wholly made up of instantaneous +intensities; for even in their pointless centres, those noble natures +contain the entire circumferences of inferior souls. + +“The harpoon,” said Ahab, half way rising, and draggingly leaning on +one bended arm—“is it safe?” + +“Aye, sir, for it was not darted; this is it,” said Stubb, showing it. + +“Lay it before me;—any missing men?” + +“One, two, three, four, five;—there were five oars, sir, and here are +five men.” + +“That’s good.—Help me, man; I wish to stand. So, so, I see him! there! +there! going to leeward still; what a leaping spout!—Hands off from me! +The eternal sap runs up in Ahab’s bones again! Set the sail; out oars; +the helm!” + +It is often the case that when a boat is stove, its crew, being picked +up by another boat, help to work that second boat; and the chase is +thus continued with what is called double-banked oars. It was thus now. +But the added power of the boat did not equal the added power of the +whale, for he seemed to have treble-banked his every fin; swimming with +a velocity which plainly showed, that if now, under these +circumstances, pushed on, the chase would prove an indefinitely +prolonged, if not a hopeless one; nor could any crew endure for so long +a period, such an unintermitted, intense straining at the oar; a thing +barely tolerable only in some one brief vicissitude. The ship itself, +then, as it sometimes happens, offered the most promising intermediate +means of overtaking the chase. Accordingly, the boats now made for her, +and were soon swayed up to their cranes—the two parts of the wrecked +boat having been previously secured by her—and then hoisting everything +to her side, and stacking her canvas high up, and sideways +outstretching it with stun-sails, like the double-jointed wings of an +albatross; the Pequod bore down in the leeward wake of Moby-Dick. At +the well known, methodic intervals, the whale’s glittering spout was +regularly announced from the manned mast-heads; and when he would be +reported as just gone down, Ahab would take the time, and then pacing +the deck, binnacle-watch in hand, so soon as the last second of the +allotted hour expired, his voice was heard.—“Whose is the doubloon now? +D’ye see him?” and if the reply was, No, sir! straightway he commanded +them to lift him to his perch. In this way the day wore on; Ahab, now +aloft and motionless; anon, unrestingly pacing the planks. + +As he was thus walking, uttering no sound, except to hail the men +aloft, or to bid them hoist a sail still higher, or to spread one to a +still greater breadth—thus to and fro pacing, beneath his slouched hat, +at every turn he passed his own wrecked boat, which had been dropped +upon the quarter-deck, and lay there reversed; broken bow to shattered +stern. At last he paused before it; and as in an already over-clouded +sky fresh troops of clouds will sometimes sail across, so over the old +man’s face there now stole some such added gloom as this. + +Stubb saw him pause; and perhaps intending, not vainly, though, to +evince his own unabated fortitude, and thus keep up a valiant place in +his Captain’s mind, he advanced, and eyeing the wreck exclaimed—“The +thistle the ass refused; it pricked his mouth too keenly, sir; ha! ha!” + +“What soulless thing is this that laughs before a wreck? Man, man! did +I not know thee brave as fearless fire (and as mechanical) I could +swear thou wert a poltroon. Groan nor laugh should be heard before a +wreck.” + +“Aye, sir,” said Starbuck drawing near, “’tis a solemn sight; an omen, +and an ill one.” + +“Omen? omen?—the dictionary! If the gods think to speak outright to +man, they will honorably speak outright; not shake their heads, and +give an old wives’ darkling hint.—Begone! Ye two are the opposite poles +of one thing; Starbuck is Stubb reversed, and Stubb is Starbuck; and ye +two are all mankind; and Ahab stands alone among the millions of the +peopled earth, nor gods nor men his neighbors! Cold, cold—I shiver!—How +now? Aloft there! D’ye see him? Sing out for every spout, though he +spout ten times a second!” + +The day was nearly done; only the hem of his golden robe was rustling. +Soon, it was almost dark, but the look-out men still remained unset. + +“Can’t see the spout now, sir;—too dark”—cried a voice from the air. + +“How heading when last seen?” + +“As before, sir,—straight to leeward.” + +“Good! he will travel slower now ’tis night. Down royals and +top-gallant stun-sails, Mr. Starbuck. We must not run over him before +morning; he’s making a passage now, and may heave-to a while. Helm +there! keep her full before the wind!—Aloft! come down!—Mr. Stubb, send +a fresh hand to the fore-mast head, and see it manned till +morning.”—Then advancing towards the doubloon in the main-mast—“Men, +this gold is mine, for I earned it; but I shall let it abide here till +the White Whale is dead; and then, whosoever of ye first raises him, +upon the day he shall be killed, this gold is that man’s; and if on +that day I shall again raise him, then, ten times its sum shall be +divided among all of ye! Away now!—the deck is thine, sir!” + +And so saying, he placed himself half way within the scuttle, and +slouching his hat, stood there till dawn, except when at intervals +rousing himself to see how the night wore on. + + +CHAPTER 134. The Chase—Second Day. + +At day-break, the three mast-heads were punctually manned afresh. + +“D’ye see him?” cried Ahab after allowing a little space for the light +to spread. + +“See nothing, sir.” + +“Turn up all hands and make sail! he travels faster than I thought +for;—the top-gallant sails!—aye, they should have been kept on her all +night. But no matter—’tis but resting for the rush.” + +Here be it said, that this pertinacious pursuit of one particular +whale, continued through day into night, and through night into day, is +a thing by no means unprecedented in the South sea fishery. For such is +the wonderful skill, prescience of experience, and invincible +confidence acquired by some great natural geniuses among the Nantucket +commanders; that from the simple observation of a whale when last +descried, they will, under certain given circumstances, pretty +accurately foretell both the direction in which he will continue to +swim for a time, while out of sight, as well as his probable rate of +progression during that period. And, in these cases, somewhat as a +pilot, when about losing sight of a coast, whose general trending he +well knows, and which he desires shortly to return to again, but at +some further point; like as this pilot stands by his compass, and takes +the precise bearing of the cape at present visible, in order the more +certainly to hit aright the remote, unseen headland, eventually to be +visited: so does the fisherman, at his compass, with the whale; for +after being chased, and diligently marked, through several hours of +daylight, then, when night obscures the fish, the creature’s future +wake through the darkness is almost as established to the sagacious +mind of the hunter, as the pilot’s coast is to him. So that to this +hunter’s wondrous skill, the proverbial evanescence of a thing writ in +water, a wake, is to all desired purposes well nigh as reliable as the +steadfast land. And as the mighty iron Leviathan of the modern railway +is so familiarly known in its every pace, that, with watches in their +hands, men time his rate as doctors that of a baby’s pulse; and lightly +say of it, the up train or the down train will reach such or such a +spot, at such or such an hour; even so, almost, there are occasions +when these Nantucketers time that other Leviathan of the deep, +according to the observed humor of his speed; and say to themselves, so +many hours hence this whale will have gone two hundred miles, will have +about reached this or that degree of latitude or longitude. But to +render this acuteness at all successful in the end, the wind and the +sea must be the whaleman’s allies; for of what present avail to the +becalmed or windbound mariner is the skill that assures him he is +exactly ninety-three leagues and a quarter from his port? Inferable +from these statements, are many collateral subtile matters touching the +chase of whales. + +The ship tore on; leaving such a furrow in the sea as when a +cannon-ball, missent, becomes a plough-share and turns up the level +field. + +“By salt and hemp!” cried Stubb, “but this swift motion of the deck +creeps up one’s legs and tingles at the heart. This ship and I are two +brave fellows!—Ha, ha! Some one take me up, and launch me, spine-wise, +on the sea,—for by live-oaks! my spine’s a keel. Ha, ha! we go the gait +that leaves no dust behind!” + +“There she blows—she blows!—she blows!—right ahead!” was now the +mast-head cry. + +“Aye, aye!” cried Stubb, “I knew it—ye can’t escape—blow on and split +your spout, O whale! the mad fiend himself is after ye! blow your +trump—blister your lungs!—Ahab will dam off your blood, as a miller +shuts his watergate upon the stream!” + +And Stubb did but speak out for well nigh all that crew. The frenzies +of the chase had by this time worked them bubblingly up, like old wine +worked anew. Whatever pale fears and forebodings some of them might +have felt before; these were not only now kept out of sight through the +growing awe of Ahab, but they were broken up, and on all sides routed, +as timid prairie hares that scatter before the bounding bison. The hand +of Fate had snatched all their souls; and by the stirring perils of the +previous day; the rack of the past night’s suspense; the fixed, +unfearing, blind, reckless way in which their wild craft went plunging +towards its flying mark; by all these things, their hearts were bowled +along. The wind that made great bellies of their sails, and rushed the +vessel on by arms invisible as irresistible; this seemed the symbol of +that unseen agency which so enslaved them to the race. + +They were one man, not thirty. For as the one ship that held them all; +though it was put together of all contrasting things—oak, and maple, +and pine wood; iron, and pitch, and hemp—yet all these ran into each +other in the one concrete hull, which shot on its way, both balanced +and directed by the long central keel; even so, all the individualities +of the crew, this man’s valor, that man’s fear; guilt and guiltiness, +all varieties were welded into oneness, and were all directed to that +fatal goal which Ahab their one lord and keel did point to. + +The rigging lived. The mast-heads, like the tops of tall palms, were +outspreadingly tufted with arms and legs. Clinging to a spar with one +hand, some reached forth the other with impatient wavings; others, +shading their eyes from the vivid sunlight, sat far out on the rocking +yards; all the spars in full bearing of mortals, ready and ripe for +their fate. Ah! how they still strove through that infinite blueness to +seek out the thing that might destroy them! + +“Why sing ye not out for him, if ye see him?” cried Ahab, when, after +the lapse of some minutes since the first cry, no more had been heard. +“Sway me up, men; ye have been deceived; not Moby Dick casts one odd +jet that way, and then disappears.” + +It was even so; in their headlong eagerness, the men had mistaken some +other thing for the whale-spout, as the event itself soon proved; for +hardly had Ahab reached his perch; hardly was the rope belayed to its +pin on deck, when he struck the key-note to an orchestra, that made the +air vibrate as with the combined discharges of rifles. The triumphant +halloo of thirty buckskin lungs was heard, as—much nearer to the ship +than the place of the imaginary jet, less than a mile ahead—Moby Dick +bodily burst into view! For not by any calm and indolent spoutings; not +by the peaceable gush of that mystic fountain in his head, did the +White Whale now reveal his vicinity; but by the far more wondrous +phenomenon of breaching. Rising with his utmost velocity from the +furthest depths, the Sperm Whale thus booms his entire bulk into the +pure element of air, and piling up a mountain of dazzling foam, shows +his place to the distance of seven miles and more. In those moments, +the torn, enraged waves he shakes off, seem his mane; in some cases, +this breaching is his act of defiance. + +“There she breaches! there she breaches!” was the cry, as in his +immeasurable bravadoes the White Whale tossed himself salmon-like to +Heaven. So suddenly seen in the blue plain of the sea, and relieved +against the still bluer margin of the sky, the spray that he raised, +for the moment, intolerably glittered and glared like a glacier; and +stood there gradually fading and fading away from its first sparkling +intensity, to the dim mistiness of an advancing shower in a vale. + +“Aye, breach your last to the sun, Moby Dick!” cried Ahab, “thy hour +and thy harpoon are at hand!—Down! down all of ye, but one man at the +fore. The boats!—stand by!” + +Unmindful of the tedious rope-ladders of the shrouds, the men, like +shooting stars, slid to the deck, by the isolated backstays and +halyards; while Ahab, less dartingly, but still rapidly was dropped +from his perch. + +“Lower away,” he cried, so soon as he had reached his boat—a spare one, +rigged the afternoon previous. “Mr. Starbuck, the ship is thine—keep +away from the boats, but keep near them. Lower, all!” + +As if to strike a quick terror into them, by this time being the first +assailant himself, Moby Dick had turned, and was now coming for the +three crews. Ahab’s boat was central; and cheering his men, he told +them he would take the whale head-and-head,—that is, pull straight up +to his forehead,—a not uncommon thing; for when within a certain limit, +such a course excludes the coming onset from the whale’s sidelong +vision. But ere that close limit was gained, and while yet all three +boats were plain as the ship’s three masts to his eye; the White Whale +churning himself into furious speed, almost in an instant as it were, +rushing among the boats with open jaws, and a lashing tail, offered +appalling battle on every side; and heedless of the irons darted at him +from every boat, seemed only intent on annihilating each separate plank +of which those boats were made. But skilfully manœuvred, incessantly +wheeling like trained chargers in the field; the boats for a while +eluded him; though, at times, but by a plank’s breadth; while all the +time, Ahab’s unearthly slogan tore every other cry but his to shreds. + +But at last in his untraceable evolutions, the White Whale so crossed +and recrossed, and in a thousand ways entangled the slack of the three +lines now fast to him, that they foreshortened, and, of themselves, +warped the devoted boats towards the planted irons in him; though now +for a moment the whale drew aside a little, as if to rally for a more +tremendous charge. Seizing that opportunity, Ahab first paid out more +line: and then was rapidly hauling and jerking in upon it again—hoping +that way to disencumber it of some snarls—when lo!—a sight more savage +than the embattled teeth of sharks! + +Caught and twisted—corkscrewed in the mazes of the line, loose harpoons +and lances, with all their bristling barbs and points, came flashing +and dripping up to the chocks in the bows of Ahab’s boat. Only one +thing could be done. Seizing the boat-knife, he critically reached +within—through—and then, without—the rays of steel; dragged in the line +beyond, passed it, inboard, to the bowsman, and then, twice sundering +the rope near the chocks—dropped the intercepted fagot of steel into +the sea; and was all fast again. That instant, the White Whale made a +sudden rush among the remaining tangles of the other lines; by so +doing, irresistibly dragged the more involved boats of Stubb and Flask +towards his flukes; dashed them together like two rolling husks on a +surf-beaten beach, and then, diving down into the sea, disappeared in a +boiling maelstrom, in which, for a space, the odorous cedar chips of +the wrecks danced round and round, like the grated nutmeg in a swiftly +stirred bowl of punch. + +While the two crews were yet circling in the waters, reaching out after +the revolving line-tubs, oars, and other floating furniture, while +aslope little Flask bobbed up and down like an empty vial, twitching +his legs upwards to escape the dreaded jaws of sharks; and Stubb was +lustily singing out for some one to ladle him up; and while the old +man’s line—now parting—admitted of his pulling into the creamy pool to +rescue whom he could;—in that wild simultaneousness of a thousand +concreted perils,—Ahab’s yet unstricken boat seemed drawn up towards +Heaven by invisible wires,—as, arrow-like, shooting perpendicularly +from the sea, the White Whale dashed his broad forehead against its +bottom, and sent it, turning over and over, into the air; till it fell +again—gunwale downwards—and Ahab and his men struggled out from under +it, like seals from a sea-side cave. + +The first uprising momentum of the whale—modifying its direction as he +struck the surface—involuntarily launched him along it, to a little +distance from the centre of the destruction he had made; and with his +back to it, he now lay for a moment slowly feeling with his flukes from +side to side; and whenever a stray oar, bit of plank, the least chip or +crumb of the boats touched his skin, his tail swiftly drew back, and +came sideways smiting the sea. But soon, as if satisfied that his work +for that time was done, he pushed his pleated forehead through the +ocean, and trailing after him the intertangled lines, continued his +leeward way at a traveller’s methodic pace. + +As before, the attentive ship having descried the whole fight, again +came bearing down to the rescue, and dropping a boat, picked up the +floating mariners, tubs, oars, and whatever else could be caught at, +and safely landed them on her decks. Some sprained shoulders, wrists, +and ankles; livid contusions; wrenched harpoons and lances; +inextricable intricacies of rope; shattered oars and planks; all these +were there; but no fatal or even serious ill seemed to have befallen +any one. As with Fedallah the day before, so Ahab was now found grimly +clinging to his boat’s broken half, which afforded a comparatively easy +float; nor did it so exhaust him as the previous day’s mishap. + +But when he was helped to the deck, all eyes were fastened upon him; as +instead of standing by himself he still half-hung upon the shoulder of +Starbuck, who had thus far been the foremost to assist him. His ivory +leg had been snapped off, leaving but one short sharp splinter. + +“Aye, aye, Starbuck, ’tis sweet to lean sometimes, be the leaner who he +will; and would old Ahab had leaned oftener than he has.” + +“The ferrule has not stood, sir,” said the carpenter, now coming up; “I +put good work into that leg.” + +“But no bones broken, sir, I hope,” said Stubb with true concern. + +“Aye! and all splintered to pieces, Stubb!—d’ye see it.—But even with a +broken bone, old Ahab is untouched; and I account no living bone of +mine one jot more me, than this dead one that’s lost. Nor white whale, +nor man, nor fiend, can so much as graze old Ahab in his own proper and +inaccessible being. Can any lead touch yonder floor, any mast scrape +yonder roof?—Aloft there! which way?” + +“Dead to leeward, sir.” + +“Up helm, then; pile on the sail again, ship keepers! down the rest of +the spare boats and rig them—Mr. Starbuck away, and muster the boat’s +crews.” + +“Let me first help thee towards the bulwarks, sir.” + +“Oh, oh, oh! how this splinter gores me now! Accursed fate! that the +unconquerable captain in the soul should have such a craven mate!” + +“Sir?” + +“My body, man, not thee. Give me something for a cane—there, that +shivered lance will do. Muster the men. Surely I have not seen him yet. +By heaven it cannot be!—missing?—quick! call them all.” + +The old man’s hinted thought was true. Upon mustering the company, the +Parsee was not there. + +“The Parsee!” cried Stubb—“he must have been caught in——” + +“The black vomit wrench thee!—run all of ye above, alow, cabin, +forecastle—find him—not gone—not gone!” + +But quickly they returned to him with the tidings that the Parsee was +nowhere to be found. + +“Aye, sir,” said Stubb—“caught among the tangles of your line—I thought +I saw him dragging under.” + +“_My_ line! _my_ line? Gone?—gone? What means that little word?—What +death-knell rings in it, that old Ahab shakes as if he were the belfry. +The harpoon, too!—toss over the litter there,—d’ye see it?—the forged +iron, men, the white whale’s—no, no, no,—blistered fool! this hand did +dart it!—’tis in the fish!—Aloft there! Keep him nailed—Quick!—all +hands to the rigging of the boats—collect the oars—harpooneers! the +irons, the irons!—hoist the royals higher—a pull on all the +sheets!—helm there! steady, steady for your life! I’ll ten times girdle +the unmeasured globe; yea and dive straight through it, but I’ll slay +him yet!” + +“Great God! but for one single instant show thyself,” cried Starbuck; +“never, never wilt thou capture him, old man—In Jesus’ name no more of +this, that’s worse than devil’s madness. Two days chased; twice stove +to splinters; thy very leg once more snatched from under thee; thy evil +shadow gone—all good angels mobbing thee with warnings:—what more +wouldst thou have?—Shall we keep chasing this murderous fish till he +swamps the last man? Shall we be dragged by him to the bottom of the +sea? Shall we be towed by him to the infernal world? Oh, oh,—Impiety +and blasphemy to hunt him more!” + +“Starbuck, of late I’ve felt strangely moved to thee; ever since that +hour we both saw—thou know’st what, in one another’s eyes. But in this +matter of the whale, be the front of thy face to me as the palm of this +hand—a lipless, unfeatured blank. Ahab is for ever Ahab, man. This +whole act’s immutably decreed. ’Twas rehearsed by thee and me a billion +years before this ocean rolled. Fool! I am the Fates’ lieutenant; I act +under orders. Look thou, underling! that thou obeyest mine.—Stand round +me, men. Ye see an old man cut down to the stump; leaning on a shivered +lance; propped up on a lonely foot. ’Tis Ahab—his body’s part; but +Ahab’s soul’s a centipede, that moves upon a hundred legs. I feel +strained, half stranded, as ropes that tow dismasted frigates in a +gale; and I may look so. But ere I break, ye’ll hear me crack; and till +ye hear _that_, know that Ahab’s hawser tows his purpose yet. Believe +ye, men, in the things called omens? Then laugh aloud, and cry encore! +For ere they drown, drowning things will twice rise to the surface; +then rise again, to sink for evermore. So with Moby Dick—two days he’s +floated—tomorrow will be the third. Aye, men, he’ll rise once more,—but +only to spout his last! D’ye feel brave men, brave?” + +“As fearless fire,” cried Stubb. + +“And as mechanical,” muttered Ahab. Then as the men went forward, he +muttered on: “The things called omens! And yesterday I talked the same +to Starbuck there, concerning my broken boat. Oh! how valiantly I seek +to drive out of others’ hearts what’s clinched so fast in mine!—The +Parsee—the Parsee!—gone, gone? and he was to go before:—but still was +to be seen again ere I could perish—How’s that?—There’s a riddle now +might baffle all the lawyers backed by the ghosts of the whole line of +judges:—like a hawk’s beak it pecks my brain. _I’ll_, _I’ll_ solve it, +though!” + +When dusk descended, the whale was still in sight to leeward. + +So once more the sail was shortened, and everything passed nearly as on +the previous night; only, the sound of hammers, and the hum of the +grindstone was heard till nearly daylight, as the men toiled by +lanterns in the complete and careful rigging of the spare boats and +sharpening their fresh weapons for the morrow. Meantime, of the broken +keel of Ahab’s wrecked craft the carpenter made him another leg; while +still as on the night before, slouched Ahab stood fixed within his +scuttle; his hid, heliotrope glance anticipatingly gone backward on its +dial; sat due eastward for the earliest sun. + + +CHAPTER 135. The Chase.—Third Day. + +The morning of the third day dawned fair and fresh, and once more the +solitary night-man at the fore-mast-head was relieved by crowds of the +daylight look-outs, who dotted every mast and almost every spar. + +“D’ye see him?” cried Ahab; but the whale was not yet in sight. + +“In his infallible wake, though; but follow that wake, that’s all. Helm +there; steady, as thou goest, and hast been going. What a lovely day +again! were it a new-made world, and made for a summer-house to the +angels, and this morning the first of its throwing open to them, a +fairer day could not dawn upon that world. Here’s food for thought, had +Ahab time to think; but Ahab never thinks; he only feels, feels, feels; +_that’s_ tingling enough for mortal man! to think’s audacity. God only +has that right and privilege. Thinking is, or ought to be, a coolness +and a calmness; and our poor hearts throb, and our poor brains beat too +much for that. And yet, I’ve sometimes thought my brain was very +calm—frozen calm, this old skull cracks so, like a glass in which the +contents turned to ice, and shiver it. And still this hair is growing +now; this moment growing, and heat must breed it; but no, it’s like +that sort of common grass that will grow anywhere, between the earthy +clefts of Greenland ice or in Vesuvius lava. How the wild winds blow +it; they whip it about me as the torn shreds of split sails lash the +tossed ship they cling to. A vile wind that has no doubt blown ere this +through prison corridors and cells, and wards of hospitals, and +ventilated them, and now comes blowing hither as innocent as fleeces. +Out upon it!—it’s tainted. Were I the wind, I’d blow no more on such a +wicked, miserable world. I’d crawl somewhere to a cave, and slink +there. And yet, ’tis a noble and heroic thing, the wind! who ever +conquered it? In every fight it has the last and bitterest blow. Run +tilting at it, and you but run through it. Ha! a coward wind that +strikes stark naked men, but will not stand to receive a single blow. +Even Ahab is a braver thing—a nobler thing than _that_. Would now the +wind but had a body; but all the things that most exasperate and +outrage mortal man, all these things are bodiless, but only bodiless as +objects, not as agents. There’s a most special, a most cunning, oh, a +most malicious difference! And yet, I say again, and swear it now, that +there’s something all glorious and gracious in the wind. These warm +Trade Winds, at least, that in the clear heavens blow straight on, in +strong and steadfast, vigorous mildness; and veer not from their mark, +however the baser currents of the sea may turn and tack, and mightiest +Mississippies of the land swift and swerve about, uncertain where to go +at last. And by the eternal Poles! these same Trades that so directly +blow my good ship on; these Trades, or something like them—something so +unchangeable, and full as strong, blow my keeled soul along! To it! +Aloft there! What d’ye see?” + +“Nothing, sir.” + +“Nothing! and noon at hand! The doubloon goes a-begging! See the sun! +Aye, aye, it must be so. I’ve oversailed him. How, got the start? Aye, +he’s chasing _me_ now; not I, _him_—that’s bad; I might have known it, +too. Fool! the lines—the harpoons he’s towing. Aye, aye, I have run him +by last night. About! about! Come down, all of ye, but the regular look +outs! Man the braces!” + +Steering as she had done, the wind had been somewhat on the Pequod’s +quarter, so that now being pointed in the reverse direction, the braced +ship sailed hard upon the breeze as she rechurned the cream in her own +white wake. + +“Against the wind he now steers for the open jaw,” murmured Starbuck to +himself, as he coiled the new-hauled main-brace upon the rail. “God +keep us, but already my bones feel damp within me, and from the inside +wet my flesh. I misdoubt me that I disobey my God in obeying him!” + +“Stand by to sway me up!” cried Ahab, advancing to the hempen basket. +“We should meet him soon.” + +“Aye, aye, sir,” and straightway Starbuck did Ahab’s bidding, and once +more Ahab swung on high. + +A whole hour now passed; gold-beaten out to ages. Time itself now held +long breaths with keen suspense. But at last, some three points off the +weather bow, Ahab descried the spout again, and instantly from the +three mast-heads three shrieks went up as if the tongues of fire had +voiced it. + +“Forehead to forehead I meet thee, this third time, Moby Dick! On deck +there!—brace sharper up; crowd her into the wind’s eye. He’s too far +off to lower yet, Mr. Starbuck. The sails shake! Stand over that +helmsman with a top-maul! So, so; he travels fast, and I must down. But +let me have one more good round look aloft here at the sea; there’s +time for that. An old, old sight, and yet somehow so young; aye, and +not changed a wink since I first saw it, a boy, from the sand-hills of +Nantucket! The same!—the same!—the same to Noah as to me. There’s a +soft shower to leeward. Such lovely leewardings! They must lead +somewhere—to something else than common land, more palmy than the +palms. Leeward! the white whale goes that way; look to windward, then; +the better if the bitterer quarter. But good bye, good bye, old +mast-head! What’s this?—green? aye, tiny mosses in these warped cracks. +No such green weather stains on Ahab’s head! There’s the difference now +between man’s old age and matter’s. But aye, old mast, we both grow old +together; sound in our hulls, though, are we not, my ship? Aye, minus a +leg, that’s all. By heaven this dead wood has the better of my live +flesh every way. I can’t compare with it; and I’ve known some ships +made of dead trees outlast the lives of men made of the most vital +stuff of vital fathers. What’s that he said? he should still go before +me, my pilot; and yet to be seen again? But where? Will I have eyes at +the bottom of the sea, supposing I descend those endless stairs? and +all night I’ve been sailing from him, wherever he did sink to. Aye, +aye, like many more thou told’st direful truth as touching thyself, O +Parsee; but, Ahab, there thy shot fell short. Good-bye, mast-head—keep +a good eye upon the whale, the while I’m gone. We’ll talk to-morrow, +nay, to-night, when the white whale lies down there, tied by head and +tail.” + +He gave the word; and still gazing round him, was steadily lowered +through the cloven blue air to the deck. + +In due time the boats were lowered; but as standing in his shallop’s +stern, Ahab just hovered upon the point of the descent, he waved to the +mate,—who held one of the tackle-ropes on deck—and bade him pause. + +“Starbuck!” + +“Sir?” + +“For the third time my soul’s ship starts upon this voyage, Starbuck.” + +“Aye, sir, thou wilt have it so.” + +“Some ships sail from their ports, and ever afterwards are missing, +Starbuck!” + +“Truth, sir: saddest truth.” + +“Some men die at ebb tide; some at low water; some at the full of the +flood;—and I feel now like a billow that’s all one crested comb, +Starbuck. I am old;—shake hands with me, man.” + +Their hands met; their eyes fastened; Starbuck’s tears the glue. + +“Oh, my captain, my captain!—noble heart—go not—go not!—see, it’s a +brave man that weeps; how great the agony of the persuasion then!” + +“Lower away!”—cried Ahab, tossing the mate’s arm from him. “Stand by +the crew!” + +In an instant the boat was pulling round close under the stern. + +“The sharks! the sharks!” cried a voice from the low cabin-window +there; “O master, my master, come back!” + +But Ahab heard nothing; for his own voice was high-lifted then; and the +boat leaped on. + +Yet the voice spake true; for scarce had he pushed from the ship, when +numbers of sharks, seemingly rising from out the dark waters beneath +the hull, maliciously snapped at the blades of the oars, every time +they dipped in the water; and in this way accompanied the boat with +their bites. It is a thing not uncommonly happening to the whale-boats +in those swarming seas; the sharks at times apparently following them +in the same prescient way that vultures hover over the banners of +marching regiments in the east. But these were the first sharks that +had been observed by the Pequod since the White Whale had been first +descried; and whether it was that Ahab’s crew were all such +tiger-yellow barbarians, and therefore their flesh more musky to the +senses of the sharks—a matter sometimes well known to affect +them,—however it was, they seemed to follow that one boat without +molesting the others. + +“Heart of wrought steel!” murmured Starbuck gazing over the side, and +following with his eyes the receding boat—“canst thou yet ring boldly +to that sight?—lowering thy keel among ravening sharks, and followed by +them, open-mouthed to the chase; and this the critical third day?—For +when three days flow together in one continuous intense pursuit; be +sure the first is the morning, the second the noon, and the third the +evening and the end of that thing—be that end what it may. Oh! my God! +what is this that shoots through me, and leaves me so deadly calm, yet +expectant,—fixed at the top of a shudder! Future things swim before me, +as in empty outlines and skeletons; all the past is somehow grown dim. +Mary, girl! thou fadest in pale glories behind me; boy! I seem to see +but thy eyes grown wondrous blue. Strangest problems of life seem +clearing; but clouds sweep between—Is my journey’s end coming? My legs +feel faint; like his who has footed it all day. Feel thy heart,—beats +it yet? Stir thyself, Starbuck!—stave it off—move, move! speak +aloud!—Mast-head there! See ye my boy’s hand on the hill?—Crazed;—aloft +there!—keep thy keenest eye upon the boats:—mark well the whale!—Ho! +again!—drive off that hawk! see! he pecks—he tears the vane”—pointing +to the red flag flying at the main-truck—“Ha! he soars away with +it!—Where’s the old man now? see’st thou that sight, oh Ahab!—shudder, +shudder!” + +The boats had not gone very far, when by a signal from the mast-heads—a +downward pointed arm, Ahab knew that the whale had sounded; but +intending to be near him at the next rising, he held on his way a +little sideways from the vessel; the becharmed crew maintaining the +profoundest silence, as the head-beat waves hammered and hammered +against the opposing bow. + +“Drive, drive in your nails, oh ye waves! to their uttermost heads +drive them in! ye but strike a thing without a lid; and no coffin and +no hearse can be mine:—and hemp only can kill me! Ha! ha!” + +Suddenly the waters around them slowly swelled in broad circles; then +quickly upheaved, as if sideways sliding from a submerged berg of ice, +swiftly rising to the surface. A low rumbling sound was heard; a +subterraneous hum; and then all held their breaths; as bedraggled with +trailing ropes, and harpoons, and lances, a vast form shot lengthwise, +but obliquely from the sea. Shrouded in a thin drooping veil of mist, +it hovered for a moment in the rainbowed air; and then fell swamping +back into the deep. Crushed thirty feet upwards, the waters flashed for +an instant like heaps of fountains, then brokenly sank in a shower of +flakes, leaving the circling surface creamed like new milk round the +marble trunk of the whale. + +“Give way!” cried Ahab to the oarsmen, and the boats darted forward to +the attack; but maddened by yesterday’s fresh irons that corroded in +him, Moby Dick seemed combinedly possessed by all the angels that fell +from heaven. The wide tiers of welded tendons overspreading his broad +white forehead, beneath the transparent skin, looked knitted together; +as head on, he came churning his tail among the boats; and once more +flailed them apart; spilling out the irons and lances from the two +mates’ boats, and dashing in one side of the upper part of their bows, +but leaving Ahab’s almost without a scar. + +While Daggoo and Queequeg were stopping the strained planks; and as the +whale swimming out from them, turned, and showed one entire flank as he +shot by them again; at that moment a quick cry went up. Lashed round +and round to the fish’s back; pinioned in the turns upon turns in +which, during the past night, the whale had reeled the involutions of +the lines around him, the half torn body of the Parsee was seen; his +sable raiment frayed to shreds; his distended eyes turned full upon old +Ahab. + +The harpoon dropped from his hand. + +“Befooled, befooled!”—drawing in a long lean breath—“Aye, Parsee! I see +thee again.—Aye, and thou goest before; and this, _this_ then is the +hearse that thou didst promise. But I hold thee to the last letter of +thy word. Where is the second hearse? Away, mates, to the ship! those +boats are useless now; repair them if ye can in time, and return to me; +if not, Ahab is enough to die—Down, men! the first thing that but +offers to jump from this boat I stand in, that thing I harpoon. Ye are +not other men, but my arms and my legs; and so obey me.—Where’s the +whale? gone down again?” + +But he looked too nigh the boat; for as if bent upon escaping with the +corpse he bore, and as if the particular place of the last encounter +had been but a stage in his leeward voyage, Moby Dick was now again +steadily swimming forward; and had almost passed the ship,—which thus +far had been sailing in the contrary direction to him, though for the +present her headway had been stopped. He seemed swimming with his +utmost velocity, and now only intent upon pursuing his own straight +path in the sea. + +“Oh! Ahab,” cried Starbuck, “not too late is it, even now, the third +day, to desist. See! Moby Dick seeks thee not. It is thou, thou, that +madly seekest him!” + +Setting sail to the rising wind, the lonely boat was swiftly impelled +to leeward, by both oars and canvas. And at last when Ahab was sliding +by the vessel, so near as plainly to distinguish Starbuck’s face as he +leaned over the rail, he hailed him to turn the vessel about, and +follow him, not too swiftly, at a judicious interval. Glancing upwards, +he saw Tashtego, Queequeg, and Daggoo, eagerly mounting to the three +mast-heads; while the oarsmen were rocking in the two staved boats +which had but just been hoisted to the side, and were busily at work in +repairing them. One after the other, through the port-holes, as he +sped, he also caught flying glimpses of Stubb and Flask, busying +themselves on deck among bundles of new irons and lances. As he saw all +this; as he heard the hammers in the broken boats; far other hammers +seemed driving a nail into his heart. But he rallied. And now marking +that the vane or flag was gone from the main-mast-head, he shouted to +Tashtego, who had just gained that perch, to descend again for another +flag, and a hammer and nails, and so nail it to the mast. + +Whether fagged by the three days’ running chase, and the resistance to +his swimming in the knotted hamper he bore; or whether it was some +latent deceitfulness and malice in him: whichever was true, the White +Whale’s way now began to abate, as it seemed, from the boat so rapidly +nearing him once more; though indeed the whale’s last start had not +been so long a one as before. And still as Ahab glided over the waves +the unpitying sharks accompanied him; and so pertinaciously stuck to +the boat; and so continually bit at the plying oars, that the blades +became jagged and crunched, and left small splinters in the sea, at +almost every dip. + +“Heed them not! those teeth but give new rowlocks to your oars. Pull +on! ’tis the better rest, the shark’s jaw than the yielding water.” + +“But at every bite, sir, the thin blades grow smaller and smaller!” + +“They will last long enough! pull on!—But who can tell”—he +muttered—“whether these sharks swim to feast on the whale or on +Ahab?—But pull on! Aye, all alive, now—we near him. The helm! take the +helm! let me pass,”—and so saying two of the oarsmen helped him forward +to the bows of the still flying boat. + +At length as the craft was cast to one side, and ran ranging along with +the White Whale’s flank, he seemed strangely oblivious of its +advance—as the whale sometimes will—and Ahab was fairly within the +smoky mountain mist, which, thrown off from the whale’s spout, curled +round his great, Monadnock hump; he was even thus close to him; when, +with body arched back, and both arms lengthwise high-lifted to the +poise, he darted his fierce iron, and his far fiercer curse into the +hated whale. As both steel and curse sank to the socket, as if sucked +into a morass, Moby Dick sideways writhed; spasmodically rolled his +nigh flank against the bow, and, without staving a hole in it, so +suddenly canted the boat over, that had it not been for the elevated +part of the gunwale to which he then clung, Ahab would once more have +been tossed into the sea. As it was, three of the oarsmen—who foreknew +not the precise instant of the dart, and were therefore unprepared for +its effects—these were flung out; but so fell, that, in an instant two +of them clutched the gunwale again, and rising to its level on a +combing wave, hurled themselves bodily inboard again; the third man +helplessly dropping astern, but still afloat and swimming. + +Almost simultaneously, with a mighty volition of ungraduated, +instantaneous swiftness, the White Whale darted through the weltering +sea. But when Ahab cried out to the steersman to take new turns with +the line, and hold it so; and commanded the crew to turn round on their +seats, and tow the boat up to the mark; the moment the treacherous line +felt that double strain and tug, it snapped in the empty air! + +“What breaks in me? Some sinew cracks!—’tis whole again; oars! oars! +Burst in upon him!” + +Hearing the tremendous rush of the sea-crashing boat, the whale wheeled +round to present his blank forehead at bay; but in that evolution, +catching sight of the nearing black hull of the ship; seemingly seeing +in it the source of all his persecutions; bethinking it—it may be—a +larger and nobler foe; of a sudden, he bore down upon its advancing +prow, smiting his jaws amid fiery showers of foam. + +Ahab staggered; his hand smote his forehead. “I grow blind; hands! +stretch out before me that I may yet grope my way. Is’t night?” + +“The whale! The ship!” cried the cringing oarsmen. + +“Oars! oars! Slope downwards to thy depths, O sea, that ere it be for +ever too late, Ahab may slide this last, last time upon his mark! I +see: the ship! the ship! Dash on, my men! Will ye not save my ship?” + +But as the oarsmen violently forced their boat through the +sledge-hammering seas, the before whale-smitten bow-ends of two planks +burst through, and in an instant almost, the temporarily disabled boat +lay nearly level with the waves; its half-wading, splashing crew, +trying hard to stop the gap and bale out the pouring water. + +Meantime, for that one beholding instant, Tashtego’s mast-head hammer +remained suspended in his hand; and the red flag, half-wrapping him as +with a plaid, then streamed itself straight out from him, as his own +forward-flowing heart; while Starbuck and Stubb, standing upon the +bowsprit beneath, caught sight of the down-coming monster just as soon +as he. + +“The whale, the whale! Up helm, up helm! Oh, all ye sweet powers of +air, now hug me close! Let not Starbuck die, if die he must, in a +woman’s fainting fit. Up helm, I say—ye fools, the jaw! the jaw! Is +this the end of all my bursting prayers? all my life-long fidelities? +Oh, Ahab, Ahab, lo, thy work. Steady! helmsman, steady. Nay, nay! Up +helm again! He turns to meet us! Oh, his unappeasable brow drives on +towards one, whose duty tells him he cannot depart. My God, stand by me +now!” + +“Stand not by me, but stand under me, whoever you are that will now +help Stubb; for Stubb, too, sticks here. I grin at thee, thou grinning +whale! Who ever helped Stubb, or kept Stubb awake, but Stubb’s own +unwinking eye? And now poor Stubb goes to bed upon a mattrass that is +all too soft; would it were stuffed with brushwood! I grin at thee, +thou grinning whale! Look ye, sun, moon, and stars! I call ye assassins +of as good a fellow as ever spouted up his ghost. For all that, I would +yet ring glasses with ye, would ye but hand the cup! Oh, oh! oh, oh! +thou grinning whale, but there’ll be plenty of gulping soon! Why fly ye +not, O Ahab! For me, off shoes and jacket to it; let Stubb die in his +drawers! A most mouldy and over salted death, though;—cherries! +cherries! cherries! Oh, Flask, for one red cherry ere we die!” + +“Cherries? I only wish that we were where they grow. Oh, Stubb, I hope +my poor mother’s drawn my part-pay ere this; if not, few coppers will +now come to her, for the voyage is up.” + +From the ship’s bows, nearly all the seamen now hung inactive; hammers, +bits of plank, lances, and harpoons, mechanically retained in their +hands, just as they had darted from their various employments; all +their enchanted eyes intent upon the whale, which from side to side +strangely vibrating his predestinating head, sent a broad band of +overspreading semicircular foam before him as he rushed. Retribution, +swift vengeance, eternal malice were in his whole aspect, and spite of +all that mortal man could do, the solid white buttress of his forehead +smote the ship’s starboard bow, till men and timbers reeled. Some fell +flat upon their faces. Like dislodged trucks, the heads of the +harpooneers aloft shook on their bull-like necks. Through the breach, +they heard the waters pour, as mountain torrents down a flume. + +“The ship! The hearse!—the second hearse!” cried Ahab from the boat; +“its wood could only be American!” + +Diving beneath the settling ship, the whale ran quivering along its +keel; but turning under water, swiftly shot to the surface again, far +off the other bow, but within a few yards of Ahab’s boat, where, for a +time, he lay quiescent. + +“I turn my body from the sun. What ho, Tashtego! let me hear thy +hammer. Oh! ye three unsurrendered spires of mine; thou uncracked keel; +and only god-bullied hull; thou firm deck, and haughty helm, and +Pole-pointed prow,—death-glorious ship! must ye then perish, and +without me? Am I cut off from the last fond pride of meanest +shipwrecked captains? Oh, lonely death on lonely life! Oh, now I feel +my topmost greatness lies in my topmost grief. Ho, ho! from all your +furthest bounds, pour ye now in, ye bold billows of my whole foregone +life, and top this one piled comber of my death! Towards thee I roll, +thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with +thee; from hell’s heart I stab at thee; for hate’s sake I spit my last +breath at thee. Sink all coffins and all hearses to one common pool! +and since neither can be mine, let me then tow to pieces, while still +chasing thee, though tied to thee, thou damned whale! _Thus_, I give up +the spear!” + +The harpoon was darted; the stricken whale flew forward; with igniting +velocity the line ran through the grooves;—ran foul. Ahab stooped to +clear it; he did clear it; but the flying turn caught him round the +neck, and voicelessly as Turkish mutes bowstring their victim, he was +shot out of the boat, ere the crew knew he was gone. Next instant, the +heavy eye-splice in the rope’s final end flew out of the stark-empty +tub, knocked down an oarsman, and smiting the sea, disappeared in its +depths. + +For an instant, the tranced boat’s crew stood still; then turned. “The +ship? Great God, where is the ship?” Soon they through dim, bewildering +mediums saw her sidelong fading phantom, as in the gaseous Fata +Morgana; only the uppermost masts out of water; while fixed by +infatuation, or fidelity, or fate, to their once lofty perches, the +pagan harpooneers still maintained their sinking lookouts on the sea. +And now, concentric circles seized the lone boat itself, and all its +crew, and each floating oar, and every lance-pole, and spinning, +animate and inanimate, all round and round in one vortex, carried the +smallest chip of the Pequod out of sight. + +But as the last whelmings intermixingly poured themselves over the +sunken head of the Indian at the mainmast, leaving a few inches of the +erect spar yet visible, together with long streaming yards of the flag, +which calmly undulated, with ironical coincidings, over the destroying +billows they almost touched;—at that instant, a red arm and a hammer +hovered backwardly uplifted in the open air, in the act of nailing the +flag faster and yet faster to the subsiding spar. A sky-hawk that +tauntingly had followed the main-truck downwards from its natural home +among the stars, pecking at the flag, and incommoding Tashtego there; +this bird now chanced to intercept its broad fluttering wing between +the hammer and the wood; and simultaneously feeling that etherial +thrill, the submerged savage beneath, in his death-gasp, kept his +hammer frozen there; and so the bird of heaven, with archangelic +shrieks, and his imperial beak thrust upwards, and his whole captive +form folded in the flag of Ahab, went down with his ship, which, like +Satan, would not sink to hell till she had dragged a living part of +heaven along with her, and helmeted herself with it. + +Now small fowls flew screaming over the yet yawning gulf; a sullen +white surf beat against its steep sides; then all collapsed, and the +great shroud of the sea rolled on as it rolled five thousand years ago. + + +Epilogue + +“AND I ONLY AM ESCAPED ALONE TO TELL THEE” Job. + +The drama’s done. Why then here does any one step forth?—Because one +did survive the wreck. + +It so chanced, that after the Parsee’s disappearance, I was he whom the +Fates ordained to take the place of Ahab’s bowsman, when that bowsman +assumed the vacant post; the same, who, when on the last day the three +men were tossed from out of the rocking boat, was dropped astern. So, +floating on the margin of the ensuing scene, and in full sight of it, +when the halfspent suction of the sunk ship reached me, I was then, but +slowly, drawn towards the closing vortex. When I reached it, it had +subsided to a creamy pool. Round and round, then, and ever contracting +towards the button-like black bubble at the axis of that slowly +wheeling circle, like another Ixion I did revolve. Till, gaining that +vital centre, the black bubble upward burst; and now, liberated by +reason of its cunning spring, and, owing to its great buoyancy, rising +with great force, the coffin life-buoy shot lengthwise from the sea, +fell over, and floated by my side. Buoyed up by that coffin, for almost +one whole day and night, I floated on a soft and dirgelike main. The +unharming sharks, they glided by as if with padlocks on their mouths; +the savage sea-hawks sailed with sheathed beaks. On the second day, a +sail drew near, nearer, and picked me up at last. 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If you are not located in the United States, +you will have to check the laws of the country where you are located +before using this eBook. + +Title: Pride and Prejudice + +Author: Jane Austen + +Release date: June 1, 1998 [eBook #1342] + Most recently updated: October 29, 2024 + +Language: English + +Credits: Chuck Greif and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images available at The Internet Archive) + + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PRIDE AND PREJUDICE *** + [Illustration: + + GEORGE ALLEN + PUBLISHER + + 156 CHARING CROSS ROAD + LONDON + + RUSKIN HOUSE + ] + + [Illustration: + + _Reading Jane’s Letters._ _Chap 34._ + ] + + + + + PRIDE. + and + PREJUDICE + + by + Jane Austen, + + with a Preface by + George Saintsbury + and + Illustrations by + Hugh Thomson + + [Illustration: 1894] + + Ruskin 156. Charing + House. Cross Road. + + London + George Allen. + + + + + CHISWICK PRESS:--CHARLES WHITTINGHAM AND CO. + TOOKS COURT, CHANCERY LANE, LONDON. + + + + + [Illustration: + + _To J. Comyns Carr + in acknowledgment of all I + owe to his friendship and + advice, these illustrations are + gratefully inscribed_ + + _Hugh Thomson_ + ] + + + + +PREFACE. + +[Illustration] + + +_Walt Whitman has somewhere a fine and just distinction between “loving +by allowance” and “loving with personal love.” This distinction applies +to books as well as to men and women; and in the case of the not very +numerous authors who are the objects of the personal affection, it +brings a curious consequence with it. There is much more difference as +to their best work than in the case of those others who are loved “by +allowance” by convention, and because it is felt to be the right and +proper thing to love them. And in the sect--fairly large and yet +unusually choice--of Austenians or Janites, there would probably be +found partisans of the claim to primacy of almost every one of the +novels. To some the delightful freshness and humour of_ Northanger +Abbey, _its completeness, finish, and_ entrain, _obscure the undoubted +critical facts that its scale is small, and its scheme, after all, that +of burlesque or parody, a kind in which the first rank is reached with +difficulty._ Persuasion, _relatively faint in tone, and not enthralling +in interest, has devotees who exalt above all the others its exquisite +delicacy and keeping. The catastrophe of_ Mansfield Park _is admittedly +theatrical, the hero and heroine are insipid, and the author has almost +wickedly destroyed all romantic interest by expressly admitting that +Edmund only took Fanny because Mary shocked him, and that Fanny might +very likely have taken Crawford if he had been a little more assiduous; +yet the matchless rehearsal-scenes and the characters of Mrs. Norris and +others have secured, I believe, a considerable party for it._ Sense and +Sensibility _has perhaps the fewest out-and-out admirers; but it does +not want them._ + +_I suppose, however, that the majority of at least competent votes +would, all things considered, be divided between_ Emma _and the present +book; and perhaps the vulgar verdict (if indeed a fondness for Miss +Austen be not of itself a patent of exemption from any possible charge +of vulgarity) would go for_ Emma. _It is the larger, the more varied, the +more popular; the author had by the time of its composition seen rather +more of the world, and had improved her general, though not her most +peculiar and characteristic dialogue; such figures as Miss Bates, as the +Eltons, cannot but unite the suffrages of everybody. On the other hand, +I, for my part, declare for_ Pride and Prejudice _unhesitatingly. It +seems to me the most perfect, the most characteristic, the most +eminently quintessential of its author’s works; and for this contention +in such narrow space as is permitted to me, I propose here to show +cause._ + +_In the first place, the book (it may be barely necessary to remind the +reader) was in its first shape written very early, somewhere about 1796, +when Miss Austen was barely twenty-one; though it was revised and +finished at Chawton some fifteen years later, and was not published till +1813, only four years before her death. I do not know whether, in this +combination of the fresh and vigorous projection of youth, and the +critical revision of middle life, there may be traced the distinct +superiority in point of construction, which, as it seems to me, it +possesses over all the others. The plot, though not elaborate, is almost +regular enough for Fielding; hardly a character, hardly an incident +could be retrenched without loss to the story. The elopement of Lydia +and Wickham is not, like that of Crawford and Mrs. Rushworth, a_ coup de +théâtre; _it connects itself in the strictest way with the course of the +story earlier, and brings about the denouement with complete propriety. +All the minor passages--the loves of Jane and Bingley, the advent of Mr. +Collins, the visit to Hunsford, the Derbyshire tour--fit in after the +same unostentatious, but masterly fashion. There is no attempt at the +hide-and-seek, in-and-out business, which in the transactions between +Frank Churchill and Jane Fairfax contributes no doubt a good deal to the +intrigue of_ Emma, _but contributes it in a fashion which I do not think +the best feature of that otherwise admirable book. Although Miss Austen +always liked something of the misunderstanding kind, which afforded her +opportunities for the display of the peculiar and incomparable talent to +be noticed presently, she has been satisfied here with the perfectly +natural occasions provided by the false account of Darcy’s conduct given +by Wickham, and by the awkwardness (arising with equal naturalness) from +the gradual transformation of Elizabeth’s own feelings from positive +aversion to actual love. I do not know whether the all-grasping hand of +the playwright has ever been laid upon_ Pride and Prejudice; _and I dare +say that, if it were, the situations would prove not startling or +garish enough for the footlights, the character-scheme too subtle and +delicate for pit and gallery. But if the attempt were made, it would +certainly not be hampered by any of those loosenesses of construction, +which, sometimes disguised by the conveniences of which the novelist can +avail himself, appear at once on the stage._ + +_I think, however, though the thought will doubtless seem heretical to +more than one school of critics, that construction is not the highest +merit, the choicest gift, of the novelist. It sets off his other gifts +and graces most advantageously to the critical eye; and the want of it +will sometimes mar those graces--appreciably, though not quite +consciously--to eyes by no means ultra-critical. But a very badly-built +novel which excelled in pathetic or humorous character, or which +displayed consummate command of dialogue--perhaps the rarest of all +faculties--would be an infinitely better thing than a faultless plot +acted and told by puppets with pebbles in their mouths. And despite the +ability which Miss Austen has shown in working out the story, I for one +should put_ Pride and Prejudice _far lower if it did not contain what +seem to me the very masterpieces of Miss Austen’s humour and of her +faculty of character-creation--masterpieces who may indeed admit John +Thorpe, the Eltons, Mrs. Norris, and one or two others to their company, +but who, in one instance certainly, and perhaps in others, are still +superior to them._ + +_The characteristics of Miss Austen’s humour are so subtle and delicate +that they are, perhaps, at all times easier to apprehend than to +express, and at any particular time likely to be differently +apprehended by different persons. To me this humour seems to possess a +greater affinity, on the whole, to that of Addison than to any other of +the numerous species of this great British genus. The differences of +scheme, of time, of subject, of literary convention, are, of course, +obvious enough; the difference of sex does not, perhaps, count for much, +for there was a distinctly feminine element in “Mr. Spectator,” and in +Jane Austen’s genius there was, though nothing mannish, much that was +masculine. But the likeness of quality consists in a great number of +common subdivisions of quality--demureness, extreme minuteness of touch, +avoidance of loud tones and glaring effects. Also there is in both a +certain not inhuman or unamiable cruelty. It is the custom with those +who judge grossly to contrast the good nature of Addison with the +savagery of Swift, the mildness of Miss Austen with the boisterousness +of Fielding and Smollett, even with the ferocious practical jokes that +her immediate predecessor, Miss Burney, allowed without very much +protest. Yet, both in Mr. Addison and in Miss Austen there is, though a +restrained and well-mannered, an insatiable and ruthless delight in +roasting and cutting up a fool. A man in the early eighteenth century, +of course, could push this taste further than a lady in the early +nineteenth; and no doubt Miss Austen’s principles, as well as her heart, +would have shrunk from such things as the letter from the unfortunate +husband in the_ Spectator, _who describes, with all the gusto and all the +innocence in the world, how his wife and his friend induce him to play +at blind-man’s-buff. But another_ Spectator _letter--that of the damsel +of fourteen who wishes to marry Mr. Shapely, and assures her selected +Mentor that “he admires your_ Spectators _mightily”--might have been +written by a rather more ladylike and intelligent Lydia Bennet in the +days of Lydia’s great-grandmother; while, on the other hand, some (I +think unreasonably) have found “cynicism” in touches of Miss Austen’s +own, such as her satire of Mrs. Musgrove’s self-deceiving regrets over +her son. But this word “cynical” is one of the most misused in the +English language, especially when, by a glaring and gratuitous +falsification of its original sense, it is applied, not to rough and +snarling invective, but to gentle and oblique satire. If cynicism means +the perception of “the other side,” the sense of “the accepted hells +beneath,” the consciousness that motives are nearly always mixed, and +that to seem is not identical with to be--if this be cynicism, then +every man and woman who is not a fool, who does not care to live in a +fool’s paradise, who has knowledge of nature and the world and life, is +a cynic. And in that sense Miss Austen certainly was one. She may even +have been one in the further sense that, like her own Mr. Bennet, she +took an epicurean delight in dissecting, in displaying, in setting at +work her fools and her mean persons. I think she did take this delight, +and I do not think at all the worse of her for it as a woman, while she +was immensely the better for it as an artist._ + +_In respect of her art generally, Mr. Goldwin Smith has truly observed +that “metaphor has been exhausted in depicting the perfection of it, +combined with the narrowness of her field;” and he has justly added that +we need not go beyond her own comparison to the art of a miniature +painter. To make this latter observation quite exact we must not use the +term miniature in its restricted sense, and must think rather of Memling +at one end of the history of painting and Meissonier at the other, than +of Cosway or any of his kind. And I am not so certain that I should +myself use the word “narrow” in connection with her. If her world is a +microcosm, the cosmic quality of it is at least as eminent as the +littleness. She does not touch what she did not feel herself called to +paint; I am not so sure that she could not have painted what she did not +feel herself called to touch. It is at least remarkable that in two very +short periods of writing--one of about three years, and another of not +much more than five--she executed six capital works, and has not left a +single failure. It is possible that the romantic paste in her +composition was defective: we must always remember that hardly +anybody born in her decade--that of the eighteenth-century +seventies--independently exhibited the full romantic quality. Even Scott +required hill and mountain and ballad, even Coleridge metaphysics and +German to enable them to chip the classical shell. Miss Austen was an +English girl, brought up in a country retirement, at the time when +ladies went back into the house if there was a white frost which might +pierce their kid shoes, when a sudden cold was the subject of the +gravest fears, when their studies, their ways, their conduct were +subject to all those fantastic limits and restrictions against which +Mary Wollstonecraft protested with better general sense than particular +taste or judgment. Miss Austen, too, drew back when the white frost +touched her shoes; but I think she would have made a pretty good journey +even in a black one._ + +_For if her knowledge was not very extended, she knew two things which +only genius knows. The one was humanity, and the other was art. On the +first head she could not make a mistake; her men, though limited, are +true, and her women are, in the old sense, “absolute.” As to art, if she +has never tried idealism, her realism is real to a degree which makes +the false realism of our own day look merely dead-alive. Take almost any +Frenchman, except the late M. de Maupassant, and watch him laboriously +piling up strokes in the hope of giving a complete impression. You get +none; you are lucky if, discarding two-thirds of what he gives, you can +shape a real impression out of the rest. But with Miss Austen the +myriad, trivial, unforced strokes build up the picture like magic. +Nothing is false; nothing is superfluous. When (to take the present book +only) Mr. Collins changed his mind from Jane to Elizabeth “while Mrs. +Bennet was stirring the fire” (and we know_ how _Mrs. Bennet would have +stirred the fire), when Mr. Darcy “brought his coffee-cup back_ +himself,” _the touch in each case is like that of Swift--“taller by the +breadth of my nail”--which impressed the half-reluctant Thackeray with +just and outspoken admiration. Indeed, fantastic as it may seem, I +should put Miss Austen as near to Swift in some ways, as I have put her +to Addison in others._ + +_This Swiftian quality appears in the present novel as it appears +nowhere else in the character of the immortal, the ineffable Mr. +Collins. Mr. Collins is really_ great; _far greater than anything Addison +ever did, almost great enough for Fielding or for Swift himself. It has +been said that no one ever was like him. But in the first place,_ he +_was like him; he is there--alive, imperishable, more real than hundreds +of prime ministers and archbishops, of “metals, semi-metals, and +distinguished philosophers.” In the second place, it is rash, I think, +to conclude that an actual Mr. Collins was impossible or non-existent at +the end of the eighteenth century. It is very interesting that we +possess, in this same gallery, what may be called a spoiled first +draught, or an unsuccessful study of him, in John Dashwood. The +formality, the under-breeding, the meanness, are there; but the portrait +is only half alive, and is felt to be even a little unnatural. Mr. +Collins is perfectly natural, and perfectly alive. In fact, for all the +“miniature,” there is something gigantic in the way in which a certain +side, and more than one, of humanity, and especially eighteenth-century +humanity, its Philistinism, its well-meaning but hide-bound morality, +its formal pettiness, its grovelling respect for rank, its materialism, +its selfishness, receives exhibition. I will not admit that one speech +or one action of this inestimable man is incapable of being reconciled +with reality, and I should not wonder if many of these words and actions +are historically true._ + +_But the greatness of Mr. Collins could not have been so satisfactorily +exhibited if his creatress had not adjusted so artfully to him the +figures of Mr. Bennet and of Lady Catherine de Bourgh. The latter, like +Mr. Collins himself, has been charged with exaggeration. There is, +perhaps, a very faint shade of colour for the charge; but it seems to me +very faint indeed. Even now I do not think that it would be impossible +to find persons, especially female persons, not necessarily of noble +birth, as overbearing, as self-centred, as neglectful of good manners, +as Lady Catherine. A hundred years ago, an earl’s daughter, the Lady +Powerful (if not exactly Bountiful) of an out-of-the-way country parish, +rich, long out of marital authority, and so forth, had opportunities of +developing these agreeable characteristics which seldom present +themselves now. As for Mr. Bennet, Miss Austen, and Mr. Darcy, and even +Miss Elizabeth herself, were, I am inclined to think, rather hard on him +for the “impropriety” of his conduct. His wife was evidently, and must +always have been, a quite irreclaimable fool; and unless he had shot her +or himself there was no way out of it for a man of sense and spirit but +the ironic. From no other point of view is he open to any reproach, +except for an excusable and not unnatural helplessness at the crisis of +the elopement, and his utterances are the most acutely delightful in the +consciously humorous kind--in the kind that we laugh with, not at--that +even Miss Austen has put into the mouth of any of her characters. It is +difficult to know whether he is most agreeable when talking to his wife, +or when putting Mr. Collins through his paces; but the general sense of +the world has probably been right in preferring to the first rank his +consolation to the former when she maunders over the entail, “My dear, +do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope for better things. +Let us flatter ourselves that_ I _may be the survivor;” and his inquiry +to his colossal cousin as to the compliments which Mr. Collins has just +related as made by himself to Lady Catherine, “May I ask whether these +pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the moment, or are the +result of previous study?” These are the things which give Miss Austen’s +readers the pleasant shocks, the delightful thrills, which are felt by +the readers of Swift, of Fielding, and we may here add, of Thackeray, as +they are felt by the readers of no other English author of fiction +outside of these four._ + +_The goodness of the minor characters in_ Pride and Prejudice _has been +already alluded to, and it makes a detailed dwelling on their beauties +difficult in any space, and impossible in this. Mrs. Bennet we have +glanced at, and it is not easy to say whether she is more exquisitely +amusing or more horribly true. Much the same may be said of Kitty and +Lydia; but it is not every author, even of genius, who would have +differentiated with such unerring skill the effects of folly and +vulgarity of intellect and disposition working upon the common +weaknesses of woman at such different ages. With Mary, Miss Austen has +taken rather less pains, though she has been even more unkind to her; +not merely in the text, but, as we learn from those interesting +traditional appendices which Mr. Austen Leigh has given us, in dooming +her privately to marry “one of Mr. Philips’s clerks.” The habits of +first copying and then retailing moral sentiments, of playing and +singing too long in public, are, no doubt, grievous and criminal; but +perhaps poor Mary was rather the scapegoat of the sins of blue stockings +in that Fordyce-belectured generation. It is at any rate difficult not +to extend to her a share of the respect and affection (affection and +respect of a peculiar kind; doubtless), with which one regards Mr. +Collins, when she draws the moral of Lydia’s fall. I sometimes wish +that the exigencies of the story had permitted Miss Austen to unite +these personages, and thus at once achieve a notable mating and soothe +poor Mrs. Bennet’s anguish over the entail._ + +_The Bingleys and the Gardiners and the Lucases, Miss Darcy and Miss de +Bourgh, Jane, Wickham, and the rest, must pass without special comment, +further than the remark that Charlotte Lucas (her egregious papa, though +delightful, is just a little on the thither side of the line between +comedy and farce) is a wonderfully clever study in drab of one kind, and +that Wickham (though something of Miss Austen’s hesitation of touch in +dealing with young men appears) is a not much less notable sketch in +drab of another. Only genius could have made Charlotte what she is, yet +not disagreeable; Wickham what he is, without investing him either with +a cheap Don Juanish attractiveness or a disgusting rascality. But the +hero and the heroine are not tints to be dismissed._ + +_Darcy has always seemed to me by far the best and most interesting of +Miss Austen’s heroes; the only possible competitor being Henry Tilney, +whose part is so slight and simple that it hardly enters into +comparison. It has sometimes, I believe, been urged that his pride is +unnatural at first in its expression and later in its yielding, while +his falling in love at all is not extremely probable. Here again I +cannot go with the objectors. Darcy’s own account of the way in which +his pride had been pampered, is perfectly rational and sufficient; and +nothing could be, psychologically speaking, a_ causa verior _for its +sudden restoration to healthy conditions than the shock of Elizabeth’s +scornful refusal acting on a nature_ ex hypothesi _generous. Nothing in +even our author is finer and more delicately touched than the change of +his demeanour at the sudden meeting in the grounds of Pemberley. Had he +been a bad prig or a bad coxcomb, he might have been still smarting +under his rejection, or suspicious that the girl had come +husband-hunting. His being neither is exactly consistent with the +probable feelings of a man spoilt in the common sense, but not really +injured in disposition, and thoroughly in love. As for his being in +love, Elizabeth has given as just an exposition of the causes of that +phenomenon as Darcy has of the conditions of his unregenerate state, +only she has of course not counted in what was due to her own personal +charm._ + +_The secret of that charm many men and not a few women, from Miss Austen +herself downwards, have felt, and like most charms it is a thing rather +to be felt than to be explained. Elizabeth of course belongs to the_ +allegro _or_ allegra _division of the army of Venus. Miss Austen was +always provokingly chary of description in regard to her beauties; and +except the fine eyes, and a hint or two that she had at any rate +sometimes a bright complexion, and was not very tall, we hear nothing +about her looks. But her chief difference from other heroines of the +lively type seems to lie first in her being distinctly clever--almost +strong-minded, in the better sense of that objectionable word--and +secondly in her being entirely destitute of ill-nature for all her +propensity to tease and the sharpness of her tongue. Elizabeth can give +at least as good as she gets when she is attacked; but she never +“scratches,” and she never attacks first. Some of the merest +obsoletenesses of phrase and manner give one or two of her early +speeches a slight pertness, but that is nothing, and when she comes to +serious business, as in the great proposal scene with Darcy (which is, +as it should be, the climax of the interest of the book), and in the +final ladies’ battle with Lady Catherine, she is unexceptionable. Then +too she is a perfectly natural girl. She does not disguise from herself +or anybody that she resents Darcy’s first ill-mannered personality with +as personal a feeling. (By the way, the reproach that the ill-manners of +this speech are overdone is certainly unjust; for things of the same +kind, expressed no doubt less stiltedly but more coarsely, might have +been heard in more than one ball-room during this very year from persons +who ought to have been no worse bred than Darcy.) And she lets the +injury done to Jane and the contempt shown to the rest of her family +aggravate this resentment in the healthiest way in the world._ + +_Still, all this does not explain her charm, which, taking beauty as a +common form of all heroines, may perhaps consist in the addition to her +playfulness, her wit, her affectionate and natural disposition, of a +certain fearlessness very uncommon in heroines of her type and age. +Nearly all of them would have been in speechless awe of the magnificent +Darcy; nearly all of them would have palpitated and fluttered at the +idea of proposals, even naughty ones, from the fascinating Wickham. +Elizabeth, with nothing offensive, nothing_ viraginous, _nothing of the +“New Woman” about her, has by nature what the best modern (not “new”) +women have by education and experience, a perfect freedom from the idea +that all men may bully her if they choose, and that most will away with +her if they can. Though not in the least “impudent and mannish grown,” +she has no mere sensibility, no nasty niceness about her. The form of +passion common and likely to seem natural in Miss Austen’s day was so +invariably connected with the display of one or the other, or both of +these qualities, that she has not made Elizabeth outwardly passionate. +But I, at least, have not the slightest doubt that she would have +married Darcy just as willingly without Pemberley as with it, and +anybody who can read between lines will not find the lovers’ +conversations in the final chapters so frigid as they might have looked +to the Della Cruscans of their own day, and perhaps do look to the Della +Cruscans of this._ + +_And, after all, what is the good of seeking for the reason of +charm?--it is there. There were better sense in the sad mechanic +exercise of determining the reason of its absence where it is not. In +the novels of the last hundred years there are vast numbers of young +ladies with whom it might be a pleasure to fall in love; there are at +least five with whom, as it seems to me, no man of taste and spirit can +help doing so. Their names are, in chronological order, Elizabeth +Bennet, Diana Vernon, Argemone Lavington, Beatrix Esmond, and Barbara +Grant. I should have been most in love with Beatrix and Argemone; I +should, I think, for mere occasional companionship, have preferred Diana +and Barbara. But to live with and to marry, I do not know that any one +of the four can come into competition with Elizabeth._ + +_GEORGE SAINTSBURY._ + + + + +[Illustration: List of Illustrations.] + + + PAGE + +Frontispiece iv + +Title-page v + +Dedication vii + +Heading to Preface ix + +Heading to List of Illustrations xxv + +Heading to Chapter I. 1 + +“He came down to see the place” 2 + +Mr. and Mrs. Bennet 5 + +“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it” 6 + +“I’m the tallest” 9 + +“He rode a black horse” 10 + +“When the party entered” 12 + +“She is tolerable” 15 + +Heading to Chapter IV. 18 + +Heading to Chapter V. 22 + +“Without once opening his lips” 24 + +Tailpiece to Chapter V. 26 + +Heading to Chapter VI. 27 + +“The entreaties of several” 31 + +“A note for Miss Bennet” 36 + +“Cheerful prognostics” 40 + +“The apothecary came” 43 + +“Covering a screen” 45 + +“Mrs. Bennet and her two youngest girls” 53 + +Heading to Chapter X. 60 + +“No, no; stay where you are” 67 + +“Piling up the fire” 69 + +Heading to Chapter XII. 75 + +Heading to Chapter XIII. 78 + +Heading to Chapter XIV. 84 + +“Protested that he never read novels” 87 + +Heading to Chapter XV. 89 + +Heading to Chapter XVI. 95 + +“The officers of the ----shire” 97 + +“Delighted to see their dear friend again” 108 + +Heading to Chapter XVIII. 113 + +“Such very superior dancing is not often seen” 118 + +“To assure you in the most animated language” 132 + +Heading to Chapter XX. 139 + +“They entered the breakfast-room” 143 + +Heading to Chapter XXI. 146 + +“Walked back with them” 148 + +Heading to Chapter XXII. 154 + +“So much love and eloquence” 156 + +“Protested he must be entirely mistaken” 161 + +“Whenever she spoke in a low voice” 166 + +Heading to Chapter XXIV. 168 + +Heading to Chapter XXV. 175 + +“Offended two or three young ladies” 177 + +“Will you come and see me?” 181 + +“On the stairs” 189 + +“At the door” 194 + +“In conversation with the ladies” 198 + +“Lady Catherine,” said she, “you have given me a treasure” 200 + +Heading to Chapter XXX. 209 + +“He never failed to inform them” 211 + +“The gentlemen accompanied him” 213 + +Heading to Chapter XXXI. 215 + +Heading to Chapter XXXII. 221 + +“Accompanied by their aunt” 225 + +“On looking up” 228 + +Heading to Chapter XXXIV. 235 + +“Hearing herself called” 243 + +Heading to Chapter XXXVI. 253 + +“Meeting accidentally in town” 256 + +“His parting obeisance” 261 + +“Dawson” 263 + +“The elevation of his feelings” 267 + +“They had forgotten to leave any message” 270 + +“How nicely we are crammed in!” 272 + +Heading to Chapter XL. 278 + +“I am determined never to speak of it again” 283 + +“When Colonel Miller’s regiment went away” 285 + +“Tenderly flirting” 290 + +The arrival of the Gardiners 294 + +“Conjecturing as to the date” 301 + +Heading to Chapter XLIV. 318 + +“To make herself agreeable to all” 321 + +“Engaged by the river” 327 + +Heading to Chapter XLVI. 334 + +“I have not an instant to lose” 339 + +“The first pleasing earnest of their welcome” 345 + +The Post 359 + +“To whom I have related the affair” 363 + +Heading to Chapter XLIX. 368 + +“But perhaps you would like to read it” 370 + +“The spiteful old ladies” 377 + +“With an affectionate smile” 385 + +“I am sure she did not listen” 393 + +“Mr. Darcy with him” 404 + +“Jane happened to look round” 415 + +“Mrs. Long and her nieces” 420 + +“Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak to you” 422 + +Heading to Chapter LVI. 431 + +“After a short survey” 434 + +“But now it comes out” 442 + +“The efforts of his aunt” 448 + +“Unable to utter a syllable” 457 + +“The obsequious civility” 466 + +Heading to Chapter LXI. 472 + +The End 476 + + + + +[Illustration: ·PRIDE AND PREJUDICE· + + + + +Chapter I.] + + +It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession +of a good fortune must be in want of a wife. + +However little known the feelings or views of such a man may be on his +first entering a neighbourhood, this truth is so well fixed in the minds +of the surrounding families, that he is considered as the rightful +property of some one or other of their daughters. + +“My dear Mr. Bennet,” said his lady to him one day, “have you heard that +Netherfield Park is let at last?” + +Mr. Bennet replied that he had not. + +“But it is,” returned she; “for Mrs. Long has just been here, and she +told me all about it.” + +Mr. Bennet made no answer. + +“Do not you want to know who has taken it?” cried his wife, impatiently. + +“_You_ want to tell me, and I have no objection to hearing it.” + +[Illustration: + +“He came down to see the place” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +This was invitation enough. + +“Why, my dear, you must know, Mrs. Long says that Netherfield is taken +by a young man of large fortune from the north of England; that he came +down on Monday in a chaise and four to see the place, and was so much +delighted with it that he agreed with Mr. Morris immediately; that he is +to take possession before Michaelmas, and some of his servants are to be +in the house by the end of next week.” + +“What is his name?” + +“Bingley.” + +“Is he married or single?” + +“Oh, single, my dear, to be sure! A single man of large fortune; four or +five thousand a year. What a fine thing for our girls!” + +“How so? how can it affect them?” + +“My dear Mr. Bennet,” replied his wife, “how can you be so tiresome? You +must know that I am thinking of his marrying one of them.” + +“Is that his design in settling here?” + +“Design? Nonsense, how can you talk so! But it is very likely that he +_may_ fall in love with one of them, and therefore you must visit him as +soon as he comes.” + +“I see no occasion for that. You and the girls may go--or you may send +them by themselves, which perhaps will be still better; for as you are +as handsome as any of them, Mr. Bingley might like you the best of the +party.” + +“My dear, you flatter me. I certainly _have_ had my share of beauty, but +I do not pretend to be anything extraordinary now. When a woman has five +grown-up daughters, she ought to give over thinking of her own beauty.” + +“In such cases, a woman has not often much beauty to think of.” + +“But, my dear, you must indeed go and see Mr. Bingley when he comes into +the neighbourhood.” + +“It is more than I engage for, I assure you.” + +“But consider your daughters. Only think what an establishment it would +be for one of them. Sir William and Lady Lucas are determined to go, +merely on that account; for in general, you know, they visit no new +comers. Indeed you must go, for it will be impossible for _us_ to visit +him, if you do not.” + +“You are over scrupulous, surely. I dare say Mr. Bingley will be very +glad to see you; and I will send a few lines by you to assure him of my +hearty consent to his marrying whichever he chooses of the girls--though +I must throw in a good word for my little Lizzy.” + +“I desire you will do no such thing. Lizzy is not a bit better than the +others: and I am sure she is not half so handsome as Jane, nor half so +good-humoured as Lydia. But you are always giving _her_ the preference.” + +“They have none of them much to recommend them,” replied he: “they are +all silly and ignorant like other girls; but Lizzy has something more of +quickness than her sisters.” + +“Mr. Bennet, how can you abuse your own children in such a way? You take +delight in vexing me. You have no compassion on my poor nerves.” + +“You mistake me, my dear. I have a high respect for your nerves. They +are my old friends. I have heard you mention them with consideration +these twenty years at least.” + +“Ah, you do not know what I suffer.” + +“But I hope you will get over it, and live to see many young men of four +thousand a year come into the neighbourhood.” + +“It will be no use to us, if twenty such should come, since you will not +visit them.” + +“Depend upon it, my dear, that when there are twenty, I will visit them +all.” + +Mr. Bennet was so odd a mixture of quick parts, sarcastic humour, +reserve, and caprice, that the experience of three-and-twenty years had +been insufficient to make his wife understand his character. _Her_ mind +was less difficult to develope. She was a woman of mean understanding, +little information, and uncertain temper. When she was discontented, she +fancied herself nervous. The business of her life was to get her +daughters married: its solace was visiting and news. + +[Illustration: M^{r.} & M^{rs.} Bennet + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +[Illustration: + +“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Bennet was among the earliest of those who waited on Mr. Bingley. He +had always intended to visit him, though to the last always assuring his +wife that he should not go; and till the evening after the visit was +paid she had no knowledge of it. It was then disclosed in the following +manner. Observing his second daughter employed in trimming a hat, he +suddenly addressed her with,-- + +“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it, Lizzy.” + +“We are not in a way to know _what_ Mr. Bingley likes,” said her mother, +resentfully, “since we are not to visit.” + +“But you forget, mamma,” said Elizabeth, “that we shall meet him at the +assemblies, and that Mrs. Long has promised to introduce him.” + +“I do not believe Mrs. Long will do any such thing. She has two nieces +of her own. She is a selfish, hypocritical woman, and I have no opinion +of her.” + +“No more have I,” said Mr. Bennet; “and I am glad to find that you do +not depend on her serving you.” + +Mrs. Bennet deigned not to make any reply; but, unable to contain +herself, began scolding one of her daughters. + +“Don’t keep coughing so, Kitty, for heaven’s sake! Have a little +compassion on my nerves. You tear them to pieces.” + +“Kitty has no discretion in her coughs,” said her father; “she times +them ill.” + +“I do not cough for my own amusement,” replied Kitty, fretfully. “When +is your next ball to be, Lizzy?” + +“To-morrow fortnight.” + +“Ay, so it is,” cried her mother, “and Mrs. Long does not come back till +the day before; so, it will be impossible for her to introduce him, for +she will not know him herself.” + +“Then, my dear, you may have the advantage of your friend, and introduce +Mr. Bingley to _her_.” + +“Impossible, Mr. Bennet, impossible, when I am not acquainted with him +myself; how can you be so teasing?” + +“I honour your circumspection. A fortnight’s acquaintance is certainly +very little. One cannot know what a man really is by the end of a +fortnight. But if _we_ do not venture, somebody else will; and after +all, Mrs. Long and her nieces must stand their chance; and, therefore, +as she will think it an act of kindness, if you decline the office, I +will take it on myself.” + +The girls stared at their father. Mrs. Bennet said only, “Nonsense, +nonsense!” + +“What can be the meaning of that emphatic exclamation?” cried he. “Do +you consider the forms of introduction, and the stress that is laid on +them, as nonsense? I cannot quite agree with you _there_. What say you, +Mary? For you are a young lady of deep reflection, I know, and read +great books, and make extracts.” + +Mary wished to say something very sensible, but knew not how. + +“While Mary is adjusting her ideas,” he continued, “let us return to Mr. +Bingley.” + +“I am sick of Mr. Bingley,” cried his wife. + +“I am sorry to hear _that_; but why did you not tell me so before? If I +had known as much this morning, I certainly would not have called on +him. It is very unlucky; but as I have actually paid the visit, we +cannot escape the acquaintance now.” + +The astonishment of the ladies was just what he wished--that of Mrs. +Bennet perhaps surpassing the rest; though when the first tumult of joy +was over, she began to declare that it was what she had expected all the +while. + +“How good it was in you, my dear Mr. Bennet! But I knew I should +persuade you at last. I was sure you loved your girls too well to +neglect such an acquaintance. Well, how pleased I am! And it is such a +good joke, too, that you should have gone this morning, and never said a +word about it till now.” + +“Now, Kitty, you may cough as much as you choose,” said Mr. Bennet; and, +as he spoke, he left the room, fatigued with the raptures of his wife. + +“What an excellent father you have, girls,” said she, when the door was +shut. “I do not know how you will ever make him amends for his kindness; +or me either, for that matter. At our time of life, it is not so +pleasant, I can tell you, to be making new acquaintances every day; but +for your sakes we would do anything. Lydia, my love, though you _are_ +the youngest, I dare say Mr. Bingley will dance with you at the next +ball.” + +“Oh,” said Lydia, stoutly, “I am not afraid; for though I _am_ the +youngest, I’m the tallest.” + +The rest of the evening was spent in conjecturing how soon he would +return Mr. Bennet’s visit, and determining when they should ask him to +dinner. + +[Illustration: “I’m the tallest”] + + + + +[Illustration: + + “He rode a black horse” +] + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +[Illustration] + +Not all that Mrs. Bennet, however, with the assistance of her five +daughters, could ask on the subject, was sufficient to draw from her +husband any satisfactory description of Mr. Bingley. They attacked him +in various ways, with barefaced questions, ingenious suppositions, and +distant surmises; but he eluded the skill of them all; and they were at +last obliged to accept the second-hand intelligence of their neighbour, +Lady Lucas. Her report was highly favourable. Sir William had been +delighted with him. He was quite young, wonderfully handsome, extremely +agreeable, and, to crown the whole, he meant to be at the next assembly +with a large party. Nothing could be more delightful! To be fond of +dancing was a certain step towards falling in love; and very lively +hopes of Mr. Bingley’s heart were entertained. + +“If I can but see one of my daughters happily settled at Netherfield,” +said Mrs. Bennet to her husband, “and all the others equally well +married, I shall have nothing to wish for.” + +In a few days Mr. Bingley returned Mr. Bennet’s visit, and sat about ten +minutes with him in his library. He had entertained hopes of being +admitted to a sight of the young ladies, of whose beauty he had heard +much; but he saw only the father. The ladies were somewhat more +fortunate, for they had the advantage of ascertaining, from an upper +window, that he wore a blue coat and rode a black horse. + +An invitation to dinner was soon afterwards despatched; and already had +Mrs. Bennet planned the courses that were to do credit to her +housekeeping, when an answer arrived which deferred it all. Mr. Bingley +was obliged to be in town the following day, and consequently unable to +accept the honour of their invitation, etc. Mrs. Bennet was quite +disconcerted. She could not imagine what business he could have in town +so soon after his arrival in Hertfordshire; and she began to fear that +he might always be flying about from one place to another, and never +settled at Netherfield as he ought to be. Lady Lucas quieted her fears a +little by starting the idea of his + +[Illustration: + + “When the Party entered” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +being gone to London only to get a large party for the ball; and a +report soon followed that Mr. Bingley was to bring twelve ladies and +seven gentlemen with him to the assembly. The girls grieved over such a +number of ladies; but were comforted the day before the ball by hearing +that, instead of twelve, he had brought only six with him from London, +his five sisters and a cousin. And when the party entered the +assembly-room, it consisted of only five altogether: Mr. Bingley, his +two sisters, the husband of the eldest, and another young man. + +Mr. Bingley was good-looking and gentlemanlike: he had a pleasant +countenance, and easy, unaffected manners. His sisters were fine women, +with an air of decided fashion. His brother-in-law, Mr. Hurst, merely +looked the gentleman; but his friend Mr. Darcy soon drew the attention +of the room by his fine, tall person, handsome features, noble mien, and +the report, which was in general circulation within five minutes after +his entrance, of his having ten thousand a year. The gentlemen +pronounced him to be a fine figure of a man, the ladies declared he was +much handsomer than Mr. Bingley, and he was looked at with great +admiration for about half the evening, till his manners gave a disgust +which turned the tide of his popularity; for he was discovered to be +proud, to be above his company, and above being pleased; and not all his +large estate in Derbyshire could save him from having a most forbidding, +disagreeable countenance, and being unworthy to be compared with his +friend. + +Mr. Bingley had soon made himself acquainted with all the principal +people in the room: he was lively and unreserved, danced every dance, +was angry that the ball closed so early, and talked of giving one +himself at Netherfield. Such amiable qualities must speak for +themselves. What a contrast between him and his friend! Mr. Darcy danced +only once with Mrs. Hurst and once with Miss Bingley, declined being +introduced to any other lady, and spent the rest of the evening in +walking about the room, speaking occasionally to one of his own party. +His character was decided. He was the proudest, most disagreeable man in +the world, and everybody hoped that he would never come there again. +Amongst the most violent against him was Mrs. Bennet, whose dislike of +his general behaviour was sharpened into particular resentment by his +having slighted one of her daughters. + +Elizabeth Bennet had been obliged, by the scarcity of gentlemen, to sit +down for two dances; and during part of that time, Mr. Darcy had been +standing near enough for her to overhear a conversation between him and +Mr. Bingley, who came from the dance for a few minutes to press his +friend to join it. + +“Come, Darcy,” said he, “I must have you dance. I hate to see you +standing about by yourself in this stupid manner. You had much better +dance.” + +“I certainly shall not. You know how I detest it, unless I am +particularly acquainted with my partner. At such an assembly as this, it +would be insupportable. Your sisters are engaged, and there is not +another woman in the room whom it would not be a punishment to me to +stand up with.” + +“I would not be so fastidious as you are,” cried Bingley, “for a +kingdom! Upon my honour, I never met with so many pleasant girls in my +life as I have this evening; and there are several of them, you see, +uncommonly pretty.” + +“_You_ are dancing with the only handsome girl in the room,” said Mr. +Darcy, looking at the eldest Miss Bennet. + +“Oh, she is the most beautiful creature I ever beheld! But there is one +of her sisters sitting down just behind you, who is very pretty, and I +dare say very agreeable. Do let me ask my partner to introduce you.” + +[Illustration: + +“She is tolerable” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“Which do you mean?” and turning round, he looked for a moment at +Elizabeth, till, catching her eye, he withdrew his own, and coldly said, +“She is tolerable: but not handsome enough to tempt _me_; and I am in no +humour at present to give consequence to young ladies who are slighted +by other men. You had better return to your partner and enjoy her +smiles, for you are wasting your time with me.” + +Mr. Bingley followed his advice. Mr. Darcy walked off; and Elizabeth +remained with no very cordial feelings towards him. She told the story, +however, with great spirit among her friends; for she had a lively, +playful disposition, which delighted in anything ridiculous. + +The evening altogether passed off pleasantly to the whole family. Mrs. +Bennet had seen her eldest daughter much admired by the Netherfield +party. Mr. Bingley had danced with her twice, and she had been +distinguished by his sisters. Jane was as much gratified by this as her +mother could be, though in a quieter way. Elizabeth felt Jane’s +pleasure. Mary had heard herself mentioned to Miss Bingley as the most +accomplished girl in the neighbourhood; and Catherine and Lydia had been +fortunate enough to be never without partners, which was all that they +had yet learnt to care for at a ball. They returned, therefore, in good +spirits to Longbourn, the village where they lived, and of which they +were the principal inhabitants. They found Mr. Bennet still up. With a +book, he was regardless of time; and on the present occasion he had a +good deal of curiosity as to the event of an evening which had raised +such splendid expectations. He had rather hoped that all his wife’s +views on the stranger would be disappointed; but he soon found that he +had a very different story to hear. + +“Oh, my dear Mr. Bennet,” as she entered the room, “we have had a most +delightful evening, a most excellent ball. I wish you had been there. +Jane was so admired, nothing could be like it. Everybody said how well +she looked; and Mr. Bingley thought her quite beautiful, and danced with +her twice. Only think of _that_, my dear: he actually danced with her +twice; and she was the only creature in the room that he asked a second +time. First of all, he asked Miss Lucas. I was so vexed to see him stand +up with her; but, however, he did not admire her at all; indeed, nobody +can, you know; and he seemed quite struck with Jane as she was going +down the dance. So he inquired who she was, and got introduced, and +asked her for the two next. Then, the two third he danced with Miss +King, and the two fourth with Maria Lucas, and the two fifth with Jane +again, and the two sixth with Lizzy, and the _Boulanger_----” + +“If he had had any compassion for _me_,” cried her husband impatiently, +“he would not have danced half so much! For God’s sake, say no more of +his partners. O that he had sprained his ancle in the first dance!” + +“Oh, my dear,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “I am quite delighted with him. He +is so excessively handsome! and his sisters are charming women. I never +in my life saw anything more elegant than their dresses. I dare say the +lace upon Mrs. Hurst’s gown----” + +Here she was interrupted again. Mr. Bennet protested against any +description of finery. She was therefore obliged to seek another branch +of the subject, and related, with much bitterness of spirit, and some +exaggeration, the shocking rudeness of Mr. Darcy. + +“But I can assure you,” she added, “that Lizzy does not lose much by not +suiting _his_ fancy; for he is a most disagreeable, horrid man, not at +all worth pleasing. So high and so conceited, that there was no enduring +him! He walked here, and he walked there, fancying himself so very +great! Not handsome enough to dance with! I wish you had been there, my +dear, to have given him one of your set-downs. I quite detest the man.” + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +[Illustration] + +When Jane and Elizabeth were alone, the former, who had been cautious in +her praise of Mr. Bingley before, expressed to her sister how very much +she admired him. + +“He is just what a young-man ought to be,” said she, “sensible, +good-humoured, lively; and I never saw such happy manners! so much ease, +with such perfect good breeding!” + +“He is also handsome,” replied Elizabeth, “which a young man ought +likewise to be if he possibly can. His character is thereby complete.” + +“I was very much flattered by his asking me to dance a second time. I +did not expect such a compliment.” + +“Did not you? _I_ did for you. But that is one great difference between +us. Compliments always take _you_ by surprise, and _me_ never. What +could be more natural than his asking you again? He could not help +seeing that you were about five times as pretty as every other woman in +the room. No thanks to his gallantry for that. Well, he certainly is +very agreeable, and I give you leave to like him. You have liked many a +stupider person.” + +“Dear Lizzy!” + +“Oh, you are a great deal too apt, you know, to like people in general. +You never see a fault in anybody. All the world are good and agreeable +in your eyes. I never heard you speak ill of a human being in my life.” + +“I would wish not to be hasty in censuring anyone; but I always speak +what I think.” + +“I know you do: and it is _that_ which makes the wonder. With _your_ +good sense, to be so honestly blind to the follies and nonsense of +others! Affectation of candour is common enough; one meets with it +everywhere. But to be candid without ostentation or design,--to take the +good of everybody’s character and make it still better, and say nothing +of the bad,--belongs to you alone. And so, you like this man’s sisters, +too, do you? Their manners are not equal to his.” + +“Certainly not, at first; but they are very pleasing women when you +converse with them. Miss Bingley is to live with her brother, and keep +his house; and I am much mistaken if we shall not find a very charming +neighbour in her.” + +Elizabeth listened in silence, but was not convinced: their behaviour at +the assembly had not been calculated to please in general; and with more +quickness of observation and less pliancy of temper than her sister, and +with a judgment, too, unassailed by any attention to herself, she was +very little disposed to approve them. They were, in fact, very fine +ladies; not deficient in good-humour when they were pleased, nor in the +power of being agreeable where they chose it; but proud and conceited. +They were rather handsome; had been educated in one of the first private +seminaries in town; had a fortune of twenty thousand pounds; were in the +habit of spending more than they ought, and of associating with people +of rank; and were, therefore, in every respect entitled to think well of +themselves and meanly of others. They were of a respectable family in +the north of England; a circumstance more deeply impressed on their +memories than that their brother’s fortune and their own had been +acquired by trade. + +Mr. Bingley inherited property to the amount of nearly a hundred +thousand pounds from his father, who had intended to purchase an estate, +but did not live to do it. Mr. Bingley intended it likewise, and +sometimes made choice of his county; but, as he was now provided with a +good house and the liberty of a manor, it was doubtful to many of those +who best knew the easiness of his temper, whether he might not spend the +remainder of his days at Netherfield, and leave the next generation to +purchase. + +His sisters were very anxious for his having an estate of his own; but +though he was now established only as a tenant, Miss Bingley was by no +means unwilling to preside at his table; nor was Mrs. Hurst, who had +married a man of more fashion than fortune, less disposed to consider +his house as her home when it suited her. Mr. Bingley had not been of +age two years when he was tempted, by an accidental recommendation, to +look at Netherfield House. He did look at it, and into it, for half an +hour; was pleased with the situation and the principal rooms, satisfied +with what the owner said in its praise, and took it immediately. + +Between him and Darcy there was a very steady friendship, in spite of a +great opposition of character. Bingley was endeared to Darcy by the +easiness, openness, and ductility of his temper, though no disposition +could offer a greater contrast to his own, and though with his own he +never appeared dissatisfied. On the strength of Darcy’s regard, Bingley +had the firmest reliance, and of his judgment the highest opinion. In +understanding, Darcy was the superior. Bingley was by no means +deficient; but Darcy was clever. He was at the same time haughty, +reserved, and fastidious; and his manners, though well bred, were not +inviting. In that respect his friend had greatly the advantage. Bingley +was sure of being liked wherever he appeared; Darcy was continually +giving offence. + +The manner in which they spoke of the Meryton assembly was sufficiently +characteristic. Bingley had never met with pleasanter people or prettier +girls in his life; everybody had been most kind and attentive to him; +there had been no formality, no stiffness; he had soon felt acquainted +with all the room; and as to Miss Bennet, he could not conceive an angel +more beautiful. Darcy, on the contrary, had seen a collection of people +in whom there was little beauty and no fashion, for none of whom he had +felt the smallest interest, and from none received either attention or +pleasure. Miss Bennet he acknowledged to be pretty; but she smiled too +much. + +Mrs. Hurst and her sister allowed it to be so; but still they admired +her and liked her, and pronounced her to be a sweet girl, and one whom +they should not object to know more of. Miss Bennet was therefore +established as a sweet girl; and their brother felt authorized by such +commendation to think of her as he chose. + + + + +[Illustration: [_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +[Illustration] + +Within a short walk of Longbourn lived a family with whom the Bennets +were particularly intimate. Sir William Lucas had been formerly in trade +in Meryton, where he had made a tolerable fortune, and risen to the +honour of knighthood by an address to the king during his mayoralty. The +distinction had, perhaps, been felt too strongly. It had given him a +disgust to his business and to his residence in a small market town; +and, quitting them both, he had removed with his family to a house about +a mile from Meryton, denominated from that period Lucas Lodge; where he +could think with pleasure of his own importance, and, unshackled by +business, occupy himself solely in being civil to all the world. For, +though elated by his rank, it did not render him supercilious; on the +contrary, he was all attention to everybody. By nature inoffensive, +friendly, and obliging, his presentation at St. James’s had made him +courteous. + +Lady Lucas was a very good kind of woman, not too clever to be a +valuable neighbour to Mrs. Bennet. They had several children. The eldest +of them, a sensible, intelligent young woman, about twenty-seven, was +Elizabeth’s intimate friend. + +That the Miss Lucases and the Miss Bennets should meet to talk over a +ball was absolutely necessary; and the morning after the assembly +brought the former to Longbourn to hear and to communicate. + +“_You_ began the evening well, Charlotte,” said Mrs. Bennet, with civil +self-command, to Miss Lucas. “_You_ were Mr. Bingley’s first choice.” + +“Yes; but he seemed to like his second better.” + +“Oh, you mean Jane, I suppose, because he danced with her twice. To be +sure that _did_ seem as if he admired her--indeed, I rather believe he +_did_--I heard something about it--but I hardly know what--something +about Mr. Robinson.” + +“Perhaps you mean what I overheard between him and Mr. Robinson: did not +I mention it to you? Mr. Robinson’s asking him how he liked our Meryton +assemblies, and whether he did not think there were a great many pretty +women in the room, and _which_ he thought the prettiest? and his +answering immediately to the last question, ‘Oh, the eldest Miss Bennet, +beyond a doubt: there cannot be two opinions on that point.’” + +“Upon my word! Well, that was very decided, indeed--that does seem as +if--but, however, it may all come to nothing, you know.” + +“_My_ overhearings were more to the purpose than _yours_, Eliza,” said +Charlotte. “Mr. Darcy is not so well worth listening to as his friend, +is he? Poor Eliza! to be only just _tolerable_.” + +“I beg you will not put it into Lizzy’s head to be vexed by his +ill-treatment, for he is such a disagreeable man that it would be quite +a misfortune to be liked by him. Mrs. Long told me last night that he +sat close to her for half an hour without once opening his lips.” + +[Illustration: “Without once opening his lips” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“Are you quite sure, ma’am? Is not there a little mistake?” said Jane. +“I certainly saw Mr. Darcy speaking to her.” + +“Ay, because she asked him at last how he liked Netherfield, and he +could not help answering her; but she said he seemed very angry at being +spoke to.” + +“Miss Bingley told me,” said Jane, “that he never speaks much unless +among his intimate acquaintance. With _them_ he is remarkably +agreeable.” + +“I do not believe a word of it, my dear. If he had been so very +agreeable, he would have talked to Mrs. Long. But I can guess how it +was; everybody says that he is eat up with pride, and I dare say he had +heard somehow that Mrs. Long does not keep a carriage, and had to come +to the ball in a hack chaise.” + +“I do not mind his not talking to Mrs. Long,” said Miss Lucas, “but I +wish he had danced with Eliza.” + +“Another time, Lizzy,” said her mother, “I would not dance with _him_, +if I were you.” + +“I believe, ma’am, I may safely promise you _never_ to dance with him.” + +“His pride,” said Miss Lucas, “does not offend _me_ so much as pride +often does, because there is an excuse for it. One cannot wonder that so +very fine a young man, with family, fortune, everything in his favour, +should think highly of himself. If I may so express it, he has a _right_ +to be proud.” + +“That is very true,” replied Elizabeth, “and I could easily forgive +_his_ pride, if he had not mortified _mine_.” + +“Pride,” observed Mary, who piqued herself upon the solidity of her +reflections, “is a very common failing, I believe. By all that I have +ever read, I am convinced that it is very common indeed; that human +nature is particularly prone to it, and that there are very few of us +who do not cherish a feeling of self-complacency on the score of some +quality or other, real or imaginary. Vanity and pride are different +things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be +proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of +ourselves; vanity to what we would have others think of us.” + +“If I were as rich as Mr. Darcy,” cried a young Lucas, who came with his +sisters, “I should not care how proud I was. I would keep a pack of +foxhounds, and drink a bottle of wine every day.” + +“Then you would drink a great deal more than you ought,” said Mrs. +Bennet; “and if I were to see you at it, I should take away your bottle +directly.” + +The boy protested that she should not; she continued to declare that she +would; and the argument ended only with the visit. + +[Illustration] + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +[Illustration] + +The ladies of Longbourn soon waited on those of Netherfield. The visit +was returned in due form. Miss Bennet’s pleasing manners grew on the +good-will of Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and though the mother was +found to be intolerable, and the younger sisters not worth speaking to, +a wish of being better acquainted with _them_ was expressed towards the +two eldest. By Jane this attention was received with the greatest +pleasure; but Elizabeth still saw superciliousness in their treatment of +everybody, hardly excepting even her sister, and could not like them; +though their kindness to Jane, such as it was, had a value, as arising, +in all probability, from the influence of their brother’s admiration. It +was generally evident, whenever they met, that he _did_ admire her; and +to _her_ it was equally evident that Jane was yielding to the preference +which she had begun to entertain for him from the first, and was in a +way to be very much in love; but she considered with pleasure that it +was not likely to be discovered by the world in general, since Jane +united with great strength of feeling, a composure of temper and an +uniform cheerfulness of manner, which would guard her from the +suspicions of the impertinent. She mentioned this to her friend, Miss +Lucas. + +“It may, perhaps, be pleasant,” replied Charlotte, “to be able to impose +on the public in such a case; but it is sometimes a disadvantage to be +so very guarded. If a woman conceals her affection with the same skill +from the object of it, she may lose the opportunity of fixing him; and +it will then be but poor consolation to believe the world equally in the +dark. There is so much of gratitude or vanity in almost every +attachment, that it is not safe to leave any to itself. We can all +_begin_ freely--a slight preference is natural enough; but there are +very few of us who have heart enough to be really in love without +encouragement. In nine cases out of ten, a woman had better show _more_ +affection than she feels. Bingley likes your sister undoubtedly; but he +may never do more than like her, if she does not help him on.” + +“But she does help him on, as much as her nature will allow. If _I_ can +perceive her regard for him, he must be a simpleton indeed not to +discover it too.” + +“Remember, Eliza, that he does not know Jane’s disposition as you do.” + +“But if a woman is partial to a man, and does not endeavor to conceal +it, he must find it out.” + +“Perhaps he must, if he sees enough of her. But though Bingley and Jane +meet tolerably often, it is never for many hours together; and as they +always see each other in large mixed parties, it is impossible that +every moment should be employed in conversing together. Jane should +therefore make the most of every half hour in which she can command his +attention. When she is secure of him, there will be leisure for falling +in love as much as she chooses.” + +“Your plan is a good one,” replied Elizabeth, “where nothing is in +question but the desire of being well married; and if I were determined +to get a rich husband, or any husband, I dare say I should adopt it. But +these are not Jane’s feelings; she is not acting by design. As yet she +cannot even be certain of the degree of her own regard, nor of its +reasonableness. She has known him only a fortnight. She danced four +dances with him at Meryton; she saw him one morning at his own house, +and has since dined in company with him four times. This is not quite +enough to make her understand his character.” + +“Not as you represent it. Had she merely _dined_ with him, she might +only have discovered whether he had a good appetite; but you must +remember that four evenings have been also spent together--and four +evenings may do a great deal.” + +“Yes: these four evenings have enabled them to ascertain that they both +like Vingt-un better than Commerce, but with respect to any other +leading characteristic, I do not imagine that much has been unfolded.” + +“Well,” said Charlotte, “I wish Jane success with all my heart; and if +she were married to him to-morrow, I should think she had as good a +chance of happiness as if she were to be studying his character for a +twelvemonth. Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If +the dispositions of the parties are ever so well known to each other, or +ever so similar beforehand, it does not advance their felicity in the +least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to +have their share of vexation; and it is better to know as little as +possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your +life.” + +“You make me laugh, Charlotte; but it is not sound. You know it is not +sound, and that you would never act in this way yourself.” + +Occupied in observing Mr. Bingley’s attention to her sister, Elizabeth +was far from suspecting that she was herself becoming an object of some +interest in the eyes of his friend. Mr. Darcy had at first scarcely +allowed her to be pretty: he had looked at her without admiration at the +ball; and when they next met, he looked at her only to criticise. But no +sooner had he made it clear to himself and his friends that she had +hardly a good feature in her face, than he began to find it was rendered +uncommonly intelligent by the beautiful expression of her dark eyes. To +this discovery succeeded some others equally mortifying. Though he had +detected with a critical eye more than one failure of perfect symmetry +in her form, he was forced to acknowledge her figure to be light and +pleasing; and in spite of his asserting that her manners were not those +of the fashionable world, he was caught by their easy playfulness. Of +this she was perfectly unaware: to her he was only the man who made +himself agreeable nowhere, and who had not thought her handsome enough +to dance with. + +He began to wish to know more of her; and, as a step towards conversing +with her himself, attended to her conversation with others. His doing so +drew her notice. It was at Sir William Lucas’s, where a large party were +assembled. + +“What does Mr. Darcy mean,” said she to Charlotte, “by listening to my +conversation with Colonel Forster?” + +“That is a question which Mr. Darcy only can answer.” + +“But if he does it any more, I shall certainly let him know that I see +what he is about. He has a very satirical eye, and if I do not begin by +being impertinent myself, I shall soon grow afraid of him.” + +[Illustration: “The entreaties of several” [_Copyright 1894 by George +Allen._]] + +On his approaching them soon afterwards, though without seeming to have +any intention of speaking, Miss Lucas defied her friend to mention such +a subject to him, which immediately provoking Elizabeth to do it, she +turned to him and said,-- + +“Did not you think, Mr. Darcy, that I expressed myself uncommonly well +just now, when I was teasing Colonel Forster to give us a ball at +Meryton?” + +“With great energy; but it is a subject which always makes a lady +energetic.” + +“You are severe on us.” + +“It will be _her_ turn soon to be teased,” said Miss Lucas. “I am going +to open the instrument, Eliza, and you know what follows.” + +“You are a very strange creature by way of a friend!--always wanting me +to play and sing before anybody and everybody! If my vanity had taken a +musical turn, you would have been invaluable; but as it is, I would +really rather not sit down before those who must be in the habit of +hearing the very best performers.” On Miss Lucas’s persevering, however, +she added, “Very well; if it must be so, it must.” And gravely glancing +at Mr. Darcy, “There is a very fine old saying, which everybody here is +of course familiar with--‘Keep your breath to cool your porridge,’--and +I shall keep mine to swell my song.” + +Her performance was pleasing, though by no means capital. After a song +or two, and before she could reply to the entreaties of several that she +would sing again, she was eagerly succeeded at the instrument by her +sister Mary, who having, in consequence of being the only plain one in +the family, worked hard for knowledge and accomplishments, was always +impatient for display. + +Mary had neither genius nor taste; and though vanity had given her +application, it had given her likewise a pedantic air and conceited +manner, which would have injured a higher degree of excellence than she +had reached. Elizabeth, easy and unaffected, had been listened to with +much more pleasure, though not playing half so well; and Mary, at the +end of a long concerto, was glad to purchase praise and gratitude by +Scotch and Irish airs, at the request of her younger sisters, who with +some of the Lucases, and two or three officers, joined eagerly in +dancing at one end of the room. + +Mr. Darcy stood near them in silent indignation at such a mode of +passing the evening, to the exclusion of all conversation, and was too +much engrossed by his own thoughts to perceive that Sir William Lucas +was his neighbour, till Sir William thus began:-- + +“What a charming amusement for young people this is, Mr. Darcy! There is +nothing like dancing, after all. I consider it as one of the first +refinements of polished societies.” + +“Certainly, sir; and it has the advantage also of being in vogue amongst +the less polished societies of the world: every savage can dance.” + +Sir William only smiled. “Your friend performs delightfully,” he +continued, after a pause, on seeing Bingley join the group; “and I doubt +not that you are an adept in the science yourself, Mr. Darcy.” + +“You saw me dance at Meryton, I believe, sir.” + +“Yes, indeed, and received no inconsiderable pleasure from the sight. Do +you often dance at St. James’s?” + +“Never, sir.” + +“Do you not think it would be a proper compliment to the place?” + +“It is a compliment which I never pay to any place if I can avoid it.” + +“You have a house in town, I conclude?” + +Mr. Darcy bowed. + +“I had once some thoughts of fixing in town myself, for I am fond of +superior society; but I did not feel quite certain that the air of +London would agree with Lady Lucas.” + +He paused in hopes of an answer: but his companion was not disposed to +make any; and Elizabeth at that instant moving towards them, he was +struck with the notion of doing a very gallant thing, and called out to +her,-- + +“My dear Miss Eliza, why are not you dancing? Mr. Darcy, you must allow +me to present this young lady to you as a very desirable partner. You +cannot refuse to dance, I am sure, when so much beauty is before you.” +And, taking her hand, he would have given it to Mr. Darcy, who, though +extremely surprised, was not unwilling to receive it, when she instantly +drew back, and said with some discomposure to Sir William,-- + +“Indeed, sir, I have not the least intention of dancing. I entreat you +not to suppose that I moved this way in order to beg for a partner.” + +Mr. Darcy, with grave propriety, requested to be allowed the honour of +her hand, but in vain. Elizabeth was determined; nor did Sir William at +all shake her purpose by his attempt at persuasion. + +“You excel so much in the dance, Miss Eliza, that it is cruel to deny me +the happiness of seeing you; and though this gentleman dislikes the +amusement in general, he can have no objection, I am sure, to oblige us +for one half hour.” + +“Mr. Darcy is all politeness,” said Elizabeth, smiling. + +“He is, indeed: but considering the inducement, my dear Miss Eliza, we +cannot wonder at his complaisance; for who would object to such a +partner?” + +Elizabeth looked archly, and turned away. Her resistance had not injured +her with the gentleman, and he was thinking of her with some +complacency, when thus accosted by Miss Bingley,-- + +“I can guess the subject of your reverie.” + +“I should imagine not.” + +“You are considering how insupportable it would be to pass many +evenings in this manner,--in such society; and, indeed, I am quite of +your opinion. I was never more annoyed! The insipidity, and yet the +noise--the nothingness, and yet the self-importance, of all these +people! What would I give to hear your strictures on them!” + +“Your conjecture is totally wrong, I assure you. My mind was more +agreeably engaged. I have been meditating on the very great pleasure +which a pair of fine eyes in the face of a pretty woman can bestow.” + +Miss Bingley immediately fixed her eyes on his face, and desired he +would tell her what lady had the credit of inspiring such reflections. +Mr. Darcy replied, with great intrepidity,-- + +“Miss Elizabeth Bennet.” + +“Miss Elizabeth Bennet!” repeated Miss Bingley. “I am all astonishment. +How long has she been such a favourite? and pray when am I to wish you +joy?” + +“That is exactly the question which I expected you to ask. A lady’s +imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love +to matrimony, in a moment. I knew you would be wishing me joy.” + +“Nay, if you are so serious about it, I shall consider the matter as +absolutely settled. You will have a charming mother-in-law, indeed, and +of course she will be always at Pemberley with you.” + +He listened to her with perfect indifference, while she chose to +entertain herself in this manner; and as his composure convinced her +that all was safe, her wit flowed along. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “A note for Miss Bennet” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Bennet’s property consisted almost entirely in an estate of two +thousand a year, which, unfortunately for his daughters, was entailed, +in default of heirs male, on a distant relation; and their mother’s +fortune, though ample for her situation in life, could but ill supply +the deficiency of his. Her father had been an attorney in Meryton, and +had left her four thousand pounds. + +She had a sister married to a Mr. Philips, who had been a clerk to their +father and succeeded him in the business, and a brother settled in +London in a respectable line of trade. + +The village of Longbourn was only one mile from Meryton; a most +convenient distance for the young ladies, who were usually tempted +thither three or four times a week, to pay their duty to their aunt, and +to a milliner’s shop just over the way. The two youngest of the family, +Catherine and Lydia, were particularly frequent in these attentions: +their minds were more vacant than their sisters’, and when nothing +better offered, a walk to Meryton was necessary to amuse their morning +hours and furnish conversation for the evening; and, however bare of +news the country in general might be, they always contrived to learn +some from their aunt. At present, indeed, they were well supplied both +with news and happiness by the recent arrival of a militia regiment in +the neighbourhood; it was to remain the whole winter, and Meryton was +the head-quarters. + +Their visits to Mrs. Philips were now productive of the most interesting +intelligence. Every day added something to their knowledge of the +officers’ names and connections. Their lodgings were not long a secret, +and at length they began to know the officers themselves. Mr. Philips +visited them all, and this opened to his nieces a source of felicity +unknown before. They could talk of nothing but officers; and Mr. +Bingley’s large fortune, the mention of which gave animation to their +mother, was worthless in their eyes when opposed to the regimentals of +an ensign. + +After listening one morning to their effusions on this subject, Mr. +Bennet coolly observed,-- + +“From all that I can collect by your manner of talking, you must be two +of the silliest girls in the country. I have suspected it some time, but +I am now convinced.” + +Catherine was disconcerted, and made no answer; but Lydia, with perfect +indifference, continued to express her admiration of Captain Carter, and +her hope of seeing him in the course of the day, as he was going the +next morning to London. + +“I am astonished, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “that you should be so +ready to think your own children silly. If I wished to think slightingly +of anybody’s children, it should not be of my own, however.” + +“If my children are silly, I must hope to be always sensible of it.” + +“Yes; but as it happens, they are all of them very clever.” + +“This is the only point, I flatter myself, on which we do not agree. I +had hoped that our sentiments coincided in every particular, but I must +so far differ from you as to think our two youngest daughters uncommonly +foolish.” + +“My dear Mr. Bennet, you must not expect such girls to have the sense of +their father and mother. When they get to our age, I dare say they will +not think about officers any more than we do. I remember the time when I +liked a red coat myself very well--and, indeed, so I do still at my +heart; and if a smart young colonel, with five or six thousand a year, +should want one of my girls, I shall not say nay to him; and I thought +Colonel Forster looked very becoming the other night at Sir William’s in +his regimentals.” + +“Mamma,” cried Lydia, “my aunt says that Colonel Forster and Captain +Carter do not go so often to Miss Watson’s as they did when they first +came; she sees them now very often standing in Clarke’s library.” + +Mrs. Bennet was prevented replying by the entrance of the footman with a +note for Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and the servant waited +for an answer. Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled with pleasure, and she was +eagerly calling out, while her daughter read,-- + +“Well, Jane, who is it from? What is it about? What does he say? Well, +Jane, make haste and tell us; make haste, my love.” + +“It is from Miss Bingley,” said Jane, and then read it aloud. + + /* NIND “My dear friend, */ + + “If you are not so compassionate as to dine to-day with Louisa and + me, we shall be in danger of hating each other for the rest of our + lives; for a whole day’s _tête-à-tête_ between two women can never + end without a quarrel. Come as soon as you can on the receipt of + this. My brother and the gentlemen are to dine with the officers. + Yours ever, + +“CAROLINE BINGLEY.” + +“With the officers!” cried Lydia: “I wonder my aunt did not tell us of +_that_.” + +“Dining out,” said Mrs. Bennet; “that is very unlucky.” + +“Can I have the carriage?” said Jane. + +“No, my dear, you had better go on horseback, because it seems likely to +rain; and then you must stay all night.” + +“That would be a good scheme,” said Elizabeth, “if you were sure that +they would not offer to send her home.” + +“Oh, but the gentlemen will have Mr. Bingley’s chaise to go to Meryton; +and the Hursts have no horses to theirs.” + +“I had much rather go in the coach.” + +“But, my dear, your father cannot spare the horses, I am sure. They are +wanted in the farm, Mr. Bennet, are not they?” + +[Illustration: Cheerful prognostics] + +“They are wanted in the farm much oftener than I can get them.” + +“But if you have got them to-day,” said Elizabeth, “my mother’s purpose +will be answered.” + +She did at last extort from her father an acknowledgment that the horses +were engaged; Jane was therefore obliged to go on horseback, and her +mother attended her to the door with many cheerful prognostics of a bad +day. Her hopes were answered; Jane had not been gone long before it +rained hard. Her sisters were uneasy for her, but her mother was +delighted. The rain continued the whole evening without intermission; +Jane certainly could not come back. + +“This was a lucky idea of mine, indeed!” said Mrs. Bennet, more than +once, as if the credit of making it rain were all her own. Till the next +morning, however, she was not aware of all the felicity of her +contrivance. Breakfast was scarcely over when a servant from Netherfield +brought the following note for Elizabeth:-- + + /* NIND “My dearest Lizzie, */ + + “I find myself very unwell this morning, which, I suppose, is to be + imputed to my getting wet through yesterday. My kind friends will + not hear of my returning home till I am better. They insist also on + my seeing Mr. Jones--therefore do not be alarmed if you should hear + of his having been to me--and, excepting a sore throat and a + headache, there is not much the matter with me. + +“Yours, etc.” + +“Well, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet, when Elizabeth had read the note +aloud, “if your daughter should have a dangerous fit of illness--if she +should die--it would be a comfort to know that it was all in pursuit of +Mr. Bingley, and under your orders.” + +“Oh, I am not at all afraid of her dying. People do not die of little +trifling colds. She will be taken good care of. As long as she stays +there, it is all very well. I would go and see her if I could have the +carriage.” + +Elizabeth, feeling really anxious, determined to go to her, though the +carriage was not to be had: and as she was no horsewoman, walking was +her only alternative. She declared her resolution. + +“How can you be so silly,” cried her mother, “as to think of such a +thing, in all this dirt! You will not be fit to be seen when you get +there.” + +“I shall be very fit to see Jane--which is all I want.” + +“Is this a hint to me, Lizzy,” said her father, “to send for the +horses?” + +“No, indeed. I do not wish to avoid the walk. The distance is nothing, +when one has a motive; only three miles. I shall be back by dinner.” + +“I admire the activity of your benevolence,” observed Mary, “but every +impulse of feeling should be guided by reason; and, in my opinion, +exertion should always be in proportion to what is required.” + +“We will go as far as Meryton with you,” said Catherine and Lydia. +Elizabeth accepted their company, and the three young ladies set off +together. + +“If we make haste,” said Lydia, as they walked along, “perhaps we may +see something of Captain Carter, before he goes.” + +In Meryton they parted: the two youngest repaired to the lodgings of one +of the officers’ wives, and Elizabeth continued her walk alone, crossing +field after field at a quick pace, jumping over stiles and springing +over puddles, with impatient activity, and finding herself at last +within view of the house, with weary ancles, dirty stockings, and a face +glowing with the warmth of exercise. + +She was shown into the breakfast parlour, where all but Jane were +assembled, and where her appearance created a great deal of surprise. +That she should have walked three miles so early in the day in such +dirty weather, and by herself, was almost incredible to Mrs. Hurst and +Miss Bingley; and Elizabeth was convinced that they held her in contempt +for it. She was received, however, very politely by them; and in their +brother’s manners there was something better than politeness--there was +good-humour and kindness. Mr. Darcy said very little, and Mr. Hurst +nothing at all. The former was divided between admiration of the +brilliancy which exercise had given to her complexion and doubt as to +the occasion’s justifying her coming so far alone. The latter was +thinking only of his breakfast. + +Her inquiries after her sister were not very favourably answered. Miss +Bennet had slept ill, and though up, was very feverish, and not well +enough to leave her room. Elizabeth was glad to be taken to her +immediately; and Jane, who had only been withheld by the fear of giving +alarm or inconvenience, from expressing in her note how much she longed +for such a visit, was delighted at her entrance. She was not equal, +however, to much conversation; and when Miss Bingley left them together, +could attempt little beside expressions of gratitude for the +extraordinary kindness she was treated with. Elizabeth silently attended +her. + +When breakfast was over, they were joined by the sisters; and Elizabeth +began to like them herself, when she saw how much affection and +solicitude they showed for Jane. The apothecary came; and having +examined his patient, said, as might be supposed, that she had caught a +violent cold, and that they must endeavour to get the better of it; +advised her to return to bed, and promised her some draughts. The advice +was followed readily, for the feverish symptoms increased, and her head +ached acutely. Elizabeth did not quit her room for a moment, nor were +the other ladies often absent; the gentlemen being out, they had in fact +nothing to do elsewhere. + +When the clock struck three, Elizabeth felt that she must go, and very +unwillingly said so. Miss Bingley offered her the carriage, and she only +wanted a little pressing to accept it, when Jane testified such concern +at parting with her that Miss Bingley was obliged to convert the offer +of the chaise into an invitation to remain at Netherfield for the +present. Elizabeth most thankfully consented, and a servant was +despatched to Longbourn, to acquaint the family with her stay, and bring +back a supply of clothes. + +[Illustration: + +“The Apothecary came” +] + + + + +[Illustration: + +“covering a screen” +] + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +[Illustration] + +At five o’clock the two ladies retired to dress, and at half-past six +Elizabeth was summoned to dinner. To the civil inquiries which then +poured in, and amongst which she had the pleasure of distinguishing the +much superior solicitude of Mr. Bingley, she could not make a very +favourable answer. Jane was by no means better. The sisters, on hearing +this, repeated three or four times how much they were grieved, how +shocking it was to have a bad cold, and how excessively they disliked +being ill themselves; and then thought no more of the matter: and their +indifference towards Jane, when not immediately before them, restored +Elizabeth to the enjoyment of all her original dislike. + +Their brother, indeed, was the only one of the party whom she could +regard with any complacency. His anxiety for Jane was evident, and his +attentions to herself most pleasing; and they prevented her feeling +herself so much an intruder as she believed she was considered by the +others. She had very little notice from any but him. Miss Bingley was +engrossed by Mr. Darcy, her sister scarcely less so; and as for Mr. +Hurst, by whom Elizabeth sat, he was an indolent man, who lived only to +eat, drink, and play at cards, who, when he found her prefer a plain +dish to a ragout, had nothing to say to her. + +When dinner was over, she returned directly to Jane, and Miss Bingley +began abusing her as soon as she was out of the room. Her manners were +pronounced to be very bad indeed,--a mixture of pride and impertinence: +she had no conversation, no style, no taste, no beauty. Mrs. Hurst +thought the same, and added,-- + +“She has nothing, in short, to recommend her, but being an excellent +walker. I shall never forget her appearance this morning. She really +looked almost wild.” + +“She did indeed, Louisa. I could hardly keep my countenance. Very +nonsensical to come at all! Why must _she_ be scampering about the +country, because her sister had a cold? Her hair so untidy, so blowzy!” + +“Yes, and her petticoat; I hope you saw her petticoat, six inches deep +in mud, I am absolutely certain, and the gown which had been let down to +hide it not doing its office.” + +“Your picture may be very exact, Louisa,” said Bingley; “but this was +all lost upon me. I thought Miss Elizabeth Bennet looked remarkably well +when she came into the room this morning. Her dirty petticoat quite +escaped my notice.” + +“_You_ observed it, Mr. Darcy, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley; “and I am +inclined to think that you would not wish to see _your sister_ make such +an exhibition.” + +“Certainly not.” + +“To walk three miles, or four miles, or five miles, or whatever it is, +above her ancles in dirt, and alone, quite alone! what could she mean by +it? It seems to me to show an abominable sort of conceited independence, +a most country-town indifference to decorum.” + +“It shows an affection for her sister that is very pleasing,” said +Bingley. + +“I am afraid, Mr. Darcy,” observed Miss Bingley, in a half whisper, +“that this adventure has rather affected your admiration of her fine +eyes.” + +“Not at all,” he replied: “they were brightened by the exercise.” A +short pause followed this speech, and Mrs. Hurst began again,-- + +“I have an excessive regard for Jane Bennet,--she is really a very sweet +girl,--and I wish with all my heart she were well settled. But with such +a father and mother, and such low connections, I am afraid there is no +chance of it.” + +“I think I have heard you say that their uncle is an attorney in +Meryton?” + +“Yes; and they have another, who lives somewhere near Cheapside.” + +“That is capital,” added her sister; and they both laughed heartily. + +“If they had uncles enough to fill _all_ Cheapside,” cried Bingley, “it +would not make them one jot less agreeable.” + +“But it must very materially lessen their chance of marrying men of any +consideration in the world,” replied Darcy. + +To this speech Bingley made no answer; but his sisters gave it their +hearty assent, and indulged their mirth for some time at the expense of +their dear friend’s vulgar relations. + +With a renewal of tenderness, however, they repaired to her room on +leaving the dining-parlour, and sat with her till summoned to coffee. +She was still very poorly, and Elizabeth would not quit her at all, till +late in the evening, when she had the comfort of seeing her asleep, and +when it appeared to her rather right than pleasant that she should go +down stairs herself. On entering the drawing-room, she found the whole +party at loo, and was immediately invited to join them; but suspecting +them to be playing high, she declined it, and making her sister the +excuse, said she would amuse herself, for the short time she could stay +below, with a book. Mr. Hurst looked at her with astonishment. + +“Do you prefer reading to cards?” said he; “that is rather singular.” + +“Miss Eliza Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, “despises cards. She is a great +reader, and has no pleasure in anything else.” + +“I deserve neither such praise nor such censure,” cried Elizabeth; “I +am _not_ a great reader, and I have pleasure in many things.” + +“In nursing your sister I am sure you have pleasure,” said Bingley; “and +I hope it will soon be increased by seeing her quite well.” + +Elizabeth thanked him from her heart, and then walked towards a table +where a few books were lying. He immediately offered to fetch her +others; all that his library afforded. + +“And I wish my collection were larger for your benefit and my own +credit; but I am an idle fellow; and though I have not many, I have more +than I ever looked into.” + +Elizabeth assured him that she could suit herself perfectly with those +in the room. + +“I am astonished,” said Miss Bingley, “that my father should have left +so small a collection of books. What a delightful library you have at +Pemberley, Mr. Darcy!” + +“It ought to be good,” he replied: “it has been the work of many +generations.” + +“And then you have added so much to it yourself--you are always buying +books.” + +“I cannot comprehend the neglect of a family library in such days as +these.” + +“Neglect! I am sure you neglect nothing that can add to the beauties of +that noble place. Charles, when you build _your_ house, I wish it may be +half as delightful as Pemberley.” + +“I wish it may.” + +“But I would really advise you to make your purchase in that +neighbourhood, and take Pemberley for a kind of model. There is not a +finer county in England than Derbyshire.” + +“With all my heart: I will buy Pemberley itself, if Darcy will sell it.” + +“I am talking of possibilities, Charles.” + +“Upon my word, Caroline, I should think it more possible to get +Pemberley by purchase than by imitation.” + +Elizabeth was so much caught by what passed, as to leave her very little +attention for her book; and, soon laying it wholly aside, she drew near +the card-table, and stationed herself between Mr. Bingley and his eldest +sister, to observe the game. + +“Is Miss Darcy much grown since the spring?” said Miss Bingley: “will +she be as tall as I am?” + +“I think she will. She is now about Miss Elizabeth Bennet’s height, or +rather taller.” + +“How I long to see her again! I never met with anybody who delighted me +so much. Such a countenance, such manners, and so extremely accomplished +for her age! Her performance on the pianoforte is exquisite.” + +“It is amazing to me,” said Bingley, “how young ladies can have patience +to be so very accomplished as they all are.” + +“All young ladies accomplished! My dear Charles, what do you mean?” + +“Yes, all of them, I think. They all paint tables, cover screens, and +net purses. I scarcely know any one who cannot do all this; and I am +sure I never heard a young lady spoken of for the first time, without +being informed that she was very accomplished.” + +“Your list of the common extent of accomplishments,” said Darcy, “has +too much truth. The word is applied to many a woman who deserves it no +otherwise than by netting a purse or covering a screen; but I am very +far from agreeing with you in your estimation of ladies in general. I +cannot boast of knowing more than half-a-dozen in the whole range of my +acquaintance that are really accomplished.” + +“Nor I, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley. + +“Then,” observed Elizabeth, “you must comprehend a great deal in your +idea of an accomplished woman.” + +“Yes; I do comprehend a great deal in it.” + +“Oh, certainly,” cried his faithful assistant, “no one can be really +esteemed accomplished who does not greatly surpass what is usually met +with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge of music, singing, drawing, +dancing, and the modern languages, to deserve the word; and, besides all +this, she must possess a certain something in her air and manner of +walking, the tone of her voice, her address and expressions, or the word +will be but half deserved.” + +“All this she must possess,” added Darcy; “and to all she must yet add +something more substantial in the improvement of her mind by extensive +reading.” + +“I am no longer surprised at your knowing _only_ six accomplished women. +I rather wonder now at your knowing _any_.” + +“Are you so severe upon your own sex as to doubt the possibility of all +this?” + +“_I_ never saw such a woman. _I_ never saw such capacity, and taste, and +application, and elegance, as you describe, united.” + +Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley both cried out against the injustice of her +implied doubt, and were both protesting that they knew many women who +answered this description, when Mr. Hurst called them to order, with +bitter complaints of their inattention to what was going forward. As all +conversation was thereby at an end, Elizabeth soon afterwards left the +room. + +“Eliza Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, when the door was closed on her, “is +one of those young ladies who seek to recommend themselves to the other +sex by undervaluing their own; and with many men, I daresay, it +succeeds; but, in my opinion, it is a paltry device, a very mean art.” + +“Undoubtedly,” replied Darcy, to whom this remark was chiefly addressed, +“there is meanness in _all_ the arts which ladies sometimes condescend +to employ for captivation. Whatever bears affinity to cunning is +despicable.” + +Miss Bingley was not so entirely satisfied with this reply as to +continue the subject. + +Elizabeth joined them again only to say that her sister was worse, and +that she could not leave her. Bingley urged Mr. Jones’s being sent for +immediately; while his sisters, convinced that no country advice could +be of any service, recommended an express to town for one of the most +eminent physicians. This she would not hear of; but she was not so +unwilling to comply with their brother’s proposal; and it was settled +that Mr. Jones should be sent for early in the morning, if Miss Bennet +were not decidedly better. Bingley was quite uncomfortable; his sisters +declared that they were miserable. They solaced their wretchedness, +however, by duets after supper; while he could find no better relief to +his feelings than by giving his housekeeper directions that every +possible attention might be paid to the sick lady and her sister. + + + + +[Illustration: + +M^{rs} Bennet and her two youngest girls + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth passed the chief of the night in her sister’s room, and in the +morning had the pleasure of being able to send a tolerable answer to the +inquiries which she very early received from Mr. Bingley by a housemaid, +and some time afterwards from the two elegant ladies who waited on his +sisters. In spite of this amendment, however, she requested to have a +note sent to Longbourn, desiring her mother to visit Jane, and form her +own judgment of her situation. The note was immediately despatched, and +its contents as quickly complied with. Mrs. Bennet, accompanied by her +two youngest girls, reached Netherfield soon after the family breakfast. + +Had she found Jane in any apparent danger, Mrs. Bennet would have been +very miserable; but being satisfied on seeing her that her illness was +not alarming, she had no wish of her recovering immediately, as her +restoration to health would probably remove her from Netherfield. She +would not listen, therefore, to her daughter’s proposal of being carried +home; neither did the apothecary, who arrived about the same time, think +it at all advisable. After sitting a little while with Jane, on Miss +Bingley’s appearance and invitation, the mother and three daughters all +attended her into the breakfast parlour. Bingley met them with hopes +that Mrs. Bennet had not found Miss Bennet worse than she expected. + +“Indeed I have, sir,” was her answer. “She is a great deal too ill to be +moved. Mr. Jones says we must not think of moving her. We must trespass +a little longer on your kindness.” + +“Removed!” cried Bingley. “It must not be thought of. My sister, I am +sure, will not hear of her removal.” + +“You may depend upon it, madam,” said Miss Bingley, with cold civility, +“that Miss Bennet shall receive every possible attention while she +remains with us.” + +Mrs. Bennet was profuse in her acknowledgments. + +“I am sure,” she added, “if it was not for such good friends, I do not +know what would become of her, for she is very ill indeed, and suffers a +vast deal, though with the greatest patience in the world, which is +always the way with her, for she has, without exception, the sweetest +temper I ever met with. I often tell my other girls they are nothing to +_her_. You have a sweet room here, Mr. Bingley, and a charming prospect +over that gravel walk. I do not know a place in the country that is +equal to Netherfield. You will not think of quitting it in a hurry, I +hope, though you have but a short lease.” + +“Whatever I do is done in a hurry,” replied he; “and therefore if I +should resolve to quit Netherfield, I should probably be off in five +minutes. At present, however, I consider myself as quite fixed here.” + +“That is exactly what I should have supposed of you,” said Elizabeth. + +“You begin to comprehend me, do you?” cried he, turning towards her. + +“Oh yes--I understand you perfectly.” + +“I wish I might take this for a compliment; but to be so easily seen +through, I am afraid, is pitiful.” + +“That is as it happens. It does not necessarily follow that a deep, +intricate character is more or less estimable than such a one as yours.” + +“Lizzy,” cried her mother, “remember where you are, and do not run on in +the wild manner that you are suffered to do at home.” + +“I did not know before,” continued Bingley, immediately, “that you were +a studier of character. It must be an amusing study.” + +“Yes; but intricate characters are the _most_ amusing. They have at +least that advantage.” + +“The country,” said Darcy, “can in general supply but few subjects for +such a study. In a country neighbourhood you move in a very confined and +unvarying society.” + +“But people themselves alter so much, that there is something new to be +observed in them for ever.” + +“Yes, indeed,” cried Mrs. Bennet, offended by his manner of mentioning a +country neighbourhood. “I assure you there is quite as much of _that_ +going on in the country as in town.” + +Everybody was surprised; and Darcy, after looking at her for a moment, +turned silently away. Mrs. Bennet, who fancied she had gained a complete +victory over him, continued her triumph,-- + +“I cannot see that London has any great advantage over the country, for +my part, except the shops and public places. The country is a vast deal +pleasanter, is not it, Mr. Bingley?” + +“When I am in the country,” he replied, “I never wish to leave it; and +when I am in town, it is pretty much the same. They have each their +advantages, and I can be equally happy in either.” + +“Ay, that is because you have the right disposition. But that +gentleman,” looking at Darcy, “seemed to think the country was nothing +at all.” + +“Indeed, mamma, you are mistaken,” said Elizabeth, blushing for her +mother. “You quite mistook Mr. Darcy. He only meant that there was not +such a variety of people to be met with in the country as in town, which +you must acknowledge to be true.” + +“Certainly, my dear, nobody said there were; but as to not meeting with +many people in this neighbourhood, I believe there are few +neighbourhoods larger. I know we dine with four-and-twenty families.” + +Nothing but concern for Elizabeth could enable Bingley to keep his +countenance. His sister was less delicate, and directed her eye towards +Mr. Darcy with a very expressive smile. Elizabeth, for the sake of +saying something that might turn her mother’s thoughts, now asked her if +Charlotte Lucas had been at Longbourn since _her_ coming away. + +“Yes, she called yesterday with her father. What an agreeable man Sir +William is, Mr. Bingley--is not he? so much the man of fashion! so +genteel and so easy! He has always something to say to everybody. _That_ +is my idea of good breeding; and those persons who fancy themselves very +important and never open their mouths quite mistake the matter.” + +“Did Charlotte dine with you?” + +“No, she would go home. I fancy she was wanted about the mince-pies. For +my part, Mr. Bingley, _I_ always keep servants that can do their own +work; _my_ daughters are brought up differently. But everybody is to +judge for themselves, and the Lucases are a very good sort of girls, I +assure you. It is a pity they are not handsome! Not that _I_ think +Charlotte so _very_ plain; but then she is our particular friend.” + +“She seems a very pleasant young woman,” said Bingley. + +“Oh dear, yes; but you must own she is very plain. Lady Lucas herself +has often said so, and envied me Jane’s beauty. I do not like to boast +of my own child; but to be sure, Jane--one does not often see anybody +better looking. It is what everybody says. I do not trust my own +partiality. When she was only fifteen there was a gentleman at my +brother Gardiner’s in town so much in love with her, that my +sister-in-law was sure he would make her an offer before we came away. +But, however, he did not. Perhaps he thought her too young. However, he +wrote some verses on her, and very pretty they were.” + +“And so ended his affection,” said Elizabeth, impatiently. “There has +been many a one, I fancy, overcome in the same way. I wonder who first +discovered the efficacy of poetry in driving away love!” + +“I have been used to consider poetry as the _food_ of love,” said Darcy. + +“Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Everything nourishes what is +strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of inclination, I +am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it entirely away.” + +Darcy only smiled; and the general pause which ensued made Elizabeth +tremble lest her mother should be exposing herself again. She longed to +speak, but could think of nothing to say; and after a short silence Mrs. +Bennet began repeating her thanks to Mr. Bingley for his kindness to +Jane, with an apology for troubling him also with Lizzy. Mr. Bingley was +unaffectedly civil in his answer, and forced his younger sister to be +civil also, and say what the occasion required. She performed her part, +indeed, without much graciousness, but Mrs. Bennet was satisfied, and +soon afterwards ordered her carriage. Upon this signal, the youngest of +her daughters put herself forward. The two girls had been whispering to +each other during the whole visit; and the result of it was, that the +youngest should tax Mr. Bingley with having promised on his first coming +into the country to give a ball at Netherfield. + +Lydia was a stout, well-grown girl of fifteen, with a fine complexion +and good-humoured countenance; a favourite with her mother, whose +affection had brought her into public at an early age. She had high +animal spirits, and a sort of natural self-consequence, which the +attentions of the officers, to whom her uncle’s good dinners and her +own easy manners recommended her, had increased into assurance. She was +very equal, therefore, to address Mr. Bingley on the subject of the +ball, and abruptly reminded him of his promise; adding, that it would be +the most shameful thing in the world if he did not keep it. His answer +to this sudden attack was delightful to her mother’s ear. + +“I am perfectly ready, I assure you, to keep my engagement; and, when +your sister is recovered, you shall, if you please, name the very day of +the ball. But you would not wish to be dancing while she is ill?” + +Lydia declared herself satisfied. “Oh yes--it would be much better to +wait till Jane was well; and by that time, most likely, Captain Carter +would be at Meryton again. And when you have given _your_ ball,” she +added, “I shall insist on their giving one also. I shall tell Colonel +Forster it will be quite a shame if he does not.” + +Mrs. Bennet and her daughters then departed, and Elizabeth returned +instantly to Jane, leaving her own and her relations’ behaviour to the +remarks of the two ladies and Mr. Darcy; the latter of whom, however, +could not be prevailed on to join in their censure of _her_, in spite of +all Miss Bingley’s witticisms on _fine eyes_. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +[Illustration] + +The day passed much as the day before had done. Mrs. Hurst and Miss +Bingley had spent some hours of the morning with the invalid, who +continued, though slowly, to mend; and, in the evening, Elizabeth joined +their party in the drawing-room. The loo table, however, did not appear. +Mr. Darcy was writing, and Miss Bingley, seated near him, was watching +the progress of his letter, and repeatedly calling off his attention by +messages to his sister. Mr. Hurst and Mr. Bingley were at piquet, and +Mrs. Hurst was observing their game. + +Elizabeth took up some needlework, and was sufficiently amused in +attending to what passed between Darcy and his companion. The perpetual +commendations of the lady either on his hand-writing, or on the evenness +of his lines, or on the length of his letter, with the perfect unconcern +with which her praises were received, formed a curious dialogue, and was +exactly in unison with her opinion of each. + +“How delighted Miss Darcy will be to receive such a letter!” + +He made no answer. + +“You write uncommonly fast.” + +“You are mistaken. I write rather slowly.” + +“How many letters you must have occasion to write in the course of a +year! Letters of business, too! How odious I should think them!” + +“It is fortunate, then, that they fall to my lot instead of to yours.” + +“Pray tell your sister that I long to see her.” + +“I have already told her so once, by your desire.” + +“I am afraid you do not like your pen. Let me mend it for you. I mend +pens remarkably well.” + +“Thank you--but I always mend my own.” + +“How can you contrive to write so even?” + +He was silent. + +“Tell your sister I am delighted to hear of her improvement on the harp, +and pray let her know that I am quite in raptures with her beautiful +little design for a table, and I think it infinitely superior to Miss +Grantley’s.” + +“Will you give me leave to defer your raptures till I write again? At +present I have not room to do them justice.” + +“Oh, it is of no consequence. I shall see her in January. But do you +always write such charming long letters to her, Mr. Darcy?” + +“They are generally long; but whether always charming, it is not for me +to determine.” + +“It is a rule with me, that a person who can write a long letter with +ease cannot write ill.” + +“That will not do for a compliment to Darcy, Caroline,” cried her +brother, “because he does _not_ write with ease. He studies too much +for words of four syllables. Do not you, Darcy?” + +“My style of writing is very different from yours.” + +“Oh,” cried Miss Bingley, “Charles writes in the most careless way +imaginable. He leaves out half his words, and blots the rest.” + +“My ideas flow so rapidly that I have not time to express them; by which +means my letters sometimes convey no ideas at all to my correspondents.” + +“Your humility, Mr. Bingley,” said Elizabeth, “must disarm reproof.” + +“Nothing is more deceitful,” said Darcy, “than the appearance of +humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an +indirect boast.” + +“And which of the two do you call _my_ little recent piece of modesty?” + +“The indirect boast; for you are really proud of your defects in +writing, because you consider them as proceeding from a rapidity of +thought and carelessness of execution, which, if not estimable, you +think at least highly interesting. The power of doing anything with +quickness is always much prized by the possessor, and often without any +attention to the imperfection of the performance. When you told Mrs. +Bennet this morning, that if you ever resolved on quitting Netherfield +you should be gone in five minutes, you meant it to be a sort of +panegyric, of compliment to yourself; and yet what is there so very +laudable in a precipitance which must leave very necessary business +undone, and can be of no real advantage to yourself or anyone else?” + +“Nay,” cried Bingley, “this is too much, to remember at night all the +foolish things that were said in the morning. And yet, upon my honour, I +believed what I said of myself to be true, and I believe it at this +moment. At least, therefore, I did not assume the character of needless +precipitance merely to show off before the ladies.” + +“I daresay you believed it; but I am by no means convinced that you +would be gone with such celerity. Your conduct would be quite as +dependent on chance as that of any man I know; and if, as you were +mounting your horse, a friend were to say, ‘Bingley, you had better stay +till next week,’ you would probably do it--you would probably not +go--and, at another word, might stay a month.” + +“You have only proved by this,” cried Elizabeth, “that Mr. Bingley did +not do justice to his own disposition. You have shown him off now much +more than he did himself.” + +“I am exceedingly gratified,” said Bingley, “by your converting what my +friend says into a compliment on the sweetness of my temper. But I am +afraid you are giving it a turn which that gentleman did by no means +intend; for he would certainly think the better of me if, under such a +circumstance, I were to give a flat denial, and ride off as fast as I +could.” + +“Would Mr. Darcy then consider the rashness of your original intention +as atoned for by your obstinacy in adhering to it?” + +“Upon my word, I cannot exactly explain the matter--Darcy must speak for +himself.” + +“You expect me to account for opinions which you choose to call mine, +but which I have never acknowledged. Allowing the case, however, to +stand according to your representation, you must remember, Miss Bennet, +that the friend who is supposed to desire his return to the house, and +the delay of his plan, has merely desired it, asked it without offering +one argument in favour of its propriety.” + +“To yield readily--easily--to the _persuasion_ of a friend is no merit +with you.” + +“To yield without conviction is no compliment to the understanding of +either.” + +“You appear to me, Mr. Darcy, to allow nothing for the influence of +friendship and affection. A regard for the requester would often make +one readily yield to a request, without waiting for arguments to reason +one into it. I am not particularly speaking of such a case as you have +supposed about Mr. Bingley. We may as well wait, perhaps, till the +circumstance occurs, before we discuss the discretion of his behaviour +thereupon. But in general and ordinary cases, between friend and friend, +where one of them is desired by the other to change a resolution of no +very great moment, should you think ill of that person for complying +with the desire, without waiting to be argued into it?” + +“Will it not be advisable, before we proceed on this subject, to arrange +with rather more precision the degree of importance which is to +appertain to this request, as well as the degree of intimacy subsisting +between the parties?” + +“By all means,” cried Bingley; “let us hear all the particulars, not +forgetting their comparative height and size, for that will have more +weight in the argument, Miss Bennet, than you may be aware of. I assure +you that if Darcy were not such a great tall fellow, in comparison with +myself, I should not pay him half so much deference. I declare I do not +know a more awful object than Darcy on particular occasions, and in +particular places; at his own house especially, and of a Sunday evening, +when he has nothing to do.” + +Mr. Darcy smiled; but Elizabeth thought she could perceive that he was +rather offended, and therefore checked her laugh. Miss Bingley warmly +resented the indignity he had received, in an expostulation with her +brother for talking such nonsense. + +“I see your design, Bingley,” said his friend. “You dislike an argument, +and want to silence this.” + +“Perhaps I do. Arguments are too much like disputes. If you and Miss +Bennet will defer yours till I am out of the room, I shall be very +thankful; and then you may say whatever you like of me.” + +“What you ask,” said Elizabeth, “is no sacrifice on my side; and Mr. +Darcy had much better finish his letter.” + +Mr. Darcy took her advice, and did finish his letter. + +When that business was over, he applied to Miss Bingley and Elizabeth +for the indulgence of some music. Miss Bingley moved with alacrity to +the pianoforte, and after a polite request that Elizabeth would lead the +way, which the other as politely and more earnestly negatived, she +seated herself. + +Mrs. Hurst sang with her sister; and while they were thus employed, +Elizabeth could not help observing, as she turned over some music-books +that lay on the instrument, how frequently Mr. Darcy’s eyes were fixed +on her. She hardly knew how to suppose that she could be an object of +admiration to so great a man, and yet that he should look at her because +he disliked her was still more strange. She could only imagine, however, +at last, that she drew his notice because there was something about her +more wrong and reprehensible, according to his ideas of right, than in +any other person present. The supposition did not pain her. She liked +him too little to care for his approbation. + +After playing some Italian songs, Miss Bingley varied the charm by a +lively Scotch air; and soon afterwards Mr. Darcy, drawing near +Elizabeth, said to her,-- + +“Do you not feel a great inclination, Miss Bennet, to seize such an +opportunity of dancing a reel?” + +She smiled, but made no answer. He repeated the question, with some +surprise at her silence. + +“Oh,” said she, “I heard you before; but I could not immediately +determine what to say in reply. You wanted me, I know, to say ‘Yes,’ +that you might have the pleasure of despising my taste; but I always +delight in overthrowing those kind of schemes, and cheating a person of +their premeditated contempt. I have, therefore, made up my mind to tell +you that I do not want to dance a reel at all; and now despise me if you +dare.” + +“Indeed I do not dare.” + +Elizabeth, having rather expected to affront him, was amazed at his +gallantry; but there was a mixture of sweetness and archness in her +manner which made it difficult for her to affront anybody, and Darcy had +never been so bewitched by any woman as he was by her. He really +believed that, were it not for the inferiority of her connections, he +should be in some danger. + +Miss Bingley saw, or suspected, enough to be jealous; and her great +anxiety for the recovery of her dear friend Jane received some +assistance from her desire of getting rid of Elizabeth. + +She often tried to provoke Darcy into disliking her guest, by talking of +their supposed marriage, and planning his happiness in such an alliance. + +“I hope,” said she, as they were walking together in the shrubbery the +next day, “you will give your mother-in-law a few hints, when this +desirable event takes place, as to the advantage of holding her tongue; +and if you can compass it, to cure the younger girls of running after +the officers. And, if I may mention so delicate a subject, endeavour to +check that little something, bordering on conceit and impertinence, +which your lady possesses.” + +[Illustration: + + “No, no; stay where you are” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“Have you anything else to propose for my domestic felicity?” + +“Oh yes. Do let the portraits of your uncle and aunt Philips be placed +in the gallery at Pemberley. Put them next to your great-uncle the +judge. They are in the same profession, you know, only in different +lines. As for your Elizabeth’s picture, you must not attempt to have it +taken, for what painter could do justice to those beautiful eyes?” + +“It would not be easy, indeed, to catch their expression; but their +colour and shape, and the eyelashes, so remarkably fine, might be +copied.” + +At that moment they were met from another walk by Mrs. Hurst and +Elizabeth herself. + +“I did not know that you intended to walk,” said Miss Bingley, in some +confusion, lest they had been overheard. + +“You used us abominably ill,” answered Mrs. Hurst, “running away without +telling us that you were coming out.” + +Then taking the disengaged arm of Mr. Darcy, she left Elizabeth to walk +by herself. The path just admitted three. Mr. Darcy felt their rudeness, +and immediately said,-- + +“This walk is not wide enough for our party. We had better go into the +avenue.” + +But Elizabeth, who had not the least inclination to remain with them, +laughingly answered,-- + +“No, no; stay where you are. You are charmingly grouped, and appear to +uncommon advantage. The picturesque would be spoilt by admitting a +fourth. Good-bye.” + +She then ran gaily off, rejoicing, as she rambled about, in the hope of +being at home again in a day or two. Jane was already so much recovered +as to intend leaving her room for a couple of hours that evening. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Piling up the fire” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +[Illustration] + +When the ladies removed after dinner Elizabeth ran up to her sister, and +seeing her well guarded from cold, attended her into the drawing-room, +where she was welcomed by her two friends with many professions of +pleasure; and Elizabeth had never seen them so agreeable as they were +during the hour which passed before the gentlemen appeared. Their powers +of conversation were considerable. They could describe an entertainment +with accuracy, relate an anecdote with humour, and laugh at their +acquaintance with spirit. + +But when the gentlemen entered, Jane was no longer the first object; +Miss Bingley’s eyes were instantly turned towards Darcy, and she had +something to say to him before he had advanced many steps. He addressed +himself directly to Miss Bennet with a polite congratulation; Mr. Hurst +also made her a slight bow, and said he was “very glad;” but diffuseness +and warmth remained for Bingley’s salutation. He was full of joy and +attention. The first half hour was spent in piling up the fire, lest she +should suffer from the change of room; and she removed, at his desire, +to the other side of the fireplace, that she might be farther from the +door. He then sat down by her, and talked scarcely to anyone else. +Elizabeth, at work in the opposite corner, saw it all with great +delight. + +When tea was over Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law of the +card-table--but in vain. She had obtained private intelligence that Mr. +Darcy did not wish for cards, and Mr. Hurst soon found even his open +petition rejected. She assured him that no one intended to play, and the +silence of the whole party on the subject seemed to justify her. Mr. +Hurst had, therefore, nothing to do but to stretch himself on one of the +sofas and go to sleep. Darcy took up a book. Miss Bingley did the same; +and Mrs. Hurst, principally occupied in playing with her bracelets and +rings, joined now and then in her brother’s conversation with Miss +Bennet. + +Miss Bingley’s attention was quite as much engaged in watching Mr. +Darcy’s progress through _his_ book, as in reading her own; and she was +perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at his page. She +could not win him, however, to any conversation; he merely answered her +question and read on. At length, quite exhausted by the attempt to be +amused with her own book, which she had only chosen because it was the +second volume of his, she gave a great yawn and said, “How pleasant it +is to spend an evening in this way! I declare, after all, there is no +enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of anything than of a +book! When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not +an excellent library.” + +No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her book, and +cast her eyes round the room in quest of some amusement; when, hearing +her brother mentioning a ball to Miss Bennet, she turned suddenly +towards him and said,-- + +“By the bye Charles, are you really serious in meditating a dance at +Netherfield? I would advise you, before you determine on it, to consult +the wishes of the present party; I am much mistaken if there are not +some among us to whom a ball would be rather a punishment than a +pleasure.” + +“If you mean Darcy,” cried her brother, “he may go to bed, if he +chooses, before it begins; but as for the ball, it is quite a settled +thing, and as soon as Nicholls has made white soup enough I shall send +round my cards.” + +“I should like balls infinitely better,” she replied, “if they were +carried on in a different manner; but there is something insufferably +tedious in the usual process of such a meeting. It would surely be much +more rational if conversation instead of dancing made the order of the +day.” + +“Much more rational, my dear Caroline, I dare say; but it would not be +near so much like a ball.” + +Miss Bingley made no answer, and soon afterwards got up and walked about +the room. Her figure was elegant, and she walked well; but Darcy, at +whom it was all aimed, was still inflexibly studious. In the +desperation of her feelings, she resolved on one effort more; and, +turning to Elizabeth, said,-- + +“Miss Eliza Bennet, let me persuade you to follow my example, and take a +turn about the room. I assure you it is very refreshing after sitting so +long in one attitude.” + +Elizabeth was surprised, but agreed to it immediately. Miss Bingley +succeeded no less in the real object of her civility: Mr. Darcy looked +up. He was as much awake to the novelty of attention in that quarter as +Elizabeth herself could be, and unconsciously closed his book. He was +directly invited to join their party, but he declined it, observing that +he could imagine but two motives for their choosing to walk up and down +the room together, with either of which motives his joining them would +interfere. What could he mean? She was dying to know what could be his +meaning--and asked Elizabeth whether she could at all understand him. + +“Not at all,” was her answer; “but, depend upon it, he means to be +severe on us, and our surest way of disappointing him will be to ask +nothing about it.” + +Miss Bingley, however, was incapable of disappointing Mr. Darcy in +anything, and persevered, therefore, in requiring an explanation of his +two motives. + +“I have not the smallest objection to explaining them,” said he, as soon +as she allowed him to speak. “You either choose this method of passing +the evening because you are in each other’s confidence, and have secret +affairs to discuss, or because you are conscious that your figures +appear to the greatest advantage in walking: if the first, I should be +completely in your way; and if the second, I can admire you much better +as I sit by the fire.” + +“Oh, shocking!” cried Miss Bingley. “I never heard anything so +abominable. How shall we punish him for such a speech?” + +“Nothing so easy, if you have but the inclination,” said Elizabeth. “We +can all plague and punish one another. Tease him--laugh at him. Intimate +as you are, you must know how it is to be done.” + +“But upon my honour I do _not_. I do assure you that my intimacy has not +yet taught me _that_. Tease calmness of temper and presence of mind! No, +no; I feel he may defy us there. And as to laughter, we will not expose +ourselves, if you please, by attempting to laugh without a subject. Mr. +Darcy may hug himself.” + +“Mr. Darcy is not to be laughed at!” cried Elizabeth. “That is an +uncommon advantage, and uncommon I hope it will continue, for it would +be a great loss to _me_ to have many such acquaintance. I dearly love a +laugh.” + +“Miss Bingley,” said he, “has given me credit for more than can be. The +wisest and best of men,--nay, the wisest and best of their actions,--may +be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object in life is a +joke.” + +“Certainly,” replied Elizabeth, “there are such people, but I hope I am +not one of _them_. I hope I never ridicule what is wise or good. Follies +and nonsense, whims and inconsistencies, _do_ divert me, I own, and I +laugh at them whenever I can. But these, I suppose, are precisely what +you are without.” + +“Perhaps that is not possible for anyone. But it has been the study of +my life to avoid those weaknesses which often expose a strong +understanding to ridicule.” + +“Such as vanity and pride.” + +“Yes, vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride--where there is a real +superiority of mind--pride will be always under good regulation.” + +Elizabeth turned away to hide a smile. + +“Your examination of Mr. Darcy is over, I presume,” said Miss Bingley; +“and pray what is the result?” + +“I am perfectly convinced by it that Mr. Darcy has no defect. He owns it +himself without disguise.” + +“No,” said Darcy, “I have made no such pretension. I have faults enough, +but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I dare not vouch +for. It is, I believe, too little yielding; certainly too little for the +convenience of the world. I cannot forget the follies and vices of +others so soon as I ought, nor their offences against myself. My +feelings are not puffed about with every attempt to move them. My temper +would perhaps be called resentful. My good opinion once lost is lost for +ever.” + +“_That_ is a failing, indeed!” cried Elizabeth. “Implacable resentment +_is_ a shade in a character. But you have chosen your fault well. I +really cannot _laugh_ at it. You are safe from me.” + +“There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular +evil, a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome.” + +“And _your_ defect is a propensity to hate everybody.” + +“And yours,” he replied, with a smile, “is wilfully to misunderstand +them.” + +“Do let us have a little music,” cried Miss Bingley, tired of a +conversation in which she had no share. “Louisa, you will not mind my +waking Mr. Hurst.” + +Her sister made not the smallest objection, and the pianoforte was +opened; and Darcy, after a few moments’ recollection, was not sorry for +it. He began to feel the danger of paying Elizabeth too much attention. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +[Illustration] + +In consequence of an agreement between the sisters, Elizabeth wrote the +next morning to her mother, to beg that the carriage might be sent for +them in the course of the day. But Mrs. Bennet, who had calculated on +her daughters remaining at Netherfield till the following Tuesday, which +would exactly finish Jane’s week, could not bring herself to receive +them with pleasure before. Her answer, therefore, was not propitious, at +least not to Elizabeth’s wishes, for she was impatient to get home. Mrs. +Bennet sent them word that they could not possibly have the carriage +before Tuesday; and in her postscript it was added, that if Mr. Bingley +and his sister pressed them to stay longer, she could spare them very +well. Against staying longer, however, Elizabeth was positively +resolved--nor did she much expect it would be asked; and fearful, on the +contrary, of being considered as intruding themselves needlessly long, +she urged Jane to borrow Mr. Bingley’s carriage immediately, and at +length it was settled that their original design of leaving Netherfield +that morning should be mentioned, and the request made. + +The communication excited many professions of concern; and enough was +said of wishing them to stay at least till the following day to work on +Jane; and till the morrow their going was deferred. Miss Bingley was +then sorry that she had proposed the delay; for her jealousy and dislike +of one sister much exceeded her affection for the other. + +The master of the house heard with real sorrow that they were to go so +soon, and repeatedly tried to persuade Miss Bennet that it would not be +safe for her--that she was not enough recovered; but Jane was firm where +she felt herself to be right. + +To Mr. Darcy it was welcome intelligence: Elizabeth had been at +Netherfield long enough. She attracted him more than he liked; and Miss +Bingley was uncivil to _her_ and more teasing than usual to himself. He +wisely resolved to be particularly careful that no sign of admiration +should _now_ escape him--nothing that could elevate her with the hope of +influencing his felicity; sensible that, if such an idea had been +suggested, his behaviour during the last day must have material weight +in confirming or crushing it. Steady to his purpose, he scarcely spoke +ten words to her through the whole of Saturday: and though they were at +one time left by themselves for half an hour, he adhered most +conscientiously to his book, and would not even look at her. + +On Sunday, after morning service, the separation, so agreeable to almost +all, took place. Miss Bingley’s civility to Elizabeth increased at last +very rapidly, as well as her affection for Jane; and when they parted, +after assuring the latter of the pleasure it would always give her to +see her either at Longbourn or Netherfield, and embracing her most +tenderly, she even shook hands with the former. Elizabeth took leave of +the whole party in the liveliest spirits. + +They were not welcomed home very cordially by their mother. Mrs. Bennet +wondered at their coming, and thought them very wrong to give so much +trouble, and was sure Jane would have caught cold again. But their +father, though very laconic in his expressions of pleasure, was really +glad to see them; he had felt their importance in the family circle. The +evening conversation, when they were all assembled, had lost much of its +animation, and almost all its sense, by the absence of Jane and +Elizabeth. + +They found Mary, as usual, deep in the study of thorough bass and human +nature; and had some new extracts to admire and some new observations of +threadbare morality to listen to. Catherine and Lydia had information +for them of a different sort. Much had been done, and much had been said +in the regiment since the preceding Wednesday; several of the officers +had dined lately with their uncle; a private had been flogged; and it +had actually been hinted that Colonel Forster was going to be married. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +[Illustration] + +“I hope, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet to his wife, as they were at +breakfast the next morning, “that you have ordered a good dinner to-day, +because I have reason to expect an addition to our family party.” + +“Who do you mean, my dear? I know of nobody that is coming, I am sure, +unless Charlotte Lucas should happen to call in; and I hope _my_ dinners +are good enough for her. I do not believe she often sees such at home.” + +“The person of whom I speak is a gentleman and a stranger.” + +Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled. “A gentleman and a stranger! It is Mr. +Bingley, I am sure. Why, Jane--you never dropped a word of this--you sly +thing! Well, I am sure I shall be extremely glad to see Mr. Bingley. +But--good Lord! how unlucky! there is not a bit of fish to be got +to-day. Lydia, my love, ring the bell. I must speak to Hill this +moment.” + +“It is _not_ Mr. Bingley,” said her husband; “it is a person whom I +never saw in the whole course of my life.” + +This roused a general astonishment; and he had the pleasure of being +eagerly questioned by his wife and five daughters at once. + +After amusing himself some time with their curiosity, he thus +explained:--“About a month ago I received this letter, and about a +fortnight ago I answered it; for I thought it a case of some delicacy, +and requiring early attention. It is from my cousin, Mr. Collins, who, +when I am dead, may turn you all out of this house as soon as he +pleases.” + +“Oh, my dear,” cried his wife, “I cannot bear to hear that mentioned. +Pray do not talk of that odious man. I do think it is the hardest thing +in the world, that your estate should be entailed away from your own +children; and I am sure, if I had been you, I should have tried long ago +to do something or other about it.” + +Jane and Elizabeth attempted to explain to her the nature of an entail. +They had often attempted it before: but it was a subject on which Mrs. +Bennet was beyond the reach of reason; and she continued to rail +bitterly against the cruelty of settling an estate away from a family of +five daughters, in favour of a man whom nobody cared anything about. + +“It certainly is a most iniquitous affair,” said Mr. Bennet; “and +nothing can clear Mr. Collins from the guilt of inheriting Longbourn. +But if you will listen to his letter, you may, perhaps, be a little +softened by his manner of expressing himself.” + +“No, that I am sure I shall not: and I think it was very impertinent of +him to write to you at all, and very hypocritical. I hate such false +friends. Why could not he keep on quarrelling with you, as his father +did before him?” + +“Why, indeed, he does seem to have had some filial scruples on that +head, as you will hear.” + + /* RIGHT “Hunsford, near Westerham, Kent, _15th October_. */ + +“Dear Sir, + + “The disagreement subsisting between yourself and my late honoured + father always gave me much uneasiness; and, since I have had the + misfortune to lose him, I have frequently wished to heal the + breach: but, for some time, I was kept back by my own doubts, + fearing lest it might seem disrespectful to his memory for me to be + on good terms with anyone with whom it had always pleased him to be + at variance.”--‘There, Mrs. Bennet.’--“My mind, however, is now + made up on the subject; for, having received ordination at Easter, + I have been so fortunate as to be distinguished by the patronage of + the Right Honourable Lady Catherine de Bourgh, widow of Sir Lewis + de Bourgh, whose bounty and beneficence has preferred me to the + valuable rectory of this parish, where it shall be my earnest + endeavour to demean myself with grateful respect towards her + Ladyship, and be ever ready to perform those rites and ceremonies + which are instituted by the Church of England. As a clergyman, + moreover, I feel it my duty to promote and establish the blessing + of peace in all families within the reach of my influence; and on + these grounds I flatter myself that my present overtures of + good-will are highly commendable, and that the circumstance of my + being next in the entail of Longbourn estate will be kindly + overlooked on your side, and not lead you to reject the offered + olive branch. I cannot be otherwise than concerned at being the + means of injuring your amiable daughters, and beg leave to + apologize for it, as well as to assure you of my readiness to make + them every possible amends; but of this hereafter. If you should + have no objection to receive me into your house, I propose myself + the satisfaction of waiting on you and your family, Monday, + November 18th, by four o’clock, and shall probably trespass on your + hospitality till the Saturday se’nnight following, which I can do + without any inconvenience, as Lady Catherine is far from objecting + to my occasional absence on a Sunday, provided that some other + clergyman is engaged to do the duty of the day. I remain, dear sir, + with respectful compliments to your lady and daughters, your + well-wisher and friend, + +“WILLIAM COLLINS.” + +“At four o’clock, therefore, we may expect this peace-making gentleman,” +said Mr. Bennet, as he folded up the letter. “He seems to be a most +conscientious and polite young man, upon my word; and, I doubt not, will +prove a valuable acquaintance, especially if Lady Catherine should be so +indulgent as to let him come to us again.” + +“There is some sense in what he says about the girls, however; and, if +he is disposed to make them any amends, I shall not be the person to +discourage him.” + +“Though it is difficult,” said Jane, “to guess in what way he can mean +to make us the atonement he thinks our due, the wish is certainly to his +credit.” + +Elizabeth was chiefly struck with his extraordinary deference for Lady +Catherine, and his kind intention of christening, marrying, and burying +his parishioners whenever it were required. + +“He must be an oddity, I think,” said she. “I cannot make him out. There +is something very pompous in his style. And what can he mean by +apologizing for being next in the entail? We cannot suppose he would +help it, if he could. Can he be a sensible man, sir?” + +“No, my dear; I think not. I have great hopes of finding him quite the +reverse. There is a mixture of servility and self-importance in his +letter which promises well. I am impatient to see him.” + +“In point of composition,” said Mary, “his letter does not seem +defective. The idea of the olive branch perhaps is not wholly new, yet I +think it is well expressed.” + +To Catherine and Lydia neither the letter nor its writer were in any +degree interesting. It was next to impossible that their cousin should +come in a scarlet coat, and it was now some weeks since they had +received pleasure from the society of a man in any other colour. As for +their mother, Mr. Collins’s letter had done away much of her ill-will, +and she was preparing to see him with a degree of composure which +astonished her husband and daughters. + +Mr. Collins was punctual to his time, and was received with great +politeness by the whole family. Mr. Bennet indeed said little; but the +ladies were ready enough to talk, and Mr. Collins seemed neither in need +of encouragement, nor inclined to be silent himself. He was a tall, +heavy-looking young man of five-and-twenty. His air was grave and +stately, and his manners were very formal. He had not been long seated +before he complimented Mrs. Bennet on having so fine a family of +daughters, said he had heard much of their beauty, but that, in this +instance, fame had fallen short of the truth; and added, that he did not +doubt her seeing them all in due time well disposed of in marriage. This +gallantry was not much to the taste of some of his hearers; but Mrs. +Bennet, who quarrelled with no compliments, answered most readily,-- + +“You are very kind, sir, I am sure; and I wish with all my heart it may +prove so; for else they will be destitute enough. Things are settled so +oddly.” + +“You allude, perhaps, to the entail of this estate.” + +“Ah, sir, I do indeed. It is a grievous affair to my poor girls, you +must confess. Not that I mean to find fault with _you_, for such things, +I know, are all chance in this world. There is no knowing how estates +will go when once they come to be entailed.” + +“I am very sensible, madam, of the hardship to my fair cousins, and +could say much on the subject, but that I am cautious of appearing +forward and precipitate. But I can assure the young ladies that I come +prepared to admire them. At present I will not say more, but, perhaps, +when we are better acquainted----” + +He was interrupted by a summons to dinner; and the girls smiled on each +other. They were not the only objects of Mr. Collins’s admiration. The +hall, the dining-room, and all its furniture, were examined and praised; +and his commendation of everything would have touched Mrs. Bennet’s +heart, but for the mortifying supposition of his viewing it all as his +own future property. The dinner, too, in its turn, was highly admired; +and he begged to know to which of his fair cousins the excellence of its +cookery was owing. But here he was set right by Mrs. Bennet, who assured +him, with some asperity, that they were very well able to keep a good +cook, and that her daughters had nothing to do in the kitchen. He begged +pardon for having displeased her. In a softened tone she declared +herself not at all offended; but he continued to apologize for about a +quarter of an hour. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +[Illustration] + +During dinner, Mr. Bennet scarcely spoke at all; but when the servants +were withdrawn, he thought it time to have some conversation with his +guest, and therefore started a subject in which he expected him to +shine, by observing that he seemed very fortunate in his patroness. Lady +Catherine de Bourgh’s attention to his wishes, and consideration for his +comfort, appeared very remarkable. Mr. Bennet could not have chosen +better. Mr. Collins was eloquent in her praise. The subject elevated him +to more than usual solemnity of manner; and with a most important aspect +he protested that he had never in his life witnessed such behaviour in a +person of rank--such affability and condescension, as he had himself +experienced from Lady Catherine. She had been graciously pleased to +approve of both the discourses which he had already had the honour of +preaching before her. She had also asked him twice to dine at Rosings, +and had sent for him only the Saturday before, to make up her pool of +quadrille in the evening. Lady Catherine was reckoned proud by many +people, he knew, but _he_ had never seen anything but affability in her. +She had always spoken to him as she would to any other gentleman; she +made not the smallest objection to his joining in the society of the +neighbourhood, nor to his leaving his parish occasionally for a week or +two to visit his relations. She had even condescended to advise him to +marry as soon as he could, provided he chose with discretion; and had +once paid him a visit in his humble parsonage, where she had perfectly +approved all the alterations he had been making, and had even vouchsafed +to suggest some herself,--some shelves in the closets upstairs. + +“That is all very proper and civil, I am sure,” said Mrs. Bennet, “and I +dare say she is a very agreeable woman. It is a pity that great ladies +in general are not more like her. Does she live near you, sir?” + +“The garden in which stands my humble abode is separated only by a lane +from Rosings Park, her Ladyship’s residence.” + +“I think you said she was a widow, sir? has she any family?” + +“She has one only daughter, the heiress of Rosings, and of very +extensive property.” + +“Ah,” cried Mrs. Bennet, shaking her head, “then she is better off than +many girls. And what sort of young lady is she? Is she handsome?” + +“She is a most charming young lady, indeed. Lady Catherine herself says +that, in point of true beauty, Miss de Bourgh is far superior to the +handsomest of her sex; because there is that in her features which marks +the young woman of distinguished birth. She is unfortunately of a sickly +constitution, which has prevented her making that progress in many +accomplishments which she could not otherwise have failed of, as I am +informed by the lady who superintended her education, and who still +resides with them. But she is perfectly amiable, and often condescends +to drive by my humble abode in her little phaeton and ponies.” + +“Has she been presented? I do not remember her name among the ladies at +court.” + +“Her indifferent state of health unhappily prevents her being in town; +and by that means, as I told Lady Catherine myself one day, has deprived +the British Court of its brightest ornament. Her Ladyship seemed pleased +with the idea; and you may imagine that I am happy on every occasion to +offer those little delicate compliments which are always acceptable to +ladies. I have more than once observed to Lady Catherine, that her +charming daughter seemed born to be a duchess; and that the most +elevated rank, instead of giving her consequence, would be adorned by +her. These are the kind of little things which please her Ladyship, and +it is a sort of attention which I conceive myself peculiarly bound to +pay.” + +“You judge very properly,” said Mr. Bennet; “and it is happy for you +that you possess the talent of flattering with delicacy. May I ask +whether these pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the +moment, or are the result of previous study?” + +“They arise chiefly from what is passing at the time; and though I +sometimes amuse myself with suggesting and arranging such little elegant +compliments as may be adapted to ordinary occasions, I always wish to +give them as unstudied an air as possible.” + +Mr. Bennet’s expectations were fully answered. His cousin was as absurd +as he had hoped; and he listened to him with the keenest enjoyment, +maintaining at the same time the most resolute composure of countenance, +and, except in an occasional glance at Elizabeth, requiring no partner +in his pleasure. + +By tea-time, however, the dose had been enough, and Mr. Bennet was glad +to take his guest into the drawing-room again, and when tea was over, +glad to invite him + +[Illustration: + +“Protested +that he never read novels” H.T Feb 94 +] + +to read aloud to the ladies. Mr. Collins readily assented, and a book +was produced; but on beholding it (for everything announced it to be +from a circulating library) he started back, and, begging pardon, +protested that he never read novels. Kitty stared at him, and Lydia +exclaimed. Other books were produced, and after some deliberation he +chose “Fordyce’s Sermons.” Lydia gaped as he opened the volume; and +before he had, with very monotonous solemnity, read three pages, she +interrupted him with,-- + +“Do you know, mamma, that my uncle Philips talks of turning away +Richard? and if he does, Colonel Forster will hire him. My aunt told me +so herself on Saturday. I shall walk to Meryton to-morrow to hear more +about it, and to ask when Mr. Denny comes back from town.” + +Lydia was bid by her two eldest sisters to hold her tongue; but Mr. +Collins, much offended, laid aside his book, and said,-- + +“I have often observed how little young ladies are interested by books +of a serious stamp, though written solely for their benefit. It amazes +me, I confess; for certainly there can be nothing so advantageous to +them as instruction. But I will no longer importune my young cousin.” + +Then, turning to Mr. Bennet, he offered himself as his antagonist at +backgammon. Mr. Bennet accepted the challenge, observing that he acted +very wisely in leaving the girls to their own trifling amusements. Mrs. +Bennet and her daughters apologized most civilly for Lydia’s +interruption, and promised that it should not occur again, if he would +resume his book; but Mr. Collins, after assuring them that he bore his +young cousin no ill-will, and should never resent her behaviour as any +affront, seated himself at another table with Mr. Bennet, and prepared +for backgammon. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and the deficiency of nature had +been but little assisted by education or society; the greatest part of +his life having been spent under the guidance of an illiterate and +miserly father; and though he belonged to one of the universities, he +had merely kept the necessary terms without forming at it any useful +acquaintance. The subjection in which his father had brought him up had +given him originally great humility of manner; but it was now a good +deal counteracted by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in +retirement, and the consequential feelings of early and unexpected +prosperity. A fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de +Bourgh when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect which he +felt for her high rank, and his veneration for her as his patroness, +mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of his authority as a +clergyman, and his right as a rector, made him altogether a mixture of +pride and obsequiousness, self-importance and humility. + +Having now a good house and a very sufficient income, he intended to +marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the Longbourn family he had +a wife in view, as he meant to choose one of the daughters, if he found +them as handsome and amiable as they were represented by common report. +This was his plan of amends--of atonement--for inheriting their father’s +estate; and he thought it an excellent one, full of eligibility and +suitableness, and excessively generous and disinterested on his own +part. + +His plan did not vary on seeing them. Miss Bennet’s lovely face +confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions of what +was due to seniority; and for the first evening _she_ was his settled +choice. The next morning, however, made an alteration; for in a quarter +of an hour’s _tête-à-tête_ with Mrs. Bennet before breakfast, a +conversation beginning with his parsonage-house, and leading naturally +to the avowal of his hopes, that a mistress for it might be found at +Longbourn, produced from her, amid very complaisant smiles and general +encouragement, a caution against the very Jane he had fixed on. “As to +her _younger_ daughters, she could not take upon her to say--she could +not positively answer--but she did not _know_ of any prepossession;--her +_eldest_ daughter she must just mention--she felt it incumbent on her to +hint, was likely to be very soon engaged.” + +Mr. Collins had only to change from Jane to Elizabeth--and it was soon +done--done while Mrs. Bennet was stirring the fire. Elizabeth, equally +next to Jane in birth and beauty, succeeded her of course. + +Mrs. Bennet treasured up the hint, and trusted that she might soon have +two daughters married; and the man whom she could not bear to speak of +the day before, was now high in her good graces. + +Lydia’s intention of walking to Meryton was not forgotten: every sister +except Mary agreed to go with her; and Mr. Collins was to attend them, +at the request of Mr. Bennet, who was most anxious to get rid of him, +and have his library to himself; for thither Mr. Collins had followed +him after breakfast, and there he would continue, nominally engaged with +one of the largest folios in the collection, but really talking to Mr. +Bennet, with little cessation, of his house and garden at Hunsford. Such +doings discomposed Mr. Bennet exceedingly. In his library he had been +always sure of leisure and tranquillity; and though prepared, as he told +Elizabeth, to meet with folly and conceit in every other room in the +house, he was used to be free from them there: his civility, therefore, +was most prompt in inviting Mr. Collins to join his daughters in their +walk; and Mr. Collins, being in fact much better fitted for a walker +than a reader, was extremely well pleased to close his large book, and +go. + +In pompous nothings on his side, and civil assents on that of his +cousins, their time passed till they entered Meryton. The attention of +the younger ones was then no longer to be gained by _him_. Their eyes +were immediately wandering up the street in quest of the officers, and +nothing less than a very smart bonnet, indeed, or a really new muslin in +a shop window, could recall them. + +But the attention of every lady was soon caught by a young man, whom +they had never seen before, of most gentlemanlike appearance, walking +with an officer on the other side of the way. The officer was the very +Mr. Denny concerning whose return from London Lydia came to inquire, and +he bowed as they passed. All were struck with the stranger’s air, all +wondered who he could be; and Kitty and Lydia, determined if possible +to find out, led the way across the street, under pretence of wanting +something in an opposite shop, and fortunately had just gained the +pavement, when the two gentlemen, turning back, had reached the same +spot. Mr. Denny addressed them directly, and entreated permission to +introduce his friend, Mr. Wickham, who had returned with him the day +before from town, and, he was happy to say, had accepted a commission in +their corps. This was exactly as it should be; for the young man wanted +only regimentals to make him completely charming. His appearance was +greatly in his favour: he had all the best parts of beauty, a fine +countenance, a good figure, and very pleasing address. The introduction +was followed up on his side by a happy readiness of conversation--a +readiness at the same time perfectly correct and unassuming; and the +whole party were still standing and talking together very agreeably, +when the sound of horses drew their notice, and Darcy and Bingley were +seen riding down the street. On distinguishing the ladies of the group +the two gentlemen came directly towards them, and began the usual +civilities. Bingley was the principal spokesman, and Miss Bennet the +principal object. He was then, he said, on his way to Longbourn on +purpose to inquire after her. Mr. Darcy corroborated it with a bow, and +was beginning to determine not to fix his eyes on Elizabeth, when they +were suddenly arrested by the sight of the stranger; and Elizabeth +happening to see the countenance of both as they looked at each other, +was all astonishment at the effect of the meeting. Both changed colour, +one looked white, the other red. Mr. Wickham, after a few moments, +touched his hat--a salutation which Mr. Darcy just deigned to return. +What could be the meaning of it? It was impossible to imagine; it was +impossible not to long to know. + +In another minute Mr. Bingley, but without seeming to have noticed what +passed, took leave and rode on with his friend. + +Mr. Denny and Mr. Wickham walked with the young ladies to the door of +Mr. Philips’s house, and then made their bows, in spite of Miss Lydia’s +pressing entreaties that they would come in, and even in spite of Mrs. +Philips’s throwing up the parlour window, and loudly seconding the +invitation. + +Mrs. Philips was always glad to see her nieces; and the two eldest, from +their recent absence, were particularly welcome; and she was eagerly +expressing her surprise at their sudden return home, which, as their own +carriage had not fetched them, she should have known nothing about, if +she had not happened to see Mr. Jones’s shopboy in the street, who had +told her that they were not to send any more draughts to Netherfield, +because the Miss Bennets were come away, when her civility was claimed +towards Mr. Collins by Jane’s introduction of him. She received him with +her very best politeness, which he returned with as much more, +apologizing for his intrusion, without any previous acquaintance with +her, which he could not help flattering himself, however, might be +justified by his relationship to the young ladies who introduced him to +her notice. Mrs. Philips was quite awed by such an excess of good +breeding; but her contemplation of one stranger was soon put an end to +by exclamations and inquiries about the other, of whom, however, she +could only tell her nieces what they already knew, that Mr. Denny had +brought him from London, and that he was to have a lieutenant’s +commission in the ----shire. She had been watching him the last hour, +she said, as he walked up and down the street,--and had Mr. Wickham +appeared, Kitty and Lydia would certainly have continued the occupation; +but unluckily no one passed the windows now except a few of the +officers, who, in comparison with the stranger, were become “stupid, +disagreeable fellows.” Some of them were to dine with the Philipses the +next day, and their aunt promised to make her husband call on Mr. +Wickham, and give him an invitation also, if the family from Longbourn +would come in the evening. This was agreed to; and Mrs. Philips +protested that they would have a nice comfortable noisy game of lottery +tickets, and a little bit of hot supper afterwards. The prospect of such +delights was very cheering, and they parted in mutual good spirits. Mr. +Collins repeated his apologies in quitting the room, and was assured, +with unwearying civility, that they were perfectly needless. + +As they walked home, Elizabeth related to Jane what she had seen pass +between the two gentlemen; but though Jane would have defended either or +both, had they appeared to be wrong, she could no more explain such +behaviour than her sister. + +Mr. Collins on his return highly gratified Mrs. Bennet by admiring Mrs. +Philips’s manners and politeness. He protested that, except Lady +Catherine and her daughter, he had never seen a more elegant woman; for +she had not only received him with the utmost civility, but had even +pointedly included him in her invitation for the next evening, although +utterly unknown to her before. Something, he supposed, might be +attributed to his connection with them, but yet he had never met with so +much attention in the whole course of his life. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +[Illustration] + +As no objection was made to the young people’s engagement with their +aunt, and all Mr. Collins’s scruples of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for +a single evening during his visit were most steadily resisted, the coach +conveyed him and his five cousins at a suitable hour to Meryton; and the +girls had the pleasure of hearing, as they entered the drawing-room, +that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle’s invitation, and was then in +the house. + +When this information was given, and they had all taken their seats, Mr. +Collins was at leisure to look around him and admire, and he was so much +struck with the size and furniture of the apartment, that he declared he +might almost have supposed himself in the small summer breakfast parlour +at Rosings; a comparison that did not at first convey much +gratification; but when Mrs. Philips understood from him what Rosings +was, and who was its proprietor, when she had listened to the +description of only one of Lady Catherine’s drawing-rooms, and found +that the chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all +the force of the compliment, and would hardly have resented a comparison +with the housekeeper’s room. + +In describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her mansion, +with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble abode, and the +improvements it was receiving, he was happily employed until the +gentlemen joined them; and he found in Mrs. Philips a very attentive +listener, whose opinion of his consequence increased with what she +heard, and who was resolving to retail it all among her neighbours as +soon as she could. To the girls, who could not listen to their cousin, +and who had nothing to do but to wish for an instrument, and examine +their own indifferent imitations of china on the mantel-piece, the +interval of waiting appeared very long. It was over at last, however. +The gentlemen did approach: and when Mr. Wickham walked into the room, +Elizabeth felt that she had neither been seeing him before, nor thinking +of him since, with the smallest degree of unreasonable admiration. The +officers of the ----shire were in general a very creditable, +gentlemanlike set and the best of them were of the present party; but +Mr, Wickham was as far beyond them all in person, countenance, air, and +walk, as _they_ were superior to the broad-faced stuffy uncle Philips, +breathing port wine, who followed them into the room. + +[Illustration: + +“The officers of the ----shire” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +Mr. Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female eye was +turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he finally seated +himself; and the agreeable manner in which he immediately fell into +conversation, though it was only on its being a wet night, and on the +probability of a rainy season, made her feel that the commonest, +dullest, most threadbare topic might be rendered interesting by the +skill of the speaker. + +With such rivals for the notice of the fair as Mr. Wickham and the +officers, Mr. Collins seemed to sink into insignificance; to the young +ladies he certainly was nothing; but he had still at intervals a kind +listener in Mrs. Philips, and was, by her watchfulness, most abundantly +supplied with coffee and muffin. + +When the card tables were placed, he had an opportunity of obliging her, +in return, by sitting down to whist. + +“I know little of the game at present,” said he, “but I shall be glad to +improve myself; for in my situation of life----” Mrs. Philips was very +thankful for his compliance, but could not wait for his reason. + +Mr. Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he +received at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first there +seemed danger of Lydia’s engrossing him entirely, for she was a most +determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond of lottery tickets, +she soon grew too much interested in the game, too eager in making bets +and exclaiming after prizes, to have attention for anyone in particular. +Allowing for the common demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore +at leisure to talk to Elizabeth, and she was very willing to hear him, +though what she chiefly wished to hear she could not hope to be told, +the history of his acquaintance with Mr. Darcy. She dared not even +mention that gentleman. Her curiosity, however, was unexpectedly +relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject himself. He inquired how far +Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her answer, asked in +a hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there. + +“About a month,” said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let the subject +drop, added, “he is a man of very large property in Derbyshire, I +understand.” + +“Yes,” replied Wickham; “his estate there is a noble one. A clear ten +thousand per annum. You could not have met with a person more capable of +giving you certain information on that head than myself--for I have been +connected with his family, in a particular manner, from my infancy.” + +Elizabeth could not but look surprised. + +“You may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion, after +seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our meeting +yesterday. Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?” + +“As much as I ever wish to be,” cried Elizabeth, warmly. “I have spent +four days in the same house with him, and I think him very +disagreeable.” + +“I have no right to give _my_ opinion,” said Wickham, “as to his being +agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to form one. I have known him +too long and too well to be a fair judge. It is impossible for _me_ to +be impartial. But I believe your opinion of him would in general +astonish--and, perhaps, you would not express it quite so strongly +anywhere else. Here you are in your own family.” + +“Upon my word I say no more _here_ than I might say in any house in the +neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all liked in +Hertfordshire. Everybody is disgusted with his pride. You will not find +him more favourably spoken of by anyone.” + +“I cannot pretend to be sorry,” said Wickham, after a short +interruption, “that he or that any man should not be estimated beyond +their deserts; but with _him_ I believe it does not often happen. The +world is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or frightened by his +high and imposing manners, and sees him only as he chooses to be seen.” + +“I should take him, even on _my_ slight acquaintance, to be an +ill-tempered man.” + +Wickham only shook his head. + +“I wonder,” said he, at the next opportunity of speaking, “whether he is +likely to be in this country much longer.” + +“I do not at all know; but I _heard_ nothing of his going away when I +was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the ----shire will +not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood.” + +“Oh no--it is not for _me_ to be driven away by Mr. Darcy. If _he_ +wishes to avoid seeing _me_ he must go. We are not on friendly terms, +and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I have no reason for +avoiding _him_ but what I might proclaim to all the world--a sense of +very great ill-usage, and most painful regrets at his being what he is. +His father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men +that ever breathed, and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never be +in company with this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by a +thousand tender recollections. His behaviour to myself has been +scandalous; but I verily believe I could forgive him anything and +everything, rather than his disappointing the hopes and disgracing the +memory of his father.” + +Elizabeth found the interest of the subject increase, and listened with +all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented further inquiry. + +Mr. Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the +neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all that he +had yet seen, and speaking of the latter, especially, with gentle but +very intelligible gallantry. + +“It was the prospect of constant society, and good society,” he added, +“which was my chief inducement to enter the ----shire. I know it to be a +most respectable, agreeable corps; and my friend Denny tempted me +further by his account of their present quarters, and the very great +attentions and excellent acquaintance Meryton had procured them. +Society, I own, is necessary to me. I have been a disappointed man, and +my spirits will not bear solitude. I _must_ have employment and society. +A military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances have +now made it eligible. The church _ought_ to have been my profession--I +was brought up for the church; and I should at this time have been in +possession of a most valuable living, had it pleased the gentleman we +were speaking of just now.” + +“Indeed!” + +“Yes--the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of the best +living in his gift. He was my godfather, and excessively attached to me. +I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant to provide for me amply, +and thought he had done it; but when the living fell, it was given +elsewhere.” + +“Good heavens!” cried Elizabeth; “but how could _that_ be? How could his +will be disregarded? Why did not you seek legal redress?” + +“There was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest as to +give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not have doubted the +intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it--or to treat it as a merely +conditional recommendation, and to assert that I had forfeited all claim +to it by extravagance, imprudence, in short, anything or nothing. +Certain it is that the living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I +was of an age to hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no +less certain is it, that I cannot accuse myself of having really done +anything to deserve to lose it. I have a warm unguarded temper, and I +may perhaps have sometimes spoken my opinion _of_ him, and _to_ him, too +freely. I can recall nothing worse. But the fact is, that we are very +different sort of men, and that he hates me.” + +“This is quite shocking! He deserves to be publicly disgraced.” + +“Some time or other he _will_ be--but it shall not be by _me_. Till I +can forget his father, I can never defy or expose _him_.” + +Elizabeth honoured him for such feelings, and thought him handsomer than +ever as he expressed them. + +“But what,” said she, after a pause, “can have been his motive? what can +have induced him to behave so cruelly?” + +“A thorough, determined dislike of me--a dislike which I cannot but +attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr. Darcy liked me +less, his son might have borne with me better; but his father’s uncommon +attachment to me irritated him, I believe, very early in life. He had +not a temper to bear the sort of competition in which we stood--the sort +of preference which was often given me.” + +“I had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this--though I have never liked +him, I had not thought so very ill of him--I had supposed him to be +despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not suspect him of +descending to such malicious revenge, such injustice, such inhumanity as +this!” + +After a few minutes’ reflection, however, she continued, “I _do_ +remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the implacability of +his resentments, of his having an unforgiving temper. His disposition +must be dreadful.” + +“I will not trust myself on the subject,” replied Wickham; “_I_ can +hardly be just to him.” + +Elizabeth was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed, “To +treat in such a manner the godson, the friend, the favourite of his +father!” She could have added, “A young man, too, like _you_, whose very +countenance may vouch for your being amiable.” But she contented herself +with--“And one, too, who had probably been his own companion from +childhood, connected together, as I think you said, in the closest +manner.” + +“We were born in the same parish, within the same park; the greatest +part of our youth was passed together: inmates of the same house, +sharing the same amusements, objects of the same parental care. _My_ +father began life in the profession which your uncle, Mr. Philips, +appears to do so much credit to; but he gave up everything to be of use +to the late Mr. Darcy, and devoted all his time to the care of the +Pemberley property. He was most highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most +intimate, confidential friend. Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to +be under the greatest obligations to my father’s active superintendence; +and when, immediately before my father’s death, Mr. Darcy gave him a +voluntary promise of providing for me, I am convinced that he felt it +to be as much a debt of gratitude to _him_ as of affection to myself.” + +“How strange!” cried Elizabeth. “How abominable! I wonder that the very +pride of this Mr. Darcy has not made him just to you. If from no better +motive, that he should not have been too proud to be dishonest,--for +dishonesty I must call it.” + +“It _is_ wonderful,” replied Wickham; “for almost all his actions may be +traced to pride; and pride has often been his best friend. It has +connected him nearer with virtue than any other feeling. But we are none +of us consistent; and in his behaviour to me there were stronger +impulses even than pride.” + +“Can such abominable pride as his have ever done him good?” + +“Yes; it has often led him to be liberal and generous; to give his money +freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants, and relieve the +poor. Family pride, and _filial_ pride, for he is very proud of what his +father was, have done this. Not to appear to disgrace his family, to +degenerate from the popular qualities, or lose the influence of the +Pemberley House, is a powerful motive. He has also _brotherly_ pride, +which, with _some_ brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and +careful guardian of his sister; and you will hear him generally cried up +as the most attentive and best of brothers.” + +“What sort of a girl is Miss Darcy?” + +He shook his head. “I wish I could call her amiable. It gives me pain to +speak ill of a Darcy; but she is too much like her brother,--very, very +proud. As a child, she was affectionate and pleasing, and extremely fond +of me; and I have devoted hours and hours to her amusement. But she is +nothing to me now. She is a handsome girl, about fifteen or sixteen, +and, I understand, highly accomplished. Since her father’s death her +home has been London, where a lady lives with her, and superintends her +education.” + +After many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth could not +help reverting once more to the first, and saying,-- + +“I am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley. How can Mr. Bingley, +who seems good-humour itself, and is, I really believe, truly amiable, +be in friendship with such a man? How can they suit each other? Do you +know Mr. Bingley?” + +“Not at all.” + +“He is a sweet-tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot know what Mr. +Darcy is.” + +“Probably not; but Mr. Darcy can please where he chooses. He does not +want abilities. He can be a conversible companion if he thinks it worth +his while. Among those who are at all his equals in consequence, he is a +very different man from what he is to the less prosperous. His pride +never deserts him; but with the rich he is liberal-minded, just, +sincere, rational, honourable, and, perhaps, agreeable,--allowing +something for fortune and figure.” + +The whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered round +the other table, and Mr. Collins took his station between his cousin +Elizabeth and Mrs. Philips. The usual inquiries as to his success were +made by the latter. It had not been very great; he had lost every point; +but when Mrs. Philips began to express her concern thereupon, he assured +her, with much earnest gravity, that it was not of the least importance; +that he considered the money as a mere trifle, and begged she would not +make herself uneasy. + +“I know very well, madam,” said he, “that when persons sit down to a +card table they must take their chance of these things,--and happily I +am not in such circumstances as to make five shillings any object. There +are, undoubtedly, many who could not say the same; but, thanks to Lady +Catherine de Bourgh, I am removed far beyond the necessity of regarding +little matters.” + +Mr. Wickham’s attention was caught; and after observing Mr. Collins for +a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice whether her relations +were very intimately acquainted with the family of De Bourgh. + +“Lady Catherine de Bourgh,” she replied, “has very lately given him a +living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was first introduced to her +notice, but he certainly has not known her long.” + +“You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy +were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr. Darcy.” + +“No, indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine’s +connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before +yesterday.” + +“Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune, and it is +believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates.” + +This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss +Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and useless her +affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already +self-destined to another. + +“Mr. Collins,” said she, “speaks highly both of Lady Catherine and her +daughter; but, from some particulars that he has related of her +Ladyship, I suspect his gratitude misleads him; and that, in spite of +her being his patroness, she is an arrogant, conceited woman.” + +“I believe her to be both in a great degree,” replied Wickham; “I have +not seen her for many years; but I very well remember that I never liked +her, and that her manners were dictatorial and insolent. She has the +reputation of being remarkably sensible and clever; but I rather believe +she derives part of her abilities from her rank and fortune, part from +her authoritative manner, and the rest from the pride of her nephew, who +chooses that everyone connected with him should have an understanding of +the first class.” + +Elizabeth allowed that he had given a very rational account of it, and +they continued talking together with mutual satisfaction till supper put +an end to cards, and gave the rest of the ladies their share of Mr. +Wickham’s attentions. There could be no conversation in the noise of +Mrs. Philips’s supper party, but his manners recommended him to +everybody. Whatever he said, was said well; and whatever he did, done +gracefully. Elizabeth went away with her head full of him. She could +think of nothing but of Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all +the way home; but there was not time for her even to mention his name as +they went, for neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia +talked incessantly of lottery tickets, of the fish she had lost and the +fish she had won; and Mr. Collins, in describing the civility of Mr. and +Mrs. Philips, protesting that he did not in the least regard his losses +at whist, enumerating all the dishes at supper, and repeatedly fearing +that he crowded his cousins, had more to say than he could well manage +before the carriage stopped at Longbourn House. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “delighted to see their dear friend again” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth related to Jane, the next day, what had passed between Mr. +Wickham and herself. Jane listened with astonishment and concern: she +knew not how to believe that Mr. Darcy could be so unworthy of Mr. +Bingley’s regard; and yet it was not in her nature to question the +veracity of a young man of such amiable appearance as Wickham. The +possibility of his having really endured such unkindness was enough to +interest all her tender feelings; and nothing therefore remained to be +done but to think well of them both, to defend the conduct of each, and +throw into the account of accident or mistake whatever could not be +otherwise explained. + +“They have both,” said she, “been deceived, I dare say, in some way or +other, of which we can form no idea. Interested people have perhaps +misrepresented each to the other. It is, in short, impossible for us to +conjecture the causes or circumstances which may have alienated them, +without actual blame on either side.” + +“Very true, indeed; and now, my dear Jane, what have you got to say in +behalf of the interested people who have probably been concerned in the +business? Do clear _them_, too, or we shall be obliged to think ill of +somebody.” + +“Laugh as much as you choose, but you will not laugh me out of my +opinion. My dearest Lizzy, do but consider in what a disgraceful light +it places Mr. Darcy, to be treating his father’s favourite in such a +manner,--one whom his father had promised to provide for. It is +impossible. No man of common humanity, no man who had any value for his +character, could be capable of it. Can his most intimate friends be so +excessively deceived in him? Oh no.” + +“I can much more easily believe Mr. Bingley’s being imposed on than that +Mr. Wickham should invent such a history of himself as he gave me last +night; names, facts, everything mentioned without ceremony. If it be not +so, let Mr. Darcy contradict it. Besides, there was truth in his looks.” + +“It is difficult, indeed--it is distressing. One does not know what to +think.” + +“I beg your pardon;--one knows exactly what to think.” + +But Jane could think with certainty on only one point,--that Mr. +Bingley, if he _had been_ imposed on, would have much to suffer when +the affair became public. + +The two young ladies were summoned from the shrubbery, where this +conversation passed, by the arrival of some of the very persons of whom +they had been speaking; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to give their +personal invitation for the long expected ball at Netherfield, which was +fixed for the following Tuesday. The two ladies were delighted to see +their dear friend again, called it an age since they had met, and +repeatedly asked what she had been doing with herself since their +separation. To the rest of the family they paid little attention; +avoiding Mrs. Bennet as much as possible, saying not much to Elizabeth, +and nothing at all to the others. They were soon gone again, rising from +their seats with an activity which took their brother by surprise, and +hurrying off as if eager to escape from Mrs. Bennet’s civilities. + +The prospect of the Netherfield ball was extremely agreeable to every +female of the family. Mrs. Bennet chose to consider it as given in +compliment to her eldest daughter, and was particularly flattered by +receiving the invitation from Mr. Bingley himself, instead of a +ceremonious card. Jane pictured to herself a happy evening in the +society of her two friends, and the attentions of their brother; and +Elizabeth thought with pleasure of dancing a great deal with Mr. +Wickham, and of seeing a confirmation of everything in Mr. Darcy’s look +and behaviour. The happiness anticipated by Catherine and Lydia depended +less on any single event, or any particular person; for though they +each, like Elizabeth, meant to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham, +he was by no means the only partner who could satisfy them, and a ball +was, at any rate, a ball. And even Mary could assure her family that she +had no disinclination for it. + +“While I can have my mornings to myself,” said she, “it is enough. I +think it is no sacrifice to join occasionally in evening engagements. +Society has claims on us all; and I profess myself one of those who +consider intervals of recreation and amusement as desirable for +everybody.” + +Elizabeth’s spirits were so high on the occasion, that though she did +not often speak unnecessarily to Mr. Collins, she could not help asking +him whether he intended to accept Mr. Bingley’s invitation, and if he +did, whether he would think it proper to join in the evening’s +amusement; and she was rather surprised to find that he entertained no +scruple whatever on that head, and was very far from dreading a rebuke, +either from the Archbishop or Lady Catherine de Bourgh, by venturing to +dance. + +“I am by no means of opinion, I assure you,” said he, “that a ball of +this kind, given by a young man of character, to respectable people, can +have any evil tendency; and I am so far from objecting to dancing +myself, that I shall hope to be honoured with the hands of all my fair +cousins in the course of the evening; and I take this opportunity of +soliciting yours, Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially; a +preference which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right +cause, and not to any disrespect for her.” + +Elizabeth felt herself completely taken in. She had fully proposed being +engaged by Wickham for those very dances; and to have Mr. Collins +instead!--her liveliness had been never worse timed. There was no help +for it, however. Mr. Wickham’s happiness and her own was perforce +delayed a little longer, and Mr. Collins’s proposal accepted with as +good a grace as she could. She was not the better pleased with his +gallantry, from the idea it suggested of something more. It now first +struck her, that _she_ was selected from among her sisters as worthy of +being the mistress of Hunsford Parsonage, and of assisting to form a +quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more eligible visitors. +The idea soon reached to conviction, as she observed his increasing +civilities towards herself, and heard his frequent attempt at a +compliment on her wit and vivacity; and though more astonished than +gratified herself by this effect of her charms, it was not long before +her mother gave her to understand that the probability of their marriage +was exceedingly agreeable to _her_. Elizabeth, however, did not choose +to take the hint, being well aware that a serious dispute must be the +consequence of any reply. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and, +till he did, it was useless to quarrel about him. + +If there had not been a Netherfield ball to prepare for and talk of, the +younger Miss Bennets would have been in a pitiable state at this time; +for, from the day of the invitation to the day of the ball, there was +such a succession of rain as prevented their walking to Meryton once. No +aunt, no officers, no news could be sought after; the very shoe-roses +for Netherfield were got by proxy. Even Elizabeth might have found some +trial of her patience in weather which totally suspended the improvement +of her acquaintance with Mr. Wickham; and nothing less than a dance on +Tuesday could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday +endurable to Kitty and Lydia. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +[Illustration] + +Till Elizabeth entered the drawing-room at Netherfield, and looked in +vain for Mr. Wickham among the cluster of red coats there assembled, a +doubt of his being present had never occurred to her. The certainty of +meeting him had not been checked by any of those recollections that +might not unreasonably have alarmed her. She had dressed with more than +usual care, and prepared in the highest spirits for the conquest of all +that remained unsubdued of his heart, trusting that it was not more than +might be won in the course of the evening. But in an instant arose the +dreadful suspicion of his being purposely omitted, for Mr. Darcy’s +pleasure, in the Bingleys’ invitation to the officers; and though this +was not exactly the case, the absolute fact of his absence was +pronounced by his friend Mr. Denny, to whom Lydia eagerly applied, and +who told them that Wickham had been obliged to go to town on business +the day before, and was not yet returned; adding, with a significant +smile,-- + +“I do not imagine his business would have called him away just now, if +he had not wished to avoid a certain gentleman here.” + +This part of his intelligence, though unheard by Lydia, was caught by +Elizabeth; and, as it assured her that Darcy was not less answerable for +Wickham’s absence than if her first surmise had been just, every feeling +of displeasure against the former was so sharpened by immediate +disappointment, that she could hardly reply with tolerable civility to +the polite inquiries which he directly afterwards approached to make. +Attention, forbearance, patience with Darcy, was injury to Wickham. She +was resolved against any sort of conversation with him, and turned away +with a degree of ill-humour which she could not wholly surmount even in +speaking to Mr. Bingley, whose blind partiality provoked her. + +But Elizabeth was not formed for ill-humour; and though every prospect +of her own was destroyed for the evening, it could not dwell long on her +spirits; and, having told all her griefs to Charlotte Lucas, whom she +had not seen for a week, she was soon able to make a voluntary +transition to the oddities of her cousin, and to point him out to her +particular notice. The two first dances, however, brought a return of +distress: they were dances of mortification. Mr. Collins, awkward and +solemn, apologizing instead of attending, and often moving wrong +without being aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a +disagreeable partner for a couple of dances can give. The moment of her +release from him was ecstasy. + +She danced next with an officer, and had the refreshment of talking of +Wickham, and of hearing that he was universally liked. When those dances +were over, she returned to Charlotte Lucas, and was in conversation with +her, when she found herself suddenly addressed by Mr. Darcy, who took +her so much by surprise in his application for her hand, that, without +knowing what she did, she accepted him. He walked away again +immediately, and she was left to fret over her own want of presence of +mind: Charlotte tried to console her. + +“I dare say you will find him very agreeable.” + +“Heaven forbid! _That_ would be the greatest misfortune of all! To find +a man agreeable whom one is determined to hate! Do not wish me such an +evil.” + +When the dancing recommenced, however, and Darcy approached to claim her +hand, Charlotte could not help cautioning her, in a whisper, not to be a +simpleton, and allow her fancy for Wickham to make her appear unpleasant +in the eyes of a man often times his consequence. Elizabeth made no +answer, and took her place in the set, amazed at the dignity to which +she was arrived in being allowed to stand opposite to Mr. Darcy, and +reading in her neighbours’ looks their equal amazement in beholding it. +They stood for some time without speaking a word; and she began to +imagine that their silence was to last through the two dances, and, at +first, was resolved not to break it; till suddenly fancying that it +would be the greater punishment to her partner to oblige him to talk, +she made some slight observation on the dance. He replied, and was again +silent. After a pause of some minutes, she addressed him a second time, +with-- + +“It is _your_ turn to say something now, Mr. Darcy. _I_ talked about the +dance, and _you_ ought to make some kind of remark on the size of the +room, or the number of couples.” + +He smiled, and assured her that whatever she wished him to say should be +said. + +“Very well; that reply will do for the present. Perhaps, by-and-by, I +may observe that private balls are much pleasanter than public ones; but +_now_ we may be silent.” + +“Do you talk by rule, then, while you are dancing?” + +“Sometimes. One must speak a little, you know. It would look odd to be +entirely silent for half an hour together; and yet, for the advantage of +_some_, conversation ought to be so arranged as that they may have the +trouble of saying as little as possible.” + +“Are you consulting your own feelings in the present case, or do you +imagine that you are gratifying mine?” + +“Both,” replied Elizabeth archly; “for I have always seen a great +similarity in the turn of our minds. We are each of an unsocial, +taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say +something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to +posterity with all the _éclat_ of a proverb.” + +“This is no very striking resemblance of your own character, I am sure,” +said he. “How near it may be to _mine_, I cannot pretend to say. _You_ +think it a faithful portrait, undoubtedly.” + +“I must not decide on my own performance.” + +He made no answer; and they were again silent till they had gone down +the dance, when he asked her if she and her sisters did not very often +walk to Meryton. She answered in the affirmative; and, unable to resist +the temptation, added, “When you met us there the other day, we had just +been forming a new acquaintance.” + +The effect was immediate. A deeper shade of _hauteur_ overspread his +features, but he said not a word; and Elizabeth, though blaming herself +for her own weakness, could not go on. At length Darcy spoke, and in a +constrained manner said,-- + +“Mr. Wickham is blessed with such happy manners as may insure his +_making_ friends; whether he may be equally capable of _retaining_ them, +is less certain.” + +“He has been so unlucky as to lose your friendship,” replied Elizabeth, +with emphasis, “and in a manner which he is likely to suffer from all +his life.” + +Darcy made no answer, and seemed desirous of changing the subject. At +that moment Sir William Lucas appeared close to them, meaning to pass +through the set to the other side of the room; but, on perceiving Mr. +Darcy, he stopped, with a bow of superior courtesy, to compliment him on +his dancing and his partner. + +“I have been most highly gratified, indeed, my dear sir; such very +superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong to the +first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair partner does not +disgrace you: and that I must hope to have this pleasure often repeated, +especially when a certain desirable event, my dear Miss Eliza (glancing +at her sister and Bingley), shall take place. What congratulations will +then flow in! I appeal to Mr. Darcy;--but let me not interrupt you, sir. +You will not thank me for detaining you from the bewitching converse of +that young lady, whose bright eyes are also upbraiding me.” + +[Illustration: + +“Such very superior dancing is not +often seen.” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +The latter part of this address was scarcely heard by Darcy; but Sir +William’s allusion to his friend seemed to strike him forcibly, and his +eyes were directed, with a very serious expression, towards Bingley and +Jane, who were dancing together. Recovering himself, however, shortly, +he turned to his partner, and said,-- + +“Sir William’s interruption has made me forget what we were talking +of.” + +“I do not think we were speaking at all. Sir William could not have +interrupted any two people in the room who had less to say for +themselves. We have tried two or three subjects already without success, +and what we are to talk of next I cannot imagine.” + +“What think you of books?” said he, smiling. + +“Books--oh no!--I am sure we never read the same, or not with the same +feelings.” + +“I am sorry you think so; but if that be the case, there can at least be +no want of subject. We may compare our different opinions.” + +“No--I cannot talk of books in a ball-room; my head is always full of +something else.” + +“The _present_ always occupies you in such scenes--does it?” said he, +with a look of doubt. + +“Yes, always,” she replied, without knowing what she said; for her +thoughts had wandered far from the subject, as soon afterwards appeared +by her suddenly exclaiming, “I remember hearing you once say, Mr. Darcy, +that you hardly ever forgave;--that your resentment, once created, was +unappeasable. You are very cautious, I suppose, as to its _being +created_?” + +“I am,” said he, with a firm voice. + +“And never allow yourself to be blinded by prejudice?” + +“I hope not.” + +“It is particularly incumbent on those who never change their opinion, +to be secure of judging properly at first.” + +“May I ask to what these questions tend?” + +“Merely to the illustration of _your_ character,” said she, endeavouring +to shake off her gravity. “I am trying to make it out.” + +“And what is your success?” + +She shook her head. “I do not get on at all. I hear such different +accounts of you as puzzle me exceedingly.” + +“I can readily believe,” answered he, gravely, “that reports may vary +greatly with respect to me; and I could wish, Miss Bennet, that you were +not to sketch my character at the present moment, as there is reason to +fear that the performance would reflect no credit on either.” + +“But if I do not take your likeness now, I may never have another +opportunity.” + +“I would by no means suspend any pleasure of yours,” he coldly replied. +She said no more, and they went down the other dance and parted in +silence; on each side dissatisfied, though not to an equal degree; for +in Darcy’s breast there was a tolerably powerful feeling towards her, +which soon procured her pardon, and directed all his anger against +another. + +They had not long separated when Miss Bingley came towards her, and, +with an expression of civil disdain, thus accosted her,-- + +“So, Miss Eliza, I hear you are quite delighted with George Wickham? +Your sister has been talking to me about him, and asking me a thousand +questions; and I find that the young man forgot to tell you, among his +other communications, that he was the son of old Wickham, the late Mr. +Darcy’s steward. Let me recommend you, however, as a friend, not to give +implicit confidence to all his assertions; for, as to Mr. Darcy’s using +him ill, it is perfectly false: for, on the contrary, he has been always +remarkably kind to him, though George Wickham has treated Mr. Darcy in a +most infamous manner. I do not know the particulars, but I know very +well that Mr. Darcy is not in the least to blame; that he cannot bear +to hear George Wickham mentioned; and that though my brother thought he +could not well avoid including him in his invitation to the officers, he +was excessively glad to find that he had taken himself out of the way. +His coming into the country at all is a most insolent thing, indeed, and +I wonder how he could presume to do it. I pity you, Miss Eliza, for this +discovery of your favourite’s guilt; but really, considering his +descent, one could not expect much better.” + +“His guilt and his descent appear, by your account, to be the same,” +said Elizabeth, angrily; “for I have heard you accuse him of nothing +worse than of being the son of Mr. Darcy’s steward, and of _that_, I can +assure you, he informed me himself.” + +“I beg your pardon,” replied Miss Bingley, turning away with a sneer. +“Excuse my interference; it was kindly meant.” + +“Insolent girl!” said Elizabeth to herself. “You are much mistaken if +you expect to influence me by such a paltry attack as this. I see +nothing in it but your own wilful ignorance and the malice of Mr. +Darcy.” She then sought her eldest sister, who had undertaken to make +inquiries on the same subject of Bingley. Jane met her with a smile of +such sweet complacency, a glow of such happy expression, as sufficiently +marked how well she was satisfied with the occurrences of the evening. +Elizabeth instantly read her feelings; and, at that moment, solicitude +for Wickham, resentment against his enemies, and everything else, gave +way before the hope of Jane’s being in the fairest way for happiness. + +“I want to know,” said she, with a countenance no less smiling than her +sister’s, “what you have learnt about Mr. Wickham. But perhaps you have +been too pleasantly engaged to think of any third person, in which case +you may be sure of my pardon.” + +“No,” replied Jane, “I have not forgotten him; but I have nothing +satisfactory to tell you. Mr. Bingley does not know the whole of his +history, and is quite ignorant of the circumstances which have +principally offended Mr. Darcy; but he will vouch for the good conduct, +the probity and honour, of his friend, and is perfectly convinced that +Mr. Wickham has deserved much less attention from Mr. Darcy than he has +received; and I am sorry to say that by his account, as well as his +sister’s, Mr. Wickham is by no means a respectable young man. I am +afraid he has been very imprudent, and has deserved to lose Mr. Darcy’s +regard.” + +“Mr. Bingley does not know Mr. Wickham himself.” + +“No; he never saw him till the other morning at Meryton.” + +“This account then is what he has received from Mr. Darcy. I am +perfectly satisfied. But what does he say of the living?” + +“He does not exactly recollect the circumstances, though he has heard +them from Mr. Darcy more than once, but he believes that it was left to +him _conditionally_ only.” + +“I have not a doubt of Mr. Bingley’s sincerity,” said Elizabeth warmly, +“but you must excuse my not being convinced by assurances only. Mr. +Bingley’s defence of his friend was a very able one, I dare say; but +since he is unacquainted with several parts of the story, and has learnt +the rest from that friend himself, I shall venture still to think of +both gentlemen as I did before.” + +She then changed the discourse to one more gratifying to each, and on +which there could be no difference of sentiment. Elizabeth listened with +delight to the happy though modest hopes which Jane entertained of +Bingley’s regard, and said all in her power to heighten her confidence +in it. On their being joined by Mr. Bingley himself, Elizabeth withdrew +to Miss Lucas; to whose inquiry after the pleasantness of her last +partner she had scarcely replied, before Mr. Collins came up to them, +and told her with great exultation, that he had just been so fortunate +as to make a most important discovery. + +“I have found out,” said he, “by a singular accident, that there is now +in the room a near relation to my patroness. I happened to overhear the +gentleman himself mentioning to the young lady who does the honours of +this house the names of his cousin Miss De Bourgh, and of her mother, +Lady Catherine. How wonderfully these sort of things occur! Who would +have thought of my meeting with--perhaps--a nephew of Lady Catherine de +Bourgh in this assembly! I am most thankful that the discovery is made +in time for me to pay my respects to him, which I am now going to do, +and trust he will excuse my not having done it before. My total +ignorance of the connection must plead my apology.” + +“You are not going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy?” + +“Indeed I am. I shall entreat his pardon for not having done it earlier. +I believe him to be Lady Catherine’s _nephew_. It will be in my power to +assure him that her Ladyship was quite well yesterday se’nnight.” + +Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him from such a scheme; assuring him +that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction as +an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that it +was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either +side, and that if it were, it must belong to Mr. Darcy, the superior in +consequence, to begin the acquaintance. Mr. Collins listened to her with +the determined air of following his own inclination, and when she ceased +speaking, replied thus,-- + +“My dear Miss Elizabeth, I have the highest opinion in the world of your +excellent judgment in all matters within the scope of your +understanding, but permit me to say that there must be a wide difference +between the established forms of ceremony amongst the laity and those +which regulate the clergy; for, give me leave to observe that I consider +the clerical office as equal in point of dignity with the highest rank +in the kingdom--provided that a proper humility of behaviour is at the +same time maintained. You must, therefore, allow me to follow the +dictates of my conscience on this occasion, which lead me to perform +what I look on as a point of duty. Pardon me for neglecting to profit by +your advice, which on every other subject shall be my constant guide, +though in the case before us I consider myself more fitted by education +and habitual study to decide on what is right than a young lady like +yourself;” and with a low bow he left her to attack Mr. Darcy, whose +reception of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose astonishment at +being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced his speech with +a solemn bow, and though she could not hear a word of it, she felt as if +hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words “apology,” +“Hunsford,” and “Lady Catherine de Bourgh.” It vexed her to see him +expose himself to such a man. Mr. Darcy was eyeing him with +unrestrained wonder; and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him to speak, +replied with an air of distant civility. Mr. Collins, however, was not +discouraged from speaking again, and Mr. Darcy’s contempt seemed +abundantly increasing with the length of his second speech; and at the +end of it he only made him a slight bow, and moved another way: Mr. +Collins then returned to Elizabeth. + +“I have no reason, I assure you,” said he, “to be dissatisfied with my +reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the attention. He answered +me with the utmost civility, and even paid me the compliment of saying, +that he was so well convinced of Lady Catherine’s discernment as to be +certain she could never bestow a favour unworthily. It was really a very +handsome thought. Upon the whole, I am much pleased with him.” + +As Elizabeth had no longer any interest of her own to pursue, she turned +her attention almost entirely on her sister and Mr. Bingley; and the +train of agreeable reflections which her observations gave birth to made +her perhaps almost as happy as Jane. She saw her in idea settled in that +very house, in all the felicity which a marriage of true affection could +bestow; and she felt capable, under such circumstances, of endeavouring +even to like Bingley’s two sisters. Her mother’s thoughts she plainly +saw were bent the same way, and she determined not to venture near her, +lest she might hear too much. When they sat down to supper, therefore, +she considered it a most unlucky perverseness which placed them within +one of each other; and deeply was she vexed to find that her mother was +talking to that one person (Lady Lucas) freely, openly, and of nothing +else but of her expectation that Jane would be soon married to Mr. +Bingley. It was an animating subject, and Mrs. Bennet seemed incapable +of fatigue while enumerating the advantages of the match. His being such +a charming young man, and so rich, and living but three miles from them, +were the first points of self-gratulation; and then it was such a +comfort to think how fond the two sisters were of Jane, and to be +certain that they must desire the connection as much as she could do. It +was, moreover, such a promising thing for her younger daughters, as +Jane’s marrying so greatly must throw them in the way of other rich men; +and, lastly, it was so pleasant at her time of life to be able to +consign her single daughters to the care of their sister, that she might +not be obliged to go into company more than she liked. It was necessary +to make this circumstance a matter of pleasure, because on such +occasions it is the etiquette; but no one was less likely than Mrs. +Bennet to find comfort in staying at home at any period of her life. She +concluded with many good wishes that Lady Lucas might soon be equally +fortunate, though evidently and triumphantly believing there was no +chance of it. + +In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her mother’s +words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a less audible +whisper; for to her inexpressible vexation she could perceive that the +chief of it was overheard by Mr. Darcy, who sat opposite to them. Her +mother only scolded her for being nonsensical. + +“What is Mr. Darcy to me, pray, that I should be afraid of him? I am +sure we owe him no such particular civility as to be obliged to say +nothing _he_ may not like to hear.” + +“For heaven’s sake, madam, speak lower. What advantage can it be to you +to offend Mr. Darcy? You will never recommend yourself to his friend by +so doing.” + +Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her mother would +talk of her views in the same intelligible tone. Elizabeth blushed and +blushed again with shame and vexation. She could not help frequently +glancing her eye at Mr. Darcy, though every glance convinced her of what +she dreaded; for though he was not always looking at her mother, she was +convinced that his attention was invariably fixed by her. The expression +of his face changed gradually from indignant contempt to a composed and +steady gravity. + +At length, however, Mrs. Bennet had no more to say; and Lady Lucas, who +had been long yawning at the repetition of delights which she saw no +likelihood of sharing, was left to the comforts of cold ham and chicken. +Elizabeth now began to revive. But not long was the interval of +tranquillity; for when supper was over, singing was talked of, and she +had the mortification of seeing Mary, after very little entreaty, +preparing to oblige the company. By many significant looks and silent +entreaties did she endeavour to prevent such a proof of +complaisance,--but in vain; Mary would not understand them; such an +opportunity of exhibiting was delightful to her, and she began her song. +Elizabeth’s eyes were fixed on her, with most painful sensations; and +she watched her progress through the several stanzas with an impatience +which was very ill rewarded at their close; for Mary, on receiving +amongst the thanks of the table the hint of a hope that she might be +prevailed on to favour them again, after the pause of half a minute +began another. Mary’s powers were by no means fitted for such a display; +her voice was weak, and her manner affected. Elizabeth was in agonies. +She looked at Jane to see how she bore it; but Jane was very composedly +talking to Bingley. She looked at his two sisters, and saw them making +signs of derision at each other, and at Darcy, who continued, however, +impenetrably grave. She looked at her father to entreat his +interference, lest Mary should be singing all night. He took the hint, +and, when Mary had finished her second song, said aloud,-- + +“That will do extremely well, child. You have delighted us long enough. +Let the other young ladies have time to exhibit.” + +Mary, though pretending not to hear, was somewhat disconcerted; and +Elizabeth, sorry for her, and sorry for her father’s speech, was afraid +her anxiety had done no good. Others of the party were now applied to. + +“If I,” said Mr. Collins, “were so fortunate as to be able to sing, I +should have great pleasure, I am sure, in obliging the company with an +air; for I consider music as a very innocent diversion, and perfectly +compatible with the profession of a clergyman. I do not mean, however, +to assert that we can be justified in devoting too much of our time to +music, for there are certainly other things to be attended to. The +rector of a parish has much to do. In the first place, he must make such +an agreement for tithes as may be beneficial to himself and not +offensive to his patron. He must write his own sermons; and the time +that remains will not be too much for his parish duties, and the care +and improvement of his dwelling, which he cannot be excused from making +as comfortable as possible. And I do not think it of light importance +that he should have attentive and conciliatory manners towards +everybody, especially towards those to whom he owes his preferment. I +cannot acquit him of that duty; nor could I think well of the man who +should omit an occasion of testifying his respect towards anybody +connected with the family.” And with a bow to Mr. Darcy, he concluded +his speech, which had been spoken so loud as to be heard by half the +room. Many stared--many smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr. +Bennet himself, while his wife seriously commended Mr. Collins for +having spoken so sensibly, and observed, in a half-whisper to Lady +Lucas, that he was a remarkably clever, good kind of young man. + +To Elizabeth it appeared, that had her family made an agreement to +expose themselves as much as they could during the evening, it would +have been impossible for them to play their parts with more spirit, or +finer success; and happy did she think it for Bingley and her sister +that some of the exhibition had escaped his notice, and that his +feelings were not of a sort to be much distressed by the folly which he +must have witnessed. That his two sisters and Mr. Darcy, however, should +have such an opportunity of ridiculing her relations was bad enough; and +she could not determine whether the silent contempt of the gentleman, or +the insolent smiles of the ladies, were more intolerable. + +The rest of the evening brought her little amusement. She was teased by +Mr. Collins, who continued most perseveringly by her side; and though he +could not prevail with her to dance with him again, put it out of her +power to dance with others. In vain did she entreat him to stand up with +somebody else, and offered to introduce him to any young lady in the +room. He assured her that, as to dancing, he was perfectly indifferent +to it; that his chief object was, by delicate attentions, to recommend +himself to her; and that he should therefore make a point of remaining +close to her the whole evening. There was no arguing upon such a +project. She owed her greatest relief to her friend Miss Lucas, who +often joined them, and good-naturedly engaged Mr. Collins’s conversation +to herself. + +She was at least free from the offence of Mr. Darcy’s further notice: +though often standing within a very short distance of her, quite +disengaged, he never came near enough to speak. She felt it to be the +probable consequence of her allusions to Mr. Wickham, and rejoiced in +it. + +The Longbourn party were the last of all the company to depart; and by a +manœuvre of Mrs. Bennet had to wait for their carriage a quarter of an +hour after everybody else was gone, which gave them time to see how +heartily they were wished away by some of the family. Mrs. Hurst and her +sister scarcely opened their mouths except to complain of fatigue, and +were evidently impatient to have the house to themselves. They repulsed +every attempt of Mrs. Bennet at conversation, and, by so doing, threw a +languor over the whole party, which was very little relieved by the long +speeches of Mr. Collins, who was complimenting Mr. Bingley and his +sisters on the elegance of their entertainment, and the hospitality and +politeness which had marked their behaviour to their guests. Darcy said +nothing at all. Mr. Bennet, in equal silence, was enjoying the scene. +Mr. Bingley and Jane were standing together a little detached from the +rest, and talked only to each other. Elizabeth preserved as steady a +silence as either Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley; and even Lydia was too +much fatigued to utter more than the occasional exclamation of “Lord, +how tired I am!” accompanied by a violent yawn. + +When at length they arose to take leave, Mrs. Bennet was most pressingly +civil in her hope of seeing the whole family soon at Longbourn; and +addressed herself particularly to Mr. Bingley, to assure him how happy +he would make them, by eating a family dinner with them at any time, +without the ceremony of a formal invitation. Bingley was all grateful +pleasure; and he readily engaged for taking the earliest opportunity of +waiting on her after his return from London, whither he was obliged to +go the next day for a short time. + +Mrs. Bennet was perfectly satisfied; and quitted the house under the +delightful persuasion that, allowing for the necessary preparations of +settlements, new carriages, and wedding clothes, she should undoubtedly +see her daughter settled at Netherfield in the course of three or four +months. Of having another daughter married to Mr. Collins she thought +with equal certainty, and with considerable, though not equal, pleasure. +Elizabeth was the least dear to her of all her children; and though the +man and the match were quite good enough for _her_, the worth of each +was eclipsed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “to assure you in the most animated language” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +[Illustration] + +The next day opened a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins made his +declaration in form. Having resolved to do it without loss of time, as +his leave of absence extended only to the following Saturday, and having +no feelings of diffidence to make it distressing to himself even at the +moment, he set about it in a very orderly manner, with all the +observances which he supposed a regular part of the business. On finding +Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together, soon +after breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words,-- + +“May I hope, madam, for your interest with your fair daughter Elizabeth, +when I solicit for the honour of a private audience with her in the +course of this morning?” + +Before Elizabeth had time for anything but a blush of surprise, Mrs. +Bennet instantly answered,-- + +“Oh dear! Yes, certainly. I am sure Lizzy will be very happy--I am sure +she can have no objection. Come, Kitty, I want you upstairs.” And +gathering her work together, she was hastening away, when Elizabeth +called out,-- + +“Dear ma’am, do not go. I beg you will not go. Mr. Collins must excuse +me. He can have nothing to say to me that anybody need not hear. I am +going away myself.” + +“No, no, nonsense, Lizzy. I desire you will stay where you are.” And +upon Elizabeth’s seeming really, with vexed and embarrassed looks, about +to escape, she added, “Lizzy, I _insist_ upon your staying and hearing +Mr. Collins.” + +Elizabeth would not oppose such an injunction; and a moment’s +consideration making her also sensible that it would be wisest to get it +over as soon and as quietly as possible, she sat down again, and tried +to conceal, by incessant employment, the feelings which were divided +between distress and diversion. Mrs. Bennet and Kitty walked off, and as +soon as they were gone, Mr. Collins began,-- + +“Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far from +doing you any disservice, rather adds to your other perfections. You +would have been less amiable in my eyes had there _not_ been this little +unwillingness; but allow me to assure you that I have your respected +mother’s permission for this address. You can hardly doubt the purport +of my discourse, however your natural delicacy may lead you to +dissemble; my attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as +soon as I entered the house I singled you out as the companion of my +future life. But before I am run away with by my feelings on this +subject, perhaps it will be advisable for me to state my reasons for +marrying--and, moreover, for coming into Hertfordshire with the design +of selecting a wife, as I certainly did.” + +The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure, being run away +with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near laughing that she could not +use the short pause he allowed in any attempt to stop him farther, and +he continued,-- + +“My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a right thing for +every clergyman in easy circumstances (like myself) to set the example +of matrimony in his parish; secondly, that I am convinced it will add +very greatly to my happiness; and, thirdly, which perhaps I ought to +have mentioned earlier, that it is the particular advice and +recommendation of the very noble lady whom I have the honour of calling +patroness. Twice has she condescended to give me her opinion (unasked +too!) on this subject; and it was but the very Saturday night before I +left Hunsford,--between our pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson was +arranging Miss De Bourgh’s footstool,--that she said, ‘Mr. Collins, you +must marry. A clergyman like you must marry. Choose properly, choose a +gentlewoman for _my_ sake, and for your _own_; let her be an active, +useful sort of person, not brought up high, but able to make a small +income go a good way. This is my advice. Find such a woman as soon as +you can, bring her to Hunsford, and I will visit her.’ Allow me, by the +way, to observe, my fair cousin, that I do not reckon the notice and +kindness of Lady Catherine de Bourgh as among the least of the +advantages in my power to offer. You will find her manners beyond +anything I can describe; and your wit and vivacity, I think, must be +acceptable to her, especially when tempered with the silence and respect +which her rank will inevitably excite. Thus much for my general +intention in favour of matrimony; it remains to be told why my views +were directed to Longbourn instead of my own neighbourhood, where I +assure you there are many amiable young women. But the fact is, that +being, as I am, to inherit this estate after the death of your honoured +father (who, however, may live many years longer), I could not satisfy +myself without resolving to choose a wife from among his daughters, that +the loss to them might be as little as possible when the melancholy +event takes place--which, however, as I have already said, may not be +for several years. This has been my motive, my fair cousin, and I +flatter myself it will not sink me in your esteem. And now nothing +remains for me but to assure you in the most animated language of the +violence of my affection. To fortune I am perfectly indifferent, and +shall make no demand of that nature on your father, since I am well +aware that it could not be complied with; and that one thousand pounds +in the 4 per cents., which will not be yours till after your mother’s +decease, is all that you may ever be entitled to. On that head, +therefore, I shall be uniformly silent: and you may assure yourself that +no ungenerous reproach shall ever pass my lips when we are married.” + +It was absolutely necessary to interrupt him now. + +“You are too hasty, sir,” she cried. “You forget that I have made no +answer. Let me do it without further loss of time. Accept my thanks for +the compliment you are paying me. I am very sensible of the honour of +your proposals, but it is impossible for me to do otherwise than decline +them.” + +“I am not now to learn,” replied Mr. Collins, with a formal wave of the +hand, “that it is usual with young ladies to reject the addresses of the +man whom they secretly mean to accept, when he first applies for their +favour; and that sometimes the refusal is repeated a second or even a +third time. I am, therefore, by no means discouraged by what you have +just said, and shall hope to lead you to the altar ere long.” + +“Upon my word, sir,” cried Elizabeth, “your hope is rather an +extraordinary one after my declaration. I do assure you that I am not +one of those young ladies (if such young ladies there are) who are so +daring as to risk their happiness on the chance of being asked a second +time. I am perfectly serious in my refusal. You could not make _me_ +happy, and I am convinced that I am the last woman in the world who +would make _you_ so. Nay, were your friend Lady Catherine to know me, I +am persuaded she would find me in every respect ill qualified for the +situation.” + +“Were it certain that Lady Catherine would think so,” said Mr. Collins, +very gravely--“but I cannot imagine that her Ladyship would at all +disapprove of you. And you may be certain that when I have the honour of +seeing her again I shall speak in the highest terms of your modesty, +economy, and other amiable qualifications.” + +“Indeed, Mr. Collins, all praise of me will be unnecessary. You must +give me leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment of +believing what I say. I wish you very happy and very rich, and by +refusing your hand, do all in my power to prevent your being otherwise. +In making me the offer, you must have satisfied the delicacy of your +feelings with regard to my family, and may take possession of Longbourn +estate whenever it falls, without any self-reproach. This matter may be +considered, therefore, as finally settled.” And rising as she thus +spoke, she would have quitted the room, had not Mr. Collins thus +addressed her,-- + +“When I do myself the honour of speaking to you next on the subject, I +shall hope to receive a more favourable answer than you have now given +me; though I am far from accusing you of cruelty at present, because I +know it to be the established custom of your sex to reject a man on the +first application, and, perhaps, you have even now said as much to +encourage my suit as would be consistent with the true delicacy of the +female character.” + +“Really, Mr. Collins,” cried Elizabeth, with some warmth, “you puzzle me +exceedingly. If what I have hitherto said can appear to you in the form +of encouragement, I know not how to express my refusal in such a way as +may convince you of its being one.” + +“You must give me leave to flatter myself, my dear cousin, that your +refusal of my addresses are merely words of course. My reasons for +believing it are briefly these:--It does not appear to me that my hand +is unworthy of your acceptance, or that the establishment I can offer +would be any other than highly desirable. My situation in life, my +connections with the family of De Bourgh, and my relationship to your +own, are circumstances highly in my favour; and you should take it into +further consideration that, in spite of your manifold attractions, it is +by no means certain that another offer of marriage may ever be made you. +Your portion is unhappily so small, that it will in all likelihood undo +the effects of your loveliness and amiable qualifications. As I must, +therefore, conclude that you are not serious in your rejection of me, I +shall choose to attribute it to your wish of increasing my love by +suspense, according to the usual practice of elegant females.” + +“I do assure you, sir, that I have no pretensions whatever to that kind +of elegance which consists in tormenting a respectable man. I would +rather be paid the compliment of being believed sincere. I thank you +again and again for the honour you have done me in your proposals, but +to accept them is absolutely impossible. My feelings in every respect +forbid it. Can I speak plainer? Do not consider me now as an elegant +female intending to plague you, but as a rational creature speaking the +truth from her heart.” + +“You are uniformly charming!” cried he, with an air of awkward +gallantry; “and I am persuaded that, when sanctioned by the express +authority of both your excellent parents, my proposals will not fail of +being acceptable.” + +To such perseverance in wilful self-deception Elizabeth would make no +reply, and immediately and in silence withdrew; determined, that if he +persisted in considering her repeated refusals as flattering +encouragement, to apply to her father, whose negative might be uttered +in such a manner as must be decisive, and whose behaviour at least could +not be mistaken for the affectation and coquetry of an elegant female. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Collins was not left long to the silent contemplation of his +successful love; for Mrs. Bennet, having dawdled about in the vestibule +to watch for the end of the conference, no sooner saw Elizabeth open the +door and with quick step pass her towards the staircase, than she +entered the breakfast-room, and congratulated both him and herself in +warm terms on the happy prospect of their nearer connection. Mr. Collins +received and returned these felicitations with equal pleasure, and then +proceeded to relate the particulars of their interview, with the result +of which he trusted he had every reason to be satisfied, since the +refusal which his cousin had steadfastly given him would naturally flow +from her bashful modesty and the genuine delicacy of her character. + +This information, however, startled Mrs. Bennet: she would have been +glad to be equally satisfied that her daughter had meant to encourage +him by protesting against his proposals, but she dared not believe it, +and could not help saying so. + +“But depend upon it, Mr. Collins,” she added, “that Lizzy shall be +brought to reason. I will speak to her about it myself directly. She is +a very headstrong, foolish girl, and does not know her own interest; but +I will _make_ her know it.” + +“Pardon me for interrupting you, madam,” cried Mr. Collins; “but if she +is really headstrong and foolish, I know not whether she would +altogether be a very desirable wife to a man in my situation, who +naturally looks for happiness in the marriage state. If, therefore, she +actually persists in rejecting my suit, perhaps it were better not to +force her into accepting me, because, if liable to such defects of +temper, she could not contribute much to my felicity.” + +“Sir, you quite misunderstand me,” said Mrs. Bennet, alarmed. “Lizzy is +only headstrong in such matters as these. In everything else she is as +good-natured a girl as ever lived. I will go directly to Mr. Bennet, and +we shall very soon settle it with her, I am sure.” + +She would not give him time to reply, but hurrying instantly to her +husband, called out, as she entered the library,-- + +“Oh, Mr. Bennet, you are wanted immediately; we are all in an uproar. +You must come and make Lizzy marry Mr. Collins, for she vows she will +not have him; and if you do not make haste he will change his mind and +not have _her_.” + +Mr. Bennet raised his eyes from his book as she entered, and fixed them +on her face with a calm unconcern, which was not in the least altered by +her communication. + +“I have not the pleasure of understanding you,” said he, when she had +finished her speech. “Of what are you talking?” + +“Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy declares she will not have Mr. Collins, +and Mr. Collins begins to say that he will not have Lizzy.” + +“And what am I to do on the occasion? It seems a hopeless business.” + +“Speak to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist upon her +marrying him.” + +“Let her be called down. She shall hear my opinion.” + +Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was summoned to the +library. + +“Come here, child,” cried her father as she appeared. “I have sent for +you on an affair of importance. I understand that Mr. Collins has made +you an offer of marriage. Is it true?” + +Elizabeth replied that it was. + +“Very well--and this offer of marriage you have refused?” + +“I have, sir.” + +“Very well. We now come to the point. Your mother insists upon your +accepting it. Is it not so, Mrs. Bennet?” + +“Yes, or I will never see her again.” + +“An unhappy alternative is before you, Elizabeth. From this day you must +be a stranger to one of your parents. Your mother will never see you +again if you do _not_ marry Mr. Collins, and I will never see you again +if you _do_.” + +Elizabeth could not but smile at such a conclusion of such a beginning; +but Mrs. Bennet, who had persuaded herself that her husband regarded the +affair as she wished, was excessively disappointed. + +“What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, by talking in this way? You promised me +to _insist_ upon her marrying him.” + +“My dear,” replied her husband, “I have two small favours to request. +First, that you will allow me the free use of my understanding on the +present occasion; and, secondly, of my room. I shall be glad to have the +library to myself as soon as may be.” + +Not yet, however, in spite of her disappointment in her husband, did +Mrs. Bennet give up the point. She talked to Elizabeth again and again; +coaxed and threatened her by turns. She endeavoured to secure Jane in +her interest, but Jane, with all possible mildness, declined +interfering; and Elizabeth, sometimes with real earnestness, and +sometimes with playful gaiety, replied to her attacks. Though her manner +varied, however, her determination never did. + +Mr. Collins, meanwhile, was meditating in solitude on what had passed. +He thought too well of himself to comprehend on what motive his cousin +could refuse him; and though his pride was hurt, he suffered in no other +way. His regard for her was quite imaginary; and the possibility of her +deserving her mother’s reproach prevented his feeling any regret. + +While the family were in this confusion, Charlotte Lucas came to spend +the day with them. She was met in the vestibule by Lydia, who, flying to +her, cried in a half whisper, “I am glad you are come, for there is such +fun here! What do you think has happened this morning? Mr. Collins has +made an offer to Lizzy, and she will not have him.” + +[Illustration: + + “they entered the breakfast room” +] + +Charlotte had hardly time to answer before they were joined by Kitty, +who came to tell the same news; and no sooner had they entered the +breakfast-room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, than she likewise began on +the subject, calling on Miss Lucas for her compassion, and entreating +her to persuade her friend Lizzy to comply with the wishes of her +family. “Pray do, my dear Miss Lucas,” she added, in a melancholy tone; +“for nobody is on my side, nobody takes part with me; I am cruelly used, +nobody feels for my poor nerves.” + +Charlotte’s reply was spared by the entrance of Jane and Elizabeth. + +“Ay, there she comes,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “looking as unconcerned as +may be, and caring no more for us than if we were at York, provided she +can have her own way. But I tell you what, Miss Lizzy, if you take it +into your head to go on refusing every offer of marriage in this way, +you will never get a husband at all--and I am sure I do not know who is +to maintain you when your father is dead. _I_ shall not be able to keep +you--and so I warn you. I have done with you from this very day. I told +you in the library, you know, that I should never speak to you again, +and you will find me as good as my word. I have no pleasure in talking +to undutiful children. Not that I have much pleasure, indeed, in talking +to anybody. People who suffer as I do from nervous complaints can have +no great inclination for talking. Nobody can tell what I suffer! But it +is always so. Those who do not complain are never pitied.” + +Her daughters listened in silence to this effusion, sensible that any +attempt to reason with or soothe her would only increase the irritation. +She talked on, therefore, without interruption from any of them till +they were joined by Mr. Collins, who entered with an air more stately +than usual, and on perceiving whom, she said to the girls,-- + +“Now, I do insist upon it, that you, all of you, hold your tongues, and +let Mr. Collins and me have a little conversation together.” + +Elizabeth passed quietly out of the room, Jane and Kitty followed, but +Lydia stood her ground, determined to hear all she could; and Charlotte, +detained first by the civility of Mr. Collins, whose inquiries after +herself and all her family were very minute, and then by a little +curiosity, satisfied herself with walking to the window and pretending +not to hear. In a doleful voice Mrs. Bennet thus began the projected +conversation:-- + +“Oh, Mr. Collins!” + +“My dear madam,” replied he, “let us be for ever silent on this point. +Far be it from me,” he presently continued, in a voice that marked his +displeasure, “to resent the behaviour of your daughter. Resignation to +inevitable evils is the duty of us all: the peculiar duty of a young man +who has been so fortunate as I have been, in early preferment; and, I +trust, I am resigned. Perhaps not the less so from feeling a doubt of my +positive happiness had my fair cousin honoured me with her hand; for I +have often observed, that resignation is never so perfect as when the +blessing denied begins to lose somewhat of its value in our estimation. +You will not, I hope, consider me as showing any disrespect to your +family, my dear madam, by thus withdrawing my pretensions to your +daughter’s favour, without having paid yourself and Mr. Bennet the +compliment of requesting you to interpose your authority in my behalf. +My conduct may, I fear, be objectionable in having accepted my +dismission from your daughter’s lips instead of your own; but we are all +liable to error. I have certainly meant well through the whole affair. +My object has been to secure an amiable companion for myself, with due +consideration for the advantage of all your family; and if my _manner_ +has been at all reprehensible, I here beg leave to apologize.” + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +[Illustration] + +The discussion of Mr. Collins’s offer was now nearly at an end, and +Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings necessarily +attending it, and occasionally from some peevish allusion of her mother. +As for the gentleman himself, _his_ feelings were chiefly expressed, not +by embarrassment or dejection, or by trying to avoid her, but by +stiffness of manner and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke to +her; and the assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of +himself were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose +civility in listening to him was a seasonable relief to them all, and +especially to her friend. + +The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet’s ill humour or ill +health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry pride. Elizabeth +had hoped that his resentment might shorten his visit, but his plan did +not appear in the least affected by it. He was always to have gone on +Saturday, and to Saturday he still meant to stay. + +After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton, to inquire if Mr. Wickham +were returned, and to lament over his absence from the Netherfield ball. +He joined them on their entering the town, and attended them to their +aunt’s, where his regret and vexation and the concern of everybody were +well talked over. To Elizabeth, however, he voluntarily acknowledged +that the necessity of his absence _had_ been self-imposed. + +“I found,” said he, “as the time drew near, that I had better not meet +Mr. Darcy;--that to be in the same room, the same party with him for so +many hours together, might be more than I could bear, and that scenes +might arise unpleasant to more than myself.” + +She highly approved his forbearance; and they had leisure for a full +discussion of it, and for all the commendations which they civilly +bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another officer walked back with +them to Longbourn, and during the walk he particularly attended to her. +His accompanying them was a double advantage: she felt all the +compliment it offered to herself; and it was most acceptable as an +occasion of introducing him to her father and mother. + +[Illustration: “Walked back with them” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet; it came +from Netherfield, and was opened immediately. The envelope contained a +sheet of elegant, little, hot-pressed paper, well covered with a lady’s +fair, flowing hand; and Elizabeth saw her sister’s countenance change as +she read it, and saw her dwelling intently on some particular passages. +Jane recollected herself soon; and putting the letter away, tried to +join, with her usual cheerfulness, in the general conversation: but +Elizabeth felt an anxiety on the subject which drew off her attention +even from Wickham; and no sooner had he and his companion taken leave, +than a glance from Jane invited her to follow her upstairs. When they +had gained their own room, Jane, taking out her letter, said, “This is +from Caroline Bingley: what it contains has surprised me a good deal. +The whole party have left Netherfield by this time, and are on their way +to town; and without any intention of coming back again. You shall hear +what she says.” + +She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the information +of their having just resolved to follow their brother to town directly, +and of their meaning to dine that day in Grosvenor Street, where Mr. +Hurst had a house. The next was in these words:--“‘I do not pretend to +regret anything I shall leave in Hertfordshire except your society, my +dearest friend; but we will hope, at some future period, to enjoy many +returns of that delightful intercourse we have known, and in the +meanwhile may lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most +unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that.’” To these +high-flown expressions Elizabeth listened with all the insensibility of +distrust; and though the suddenness of their removal surprised her, she +saw nothing in it really to lament: it was not to be supposed that their +absence from Netherfield would prevent Mr. Bingley’s being there; and as +to the loss of their society, she was persuaded that Jane must soon +cease to regard it in the enjoyment of his. + +“It is unlucky,” said she, after a short pause, “that you should not be +able to see your friends before they leave the country. But may we not +hope that the period of future happiness, to which Miss Bingley looks +forward, may arrive earlier than she is aware, and that the delightful +intercourse you have known as friends will be renewed with yet greater +satisfaction as sisters? Mr. Bingley will not be detained in London by +them.” + +“Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return into +Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you. + +“‘When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business which +took him to London might be concluded in three or four days; but as we +are certain it cannot be so, and at the same time convinced that when +Charles gets to town he will be in no hurry to leave it again, we have +determined on following him thither, that he may not be obliged to spend +his vacant hours in a comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintance are +already there for the winter: I wish I could hear that you, my dearest +friend, had any intention of making one in the crowd, but of that I +despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire may abound in +the gaieties which that season generally brings, and that your beaux +will be so numerous as to prevent your feeling the loss of the three of +whom we shall deprive you.’ + +“It is evident by this,” added Jane, “that he comes back no more this +winter.” + +“It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean he _should_.” + +“Why will you think so? It must be his own doing; he is his own master. +But you do not know _all_. I _will_ read you the passage which +particularly hurts me. I will have no reserves from _you_. ‘Mr. Darcy is +impatient to see his sister; and to confess the truth, _we_ are scarcely +less eager to meet her again. I really do not think Georgiana Darcy has +her equal for beauty, elegance, and accomplishments; and the affection +she inspires in Louisa and myself is heightened into something still +more interesting from the hope we dare to entertain of her being +hereafter our sister. I do not know whether I ever before mentioned to +you my feelings on this subject, but I will not leave the country +without confiding them, and I trust you will not esteem them +unreasonable. My brother admires her greatly already; he will have +frequent opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing; her +relations all wish the connection as much as his own; and a sister’s +partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I call Charles most +capable of engaging any woman’s heart. With all these circumstances to +favour an attachment, and nothing to prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest +Jane, in indulging the hope of an event which will secure the happiness +of so many?’ What think you of _this_ sentence, my dear Lizzy?” said +Jane, as she finished it. “Is it not clear enough? Does it not expressly +declare that Caroline neither expects nor wishes me to be her sister; +that she is perfectly convinced of her brother’s indifference; and that +if she suspects the nature of my feelings for him she means (most +kindly!) to put me on my guard. Can there be any other opinion on the +subject?” + +“Yes, there can; for mine is totally different. Will you hear it?” + +“Most willingly.” + +“You shall have it in a few words. Miss Bingley sees that her brother is +in love with you and wants him to marry Miss Darcy. She follows him to +town in the hope of keeping him there, and tries to persuade you that he +does not care about you.” + +Jane shook her head. + +“Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me. No one who has ever seen you +together can doubt his affection; Miss Bingley, I am sure, cannot: she +is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as much love in Mr. +Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her wedding clothes. But the +case is this:--we are not rich enough or grand enough for them; and she +is the more anxious to get Miss Darcy for her brother, from the notion +that when there has been _one_ inter-marriage, she may have less trouble +in achieving a second; in which there is certainly some ingenuity, and I +dare say it would succeed if Miss de Bourgh were out of the way. But, my +dearest Jane, you cannot seriously imagine that, because Miss Bingley +tells you her brother greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is in the smallest +degree less sensible of _your_ merit than when he took leave of you on +Tuesday; or that it will be in her power to persuade him that, instead +of being in love with you, he is very much in love with her friend.” + +“If we thought alike of Miss Bingley,” replied Jane, “your +representation of all this might make me quite easy. But I know the +foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully deceiving +anyone; and all that I can hope in this case is, that she is deceived +herself.” + +“That is right. You could not have started a more happy idea, since you +will not take comfort in mine: believe her to be deceived, by all means. +You have now done your duty by her, and must fret no longer.” + +“But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best, in +accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing him to marry +elsewhere?” + +“You must decide for yourself,” said Elizabeth; “and if, upon mature +deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging his two sisters is +more than equivalent to the happiness of being his wife, I advise you, +by all means, to refuse him.” + +“How can you talk so?” said Jane, faintly smiling; “you must know, that, +though I should be exceedingly grieved at their disapprobation, I could +not hesitate.” + +“I did not think you would; and that being the case, I cannot consider +your situation with much compassion.” + +“But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never be +required. A thousand things may arise in six months.” + +The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the utmost +contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of Caroline’s +interested wishes; and she could not for a moment suppose that those +wishes, however openly or artfully spoken, could influence a young man +so totally independent of everyone. + +She represented to her sister, as forcibly as possible, what she felt on +the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing its happy effect. +Jane’s temper was not desponding; and she was gradually led to hope, +though the diffidence of affection sometimes overcame the hope, that +Bingley would return to Netherfield, and answer every wish of her heart. + +They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure of the +family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman’s conduct; +but even this partial communication gave her a great deal of concern, +and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky that the ladies should happen +to go away just as they were all getting so intimate together. After +lamenting it, however, at some length, she had the consolation of +thinking that Mr. Bingley would be soon down again, and soon dining at +Longbourn; and the conclusion of all was the comfortable declaration, +that, though he had been invited only to a family dinner, she would take +care to have two full courses. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +[Illustration] + +The Bennets were engaged to dine with the Lucases; and again, during the +chief of the day, was Miss Lucas so kind as to listen to Mr. Collins. +Elizabeth took an opportunity of thanking her. “It keeps him in good +humour,” said she, “and I am more obliged to you than I can express.” + +Charlotte assured her friend of her satisfaction in being useful, and +that it amply repaid her for the little sacrifice of her time. This was +very amiable; but Charlotte’s kindness extended farther than Elizabeth +had any conception of:--its object was nothing less than to secure her +from any return of Mr. Collins’s addresses, by engaging them towards +herself. Such was Miss Lucas’s scheme; and appearances were so +favourable, that when they parted at night, she would have felt almost +sure of success if he had not been to leave Hertfordshire so very soon. +But here she did injustice to the fire and independence of his +character; for it led him to escape out of Longbourn House the next +morning with admirable slyness, and hasten to Lucas Lodge to throw +himself at her feet. He was anxious to avoid the notice of his cousins, +from a conviction that, if they saw him depart, they could not fail to +conjecture his design, and he was not willing to have the attempt known +till its success could be known likewise; for, though feeling almost +secure, and with reason, for Charlotte had been tolerably encouraging, +he was comparatively diffident since the adventure of Wednesday. His +reception, however, was of the most flattering kind. Miss Lucas +perceived him from an upper window as he walked towards the house, and +instantly set out to meet him accidentally in the lane. But little had +she dared to hope that so much love and eloquence awaited her there. + +In as short a time as Mr. Collins’s long speeches would allow, +everything was settled between them to the satisfaction of both; and as +they entered the house, he earnestly entreated her to name the day that +was to make him the happiest of men; and though such a solicitation must +be waived for the present, the lady felt no inclination to trifle with +his happiness. The stupidity with which he was favoured by nature must +guard his courtship from any charm that could make a woman wish for its +continuance; and Miss Lucas, who accepted him solely from the pure and +disinterested desire of an establishment, cared not how soon that +establishment were gained. + +Sir William and Lady Lucas were speedily applied to for their consent; +and it was bestowed with a most joyful alacrity. Mr. Collins’s present +circumstances made it a most eligible match for their daughter, to whom +they could give little fortune; and his prospects of future wealth were +exceedingly fair. Lady Lucas began directly to calculate, with more +interest than the matter had ever + +[Illustration: + + “So much love and eloquence” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +excited before, how many years longer Mr. Bennet was likely to live; and +Sir William gave it as his decided opinion, that whenever Mr. Collins +should be in possession of the Longbourn estate, it would be highly +expedient that both he and his wife should make their appearance at St. +James’s. The whole family in short were properly overjoyed on the +occasion. The younger girls formed hopes of _coming out_ a year or two +sooner than they might otherwise have done; and the boys were relieved +from their apprehension of Charlotte’s dying an old maid. Charlotte +herself was tolerably composed. She had gained her point, and had time +to consider of it. Her reflections were in general satisfactory. Mr. +Collins, to be sure, was neither sensible nor agreeable: his society was +irksome, and his attachment to her must be imaginary. But still he would +be her husband. Without thinking highly either of men or of matrimony, +marriage had always been her object: it was the only honourable +provision for well-educated young women of small fortune, and, however +uncertain of giving happiness, must be their pleasantest preservative +from want. This preservative she had now obtained; and at the age of +twenty-seven, without having ever been handsome, she felt all the good +luck of it. The least agreeable circumstance in the business was the +surprise it must occasion to Elizabeth Bennet, whose friendship she +valued beyond that of any other person. Elizabeth would wonder, and +probably would blame her; and though her resolution was not to be +shaken, her feelings must be hurt by such a disapprobation. She resolved +to give her the information herself; and therefore charged Mr. Collins, +when he returned to Longbourn to dinner, to drop no hint of what had +passed before any of the family. A promise of secrecy was of course very +dutifully given, but it could not be kept without difficulty; for the +curiosity excited by his long absence burst forth in such very direct +questions on his return, as required some ingenuity to evade, and he was +at the same time exercising great self-denial, for he was longing to +publish his prosperous love. + +As he was to begin his journey too early on the morrow to see any of +the family, the ceremony of leave-taking was performed when the ladies +moved for the night; and Mrs. Bennet, with great politeness and +cordiality, said how happy they should be to see him at Longbourn again, +whenever his other engagements might allow him to visit them. + +“My dear madam,” he replied, “this invitation is particularly +gratifying, because it is what I have been hoping to receive; and you +may be very certain that I shall avail myself of it as soon as +possible.” + +They were all astonished; and Mr. Bennet, who could by no means wish for +so speedy a return, immediately said,-- + +“But is there not danger of Lady Catherine’s disapprobation here, my +good sir? You had better neglect your relations than run the risk of +offending your patroness.” + +“My dear sir,” replied Mr. Collins, “I am particularly obliged to you +for this friendly caution, and you may depend upon my not taking so +material a step without her Ladyship’s concurrence.” + +“You cannot be too much on your guard. Risk anything rather than her +displeasure; and if you find it likely to be raised by your coming to us +again, which I should think exceedingly probable, stay quietly at home, +and be satisfied that _we_ shall take no offence.” + +“Believe me, my dear sir, my gratitude is warmly excited by such +affectionate attention; and, depend upon it, you will speedily receive +from me a letter of thanks for this as well as for every other mark of +your regard during my stay in Hertfordshire. As for my fair cousins, +though my absence may not be long enough to render it necessary, I shall +now take the liberty of wishing them health and happiness, not excepting +my cousin Elizabeth.” + +With proper civilities, the ladies then withdrew; all of them equally +surprised to find that he meditated a quick return. Mrs. Bennet wished +to understand by it that he thought of paying his addresses to one of +her younger girls, and Mary might have been prevailed on to accept him. +She rated his abilities much higher than any of the others: there was a +solidity in his reflections which often struck her; and though by no +means so clever as herself, she thought that, if encouraged to read and +improve himself by such an example as hers, he might become a very +agreeable companion. But on the following morning every hope of this +kind was done away. Miss Lucas called soon after breakfast, and in a +private conference with Elizabeth related the event of the day before. + +The possibility of Mr. Collins’s fancying himself in love with her +friend had once occurred to Elizabeth within the last day or two: but +that Charlotte could encourage him seemed almost as far from possibility +as that she could encourage him herself; and her astonishment was +consequently so great as to overcome at first the bounds of decorum, and +she could not help crying out,-- + +“Engaged to Mr. Collins! my dear Charlotte, impossible!” + +The steady countenance which Miss Lucas had commanded in telling her +story gave way to a momentary confusion here on receiving so direct a +reproach; though, as it was no more than she expected, she soon regained +her composure, and calmly replied,-- + +“Why should you be surprised, my dear Eliza? Do you think it incredible +that Mr. Collins should be able to procure any woman’s good opinion, +because he was not so happy as to succeed with you?” + +But Elizabeth had now recollected herself; and, making a strong effort +for it, was able to assure her, with tolerable firmness, that the +prospect of their relationship was highly grateful to her, and that she +wished her all imaginable happiness. + +“I see what you are feeling,” replied Charlotte; “you must be surprised, +very much surprised, so lately as Mr. Collins was wishing to marry you. +But when you have had time to think it all over, I hope you will be +satisfied with what I have done. I am not romantic, you know. I never +was. I ask only a comfortable home; and, considering Mr. Collins’s +character, connections, and situation in life, I am convinced that my +chance of happiness with him is as fair as most people can boast on +entering the marriage state.” + +Elizabeth quietly answered “undoubtedly;” and, after an awkward pause, +they returned to the rest of the family. Charlotte did not stay much +longer; and Elizabeth was then left to reflect on what she had heard. It +was a long time before she became at all reconciled to the idea of so +unsuitable a match. The strangeness of Mr. Collins’s making two offers +of marriage within three days was nothing in comparison of his being now +accepted. She had always felt that Charlotte’s opinion of matrimony was +not exactly like her own; but she could not have supposed it possible +that, when called into action, she would have sacrificed every better +feeling to worldly advantage. Charlotte, the wife of Mr. Collins, was a +most humiliating picture! And to the pang of a friend disgracing +herself, and sunk in her esteem, was added the distressing conviction +that it was impossible for that friend to be tolerably happy in the lot +she had chosen. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Protested he must be entirely mistaken.” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth was sitting with her mother and sisters, reflecting on what +she had heard, and doubting whether she was authorized to mention it, +when Sir William Lucas himself appeared, sent by his daughter to +announce her engagement to the family. With many compliments to them, +and much self-gratulation on the prospect of a connection between the +houses, he unfolded the matter,--to an audience not merely wondering, +but incredulous; for Mrs. Bennet, with more perseverance than +politeness, protested he must be entirely mistaken; and Lydia, always +unguarded and often uncivil, boisterously exclaimed,-- + +“Good Lord! Sir William, how can you tell such a story? Do not you know +that Mr. Collins wants to marry Lizzy?” + +Nothing less than the complaisance of a courtier could have borne +without anger such treatment: but Sir William’s good-breeding carried +him through it all; and though he begged leave to be positive as to the +truth of his information, he listened to all their impertinence with the +most forbearing courtesy. + +Elizabeth, feeling it incumbent on her to relieve him from so unpleasant +a situation, now put herself forward to confirm his account, by +mentioning her prior knowledge of it from Charlotte herself; and +endeavoured to put a stop to the exclamations of her mother and sisters, +by the earnestness of her congratulations to Sir William, in which she +was readily joined by Jane, and by making a variety of remarks on the +happiness that might be expected from the match, the excellent character +of Mr. Collins, and the convenient distance of Hunsford from London. + +Mrs. Bennet was, in fact, too much overpowered to say a great deal while +Sir William remained; but no sooner had he left them than her feelings +found a rapid vent. In the first place, she persisted in disbelieving +the whole of the matter; secondly, she was very sure that Mr. Collins +had been taken in; thirdly, she trusted that they would never be happy +together; and, fourthly, that the match might be broken off. Two +inferences, however, were plainly deduced from the whole: one, that +Elizabeth was the real cause of all the mischief; and the other, that +she herself had been barbarously used by them all; and on these two +points she principally dwelt during the rest of the day. Nothing could +console and nothing appease her. Nor did that day wear out her +resentment. A week elapsed before she could see Elizabeth without +scolding her: a month passed away before she could speak to Sir William +or Lady Lucas without being rude; and many months were gone before she +could at all forgive their daughter. + +Mr. Bennet’s emotions were much more tranquil on the occasion, and such +as he did experience he pronounced to be of a most agreeable sort; for +it gratified him, he said, to discover that Charlotte Lucas, whom he had +been used to think tolerably sensible, was as foolish as his wife, and +more foolish than his daughter! + +Jane confessed herself a little surprised at the match: but she said +less of her astonishment than of her earnest desire for their happiness; +nor could Elizabeth persuade her to consider it as improbable. Kitty and +Lydia were far from envying Miss Lucas, for Mr. Collins was only a +clergyman; and it affected them in no other way than as a piece of news +to spread at Meryton. + +Lady Lucas could not be insensible of triumph on being able to retort on +Mrs. Bennet the comfort of having a daughter well married; and she +called at Longbourn rather oftener than usual to say how happy she was, +though Mrs. Bennet’s sour looks and ill-natured remarks might have been +enough to drive happiness away. + +Between Elizabeth and Charlotte there was a restraint which kept them +mutually silent on the subject; and Elizabeth felt persuaded that no +real confidence could ever subsist between them again. Her +disappointment in Charlotte made her turn with fonder regard to her +sister, of whose rectitude and delicacy she was sure her opinion could +never be shaken, and for whose happiness she grew daily more anxious, as +Bingley had now been gone a week, and nothing was heard of his return. + +Jane had sent Caroline an early answer to her letter, and was counting +the days till she might reasonably hope to hear again. The promised +letter of thanks from Mr. Collins arrived on Tuesday, addressed to their +father, and written with all the solemnity of gratitude which a +twelve-month’s abode in the family might have prompted. After +discharging his conscience on that head, he proceeded to inform them, +with many rapturous expressions, of his happiness in having obtained the +affection of their amiable neighbour, Miss Lucas, and then explained +that it was merely with the view of enjoying her society that he had +been so ready to close with their kind wish of seeing him again at +Longbourn, whither he hoped to be able to return on Monday fortnight; +for Lady Catherine, he added, so heartily approved his marriage, that +she wished it to take place as soon as possible, which he trusted would +be an unanswerable argument with his amiable Charlotte to name an early +day for making him the happiest of men. + +Mr. Collins’s return into Hertfordshire was no longer a matter of +pleasure to Mrs. Bennet. On the contrary, she was as much disposed to +complain of it as her husband. It was very strange that he should come +to Longbourn instead of to Lucas Lodge; it was also very inconvenient +and exceedingly troublesome. She hated having visitors in the house +while her health was so indifferent, and lovers were of all people the +most disagreeable. Such were the gentle murmurs of Mrs. Bennet, and they +gave way only to the greater distress of Mr. Bingley’s continued +absence. + +Neither Jane nor Elizabeth were comfortable on this subject. Day after +day passed away without bringing any other tidings of him than the +report which shortly prevailed in Meryton of his coming no more to +Netherfield the whole winter; a report which highly incensed Mrs. +Bennet, and which she never failed to contradict as a most scandalous +falsehood. + +Even Elizabeth began to fear--not that Bingley was indifferent--but that +his sisters would be successful in keeping him away. Unwilling as she +was to admit an idea so destructive to Jane’s happiness, and so +dishonourable to the stability of her lover, she could not prevent its +frequently recurring. The united efforts of his two unfeeling sisters, +and of his overpowering friend, assisted by the attractions of Miss +Darcy and the amusements of London, might be too much, she feared, for +the strength of his attachment. + +As for Jane, _her_ anxiety under this suspense was, of course, more +painful than Elizabeth’s: but whatever she felt she was desirous of +concealing; and between herself and Elizabeth, therefore, the subject +was never alluded to. But as no such delicacy restrained her mother, an +hour seldom passed in which she did not talk of Bingley, express her +impatience for his arrival, or even require Jane to confess that if he +did not come back she should think herself very ill-used. It needed all +Jane’s steady mildness to bear these attacks with tolerable +tranquillity. + +Mr. Collins returned most punctually on the Monday fortnight, but his +reception at Longbourn was not quite so gracious as it had been on his +first introduction. He was too happy, however, to need much attention; +and, luckily for the others, the business of love-making relieved them +from a great deal of his company. The chief of every day was spent by +him at Lucas Lodge, and he sometimes returned to Longbourn only in time +to make an apology for his absence before the family went to bed. + +[Illustration: + + “_Whenever she spoke in a low voice_” +] + +Mrs. Bennet was really in a most pitiable state. The very mention of +anything concerning the match threw her into an agony of ill-humour, and +wherever she went she was sure of hearing it talked of. The sight of +Miss Lucas was odious to her. As her successor in that house, she +regarded her with jealous abhorrence. Whenever Charlotte came to see +them, she concluded her to be anticipating the hour of possession; and +whenever she spoke in a low voice to Mr. Collins, was convinced that +they were talking of the Longbourn estate, and resolving to turn herself +and her daughters out of the house as soon as Mr. Bennet was dead. She +complained bitterly of all this to her husband. + +“Indeed, Mr. Bennet,” said she, “it is very hard to think that Charlotte +Lucas should ever be mistress of this house, that _I_ should be forced +to make way for _her_, and live to see her take my place in it!” + +“My dear, do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope for +better things. Let us flatter ourselves that _I_ may be the survivor.” + +This was not very consoling to Mrs. Bennet; and, therefore, instead of +making any answer, she went on as before. + +“I cannot bear to think that they should have all this estate. If it was +not for the entail, I should not mind it.” + +“What should not you mind?” + +“I should not mind anything at all.” + +“Let us be thankful that you are preserved from a state of such +insensibility.” + +“I never can be thankful, Mr. Bennet, for anything about the entail. How +anyone could have the conscience to entail away an estate from one’s own +daughters I cannot understand; and all for the sake of Mr. Collins, too! +Why should _he_ have it more than anybody else?” + +“I leave it to yourself to determine,” said Mr. Bennet. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +[Illustration] + +Miss Bingley’s letter arrived, and put an end to doubt. The very first +sentence conveyed the assurance of their being all settled in London for +the winter, and concluded with her brother’s regret at not having had +time to pay his respects to his friends in Hertfordshire before he left +the country. + +Hope was over, entirely over; and when Jane could attend to the rest of +the letter, she found little, except the professed affection of the +writer, that could give her any comfort. Miss Darcy’s praise occupied +the chief of it. Her many attractions were again dwelt on; and Caroline +boasted joyfully of their increasing intimacy, and ventured to predict +the accomplishment of the wishes which had been unfolded in her former +letter. She wrote also with great pleasure of her brother’s being an +inmate of Mr. Darcy’s house, and mentioned with raptures some plans of +the latter with regard to new furniture. + +Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the chief of all this, +heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was divided between concern +for her sister and resentment against all others. To Caroline’s +assertion of her brother’s being partial to Miss Darcy, she paid no +credit. That he was really fond of Jane, she doubted no more than she +had ever done; and much as she had always been disposed to like him, she +could not think without anger, hardly without contempt, on that easiness +of temper, that want of proper resolution, which now made him the slave +of his designing friends, and led him to sacrifice his own happiness to +the caprice of their inclinations. Had his own happiness, however, been +the only sacrifice, he might have been allowed to sport with it in +whatever manner he thought best; but her sister’s was involved in it, as +she thought he must be sensible himself. It was a subject, in short, on +which reflection would be long indulged, and must be unavailing. She +could think of nothing else; and yet, whether Bingley’s regard had +really died away, or were suppressed by his friends’ interference; +whether he had been aware of Jane’s attachment, or whether it had +escaped his observation; whichever were the case, though her opinion of +him must be materially affected by the difference, her sister’s +situation remained the same, her peace equally wounded. + +A day or two passed before Jane had courage to speak of her feelings to +Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet’s leaving them together, after a +longer irritation than usual about Netherfield and its master, she could +not help saying,-- + +“O that my dear mother had more command over herself! she can have no +idea of the pain she gives me by her continual reflections on him. But I +will not repine. It cannot last long. He will be forgot, and we shall +all be as we were before.” + +Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous solicitude, but said +nothing. + +“You doubt me,” cried Jane, slightly colouring; “indeed, you have no +reason. He may live in my memory as the most amiable man of my +acquaintance but that is all. I have nothing either to hope or fear, and +nothing to reproach him with. Thank God I have not _that_ pain. A little +time, therefore--I shall certainly try to get the better----” + +With a stronger voice she soon added, “I have this comfort immediately, +that it has not been more than an error of fancy on my side, and that it +has done no harm to anyone but myself.” + +“My dear Jane,” exclaimed Elizabeth, “you are too good. Your sweetness +and disinterestedness are really angelic; I do not know what to say to +you. I feel as if I had never done you justice, or loved you as you +deserve.” + +Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit, and threw back +the praise on her sister’s warm affection. + +“Nay,” said Elizabeth, “this is not fair. _You_ wish to think all the +world respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of anybody. _I_ only want +to think _you_ perfect, and you set yourself against it. Do not be +afraid of my running into any excess, of my encroaching on your +privilege of universal good-will. You need not. There are few people +whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see +of the world the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms +my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the +little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit +or sense. I have met with two instances lately: one I will not mention, +the other is Charlotte’s marriage. It is unaccountable! in every view it +is unaccountable!” + +“My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They will +ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance enough for difference of +situation and temper. Consider Mr. Collins’s respectability, and +Charlotte’s prudent, steady character. Remember that she is one of a +large family; that as to fortune it is a most eligible match; and be +ready to believe, for everybody’s sake, that she may feel something like +regard and esteem for our cousin.” + +“To oblige you, I would try to believe almost anything, but no one else +could be benefited by such a belief as this; for were I persuaded that +Charlotte had any regard for him, I should only think worse of her +understanding than I now do of her heart. My dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a +conceited, pompous, narrow-minded, silly man: you know he is, as well as +I do; and you must feel, as well as I do, that the woman who marries him +cannot have a proper way of thinking. You shall not defend her, though +it is Charlotte Lucas. You shall not, for the sake of one individual, +change the meaning of principle and integrity, nor endeavour to persuade +yourself or me, that selfishness is prudence, and insensibility of +danger security for happiness.” + +“I must think your language too strong in speaking of both,” replied +Jane; “and I hope you will be convinced of it, by seeing them happy +together. But enough of this. You alluded to something else. You +mentioned _two_ instances. I cannot misunderstand you, but I entreat +you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by thinking _that person_ to blame, and +saying your opinion of him is sunk. We must not be so ready to fancy +ourselves intentionally injured. We must not expect a lively young man +to be always so guarded and circumspect. It is very often nothing but +our own vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than +it does.” + +“And men take care that they should.” + +“If it is designedly done, they cannot be justified; but I have no idea +of there being so much design in the world as some persons imagine.” + +“I am far from attributing any part of Mr. Bingley’s conduct to design,” +said Elizabeth; “but, without scheming to do wrong, or to make others +unhappy, there may be error and there may be misery. Thoughtlessness, +want of attention to other people’s feelings, and want of resolution, +will do the business.” + +“And do you impute it to either of those?” + +“Yes; to the last. But if I go on I shall displease you by saying what I +think of persons you esteem. Stop me, whilst you can.” + +“You persist, then, in supposing his sisters influence him?” + +“Yes, in conjunction with his friend.” + +“I cannot believe it. Why should they try to influence him? They can +only wish his happiness; and if he is attached to me no other woman can +secure it.” + +“Your first position is false. They may wish many things besides his +happiness: they may wish his increase of wealth and consequence; they +may wish him to marry a girl who has all the importance of money, great +connections, and pride.” + +“Beyond a doubt they do wish him to choose Miss Darcy,” replied Jane; +“but this may be from better feelings than you are supposing. They have +known her much longer than they have known me; no wonder if they love +her better. But, whatever may be their own wishes, it is very unlikely +they should have opposed their brother’s. What sister would think +herself at liberty to do it, unless there were something very +objectionable? If they believed him attached to me they would not try to +part us; if he were so, they could not succeed. By supposing such an +affection, you make everybody acting unnaturally and wrong, and me most +unhappy. Do not distress me by the idea. I am not ashamed of having been +mistaken--or, at least, it is slight, it is nothing in comparison of +what I should feel in thinking ill of him or his sisters. Let me take it +in the best light, in the light in which it may be understood.” + +Elizabeth could not oppose such a wish; and from this time Mr. Bingley’s +name was scarcely ever mentioned between them. + +Mrs. Bennet still continued to wonder and repine at his returning no +more; and though a day seldom passed in which Elizabeth did not account +for it clearly, there seemed little chance of her ever considering it +with less perplexity. Her daughter endeavoured to convince her of what +she did not believe herself, that his attentions to Jane had been merely +the effect of a common and transient liking, which ceased when he saw +her no more; but though the probability of the statement was admitted at +the time, she had the same story to repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet’s best +comfort was, that Mr. Bingley must be down again in the summer. + +Mr. Bennet treated the matter differently. “So, Lizzy,” said he, one +day, “your sister is crossed in love, I find. I congratulate her. Next +to being married, a girl likes to be crossed in love a little now and +then. It is something to think of, and gives her a sort of distinction +among her companions. When is your turn to come? You will hardly bear to +be long outdone by Jane. Now is your time. Here are officers enough at +Meryton to disappoint all the young ladies in the country. Let Wickham +be your man. He is a pleasant fellow, and would jilt you creditably.” + +“Thank you, sir, but a less agreeable man would satisfy me. We must not +all expect Jane’s good fortune.” + +“True,” said Mr. Bennet; “but it is a comfort to think that, whatever of +that kind may befall you, you have an affectionate mother who will +always make the most of it.” + +Mr. Wickham’s society was of material service in dispelling the gloom +which the late perverse occurrences had thrown on many of the Longbourn +family. They saw him often, and to his other recommendations was now +added that of general unreserve. The whole of what Elizabeth had already +heard, his claims on Mr. Darcy, and all that he had suffered from him, +was now openly acknowledged and publicly canvassed; and everybody was +pleased to think how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they +had known anything of the matter. + +Miss Bennet was the only creature who could suppose there might be any +extenuating circumstances in the case unknown to the society of +Hertfordshire: her mild and steady candour always pleaded for +allowances, and urged the possibility of mistakes; but by everybody else +Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst of men. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +[Illustration] + +After a week spent in professions of love and schemes of felicity, Mr. +Collins was called from his amiable Charlotte by the arrival of +Saturday. The pain of separation, however, might be alleviated on his +side by preparations for the reception of his bride, as he had reason to +hope, that shortly after his next return into Hertfordshire, the day +would be fixed that was to make him the happiest of men. He took leave +of his relations at Longbourn with as much solemnity as before; wished +his fair cousins health and happiness again, and promised their father +another letter of thanks. + +On the following Monday, Mrs. Bennet had the pleasure of receiving her +brother and his wife, who came, as usual, to spend the Christmas at +Longbourn. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible, gentlemanlike man, greatly +superior to his sister, as well by nature as education. The Netherfield +ladies would have had difficulty in believing that a man who lived by +trade, and within view of his own warehouses, could have been so +well-bred and agreeable. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger +than Mrs. Bennet and Mrs. Philips, was an amiable, intelligent, elegant +woman, and a great favourite with her Longbourn nieces. Between the two +eldest and herself especially, there subsisted a very particular regard. +They had frequently been staying with her in town. + +The first part of Mrs. Gardiner’s business, on her arrival, was to +distribute her presents and describe the newest fashions. When this was +done, she had a less active part to play. It became her turn to listen. +Mrs. Bennet had many grievances to relate, and much to complain of. They +had all been very ill-used since she last saw her sister. Two of her +girls had been on the point of marriage, and after all there was nothing +in it. + +“I do not blame Jane,” she continued, “for Jane would have got Mr. +Bingley if she could. But, Lizzy! Oh, sister! it is very hard to think +that she might have been Mr. Collins’s wife by this time, had not it +been for her own perverseness. He made her an offer in this very room, +and she refused him. The consequence of it is, that Lady Lucas will have +a daughter married before I have, and that Longbourn estate is just as +much entailed as ever. The Lucases are very artful people, indeed, +sister. They are all for what they can get. I am sorry to say it of +them, but so it is. It makes me very nervous and poorly, to be thwarted +so in my own family, and to have neighbours who think of themselves +before anybody else. However, your coming just at this time is the +greatest of comforts, and I am very glad to hear what you tell us of +long sleeves.” + +Mrs. Gardiner, to whom the chief of this news had been given before, in +the course of Jane and Elizabeth’s correspondence with her, made her +sister a slight answer, and, in compassion to her nieces, turned the +conversation. + +When alone with Elizabeth afterwards, she spoke more on the subject. +“It seems likely to have been a desirable match for Jane,” said she. “I +am sorry it went off. But these things happen so often! A young man, +such as you describe Mr. Bingley, so easily falls in love with a pretty +girl for a few weeks, and, when accident separates them, so easily +forgets her, that these sort of inconstancies are very frequent.” + +[Illustration: + + “Offended two or three young ladies” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“An excellent consolation in its way,” said Elizabeth; “but it will not +do for _us_. We do not suffer by accident. It does not often happen +that the interference of friends will persuade a young man of +independent fortune to think no more of a girl whom he was violently in +love with only a few days before.” + +“But that expression of ‘violently in love’ is so hackneyed, so +doubtful, so indefinite, that it gives me very little idea. It is as +often applied to feelings which arise only from a half hour’s +acquaintance, as to a real, strong attachment. Pray, how _violent was_ +Mr. Bingley’s love?” + +“I never saw a more promising inclination; he was growing quite +inattentive to other people, and wholly engrossed by her. Every time +they met, it was more decided and remarkable. At his own ball he +offended two or three young ladies by not asking them to dance; and I +spoke to him twice myself without receiving an answer. Could there be +finer symptoms? Is not general incivility the very essence of love?” + +“Oh, yes! of that kind of love which I suppose him to have felt. Poor +Jane! I am sorry for her, because, with her disposition, she may not get +over it immediately. It had better have happened to _you_, Lizzy; you +would have laughed yourself out of it sooner. But do you think she would +be prevailed on to go back with us? Change of scene might be of +service--and perhaps a little relief from home may be as useful as +anything.” + +Elizabeth was exceedingly pleased with this proposal, and felt persuaded +of her sister’s ready acquiescence. + +“I hope,” added Mrs. Gardiner, “that no consideration with regard to +this young man will influence her. We live in so different a part of +town, all our connections are so different, and, as you well know, we go +out so little, that it is very improbable they should meet at all, +unless he really comes to see her.” + +“And _that_ is quite impossible; for he is now in the custody of his +friend, and Mr. Darcy would no more suffer him to call on Jane in such a +part of London! My dear aunt, how could you think of it? Mr. Darcy may, +perhaps, have _heard_ of such a place as Gracechurch Street, but he +would hardly think a month’s ablution enough to cleanse him from its +impurities, were he once to enter it; and, depend upon it, Mr. Bingley +never stirs without him.” + +“So much the better. I hope they will not meet at all. But does not Jane +correspond with his sister? _She_ will not be able to help calling.” + +“She will drop the acquaintance entirely.” + +But, in spite of the certainty in which Elizabeth affected to place this +point, as well as the still more interesting one of Bingley’s being +withheld from seeing Jane, she felt a solicitude on the subject which +convinced her, on examination, that she did not consider it entirely +hopeless. It was possible, and sometimes she thought it probable, that +his affection might be re-animated, and the influence of his friends +successfully combated by the more natural influence of Jane’s +attractions. + +Miss Bennet accepted her aunt’s invitation with pleasure; and the +Bingleys were no otherwise in her thoughts at the same time than as she +hoped, by Caroline’s not living in the same house with her brother, she +might occasionally spend a morning with her, without any danger of +seeing him. + +The Gardiners stayed a week at Longbourn; and what with the Philipses, +the Lucases, and the officers, there was not a day without its +engagement. Mrs. Bennet had so carefully provided for the entertainment +of her brother and sister, that they did not once sit down to a family +dinner. When the engagement was for home, some of the officers always +made part of it, of which officers Mr. Wickham was sure to be one; and +on these occasions Mrs. Gardiner, rendered suspicious by Elizabeth’s +warm commendation of him, narrowly observed them both. Without supposing +them, from what she saw, to be very seriously in love, their preference +of each other was plain enough to make her a little uneasy; and she +resolved to speak to Elizabeth on the subject before she left +Hertfordshire, and represent to her the imprudence of encouraging such +an attachment. + +To Mrs. Gardiner, Wickham had one means of affording pleasure, +unconnected with his general powers. About ten or a dozen years ago, +before her marriage, she had spent a considerable time in that very part +of Derbyshire to which he belonged. They had, therefore, many +acquaintance in common; and, though Wickham had been little there since +the death of Darcy’s father, five years before, it was yet in his power +to give her fresher intelligence of her former friends than she had been +in the way of procuring. + +Mrs. Gardiner had seen Pemberley, and known the late Mr. Darcy by +character perfectly well. Here, consequently, was an inexhaustible +subject of discourse. In comparing her recollection of Pemberley with +the minute description which Wickham could give, and in bestowing her +tribute of praise on the character of its late possessor, she was +delighting both him and herself. On being made acquainted with the +present Mr. Darcy’s treatment of him, she tried to remember something of +that gentleman’s reputed disposition, when quite a lad, which might +agree with it; and was confident, at last, that she recollected having +heard Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy formerly spoken of as a very proud, +ill-natured boy. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Will you come and see me?” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +[Illustration] + +Mrs. Gardiner’s caution to Elizabeth was punctually and kindly given on +the first favourable opportunity of speaking to her alone: after +honestly telling her what she thought, she thus went on:-- + +“You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely because you +are warned against it; and, therefore, I am not afraid of speaking +openly. Seriously, I would have you be on your guard. Do not involve +yourself, or endeavour to involve him, in an affection which the want of +fortune would make so very imprudent. I have nothing to say against +_him_: he is a most interesting young man; and if he had the fortune he +ought to have, I should think you could not do better. But as it is--you +must not let your fancy run away with you. You have sense, and we all +expect you to use it. Your father would depend on _your_ resolution and +good conduct, I am sure. You must not disappoint your father.” + +“My dear aunt, this is being serious indeed.” + +“Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise.” + +“Well, then, you need not be under any alarm. I will take care of +myself, and of Mr. Wickham too. He shall not be in love with me, if I +can prevent it.” + +“Elizabeth, you are not serious now.” + +“I beg your pardon. I will try again. At present I am not in love with +Mr. Wickham; no, I certainly am not. But he is, beyond all comparison, +the most agreeable man I ever saw--and if he becomes really attached to +me--I believe it will be better that he should not. I see the imprudence +of it. Oh, _that_ abominable Mr. Darcy! My father’s opinion of me does +me the greatest honour; and I should be miserable to forfeit it. My +father, however, is partial to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt, I +should be very sorry to be the means of making any of you unhappy; but +since we see, every day, that where there is affection young people are +seldom withheld, by immediate want of fortune, from entering into +engagements with each other, how can I promise to be wiser than so many +of my fellow-creatures, if I am tempted, or how am I even to know that +it would be wiser to resist? All that I can promise you, therefore, is +not to be in a hurry. I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his +first object. When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing. In +short, I will do my best.” + +“Perhaps it will be as well if you discourage his coming here so very +often. At least you should not _remind_ your mother of inviting him.” + +“As I did the other day,” said Elizabeth, with a conscious smile; “very +true, it will be wise in me to refrain from _that_. But do not imagine +that he is always here so often. It is on your account that he has been +so frequently invited this week. You know my mother’s ideas as to the +necessity of constant company for her friends. But really, and upon my +honour, I will try to do what I think to be wisest; and now I hope you +are satisfied.” + +Her aunt assured her that she was; and Elizabeth, having thanked her for +the kindness of her hints, they parted,--a wonderful instance of advice +being given on such a point without being resented. + +Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been quitted +by the Gardiners and Jane; but, as he took up his abode with the +Lucases, his arrival was no great inconvenience to Mrs. Bennet. His +marriage was now fast approaching; and she was at length so far resigned +as to think it inevitable, and even repeatedly to say, in an ill-natured +tone, that she “_wished_ they might be happy.” Thursday was to be the +wedding-day, and on Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell visit; and +when she rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother’s +ungracious and reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself, +accompanied her out of the room. As they went down stairs together, +Charlotte said,-- + +“I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza.” + +“_That_ you certainly shall.” + +“And I have another favour to ask. Will you come and see me?” + +“We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire.” + +“I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me, therefore, to +come to Hunsford.” + +Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure in the +visit. + +“My father and Maria are to come to me in March,” added Charlotte, “and +I hope you will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza, you will be +as welcome to me as either of them.” + +The wedding took place: the bride and bridegroom set off for Kent from +the church door, and everybody had as much to say or to hear on the +subject as usual. Elizabeth soon heard from her friend, and their +correspondence was as regular and frequent as it ever had been: that it +should be equally unreserved was impossible. Elizabeth could never +address her without feeling that all the comfort of intimacy was over; +and, though determined not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the +sake of what had been rather than what was. Charlotte’s first letters +were received with a good deal of eagerness: there could not but be +curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how she would +like Lady Catherine, and how happy she would dare pronounce herself to +be; though, when the letters were read, Elizabeth felt that Charlotte +expressed herself on every point exactly as she might have foreseen. She +wrote cheerfully, seemed surrounded with comforts, and mentioned nothing +which she could not praise. The house, furniture, neighbourhood, and +roads, were all to her taste, and Lady Catherine’s behaviour was most +friendly and obliging. It was Mr. Collins’s picture of Hunsford and +Rosings rationally softened; and Elizabeth perceived that she must wait +for her own visit there, to know the rest. + +Jane had already written a few lines to her sister, to announce their +safe arrival in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth hoped it +would be in her power to say something of the Bingleys. + +Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded as impatience +generally is. Jane had been a week in town, without either seeing or +hearing from Caroline. She accounted for it, however, by supposing that +her last letter to her friend from Longbourn had by some accident been +lost. + +“My aunt,” she continued, “is going to-morrow into that part of the +town, and I shall take the opportunity of calling in Grosvenor Street.” + +She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen Miss Bingley. +“I did not think Caroline in spirits,” were her words, “but she was very +glad to see me, and reproached me for giving her no notice of my coming +to London. I was right, therefore; my last letter had never reached her. +I inquired after their brother, of course. He was well, but so much +engaged with Mr. Darcy that they scarcely ever saw him. I found that +Miss Darcy was expected to dinner: I wish I could see her. My visit was +not long, as Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going out. I dare say I shall +soon see them here.” + +Elizabeth shook her head over this letter. It convinced her that +accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister’s being in town. + +Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him. She endeavoured to +persuade herself that she did not regret it; but she could no longer be +blind to Miss Bingley’s inattention. After waiting at home every morning +for a fortnight, and inventing every evening a fresh excuse for her, the +visitor did at last appear; but the shortness of her stay, and, yet +more, the alteration of her manner, would allow Jane to deceive herself +no longer. The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister +will prove what she felt:-- + + “My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of triumphing in + her better judgment, at my expense, when I confess myself to have + been entirely deceived in Miss Bingley’s regard for me. But, my + dear sister, though the event has proved you right, do not think me + obstinate if I still assert that, considering what her behaviour + was, my confidence was as natural as your suspicion. I do not at + all comprehend her reason for wishing to be intimate with me; but, + if the same circumstances were to happen again, I am sure I should + be deceived again. Caroline did not return my visit till yesterday; + and not a note, not a line, did I receive in the meantime. When she + did come, it was very evident that she had no pleasure in it; she + made a slight, formal apology for not calling before, said not a + word of wishing to see me again, and was, in every respect, so + altered a creature, that when she went away I was perfectly + resolved to continue the acquaintance no longer. I pity, though I + cannot help blaming, her. She was very wrong in singling me out as + she did; I can safely say, that every advance to intimacy began on + her side. But I pity her, because she must feel that she has been + acting wrong, and because I am very sure that anxiety for her + brother is the cause of it. I need not explain myself farther; and + though _we_ know this anxiety to be quite needless, yet if she + feels it, it will easily account for her behaviour to me; and so + deservedly dear as he is to his sister, whatever anxiety she may + feel on his behalf is natural and amiable. I cannot but wonder, + however, at her having any such fears now, because if he had at all + cared about me, we must have met long, long ago. He knows of my + being in town, I am certain, from something she said herself; and + yet it would seem, by her manner of talking, as if she wanted to + persuade herself that he is really partial to Miss Darcy. I cannot + understand it. If I were not afraid of judging harshly, I should be + almost tempted to say, that there is a strong appearance of + duplicity in all this. I will endeavour to banish every painful + thought, and think only of what will make me happy, your affection, + and the invariable kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Let me hear + from you very soon. Miss Bingley said something of his never + returning to Netherfield again, of giving up the house, but not + with any certainty. We had better not mention it. I am extremely + glad that you have such pleasant accounts from our friends at + Hunsford. Pray go to see them, with Sir William and Maria. I am + sure you will be very comfortable there. + +“Yours, etc.” + +This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned, as she +considered that Jane would no longer be duped, by the sister at least. +All expectation from the brother was now absolutely over. She would not +even wish for any renewal of his attentions. His character sunk on every +review of it; and, as a punishment for him, as well as a possible +advantage to Jane, she seriously hoped he might really soon marry Mr. +Darcy’s sister, as, by Wickham’s account, she would make him abundantly +regret what he had thrown away. + +Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise +concerning that gentleman, and required information; and Elizabeth had +such to send as might rather give contentment to her aunt than to +herself. His apparent partiality had subsided, his attentions were over, +he was the admirer of some one else. Elizabeth was watchful enough to +see it all, but she could see it and write of it without material pain. +Her heart had been but slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied +with believing that _she_ would have been his only choice, had fortune +permitted it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most +remarkable charm of the young lady to whom he was now rendering himself +agreeable; but Elizabeth, less clear-sighted perhaps in this case than +in Charlotte’s, did not quarrel with him for his wish of independence. +Nothing, on the contrary, could be more natural; and, while able to +suppose that it cost him a few struggles to relinquish her, she was +ready to allow it a wise and desirable measure for both, and could very +sincerely wish him happy. + +All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and, after relating the +circumstances, she thus went on:--“I am now convinced, my dear aunt, +that I have never been much in love; for had I really experienced that +pure and elevating passion, I should at present detest his very name, +and wish him all manner of evil. But my feelings are not only cordial +towards _him_, they are even impartial towards Miss King. I cannot find +out that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling to think +her a very good sort of girl. There can be no love in all this. My +watchfulness has been effectual; and though I should certainly be a more +interesting object to all my acquaintance, were I distractedly in love +with him, I cannot say that I regret my comparative insignificance. +Importance may sometimes be purchased too dearly. Kitty and Lydia take +his defection much more to heart than I do. They are young in the ways +of the world, and not yet open to the mortifying conviction that +handsome young men must have something to live on as well as the +plain.” + + + + +[Illustration: + + “On the Stairs” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +[Illustration] + +With no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and otherwise +diversified by little beyond the walks to Meryton, sometimes dirty and +sometimes cold, did January and February pass away. March was to take +Elizabeth to Hunsford. She had not at first thought very seriously of +going thither; but Charlotte, she soon found, was depending on the +plan, and she gradually learned to consider it herself with greater +pleasure as well as greater certainty. Absence had increased her desire +of seeing Charlotte again, and weakened her disgust of Mr. Collins. +There was novelty in the scheme; and as, with such a mother and such +uncompanionable sisters, home could not be faultless, a little change +was not unwelcome for its own sake. The journey would, moreover, give +her a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew near, she would have +been very sorry for any delay. Everything, however, went on smoothly, +and was finally settled according to Charlotte’s first sketch. She was +to accompany Sir William and his second daughter. The improvement of +spending a night in London was added in time, and the plan became as +perfect as plan could be. + +The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss her, +and who, when it came to the point, so little liked her going, that he +told her to write to him, and almost promised to answer her letter. + +The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly friendly; on +his side even more. His present pursuit could not make him forget that +Elizabeth had been the first to excite and to deserve his attention, the +first to listen and to pity, the first to be admired; and in his manner +of bidding her adieu, wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of what +she was to expect in Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their +opinion of her--their opinion of everybody--would always coincide, there +was a solicitude, an interest, which she felt must ever attach her to +him with a most sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced, that, +whether married or single, he must always be her model of the amiable +and pleasing. + +Her fellow-travellers the next day were not of a kind to make her think +him less agreeable. Sir William Lucas, and his daughter Maria, a +good-humoured girl, but as empty-headed as himself, had nothing to say +that could be worth hearing, and were listened to with about as much +delight as the rattle of the chaise. Elizabeth loved absurdities, but +she had known Sir William’s too long. He could tell her nothing new of +the wonders of his presentation and knighthood; and his civilities were +worn out, like his information. + +It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so early +as to be in Gracechurch Street by noon. As they drove to Mr. Gardiner’s +door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching their arrival: when +they entered the passage, she was there to welcome them, and Elizabeth, +looking earnestly in her face, was pleased to see it healthful and +lovely as ever. On the stairs were a troop of little boys and girls, +whose eagerness for their cousin’s appearance would not allow them to +wait in the drawing-room, and whose shyness, as they had not seen her +for a twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower. All was joy and +kindness. The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in bustle and +shopping, and the evening at one of the theatres. + +Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her aunt. Their first subject was her +sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear, in reply to +her minute inquiries, that though Jane always struggled to support her +spirits, there were periods of dejection. It was reasonable, however, to +hope that they would not continue long. Mrs. Gardiner gave her the +particulars also of Miss Bingley’s visit in Gracechurch Street, and +repeated conversations occurring at different times between Jane and +herself, which proved that the former had, from her heart, given up the +acquaintance. + +Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham’s desertion, and +complimented her on bearing it so well. + +“But, my dear Elizabeth,” she added, “what sort of girl is Miss King? I +should be sorry to think our friend mercenary.” + +“Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial affairs, +between the mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does discretion end, +and avarice begin? Last Christmas you were afraid of his marrying me, +because it would be imprudent; and now, because he is trying to get a +girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to find out that he is +mercenary.” + +“If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall know +what to think.” + +“She is a very good kind of girl, I believe. I know no harm of her.” + +“But he paid her not the smallest attention till her grandfather’s death +made her mistress of this fortune?” + +“No--why should he? If it were not allowable for him to gain _my_ +affections, because I had no money, what occasion could there be for +making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who was equally +poor?” + +“But there seems indelicacy in directing his attentions towards her so +soon after this event.” + +“A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those elegant +decorums which other people may observe. If _she_ does not object to it, +why should _we_?” + +“_Her_ not objecting does not justify _him_. It only shows her being +deficient in something herself--sense or feeling.” + +“Well,” cried Elizabeth, “have it as you choose. _He_ shall be +mercenary, and _she_ shall be foolish.” + +“No, Lizzy, that is what I do _not_ choose. I should be sorry, you know, +to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in Derbyshire.” + +“Oh, if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who live in +Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in Hertfordshire are not +much better. I am sick of them all. Thank heaven! I am going to-morrow +where I shall find a man who has not one agreeable quality, who has +neither manners nor sense to recommend him. Stupid men are the only ones +worth knowing, after all.” + +“Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of disappointment.” + +Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had the +unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle and aunt in +a tour of pleasure which they proposed taking in the summer. + +“We have not quite determined how far it shall carry us,” said Mrs. +Gardiner; “but perhaps, to the Lakes.” + +No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her +acceptance of the invitation was most ready and grateful. “My dear, dear +aunt,” she rapturously cried, “what delight! what felicity! You give me +fresh life and vigour. Adieu to disappointment and spleen. What are men +to rocks and mountains? Oh, what hours of transport we shall spend! And +when we _do_ return, it shall not be like other travellers, without +being able to give one accurate idea of anything. We _will_ know where +we have gone--we _will_ recollect what we have seen. Lakes, mountains, +and rivers, shall not be jumbled together in our imaginations; nor, when +we attempt to describe any particular scene, will we begin quarrelling +about its relative situation. Let _our_ first effusions be less +insupportable than those of the generality of travellers.” + + + + +[Illustration: + + “At the door” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +[Illustration] + +Every object in the next day’s journey was new and interesting to +Elizabeth; and her spirits were in a state of enjoyment; for she had +seen her sister looking so well as to banish all fear for her health, +and the prospect of her northern tour was a constant source of delight. + +When they left the high road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye was in +search of the Parsonage, and every turning expected to bring it in view. +The paling of Rosings park was their boundary on one side. Elizabeth +smiled at the recollection of all that she had heard of its inhabitants. + +At length the Parsonage was discernible. The garden sloping to the +road, the house standing in it, the green pales and the laurel hedge, +everything declared they were arriving. Mr. Collins and Charlotte +appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at the small gate, which +led by a short gravel walk to the house, amidst the nods and smiles of +the whole party. In a moment they were all out of the chaise, rejoicing +at the sight of each other. Mrs. Collins welcomed her friend with the +liveliest pleasure, and Elizabeth was more and more satisfied with +coming, when she found herself so affectionately received. She saw +instantly that her cousin’s manners were not altered by his marriage: +his formal civility was just what it had been; and he detained her some +minutes at the gate to hear and satisfy his inquiries after all her +family. They were then, with no other delay than his pointing out the +neatness of the entrance, taken into the house; and as soon as they were +in the parlour, he welcomed them a second time, with ostentatious +formality, to his humble abode, and punctually repeated all his wife’s +offers of refreshment. + +Elizabeth was prepared to see him in his glory; and she could not help +fancying that in displaying the good proportion of the room, its aspect, +and its furniture, he addressed himself particularly to her, as if +wishing to make her feel what she had lost in refusing him. But though +everything seemed neat and comfortable, she was not able to gratify him +by any sigh of repentance; and rather looked with wonder at her friend, +that she could have so cheerful an air with such a companion. When Mr. +Collins said anything of which his wife might reasonably be ashamed, +which certainly was not seldom, she involuntarily turned her eye on +Charlotte. Once or twice she could discern a faint blush; but in general +Charlotte wisely did not hear. After sitting long enough to admire +every article of furniture in the room, from the sideboard to the +fender, to give an account of their journey, and of all that had +happened in London, Mr. Collins invited them to take a stroll in the +garden, which was large and well laid out, and to the cultivation of +which he attended himself. To work in his garden was one of his most +respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth admired the command of countenance +with which Charlotte talked of the healthfulness of the exercise, and +owned she encouraged it as much as possible. Here, leading the way +through every walk and cross walk, and scarcely allowing them an +interval to utter the praises he asked for, every view was pointed out +with a minuteness which left beauty entirely behind. He could number the +fields in every direction, and could tell how many trees there were in +the most distant clump. But of all the views which his garden, or which +the country or the kingdom could boast, none were to be compared with +the prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the trees that +bordered the park nearly opposite the front of his house. It was a +handsome modern building, well situated on rising ground. + +From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two meadows; +but the ladies, not having shoes to encounter the remains of a white +frost, turned back; and while Sir William accompanied him, Charlotte +took her sister and friend over the house, extremely well pleased, +probably, to have the opportunity of showing it without her husband’s +help. It was rather small, but well built and convenient; and everything +was fitted up and arranged with a neatness and consistency, of which +Elizabeth gave Charlotte all the credit. When Mr. Collins could be +forgotten, there was really a great air of comfort throughout, and by +Charlotte’s evident enjoyment of it, Elizabeth supposed he must be often +forgotten. + +She had already learnt that Lady Catherine was still in the country. It +was spoken of again while they were at dinner, when Mr. Collins joining +in, observed,-- + +“Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you will have the honour of seeing Lady Catherine +de Bourgh on the ensuing Sunday at church, and I need not say you will +be delighted with her. She is all affability and condescension, and I +doubt not but you will be honoured with some portion of her notice when +service is over. I have scarcely any hesitation in saying that she will +include you and my sister Maria in every invitation with which she +honours us during your stay here. Her behaviour to my dear Charlotte is +charming. We dine at Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed to +walk home. Her Ladyship’s carriage is regularly ordered for us. I +_should_ say, one of her Ladyship’s carriages, for she has several.” + +“Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman, indeed,” added +Charlotte, “and a most attentive neighbour.” + +“Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I say. She is the sort of +woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference.” + +The evening was spent chiefly in talking over Hertfordshire news, and +telling again what had been already written; and when it closed, +Elizabeth, in the solitude of her chamber, had to meditate upon +Charlotte’s degree of contentment, to understand her address in guiding, +and composure in bearing with, her husband, and to acknowledge that it +was all done very well. She had also to anticipate how her visit would +pass, the quiet tenour of their usual employments, the vexatious +interruptions of Mr. Collins, and the gaieties of their intercourse +with Rosings. A lively imagination soon settled it all. + +About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting ready +for a walk, a sudden noise below seemed to speak the whole house in +confusion; and, after listening a moment, she heard somebody running +upstairs in a violent hurry, and calling loudly after her. She opened +the door, and met Maria in the landing-place, who, breathless with +agitation, cried out,-- + +[Illustration: + + “In Conversation with the ladies” + +[Copyright 1894 by George Allen.]] + +“Oh, my dear Eliza! pray make haste and come into the dining-room, for +there is such a sight to be seen! I will not tell you what it is. Make +haste, and come down this moment.” + +Elizabeth asked questions in vain; Maria would tell her nothing more; +and down they ran into the dining-room which fronted the lane, in quest +of this wonder; it was two ladies, stopping in a low phaeton at the +garden gate. + +“And is this all?” cried Elizabeth. “I expected at least that the pigs +were got into the garden, and here is nothing but Lady Catherine and her +daughter!” + +“La! my dear,” said Maria, quite shocked at the mistake, “it is not Lady +Catherine. The old lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives with them. The +other is Miss De Bourgh. Only look at her. She is quite a little +creature. Who would have thought she could be so thin and small!” + +“She is abominably rude to keep Charlotte out of doors in all this wind. +Why does she not come in?” + +“Oh, Charlotte says she hardly ever does. It is the greatest of favours +when Miss De Bourgh comes in.” + +“I like her appearance,” said Elizabeth, struck with other ideas. “She +looks sickly and cross. Yes, she will do for him very well. She will +make him a very proper wife.” + +Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate in conversation +with the ladies; and Sir William, to Elizabeth’s high diversion, was +stationed in the doorway, in earnest contemplation of the greatness +before him, and constantly bowing whenever Miss De Bourgh looked that +way. + +At length there was nothing more to be said; the ladies drove on, and +the others returned into the house. Mr. Collins no sooner saw the two +girls than he began to congratulate them on their good fortune, which +Charlotte explained by letting them know that the whole party was asked +to dine at Rosings the next day. + + + + +[Illustration: + + ‘Lady Catherine, said she, you have given me a treasure.’ + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Collins’s triumph, in consequence of this invitation, was complete. +The power of displaying the grandeur of his patroness to his wondering +visitors, and of letting them see her civility towards himself and his +wife, was exactly what he had wished for; and that an opportunity of +doing it should be given so soon was such an instance of Lady +Catherine’s condescension as he knew not how to admire enough. + +“I confess,” said he, “that I should not have been at all surprised by +her Ladyship’s asking us on Sunday to drink tea and spend the evening +at Rosings. I rather expected, from my knowledge of her affability, that +it would happen. But who could have foreseen such an attention as this? +Who could have imagined that we should receive an invitation to dine +there (an invitation, moreover, including the whole party) so +immediately after your arrival?” + +“I am the less surprised at what has happened,” replied Sir William, +“from that knowledge of what the manners of the great really are, which +my situation in life has allowed me to acquire. About the court, such +instances of elegant breeding are not uncommon.” + +Scarcely anything was talked of the whole day or next morning but their +visit to Rosings. Mr. Collins was carefully instructing them in what +they were to expect, that the sight of such rooms, so many servants, and +so splendid a dinner, might not wholly overpower them. + +When the ladies were separating for the toilette, he said to +Elizabeth,-- + +“Do not make yourself uneasy, my dear cousin, about your apparel. Lady +Catherine is far from requiring that elegance of dress in us which +becomes herself and daughter. I would advise you merely to put on +whatever of your clothes is superior to the rest--there is no occasion +for anything more. Lady Catherine will not think the worse of you for +being simply dressed. She likes to have the distinction of rank +preserved.” + +While they were dressing, he came two or three times to their different +doors, to recommend their being quick, as Lady Catherine very much +objected to be kept waiting for her dinner. Such formidable accounts of +her Ladyship, and her manner of living, quite frightened Maria Lucas, +who had been little used to company; and she looked forward to her +introduction at Rosings with as much apprehension as her father had done +to his presentation at St. James’s. + +As the weather was fine, they had a pleasant walk of about half a mile +across the park. Every park has its beauty and its prospects; and +Elizabeth saw much to be pleased with, though she could not be in such +raptures as Mr. Collins expected the scene to inspire, and was but +slightly affected by his enumeration of the windows in front of the +house, and his relation of what the glazing altogether had originally +cost Sir Lewis de Bourgh. + +When they ascended the steps to the hall, Maria’s alarm was every moment +increasing, and even Sir William did not look perfectly calm. +Elizabeth’s courage did not fail her. She had heard nothing of Lady +Catherine that spoke her awful from any extraordinary talents or +miraculous virtue, and the mere stateliness of money and rank she +thought she could witness without trepidation. + +From the entrance hall, of which Mr. Collins pointed out, with a +rapturous air, the fine proportion and finished ornaments, they followed +the servants through an antechamber to the room where Lady Catherine, +her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were sitting. Her Ladyship, with great +condescension, arose to receive them; and as Mrs. Collins had settled it +with her husband that the office of introduction should be hers, it was +performed in a proper manner, without any of those apologies and thanks +which he would have thought necessary. + +In spite of having been at St. James’s, Sir William was so completely +awed by the grandeur surrounding him, that he had but just courage +enough to make a very low bow, and take his seat without saying a word; +and his daughter, frightened almost out of her senses, sat on the edge +of her chair, not knowing which way to look. Elizabeth found herself +quite equal to the scene, and could observe the three ladies before her +composedly. Lady Catherine was a tall, large woman, with strongly-marked +features, which might once have been handsome. Her air was not +conciliating, nor was her manner of receiving them such as to make her +visitors forget their inferior rank. She was not rendered formidable by +silence: but whatever she said was spoken in so authoritative a tone as +marked her self-importance, and brought Mr. Wickham immediately to +Elizabeth’s mind; and, from the observation of the day altogether, she +believed Lady Catherine to be exactly what he had represented. + +When, after examining the mother, in whose countenance and deportment +she soon found some resemblance of Mr. Darcy, she turned her eyes on the +daughter, she could almost have joined in Maria’s astonishment at her +being so thin and so small. There was neither in figure nor face any +likeness between the ladies. Miss de Bourgh was pale and sickly: her +features, though not plain, were insignificant; and she spoke very +little, except in a low voice, to Mrs. Jenkinson, in whose appearance +there was nothing remarkable, and who was entirely engaged in listening +to what she said, and placing a screen in the proper direction before +her eyes. + +After sitting a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the windows to +admire the view, Mr. Collins attending them to point out its beauties, +and Lady Catherine kindly informing them that it was much better worth +looking at in the summer. + +The dinner was exceedingly handsome, and there were all the servants, +and all the articles of plate which Mr. Collins had promised; and, as he +had likewise foretold, he took his seat at the bottom of the table, by +her Ladyship’s desire, and looked as if he felt that life could furnish +nothing greater. He carved and ate and praised with delighted alacrity; +and every dish was commended first by him, and then by Sir William, who +was now enough recovered to echo whatever his son-in-law said, in a +manner which Elizabeth wondered Lady Catherine could bear. But Lady +Catherine seemed gratified by their excessive admiration, and gave most +gracious smiles, especially when any dish on the table proved a novelty +to them. The party did not supply much conversation. Elizabeth was ready +to speak whenever there was an opening, but she was seated between +Charlotte and Miss de Bourgh--the former of whom was engaged in +listening to Lady Catherine, and the latter said not a word to her all +the dinnertime. Mrs. Jenkinson was chiefly employed in watching how +little Miss de Bourgh ate, pressing her to try some other dish and +fearing she was indisposed. Maria thought speaking out of the question, +and the gentlemen did nothing but eat and admire. + +When the ladies returned to the drawing-room, there was little to be +done but to hear Lady Catherine talk, which she did without any +intermission till coffee came in, delivering her opinion on every +subject in so decisive a manner as proved that she was not used to have +her judgment controverted. She inquired into Charlotte’s domestic +concerns familiarly and minutely, and gave her a great deal of advice as +to the management of them all; told her how everything ought to be +regulated in so small a family as hers, and instructed her as to the +care of her cows and her poultry. Elizabeth found that nothing was +beneath this great lady’s attention which could furnish her with an +occasion for dictating to others. In the intervals of her discourse with +Mrs. Collins, she addressed a variety of questions to Maria and +Elizabeth, but especially to the latter, of whose connections she knew +the least, and who, she observed to Mrs. Collins, was a very genteel, +pretty kind of girl. She asked her at different times how many sisters +she had, whether they were older or younger than herself, whether any of +them were likely to be married, whether they were handsome, where they +had been educated, what carriage her father kept, and what had been her +mother’s maiden name? Elizabeth felt all the impertinence of her +questions, but answered them very composedly. Lady Catherine then +observed,-- + +“Your father’s estate is entailed on Mr. Collins, I think? For your +sake,” turning to Charlotte, “I am glad of it; but otherwise I see no +occasion for entailing estates from the female line. It was not thought +necessary in Sir Lewis de Bourgh’s family. Do you play and sing, Miss +Bennet?” + +“A little.” + +“Oh then--some time or other we shall be happy to hear you. Our +instrument is a capital one, probably superior to ---- you shall try it +some day. Do your sisters play and sing?” + +“One of them does.” + +“Why did not you all learn? You ought all to have learned. The Miss +Webbs all play, and their father has not so good an income as yours. Do +you draw?” + +“No, not at all.” + +“What, none of you?” + +“Not one.” + +“That is very strange. But I suppose you had no opportunity. Your mother +should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit of masters.” + +“My mother would have no objection, but my father hates London.” + +“Has your governess left you?” + +“We never had any governess.” + +“No governess! How was that possible? Five daughters brought up at home +without a governess! I never heard of such a thing. Your mother must +have been quite a slave to your education.” + +Elizabeth could hardly help smiling, as she assured her that had not +been the case. + +“Then who taught you? who attended to you? Without a governess, you must +have been neglected.” + +“Compared with some families, I believe we were; but such of us as +wished to learn never wanted the means. We were always encouraged to +read, and had all the masters that were necessary. Those who chose to be +idle certainly might.” + +“Ay, no doubt: but that is what a governess will prevent; and if I had +known your mother, I should have advised her most strenuously to engage +one. I always say that nothing is to be done in education without steady +and regular instruction, and nobody but a governess can give it. It is +wonderful how many families I have been the means of supplying in that +way. I am always glad to get a young person well placed out. Four nieces +of Mrs. Jenkinson are most delightfully situated through my means; and +it was but the other day that I recommended another young person, who +was merely accidentally mentioned to me, and the family are quite +delighted with her. Mrs. Collins, did I tell you of Lady Metcalfe’s +calling yesterday to thank me? She finds Miss Pope a treasure. ‘Lady +Catherine,’ said she, ‘you have given me a treasure.’ Are any of your +younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?” + +“Yes, ma’am, all.” + +“All! What, all five out at once? Very odd! And you only the second. The +younger ones out before the elder are married! Your younger sisters must +be very young?” + +“Yes, my youngest is not sixteen. Perhaps _she_ is full young to be much +in company. But really, ma’am, I think it would be very hard upon +younger sisters that they should not have their share of society and +amusement, because the elder may not have the means or inclination to +marry early. The last born has as good a right to the pleasures of youth +as the first. And to be kept back on _such_ a motive! I think it would +not be very likely to promote sisterly affection or delicacy of mind.” + +“Upon my word,” said her Ladyship, “you give your opinion very decidedly +for so young a person. Pray, what is your age?” + +“With three younger sisters grown up,” replied Elizabeth, smiling, “your +Ladyship can hardly expect me to own it.” + +Lady Catherine seemed quite astonished at not receiving a direct answer; +and Elizabeth suspected herself to be the first creature who had ever +dared to trifle with so much dignified impertinence. + +“You cannot be more than twenty, I am sure,--therefore you need not +conceal your age.” + +“I am not one-and-twenty.” + +When the gentlemen had joined them, and tea was over, the card tables +were placed. Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and Mrs. Collins sat +down to quadrille; and as Miss De Bourgh chose to play at cassino, the +two girls had the honour of assisting Mrs. Jenkinson to make up her +party. Their table was superlatively stupid. Scarcely a syllable was +uttered that did not relate to the game, except when Mrs. Jenkinson +expressed her fears of Miss De Bourgh’s being too hot or too cold, or +having too much or too little light. A great deal more passed at the +other table. Lady Catherine was generally speaking--stating the mistakes +of the three others, or relating some anecdote of herself. Mr. Collins +was employed in agreeing to everything her Ladyship said, thanking her +for every fish he won, and apologizing if he thought he won too many. +Sir William did not say much. He was storing his memory with anecdotes +and noble names. + +When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played as long as they chose, +the tables were broken up, the carriage was offered to Mrs. Collins, +gratefully accepted, and immediately ordered. The party then gathered +round the fire to hear Lady Catherine determine what weather they were +to have on the morrow. From these instructions they were summoned by the +arrival of the coach; and with many speeches of thankfulness on Mr. +Collins’s side, and as many bows on Sir William’s, they departed. As +soon as they had driven from the door, Elizabeth was called on by her +cousin to give her opinion of all that she had seen at Rosings, which, +for Charlotte’s sake, she made more favourable than it really was. But +her commendation, though costing her some trouble, could by no means +satisfy Mr. Collins, and he was very soon obliged to take her Ladyship’s +praise into his own hands. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +[Illustration] + +Sir William stayed only a week at Hunsford; but his visit was long +enough to convince him of his daughter’s being most comfortably settled, +and of her possessing such a husband and such a neighbour as were not +often met with. While Sir William was with them, Mr. Collins devoted his +mornings to driving him out in his gig, and showing him the country: but +when he went away, the whole family returned to their usual employments, +and Elizabeth was thankful to find that they did not see more of her +cousin by the alteration; for the chief of the time between breakfast +and dinner was now passed by him either at work in the garden, or in +reading and writing, and looking out of window in his own book room, +which fronted the road. The room in which the ladies sat was backwards. +Elizabeth at first had rather wondered that Charlotte should not prefer +the dining parlour for common use; it was a better sized room, and had a +pleasanter aspect: but she soon saw that her friend had an excellent +reason for what she did, for Mr. Collins would undoubtedly have been +much less in his own apartment had they sat in one equally lively; and +she gave Charlotte credit for the arrangement. + +From the drawing-room they could distinguish nothing in the lane, and +were indebted to Mr. Collins for the knowledge of what carriages went +along, and how often especially Miss De Bourgh drove by in her phaeton, +which he never failed coming to inform them of, though it happened +almost every day. She not unfrequently stopped at the Parsonage, and had +a few minutes’ conversation with Charlotte, but was scarcely ever +prevailed on to get out. + +Very few days passed in which Mr. Collins did not walk to Rosings, and +not many in which his wife did not think it necessary to go likewise; +and till Elizabeth recollected that there might be other family livings +to be disposed of, she could not understand the sacrifice of so many +hours. Now and then they were honoured with a call from her Ladyship, +and nothing escaped her observation that was passing in the room during +these visits. She examined into their employments, looked at their work, +and advised them to do it differently; found fault with the arrangement +of the furniture, or detected the housemaid in negligence; and if she +accepted any refreshment, seemed to do it only for the sake of finding +out that Mrs. Collins’s joints of meat were too large for her family. + +Elizabeth soon perceived, that though this great lady was not in the +commission of the peace for the county, she was a most active magistrate +in her own parish, the minutest concerns of which were carried to her by +Mr. Collins; and whenever any of the cottagers were disposed to be +quarrelsome, discontented, or too poor, she sallied forth into the +village to settle their differences, silence their complaints, and scold +them into harmony and plenty. + +[Illustration: + + “he never failed to inform them” +] + +The entertainment of dining at Rosings was repeated about twice a week; +and, allowing for the loss of Sir William, and there being only one +card-table in the evening, every such entertainment was the counterpart +of the first. Their other engagements were few, as the style of living +of the neighbourhood in general was beyond the Collinses’ reach. This, +however, was no evil to Elizabeth, and upon the whole she spent her time +comfortably enough: there were half hours of pleasant conversation with +Charlotte, and the weather was so fine for the time of year, that she +had often great enjoyment out of doors. Her favourite walk, and where +she frequently went while the others were calling on Lady Catherine, was +along the open grove which edged that side of the park, where there was +a nice sheltered path, which no one seemed to value but herself, and +where she felt beyond the reach of Lady Catherine’s curiosity. + +In this quiet way the first fortnight of her visit soon passed away. +Easter was approaching, and the week preceding it was to bring an +addition to the family at Rosings, which in so small a circle must be +important. Elizabeth had heard, soon after her arrival, that Mr. Darcy +was expected there in the course of a few weeks; and though there were +not many of her acquaintance whom she did not prefer, his coming would +furnish one comparatively new to look at in their Rosings parties, and +she might be amused in seeing how hopeless Miss Bingley’s designs on him +were, by his behaviour to his cousin, for whom he was evidently destined +by Lady Catherine, who talked of his coming with the greatest +satisfaction, spoke of him in terms of the highest admiration, and +seemed almost angry to find that he had already been frequently seen by +Miss Lucas and herself. + +His arrival was soon known at the Parsonage; for Mr. Collins was walking +the whole morning within view of the lodges opening into Hunsford Lane, +in order to have + +[Illustration: + +“The gentlemen accompanied him.” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +the earliest assurance of it; and, after making his bow as the carriage +turned into the park, hurried home with the great intelligence. On the +following morning he hastened to Rosings to pay his respects. There were +two nephews of Lady Catherine to require them, for Mr. Darcy had brought +with him a Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of his uncle, Lord ----; +and, to the great surprise of all the party, when Mr. Collins returned, +the gentlemen accompanied him. Charlotte had seen them from her +husband’s room, crossing the road, and immediately running into the +other, told the girls what an honour they might expect, adding,-- + +“I may thank you, Eliza, for this piece of civility. Mr. Darcy would +never have come so soon to wait upon me.” + +Elizabeth had scarcely time to disclaim all right to the compliment +before their approach was announced by the door-bell, and shortly +afterwards the three gentlemen entered the room. Colonel Fitzwilliam, +who led the way, was about thirty, not handsome, but in person and +address most truly the gentleman. Mr. Darcy looked just as he had been +used to look in Hertfordshire, paid his compliments, with his usual +reserve, to Mrs. Collins; and whatever might be his feelings towards her +friend, met her with every appearance of composure. Elizabeth merely +courtesied to him, without saying a word. + +Colonel Fitzwilliam entered into conversation directly, with the +readiness and ease of a well-bred man, and talked very pleasantly; but +his cousin, after having addressed a slight observation on the house and +garden to Mrs. Collins, sat for some time without speaking to anybody. +At length, however, his civility was so far awakened as to inquire of +Elizabeth after the health of her family. She answered him in the usual +way; and, after a moment’s pause, added,-- + +“My eldest sister has been in town these three months. Have you never +happened to see her there?” + +She was perfectly sensible that he never had: but she wished to see +whether he would betray any consciousness of what had passed between the +Bingleys and Jane; and she thought he looked a little confused as he +answered that he had never been so fortunate as to meet Miss Bennet. The +subject was pursued no further, and the gentlemen soon afterwards went +away. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“At Church” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +[Illustration] + +Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners were very much admired at the Parsonage, +and the ladies all felt that he must add considerably to the pleasure of +their engagements at Rosings. It was some days, however, before they +received any invitation thither, for while there were visitors in the +house they could not be necessary; and it was not till Easter-day, +almost a week after the gentlemen’s arrival, that they were honoured by +such an attention, and then they were merely asked on leaving church to +come there in the evening. For the last week they had seen very little +of either Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam had called +at the Parsonage more than once during the time, but Mr. Darcy they had +only seen at church. + +The invitation was accepted, of course, and at a proper hour they joined +the party in Lady Catherine’s drawing-room. Her Ladyship received them +civilly, but it was plain that their company was by no means so +acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she was, in fact, +almost engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them, especially to Darcy, +much more than to any other person in the room. + +Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed really glad to see them: anything was a +welcome relief to him at Rosings; and Mrs. Collins’s pretty friend had, +moreover, caught his fancy very much. He now seated himself by her, and +talked so agreeably of Kent and Hertfordshire, of travelling and staying +at home, of new books and music, that Elizabeth had never been half so +well entertained in that room before; and they conversed with so much +spirit and flow as to draw the attention of Lady Catherine herself, as +well as of Mr. Darcy. _His_ eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned +towards them with a look of curiosity; and that her Ladyship, after a +while, shared the feeling, was more openly acknowledged, for she did not +scruple to call out,-- + +“What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are talking +of? What are you telling Miss Bennet? Let me hear what it is.” + +“We were talking of music, madam,” said he, when no longer able to avoid +a reply. + +“Of music! Then pray speak aloud. It is of all subjects my delight. I +must have my share in the conversation, if you are speaking of music. +There are few people in England, I suppose, who have more true +enjoyment of music than myself, or a better natural taste. If I had ever +learnt, I should have been a great proficient. And so would Anne, if her +health had allowed her to apply. I am confident that she would have +performed delightfully. How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?” + +Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister’s proficiency. + +“I am very glad to hear such a good account of her,” said Lady +Catherine; “and pray tell her from me, that she cannot expect to excel, +if she does not practise a great deal.” + +“I assure you, madam,” he replied, “that she does not need such advice. +She practises very constantly.” + +“So much the better. It cannot be done too much; and when I next write +to her, I shall charge her not to neglect it on any account. I often +tell young ladies, that no excellence in music is to be acquired without +constant practice. I have told Miss Bennet several times, that she will +never play really well, unless she practises more; and though Mrs. +Collins has no instrument, she is very welcome, as I have often told +her, to come to Rosings every day, and play on the pianoforte in Mrs. +Jenkinson’s room. She would be in nobody’s way, you know, in that part +of the house.” + +Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt’s ill-breeding, and made +no answer. + +When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of having +promised to play to him; and she sat down directly to the instrument. He +drew a chair near her. Lady Catherine listened to half a song, and then +talked, as before, to her other nephew; till the latter walked away from +her, and moving with his usual deliberation towards the pianoforte, +stationed himself so as to command a full view of the fair performer’s +countenance. Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first +convenient pause turned to him with an arch smile, and said,-- + +“You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear +me. But I will not be alarmed, though your sister _does_ play so well. +There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at +the will of others. My courage always rises with every attempt to +intimidate me.” + +“I shall not say that you are mistaken,” he replied, “because you could +not really believe me to entertain any design of alarming you; and I +have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough to know, that you +find great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which, in fact, +are not your own.” + +Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to +Colonel Fitzwilliam, “Your cousin will give you a very pretty notion of +me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am particularly unlucky +in meeting with a person so well able to expose my real character, in a +part of the world where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree +of credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is very ungenerous in you to mention +all that you knew to my disadvantage in Hertfordshire--and, give me +leave to say, very impolitic too--for it is provoking me to retaliate, +and such things may come out as will shock your relations to hear.” + +“I am not afraid of you,” said he, smilingly. + +“Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of,” cried Colonel +Fitzwilliam. “I should like to know how he behaves among strangers.” + +“You shall hear, then--but prepare for something very dreadful. The +first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, was at +a ball--and at this ball, what do you think he did? He danced only four +dances! I am sorry to pain you, but so it was. He danced only four +dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain knowledge, more +than one young lady was sitting down in want of a partner. Mr. Darcy, +you cannot deny the fact.” + +“I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the assembly +beyond my own party.” + +“True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball-room. Well, Colonel +Fitzwilliam, what do I play next? My fingers wait your orders.” + +“Perhaps,” said Darcy, “I should have judged better had I sought an +introduction, but I am ill-qualified to recommend myself to strangers.” + +“Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?” said Elizabeth, still +addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam. “Shall we ask him why a man of sense and +education, and who has lived in the world, is ill-qualified to recommend +himself to strangers?” + +“I can answer your question,” said Fitzwilliam, “without applying to +him. It is because he will not give himself the trouble.” + +“I certainly have not the talent which some people possess,” said Darcy, +“of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot +catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their +concerns, as I often see done.” + +“My fingers,” said Elizabeth, “do not move over this instrument in the +masterly manner which I see so many women’s do. They have not the same +force or rapidity, and do not produce the same expression. But then I +have always supposed it to be my own fault--because I would not take +the trouble of practising. It is not that I do not believe _my_ fingers +as capable as any other woman’s of superior execution.” + +Darcy smiled and said, “You are perfectly right. You have employed your +time much better. No one admitted to the privilege of hearing you can +think anything wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers.” + +Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know +what they were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again. +Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening for a few minutes, said +to Darcy,-- + +“Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss if she practised more, and +could have the advantage of a London master. She has a very good notion +of fingering, though her taste is not equal to Anne’s. Anne would have +been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to learn.” + +Elizabeth looked at Darcy, to see how cordially he assented to his +cousin’s praise: but neither at that moment nor at any other could she +discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his behaviour to Miss +De Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have +been just as likely to marry _her_, had she been his relation. + +Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth’s performance, mixing +with them many instructions on execution and taste. Elizabeth received +them with all the forbearance of civility; and at the request of the +gentlemen remained at the instrument till her Ladyship’s carriage was +ready to take them all home. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to Jane, +while Mrs. Collins and Maria were gone on business into the village, +when she was startled by a ring at the door, the certain signal of a +visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to be +Lady Catherine; and under that apprehension was putting away her +half-finished letter, that she might escape all impertinent questions, +when the door opened, and to her very great surprise Mr. Darcy, and Mr. +Darcy only, entered the room. + +He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologized for his +intrusion, by letting her know that he had understood all the ladies to +be within. + +They then sat down, and when her inquiries after Rosings were made, +seemed in danger of sinking into total silence. It was absolutely +necessary, therefore, to think of something; and in this emergency +recollecting _when_ she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and feeling +curious to know what he would say on the subject of their hasty +departure, she observed,-- + +“How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy! +It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley to see you +all after him so soon; for, if I recollect right, he went but the day +before. He and his sisters were well, I hope, when you left London?” + +“Perfectly so, I thank you.” + +She found that she was to receive no other answer; and, after a short +pause, added,-- + +“I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of ever +returning to Netherfield again?” + +“I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may spend +very little of his time there in future. He has many friends, and he is +at a time of life when friends and engagements are continually +increasing.” + +“If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better for the +neighbourhood that he should give up the place entirely, for then we +might possibly get a settled family there. But, perhaps, Mr. Bingley did +not take the house so much for the convenience of the neighbourhood as +for his own, and we must expect him to keep or quit it on the same +principle.” + +“I should not be surprised,” said Darcy, “if he were to give it up as +soon as any eligible purchase offers.” + +Elizabeth made no answer. She was afraid of talking longer of his +friend; and, having nothing else to say, was now determined to leave the +trouble of finding a subject to him. + +He took the hint and soon began with, “This seems a very comfortable +house. Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to it when Mr. +Collins first came to Hunsford.” + +“I believe she did--and I am sure she could not have bestowed her +kindness on a more grateful object.” + +“Mr. Collins appears very fortunate in his choice of a wife.” + +“Yes, indeed; his friends may well rejoice in his having met with one of +the very few sensible women who would have accepted him, or have made +him happy if they had. My friend has an excellent understanding--though +I am not certain that I consider her marrying Mr. Collins as the wisest +thing she ever did. She seems perfectly happy, however; and, in a +prudential light, it is certainly a very good match for her.” + +“It must be very agreeable to her to be settled within so easy a +distance of her own family and friends.” + +“An easy distance do you call it? It is nearly fifty miles.” + +“And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a day’s +journey. Yes, I call it a very easy distance.” + +“I should never have considered the distance as one of the _advantages_ +of the match,” cried Elizabeth. “I should never have said Mrs. Collins +was settled _near_ her family.” + +“It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire. Anything beyond +the very neighbourhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would appear far.” + +As he spoke there was a sort of smile, which Elizabeth fancied she +understood; he must be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and +Netherfield, and she blushed as she answered,-- + +“I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her +family. The far and the near must be relative, and depend on many +varying circumstances. Where there is fortune to make the expense of +travelling unimportant, distance becomes no evil. But that is not the +case _here_. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a comfortable income, but not +such a one as will allow of frequent journeys--and I am persuaded my +friend would not call herself _near_ her family under less than _half_ +the present distance.” + +Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, “_You_ cannot +have a right to such very strong local attachment. _You_ cannot have +been always at Longbourn.” + +Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman experienced some change of +feeling; he drew back his chair, took a newspaper from the table, and, +glancing over it, said, in a colder voice,-- + +“Are you pleased with Kent?” + +A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either side +calm and concise--and soon put an end to by the entrance of Charlotte +and her sister, just returned from their walk. The _tête-à-tête_ +surprised them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake which had occasioned his +intruding on Miss Bennet, and, after sitting a few minutes longer, +without saying much to anybody, went away. + +[Illustration: “Accompanied by their aunt” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“What can be the meaning of this?” said Charlotte, as soon as he was +gone. “My dear Eliza, he must be in love with you, or he would never +have called on us in this familiar way.” + +But when Elizabeth told of his silence, it did not seem very likely, +even to Charlotte’s wishes, to be the case; and, after various +conjectures, they could at last only suppose his visit to proceed from +the difficulty of finding anything to do, which was the more probable +from the time of year. All field sports were over. Within doors there +was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard table, but gentlemen cannot be +always within doors; and in the nearness of the Parsonage, or the +pleasantness of the walk to it, or of the people who lived in it, the +two cousins found a temptation from this period of walking thither +almost every day. They called at various times of the morning, sometimes +separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by their +aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he +had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of course recommended +him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded by her own satisfaction in +being with him, as well as by his evident admiration, of her former +favourite, George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there +was less captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners, she +believed he might have the best informed mind. + +But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage it was more difficult +to understand. It could not be for society, as he frequently sat there +ten minutes together without opening his lips; and when he did speak, it +seemed the effect of necessity rather than of choice--a sacrifice to +propriety, not a pleasure to himself. He seldom appeared really +animated. Mrs. Collins knew not what to make of him. Colonel +Fitzwilliam’s occasionally laughing at his stupidity proved that he was +generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told +her; and as she would have liked to believe this change the effect of +love, and the object of that love her friend Eliza, she set herself +seriously to work to find it out: she watched him whenever they were at +Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford; but without much success. He +certainly looked at her friend a great deal, but the expression of that +look was disputable. It was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often +doubted whether there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it +seemed nothing but absence of mind. + +She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his +being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea; and Mrs. +Collins did not think it right to press the subject, from the danger of +raising expectations which might only end in disappointment; for in her +opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her friend’s dislike would +vanish, if she could suppose him to be in her power. + +In her kind schemes for Elizabeth, she sometimes planned her marrying +Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was, beyond comparison, the pleasantest man: he +certainly admired her, and his situation in life was most eligible; but, +to counterbalance these advantages, Mr. Darcy had considerable patronage +in the church, and his cousin could have none at all. + + + + +[Illustration: “On looking up”] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +[Illustration] + +More than once did Elizabeth, in her ramble within the park, +unexpectedly meet Mr. Darcy. She felt all the perverseness of the +mischance that should bring him where no one else was brought; and, to +prevent its ever happening again, took care to inform him, at first, +that it was a favourite haunt of hers. How it could occur a second time, +therefore, was very odd! Yet it did, and even the third. It seemed like +wilful ill-nature, or a voluntary penance; for on these occasions it was +not merely a few formal inquiries and an awkward pause and then away, +but he actually thought it necessary to turn back and walk with her. He +never said a great deal, nor did she give herself the trouble of talking +or of listening much; but it struck her in the course of their third +encounter that he was asking some odd unconnected questions--about her +pleasure in being at Hunsford, her love of solitary walks, and her +opinion of Mr. and Mrs. Collins’s happiness; and that in speaking of +Rosings, and her not perfectly understanding the house, he seemed to +expect that whenever she came into Kent again she would be staying +_there_ too. His words seemed to imply it. Could he have Colonel +Fitzwilliam in his thoughts? She supposed, if he meant anything, he must +mean an allusion to what might arise in that quarter. It distressed her +a little, and she was quite glad to find herself at the gate in the +pales opposite the Parsonage. + +She was engaged one day, as she walked, in re-perusing Jane’s last +letter, and dwelling on some passages which proved that Jane had not +written in spirits, when, instead of being again surprised by Mr. Darcy, +she saw, on looking up, that Colonel Fitzwilliam was meeting her. +Putting away the letter immediately, and forcing a smile, she said,-- + +“I did not know before that you ever walked this way.” + +“I have been making the tour of the park,” he replied, “as I generally +do every year, and intended to close it with a call at the Parsonage. +Are you going much farther?” + +“No, I should have turned in a moment.” + +And accordingly she did turn, and they walked towards the Parsonage +together. + +“Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?” said she. + +“Yes--if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal. He +arranges the business just as he pleases.” + +“And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least +great pleasure in the power of choice. I do not know anybody who seems +more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than Mr. Darcy.” + +“He likes to have his own way very well,” replied Colonel Fitzwilliam. +“But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of having it than +many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor. I speak +feelingly. A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and +dependence.” + +“In my opinion, the younger son of an earl can know very little of +either. Now, seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and +dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money from going +wherever you chose or procuring anything you had a fancy for?” + +“These are home questions--and perhaps I cannot say that I have +experienced many hardships of that nature. But in matters of greater +weight, I may suffer from the want of money. Younger sons cannot marry +where they like.” + +“Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very often +do.” + +“Our habits of expense make us too dependent, and there are not many in +my rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to +money.” + +“Is this,” thought Elizabeth, “meant for me?” and she coloured at the +idea; but, recovering herself, said in a lively tone, “And pray, what is +the usual price of an earl’s younger son? Unless the elder brother is +very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty thousand pounds.” + +He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped. To interrupt +a silence which might make him fancy her affected with what had passed, +she soon afterwards said,-- + +“I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of +having somebody at his disposal. I wonder he does not marry, to secure a +lasting convenience of that kind. But, perhaps, his sister does as well +for the present; and, as she is under his sole care, he may do what he +likes with her.” + +“No,” said Colonel Fitzwilliam, “that is an advantage which he must +divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy.” + +“Are you, indeed? And pray what sort of a guardian do you make? Does +your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age are sometimes +a little difficult to manage; and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she +may like to have her own way.” + +As she spoke, she observed him looking at her earnestly; and the manner +in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to +give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she had somehow or other +got pretty near the truth. She directly replied,-- + +“You need not be frightened. I never heard any harm of her; and I dare +say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world. She is a +very great favourite with some ladies of my acquaintance, Mrs. Hurst and +Miss Bingley. I think I have heard you say that you know them.” + +“I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant, gentlemanlike +man--he is a great friend of Darcy’s.” + +“Oh yes,” said Elizabeth drily--“Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr. +Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him.” + +“Care of him! Yes, I really believe Darcy _does_ take care of him in +those points where he most wants care. From something that he told me +in our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley very much indebted +to him. But I ought to beg his pardon, for I have no right to suppose +that Bingley was the person meant. It was all conjecture.” + +“What is it you mean?” + +“It is a circumstance which Darcy of course could not wish to be +generally known, because if it were to get round to the lady’s family it +would be an unpleasant thing.” + +“You may depend upon my not mentioning it.” + +“And remember that I have not much reason for supposing it to be +Bingley. What he told me was merely this: that he congratulated himself +on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most +imprudent marriage, but without mentioning names or any other +particulars; and I only suspected it to be Bingley from believing him +the kind of young man to get into a scrape of that sort, and from +knowing them to have been together the whole of last summer.” + +“Did Mr. Darcy give you his reasons for this interference?” + +“I understood that there were some very strong objections against the +lady.” + +“And what arts did he use to separate them?” + +“He did not talk to me of his own arts,” said Fitzwilliam, smiling. “He +only told me what I have now told you.” + +Elizabeth made no answer, and walked on, her heart swelling with +indignation. After watching her a little, Fitzwilliam asked her why she +was so thoughtful. + +“I am thinking of what you have been telling me,” said she. “Your +cousin’s conduct does not suit my feelings. Why was he to be the +judge?” + +“You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?” + +“I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his +friend’s inclination; or why, upon his own judgment alone, he was to +determine and direct in what manner that friend was to be happy. But,” +she continued, recollecting herself, “as we know none of the +particulars, it is not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed +that there was much affection in the case.” + +“That is not an unnatural surmise,” said Fitzwilliam; “but it is +lessening the honour of my cousin’s triumph very sadly.” + +This was spoken jestingly, but it appeared to her so just a picture of +Mr. Darcy, that she would not trust herself with an answer; and, +therefore, abruptly changing the conversation, talked on indifferent +matters till they reached the Parsonage. There, shut into her own room, +as soon as their visitor left them, she could think without interruption +of all that she had heard. It was not to be supposed that any other +people could be meant than those with whom she was connected. There +could not exist in the world _two_ men over whom Mr. Darcy could have +such boundless influence. That he had been concerned in the measures +taken to separate Mr. Bingley and Jane, she had never doubted; but she +had always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and +arrangement of them. If his own vanity, however, did not mislead him, +_he_ was the cause--his pride and caprice were the cause--of all that +Jane had suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had ruined for a +while every hope of happiness for the most affectionate, generous heart +in the world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have +inflicted. + +“There were some very strong objections against the lady,” were Colonel +Fitzwilliam’s words; and these strong objections probably were, her +having one uncle who was a country attorney, and another who was in +business in London. + +“To Jane herself,” she exclaimed, “there could be no possibility of +objection,--all loveliness and goodness as she is! Her understanding +excellent, her mind improved, and her manners captivating. Neither could +anything be urged against my father, who, though with some +peculiarities, has abilities which Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain, +and respectability which he will probably never reach.” When she thought +of her mother, indeed, her confidence gave way a little; but she would +not allow that any objections _there_ had material weight with Mr. +Darcy, whose pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from +the want of importance in his friend’s connections than from their want +of sense; and she was quite decided, at last, that he had been partly +governed by this worst kind of pride, and partly by the wish of +retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister. + +The agitation and tears which the subject occasioned brought on a +headache; and it grew so much worse towards the evening that, added to +her unwillingness to see Mr. Darcy, it determined her not to attend her +cousins to Rosings, where they were engaged to drink tea. Mrs. Collins, +seeing that she was really unwell, did not press her to go, and as much +as possible prevented her husband from pressing her; but Mr. Collins +could not conceal his apprehension of Lady Catherine’s being rather +displeased by her staying at home. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +[Illustration] + +When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself as +much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the +examination of all the letters which Jane had written to her since her +being in Kent. They contained no actual complaint, nor was there any +revival of past occurrences, or any communication of present suffering. +But in all, and in almost every line of each, there was a want of that +cheerfulness which had been used to characterize her style, and which, +proceeding from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself, and kindly +disposed towards everyone, had been scarcely ever clouded. Elizabeth +noticed every sentence conveying the idea of uneasiness, with an +attention which it had hardly received on the first perusal. Mr. Darcy’s +shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict gave her a +keener sense of her sister’s sufferings. It was some consolation to +think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day after the next, +and a still greater that in less than a fortnight she should herself be +with Jane again, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of her +spirits, by all that affection could do. + +She could not think of Darcy’s leaving Kent without remembering that his +cousin was to go with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had made it clear +that he had no intentions at all, and, agreeable as he was, she did not +mean to be unhappy about him. + +While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the +door-bell; and her spirits were a little fluttered by the idea of its +being Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had once before called late in +the evening, and might now come to inquire particularly after her. But +this idea was soon banished, and her spirits were very differently +affected, when, to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the +room. In a hurried manner he immediately began an inquiry after her +health, imputing his visit to a wish of hearing that she were better. +She answered him with cold civility. He sat down for a few moments, and +then getting up walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but +said not a word. After a silence of several minutes, he came towards her +in an agitated manner, and thus began:-- + +“In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be +repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love +you.” + +Elizabeth’s astonishment was beyond expression. She stared, coloured, +doubted, and was silent. This he considered sufficient encouragement, +and the avowal of all that he felt and had long felt for her immediately +followed. He spoke well; but there were feelings besides those of the +heart to be detailed, and he was not more eloquent on the subject of +tenderness than of pride. His sense of her inferiority, of its being a +degradation, of the family obstacles which judgment had always opposed +to inclination, were dwelt on with a warmth which seemed due to the +consequence he was wounding, but was very unlikely to recommend his +suit. + +In spite of her deeply-rooted dislike, she could not be insensible to +the compliment of such a man’s affection, and though her intentions did +not vary for an instant, she was at first sorry for the pain he was to +receive; till roused to resentment by his subsequent language, she lost +all compassion in anger. She tried, however, to compose herself to +answer him with patience, when he should have done. He concluded with +representing to her the strength of that attachment which in spite of +all his endeavours he had found impossible to conquer; and with +expressing his hope that it would now be rewarded by her acceptance of +his hand. As he said this she could easily see that he had no doubt of a +favourable answer. He _spoke_ of apprehension and anxiety, but his +countenance expressed real security. Such a circumstance could only +exasperate farther; and when he ceased the colour rose into her cheeks +and she said,-- + +“In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to +express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however +unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation should be +felt, and if I could _feel_ gratitude, I would now thank you. But I +cannot--I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly +bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry to have occasioned pain to +anyone. It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be +of short duration. The feelings which you tell me have long prevented +the acknowledgment of your regard can have little difficulty in +overcoming it after this explanation.” + +Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantel-piece with his eyes fixed +on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than +surprise. His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance of +his mind was visible in every feature. He was struggling for the +appearance of composure, and would not open his lips till he believed +himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth’s feelings +dreadful. At length, in a voice of forced calmness, he said,-- + +“And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of expecting! I +might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little _endeavour_ at +civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of small importance.” + +“I might as well inquire,” replied she, “why, with so evident a design +of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me +against your will, against your reason, and even against your character? +Was not this some excuse for incivility, if I _was_ uncivil? But I have +other provocations. You know I have. Had not my own feelings decided +against you, had they been indifferent, or had they even been +favourable, do you think that any consideration would tempt me to accept +the man who has been the means of ruining, perhaps for ever, the +happiness of a most beloved sister?” + +As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed colour; but the emotion +was short, and he listened without attempting to interrupt her while she +continued,-- + +“I have every reason in the world to think ill of you. No motive can +excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted _there_. You dare not, +you cannot deny that you have been the principal, if not the only means +of dividing them from each other, of exposing one to the censure of the +world for caprice and instability, the other to its derision for +disappointed hopes, and involving them both in misery of the acutest +kind.” + +She paused, and saw with no slight indignation that he was listening +with an air which proved him wholly unmoved by any feeling of remorse. +He even looked at her with a smile of affected incredulity. + +“Can you deny that you have done it?” she repeated. + +With assumed tranquillity he then replied, “I have no wish of denying +that I did everything in my power to separate my friend from your +sister, or that I rejoice in my success. Towards _him_ I have been +kinder than towards myself.” + +Elizabeth disdained the appearance of noticing this civil reflection, +but its meaning did not escape, nor was it likely to conciliate her. + +“But it is not merely this affair,” she continued, “on which my dislike +is founded. Long before it had taken place, my opinion of you was +decided. Your character was unfolded in the recital which I received +many months ago from Mr. Wickham. On this subject, what can you have to +say? In what imaginary act of friendship can you here defend yourself? +or under what misrepresentation can you here impose upon others?” + +“You take an eager interest in that gentleman’s concerns,” said Darcy, +in a less tranquil tone, and with a heightened colour. + +“Who that knows what his misfortunes have been can help feeling an +interest in him?” + +“His misfortunes!” repeated Darcy, contemptuously,--“yes, his +misfortunes have been great indeed.” + +“And of your infliction,” cried Elizabeth, with energy; “You have +reduced him to his present state of poverty--comparative poverty. You +have withheld the advantages which you must know to have been designed +for him. You have deprived the best years of his life of that +independence which was no less his due than his desert. You have done +all this! and yet you can treat the mention of his misfortunes with +contempt and ridicule.” + +“And this,” cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room, +“is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold me! I +thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults, according to this +calculation, are heavy indeed! But, perhaps,” added he, stopping in his +walk, and turning towards her, “these offences might have been +overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest confession of the +scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design. These +bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I, with greater +policy, concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief of my +being impelled by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by +reflection, by everything. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence. +Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and just. +Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your +connections?--to congratulate myself on the hope of relations whose +condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?” + +Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to +the utmost to speak with composure when she said,-- + +“You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your +declaration affected me in any other way than as it spared me the +concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a +more gentlemanlike manner.” + +She saw him start at this; but he said nothing, and she continued,-- + +“You could not have made me the offer of your hand in any possible way +that would have tempted me to accept it.” + +Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an +expression of mingled incredulity and mortification. She went on,-- + +“From the very beginning, from the first moment, I may almost say, of my +acquaintance with you, your manners impressing me with the fullest +belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your selfish disdain of the +feelings of others, were such as to form that groundwork of +disapprobation, on which succeeding events have built so immovable a +dislike; and I had not known you a month before I felt that you were the +last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to marry.” + +“You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your +feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have been. +Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best +wishes for your health and happiness.” + +And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him +the next moment open the front door and quit the house. The tumult of +her mind was now painfully great. She knew not how to support herself, +and, from actual weakness, sat down and cried for half an hour. Her +astonishment, as she reflected on what had passed, was increased by +every review of it. That she should receive an offer of marriage from +Mr. Darcy! that he should have been in love with her for so many months! +so much in love as to wish to marry her in spite of all the objections +which had made him prevent his friend’s marrying her sister, and which +must appear at least with equal force in his own case, was almost +incredible! it was gratifying to have inspired unconsciously so strong +an affection. But his pride, his abominable pride, his shameless avowal +of what he had done with respect to Jane, his unpardonable assurance in +acknowledging, though he could not justify it, and the unfeeling manner +which he had mentioned Mr. Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not +attempted to deny, soon overcame the pity which the consideration of his +attachment had for a moment excited. + +She continued in very agitating reflections till the sound of Lady +Catherine’s carriage made her feel how unequal she was to encounter +Charlotte’s observation, and hurried her away to her room. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“Hearing herself called” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth awoke the next morning to the same thoughts and meditations +which had at length closed her eyes. She could not yet recover from the +surprise of what had happened: it was impossible to think of anything +else; and, totally indisposed for employment, she resolved soon after +breakfast to indulge herself in air and exercise. She was proceeding +directly to her favourite walk, when the recollection of Mr. Darcy’s +sometimes coming there stopped her, and instead of entering the park, +she turned up the lane which led her farther from the turnpike road. The +park paling was still the boundary on one side, and she soon passed one +of the gates into the ground. + +After walking two or three times along that part of the lane, she was +tempted, by the pleasantness of the morning, to stop at the gates and +look into the park. The five weeks which she had now passed in Kent had +made a great difference in the country, and every day was adding to the +verdure of the early trees. She was on the point of continuing her +walk, when she caught a glimpse of a gentleman within the sort of grove +which edged the park: he was moving that way; and fearful of its being +Mr. Darcy, she was directly retreating. But the person who advanced was +now near enough to see her, and stepping forward with eagerness, +pronounced her name. She had turned away; but on hearing herself called, +though in a voice which proved it to be Mr. Darcy, she moved again +towards the gate. He had by that time reached it also; and, holding out +a letter, which she instinctively took, said, with a look of haughty +composure, “I have been walking in the grove some time, in the hope of +meeting you. Will you do me the honour of reading that letter?” and +then, with a slight bow, turned again into the plantation, and was soon +out of sight. + +With no expectation of pleasure, but with the strongest curiosity, +Elizabeth opened the letter, and to her still increasing wonder, +perceived an envelope containing two sheets of letter paper, written +quite through, in a very close hand. The envelope itself was likewise +full. Pursuing her way along the lane, she then began it. It was dated +from Rosings, at eight o’clock in the morning, and was as follows:-- + +“Be not alarmed, madam, on receiving this letter, by the apprehension of +its containing any repetition of those sentiments, or renewal of those +offers, which were last night so disgusting to you. I write without any +intention of paining you, or humbling myself, by dwelling on wishes, +which, for the happiness of both, cannot be too soon forgotten; and the +effort which the formation and the perusal of this letter must occasion, +should have been spared, had not my character required it to be written +and read. You must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand +your attention; your feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but I +demand it of your justice. + +“Two offences of a very different nature, and by no means of equal +magnitude, you last night laid to my charge. The first mentioned was, +that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I had detached Mr. Bingley +from your sister,--and the other, that I had, in defiance of various +claims, in defiance of honour and humanity, ruined the immediate +prosperity and blasted the prospects of Mr. Wickham. Wilfully and +wantonly to have thrown off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged +favourite of my father, a young man who had scarcely any other +dependence than on our patronage, and who had been brought up to expect +its exertion, would be a depravity, to which the separation of two young +persons whose affection could be the growth of only a few weeks, could +bear no comparison. But from the severity of that blame which was last +night so liberally bestowed, respecting each circumstance, I shall hope +to be in future secured, when the following account of my actions and +their motives has been read. If, in the explanation of them which is due +to myself, I am under the necessity of relating feelings which may be +offensive to yours, I can only say that I am sorry. The necessity must +be obeyed, and further apology would be absurd. I had not been long in +Hertfordshire before I saw, in common with others, that Bingley +preferred your elder sister to any other young woman in the country. But +it was not till the evening of the dance at Netherfield that I had any +apprehension of his feeling a serious attachment. I had often seen him +in love before. At that ball, while I had the honour of dancing with +you, I was first made acquainted, by Sir William Lucas’s accidental +information, that Bingley’s attentions to your sister had given rise to +a general expectation of their marriage. He spoke of it as a certain +event, of which the time alone could be undecided. From that moment I +observed my friend’s behaviour attentively; and I could then perceive +that his partiality for Miss Bennet was beyond what I had ever witnessed +in him. Your sister I also watched. Her look and manners were open, +cheerful, and engaging as ever, but without any symptom of peculiar +regard; and I remained convinced, from the evening’s scrutiny, that +though she received his attentions with pleasure, she did not invite +them by any participation of sentiment. If _you_ have not been mistaken +here, _I_ must have been in an error. Your superior knowledge of your +sister must make the latter probable. If it be so, if I have been misled +by such error to inflict pain on her, your resentment has not been +unreasonable. But I shall not scruple to assert, that the serenity of +your sister’s countenance and air was such as might have given the most +acute observer a conviction that, however amiable her temper, her heart +was not likely to be easily touched. That I was desirous of believing +her indifferent is certain; but I will venture to say that my +investigations and decisions are not usually influenced by my hopes or +fears. I did not believe her to be indifferent because I wished it; I +believed it on impartial conviction, as truly as I wished it in reason. +My objections to the marriage were not merely those which I last night +acknowledged to have required the utmost force of passion to put aside +in my own case; the want of connection could not be so great an evil to +my friend as to me. But there were other causes of repugnance; causes +which, though still existing, and existing to an equal degree in both +instances, I had myself endeavoured to forget, because they were not +immediately before me. These causes must be stated, though briefly. The +situation of your mother’s family, though objectionable, was nothing in +comparison of that total want of propriety so frequently, so almost +uniformly betrayed by herself, by your three younger sisters, and +occasionally even by your father:--pardon me,--it pains me to offend +you. But amidst your concern for the defects of your nearest relations, +and your displeasure at this representation of them, let it give you +consolation to consider that to have conducted yourselves so as to avoid +any share of the like censure is praise no less generally bestowed on +you and your eldest sister than it is honourable to the sense and +disposition of both. I will only say, farther, that from what passed +that evening my opinion of all parties was confirmed, and every +inducement heightened, which could have led me before to preserve my +friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy connection. He left +Netherfield for London on the day following, as you, I am certain, +remember, with the design of soon returning. The part which I acted is +now to be explained. His sisters’ uneasiness had been equally excited +with my own: our coincidence of feeling was soon discovered; and, alike +sensible that no time was to be lost in detaching their brother, we +shortly resolved on joining him directly in London. We accordingly +went--and there I readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my +friend the certain evils of such a choice. I described and enforced them +earnestly. But however this remonstrance might have staggered or delayed +his determination, I do not suppose that it would ultimately have +prevented the marriage, had it not been seconded by the assurance, which +I hesitated not in giving, of your sister’s indifference. He had before +believed her to return his affection with sincere, if not with equal, +regard. But Bingley has great natural modesty, with a stronger +dependence on my judgment than on his own. To convince him, therefore, +that he had deceived himself was no very difficult point. To persuade +him against returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been +given, was scarcely the work of a moment. I cannot blame myself for +having done thus much. There is but one part of my conduct, in the whole +affair, on which I do not reflect with satisfaction; it is that I +condescended to adopt the measures of art so far as to conceal from him +your sister’s being in town. I knew it myself, as it was known to Miss +Bingley; but her brother is even yet ignorant of it. That they might +have met without ill consequence is, perhaps, probable; but his regard +did not appear to me enough extinguished for him to see her without some +danger. Perhaps this concealment, this disguise, was beneath me. It is +done, however, and it was done for the best. On this subject I have +nothing more to say, no other apology to offer. If I have wounded your +sister’s feelings, it was unknowingly done; and though the motives which +governed me may to you very naturally appear insufficient, I have not +yet learnt to condemn them.--With respect to that other, more weighty +accusation, of having injured Mr. Wickham, I can only refute it by +laying before you the whole of his connection with my family. Of what he +has _particularly_ accused me I am ignorant; but of the truth of what I +shall relate I can summon more than one witness of undoubted veracity. +Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for many years +the management of all the Pemberley estates, and whose good conduct in +the discharge of his trust naturally inclined my father to be of service +to him; and on George Wickham, who was his godson, his kindness was +therefore liberally bestowed. My father supported him at school, and +afterwards at Cambridge; most important assistance, as his own father, +always poor from the extravagance of his wife, would have been unable to +give him a gentleman’s education. My father was not only fond of this +young man’s society, whose manners were always engaging, he had also the +highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be his profession, +intended to provide for him in it. As for myself, it is many, many years +since I first began to think of him in a very different manner. The +vicious propensities, the want of principle, which he was careful to +guard from the knowledge of his best friend, could not escape the +observation of a young man of nearly the same age with himself, and who +had opportunities of seeing him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy +could not have. Here again I shall give you pain--to what degree you +only can tell. But whatever may be the sentiments which Mr. Wickham has +created, a suspicion of their nature shall not prevent me from unfolding +his real character. It adds even another motive. My excellent father +died about five years ago; and his attachment to Mr. Wickham was to the +last so steady, that in his will he particularly recommended it to me to +promote his advancement in the best manner that his profession might +allow, and if he took orders, desired that a valuable family living +might be his as soon as it became vacant. There was also a legacy of +one thousand pounds. His own father did not long survive mine; and +within half a year from these events Mr. Wickham wrote to inform me +that, having finally resolved against taking orders, he hoped I should +not think it unreasonable for him to expect some more immediate +pecuniary advantage, in lieu of the preferment, by which he could not be +benefited. He had some intention, he added, of studying the law, and I +must be aware that the interest of one thousand pounds would be a very +insufficient support therein. I rather wished than believed him to be +sincere; but, at any rate, was perfectly ready to accede to his +proposal. I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman. The +business was therefore soon settled. He resigned all claim to assistance +in the church, were it possible that he could ever be in a situation to +receive it, and accepted in return three thousand pounds. All connection +between us seemed now dissolved. I thought too ill of him to invite him +to Pemberley, or admit his society in town. In town, I believe, he +chiefly lived, but his studying the law was a mere pretence; and being +now free from all restraint, his life was a life of idleness and +dissipation. For about three years I heard little of him; but on the +decease of the incumbent of the living which had been designed for him, +he applied to me again by letter for the presentation. His +circumstances, he assured me, and I had no difficulty in believing it, +were exceedingly bad. He had found the law a most unprofitable study, +and was now absolutely resolved on being ordained, if I would present +him to the living in question--of which he trusted there could be little +doubt, as he was well assured that I had no other person to provide for, +and I could not have forgotten my revered father’s intentions. You will +hardly blame me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for +resisting every repetition of it. His resentment was in proportion to +the distress of his circumstances--and he was doubtless as violent in +his abuse of me to others as in his reproaches to myself. After this +period, every appearance of acquaintance was dropped. How he lived, I +know not. But last summer he was again most painfully obtruded on my +notice. I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget +myself, and which no obligation less than the present should induce me +to unfold to any human being. Having said thus much, I feel no doubt of +your secrecy. My sister, who is more than ten years my junior, was left +to the guardianship of my mother’s nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and +myself. About a year ago, she was taken from school, and an +establishment formed for her in London; and last summer she went with +the lady who presided over it to Ramsgate; and thither also went Mr. +Wickham, undoubtedly by design; for there proved to have been a prior +acquaintance between him and Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were +most unhappily deceived; and by her connivance and aid he so far +recommended himself to Georgiana, whose affectionate heart retained a +strong impression of his kindness to her as a child, that she was +persuaded to believe herself in love and to consent to an elopement. She +was then but fifteen, which must be her excuse; and after stating her +imprudence, I am happy to add, that I owed the knowledge of it to +herself. I joined them unexpectedly a day or two before the intended +elopement; and then Georgiana, unable to support the idea of grieving +and offending a brother whom she almost looked up to as a father, +acknowledged the whole to me. You may imagine what I felt and how I +acted. Regard for my sister’s credit and feelings prevented any public +exposure; but I wrote to Mr. Wickham, who left the place immediately, +and Mrs. Younge was of course removed from her charge. Mr. Wickham’s +chief object was unquestionably my sister’s fortune, which is thirty +thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of revenging +himself on me was a strong inducement. His revenge would have been +complete indeed. This, madam, is a faithful narrative of every event in +which we have been concerned together; and if you do not absolutely +reject it as false, you will, I hope, acquit me henceforth of cruelty +towards Mr. Wickham. I know not in what manner, under what form of +falsehood, he has imposed on you; but his success is not perhaps to be +wondered at, ignorant as you previously were of everything concerning +either. Detection could not be in your power, and suspicion certainly +not in your inclination. You may possibly wonder why all this was not +told you last night. But I was not then master enough of myself to know +what could or ought to be revealed. For the truth of everything here +related, I can appeal more particularly to the testimony of Colonel +Fitzwilliam, who, from our near relationship and constant intimacy, and +still more as one of the executors of my father’s will, has been +unavoidably acquainted with every particular of these transactions. If +your abhorrence of _me_ should make _my_ assertions valueless, you +cannot be prevented by the same cause from confiding in my cousin; and +that there may be the possibility of consulting him, I shall endeavour +to find some opportunity of putting this letter in your hands in the +course of the morning. I will only add, God bless you. + +“FITZWILLIAM DARCY.” + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy gave her the letter, did not expect it to +contain a renewal of his offers, she had formed no expectation at all of +its contents. But such as they were, it may be well supposed how eagerly +she went through them, and what a contrariety of emotion they excited. +Her feelings as she read were scarcely to be defined. With amazement did +she first understand that he believed any apology to be in his power; +and steadfastly was she persuaded, that he could have no explanation to +give, which a just sense of shame would not conceal. With a strong +prejudice against everything he might say, she began his account of +what had happened at Netherfield. She read with an eagerness which +hardly left her power of comprehension; and from impatience of knowing +what the next sentence might bring, was incapable of attending to the +sense of the one before her eyes. His belief of her sister’s +insensibility she instantly resolved to be false; and his account of the +real, the worst objections to the match, made her too angry to have any +wish of doing him justice. He expressed no regret for what he had done +which satisfied her; his style was not penitent, but haughty. It was all +pride and insolence. + +But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr. Wickham--when +she read, with somewhat clearer attention, a relation of events which, +if true, must overthrow every cherished opinion of his worth, and which +bore so alarming an affinity to his own history of himself--her feelings +were yet more acutely painful and more difficult of definition. +Astonishment, apprehension, and even horror, oppressed her. She wished +to discredit it entirely, repeatedly exclaiming, “This must be false! +This cannot be! This must be the grossest falsehood!”--and when she had +gone through the whole letter, though scarcely knowing anything of the +last page or two, put it hastily away, protesting that she would not +regard it, that she would never look in it again. + +In this perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on +nothing, she walked on; but it would not do: in half a minute the letter +was unfolded again; and collecting herself as well as she could, she +again began the mortifying perusal of all that related to Wickham, and +commanded herself so far as to examine the meaning of every sentence. +The account of his connection with the Pemberley family was exactly +what he had related himself; and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, +though she had not before known its extent, agreed equally well with his +own words. So far each recital confirmed the other; but when she came to +the will, the difference was great. What Wickham had said of the living +was fresh in her memory; and as she recalled his very words, it was +impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one side or the +other, and, for a few moments, she flattered herself that her wishes did +not err. But when she read and re-read, with the closest attention, the +particulars immediately following of Wickham’s resigning all pretensions +to the living, of his receiving in lieu so considerable a sum as three +thousand pounds, again was she forced to hesitate. She put down the +letter, weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be +impartiality--deliberated on the probability of each statement--but with +little success. On both sides it was only assertion. Again she read on. +But every line proved more clearly that the affair, which she had +believed it impossible that any contrivance could so represent as to +render Mr. Darcy’s conduct in it less than infamous, was capable of a +turn which must make him entirely blameless throughout the whole. + +The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to lay to +Mr. Wickham’s charge exceedingly shocked her; the more so, as she could +bring no proof of its injustice. She had never heard of him before his +entrance into the ----shire militia, in which he had engaged at the +persuasion of the young man, who, on meeting him accidentally in town, +had there renewed a slight acquaintance. Of his former way of life, +nothing had been known in Hertfordshire but what he told + +[Illustration: + + “Meeting accidentally in Town” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +himself. As to his real character, had information been in her power, +she had never felt a wish of inquiring. His countenance, voice, and +manner, had established him at once in the possession of every virtue. +She tried to recollect some instance of goodness, some distinguished +trait of integrity or benevolence, that might rescue him from the +attacks of Mr. Darcy; or at least, by the predominance of virtue, atone +for those casual errors, under which she would endeavour to class what +Mr. Darcy had described as the idleness and vice of many years’ +continuance. But no such recollection befriended her. She could see him +instantly before her, in every charm of air and address, but she could +remember no more substantial good than the general approbation of the +neighbourhood, and the regard which his social powers had gained him in +the mess. After pausing on this point a considerable while, she once +more continued to read. But, alas! the story which followed, of his +designs on Miss Darcy, received some confirmation from what had passed +between Colonel Fitzwilliam and herself only the morning before; and at +last she was referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel +Fitzwilliam himself--from whom she had previously received the +information of his near concern in all his cousin’s affairs and whose +character she had no reason to question. At one time she had almost +resolved on applying to him, but the idea was checked by the awkwardness +of the application, and at length wholly banished by the conviction that +Mr. Darcy would never have hazarded such a proposal, if he had not been +well assured of his cousin’s corroboration. + +She perfectly remembered everything that had passed in conversation +between Wickham and herself in their first evening at Mr. Philips’s. +Many of his expressions were still fresh in her memory. She was _now_ +struck with the impropriety of such communications to a stranger, and +wondered it had escaped her before. She saw the indelicacy of putting +himself forward as he had done, and the inconsistency of his professions +with his conduct. She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear +of seeing Mr. Darcy--that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that +_he_ should stand his ground; yet he had avoided the Netherfield ball +the very next week. She remembered, also, that till the Netherfield +family had quitted the country, he had told his story to no one but +herself; but that after their removal, it had been everywhere discussed; +that he had then no reserves, no scruples in sinking Mr. Darcy’s +character, though he had assured her that respect for the father would +always prevent his exposing the son. + +How differently did everything now appear in which he was concerned! His +attentions to Miss King were now the consequence of views solely and +hatefully mercenary; and the mediocrity of her fortune proved no longer +the moderation of his wishes, but his eagerness to grasp at anything. +His behaviour to herself could now have had no tolerable motive: he had +either been deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying +his vanity by encouraging the preference which she believed she had most +incautiously shown. Every lingering struggle in his favour grew fainter +and fainter; and in further justification of Mr. Darcy, she could not +but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned by Jane, had long ago +asserted his blamelessness in the affair;--that, proud and repulsive as +were his manners, she had never, in the whole course of their +acquaintance--an acquaintance which had latterly brought them much +together, and given her a sort of intimacy with his ways--seen anything +that betrayed him to be unprincipled or unjust--anything that spoke him +of irreligious or immoral habits;--that among his own connections he was +esteemed and valued;--that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a +brother, and that she had often heard him speak so affectionately of his +sister as to prove him capable of some amiable feeling;--that had his +actions been what Wickham represented them, so gross a violation of +everything right could hardly have been concealed from the world; and +that friendship between a person capable of it and such an amiable man +as Mr. Bingley was incomprehensible. + +She grew absolutely ashamed of herself. Of neither Darcy nor Wickham +could she think, without feeling that she had been blind, partial, +prejudiced, absurd. + +“How despicably have I acted!” she cried. “I, who have prided myself on +my discernment! I, who have valued myself on my abilities! who have +often disdained the generous candour of my sister, and gratified my +vanity in useless or blameless distrust. How humiliating is this +discovery! Yet, how just a humiliation! Had I been in love, I could not +have been more wretchedly blind. But vanity, not love, has been my +folly. Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect +of the other, on the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted +prepossession and ignorance, and driven reason away where either were +concerned. Till this moment, I never knew myself.” + +From herself to Jane, from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a line +which soon brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy’s explanation +_there_ had appeared very insufficient; and she read it again. Widely +different was the effect of a second perusal. How could she deny that +credit to his assertions, in one instance, which she had been obliged to +give in the other? He declared himself to have been totally unsuspicious +of her sister’s attachment; and she could not help remembering what +Charlotte’s opinion had always been. Neither could she deny the justice +of his description of Jane. She felt that Jane’s feelings, though +fervent, were little displayed, and that there was a constant +complacency in her air and manner, not often united with great +sensibility. + +When she came to that part of the letter in which her family were +mentioned, in tones of such mortifying, yet merited, reproach, her sense +of shame was severe. The justice of the charge struck her too forcibly +for denial; and the circumstances to which he particularly alluded, as +having passed at the Netherfield ball, and as confirming all his first +disapprobation, could not have made a stronger impression on his mind +than on hers. + +The compliment to herself and her sister was not unfelt. It soothed, but +it could not console her for the contempt which had been thus +self-attracted by the rest of her family; and as she considered that +Jane’s disappointment had, in fact, been the work of her nearest +relations, and reflected how materially the credit of both must be hurt +by such impropriety of conduct, she felt depressed beyond anything she +had ever known before. + +After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every +variety of thought, reconsidering events, determining probabilities, and +reconciling herself, as well as she could, to a change so sudden and so +important, fatigue, and a recollection of her long absence, made her at +length return home; and she entered the house with the wish of appearing +cheerful as usual, and the resolution of repressing such reflections as +must make her unfit for conversation. + +She was immediately told, that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each +called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few minutes, to take +leave, but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been sitting with them at least +an hour, hoping for her return, and almost resolving to walk after her +till she could be found. Elizabeth could but just _affect_ concern in +missing him; she really rejoiced at it. Colonel Fitzwilliam was no +longer an object. She could think only of her letter. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“His parting obeisance” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +[Illustration] + +The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning; and Mr. Collins having +been in waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting obeisance, was +able to bring home the pleasing intelligence of their appearing in very +good health, and in as tolerable spirits as could be expected, after the +melancholy scene so lately gone through at Rosings. To Rosings he then +hastened to console Lady Catherine and her daughter; and on his return +brought back, with great satisfaction, a message from her Ladyship, +importing that she felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous of +having them all to dine with her. + +Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting that, had +she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented to her as her +future niece; nor could she think, without a smile, of what her +Ladyship’s indignation would have been. “What would she have said? how +would she have behaved?” were the questions with which she amused +herself. + +Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings’ party. “I assure +you, I feel it exceedingly,” said Lady Catherine; “I believe nobody +feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But I am particularly +attached to these young men; and know them to be so much attached to me! +They were excessively sorry to go! But so they always are. The dear +Colonel rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy +seemed to feel it most acutely--more, I think, than last year. His +attachment to Rosings certainly increases.” + +Mr. Collins had a compliment and an allusion to throw in here, which +were kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter. + +Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed out of +spirits; and immediately accounting for it herself, by supposing that +she did not like to go home again so soon, she added,-- + +“But if that is the case, you must write to your mother to beg that you +may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your +company, I am sure.” + +“I am much obliged to your Ladyship for your kind invitation,” replied +Elizabeth; “but it is not in my power to accept it. I must be in town +next Saturday.” + +“Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks. I expected +you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came. There +can be no occasion for your going so soon. Mrs. Bennet could certainly +spare you for another fortnight.” + +“But my father cannot. He wrote last week to hurry my return.” + +[Illustration: + +“Dawson” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“Oh, your father, of course, may spare you, if your mother can. +Daughters are never of so much consequence to a father. And if you will +stay another _month_ complete, it will be in my power to take one of you +as far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a week; and +as Dawson does not object to the barouche-box, there will be very good +room for one of you--and, indeed, if the weather should happen to be +cool, I should not object to taking you both, as you are neither of you +large.” + +“You are all kindness, madam; but I believe we must abide by our +original plan.” + +Lady Catherine seemed resigned. “Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant +with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea +of two young women travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper. +You must contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike in the +world to that sort of thing. Young women should always be properly +guarded and attended, according to their situation in life. When my +niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her +having two men-servants go with her. Miss Darcy, the daughter of Mr. +Darcy of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared with +propriety in a different manner. I am excessively attentive to all those +things. You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs. Collins. I am +glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would really be +discreditable to _you_ to let them go alone.” + +“My uncle is to send a servant for us.” + +“Oh! Your uncle! He keeps a man-servant, does he? I am very glad you +have somebody who thinks of those things. Where shall you change horses? +Oh, Bromley, of course. If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be +attended to.” + +Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their journey; +and as she did not answer them all herself attention was +necessary--which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for her; or, with a +mind so occupied, she might have forgotten where she was. Reflection +must be reserved for solitary hours: whenever she was alone, she gave +way to it as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a +solitary walk, in which she might indulge in all the delight of +unpleasant recollections. + +Mr. Darcy’s letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart. She +studied every sentence; and her feelings towards its writer were at +times widely different. When she remembered the style of his address, +she was still full of indignation: but when she considered how unjustly +she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against +herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of compassion. +His attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect: but she +could not approve him; nor could she for a moment repent her refusal, or +feel the slightest inclination ever to see him again. In her own past +behaviour, there was a constant source of vexation and regret: and in +the unhappy defects of her family, a subject of yet heavier chagrin. +They were hopeless of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at +them, would never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his +youngest daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right +herself, was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently +united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of Catherine +and Lydia; but while they were supported by their mother’s indulgence, +what chance could there be of improvement? Catherine, weak-spirited, +irritable, and completely under Lydia’s guidance, had been always +affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would +scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While +there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while +Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they would be going there for +ever. + +Anxiety on Jane’s behalf was another prevailing concern; and Mr. Darcy’s +explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion, +heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His affection was proved to +have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all blame, unless any +could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his friend. How +grievous then was the thought that, of a situation so desirable in every +respect, so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had +been deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family! + +When to these recollections was added the development of Wickham’s +character, it may be easily believed that the happy spirits which had +seldom been depressed before were now so much affected as to make it +almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful. + +Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last week of +her stay as they had been at first. The very last evening was spent +there; and her Ladyship again inquired minutely into the particulars of +their journey, gave them directions as to the best method of packing, +and was so urgent on the necessity of placing gowns in the only right +way, that Maria thought herself obliged, on her return, to undo all the +work of the morning, and pack her trunk afresh. + +When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension, wished them +a good journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year; +and Miss de Bourgh exerted herself so far as to courtesy and hold out +her hand to both. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“The elevation of his feelings.” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + +[Illustration] + +On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few +minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of +paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary. + +“I know not, Miss Elizabeth,” said he, “whether Mrs. Collins has yet +expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I am very +certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for +it. The favour of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We know +how little there is to tempt anyone to our humble abode. Our plain +manner of living, our small rooms, and few domestics, and the little we +see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like +yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension, +and that we have done everything in our power to prevent you spending +your time unpleasantly.” + +Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had +spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with +Charlotte, and the kind attention she had received, must make _her_ feel +the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified; and with a more smiling +solemnity replied,-- + +“It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you have passed your +time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most +fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very superior +society, and from our connection with Rosings, the frequent means of +varying the humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that +your Hunsford visit cannot have been entirely irksome. Our situation +with regard to Lady Catherine’s family is, indeed, the sort of +extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast. You see on +what a footing we are. You see how continually we are engaged there. In +truth, I must acknowledge, that, with all the disadvantages of this +humble parsonage, I should not think anyone abiding in it an object of +compassion, while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings.” + +Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was +obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility +and truth in a few short sentences. + +“You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into +Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself, at least, that you will +be able to do so. Lady Catherine’s great attentions to Mrs. Collins you +have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear +that your friend has drawn an unfortunate--but on this point it will be +as well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, +that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in +marriage. My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of +thinking. There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of +character and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each +other.” + +Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was +the case, and with equal sincerity could add, that she firmly believed +and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to +have the recital of them interrupted by the entrance of the lady from +whom they sprang. Poor Charlotte! it was melancholy to leave her to such +society! But she had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently +regretting that her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for +compassion. Her home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, +and all their dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms. + +At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels +placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate +parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by +Mr. Collins; and as they walked down the garden, he was commissioning +her with his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks +for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his +compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed +her in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed, +when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had +hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies of Rosings. + +[Illustration: + +“They had forgotten to leave any message” +] + +“But,” he added, “you will of course wish to have your humble respects +delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you +while you have been here.” + +Elizabeth made no objection: the door was then allowed to be shut, and +the carriage drove off. + +“Good gracious!” cried Maria, after a few minutes’ silence, “it seems +but a day or two since we first came! and yet how many things have +happened!” + +“A great many indeed,” said her companion, with a sigh. + +“We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice! +How much I shall have to tell!” + +Elizabeth privately added, “And how much I shall have to conceal!” + +Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and +within four hours of their leaving Hunsford they reached Mr. Gardiner’s +house, where they were to remain a few days. + +Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her +spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her aunt +had reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at +Longbourn there would be leisure enough for observation. + +It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for +Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy’s proposals. To know +that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish +Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own +vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation +to openness as nothing could have conquered, but the state of indecision +in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate, +and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried into +repeating something of Bingley, which might only grieve her sister +further. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “How nicely we are crammed in” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + + +[Illustration] + +It was the second week in May, in which the three young ladies set out +together from Gracechurch Street for the town of ----, in Hertfordshire; +and, as they drew near the appointed inn where Mr. Bennet’s carriage was +to meet them, they quickly perceived, in token of the coachman’s +punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking out of a dining-room upstairs. +These two girls had been above an hour in the place, happily employed +in visiting an opposite milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and +dressing a salad and cucumber. + +After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a table set +out with such cold meat as an inn larder usually affords, exclaiming, +“Is not this nice? is not this an agreeable surprise?” + +“And we mean to treat you all,” added Lydia; “but you must lend us the +money, for we have just spent ours at the shop out there.” Then showing +her purchases,--“Look here, I have bought this bonnet. I do not think it +is very pretty; but I thought I might as well buy it as not. I shall +pull it to pieces as soon as I get home, and see if I can make it up any +better.” + +And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect +unconcern, “Oh, but there were two or three much uglier in the shop; and +when I have bought some prettier-coloured satin to trim it with fresh, I +think it will be very tolerable. Besides, it will not much signify what +one wears this summer, after the ----shire have left Meryton, and they +are going in a fortnight.” + +“Are they, indeed?” cried Elizabeth, with the greatest satisfaction. + +“They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want papa to +take us all there for the summer! It would be such a delicious scheme, +and I dare say would hardly cost anything at all. Mamma would like to +go, too, of all things! Only think what a miserable summer else we shall +have!” + +“Yes,” thought Elizabeth; “_that_ would be a delightful scheme, indeed, +and completely do for us at once. Good Heaven! Brighton and a whole +campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset already by one poor +regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of Meryton!” + +“Now I have got some news for you,” said Lydia, as they sat down to +table. “What do you think? It is excellent news, capital news, and about +a certain person that we all like.” + +Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told that he +need not stay. Lydia laughed, and said,-- + +“Ay, that is just like your formality and discretion. You thought the +waiter must not hear, as if he cared! I dare say he often hears worse +things said than I am going to say. But he is an ugly fellow! I am glad +he is gone. I never saw such a long chin in my life. Well, but now for +my news: it is about dear Wickham; too good for the waiter, is not it? +There is no danger of Wickham’s marrying Mary King--there’s for you! She +is gone down to her uncle at Liverpool; gone to stay. Wickham is safe.” + +“And Mary King is safe!” added Elizabeth; “safe from a connection +imprudent as to fortune.” + +“She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him.” + +“But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side,” said Jane. + +“I am sure there is not on _his_. I will answer for it, he never cared +three straws about her. Who _could_ about such a nasty little freckled +thing?” + +Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such +coarseness of _expression_ herself, the coarseness of the _sentiment_ +was little other than her own breast had formerly harboured and fancied +liberal! + +As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was +ordered; and, after some contrivance, the whole party, with all their +boxes, workbags, and parcels, and the unwelcome addition of Kitty’s and +Lydia’s purchases, were seated in it. + +“How nicely we are crammed in!” cried Lydia. “I am glad I brought my +bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another band-box! Well, now +let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk and laugh all the way +home. And in the first place, let us hear what has happened to you all +since you went away. Have you seen any pleasant men? Have you had any +flirting? I was in great hopes that one of you would have got a husband +before you came back. Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare. +She is almost three-and-twenty! Lord! how ashamed I should be of not +being married before three-and-twenty! My aunt Philips wants you so to +get husbands you can’t think. She says Lizzy had better have taken Mr. +Collins; but _I_ do not think there would have been any fun in it. Lord! +how I should like to be married before any of you! and then I would +_chaperon_ you about to all the balls. Dear me! we had such a good piece +of fun the other day at Colonel Forster’s! Kitty and me were to spend +the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised to have a little dance in the +evening; (by-the-bye, Mrs. Forster and me are _such_ friends!) and so +she asked the two Harringtons to come: but Harriet was ill, and so Pen +was forced to come by herself; and then, what do you think we did? We +dressed up Chamberlayne in woman’s clothes, on purpose to pass for a +lady,--only think what fun! Not a soul knew of it, but Colonel and Mrs. +Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt, for we were forced to borrow +one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how well he looked! When Denny, +and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or three more of the men came in, they +did not know him in the least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs. +Forster. I thought I should have died. And _that_ made the men suspect +something, and then they soon found out what was the matter.” + +With such kind of histories of their parties and good jokes did Lydia, +assisted by Kitty’s hints and additions, endeavour to amuse her +companions all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth listened as little as she +could, but there was no escaping the frequent mention of Wickham’s name. + +Their reception at home was most kind. Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to see Jane +in undiminished beauty; and more than once during dinner did Mr. Bennet +say voluntarily to Elizabeth,---- + +“I am glad you are come back, Lizzy.” + +Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the Lucases +came to meet Maria and hear the news; and various were the subjects +which occupied them: Lady Lucas was inquiring of Maria, across the +table, after the welfare and poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs. Bennet +was doubly engaged, on one hand collecting an account of the present +fashions from Jane, who sat some way below her, and on the other, +retailing them all to the younger Miss Lucases; and Lydia, in a voice +rather louder than any other person’s, was enumerating the various +pleasures of the morning to anybody who would hear her. + +“Oh, Mary,” said she, “I wish you had gone with us, for we had such fun! +as we went along Kitty and me drew up all the blinds, and pretended +there was nobody in the coach; and I should have gone so all the way, if +Kitty had not been sick; and when we got to the George, I do think we +behaved very handsomely, for we treated the other three with the nicest +cold luncheon in the world, and if you would have gone, we would have +treated you too. And then when we came away it was such fun! I thought +we never should have got into the coach. I was ready to die of laughter. +And then we were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so +loud, that anybody might have heard us ten miles off!” + +To this, Mary very gravely replied, “Far be it from me, my dear sister, +to depreciate such pleasures. They would doubtless be congenial with the +generality of female minds. But I confess they would have no charms for +_me_. I should infinitely prefer a book.” + +But of this answer Lydia heard not a word. She seldom listened to +anybody for more than half a minute, and never attended to Mary at all. + +In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to walk to +Meryton, and see how everybody went on; but Elizabeth steadily opposed +the scheme. It should not be said, that the Miss Bennets could not be at +home half a day before they were in pursuit of the officers. There was +another reason, too, for her opposition. She dreaded seeing Wickham +again, and was resolved to avoid it as long as possible. The comfort to +_her_, of the regiment’s approaching removal, was indeed beyond +expression. In a fortnight they were to go, and once gone, she hoped +there could be nothing more to plague her on his account. + +She had not been many hours at home, before she found that the Brighton +scheme, of which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn, was under +frequent discussion between her parents. Elizabeth saw directly that her +father had not the smallest intention of yielding; but his answers were +at the same time so vague and equivocal, that her mother, though often +disheartened, had never yet despaired of succeeding at last. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth’s impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could no +longer be overcome; and at length resolving to suppress every particular +in which her sister was concerned, and preparing her to be surprised, +she related to her the next morning the chief of the scene between Mr. +Darcy and herself. + +Miss Bennet’s astonishment was soon lessened by the strong sisterly +partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly +natural; and all surprise was shortly lost in other feelings. She was +sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his sentiments in a manner so +little suited to recommend them; but still more was she grieved for the +unhappiness which her sister’s refusal must have given him. + +“His being so sure of succeeding was wrong,” said she, “and certainly +ought not to have appeared; but consider how much it must increase his +disappointment.” + +“Indeed,” replied Elizabeth, “I am heartily sorry for him; but he has +other feelings which will probably soon drive away his regard for me. +You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?” + +“Blame you! Oh, no.” + +“But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham?” + +“No--I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did.” + +“But you _will_ know it, when I have told you what happened the very +next day.” + +She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents as far +as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke was this for poor Jane, +who would willingly have gone through the world without believing that +so much wickedness existed in the whole race of mankind as was here +collected in one individual! Nor was Darcy’s vindication, though +grateful to her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery. +Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and +seek to clear one, without involving the other. + +“This will not do,” said Elizabeth; “you never will be able to make both +of them good for anything. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied +with only one. There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just +enough to make one good sort of man; and of late it has been shifting +about pretty much. For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Mr. +Darcy’s, but you shall do as you choose.” + +It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from Jane. + +“I do not know when I have been more shocked,” said she. “Wickham so +very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! dear Lizzy, +only consider what he must have suffered. Such a disappointment! and +with the knowledge of your ill opinion too! and having to relate such a +thing of his sister! It is really too distressing, I am sure you must +feel it so.” + +“Oh no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you so full +of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am growing +every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion makes me +saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will be as +light as a feather.” + +“Poor Wickham! there is such an expression of goodness in his +countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner.” + +“There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those +two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other all the +appearance of it.” + +“I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the _appearance_ of it as you +used to do.” + +“And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a dislike +to him, without any reason. It is such a spur to one’s genius, such an +opening for wit, to have a dislike of that kind. One may be continually +abusive without saying anything just; but one cannot be always laughing +at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty.” + +“Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not treat +the matter as you do now.” + +“Indeed, I could not. I was uncomfortable enough, I was very +uncomfortable--I may say unhappy. And with no one to speak to of what I +felt, no Jane to comfort me, and say that I had not been so very weak, +and vain, and nonsensical, as I knew I had! Oh, how I wanted you!” + +“How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions +in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they _do_ appear wholly +undeserved.” + +“Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness is a most +natural consequence of the prejudices I had been encouraging. There is +one point on which I want your advice. I want to be told whether I +ought, or ought not, to make our acquaintance in general understand +Wickham’s character.” + +Miss Bennet paused a little, and then replied, “Surely there can be no +occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your own opinion?” + +“That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorized me to +make his communication public. On the contrary, every particular +relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much as possible to +myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his +conduct, who will believe me? The general prejudice against Mr. Darcy is +so violent, that it would be the death of half the good people in +Meryton, to attempt to place him in an amiable light. I am not equal to +it. Wickham will soon be gone; and, therefore, it will not signify to +anybody here what he really is. Some time hence it will be all found +out, and then we may laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before. +At present I will say nothing about it.” + +“You are quite right. To have his errors made public might ruin him for +ever. He is now, perhaps, sorry for what he has done, and anxious to +re-establish a character. We must not make him desperate.” + +The tumult of Elizabeth’s mind was allayed by this conversation. She +had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a +fortnight, and was certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she +might wish to talk again of either. But there was still something +lurking behind, of which prudence forbade the disclosure. She dared not +relate the other half of Mr. Darcy’s letter, nor explain to her sister +how sincerely she had been valued by his friend. Here was knowledge in +which no one could partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than +a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her in +throwing off this last encumbrance of mystery. “And then,” said she, “if +that very improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely be +able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner +himself. The liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost +all its value!” + +She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real +state of her sister’s spirits. Jane was not happy. She still cherished a +very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself in +love before, her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, and from +her age and disposition, greater steadiness than first attachments often +boast; and so fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to +every other man, that all her good sense, and all her attention to the +feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence of those +regrets which must have been injurious to her own health and their +tranquillity. + +“Well, Lizzy,” said Mrs. Bennet, one day, “what is your opinion _now_ of +this sad business of Jane’s? For my part, I am determined never to speak +of it again to anybody. I told my sister Philips so the other day. But I +cannot find out that Jane saw anything of him in London. Well, he is a +very undeserving young man--and I do not suppose there is the least +chance in the world of her ever getting him now. There is no talk of his +coming to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have inquired of +everybody, too, who is likely to know.” + +[Illustration: + + “I am determined never to speak of it again” +] + +“I do not believe that he will ever live at Netherfield any more.” + +“Oh, well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come; though I +shall always say that he used my daughter extremely ill; and, if I was +her, I would not have put up with it. Well, my comfort is, I am sure +Jane will die of a broken heart, and then he will be sorry for what he +has done.” + +But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such expectation she +made no answer. + +“Well, Lizzy,” continued her mother, soon afterwards, “and so the +Collinses live very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope it +will last. And what sort of table do they keep? Charlotte is an +excellent manager, I dare say. If she is half as sharp as her mother, +she is saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in _their_ +housekeeping, I dare say.” + +“No, nothing at all.” + +“A great deal of good management, depend upon it. Yes, yes. _They_ will +take care not to outrun their income. _They_ will never be distressed +for money. Well, much good may it do them! And so, I suppose, they often +talk of having Longbourn when your father is dead. They look upon it +quite as their own, I dare say, whenever that happens.” + +“It was a subject which they could not mention before me.” + +“No; it would have been strange if they had. But I make no doubt they +often talk of it between themselves. Well, if they can be easy with an +estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the better. _I_ should be +ashamed of having one that was only entailed on me.” + + + + +[Illustration: + +“When Colonel Miller’s regiment went away” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + + +[Illustration] + +The first week of their return was soon gone. The second began. It was +the last of the regiment’s stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in +the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The dejection was almost +universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink, +and sleep, and pursue the usual course of their employments. Very +frequently were they reproached for this insensibility by Kitty and +Lydia, whose own misery was extreme, and who could not comprehend such +hard-heartedness in any of the family. + +“Good Heaven! What is to become of us? What are we to do?” would they +often exclaim in the bitterness of woe. “How can you be smiling so, +Lizzy?” + +Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what +she had herself endured on a similar occasion five-and-twenty years ago. + +“I am sure,” said she, “I cried for two days together when Colonel +Miller’s regiment went away. I thought I should have broke my heart.” + +“I am sure I shall break _mine_,” said Lydia. + +“If one could but go to Brighton!” observed Mrs. Bennet. + +“Oh yes!--if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so disagreeable.” + +“A little sea-bathing would set me up for ever.” + +“And my aunt Philips is sure it would do _me_ a great deal of good,” +added Kitty. + +Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through +Longbourn House. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but all sense +of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice of Mr. Darcy’s +objections; and never had she before been so much disposed to pardon his +interference in the views of his friend. + +But the gloom of Lydia’s prospect was shortly cleared away; for she +received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the colonel of the +regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This invaluable friend was a +very young woman, and very lately married. A resemblance in good-humour +and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of +their _three_ months’ acquaintance they had been intimate _two_. + +The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster, +the delight of Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely +to be described. Wholly inattentive to her sister’s feelings, Lydia flew +about the house in restless ecstasy, calling for everyone’s +congratulations, and laughing and talking with more violence than ever; +whilst the luckless Kitty continued in the parlour repining at her fate +in terms as unreasonable as her accent was peevish. + +“I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask _me_ as well as Lydia,” +said she, “though I am _not_ her particular friend. I have just as much +right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I am two years older.” + +In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her reasonable, and Jane to make +her resigned. As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from +exciting in her the same feelings as in her mother and Lydia, that she +considered it as the death-warrant of all possibility of common sense +for the latter; and detestable as such a step must make her, were it +known, she could not help secretly advising her father not to let her +go. She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia’s general +behaviour, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of +such a woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more +imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must +be greater than at home. He heard her attentively, and then said,-- + +“Lydia will never be easy till she has exposed herself in some public +place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with so little +expense or inconvenience to her family as under the present +circumstances.” + +“If you were aware,” said Elizabeth, “of the very great disadvantage to +us all, which must arise from the public notice of Lydia’s unguarded and +imprudent manner, nay, which has already arisen from it, I am sure you +would judge differently in the affair.” + +“Already arisen!” repeated Mr. Bennet. “What! has she frightened away +some of your lovers? Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down. Such +squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity +are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of the pitiful fellows +who have been kept aloof by Lydia’s folly.” + +“Indeed, you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent. It is not +of peculiar, but of general evils, which I am now complaining. Our +importance, our respectability in the world, must be affected by the +wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark +Lydia’s character. Excuse me,--for I must speak plainly. If you, my dear +father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits, and +of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of +her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character +will be fixed; and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt +that ever made herself and her family ridiculous;--a flirt, too, in the +worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any attraction beyond +youth and a tolerable person; and, from the ignorance and emptiness of +her mind, wholly unable to ward off any portion of that universal +contempt which her rage for admiration will excite. In this danger Kitty +is also comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain, +ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh, my dear father, can you +suppose it possible that they will not be censured and despised wherever +they are known, and that their sisters will not be often involved in the +disgrace?” + +Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject; and, +affectionately taking her hand, said, in reply,-- + +“Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known, +you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear to less +advantage for having a couple of--or I may say, three--very silly +sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to +Brighton. Let her go, then. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will +keep her out of any real mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an +object of prey to anybody. At Brighton she will be of less importance +even as a common flirt than she has been here. The officers will find +women better worth their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being +there may teach her her own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow +many degrees worse, without authorizing us to lock her up for the rest +of her life.” + +With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion +continued the same, and she left him disappointed and sorry. It was not +in her nature, however, to increase her vexations by dwelling on them. +She was confident of having performed her duty; and to fret over +unavoidable evils, or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her +disposition. + +Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her +father, their indignation would hardly have found expression in their +united volubility. In Lydia’s imagination, a visit to Brighton comprised +every possibility of earthly happiness. She saw, with the creative eye +of fancy, the streets of that gay bathing-place covered with officers. +She saw herself the object of attention to tens and to scores of them at +present unknown. She saw all the glories of the camp: its tents +stretched forth in beauteous uniformity of lines, crowded with the young +and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet; and, to complete the view, she +saw herself seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting with at least six +officers at once. + +[Illustration: + +“Tenderly flirting” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +Had she known that her sister sought to tear her from such prospects and +such realities as these, what would have been her sensations? They could +have been understood only by her mother, who might have felt nearly the +same. Lydia’s going to Brighton was all that consoled her for the +melancholy conviction of her husband’s never intending to go there +himself. + +But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their raptures +continued, with little intermission, to the very day of Lydia’s leaving +home. + +Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. Having been +frequently in company with him since her return, agitation was pretty +well over; the agitations of former partiality entirely so. She had even +learnt to detect, in the very gentleness which had first delighted her, +an affectation and a sameness to disgust and weary. In his present +behaviour to herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of displeasure; +for the inclination he soon testified of renewing those attentions which +had marked the early part of their acquaintance could only serve, after +what had since passed, to provoke her. She lost all concern for him in +finding herself thus selected as the object of such idle and frivolous +gallantry; and while she steadily repressed it, could not but feel the +reproof contained in his believing, that however long, and for whatever +cause, his attentions had been withdrawn, her vanity would be gratified, +and her preference secured, at any time, by their renewal. + +On the very last day of the regiment’s remaining in Meryton, he dined, +with others of the officers, at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth +disposed to part from him in good-humour, that, on his making some +inquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she +mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam’s and Mr. Darcy’s having both spent three +weeks at Rosings, and asked him if he were acquainted with the former. + +He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but, with a moment’s +recollection, and a returning smile, replied, that he had formerly seen +him often; and, after observing that he was a very gentlemanlike man, +asked her how she had liked him. Her answer was warmly in his favour. +With an air of indifference, he soon afterwards added, “How long did you +say that he was at Rosings?” + +“Nearly three weeks.” + +“And you saw him frequently?” + +“Yes, almost every day.” + +“His manners are very different from his cousin’s.” + +“Yes, very different; but I think Mr. Darcy improves on acquaintance.” + +“Indeed!” cried Wickham, with a look which did not escape her. “And pray +may I ask--” but checking himself, he added, in a gayer tone, “Is it in +address that he improves? Has he deigned to add aught of civility to his +ordinary style? for I dare not hope,” he continued, in a lower and more +serious tone, “that he is improved in essentials.” + +“Oh, no!” said Elizabeth. “In essentials, I believe, he is very much +what he ever was.” + +While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to +rejoice over her words or to distrust their meaning. There was a +something in her countenance which made him listen with an apprehensive +and anxious attention, while she added,-- + +“When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that +either his mind or manners were in a state of improvement; but that, +from knowing him better, his disposition was better understood.” + +Wickham’s alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated +look; for a few minutes he was silent; till, shaking off his +embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the gentlest of +accents,-- + +“You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy, will readily +comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume +even the _appearance_ of what is right. His pride, in that direction, +may be of service, if not to himself, to many others, for it must deter +him from such foul misconduct as I have suffered by. I only fear that +the sort of cautiousness to which you, I imagine, have been alluding, is +merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and +judgment he stands much in awe. His fear of her has always operated, I +know, when they were together; and a good deal is to be imputed to his +wish of forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh, which I am certain he +has very much at heart.” + +Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a +slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted to engage her on +the old subject of his grievances, and she was in no humour to indulge +him. The rest of the evening passed with the _appearance_, on his side, +of usual cheerfulness, but with no further attempt to distinguish +Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and possibly a +mutual desire of never meeting again. + +When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to Meryton, +from whence they were to set out early the next morning. The separation +between her and her family was rather noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the +only one who shed tears; but she did weep from vexation and envy. Mrs. +Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, +and impressive in her injunctions that she would not miss the +opportunity of enjoying herself as much as possible,--advice which there +was every reason to believe would be attended to; and, in the clamorous +happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle adieus +of her sisters were uttered without being heard. + + + + +[Illustration: + +The arrival of the +Gardiners +] + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + + +[Illustration] + +Had Elizabeth’s opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could +not have formed a very pleasing picture of conjugal felicity or domestic +comfort. Her father, captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance +of good-humour which youth and beauty generally give, had married a +woman whose weak understanding and illiberal mind had very early in +their marriage put an end to all real affection for her. Respect, +esteem, and confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views of +domestic happiness were overthrown. But Mr. Bennet was not of a +disposition to seek comfort for the disappointment which his own +imprudence had brought on in any of those pleasures which too often +console the unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He was fond of +the country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his principal +enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise indebted than as +her ignorance and folly had contributed to his amusement. This is not +the sort of happiness which a man would in general wish to owe to his +wife; but where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true +philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given. + +Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of her +father’s behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with pain; but +respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment of +herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not overlook, and to +banish from her thoughts that continual breach of conjugal obligation +and decorum which, in exposing his wife to the contempt of her own +children, was so highly reprehensible. But she had never felt so +strongly as now the disadvantages which must attend the children of so +unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising +from so ill-judged a direction of talents--talents which, rightly used, +might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters, even +if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife. + +When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham’s departure, she found little +other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment. Their parties +abroad were less varied than before; and at home she had a mother and +sister, whose constant repinings at the dulness of everything around +them threw a real gloom over their domestic circle; and, though Kitty +might in time regain her natural degree of sense, since the disturbers +of her brain were removed, her other sister, from whose disposition +greater evil might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened in all her +folly and assurance, by a situation of such double danger as a +watering-place and a camp. Upon the whole, therefore, she found, what +has been sometimes found before, that an event to which she had looked +forward with impatient desire, did not, in taking place, bring all the +satisfaction she had promised herself. It was consequently necessary to +name some other period for the commencement of actual felicity; to have +some other point on which her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by +again enjoying the pleasure of anticipation, console herself for the +present, and prepare for another disappointment. Her tour to the Lakes +was now the object of her happiest thoughts: it was her best consolation +for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her mother +and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included Jane in the +scheme, every part of it would have been perfect. + +“But it is fortunate,” thought she, “that I have something to wish for. +Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain. +But here, by carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my +sister’s absence, I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of +pleasure realized. A scheme of which every part promises delight can +never be successful; and general disappointment is only warded off by +the defence of some little peculiar vexation.” + +When Lydia went away she promised to write very often and very minutely +to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and +always very short. Those to her mother contained little else than that +they were just returned from the library, where such and such officers +had attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as +made her quite wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which +she would have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a +violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going to the +camp; and from her correspondence with her sister there was still less +to be learnt, for her letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were much +too full of lines under the words to be made public. + +After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health, +good-humour, and cheerfulness began to reappear at Longbourn. Everything +wore a happier aspect. The families who had been in town for the winter +came back again, and summer finery and summer engagements arose. Mrs. +Bennet was restored to her usual querulous serenity; and by the middle +of June Kitty was so much recovered as to be able to enter Meryton +without tears,--an event of such happy promise as to make Elizabeth +hope, that by the following Christmas she might be so tolerably +reasonable as not to mention an officer above once a day, unless, by +some cruel and malicious arrangement at the War Office, another regiment +should be quartered in Meryton. + +The time fixed for the beginning of their northern tour was now fast +approaching; and a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter +arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its commencement and +curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner would be prevented by business from +setting out till a fortnight later in July, and must be in London again +within a month; and as that left too short a period for them to go so +far, and see so much as they had proposed, or at least to see it with +the leisure and comfort they had built on, they were obliged to give up +the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour; and, according to the +present plan, were to go no farther northward than Derbyshire. In that +county there was enough to be seen to occupy the chief of their three +weeks; and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction. The +town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where +they were now to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of +her curiosity as all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, +Dovedale, or the Peak. + +Elizabeth was excessively disappointed: she had set her heart on seeing +the Lakes; and still thought there might have been time enough. But it +was her business to be satisfied--and certainly her temper to be happy; +and all was soon right again. + +With the mention of Derbyshire, there were many ideas connected. It was +impossible for her to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its +owner. “But surely,” said she, “I may enter his county with impunity, +and rob it of a few petrified spars, without his perceiving me.” + +The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were to pass away +before her uncle and aunt’s arrival. But they did pass away, and Mr. and +Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at length appear at +Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and eight years old, and two +younger boys, were to be left under the particular care of their cousin +Jane, who was the general favourite, and whose steady sense and +sweetness of temper exactly adapted her for attending to them in every +way--teaching them, playing with them, and loving them. + +The Gardiners stayed only one night at Longbourn, and set off the next +morning with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. One +enjoyment was certain--that of suitableness as companions; a +suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear +inconveniences--cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure--and affection +and intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were +disappointments abroad. + +It is not the object of this work to give a description of Derbyshire, +nor of any of the remarkable places through which their route thither +lay--Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenilworth, Birmingham, etc., are +sufficiently known. A small part of Derbyshire is all the present +concern. To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner’s +former residence, and where she had lately learned that some +acquaintance still remained, they bent their steps, after having seen +all the principal wonders of the country; and within five miles of +Lambton, Elizabeth found, from her aunt, that Pemberley was situated. It +was not in their direct road; nor more than a mile or two out of it. In +talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an +inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his +willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation. + +“My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard so +much?” said her aunt. “A place, too, with which so many of your +acquaintance are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you +know.” + +Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at +Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing it. She +must own that she was tired of great houses: after going over so many, +she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains. + +Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. “If it were merely a fine house +richly furnished,” said she, “I should not care about it myself; but the +grounds are delightful. They have some of the finest woods in the +country.” + +Elizabeth said no more; but her mind could not acquiesce. The +possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly +occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very idea; and +thought it would be better to speak openly to her aunt, than to run such +a risk. But against this there were objections; and she finally resolved +that it could be the last resource, if her private inquiries as to the +absence of the family were unfavourably answered. + +Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid +whether Pemberley were not a very fine place, what was the name of its +proprietor, and, with no little alarm, whether the family were down for +the summer? A most welcome negative followed the last question; and her +alarms being now removed, she was at leisure to feel a great deal of +curiosity to see the house herself; and when the subject was revived the +next morning, and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and +with a proper air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike +to the scheme. + +To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Conjecturing as to the date” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of +Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned +in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter. + +The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They +entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through +a beautiful wood stretching over a wide extent. + +Elizabeth’s mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired +every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for +half a mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable +eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by +Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of the valley, into which +the road with some abruptness wound. It was a large, handsome stone +building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of high +woody hills; and in front a stream of some natural importance was +swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks +were neither formal nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She +had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural +beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were +all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt that +to be mistress of Pemberley might be something! + +They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and, +while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehension of +meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been +mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the +hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to +wonder at her being where she was. + +The housekeeper came; a respectable looking elderly woman, much less +fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. They +followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large, well-proportioned +room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went +to a window to enjoy its prospect. The hill, crowned with wood, from +which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the +distance, was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was +good; and she looked on the whole scene, the river, the trees scattered +on its banks, and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace +it, with delight. As they passed into other rooms, these objects were +taking different positions; but from every window there were beauties +to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture +suitable to the fortune of their proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with +admiration of his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly +fine,--with less of splendour, and more real elegance, than the +furniture of Rosings. + +“And of this place,” thought she, “I might have been mistress! With +these rooms I might have now been familiarly acquainted! Instead of +viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and +welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt. But, no,” recollecting +herself, “that could never be; my uncle and aunt would have been lost to +me; I should not have been allowed to invite them.” + +This was a lucky recollection--it saved her from something like regret. + +She longed to inquire of the housekeeper whether her master were really +absent, but had not courage for it. At length, however, the question was +asked by her uncle; and she turned away with alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds +replied, that he was; adding, “But we expect him to-morrow, with a large +party of friends.” How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had +not by any circumstance been delayed a day! + +Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached, and saw +the likeness of Mr. Wickham, suspended, amongst several other +miniatures, over the mantel-piece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how +she liked it. The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was the +picture of a young gentleman, the son of her late master’s steward, who +had been brought up by him at his own expense. “He is now gone into the +army,” she added; “but I am afraid he has turned out very wild.” + +Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not +return it. + +“And that,” said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures, +“is my master--and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the +other--about eight years ago.” + +“I have heard much of your master’s fine person,” said Mrs. Gardiner, +looking at the picture; “it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell +us whether it is like or not.” + +Mrs. Reynolds’ respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this +intimation of her knowing her master. + +“Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?” + +Elizabeth coloured, and said, “A little.” + +“And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, ma’am?” + +“Yes, very handsome.” + +“I am sure _I_ know none so handsome; but in the gallery upstairs you +will see a finer, larger picture of him than this. This room was my late +master’s favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they used to +be then. He was very fond of them.” + +This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham’s being among them. + +Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn +when she was only eight years old. + +“And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?” said Mr. Gardiner. + +“Oh, yes--the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so +accomplished! She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a +new instrument just come down for her--a present from my master: she +comes here to-morrow with him.” + +Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were easy and pleasant, encouraged her +communicativeness by his questions and remarks: Mrs. Reynolds, either +from pride or attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her +master and his sister. + +“Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?” + +“Not so much as I could wish, sir: but I dare say he may spend half his +time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months.” + +“Except,” thought Elizabeth, “when she goes to Ramsgate.” + +“If your master would marry, you might see more of him.” + +“Yes, sir; but I do not know when _that_ will be. I do not know who is +good enough for him.” + +Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying, “It is +very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think so.” + +“I say no more than the truth, and what everybody will say that knows +him,” replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far; +and she listened with increasing astonishment as the housekeeper added, +“I have never had a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him +ever since he was four years old.” + +This was praise of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her +ideas. That he was not a good-tempered man had been her firmest opinion. +Her keenest attention was awakened: she longed to hear more; and was +grateful to her uncle for saying,-- + +“There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in +having such a master.” + +“Yes, sir, I know I am. If I were to go through the world, I could not +meet with a better. But I have always observed, that they who are +good-natured when children, are good-natured when they grow up; and he +was always the sweetest tempered, most generous-hearted boy in the +world.” + +Elizabeth almost stared at her. “Can this be Mr. Darcy?” thought she. + +“His father was an excellent man,” said Mrs. Gardiner. + +“Yes, ma’am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him--just +as affable to the poor.” + +Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for more. Mrs. +Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She related the subjects +of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price of the +furniture in vain. Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family +prejudice, to which he attributed her excessive commendation of her +master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his +many merits, as they proceeded together up the great staircase. + +“He is the best landlord, and the best master,” said she, “that ever +lived. Not like the wild young men now-a-days, who think of nothing but +themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but what will +give him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never +saw anything of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle +away like other young men.” + +“In what an amiable light does this place him!” thought Elizabeth. + +“This fine account of him,” whispered her aunt as they walked, “is not +quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend.” + +“Perhaps we might be deceived.” + +“That is not very likely; our authority was too good.” + +On reaching the spacious lobby above, they were shown into a very pretty +sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than +the apartments below; and were informed that it was but just done to +give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room, when +last at Pemberley. + +“He is certainly a good brother,” said Elizabeth, as she walked towards +one of the windows. + +Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy’s delight, when she should enter +the room. “And this is always the way with him,” she added. “Whatever +can give his sister any pleasure, is sure to be done in a moment. There +is nothing he would not do for her.” + +The picture gallery, and two or three of the principal bed-rooms, were +all that remained to be shown. In the former were many good paintings: +but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such as had been already +visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some drawings of Miss +Darcy’s, in crayons, whose subjects were usually more interesting, and +also more intelligible. + +In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have +little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked on in quest +of the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it +arrested her--and she beheld a striking resemblance of Mr. Darcy, with +such a smile over the face, as she remembered to have sometimes seen, +when he looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture, in +earnest contemplation, and returned to it again before they quitted the +gallery. Mrs. Reynolds informed them, that it had been taken in his +father’s lifetime. + +There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth’s mind, a more gentle +sensation towards the original than she had ever felt in the height of +their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds +was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise +of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, she +considered how many people’s happiness were in his guardianship! How +much of pleasure or pain it was in his power to bestow! How much of good +or evil must be done by him! Every idea that had been brought forward by +the housekeeper was favourable to his character; and as she stood before +the canvas, on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes upon +herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude +than it had ever raised before: she remembered its warmth, and softened +its impropriety of expression. + +When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen, +they returned down stairs; and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were +consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall door. + +As they walked across the lawn towards the river, Elizabeth turned back +to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also; and while the former was +conjecturing as to the date of the building, the owner of it himself +suddenly came forward from the road which led behind it to the stables. + +They were within twenty yards of each other; and so abrupt was his +appearance, that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their eyes +instantly met, and the cheeks of each were overspread with the deepest +blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immovable from +surprise; but shortly recovering himself, advanced towards the party, +and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of perfect composure, at least +of perfect civility. + +She had instinctively turned away; but stopping on his approach, +received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be +overcome. Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture +they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure the other two +that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener’s expression of surprise, on +beholding his master, must immediately have told it. They stood a little +aloof while he was talking to their niece, who, astonished and confused, +scarcely dared lift her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer she +returned to his civil inquiries after her family. Amazed at the +alteration of his manner since they last parted, every sentence that he +uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the +impropriety of her being found there recurring to her mind, the few +minutes in which they continued together were some of the most +uncomfortable of her life. Nor did he seem much more at ease; when he +spoke, his accent had none of its usual sedateness; and he repeated his +inquiries as to the time of her having left Longbourn, and of her stay +in Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the +distraction of his thoughts. + +At length, every idea seemed to fail him; and after standing a few +moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took +leave. + +The others then joined her, and expressed their admiration of his +figure; but Elizabeth heard not a word, and, wholly engrossed by her own +feelings, followed them in silence. She was overpowered by shame and +vexation. Her coming there was the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged +thing in the world! How strange must it appear to him! In what a +disgraceful light might it not strike so vain a man! It might seem as if +she had purposely thrown herself in his way again! Oh! why did she come? +or, why did he thus come a day before he was expected? Had they been +only ten minutes sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his +discrimination; for it was plain that he was that moment arrived, that +moment alighted from his horse or his carriage. She blushed again and +again over the perverseness of the meeting. And his behaviour, so +strikingly altered,--what could it mean? That he should even speak to +her was amazing!--but to speak with such civility, to inquire after her +family! Never in her life had she seen his manners so little dignified, +never had he spoken with such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting. +What a contrast did it offer to his last address in Rosings Park, when +he put his letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, or how to +account for it. + +They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and +every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer +reach of the woods to which they were approaching: but it was some time +before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered +mechanically to the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and seemed +to direct her eyes to such objects as they pointed out, she +distinguished no part of the scene. Her thoughts were all fixed on that +one spot of Pemberley House, whichever it might be, where Mr. Darcy then +was. She longed to know what at that moment was passing in his mind; in +what manner he thought of her, and whether, in defiance of everything, +she was still dear to him. Perhaps he had been civil only because he +felt himself at ease; yet there had been _that_ in his voice, which was +not like ease. Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in seeing +her, she could not tell, but he certainly had not seen her with +composure. + +At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence of mind +roused her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more like herself. + +They entered the woods, and, bidding adieu to the river for a while, +ascended some of the higher grounds; whence, in spots where the opening +of the trees gave the eye power to wander, were many charming views of +the valley, the opposite hills, with the long range of woods +overspreading many, and occasionally part of the stream. Mr. Gardiner +expressed a wish of going round the whole park, but feared it might be +beyond a walk. With a triumphant smile, they were told, that it was ten +miles round. It settled the matter; and they pursued the accustomed +circuit; which brought them again, after some time, in a descent among +hanging woods, to the edge of the water, and one of its narrowest parts. +They crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of +the scene: it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and +the valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed room only for the +stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered +it. Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed +the bridge, and perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, +who was not a great walker, could go no farther, and thought only of +returning to the carriage as quickly as possible. Her niece was, +therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house +on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their +progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to indulge the +taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in watching the +occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the man +about them, that he advanced but little. Whilst wandering on in this +slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth’s astonishment was +quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy +approaching them, and at no great distance. The walk being here less +sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before they +met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared for an +interview than before, and resolved to appear and to speak with +calmness, if he really intended to meet them. For a few moments, indeed, +she felt that he would probably strike into some other path. The idea +lasted while a turning in the walk concealed him from their view; the +turning past, he was immediately before them. With a glance she saw that +he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his politeness, +she began as they met to admire the beauty of the place; but she had not +got beyond the words “delightful,” and “charming,” when some unlucky +recollections obtruded, and she fancied that praise of Pemberley from +her might be mischievously construed. Her colour changed, and she said +no more. + +Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing, he asked +her if she would do him the honour of introducing him to her friends. +This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; and +she could hardly suppress a smile at his being now seeking the +acquaintance of some of those very people, against whom his pride had +revolted, in his offer to herself. “What will be his surprise,” thought +she, “when he knows who they are! He takes them now for people of +fashion.” + +The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named their +relationship to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to see how he bore +it; and was not without the expectation of his decamping as fast as he +could from such disgraceful companions. That he was _surprised_ by the +connection was evident: he sustained it, however, with fortitude: and, +so far from going away, turned back with them, and entered into +conversation with Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, +could not but triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had some +relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most +attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every +expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, +his taste, or his good manners. + +The conversation soon turned upon fishing; and she heard Mr. Darcy +invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he +chose, while he continued in the neighbourhood, offering at the same +time to supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of +the stream where there was usually most sport. Mrs. Gardiner, who was +walking arm in arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive of her +wonder. Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the +compliment must be all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was +extreme; and continually was she repeating, “Why is he so altered? From +what can it proceed? It cannot be for _me_, it cannot be for _my_ sake +that his manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could not +work such a change as this. It is impossible that he should still love +me.” + +After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the two +gentlemen behind, on resuming their places, after descending to the +brink of the river for the better inspection of some curious +water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration. It originated in +Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning, found +Elizabeth’s arm inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred +her husband’s. Mr. Darcy took her place by her niece, and they walked on +together. After a short silence the lady first spoke. She wished him to +know that she had been assured of his absence before she came to the +place, and accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been +very unexpected--“for your housekeeper,” she added, “informed us that +you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and, indeed, before we +left Bakewell, we understood that you were not immediately expected in +the country.” He acknowledged the truth of it all; and said that +business with his steward had occasioned his coming forward a few hours +before the rest of the party with whom he had been travelling. “They +will join me early to-morrow,” he continued, “and among them are some +who will claim an acquaintance with you,--Mr. Bingley and his sisters.” + +Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow. Her thoughts were instantly +driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley’s name had been last mentioned +between them; and if she might judge from his complexion, _his_ mind was +not very differently engaged. + +“There is also one other person in the party,” he continued after a +pause, “who more particularly wishes to be known to you. Will you allow +me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to your acquaintance +during your stay at Lambton?” + +The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too great +for her to know in what manner she acceded to it. She immediately felt +that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of being acquainted with her, +must be the work of her brother, and without looking farther, it was +satisfactory; it was gratifying to know that his resentment had not made +him think really ill of her. + +They now walked on in silence; each of them deep in thought. Elizabeth +was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was flattered and +pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her was a compliment of +the highest kind. They soon outstripped the others; and when they had +reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were half a quarter of a +mile behind. + +He then asked her to walk into the house--but she declared herself not +tired, and they stood together on the lawn. At such a time much might +have been said, and silence was very awkward. She wanted to talk, but +there seemed an embargo on every subject. At last she recollected that +she had been travelling, and they talked of Matlock and Dovedale with +great perseverance. Yet time and her aunt moved slowly--and her patience +and her ideas were nearly worn out before the _tête-à-tête_ was over. + +On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s coming up they were all pressed to go into +the house and take some refreshment; but this was declined, and they +parted on each side with the utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy handed the +ladies into the carriage; and when it drove off, Elizabeth saw him +walking slowly towards the house. + +The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of them +pronounced him to be infinitely superior to anything they had expected. + +“He is perfectly well-behaved, polite, and unassuming,” said her uncle. + +“There _is_ something a little stately in him, to be sure,” replied her +aunt; “but it is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming. I can now +say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud, +_I_ have seen nothing of it.” + +“I was never more surprised than by his behaviour to us. It was more +than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no necessity for such +attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was very trifling.” + +“To be sure, Lizzy,” said her aunt, “he is not so handsome as Wickham; +or rather he has not Wickham’s countenance, for his features are +perfectly good. But how came you to tell us that he was so +disagreeable?” + +Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could: said that she had liked +him better when they met in Kent than before, and that she had never +seen him so pleasant as this morning. + +“But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities,” replied +her uncle. “Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him +at his word about fishing, as he might change his mind another day, and +warn me off his grounds.” + +Elizabeth felt that they had entirely mistaken his character, but said +nothing. + +“From what we have seen of him,” continued Mrs. Gardiner, “I really +should not have thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by +anybody as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not an ill-natured look. +On the contrary, there is something pleasing about his mouth when he +speaks. And there is something of dignity in his countenance, that would +not give one an unfavourable idea of his heart. But, to be sure, the +good lady who showed us the house did give him a most flaming character! +I could hardly help laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal +master, I suppose, and _that_, in the eye of a servant, comprehends +every virtue.” + +Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in vindication of +his behaviour to Wickham; and, therefore, gave them to understand, in as +guarded a manner as she could, that by what she had heard from his +relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different +construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor +Wickham’s so amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire. In +confirmation of this, she related the particulars of all the pecuniary +transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming +her authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on. + +Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned: but as they were now +approaching the scene of her former pleasures, every idea gave way to +the charm of recollection; and she was too much engaged in pointing out +to her husband all the interesting spots in its environs, to think of +anything else. Fatigued as she had been by the morning’s walk, they had +no sooner dined than she set off again in quest of her former +acquaintance, and the evening was spent in the satisfactions of an +intercourse renewed after many years’ discontinuance. + +The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave Elizabeth +much attention for any of these new friends; and she could do nothing +but think, and think with wonder, of Mr. Darcy’s civility, and, above +all, of his wishing her to be acquainted with his sister. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit +her the very day after her reaching Pemberley; and was, consequently, +resolved not to be out of sight of the inn the whole of that morning. +But her conclusion was false; for on the very morning after their own +arrival at Lambton these visitors came. They had been walking about the +place with some of their new friends, and were just returned to the inn +to dress themselves for dining with the same family, when the sound of a +carriage drew them to a window, and they saw a gentleman and lady in a +curricle driving up the street. Elizabeth, immediately recognizing the +livery, guessed what it meant, and imparted no small degree of surprise +to her relations, by acquainting them with the honour which she +expected. Her uncle and aunt were all amazement; and the embarrassment +of her manner as she spoke, joined to the circumstance itself, and many +of the circumstances of the preceding day, opened to them a new idea on +the business. Nothing had ever suggested it before, but they now felt +that there was no other way of accounting for such attentions from such +a quarter than by supposing a partiality for their niece. While these +newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation of +Elizabeth’s feelings was every moment increasing. She was quite amazed +at her own discomposure; but, amongst other causes of disquiet, she +dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should have said too much in +her favour; and, more than commonly anxious to please, she naturally +suspected that every power of pleasing would fail her. + +She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and as she walked +up and down the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw such looks of +inquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt as made everything worse. + +Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction +took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that her new +acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself. Since her +being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was exceedingly proud; +but the observation of a very few minutes convinced her that she was +only exceedingly shy. She found it difficult to obtain even a word from +her beyond a monosyllable. + +Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and, though +little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her appearance +womanly and graceful. She was less handsome than her brother, but there +was sense and good-humour in her face, and her manners were perfectly +unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as +acute and unembarrassed an observer as ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much +relieved by discerning such different feelings. + +They had not been long together before Darcy told her that Bingley was +also coming to wait on her; and she had barely time to express her +satisfaction, and prepare for such a visitor, when Bingley’s quick step +was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he entered the room. All +Elizabeth’s anger against him had been long done away; but had she still +felt any, it could hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected +cordiality with which he expressed himself on seeing her again. He +inquired in a friendly, though general, way, after her family, and +looked and spoke with the same good-humoured ease that he had ever done. + +To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting personage +than to herself. They had long wished to see him. The whole party before +them, indeed, excited a lively attention. The suspicions which had just +arisen of Mr. Darcy and their niece, directed their observation towards +each with an earnest, though guarded, inquiry; and they soon drew from +those inquiries the full conviction that one of them at least knew what +it was to love. Of the lady’s sensations they remained a little in +doubt; but that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration was +evident enough. + +Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do. She wanted to ascertain the +feelings of each of her visitors, she wanted to compose her own, and to +make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter object, where she +feared most to fail, she was most sure of success, for those to whom +she endeavoured to give pleasure were pre-possessed in her favour. +Bingley was ready, Georgiana was eager, and Darcy determined, to be +pleased. + +[Illustration: + + “To make herself agreeable to all” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister; and oh! +how ardently did she long to know whether any of his were directed in a +like manner. Sometimes she could fancy that he talked less than on +former occasions, and once or twice pleased herself with the notion +that, as he looked at her, he was trying to trace a resemblance. But, +though this might be imaginary, she could not be deceived as to his +behaviour to Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival to Jane. No +look appeared on either side that spoke particular regard. Nothing +occurred between them that could justify the hopes of his sister. On +this point she was soon satisfied; and two or three little circumstances +occurred ere they parted, which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted +a recollection of Jane, not untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of +saying more that might lead to the mention of her, had he dared. He +observed to her, at a moment when the others were talking together, and +in a tone which had something of real regret, that it “was a very long +time since he had had the pleasure of seeing her;” and, before she could +reply, he added, “It is above eight months. We have not met since the +26th of November, when we were all dancing together at Netherfield.” + +Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he afterwards +took occasion to ask her, when unattended to by any of the rest, whether +_all_ her sisters were at Longbourn. There was not much in the question, +nor in the preceding remark; but there was a look and a manner which +gave them meaning. + +It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy himself; but +whenever she did catch a glimpse she saw an expression of general +complaisance, and in all that he said, she heard an accent so far +removed from _hauteur_ or disdain of his companions, as convinced her +that the improvement of manners which she had yesterday witnessed, +however temporary its existence might prove, had at least outlived one +day. When she saw him thus seeking the acquaintance, and courting the +good opinion of people with whom any intercourse a few months ago would +have been a disgrace; when she saw him thus civil, not only to herself, +but to the very relations whom he had openly disdained, and recollected +their last lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage, the difference, the +change was so great, and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she could +hardly restrain her astonishment from being visible. Never, even in the +company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified relations +at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free from +self-consequence or unbending reserve, as now, when no importance could +result from the success of his endeavours, and when even the +acquaintance of those to whom his attentions were addressed, would draw +down the ridicule and censure of the ladies both of Netherfield and +Rosings. + +Their visitors stayed with them above half an hour; and when they arose +to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join him in expressing +their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, and Miss Bennet, to dinner +at Pemberley, before they left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a +diffidence which marked her little in the habit of giving invitations, +readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing +how _she_, whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its +acceptance, but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming, however, +that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary embarrassment than +any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who was fond of +society, a perfect willingness to accept it, she ventured to engage for +her attendance, and the day after the next was fixed on. + +Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing Elizabeth +again, having still a great deal to say to her, and many inquiries to +make after all their Hertfordshire friends. Elizabeth, construing all +this into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister, was pleased; and +on this account, as well as some others, found herself, when their +visitors left them, capable of considering the last half hour with some +satisfaction, though while it was passing the enjoyment of it had been +little. Eager to be alone, and fearful of inquiries or hints from her +uncle and aunt, she stayed with them only long enough to hear their +favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried away to dress. + +But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s curiosity; it was +not their wish to force her communication. It was evident that she was +much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had before any idea of; +it was evident that he was very much in love with her. They saw much to +interest, but nothing to justify inquiry. + +Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well; and, as far +as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find. They could +not be untouched by his politeness; and had they drawn his character +from their own feelings and his servant’s report, without any reference +to any other account, the circle in Hertfordshire to which he was known +would not have recognized it for Mr. Darcy. There was now an interest, +however, in believing the housekeeper; and they soon became sensible +that the authority of a servant, who had known him since he was four +years old, and whose own manners indicated respectability, was not to be +hastily rejected. Neither had anything occurred in the intelligence of +their Lambton friends that could materially lessen its weight. They had +nothing to accuse him of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not, +it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small market town +where the family did not visit. It was acknowledged, however, that he +was a liberal man, and did much good among the poor. + +With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he was not held +there in much estimation; for though the chief of his concerns with the +son of his patron were imperfectly understood, it was yet a well-known +fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left many debts behind +him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged. + +As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more than +the last; and the evening, though as it passed it seemed long, was not +long enough to determine her feelings towards _one_ in that mansion; and +she lay awake two whole hours, endeavouring to make them out. She +certainly did not hate him. No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she +had almost as long been ashamed of ever feeling a dislike against him, +that could be so called. The respect created by the conviction of his +valuable qualities, though at first unwillingly admitted, had for some +time ceased to be repugnant to her feelings; and it was now heightened +into somewhat of a friendlier nature by the testimony so highly in his +favour, and bringing forward his disposition in so amiable a light, +which yesterday had produced. But above all, above respect and esteem, +there was a motive within her of good-will which could not be +overlooked. It was gratitude;--gratitude, not merely for having once +loved her, but for loving her still well enough to forgive all the +petulance and acrimony of her manner in rejecting him, and all the +unjust accusations accompanying her rejection. He who, she had been +persuaded, would avoid her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this +accidental meeting, most eager to preserve the acquaintance; and +without any indelicate display of regard, or any peculiarity of manner, +where their two selves only were concerned, was soliciting the good +opinion of her friends, and bent on making her known to his sister. Such +a change in a man of so much pride excited not only astonishment but +gratitude--for to love, ardent love, it must be attributed; and, as +such, its impression on her was of a sort to be encouraged, as by no +means unpleasing, though it could not be exactly defined. She respected, +she esteemed, she was grateful to him, she felt a real interest in his +welfare; and she only wanted to know how far she wished that welfare to +depend upon herself, and how far it would be for the happiness of both +that she should employ the power, which her fancy told her she still +possessed, of bringing on the renewal of his addresses. + +It had been settled in the evening, between the aunt and niece, that +such a striking civility as Miss Darcy’s, in coming to them on the very +day of her arrival at Pemberley--for she had reached it only to a late +breakfast--ought to be imitated, though it could not be equalled, by +some exertion of politeness on their side; and, consequently, that it +would be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following +morning. They were, therefore, to go. Elizabeth was pleased; though when +she asked herself the reason, she had very little to say in reply. + +Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing scheme had been +renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made of his meeting +some of the gentlemen at Pemberley by noon. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Engaged by the river” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + + +[Illustration] + +Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley’s dislike of her had +originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how very unwelcome +her appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know +with how much civility on that lady’s side the acquaintance would now +be renewed. + +On reaching the house, they were shown through the hall into the saloon, +whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer. Its windows, +opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high woody +hills behind the house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts +which were scattered over the intermediate lawn. + +In this room they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting there +with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom she lived in +London. Georgiana’s reception of them was very civil, but attended with +all that embarrassment which, though proceeding from shyness and the +fear of doing wrong, would easily give to those who felt themselves +inferior the belief of her being proud and reserved. Mrs. Gardiner and +her niece, however, did her justice, and pitied her. + +By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley they were noticed only by a courtesy; and +on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such pauses must always be, +succeeded for a few moments. It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a +genteel, agreeable-looking woman, whose endeavour to introduce some kind +of discourse proved her to be more truly well-bred than either of the +others; and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from +Elizabeth, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she +wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a +short sentence, when there was least danger of its being heard. + +Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley, +and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without +calling her attention. This observation would not have prevented her +from trying to talk to the latter, had they not been seated at an +inconvenient distance; but she was not sorry to be spared the necessity +of saying much: her own thoughts were employing her. She expected every +moment that some of the gentlemen would enter the room: she wished, she +feared, that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether +she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After +sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour, without hearing Miss +Bingley’s voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold +inquiry after the health of her family. She answered with equal +indifference and brevity, and the other said no more. + +The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the +entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all the +finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till after many a +significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been +given, to remind her of her post. There was now employment for the whole +party; for though they could not all talk, they could all eat; and the +beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches, soon collected +them round the table. + +While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding whether +she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr. Darcy, by the +feelings which prevailed on his entering the room; and then, though but +a moment before she had believed her wishes to predominate, she began to +regret that he came. + +He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three other +gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river; and had left him +only on learning that the ladies of the family intended a visit to +Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he appear, than Elizabeth wisely +resolved to be perfectly easy and unembarrassed;--a resolution the more +necessary to be made, but perhaps not the more easily kept, because she +saw that the suspicions of the whole party were awakened against them, +and that there was scarcely an eye which did not watch his behaviour +when he first came into the room. In no countenance was attentive +curiosity so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley’s, in spite of the +smiles which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its +objects; for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and her attentions +to Mr. Darcy were by no means over. Miss Darcy, on her brother’s +entrance, exerted herself much more to talk; and Elizabeth saw that he +was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and forwarded, +as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side. Miss +Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the +first opportunity of saying, with sneering civility,-- + +“Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ----shire militia removed from Meryton? +They must be a great loss to _your_ family.” + +In Darcy’s presence she dared not mention Wickham’s name: but Elizabeth +instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the +various recollections connected with him gave her a moment’s distress; +but, exerting herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she +presently answered the question in a tolerably disengaged tone. While +she spoke, an involuntary glance showed her Darcy with a heightened +complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with +confusion, and unable to lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what +pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly would have +refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to discompose +Elizabeth, by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she believed +her partial, to make her betray a sensibility which might injure her in +Darcy’s opinion, and, perhaps, to remind the latter of all the follies +and absurdities by which some part of her family were connected with +that corps. Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy’s +meditated elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where secrecy +was possible, except to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley’s connections +her brother was particularly anxious to conceal it, from that very wish +which Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him, of their becoming +hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such a plan; and without +meaning that it should affect his endeavour to separate him from Miss +Bennet, it is probable that it might add something to his lively concern +for the welfare of his friend. + +Elizabeth’s collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his emotion; and +as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not approach nearer to +Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in time, though not enough to be able +to speak any more. Her brother, whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely +recollected her interest in the affair; and the very circumstance which +had been designed to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth, seemed to have +fixed them on her more and more cheerfully. + +Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer above +mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was attending them to their carriage, +Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth’s +person, behaviour, and dress. But Georgiana would not join her. Her +brother’s recommendation was enough to insure her favour: his judgment +could not err; and he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth, as to leave +Georgiana without the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and +amiable. When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help +repeating to him some part of what she had been saying to his sister. + +“How very ill Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy,” she cried: “I +never in my life saw anyone so much altered as she is since the winter. +She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa and I were agreeing that we +should not have known her again.” + +However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he contented +himself with coolly replying, that he perceived no other alteration than +her being rather tanned,--no miraculous consequence of travelling in the +summer. + +“For my own part,” she rejoined, “I must confess that I never could see +any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion has no +brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome. Her nose wants +character; there is nothing marked in its lines. Her teeth are +tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, which +have sometimes been called so fine, I never could perceive anything +extraordinary in them. They have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do not +like at all; and in her air altogether, there is a self-sufficiency +without fashion, which is intolerable.” + +Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this was not +the best method of recommending herself; but angry people are not always +wise; and in seeing him at last look somewhat nettled, she had all the +success she expected. He was resolutely silent, however; and, from a +determination of making him speak, she continued,-- + +“I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all +were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect +your saying one night, after they had been dining at Netherfield, ‘_She_ +a beauty! I should as soon call her mother a wit.’ But afterwards she +seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather pretty at +one time.” + +“Yes,” replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, “but _that_ +was only when I first knew her; for it is many months since I have +considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance.” + +He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction of +having forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself. + +Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred during their +visit, as they returned, except what had particularly interested them +both. The looks and behaviour of everybody they had seen were discussed, +except of the person who had mostly engaged their attention. They talked +of his sister, his friends, his house, his fruit, of everything but +himself; yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of +him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece’s +beginning the subject. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +Chapter XLVI. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth had been a good deal disappointed in not finding a letter from +Jane on their first arrival at Lambton; and this disappointment had been +renewed on each of the mornings that had now been spent there; but on +the third her repining was over, and her sister justified, by the +receipt of two letters from her at once, on one of which was marked that +it had been mis-sent elsewhere. Elizabeth was not surprised at it, as +Jane had written the direction remarkably ill. + +They had just been preparing to walk as the letters came in; and her +uncle and aunt, leaving her to enjoy them in quiet, set off by +themselves. The one mis-sent must be first attended to; it had been +written five days ago. The beginning contained an account of all their +little parties and engagements, with such news as the country afforded; +but the latter half, which was dated a day later, and written in evident +agitation, gave more important intelligence. It was to this effect:-- + +“Since writing the above, dearest Lizzy, something has occurred of a +most unexpected and serious nature; but I am afraid of alarming you--be +assured that we are all well. What I have to say relates to poor Lydia. +An express came at twelve last night, just as we were all gone to bed, +from Colonel Forster, to inform us that she was gone off to Scotland +with one of his officers; to own the truth, with Wickham! Imagine our +surprise. To Kitty, however, it does not seem so wholly unexpected. I am +very, very sorry. So imprudent a match on both sides! But I am willing +to hope the best, and that his character has been misunderstood. +Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe him, but this step (and +let us rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart. His choice is +disinterested at least, for he must know my father can give her nothing. +Our poor mother is sadly grieved. My father bears it better. How +thankful am I, that we never let them know what has been said against +him; we must forget it ourselves. They were off Saturday night about +twelve, as is conjectured, but were not missed till yesterday morning at +eight. The express was sent off directly. My dear Lizzy, they must have +passed within ten miles of us. Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect +him here soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of +their intention. I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor +mother. I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I hardly +know what I have written.” + +Without allowing herself time for consideration, and scarcely knowing +what she felt, Elizabeth, on finishing this letter, instantly seized the +other, and opening it with the utmost impatience, read as follows: it +had been written a day later than the conclusion of the first. + +“By this time, my dearest sister, you have received my hurried letter; I +wish this may be more intelligible, but though not confined for time, my +head is so bewildered that I cannot answer for being coherent. Dearest +Lizzy, I hardly know what I would write, but I have bad news for you, +and it cannot be delayed. Imprudent as a marriage between Mr. Wickham +and our poor Lydia would be, we are now anxious to be assured it has +taken place, for there is but too much reason to fear they are not gone +to Scotland. Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton the +day before, not many hours after the express. Though Lydia’s short +letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were going to Gretna +Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing his belief that W. +never intended to go there, or to marry Lydia at all, which was repeated +to Colonel F., who, instantly taking the alarm, set off from B., +intending to trace their route. He did trace them easily to Clapham, but +no farther; for on entering that place, they removed into a +hackney-coach, and dismissed the chaise that brought them from Epsom. +All that is known after this is, that they were seen to continue the +London road. I know not what to think. After making every possible +inquiry on that side of London, Colonel F. came on into Hertfordshire, +anxiously renewing them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in Barnet +and Hatfield, but without any success,--no such people had been seen to +pass through. With the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn, and +broke his apprehensions to us in a manner most creditable to his heart. +I am sincerely grieved for him and Mrs. F.; but no one can throw any +blame on them. Our distress, my dear Lizzy, is very great. My father and +mother believe the worst, but I cannot think so ill of him. Many +circumstances might make it more eligible for them to be married +privately in town than to pursue their first plan; and even if _he_ +could form such a design against a young woman of Lydia’s connections, +which is not likely, can I suppose her so lost to everything? +Impossible! I grieve to find, however, that Colonel F. is not disposed +to depend upon their marriage: he shook his head when I expressed my +hopes, and said he feared W. was not a man to be trusted. My poor mother +is really ill, and keeps her room. Could she exert herself, it would be +better, but this is not to be expected; and as to my father, I never in +my life saw him so affected. Poor Kitty has anger for having concealed +their attachment; but as it was a matter of confidence, one cannot +wonder. I am truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you have been spared +something of these distressing scenes; but now, as the first shock is +over, shall I own that I long for your return? I am not so selfish, +however, as to press for it, if inconvenient. Adieu! I take up my pen +again to do, what I have just told you I would not; but circumstances +are such, that I cannot help earnestly begging you all to come here as +soon as possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt so well, that I am not +afraid of requesting it, though I have still something more to ask of +the former. My father is going to London with Colonel Forster instantly, +to try to discover her. What he means to do, I am sure I know not; but +his excessive distress will not allow him to pursue any measure in the +best and safest way, and Colonel Forster is obliged to be at Brighton +again to-morrow evening. In such an exigence my uncle’s advice and +assistance would be everything in the world; he will immediately +comprehend what I must feel, and I rely upon his goodness.” + +“Oh! where, where is my uncle?” cried Elizabeth, darting from her seat +as she finished the letter, in eagerness to follow him, without losing a +moment of the time so precious; but as she reached the door, it was +opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy appeared. Her pale face and +impetuous manner made him start, and before he could recover himself +enough to speak, she, in whose mind every idea was superseded by Lydia’s +situation, hastily exclaimed, “I beg your pardon, but I must leave you. +I must find Mr. Gardiner this moment on business that cannot be delayed; +I have not an instant to lose.” + +“Good God! what is the matter?” cried he, with more feeling than +politeness; then recollecting himself, “I will not detain you a minute; +but let me, or let the servant, go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner. You are +not well enough; you cannot go yourself.” + +Elizabeth hesitated; but her knees trembled under her, and she felt how +little would be gained by her attempting to pursue them. Calling back +the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though in so breathless an +accent as made her almost unintelligible, to fetch his master and +mistress home instantly. + +On his quitting the room, she sat down, unable to support herself, and +looking so miserably ill, that it was impossible for Darcy to leave her, +or to refrain from saying, in a tone of gentleness and commiseration, +“Let me call your maid. Is there nothing you could take to give you +present relief? A glass of wine; shall I get you one? You are very ill.” + +“No, I thank you,” she replied, endeavouring to recover herself. “There +is nothing the matter with me. I am quite well, I am only distressed by +some dreadful news which I have just received from Longbourn.” + +She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes could +not speak another word. Darcy, in wretched suspense, could only say +something indistinctly of his + +[Illustration: + + “I have not an instant to lose” +] + +concern, and observe her in compassionate silence. At length she spoke +again. “I have just had a letter from Jane, with such dreadful news. It +cannot be concealed from anyone. My youngest sister has left all her +friends--has eloped; has thrown herself into the power of--of Mr. +Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton. _You_ know him too +well to doubt the rest. She has no money, no connections, nothing that +can tempt him to--she is lost for ever.” + +Darcy was fixed in astonishment. + +“When I consider,” she added, in a yet more agitated voice, “that _I_ +might have prevented it! _I_ who knew what he was. Had I but explained +some part of it only--some part of what I learnt, to my own family! Had +his character been known, this could not have happened. But it is all, +all too late now.” + +“I am grieved, indeed,” cried Darcy: “grieved--shocked. But is it +certain, absolutely certain?” + +“Oh, yes! They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were traced +almost to London, but not beyond: they are certainly not gone to +Scotland.” + +“And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover her?” + +“My father has gone to London, and Jane has written to beg my uncle’s +immediate assistance, and we shall be off, I hope, in half an hour. But +nothing can be done; I know very well that nothing can be done. How is +such a man to be worked on? How are they even to be discovered? I have +not the smallest hope. It is every way horrible!” + +Darcy shook his head in silent acquiescence. + +“When _my_ eyes were opened to his real character, oh! had I known what +I ought, what I dared to do! But I knew not--I was afraid of doing too +much. Wretched, wretched mistake!” + +Darcy made no answer. He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was walking up +and down the room in earnest meditation; his brow contracted, his air +gloomy. Elizabeth soon observed, and instantly understood it. Her power +was sinking; everything _must_ sink under such a proof of family +weakness, such an assurance of the deepest disgrace. She could neither +wonder nor condemn; but the belief of his self-conquest brought nothing +consolatory to her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress. It +was, on the contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own +wishes; and never had she so honestly felt that she could have loved +him, as now, when all love must be vain. + +But self, though it would intrude, could not engross her. Lydia--the +humiliation, the misery she was bringing on them all--soon swallowed up +every private care; and covering her face with her handkerchief, +Elizabeth was soon lost to everything else; and, after a pause of +several minutes, was only recalled to a sense of her situation by the +voice of her companion, who, in a manner which, though it spoke +compassion, spoke likewise restraint, said,-- + +“I am afraid you have been long desiring my absence, nor have I anything +to plead in excuse of my stay, but real, though unavailing concern. +Would to Heaven that anything could be either said or done on my part, +that might offer consolation to such distress! But I will not torment +you with vain wishes, which may seem purposely to ask for your thanks. +This unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sister’s having the +pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley to-day.” + +“Oh, yes! Be so kind as to apologize for us to Miss Darcy. Say that +urgent business calls us home immediately. Conceal the unhappy truth as +long as it is possible. I know it cannot be long.” + +He readily assured her of his secrecy, again expressed his sorrow for +her distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was at present +reason to hope, and, leaving his compliments for her relations, with +only one serious parting look, went away. + +As he quitted the room, Elizabeth felt how improbable it was that they +should ever see each other again on such terms of cordiality as had +marked their several meetings in Derbyshire; and as she threw a +retrospective glance over the whole of their acquaintance, so full of +contradictions and varieties, sighed at the perverseness of those +feelings which would now have promoted its continuance, and would +formerly have rejoiced in its termination. + +If gratitude and esteem are good foundations of affection, Elizabeth’s +change of sentiment will be neither improbable nor faulty. But if +otherwise, if the regard springing from such sources is unreasonable or +unnatural, in comparison of what is so often described as arising on a +first interview with its object, and even before two words have been +exchanged, nothing can be said in her defence, except that she had given +somewhat of a trial to the latter method, in her partiality for Wickham, +and that its ill success might, perhaps, authorize her to seek the other +less interesting mode of attachment. Be that as it may, she saw him go +with regret; and in this early example of what Lydia’s infamy must +produce, found additional anguish as she reflected on that wretched +business. Never since reading Jane’s second letter had she entertained a +hope of Wickham’s meaning to marry her. No one but Jane, she thought, +could flatter herself with such an expectation. Surprise was the least +of all her feelings on this development. While the contents of the first +letter remained on her mind, she was all surprise, all astonishment, +that Wickham should marry a girl whom it was impossible he could marry +for money; and how Lydia could ever have attached him had appeared +incomprehensible. But now it was all too natural. For such an attachment +as this, she might have sufficient charms; and though she did not +suppose Lydia to be deliberately engaging in an elopement, without the +intention of marriage, she had no difficulty in believing that neither +her virtue nor her understanding would preserve her from falling an easy +prey. + +She had never perceived, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire, that +Lydia had any partiality for him; but she was convinced that Lydia had +wanted only encouragement to attach herself to anybody. Sometimes one +officer, sometimes another, had been her favourite, as their attentions +raised them in her opinion. Her affections had been continually +fluctuating, but never without an object. The mischief of neglect and +mistaken indulgence towards such a girl--oh! how acutely did she now +feel it! + +She was wild to be at home--to hear, to see, to be upon the spot to +share with Jane in the cares that must now fall wholly upon her, in a +family so deranged; a father absent, a mother incapable of exertion, and +requiring constant attendance; and though almost persuaded that nothing +could be done for Lydia, her uncle’s interference seemed of the utmost +importance, and till he entered the room the misery of her impatience +was severe. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had hurried back in alarm, supposing, +by the servant’s account, that their niece was taken suddenly ill; but +satisfying them instantly on that head, she eagerly communicated the +cause of their summons, reading the two letters aloud, and dwelling on +the postscript of the last with trembling energy. Though Lydia had never +been a favourite with them, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner could not but be +deeply affected. Not Lydia only, but all were concerned in it; and after +the first exclamations of surprise and horror, Mr. Gardiner readily +promised every assistance in his power. Elizabeth, though expecting no +less, thanked him with tears of gratitude; and all three being actuated +by one spirit, everything relating to their journey was speedily +settled. They were to be off as soon as possible. “But what is to be +done about Pemberley?” cried Mrs. Gardiner. “John told us Mr. Darcy was +here when you sent for us;--was it so?” + +“Yes; and I told him we should not be able to keep our engagement. +_That_ is all settled.” + +“What is all settled?” repeated the other, as she ran into her room to +prepare. “And are they upon such terms as for her to disclose the real +truth? Oh, that I knew how it was!” + +But wishes were vain; or, at best, could serve only to amuse her in the +hurry and confusion of the following hour. Had Elizabeth been at leisure +to be idle, she would have remained certain that all employment was +impossible to one so wretched as herself; but she had her share of +business as well as her aunt, and amongst the rest there were notes to +be written to all their friends at Lambton, with false excuses for their +sudden departure. An hour, however, saw the whole completed; and Mr. +Gardiner, meanwhile, having settled his account at the inn, nothing +remained to be done but to go; and Elizabeth, after all the misery of +the morning, found herself, in a shorter space of time than she could +have supposed, seated in the carriage, and on the road to Longbourn. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “The first pleasing earnest of their welcome” +] + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + + +[Illustration] + +“I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth,” said her uncle, as they +drove from the town; “and really, upon serious consideration, I am much +more inclined than I was to judge as your eldest sister does of the +matter. It appears to me so very unlikely that any young man should form +such a design against a girl who is by no means unprotected or +friendless, and who was actually staying in his Colonel’s family, that I +am strongly inclined to hope the best. Could he expect that her friends +would not step forward? Could he expect to be noticed again by the +regiment, after such an affront to Colonel Forster? His temptation is +not adequate to the risk.” + +“Do you really think so?” cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a moment. + +“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Gardiner, “I begin to be of your uncle’s +opinion. It is really too great a violation of decency, honour, and +interest, for him to be guilty of it. I cannot think so very ill of +Wickham. Can you, yourself, Lizzie, so wholly give him up, as to believe +him capable of it?” + +“Not perhaps of neglecting his own interest. But of every other neglect +I can believe him capable. If, indeed, it should be so! But I dare not +hope it. Why should they not go on to Scotland, if that had been the +case?” + +“In the first place,” replied Mr. Gardiner, “there is no absolute proof +that they are not gone to Scotland.” + +“Oh, but their removing from the chaise into a hackney coach is such a +presumption! And, besides, no traces of them were to be found on the +Barnet road.” + +“Well, then,--supposing them to be in London--they may be there, though +for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptionable purpose. It is +not likely that money should be very abundant on either side; and it +might strike them that they could be more economically, though less +expeditiously, married in London, than in Scotland.” + +“But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection? Why must their +marriage be private? Oh, no, no--this is not likely. His most particular +friend, you see by Jane’s account, was persuaded of his never intending +to marry her. Wickham will never marry a woman without some money. He +cannot afford it. And what claims has Lydia, what attractions has she +beyond youth, health, and good humour, that could make him for her sake +forego every chance of benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what +restraint the apprehensions of disgrace in the corps might throw on a +dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I know +nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But as to your +other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good. Lydia has no +brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from my father’s +behaviour, from his indolence and the little attention he has ever +seemed to give to what was going forward in his family, that _he_ would +do as little and think as little about it, as any father could do, in +such a matter.” + +“But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love of him, +as to consent to live with him on any other terms than marriage?” + +“It does seem, and it is most shocking, indeed,” replied Elizabeth, with +tears in her eyes, “that a sister’s sense of decency and virtue in such +a point should admit of doubt. But, really, I know not what to say. +Perhaps I am not doing her justice. But she is very young: she has never +been taught to think on serious subjects; and for the last half year, +nay, for a twelvemonth, she has been given up to nothing but amusement +and vanity. She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most idle +and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in her way. +Since the ----shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing but love, +flirtation, and officers, have been in her head. She has been doing +everything in her power, by thinking and talking on the subject, to give +greater--what shall I call it?--susceptibility to her feelings; which +are naturally lively enough. And we all know that Wickham has every +charm of person and address that can captivate a woman.” + +“But you see that Jane,” said her aunt, “does not think so ill of +Wickham, as to believe him capable of the attempt.” + +“Of whom does Jane ever think ill? And who is there, whatever might be +their former conduct, that she would believe capable of such an attempt, +till it were proved against them? But Jane knows, as well as I do, what +Wickham really is. We both know that he has been profligate in every +sense of the word; that he has neither integrity nor honour; that he is +as false and deceitful as he is insinuating.” + +“And do you really know all this?” cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose curiosity +as to the mode of her intelligence was all alive. + +“I do, indeed,” replied Elizabeth, colouring. “I told you the other day +of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you, yourself, when last at +Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of the man who had behaved with +such forbearance and liberality towards him. And there are other +circumstances which I am not at liberty--which it is not worth while to +relate; but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are endless. From +what he said of Miss Darcy, I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud, +reserved, disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He +must know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found +her.” + +“But does Lydia know nothing of this? can she be ignorant of what you +and Jane seem so well to understand?” + +“Oh, yes!--that, that is the worst of all. Till I was in Kent, and saw +so much both of Mr. Darcy and his relation Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was +ignorant of the truth myself. And when I returned home the ----shire +was to leave Meryton in a week or fortnight’s time. As that was the +case, neither Jane, to whom I related the whole, nor I, thought it +necessary to make our knowledge public; for of what use could it +apparently be to anyone, that the good opinion, which all the +neighbourhood had of him, should then be overthrown? And even when it +was settled that Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of +opening her eyes to his character never occurred to me. That _she_ could +be in any danger from the deception never entered my head. That such a +consequence as _this_ should ensue, you may easily believe was far +enough from my thoughts.” + +“When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I +suppose, to believe them fond of each other?” + +“Not the slightest. I can remember no symptom of affection on either +side; and had anything of the kind been perceptible, you must be aware +that ours is not a family on which it could be thrown away. When first +he entered the corps, she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all +were. Every girl in or near Meryton was out of her senses about him for +the first two months: but he never distinguished _her_ by any particular +attention; and, consequently, after a moderate period of extravagant and +wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the regiment, +who treated her with more distinction, again became her favourites.” + +It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could be added +to their fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this interesting subject by +its repeated discussion, no other could detain them from it long, during +the whole of the journey. From Elizabeth’s thoughts it was never absent. +Fixed there by the keenest of all anguish, self-reproach, she could +find no interval of ease or forgetfulness. + +They travelled as expeditiously as possible; and sleeping one night on +the road, reached Longbourn by dinnertime the next day. It was a comfort +to Elizabeth to consider that Jane could not have been wearied by long +expectations. + +The little Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were standing +on the steps of the house, as they entered the paddock; and when the +carriage drove up to the door, the joyful surprise that lighted up their +faces and displayed itself over their whole bodies, in a variety of +capers and frisks, was the first pleasing earnest of their welcome. + +Elizabeth jumped out; and after giving each of them a hasty kiss, +hurried into the vestibule, where Jane, who came running downstairs from +her mother’s apartment, immediately met her. + +Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears filled the +eyes of both, lost not a moment in asking whether anything had been +heard of the fugitives. + +“Not yet,” replied Jane. “But now that my dear uncle is come, I hope +everything will be well.” + +“Is my father in town?” + +“Yes, he went on Tuesday, as I wrote you word.” + +“And have you heard from him often?” + +“We have heard only once. He wrote me a few lines on Wednesday, to say +that he had arrived in safety, and to give me his directions, which I +particularly begged him to do. He merely added, that he should not write +again, till he had something of importance to mention.” + +“And my mother--how is she? How are you all?” + +“My mother is tolerably well, I trust; though her spirits are greatly +shaken. She is upstairs, and will have great satisfaction in seeing you +all. She does not yet leave her dressing-room. Mary and Kitty, thank +Heaven! are quite well.” + +“But you--how are you?” cried Elizabeth. “You look pale. How much you +must have gone through!” + +Her sister, however, assured her of her being perfectly well; and their +conversation, which had been passing while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were +engaged with their children, was now put an end to by the approach of +the whole party. Jane ran to her uncle and aunt, and welcomed and +thanked them both, with alternate smiles and tears. + +When they were all in the drawing-room, the questions which Elizabeth +had already asked were of course repeated by the others, and they soon +found that Jane had no intelligence to give. The sanguine hope of good, +however, which the benevolence of her heart suggested, had not yet +deserted her; she still expected that it would all end well, and that +every morning would bring some letter, either from Lydia or her father, +to explain their proceedings, and, perhaps, announce the marriage. + +Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired, after a few minutes’ +conversation together, received them exactly as might be expected; with +tears and lamentations of regret, invectives against the villainous +conduct of Wickham, and complaints of her own sufferings and ill-usage; +blaming everybody but the person to whose ill-judging indulgence the +errors of her daughter must be principally owing. + +“If I had been able,” said she, “to carry my point in going to Brighton +with all my family, _this_ would not have happened: but poor dear Lydia +had nobody to take care of her. Why did the Forsters ever let her go out +of their sight? I am sure there was some great neglect or other on their +side, for she is not the kind of girl to do such a thing, if she had +been well looked after. I always thought they were very unfit to have +the charge of her; but I was over-ruled, as I always am. Poor, dear +child! And now here’s Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight +Wickham, wherever he meets him, and then he will be killed, and what is +to become of us all? The Collinses will turn us out, before he is cold +in his grave; and if you are not kind to us, brother, I do not know what +we shall do.” + +They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner, after +general assurances of his affection for her and all her family, told her +that he meant to be in London the very next day, and would assist Mr. +Bennet in every endeavour for recovering Lydia. + +“Do not give way to useless alarm,” added he: “though it is right to be +prepared for the worst, there is no occasion to look on it as certain. +It is not quite a week since they left Brighton. In a few days more, we +may gain some news of them; and till we know that they are not married, +and have no design of marrying, do not let us give the matter over as +lost. As soon as I get to town, I shall go to my brother, and make him +come home with me to Gracechurch Street, and then we may consult +together as to what is to be done.” + +“Oh, my dear brother,” replied Mrs. Bennet, “that is exactly what I +could most wish for. And now do, when you get to town, find them out, +wherever they may be; and if they are not married already, _make_ them +marry. And as for wedding clothes, do not let them wait for that, but +tell Lydia she shall have as much money as she chooses to buy them, +after they are married. And, above all things, keep Mr. Bennet from +fighting. Tell him what a dreadful state I am in--that I am frightened +out of my wits; and have such tremblings, such flutterings all over me, +such spasms in my side, and pains in my head, and such beatings at my +heart, that I can get no rest by night nor by day. And tell my dear +Lydia not to give any directions about her clothes till she has seen me, +for she does not know which are the best warehouses. Oh, brother, how +kind you are! I know you will contrive it all.” + +But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest endeavours +in the cause, could not avoid recommending moderation to her, as well in +her hopes as her fears; and after talking with her in this manner till +dinner was on table, they left her to vent all her feelings on the +housekeeper, who attended in the absence of her daughters. + +Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there was no real +occasion for such a seclusion from the family, they did not attempt to +oppose it; for they knew that she had not prudence enough to hold her +tongue before the servants, while they waited at table, and judged it +better that _one_ only of the household, and the one whom they could +most trust, should comprehend all her fears and solicitude on the +subject. + +In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had been +too busily engaged in their separate apartments to make their appearance +before. One came from her books, and the other from her toilette. The +faces of both, however, were tolerably calm; and no change was visible +in either, except that the loss of her favourite sister, or the anger +which she had herself incurred in the business, had given something more +of fretfulness than usual to the accents of Kitty. As for Mary, she was +mistress enough of herself to whisper to Elizabeth, with a countenance +of grave reflection, soon after they were seated at table,-- + +“This is a most unfortunate affair, and will probably be much talked of. +But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of +each other the balm of sisterly consolation.” + +Then perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying, she added, +“Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may draw from it this useful +lesson:--that loss of virtue in a female is irretrievable, that one +false step involves her in endless ruin, that her reputation is no less +brittle than it is beautiful, and that she cannot be too much guarded in +her behaviour towards the undeserving of the other sex.” + +Elizabeth lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much oppressed to +make any reply. Mary, however, continued to console herself with such +kind of moral extractions from the evil before them. + +In the afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for half an +hour by themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed herself of the +opportunity of making any inquiries which Jane was equally eager to +satisfy. After joining in general lamentations over the dreadful sequel +of this event, which Elizabeth considered as all but certain, and Miss +Bennet could not assert to be wholly impossible, the former continued +the subject by saying, “But tell me all and everything about it which I +have not already heard. Give me further particulars. What did Colonel +Forster say? Had they no apprehension of anything before the elopement +took place? They must have seen them together for ever.” + +“Colonel Forster did own that he had often suspected some partiality, +especially on Lydia’s side, but nothing to give him any alarm. I am so +grieved for him. His behaviour was attentive and kind to the utmost. He +_was_ coming to us, in order to assure us of his concern, before he had +any idea of their not being gone to Scotland: when that apprehension +first got abroad, it hastened his journey.” + +“And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry? Did he know of +their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny himself?” + +“Yes; but when questioned by _him_, Denny denied knowing anything of +their plan, and would not give his real opinion about it. He did not +repeat his persuasion of their not marrying, and from _that_ I am +inclined to hope he might have been misunderstood before.” + +“And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you entertained a +doubt, I suppose, of their being really married?” + +“How was it possible that such an idea should enter our brains? I felt a +little uneasy--a little fearful of my sister’s happiness with him in +marriage, because I knew that his conduct had not been always quite +right. My father and mother knew nothing of that; they only felt how +imprudent a match it must be. Kitty then owned, with a very natural +triumph on knowing more than the rest of us, that in Lydia’s last letter +she had prepared her for such a step. She had known, it seems, of their +being in love with each other many weeks.” + +“But not before they went to Brighton?” + +“No, I believe not.” + +“And did Colonel Forster appear to think ill of Wickham himself? Does he +know his real character?” + +“I must confess that he did not speak so well of Wickham as he formerly +did. He believed him to be imprudent and extravagant; and since this sad +affair has taken place, it is said that he left Meryton greatly in debt: +but I hope this may be false.” + +“Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we told what we knew of him, +this could not have happened!” + +“Perhaps it would have been better,” replied her sister. + +“But to expose the former faults of any person, without knowing what +their present feelings were, seemed unjustifiable.” + +“We acted with the best intentions.” + +“Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of Lydia’s note to his +wife?” + +“He brought it with him for us to see.” + +Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and gave it to Elizabeth. These +were the contents:-- + + /* NIND “My dear Harriet, */ + + “You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help + laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I am + missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with + who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man in the + world I love, and he is an angel. I should never be happy without + him, so think it no harm to be off. You need not send them word at + Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it will make the + surprise the greater when I write to them, and sign my name Lydia + Wickham. What a good joke it will be! I can hardly write for + laughing. Pray make my excuses to Pratt for not keeping my + engagement, and dancing with him to-night. Tell him I hope he will + excuse me when he knows all, and tell him I will dance with him at + the next ball we meet with great pleasure. I shall send for my + clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell Sally to + mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown before they are packed + up. Good-bye. Give my love to Colonel Forster. I hope you will + drink to our good journey. + +“Your affectionate friend, + +“LYDIA BENNET.” + + +“Oh, thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!” cried Elizabeth when she had +finished it. “What a letter is this, to be written at such a moment! But +at least it shows that _she_ was serious in the object of her journey. +Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not on her side a +_scheme_ of infamy. My poor father! how he must have felt it!” + +“I never saw anyone so shocked. He could not speak a word for full ten +minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole house in +such confusion!” + +“Oh, Jane,” cried Elizabeth, “was there a servant belonging to it who +did not know the whole story before the end of the day?” + +“I do not know: I hope there was. But to be guarded at such a time is +very difficult. My mother was in hysterics; and though I endeavoured to +give her every assistance in my power, I am afraid I did not do so much +as I might have done. But the horror of what might possibly happen +almost took from me my faculties.” + +“Your attendance upon her has been too much for you. You do not look +well. Oh that I had been with you! you have had every care and anxiety +upon yourself alone.” + +“Mary and Kitty have been very kind, and would have shared in every +fatigue, I am sure, but I did not think it right for either of them. +Kitty is slight and delicate, and Mary studies so much that her hours of +repose should not be broken in on. My aunt Philips came to Longbourn on +Tuesday, after my father went away; and was so good as to stay till +Thursday with me. She was of great use and comfort to us all, and Lady +Lucas has been very kind: she walked here on Wednesday morning to +condole with us, and offered her services, or any of her daughters, if +they could be of use to us.” + +“She had better have stayed at home,” cried Elizabeth: “perhaps she +_meant_ well, but, under such a misfortune as this, one cannot see too +little of one’s neighbours. Assistance is impossible; condolence, +insufferable. Let them triumph over us at a distance, and be satisfied.” + +She then proceeded to inquire into the measures which her father had +intended to pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his daughter. + +“He meant, I believe,” replied Jane, “to go to Epsom, the place where +they last changed horses, see the postilions, and try if anything could +be made out from them. His principal object must be to discover the +number of the hackney coach which took them from Clapham. It had come +with a fare from London; and as he thought the circumstance of a +gentleman and lady’s removing from one carriage into another might be +remarked, he meant to make inquiries at Clapham. If he could anyhow +discover at what house the coachman had before set down his fare, he +determined to make inquiries there, and hoped it might not be impossible +to find out the stand and number of the coach. I do not know of any +other designs that he had formed; but he was in such a hurry to be gone, +and his spirits so greatly discomposed, that I had difficulty in finding +out even so much as this.” + + + + +[Illustration: + + The Post +] + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + + +[Illustration] + +The whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next +morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line from him. +His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a most negligent and +dilatory correspondent; but at such a time they had hoped for exertion. +They were forced to conclude, that he had no pleasing intelligence to +send; but even of _that_ they would have been glad to be certain. Mr. +Gardiner had waited only for the letters before he set off. + +When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving constant +information of what was going on; and their uncle promised, at parting, +to prevail on Mr. Bennet to return to Longbourn as soon as he could, to +the great consolation of his sister, who considered it as the only +security for her husband’s not being killed in a duel. + +Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a few +days longer, as the former thought her presence might be serviceable to +her nieces. She shared in their attendance on Mrs. Bennet, and was a +great comfort to them in their hours of freedom. Their other aunt also +visited them frequently, and always, as she said, with the design of +cheering and heartening them up--though, as she never came without +reporting some fresh instance of Wickham’s extravagance or irregularity, +she seldom went away without leaving them more dispirited than she found +them. + +All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man who, but three months +before, had been almost an angel of light. He was declared to be in debt +to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues, all honoured with +the title of seduction, had been extended into every tradesman’s family. +Everybody declared that he was the wickedest young man in the world; and +everybody began to find out that they had always distrusted the +appearance of his goodness. Elizabeth, though she did not credit above +half of what was said, believed enough to make her former assurance of +her sister’s ruin still more certain; and even Jane, who believed still +less of it, became almost hopeless, more especially as the time was now +come, when, if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never before +entirely despaired of, they must in all probability have gained some +news of them. + +Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday, his wife received a +letter from him: it told them, that on his arrival he had immediately +found out his brother, and persuaded him to come to Gracechurch Street. +That Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and Clapham, before his arrival, but +without gaining any satisfactory information; and that he was now +determined to inquire at all the principal hotels in town, as Mr. Bennet +thought it possible they might have gone to one of them, on their first +coming to London, before they procured lodgings. Mr. Gardiner himself +did not expect any success from this measure; but as his brother was +eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it. He added, that Mr. +Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present to leave London, and +promised to write again very soon. There was also a postscript to this +effect:-- + +“I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if +possible, from some of the young man’s intimates in the regiment, +whether Wickham has any relations or connections who would be likely to +know in what part of the town he has now concealed himself. If there +were anyone that one could apply to, with a probability of gaining such +a clue as that, it might be of essential consequence. At present we have +nothing to guide us. Colonel Forster will, I dare say, do everything in +his power to satisfy us on this head. But, on second thoughts, perhaps +Lizzy could tell us what relations he has now living better than any +other person.” + +Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference for +her authority proceeded; but it was not in her power to give any +information of so satisfactory a nature as the compliment deserved. + +She had never heard of his having had any relations, except a father +and mother, both of whom had been dead many years. It was possible, +however, that some of his companions in the ----shire might be able to +give more information; and though she was not very sanguine in expecting +it, the application was a something to look forward to. + +Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most anxious +part of each was when the post was expected. The arrival of letters was +the first grand object of every morning’s impatience. Through letters, +whatever of good or bad was to be told would be communicated; and every +succeeding day was expected to bring some news of importance. + +But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived for +their father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins; which, as Jane +had received directions to open all that came for him in his absence, +she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew what curiosities his +letters always were, looked over her, and read it likewise. It was as +follows:-- + + /* “My dear Sir, */ + + “I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation + in life, to condole with you on the grievous affliction you are now + suffering under, of which we were yesterday informed by a letter + from Hertfordshire. Be assured, my dear sir, that Mrs. Collins and + myself sincerely sympathize with you, and all your respectable + family, in your present distress, which must be of the bitterest + kind, because proceeding from a cause which no time can remove. No + arguments shall be wanting on my part, that can alleviate so severe + a misfortune; or that may comfort you, under a circumstance that + must be, of all others, most afflicting to a parent’s mind. The + death of your daughter would have been a blessing in comparison of + this. And it is the more to be lamented, because there is reason to + suppose, as my dear Charlotte informs me, that this licentiousness + of behaviour in your + + [Illustration: + +“To whom I have related the affair” + + [_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + daughter has proceeded from a faulty degree of indulgence; though, + at the same time, for the consolation of yourself and Mrs. Bennet, + I am inclined to think that her own disposition must be naturally + bad, or she could not be guilty of such an enormity, at so early an + age. Howsoever that may be, you are grievously to be pitied; in + which opinion I am not only joined by Mrs. Collins, but likewise by + Lady Catherine and her daughter, to whom I have related the affair. + They agree with me in apprehending that this false step in one + daughter will be injurious to the fortunes of all the others: for + who, as Lady Catherine herself condescendingly says, will connect + themselves with such a family? And this consideration leads me, + moreover, to reflect, with augmented satisfaction, on a certain + event of last November; for had it been otherwise, I must have been + involved in all your sorrow and disgrace. Let me advise you, then, + my dear sir, to console yourself as much as possible, to throw off + your unworthy child from your affection for ever, and leave her to + reap the fruits of her own heinous offence. + +“I am, dear sir,” etc., etc. + +Mr. Gardiner did not write again, till he had received an answer from +Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a pleasant nature to send. +It was not known that Wickham had a single relation with whom he kept up +any connection, and it was certain that he had no near one living. His +former acquaintance had been numerous; but since he had been in the +militia, it did not appear that he was on terms of particular friendship +with any of them. There was no one, therefore, who could be pointed out +as likely to give any news of him. And in the wretched state of his own +finances, there was a very powerful motive for secrecy, in addition to +his fear of discovery by Lydia’s relations; for it had just transpired +that he had left gaming debts behind him to a very considerable amount. +Colonel Forster believed that more than a thousand pounds would be +necessary to clear his expenses at Brighton. He owed a good deal in the +town, but his debts of honour were still more formidable. Mr. Gardiner +did not attempt to conceal these particulars from the Longbourn family; +Jane heard them with horror. “A gamester!” she cried. “This is wholly +unexpected; I had not an idea of it.” + +Mr. Gardiner added, in his letter, that they might expect to see their +father at home on the following day, which was Saturday. Rendered +spiritless by the ill success of all their endeavours, he had yielded to +his brother-in-law’s entreaty that he would return to his family and +leave it to him to do whatever occasion might suggest to be advisable +for continuing their pursuit. When Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did +not express so much satisfaction as her children expected, considering +what her anxiety for his life had been before. + +“What! is he coming home, and without poor Lydia?” she cried. “Sure he +will not leave London before he has found them. Who is to fight Wickham, +and make him marry her, if he comes away?” + +As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that she +and her children should go to London at the same time that Mr. Bennet +came from it. The coach, therefore, took them the first stage of their +journey, and brought its master back to Longbourn. + +Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and her +Derbyshire friend, that had attended her from that part of the world. +His name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them by her niece; +and the kind of half-expectation which Mrs. Gardiner had formed, of +their being followed by a letter from him, had ended in nothing. +Elizabeth had received none since her return, that could come from +Pemberley. + +The present unhappy state of the family rendered any other excuse for +the lowness of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore, could be +fairly conjectured from _that_,--though Elizabeth, who was by this time +tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings, was perfectly aware +that, had she known nothing of Darcy, she could have borne the dread of +Lydia’s infamy somewhat better. It would have spared her, she thought, +one sleepless night out of two. + +When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual +philosophic composure. He said as little as he had ever been in the +habit of saying; made no mention of the business that had taken him +away; and it was some time before his daughters had courage to speak of +it. + +It was not till the afternoon, when he joined them at tea, that +Elizabeth ventured to introduce the subject; and then, on her briefly +expressing her sorrow for what he must have endured, he replied, “Say +nothing of that. Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing, +and I ought to feel it.” + +“You must not be too severe upon yourself,” replied Elizabeth. + +“You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone to +fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how much I have +been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression. +It will pass away soon enough.” + +“Do you suppose them to be in London?” + +“Yes; where else can they be so well concealed?” + +“And Lydia used to want to go to London,” added Kitty. + +“She is happy, then,” said her father, drily; “and her residence there +will probably be of some duration.” + +Then, after a short silence, he continued, “Lizzy, I bear you no +ill-will for being justified in your advice to me last May, which, +considering the event, shows some greatness of mind.” + +They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her mother’s +tea. + +“This is a parade,” cried he, “which does one good; it gives such an +elegance to misfortune! Another day I will do the same; I will sit in my +library, in my nightcap and powdering gown, and give as much trouble as +I can,--or perhaps I may defer it till Kitty runs away.” + +“I am not going to run away, papa,” said Kitty, fretfully. “If _I_ +should ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia.” + +“_You_ go to Brighton! I would not trust you so near it as Eastbourne, +for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I have at least learnt to be cautious, and +you will feel the effects of it. No officer is ever to enter my house +again, nor even to pass through the village. Balls will be absolutely +prohibited, unless you stand up with one of your sisters. And you are +never to stir out of doors, till you can prove that you have spent ten +minutes of every day in a rational manner.” + +Kitty, who took all these threats in a serious light, began to cry. + +“Well, well,” said he, “do not make yourself unhappy. If you are a good +girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review at the end of +them.” + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX. + + +[Illustration] + +Two days after Mr. Bennet’s return, as Jane and Elizabeth were walking +together in the shrubbery behind the house, they saw the housekeeper +coming towards them, and concluding that she came to call them to their +mother, went forward to meet her; but instead of the expected summons, +when they approached her, she said to Miss Bennet, “I beg your pardon, +madam, for interrupting you, but I was in hopes you might have got some +good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask.” + +“What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town.” + +“Dear madam,” cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, “don’t you know +there is an express come for master from Mr. Gardiner? He has been here +this half hour, and master has had a letter.” + +Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech. They +ran through the vestibule into the breakfast-room; from thence to the +library;--their father was in neither; and they were on the point of +seeking him upstairs with their mother, when they were met by the +butler, who said,-- + +“If you are looking for my master, ma’am, he is walking towards the +little copse.” + +Upon this information, they instantly passed through the hall once more, +and ran across the lawn after their father, who was deliberately +pursuing his way towards a small wood on one side of the paddock. + +Jane, who was not so light, nor so much in the habit of running as +Elizabeth, soon lagged behind, while her sister, panting for breath, +came up with him, and eagerly cried out,-- + +“Oh, papa, what news? what news? have you heard from my uncle?” + +“Yes, I have had a letter from him by express.” + +“Well, and what news does it bring--good or bad?” + +“What is there of good to be expected?” said he, taking the letter from +his pocket; “but perhaps you would like to read it.” + +Elizabeth impatiently caught it from his hand. Jane now came up. + +“Read it aloud,” said their father, “for I hardly know myself what it is +about.” + + /* RIGHT “Gracechurch Street, _Monday, August 2_. */ + +“My dear Brother, + + “At last I am able to send you some tidings of my niece, and such + as, upon the whole, I hope will give you satisfaction. Soon after + you left me on Saturday, I was fortunate enough to find out in what + part of London they were. The particulars I reserve till we meet. + It is enough to know they are discovered: I have seen them + both----” + + [Illustration: + +“But perhaps you would like to read it” + + [_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + “Then it is as I always hoped,” cried Jane: “they are married!” + + Elizabeth read on: “I have seen them both. They are not married, + nor can I find there was any intention of being so; but if you are + willing to perform the engagements which I have ventured to make on + your side, I hope it will not be long before they are. All that is + required of you is, to assure to your daughter, by settlement, her + equal share of the five thousand pounds, secured among your + children after the decease of yourself and my sister; and, + moreover, to enter into an engagement of allowing her, during your + life, one hundred pounds per annum. These are conditions which, + considering everything, I had no hesitation in complying with, as + far as I thought myself privileged, for you. I shall send this by + express, that no time may be lost in bringing me your answer. You + will easily comprehend, from these particulars, that Mr. Wickham’s + circumstances are not so hopeless as they are generally believed to + be. The world has been deceived in that respect; and I am happy to + say, there will be some little money, even when all his debts are + discharged, to settle on my niece, in addition to her own fortune. + If, as I conclude will be the case, you send me full powers to act + in your name throughout the whole of this business, I will + immediately give directions to Haggerston for preparing a proper + settlement. There will not be the smallest occasion for your coming + to town again; therefore stay quietly at Longbourn, and depend on + my diligence and care. Send back your answer as soon as you can, + and be careful to write explicitly. We have judged it best that my + niece should be married from this house, of which I hope you will + approve. She comes to us to-day. I shall write again as soon as + anything more is determined on. Yours, etc. + +“EDW. GARDINER.” + +“Is it possible?” cried Elizabeth, when she had finished. “Can it be +possible that he will marry her?” + +“Wickham is not so undeserving, then, as we have thought him,” said her +sister. “My dear father, I congratulate you.” + +“And have you answered the letter?” said Elizabeth. + +“No; but it must be done soon.” + +Most earnestly did she then entreat him to lose no more time before he +wrote. + +“Oh! my dear father,” she cried, “come back and write immediately. +Consider how important every moment is in such a case.” + +“Let me write for you,” said Jane, “if you dislike the trouble +yourself.” + +“I dislike it very much,” he replied; “but it must be done.” + +And so saying, he turned back with them, and walked towards the house. + +“And--may I ask?” said Elizabeth; “but the terms, I suppose, must be +complied with.” + +“Complied with! I am only ashamed of his asking so little.” + +“And they _must_ marry! Yet he is _such_ a man.” + +“Yes, yes, they must marry. There is nothing else to be done. But there +are two things that I want very much to know:--one is, how much money +your uncle has laid down to bring it about; and the other, how I am ever +to pay him.” + +“Money! my uncle!” cried Jane, “what do you mean, sir?” + +“I mean that no man in his proper senses would marry Lydia on so slight +a temptation as one hundred a year during my life, and fifty after I am +gone.” + +“That is very true,” said Elizabeth; “though it had not occurred to me +before. His debts to be discharged, and something still to remain! Oh, +it must be my uncle’s doings! Generous, good man, I am afraid he has +distressed himself. A small sum could not do all this.” + +“No,” said her father. “Wickham’s a fool if he takes her with a farthing +less than ten thousand pounds: I should be sorry to think so ill of him, +in the very beginning of our relationship.” + +“Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid! How is half such a sum to be +repaid?” + +Mr. Bennet made no answer; and each of them, deep in thought, continued +silent till they reached the house. Their father then went to the +library to write, and the girls walked into the breakfast-room. + +“And they are really to be married!” cried Elizabeth, as soon as they +were by themselves. “How strange this is! and for _this_ we are to be +thankful. That they should marry, small as is their chance of happiness, +and wretched as is his character, we are forced to rejoice! Oh, Lydia!” + +“I comfort myself with thinking,” replied Jane, “that he certainly would +not marry Lydia, if he had not a real regard for her. Though our kind +uncle has done something towards clearing him, I cannot believe that ten +thousand pounds, or anything like it, has been advanced. He has children +of his own, and may have more. How could he spare half ten thousand +pounds?” + +“If we are ever able to learn what Wickham’s debts have been,” said +Elizabeth, “and how much is settled on his side on our sister, we shall +exactly know what Mr. Gardiner has done for them, because Wickham has +not sixpence of his own. The kindness of my uncle and aunt can never be +requited. Their taking her home, and affording her their personal +protection and countenance, is such a sacrifice to her advantage as +years of gratitude cannot enough acknowledge. By this time she is +actually with them! If such goodness does not make her miserable now, +she will never deserve to be happy! What a meeting for her, when she +first sees my aunt!” + +“We must endeavour to forget all that has passed on either side,” said +Jane: “I hope and trust they will yet be happy. His consenting to marry +her is a proof, I will believe, that he is come to a right way of +thinking. Their mutual affection will steady them; and I flatter myself +they will settle so quietly, and live in so rational a manner, as may in +time make their past imprudence forgotten.” + +“Their conduct has been such,” replied Elizabeth, “as neither you, nor +I, nor anybody, can ever forget. It is useless to talk of it.” + +It now occurred to the girls that their mother was in all likelihood +perfectly ignorant of what had happened. They went to the library, +therefore, and asked their father whether he would not wish them to make +it known to her. He was writing, and, without raising his head, coolly +replied,-- + +“Just as you please.” + +“May we take my uncle’s letter to read to her?” + +“Take whatever you like, and get away.” + +Elizabeth took the letter from his writing-table, and they went upstairs +together. Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet: one communication +would, therefore, do for all. After a slight preparation for good news, +the letter was read aloud. Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain herself. As +soon as Jane had read Mr. Gardiner’s hope of Lydia’s being soon married, +her joy burst forth, and every following sentence added to its +exuberance. She was now in an irritation as violent from delight as she +had ever been fidgety from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter +would be married was enough. She was disturbed by no fear for her +felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of her misconduct. + +“My dear, dear Lydia!” she cried: “this is delightful indeed! She will +be married! I shall see her again! She will be married at sixteen! My +good, kind brother! I knew how it would be--I knew he would manage +everything. How I long to see her! and to see dear Wickham too! But the +clothes, the wedding clothes! I will write to my sister Gardiner about +them directly. Lizzy, my dear, run down to your father, and ask him how +much he will give her. Stay, stay, I will go myself. Ring the bell, +Kitty, for Hill. I will put on my things in a moment. My dear, dear +Lydia! How merry we shall be together when we meet!” + +Her eldest daughter endeavoured to give some relief to the violence of +these transports, by leading her thoughts to the obligations which Mr. +Gardiner’s behaviour laid them all under. + +“For we must attribute this happy conclusion,” she added, “in a great +measure to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has pledged himself to +assist Mr. Wickham with money.” + +“Well,” cried her mother, “it is all very right; who should do it but +her own uncle? If he had not had a family of his own, I and my children +must have had all his money, you know; and it is the first time we have +ever had anything from him except a few presents. Well! I am so happy. +In a short time, I shall have a daughter married. Mrs. Wickham! How well +it sounds! And she was only sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I am in +such a flutter, that I am sure I can’t write; so I will dictate, and you +write for me. We will settle with your father about the money +afterwards; but the things should be ordered immediately.” + +She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin, and +cambric, and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful orders, had +not Jane, though with some difficulty, persuaded her to wait till her +father was at leisure to be consulted. One day’s delay, she observed, +would be of small importance; and her mother was too happy to be quite +so obstinate as usual. Other schemes, too, came into her head. + +“I will go to Meryton,” said she, “as soon as I am dressed, and tell the +good, good news to my sister Philips. And as I come back, I can call on +Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, run down and order the carriage. An +airing would do me a great deal of good, I am sure. Girls, can I do +anything for you in Meryton? Oh! here comes Hill. My dear Hill, have you +heard the good news? Miss Lydia is going to be married; and you shall +all have a bowl of punch to make merry at her wedding.” + +Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her joy. Elizabeth received her +congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this folly, took +refuge in her own room, that she might think with freedom. Poor Lydia’s +situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it was no worse, she +had need to be thankful. She felt it so; and though, in looking forward, +neither rational happiness, nor worldly prosperity could be justly +expected for her sister, in looking back to what they had feared, only +two hours ago, she felt all the advantages of what they had gained. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“The spiteful old ladies” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER L. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Bennet had very often wished, before this period of his life, that, +instead of spending his whole income, he had laid by an annual sum, for +the better provision of his children, and of his wife, if she survived +him. He now wished it more than ever. Had he done his duty in that +respect, Lydia need not have been indebted to her uncle for whatever of +honour or credit could now be purchased for her. The satisfaction of +prevailing on one of the most worthless young men in Great Britain to +be her husband might then have rested in its proper place. + +He was seriously concerned that a cause of so little advantage to anyone +should be forwarded at the sole expense of his brother-in-law; and he +was determined, if possible, to find out the extent of his assistance, +and to discharge the obligation as soon as he could. + +When first Mr. Bennet had married, economy was held to be perfectly +useless; for, of course, they were to have a son. This son was to join +in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should be of age, and the widow +and younger children would by that means be provided for. Five daughters +successively entered the world, but yet the son was to come; and Mrs. +Bennet, for many years after Lydia’s birth, had been certain that he +would. This event had at last been despaired of, but it was then too +late to be saving. Mrs. Bennet had no turn for economy; and her +husband’s love of independence had alone prevented their exceeding their +income. + +Five thousand pounds was settled by marriage articles on Mrs. Bennet and +the children. But in what proportions it should be divided amongst the +latter depended on the will of the parents. This was one point, with +regard to Lydia at least, which was now to be settled, and Mr. Bennet +could have no hesitation in acceding to the proposal before him. In +terms of grateful acknowledgment for the kindness of his brother, though +expressed most concisely, he then delivered on paper his perfect +approbation of all that was done, and his willingness to fulfil the +engagements that had been made for him. He had never before supposed +that, could Wickham be prevailed on to marry his daughter, it would be +done with so little inconvenience to himself as by the present +arrangement. He would scarcely be ten pounds a year the loser, by the +hundred that was to be paid them; for, what with her board and pocket +allowance, and the continual presents in money which passed to her +through her mother’s hands, Lydia’s expenses had been very little within +that sum. + +That it would be done with such trifling exertion on his side, too, was +another very welcome surprise; for his chief wish at present was to have +as little trouble in the business as possible. When the first transports +of rage which had produced his activity in seeking her were over, he +naturally returned to all his former indolence. His letter was soon +despatched; for though dilatory in undertaking business, he was quick in +its execution. He begged to know further particulars of what he was +indebted to his brother; but was too angry with Lydia to send any +message to her. + +The good news quickly spread through the house; and with proportionate +speed through the neighbourhood. It was borne in the latter with decent +philosophy. To be sure, it would have been more for the advantage of +conversation, had Miss Lydia Bennet come upon the town; or, as the +happiest alternative, been secluded from the world in some distant +farm-house. But there was much to be talked of, in marrying her; and the +good-natured wishes for her well-doing, which had proceeded before from +all the spiteful old ladies in Meryton, lost but little of their spirit +in this change of circumstances, because with such a husband her misery +was considered certain. + +It was a fortnight since Mrs. Bennet had been down stairs, but on this +happy day she again took her seat at the head of her table, and in +spirits oppressively high. No sentiment of shame gave a damp to her +triumph. The marriage of a daughter, which had been the first object of +her wishes since Jane was sixteen, was now on the point of +accomplishment, and her thoughts and her words ran wholly on those +attendants of elegant nuptials, fine muslins, new carriages, and +servants. She was busily searching through the neighbourhood for a +proper situation for her daughter; and, without knowing or considering +what their income might be, rejected many as deficient in size and +importance. + +“Haye Park might do,” said she, “if the Gouldings would quit it, or the +great house at Stoke, if the drawing-room were larger; but Ashworth is +too far off. I could not bear to have her ten miles from me; and as for +Purvis Lodge, the attics are dreadful.” + +Her husband allowed her to talk on without interruption while the +servants remained. But when they had withdrawn, he said to her, “Mrs. +Bennet, before you take any, or all of these houses, for your son and +daughter, let us come to a right understanding. Into _one_ house in this +neighbourhood they shall never have admittance. I will not encourage the +imprudence of either, by receiving them at Longbourn.” + +A long dispute followed this declaration; but Mr. Bennet was firm: it +soon led to another; and Mrs. Bennet found, with amazement and horror, +that her husband would not advance a guinea to buy clothes for his +daughter. He protested that she should receive from him no mark of +affection whatever on the occasion. Mrs. Bennet could hardly comprehend +it. That his anger could be carried to such a point of inconceivable +resentment as to refuse his daughter a privilege, without which her +marriage would scarcely seem valid, exceeded all that she could believe +possible. She was more alive to the disgrace, which her want of new +clothes must reflect on her daughter’s nuptials, than to any sense of +shame at her eloping and living with Wickham a fortnight before they +took place. + +Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of +the moment, been led to make Mr. Darcy acquainted with their fears for +her sister; for since her marriage would so shortly give the proper +termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its +unfavourable beginning from all those who were not immediately on the +spot. + +She had no fear of its spreading farther, through his means. There were +few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended; +but at the same time there was no one whose knowledge of a sister’s +frailty would have mortified her so much. Not, however, from any fear of +disadvantage from it individually to herself; for at any rate there +seemed a gulf impassable between them. Had Lydia’s marriage been +concluded on the most honourable terms, it was not to be supposed that +Mr. Darcy would connect himself with a family, where to every other +objection would now be added an alliance and relationship of the nearest +kind with the man whom he so justly scorned. + +From such a connection she could not wonder that he should shrink. The +wish of procuring her regard, which she had assured herself of his +feeling in Derbyshire, could not in rational expectation survive such a +blow as this. She was humbled, she was grieved; she repented, though she +hardly knew of what. She became jealous of his esteem, when she could no +longer hope to be benefited by it. She wanted to hear of him, when there +seemed the least chance of gaining intelligence. She was convinced that +she could have been happy with him, when it was no longer likely they +should meet. + +What a triumph for him, as she often thought, could he know that the +proposals which she had proudly spurned only four months ago would now +have been gladly and gratefully received! He was as generous, she +doubted not, as the most generous of his sex. But while he was mortal, +there must be a triumph. + +She began now to comprehend that he was exactly the man who, in +disposition and talents, would most suit her. His understanding and +temper, though unlike her own, would have answered all her wishes. It +was an union that must have been to the advantage of both: by her ease +and liveliness, his mind might have been softened, his manners improved; +and from his judgment, information, and knowledge of the world, she must +have received benefit of greater importance. + +But no such happy marriage could now teach the admiring multitude what +connubial felicity really was. An union of a different tendency, and +precluding the possibility of the other, was soon to be formed in their +family. + +How Wickham and Lydia were to be supported in tolerable independence she +could not imagine. But how little of permanent happiness could belong to +a couple who were only brought together because their passions were +stronger than their virtue, she could easily conjecture. + +Mr. Gardiner soon wrote again to his brother. To Mr. Bennet’s +acknowledgments he briefly replied, with assurances of his eagerness to +promote the welfare of any of his family; and concluded with entreaties +that the subject might never be mentioned to him again. The principal +purport of his letter was to inform them, that Mr. Wickham had resolved +on quitting the militia. + +“It was greatly my wish that he should do so,” he added, “as soon as his +marriage was fixed on. And I think you will agree with me, in +considering a removal from that corps as highly advisable, both on his +account and my niece’s. It is Mr. Wickham’s intention to go into the +Regulars; and, among his former friends, there are still some who are +able and willing to assist him in the army. He has the promise of an +ensigncy in General----’s regiment, now quartered in the north. It is +an advantage to have it so far from this part of the kingdom. He +promises fairly; and I hope among different people, where they may each +have a character to preserve, they will both be more prudent. I have +written to Colonel Forster, to inform him of our present arrangements, +and to request that he will satisfy the various creditors of Mr. Wickham +in and near Brighton with assurances of speedy payment, for which I have +pledged myself. And will you give yourself the trouble of carrying +similar assurances to his creditors in Meryton, of whom I shall subjoin +a list, according to his information? He has given in all his debts; I +hope at least he has not deceived us. Haggerston has our directions, and +all will be completed in a week. They will then join his regiment, +unless they are first invited to Longbourn; and I understand from Mrs. +Gardiner that my niece is very desirous of seeing you all before she +leaves the south. She is well, and begs to be dutifully remembered to +you and her mother.--Yours, etc. + +“E. GARDINER.” + +Mr. Bennet and his daughters saw all the advantages of Wickham’s +removal from the ----shire, as clearly as Mr. Gardiner could do. But +Mrs. Bennet was not so well pleased with it. Lydia’s being settled in +the north, just when she had expected most pleasure and pride in her +company, for she had by no means given up her plan of their residing in +Hertfordshire, was a severe disappointment; and, besides, it was such a +pity that Lydia should be taken from a regiment where she was acquainted +with everybody, and had so many favourites. + +“She is so fond of Mrs. Forster,” said she, “it will be quite shocking +to send her away! And there are several of the young men, too, that she +likes very much. The officers may not be so pleasant in General----’s +regiment.” + +His daughter’s request, for such it might be considered, of being +admitted into her family again, before she set off for the north, +received at first an absolute negative. But Jane and Elizabeth, who +agreed in wishing, for the sake of their sister’s feelings and +consequence, that she should be noticed on her marriage by her parents, +urged him so earnestly, yet so rationally and so mildly, to receive her +and her husband at Longbourn, as soon as they were married, that he was +prevailed on to think as they thought, and act as they wished. And their +mother had the satisfaction of knowing, that she should be able to show +her married daughter in the neighbourhood, before she was banished to +the north. When Mr. Bennet wrote again to his brother, therefore, he +sent his permission for them to come; and it was settled, that, as soon +as the ceremony was over, they should proceed to Longbourn. Elizabeth +was surprised, however, that Wickham should consent to such a scheme; +and, had she consulted only her own inclination, any meeting with him +would have been the last object of her wishes. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“With an affectionate smile” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER LI. + + +[Illustration] + +Their sister’s wedding-day arrived; and Jane and Elizabeth felt for her +probably more than she felt for herself. The carriage was sent to meet +them at----, and they were to return in it by dinnertime. Their arrival +was dreaded by the elder Miss Bennets--and Jane more especially, who +gave Lydia the feelings which would have attended herself, had _she_ +been the culprit, and was wretched in the thought of what her sister +must endure. + +They came. The family were assembled in the breakfast-room to receive +them. Smiles decked the face of Mrs. Bennet, as the carriage drove up to +the door; her husband looked impenetrably grave; her daughters, alarmed, +anxious, uneasy. + +Lydia’s voice was heard in the vestibule; the door was thrown open, and +she ran into the room. Her mother stepped forwards, embraced her, and +welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand with an affectionate smile to +Wickham, who followed his lady; and wished them both joy, with an +alacrity which showed no doubt of their happiness. + +Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was not quite +so cordial. His countenance rather gained in austerity; and he scarcely +opened his lips. The easy assurance of the young couple, indeed, was +enough to provoke him. + +Elizabeth was disgusted, and even Miss Bennet was shocked. Lydia was +Lydia still; untamed, unabashed, wild, noisy, and fearless. She turned +from sister to sister, demanding their congratulations; and when at +length they all sat down, looked eagerly round the room, took notice of +some little alteration in it, and observed, with a laugh, that it was a +great while since she had been there. + +Wickham was not at all more distressed than herself; but his manners +were always so pleasing, that, had his character and his marriage been +exactly what they ought, his smiles and his easy address, while he +claimed their relationship, would have delighted them all. Elizabeth +had not before believed him quite equal to such assurance; but she sat +down, resolving within herself to draw no limits in future to the +impudence of an impudent man. _She_ blushed, and Jane blushed; but the +cheeks of the two who caused their confusion suffered no variation of +colour. + +There was no want of discourse. The bride and her mother could neither +of them talk fast enough; and Wickham, who happened to sit near +Elizabeth, began inquiring after his acquaintance in that neighbourhood, +with a good-humoured ease, which she felt very unable to equal in her +replies. They seemed each of them to have the happiest memories in the +world. Nothing of the past was recollected with pain; and Lydia led +voluntarily to subjects which her sisters would not have alluded to for +the world. + +“Only think of its being three months,” she cried, “since I went away: +it seems but a fortnight, I declare; and yet there have been things +enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went away, I am sure +I had no more idea of being married till I came back again! though I +thought it would be very good fun if I was.” + +Her father lifted up his eyes, Jane was distressed, Elizabeth looked +expressively at Lydia; but she, who never heard nor saw anything of +which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued,-- + +“Oh, mamma, do the people hereabouts know I am married to-day? I was +afraid they might not; and we overtook William Goulding in his curricle, +so I was determined he should know it, and so I let down the side glass +next to him, and took off my glove and let my hand just rest upon the +window frame, so that he might see the ring, and then I bowed and +smiled like anything.” + +Elizabeth could bear it no longer. She got up and ran out of the room; +and returned no more, till she heard them passing through the hall to +the dining-parlour. She then joined them soon enough to see Lydia, with +anxious parade, walk up to her mother’s right hand, and hear her say to +her eldest sister,-- + +“Ah, Jane, I take your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a +married woman.” + +It was not to be supposed that time would give Lydia that embarrassment +from which she had been so wholly free at first. Her ease and good +spirits increased. She longed to see Mrs. Philips, the Lucases, and all +their other neighbours, and to hear herself called “Mrs. Wickham” by +each of them; and in the meantime she went after dinner to show her ring +and boast of being married to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids. + +“Well, mamma,” said she, when they were all returned to the +breakfast-room, “and what do you think of my husband? Is not he a +charming man? I am sure my sisters must all envy me. I only hope they +may have half my good luck. They must all go to Brighton. That is the +place to get husbands. What a pity it is, mamma, we did not all go!” + +“Very true; and if I had my will we should. But, my dear Lydia, I don’t +at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?” + +“Oh, Lord! yes; there is nothing in that. I shall like it of all things. +You and papa, and my sisters, must come down and see us. We shall be at +Newcastle all the winter, and I dare say there will be some balls, and I +will take care to get good partners for them all.” + +“I should like it beyond anything!” said her mother. + +“And then when you go away, you may leave one or two of my sisters +behind you; and I dare say I shall get husbands for them before the +winter is over.” + +“I thank you for my share of the favour,” said Elizabeth; “but I do not +particularly like your way of getting husbands.” + +Their visitors were not to remain above ten days with them. Mr. Wickham +had received his commission before he left London, and he was to join +his regiment at the end of a fortnight. + +No one but Mrs. Bennet regretted that their stay would be so short; and +she made the most of the time by visiting about with her daughter, and +having very frequent parties at home. These parties were acceptable to +all; to avoid a family circle was even more desirable to such as did +think than such as did not. + +Wickham’s affection for Lydia was just what Elizabeth had expected to +find it; not equal to Lydia’s for him. She had scarcely needed her +present observation to be satisfied, from the reason of things, that +their elopement had been brought on by the strength of her love rather +than by his; and she would have wondered why, without violently caring +for her, he chose to elope with her at all, had she not felt certain +that his flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and +if that were the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity +of having a companion. + +Lydia was exceedingly fond of him. He was her dear Wickham on every +occasion; no one was to be put in competition with him. He did +everything best in the world; and she was sure he would kill more birds +on the first of September than anybody else in the country. + +One morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with her two +elder sisters, she said to Elizabeth,-- + +“Lizzy, I never gave _you_ an account of my wedding, I believe. You were +not by, when I told mamma, and the others, all about it. Are not you +curious to hear how it was managed?” + +“No, really,” replied Elizabeth; “I think there cannot be too little +said on the subject.” + +“La! You are so strange! But I must tell you how it went off. We were +married, you know, at St. Clement’s, because Wickham’s lodgings were in +that parish. And it was settled that we should all be there by eleven +o’clock. My uncle and aunt and I were to go together; and the others +were to meet us at the church. + +“Well, Monday morning came, and I was in such a fuss! I was so afraid, +you know, that something would happen to put it off, and then I should +have gone quite distracted. And there was my aunt, all the time I was +dressing, preaching and talking away just as if she was reading a +sermon. However, I did not hear above one word in ten, for I was +thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Wickham. I longed to know whether +he would be married in his blue coat. + +“Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as usual: I thought it would never +be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand that my uncle and aunt +were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with them. If you’ll believe +me, I did not once put my foot out of doors, though I was there a +fortnight. Not one party, or scheme, or anything! To be sure, London was +rather thin, but, however, the Little Theatre was open. + +“Well, and so, just as the carriage came to the door, my uncle was +called away upon business to that horrid man Mr. Stone. And then, you +know, when once they get together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so +frightened I did not know what to do, for my uncle was to give me away; +and if we were beyond the hour we could not be married all day. But, +luckily, he came back again in ten minutes’ time, and then we all set +out. However, I recollected afterwards, that if he _had_ been prevented +going, the wedding need not be put off, for Mr. Darcy might have done as +well.” + +“Mr. Darcy!” repeated Elizabeth, in utter amazement. + +“Oh, yes! he was to come there with Wickham, you know. But, gracious me! +I quite forgot! I ought not to have said a word about it. I promised +them so faithfully! What will Wickham say? It was to be such a secret!” + +“If it was to be a secret,” said Jane, “say not another word on the +subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further.” + +“Oh, certainly,” said Elizabeth, though burning with curiosity; “we will +ask you no questions.” + +“Thank you,” said Lydia; “for if you did, I should certainly tell you +all, and then Wickham would be so angry.” + +On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth was forced to put it out of her +power, by running away. + +But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible; or at least it +was impossible not to try for information. Mr. Darcy had been at her +sister’s wedding. It was exactly a scene, and exactly among people, +where he had apparently least to do, and least temptation to go. +Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid and wild, hurried into her +brain; but she was satisfied with none. Those that best pleased her, as +placing his conduct in the noblest light, seemed most improbable. She +could not bear such suspense; and hastily seizing a sheet of paper, +wrote a short letter to her aunt, to request an explanation of what +Lydia had dropped, if it were compatible with the secrecy which had been +intended. + +“You may readily comprehend,” she added, “what my curiosity must be to +know how a person unconnected with any of us, and, comparatively +speaking, a stranger to our family, should have been amongst you at such +a time. Pray write instantly, and let me understand it--unless it is, +for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which Lydia seems to +think necessary; and then I must endeavour to be satisfied with +ignorance.” + +“Not that I _shall_, though,” she added to herself, and she finished the +letter; “and, my dear aunt, if you do not tell me in an honourable +manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and stratagems to find it +out.” + +Jane’s delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to +Elizabeth privately of what Lydia had let fall; Elizabeth was glad of +it:--till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive any +satisfaction, she had rather be without a confidante. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“I am sure she did not listen.” +] + + + + +CHAPTER LII. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her letter as +soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner in possession of it, than +hurrying into the little copse, where she was least likely to be +interrupted, she sat down on one of the benches, and prepared to be +happy; for the length of the letter convinced her that it did not +contain a denial. + + /* RIGHT “Gracechurch Street, _Sept. 6_. */ + +“My dear Niece, + + “I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole + morning to answering it, as I foresee that a _little_ writing will + not comprise what I have to tell you. I must confess myself + surprised by your application; I did not expect it from _you_. + Don’t think me angry, however, for I only mean to let you know, + that I had not imagined such inquiries to be necessary on _your_ + side. If you do not choose to understand me, forgive my + impertinence. Your uncle is as much surprised as I am; and nothing + but the belief of your being a party concerned would have allowed + him to act as he has done. But if you are really innocent and + ignorant, I must be more explicit. On the very day of my coming + home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most unexpected visitor. Mr. + Darcy called, and was shut up with him several hours. It was all + over before I arrived; so my curiosity was not so dreadfully racked + as _yours_ seems to have been. He came to tell Mr. Gardiner that he + had found out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he + had seen and talked with them both--Wickham repeatedly, Lydia once. + From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one day after + ourselves, and came to town with the resolution of hunting for + them. The motive professed was his conviction of its being owing to + himself that Wickham’s worthlessness had not been so well known as + to make it impossible for any young woman of character to love or + confide in him. He generously imputed the whole to his mistaken + pride, and confessed that he had before thought it beneath him to + lay his private actions open to the world. His character was to + speak for itself. He called it, therefore, his duty to step + forward, and endeavour to remedy an evil which had been brought on + by himself. If he _had another_ motive, I am sure it would never + disgrace him. He had been some days in town before he was able to + discover them; but he had something to direct his search, which was + more than _we_ had; and the consciousness of this was another + reason for his resolving to follow us. There is a lady, it seems, a + Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago governess to Miss Darcy, and was + dismissed from her charge on some cause of disapprobation, though + he did not say what. She then took a large house in Edward Street, + and has since maintained herself by letting lodgings. This Mrs. + Younge was, he knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he + went to her for intelligence of him, as soon as he got to town. But + it was two or three days before he could get from her what he + wanted. She would not betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery + and corruption, for she really did know where her friend was to be + found. Wickham, indeed, had gone to her on their first arrival in + London; and had she been able to receive them into her house, they + would have taken up their abode with her. At length, however, our + kind friend procured the wished-for direction. They were in ---- + Street. He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia. + His first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to persuade + her to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return to her + friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive her, + offering his assistance as far as it would go. But he found Lydia + absolutely resolved on remaining where she was. She cared for none + of her friends; she wanted no help of his; she would not hear of + leaving Wickham. She was sure they should be married some time or + other, and it did not much signify when. Since such were her + feelings, it only remained, he thought, to secure and expedite a + marriage, which, in his very first conversation with Wickham, he + easily learnt had never been _his_ design. He confessed himself + obliged to leave the regiment on account of some debts of honour + which were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the ill + consequences of Lydia’s flight on her own folly alone. He meant to + resign his commission immediately; and as to his future situation, + he could conjecture very little about it. He must go somewhere, but + he did not know where, and he knew he should have nothing to live + on. Mr. Darcy asked why he did not marry your sister at once. + Though Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have + been able to do something for him, and his situation must have been + benefited by marriage. But he found, in reply to this question, + that Wickham still cherished the hope of more effectually making + his fortune by marriage, in some other country. Under such + circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof against the + temptation of immediate relief. They met several times, for there + was much to be discussed. Wickham, of course, wanted more than he + could get; but at length was reduced to be reasonable. Everything + being settled between _them_, Mr. Darcy’s next step was to make + your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in Gracechurch + Street the evening before I came home. But Mr. Gardiner could not + be seen; and Mr. Darcy found, on further inquiry, that your father + was still with him, but would quit town the next morning. He did + not judge your father to be a person whom he could so properly + consult as your uncle, and therefore readily postponed seeing him + till after the departure of the former. He did not leave his name, + and till the next day it was only known that a gentleman had called + on business. On Saturday he came again. Your father was gone, your + uncle at home, and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk + together. They met again on Sunday, and then _I_ saw him too. It + was not all settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express + was sent off to Longbourn. But our visitor was very obstinate. I + fancy, Lizzy, that obstinacy is the real defect of his character, + after all. He has been accused of many faults at different times; + but _this_ is the true one. Nothing was to be done that he did not + do himself; though I am sure (and I do not speak it to be thanked, + therefore say nothing about it) your uncle would most readily have + settled the whole. They battled it together for a long time, which + was more than either the gentleman or lady concerned in it + deserved. But at last your uncle was forced to yield, and instead + of being allowed to be of use to his niece, was forced to put up + with only having the probable credit of it, which went sorely + against the grain; and I really believe your letter this morning + gave him great pleasure, because it required an explanation that + would rob him of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where + it was due. But, Lizzy, this must go no further than yourself, or + Jane at most. You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done + for the young people. His debts are to be paid, amounting, I + believe, to considerably more than a thousand pounds, another + thousand in addition to her own settled upon _her_, and his + commission purchased. The reason why all this was to be done by him + alone, was such as I have given above. It was owing to him, to his + reserve and want of proper consideration, that Wickham’s character + had been so misunderstood, and consequently that he had been + received and noticed as he was. Perhaps there was some truth in + _this_; though I doubt whether _his_ reserve, or _anybody’s_ + reserve can be answerable for the event. But in spite of all this + fine talking, my dear Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured that + your uncle would never have yielded, if we had not given him credit + for _another interest_ in the affair. When all this was resolved + on, he returned again to his friends, who were still staying at + Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in London once more + when the wedding took place, and all money matters were then to + receive the last finish. I believe I have now told you everything. + It is a relation which you tell me is to give you great surprise; I + hope at least it will not afford you any displeasure. Lydia came to + us, and Wickham had constant admission to the house. _He_ was + exactly what he had been when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I + would not tell you how little I was satisfied with _her_ behaviour + while she stayed with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane’s letter + last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was exactly of a + piece with it, and therefore what I now tell you can give you no + fresh pain. I talked to her repeatedly in the most serious manner, + representing to her the wickedness of what she had done, and all + the unhappiness she had brought on her family. If she heard me, it + was by good luck, for I am sure she did not listen. I was sometimes + quite provoked; but then I recollected my dear Elizabeth and Jane, + and for their sakes had patience with her. Mr. Darcy was punctual + in his return, and, as Lydia informed you, attended the wedding. He + dined with us the next day, and was to leave town again on + Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me, my dear + Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying (what I was never bold + enough to say before) how much I like him? His behaviour to us has, + in every respect, been as pleasing as when we were in Derbyshire. + His understanding and opinions all please me; he wants nothing but + a little more liveliness, and _that_, if he marry _prudently_, his + wife may teach him. I thought him very sly; he hardly ever + mentioned your name. But slyness seems the fashion. Pray forgive + me, if I have been very presuming, or at least do not punish me so + far as to exclude me from P. I shall never be quite happy till I + have been all round the park. A low phaeton with a nice little pair + of ponies would be the very thing. But I must write no more. The + children have been wanting me this half hour. + +“Yours, very sincerely, + +“M. GARDINER.” + + +The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of spirits, +in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the +greatest share. The vague and unsettled suspicions which uncertainty had +produced, of what Mr. Darcy might have been doing to forward her +sister’s match--which she had feared to encourage, as an exertion of +goodness too great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be +just, from the pain of obligation--were proved beyond their greatest +extent to be true! He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken +on himself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a +research; in which supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he +must abominate and despise, and where he was reduced to meet, frequently +meet, reason with, persuade, and finally bribe the man whom he always +most wished to avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to him to +pronounce. He had done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard +nor esteem. Her heart did whisper that he had done it for her. But it +was a hope shortly checked by other considerations; and she soon felt +that even her vanity was insufficient, when required to depend on his +affection for her, for a woman who had already refused him, as able to +overcome a sentiment so natural as abhorrence against relationship with +Wickham. Brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt from +the connection. He had, to be sure, done much. She was ashamed to think +how much. But he had given a reason for his interference, which asked no +extraordinary stretch of belief. It was reasonable that he should feel +he had been wrong; he had liberality, and he had the means of exercising +it; and though she would not place herself as his principal inducement, +she could perhaps believe, that remaining partiality for her might +assist his endeavours in a cause where her peace of mind must be +materially concerned. It was painful, exceedingly painful, to know that +they were under obligations to a person who could never receive a +return. They owed the restoration of Lydia, her character, everything to +him. Oh, how heartily did she grieve over every ungracious sensation she +had ever encouraged, every saucy speech she had ever directed towards +him! For herself she was humbled; but she was proud of him,--proud that +in a cause of compassion and honour he had been able to get the better +of himself. She read over her aunt’s commendation of him again and +again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was even sensible +of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly +both she and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and confidence +subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself. + +She was roused from her seat and her reflections, by someone’s approach; +and, before she could strike into another path, she was overtaken by +Wickham. + +“I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?” said he, +as he joined her. + +“You certainly do,” she replied with a smile; “but it does not follow +that the interruption must be unwelcome.” + +“I should be sorry, indeed, if it were. _We_ were always good friends, +and now we are better.” + +“True. Are the others coming out?” + +“I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to +Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle and aunt, that +you have actually seen Pemberley.” + +She replied in the affirmative. + +“I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much +for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. And you saw the +old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of +me. But of course she did not mention my name to you.” + +“Yes, she did.” + +“And what did she say?” + +“That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had--not turned +out well. At such a distance as _that_, you know, things are strangely +misrepresented.” + +“Certainly,” he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had +silenced him; but he soon afterwards said,-- + +“I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each other +several times. I wonder what he can be doing there.” + +“Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh,” said +Elizabeth. “It must be something particular to take him there at this +time of year.” + +“Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I +understood from the Gardiners that you had.” + +“Yes; he introduced us to his sister.” + +“And do you like her?” + +“Very much.” + +“I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year +or two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising. I am very glad +you liked her. I hope she will turn out well.” + +“I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age.” + +“Did you go by the village of Kympton?” + +“I do not recollect that we did.” + +“I mention it because it is the living which I ought to have had. A most +delightful place! Excellent parsonage-house! It would have suited me in +every respect.” + +“How should you have liked making sermons?” + +“Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of my duty, and +the exertion would soon have been nothing. One ought not to repine; but, +to be sure, it would have been such a thing for me! The quiet, the +retirement of such a life, would have answered all my ideas of +happiness! But it was not to be. Did you ever hear Darcy mention the +circumstance when you were in Kent?” + +“I _have_ heard from authority, which I thought _as good_, that it was +left you conditionally only, and at the will of the present patron.” + +“You have! Yes, there was something in _that_; I told you so from the +first, you may remember.” + +“I _did_ hear, too, that there was a time when sermon-making was not so +palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually +declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business +had been compromised accordingly.” + +“You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may remember +what I told you on that point, when first we talked of it.” + +They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast +to get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister’s sake, to provoke him, +she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile,-- + +“Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do not let us +quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one +mind.” + +She held out her hand: he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though +he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“Mr. Darcy with him.” +] + + + + +CHAPTER LIII. + + +[Illustration] + +Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this conversation, that he +never again distressed himself, or provoked his dear sister Elizabeth, +by introducing the subject of it; and she was pleased to find that she +had said enough to keep him quiet. + +The day of his and Lydia’s departure soon came; and Mrs. Bennet was +forced to submit to a separation, which, as her husband by no means +entered into her scheme of their all going to Newcastle, was likely to +continue at least a twelvemonth. + +“Oh, my dear Lydia,” she cried, “when shall we meet again?” + +“Oh, Lord! I don’t know. Not these two or three years, perhaps.” + +“Write to me very often, my dear.” + +“As often as I can. But you know married women have never much time for +writing. My sisters may write to _me_. They will have nothing else to +do.” + +Mr. Wickham’s adieus were much more affectionate than his wife’s. He +smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty things. + +“He is as fine a fellow,” said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were out of +the house, “as ever I saw. He simpers, and smirks, and makes love to us +all. I am prodigiously proud of him. I defy even Sir William Lucas +himself to produce a more valuable son-in-law.” + +The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull for several days. + +“I often think,” said she, “that there is nothing so bad as parting with +one’s friends. One seems so forlorn without them.” + +“This is the consequence, you see, madam, of marrying a daughter,” said +Elizabeth. “It must make you better satisfied that your other four are +single.” + +“It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me because she is married; +but only because her husband’s regiment happens to be so far off. If +that had been nearer, she would not have gone so soon.” + +But the spiritless condition which this event threw her into was shortly +relieved, and her mind opened again to the agitation of hope, by an +article of news which then began to be in circulation. The housekeeper +at Netherfield had received orders to prepare for the arrival of her +master, who was coming down in a day or two, to shoot there for several +weeks. Mrs. Bennet was quite in the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and +smiled, and shook her head, by turns. + +“Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down, sister,” (for Mrs. +Philips first brought her the news). “Well, so much the better. Not that +I care about it, though. He is nothing to us, you know, and I am sure I +never want to see him again. But, however, he is very welcome to come to +Netherfield, if he likes it. And who knows what _may_ happen? But that +is nothing to us. You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to mention +a word about it. And so, it is quite certain he is coming?” + +“You may depend on it,” replied the other, “for Mrs. Nichols was in +Meryton last night: I saw her passing by, and went out myself on purpose +to know the truth of it; and she told me that it was certainly true. He +comes down on Thursday, at the latest, very likely on Wednesday. She was +going to the butcher’s, she told me, on purpose to order in some meat on +Wednesday, and she has got three couple of ducks just fit to be killed.” + +Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming without changing +colour. It was many months since she had mentioned his name to +Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone together, she said,-- + +“I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt told us of the present +report; and I know I appeared distressed; but don’t imagine it was from +any silly cause. I was only confused for the moment, because I felt that +I _should_ be looked at. I do assure you that the news does not affect +me either with pleasure or pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes +alone; because we shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of +_myself_, but I dread other people’s remarks.” + +Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she not seen him in +Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of coming there with no +other view than what was acknowledged; but she still thought him partial +to Jane, and she wavered as to the greater probability of his coming +there _with_ his friend’s permission, or being bold enough to come +without it. + +“Yet it is hard,” she sometimes thought, “that this poor man cannot come +to a house, which he has legally hired, without raising all this +speculation! I _will_ leave him to himself.” + +In spite of what her sister declared, and really believed to be her +feelings, in the expectation of his arrival, Elizabeth could easily +perceive that her spirits were affected by it. They were more disturbed, +more unequal, than she had often seen them. + +The subject which had been so warmly canvassed between their parents, +about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward again. + +“As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “you +will wait on him, of course.” + +“No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year, and promised, if I +went to see him, he should marry one of my daughters. But it ended in +nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool’s errand again.” + +His wife represented to him how absolutely necessary such an attention +would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen, on his returning to +Netherfield. + +“’Tis an _etiquette_ I despise,” said he. “If he wants our society, let +him seek it. He knows where we live. I will not spend _my_ hours in +running after my neighbours every time they go away and come back +again.” + +“Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably rude if you do not wait +on him. But, however, that shan’t prevent my asking him to dine here, I +am determined. We must have Mrs. Long and the Gouldings soon. That will +make thirteen with ourselves, so there will be just room at table for +him.” + +Consoled by this resolution, she was the better able to bear her +husband’s incivility; though it was very mortifying to know that her +neighbours might all see Mr. Bingley, in consequence of it, before +_they_ did. As the day of his arrival drew near,-- + +“I begin to be sorry that he comes at all,” said Jane to her sister. “It +would be nothing; I could see him with perfect indifference; but I can +hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually talked of. My mother means well; +but she does not know, no one can know, how much I suffer from what she +says. Happy shall I be when his stay at Netherfield is over!” + +“I wish I could say anything to comfort you,” replied Elizabeth; “but it +is wholly out of my power. You must feel it; and the usual satisfaction +of preaching patience to a sufferer is denied me, because you have +always so much.” + +Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the assistance of servants, +contrived to have the earliest tidings of it, that the period of anxiety +and fretfulness on her side be as long as it could. She counted the days +that must intervene before their invitation could be sent--hopeless of +seeing him before. But on the third morning after his arrival in +Hertfordshire, she saw him from her dressing-room window enter the +paddock, and ride towards the house. + +Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her joy. Jane resolutely +kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to satisfy her mother, went +to the window--she looked--she saw Mr. Darcy with him, and sat down +again by her sister. + +“There is a gentleman with him, mamma,” said Kitty; “who can it be?” + +“Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I am sure I do not +know.” + +“La!” replied Kitty, “it looks just like that man that used to be with +him before. Mr. what’s his name--that tall, proud man.” + +“Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!--and so it does, I vow. Well, any friend of +Mr. Bingley’s will always be welcome here, to be sure; but else I must +say that I hate the very sight of him.” + +Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She knew but little +of their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore felt for the awkwardness +which must attend her sister, in seeing him almost for the first time +after receiving his explanatory letter. Both sisters were uncomfortable +enough. Each felt for the other, and of course for themselves; and their +mother talked on of her dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be +civil to him only as Mr. Bingley’s friend, without being heard by either +of them. But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not yet be +suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to show Mrs. +Gardiner’s letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment towards +him. To Jane, he could be only a man whose proposals she had refused, +and whose merits she had undervalued; but to her own more extensive +information, he was the person to whom the whole family were indebted +for the first of benefits, and whom she regarded herself with an +interest, if not quite so tender, at least as reasonable and just, as +what Jane felt for Bingley. Her astonishment at his coming--at his +coming to Netherfield, to Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again, +was almost equal to what she had known on first witnessing his altered +behaviour in Derbyshire. + +The colour which had been driven from her face returned for half a +minute with an additional glow, and a smile of delight added lustre to +her eyes, as she thought for that space of time that his affection and +wishes must still be unshaken; but she would not be secure. + +“Let me first see how he behaves,” said she; “it will then be early +enough for expectation.” + +She sat intently at work, striving to be composed, and without daring to +lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them to the face of her +sister as the servant was approaching the door. Jane looked a little +paler than usual, but more sedate than Elizabeth had expected. On the +gentlemen’s appearing, her colour increased; yet she received them with +tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour equally free from any +symptom of resentment, or any unnecessary complaisance. + +Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and sat down +again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not often command. She +had ventured only one glance at Darcy. He looked serious as usual; and, +she thought, more as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire, than as +she had seen him at Pemberley. But, perhaps, he could not in her +mother’s presence be what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a +painful, but not an improbable, conjecture. + +Bingley she had likewise seen for an instant, and in that short period +saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed. He was received by Mrs. +Bennet with a degree of civility which made her two daughters ashamed, +especially when contrasted with the cold and ceremonious politeness of +her courtesy and address of his friend. + +Elizabeth particularly, who knew that her mother owed to the latter the +preservation of her favourite daughter from irremediable infamy, was +hurt and distressed to a most painful degree by a distinction so ill +applied. + +Darcy, after inquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner did--a question +which she could not answer without confusion--said scarcely anything. He +was not seated by her: perhaps that was the reason of his silence; but +it had not been so in Derbyshire. There he had talked to her friends +when he could not to herself. But now several minutes elapsed, without +bringing the sound of his voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist +the impulse of curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often +found him looking at Jane as at herself, and frequently on no object but +the ground. More thoughtfulness and less anxiety to please, than when +they last met, were plainly expressed. She was disappointed, and angry +with herself for being so. + +“Could I expect it to be otherwise?” said she. “Yet why did he come?” + +She was in no humour for conversation with anyone but himself; and to +him she had hardly courage to speak. + +She inquired after his sister, but could do no more. + +“It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went away,” said Mrs. Bennet. + +He readily agreed to it. + +“I began to be afraid you would never come back again. People _did_ say, +you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas; but, however, I hope +it is not true. A great many changes have happened in the neighbourhood +since you went away. Miss Lucas is married and settled: and one of my +own daughters. I suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must have +seen it in the papers. It was in the ‘Times’ and the ‘Courier,’ I know; +though it was not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, ‘Lately, +George Wickham, Esq., to Miss Lydia Bennet,’ without there being a +syllable said of her father, or the place where she lived, or anything. +It was my brother Gardiner’s drawing up, too, and I wonder how he came +to make such an awkward business of it. Did you see it?” + +Bingley replied that he did, and made his congratulations. Elizabeth +dared not lift up her eyes. How Mr. Darcy looked, therefore, she could +not tell. + +“It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a daughter well married,” +continued her mother; “but at the same time, Mr. Bingley, it is very +hard to have her taken away from me. They are gone down to Newcastle, a +place quite northward it seems, and there they are to stay, I do not +know how long. His regiment is there; for I suppose you have heard of +his leaving the ----shire, and of his being gone into the Regulars. +Thank heaven! he has _some_ friends, though, perhaps, not so many as he +deserves.” + +Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr. Darcy, was in such misery +of shame that she could hardly keep her seat. It drew from her, however, +the exertion of speaking, which nothing else had so effectually done +before; and she asked Bingley whether he meant to make any stay in the +country at present. A few weeks, he believed. + +“When you have killed all your own birds, Mr. Bingley,” said her mother, +“I beg you will come here and shoot as many as you please on Mr. +Bennet’s manor. I am sure he will be vastly happy to oblige you, and +will save all the best of the coveys for you.” + +Elizabeth’s misery increased at such unnecessary, such officious +attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present, as had +flattered them a year ago, everything, she was persuaded, would be +hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant she felt, +that years of happiness could not make Jane or herself amends for +moments of such painful confusion. + +“The first wish of my heart,” said she to herself, “is never more to be +in company with either of them. Their society can afford no pleasure +that will atone for such wretchedness as this! Let me never see either +one or the other again!” + +Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were to offer no +compensation, received soon afterwards material relief, from observing +how much the beauty of her sister rekindled the admiration of her former +lover. When first he came in, he had spoken to her but little, but every +five minutes seemed to be giving her more of his attention. He found her +as handsome as she had been last year; as good-natured, and as +unaffected, though not quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no +difference should be perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded +that she talked as much as ever; but her mind was so busily engaged, +that she did not always know when she was silent. + +When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was mindful of her +intended civility, and they were invited and engaged to dine at +Longbourn in a few days’ time. + +“You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley,” she added; “for when +you went to town last winter, you promised to take a family dinner with +us as soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you see; and I assure you +I was very much disappointed that you did not come back and keep your +engagement.” + +Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection, and said something of +his concern at having been prevented by business. They then went away. + +Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them to stay and dine +there that day; but, though she always kept a very good table, she did +not think anything less than two courses could be good enough for a man +on whom she had such anxious designs, or satisfy the appetite and pride +of one who had ten thousand a year. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Jane happened to look round” +] + + + + +CHAPTER LIV. + + +[Illustration] + +As soon as they were gone, Elizabeth walked out to recover her spirits; +or, in other words, to dwell without interruption on those subjects +which must deaden them more. Mr. Darcy’s behaviour astonished and vexed +her. + +“Why, if he came only to be silent, grave, and indifferent,” said she, +“did he come at all?” + +She could settle it in no way that gave her pleasure. + +“He could be still amiable, still pleasing to my uncle and aunt, when he +was in town; and why not to me? If he fears me, why come hither? If he +no longer cares for me, why silent? Teasing, teasing man! I will think +no more about him.” + +Her resolution was for a short time involuntarily kept by the approach +of her sister, who joined her with a cheerful look which showed her +better satisfied with their visitors than Elizabeth. + +“Now,” said she, “that this first meeting is over, I feel perfectly +easy. I know my own strength, and I shall never be embarrassed again by +his coming. I am glad he dines here on Tuesday. It will then be publicly +seen, that on both sides we meet only as common and indifferent +acquaintance.” + +“Yes, very indifferent, indeed,” said Elizabeth, laughingly. “Oh, Jane! +take care.” + +“My dear Lizzy, you cannot think me so weak as to be in danger now.” + +“I think you are in very great danger of making him as much in love with +you as ever.” + +They did not see the gentlemen again till Tuesday; and Mrs. Bennet, in +the meanwhile, was giving way to all the happy schemes which the +good-humour and common politeness of Bingley, in half an hour’s visit, +had revived. + +On Tuesday there was a large party assembled at Longbourn; and the two +who were most anxiously expected, to the credit of their punctuality as +sportsmen, were in very good time. When they repaired to the +dining-room, Elizabeth eagerly watched to see whether Bingley would take +the place which, in all their former parties, had belonged to him, by +her sister. Her prudent mother, occupied by the same ideas, forbore to +invite him to sit by herself. On entering the room, he seemed to +hesitate; but Jane happened to look round, and happened to smile: it was +decided. He placed himself by her. + +Elizabeth, with a triumphant sensation, looked towards his friend. He +bore it with noble indifference; and she would have imagined that +Bingley had received his sanction to be happy, had she not seen his eyes +likewise turned towards Mr. Darcy, with an expression of half-laughing +alarm. + +His behaviour to her sister was such during dinnertime as showed an +admiration of her, which, though more guarded than formerly, persuaded +Elizabeth, that, if left wholly to himself, Jane’s happiness, and his +own, would be speedily secured. Though she dared not depend upon the +consequence, she yet received pleasure from observing his behaviour. It +gave her all the animation that her spirits could boast; for she was in +no cheerful humour. Mr. Darcy was almost as far from her as the table +could divide them. He was on one side of her mother. She knew how little +such a situation would give pleasure to either, or make either appear to +advantage. She was not near enough to hear any of their discourse; but +she could see how seldom they spoke to each other, and how formal and +cold was their manner whenever they did. Her mother’s ungraciousness +made the sense of what they owed him more painful to Elizabeth’s mind; +and she would, at times, have given anything to be privileged to tell +him, that his kindness was neither unknown nor unfelt by the whole of +the family. + +She was in hopes that the evening would afford some opportunity of +bringing them together; that the whole of the visit would not pass away +without enabling them to enter into something more of conversation, +than the mere ceremonious salutation attending his entrance. Anxious and +uneasy, the period which passed in the drawing-room before the gentlemen +came, was wearisome and dull to a degree that almost made her uncivil. +She looked forward to their entrance as the point on which all her +chance of pleasure for the evening must depend. + +“If he does not come to me, _then_,” said she, “I shall give him up for +ever.” + +The gentlemen came; and she thought he looked as if he would have +answered her hopes; but, alas! the ladies had crowded round the table, +where Miss Bennet was making tea, and Elizabeth pouring out the coffee, +in so close a confederacy, that there was not a single vacancy near her +which would admit of a chair. And on the gentlemen’s approaching, one of +the girls moved closer to her than ever, and said, in a whisper,-- + +“The men shan’t come and part us, I am determined. We want none of them; +do we?” + +Darcy had walked away to another part of the room. She followed him with +her eyes, envied everyone to whom he spoke, had scarcely patience enough +to help anybody to coffee, and then was enraged against herself for +being so silly! + +“A man who has once been refused! How could I ever be foolish enough to +expect a renewal of his love? Is there one among the sex who would not +protest against such a weakness as a second proposal to the same woman? +There is no indignity so abhorrent to their feelings.” + +She was a little revived, however, by his bringing back his coffee-cup +himself; and she seized the opportunity of saying,-- + +“Is your sister at Pemberley still?” + +“Yes; she will remain there till Christmas.” + +“And quite alone? Have all her friends left her?” + +“Mrs. Annesley is with her. The others have been gone on to Scarborough +these three weeks.” + +She could think of nothing more to say; but if he wished to converse +with her, he might have better success. He stood by her, however, for +some minutes, in silence; and, at last, on the young lady’s whispering +to Elizabeth again, he walked away. + +When the tea things were removed, and the card tables placed, the ladies +all rose; and Elizabeth was then hoping to be soon joined by him, when +all her views were overthrown, by seeing him fall a victim to her +mother’s rapacity for whist players, and in a few moments after seated +with the rest of the party. She now lost every expectation of pleasure. +They were confined for the evening at different tables; and she had +nothing to hope, but that his eyes were so often turned towards her side +of the room, as to make him play as unsuccessfully as herself. + +Mrs. Bennet had designed to keep the two Netherfield gentlemen to +supper; but their carriage was, unluckily, ordered before any of the +others, and she had no opportunity of detaining them. + +“Well, girls,” said she, as soon as they were left to themselves, “what +say you to the day? I think everything has passed off uncommonly well, I +assure you. The dinner was as well dressed as any I ever saw. The +venison was roasted to a turn--and everybody said, they never saw so fat +a haunch. The soup was fifty times better than what we had at the +Lucases’ last week; and even Mr. Darcy acknowledged that the partridges +were remarkably well done; and I suppose he has two or three French +cooks at least. And, my dear Jane, I never saw you look in greater +beauty. Mrs. Long said so too, for I asked her whether you did not. And +what do you think she said besides? ‘Ah! Mrs. Bennet, we shall have her +at Netherfield at last!’ She did, indeed. I do think Mrs. Long is as +good a creature as ever lived--and her nieces are very pretty behaved +girls, and not at all handsome: I like them prodigiously.” + +[Illustration: + + “M^{rs}. Long and her nieces.” +] + +Mrs. Bennet, in short, was in very great spirits: she had seen enough of +Bingley’s behaviour to Jane to be convinced that she would get him at +last; and her expectations of advantage to her family, when in a happy +humour, were so far beyond reason, that she was quite disappointed at +not seeing him there again the next day, to make his proposals. + +“It has been a very agreeable day,” said Miss Bennet to Elizabeth. “The +party seemed so well selected, so suitable one with the other. I hope we +may often meet again.” + +Elizabeth smiled. + +“Lizzy, you must not do so. You must not suspect me. It mortifies me. I +assure you that I have now learnt to enjoy his conversation as an +agreeable and sensible young man without having a wish beyond it. I am +perfectly satisfied, from what his manners now are, that he never had +any design of engaging my affection. It is only that he is blessed with +greater sweetness of address, and a stronger desire of generally +pleasing, than any other man.” + +“You are very cruel,” said her sister, “you will not let me smile, and +are provoking me to it every moment.” + +“How hard it is in some cases to be believed! And how impossible in +others! But why should you wish to persuade me that I feel more than I +acknowledge?” + +“That is a question which I hardly know how to answer. We all love to +instruct, though we can teach only what is not worth knowing. Forgive +me; and if you persist in indifference, do not make _me_ your +confidante.” + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak to you.” +] + + + + +CHAPTER LV. + + +[Illustration] + +A few days after this visit, Mr. Bingley called again, and alone. His +friend had left him that morning for London, but was to return home in +ten days’ time. He sat with them above an hour, and was in remarkably +good spirits. Mrs. Bennet invited him to dine with them; but, with many +expressions of concern, he confessed himself engaged elsewhere. + +“Next time you call,” said she, “I hope we shall be more lucky.” + +He should be particularly happy at any time, etc., etc.; and if she +would give him leave, would take an early opportunity of waiting on +them. + +“Can you come to-morrow?” + +Yes, he had no engagement at all for to-morrow; and her invitation was +accepted with alacrity. + +He came, and in such very good time, that the ladies were none of them +dressed. In ran Mrs. Bennet to her daughters’ room, in her +dressing-gown, and with her hair half finished, crying out,-- + +“My dear Jane, make haste and hurry down. He is come--Mr. Bingley is +come. He is, indeed. Make haste, make haste. Here, Sarah, come to Miss +Bennet this moment, and help her on with her gown. Never mind Miss +Lizzy’s hair.” + +“We will be down as soon as we can,” said Jane; “but I dare say Kitty is +forwarder than either of us, for she went upstairs half an hour ago.” + +“Oh! hang Kitty! what has she to do with it? Come, be quick, be quick! +where is your sash, my dear?” + +But when her mother was gone, Jane would not be prevailed on to go down +without one of her sisters. + +The same anxiety to get them by themselves was visible again in the +evening. After tea, Mr. Bennet retired to the library, as was his +custom, and Mary went upstairs to her instrument. Two obstacles of the +five being thus removed, Mrs. Bennet sat looking and winking at +Elizabeth and Catherine for a considerable time, without making any +impression on them. Elizabeth would not observe her; and when at last +Kitty did, she very innocently said, “What is the matter, mamma? What do +you keep winking at me for? What am I to do?” + +“Nothing, child, nothing. I did not wink at you.” She then sat still +five minutes longer; but unable to waste such a precious occasion, she +suddenly got up, and saying to Kitty,-- + +“Come here, my love, I want to speak to you,” took her out of the room. +Jane instantly gave a look at Elizabeth which spoke her distress at such +premeditation, and her entreaty that _she_ would not give in to it. In a +few minutes, Mrs. Bennet half opened the door and called out,-- + +“Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak with you.” + +Elizabeth was forced to go. + +“We may as well leave them by themselves, you know,” said her mother as +soon as she was in the hall. “Kitty and I are going upstairs to sit in +my dressing-room.” + +Elizabeth made no attempt to reason with her mother, but remained +quietly in the hall till she and Kitty were out of sight, then returned +into the drawing-room. + +Mrs. Bennet’s schemes for this day were ineffectual. Bingley was +everything that was charming, except the professed lover of her +daughter. His ease and cheerfulness rendered him a most agreeable +addition to their evening party; and he bore with the ill-judged +officiousness of the mother, and heard all her silly remarks with a +forbearance and command of countenance particularly grateful to the +daughter. + +He scarcely needed an invitation to stay supper; and before he went away +an engagement was formed, chiefly through his own and Mrs. Bennet’s +means, for his coming next morning to shoot with her husband. + +After this day, Jane said no more of her indifference. Not a word passed +between the sisters concerning Bingley; but Elizabeth went to bed in the +happy belief that all must speedily be concluded, unless Mr. Darcy +returned within the stated time. Seriously, however, she felt tolerably +persuaded that all this must have taken place with that gentleman’s +concurrence. + +Bingley was punctual to his appointment; and he and Mr. Bennet spent the +morning together, as had been agreed on. The latter was much more +agreeable than his companion expected. There was nothing of presumption +or folly in Bingley that could provoke his ridicule, or disgust him into +silence; and he was more communicative, and less eccentric, than the +other had ever seen him. Bingley of course returned with him to dinner; +and in the evening Mrs. Bennet’s invention was again at work to get +everybody away from him and her daughter. Elizabeth, who had a letter to +write, went into the breakfast-room for that purpose soon after tea; for +as the others were all going to sit down to cards, she could not be +wanted to counteract her mother’s schemes. + +But on her returning to the drawing-room, when her letter was finished, +she saw, to her infinite surprise, there was reason to fear that her +mother had been too ingenious for her. On opening the door, she +perceived her sister and Bingley standing together over the hearth, as +if engaged in earnest conversation; and had this led to no suspicion, +the faces of both, as they hastily turned round and moved away from each +other, would have told it all. _Their_ situation was awkward enough; but +_hers_ she thought was still worse. Not a syllable was uttered by +either; and Elizabeth was on the point of going away again, when +Bingley, who as well as the other had sat down, suddenly rose, and, +whispering a few words to her sister, ran out of the room. + +Jane could have no reserves from Elizabeth, where confidence would give +pleasure; and, instantly embracing her, acknowledged, with the liveliest +emotion, that she was the happiest creature in the world. + +“’Tis too much!” she added, “by far too much. I do not deserve it. Oh, +why is not everybody as happy?” + +Elizabeth’s congratulations were given with a sincerity, a warmth, a +delight, which words could but poorly express. Every sentence of +kindness was a fresh source of happiness to Jane. But she would not +allow herself to stay with her sister, or say half that remained to be +said, for the present. + +“I must go instantly to my mother,” she cried. “I would not on any +account trifle with her affectionate solicitude, or allow her to hear it +from anyone but myself. He is gone to my father already. Oh, Lizzy, to +know that what I have to relate will give such pleasure to all my dear +family! how shall I bear so much happiness?” + +She then hastened away to her mother, who had purposely broken up the +card-party, and was sitting upstairs with Kitty. + +Elizabeth, who was left by herself, now smiled at the rapidity and ease +with which an affair was finally settled, that had given them so many +previous months of suspense and vexation. + +“And this,” said she, “is the end of all his friend’s anxious +circumspection! of all his sister’s falsehood and contrivance! the +happiest, wisest, and most reasonable end!” + +In a few minutes she was joined by Bingley, whose conference with her +father had been short and to the purpose. + +“Where is your sister?” said he hastily, as he opened the door. + +“With my mother upstairs. She will be down in a moment, I dare say.” + +He then shut the door, and, coming up to her, claimed the good wishes +and affection of a sister. Elizabeth honestly and heartily expressed her +delight in the prospect of their relationship. They shook hands with +great cordiality; and then, till her sister came down, she had to listen +to all he had to say of his own happiness, and of Jane’s perfections; +and in spite of his being a lover, Elizabeth really believed all his +expectations of felicity to be rationally founded, because they had for +basis the excellent understanding and super-excellent disposition of +Jane, and a general similarity of feeling and taste between her and +himself. + +It was an evening of no common delight to them all; the satisfaction of +Miss Bennet’s mind gave such a glow of sweet animation to her face, as +made her look handsomer than ever. Kitty simpered and smiled, and hoped +her turn was coming soon. Mrs. Bennet could not give her consent, or +speak her approbation in terms warm enough to satisfy her feelings, +though she talked to Bingley of nothing else, for half an hour; and when +Mr. Bennet joined them at supper, his voice and manner plainly showed +how really happy he was. + +Not a word, however, passed his lips in allusion to it, till their +visitor took his leave for the night; but as soon as he was gone, he +turned to his daughter and said,-- + +“Jane, I congratulate you. You will be a very happy woman.” + +Jane went to him instantly, kissed him, and thanked him for his +goodness. + +“You are a good girl,” he replied, “and I have great pleasure in +thinking you will be so happily settled. I have not a doubt of your +doing very well together. Your tempers are by no means unlike. You are +each of you so complying, that nothing will ever be resolved on; so +easy, that every servant will cheat you; and so generous, that you will +always exceed your income.” + +“I hope not so. Imprudence or thoughtlessness in money matters would be +unpardonable in _me_.” + +“Exceed their income! My dear Mr. Bennet,” cried his wife, “what are you +talking of? Why, he has four or five thousand a year, and very likely +more.” Then addressing her daughter, “Oh, my dear, dear Jane, I am so +happy! I am sure I shan’t get a wink of sleep all night. I knew how it +would be. I always said it must be so, at last. I was sure you could not +be so beautiful for nothing! I remember, as soon as ever I saw him, when +he first came into Hertfordshire last year, I thought how likely it was +that you should come together. Oh, he is the handsomest young man that +ever was seen!” + +Wickham, Lydia, were all forgotten. Jane was beyond competition her +favourite child. At that moment she cared for no other. Her younger +sisters soon began to make interest with her for objects of happiness +which she might in future be able to dispense. + +Mary petitioned for the use of the library at Netherfield; and Kitty +begged very hard for a few balls there every winter. + +Bingley, from this time, was of course a daily visitor at Longbourn; +coming frequently before breakfast, and always remaining till after +supper; unless when some barbarous neighbour, who could not be enough +detested, had given him an invitation to dinner, which he thought +himself obliged to accept. + +Elizabeth had now but little time for conversation with her sister; for +while he was present Jane had no attention to bestow on anyone else: but +she found herself considerably useful to both of them, in those hours of +separation that must sometimes occur. In the absence of Jane, he always +attached himself to Elizabeth for the pleasure of talking of her; and +when Bingley was gone, Jane constantly sought the same means of relief. + +“He has made me so happy,” said she, one evening, “by telling me that he +was totally ignorant of my being in town last spring! I had not believed +it possible.” + +“I suspected as much,” replied Elizabeth. “But how did he account for +it?” + +“It must have been his sisters’ doing. They were certainly no friends to +his acquaintance with me, which I cannot wonder at, since he might have +chosen so much more advantageously in many respects. But when they see, +as I trust they will, that their brother is happy with me, they will +learn to be contented, and we shall be on good terms again: though we +can never be what we once were to each other.” + +“That is the most unforgiving speech,” said Elizabeth, “that I ever +heard you utter. Good girl! It would vex me, indeed, to see you again +the dupe of Miss Bingley’s pretended regard.” + +“Would you believe it, Lizzy, that when he went to town last November he +really loved me, and nothing but a persuasion of _my_ being indifferent +would have prevented his coming down again?” + +“He made a little mistake, to be sure; but it is to the credit of his +modesty.” + +This naturally introduced a panegyric from Jane on his diffidence, and +the little value he put on his own good qualities. + +Elizabeth was pleased to find that he had not betrayed the interference +of his friend; for, though Jane had the most generous and forgiving +heart in the world, she knew it was a circumstance which must prejudice +her against him. + +“I am certainly the most fortunate creature that ever existed!” cried +Jane. “Oh, Lizzy, why am I thus singled from my family, and blessed +above them all? If I could but see you as happy! If there were but such +another man for you!” + +“If you were to give me forty such men I never could be so happy as you. +Till I have your disposition, your goodness, I never can have your +happiness. No, no, let me shift for myself; and, perhaps, if I have very +good luck, I may meet with another Mr. Collins in time.” + +The situation of affairs in the Longbourn family could not be long a +secret. Mrs. Bennet was privileged to whisper it to Mrs. Philips, and +she ventured, without any permission, to do the same by all her +neighbours in Meryton. + +The Bennets were speedily pronounced to be the luckiest family in the +world; though only a few weeks before, when Lydia had first run away, +they had been generally proved to be marked out for misfortune. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER LVI. + + +[Illustration] + +One morning, about a week after Bingley’s engagement with Jane had been +formed, as he and the females of the family were sitting together in the +dining-room, their attention was suddenly drawn to the window by the +sound of a carriage; and they perceived a chaise and four driving up the +lawn. It was too early in the morning for visitors; and besides, the +equipage did not answer to that of any of their neighbours. The horses +were post; and neither the carriage, nor the livery of the servant who +preceded it, were familiar to them. As it was certain, however, that +somebody was coming, Bingley instantly prevailed on Miss Bennet to avoid +the confinement of such an intrusion, and walk away with him into the +shrubbery. They both set off; and the conjectures of the remaining three +continued, though with little satisfaction, till the door was thrown +open, and their visitor entered. It was Lady Catherine de Bourgh. + +They were of course all intending to be surprised: but their +astonishment was beyond their expectation; and on the part of Mrs. +Bennet and Kitty, though she was perfectly unknown to them, even +inferior to what Elizabeth felt. + +She entered the room with an air more than usually ungracious, made no +other reply to Elizabeth’s salutation than a slight inclination of the +head, and sat down without saying a word. Elizabeth had mentioned her +name to her mother on her Ladyship’s entrance, though no request of +introduction had been made. + +Mrs. Bennet, all amazement, though flattered by having a guest of such +high importance, received her with the utmost politeness. After sitting +for a moment in silence, she said, very stiffly, to Elizabeth,-- + +“I hope you are well, Miss Bennet. That lady, I suppose, is your +mother?” + +Elizabeth replied very concisely that she was. + +“And _that_, I suppose, is one of your sisters?” + +“Yes, madam,” said Mrs. Bennet, delighted to speak to a Lady Catherine. +“She is my youngest girl but one. My youngest of all is lately married, +and my eldest is somewhere about the ground, walking with a young man, +who, I believe, will soon become a part of the family.” + +“You have a very small park here,” returned Lady Catherine, after a +short silence. + +“It is nothing in comparison of Rosings, my Lady, I dare say; but, I +assure you, it is much larger than Sir William Lucas’s.” + +“This must be a most inconvenient sitting-room for the evening in +summer: the windows are full west.” + +Mrs. Bennet assured her that they never sat there after dinner; and then +added,-- + +“May I take the liberty of asking your Ladyship whether you left Mr. and +Mrs. Collins well?” + +“Yes, very well. I saw them the night before last.” + +Elizabeth now expected that she would produce a letter for her from +Charlotte, as it seemed the only probable motive for her calling. But no +letter appeared, and she was completely puzzled. + +Mrs. Bennet, with great civility, begged her Ladyship to take some +refreshment: but Lady Catherine very resolutely, and not very politely, +declined eating anything; and then, rising up, said to Elizabeth,-- + +“Miss Bennet, there seemed to be a prettyish kind of a little wilderness +on one side of your lawn. I should be glad to take a turn in it, if you +will favour me with your company.” + +“Go, my dear,” cried her mother, “and show her Ladyship about the +different walks. I think she will be pleased with the hermitage.” + +Elizabeth obeyed; and, running into her own room for her parasol, +attended her noble guest downstairs. As they passed through the hall, +Lady Catherine opened the doors into the dining-parlour and +drawing-room, and pronouncing them, after a short survey, to be +decent-looking rooms, walked on. + +Her carriage remained at the door, and Elizabeth saw that her +waiting-woman was in it. They proceeded in silence along the gravel walk +that led to the copse; Elizabeth was determined to make no effort for +conversation with a woman who was now more than usually insolent and +disagreeable. + +[Illustration: + +“After a short survey” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + +“How could I ever think her like her nephew?” said she, as she looked in +her face. + +As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the following +manner:-- + +“You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of my +journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell you why I +come.” + +Elizabeth looked with unaffected astonishment. + +“Indeed, you are mistaken, madam; I have not been at all able to account +for the honour of seeing you here.” + +“Miss Bennet,” replied her Ladyship, in an angry tone, “you ought to +know that I am not to be trifled with. But however insincere _you_ may +choose to be, you shall not find _me_ so. My character has ever been +celebrated for its sincerity and frankness; and in a cause of such +moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from it. A report of a most +alarming nature reached me two days ago. I was told, that not only your +sister was on the point of being most advantageously married, but that +_you_--that Miss Elizabeth Bennet would, in all likelihood, be soon +afterwards united to my nephew--my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I +_know_ it must be a scandalous falsehood, though I would not injure him +so much as to suppose the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved on +setting off for this place, that I might make my sentiments known to +you.” + +“If you believed it impossible to be true,” said Elizabeth, colouring +with astonishment and disdain, “I wonder you took the trouble of coming +so far. What could your Ladyship propose by it?” + +“At once to insist upon having such a report universally contradicted.” + +“Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family,” said Elizabeth +coolly, “will be rather a confirmation of it--if, indeed, such a report +is in existence.” + +“If! do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been +industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such a +report is spread abroad?” + +“I never heard that it was.” + +“And can you likewise declare, that there is no _foundation_ for it?” + +“I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your Ladyship. _You_ +may ask questions which _I_ shall not choose to answer.” + +“This is not to be borne. Miss Bennet, I insist on being satisfied. Has +he, has my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?” + +“Your Ladyship has declared it to be impossible.” + +“It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of his +reason. But _your_ arts and allurements may, in a moment of infatuation, +have made him forget what he owes to himself and to all his family. You +may have drawn him in.” + +“If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it.” + +“Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to such +language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in the world, +and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns.” + +“But you are not entitled to know _mine_; nor will such behaviour as +this ever induce me to be explicit.” + +“Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the +presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never. Mr. Darcy is +engaged to _my daughter_. Now, what have you to say?” + +“Only this,--that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose he will +make an offer to me.” + +Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied,-- + +“The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their infancy, +they have been intended for each other. It was the favourite wish of +_his_ mother, as well as of hers. While in their cradles we planned the +union; and now, at the moment when the wishes of both sisters would be +accomplished, is their marriage to be prevented by a young woman of +inferior birth, of no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to +the family? Do you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends--to his +tacit engagement with Miss de Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of +propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say, that from his +earliest hours he was destined for his cousin?” + +“Yes; and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there is no +other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall certainly not be +kept from it by knowing that his mother and aunt wished him to marry +Miss de Bourgh. You both did as much as you could in planning the +marriage. Its completion depended on others. If Mr. Darcy is neither by +honour nor inclination confined to his cousin, why is not he to make +another choice? And if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?” + +“Because honour, decorum, prudence--nay, interest--forbid it. Yes, Miss +Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by his family or +friends, if you wilfully act against the inclinations of all. You will +be censured, slighted, and despised, by everyone connected with him. +Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned +by any of us.” + +“These are heavy misfortunes,” replied Elizabeth. “But the wife of Mr. +Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness necessarily +attached to her situation, that she could, upon the whole, have no cause +to repine.” + +“Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your gratitude +for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to me on that +score? Let us sit down. You are to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came +here with the determined resolution of carrying my purpose; nor will I +be dissuaded from it. I have not been used to submit to any person’s +whims. I have not been in the habit of brooking disappointment.” + +“_That_ will make your Ladyship’s situation at present more pitiable; +but it will have no effect on _me_.” + +“I will not be interrupted! Hear me in silence. My daughter and my +nephew are formed for each other. They are descended, on the maternal +side, from the same noble line; and, on the father’s, from respectable, +honourable, and ancient, though untitled, families. Their fortune on +both sides is splendid. They are destined for each other by the voice of +every member of their respective houses; and what is to divide +them?--the upstart pretensions of a young woman without family, +connections, or fortune! Is this to be endured? But it must not, shall +not be! If you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to +quit the sphere in which you have been brought up.” + +“In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as quitting that +sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman’s daughter; so far we are +equal.” + +“True. You _are_ a gentleman’s daughter. But what was your mother? Who +are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of their +condition.” + +“Whatever my connections may be,” said Elizabeth, “if your nephew does +not object to them, they can be nothing to _you_.” + +“Tell me, once for all, are you engaged to him?” + +Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady +Catherine, have answered this question, she could not but say, after a +moment’s deliberation,-- + +“I am not.” + +Lady Catherine seemed pleased. + +“And will you promise me never to enter into such an engagement?” + +“I will make no promise of the kind.” + +“Miss Bennet, I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a more +reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a belief that I +will ever recede. I shall not go away till you have given me the +assurance I require.” + +“And I certainly _never_ shall give it. I am not to be intimidated into +anything so wholly unreasonable. Your Ladyship wants Mr. Darcy to marry +your daughter; but would my giving you the wished-for promise make +_their_ marriage at all more probable? Supposing him to be attached to +me, would _my_ refusing to accept his hand make him wish to bestow it on +his cousin? Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with +which you have supported this extraordinary application have been as +frivolous as the application was ill-judged. You have widely mistaken my +character, if you think I can be worked on by such persuasions as these. +How far your nephew might approve of your interference in _his_ affairs, +I cannot tell; but you have certainly no right to concern yourself in +mine. I must beg, therefore, to be importuned no further on the +subject.” + +“Not so hasty, if you please. I have by no means done. To all the +objections I have already urged I have still another to add. I am no +stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister’s infamous +elopement. I know it all; that the young man’s marrying her was a +patched-up business, at the expense of your father and uncle. And is +_such_ a girl to be my nephew’s sister? Is _her_ husband, who is the son +of his late father’s steward, to be his brother? Heaven and earth!--of +what are you thinking? Are the shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?” + +“You can _now_ have nothing further to say,” she resentfully answered. +“You have insulted me, in every possible method. I must beg to return to +the house.” + +And she rose as she spoke. Lady Catherine rose also, and they turned +back. Her Ladyship was highly incensed. + +“You have no regard, then, for the honour and credit of my nephew! +Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a connection with you +must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?” + +“Lady Catherine, I have nothing further to say. You know my sentiments.” + +“You are then resolved to have him?” + +“I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that manner, +which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without +reference to _you_, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me.” + +“It is well. You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey the +claims of duty, honour, and gratitude. You are determined to ruin him in +the opinion of all his friends, and make him the contempt of the world.” + +“Neither duty, nor honour, nor gratitude,” replied Elizabeth, “has any +possible claim on me, in the present instance. No principle of either +would be violated by my marriage with Mr. Darcy. And with regard to the +resentment of his family, or the indignation of the world, if the former +_were_ excited by his marrying me, it would not give me one moment’s +concern--and the world in general would have too much sense to join in +the scorn.” + +“And this is your real opinion! This is your final resolve! Very well. I +shall now know how to act. Do not imagine, Miss Bennet, that your +ambition will ever be gratified. I came to try you. I hoped to find you +reasonable; but depend upon it I will carry my point.” + +In this manner Lady Catherine talked on till they were at the door of +the carriage, when, turning hastily round, she added,-- + +“I take no leave of you, Miss Bennet. I send no compliments to your +mother. You deserve no such attention. I am most seriously displeased.” + +Elizabeth made no answer; and without attempting to persuade her +Ladyship to return into the house, walked quietly into it herself. She +heard the carriage drive away as she proceeded upstairs. Her mother +impatiently met her at the door of her dressing-room, to ask why Lady +Catherine would not come in again and rest herself. + +“She did not choose it,” said her daughter; “she would go.” + +“She is a very fine-looking woman! and her calling here was prodigiously +civil! for she only came, I suppose, to tell us the Collinses were well. +She is on her road somewhere, I dare say; and so, passing through +Meryton, thought she might as well call on you. I suppose she had +nothing particular to say to you, Lizzy?” + +Elizabeth was forced to give in to a little falsehood here; for to +acknowledge the substance of their conversation was impossible. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “But now it comes out” +] + + + + +CHAPTER LVII. + + +[Illustration] + +The discomposure of spirits which this extraordinary visit threw +Elizabeth into could not be easily overcome; nor could she for many +hours learn to think of it less than incessantly. Lady Catherine, it +appeared, had actually taken the trouble of this journey from Rosings +for the sole purpose of breaking off her supposed engagement with Mr. +Darcy. It was a rational scheme, to be sure! but from what the report of +their engagement could originate, Elizabeth was at a loss to imagine; +till she recollected that _his_ being the intimate friend of Bingley, +and _her_ being the sister of Jane, was enough, at a time when the +expectation of one wedding made everybody eager for another, to supply +the idea. She had not herself forgotten to feel that the marriage of her +sister must bring them more frequently together. And her neighbours at +Lucas Lodge, therefore, (for through their communication with the +Collinses, the report, she concluded, had reached Lady Catherine,) had +only set _that_ down as almost certain and immediate which _she_ had +looked forward to as possible at some future time. + +In revolving Lady Catherine’s expressions, however, she could not help +feeling some uneasiness as to the possible consequence of her persisting +in this interference. From what she had said of her resolution to +prevent the marriage, it occurred to Elizabeth that she must meditate an +application to her nephew; and how he might take a similar +representation of the evils attached to a connection with her she dared +not pronounce. She knew not the exact degree of his affection for his +aunt, or his dependence on her judgment, but it was natural to suppose +that he thought much higher of her Ladyship than _she_ could do; and it +was certain, that in enumerating the miseries of a marriage with _one_ +whose immediate connections were so unequal to his own, his aunt would +address him on his weakest side. With his notions of dignity, he would +probably feel that the arguments, which to Elizabeth had appeared weak +and ridiculous, contained much good sense and solid reasoning. + +If he had been wavering before, as to what he should do, which had often +seemed likely, the advice and entreaty of so near a relation might +settle every doubt, and determine him at once to be as happy as dignity +unblemished could make him. In that case he would return no more. Lady +Catherine might see him in her way through town; and his engagement to +Bingley of coming again to Netherfield must give way. + +“If, therefore, an excuse for not keeping his promise should come to his +friend within a few days,” she added, “I shall know how to understand +it. I shall then give over every expectation, every wish of his +constancy. If he is satisfied with only regretting me, when he might +have obtained my affections and hand, I shall soon cease to regret him +at all.” + +The surprise of the rest of the family, on hearing who their visitor had +been, was very great: but they obligingly satisfied it with the same +kind of supposition which had appeased Mrs. Bennet’s curiosity; and +Elizabeth was spared from much teasing on the subject. + +The next morning, as she was going down stairs, she was met by her +father, who came out of his library with a letter in his hand. + +“Lizzy,” said he, “I was going to look for you: come into my room.” + +She followed him thither; and her curiosity to know what he had to tell +her was heightened by the supposition of its being in some manner +connected with the letter he held. It suddenly struck her that it might +be from Lady Catherine, and she anticipated with dismay all the +consequent explanations. + +She followed her father to the fireplace, and they both sat down. He +then said,-- + +“I have received a letter this morning that has astonished me +exceedingly. As it principally concerns yourself, you ought to know its +contents. I did not know before that I had _two_ daughters on the brink +of matrimony. Let me congratulate you on a very important conquest.” + +The colour now rushed into Elizabeth’s cheeks in the instantaneous +conviction of its being a letter from the nephew, instead of the aunt; +and she was undetermined whether most to be pleased that he explained +himself at all, or offended that his letter was not rather addressed to +herself, when her father continued,-- + +“You look conscious. Young ladies have great penetration in such matters +as these; but I think I may defy even _your_ sagacity to discover the +name of your admirer. This letter is from Mr. Collins.” + +“From Mr. Collins! and what can _he_ have to say?” + +“Something very much to the purpose, of course. He begins with +congratulations on the approaching nuptials of my eldest daughter, of +which, it seems, he has been told by some of the good-natured, gossiping +Lucases. I shall not sport with your impatience by reading what he says +on that point. What relates to yourself is as follows:--‘Having thus +offered you the sincere congratulations of Mrs. Collins and myself on +this happy event, let me now add a short hint on the subject of another, +of which we have been advertised by the same authority. Your daughter +Elizabeth, it is presumed, will not long bear the name of Bennet, after +her eldest sister has resigned it; and the chosen partner of her fate +may be reasonably looked up to as one of the most illustrious personages +in this land.’ Can you possibly guess, Lizzy, who is meant by this? +‘This young gentleman is blessed, in a peculiar way, with everything the +heart of mortal can most desire,--splendid property, noble kindred, and +extensive patronage. Yet, in spite of all these temptations, let me warn +my cousin Elizabeth, and yourself, of what evils you may incur by a +precipitate closure with this gentleman’s proposals, which, of course, +you will be inclined to take immediate advantage of.’ Have you any idea, +Lizzy, who this gentleman is? But now it comes out. ‘My motive for +cautioning you is as follows:--We have reason to imagine that his aunt, +Lady Catherine de Bourgh, does not look on the match with a friendly +eye.’ _Mr. Darcy_, you see, is the man! Now, Lizzy, I think I _have_ +surprised you. Could he, or the Lucases, have pitched on any man, within +the circle of our acquaintance, whose name would have given the lie more +effectually to what they related? Mr. Darcy, who never looks at any +woman but to see a blemish, and who probably never looked at _you_ in +his life! It is admirable!” + +Elizabeth tried to join in her father’s pleasantry, but could only force +one most reluctant smile. Never had his wit been directed in a manner so +little agreeable to her. + +“Are you not diverted?” + +“Oh, yes. Pray read on.” + +“‘After mentioning the likelihood of this marriage to her Ladyship last +night, she immediately, with her usual condescension, expressed what she +felt on the occasion; when it became apparent, that, on the score of +some family objections on the part of my cousin, she would never give +her consent to what she termed so disgraceful a match. I thought it my +duty to give the speediest intelligence of this to my cousin, that she +and her noble admirer may be aware of what they are about, and not run +hastily into a marriage which has not been properly sanctioned.’ Mr. +Collins, moreover, adds, ‘I am truly rejoiced that my cousin Lydia’s sad +business has been so well hushed up, and am only concerned that their +living together before the marriage took place should be so generally +known. I must not, however, neglect the duties of my station, or refrain +from declaring my amazement, at hearing that you received the young +couple into your house as soon as they were married. It was an +encouragement of vice; and had I been the rector of Longbourn, I should +very strenuously have opposed it. You ought certainly to forgive them as +a Christian, but never to admit them in your sight, or allow their +names to be mentioned in your hearing.’ _That_ is his notion of +Christian forgiveness! The rest of his letter is only about his dear +Charlotte’s situation, and his expectation of a young olive-branch. But, +Lizzy, you look as if you did not enjoy it. You are not going to be +_missish_, I hope, and pretend to be affronted at an idle report. For +what do we live, but to make sport for our neighbours, and laugh at them +in our turn?” + +“Oh,” cried Elizabeth, “I am exceedingly diverted. But it is so +strange!” + +“Yes, _that_ is what makes it amusing. Had they fixed on any other man +it would have been nothing; but _his_ perfect indifference and _your_ +pointed dislike make it so delightfully absurd! Much as I abominate +writing, I would not give up Mr. Collins’s correspondence for any +consideration. Nay, when I read a letter of his, I cannot help giving +him the preference even over Wickham, much as I value the impudence and +hypocrisy of my son-in-law. And pray, Lizzy, what said Lady Catherine +about this report? Did she call to refuse her consent?” + +To this question his daughter replied only with a laugh; and as it had +been asked without the least suspicion, she was not distressed by his +repeating it. Elizabeth had never been more at a loss to make her +feelings appear what they were not. It was necessary to laugh when she +would rather have cried. Her father had most cruelly mortified her by +what he said of Mr. Darcy’s indifference; and she could do nothing but +wonder at such a want of penetration, or fear that, perhaps, instead of +his seeing too _little_, she might have fancied too _much_. + + + + +[Illustration: + +“The efforts of his aunt” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII. + + +[Illustration] + +Instead of receiving any such letter of excuse from his friend, as +Elizabeth half expected Mr. Bingley to do, he was able to bring Darcy +with him to Longbourn before many days had passed after Lady Catherine’s +visit. The gentlemen arrived early; and, before Mrs. Bennet had time to +tell him of their having seen his aunt, of which her daughter sat in +momentary dread, Bingley, who wanted to be alone with Jane, proposed +their all walking out. It was agreed to. Mrs. Bennet was not in the +habit of walking, Mary could never spare time, but the remaining five +set off together. Bingley and Jane, however, soon allowed the others to +outstrip them. They lagged behind, while Elizabeth, Kitty, and Darcy +were to entertain each other. Very little was said by either; Kitty was +too much afraid of him to talk; Elizabeth was secretly forming a +desperate resolution; and, perhaps, he might be doing the same. + +They walked towards the Lucases’, because Kitty wished to call upon +Maria; and as Elizabeth saw no occasion for making it a general concern, +when Kitty left them she went boldly on with him alone. Now was the +moment for her resolution to be executed; and while her courage was +high, she immediately said,-- + +“Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish creature, and for the sake of giving +relief to my own feelings care not how much I may be wounding yours. I +can no longer help thanking you for your unexampled kindness to my poor +sister. Ever since I have known it I have been most anxious to +acknowledge to you how gratefully I feel it. Were it known to the rest +of my family I should not have merely my own gratitude to express.” + +“I am sorry, exceedingly sorry,” replied Darcy, in a tone of surprise +and emotion, “that you have ever been informed of what may, in a +mistaken light, have given you uneasiness. I did not think Mrs. Gardiner +was so little to be trusted.” + +“You must not blame my aunt. Lydia’s thoughtlessness first betrayed to +me that you had been concerned in the matter; and, of course, I could +not rest till I knew the particulars. Let me thank you again and again, +in the name of all my family, for that generous compassion which induced +you to take so much trouble, and bear so many mortifications, for the +sake of discovering them.” + +“If you _will_ thank me,” he replied, “let it be for yourself alone. +That the wish of giving happiness to you might add force to the other +inducements which led me on, I shall not attempt to deny. But your +_family_ owe me nothing. Much as I respect them, I believe I thought +only of _you_.” + +Elizabeth was too much embarrassed to say a word. After a short pause, +her companion added, “You are too generous to trifle with me. If your +feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. _My_ +affections and wishes are unchanged; but one word from you will silence +me on this subject for ever.” + +Elizabeth, feeling all the more than common awkwardness and anxiety of +his situation, now forced herself to speak; and immediately, though not +very fluently, gave him to understand that her sentiments had undergone +so material a change since the period to which he alluded, as to make +her receive with gratitude and pleasure his present assurances. The +happiness which this reply produced was such as he had probably never +felt before; and he expressed himself on the occasion as sensibly and as +warmly as a man violently in love can be supposed to do. Had Elizabeth +been able to encounter his eyes, she might have seen how well the +expression of heartfelt delight diffused over his face became him: but +though she could not look she could listen; and he told her of feelings +which, in proving of what importance she was to him, made his affection +every moment more valuable. + +They walked on without knowing in what direction. There was too much to +be thought, and felt, and said, for attention to any other objects. She +soon learnt that they were indebted for their present good understanding +to the efforts of his aunt, who _did_ call on him in her return through +London, and there relate her journey to Longbourn, its motive, and the +substance of her conversation with Elizabeth; dwelling emphatically on +every expression of the latter, which, in her Ladyship’s apprehension, +peculiarly denoted her perverseness and assurance, in the belief that +such a relation must assist her endeavours to obtain that promise from +her nephew which _she_ had refused to give. But, unluckily for her +Ladyship, its effect had been exactly contrariwise. + +“It taught me to hope,” said he, “as I had scarcely ever allowed myself +to hope before. I knew enough of your disposition to be certain, that +had you been absolutely, irrevocably decided against me, you would have +acknowledged it to Lady Catherine frankly and openly.” + +Elizabeth coloured and laughed as she replied, “Yes, you know enough of +my _frankness_ to believe me capable of _that_. After abusing you so +abominably to your face, I could have no scruple in abusing you to all +your relations.” + +“What did you say of me that I did not deserve? For though your +accusations were ill-founded, formed on mistaken premises, my behaviour +to you at the time had merited the severest reproof. It was +unpardonable. I cannot think of it without abhorrence.” + +“We will not quarrel for the greater share of blame annexed to that +evening,” said Elizabeth. “The conduct of neither, if strictly +examined, will be irreproachable; but since then we have both, I hope, +improved in civility.” + +“I cannot be so easily reconciled to myself. The recollection of what I +then said, of my conduct, my manners, my expressions during the whole of +it, is now, and has been many months, inexpressibly painful to me. Your +reproof, so well applied, I shall never forget: ‘Had you behaved in a +more gentlemanlike manner.’ Those were your words. You know not, you can +scarcely conceive, how they have tortured me; though it was some time, I +confess, before I was reasonable enough to allow their justice.” + +“I was certainly very far from expecting them to make so strong an +impression. I had not the smallest idea of their being ever felt in such +a way.” + +“I can easily believe it. You thought me then devoid of every proper +feeling, I am sure you did. The turn of your countenance I shall never +forget, as you said that I could not have addressed you in any possible +way that would induce you to accept me.” + +“Oh, do not repeat what I then said. These recollections will not do at +all. I assure you that I have long been most heartily ashamed of it.” + +Darcy mentioned his letter. “Did it,” said he,--“did it _soon_ make you +think better of me? Did you, on reading it, give any credit to its +contents?” + +She explained what its effects on her had been, and how gradually all +her former prejudices had been removed. + +“I knew,” said he, “that what I wrote must give you pain, but it was +necessary. I hope you have destroyed the letter. There was one part, +especially the opening of it, which I should dread your having the power +of reading again. I can remember some expressions which might justly +make you hate me.” + +“The letter shall certainly be burnt, if you believe it essential to the +preservation of my regard; but, though we have both reason to think my +opinions not entirely unalterable, they are not, I hope, quite so easily +changed as that implies.” + +“When I wrote that letter,” replied Darcy, “I believed myself perfectly +calm and cool; but I am since convinced that it was written in a +dreadful bitterness of spirit.” + +“The letter, perhaps, began in bitterness, but it did not end so. The +adieu is charity itself. But think no more of the letter. The feelings +of the person who wrote and the person who received it are now so widely +different from what they were then, that every unpleasant circumstance +attending it ought to be forgotten. You must learn some of my +philosophy. Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you +pleasure.” + +“I cannot give you credit for any philosophy of the kind. _Your_ +retrospections must be so totally void of reproach, that the contentment +arising from them is not of philosophy, but, what is much better, of +ignorance. But with _me_, it is not so. Painful recollections will +intrude, which cannot, which ought not to be repelled. I have been a +selfish being all my life, in practice, though not in principle. As a +child I was taught what was _right_, but I was not taught to correct my +temper. I was given good principles, but left to follow them in pride +and conceit. Unfortunately an only son (for many years an only _child_), +I was spoiled by my parents, who, though good themselves, (my father +particularly, all that was benevolent and amiable,) allowed, encouraged, +almost taught me to be selfish and overbearing, to care for none beyond +my own family circle, to think meanly of all the rest of the world, to +_wish_ at least to think meanly of their sense and worth compared with +my own. Such I was, from eight to eight-and-twenty; and such I might +still have been but for you, dearest, loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not +owe you! You taught me a lesson, hard indeed at first, but most +advantageous. By you, I was properly humbled. I came to you without a +doubt of my reception. You showed me how insufficient were all my +pretensions to please a woman worthy of being pleased.” + +“Had you then persuaded yourself that I should?” + +“Indeed I had. What will you think of my vanity? I believed you to be +wishing, expecting my addresses.” + +“My manners must have been in fault, but not intentionally, I assure +you. I never meant to deceive you, but my spirits might often lead me +wrong. How you must have hated me after _that_ evening!” + +“Hate you! I was angry, perhaps, at first, but my anger soon began to +take a proper direction.” + +“I am almost afraid of asking what you thought of me when we met at +Pemberley. You blamed me for coming?” + +“No, indeed, I felt nothing but surprise.” + +“Your surprise could not be greater than _mine_ in being noticed by you. +My conscience told me that I deserved no extraordinary politeness, and I +confess that I did not expect to receive _more_ than my due.” + +“My object _then_,” replied Darcy, “was to show you, by every civility +in my power, that I was not so mean as to resent the past; and I hoped +to obtain your forgiveness, to lessen your ill opinion, by letting you +see that your reproofs had been attended to. How soon any other wishes +introduced themselves, I can hardly tell, but I believe in about half +an hour after I had seen you.” + +He then told her of Georgiana’s delight in her acquaintance, and of her +disappointment at its sudden interruption; which naturally leading to +the cause of that interruption, she soon learnt that his resolution of +following her from Derbyshire in quest of her sister had been formed +before he quitted the inn, and that his gravity and thoughtfulness there +had arisen from no other struggles than what such a purpose must +comprehend. + +She expressed her gratitude again, but it was too painful a subject to +each to be dwelt on farther. + +After walking several miles in a leisurely manner, and too busy to know +anything about it, they found at last, on examining their watches, that +it was time to be at home. + +“What could have become of Mr. Bingley and Jane?” was a wonder which +introduced the discussion of _their_ affairs. Darcy was delighted with +their engagement; his friend had given him the earliest information of +it. + +“I must ask whether you were surprised?” said Elizabeth. + +“Not at all. When I went away, I felt that it would soon happen.” + +“That is to say, you had given your permission. I guessed as much.” And +though he exclaimed at the term, she found that it had been pretty much +the case. + +“On the evening before my going to London,” said he, “I made a +confession to him, which I believe I ought to have made long ago. I told +him of all that had occurred to make my former interference in his +affairs absurd and impertinent. His surprise was great. He had never had +the slightest suspicion. I told him, moreover, that I believed myself +mistaken in supposing, as I had done, that your sister was indifferent +to him; and as I could easily perceive that his attachment to her was +unabated, I felt no doubt of their happiness together.” + +Elizabeth could not help smiling at his easy manner of directing his +friend. + +“Did you speak from your own observation,” said she, “when you told him +that my sister loved him, or merely from my information last spring?” + +“From the former. I had narrowly observed her, during the two visits +which I had lately made her here; and I was convinced of her affection.” + +“And your assurance of it, I suppose, carried immediate conviction to +him.” + +“It did. Bingley is most unaffectedly modest. His diffidence had +prevented his depending on his own judgment in so anxious a case, but +his reliance on mine made everything easy. I was obliged to confess one +thing, which for a time, and not unjustly, offended him. I could not +allow myself to conceal that your sister had been in town three months +last winter, that I had known it, and purposely kept it from him. He was +angry. But his anger, I am persuaded, lasted no longer than he remained +in any doubt of your sister’s sentiments. He has heartily forgiven me +now.” + +Elizabeth longed to observe that Mr. Bingley had been a most delightful +friend; so easily guided that his worth was invaluable; but she checked +herself. She remembered that he had yet to learn to be laughed at, and +it was rather too early to begin. In anticipating the happiness of +Bingley, which of course was to be inferior only to his own, he +continued the conversation till they reached the house. In the hall they +parted. + + + + +[Illustration: + + “Unable to utter a syllable” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER LIX. + + +[Illustration] + +“My dear Lizzy, where can you have been walking to?” was a question +which Elizabeth received from Jane as soon as she entered the room, and +from all the others when they sat down to table. She had only to say in +reply, that they had wandered about till she was beyond her own +knowledge. She coloured as she spoke; but neither that, nor anything +else, awakened a suspicion of the truth. + +The evening passed quietly, unmarked by anything extraordinary. The +acknowledged lovers talked and laughed; the unacknowledged were silent. +Darcy was not of a disposition in which happiness overflows in mirth; +and Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather _knew_ that she was happy +than _felt_ herself to be so; for, besides the immediate embarrassment, +there were other evils before her. She anticipated what would be felt in +the family when her situation became known: she was aware that no one +liked him but Jane; and even feared that with the others it was a +_dislike_ which not all his fortune and consequence might do away. + +At night she opened her heart to Jane. Though suspicion was very far +from Miss Bennet’s general habits, she was absolutely incredulous here. + +“You are joking, Lizzy. This cannot be! Engaged to Mr. Darcy! No, no, +you shall not deceive me: I know it to be impossible.” + +“This is a wretched beginning, indeed! My sole dependence was on you; +and I am sure nobody else will believe me, if you do not. Yet, indeed, I +am in earnest. I speak nothing but the truth. He still loves me, and we +are engaged.” + +Jane looked at her doubtingly. “Oh, Lizzy! it cannot be. I know how much +you dislike him.” + +“You know nothing of the matter. _That_ is all to be forgot. Perhaps I +did not always love him so well as I do now; but in such cases as these +a good memory is unpardonable. This is the last time I shall ever +remember it myself.” + +Miss Bennet still looked all amazement. Elizabeth again, and more +seriously, assured her of its truth. + +“Good heaven! can it be really so? Yet now I must believe you,” cried +Jane. “My dear, dear Lizzy, I would, I do congratulate you; but are you +certain--forgive the question--are you quite certain that you can be +happy with him?” + +“There can be no doubt of that. It is settled between us already that we +are to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you pleased, Jane? +Shall you like to have such a brother?” + +“Very, very much. Nothing could give either Bingley or myself more +delight. But we considered it, we talked of it as impossible. And do you +really love him quite well enough? Oh, Lizzy! do anything rather than +marry without affection. Are you quite sure that you feel what you ought +to do?” + +“Oh, yes! You will only think I feel _more_ than I ought to do when I +tell you all.” + +“What do you mean?” + +“Why, I must confess that I love him better than I do Bingley. I am +afraid you will be angry.” + +“My dearest sister, now be, _be_ serious. I want to talk very seriously. +Let me know everything that I am to know without delay. Will you tell me +how long you have loved him?” + +“It has been coming on so gradually, that I hardly know when it began; +but I believe I must date it from my first seeing his beautiful grounds +at Pemberley.” + +Another entreaty that she would be serious, however, produced the +desired effect; and she soon satisfied Jane by her solemn assurances of +attachment. When convinced on that article, Miss Bennet had nothing +further to wish. + +“Now I am quite happy,” said she, “for you will be as happy as myself. I +always had a value for him. Were it for nothing but his love of you, I +must always have esteemed him; but now, as Bingley’s friend and your +husband, there can be only Bingley and yourself more dear to me. But, +Lizzy, you have been very sly, very reserved with me. How little did you +tell me of what passed at Pemberley and Lambton! I owe all that I know +of it to another, not to you.” + +Elizabeth told her the motives of her secrecy. She had been unwilling to +mention Bingley; and the unsettled state of her own feelings had made +her equally avoid the name of his friend: but now she would no longer +conceal from her his share in Lydia’s marriage. All was acknowledged, +and half the night spent in conversation. + +“Good gracious!” cried Mrs. Bennet, as she stood at a window the next +morning, “if that disagreeable Mr. Darcy is not coming here again with +our dear Bingley! What can he mean by being so tiresome as to be always +coming here? I had no notion but he would go a-shooting, or something or +other, and not disturb us with his company. What shall we do with him? +Lizzy, you must walk out with him again, that he may not be in Bingley’s +way.” + +Elizabeth could hardly help laughing at so convenient a proposal; yet +was really vexed that her mother should be always giving him such an +epithet. + +As soon as they entered, Bingley looked at her so expressively, and +shook hands with such warmth, as left no doubt of his good information; +and he soon afterwards said aloud, “Mrs. Bennet, have you no more lanes +hereabouts in which Lizzy may lose her way again to-day?” + +“I advise Mr. Darcy, and Lizzy, and Kitty,” said Mrs. Bennet, “to walk +to Oakham Mount this morning. It is a nice long walk, and Mr. Darcy has +never seen the view.” + +“It may do very well for the others,” replied Mr. Bingley; “but I am +sure it will be too much for Kitty. Won’t it, Kitty?” + +Kitty owned that she had rather stay at home. Darcy professed a great +curiosity to see the view from the Mount, and Elizabeth silently +consented. As she went upstairs to get ready, Mrs. Bennet followed her, +saying,-- + +“I am quite sorry, Lizzy, that you should be forced to have that +disagreeable man all to yourself; but I hope you will not mind it. It is +all for Jane’s sake, you know; and there is no occasion for talking to +him except just now and then; so do not put yourself to inconvenience.” + +During their walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet’s consent should be +asked in the course of the evening: Elizabeth reserved to herself the +application for her mother’s. She could not determine how her mother +would take it; sometimes doubting whether all his wealth and grandeur +would be enough to overcome her abhorrence of the man; but whether she +were violently set against the match, or violently delighted with it, it +was certain that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit to +her sense; and she could no more bear that Mr. Darcy should hear the +first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her +disapprobation. + +In the evening, soon after Mr. Bennet withdrew to the library, she saw +Mr. Darcy rise also and follow him, and her agitation on seeing it was +extreme. She did not fear her father’s opposition, but he was going to +be made unhappy, and that it should be through her means; that _she_, +his favourite child, should be distressing him by her choice, should be +filling him with fears and regrets in disposing of her, was a wretched +reflection, and she sat in misery till Mr. Darcy appeared again, when, +looking at him, she was a little relieved by his smile. In a few minutes +he approached the table where she was sitting with Kitty; and, while +pretending to admire her work, said in a whisper, “Go to your father; he +wants you in the library.” She was gone directly. + +Her father was walking about the room, looking grave and anxious. +“Lizzy,” said he, “what are you doing? Are you out of your senses to be +accepting this man? Have not you always hated him?” + +How earnestly did she then wish that her former opinions had been more +reasonable, her expressions more moderate! It would have spared her from +explanations and professions which it was exceedingly awkward to give; +but they were now necessary, and she assured him, with some confusion, +of her attachment to Mr. Darcy. + +“Or, in other words, you are determined to have him. He is rich, to be +sure, and you may have more fine clothes and fine carriages than Jane. +But will they make you happy?” + +“Have you any other objection,” said Elizabeth, “than your belief of my +indifference?” + +“None at all. We all know him to be a proud, unpleasant sort of man; but +this would be nothing if you really liked him.” + +“I do, I do like him,” she replied, with tears in her eyes; “I love him. +Indeed he has no improper pride. He is perfectly amiable. You do not +know what he really is; then pray do not pain me by speaking of him in +such terms.” + +“Lizzy,” said her father, “I have given him my consent. He is the kind +of man, indeed, to whom I should never dare refuse anything, which he +condescended to ask. I now give it to _you_, if you are resolved on +having him. But let me advise you to think better of it. I know your +disposition, Lizzy. I know that you could be neither happy nor +respectable, unless you truly esteemed your husband, unless you looked +up to him as a superior. Your lively talents would place you in the +greatest danger in an unequal marriage. You could scarcely escape +discredit and misery. My child, let me not have the grief of seeing +_you_ unable to respect your partner in life. You know not what you are +about.” + +Elizabeth, still more affected, was earnest and solemn in her reply; +and, at length, by repeated assurances that Mr. Darcy was really the +object of her choice, by explaining the gradual change which her +estimation of him had undergone, relating her absolute certainty that +his affection was not the work of a day, but had stood the test of many +months’ suspense, and enumerating with energy all his good qualities, +she did conquer her father’s incredulity, and reconcile him to the +match. + +“Well, my dear,” said he, when she ceased speaking, “I have no more to +say. If this be the case, he deserves you. I could not have parted with +you, my Lizzy, to anyone less worthy.” + +To complete the favourable impression, she then told him what Mr. Darcy +had voluntarily done for Lydia. He heard her with astonishment. + +“This is an evening of wonders, indeed! And so, Darcy did everything; +made up the match, gave the money, paid the fellow’s debts, and got him +his commission! So much the better. It will save me a world of trouble +and economy. Had it been your uncle’s doing, I must and _would_ have +paid him; but these violent young lovers carry everything their own +way. I shall offer to pay him to-morrow, he will rant and storm about +his love for you, and there will be an end of the matter.” + +He then recollected her embarrassment a few days before on his reading +Mr. Collins’s letter; and after laughing at her some time, allowed her +at last to go, saying, as she quitted the room, “If any young men come +for Mary or Kitty, send them in, for I am quite at leisure.” + +Elizabeth’s mind was now relieved from a very heavy weight; and, after +half an hour’s quiet reflection in her own room, she was able to join +the others with tolerable composure. Everything was too recent for +gaiety, but the evening passed tranquilly away; there was no longer +anything material to be dreaded, and the comfort of ease and familiarity +would come in time. + +When her mother went up to her dressing-room at night, she followed her, +and made the important communication. Its effect was most extraordinary; +for, on first hearing it, Mrs. Bennet sat quite still, and unable to +utter a syllable. Nor was it under many, many minutes, that she could +comprehend what she heard, though not in general backward to credit what +was for the advantage of her family, or that came in the shape of a +lover to any of them. She began at length to recover, to fidget about in +her chair, get up, sit down again, wonder, and bless herself. + +“Good gracious! Lord bless me! only think! dear me! Mr. Darcy! Who would +have thought it? And is it really true? Oh, my sweetest Lizzy! how rich +and how great you will be! What pin-money, what jewels, what carriages +you will have! Jane’s is nothing to it--nothing at all. I am so +pleased--so happy. Such a charming man! so handsome! so tall! Oh, my +dear Lizzy! pray apologize for my having disliked him so much before. I +hope he will overlook it. Dear, dear Lizzy. A house in town! Everything +that is charming! Three daughters married! Ten thousand a year! Oh, +Lord! what will become of me? I shall go distracted.” + +This was enough to prove that her approbation need not be doubted; and +Elizabeth, rejoicing that such an effusion was heard only by herself, +soon went away. But before she had been three minutes in her own room, +her mother followed her. + +“My dearest child,” she cried, “I can think of nothing else. Ten +thousand a year, and very likely more! ’Tis as good as a lord! And a +special licence--you must and shall be married by a special licence. +But, my dearest love, tell me what dish Mr. Darcy is particularly fond +of, that I may have it to-morrow.” + +This was a sad omen of what her mother’s behaviour to the gentleman +himself might be; and Elizabeth found that, though in the certain +possession of his warmest affection, and secure of her relations’ +consent, there was still something to be wished for. But the morrow +passed off much better than she expected; for Mrs. Bennet luckily stood +in such awe of her intended son-in-law, that she ventured not to speak +to him, unless it was in her power to offer him any attention, or mark +her deference for his opinion. + +Elizabeth had the satisfaction of seeing her father taking pains to get +acquainted with him; and Mr. Bennet soon assured her that he was rising +every hour in his esteem. + +“I admire all my three sons-in-law highly,” said he. “Wickham, perhaps, +is my favourite; but I think I shall like _your_ husband quite as well +as Jane’s.” + + + + +[Illustration: + +“The obsequious civility.” + +[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]] + + + + +CHAPTER LX. + + +[Illustration] + +Elizabeth’s spirits soon rising to playfulness again, she wanted Mr. +Darcy to account for his having ever fallen in love with her. “How could +you begin?” said she. “I can comprehend your going on charmingly, when +you had once made a beginning; but what could set you off in the first +place?” + +“I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which +laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I +knew that I _had_ begun.” + +“My beauty you had early withstood, and as for my manners--my behaviour +to _you_ was at least always bordering on the uncivil, and I never spoke +to you without rather wishing to give you pain than not. Now, be +sincere; did you admire me for my impertinence?” + +“For the liveliness of your mind I did.” + +“You may as well call it impertinence at once. It was very little less. +The fact is, that you were sick of civility, of deference, of officious +attention. You were disgusted with the women who were always speaking, +and looking, and thinking for _your_ approbation alone. I roused and +interested you, because I was so unlike _them_. Had you not been really +amiable you would have hated me for it: but in spite of the pains you +took to disguise yourself, your feelings were always noble and just; and +in your heart you thoroughly despised the persons who so assiduously +courted you. There--I have saved you the trouble of accounting for it; +and really, all things considered, I begin to think it perfectly +reasonable. To be sure you know no actual good of me--but nobody thinks +of _that_ when they fall in love.” + +“Was there no good in your affectionate behaviour to Jane, while she was +ill at Netherfield?” + +“Dearest Jane! who could have done less for her? But make a virtue of it +by all means. My good qualities are under your protection, and you are +to exaggerate them as much as possible; and, in return, it belongs to me +to find occasions for teasing and quarrelling with you as often as may +be; and I shall begin directly, by asking you what made you so unwilling +to come to the point at last? What made you so shy of me, when you +first called, and afterwards dined here? Why, especially, when you +called, did you look as if you did not care about me?” + +“Because you were grave and silent, and gave me no encouragement.” + +“But I was embarrassed.” + +“And so was I.” + +“You might have talked to me more when you came to dinner.” + +“A man who had felt less might.” + +“How unlucky that you should have a reasonable answer to give, and that +I should be so reasonable as to admit it! But I wonder how long you +_would_ have gone on, if you had been left to yourself. I wonder when +you _would_ have spoken if I had not asked you! My resolution of +thanking you for your kindness to Lydia had certainly great effect. _Too +much_, I am afraid; for what becomes of the moral, if our comfort +springs from a breach of promise, for I ought not to have mentioned the +subject? This will never do.” + +“You need not distress yourself. The moral will be perfectly fair. Lady +Catherine’s unjustifiable endeavours to separate us were the means of +removing all my doubts. I am not indebted for my present happiness to +your eager desire of expressing your gratitude. I was not in a humour to +wait for an opening of yours. My aunt’s intelligence had given me hope, +and I was determined at once to know everything.” + +“Lady Catherine has been of infinite use, which ought to make her happy, +for she loves to be of use. But tell me, what did you come down to +Netherfield for? Was it merely to ride to Longbourn and be embarrassed? +or had you intended any more serious consequences?” + +“My real purpose was to see _you_, and to judge, if I could, whether I +might ever hope to make you love me. My avowed one, or what I avowed to +myself, was to see whether your sister was still partial to Bingley, and +if she were, to make the confession to him which I have since made.” + +“Shall you ever have courage to announce to Lady Catherine what is to +befall her?” + +“I am more likely to want time than courage, Elizabeth. But it ought to +be done; and if you will give me a sheet of paper it shall be done +directly.” + +“And if I had not a letter to write myself, I might sit by you, and +admire the evenness of your writing, as another young lady once did. But +I have an aunt, too, who must not be longer neglected.” + +From an unwillingness to confess how much her intimacy with Mr. Darcy +had been overrated, Elizabeth had never yet answered Mrs. Gardiner’s +long letter; but now, having _that_ to communicate which she knew would +be most welcome, she was almost ashamed to find that her uncle and aunt +had already lost three days of happiness, and immediately wrote as +follows:-- + +“I would have thanked you before, my dear aunt, as I ought to have done, +for your long, kind, satisfactory detail of particulars; but, to say the +truth, I was too cross to write. You supposed more than really existed. +But _now_ suppose as much as you choose; give a loose to your fancy, +indulge your imagination in every possible flight which the subject will +afford, and unless you believe me actually married, you cannot greatly +err. You must write again very soon, and praise him a great deal more +than you did in your last. I thank you again and again, for not going to +the Lakes. How could I be so silly as to wish it! Your idea of the +ponies is delightful. We will go round the park every day. I am the +happiest creature in the world. Perhaps other people have said so +before, but no one with such justice. I am happier even than Jane; she +only smiles, I laugh. Mr. Darcy sends you all the love in the world that +can be spared from me. You are all to come to Pemberley at Christmas. +Yours,” etc. + +Mr. Darcy’s letter to Lady Catherine was in a different style, and still +different from either was what Mr. Bennet sent to Mr. Collins, in return +for his last. + + /* “Dear Sir, */ + + “I must trouble you once more for congratulations. Elizabeth will + soon be the wife of Mr. Darcy. Console Lady Catherine as well as + you can. But, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has + more to give. + +“Yours sincerely,” etc. + +Miss Bingley’s congratulations to her brother on his approaching +marriage were all that was affectionate and insincere. She wrote even to +Jane on the occasion, to express her delight, and repeat all her former +professions of regard. Jane was not deceived, but she was affected; and +though feeling no reliance on her, could not help writing her a much +kinder answer than she knew was deserved. + +The joy which Miss Darcy expressed on receiving similar information was +as sincere as her brother’s in sending it. Four sides of paper were +insufficient to contain all her delight, and all her earnest desire of +being loved by her sister. + +Before any answer could arrive from Mr. Collins, or any congratulations +to Elizabeth from his wife, the Longbourn family heard that the +Collinses were come themselves to Lucas Lodge. The reason of this +sudden removal was soon evident. Lady Catherine had been rendered so +exceedingly angry by the contents of her nephew’s letter, that +Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match, was anxious to get away till +the storm was blown over. At such a moment, the arrival of her friend +was a sincere pleasure to Elizabeth, though in the course of their +meetings she must sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she +saw Mr. Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of her +husband. He bore it, however, with admirable calmness. He could even +listen to Sir William Lucas, when he complimented him on carrying away +the brightest jewel of the country, and expressed his hopes of their all +meeting frequently at St. James’s, with very decent composure. If he did +shrug his shoulders, it was not till Sir William was out of sight. + +Mrs. Philips’s vulgarity was another, and, perhaps, a greater tax on his +forbearance; and though Mrs. Philips, as well as her sister, stood in +too much awe of him to speak with the familiarity which Bingley’s +good-humour encouraged; yet, whenever she _did_ speak, she must be +vulgar. Nor was her respect for him, though it made her more quiet, at +all likely to make her more elegant. Elizabeth did all she could to +shield him from the frequent notice of either, and was ever anxious to +keep him to herself, and to those of her family with whom he might +converse without mortification; and though the uncomfortable feelings +arising from all this took from the season of courtship much of its +pleasure, it added to the hope of the future; and she looked forward +with delight to the time when they should be removed from society so +little pleasing to either, to all the comfort and elegance of their +family party at Pemberley. + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER LXI. + + +[Illustration] + +Happy for all her maternal feelings was the day on which Mrs. Bennet got +rid of her two most deserving daughters. With what delighted pride she +afterwards visited Mrs. Bingley, and talked of Mrs. Darcy, may be +guessed. I wish I could say, for the sake of her family, that the +accomplishment of her earnest desire in the establishment of so many of +her children produced so happy an effect as to make her a sensible, +amiable, well-informed woman for the rest of her life; though, perhaps, +it was lucky for her husband, who might not have relished domestic +felicity in so unusual a form, that she still was occasionally nervous +and invariably silly. + +Mr. Bennet missed his second daughter exceedingly; his affection for her +drew him oftener from home than anything else could do. He delighted in +going to Pemberley, especially when he was least expected. + +Mr. Bingley and Jane remained at Netherfield only a twelvemonth. So near +a vicinity to her mother and Meryton relations was not desirable even to +_his_ easy temper, or _her_ affectionate heart. The darling wish of his +sisters was then gratified: he bought an estate in a neighbouring county +to Derbyshire; and Jane and Elizabeth, in addition to every other source +of happiness, were within thirty miles of each other. + +Kitty, to her very material advantage, spent the chief of her time with +her two elder sisters. In society so superior to what she had generally +known, her improvement was great. She was not of so ungovernable a +temper as Lydia; and, removed from the influence of Lydia’s example, she +became, by proper attention and management, less irritable, less +ignorant, and less insipid. From the further disadvantage of Lydia’s +society she was of course carefully kept; and though Mrs. Wickham +frequently invited her to come and stay with her, with the promise of +balls and young men, her father would never consent to her going. + +Mary was the only daughter who remained at home; and she was necessarily +drawn from the pursuit of accomplishments by Mrs. Bennet’s being quite +unable to sit alone. Mary was obliged to mix more with the world, but +she could still moralize over every morning visit; and as she was no +longer mortified by comparisons between her sisters’ beauty and her own, +it was suspected by her father that she submitted to the change without +much reluctance. + +As for Wickham and Lydia, their characters suffered no revolution from +the marriage of her sisters. He bore with philosophy the conviction that +Elizabeth must now become acquainted with whatever of his ingratitude +and falsehood had before been unknown to her; and, in spite of +everything, was not wholly without hope that Darcy might yet be +prevailed on to make his fortune. The congratulatory letter which +Elizabeth received from Lydia on her marriage explained to her that, by +his wife at least, if not by himself, such a hope was cherished. The +letter was to this effect:-- + + /* “My dear Lizzy, */ + + “I wish you joy. If you love Mr. Darcy half so well as I do my dear + Wickham, you must be very happy. It is a great comfort to have you + so rich; and when you have nothing else to do, I hope you will + think of us. I am sure Wickham would like a place at court very + much; and I do not think we shall have quite money enough to live + upon without some help. Any place would do of about three or four + hundred a year; but, however, do not speak to Mr. Darcy about it, + if you had rather not. + +“Yours,” etc. + +As it happened that Elizabeth had much rather not, she endeavoured in +her answer to put an end to every entreaty and expectation of the kind. +Such relief, however, as it was in her power to afford, by the practice +of what might be called economy in her own private expenses, she +frequently sent them. It had always been evident to her that such an +income as theirs, under the direction of two persons so extravagant in +their wants, and heedless of the future, must be very insufficient to +their support; and whenever they changed their quarters, either Jane or +herself were sure of being applied to for some little assistance towards +discharging their bills. Their manner of living, even when the +restoration of peace dismissed them to a home, was unsettled in the +extreme. They were always moving from place to place in quest of a +cheap situation, and always spending more than they ought. His affection +for her soon sunk into indifference: hers lasted a little longer; and, +in spite of her youth and her manners, she retained all the claims to +reputation which her marriage had given her. Though Darcy could never +receive _him_ at Pemberley, yet, for Elizabeth’s sake, he assisted him +further in his profession. Lydia was occasionally a visitor there, when +her husband was gone to enjoy himself in London or Bath; and with the +Bingleys they both of them frequently stayed so long, that even +Bingley’s good-humour was overcome, and he proceeded so far as to _talk_ +of giving them a hint to be gone. + +Miss Bingley was very deeply mortified by Darcy’s marriage; but as she +thought it advisable to retain the right of visiting at Pemberley, she +dropped all her resentment; was fonder than ever of Georgiana, almost as +attentive to Darcy as heretofore, and paid off every arrear of civility +to Elizabeth. + +Pemberley was now Georgiana’s home; and the attachment of the sisters +was exactly what Darcy had hoped to see. They were able to love each +other, even as well as they intended. Georgiana had the highest opinion +in the world of Elizabeth; though at first she often listened with an +astonishment bordering on alarm at her lively, sportive manner of +talking to her brother. He, who had always inspired in herself a respect +which almost overcame her affection, she now saw the object of open +pleasantry. Her mind received knowledge which had never before fallen in +her way. By Elizabeth’s instructions she began to comprehend that a +woman may take liberties with her husband, which a brother will not +always allow in a sister more than ten years younger than himself. + +Lady Catherine was extremely indignant on the marriage of her nephew; +and as she gave way to all the genuine frankness of her character, in +her reply to the letter which announced its arrangement, she sent him +language so very abusive, especially of Elizabeth, that for some time +all intercourse was at an end. But at length, by Elizabeth’s persuasion, +he was prevailed on to overlook the offence, and seek a reconciliation; +and, after a little further resistance on the part of his aunt, her +resentment gave way, either to her affection for him, or her curiosity +to see how his wife conducted herself; and she condescended to wait on +them at Pemberley, in spite of that pollution which its woods had +received, not merely from the presence of such a mistress, but the +visits of her uncle and aunt from the city. + +With the Gardiners they were always on the most intimate terms. Darcy, +as well as Elizabeth, really loved them; and they were both ever +sensible of the warmest gratitude towards the persons who, by bringing +her into Derbyshire, had been the means of uniting them. + + [Illustration: + + THE + END + ] + + + + + CHISWICK PRESS:--CHARLES WHITTINGHAM AND CO. + TOOKS COURT, CHANCERY LANE, LONDON. + + + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PRIDE AND PREJUDICE *** + + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one—the old editions will +be renamed. + +Creating the works from print editions not protected by U.S. copyright +law means that no one owns a United States copyright in these works, +so the Foundation (and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United +States without permission and without paying copyright +royalties. Special rules, set forth in the General Terms of Use part +of this license, apply to copying and distributing Project +Gutenberg™ electronic works to protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG™ +concept and trademark. 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